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it's been a while since Grian and Scar began hocking up. it started at a bar and went incredibly fast. they never knew each other before their hot nights and they didn't know each other outside of them, it was simple as that. only sex, nothing more.
Scar was trying to fall asleep, not much luck with that though when he suddenly got a message. "you up?" it read. it wasn't strange for them. the two words ment 'get over here and fuck me until sun rise' and it was clear.
Scar sighed. he loved it, oh he loved it so much but being honest, he hated it at the same time. during their time together, Scar was falling deeper and deeper for Grian. what might sound weird, given that their only talk outside of the bedroom was their first meeting but even on that day, Scar already felt a strong connection towards Grian.
"i can be there in 10" he replied shortly, standing up from the bed, he quickly put on some basic clothes, knowing he didn't need to impress Grian who was just waiting to be fucked and nothing more, and he was off.
looking at the hour the streets were surprisingly busy, that's when he realised it was friday night, obviously there was going to be traffic. when he got to Grian's front door it's been almost half an hour, he rang the doorbell a bit stressed that Grian was going to be frustrated that he didn't say he was going to be late.
when the door opened, he was met with a sight of a shorter man in a cosy red sweater and a pair of regular black jeans, he looked like he's been crying. its a very strange sight, when Scar always wore whatever to their meetings Grian was always dressed extravagantly, wearing some sort of sexy clothes to impress Scar, that wasn't the case that night though.
"a-are you okey?" Scar asked, taking a step inside of the house bringing his palm to Grian's cheek. Grian shook his head and embraced Scar closely. Scar was a bit shocked to say the least. Grian's hands were gripping onto his back to bring him as close as possible as he cried into his shoulder.
"shit i- i wasn't ment to tear up-" he finally sobbed out "i just needed another person's company and well- i know it sounds pathetic but you're like the only person i have... you can still fuck me though, i don't want you to be disappointed that you came here for nothing."
"Grian... what are you even on about... i'm not going to fuck you when you're in a state like that..." Scar worried.
"you're right, i wouldn't fuck me too, all snotty and that, i'm pretty disgusting right now" Grian replied, sniffing slightly.
"what- no.. Grian that's not what i- come on let's sit on the couch and explain to me what's wrong" Scar insisted, grabbing Grian's wrist.
they sat on the couch next to each other at first both stayed silent until Grian sighed and stammered "my mother died..." his voice weak and tears threatening to start flowing down his cheeks again.
"oh my god Grian... that's terrible..." Scar replied, placing his hand on Grian's knee, "if that helps you open up about this my mother died last year as well" he responded and Grian looked up at him.
"i didn't know that... i'm sorry-" he trembled but Scar shook his head "don't be. it's about your loss right now."
Grian nodded his head whilst Scar opened his arms offering a hug. "i don't know why- i don't even know why i'm so sad... we've never been close, she was abusive and ungrateful for my help. to be honest when she went to the hospital i was laughing, that she finally has karma biting her back, i know i'm a horrible person but you've seen my legs..." Grian sobbed.
"she did that to you..?" Scar worried. he did see his legs before, they were covered in several deep scars and burn marks, being honest Scar though it was self harm. Grian just nodded.
Scar's hand run towards the place he remembered the marks being and massaged the area softly. Grian hummed. "i feel like i need a distraction..." he whispered, his voice still a bit stuttering.
"are you sure? we could talk about this more but i'll do whatever you'd like..." Scar replied his tone similarly soft to Grian's, as his hands stayed on Grian's thigh where the scars where. Grian just nodded.
Scar began by placing a tender kiss on Grian's lips. Grian kissed back and placed his hands on Scar's chest. Scar began pushing him back to pin him against the couch. the taller man went down slightly, kissing the ashen blond's jaw and then his neck then beginning to bite on the soft skin slightly. Grian murmured slightly, his finger tangling in Scar's hair as he raised his hips slightly to grind then against Scar's.
the brunette smiled against Grian's skin. one of his hands went down to the hem of Grian's sweater to slide it up a little. he began caressing his bare chest what made the ashen blond whimper slightly.
Scar knew exactly what strings to pull to have Grian desperate for him but he wasn't doing that. he was very gentle with him in a way that he never was before.
"Scar...? what's wrong?" Grian asked in a weak voice but Scar just shook his head beginning to kiss down the other man's chest, his hands on his sides. Grian sat up what made Scar look up at him then also fixing his position up to a sitting one. "i'm serious Scar, something is definitely up."
"i was foolish i could maintain a 'no commitment' relationship with such an amazing man..." Scar whispered, Grian was confused, but he then elaborated "Grian... i... i need us to be something more... it's killing me..."
"Scar... you barely know me..." Grian whispered taking a shallow breath.
"but i want to know you more... i want us to get to know each other... let me take you on a date." Scar continued, bringing his hands to Grian's sides
"i don't do dating Scar..." Grian replied, taking a slight step back. "i thought he had an agreement, to not contacting each other outside of hock ups"
"yet you texted me today" he replied, Grian looked down, Scar didn't understand his reasoning, one date wouldn't hurt anyone.
"i'm difficult Scar..." he replied, he fidgeted with his hands. Scar knew there had to be more to that but decided to not drag it out, he didn't want to piss off Grian.
"let's just have sex then i guess" he replied, spite in his voice, Grian took a shaky breath. Scar picked Grian up from the couch and set him in his lap, "since that the only thing you need me for"
Grian felt he messed up but he didn't have time for thinking because Scar began sucking onto his neck, he gasped slightly and then began to stammer "no h-"
"no hickeys, i know" he replied and his hands again slid under Grian's sweater, taking it fully off. Grian wanted to start doing something but everything felt wrong, in the meantime Scar began unbuttoning his shirt, second after there was no trace of it.
on an instinct Grian rocked his hips to grind against Scar. Scar picked him for a second to slide his trousers and underwear down to his knees, he put his palm over Grian's cock and Grian took a shaky breath, his hips rocking again.
he began stroking the shorter man's length what made him squirm and moan loudly. Scar knew Grian was very close. he flipped them over, laying Grian on the bed again, not stopping his actions with his hand. Grian's hips moved with his hand, seeking more friction.
it didn't take him long to cum, he did it all over Scar's hand and his own bare stomach. Scar then stood up from the couch and picked up his shirt putting in on again. Grian, who was still calming down after his orgasm, looked up at him.
he wanted to say something, but he didn't have the energy of the words for it. Scar didn't even bother to button up his shirt, he just put it over his shoulders and went towards the door. not saying another word he left through the door. when he got to his car he felt powerless, he felt tired.
Grian managed to shakily sit up on the couch, he put his head in his hands as he mumbled "shit..."
a few days has passed since their last meeting without any contact between them. it wasn't strange, sometimes there has been weeks between their hook ups. for all Scar knew Grian could have had a boyfriend in the meantime but now it didn't matter.
when Scar got a message from Grian after about a week, he rolled his eyes. "how often does that man need to get it off" he mumbled and checked the message. to his surprise it was more than just two words.
"please come to my place tonight, it's important to me" the message read, Scar sighed. he doubted it was going to be anything more than sex but he decided to show up nonetheless.
"be there at 9" he replied, he knew that he probably fell into Grian's trap but he already did, when he started falling for him.
normally there wouldn't be another message but this time Grian responded with "8 would be better, wear something nice"
Scar was slightly confused but he lazily stood up from his couch and shuffled towards his bedroom to his closet. he found a shirt that didn't look so crumpled and a pair of garniture pants. he rolled up sleeves and fixed the collar as he looked in the mirror.
he then grabbed his wallet, phone, house keys and car keys and left though the front door. going to his car he noticed it's half past 7. he still had a bit spare time but he thought being late wouldn't make any of them gain anything so he just drove straight to Grian's place, arriving there about quarter to 8.
he rang the doorbell, Grian opened the door shortly after that. he looked up at the taller man and smiled weakly. "you're here..." he whispered in a shaky voice, he then cleared his throat "i... listen Scar i wanted to apologise for last time, it was really awful of me, to not give you even one chance."
he took another shaky breath and continued "that's why i decided to make it up to you. i made us reservation for half past 8 at 'the barge'... what that interest you?"
Scar was a bit shook but he managed to smile and chuckle. he came up to Grian and embraced him. "that would be absolutely amazing..."