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Closing your eyes you take a deep breath, the weight on your chest stopping your most basic task. It's been a couple of days since the captain left, the space leaving your heart in anguish as you wait for him. But this time it's different, you can FEEL that this one isn't right. Maybe it's the way he talked about it, maybe its the way he gave you a lingering kiss as we walked through the door. Pacing your kitchen you try to rack your brain as you take apart each piece of the conversation when something catches your eyes. A note sitting next to your favorite book.
You hadn't picked it up in days over the gnawing anxiety pit growing in your stomach. You stare at the note for a few seconds, wanting to suspend yourself from reality if only for a brief relaxing moment, and reach for the note.
Your hand is nearly trembling by the time you pick up the note.
"To my love,
I don't know what the best way to go about this is--"
Your hands grip the page before you can even realize your body can, in fact, still move. You steel yourself with a thinning composure and continue..
"--Because, to be honest. I don't want this to happen.
I would do anything to be with you right now. Holding you. Smelling your hair. But
I can't
A few days ago Lord Frieza called me and the boys in for a meeting. A secret meeting. No one else was in the room aside from him, which is weird because he almost always has a guard or henchmen with him. We were immediately alert. God, I've trained those boys well.. haven't I..
But.. Lord Frieza told us we were going to go on a long, long mission. At first, he didn't give us many details, only that it would be long and we couldn't tell a soul
Darling.. I dont want to say this but I think I
Wont be coming home......"
tears threaten to spill from your eyes as you scan the lines of writing. This has to be some kind of joke, a prank that Jeyce put him up to. Your breath starts to pick up again as you continue reading looking desperately for the right answer.
"while i believe in lord frieza and my men, he usually gives a debrief or something else. Maybe this is the only way he knows to shield us from what he knows will happen.
But what I know is that I love you. I love all the support youve given me and my passions. Youve brought a light into my life that shines brighter than the stars.
May you continue to shine in my wake as i may continue on in your memories if i dont return
Forever yours, Ginyu."
- G