can we get some reblogs for our beautiful female grreen cubes

girlfriend forcefully pulls off my chuuni eyepatch but conveniently I was prepared with a second eyepatch underneath it

cleanup by farfin

- April O'Neil after losing to King Jellyfish in Campaign Mode, Nickelodeon All-Star Brawl 2 (Fair Play Labs)

check out my funny relatable trans memes that aren't applicable or relatable whatsoever if you actually experience structural transmisogyny and don't just go through the world viewing yourself and being viewed as a "silly little guy"

but i am sick of climbing / i am sick of crawling on hand and knees and scraping myself along the ground / i am sick of self-help skills and persistence and patience / i am sick of pushing myself and burning out and thrashing about hopelessly / i am sick of being a goldfish in a hot pan / i am sick of reinventing myself every season / i am sick of this feeling / i would claw this out of me if you gave me a sharp enough object / i am sick of feeling unsafe around sharp objects / i am sick of never finding an object sharp enough

i wish you knew the answer and could tell me and pour it down my throat until i gagged on it / i made my therapist cry when i said i had a lacking in me / i told her that a train could drive through the spaces i put into myself / the lacking is what does it, not the wanting, the lack, the dullness / barely-breathing with my teeth clacking in the cold water / it's the same fucking bridge it's the same dream and the same stupid kid / i wish sometimes i had drowned in that pool / i wish i had been different, not even that it was easier but just that i had enough strength to endure it / i wish it went away / i wish i had one good fucking reason

Being insane but cognitively aware of how insane you are is a special kind of hell because you know that you aren't normal and you can pinpoint the behaviors that label you as other and make people kinda go quiet and twitchy around you but you can't change them or your neurosis so you're stuck in a brutal cycle of trying to emulate normal people and failing horribly cus you know in theory how normal people look and act but in practice you can never change what you are and everyone else knows it too and this goes on forever until you die

parents be like you can’t imagine how hard it is for us to deal with your mental illness

parents be like *annoyed sigh* you’re suicidal again? really?