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"I'm Not The Step-Dad, I'm The Dad That Stepped Up"

Summary:

Togo Atatsuma was a figure that commanded respect and instilled fear wherever he went. As the underboss of a powerful Yakuza clan, his reputation preceded him; harsh, intimidating, and uncompromising, he was a man few dared to cross. But beneath the rough exterior, there was a side of Togo that only one person ever saw – a side that was tender and loving.

That person was a six-year-old girl named Ayano Aishi.

Ayano had come into Togo’s life in a manner that was anything but ordinary. Her biological parents, Ryoba Aishi and Jokichi Yudasei, had left her in his care permanently, disappearing without a trace. The little girl, with her emotionless expression and vacant eyes, had quickly attached herself to Togo, surprising everyone by calling him "papa" within days of their first meeting.

Notes:

This was originally in my Tumblr account, except I expand each short here. I'm still plotting the next chapter in Victoria and the Two, but I wanted to write about Ayano and Togo's relationship as it isn't mentioned there as often as I want to for the sake of pacing, so I'll be posting Ayano's childhood moments and what it was like for her to grow up under Togo's care.

Chapter 1: Home Sweet Home

Notes:

July 12, 2024 updoot: I'm updating chapters because I am super restless and unsatisfied lmao expect changes at the first few chapters

Initially this was supposed to be a chapter about shopping for clothes but I thought about adding the backstory for new readers who don't wanna read the 8 chapters of Victoria and The Two to get the context.

Chapter Text

The sun began its descent, casting long shadows that stretched across the tranquil suburban street. The car pulled to a halt, its engine rumbling like a dormant beast. The driver's door swung open, and a woman emerged with her 6 year old daughter. As they stepped onto the pavement, the atmosphere shifted like a gust of wind through a silent forest.

 

Two men stood a few paces away, their presence casting an imposing aura. One, tall and broad-shouldered, radiated an intensity that could be felt even from a distance. The other, older and standing with an unwavering stance, emitted an air of sternness and discipline. The woman strode toward them, her strides purposeful, her cheerful demeanor a stark contrast to the gravity of the scene.

 

"Hey, Atatsuma-kun," she greeted, her voice a burst of sunlight cutting through the shadows.

 

Togo turned, his countenance shifting for a fleeting moment into a fraction of a smile. The woman approached, her arms enveloping him in a hug that seemed almost contradictory to his intimidating presence. As they separated, she planted a quick kiss on his cheek, a brief touch that softened his hardened edges.

 

"I'm glad you're willing to look after Ayano until I come back," she said, her gratitude piercing through his tough exterior.

 

Togo grunted, his voice a rough timbre. "Yeah, yeah, now go get your shit together, Ryoba," he retorted, a hint of a smirk dancing on his lips. His gaze held hers, a blend of camaraderie and concern that spoke volumes.

 

Ryoba's laughter echoed, a melody of carefree notes. She turned to her daughter, her cheerfulness undiminished as she knelt before her. "Be a good girl for papa and oji-san, alright, Ayano?" she whispered, her voice a soothing breeze.

 

Ayano nodded, her face still devoid of expression, her eyes like distant stars. "Yes, Mother."

 

Ryoba stood, her smile a radiant beacon even as she turned away, her footsteps fading as she walked back to her car. The engine roared to life, a rumbling crescendo that reverberated through the air.

 

As the purring engine of Ryoba's car grew fainter, Ayano's gaze shifted from the receding vehicle to Togo, the imposing figure who stood beside her. With a child's innocence, she reached out, her small hand extending in a tentative gesture. Her fingers trembled slightly, like delicate petals swaying in the breeze, as she aimed to grasp Togo's hand.

 

Togo's eyes flickered downward, catching the sight of Ayano's outstretched hand. His expression tightened imperceptibly, his internal struggle hidden behind the mask of his stern demeanor. He shifted his weight, a fleeting moment of uncertainty flashing across his features.

 

In a swift movement, Togo withdrew his hand, his sudden retreat as if recoiling from an open flame. He glanced away, the tension in his shoulders betraying a depth of emotion he was hesitant to acknowledge. His gaze locked onto the ground, avoiding Ayano's hopeful eyes.

 

Undeterred, Ayano's fingers, initially reaching for his hand, found purchase on the fabric of Togo's jeans. She clung to the material with a quiet determination, her touch light but persistent. Her gaze remained fixed on her mother's fading car, a mix of longing and acceptance shimmering within her emotionless eyes.

 

Togo's breath caught in his throat as he felt the soft, insistent grip on his pants. He stole a furtive glance at Ayano, her small form an embodiment of vulnerability and trust. The conflicting emotions within him waged an internal battle, torn between his instinctual self-preservation and a burgeoning connection he was struggling to resist.

 

As Ryoba's car dwindled into a distant speck, Togo's resolve wavered. He let out a heavy sigh, his guarded facade momentarily crumbling. With a measured hesitation, he lowered himself to one knee, bringing himself to Ayano's eye level. His hand, still uncertain, hovered in the air for a heartbeat before finally settling atop Ayano's fingers that clung to his pants. His touch was gentle, almost tentative, a gesture that spoke of a rare vulnerability.

 

A fleeting moment of connection passed between them, the unspoken understanding that their paths had converged, if only for this moment. Ayano's gaze flickered from her mother's retreating car to Togo's face, and for the first time, a glimmer of curiosity and something resembling warmth danced within her eyes. Togo's internal struggle raged on as he allowed Ayano's delicate grip on his pants to remain. Her presence, innocent and vulnerable, tugged at something deep within him, a thread of connection he had been trying to suppress. He cast a sidelong glance at her, his expression conflicted, a battle between his protective instincts and his fear of attachment.

 

Just as a fragile understanding seemed to settle between them, Togo's older brother, Runosuke, emerged from the shadows. His stern countenance, as unyielding as ever, cut through the moment of vulnerability. He approached Togo with brisk strides, his eyes narrowing slightly as he took in the scene.

 

"Togo," Runosuke's voice was as sharp and uncompromising as his gaze, "We need to leave. Now."

 

Togo's jaw tightened, caught between his concern for Ayano's emotional state and his understanding of the urgency in his brother's words. He met Runosuke's gaze for a moment, an unspoken communication passing between them. With a reluctant nod, Togo kneeled before Ayano, his rough hand resting gently on her shoulder.

 

"Ayano," his voice was surprisingly soft, a rare warmth softening its edges, "I'm going to pick you up, okay?"

 

Ayano's gaze met his, her emotionless eyes holding his for a moment, as if searching for something she couldn't quite comprehend. Slowly, she nodded, her grip on the fabric of Togo's jeans loosening as she stood still.

 

Togo's arm slipped beneath her knees and he carefully scooped her up, her slight form light in his strong arms. He rose to his feet, cradling her securely, her head resting against his shoulder. She was an enigma, a fragile puzzle piece in his rough world, and yet his grasp on her felt strangely right.

 

Runosuke stood by the open door of the sleek black van, his eyes fixed on Togo and Ayano. The urgency in his gaze was palpable, a reminder of the danger that loomed if they lingered too long.

 

Togo carried Ayano towards the waiting vehicle, his steps purposeful and sure. As he neared the van, Runosuke stepped aside to allow them entry. Togo carefully settled Ayano into the backseat, his touch gentle, almost tender, despite his typically harsh exterior.

 

Inside the van, the air was tense, heavy with an unspoken understanding of the dangerous world that surrounded them. Runosuke occupied the front seat, beside his getaway driver. Their eyes focused on the road ahead, Runosuke's stern demeanor reflecting his role as the one in command. Beside him, the hum of the engine provided a steady backdrop to the weighty silence within the vehicle.

 

At the back of the van, Ayano sat on Togo's lap, her small form cocooned by his protective presence. Her emotionless eyes, like two bottomless pools, took in her surroundings with a detached curiosity. The faces of the criminals surrounding her carried the marks of their own experiences, etched into every scar and line.

 

As the van rumbled on, one of the occupants, a man with a rugged demeanor, couldn't resist his curiosity any longer. He turned his gaze towards Runosuke, his voice breaking the stifling silence. "Hey, boss," he began, his tone a mixture of intrigue and suspicion, "Who's the kid?"

 

Runosuke's gaze flickered towards the man for a brief moment before returning to the road. His expression remained impassive, a mask that revealed little of his thoughts. "She's under our care now," he replied curtly, his voice clipped and authoritative.

 

The man's brows furrowed, his gaze shifting to the other occupants of the van. Around him, nods of agreement and murmurs of concern rippled through the group. Their eyes held a mixture of skepticism and shared unease, the weight of their criminal lives clashing with the presence of an innocent child.

 

"Don't ya think it's a bad idea that she's surrounded by our kind?" one of the men ventured, his tone a mix of genuine concern and disapproval.

 

The sentiment found resonance among the others, their voices blending into a chorus of agreement as they voiced their shared reservations about Ayano's presence amidst their criminal lives.

 

Amidst the growing unease, Togo's voice cut through the conversation, his words a rare contribution to the discussion. "Her mother and father wouldn't be any better." His tone held a note of finality, a conviction that spoke of insights he had gleaned from Ryoba and her husband's actions and choices.

 

The van fell into a tense silence at Togo's words, the truth in them hanging heavy in the air. Ayano, nestled on Togo's lap, remained a silent observer, her emotionless eyes taking in the exchange. The truth was a double-edged sword—while it acknowledged the reality of their world, it also cast a harsh light on the limitations of their options. The van rumbled on, the tension within it palpable. The weight of their choices, their pasts, and the responsibilities they now bore mingled in the confined space, painting a picture of lives intricately interwoven. And amidst it all, Ayano sat, an enigmatic presence that had unknowingly become a mirror reflecting the shadows and struggles of the world around her.

 


 

The van rolled to a stop in front of Togo's apartment building. The sun had fully set, casting the street in deep shadows, broken only by the occasional streetlamp. Togo opened the van door, lifting Ayano carefully and setting her on the ground beside him. She clung to his hand, her small fingers grasping his with an unexpected strength. Runosuke gave Togo a brief nod before the van pulled away, leaving Togo and Ayano alone on the quiet street.

 

Togo's apartment was on the third floor of a modest building, its facade showing signs of age and wear. The climb up the stairs was silent, each step echoing in the narrow stairwell. Togo's thoughts were a tangled web of doubts and fears as he tried to imagine what awaited them.

 

At the door, Togo hesitated, his hand hovering over the doorknob. His home was far from welcoming—a chaotic mess that reflected his turbulent life. With a resigned sigh, he turned the knob and pushed the door open.

 

The apartment was dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of tobacco and old leather. The living room was a disarray of discarded clothes, empty bottles, and a cluttered table covered with papers and random items. Togo led Ayano inside, his rough hand guiding her through the obstacle course of his life.

 

"Sorry 'bout the mess," Togo muttered, his voice gruff. "Ain't had much time to clean up."

 

Ayano's eyes roamed the room, taking in the chaotic surroundings with a detached curiosity. She made no comment, simply following Togo as he moved towards the small kitchen.

 

Togo rummaged through the cupboards, eventually finding a clean glass. He filled it with water and handed it to Ayano, his eyes briefly meeting hers. "Drink this. Gotta stay hydrated," he instructed, his tone softening slightly.

 

Ayano took the glass and sipped the water, her eyes never leaving Togo's face. She seemed to be studying him, her expression inscrutable.

 

Togo led Ayano to the small bedroom at the end of the hallway. It was the tidiest room in the apartment, the bed neatly made and the furniture sparse but functional. He pulled back the covers, gesturing for Ayano to sit.

 

"This is where you'll sleep," he said, his voice low. "You need anything, you let me know, alright?"

 

Ayano nodded, her small frame perched on the edge of the bed. She looked around the room, her eyes lingering on the few personal items Togo had: a framed photograph on the nightstand, a worn book on the shelf, and a small wooden box.

 

Togo watched Ayano for a moment longer, then stood up and quietly left the room, closing the door gently behind him. He walked back to the living room, running a hand through his hair as he tried to process the whirlwind of emotions and thoughts swirling in his mind. The dim light cast long shadows across the cluttered space, a reflection of the chaos within him.

 

As he moved through the apartment, he realized that Ryoba hadn't given him any of Ayano's belongings—no clothes, no toys, nothing but an envelope. Togo picked it up from the table and opened it, pulling out Ayano's birth certificate. He stared at the piece of paper, feeling the weight of responsibility settle heavily on his shoulders.

 

Togo sighed deeply, then reached for his phone. He needed to contact Ryoba and ask if there were any of Ayano's things back at their house. Dialing her number, he waited as the phone rang, each passing second amplifying his frustration and concern. The call went to voicemail.

 

"Ryoba, it's me," he said gruffly. "Ayano ain't have any of her stuff. No clothes, no toys, no nothing. Call me back."

 

He hung up, staring at the phone in his hand, willing it to ring. Minutes passed, and there was no response. Togo's shoulders slumped as he realized that Ryoba had essentially dumped her daughter on him and expected him to take care of everything. The frustration and anger simmered beneath his stoic exterior.

 

As Togo stood there, lost in thought, he heard a soft creak. He turned his head to see Ayano peeking out of her room, her small face partially hidden behind the door. Her eyes were wide, watching him with a mix of curiosity and hesitation.

 

Togo's hardened exterior softened slightly. "You need something?" he asked, his voice gentler than usual.

 

Ayano looked down, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of her dress. She seemed hesitant to tell him what was wrong. Togo walked over and knelt down to her height, trying to make himself less intimidating.

 

"What is it, Ayano?" he asked gently. "You can tell me."

 

Ayano murmured something, her voice so soft that Togo had to lean in closer to hear her. "Do you.. do you have ramen?"

 

Togo blinked, taken aback by her request. He realized she was hungry. But more than that, her hesitation and the odd choice of food struck him. Why would a six-year-old ask for instant ramen instead of something more substantial? The thought crossed his mind—what if her mother never made her proper meals and she had relied on instant ramen?

 

"Ramen, huh?" he said softly, a mix of sadness and anger simmering beneath his calm exterior. "Yeah, I think I got some. Come on, let's see what we can find."

 

He led Ayano to the kitchen, opening the cupboards and rummaging through them. He found a pack of instant ramen and set it on the counter. "How 'bout we make something better?" he suggested, looking at Ayano.

 

Ayano shrugged, her expression still emotionless but her eyes curious. Togo took that as a yes and started gathering ingredients. He found some eggs, vegetables, and a bit of leftover meat. It wasn't much, but it was better than just instant ramen.

 

As he cooked, Ayano watched him silently, her gaze never leaving his hands as he chopped vegetables and stirred the pot. Togo worked with a quiet determination, his frustration with Ryoba turning into a resolve to take care of Ayano properly.

 

When the meal was ready, Togo set a bowl in front of Ayano. "Here you go, kid,"  he said, his voice softer than usual. "It ain't much, but it's better than plain ol' instant ramen."

 

Ayano looked at the bowl, then up at Togo. For a moment, something flickered in her eyes—gratitude, perhaps, or maybe a hint of warmth. She picked up the spoon and started eating slowly, her movements careful and deliberate.

 

Togo sat across from her, watching her eat. He felt a strange mix of emotions—relief that she was eating, sadness for what she must have gone through, and a growing sense of responsibility. This small, emotionless child needed him, and for the first time in a long while, he felt a purpose.

 

As Ayano finished her meal, Togo felt a small sense of accomplishment. It was a tiny step, but it was a step forward. He cleared the dishes, then turned to Ayano. "Let's get you ready for bed," he said gently.

 

Ayano nodded, following him down the hallway to the bathroom. Togo opened the door and flipped on the light, revealing a slightly cluttered but clean space. He began running the water in the tub, adjusting the temperature until it was just right.

 

"You like bubbles?" he asked, holding up a bottle of bubble bath he had found under the sink.

 

Ayano nodded again, a hint of curiosity in her eyes. Togo poured some of the bubble bath into the running water, and soon the tub was filled with foamy bubbles.

 

"Alright, hop on in," Togo said, helping Ayano out of her clothes. As she stepped into the tub, Togo's heart sank. Bruises, some old and fading, others fresh and dark, marred her pale skin. They were mostly on her arms, but he could see a few on her legs as well. His anger at Ryoba flared up again, but he kept his expression neutral for Ayano's sake.

 

Togo knelt beside the tub, his movements gentle as he started to wash Ayano. He was careful around the bruises, his touch light and tender. "Does it hurt?" he asked softly.

 

Ayano shook her head, but Togo could see the pain in her eyes. He continued washing her, trying to keep the conversation light. "You like baths?" he asked.

 

Ayano shrugged, her expression neutral. Togo frowned, trying to think of something to say that might make her feel more comfortable. "When I was your age, I loved playing with the bubbles," he said, scooping up a handful of foam and blowing it into the air.

 

A faint smile tugged at the corner of Ayano's lips, and for a moment, Togo felt a glimmer of hope. He finished washing her, then wrapped her in a soft towel and carried her to her room.

 

 He carried her gently to his bedroom, his mind already racing with plans to get her new clothes the next day. As he set her down on the edge of his bed, he realized he had nothing suitable for her to wear tonight.

 

"Just a moment, Ayano," he said, his voice gentle. He went to his closet and pulled out a clean, white shirt. It was far too large for her, but it would have to do for now. He handed it to her, noting her hesitant expression.

 

"Here, wear this for tonight," he said, trying to sound reassuring.

 

Ayano took the shirt, her small fingers clutching the fabric tightly. She slipped it over her head, the shirt falling almost to her knees. Togo turned his back to give her some privacy as she put her worn underwear and shorts back on.

 

Togo watched as Ayano adjusted the oversized shirt, her small frame swallowed by the fabric. She looked up at him, her expression unreadable but her eyes reflecting a mix of curiosity and uncertainty.

 

"You comfortable?" Togo asked, kneeling down to her level.

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes briefly meeting his before darting away. "Yes, Papa," she whispered, the word hanging in the air like a fragile promise.

 

Togo's heart skipped a beat. The term "Papa" was unexpected, and it stirred something deep within him. He felt a surge of protectiveness and a fierce determination to live up to the title she had given him.

 

"Alright, let's get you settled," he said, his voice softer than usual. He guided her to the bed and tucked her in, the white shirt serving as a makeshift nightgown.

 

Togo sat on the edge of the bed, his gaze fixed on Ayano as she settled into the pillows. "If you need anything during the night, just call for me, okay?" he said, his voice gentle but firm.

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes heavy with sleep. "Okay, Papa."

 

The simple word echoed in Togo's mind as he stood up and turned off the light, leaving the room illuminated by the soft glow of a nightlight. He left the door slightly ajar, listening for any sounds from Ayano as he walked down the hallway to his own bedroom.

 

As Togo lay in bed, he couldn't shake the image of Ayano's bruises from his mind. He felt a deep sense of responsibility, a determination to protect her from any further harm. His thoughts drifted to the days ahead, planning what he needed to do to make her feel safe and cared for.

 

He closed his eyes, a mixture of worry and hope swirling within him. For the first time in a long while, he felt a sense of purpose. Ayano had given him a reason to fight, to protect, and to care. And he would not let her down.

 


 

Ayano looked around, finding herself in a stark, sterile hospital hallway. She wore a thin hospital gown, her bare feet cold against the linoleum floor. She glanced to her side and saw the massive MRI machine, its presence ominous and foreboding. She had just finished the test and was now waiting outside the examination room.

 

Her father, Jokichi, was speaking with a doctor a few steps away. Their conversation was hushed but intense. Ayano could see the tension in her father's posture, the way his hands clenched into fists.

 

The doctor shook his head slightly, his expression calm but firm. "Mr. Yudasei, we've reviewed the results thoroughly. There is nothing out of order. Your daughter is perfectly healthy."

 

Jokichi's face twisted in frustration, his eyes narrowing as he glared at the doctor. "There has to be something wrong. She's... she's not normal."

 

The doctor sighed, clearly accustomed to such reactions from anxious parents. "Physically and neurologically, she's fine. Any concerns beyond that may require different specialists, but medically, she's in good health."

 

Jokichi's jaw tightened, and he muttered something under his breath before grabbing Ayano's hand and leading her out of the hospital. Ayano followed silently, her eyes downcast, her small hand swallowed by her father's grip.

 

In the car, the tension was palpable. Jokichi's knuckles were white as he gripped the steering wheel, his muttering becoming more audible. "Just like her... another copycat... another hell spawn..."

 

Ayano's heart pounded in her chest, the words stabbing into her like icy daggers. She knew better than to speak, her father's anger was unpredictable and terrifying.

 

When they arrived home, Jokichi practically dragged her inside and up to her bedroom. He shoved her into the room, his face contorted with anger and disgust. "Stay away from me," he spat. "You're not normal. You'll never be normal. You're not my daughter. You're just draining me of my money and my sanity."

 

He slammed the door shut, leaving Ayano alone in the dimly lit room. She sat on her bed, the harsh words echoing in her mind. The feeling of being unwanted, of being a burden, weighed heavily on her.

 


 

Ayano jolted awake, her body drenched in cold sweat. The lack of emotions she usually felt now seemed to suffocate her, the remnants of the dream clinging to her like a dark cloud. She sat up in the unfamiliar room, her eyes adjusting to the dim light.

 

She quietly slipped out of bed, her small feet padding softly across the floor. She hesitated at the door but then opened it, stepping into the hallway. The apartment was silent, the only sound was the distant hum of the city outside.

 

Ayano made her way to Togo's bedroom, the door slightly ajar. She pushed it open and saw him lying on his back, his face relaxed in sleep. The sight of him brought a sense of calm, a reassurance she desperately needed.

 

She climbed onto the bed, careful not to wake him. She nestled herself beside him, her small arms wrapping around his larger frame. The warmth and solidity of his presence made her feel safe, pushing away the lingering shadows of her nightmare.

 

Togo stirred slightly, his arm instinctively wrapping around her. In his sleep, he murmured something unintelligible but comforting. Ayano closed her eyes, pressing her face into his chest, seeking the comfort and security he provided.

 

As Ayano settled into sleep beside him, Togo's protective instincts kicked in even in his slumber. He held her close, his mind subconsciously resolving to shield her from any more pain. For Ayano, the warmth of his embrace was her safe space, a promise that she was no longer alone.

 


 

The next morning, Togo woke up with a renewed sense of determination. Today, he decided, he would take Ayano shopping for new clothes. She deserved better than to wear his oversized shirts, even if they were clean and comfortable.

 

He looked down at the small figure curled up beside him, her presence a stark contrast to the harsh world he was accustomed to. Gently, he untangled himself from her and got up, stretching his muscles before carrying her to the bathroom. She stirred but didn't wake, her trust in him evident in how she nestled against his chest.

 

"Alright, kiddo," he murmured softly, "time to get you ready."

 

Ayano blinked up at him, her eyes still heavy with sleep but her expression as blank as ever. Togo turned on the water, adjusting the temperature until it was just right. He helped her undress and lifted her into the tub, the warm water enveloping her small frame.

 

He was careful and precise as he bathed her, his large hands surprisingly gentle. The sweet-smelling shampoo foamed up as he lathered her hair, his touch soothing and reassuring. Ayano sat quietly, her eyes following his every movement with a sense of trust that spoke volumes, even if her face remained emotionless.

 

"There ya go," Togo said gruffly, rinsing the shampoo from her hair. "Nice and clean."

 

Once bath time was over, he wrapped her in a soft towel and carried her back to the bedroom. He opened his closet and pulled out a few shirts, holding them up for her to see.

 

"Which one do ya want today?" he asked.

 

Ayano pointed to a green shirt, her choice silent but clear. Togo helped her into it, the shirt hanging loosely on her small frame but better fitting than the one from the night before.

 

After Ayano was dressed in her green shirt, Togo turned his attention to her long, dark hair. It cascaded down her back, untamed and in need of some care.

 

“Alright, kiddo,” Togo said gruffly, kneeling in front of Ayano with a hairbrush in hand. “What kinda hairstyle you want? Your hair’s gotten real long.”

 

Ayano’s eyes met his, considering his question for a moment. “Ponytails?” she suggested tentatively, a flicker of uncertainty crossing her face.

 

Togo paused, a pang of recognition hitting him hard. Ryoba often wore ponytails. He saw Ayano’s hesitation, the echo of her mother’s memory lingering in the air.

 

“Nah,” Togo said gruffly, pushing aside the memories threatening to cloud his thoughts. “Let’s do somethin’ different.”

 

With careful fingers, he began to braid Ayano’s hair into twin tails, guiding her through each step as he worked. He explained the process in simple terms, his voice softer than usual as he encouraged her to try it herself. Ayano watched him closely, her hands mimicking his movements with a quiet determination.

 

With careful fingers, he began to braid Ayano’s hair into twin tails, guiding her through each step as he worked. He explained the process in simple terms, his voice softer than usual as he encouraged her to try it herself. Ayano watched him closely, her hands mimicking his movements with a quiet determination.

 

“See? You take a section like this,” he said, demonstrating the technique. “Then you cross it over like this. Got it?”

 

Ayano nodded, her small fingers following his instructions with surprising accuracy. Togo’s rough hands worked deftly, the contrast between his tough exterior and gentle touch striking.

 

When Togo finished, he stepped back to admire his handiwork, a rare smile tugging at his lips. “There ya go, sweetheart,” he said, his voice gruff but filled with a hint of pride. “What d’ya think?”

 

Ayano touched one of the braids, her fingers tracing the intricate pattern with a sense of wonder. “I like it, papa,” she said softly, her eyes meeting his with a hint of gratitude.

 

Togo’s heart swelled, he could see that despite her emotionless demeanor, Ayano was starting to trust him, to see him as a safe haven in her tumultuous world. He ruffled her hair gently, the gesture more affectionate than any words could express. “Let’s get goin’, then,” he said, standing up and offering his hand to Ayano. “Time to pick out some clothes fit for a princess like you.”

 

Ayano took his hand without hesitation, her small fingers curling around his much larger ones. Together, they walked out the door and into the bright morning sun.

 

They walked together through the bustling streets of Akatsuka City, Togo's large hand engulfing Ayano's small one in a protective grip. Despite the crowds parting nervously around them, Togo's focus remained solely on Ayano, guiding her safely through the throngs of people with a steady stride.

 

Their first stop was a small, cozy café. Togo figured a proper breakfast would be a good start to their day. He ordered a simple meal for both of them, ensuring Ayano had something nutritious to eat.

 

As they sat at a table near the window, Ayano nibbled on her toast, her eyes wandering around the café with curiosity. Togo watched her, noting how she seemed more relaxed than she had been the previous night.

 

After breakfast, they entered a quaint boutique adorned with colorful dresses, dolls, and toys that immediately captured Ayano's attention. Her eyes widened with quiet excitement as she took in the array of girlish delights, her gaze flitting from one item to the next with a subdued sense of wonder.

 

Togo’s imposing presence caused the shop attendants to exchange nervous glances, their usual confidence faltering in the face of the feared Yakuza underboss. But Togo paid them no mind, his attention solely on Ayano’s happiness.

 

As they stepped inside, the shopkeeper's face turned pale, her voice trembling as she greeted Togo. “H-how can I help you today, sir?”

 

Togo’s voice was rough, but there was a gentleness in his tone as he looked down at Ayano. “We’re here to get some clothes for my little girl. She needs somethin’ new, somethin’ cute.”

 

The shopkeeper nodded quickly, casting a curious glance at Ayano. “Of course, sir. Right this way.”

 

Ayano’s eyes, though emotionless, seemed to brighten slightly as she gazed at the rows of dresses and outfits. Togo watched her carefully, his usually stern expression softening as he knelt beside her.

 

"Pick out whatever ya want, baby," Togo rumbled in his deep, gravelly voice, his rough slang contrasting with the delicate surroundings. Despite his intimidating aura, there was a gentle warmth in his eyes whenever he looked at her.

 

Ayano glanced back at him and tugged on his shirt, her small hand pulling him gently to accompany her. Togo chuckled softly, his heavy footsteps following her around the boutique. She would pick up something that caught her eye – a doll with bright eyes or a dress with intricate lace – and hold it up, her expression impassive as she silently waited for his approval.

 

Togo knelt down beside her, his large frame crouching to her level. He examined each item she showed him with a discerning eye, his approval given with a nod or a brief comment. "Sure thing, princess. Anything you want." he would say, his voice gruff but tinged with pride. 

 

After selecting a variety of outfits, Togo and Ayano moved to the toy section. He watched as her eyes lit up, just a fraction, as they scanned the shelves filled with colorful toys. Togo’s imposing presence seemed to soften as he watched her explore, a faint smile tugging at his lips. Togo scanned the shelves until he found a plush rabbit, its ears floppy and its fur soft to the touch.

 

He picked up the rabbit, holding it out to Ayano with a slight tilt of his head. "How 'bout this one, sweetheart?" Togo asked in his deep, gravelly voice, his rough slang contrasting with the gentle atmosphere of the toy section.

 

Ayano's gaze fell on the plush rabbit, and she reached out tentatively, her fingers curling around its soft form. Togo watched her closely, his heart swelling with a mix of pride and tenderness as he saw the faintest hint of a smile tugging at her lips. It was a sight so precious, so rare, that it made his chest tighten with emotion.

 

Ayano held the plush rabbit close to her chest, her touch gentle yet possessive. She looked up at Togo, her eyes meeting his with a silent gratitude that needed no words. In that moment, Togo understood the depth of their bond – a bond forged in the quiet moments of understanding, acceptance, and unconditional love.

 

"Ya like it, huh?" Togo murmured, his voice gruff but filled with affection. "Alright then, let's get it."

 

He added the plush rabbit to their growing collection of items, ensuring that anything Ayano showed even the slightest interest in found its way into their shopping bags. Dresses, accessories, and toys piled up, Togo was determined to give his little girl everything she desired.

 

As they walked through the bustling streets, Ayano's stomach suddenly rumbled loudly. Togo chuckled deeply, his chest rumbling with amusement, and scooped her up effortlessly, despite the numerous shopping bags he was carrying.

 

"Hungry, huh?" Togo teased gently, adjusting the bags in his arms as he held Ayano securely against his chest. "Let's get ya somethin' to eat." He scooped her up effortlessly, balancing her in one arm while the other hand juggled their shopping bags. Despite his intimidating presence, Togo's movements were gentle and careful as he carried his precious cargo.

 

Ayano looked up at him with wide eyes. "Papa, can I please eat parfait?" she asked softly, her voice barely above a whisper.

 

Togo chuckled again, the sound deep and rumbling. "Lunch first, kiddo," he replied firmly, his tone leaving no room for argument. "Dessert after."

 

Ayano nodded obediently, her fingers tightening around the plush rabbit. She trusted Togo implicitly, knowing that he always had her best interests at heart. Together, they continued their journey through the bustling city streets, Togo's protective presence a shield against the world outside.

 

As they approached a small café, Togo set Ayano down gently, ensuring she was steady on her feet before releasing her hand. They entered the café together, the warm aroma of food filling the air. Togo chose a quiet corner booth where they could enjoy their meal in peace.

 

They settled in, Togo placing their shopping bags beside the booth and taking a seat across from Ayano. He watched with quiet pride as she perused the menu, her expression thoughtful as she considered her options.

 

In that moment, Togo knew he would do anything to protect her innocence, to shield her from the harsh realities of their world. He was determined to give Ayano the childhood she deserved, one filled with love and care.

 


 

Back at the apartment, Togo unpacked the new clothes, carefully folding them and placing them in the empty drawers he'd set aside for Ayano. He watched as she explored her new wardrobe, her small hands touching the fabrics and examining the different colors.

 

"These are all yours now," he said, his voice softer than usual. "You don’t gotta wear my old shirts anymore."

 

Ayano stared at him, her gaze lingering longer than usual. Her large, dark eyes were filled with a hesitant, almost guilty expression, as if she felt she didn't deserve the kindness she was receiving.

 

Togo noticed the uncertainty in her eyes. "What's up, kiddo?" he asked, his voice softening despite his rough demeanor.

 

Ayano looked down, her small hands clutching the fabric of the new dress she was holding. She seemed to be struggling to find the right words. Togo waited patiently, his heart aching for the little girl who had been through so much.

 

"Why..." she began quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "Why did you buy them for me?"

 

Togo chuckled softly, the sound a rare break in his usual stern exterior. "Why wouldn't I? They're yours, Ayano. All of it. You deserve 'em."

 

Ayano's eyes welled up with tears, but she quickly blinked them away. She took a step forward and wrapped her small arms around Togo's leg, hugging him tightly. The gesture was unexpected but filled with a silent plea for reassurance.

 

Togo's heart melted at the sight. He knelt down to her level, gently placing a hand on her back. "Hey, it's alright," he said softly. "You're safe here. You're my baby girl now ain't ya?"

 

Ayano looked up at him, her eyes shining with a mixture of gratitude and love. "I love you, papa," she whispered, her voice trembling slightly.

 

Togo felt a lump form in his throat. He had never imagined himself in this role, never thought he could feel this way again. But here he was, with a little girl who needed him as much as he needed her.

 

"I love you too, kiddo," he replied, his voice rough but sincere. "And I'm gonna make sure you're always taken care of. Promise."

 

Ayano hugged him tighter, her small body trembling slightly. Togo held her close, feeling a sense of purpose and determination fill him. He would protect her, no matter what. He would be the father she needed, the one she could rely on. 

Chapter 2: Survival Skills

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Togo was not new to violence. All of his life, all he saw was violence. His childhood was filled with moments where he and his brother had to fight to see another day as loansharks threatened to kill them. His teen years weren't any better as he had become a delinquent and even provoked a gang, he would have been long gone if it weren't for Ryoba. He had spent years in the military, witnessing unspeakable horrors, and later as a yakuza underboss, he had been surrounded by brutality. His hands had been stained with blood more times than he cared to remember. But this time, this time he was going to make sure his baby girl was safe from that violence.

 

But right now, he couldn't, he was back in the trenches, the deafening roar of gunfire and explosions filling the air. The ground was muddy and slick with blood, the smell of death thick and choking. Togo watched in horror as his best friend, Saburo, fell beside him, a bullet piercing his chest. The pain of that moment, the helplessness, and the rage surged through him anew.

 

Suddenly, Ayano was there, her small figure standing in the midst of the chaos. She looked so out of place, so vulnerable. Togo's heart pounded in his chest as he tried to reach her, but his legs felt like lead.

 

“No!” Togo’s voice echoed but his voice was drowned out by the cacophony of war, his heart racing as he tried to reach her. But no matter how fast he ran, he couldn’t get to her in time. The gunfire erupted around them, and Ayano’s small body crumpled to the ground.

 


 

Togo jolted awake, his body drenched in sweat and his heart pounding against his ribcage. He sat up, gasping for breath, his mind reeling from the vivid nightmare. He looked around, disoriented, until his eyes landed on Ayano, peacefully sleeping beside him.

 

A wave of relief washed over him, but the fear lingered, gnawing at the edges of his mind. He leaned back against the headboard, running a hand through his damp hair. The image of Ayano lying lifeless on the battlefield was seared into his brain, a brutal reminder of the violence that always seemed to follow him.

 

Inside Togo’s head, a storm of emotions raged. He was terrified of losing Ayano, of failing to protect her from the world’s cruelty. The thought of her being hurt or worse was unbearable. He had seen too much death, too much suffering. He couldn’t let that touch her.

 

As he watched Ayano sleep, her small chest rising and falling with each breath, Togo’s mind began to turn over the possibilities. He couldn’t always be there to protect her, no matter how much he wanted to be. The world was dangerous, and she needed to know how to survive on her own. His own skills had kept him alive through countless battles and street fights, and he could pass those skills on to Ayano. She needed to be able to defend herself, to find her way out of dangerous situations, and to stay calm under pressure.

 

The thought of training her filled him with a sense of determination. He wanted Ayano to be strong, capable, and self-reliant. She was already tough in her own quiet way, but he could give her the tools to ensure her safety. Togo decided he would start with basic survival skills. He would teach her how to find her way in the woods, how to recognize danger, and how to defend herself if necessary.

 

As these thoughts swirled in his mind, Ayano stirred in her sleep. She shifted closer to him, her small arms wrapping around his stomach. Togo felt a warmth spread through his chest as he looked down at her. Despite the hard exterior he presented to the world, moments like this softened him. Ayano’s trust and dependence on him were both a responsibility and a gift.

 

A rare smile tugged at the corners of his lips as he watched her sleep. Tomorrow morning, they would start her training. He would take her to the woods and begin teaching her the skills she needed to survive. It was the least he could do to ensure her safety and to give himself some peace of mind.

 

With a newfound sense of purpose, Togo finally allowed himself to relax. He closed his eyes, pulling Ayano closer as he drifted back to sleep. The nightmares might come again, but he was determined to face them head-on. For Ayano’s sake, he would do whatever it took to protect her and prepare her for whatever the world might throw their way.

 


 

The next morning, Togo woke Ayano early, his gruff voice softening as he gently shook her awake. "Rise and shine, princess. We got some important lessons to start today."

 

Ayano blinked up at him, her expression as stoic as ever, but she nodded and got out of bed without a word. Togo helped her dress in comfortable, durable clothes, suitable for the training he had planned. He braided her hair into twin tails, just as he had shown her before, and they drove out into the nearby woods.


Togo stood tall and imposing, his harsh features softened only when he looked at Ayano. He was a figure of intimidation to anyone else, but to Ayano, he was her papa, her protector. He handed her a small, sturdy backpack filled with basic survival tools.

 

"Alright, listen up," he began, his voice deep and commanding. "Today, I'm gonna teach ya how to take care of yourself if things ever go south. These are skills I learned in the military, skills that'll keep ya safe."

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes fixed on him attentively. The dense canopy of trees cast a dappled shade over the forest floor as Togo led Ayano deeper into the woods. Ayano followed closely behind, clutching the small backpack Togo had packed for her. Her face remained impassive, but Togo knew she was absorbing everything around her with a keen and calculating mind.

 

As the pair reached a clearing, Togo as he knelt down and opened his own backpack. He pulled out a few basic tools – a knife, a coil of rope, a small fire starter kit. She watched intently, her expression never changing, but Togo could see the gears turning in her mind.

 

"First things first," he began, holding up the knife. "This here’s a tool, not a toy. It's for cuttin' rope, carvin' wood, that sorta thing. Gotta treat it with respect."

 

He demonstrated how to handle the knife safely, cutting a small branch into manageable pieces. Ayano mimicked his actions with precision, her small hands surprisingly adept. Togo nodded approvingly, his rough exterior softening ever so slightly as he watched her.

 

"Good job, Ayano," he praised, ruffling her hair gently. "Now, let's move on,"

 

He crouched down, pointing at the ground, showing her how to identify animal tracks and signs of water sources. Ayano watched intently, her eyes following his every move.

 

"See this here?" Togo pointed to a set of tracks. "Animal tracks. They can lead ya to water or food, but also warn ya 'bout danger."

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes following his hand as he traced the patterns on the forest floor. She didn't speak much, but her focus was unwavering.

 

He continued, pointing to a patch of moss growing on one side of a tree trunk. "Moss usually grows on the north side. You get lost, you use it to find your bearings."

 

Ayano knelt beside him, her small fingers mimicking his movements. Togo watched her, his heart swelling with pride despite the stoic mask she wore. He knew she was a quick learner, her mind sharp and attentive.

 

"Good," he said with a nod. "Now, let's talk about water. You ain't gonna last long without it, so you gotta know where to find it."

 

He led her to a small stream, the sound of flowing water breaking the forest's serene silence. Togo knelt by the stream, scooping up a handful of water and letting it trickle through his fingers.

 

"Always go upstream if you're lookin' for clean water," he explained. "Downstream's where all the dirt and grime collects."

 

Ayano mirrored his actions, her face still a mask of calm. Togo felt a pang in his chest, knowing that teaching her these skills was necessary. His life in the Yakuza meant he wouldn't always be there to protect her, and she needed to learn to fend for herself.

 

"Next up, shelter," Togo said, standing up and scanning the surroundings. "Ain't no five-star hotel out here, but you gotta find a spot that'll keep you safe from the elements. We need to find a good spot. Somewhere safe and hidden."

 

He guided Ayano through the trees, scanning the area with a practiced eye. When he found a suitable location—a small clearing surrounded by dense foliage—he nodded in approval. "This'll do."

 

Togo crouched down, motioning for Ayano to join him. He picked up a sturdy branch and held it up. "Ya gotta start with somethin' strong for the frame," he explained. "Like this. It needs to hold up the rest."

 

Ayano watched intently as Togo demonstrated how to place the main branches, using two to create a frame that leaned against a larger tree. His hands moved with practiced ease, but he made sure to slow down so Ayano could follow.

 

"Now, we need smaller branches to fill it in," Togo continued, his tone patient. "These'll keep the wind out."

 

He handed Ayano some smaller branches, showing her how to weave them through the frame. She mimicked his movements, her small hands carefully placing each branch as Togo instructed. He occasionally adjusted her work, his touch gentle despite his rough exterior.

 

As they worked together, Togo couldn't help but feel a swell of pride. Ayano's focus and determination reminded him of himself when he was younger, learning these same skills. Despite her emotionless demeanor, she was attentive and quick to learn.

 

When the frame was complete, Togo stepped back and nodded in approval. "Good job, sweetheart. Now we need to cover it with leaves and whatever we can find. It'll help keep the rain out."

 

They gathered leaves, moss, and other natural materials, layering them over the frame. Togo showed Ayano how to make sure everything was secure, checking for any gaps that might let in the elements. Ayano worked diligently, her small hands moving with surprising precision.

 

By the time they finished, the sun was high in the sky, signaling that lunch time was near. Togo stood back, admiring their work. He turned to Ayano, a rare smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Good job, baby," Togo praised, a rare smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

 

"Now, let's move on to the next thing – makin' a fire." He led Ayano to a clear spot and crouched down, pulling out a piece of flint and a small pile of tinder. "Fire's important. Keeps ya warm, cooks your food, and scares off animals. Watch closely."

 

Togo struck the flint against a piece of steel, creating sparks that ignited the tinder. He gently blew on the small flames, coaxing them to grow. Ayano watched intently, her eyes wide with fascination. After a few moments, a small fire crackled before them.

 

"Now it's your turn," Togo said, handing Ayano the flint and steel. She struggled at first, her small hands awkwardly handling the tools, but Togo patiently guided her until she managed to create sparks that caught the tinder.

 

"Good job, princess," he praised, his rough voice filled with pride. "You're gettin' the hang of it."

 

With their fire burning steadily, Togo decided it was time to teach Ayano how to catch a trout for their lunch. They walked to a nearby stream, its clear water rushing over smooth stones. Togo showed Ayano how to use a makeshift fishing spear he had crafted from a sharpened stick.

 

"Hold it steady, and when ya see a fish, thrust it down quick," Togo instructed, demonstrating the motion. Ayano tried to mimic him, but the stream's current was strong, making it difficult for her to keep her balance.

 

She wobbled on the slick rocks, and before she knew it, her feet slipped. Togo's heart leapt as he reached out, grabbing her just in time before the current could sweep her away. He lifted her from the water, his strong arms holding her securely.

 

"Gotcha," he said, relief evident in his voice. Ayano clung to him, her small body trembling slightly from the scare. Togo noticed, however, that she was gripping a flapping fish tightly in her hands.

 

"Well, look at that," he chuckled, his voice warm and full of pride. "Ya caught one after all."

 

Togo held Ayano close as they returned to their makeshift campsite, his heart still pounding from the scare. The sun was high now, casting dappled light through the trees, and their small fire crackled warmly nearby.

 

"Ya gotta be more careful, sweetheart," Togo said, his deep, gravelly voice softening as he looked into her eyes. "Don't go scarin' me like that again, alright? I can't afford to lose my only baby."

 

Ayano, still clutching the flapping fish, nodded solemnly. Her small arms tightened around him, seeking the comfort of his presence. Despite her emotionless demeanor, her actions spoke volumes.

 

Togo gently pried the fish from her grip and set it down on a flat rock. He could see the faint tremble in her hands, a sign that the experience had indeed startled her. He ruffled her hair affectionately, trying to reassure her.

 

"Alright, now let's get this fish cooked up," Togo said, taking a deep breath to steady himself. "Watch closely, Ayano. First, we gotta clean it."

 

He showed her how to scale and gut the fish, his hands deftly removing the unwanted parts with practiced ease. Ayano watched intently, her eyes following every movement. When he was done, he handed her a small knife and guided her hands, helping her make the precise cuts needed.

 

"Good job, sweetheart," he praised, his voice filled with pride. "Now we skewer it like this." He demonstrated how to place the fish on a stick, ensuring it was secure and ready for cooking.

 

They positioned the fish over the fire, and Togo explained the importance of patience. "Gotta let it cook slowly, so it’s nice and tender. No rushin', ya hear?"

 

Ayano nodded again, her gaze fixed on the roasting fish. Togo watched her, a mixture of pride and protectiveness swelling in his chest. She was learning, adapting, and growing stronger every day.

 

As the fish cooked, Togo kept an eye on Ayano, making sure she stayed close and safe. He couldn't help but marvel at how much she had come to mean to him in such a short time. She was his little girl, his responsibility, and he would do anything to protect her.

 

When the fish was finally done, Togo carefully removed it from the fire and handed a piece to Ayano. She took it with both hands, her eyes lighting up slightly at the smell of the freshly cooked meal.

 

"Here ya go, sweetheart," Togo said, his voice gentle. "Ya did good this morning. I'm real proud of ya."

 

Ayano took a bite, her small face impassive but for a flicker of satisfaction. Togo watched her eat, his heart swelling with love and pride. He knew he couldn't change her inherent emotionlessness, but he could teach her, guide her, and protect her with everything he had.

 

Ayano and Togo finished their meal in contented silence, the warmth of the fire and the satisfying meal soothing their senses. Togo stretched his muscles, preparing for their next lesson.

 

"Now, let's move on to the fun stuff—how to fight," Togo said with a grin, his rough voice carrying a hint of excitement.

 

They moved to a more open area nearby, away from the campsite. Togo demonstrated basic self-defense techniques, his movements fluid and precise. Each motion was imbued with years of military training and experience as a Yakuza underboss. Ayano watched attentively, her gaze fixed on her 'papa' as he demonstrated each move.

 

"Watch closely, sweetheart," Togo instructed, his voice calm and encouraging. "First, ya gotta stand firm, like this." He demonstrated a solid stance, feet shoulder-width apart, knees slightly bent, and arms ready.

 

Ayano mimicked his stance, her small frame trying to mirror his posture. Togo gently corrected her, adjusting her arms and legs with careful precision. His touch was surprisingly gentle, contrasting with his formidable appearance and rough demeanor.

 

"Good, good," Togo murmured, his deep voice resonating softly. "Now, when ya throw a punch, it's all about balance and follow-through."

 

He guided Ayano through the basics of throwing a punch, demonstrating the proper technique step by step. Ayano tried to replicate his movements, her determination evident despite her small stature. Togo patiently corrected her stance and adjusted her punches, offering encouragement and praise when she showed improvement.

 

"Ya got the spirit, kiddo," Togo said proudly, a rare smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Now, let's try some kicks."

 

He demonstrated various kicking techniques, showing Ayano how to use her legs effectively in self-defense. Ayano listened intently, absorbing each lesson with focused attention. She tried each kick under Togo's watchful eye, her movements becoming more confident with each attempt.

 

As they practiced, Togo noticed Ayano's dedication and persistence, traits that filled him with pride. Despite her emotionless demeanor, she was eager to learn and improve, trusting him implicitly as her guardian and teacher.

 

After a while, Togo called for a break, motioning for Ayano to sit beside him on a nearby rock. They sat in companionable silence for a moment, watching the sun slowly descend toward the horizon.

 

"Remember, Ayano," he said, his voice low and serious, "you ain't always gonna have me around. You gotta be tough. You gotta be smart. Use your head, and never back down."

 

Ayano looked up at him, her expression unreadable, but Togo could see the determination in her eyes. She might not show emotions like others, but he knew she was taking everything to heart.

 

As they gathered their things and began to head back towards their campsite, the forest around them suddenly came alive with a rustling noise. Togo tensed, his instincts sharpening as he scanned their surroundings.

 

From the thick bushes ahead emerged a massive Hokkaido Brown Bear, its fur thick and gleaming under the dappled sunlight filtering through the trees. The bear stood on its hind legs, sniffing the air with curiosity before its gaze fixed on Togo and Ayano.

 

Togo's heart raced, but he kept a firm grip on Ayano's hand, his voice steady despite the adrenaline coursing through his veins. "Ayano, stay behind me," he said quietly, his tone commanding yet reassuring.

 

Ayano obeyed without hesitation, positioning herself just behind Togo as they faced the bear. The massive creature seemed torn between curiosity and caution, its nostrils flaring as it took tentative steps closer.

 

Togo's mind raced as he assessed the situation. He knew they were in the bear's territory, and provoking it could be dangerous. With Ayano's safety as his utmost priority, he had to think fast.

 

"Easy now," Togo murmured, his voice a soothing rumble. He slowly reached for a branch lying nearby, using it to make himself appear larger and more intimidating to the bear. "We ain't lookin' for trouble, buddy."

 

The bear huffed, its eyes fixed on Togo with a mixture of wariness and curiosity. Togo kept his movements slow and deliberate, his eyes never leaving the bear's as he tried to gauge its next move.

 

Togo's hand instinctively moved to the hilt of his knife, ready to defend himself and Ayano from the approaching danger. 

 

But before Togo could make a move, the bear lunged forward with surprising speed. Togo grappled with the bear, trying to fend off its powerful claws and teeth. Despite his strength and combat skills, the bear's sheer size and ferocity began to overwhelm him.

 

Just as Togo struggled to maintain his footing, Ayano sprang into action. With quick thinking and resourcefulness beyond her years, she grabbed a burning stick from their campfire and rushed toward the bear. The flames cast an eerie glow in the twilight, illuminating Ayano's determined face as she confronted the wild animal.

 

"Ayano, no!" Togo shouted, his voice laced with concern and admiration for her bravery.

 

Undeterred, Ayano waved the flaming stick in front of the bear, creating a barrier of fire between them. The bear hesitated, startled by the sudden threat of fire. Ayano stood her ground, her small form radiating a quiet strength as she held the bear at bay.

 

Slowly, cautiously, the bear backed away from the flames, its growls echoing through the forest. Ayano maintained her stance until the bear retreated into the shadows of the trees, disappearing back into the wilderness.

 

Togo watched in awe as Ayano lowered the burning stick, her breath coming in quick gasps from the adrenaline rush. She turned to Togo, her expression calm but resolute.

 

"Is papa okay?" Ayano asked quietly, her voice steady despite the recent danger.

 

Togo nodded, still processing what had just transpired. "Yeah, baby, papa is okay," he replied hoarsely, his voice filled with a mix of pride and relief. "Thanks to you."

 

He gathered Ayano into his arms, holding her close as they stood amidst the quiet of the forest. In that moment, Togo realized just how strong and resourceful his little girl had become. Despite her emotionless demeanor, Ayano's actions spoke volumes about her courage and determination.

 

 

After their encounter with the bear, Togo urged Ayano that they should leave the forest before any more creatures came for them. The adrenaline from their encounter was still coursing through their veins as they carefully made their way out of the dense woods. Every rustle of leaves or snap of a twig put them on edge, but thankfully, no other threats emerged.

 

As they walked, Ayano began to show signs of fatigue. Her steps were slower, and her small frame seemed weighed down by the events of the day. Togo noticed her struggle and chuckled softly, his voice a comforting rumble amidst the quiet of the forest.

 

"Hey, baby," Togo said gently, kneeling down beside Ayano. "You tired?"

 

Ayano shook faintly, her expression calm but weary, Togo chuckled as Ayano fought to stay awake.

 

"You're a tough one, Ayano," Togo murmured softly, brushing a lock of hair from her face. "But even tough kids need their rest."

 

He scooped Ayano up into his strong arms, effortlessly lifting her off the ground. Ayano made no protest, her weight comfortably nestled against his chest. Togo navigated the darkening woods with ease, his steps sure and steady despite the uneven terrain. He kept a watchful eye out for any signs of danger, though he knew they were alone in these woods.

 

Finally reaching the edge of the forest where his car was parked, Togo carefully settled Ayano into the backseat. He tucked the blanket around her, ensuring she was warm and comfortable. Leaning over, he pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead, a silent gesture of protection and love.

 

"Sleep tight, sweetheart," Togo whispered, his rough voice softened by affection.

 

He closed the car door quietly and walked around to the driver's side. Starting the engine, Togo glanced back at Ayano through the rearview mirror. Her face was peaceful in sleep, the lines of worry and stoicism smoothed away for the moment.

 

As he drove back to their apartment, Togo's mind was filled with Ayano's progress. Ayano had saved his life from the bear attack, proving she was a quick learner and a quick thinker in the face of danger. Maybe she wouldn't need as much protection as he thought. She was growing stronger and more capable every day, her skills and instincts sharpening with each lesson.

 

But then, Togo's thoughts drifted back to earlier when Ayano had almost slipped into a fast-current river during their hunt for lunch. She had been so focused on catching the fish that she hadn't noticed the slippery rocks beneath her feet. Togo had grabbed her just in time, pulling her to safety before the river could sweep her away. The memory sent a shiver down his spine, reminding him that no matter how skilled she became, there would always be dangers lurking.

 

Togo shook his head, dispelling the lingering fear. Maybe he still needed to keep her safe, to watch over her and guide her through the treacherous waters of life. But he also knew he had to let her grow, to become her own person. It was a delicate balance, one he was determined to find for Ayano's sake.

 

By the time they arrived home, the sky had darkened, and the city lights cast a warm glow over the streets. Togo parked the car and gently lifted Ayano from the backseat, careful not to wake her. He carried her up to their apartment, her head resting against his shoulder.

 

Inside, he laid Ayano down on her bed and tucked her in. As he watched her sleep, Togo felt a sense of peace settle over him. He would teach Ayano everything he knew, preparing her for the world outside. But he would also be there to protect her, to ensure she had the safety net she needed to thrive. Together, they would face whatever challenges came their way, a team bound by love and trust.

Chapter 3: The Little Swan

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When Togo was busy with his work at home, he would often leave the TV on for Ayano. But unlike most children her age, she wasn't entertained by the flashy colors and loud sounds of children's programming. Instead, Togo would play opera music, filling the room with the grand, sweeping melodies of classical compositions. Ayano seemed to enjoy these moments, watching with an intense interest that Togo had never seen in any child before.

 

One particular day, Togo had left Tchaikovsky's Swan Lake playing on the TV. He glanced over from his work to see Ayano sitting on the floor, her eyes glued to the screen. The dancers moved with grace and precision, telling a story through their elegant ballet.

 

"Papa, what are they doing?" Ayano's voice was soft, devoid of the usual curiosity found in children's questions. Her gaze never wavered from the dancers.

 

Togo, who had been leaning over a stack of papers, straightened up and walked over to her. He knelt beside Ayano, looking at the screen. "They're dancin', kid," he said, his voice surprisingly gentle, a stark contrast to the rough slang he used with everyone else. "Ballet, to be specific."

 

Ayano nodded, her expression remaining unreadable. She said nothing more as she continued to watch the performance, absorbed by the elegance and beauty of the movements. Togo settled beside her, putting the papers away to focus his attention on her. 

 

Ayano's eyes flickered with a faint glimmer of interest, a rare sight that warmed Togo's heart. She finally asked, "What's ballet, Papa?"

 

Togo smiled at her question, his rough exterior softening even more. "Ballet's a type of dance, kid. It's all 'bout movin' in a way that tells a story without usin' words. Takes a lot of practice and skill."

 

Ayano watched the screen intently. "Why are they moving like that?" she asked, pointing to the graceful leaps and spins of the dancers.

 

"They're expressin' emotions, tellin' the story through their moves. See how they're dancin' together? It's like they're talkin' to each other with their bodies," Togo explained, his voice patient and kind.

 

As the scene on the screen changed, showing the prince and the swan princess dancing together, Ayano asked, "What are they saying now?"

 

Togo thought for a moment, then said, "They're showin' their love for each other. The prince is tryin' to save the princess from the curse. Every move they make shows how much they care."

 

Ayano nodded, still watching closely. "Why is she sad?" she asked, noticing the sorrowful expression of the swan princess.

 

"She's sad 'cause she's trapped, can't be with the prince the way she wants," Togo explained. "But the prince, he's determined to save her, no matter what."

 

Ayano's eyes remained fixed on the screen, absorbing every detail. "Do they win, Papa?"

 

Togo hesitated, knowing the story's tragic ending. "Not exactly, kiddo. They fight hard, but sometimes things don't go the way we want. But what matters is they tried their best and loved each other till the end."

 

Ayano seemed to ponder this, her small brow furrowing in thought. "Why is love important?" she asked softly.

 

Togo looked at her, his heart swelling with a mix of pride and tenderness. "Love gives us a reason to fight, to protect, and to care. It's what makes life worth livin', even when things get tough."

 

Ayano nodded, her expression thoughtful. "I understand, Papa."

 

They continued to watch Swan Lake together, with Ayano occasionally asking more questions about the scenes and the dancers. Togo answered each one patiently, explaining the complex ballet in simple terms that a six-year-old could understand. He marveled at her curiosity and determination to learn.

 

As the final act of Swan Lake played out on the screen, Togo’s eyes began to droop, the exhaustion of his day's work catching up with him. His head nodded slightly before he finally leaned back against the couch, his breathing deep and even as he fell into a rare moment of peaceful sleep.

 

Ayano glanced over at her papa, noticing his weary state. She stood up quietly and tiptoed to her room, retrieving her very small blanket. With careful, deliberate movements, she draped it over Togo, trying her best to cover as much of his large frame as possible. The blanket barely reached past his shoulders, but it was a gesture of care and love that mirrored the gentle protection Togo always showed her.

 

Ayano returned to her spot on the floor, sitting cross-legged as she continued to watch the ballet. Her mind began to process the images and emotions she had seen. Odette, the beautiful swan princess, moved with such grace and elegance, expressing her deepest feelings through each delicate step and turn. Ayano was captivated by the idea of dancing, of using her body to convey what words could not.

 

The thought of ballet lingered in her mind, intertwining with her own desires and emotions. She wanted to express herself. Maybe, if she danced as prettily as Odette, she could find a way to bring her mommy and daddy back. Maybe they would see her dance and love her, just like her papa did.

 

Ayano’s small hands clenched slightly in determination. She had learned from her papa that ballet was a way to tell a story, to share emotions without words. If she could learn to dance, she could show her parents how much she loved them, how much she missed them, even if they hurt her. Perhaps, through the elegance and beauty of ballet, she could bridge the gap that had been created by their absence and neglect.

 


 

One evening, as the setting sun cast a warm glow over their modest home, Togo sat at the kitchen table, meticulously cleaning his pistol. His rough hands moved with practiced precision, each movement deliberate and controlled. The house was quiet except for the faint hum of the city outside, a stark contrast to Togo’s world of danger and crime.

 

Ayano, with her emotionless demeanor, approached him quietly. Her presence was almost ghostly, her footsteps barely making a sound on the wooden floor. She stood beside him, waiting patiently until he noticed her.

 

“What's up, sweetheart?” Togo asked, his voice gruff but softening when he spoke to her.

 

Ayano wordlessly handed him a flyer. It depicted Odette, the tragic heroine of Swan Lake, graceful and poised. It was a flyer for ballet lessons, the kind of opportunity that spoke of dreams and aspirations far removed from their current reality.

 

Togo glanced at the flyer, his brow furrowing slightly. Ballet lessons were not something he had ever considered for Ayano. In his world, survival skills and toughness were valued over grace and finesse. Yet, he saw something in Ayano's silent gesture—a longing, perhaps, or a curiosity that she rarely expressed.

 

He studied her face, trying to decipher the thoughts behind those unyielding eyes. "Ballet, huh?" he mused aloud, more to himself than to Ayano. "You wanna learn this stuff?"

 

Ayano nodded slightly, her gaze steady on him. She didn't speak, but her silence spoke volumes. Togo sighed inwardly, grappling with conflicting emotions. On one hand, he wanted to shield her from the dangers and complexities of his world. On the other hand, he couldn't deny her the chance to explore something that seemed to captivate her.

 

Finally, he set aside the pistol and stood up, towering over her small frame.  Togo sighed, running a hand through his thick, dark hair. “Alright, if that’s what ya want, I’ll make it happen. Can’t deny ya anythin’, can I?”

 

Ayano nodded, a small gesture of gratitude. Togo saw it and felt a warmth spread through his chest. He'd do anything to make her happy, even if it meant stepping into unfamiliar territory.

 


 

A week later, they found themselves outside a ballet studio. Togo’s imposing figure stood out against the pastel colors and soft music emanating from inside. He felt out of place, his rough exterior and intimidating presence clashing with the delicate world of ballet.

 

Inside, mothers and daughters bustled about, preparing for the lesson. Togo held Ayano’s hand as they entered, his stern face causing heads to turn. The mothers eyed him with a mix of fear and judgment, their whispers barely concealed. They saw a criminal, a dangerous man who had no place in their serene world.

 

Togo ignored them, focusing solely on Ayano. He knelt down to her level, his hard features softening. “You go in there and show ‘em what you got, alright? I’ll be right here waitin’.”

 

Ayano nodded, her expression unchanging but her eyes revealing a spark of determination. She walked into the studio with her new ballet slippers, blending into the group of girls, ready to learn.

 

Togo took a seat on a bench in the waiting area, feeling the stares of the mothers. He crossed his arms, his face set in a scowl, daring anyone to say something. Despite his rough demeanor, his eyes never left the studio window, watching Ayano intently.

 

The mothers continued to whisper, casting nervous glances his way. Togo knew what they were thinking, but he didn’t care. His only concern was Ayano. He watched as she moved with a grace that seemed almost natural, her emotionless face focused on each step.

 

An hour passed, and the lesson ended. Ayano emerged from the studio, her face as stoic as ever. But Togo saw the slight relaxation in her shoulders, the tiny hint of contentment.

 

“How’d it go, sweetie?” he asked, standing up and ruffling her hair.

 

“It was good, Papa,” Ayano replied, her voice steady.

 

Togo smiled, a rare and genuine expression. “Good. We’ll keep comin’ back then.”

 

As they walked out, Togo felt the judgmental eyes on him but paid them no mind. His daughter’s happiness was all that mattered. He’d endure any amount of scrutiny and disdain if it meant seeing Ayano find joy in something, even if she didn’t show it the way other kids did.

 

The days turned into weeks, and each ballet lesson became a ritual for Togo and Ayano. Despite the whispers and judgment, Togo never missed a single class. He was always there, a constant presence in the waiting area, watching Ayano through the studio window.

 


 

One day, Togo left Ayano at the studio for an hour. Duty called, and he needed to take care of it. As he drove away, Ayano noticed how everyone else's demeanor around her changed. They looked at her with judgment and disdain, the whispers growing louder without Togo's intimidating presence to keep them at bay.

 

Ayano entered the studio, her expression unchanging, her movements precise and practiced. But as she joined the other girls, she could feel their eyes on her, the weight of their scrutiny bearing down like a heavy burden.

 

"Hey, Ayano," one of the girls, a blonde with a snide smirk, whispered loud enough for others to hear. "Where's your scary papa? Did he finally get arrested?"

 

The other girls giggled, their laughter sharp and cruel. Ayano ignored them, focusing on her stretches, her face a mask of calm. But the taunts didn't stop.

 

"My mommy said your daddy's a criminal," another girl chimed in, her voice dripping with condescension. "Is that true? Is he a bad man?"

 

Ayano remained silent, her eyes fixed on the mirror in front of her. She didn't know how to respond. She had always seen Togo as her protector, her anchor in a chaotic world. But the words of the other girls stung, even if she didn't show it.

 

"You're weird," the first girl continued, stepping closer. "You don't talk, you don't smile. No wonder your dad's always watching you. Maybe he's afraid you'll turn out like him."

 

The giggles grew louder, and Ayano felt a tight knot forming in her chest. She didn't understand why they hated her, why they saw her as different. All she wanted was to dance, to find a way to express herself like Odette in Swan Lake.

 

As the class continued, the bullying didn't stop. The girls whispered behind her back, their words slicing through the fragile peace she had found in ballet. But Ayano didn't cry. She didn't let them see how their words affected her. She moved with the same grace and precision, her focus unwavering.

 

When the lesson ended, Ayano left the studio and waited outside for Togo. The other girls walked past her, their laughter echoing in her ears. She stood there, her small figure seeming even smaller in the face of their cruelty.

 

Togo arrived a few minutes later, his car pulling up to the curb. He saw Ayano waiting and frowned, sensing something was wrong. He got out of the car and walked over to her, his protective instincts kicking in.

 

"You okay, sweetheart?" he asked, his voice gentle despite the roughness of his demeanor.

 

Ayano nodded, her face still emotionless. "I'm fine, Papa."

 

But Togo could see the slight tremor in her hands, the way her eyes flickered with something he rarely saw—hurt. He knew better than to push her, so he simply took her hand and led her to the car.

 

As they drove home, Togo's mind raced. He had seen the judgment in the eyes of the other parents, heard the whispers. He had hoped that Ayano wouldn't have to face the same cruelty, but it seemed unavoidable.

 

"Those girls givin' you a hard time?" he asked, his voice low.

 

Ayano nodded slightly, her eyes fixed on the passing scenery. "They said...they said you're a criminal."

 

Togo's grip on the steering wheel tightened. He had always tried to shield her from the harsh realities of his life, but he couldn't protect her from everything. He glanced at her, his heart aching for the innocence she was losing.

 

"Listen, kid," he said softly, "people are gonna say things. They don't know us, don't know what we've been through. But you...you're strong. You don't need to listen to 'em."

 

Ayano looked at him, her eyes reflecting a depth of understanding beyond her years. "I know, Papa. I just...I want to dance. Like Odette."

 

Togo felt a swell of pride and sadness. He reached over and ruffled her hair, a rare smile crossing his face. "Then you dance, sweetheart. Dance your heart out. Don't let anyone take that away from you."

 

Ayano nodded, a small spark of determination returning to her eyes. As they drove home, Togo made a silent vow. He would do whatever it took to protect her, to give her a chance to find her own path, even if it meant facing the judgment of the world.

 


 

The next week, during a ballet lesson, their instructor, Ms. Kuroki, gathered the girls together after the session. She clapped her hands, a warm smile spreading across her face. "Alright, girls, I have some exciting news. Our recital is next Friday!"

 

Excited whispers and giggles filled the room. Ms. Kuroki continued, "I'm giving each of you two tickets to bring two members of your family." She handed out the tickets, one by one, to each girl.

 

When Ayano received her tickets, she held them in her hands, looking thoughtful. She approached Ms. Kuroki, her expression as unreadable as ever.

 

"Ms. Kuroki," she said softly, "may I please have three tickets?"

 

The instructor paused, surprised. "Why do you need three, Ayano? Do you have a younger sibling?"

 

Ayano shook her head, her voice steady and clear. "No, I am going to take my mommy and daddy too."

 

Ms. Kuroki's smile faltered slightly as she tried to understand. "If it's just your mommy and daddy, you would only need two tickets. One for daddy, the man who brings you to the studio and one for your mommy."

 

Ayano's gaze remained steady. "The man who brings me to the studio is my papa."

 

The instructor's expression softened with concern. "And where are your mommy and daddy?"

 

Ayano's voice was calm, almost emotionless. "They went far, far away."

 

Ms. Kuroki grew worried, unsure how to respond. The other girls, having overheard the conversation, began to whisper among themselves. The whispers soon turned into cruel, mocking laughter.

 

“Your mommy and daddy left you?” one girl said, her voice laced with mockery. “No wonder you’re so weird.”

 

“Yeah,” another chimed in, “and you’re left with a criminal as a papa. That’s so sad.”

 

Ayano stood there, her face impassive, as the cruel words washed over her. She didn't flinch or cry. She simply looked at Ms. Kuroki, waiting for her response.

 

Ms. Kuroki, feeling the tension in the room, placed a gentle hand on Ayano's shoulder. "We'll talk more about this after class, Ayano. Don't worry, we'll figure something out."

 

Ayano nodded and thanked Ms. Kuroki before walking to the corner. As she stood there, one of the girls approached her, a sneer on her face. "You know, you're just an accident," she taunted, her voice dripping with malice. "Nobody wants you,"

 

Ayano stood still, her expression unchanged. But inside, something was shifting, a pressure building. The girl continued, her voice dripping with cruelty.

 

"Your real parents didn't want you, no wonder you're left with a thug. When you turn old he will marry you and have babies with you like all criminals do."

 

Ayano felt something snap inside her. The words echoed in her mind, twisting and turning until all she could see was red. The next thing she knew, she had lunged at the girl, fists flying. The room erupted in chaos as Ayano beat the girl, her movements wild and uncontrolled.

 

Ayano's vision tunneled, and she didn't register the other girls screaming or Ms. Kuroki shouting for her to stop. The girl who had insulted her was on the ground, and Ayano was pummeling her, her face expressionless but her actions filled with a controlled rage.

 

Just then, the studio door burst open, and Togo stormed in. He took in the scene in an instant, his eyes widening in shock and anger. He rushed forward, attempting to pull Ayano off the girl with a firm but gentle grip.

 

"Ayano! That's enough!" he barked, his voice authoritative.

 

Ayano didn't stop. The girl attempted to flee but Ayano pinned her down, her small hands gripping the girl's arm with an alarming strength. She twisted the girl's arm, twisting it with a strength that belied her small frame. The girl cried out in pain, her face contorted in terror as she felt her arm being pushed to its limit.

 

Just as Ayano was about to snap the girl's arm out of its socket, Togo  grabbed her wrist. "Ayano, stop!" he barked, his voice firm but laced with a gentleness reserved only for her.

 

Ayano's eyes, wild with anger, slowly refocused. She looked up at Togo, her papa, and the rage began to dissipate. Her grip loosened, and she let go of the girl's arm. The room was silent except for the girl's sobbing and the faint sound of Togo's heavy breathing.

 

Togo knelt down, his rough hands gently cupping Ayano's face. "It's okay, sweetheart," he murmured, his voice soothing. "You don't need to do this."

 

Ayano nodded, her expression returning to its usual calm. Togo stood up, pulling Ayano close to his side, and faced Ms. Kuroki, who was standing there, shocked and uncertain.

 

"I'm real sorry 'bout this," Togo said, his tone apologetic but firm. "Ayano's got a lot goin' on. She ain't usually like this."

 

Ms. Kuroki nodded slowly, her concern evident. "I understand, Mr. Atatsuma. We'll handle this appropriately. But I think it might be best if Ayano took a break from class for a while."

 

Togo nodded in agreement. "Yeah, I get it. I'll make sure she learns to control herself better."

 

He turned to Ayano, his expression softening. "Let's get you home, kid."

 

As they walked out of the studio, Ayano held tightly onto Togo's hand. The murmurs and whispers of the other parents followed them, their voices filled with judgment and fear.

 

"He's a criminal," one parent muttered. "No wonder his daughter is violent."

 

"Teaching her to fight, just like him," another added, their disdain clear.

 

Togo's eyes scanned the crowd, his intimidating presence silencing them immediately. With one glare, the parents fell quiet, their judgmental gazes averted. He scooped Ayano up into his arms, her small frame nestling against his broad chest. He carried her to the car, his mind heavy with thoughts.

 

He sighed as he buckled her into the backseat, the memories of Ryoba's violent nature surfacing in his mind. He hadn't expected that same intensity to manifest in Ayano. The thought troubled him deeply.

 

As he started the car, Ayano's quiet voice broke the silence. "Papa, are you gonna give me away like Mommy and Daddy did?"

 

Togo's heart ached at her words. He pulled the car over to the side of the road and turned to face her, his expression softening. "No, sweetheart. I ain't never givin' you away. You're my baby girl, and I'm keepin' you."

 

Ayano's emotionless eyes searched his face, as if seeking reassurance. Togo reached out and gently stroked her cheek. "What happened in there, Ayano? Why did you get so angry?"

 

Ayano looked down at her hands, her voice steady but soft. "The girls... they made fun of me. They said my mommy and daddy didn't want me and that I was weird. They laughed at me when I asked Ms. Kuroki for three tickets."

 

Togo glanced at her through the rearview mirror, a slight furrow forming between his brows. "Three tickets? Why three, sweetheart?"

 

Ayano continued to look out the window, her voice devoid of emotion but carrying a weight that tugged at Togo's heart. "One for you, one for Mommy, and one for Daddy."

 

 Togo's heart clenched as he listened, his grip tightening on the steering wheel. He struggled to keep his emotions in check, his face a mask of calm for Ayano's sake. "For your mommy and daddy too?"

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes still downcast. "I thought... maybe if they saw me dance, they'd come back. Maybe they'd love me like you do, Papa."

 

Togo felt a deep ache in his chest. He remembered the day Ryoba left Ayano with him, handing over nothing but her birth certificate and walking away without a second glance. He knew Ryoba and Jokichi weren't coming back, but he didn't want to break Ayano's heart even more than it already was.

 

He took a deep breath and gently lifted Ayano's chin, making her look at him. "Ayano, listen to me. Your mommy and daddy... they made some bad choices. But that doesn't mean you're not wanted. I want you. I love you. And I'll always be here for you."

 

Ayano's eyes searched his face, seeking the truth in his words. She nodded slowly, her expression unchanging but her eyes betraying a flicker of hope.

 

Togo smiled softly, stroking her cheek. "I'll talk to Ms. Kuroki about the tickets, aight? We'll figure something out. And don't you worry about those girls. They're just talkin' outta ignorance. You focus on your ballet and show 'em what you're made of."

 

Ayano nodded again, this time with more conviction. "Okay, Papa."

 

Togo started the car and drove them home, his mind racing with thoughts. He knew he had to find a way to help Ayano heal from the hurt and abandonment she felt. He couldn't bring Ryoba and Jokichi back into her life, but he could give her all the love and support she needed.

 


 

The next day, Togo Atatsuma returned to the ballet studio alone. The hushed whispers and sidelong glances from the other parents followed him as he walked in. Togo ignored their judgmental stares, his focus solely on speaking to Ms. Kuroki and resolving the situation for Ayano.

 

Ms. Kuroki looked up as Togo approached, her expression guarded yet curious. "Mr. Atatsuma, I didn't expect to see you here again so soon."

 

Togo nodded respectfully. "I'm here to apologize for Ayano's behavior yesterday. She... she's been through a lot, ya know?"

 

Ms. Kuroki sighed softly, her sympathy evident. "I understand. It's not easy for children in her situation."

 

Togo nodded again, grateful for her understanding. "Thank you. Look, about the tickets... Ayano really wants her mom and dad to come. Could ya spare three tickets for her?"

 

Ms. Kuroki hesitated, her gaze searching Togo's face. She knew there was more to the story than met the eye, but she sensed Togo's genuine concern for Ayano. Finally, she relented. "Alright, Mr. Atatsuma. I'll give you three tickets. But please, try to talk to Ayano. She needs to understand..."

 

Togo nodded solemnly. "I'll talk to her. Thank you, Ms. Kuroki."

 

As he turned to leave, Ms. Kuroki stopped him with a gentle hand on his arm. "Mr. Atatsuma, do you think Ayano's parents... would they attend?"

 

Togo's expression darkened momentarily before he replied, his voice tinged with uncertainty. "I... I don't know, Ms. Kuroki. I wish I could say they would, but..."

 

Ms. Kuroki nodded understandingly. "I see. Well, I hope Ayano finds happiness, regardless."

 

Togo nodded in agreement, a weight settling on his shoulders as he walked out of the studio. He knew Ayano's happiness was his responsibility now, and he was determined to do whatever it took to make her happy.

 


 

That evening, Togo presented the three tickets to Ayano, her eyes lighting up faintly with a subdued happiness that barely registered on her typically emotionless face. She held the tickets delicately in her hands, turning them over as if they were precious treasures.

 

"Papa, can I write a letter to mommy and daddy to invite them to the recital?" Ayano asked softly, her voice carrying a hint of hope that tugged at Togo's heart.

 

Togo chuckled warmly, though a pang of sadness gripped him inside. He knew the truth all too well—that Ryoba and Jokichi were unlikely to appear, no matter how earnest Ayano's invitation might be. They had abandoned her, leaving Togo to pick up the pieces of her shattered childhood.

 

"Sure thing, sweetheart," Togo replied gently, pulling out a sheet of paper and a pen. "Let's write 'em a letter."

 

Ayano sat beside him at the kitchen table, her small frame barely making a dent in the space next to Togo's larger presence. Together, they crafted a letter filled with Ayano's innocent hopes and dreams, her words carefully chosen to convey her longing for a family reunion at the upcoming recital.

 

Togo watched as Ayano's meticulous handwriting filled the page, each word penned with care and longing. He couldn't bring himself to interfere with her heartfelt gesture, even though he knew it was likely in vain. When Ayano finished, she folded the letter with precision and placed it in an envelope, addressing it to 'Mommy and Daddy.'

 

"There ya go, kid," Togo said softly, ruffling Ayano's hair gently. "All set."

 

Ayano nodded silently, her expression unreadable as she held the letter close to her chest. Togo's heart ached with a mix of pride in Ayano's resilience and sorrow for the inevitable disappointment she would face.

 

As Ayano retreated to her room with the letter clutched tightly in her hand, Togo remained at the kitchen table, lost in his thoughts. He knew he couldn't protect Ayano from everything, especially the pain of dashed hopes and broken promises.

 

But Togo wasn't going to give up without trying. He reached for his phone, feeling a sense of determination mingled with apprehension. Contacting Ryoba's phone number once again, he dialed with a flicker of hope, though his expectations were tempered by past disappointments.

 

The phone rang, each ring echoing in Togo's ear like a countdown to another potential letdown. Ryoba didn't answer, and just as Togo was about to give up, a flicker of memory sparked—he had Jokichi's number too.

 

With a resigned sigh, Togo navigated to Jokichi's contact and pressed the call button. The phone rang once, twice, and then a gruff voice answered, filled with irritation.

 

"What do you want?" Jokichi's voice crackled through the line, tinged with hostility.

 

Togo paused, collecting his thoughts before speaking. "Hey, it's me," he began, his voice steady despite the tension. "I need to talk to you about Ayano."

 

There was a brief silence on the other end, broken only by the sound of Jokichi's heavy breathing. Togo waited, knowing he had to tread carefully. He wasn't sure how Jokichi would react—whether he would be dismissive or confrontational.

 

"Look, whatever that child wants, I want nothing to do with it." Jokichi's voice crackled with disdain through the phone.

 

Togo felt a surge of anger rising within him, a rare emotion that threatened to engulf his usually controlled demeanor. "She's your daughter, Jokichi," Togo retorted sharply, his voice low and intense. "She deserves better than this."

 

There was a bitter laugh on the other end. "She's not my daughter," Jokichi spat back. "She's not normal, Togo. She'll never be normal. She's your problem now."

 

Togo's grip tightened on the phone, his jaw clenching as he struggled to contain his rising fury. "You have no idea," he growled, the words laced with frustration and hurt.

 

"I don't care," Jokichi's voice came through cold and final. "Don't bother me with this again."

 

With a click, the line went dead. Togo stood there, staring at the now silent phone in his hand, feeling the weight of Jokichi's words like a blow to the chest. Anger simmered beneath the surface, mingled with a deep sadness for Ayano and a fierce protectiveness that surged anew.

 

Then, Togo heard a soft sound behind him. He turned slowly, his heart sinking as he saw Ayano standing at the hallway entrance, her usually impassive face betraying a mix of hurt and confusion. She had heard everything. 

 

Togo's heart sank as he saw Ayano standing there, her figure small and fragile in the hallway. Her expression remained unreadable, but Togo could sense the impact of Jokichi's harsh words reverberating through her. He cursed inwardly at himself for not being more careful with his words, for exposing Ayano to such cruelty.

 

"Ayano," Togo began, his voice thick with regret as he approached her slowly. He knelt down in front of her, trying to meet her gaze. "I... I'm sorry you had to hear that."

 

Ayano said nothing, her eyes fixed on the floor. She seemed distant, as if retreating into herself to process the hurtful words she had just heard.

 

"I didn't mean for you to hear any of that," Togo continued softly, reaching out to gently touch her arm. "What daddy said... he didn't mean it."

 

Ayano finally looked up at him, her eyes betraying a hint of vulnerability beneath their usual stoic mask. "Daddy doesn't want me," she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.

 

Togo felt a lump form in his throat, the weight of Ayano's words hitting him with a force he hadn't expected. He gently scooped her into his arms, lifting her off the ground and holding her close to his chest. Ayano leaned into his shoulder, her warm tears dampening his neck as she clung to him tightly.

 

"Screw them," Togo murmured, his voice a mix of determination and tenderness. "Who needs a mommy and daddy when you got a papa like me?"

 

Ayano leaned into his shoulder, her tears soaking into his shirt. Togo felt a pang in his chest at the sight of her vulnerability, the weight of her pain almost too much to bear. He held her tighter, his grip steady and reassuring.

 

"You're kind, you're smart, you are important." Togo continued softly, brushing a stray hair from her face. "You don't need anyone who doesn't see how amazing you are. You've got me, and I'm not going anywhere."

 

Ayano said nothing, but she clung to him, her fingers clutching at his shirt. Togo rocked her gently, his heart aching with a fierce protectiveness he had never known before Ayano came into his life.

 

"I'm sorry," Togo whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "I'm sorry you had to hear those awful things. You deserve so much better."

 

Ayano lifted her head slightly, meeting his gaze with eyes that held a mixture of pain and gratitude. She didn't speak, but her silent trust in him spoke volumes. Togo pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead. 

 

Ayano's silent tears flowed freely now, her shoulders shaking with each sob. Togo held her close, his rough hands gentle as he rubbed her back soothingly. He murmured comforting words, his voice a steady anchor in the storm of Ayano's emotions.

 

"It's okay, sweetheart," Togo whispered, his heart breaking for her. "Let it out, baby. I'm here."

 

Ayano hiccuped between sobs, her small body wracked with the weight of her hurt. Togo cradled her carefully, feeling her tears dampen his shirt. He held her until her cries began to subside, her breath evening out as exhaustion took over.

 

Gradually, Ayano's cries turned into soft sniffles. She nestled closer to Togo, seeking comfort in his warmth and strength. Togo continued to stroke her back, his touch a gentle reassurance that he was there, unwavering in his support.

 

As Ayano's sobs quieted, Togo felt her body relax in his arms. He looked down at her tear-streaked face, her eyes closed in peaceful sleep. He sighed softly, his own emotions raw and tangled.

 

In the stillness of the hallway, Togo pondered what to do about the recital tickets. Ryoba and Jokichi's rejection stung deeply, but he couldn't let Ayano's hopes be dashed. He knew there were others who cared for Ayano, despite the judgment and misunderstanding they faced.

 

Carefully cradling Ayano, Togo stood up and carried her to the living room. He settled her onto the couch, tucking a blanket around her small form. Sitting beside her, Togo stared at the tickets in his hand, his brow furrowed in thought.

 

"I'll figure something out, kid," Togo murmured softly, his gaze lingering on Ayano's sleeping face. With a heavy heart, Togo made a decision. He picked up his phone and began to make calls.

 


 

The day of the ballet recital arrived, casting a nervous excitement over the studio. Ms. Kuroki bustled about, organizing the young dancers and their families. As she glanced at Ayano, she noticed a shadow of sadness lingering over the usually stoic girl. Ayano's eyes were downcast, her expression resigned.

 

Approaching Ayano gently, Ms. Kuroki knelt down beside her. She placed a comforting hand on Ayano's shoulder and gave her a reassuring smile. "Cheer up, sweetie, your papa will be out there, watching you shine like Odette, he wouldn't want to see you sad while you're dancing."

 

Ayano looked up at Ms. Kuroki, her expression unreadable as always. But something in her eyes softened, a flicker of hope sparked by the kind words. She nodded silently, a small gesture of acknowledgment and gratitude.

 

Ms. Kuroki smiled warmly and stood up, giving Ayano's shoulder a reassuring squeeze before moving to attend to the other children. Ayano remained standing there, her thoughts a quiet whirlwind of emotions she struggled to express.

 

As Ayano stood backstage, preparing herself mentally for her performance, she couldn't shake the familiar ache of disappointment in her heart. She had hoped against hope that maybe, just maybe, her mommy and daddy would surprise her today. Yet, she knew deep down they wouldn't.

 

What she didn't expect, however, was the unexpected sight that greeted her when she peeked out from behind the curtain. Instead of the usual scattered audience of parents and siblings, Ayano's eyes widened in surprise at the sight of a large group of formidable-looking men filling several rows in the auditorium.

 

Her papa's subordinates, the members of the Atatsuma clan, were there, unmistakable in their presence and the way they carried themselves. Dressed in suits that spoke of authority and power, they sat with a sense of purpose, their eyes fixed on the stage where Ayano would soon perform.

 

The sight both startled and touched Ayano. These were the men who worked alongside her papa, feared by many, respected by all in the underworld of Akatsuka City. Yet here they were, in a place so unlike their usual domain, not to conduct business or assert authority, but to support one little girl in her ballet recital.

 

Ayano's initial surprise soon gave way to a sense of warmth and gratitude. She knew her papa had something to do with this, a silent gesture of love and support that spoke volumes louder than any words could convey.

 

The other parents and children in the audience seemed visibly unsettled by the sudden influx of Togo's subordinates. Whispers and nervous glances exchanged among them as they tried to make sense of the intimidating presence in their midst.

 

Despite their initial unease, Ayano noticed a shift in the atmosphere. Togo's men, known for their stern demeanor and imposing presence, were surprisingly warm and supportive. They smiled encouragingly at Ayano, their applause resonating loudly through the auditorium.

 

Ayano felt a mix of emotions wash over her—gratitude, pride, but also a twinge of embarrassment. She wasn't used to being the center of attention, especially not in front of such an intimidating audience. Yet, their presence reassured her in a way nothing else could.

 

Ms. Kuroki approached Ayano backstage, a gentle smile on her face as she observed the unusual scene in the auditorium. She placed a reassuring hand on Ayano's shoulder. "Your papa's men are here to support you, Ayano," she said softly, her voice filled with understanding. "They may seem intimidating, but they're here because they care about you."

 

Ayano nodded silently, her gaze fixed on the stage ahead. She took a deep breath, steadying herself for her performance. Togo's words echoed in her mind—screw them, who needs a mommy and daddy when you got a papa? She drew strength from his unwavering support, from the love and acceptance she found in his rough but gentle embrace.

 

As the recital began and Ayano stepped onto the stage once more, the auditorium fell silent. The music swelled, enveloping her in its familiar embrace. Ayano danced with a newfound confidence, her movements fluid and graceful.

 

Throughout her performance, Togo's subordinates cheered her on enthusiastically. Their voices, usually reserved for commands and business dealings, now rang out in genuine support and admiration. Their presence, while initially intimidating, became a source of encouragement for Ayano.

 

At the end of her performance, the auditorium erupted into thunderous applause. Togo's men led the charge, their applause echoing through the space, drowning out any lingering doubts or fears. Ayano felt a surge of pride and relief wash over her as she bowed gracefully, acknowledging the applause  with a small, genuine smile.

 

Backstage, Togo stood among his men, his eyes never leaving Ayano. Pride swelled in his chest as he watched his daughter shine on stage, surrounded by an unexpected show of support from his subordinates. They exchanged nods of approval, silent acknowledgment of Ayano's talent.

 

When Ayano returned backstage, Togo approached her quietly, his rough hand resting gently on her shoulder. "You did amazing, my little swan," he said softly, his voice filled with pride and affection. Ayano looked up at him, her eyes shining with unshed tears of happiness.

 

"Thank you, papa," Ayano whispered, her voice barely above a murmur. Togo smiled warmly, his heart swelling with love for this resilient, determined girl who had captured his heart from the moment they met.

 

She may not have had her mommy and daddy there, but she had her papa and his extended family—a family that, in their own way, had embraced her and stood by her side. And she knew, she was loved.

Chapter 4: Monsters In My Bedroom

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Ayano sat on her bed, her surroundings in disarray, the aftermath of her father's latest outburst. Medical reports and doctor's results lay strewn across the floor, remnants of his thrashing. Jokichi Yudasei-Aishi towered over her, his face a mask of anger and frustration, the memory of it seared into her mind. His voice, loud and harsh, echoed in her ears even now.

 

"Why can't you just be normal?" he would scream, his eyes wild with a mixture of confusion and desperation. "WHAT ELSE DO YOU FUCKING NEED? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?"

 

The words cut through her like a blade, sharp and relentless. Ayano, even as a young child, couldn't understand why her daddy was so angry, why he looked at her with such a mix of fear and hopelessness. She didn't know what he meant by 'normal' or what he wanted her to change.

 

It seemed that her daddy was losing his mind. His eyes grew more hollow, his outbursts more frequent. The more he spent time around her mommy, the worse it got. Ayano recalled the tension that hung heavy in the air whenever her parents were together, their arguments echoing through the walls like distant thunder. Ayano could see the toll it took on him, the way he would pace back and forth, muttering to himself, as if searching for an answer that was always just out of reach.

 

This had become a normal routine to Ayano as she began to recognize the signs of his impending rage. The tightening of his jaw, the clenching of his fists, the way his eyes would dart around the room, looking for something, anything, to make sense of his turmoil. She learned to brace herself, to prepare for the storm that would inevitably come.

 

Despite the fear and confusion, Ayano felt a strange sense of detachment. She watched her father's descent into madness with a calm, almost clinical detachment, as if observing a scene from a movie. She understood, in a way that she couldn't articulate, that his anger wasn't really about her. It was about something deeper, something broken inside him.

 

Her mommy's attempts to intervene only seemed to fuel Jokichi's fury. Their arguments grew louder, more vicious, each one leaving deeper scars on Ayano's young heart. She would lie in bed at night, the echoes of their shouting filling her head, her small hands clutching the sheets as if they could shield her from the chaos around her.

 

In those moments of quiet between the storms, Ayano would try to make sense of it all. She would replay her father's words, searching for some clue, some hint of what he needed from her. But the answers were always elusive, slipping through her fingers like sand.

 

There were nights that she spent alone, huddled in her bed, the shadows on the walls her only companions. The distant sound of her parents' arguments seeped through the walls, a constant reminder of the discord that had become the soundtrack of her life. She would press her small hands against her ears, trying to block out the noise, but it was always there, an inescapable reality.

 

Her mommy, Ryoba, never hurt her like Daddy did. But she never paid attention to her. Ryoba was a shadow in Ayano's life, present but distant. She would only be around if Daddy was around, like an echo of his presence. Ryoba never gave Ayano kisses or hugs. She was not a typical mommy. She didn't help her get ready for school, didn't bathe her, didn't make her favorite foods, or tuck her in at night.

 

Ryoba's indifference was a different kind of pain, a slow, lingering ache that gnawed at Ayano's heart. Ayano often watched her mommy from a distance, trying to understand her. Ryoba spent most of her days either at work or focused on her husband, her attention never lingering on Ayano for long. To Ayano, it was like her mommy lived in a different world, one where Ayano didn't exist. The house felt like a place filled with invisible barriers, separating Ayano from the warmth and affection she craved but never received. 

 

Because her mommy never cooked meals for Ayano, and only for herself and her daddy, Ayano learned to fend for herself. She figured out how to prepare simple meals, her tiny hands carefully measuring water and handling hot pots with the caution of someone far beyond her years. She found a strange comfort in the routine, the small sense of control it gave her amidst the chaos of her home. Boiling water and making instant ramen became a ritual, a way to fill the emptiness that her parents left behind.

 


 

Ayano felt the familiar pangs of hunger and quietly made her way to the kitchen. She fetched a chair from the dining room, the legs scraping softly against the floor as she dragged it over to the stove. Climbing onto the chair, she reached for the pot and filled it with water. Her small hands, steady and sure, turned on the stove. The blue flame flickered to life, casting a warm glow that reflected in her eyes.

 

She stood there, watching the water heat up, steam slowly rising as bubbles began to form at the bottom of the pot. Ayano reached for a packet of instant ramen from the cupboard, tearing it open with practiced ease. She added the noodles to the boiling water, followed by the seasoning packet. The aroma filled the kitchen, a comforting scent that was intimately familiar to her.

 

Once the noodles were cooked, she turned off the stove and carefully lifted the pot, pouring the hot contents into a bowl. She climbed down from the chair and moved it back to its original place at the dining table.

 

With her bowl of ramen in hand, Ayano tiptoed her way through the house. Her parents were in the living room, absorbed in a movie. She could hear the faint sounds of dialogue and music, the flickering light from the television casting shadows in the hallway. She moved quietly, her presence a whisper in the silence of the house.

 

Entering her room, Ayano gently closed the door behind her and sat on her bed. Her best friend, a plush bunny with soft, worn fur, sat beside her. She picked up her spoon and began to eat, each bite a small comfort in the otherwise empty room. The warmth of the broth and the familiarity of the noodles brought a fleeting sense of solace.

 

As she ate, Ayano's mind wandered. Why did Mommy not care about her? Why did Daddy hate her? She tried to find answers, but they always eluded her, slipping away like shadows in the night. Maybe there really was something wrong with her. But she didn't understand what it was.

 

She looked at her plush bunny, its button eyes reflecting the dim light of the room. It had been a gift from her parents long ago, back when things seemed simpler. She clutched it tighter, seeking comfort in its softness. The questions continued to swirl in her mind, a never-ending storm of confusion and sadness.

 

Ayano finished her meal and placed the empty bowl on her bedside table. She lay down, her bunny tucked under her arm, and stared at the ceiling. The house was quiet now, the sounds of the movie in the living room fading into the background. She closed her eyes, hoping that sleep would bring a reprieve from the loneliness and unanswered questions.

 

Suddenly, the tranquility was shattered. Her daddy stormed into her room, his face twisted in a fit of rage. Ayano sat up, clutching her best friend to her chest, her heart pounding. She didn't know what had triggered his anger this time, but she knew better than to speak.

 

Without warning, he began grabbing her things—her toys, her books, even her clothes—and throwing them into a garbage bin he had brought with him. "You don't need any of this!" he shouted, his voice breaking with emotion. "None of this is helping you!"

 

Ayano watched in silence, her face expressionless, though her heart was racing. She felt a mixture of fear and helplessness, the familiar sting of being at the mercy of her father's unpredictable wrath. Each item he tossed away was a piece of her world, a small comfort now lost in the chaos.

 

When he reached for her bunny doll, Ayano instinctively tightened her grip. It was the one thing she couldn't bear to lose. Her father noticed her resistance and his eyes narrowed. With a swift, forceful motion, he wrenched the plush bunny from her hands and tossed it into the bin with the rest of her belongings.

 

Ayano stared at the spot where her bunny had landed in the garbage bin, a wave of despair washing over her. Something inside her snapped. Typically, she would just remain quiet and watch, enduring her father's rage with silent resignation. But this time, all she could see was red. The next thing she knew, she couldn't control herself.

 

With a sudden burst of energy, Ayano lunged at her father. Her small fists pummeled his chest and arms, her movements wild and frantic. Her father, taken by surprise, struggled to get her off him. He tried to grab her wrists, to push her away, but Ayano's rage gave her a strength she didn't know she possessed.

 

"Stop it, Ayano!" he shouted, his voice panicked and angry. But she didn't stop. She couldn't. The years of pent-up frustration, confusion, and hurt exploded out of her in a torrent of raw emotion.

 

Her father's shouts and the sounds of the struggle filled the room, echoing off the walls. Suddenly, her mommy burst into the room, her face a mask of shock and anger. Without hesitation, she grabbed Ayano, pulling her away from her father with a force that sent them both stumbling.

 

"What is wrong with you?" Ryoba screamed, her voice cutting through the chaos. Her grip on Ayano was painfully tight, her nails digging into her daughter's skin. She began to hit Ayano, each blow landing with a sharp sting. "How dare you attack your daddy! How dare you!"

 

Ayano tried to shield herself, her arms coming up to protect her head. The pain was sharp and immediate, but it was nothing compared to the hurt she felt inside. Her mother's words cut deeper than any physical blow, reinforcing the belief that she was fundamentally flawed, undeserving of love or kindness.

 

Her father, now free from Ayano's assault, stood up, his face a mix of anger and bewilderment. He watched as Ryoba continued to hit Ayano, his expression hardening. "Enough, Ryoba," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "That's enough."

 

Ryoba stopped, her breathing heavy, her eyes blazing with anger. She released Ayano, who fell to the floor in a heap, her body trembling from the physical and emotional onslaught. Her parents stood over her, their shadows long and foreboding in the dim light of the room.

 

"Get up," Ryoba commanded, her voice cold. Ayano slowly got to her feet, her body aching from the blows and her heart heavy with despair. She kept her eyes downcast, not daring to look at her parents in fear of what they might do next.

 

"We're no longer going to deal with you," Ryoba said, her tone harsh and final. "Get in the car."

 

Ayano's eyes flicked toward the garbage bin where her bunny was buried under a pile of her belongings. The longing to retrieve it was almost overwhelming, but she knew better than to disobey. With a heavy heart, she turned away from the bin and did as she was told, moving towards the door.

 

Her father was silent, his eyes cold as he watched her. Ayano's movements were slow and deliberate, each step a painful reminder of the violence she had just endured. She made her way to the front door, the weight of her parents' rejection pressing down on her like a physical force.

 

Outside, the day was bright and clear, the sun high in the sky. Ayano walked to the car, her footsteps echoing on the pavement. She opened the door and climbed into the back seat, the leather warm against her skin from the afternoon sun. She stared out the window, her mind a swirl of confusion and fear.

 

Her parents followed her, their expressions grim and resolute. Her father started the car, and they drove off in the late afternoon. Ayano didn't ask where they were going; she didn't speak at all. She just stared out the window, watching the familiar streets pass by in a blur.

 

The drive felt like an eternity, the silence in the car heavy and oppressive. Ayano's thoughts drifted back to her bunny, her books, her toys—all the things that had been taken from her. She wondered what would happen next, what new form of punishment awaited her.

 

As the sun began to set, casting long shadows over the city, the car came to a stop. Her father turned off the engine, and her mother opened the door, stepping out into the dusk. Ayano followed, her movements slow and reluctant. 

 

As Ayano looked ahead, she saw the van and the two imposing men standing beside it. One was tall and broad-shouldered, exuding an intensity that seemed to command the space around him. 

 

Her mother, as if a switch had been flipped, transformed her demeanor completely. Gone was the harshness and anger, replaced by a cheerful sweetness that Ayano had never seen before. She didn't comment on the sudden change, just watched silently as her mother approached the younger man with a burst of sunlight in her voice.

 

"Hey, Atatsuma-kun," Ryoba greeted warmly, her tone cutting through the shadows. The younger man turned, his countenance shifting for a fleeting moment into a fraction of a smile. Ayano had never seen her mother like this before but made no comment.

 

Her mommy approached the younger man, her arms enveloping him in a hug that seemed almost contradictory to his intimidating presence. As they separated, she planted a quick kiss on his cheek, a brief touch that softened his hardened edges. "I'm glad you're willing to look after Ayano until I come back," she said.

 

Ayano was shocked at the sudden change. What did she mean by that? Before she could react, the man grunted, his voice a rough timbre. "Yeah, yeah, now go get your shit together, Ryoba," he retorted, a hint of a smirk dancing on his lips. His gaze held hers, a blend of camaraderie and concern that spoke volumes.

 

Her mommy's laughter echoed, a melody of carefree notes. She turned to Ayano, her cheerfulness undiminished as she knelt before her. "Be a good girl for papa and oji-san, alright, Ayano?" she whispered. 

 

Ayano knew this was a facade but made no comment. Instead, she nodded, her face still devoid of expression, her eyes like distant stars. "Yes, Mother."

 

Ryoba stood, her smile a radiant beacon even as she turned away, her footsteps fading as she walked back to her car. The engine roared to life, a rumbling crescendo that reverberated through the air. Ayano watched as her mother drove away, the taillights disappearing into the gathering twilight.

 

Left alone with the two men, Ayano felt a new wave of uncertainty wash over her. Could these men be different? Would they treat her better than her parents had? Or was she simply stepping into another chapter of her ongoing nightmare?

 

She glanced at Togo His gaze was steady, perhaps even reassuring, but she couldn't be sure if it was genuine or just another facade like her mother's. The uncertainty gnawed at her, twisting her insides into knots.

 

Ayano remembered the few moments when her father's rage had turned physical, the cold indifference of her mother, and the crushing loneliness that had become her constant companion. She wondered if she was about to face a new kind of pain, a different flavor of cruelty.

 


 

That was a few months ago. Now, Ayano lay in her bed, nestled in her new papa Togo's apartment. She had begun to learn to love her new life under his care, but the scars of her past still haunted her. As she hugged the stuffed rabbit Togo had given her, she felt its softness against her cheek, a comforting presence amidst the memories that still lingered.

 

Ayano could still feel the sting of her mother's blows, the pain of her nails digging into her skin. The echoes of her father's angry voice reverberated in her mind, each word a sharp blade cutting into her fragile sense of self-worth. She recalled the sight of her beloved belongings being callously tossed into the garbage, discarded like she was nothing. The crushing feeling of rejection weighed heavily on her heart, a burden she carried every day. She squeezed the rabbit tighter, as if it could somehow chase away the haunting images.

 

Ayano had tried so hard to be normal, to show her mommy and daddy that she was capable of feeling and expressing emotions. She had danced with all the intensity she could muster, her small body moving with a determination that belied her age. But he never gave her a chance. No matter how hard she tried, it was never enough. 

 

Ayano's little mind ran as she thought she could see her mommy in the darkest corner of her room. The shadows played tricks on her, morphing into familiar yet terrifying shapes. Her heart raced, and she clutched the stuffed rabbit even tighter, its soft fur a small comfort against the tide of fear.

 

She took a deep breath, trying to remind herself of where she was. This was her new home, a place where she was cared for and protected. Togo had been patient and kind, offering her a stability she had never known. He wasn’t like her daddy, whose anger had been a constant storm, nor like her mommy, whose coldness had been an unyielding wall.

 

Ayano looked around her room, filled with the toys and books Togo had gotten for her. It was a stark contrast to the emptiness she had felt before. The walls were painted a soothing shade of blue, and a soft nightlight cast a gentle glow, keeping the darkness at bay.

 

Despite the comfort, the memories of her past still lingered. Ayano could feel the old wounds reopening, the emotional scars throbbing with a pain that refused to fade. She closed her eyes, willing herself to focus on the present, on the new life she was building.

 

She took another deep breath, the tension in her body slowly easing. "You're safe now," she whispered to herself, her voice barely audible. "Papa won't let anything happen to you." She repeated the words like a mantra, allowing them to soothe her fears. 

 

Ayano looked over to the dark corner again, but this time it really felt like her mommy was there. The shadows twisted and contorted, morphing into the terrifying figure of her mother, now a monstrous entity, ready to hit her and scratch her once again. Startled and terrified, Ayano sat up, clutching her stuffed rabbit tightly.

 

Her heart pounded in her chest as she scrambled out of bed, the fear overwhelming her. She ran out of her room, her eyes wide with panic, the shadows in the hallway seeming to stretch and reach for her. The darkness felt alive, oppressive, as if it was closing in on her.

 

Ayano's small feet padded softly on the floor as she hurried towards her papa's bedroom. The hallway seemed endless, a never-ending stretch of darkness and fear. She clutched her stuffed rabbit to her chest like a lifeline, her only source of comfort in the midst of her terror.

 

Reaching Togo's door, she pushed it open with trembling hands. The room was dimly lit, and she could see his large form lying on the bed. The sight of him brought a wave of relief, and she felt a glimmer of safety amidst her fear.

 

Quietly, Ayano slipped under the covers, her small body finding its way to Togo's chest. She hugged him tightly, seeking the warmth and security he provided. She nestled her head against him, feeling the steady rise and fall of his breathing. The rhythmic sound of his heartbeat soothed her, providing a sense of security she had longed for.

 


 

Togo lay sprawled across his bed, exhausted from another day balancing his brutal life as a yakuza underboss with his responsibilities as a father. His sleep was deep and dreamless, a brief escape from the chaos that ruled his waking hours. But tonight, the darkness of his past seeped into his dreams, dragging him back to the trenches of his military service.

 

In his nightmare, Togo was back on the battlefield, the deafening sounds of explosions and gunfire all around him. He saw his best friend, Saburo, the man who had been like a brother to him, falling, blood pouring from a wound Togo couldn’t reach in time. The heavy feeling of loss and helplessness suffocated him, pressing down on his chest like a physical weight.

 

Suddenly, his eyes flickered open. Instinct took over as his hand shot under his pillow, gripping the handle of the knife he always kept there. His breath came in ragged gasps, his heart pounding as he scanned the darkness of his room, searching for the threat.

 

But as his vision adjusted, he saw the familiar outline of Ayano. She lay on top of his chest, her small body rising and falling with his uneven breaths. The sight of her brought him back to the present, the terror of his dream fading in the face of her steady, calming presence.

 

“Ayano,” he whispered, his voice rough but filled with a gentleness reserved only for her. He released his grip on the knife, his hand trembling slightly as he reached up to gently stroke her hair. “What are you doin’ here, sweetheart?”

 

"Papa," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "There's a monster in my room."

 

Togo's heart softened at the sight of her, his fierce expression melting into one of concern. Despite her emotionless demeanor, Ayano sought him out for protection, a clear sign of the trust she placed in him.

 

He sat up, lifting her gently into his arms. "A monster, huh?" he muttered, his voice gruff but tender. "Ain't no monster gonna mess with my baby girl."

 

Ayano clung to him, her small arms wrapped around his neck. Togo could feel the slight tremor in her body, and it stirred a protective instinct deep within him. "Let’s go take a look, alright?" he said, standing up and carrying her with ease.

 

They made their way to Ayano’s room, the hallway dimly lit by the soft glow of a nightlight. Togo pushed the door open with his foot, his eyes scanning the shadows for any sign of danger. He knew there were no real monsters here, but to Ayano, the fear was very real.

 

He set her down gently on her bed and knelt beside her, his eyes level with hers. “Alright, baby,” he said, his voice firm but reassuring. “Where’s this monster you saw?”

 

Ayano pointed to the corner of the room, where the shadows were deepest. Togo stood up, squaring his shoulders as if preparing for battle. He strode over to the corner, flicking on the light to banish the shadows.

 

“See?” he said, turning back to Ayano with a small, reassuring smile. “Ain’t nothin’ here. No monster’s gonna come near you while I’m around.”

 

Ayano watched him with her usual unreadable expression, but there was a subtle shift in her posture, a tiny sign of relief. She nodded, accepting his words without question.

 

Togo walked back to her, sitting down on the edge of her bed. He reached out, gently tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “You feelin’ better now?”

 

She nodded again, her eyes never leaving his face. “Yes, Papa.”

 

“Good,” he said softly. “Now, how about we get you back to sleep, huh?”

 

Ayano lay down, pulling the covers up to her chin. Togo sat with her until her breathing evened out, his presence a silent promise of protection. Once he was sure she was asleep, he stood up, brushing a gentle kiss on her forehead.

 

“Sweet dreams, Ayano,” he whispered, his voice rough with emotion. “Papa’s always gonna keep you safe.”

 

He left the room quietly, leaving the door slightly ajar. As he made his way back to his own bed, he felt a deep sense of fulfillment. These moments of tenderness and trust with Ayano kept him grounded despite the darkness and danger in his life. He lay back down, closing his eyes, the weight of his responsibilities still heavy on his shoulders but balanced by the lightness Ayano brought into his life.

 


 

As Togo left the room, Ayano felt reassured by his presence and words. She lay in the quiet, trying to soothe her racing thoughts, she suddenly heard a faint rustling sound coming from her closet. Her eyes snapped open, heart pounding in her chest. The sound was all too familiar, reminiscent of the nights her daddy would angrily rummage through her things, discarding them without a second thought.

 

Sitting up, she looked around the darkened room. The noise persisted, a soft shuffling that sent a chill down her spine. Clutching the stuffed rabbit tightly, Ayano slipped out of bed, her bare feet making no sound on the cold floor. She moved cautiously towards the closet, every step filled with dread.

 

As she reached the closet doors, Ayano hesitated. The memories of her daddy's harsh words and violent actions flooded her mind. Steeling herself, she slowly opened the doors, her breath catching as a jacket brushed against her face. The light touch was enough to send her into a panic, her young mind too paranoid to rationalize it as just a jacket.

 

Terrified, Ayano retreated swiftly from the closet, her pulse racing. She dashed back to Togo's bedroom, her feet barely making a sound. Without a word, she climbed onto his bed and lay on his chest once again, seeking the safety and comfort she found in his presence. 

 


 

Just as he was about to fall asleep, Togo felt a heavy weight on his chest again. He opened his eyes and looked over to see Ayano settling on top of him once more. His immediate alertness softened into concern as he gently sat up, cradling her in his arms.

 

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” he asked, his voice low and soothing.

 

Ayano’s gaze was steady, her voice calm. “The monster is back, Papa.”

 

Togo sighed softly, but his expression remained gentle. He stood up, carrying Ayano back to her room. “Alright, princess,” he said, setting her down gently on her bed. “Where’s this monster at?”

 

Ayano pointed toward the closet, her face expressionless but her eyes focused. Togo squared his shoulders and strode over to the closet, throwing the door open with a dramatic flourish.

 

“Listen up, you damn monster,” he growled, his voice low and menacing. “If you keep messin’ with my little girl, I’ll come in here and beat the crap outta you myself. Got it?”

 

He paused for effect, then stepped into the closet, pretending to engage in an argument with the imaginary monster. “Oh, you think you’re tough?” he continued, his voice rising as he acted out the confrontation. “Well, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet!”

 

Togo moved around inside the closet, making exaggerated punching sounds and grunts as if he were in a fierce battle. He kicked the door lightly from the inside, adding to the dramatic effect. “Take that, and that!” he shouted, his tone playful yet convincingly intense.

 

After a few moments, he stepped out of the closet, brushing off his hands and giving Ayano a triumphant smile. "Monster's gone," he assured her. "Ain't nobody gonna hurt you while I'm around."

 

Ayano’s expression remained unreadable, but there was a flicker of relief in her eyes. She nodded, accepting his words. “Thank you, Papa.”

 

Togo walked over to her, kneeling by her bed and tucking her in once more. “You’re safe now, sweetie,” he said softly.

 

Ayano’s eyes fluttered closed, but Togo noticed how she still seemed hesitant, her small body tense under the covers. Her eyes opened again, and there was a slight tremble in her voice as she said, “Papa, can I stay with you?”

 

Togo’s heart softened at her request. He saw the fear that lingered just beneath her stoic exterior. “Of course, sweetheart,” he replied, scooping her up gently into his arms.

 

Ayano nestled against him, her small body fitting perfectly in the crook of his arm. Togo carried her back to his bedroom, her head resting on his shoulder. As they settled into his bed, he pulled the covers over them both, creating a cocoon of safety and warmth.

 

He noticed how Ayano still seemed startled, her grip on him tight. Her tiny fingers clung to his shirt, and he could feel the rapid beat of her heart against his chest. Togo wanted to soothe her, to chase away the remnants of fear from her mind.

 

He began to hum a soft tune, one he remembered from his own childhood. The melody was simple and gentle, a lullaby his mother used to sing to him when he was a boy. As he hummed, he felt Ayano’s grip slowly relax, her body easing into the comfort of his embrace.

 

“Close your eyes, have no fear," He began to hum a soft tune, one he remembered from his own childhood. "The monster's gone, he's on the run, and your daddy's here," he sang quietly, his rough voice surprisingly gentle. "Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful girl," He sang softly as he brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.

 

Ayano's breathing began to slow, her eyes fluttering shut as she relaxed in his embrace. Togo continued to hum the soothing melody, his heart swelling with love for his little princess.

 

As the minutes passed, Ayano’s hold on him loosened completely, her small body finally succumbing to sleep. Togo watched her for a moment, his heart swelling with a mixture of love and protectiveness. This little girl, who had come into his life and changed everything, was now the center of his world.

 

He kissed the top of her head gently, his voice a soft whisper in the quiet room. “Sweet dreams, Ayano. Papa’s always gonna keep you safe.”

 

With Ayano nestled against him, Togo closed his eyes, the darkness now a comforting blanket rather than a suffocating shroud. For the first time in a long while, he felt a sense of completeness, knowing that no matter what monsters—real or imagined—might come their way, they would face them together.

Chapter 5: The Atatsuma's

Notes:

Compilation of 4 short stories about the Atatsuma family into one chapter

July 15 update: under editing, please expect changes

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Togo woke up the next morning, he felt a rare sense of relaxation knowing it was his week off from the hectic demands of his responsibilities. Stretching his muscular frame, he reached over to grab his phone from the nightstand, his mind already starting to plan the day ahead.

 

The screen lit up with notifications, and one in particular caught his attention—a message from Runosuke. Togo's brow furrowed slightly in curiosity as he opened the message, reading the invitation for him and Ayano to spend the week at his brother's home for some family bonding.

 

A faint smile tugged at the corners of Togo's lips. He appreciated the gesture from Runosuke, knowing his older brother was often more reserved with his emotions than he was. The prospect of spending time with Runosuke and his nephews brought a warmth to Togo's chest that he hadn't felt in a long time. 

 

Togo's protective instincts stirred as he thought about how she would react to this new change in their routine. He knew Ayano had grown accustomed to their quiet, routine life together, and any disruption could unsettle her.

 

Carefully, Togo planned the day ahead. He would make breakfast, ensuring it was something Ayano liked—simple and familiar. Then, he would gently break the news to her about visiting Uncle Runosuke's place for a week. Togo knew Ayano wasn't one for spontaneous changes, but he hoped that the promise of spending time with family would appeal to her in some way.

 

As he started preparing breakfast—a modest spread of eggs and toast—Togo's thoughts drifted to his own childhood with Runosuke. It hadn't been peaceful by any stretch of the imagination. After their parents died, Runosuke had to shoulder the burden of taking care of them both. Every night, his brother would come home bloody or beaten, clutching a small amount of money he had managed to scrounge up. Loansharks were after them constantly, demanding repayment for the debts their parents had left behind.

 

Those were dark times, filled with fear and uncertainty. Togo remembered the nights he would stay up, waiting for Runosuke to return, terrified that something terrible had happened to him. The sight of his brother's battered body became a hauntingly familiar one. But no matter how much pain he endured, Runosuke never gave up. He fought tooth and nail to keep them afloat, to protect Togo from the harsh realities of their world.

 

It was only when Togo got into high school that there was some semblance of stability in their lives. Runosuke had found a steadier source of income, and for the first time in years, they didn't go to bed hungry. But this newfound stability came at a cost. Runosuke began coming home later and later, his eyes hollow and his demeanor distant. 

 

As Togo fried the eggs, his mind continued to wander back to those high school years. Runosuke had told him he got an office job, but judging by the tattoos creeping up his brother's arms, it was far from the truth. The elaborate designs were a stark contrast to the image of a white-collar worker. But in his naivety, Togo thought it was cool to be part of a gang. The allure of the underworld, combined with the respect and fear it commanded, seemed thrilling to his teenage mind.

 

Fueled by this misguided admiration, Togo became a rebellious delinquent. He skipped classes, got into fights, and eventually provoked a gang that tormented him for weeks. The constant harassment wore him down, and he was nearing his breaking point when Ryoba stepped in. She fought them off on her own, her ferocity and skill leaving an indelible mark on Togo's memory. The gang stopped bothering him after that.

 

For a long time, Togo wondered if Ryoba did it because she cared about him. Her actions had saved him, and he couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude and infatuation. But as he delved deeper into the shadows of their lives, he discovered the truth. Ryoba had fought off the gang to make a deal with his brother. It was a transactional gesture, not one born out of concern or affection.

 

Through this, Togo learned that Runosuke worked as a Yakuza boss. The realization shattered his illusion of an office job and replaced it with a complex understanding of his brother's sacrifices. Runosuke had entered the dangerous world of organized crime to ensure their survival, paying a heavy price for their safety and stability.

 

This newfound knowledge weighed heavily on Togo, but it also fueled his own path into the Yakuza. He wanted to ease his brother's burden, to stand beside him in the world that had claimed so much of their lives. Runosuke did everything to dissuade Togo from following in his footsteps. He insisted that Togo wasn't cut out for the Yakuza life, emphasizing the brutality and constant danger. 

 

Runosuke's words echoed in Togo's mind, harsh and protective. "You ain't cut out for this, Togo. I don't want you to be a part of this world. It's already taken too much from us." 

 

Runosuke's words stung. They ignited a stubborn defiance in Togo. He felt a need to prove himself, to show that he could handle whatever the world threw at him. But deep down, he also understood his brother's protective instincts. Runosuke didn't want him to endure the same brutal life he had been forced into.

 

But Togo was stubborn. He wanted to prove himself, to show his brother that he was strong enough to handle anything. When Runosuke's resistance became insurmountable, Togo found another way to prove his worth and escape the shadows of his past. He joined the military, enlisting alongside his best friend, Saburo Meshino.

 

The military was a stark contrast to the chaotic life he had known. The discipline, the structure, and the camaraderie offered him a sense of purpose and belonging. Saburo and Togo quickly became inseparable, their bond strengthened by shared experiences and the constant threat of danger. Together, they faced the horrors of war, the sleepless nights, and the relentless training.

 

As the days turned into months and the months into years, Togo honed his skills, becoming a formidable soldier. The harshness and intimidation that defined him now were born from these experiences, from the need to protect himself and those he cared about. But the military also took its toll. The loss of friends, the constant danger, and the weight of responsibility etched lines of pain and determination into his face.

 

One night, as Togo and Saburo sat by a campfire, Saburo spoke words that would stay with Togo forever. "You know, man, we've been through hell and back. But you're still here, still fighting. You got what it takes, more than you realize."

 

Those were the last of Saburo's words as the next day, the battlefield was unforgiving. It was there, amidst the deafening roar of gunfire and the relentless chaos of war, that Togo experienced his most profound loss. Saburo, his closest friend, was killed in action. The memory of that day was etched into his mind, a haunting reminder of the fragility of life and the brutal reality of the world they lived in.

 

Saburo's death shattered something inside Togo. The grief and anger threatened to consume him, leaving him a shell of the person he once was. The military, once a beacon of hope, became a source of pain and disillusionment. He finished his service, but he returned home a changed man.

 

Upon his return, Togo found himself at a crossroads. He had no direction, no clear path to follow. The military had provided structure, but it had also taken a part of him that he could never get back. It was during this time of uncertainty that he turned to the one place he had always been told to avoid: the Yakuza.

 

Runosuke, despite his initial resistance, saw the determination in Togo's eyes. He knew his brother needed something to ground him, something to give his life purpose again. So, reluctantly, he allowed Togo to join the Atatsuma clan. But there were no shortcuts. Togo had to start at the very bottom, just like everyone else.

 

The early days were grueling. Togo found himself performing menial tasks, running errands, and doing the dirty work that no one else wanted. The competition was brutal. He faced constant challenges from other members who were eager to prove themselves. But Togo was relentless. The pain and loss he had experienced fueled his determination. He fought hard, never backing down, and slowly, he began to rise through the ranks.

 

His military training gave him an edge. He was disciplined, strategic, and unyielding in the face of adversity. Each victory, no matter how small, brought him closer to his goal. He earned respect through his actions, his loyalty, and his unwavering commitment to the clan. The journey was long and arduous, but eventually, he found himself at the top, second only to Runosuke as the underboss of the Atatsuma clan.

 

But with his ascension came an unexpected emptiness. The sense of purpose that had driven him for so long began to wane. The power and respect he had earned felt hollow. He had achieved his goal, but the satisfaction he had hoped for eluded him. The daily operations of the clan became routine, and the thrill of the climb was replaced by a monotonous existence.

 

Togo's nights were restless, plagued by memories of Saburo and the weight of his own actions. He carried the burden of his choices heavily, questioning if this was truly the life he wanted. He had hoped to find meaning in the Yakuza, but instead, he found himself trapped in a cycle of violence and power struggles.

 

Togo's nights were restless, plagued by memories of Saburo and the weight of his own actions. He carried the burden of his choices heavily, questioning if this was truly the life he wanted. He had hoped to find meaning in the Yakuza, but instead, he found himself trapped in a cycle of violence and power struggles.

 

One night, as Togo looked out from his balcony over the city's twinkling lights, cigarette in hand, his thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of his phone. The caller ID displayed Ryoba Aishi's name, a name he hadn't seen in years. His first instinct was to ignore it, to shut the door on that part of his past once and for all. But something made him answer.

 

"Hello?" Togo's voice was gruff, wary.

 

"Togo," Ryoba's voice on the other end was smooth, almost too smooth. "I need your help with a little problem."

 

Togo tensed, memories flooding back in a rush. Ryoba was always trouble, always a risk. But there was a time when he owed her, when she had saved him from a fate worse than death. Reluctantly, he found himself saying, "What do you need?"

 

"I have a little problem," Ryoba continued, her tone casual yet calculated. "She needs a safe place to stay. Someone to look after her."

 

Togo's grip tightened around the phone. A daughter? Ryoba had a daughter? "And you think I'm the one for the job?" His voice was laced with skepticism.

 

"You owe me," Ryoba reminded him, her words a sharp reminder of debts unpaid.

 

Against his better judgment, Togo found himself agreeing to help. The next thing he knew, he was in his kitchen, preparing breakfast. It felt surreal, standing there amidst the clatter of pans and the sizzle of bacon, knowing that Ryoba's "little problem" was none other than Ayano Aishi.

 

As he cooked, Togo's mind raced. Ryoba had always been a wild card, unpredictable and dangerous. But Ayano was different. She was just a child, caught in the web of her mother's schemes. He couldn't deny the pang of protectiveness that stirred within him, a fierce determination to shield her from the darkness that had plagued his own life.

 

When Ayano finally emerged from her room, rubbing sleep from her eyes, Togo's heart softened. She looked so small, so vulnerable. He set a plate of eggs and toast in front of her, a gesture that spoke of care despite his rough exterior. "Morning, lil swan," he grunted, a hint of gentleness in his voice as he kissed her forehead. "You good with goin' to stay with your uncle Runosuke and the boys for a bit?"

 

Ayano glanced up at him, her expression neutral as usual, but there was a subtle shift in her demeanor. "As long as you're going, I'm going," she replied quietly, her voice barely above a whisper.

 

Togo nodded, his chest tightening with a mixture of protectiveness and gratitude. Ayano's unwavering trust in him was a weighty responsibility, one that both humbled and terrified him. He had never been responsible for anyone but himself, and now here he was, taking care of a child who depended on him in ways he was only beginning to understand.

 

"Alright then," he grunted, trying to hide the warmth in his tone. "Eat up. We're headin' out soon."

 

As Ayano ate her breakfast, Togo watched her with a mixture of admiration and concern. As Ayano ate her breakfast, Togo watched her with a mixture of admiration and concern. He was painfully aware of the physical abuse and neglect she had endured at the hands of her parents, Ryoba and Jokichi. The bruises on her arms, the haunted look in her eyes—these were the scars left behind by people who were supposed to love and protect her. It had taken him a long time to earn her trust, and he was determined to honor it. He hoped that the time at his brother and nephews' home would bring her some semblance of happiness and normalcy.

 

After breakfast, Togo helped Ayano pack a small bag with her essentials. It was a strange feeling, preparing to leave the sanctuary of their small apartment and venturing into the unknown territory of family bonding with his brother and nephews. But for Ayano's sake, he would do it. He owed her that much.

 

As they made their way to Runosuke's home, Togo kept a watchful eye on Ayano. She remained silent beside him, her gaze fixed ahead with an unreadable expression. He knew she was processing everything in her own way, and he respected her need for space.

 

Togo glanced at Ayano from time to time as he drove. Her silence wasn't unsettling; it was something he had grown accustomed to. He understood that she needed time to adjust, to process her thoughts and emotions in her own way. The trust she had placed in him was fragile, and he was careful not to push her boundaries.

 

As Togo pulled up to Runosuke’s house, he glanced at Ayano sitting quietly beside him. Ayano sat quietly in the passenger seat, clutching her stuffed rabbit. Her expression was, as usual, emotionless, but he could sense a hint of curiosity in her eyes. He smiled reassuringly at her. “You ready to meet your cousins, sweetheart?”

 

Ayano nodded, her small hands gripping the stuffed rabbit she always carried with her. Togo got out of the car, walked around to her side, and opened the door, lifting her out with care. Her tiny hand slipped into his, and together they walked up to the house.

 

Runosuke greeted them at the door, his imposing figure softened by the warmth in his eyes as he looked at his younger brother and the little girl by his side. “Togo, Ayano, welcome,” he said, his deep voice filled with genuine affection.

 

“Hey, aniki,” Togo replied, his gruff tone softening as he spoke to Runosuke. "Ayano, this is your uncle Runosuke.”

 

Ayano looked up at Runosuke, her expression neutral but polite. “Hello, ojisan.”

 

Runosuke smiled, a rare expression for the typically stoic man. “Hello, Ayano. It’s good to see you again.” He turned to his sons, who were eagerly peeking around the corner. “Karasuke, Chorosuke, come say hello to your cousin.”

 

Karasuke burst into the room first as they entered Togo's home, his excitement palpable. "Ayano! Ayano!" he exclaimed, rushing over to her with arms wide open. Without hesitation, he scooped her up into his arms, beaming with enthusiasm. "I'm Karasuke! It's so cool to finally meet you!"

 

Togo's paternal instincts kicked in immediately. He watched Karasuke carefully, his protective nature urging him to take Ayano from his eldest nephew's arms. 

 

He wanted to take Ayano from his eldest nephew, concerned that Karasuke might accidentally drop his beloved baby girl. He took a step forward, his expression tense.

 

Runosuke noticed his brother’s reaction and chuckled, placing a reassuring hand on Togo’s shoulder. “Relax, little brother. Karasuke’s stronger than he looks. He’s been training hard.”

 

Togo hesitated, his eyes flicking between Ayano and Karasuke. He trusted his brother’s words, but his protective instincts were hard to quell. Ayano, in Karasuke’s arms, remained emotionless but allowed herself to be held, her grip on her stuffed rabbit never loosening.

 

Karasuke began tossing Ayano in the air and catching her. At first, Ayano's eyes widened with surprise, her small hands instinctively gripping her stuffed rabbit tighter. But as Karasuke caught her securely each time, a subtle shift happened. The corners of her mouth twitched slightly, and the flicker of enjoyment in her eyes became more apparent. It was the closest thing to a smile Togo had seen from her since she came into his life.

 

Karasuke's laughter filled the room. “Look at you, Ayano! You’re so light, like a little feather!” He caught her one last time and held her close. “You’re gonna be my baby sister forever,” he declared, his voice full of genuine affection.

 

Ayano’s response was a simple nod, but there was a warmth in her eyes that spoke volumes. She nestled into Karasuke’s arms, her tiny body relaxing against his. Togo watched this exchange with a mixture of relief and wonder. He had been worried about how Ayano would adjust, but seeing her in the embrace of family, even if only for a moment, gave him hope.

 

Runosuke glanced at Togo, a knowing smile playing on his lips. “See, Togo? She’s already fitting in.”

 

Togo’s gruff exterior softened as he watched his niece and nephews. “Yeah, she is,” he admitted, his voice rough with emotion. 

 

Just then, Chorosuke appeared, his excitement just as palpable. He rushed over to Ayano, wrapping his arms around her in a gentle hug while she was still being carried by Karasuke. “Hi, Ayano! I’m Chorosuke! We’re gonna have so much fun together!”

 

Togo watched, surprised at how easily Karasuke held Ayano despite Chorosuke’s additional weight. His nephews were indeed stronger than he had anticipated. “You’re right,” he said to Runosuke, his tone grudgingly admiring. “They’re tough kids.”

 

Runosuke nodded, pride evident in his eyes. “They’ve been training with me. I want them to be able to take care of themselves.”

 

Karasuke carefully set Ayano down, sensing her quiet demeanor. He crouched to her level, his eyes bright with curiosity. “Do you like playing games, Ayano? We have lots of toys and games here!”

 

Ayano looked at him, her expression neutral but her eyes showing a hint of interest. “I like games,” she replied softly.

 

Chorosuke clapped his hands in excitement. “Great! Let’s show you our room! We have so many cool things to play with!”

 

The boys led Ayano down the hall, chattering excitedly. Togo and Runosuke followed at a more leisurely pace, watching the interaction with a mixture of amusement and affection.

 

“Looks like they’re gonna get along just fine,” Runosuke remarked, glancing at Togo with a knowing smile.

 

Togo nodded, his gaze following Ayano and his nephews down the hall. “Yeah,” he replied, his voice gruff but tinged with warmth. “They’re good kids.”

 

The scene unfolding before him was something Togo hadn’t dared to hope for. The sight of Ayano, usually so withdrawn, now engaging with her cousins in her quiet way, filled him with a deep sense of relief. His heart, often so hardened by the life he had led, softened a little more with each passing moment.

 

Runosuke’s home was filled with laughter and the sounds of playful banter. It was a stark contrast to the world Togo and Runosuke had come from. As they walked, Togo glanced at his brother, memories of their tumultuous past flashing in his mind. They had fought so hard to reach this point, and now, it felt like they were finally seeing the fruits of their labor.

 

Entering the boys’ room, Togo observed as Karasuke and Chorosuke eagerly showed Ayano their toys and games. Ayano’s responses were minimal, but there was a subtle change in her demeanor—a slight relaxation of her shoulders, a softer look in her eyes. It was as if the presence of her cousins was beginning to chip away at the wall she had built around herself.

 

“She’s been through a lot,” Togo murmured, his eyes never leaving Ayano. “I just want her to feel safe.”

 

Runosuke placed a reassuring hand on Togo’s shoulder. “She will, Togo. She’s got you, and now she’s got us too.”

 

Togo took a deep breath, the weight of his responsibilities pressing heavily on him. But for the first time in a long while, he felt a glimmer of hope. He had a family—one that cared for him and for Ayano. He would do whatever it took to protect them, to give Ayano the life she deserved.

 

Runosuke looked at his brother and asked if he wanted a drink while the kids were occupied with playing. Togo chuckled and nodded before following his brother to the bar area of the house.

 

Runosuke poured himself and Togo glasses of expensive liquor, settling back into his chair. The two brothers sat in comfortable silence for a moment, enjoying the smooth burn of the alcohol.

 

“So, Togo,” Runosuke began, swirling his glass thoughtfully. “How’s it been, taking care of Ayano?”

 

Togo took a sip of his drink, his brow furrowing slightly. “It’s been... different. But she’s... she’s somethin’ else, you know?”

 

Runosuke leaned forward, his curiosity piqued. “Different how?”

 

Togo took a deep breath, considering his words. “I didn't wanna take care of a kid at first. Thought she’d be loud, spoiled, and whiny, like most kids. But she’s not any of those things. She’s quiet, almost too quiet sometimes, and she listens. Doesn’t complain, doesn’t ask for much.”

 

Runosuke nodded, understanding. “Sounds like she’s been through a lot.”

 

“Yeah,” Togo agreed, his voice softening. “Ryoba and Jokichi... they really messed her up. Physically, mentally. It took a while for her to trust me. Hell, sometimes I still think she’s testing me, seeing if I’m gonna let her down like they did.”

 

Runosuke’s expression turned serious. “And you’re not going to let her down. She’s your daughter now, Togo. She needs you.”

 

Togo nodded, his grip tightening around his glass. “I know. And I’m gonna do right by her. I just... I didn’t expect her to get under my skin like this. She’s got this way of making you want to protect her, to keep her safe from everything.”

 

Runosuke smiled slightly. “That’s because you care about her. And that’s a good thing, Togo. She needs someone who cares.”

 

Togo looked down at his drink, swirling the amber liquid in his glass. “Yeah. She’s changed me, I think. Made me realize what’s important.”

 

Runosuke clinked his glass against Togo’s. “To family, then. And to doing right by them.”

 

Togo raised his glass, a rare smile tugging at his lips. “To family.”

 

They drank in silence for a moment, the weight of their shared past and uncertain future hanging between them. 

 

Togo leaned back in his chair, a self-deprecating smirk tugging at his lips. “Hell, I probably ain’t even supposed to have kids, yet here I am.”

 

Runosuke chuckled, taking another sip of his drink. “None of us are ever really ready, Togo. Look at me—I wasn’t fit to be a father either, but my boys are turning out just fine. You’ve got to stop bringing yourself down so much.”

 

Togo’s smile faded slightly, and he shook his head. “Yeah, well, I don’t even have anyone to have kids with.”

 

Runosuke glanced at his brother, a teasing glint in his eye. “Oh, come on. What about Ryoba?”

 

Togo’s expression darkened, and he shot his brother a glare. "Oh shut the fuck up," he snapped, his tone harsh but not entirely serious.

 

Runosuke laughed, unfazed by Togo’s harsh reaction. “Come on, Togo. You’ve been pining after her for years. Everyone knows it.”

 

Togo stared into his empty glass, the weight of Runosuke's words sinking in. He hadn't expected his brother to bring up Ryoba. The mention of her name dredged up a mix of emotions—pain, anger, and a lingering sense of betrayal.

 

"Yeah, well, that was a long time ago," Togo muttered, his voice tight with suppressed frustration. He poured himself another drink, trying to bury his thoughts under the burn of alcohol.

 

Runosuke leaned back in his chair, his expression thoughtful. "You loved her, Togo. More than anything. Even after she married Jokichi, you never gave up."

 

Togo's jaw clenched, his grip on the glass tightening. "Don't remind me," he growled. "She made her choice."

 

Runosuke regarded him quietly, his gaze steady. "She did. But you never stopped caring about her."

 

Togo scoffed, bitterness lacing his words. "Caring about her was my mistake. Look at what she did to Ayano."

 

Runosuke's brows furrowed in concern. "What do you mean?"

 

Togo hesitated, his thoughts drifting back to that first day he took Ayano in. He remembered the bruises and scratches on her fragile body, evidence of Ryoba's neglect and abuse. Anger flared within him, a protective rage that burned hotter than anything he'd ever felt for Ryoba.

 

"How could I continue loving someone who would hurt an innocent kid?" Togo's voice was low, barely above a whisper. "Her own kid."

 

"I get it, you know," Runosuke continued, his eyes meeting Togo's with a steady, empathetic gaze. "The boys' mother... she was just like Ryoba."

 

Togo's expression shifted, a flicker of surprise and curiosity crossing his features. He hadn't expected this revelation, hadn't known the full extent of his brother's struggles.

 

Runosuke took a deep breath, leaning back in his chair as memories surfaced. "She was beautiful, charming, but... she had a darkness in her. Just like Ryoba. She hurt them, Togo. Hurt me too. It took everything I had to protect Karasuke and Chorosuke from her."

 

Togo's grip on the doorframe tightened, the parallels between their experiences striking a chord deep within him. "I didn't know," he admitted, his voice softer now, tinged with a newfound respect for his brother's resilience.

 

Runosuke nodded, a bitter smile playing on his lips. "I didn't want you to. I wanted to keep you out of it, to protect you from that kind of pain. But sometimes, no matter how hard we try, we can't shield the ones we love from the harsh realities of life."

 

Togo stepped back into the room, his earlier frustration giving way to a sense of kinship and understanding. "How'd you do it?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. "How did you keep going?"

 

Runosuke's gaze turned inward, the weight of his past evident in his eyes. "I did it for them," he said simply, his voice filled with quiet determination. "They needed me to be strong, to be their anchor. Just like Ayano needs you now."

 

Togo nodded slowly, the truth of his brother's words settling deep within him. He had found a purpose in caring for Ayano, a reason to keep fighting, to keep going.

 

"I'll do whatever it takes," Togo said, his voice firm with resolve. "For Ayano."

 

Runosuke smiled, a rare expression of genuine warmth and pride. Before Runosuke could reply, they heard a loud squeal from the direction of the boys’ room. Togo’s heart skipped a beat, his body tensing as he shot up from his chair.

 

“What was that?” he demanded, his voice sharp with concern.

 

Runosuke laughed softly, shaking his head. “Relax, Togo. It’s probably just the kids playing around.”

 

But Togo was already striding down the hall, his footsteps quick and heavy. He pushed open the door to the boys’ room, relief flooding through him when he saw Ayano sitting on the floor, laughing with Karasuke and Chorosuke.

 

“What’s goin’ on in here?” Togo asked, his voice a mixture of relief and sternness.

 

Karasuke looked up, grinning broadly. “We’re playing tag, ojisan! Ayano’s really fast!”

 

Togo’s shoulders relaxed slightly, his earlier anxiety dissipating. He knelt down beside Ayano, brushing a hand over her hair. “You alright, baby?”

 

Ayano nodded, her expression calm as always. “I’m fine, Papa.”

 

Togo sighed softly, relief washing over him once more. He glanced back at Runosuke, who was leaning against the doorframe with a knowing smile on his face.

 

“You’ve got it bad, Togo,” Runosuke teased gently. “Separation anxiety, huh?”

 

Togo scowled at his brother but couldn’t deny the truth in his words. “Shut up, aniki.”

 

Runosuke chuckled, pushing himself off the doorframe. “Come on, let’s leave them to play. They’ll be fine.”

 

Togo nodded, following his brother into the living room. As Runosuke and Togo returned to the living room, Togo found himself hesitant to let Ayano out of his sight again. He looked around, searching for an excuse to keep her close. Spotting Ayano’s slightly disheveled braids, he seized upon an idea.

 

“Hey, boys,” Togo called out, his tone gruff but gentle. “Before you start tag, let me fix Ayano’s hair. Her braids are lookin’ a bit messy.”

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke groaned in protest, their disappointment evident. “Aw, ojisan, do we have to wait?” Karasuke whined, his energy practically vibrating.

 

“Yeah, we wanna play tag!” Chorosuke added, bouncing on the balls of his feet.

 

Togo shot them a look that brooked no argument. “Patience, boys. It’ll just take a minute.”

 

Reluctantly, the boys agreed and dashed off down the hall to resume their game. Togo scooped Ayano up in his arms, carrying her back to the living room. He settled her down in a chair, retrieving a hairbrush from a nearby table.

 

“Alright, sweetheart,” Togo said softly, his rough fingers gently untangling her hair. “Let’s get these braids sorted out.”

 

As Togo worked on Ayano’s hair, his touch was surprisingly delicate for a man of his reputation. His large hands, capable of such violence, moved with a gentleness that was reserved only for her. Ayano sat quietly, her eyes fixed ahead, but there was a subtle relaxation in her posture.

 

Togo’s mind wandered as he brushed through her hair, reflecting on the changes Ayano had brought into his life. He had never imagined himself in this role, yet here he was, braiding the hair of the little girl who had become his entire world.

 

“You like playin’ with your cousins?” Togo asked, his voice softer than usual.

 

Ayano nodded again. “Yes, Papa. They’re nice.” 

 

Togo’s heart swelled with pride. “Good. They like havin’ you around too.”

 

Togo finished the first braid, securing it with a hair tie, then started on the second. He remembered the first day he had brought her home, the bruises and scars marring her small body. The sight had shattered any lingering feelings he might have had for Ryoba, replacing them with a fierce, protective love for Ayano.

 

Runosuke watched them from a distance, his usual stoic expression softened by a rare smile. He saw the depth of Togo’s care and knew that his brother had found a new purpose, one that transcended the violence and darkness of their world.

 

“There,” Togo finally said, tying off the last braid with a small ribbon before leaning down and kissing Ayano's forehead. “All done.”

 

Ayano touched her braids, her fingers tracing the neat twists. “Thank you, Papa.”

 

Togo smiled, a rare expression that softened his features. “You’re welcome, sweetie,"

 

They sat together on the couch for a while longer, Ayano leaning against Togo’s side while he wrapped an arm protectively around her. The sound of the boys’ laughter drifted in from the other room, a comforting backdrop to their quiet moment.

 

As Togo sat on the couch, Ayano nestled against him, he savored the quiet moment they shared. Her presence, though often unresponsive in expression, comforted him in ways he couldn't articulate. The sounds of laughter and playful chatter from Karasuke and Chorosuke in the next room reassured him of her happiness in their company.

 

After a while, Ayano shifted on Togo's lap, looking up at him with her usual calm gaze. "I'm going to play with Karasuke-niisan and Chorosuke-niisan now, Papa," she said softly.

 

Togo nodded, his hand gently ruffling her hair. "Alright, sweetie. Have fun."

 

Ayano climbed off his lap and walked over to where her cousins were, seamlessly integrating back into their game of tag. Togo watched her go, a mixture of pride and reluctance filling his heart. He knew she needed this time with her cousins, yet he couldn't shake the protective instinct that made him want to keep her close.

 

Runosuke, leaning against the doorway with a knowing smile, chuckled softly. He could see the conflict in Togo’s eyes, the fierce desire to keep Ayano close battling with the understanding that she needed to build relationships beyond their small, protective circle.

 

“You alright there, Togo?” Runosuke teased lightly, his voice laced with amusement.

 

Togo scowled half-heartedly, unable to hide his concern. “Yeah, yeah. Just... watchin’ out for her, that’s all.”

 

Runosuke nodded knowingly, his expression softening as he regarded his younger brother. "She's lucky to have you, Togo. But remember, she's tougher than you think. Let her spread her wings a bit."

 

Togo grunted, unconvinced but acknowledging the truth in his brother's words. "Yeah, I know."

 

The two brothers stood in companionable silence for a moment, watching Ayano dart around the room with Karasuke and Chorosuke. Their laughter filled the air, a joyful sound that eased Togo's worries somewhat.

 

They watched as Ayano, now caught up in a playful chase with Karasuke and Chorosuke, giggled and ran around the room. Togo felt a warmth spread through him, a sense of fulfillment he hadn't experienced in a long time. Ayano was thriving, finding her place among family who cared for her deeply.

 


 

As the evening wore on and Togo began to reconcile himself with the idea of letting Ayano forge her own path, he couldn't shake the underlying sense of apprehension. He watched Ayano, Karasuke, and Chorosuke play together with a mixture of pride and a growing acceptance that she would inevitably grow more independent.

 

"She's gonna be alright," Togo muttered to himself, trying to convince his own heart as much as anyone else.

 

Just as he was starting to relax into this new mindset, a sudden cry of pain pierced the air. Togo's head snapped around instinctively, his eyes locking onto Ayano who had tipped over and scraped her knee on the floor. Without a second thought, he was on his feet and striding across the room in long, purposeful strides.

 

Ayano sat on the floor, her small hand clutching her knee as she winced in pain. Togo knelt beside her, his expression a mix of concern and relief that he was there for her when she needed him most.

 

"You alright, sweetie?" Togo's voice was softer than usual, the gruff edges smoothed by genuine worry.

 

Ayano looked up at him, her stoic facade briefly cracking as tears welled up in her eyes. She nodded silently, but the pain in her gaze spoke volumes.

 

Togo gently lifted her into his arms, cradling her as if she were the most delicate thing in the world. He carried her to the couch, his movements careful and deliberate. "Let me take a look at that," he murmured, inspecting her scraped knee.

 

Runosuke appeared with a first aid kit, his eyes filled with understanding. "Here, this should help."

 

Togo took the kit, his hands surprisingly steady as he cleaned and bandaged Ayano's knee. "Let's get this cleaned up," Togo said quietly, his focus entirely on Ayano's scraped knee.  He worked with a tenderness that belied his rough exterior, his focus entirely on making sure she was alright.

 

Runosuke chuckled softly from where he stood, watching the scene unfold with a knowing smile. "Looks like she's got you wrapped around her little finger, Togo."

 

Togo glanced up at his brother, a mix of resignation and affection in his eyes. "Yeah, well... She's my baby girl, ain't she?" Runosuke chuckled, his smile widening.

 

"There you go, all fixed up," Togo said, a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. "You’re a tough one, huh?"

 

Ayano nodded, her tears subsiding as she looked up at him with a mixture of gratitude and trust. "Thank you, Papa."

 

Togo's heart swelled with a fierce protectiveness. He brushed a hand over her hair, smoothing it back gently. "Anytime, sweetie."

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke hovered nearby, their faces filled with concern. "Is Ayano okay?" Karasuke asked, his voice tinged with worry.

 

Togo nodded, his expression softening as he looked at his nephews. "She's fine. Just a little scrape. But maybe take it easy on the running for a bit, alright?"

 

The boys nodded, their relief evident. "Okay, ojisan. We'll be more careful," Chorosuke promised.

 

As Ayano settled back against the couch, Togo sat beside her, keeping her close. Runosuke watched them, a warm smile on his face. "You handled that well, little brother."

 

Togo shrugged, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. "Just doin’ what any dad would do."

 

That evening, as the house quieted down and the boys settled into their rooms, Togo prepared Ayano for bed. He carried her to the bathroom, his strong arms gentle as he set her down and started running a warm bath.

 

Ayano stood still, her eyes watching the water fill the tub. Togo tested the temperature with his hand, nodding in satisfaction before turning to her. "Alright, sweetheart, let's get you cleaned up," he said, his gruff voice softening for her.

 

He helped her undress, handling her with the utmost care. Ayano stepped into the tub, sinking into the warm water with a small sigh. Togo grabbed a washcloth and some soap, gently lathering it up before beginning to wash her.

 

As he worked, he glanced at her face, searching for any sign of discomfort. "So, what d’ya think of your uncle and your cousins, baby?" he asked, his tone casual but curious.

 

Ayano looked up at him, her expression as neutral as ever, but there was a hint of thoughtfulness in her eyes. "They're nice," she said simply. "Karasuke-niisan and Chorosuke-niisan are fun. Uncle Runosuke is... big."

 

Togo chuckled at her description, his rough exterior momentarily cracking to reveal a warm smile. "Yeah, aniki’s a big guy. But he’s got a good heart, just like you, sweetie."

 

Ayano nodded, her gaze dropping to the water. "I like it here. It's... different."

 

"Different good or different bad?" Togo asked, rinsing the soap from her hair.

 

"Different good," she replied softly.

 

Togo's heart swelled with a mixture of pride and relief. He had worried about bringing her here, but seeing her starting to open up, even just a little, made it all worth it. "I'm glad, baby. You deserve to be happy."

 

Ayano looked up at him, her eyes reflecting the quiet trust she had in him. "As long as you're here, Papa."

 

Togo's chest tightened at her words. He leaned down and kissed her forehead gently. "I ain't goin' anywhere, Ayano. You’re stuck with me."

 

She gave a small nod, her fingers tracing the edge of the tub. "Good."

 

Togo finished washing her and lifted her out of the tub, wrapping her in a warm towel. He dried her off with care, then helped her into her pajamas. Carrying her to her room, he tucked her into bed, brushing a strand of hair from her face.

 

"Goodnight, sweetie," he murmured, his voice tender.

 

"Goodnight, Papa," Ayano replied, her eyes already starting to close.

 

Togo kissed her forehead before heading into the bathroom to take a shower. He smiled to himself, a rare expression of self-satisfaction crossing his usually stern features. He was doing a damn good job, but that didn't mean he couldn't do better.

 

The warm water cascaded over him, washing away the day's worries and tension. As he stood there, his thoughts lingered on Ayano and the small but significant steps she had taken today.

 

He replayed the moments in his mind—her playing with her cousins, the way she spoke about them, and her quiet but sincere trust in him. Each memory was a reminder of how far they had come and how much further they could go.

 

Togo knew he still had a lot to learn about being a father, but he was determined to be the best he could for Ayano. He wasn't perfect, but he was willing to work hard and improve every day. 

 


 

The next day, a sunny afternoon beckoned with the promise of leisure and fun. The boys were eager to introduce Ayano to one of their favorite pastimes: swimming. Runosuke's backyard pool, a hub of activity and laughter, had long been a place where Chorosuke and Karasuke honed their swimming skills under their father's watchful eye.

 

Togo changed Ayano into her swimwear, his large hands surprisingly gentle as he applied sunscreen to her delicate skin. He made sure to cover every exposed area, taking extra care around her face. Ayano stood still, her expression neutral, trusting him implicitly.

 

"You all set, sweetheart?" Togo asked, giving her a reassuring smile.

 

Ayano nodded, clutching her stuffed rabbit for a moment before setting it aside carefully. She allowed Togo to guide her towards the pool where her cousins were already splashing around, their laughter filling the air.

 

Chorosuke and Karasuke greeted her enthusiastically, their excitement palpable. "Come on, Ayano-chan! The water's great!" Karasuke called out, waving her over.

 

"Yeah, you'll love it!" Chorosuke added, swimming up to the edge and extending a hand to her.

 

Togo watched as Ayano approached the pool, feeling a pang of anxiety. He remembered all too well that Ayano did not know how to swim, and the pool was seven feet deep. Togo's eyes were glued to Ayano as she stood at the pool's edge, her small figure framed by the bright, clear water and the eager faces of her cousins. He knew this was a significant moment for her, a step towards integrating into a world that was still relatively new and strange to her.

 

Ayano glanced back at Togo, her usually neutral expression showing the slightest hint of apprehension. Togo nodded at her, his voice gentle but firm. "Go on, sweetheart. Your cousins'll take good care of ya."

 

Ayano, standing by the pool, watched her older cousins race each other with practiced ease. Their laughter and shouts of excitement filled the air, a stark contrast to her own quiet contemplation. She didn't want to ruin their fun by asking for more attention, so she simply observed, feeling a strange mix of admiration and longing.

 

Her gaze drifted back to Togo, who was deep in conversation with Runosuke by the patio. She bit her lip, hesitant to interrupt them. Papa was busy, and she didn’t want to be a bother. Determined to be brave, she decided she would learn to swim on her own.

 

With a deep breath, Ayano took a step into the pool. The cool water enveloped her, but she felt her feet touch the bottom of the shallow end. Encouraged by the sensation, she took another step, moving deeper into the pool.

 

However, as she ventured further, the water level rose quickly, and soon her feet couldn't touch the bottom anymore. Panic surged through her small body as she began to sink. She tried to mimic the movements she had seen earlier, but without any real experience or guidance, she quickly found herself struggling to stay afloat. Water filled her mouth and nose, and her small hands flailed uselessly in the water.

 

Meanwhile, Togo had just finished helping his brother and was about to head back to the pool. As he approached, he noticed something amiss. Ayano was nowhere to be seen. His heart skipped a beat, and a sense of dread settled in his chest.

 

"Where's Ayano?" he called out, his voice carrying a note of urgency.

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke looked around, confused. "She was just here a moment ago," Chorosuke said, concern creeping into his voice.

 

Togo's eyes scanned the pool area frantically. He looked towards the patio, but she wasn't there. His pulse quickened as he moved faster, his instincts screaming at him that something was wrong.

 

"AYANO!" Togo's voice boomed, causing his nephews to freeze. The playful atmosphere evaporated instantly, replaced by a tense, anxious silence.

 

Suddenly, Karasuke pointed to a spot in the pool. "There! I think I see something!"

 

Togo didn't waste a second. He dove into the water with the strength and precision of a man used to emergencies. His powerful strokes brought him to the bottom of the pool where he saw Ayano, her small body limp and eyes wide with fear.

 

He grabbed her and pushed off the bottom, surfacing quickly and pulling her to the edge. Runosuke was already there, helping to lift Ayano out of the water. Togo's heart pounded in his chest as he checked her over, his hands shaking slightly. She coughed up water, gasping for air, and he cradled her close, relief flooding through him.

 

"Ayano, you okay, baby?" Togo's voice was rough, a mixture of fear and tenderness.

 

Ayano nodded weakly, her small hands clutching his shirt. "I... I wanted to learn... to swim," she said between coughs, her voice barely above a whisper.

 

Togo's relief quickly turned to frustration, his fear manifesting as anger. "Ayano, what were you thinkin'? You could've drowned!" His voice was harsher than he intended, the words coming out in a rough bark. "Why couldn't you just wait for me and ask for help?"

 

Ayano flinched at the tone, her eyes wide with surprise. She had never heard her papa speak to her like this before. Tears welled up in her eyes, and before Togo could react, she scrambled out of his arms and ran inside the house.

 

"Ayano, wait!" Togo called after her, but his voice was still too sharp, too rough. He watched her retreating figure, his heart sinking as he saw her disappear into the house. He sat there for a moment, the weight of his words heavy on his chest. He hadn't meant to scare her, but the fear of almost losing her had overwhelmed him.

 

Runosuke, who had been watching silently, placed a hand on Togo's shoulder. "Give her a moment, Togo. She needs to calm down, and so do you."

 

Togo nodded, running a hand through his hair. "I didn't mean to yell at her like that," he muttered, his voice thick with regret.

 

Inside the house, Ayano found a quiet corner and curled up, hugging her knees to her chest. She was trembling, her mind replaying the harsh words. She had only wanted to learn to swim, to be like her cousins. But now she felt like she had done something terribly wrong.

 

She thought about her mean mommy and daddy, how they would yell at her and hurt her. She didn't want her papa to become like them. The fear and confusion swirled inside her, making her feel small and helpless.

 

Minutes passed, and Togo finally stood up, taking a deep breath. He needed to fix this, to make Ayano understand that he hadn't meant to scare her. He walked into the house, searching for his daughter. When he found her, huddled in a corner, his heart broke at the sight.

 

"Ayano," he said softly, kneeling down beside her. "I'm so sorry, baby. I didn't mean to yell at you. I was just scared. I was scared that I almost lost you."

 

Ayano pulled back slightly, her eyes still filled with tears but now also holding a spark of defiance. "Papa is just like mommy and daddy," she said, her voice quivering with a mix of fear and anger. "I hate you."

 

Togo felt as if he had been punched in the gut. Her words cut deep, the pain evident in his eyes. He didn't know what to say, how to fix the hurt he had caused. He gently released Ayano, his hands trembling. "I'm so sorry, Ayano," he murmured, his voice barely audible.

 

He stood up slowly, every step feeling like he was walking through thick mud. He needed to give her space, but it tore him apart to walk away. Without another word, he left the room, his heart heavy with regret.

 

Togo found Runosuke outside, sitting on the patio. He slumped into the chair next to his brother, running a hand over his face. "I fucked up, aniki," he said, his voice raw with emotion. "I really fucked up."

 

Runosuke looked at him with understanding eyes. "What happened?"

 

Togo sighed deeply, staring at the ground. "She said I was just like her mommy and daddy. That she hates me. I scared her, and I didn't mean to. I don't know how to fix this."

 

Runosuke nodded, taking in his brother's pain. "Kids say things when they're hurt or scared. It doesn't mean she really hates you."

 

Togo shook his head, frustration and sorrow etched into his features. "I can't stand the thought of her being scared of me. I don't want to be anything like those assholes."

 

Runosuke placed a reassuring hand on Togo's shoulder. "I'll talk to her. Sometimes kids need to hear it from someone else. Just give her some time, and don't be too hard on yourself."

 

Togo glanced at his brother, his eyes filled with gratitude. "Thanks, aniki. I don't know what I'd do without you."

 

Runosuke smiled, giving Togo's shoulder a comforting squeeze before standing up and heading inside. He found Ayano still in the corner where Togo had left her, her small frame shaking with silent sobs.

 

"Hey, sweetheart," Runosuke said softly, his voice gentle and soothing. "It's ojisan. Can we talk for a minute?"

 

Ayano looked up at him, her tear-streaked face filled with a mix of sadness and confusion. "I don't want to talk to Papa," she whispered.

 

"I know," Runosuke replied, his heart aching for the little girl. "But can you talk to me? Just for a bit?"

 

Ayano hesitated, then nodded slowly. Runosuke took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts before speaking again.

 

Runosuke sat down beside her, his voice calm and soothing. "You know, your papa loves you very much. He didn't mean to scare you. He was just really worried about you."

 

Ayano sniffled, her lower lip trembling. "But he yelled at me... just like mommy and daddy did."

 

Runosuke sighed softly, understanding the depth of her fear. "I know, and that wasn't right. But your papa is nothing like them. He would never hurt you on purpose. He was just scared because he loves you so much."

 

Ayano looked down, her fingers nervously twisting the hem of her dress. "I don't want him to be like them."

 

"And he won't be," Runosuke assured her. "He's trying his best, just like you are. It's okay to be scared and upset, but it's also important to understand that he's doing his best to keep you safe."

 

Ayano nodded slowly, the anger and fear in her eyes beginning to fade. "I just want him to be nice," she whispered.

 

"He will be," Runosuke promised, smiling gently. "And I'll talk to him about it too. We're all learning, Ayano-chan. Just remember that your papa loves you very much."

 

Ayano wiped her eyes again, her expression softening. "Okay," she said quietly.

 

Runosuke patted her head affectionately. "That's my girl. Now, why don't we go find your papa and let him know you're okay?"

 

Ayano nodded, standing up and taking Runosuke's hand. They walked back outside, where Togo was waiting anxiously. As soon as he saw Ayano, he stood up, his heart in his throat.

 

Togo was about to apologize again when Ayano tugged on Runosuke's hand, pulling him down to whisper something in his ear. Runosuke listened intently, then nodded and straightened up, looking at Togo with a gentle smile.

 

"She wanted to tell you something," Runosuke said softly. "Ayano only wanted to learn how to swim without bothering you or her cousins."

 

Togo's eyes softened as he looked down at Ayano. He knelt to her level, his voice tender and filled with regret. "Sweetheart, you could never be a bother to me. I want to help you. It's my job to make sure you're safe and happy."

 

Ayano looked at him, her usual calm expression masking the uncertainty in her eyes. "But you were busy with Ojisan... and Karasuke-niisan and Chorosuke-niisan were playing."

 

Togo shook his head, his voice firm but gentle. "Doesn't matter what I'm doin', Ayano. You come first. Always. If you need help, you come to me, okay?"

 

Ayano nodded slowly, her small hand reaching out to touch his. "Okay, Papa."

 

Togo wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. "I’m sorry I scared ya, baby. I just... I can’t lose you. You’re too important."

 

Runosuke watched the scene, feeling a deep sense of pride and admiration for his brother. He knew how hard Togo was trying, and he was glad to see him making amends with Ayano.

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke, their eyes gleaming with excitement, swam up to the edge of the pool. “Ayano-chan, do you want to play with us in the pool?” Karasuke asked, his enthusiasm evident.

 

Chorosuke nodded eagerly, adding, “Yeah, we can teach you some cool moves!”

 

Ayano looked up at Togo, her expression neutral but with a hint of curiosity in her eyes. “Papa, can I play with them?”

 

Togo hesitated, his protective instincts flaring up, he didn't want another accident. “Hold on a sec, boys,” he called out, his voice gruff yet laced with concern. “Ayano don’t know how to swim.”

 

Runosuke, who had been watching from the patio, approached with a calm smile. "Don't worry, Togo. The boys will take care of her. They've been swimming since they could walk."

 

Togo frowned, his eyes never leaving Ayano as she dipped a toe into the water. "Still, I ain't lettin' her go in there alone."

 

Runosuke nodded, understanding his brother's concern. "Of course. How about you get in with her? Show her the ropes."

 

Togo sighed but agreed, joining Ayano at the edge of the pool, his intimidating presence a stark contrast to the playful atmosphere around them. He knelt beside her, his voice softening as he spoke. "Alright, baby, let's take it slow, okay? I'll be right here with ya."

 

Ayano nodded, her small hand slipping into his. Together, they stepped into the shallow end of the pool. Togo held her securely, his strong arms a safety net as she waded into the water. 

 

"Alright, sweetie, first thing you gotta know is how to float," Togo said, his voice softening as he explained. "Lie back, and I'll hold you up. Just trust me, okay?"

 

Ayano looked up at him, her expression neutral but her eyes trusting. She did as he said, her small body relaxing against the buoyancy of the water. Togo's hands supported her, keeping her steady as she floated.

 

"Good, Ayano. Just like that," he encouraged, his gruff voice filled with pride. "You're doin' great."

 

Meanwhile, on the other side of the pool, Karasuke and Chorosuke were whispering to each other, their eyes glinting with mischief. "Hey, Chorosuke," Karasuke whispered, his eyes glinting with mischief. "You thinking what I'm thinking?"

 

Chorosuke grinned, nodding eagerly. "Yep. Let's get pops in here."

 

They moved quietly to the edge of the pool where Runosuke was standing, watching over the scene with a proud smile. The boys whispered to each other, forming a quick plan.

 

Meanwhile, Togo continued teaching Ayano, his voice steady and reassuring. "Great job, baby. Now, let's try kicking your feet while you float. Just like you're riding a bike, okay?"

 

Ayano followed his instructions, her movements tentative but growing more confident with each passing moment. Togo's heart swelled with pride. "That's my girl," he said, a rare smile breaking through his usually stern expression.

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke, their plan set, approached their father with innocent expressions. "Hey, pops," Karasuke called out, "can you help us with a new trick we want to show Ayano-chan?"

 

Runosuke raised an eyebrow, suspecting his sons' intentions but playing along. "A new trick, huh? What kind of trick?"

 

Chorosuke chimed in, "It's a surprise! You have to come to the edge of the pool to see it."

 

Runosuke chuckled, shaking his head. "Alright, you two troublemakers. Let's see this trick."

 

As Runosuke moved closer to the edge, the boys shared a conspiratorial grin. Just as he leaned over, Chorosuke and Karasuke each grabbed one of his arms and, with a burst of combined effort, pulled him into the pool.

 

There was a splash and a brief moment of underwater chaos before Runosuke surfaced, sputtering and laughing. "You little rascals!" he exclaimed, shaking the water from his hair. "I'll get you for that!"

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke dissolved into fits of laughter, swimming away from their father with playful shrieks. The commotion drew Togo and Ayano's attention, and Togo couldn't help but laugh at the sight of his older brother being outwitted by his sons.

 

"Looks like the kids got the drop on ya, aniki," Togo called out, still chuckling.

 

Runosuke grinned, his laughter mingling with the children's. "Yeah, yeah. Just wait until I catch them," he said, playfully chasing after his sons.

 

Togo turned back to Ayano, who was watching the scene with a faint smile on her usually expressionless face. He felt a warmth in his chest, seeing her relaxed and happy. “Don’t you get any ideas from your cousins, you hear me?” he said, his tone gruff but teasing. “I don’t need you pulling pranks on me, too.”

 

Ayano looked up at him, her expression as calm and emotionless as ever. “I wouldn’t, Papa,” she said, her voice steady. But there was something in her tone, a faint undercurrent that sent a chill down Togo’s spine. It wasn’t what she said, but the way she said it—almost too calm, too certain.

 

Togo narrowed his eyes slightly, studying her. “Alright, then,” he said, trying to shake off the feeling, continuing their practice. With Togo's guidance, Ayano began to practice her strokes, her movements becoming more fluid and confident. The laughter and playful splashes of her cousins and uncle added to the lively atmosphere, making her feel more at ease.

 

Togo watched Ayano swim back and forth in the shallow end of the pool, his eyes following her every movement. She was getting better with each lap, her strokes becoming more confident and coordinated. Pride swelled in his chest as he watched his little girl navigate the water with increasing ease.

 

"That's it, sweetheart," he called out, his rough voice filled with warmth. "Keep goin'. You're doin' great."

 

Ayano reached the edge of the pool and turned to swim back, her small body cutting through the water with determination. When she finally reached Togo again, she paused, looking up at him with her usual calm expression. He gave her an encouraging nod, feeling a surge of pride.

 

"You're a natural, sweetie," he said, his smile genuine. Togo watched her for a moment longer, then forced a smile and gave her a gentle nudge towards the pool. “Go on, then. Have fun with your cousins.”

 

As Ayano joined Karasuke and Chorosuke in the water, Togo couldn’t shake the lingering sense of unease. He turned to Runosuke, who had finally managed to catch his breath after the boys’ prank.

 

“You see that?” Togo said quietly, nodding towards Ayano. “She said she wouldn’t pull any pranks, but there was somethin’ off about it.”

 

Runosuke raised an eyebrow, glancing at Ayano. “You think she’s planning something?”

 

Togo shook his head, trying to brush off the uneasy feeling. “Nah, probably just my mind playin’ tricks on me,” he muttered, more to himself than to Runosuke.

 

Inside, dinner preparations were underway, and the atmosphere was relaxed as they dried off and changed out of their swimwear. Togo had almost convinced himself that Ayano was just being her usual reserved self, when suddenly, chaos erupted outside.

 

As Togo stepped onto the patio, a barrage of water balloons came flying at him from all directions. He barely had time to react before he was drenched, water dripping from his hair and clothes. Laughter erupted around him, and he looked up to see Ayano, Karasuke, and Chorosuke standing together, grinning mischievously.

 

“What the hell!” Togo exclaimed, trying to shield himself from the onslaught of water balloons.

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke continued to pelt him with balloons, their laughter infectious.

 

Togo sputtered, trying to shake the water from his hair. He glanced at Ayano, who was watching him with a small, satisfied smile. “Ayano!” he exclaimed, trying to sound stern but failing to hide a hint of amusement. “What did I tell you about pulling pranks?”

 

Ayano’s expression remained calm, though a flicker of amusement danced in her eyes. “You said not to pull pranks on you, Papa,” she replied innocently. “But you didn’t say anything about pulling pranks with Karasuke-niisan and Chorosuke-niisan.”

 

Togo’s surprise quickly turned to amusement as he realized what had happened. “You little rascals,” he chuckled, shaking his head. “I should’ve known better than to trust you three.”

 

Before Togo could react, Karasuke and Chorosuke lunged at him, their small hands pushing him playfully towards the edge of the pool. Togo stumbled backward, his balance lost as he teetered on the edge. With a final shove from his nephews, he toppled into the water with a splash.

 

Togo surfaced, wiping water from his eyes and laughing despite himself. He glanced at Runosuke, who was watching the scene unfold with amusement. “I guess they got me good, huh?” he said with a grin.

 

Runosuke, watching from the patio, burst into laughter. “Told you she’d figure it out. Looks like you’ve got your hands full, Togo.”

 

Togo wiped the water from his face, his stern expression softening as he looked at Ayano. Despite the prank, he couldn’t help but feel a swell of pride. She had orchestrated the whole thing with her cousins, proving that she could be as playful and clever as any other child.

 

Ayano’s expression was calm, but there was a hint of satisfaction in her eyes. She had pulled off the prank without a hitch, and Togo could see that she was pleased with herself.

 

“Alright, alright,” Togo said, swimming to the edge of the pool and pulling himself out. “You got me. Good job, kids.”

 

Ayano stepped forward, her small hand reaching out to help him up. “Sorry, Papa. We just wanted to have some fun.”

 

Togo took her hand, his grip gentle. “It’s okay, sweetheart. Just… maybe warn me next time, yeah?”

 

Ayano nodded, her expression softening. “I will, Papa.”

 

As Togo stood, dripping wet and still a bit stunned, he looked at his daughter and her cousins with a mix of exasperation and affection. They had managed to surprise him, and in doing so, had brought a bit more laughter and joy into their lives.

 

Runosuke clapped Togo on the back, grinning. “Looks like she’s fitting in just fine.”

 

Togo nodded, a rare smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. “Yeah, she is. And I couldn’t be prouder.”

 

As the day drew to a close, the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm, golden glow over Runosuke's backyard. The children's laughter and splashes gradually subsided, replaced by the soothing hum of evening crickets. It was time to end their fun-filled day, and the adults began the task of getting everyone cleaned up and ready for bed.

 

After helping Ayano out of the pool, Togo wrapped her in a soft towel, gently drying her off. He then guided her inside, where he carefully bathed her, washing away the chlorine and leaving her skin soft and fresh. Ayano, exhausted from the day's activities, remained still and compliant, her eyes drooping with sleepiness.

 

Meanwhile, Runosuke was in the bathroom with Karasuke and Chorosuke, who were equally tired from their energetic day. After ensuring his sons were thoroughly washed and dressed in their pajamas, he scooped them both up, one on each arm. Both boys were already nodding off, their heads resting on their father's broad shoulders.

 

Togo finished bathing Ayano and dressed her in her favorite pajamas. Her eyelids fluttered as she struggled to stay awake. He picked her up, her small body fitting perfectly in the crook of his arm. She nestled against him, her head resting on his shoulder, the familiar scent of her freshly washed hair filling the air.

 

As Togo carried Ayano out of the bathroom, he spotted Runosuke in the hallway, his nephews fast asleep in his arms. The sight made Togo chuckle softly. "Looks like your boys are knocked out," he remarked, his voice filled with amusement.

 

Runosuke grinned, adjusting his hold on the sleeping boys. "Yeah, they gave it their all today. I'm just glad they had a good time."

 

Togo nodded, feeling a sense of camaraderie with his brother. "Same here. Ayano had a blast. Thanks for having us over, aniki."

 

Runosuke gave a warm smile. "Anytime, Togo. Family's always welcome."

 

They walked together to the children's bedrooms. Runosuke gently laid Karasuke and Chorosuke in their beds, tucking them in with a practiced hand. The boys barely stirred, their faces peaceful in sleep. Runosuke leaned down and kissed each of them on the forehead before quietly leaving the room.

 

Togo carried Ayano to the guest room where they were staying. He laid her down on the bed, pulling the covers up to her chin. Ayano's eyes fluttered open for a brief moment, and she reached out, her tiny hand finding his.

 

"Papa," she murmured, her voice soft and filled with trust.

 

Togo smiled, brushing a strand of hair from her face. "I'm right here, baby. You sleep tight now."

 

Ayano's eyes closed, her breathing evening out as she drifted off to sleep. Togo sat beside her for a moment, watching her with a sense of profound love and protectiveness. He leaned down and kissed her forehead, whispering, "Goodnight, my little swan."

 

As Togo left the room, he found Runosuke waiting for him in the hallway. They shared a knowing look, the bond between them strengthened by their shared responsibilities and love for their children.

 

"Want a drink?" Runosuke asked, gesturing toward the kitchen.

 

"Sure," Togo replied, following his brother. "I could use one after today."

 

They settled in the kitchen, each with a glass of whiskey. The day's events had left them both tired but content. They talked quietly, sharing stories and reminiscing about their own childhoods, their laughter mingling with the quiet night sounds.

 

Eventually, the conversation lulled, and they sat in comfortable silence, the bond between them unspoken but deeply felt. Togo glanced down the hallway, where Ayano slept peacefully, feeling grateful for moments like these.

 

"Thanks again, aniki," Togo said, raising his glass in a small toast.

 

Runosuke clinked his glass against Togo's. "To family," he said, a smile playing on his lips.

 

"To family," Togo echoed, taking a sip of his drink.

 

As the night wore on, they stayed up, enjoying the quiet companionship and the knowledge that their family, despite the chaos and dangers of their world, was safe and together. And for Togo, that was all that mattered.

 


 

The next morning dawned bright and early, the sunlight streaming through the windows of Runosuke's home. The peaceful quiet of the previous night had given way to the cheerful clamor of children waking up and the aroma of breakfast being prepared in the kitchen. Togo stirred awake, rubbing the sleep from his eyes, and glanced over to see Ayano still asleep beside him. He felt a warmth in his chest as he watched her peaceful face, the rise and fall of her small chest reassuring him.

 

Slowly and quietly, Togo got up and dressed, careful not to wake Ayano. He headed to the kitchen, where Runosuke was already up, flipping pancakes with a practiced hand. "Morning," Togo greeted, his voice still gruff from sleep.

 

"Morning, little brother," Runosuke replied with a smile. "Sleep well?"

 

Togo nodded, pouring himself a cup of coffee. "Yeah, thanks. The kids still asleep?"

 

"Not for long, I bet," Runosuke said with a chuckle. "Those boys of mine wake up with the sun."

 

Sure enough, moments later, Karasuke and Chorosuke burst into the kitchen, their energy boundless. "Ojisan!" they exclaimed, racing to give him quick hugs before turning their attention to the stack of pancakes on the table.

 

Ayano woke up a little later, rubbing her eyes and looking adorably disheveled. Togo went to her side immediately, helping her out of bed and into the kitchen. He served her a plate of pancakes, making sure she had everything she needed. Ayano ate quietly, her expression as serene as always.

 

After breakfast, the children were eager to play outside. Runosuke had a spacious backyard, complete with a small playground, and the boys were already climbing the jungle gym. Ayano watched them, her curiosity piqued.

 

"Go on, Ayano," Togo encouraged, though he stayed close by, his eyes never leaving her.

 

Ayano approached the jungle gym cautiously, her expression unreadable. She began to climb, her movements slow and deliberate. Togo stood nearby, ready to intervene at the slightest hint of danger.

 

"You're doing great, Ayano!" Karasuke called out from the top of the structure.

 

As she climbed higher, Togo's heart pounded in his chest, after yesterday's mishaps, he was prepared to make sure it wouldn't happen again. He fought the urge to hover directly beneath her, forcing himself to take a few steps back. He knew he needed to let her explore and learn, but it was easier said than done.

 

Runosuke noticed his brother's tension and walked over, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Togo, you've got to let her learn. She won't always have you right there to catch her."

 

Togo frowned, his protective instincts warring with the logic of his brother's words. "I know. I just... I can't stand the thought of her getting hurt."

 

"I get it," Runosuke said gently. "But a few scrapes and bruises won't break her. They'll make her stronger."

 

Just then, Ayano reached the top of the jungle gym. She looked down at Togo, her face impassive but her eyes holding a hint of pride. Togo managed a smile, giving her a thumbs-up. "Great job, sweetie."

 

Ayano began to climb down, and Togo's muscles tensed with every step she took. When her foot slipped slightly, he instinctively moved forward, but Ayano quickly regained her footing. She made it to the ground safely, and Togo let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding.

 

As the day went on, Togo continued to struggle with his overprotectiveness. He hovered close by as Ayano played, intervening whenever he thought she might be in danger. Runosuke scolded him several times, reminding him to let Ayano experience things on her own. Togo listened, but his heart wouldn't let him fully relax.

 

At one point, Ayano tripped and fell while running with her cousins. Togo was there in an instant, lifting her up and checking for injuries. "Are you okay, Ayano? Did you hurt yourself?"

 

Ayano shook her head, her face calm as always. "I'm okay, Papa."

 

Runosuke sighed, walking over to his brother. "Togo, she needs to learn how to get back up on her own."

 

"I think it's about time we called it a day." Togo said quietly, turning to his brother.

 

Runosuke nodded in agreement, his gaze following his sons as they continued running around the yard. "Yeah, they've had their fill of adventure for one day."

 

Runosuke sighed, a hint of reluctance in his eyes. "Yeah, I suppose you're right." He stood up, stretching his arms above his head. "Alright, boys!" he called out to his sons. "It's time to call it a day. Wash up for dinner!"

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke groaned in unison, their playful protests echoing through the yard. "Aw, pops, just a little longer?" Karasuke pleaded.

 

"Yeah, please?" Chorosuke added, giving his best puppy-dog eyes.

 

Runosuke chuckled, shaking his head. "Nope, you heard your old man. It's time to clean up. You can catch more fireflies tomorrow."

 

The boys sighed dramatically but didn't argue further. They trudged toward the house, their energy finally waning after a long day of play. Runosuke turned to Togo, a knowing smile on his face. "They'll thank us later when they don't fall asleep in their dinner."

 

Togo laughed, nodding. "Yeah, I bet." He looked over at Ayano, who was still trying to catch a firefly, her small hands reaching out gently. He felt a surge of affection for her, mixed with his constant protectiveness. "Come on, Ayano. Let's get you cleaned up too."

 

Ayano turned and walked over to him, her face calm and composed. Togo lifted her into his arms, feeling her tiny weight against his chest. He carried her inside, heading straight for the bathroom. Once there, he gently set her down and began running a bath, checking the water temperature to make sure it was just right.

 

As he helped Ayano undress, he spoke softly to her. "You had a good day, huh?"

 

Ayano nodded, her expression unchanged. "Yes, Papa."

 

Togo smiled, lifting her into the tub. He carefully washed her, making sure to clean off all the dirt and remnants of their day outside. Ayano remained still and compliant, her trust in him evident in every movement.

 

After the bath, Togo wrapped her in a warm towel, drying her off and helping her into her pajamas. Her small frame looked even tinier in the oversized, fluffy sleepwear. Once she was dressed, Togo lifted her into his arms again and carried her to the dining room, where the table was already set for dinner.

 

Runosuke and his sons were waiting, their eyes lighting up when they saw Togo and Ayano enter the room. "There she is," Runosuke said with a warm smile. "Ready for some dinner, Ayano?"

 

Ayano nodded, her expression calm as always. Togo set her down in a chair, making sure she was comfortable before taking his own seat beside her. The room filled with the comforting aromas of miso soup, grilled fish, and steamed rice.

 

They ate together, the atmosphere relaxed and familial. Karasuke and Chorosuke chatted animatedly about their day, recounting their adventures with Ayano. Togo listened with a smile, his eyes often drifting to his daughter to make sure she was eating well.

 

After dinner, Runosuke leaned back in his chair, a satisfied look on his face. "Alright, boys. You know the drill. Time to wash the dishes."

 

The boys groaned but got up obediently, clearing the table with practiced efficiency. As they started to carry the dishes to the sink, Karasuke turned to Ayano. "Hey, Ayano-chan, wanna help us wash the dishes?"

 

Ayano looked at Togo, her expression neutral but her eyes questioning. Togo hesitated, his protective instincts flaring up. "I don't know if—"

 

"Come on, Togo," Runosuke interrupted gently. "It's just dishes. She'll be fine."

 

Togo took a deep breath and nodded. "Alright, Ayano. You can help."

 

Karasuke beamed and led Ayano to the sink, where Chorosuke was already filling the basin with warm, soapy water. "Here, Ayano-chan," Karasuke said, handing her a dish. "I'll show you how to scrub, and Chorosuke will rinse."

 

Ayano took the dish and the sponge, watching Karasuke intently as he demonstrated the proper technique. She mimicked his movements with a precision that made Togo smile. Chorosuke stood beside her, ready to rinse the soap off once she was done.

 

Togo leaned against the counter, keeping a watchful eye on them but feeling a sense of pride as he saw Ayano learning and participating. The boys worked together seamlessly, their camaraderie evident in their easy banter and shared laughter.

 

"You're doing great, Ayano-chan," Chorosuke said, his voice full of encouragement. "See, it's not so hard, right?"

 

Ayano nodded, her expression focused as she scrubbed the next dish. Togo's heart swelled with pride and affection. He knew he had to let go a little, to allow her to grow and learn, even if it meant facing small risks.

 

As the children continued their task, Runosuke came over to stand beside Togo. "See? She's capable, and my boys are good teachers," Runosuke said, clapping a hand on his brother's shoulder.

 

"Yeah," Togo admitted, his voice softening. "I guess I'm just not used to it yet."

 

"You'll get there," Runosuke assured him. "Just take it one step at a time."

 

Togo nodded, watching Ayano with a mixture of pride and tenderness. She was growing, learning, and becoming a part of a family that loved her. And Togo knew that, with his brother's support, he could learn to let her spread her wings, even if just a little bit at a time.

 


 

After the dishes were done, the boys excitedly grabbed Ayano's hands and began pulling her towards their bedroom. "Come on, Ayano-chan! We're gonna read scary stories before bed!" Karasuke exclaimed.

 

Togo watched, a mixture of amusement and concern flickering in his eyes. Remembering Ayano's fear of monsters, he decided to tag along. "I'll come with you guys," he said, earning a grin from Runosuke.

 

They all gathered in the boys' bedroom, the space illuminated by a dim lamp that cast eerie shadows on the walls. Karasuke and Chorosuke took their places on the bed, while Ayano settled next to Togo on the floor, clutching her stuffed animal tightly.

 

"Alright, tonight's story is about Frankenstein's monster," Karasuke began, his voice low and dramatic. Chorosuke chimed in, adding spooky sound effects as Karasuke told the tale of the creature brought to life by a mad scientist, who roamed the countryside in search of revenge.

 

As the story progressed, Togo could feel Ayano's grip on his shirt tightening. Her wide eyes were fixed on Karasuke, absorbing every word. He put a reassuring arm around her, feeling her small body tremble slightly.

 

"...and then, Frankenstein's monster appeared at the window, its ghastly face peering through the glass," Karasuke concluded, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Ready to snatch anyone who wasn't careful."

 

Chorosuke added with a mischievous grin, "Goodnight, Ayano-chan. Better watch out for Frankenstein's monster out your window."

 

Ayano's eyes darted towards the window, her fear evident even in her emotionless expression. Togo glared at the boys, his protective instincts flaring up. "Alright, that's enough of that," he said, his voice firm but not unkind.

 

Karasuke and Chorosuke chuckled, clearly having enjoyed scaring their new cousin. "Goodnight, Ayano-chan," they said in unison, still grinning.

 

Togo lifted Ayano into his arms, her grip on his shirt never loosening. "Come on, sweetheart. Let's get you to bed." He carried her back to the guest room, her small body clinging to him like a lifeline.

 

Once in the guest room, Togo set Ayano down on the bed and pulled the covers up around her. He sat beside her, smoothing her hair away from her face. "You okay, Ayano?" he asked gently.

 

She nodded, but her eyes kept flicking towards the window. Togo could see the fear lingering in her gaze. He took a deep breath, knowing he needed to reassure her further. "Ayano," he began softly. "You know, no one's actually smart enough to make a real Frankenstein's monster. It's just a story."

 

Ayano looked up at him, her eyes wide but curious. Togo continued, hoping to calm her fears. "I read the book when I was in high school. It's about a guy named Victor Frankenstein who was really smart and curious. He wasn't a bad guy, just too curious for his own good."

 

He watched as Ayano's expression shifted from fear to interest. "Victor's the main character," he explained. "He's the one who made all the choices and faced the consequences. The 'monster' was just a result of his actions."

 

Ayano seemed to relax, her grip on Togo's shirt loosening a bit. "Victor Frankenstein," she repeated softly, her eyes reflecting her newfound interest.

 

"Yeah, he wanted to create life, so he made this 'monster' out of different body parts. But it didn't turn out the way he expected." Togo said with a smile. "And there were other characters too, like Elizabeth, who was Victor's love interest. She was kind and gentle, and she loved Victor a lot. There was Henry Clerval, Victor's best friend, he was always there for Victor when he needed him the most,"

 

Ayano listened intently, her fear of the monster dissipating as she became more engrossed in the story. By the end, Togo could see that she was no longer afraid but rather fascinated by the characters and their roles.

 

"You know," Togo said thoughtfully, "one day, you might meet someone like Victor. And you could be their Elizabeth."

 

Ayano shook her head firmly. "No, Papa. I don't want to be Elizabeth. I want to be Victor."

 

Togo chuckled, his heart swelling with pride. "Alright then, Victoria," he said, giving her a new nickname. "You can be whoever you want to be. Just remember, with great power comes great responsibility."

 

Ayano nodded, a small smile playing on her lips for the first time that evening. "I'll remember, Papa."

 

Togo kissed her forehead, feeling a sense of peace settle over them both. "Goodnight, Victoria," he whispered, holding her close.

 

"Goodnight, Papa," she replied softly, finally closing her eyes and drifting off to sleep. She snuggled closer to Togo, feeling safe and cherished in his embrace.

 

 Ayano glanced at Togo, she felt a surge of gratitude. It wasn't just about being sheltered or protected—it was about being seen and accepted for who she was, fears and all. 

 

And so, in the quiet of that evening, Ayano allowed herself to bask in the warmth of belonging, her heart finally at peace in the embrace of a family forged not by blood, but by choice and love.

 

Notes:

Months ago when I was writing the draft for Victoria and the Two in my hospital bed, i was considering if Togo Atatsuma's older brother should have kids since I was hesitant to make original characters. We know nothing about Togo Atatsuma or his brother personally outside of being helped by Ryoba Aishi/making transactions with Ryoba, so I said why not give him a sons? It wouldn't make their story so depressing

Chapter 6: Patching

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In the quiet moments between their daily routines, Togo took it upon himself to teach Ayano important skills. One of those lessons was how to use a first aid kit. Sitting her down at the kitchen table, he opened the small white box and began to explain the contents with a gentle but serious tone.

 

"Ayano," Togo began, his voice gentle but firm, "I'm gonna teach you how to use a first aid kit. It's important to know how to take care of yourself, especially if I'm not around."

 

Ayano nodded, her expression serious as she watched Togo carefully lay out the contents of the kit on the coffee table. Bandages, antiseptic wipes, gauze pads, medical tape, and a small pair of scissors were all neatly arranged.

 

"First," Togo said, picking up an antiseptic wipe, "if you get a cut or scrape, you need to clean it to prevent infection. Use one of these wipes to clean the wound. It might sting a little, but it's important."

 

He demonstrated on his own arm, tearing open the wipe and gently swiping it across his skin. Ayano watched intently, her eyes never leaving his hands.

 

"Next," he continued, "you cover the wound with a bandage or gauze pad. If it's a small cut, a bandage will do. For bigger wounds, use a gauze pad and tape to hold it in place."

 

He showed her how to apply a bandage, explaining each step clearly and slowly. Ayano mimicked his movements, her small hands surprisingly steady as she practiced on a pretend wound.

 

"Good job, Ayano," Togo praised, a proud smile tugging at his lips. "You're a quick learner."

 

Ayano's expression remained calm, but Togo could see a hint of satisfaction in her eyes. He moved on to explain how to handle minor burns, insect bites, and splinters, making sure she understood each procedure.

 

"If you ever get hurt and I'm not around, you'll know what to do," Togo said, his tone serious. "But remember, if it's something really bad, you need to get help right away. Find Runosuke or someone else you trust."

 

Ayano nodded again, absorbing every word. Togo reached out and ruffled her hair affectionately. "You're gonna be just fine, Ayano. You're strong and smart. I believe in you."

 


 

One afternoon later, Ayano rushed into the room where Togo was, clutching her beloved rabbit doll with distress in her demeanor. The doll had a tear along its seam, its fluffy stuffing poking out.

 

"Papa," Ayano said, her voice tinged with worry, "my rabbit's torn."

 

Togo glanced at the doll and then at Ayano, his expression softening. "Don't worry, sweetheart," he reassured her. "We can fix it together."

 

He gathered some materials—a needle, thread, and scissors—from a sewing kit and motioned for Ayano to sit beside him. "Alright, first thing you need to do is thread the needle," Togo explained, demonstrating how to carefully thread the small eye of the needle.

 

Ayano watched attentively, her curiosity piqued as Togo began to stitch the torn seam of the rabbit. His rough hands moved with surprising delicacy, the needle weaving in and out of the fabric in precise motions.

 

"Now, I'll show you how to do it," Togo said, handing the needle and thread to Ayano. "Take it slow and steady."

 

Ayano took the needle in her hands, her fingers small but steady as she attempted to mimic Togo's movements. At first, the stitches were uneven and shaky, but Togo encouraged her gently, guiding her through each step.

 

"You're doing great, Ayano," Togo praised, his voice warm with pride. "Keep going."

 

Ayano focused intently, her brow furrowing in concentration as she slowly sewed the torn seam back together. Togo watched her with admiration, seeing her determination and the spark of accomplishment in her eyes.

 

After a few more stitches, Ayano tied off the thread with a small knot, a triumphant smile spreading across her face. "I did it, papa," she said, holding up the repaired rabbit for Togo to see.

 

"You sure did," Togo replied, his own smile matching hers. "You're a natural."

 

Ayano hugged her rabbit tightly, her earlier worry forgotten. Togo ruffled her hair affectionately, feeling a swell of pride and love for the resilient girl who had become such an important part of his life.

 

"See, Ayano?" Togo said softly. "You can do anything you set your mind to."

 


 

Togo pushed open the heavy front door, his breath coming in ragged gasps. The dim hallway light flickered, casting shadows across his bloodied form. He had just come from a brutal encounter with a subordinate who had refused to be fired. The fight had been short but vicious, ending with Togo beating the man to a pulp. Yet, he hadn't come out unscathed. Blood trickled from a stab wound on his arm and another on his side.

 

He limped through the door, hoping Ayano was already asleep. The thought of her waiting up for him was a mix of comforting and troubling. As he limped into the dimly lit living room, the soft creak of the floorboards betrayed his presence.

 

"Papa?" Ayano's voice, soft and emotionless, broke the silence. Togo's heart sank as he saw her small figure by the door, her eyes wide with concern. She ran to him, her little hands reaching out to steady him.

 

"Hey, sweetie," Togo grunted, trying to muster a reassuring smile. "Didn't I tell ya to be in bed by now?"

 

Ayano ignored his words, her focus entirely on his injuries. She helped him to the couch, her tiny frame surprisingly strong. Togo sank into the cushions with a heavy sigh, wincing as the pain flared up.

 

"Papa is hurt," Ayano stated, her voice devoid of emotion but her actions speaking volumes. She fetched the first aid kit, her movements precise and deliberate. Togo watched her, a mixture of pride and guilt welling up inside him. He had taught her how to patch up injuries, never thinking she would need to use those skills on him.

 

"Just a scratch," Togo muttered, trying to downplay the severity of his wounds. But Ayano wasn't fooled. She sat beside him, her small hands already working to clean the blood and assess the damage.

 

"Hold still," she instructed, her tone firm yet gentle. Togo complied, watching her through half-lidded eyes as she threaded a needle. Her concentration was intense, her tiny brow furrowed in determination.

 

As she began to sew his wounds, Togo bit back a groan of pain. Ayano's hands were steady, her stitches neat and precise. He marveled at her skill, a stark contrast to her age. She was only six, yet she handled the task with a calm efficiency that spoke of maturity beyond her years.

 

"You're doin' good, baby," Togo murmured, his voice rough but affectionate. Ayano didn't respond, her focus unwavering. She worked silently, patching up his injuries with the care and precision he had taught her.

 

When she finished, she looked up at him, her eyes searching his face for any signs of discomfort. "Better?"

 

"Yeah, much better," Togo replied, his voice softening. He reached out, gently ruffling her hair. "Thanks, sweetie."

 

She nodded, her expression still neutral. But Togo saw the flicker of relief in her eyes, a brief glimpse of the emotions she kept hidden. She leaned against him, her small body warm and solid.

 

"Go on, get some sleep now," Togo said, his voice gruff but kind. "I'll be alright."

 

Ayano shook her head, a rare flicker of defiance in her usually emotionless eyes. This was the first time she had disobeyed him, and Togo felt a pang of surprise mixed with a strange pride. He tried to reassure her, his voice softer now.

 

"Really, baby, I'll be fine. You need your rest."

 

She stood there for a moment, her gaze steady and unwavering, then turned and walked away. Togo thought he had won the argument and let out a tired sigh, closing his eyes. The silence of the house settled around him, broken only by the faint rustling sounds coming from the hallway.

 

To his surprise, Ayano soon returned, her small arms laden with pillows, blankets, and her cherished squishmallows. She carefully arranged the pillows and blankets on the couch, creating a makeshift bed for both of them. Togo watched, his heart swelling with a mixture of emotions he couldn't quite name.

 

"Ayano, you don't have to do this," he said, his voice thick with gratitude and a touch of helplessness. But Ayano ignored him, gently guiding him to lie against the pillows she had arranged. He winced slightly but allowed her to help him, feeling the warmth of her care in every small gesture.

 

Once he was settled, Ayano positioned herself on his uninjured arm, snuggling against him. Togo felt the softness of her squishmallows pressed between them, and the steady rhythm of her breathing began to calm him. He wrapped his arm around her, holding her close.

 

"You're somethin' else, kid," Togo murmured, his voice rough but filled with a deep tenderness. Ayano didn't respond, but she nestled closer, her presence a comforting balm to his weary soul.

 

In the quiet of the night, with Ayano safely by his side, Togo felt a sense of peace he rarely experienced. Despite the pain and the chaos of his life, this moment—shared with the one person who truly mattered—made everything else fade away.

 

As sleep began to claim him, Togo pressed a gentle kiss to the top of Ayano's head, his voice barely above a whisper. "Goodnight, Ayano. Papa loves you."

 

Ayano's tiny hand clutched his shirt, her steady breathing the only response. In the darkness, surrounded by the warmth and comfort she had created, Togo finally allowed himself to rest.

Chapter 7: Strawberries

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Over time, Togo began to notice a small but endearing pattern whenever he and Ayano went out to eat. Despite her usually emotionless demeanor, Ayano had a clear preference when it came to food choices—anything strawberry flavored. Whether it was drinks, desserts, or even candies, Ayano would always gravitate towards strawberry options.

 

One evening, Togo and Ayano found themselves at a cozy family restaurant. The menu was filled with various enticing options, but Togo’s eyes flicked to Ayano, curious to see what she would pick this time. Sure enough, when the waitress came to take their order, Ayano's eyes lingered on the strawberry milkshake and the strawberry shortcake.

 

"Strawberry milkshake and shortcake for the little lady," Togo said to the waitress, a small, proud smile playing at the corners of his lips.

 

The waitress took their orders and left, and Togo leaned back in his seat, observing Ayano with a soft expression that was a stark contrast to his usual harsh and intimidating demeanor.

 

"You really like strawberries, huh?" Togo remarked, his tone gentle and affectionate.

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes meeting his briefly before returning to the table. "They taste nice," she said simply, her voice almost a whisper.

 

Togo chuckled, a deep, rumbling sound. "Well, you keep pickin' 'em, I'll keep buyin' 'em. Anything for my little girl."

 

Ayano's face remained neutral, but Togo knew her well enough to see the slight relaxation in her posture, the small sign that she was content and happy. It warmed his heart more than he could express.

 

When their orders arrived, Ayano’s eyes lit up just a little as she took her first sip of the strawberry milkshake, the cool sweetness making her pause to savor the flavor. Togo watched her, a sense of pride swelling within him. He loved seeing these small moments of joy in Ayano, even if she rarely showed it outwardly.

 

Later that night, as they walked home under the dim streetlights, Togo held Ayano's small hand in his, feeling the cool night air brush against them. He glanced down at her, his heart full.

 

"Strawberries, huh?" he said again, more to himself than to her. "Guess I'll have to keep an eye out for anything that has strawberries in it for my princess."

 

From that day on, Togo made it a point to keep an eye out for anything strawberry-flavored. Whether he was at the grocery store or a market stall, if he spotted something with strawberries, he’d buy it for Ayano and bring it home after work. He delighted in watching her enjoy these treats, even though she rarely showed her emotions. He could tell she was happy by the way her cheeks glowed with a faint rosy hue whenever she indulged in her favorite flavor.

 

One evening, Togo returned home with a small bag in hand. As he stepped through the door, Ayano was already there, waiting for him with her usual calm expression. Without a word, he handed her the bag. Inside, there was a strawberry-flavored yogurt drink and a pack of strawberry cookies.

 

"Here ya go, baby," Togo said, his voice softening. "Found these on my way home."

 

Ayano took the bag, her eyes lighting up just a bit as she examined the treats. "Thank you, papa," she said quietly, her gaze lifting to meet his.

 

Seeing the subtle joy in her eyes, Togo felt a surge of pride. "Anything for you, Ayano."

 

As the days went by, Togo’s gifts expanded beyond just food. He began to bring home clothes adorned with strawberries—dresses, sweaters, shoes, anything he thought she might like. Ayano’s wardrobe gradually transformed, each new addition a testament to Togo’s devotion.

 

One Saturday, Togo came home with a special gift: a beautiful dress covered in a strawberry print. He found Ayano reading quietly in the living room and approached her with the dress draped over his arm.

 

"Got somethin' for you," he said, holding it out for her to see.

 

Ayano looked up, her eyes widening slightly at the sight of the dress. She set her book aside and reached out to touch the fabric, her fingers grazing over the vibrant strawberries.

 

"It's pretty," she murmured, her voice barely audible.

 

"Figured you'd like it," Togo replied, a smile tugging at his lips. "Why don't you try it on?"

 

Ayano nodded and took the dress from him, disappearing into her room for a few moments. When she returned, she was wearing the dress, and Togo couldn’t help but feel a swell of pride at how lovely she looked.

 

"You look beautiful, Ayano," he said, his rough voice filled with genuine warmth.

 

Ayano’s cheeks flushed a soft pink, the closest she came to blushing. "Thank you, papa," she replied, her voice steady but tinged with appreciation.

 

Togo crouched down to her level, his gaze gentle as he looked at her. "You deserve all the strawberries in the world, sweetheart,"

 

As Ayano admired herself in the strawberry dress, Togo felt a wave of warmth and contentment. He watched her, knowing that each small gesture he made for her happiness was worth more than anything in the world.

 

"You know," Togo said, his voice carrying a hint of excitement, "tomorrow, I was thinkin' we could do somethin' special. How about I take you to a strawberry farm?"

 

Ayano's eyes widened ever so slightly, a rare display of genuine interest. "A strawberry farm?" she echoed, her tone calm but with a trace of curiosity.

 

"Yeah," Togo nodded, pleased with her reaction. "Figured you might like to see where all your favorite strawberries come from. We can pick our own and maybe make some fresh strawberry treats at home."

 

Ayano considered this for a moment, her gaze thoughtful. Then, with a small nod, she agreed. "I'd like that, papa."

 


 

The next morning, Togo woke Ayano early, making sure she was dressed warmly in her strawberry-themed attire. They drove out of the city, the urban landscape gradually giving way to rolling fields and orchards. Ayano looked out the window, taking in the unfamiliar scenery with silent fascination.

 

When they arrived at the strawberry farm, Togo paid for a couple of baskets and led Ayano to the rows of strawberry plants. The air was fresh, filled with the sweet scent of ripening berries. Togo crouched down beside Ayano, showing her how to carefully pick the strawberries without damaging the plants.

 

"See this?" he said, gently lifting a ripe strawberry. "You wanna pick it by the stem, like this. Keeps the fruit nice and fresh."

 

Ayano mimicked his actions, her small hands deftly plucking a berry and placing it in her basket. Togo watched her with pride, enjoying the simple pleasure of the moment.

 

They spent the morning moving through the rows, filling their baskets with bright red strawberries. Togo occasionally glanced at Ayano, noting how she seemed more relaxed and at ease in the peaceful surroundings.

 

After they had gathered a substantial haul, they made their way back to the farm's small market, where Togo bought them some fresh strawberry lemonade. They sat at a picnic table, sipping their drinks and enjoying the fruits of their labor.

 

As the sun began to set, they headed home, the car filled with the sweet scent of strawberries. Back in their kitchen, Togo showed Ayano how to make strawberry jam, their hands working together to wash, hull, and mash the berries. The process was slow and meticulous, but Ayano followed his instructions with her usual calm precision.

 

That evening, as they enjoyed fresh strawberry jam on toast, Togo looked across the table at Ayano, feeling a profound sense of contentment. As they sat together, finishing their strawberry jam on toast, the room was filled with a comfortable silence. Ayano looked up from her plate, her gaze steady and thoughtful.

 

"Papa," she began, her voice soft but clear. "You're the best papa in the whole wide world."

 

Togo froze, his heart skipping a beat. Ayano's words echoed in his mind, carrying a weight that he hadn't expected. She wasn't usually emotional or expressive, and hearing such a heartfelt sentiment from her struck him deeply. Ayano wasn’t even his daughter by blood, but the daughter of the woman he had loved and the man she married. Yet, here she was, calling him the best papa in the whole wide world.

 

For a moment, Togo struggled to find his voice. He felt an overwhelming surge of emotion, something he rarely allowed himself to feel. He looked at Ayano, her small face serious and sincere, and his heart melted.

 

"Ah, Ayano," he finally managed to say, his voice rough with emotion. "You don't know how much that means to me."

 

Ayano tilted her head slightly, her gaze never wavering. "Papa is always there for me. You take care of me. You make me happy."

 

Togo reached out, gently cupping her cheek with his rough hand. "And you make me happy too, sweetie. More than anything in this world."

 

Ayano leaned into his touch, her eyes closing briefly. Togo swallowed hard, feeling a lump in his throat. "You're my world, Ayano. I love you, and I'll always be here for you. No matter what."

 

Ayano opened her eyes, looking up at him with an intensity that belied her usual calm demeanor. "I love you too, papa."

 

Those words, so simple yet so profound, filled Togo with a sense of fulfillment he had never known. He pulled Ayano into his arms, holding her close, his heart swelling with love and pride. She was his daughter in every way that mattered, and he would cherish her always.

Notes:

Writing in tears, I wish I had this kind of bond with my dad lmao

Chapter 8: Nail Polish

Notes:

I know I'm a month late for father's day, please accept the father-daughter fluff as my apology

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Togo stepped out of the shower, steam billowing around him as he toweled off his hair. The day's grime and blood washed away, leaving his muscles aching but clean. He tossed the towel aside and pulled on a pair of pants, leaving his scarred, muscular torso bare. His life as a Yakuza Underboss was relentless, but moments like these offered a brief respite.

 

He walked into the living room, his heavy footsteps softened by the carpet. The room was dimly lit, the glow of the television casting a warm light. Swan Lake played on the screen, the elegant music a stark contrast to the brutality of his world. Ayano sat on the floor, her tiny frame hunched over as she concentrated on painting her nails.

 

Togo's heart softened at the sight. The little girl, emotionless and solemn to everyone else, was his world. A rare chuckle escaped his lips, drawing Ayano's attention. She looked up, her big eyes meeting his without a trace of fear.

 

"Hey, kiddo," Togo greeted, his voice rough but warm. He dropped onto the couch beside her, his weight making the cushions sink. "Need some help with those nails?"

 

Ayano silently nodded, holding up her small hands, the nail polish bottle clutched tightly. Togo took it from her, his large hands surprisingly gentle as he unscrewed the cap. He carefully took one of her hands in his, steadying it as he began to paint her nails with precision.

 

"Y'know, this ain't so different from detailin' a car," Togo said, his gruff voice tinged with amusement. "Gotta have a steady hand and an eye for the details."

 

Ayano watched intently as he painted, her usual stoic expression softening just a bit. She didn't speak, but her eyes followed his every move, absorbing the care and attention he gave to the task.

 

"There we go," Togo murmured as he finished, blowing gently on her nails to help them dry. He looked up at her, a rare smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "What do you think?"

 

Ayano examined her painted nails, then nodded once, a small gesture of approval. Togo chuckled again, ruffling her hair affectionately. "Glad you like it, sweetheart."

 

She looked up at him, her big voided eyes thoughtful. "Papa," she said softly, her voice barely more than a whisper, "can I paint your nails?"

 

Togo's initial reaction was a chuckle, followed by a shake of his head. "Ah, baby, you know the guys at work'll never let me hear the end of it," he said, imagining the jeers and laughter from his rough-and-tumble coworkers. "They'll make fun of me for sure."

 

Ayano didn't say anything, just looked at him with those big, emotionless eyes that seemed to pierce right through him. There was a silent plea in her gaze, one that tugged at his heartstrings in a way nothing else could.

 

He sighed, feeling his resistance crumble. "Alright, alright, you win," he grumbled, holding out his hands to her. "Go ahead and paint 'em. Just don't make 'em too flashy, alright?"

 

A faint flicker of something like satisfaction crossed Ayano's face as she took his hands in hers. With careful precision, she began to paint his nails, her tiny hands steady and sure. Togo watched her, a mixture of amusement and affection in his eyes.

 

"You know, you're pretty good at this," he commented, his voice softer now. "Maybe you got a future in the beauty business or somethin'."

 

Ayano didn't respond, her focus entirely on her task. She moved with the same deliberate care he had seen her use when she patched up his wounds, a trait she had undoubtedly picked up from him.

 

When she finished, Togo looked down at his hands, now adorned with neatly painted nails. The color was a soft, pale blue, nothing too flashy but still noticeable. He couldn't help but chuckle.

 

"Well, look at that," he said, holding his hands up for her to see. "Not bad, sweetheart. Not bad at all."

 

Ayano nodded, a small but unmistakable sign of her approval. She settled back against him, her head resting on his chest. Togo wrapped his arm around her, his rough exterior softened by the simple act of letting his little girl paint his nails.

 

Ayano nodded, a small but unmistakable sign of her approval. She settled back against him, her head resting on his chest. Togo wrapped his arm around her, his rough exterior softened by the simple act of letting his little girl paint his nails. He glanced at his fingers, the pale blue polish a stark contrast to his scarred, calloused hands.

 

As they sat there, Togo felt a shift within himself. The thought of his coworkers making fun of him seemed less important now. If they dared to mock his nails, he'd just threaten to beat them up. After all, they were his baby's masterpiece, and no one had the right to ridicule that.

 


 

The next morning, Togo's day started like any other. As a Yakuza Underboss, he was used to the rough and tumble of his world. His painted nails, though, were a constant reminder of Ayano's presence, a small token of her love that he carried with him.

 

He walked into the headquarters, his presence immediately noticed by everyone. The usual murmurs and sideways glances were there, but he paid them no mind. Togo was a force to be reckoned with, and his reputation kept most comments to a minimum.

 

But that day, a confrontation with an enemy clan escalated quickly. Togo found himself in the midst of a brawl, fists flying and adrenaline pumping. He moved with the brutal efficiency that had earned him his position, taking down opponents with ease.

 

In the heat of the fight, one of his enemies caught sight of his painted nails. The man sneered, his voice dripping with mockery. "Nice nails, tough guy. Did your little princess do them for you?"

 

Togo's vision narrowed, the words striking a deep chord. His blood boiled, and a red haze descended over his vision. He saw Ayano's face in his mind, her small hands diligently painting his nails with such care and love. How dare anyone mock that?

 

With a roar of rage, Togo's berserk mode triggered. He became a whirlwind of fury, his movements faster and more violent than ever. He grabbed the man who had made the comment, his grip like a vise.

 

"You got somethin' to say about my nails?" Togo growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "These nails were painted by my little girl. You got a problem with that, you got a problem with me."

 

The enemy fighter struggled, but Togo's rage was unstoppable. He slammed the man against the wall, his eyes blazing with an intensity that silenced the entire room. The brawl came to a standstill as everyone watched in stunned silence.

 

"Next time you think about makin' fun of someone's nails, remember this," Togo hissed, his face inches from the terrified man's. "They ain't just polish. They're a sign of someone I love. And I'll kill anyone who disrespects that."

 

He released the man, who crumpled to the floor, gasping for breath. Togo turned to face the rest of the enemy clan, his expression a mask of cold fury. "Anyone else got somethin' to say?"

 

The silence was deafening. No one dared to meet his gaze, much less speak. Togo's men looked at him with a mix of awe and respect, fully aware of the deadly seriousness behind his words.

 

With the enemy clan thoroughly subdued, Togo signaled for his men to finish the job. As they moved to secure the area, he took a moment to glance down at his nails. The pale blue polish was chipped and smeared with blood, but it still held the mark of Ayano's care.

 

As he walked away from the battlefield, Togo felt a strange sense of satisfaction. He had defended his daughter's honor in the most brutal way possible.

 

That evening, when he returned home, Ayano was waiting for him. She didn't ask about the fight, but she noticed his chipped nails. Silently, she fetched the nail polish and began to repaint them, her small hands steady and careful.

 

Togo sat on the couch, his large frame dwarfing the small coffee table where Ayano had set up her supplies. The television played softly in the background, but his attention was fully on Ayano as she worked. She moved with a quiet determination, her concentration evident in the way she held his hand and the brush.

 

The room was filled with a peaceful silence, broken only by the soft clinking of the nail polish bottle and the occasional rustle of Ayano adjusting her position. Togo watched her, feeling a warmth spread through him that had nothing to do with the day's exertions. This small act, this tender care she showed, meant more to him than any victory in a fight.

 

As Ayano carefully applied the final coat of polish, her brow furrowed in concentration, Togo couldn't help but smile. She was so meticulous, so dedicated to making sure his nails looked perfect. In her own quiet way, she was showing him how much she cared.

 

"There," Ayano said softly, finishing the last nail. She blew on them gently, just as he had done for her, to help them dry.

 

Togo looked down at his nails, now perfectly painted once again. He felt a swell of pride and love for this little girl who had become the center of his world. "Thanks, sweetie," he said, his voice rough with emotion. "They look great."

 

Ayano simply nodded, her expression still stoic, but there was a softness in her eyes that spoke volumes. Togo reached out and gently pulled her closer, bending down to press a kiss to her forehead.

 

"You did a great job," he murmured against her hair. "Papa's proud of you."

 

Ayano leaned into him, her small body fitting perfectly against his side. They sat there for a while, wrapped in their own little bubble of peace and contentment. For Togo, moments like these made all the battles and hardships worth it. He would endure anything to keep Ayano safe and happy.

Notes:

Also if you're wondering why I post so much of these, it's because some of these were old drafts I have in my notes app that I considered adding in Victoria and the Two, but I couldn't find opportunities to add them in

Chapter 9: Bicycles

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Ayano stood by the window, her emotionless eyes observing the neighborhood kids riding their bikes up and down the street. Their laughter and shouts filled the air, a stark contrast to the quiet inside the house where Togo was immersed in his work, a pile of papers and a few ominous-looking files spread out on the kitchen table.

 

She watched for a while, her gaze lingering on the bright, colorful bikes and the carefree way the children maneuvered them. Without a word, she turned and made her way to the garage where her own bike stood. It was a gift from Togo, a sturdy little thing with training wheels that he had meant to teach her to ride, but time and circumstances always seemed to get in the way.

 

Ayano didn’t want to bother her papa. He was busy, and she could figure it out on her own. She wheeled the bike out onto the sidewalk, the training wheels clattering slightly on the pavement. She climbed onto the seat, her small hands gripping the handlebars tightly, and pushed off, her feet awkwardly pedaling.

 

The bike wobbled, and she had trouble steering it straight. Ayano’s determination was evident in the way she pressed her lips together, focusing on keeping her balance. She pedaled faster, trying to catch up with the other kids, her heart beating a little faster with a mix of excitement and fear.

 

As she approached the end of the block, Ayano realized she didn’t know how to stop or turn properly. Panic set in as the bike swerved, heading straight for a lamppost. Before she could react, the front wheel hit the post, and she was thrown off the bike, landing hard on the ground.

 

The impact left her stunned, her breath knocked out of her. She lay there for a moment, the world spinning slightly, before she tried to sit up, her knee scraped and bleeding.

 

Togo, hearing the commotion from inside, rushed to the door. His imposing figure filled the doorway, his rough features set in a fierce scowl. "Ayano!" he called out, his voice gruff but tinged with concern. He hurried over to where she lay on the ground, his heart pounding.

 

Ayano lay still for a moment, assessing the situation. Slowly, she sat up, her expression unchanged despite the pain. She looked at Togo, who was now kneeling beside her, his eyes scanning her for injuries.

 

"Why didn't ya ask for help, kiddo?" Togo's voice was a mix of frustration and worry. He gently lifted her into his arms, cradling her against his chest as he stood up.

 

"I didn't want to bother Papa," Ayano said quietly, her voice steady despite the tears that threatened to spill.

 

Togo held Ayano close in a warm embrace, his strong arms wrapped protectively around her small frame. She leaned into his chest, her stoic demeanor softening slightly under his comforting presence. The scrape on her knee stung, but the pain was nothing compared to the ache she felt inside for disappointing her papa.

 

"I'm sorry, Papa," Ayano murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. "I didn't mean to crash the bike."

 

Togo sighed, a heavy sound that spoke of the weight he carried on his shoulders, his rough hands gently cupping her small face. "Listen, sweetie," he began, his voice softening. "The bike don't matter. I can always get ya a new one."

 

He pulled her into a hug, wrapping his strong arms around her tiny frame. "What matters is you. I couldn't possibly get a new baby girl," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.

 

Ayano nestled into his embrace, her small hands clutching the fabric of his shirt. She didn't fully understand the depth of his words, but she felt the warmth and safety that his presence always brought.

 

Togo held her close, feeling the steady rhythm of her breathing against his chest. "You're my world, Ayano," he murmured, his rough exterior melting away in the face of his love for her. "Ain't nothin' more important than you."

 

Ayano remained silent, but her grip on him tightened slightly, a small but significant gesture. Togo felt a swell of pride and love for his little girl, a fierce determination to protect and care for her no matter what.

 

He pulled back slightly, looking into her eyes. "How 'bout we forget 'bout that bike, get you cleaned up, and focus on getting ya some ice cream, huh?" he suggested, a small smile tugging at his lips.

 

Ayano nodded, the hint of a smile touching her own lips. "Okay, Papa."

 

Togo stood up, taking her hand and leading her back home, feeling a warmth in his chest that no amount of danger or violence could ever take away. His little girl was safe, and that was all that mattered.

Notes:

Me and my mom when I try to cook and I accidentally set the house on fire

Chapter 10: My Papa My Hero

Notes:

July 16 update: currently editing this one, so if there are some errors it's because I'm not done yet

This is based on a segment in my Tumblr post, but I changed it here because I now have a better grasp of baby Ayano's interests and I wanna align the details here with the actual storyline lol

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The clock struck midnight as Togo finally pushed open the door to his home. His rough exterior bore the marks of a long, grueling day, but his harsh features softened at the sight of Ayano waiting by the door. Clutched in one of his large, calloused hands was a box of strawberry shortcake, a peace offering for coming home so late.

 

"Hey princess," he said softly, a rare smile tugging at his lips. He stepped inside and knelt down to her level. "I'm sorry I'm late, baby." 

 

"Guess what I brought," Togo said, setting the box on the table and opening it to reveal the strawberry shortcake.

 

Ayano's eyes widened slightly, a faint glimmer of excitement breaking through her usual stoic demeanor. "Strawberry shortcake," she murmured.

 

"Yep. Thought we could use a treat," Togo replied, pulling out a couple of plates and cutting a generous slice for each of them. "But first, tell me 'bout your day. How was school?"

 

Ayano sat at the table, her small hands resting on her lap. "It was okay. I have homework for English class. We have to write about our hero,"

 

Togo frowned thoughtfully. "Havin' trouble with it?"

 

Ayano nodded. "I don't know who to write about."

 

Togo leaned back, rubbing his chin. "Well, you love Swan Lake, right? Maybe you could write about Odette. She's pretty heroic, bein' a princess and all, and you love ballet 'cause of her."

 

Ayano considered it, her expression contemplative. "Or," Togo continued, "you could write about Victor Frankenstein. I know you're into that story, wantin' to be like him and all."

 

Ayano remained silent, still deep in thought. Togo smiled and patted her head. "Tell ya what, figure it out after we eat this cake. Can't think on an empty stomach."

 

Ayano nodded, focusing on her dessert. They ate in companionable silence, the only sounds the clinking of forks and the soft hum of the refrigerator. Togo watched her, a contented smile playing on his lips. These moments, away from the chaos of his work, were what he cherished most.

 

After they finished, Togo carried Ayano to the couch, setting her down gently before sitting beside her. He put his arm around her, pulling her close as they settled in. The day had been long, and exhaustion tugged at him, but being here with Ayano made it all worthwhile.

 

As the soft glow of the living room lamp cast shadows around them, Togo's eyelids grew heavy. "Go ahead and start your homework, sweetheart," he murmured, his voice already thick with sleep. "I'll be right here."

 

Ayano nodded, pulling her notebook from her backpack. She watched as Togo's eyes slowly closed, his breathing evening out as he fell asleep. She looked at him for a long moment, her face expressionless but her eyes filled with a silent affection.

 

Turning her attention to her notebook, Ayano picked up her pen and began to write. The sounds of Togo's steady breathing provided a comforting background, and she found herself writing with more ease than before.

 

Instead of Odette or Victor Frankenstein, her thoughts drifted to the man asleep beside her—the harsh, intimidating Yakuza underboss who was feared by everyone but her. The man who brought her strawberry shortcake, who held her gently, and who always made time for her, no matter how rough his day had been. As the words flowed onto the page, Ayano realized she had found her hero after all. 

 


 

Togo woke with a start, the dim light from the streetlamp outside casting a soft glow through the window. He glanced at the clock: 3 a.m. Slowly, he realized he was on the couch, his back stiff from the uncomfortable position. He turned his head and saw Ayano, her small frame nestled against his shoulder, sound asleep. She clutched her pen and notebook, her head resting gently on his arm.

 

Togo chuckled softly, his heart swelling with affection. "Stayed up late doin' your homework, huh?" he murmured, brushing a stray lock of hair from her face. He gently pried the notebook and pen from her grasp, careful not to wake her.

 

Curiosity got the better of him, and he opened the notebook. As he read the neat, meticulous handwriting, his heart began to race, the words drawing him in completely.

 

My hero's not perfect, he's rough and tough,
A man who's scary, who likes to be gruff.
He fights a lot, with fists and a shout,
People are scared when he's about.

 

But to me, he's just my papa, so kind,
With big strong arms that always unwind.
His hands are rough, but they hold me tight,
He makes me feel safe, especially at night.

 

He's big and brave, my own defender,
In his eyes, I see love so tender.
Others might fear his strong, loud voice,
But to me, he's my papa, my choice.

 

So here's my hero, with rough and smooth,
A man who's strong, and sometimes can soothe.
He's not perfect, he's loud, in his own way,
But to me, he's my papa, every single day.

 

Togo blinked, feeling a tightness in his chest. His eyes, usually so steely and hard, softened as he looked down at Ayano’s sleeping face. This emotionless little girl had managed to put into words feelings that he rarely allowed himself to acknowledge.

 

He leaned down and pressed a tender kiss to her forehead. "You’re somethin’ else, kid," he whispered, his voice rough with emotion. Carefully, he scooped her up into his arms. She stirred slightly but didn't wake, nestling closer to him. Togo carried her down the hallway to his room, each step quiet and deliberate, not wanting to disturb her peaceful sleep.

 

He laid her gently on his bed and climbed in beside her, pulling the covers over them both. Ayano, still fast asleep, instinctively snuggled closer to him, her small form fitting perfectly against his side.

 

Togo wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. He breathed in the scent of her hair and felt a profound sense of love and protectiveness wash over him. This tiny, emotionless girl had become his entire world, and he couldn't imagine life without her.

 

As he drifted back to sleep, Togo couldn't help but feel grateful. Grateful for Ayano, for her love, and for the chance to be her hero, even with all his flaws. In that moment, all the battles, all the hardships, seemed worth it. Because in Ayano's eyes, he was perfect, just as he was.

 


 

The room was dimly lit, the smoke from cigars curling in the air and creating a haze that matched the tension within the space. Togo sat at the head of the table, his sharp eyes scanning the faces of his men. They were a rough-looking group, each one hardened by a life of crime and loyalty to the Yakuza. But even among them, Togo's presence was commanding, his reputation for ruthlessness and strategic brilliance well-earned.

 

"Alright, listen up," Togo began, his voice cutting through the murmur of low conversations. The men immediately fell silent, their attention fully on him. "We've got a problem with the Ouma clan. They're pushin' into our territory, and I ain't gonna stand for it."

 

He leaned forward, his gaze piercing as he looked at each man in turn. "They hit one of our warehouses last night. Took out a couple of our guys and made off with a shipment. We can't let that slide."

 

One of his lieutenants, a burly man named Kenta, spoke up. "What do you wanna do, boss? We can't just sit here and wait for them to make the next move."

 

Togo nodded, appreciating the man's eagerness. "You're right, Kenta. We need to hit back, and hit hard. But we gotta be smart about it. We can't afford to lose more men or resources. We need to send a message that'll make 'em think twice about messin' with us again."

 

He pulled out a map, spreading it across the table. "This is where they're headquartered," he said, pointing to a location marked with a red X. "We hit them here, we cripple their operations. But we need intel, and we need it fast."

 

Another lieutenant, Hiroshi, leaned forward. "I know a guy who can get us inside info. He's been workin' with the Ouma clan, but I think I can convince him to switch sides."

 

Togo's eyes narrowed, considering the proposal. "You sure about this guy, Hiroshi? We can't afford to trust the wrong person."

 

Hiroshi nodded confidently. "I'm sure, boss. He owes me a favor. He'll come through."

 

Togo leaned back in his chair, taking a moment to weigh the options. Finally, he nodded. "Alright, make it happen. We need that intel yesterday. The rest of you, get ready. Once we have what we need, we're movin' in. No mercy."

 

The men around the table nodded, their expressions grim and determined. They knew what was at stake, and they were ready to follow Togo's lead, no matter the cost. As the meeting broke up and the men filed out, Togo remained seated, his mind already planning the next steps.

 

The room was now empty, the silence filled only with the fading scent of cigar smoke and the faint hum of the city outside. He glanced at his watch and saw that it was late—much later than he intended to stay.

 

Togo sighed, rubbing the back of his neck before extinguishing his cigar in the ashtray. He stood up, gathering his jacket and slipping it on with a practiced ease. His thoughts shifted from the grim business at hand to something far more important: getting home to his precious baby girl.

 

As he made his way out of the office, the cold night air hit him, refreshing and sharp. The streets were quieter now, the hustle and bustle of the day giving way to the quiet hum of night. Togo's car was parked nearby, and he slid into the driver's seat, the engine roaring to life with a deep, comforting rumble.

 

The drive home was a brief respite from the chaos of his work. He let the tension ease from his shoulders as he navigated the familiar streets, his thoughts drifting to Ayano. He knew she would be waiting for him, her small, emotionless face the anchor in his stormy world.

 

When he finally pulled up to their house, Togo felt a sense of calm wash over him. He stepped out of the car, locking it behind him before making his way to the front door. The house was quiet, the lights dimmed save for the soft glow coming from the living room.

 

As he opened the door, the first thing he saw was Ayano, standing by the entrance. She looked up at him with those big, voided eyes, her expression unreadable but somehow comforting. Togo's stern features softened into a smile, and he knelt down to her level.

 

"Hey, sweetie. Sorry I'm late again," he said, his voice gentle despite its usual roughness.

 

Ayano stepped forward and wrapped her small arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. "It's okay, Papa," she whispered. "I wanted to tell you... my English homework got the highest marks in my class."

 

Togo's smile widened, pride swelling in his chest. "Did it now? Goddamn, baby girl." He scooped her up into his arms, holding her close as he carried her inside. Ayano up into his arms, lifting her off the couch with ease. "Back in my day I always got the crappiest scores. I'm real proud of ya, you know that?"

 

She nodded, her face pressed against his shoulder. Togo carried her inside, his steps lighter now, as if the news had lifted some of the burdens he carried. He made his way to the kitchen, where the refrigerator stood as a canvas for their most cherished memories.

 

"Let me see that homework," he said, setting Ayano down gently. She ran to her backpack and pulled out the neatly written paper, handing it to him with a shy smile.

 

Togo took the paper and read it, his heart swelling with pride at the careful handwriting and the thoughtful words. He reached for a magnet and clipped the homework to the refrigerator door, placing it prominently among the other cherished items.

 

"There," he said, stepping back to admire it. "That's where it belongs. A reminder of just how smart and amazing my little swan is."

 

Ayano stood beside him, looking at her homework pinned on the fridge. She glanced up at her papa, her eyes reflecting the smallest hint of emotion, a flicker of pride and contentment.

 

Togo knelt down beside her, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder. "You're my hero too, ya know," he said softly. "Every day, you make me proud."

 

She didn't say anything, but the way she leaned into him spoke volumes. They stayed there for a moment, the weight of the world outside their little bubble forgotten. In that quiet kitchen, it was just a father and his daughter, finding solace and strength in each other. 

 

"You hungry? " he asked, breaking the silence with a chuckle. "How 'bout we make somethin' together?"

 

Ayano nodded silently, her eyes never leaving her papa's face. Togo's heart warmed at the sight, knowing that no matter how hard his days were, coming home to her made everything worth it. He started gathering ingredients, guiding Ayano through the process of making their favorite meal together.

 

"Alright, sweetheart, we're makin' omurice tonight. You ready to learn?" he asked, rolling up his sleeves.

 

Ayano nodded, her eyes wide with curiosity. Togo chuckled and handed her a small apron, helping her tie it around her waist. 

 

"First, we gotta get our ingredients. You grab the eggs, and I'll get the rice and chicken."

 

Ayano moved efficiently, retrieving the eggs from the fridge and bringing them over to the counter. Togo set the rice and chicken down, then reached for the onions and peas. "Good job. Now, let's start with the chicken. Watch carefully."

 

He showed Ayano how to cut the chicken into small pieces, his movements precise and controlled. "Always be careful with the knife, okay? You might hurt yourself or others. That's a big no no, baby. You gotta respect it."

 

Ayano nodded, her gaze fixed on his hands as he worked. Once the chicken was prepped, Togo moved on to the onions, dicing them quickly. He then handed Ayano a wooden spoon. "Your turn. Stir the onions in the pan till they're nice and soft."

 

Standing on a stool to reach the stove, Ayano carefully stirred the onions, her concentration unwavering. Togo watched her with a proud smile, his rough exterior softened by the sight of his daughter learning something new.

 

"Great job, sweetie. Now let's add the chicken," he said, guiding her through the next steps. They cooked together, Togo explaining each step patiently. He showed her how to mix the rice and chicken with the onions, then how to season it just right.

 

When it came time to make the omelet, Togo cracked the eggs into a bowl and whisked them together. He poured the mixture into the hot pan, moving it gently to create a thin, even layer. "This part takes practice," he said. "But you'll get the hang of it."

 

Ayano watched intently as Togo expertly folded the omelet over the rice, creating a perfect omurice. He then handed her the ketchup bottle. "Wanna decorate it?"

 

Ayano took the bottle and carefully drew a small heart on top of the omurice, her expression focused. Togo smiled warmly at her effort. "Looks perfect, baby. Let's dig in."

 

They sat down at the table, sharing the meal they had made together. Ayano took a bite, her face remaining emotionless, but Togo could see the sparkle of satisfaction in her eyes.

 

"How is it?" he asked, taking a bite himself.

 

"It's good, Papa," Ayano replied quietly.

 

Togo's heart swelled with pride. "I'm glad you like it. You did a great job."

 

Ayano gave a small nod, her face remaining stoic but her eyes hinting at a quiet satisfaction. They finished their meal in companionable silence, the warmth of the kitchen wrapping around them like a comforting blanket.

 

After the last bite was taken, Ayano slid off her chair and started gathering the plates. Togo watched her, his rough features softening. "You don't have to help with that, sweetie."

 

"I want to, Papa," she said simply, carrying the dishes to the sink.

 

Togo smiled and stood up, joining her by the sink. "Alright then, let's get this done together."

 

He filled the sink with warm, soapy water, scrubbing the plates clean.

 

She mimicked his movements with careful precision, her small hands working diligently. Togo rinsed each dish she handed him, his heart swelling with pride at her eagerness to help.

 

They worked in quiet harmony, the clinking of dishes and the sound of running water filling the kitchen. Once the last dish was washed and dried, Togo wiped down the counter while Ayano put away the utensils, standing on her tiptoes to reach the drawers.

 

"Great job, sweetheart," Togo said, giving her a warm smile. "You're a big help."

 

Ayano didn't say anything, but her eyes shone with a hint of pride. Togo reached down and scooped her up into his arms,

 

"Now it's time for a bath, my stinky swan," he said, carrying her to the bathroom. He ran the water, checking the temperature before gently lowering her into the tub.

 

He washed her hair with care, his large hands surprisingly gentle. Ayano sat quietly, her eyes closed as Togo rinsed the soap away. He wrapped her in a fluffy towel, drying her off before helping her into her pajamas.

 

"Alright, bedtime, little one," he said, lifting her onto his shoulder. She nestled into his chest, her small hands gripping his shirt. Togo felt a surge of tenderness as he carried her, the weight of his responsibilities fading in the presence of his daughter. He entered her room, the soft glow of a nightlight casting gentle shadows on the walls.

 

Togo laid Ayano down on her bed, tucking the blankets around her snugly. He smoothed back her hair and kissed her forehead. "Sweet dreams, baby."

 

Ayano looked up at him, her eyes reflecting the quiet bond they shared. "Goodnight, Papa." Togo leaned down, kissing Ayano's forehead before turning off the light.

 

Togo sat by her side for a few moments, watching her as she began to drift off. The peaceful rise and fall of her breathing filled him with a deep sense of contentment. In these quiet moments, he found a solace that no amount of power or control could provide.

 

With a final, loving glance, Togo stood up and left the room, closing the door softly behind him. the faint sound of Ayano's steady breathing following him as he made his way to the bathroom.

 

The hot water from the shower cascaded over his tired muscles, washing away the grime and tension of the day. Togo stood under the stream, his thoughts drifting to the simple, precious moments he shared with Ayano. The pride he felt when she excelled in her homework, the quiet satisfaction of cooking together, and the peaceful routine of their nightly rituals. These moments were his sanctuary, a stark contrast to the harsh world he navigated outside their home.

 

After his shower, Togo dried off and pulled on a pair of loose pants. He walked through the quiet house, his mind at ease for the first time that day. He paused at Ayano's door, listening for a moment to the soft, even breaths of his sleeping daughter. Contentment filled him as he turned and headed to his own room, slipping under the covers with a deep sigh. The weight of his responsibilities and the dangers of his life felt distant, overshadowed by the warmth of his love for Ayano.

 


 

What Togo didn't know was that outside Ayano's bedroom window, a shadowy figure lurked. The spy from the Ouma Clan watched intently, his eyes narrowed as he observed the sleeping child. He took note of the house's layout and the routines of its inhabitants, his presence silent and sinister.

 

The spy's orders were clear: gather information on Togo's weaknesses, and nothing was more valuable than the underboss's beloved daughter. The figure remained motionless, blending into the darkness as he continued his surveillance, waiting for the perfect opportunity to strike.

 


 

The next morning, the first rays of sunlight crept into Togo's bedroom. He stirred, the warmth of the sun gently rousing him from his sleep. Stretching, he got out of bed and pulled on a t-shirt before heading down the hall to Ayano's room. He paused at her door, smiling as he opened it quietly.

 

"Morning, sweetheart," he said softly, stepping into the room. Ayano stirred, her eyes fluttering open. She blinked up at him, her expression as emotionless as always, but Togo could sense the affection behind her gaze.

 

"Time to get up," he said, reaching down to scoop her up in his arms. Ayano clung to him sleepily as he carried her to the bathroom.

 

They stood side by side at the sink, brushing their teeth together. Togo made a show of brushing with exaggerated motions, trying to coax a reaction from Ayano. Her lips twitched slightly, the closest thing to a smile he'd see from her this early in the morning. They rinsed and spat in unison, Togo chuckling at their synchronized routine.

 

"Alright, let's get you ready for school," he said, guiding her back to her room. He helped her into her school uniform, his large hands surprisingly deft as he buttoned up her shirt and smoothed out her skirt. Once Ayano was dressed, Togo got ready for work, slipping into his suit and adjusting his tie in the mirror.

 

Together, they headed to the kitchen. Togo pulled out the ingredients for breakfast, deciding on something simple yet filling. He cracked a few eggs into a bowl, whipping them up for omelets. Ayano sat at the table, watching him with those calm, dark eyes.

 

As the omelets cooked, Togo prepared some toast and sliced up fruit, arranging everything neatly on plates. He set the table, placing Ayano's plate in front of her before sitting down with his own.

 

"Breakfast is served," he said with a grin.

 

Ayano picked up her fork, starting to eat methodically. Togo watched her for a moment before digging into his own meal. They ate in companionable silence, the quiet moments between them filled with a comforting familiarity.

 

After breakfast, they washed the dishes together, Ayano handing the wet plates to Togo to dry. The routine was comforting, a stable part of their mornings that they both cherished.

 

Once everything was cleaned up, Togo grabbed his keys and Ayano's school bag. "Ready to go?" he asked.

 

Ayano nodded, slipping her small hand into his. Togo felt a surge of protectiveness as he led her to the car, opening the passenger door for her. She climbed in, fastening her seatbelt as Togo settled into the driver's seat.

 

The drive to school was peaceful, the morning sun casting a warm glow over the city. Togo glanced at Ayano in the rearview mirror, her gaze fixed out the window. She seemed deep in thought, and he wondered what was going through her mind.

 

"Got any big plans for today?" he asked, breaking the silence.

 

Ayano shook her head slightly. "Just school," she replied quietly.

 

Togo nodded, understanding her reticence. He knew she wasn't one for idle chatter. As they pulled up to the school, he parked the car and turned to her. "Have a good day, Ayano. Remember, if anyone gives you trouble, you tell me, alright?"

 

Ayano nodded, unbuckling her seatbelt. "Yes, Papa."

 

Togo smiled, reaching over to ruffle her hair. "That's my girl. Now go on, get to class."

 

Ayano climbed out of the car, slinging her bag over her shoulder. Togo watched as Ayano walked through the school gates, her small figure disappearing into the crowd of children. She turned back briefly, giving him one last look before stepping into the building. He waved, a rare soft smile gracing his usually stern features, and waited until she was safely inside before starting the car.

 

As he drove to work, the warmth of the morning routine faded, replaced by the cold reality of his responsibilities. The streets of the city blurred past him, his mind shifting gears to the day's challenges. The Ouma Clan had been a thorn in their side for too long, and it was time to take decisive action.

 

He pulled up to the headquarters, a nondescript building that housed the heart of their operations. The guards at the entrance nodded respectfully as he walked in, their eyes widening slightly at the sight of him. Togo’s presence was formidable, a mix of respect and fear following him wherever he went.

 

Inside the conference room, his subordinates were already gathered, discussing their plans. They fell silent as Togo entered, their attention snapping to him.

 

“Mornin’, boss,” one of them greeted, the tension in the room palpable.

 

“Mornin’,” Togo replied gruffly, taking his seat at the head of the table. “Alright, let’s get down to business. What’s the latest on the Ouma Clan?”

 

One of his lieutenants, a wiry man named Kenta, stepped forward and laid out a map on the table, indicating key locations and targets. "We got intel on their operations and found their weak spots. We’re gonna hit ‘em where it hurts."

 

He pointed to several spots on the map. "These are their main sources of income. We take these out, they’ll be crippled financially."

 

One of his subordinates spoke up. "What about their leadership? If we take out their heads, the rest will fall apart."

 

Togo nodded. "What Kenta’s gettin’ at is we need to cut off the head of the snake. We take out their leaders and send a message that no one crosses us and gets away with it."

 

The men around the table exchanged glances, their resolve hardening. Togo's plan was ruthless, but it was necessary. The Ouma Clan had been encroaching on their territory, and it was time to put an end to it.

 

As they finalized their plans, Togo's mind briefly wandered back to Ayano. He thought about her sitting in her classroom, diligently working on her assignments. He knew that the world he was navigating was dangerous, and that his actions today would shape the future for both of them.

 

"We strike at dawn," Togo said, his voice firm. "Make sure everything’s in place. No room for fuck-ups, got it?"

 

The meeting adjourned, and Togo leaned back in his chair, the weight of his responsibilities settling on his shoulders. He was ready for the fight ahead, but he couldn't shake the thought of Ayano. She was his world, and everything he did was to protect her, no matter how violent or ruthless.

 


 

The first light of dawn filtered through the narrow alleyways and neon-lit streets of their territory. Togo stood at the head of his assembled men, their faces hardened with determination. The Ouma Clan had been encroaching on their turf for too long, and it was time to put an end to it.

 

Togo, with his harsh and intimidating presence, exuded a roughness that even his own men feared, except for Ayano. Today, though, there was no trace of the gentle father as he addressed his men.

 

"Alright, boys," he growled, his voice low and menacing. "This ends now. The Ouma bastards think they can take what's ours. Show 'em how wrong they are."

 

His men nodded, their eyes reflecting a shared resolve. They had their orders, and they trusted Togo to lead them through this bloody confrontation.

 

As the sun began to rise, casting an eerie glow over the city, Togo and his men moved swiftly, their footsteps silent and calculated. They approached the Ouma Clan's hideout, an abandoned warehouse at the edge of their territory. The air was thick with tension, every man primed for the fight ahead.

 

Togo signaled his men to spread out, positioning themselves strategically around the building. With a final nod, they launched their assault. The doors were kicked open, and chaos erupted.

 

The clash of metal against metal filled the air as swords and knives met in deadly combat. Togo led the charge, his movements fluid and precise. He was a force to be reckoned with, his fists and blade moving with lethal efficiency. His men followed suit, their loyalty and fear of their leader driving them forward with ferocity.

 

Togo spotted an Ouma soldier aiming a gun at one of his men. With a swift, brutal motion, he disarmed the enemy and took him down with a single, powerful strike. The scene was a blur of violence, bodies clashing, and blood spilling onto the cold concrete floor.

 

Amidst the chaos, Togo's thoughts were sharp and clear. He moved through the battlefield like a predator, his senses heightened. Every movement was precise, every strike calculated. He had one goal: find the leader of the Ouma Clan and end this once and for all.

 

Fighting his way through the bloody corridors, Togo dispatched enemy soldiers with ruthless efficiency. The clang of metal and the shouts of combatants echoed around him, but he remained focused. He knew the layout of the warehouse from previous intelligence, and he was determined to reach the boss' office.

 

As he neared the end of the corridor, Togo encountered a particularly fierce opponent. The Ouma soldier lunged at him with a knife, but Togo sidestepped and disarmed him with a swift kick. With a powerful punch, he knocked the man unconscious, leaving him sprawled on the floor.

 

The door to the boss' office loomed ahead. Togo squared his shoulders, took a deep breath, and kicked the door down with a resounding crash. Inside, the room was sparsely furnished, save for a desk and a few chairs. Standing behind the desk was the man Togo had been searching for.

 

The leader of the Ouma Clan was a tall, imposing figure with cold eyes and a cruel smile. He was waiting, his posture relaxed but ready for a fight. The two men sized each other up, the tension in the room palpable.

 

"You must be the underboss," the Ouma boss sneered. "I've heard a lot about you."

 

"Shame it won't matter much longer," Togo retorted, his voice a low growl.

 

Without another word, the two men clashed. The fight was brutal, each man giving as good as he got. The Ouma boss was skilled, but Togo's sheer determination and raw power gave him the edge. They traded blows, each strike echoing in the confined space of the office.

 

Togo felt the adrenaline coursing through his veins as he ducked and weaved, avoiding the Ouma boss' attacks. He seized an opening and delivered a series of rapid punches to the man's midsection, causing him to stagger. The Ouma boss retaliated with a wild swing, but Togo blocked it and countered with a devastating elbow to the jaw.

 

The force of the blow sent the Ouma boss crashing into the desk, scattering papers and knocking over a lamp. Togo moved in for the finishing strike, grabbing the man by the collar and lifting him off his feet.

 

"This is for my clan," Togo hissed, his voice filled with anger and resolve.

 

With one final, powerful punch, Togo sent the Ouma boss crashing to the floor, unconscious and defeated. He stood over his fallen enemy, breathing heavily but victorious.

 

The sound of footsteps approached, and Togo turned to see his men entering the office, their faces filled with relief and triumph. They had fought bravely and won the day.

 

"We did it, boss," one of his men said, his voice filled with admiration. "The Ouma Clan is finished."

 

Togo nodded, a rare smile crossing his usually stern face. "Good job, boys. We showed 'em who they're messin' with."

 

The men celebrated their victory, the adrenaline of the battle giving way to a sense of camaraderie and accomplishment. Togo allowed himself a moment to revel in the triumph, but his thoughts quickly turned to Ayano. His heart ached with the need to see her, to hold her and know she was safe.

 

"Alright, boys," Togo said, his voice commanding but softer than usual. "Clean this mess up. I'm headin' home to my baby girl to celebrate."

 

The men nodded in understanding, their respect for Togo evident. They knew how much Ayano meant to him. As Togo turned to leave, his mind already on Ayano, he pushed through the pain of his injuries. Nothing mattered more than getting back to her.

 

Despite the pain and exhaustion, Togo moved quickly, driven by the thought of Ayano's smile and the sound of her voice. When he arrived home, he expected to be greeted by her small, emotionless face, but instead, he was met with a chilling silence.

 

The house was dark and silent. Togo moved cautiously, not wanting to wake Ayano. He made his way to her bedroom, intending to check on her before cleaning himself up. But when he pushed the door open, the room was empty.

 

"Ayano?" His voice, usually a growl, was barely a whisper. Panic began to claw at his chest as he quickly searched the small room. Her bed was undisturbed, and her favorite plush rabbit sat neatly on her pillow. But Ayano was nowhere to be found.

 

Togo’s heart pounded as he rushed through the house, checking every room, calling her name with increasing desperation. "Ayano! Where are ya, baby?!" His harsh voice echoed off the walls, but there was no answer.

 

Frantic, he returned to the kitchen, his eyes darting around for any clue. That’s when he saw it--Ayano's English homework, a paper that she had worked so hard on, detailing how her papa was her hero. His blood ran cold when he saw the red writing smeared across it. Blood.

 

"We have your baby girl. Payback for today. Come alone if you want her back."

 

The note was signed with the emblem of the Ouma clan. Togo's vision blurred with rage, his mind a storm of violent thoughts. They had taken Ayano. His Ayano.

 

"Those bastards," he growled, clutching the paper, his knuckles white. The injuries he had sustained from the battle seemed insignificant compared to the pain of losing Ayano. 

 

Togo grabbed his phone, dialing his older brother, Runosuke. The line rang only once before Runosuke picked up.

 

"Togo? What the hell's going on?"

 

"They took Ayano," Togo said, his voice rough with anger. "Those Ouma bastards took my fucking baby. I'm going to get her back. If you don't hear from me, it means I'm probably dead."

 

"Togo, wait!" Runosuke's voice was urgent. "You need to calm down. We'll handle this together. Just wait for me—"

 

"I ain't waiting, aniki. My baby girl is in their hands. I'm not wasting another damn minute."

 

"Togo, listen to me! If you go in there without a plan, you'll get yourself killed, and Ayano—"

 

But Togo had already hung up. All he could see was red. He was not going to let another minute pass by with his baby girl in the hands of those bastards. Who knew what they might do to her?

 

He grabbed his weapons, checked the ammo, and tucked a knife into his boot. His mind was a whirlwind of violent thoughts, each one sharpening his resolve. Ayano needed him. He would move heaven and earth to get her back.

 

With a deep breath, Togo shoved his phone back into his pocket and stormed to his car. The engine roared to life beneath him, matching the rage burning in his chest. He drove with purpose, each turn calculated as he navigated the streets toward the location specified in the note.

 

The night air was cold against his skin, but Togo's blood boiled hot with anger. Images of Ayano flashed through his mind—her stoic expression, her small hands clutching her pen and notebook, the way she leaned against him as she slept. She was his responsibility, his reason for living.

 

Togo drove through the city, his hands gripping the wheel tightly. The streets blurred past him, his focus solely on the destination. He arrived at the abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of town, the supposed hideout of the Ouma clan.

 

The building loomed ahead, its windows dark and foreboding. Togo's heart pounded in his chest as he approached. He knew this was a trap, but he didn't care. He was walking into the lion's den, but he was ready to tear the beast apart.

 

He parked the car and got out, his eyes scanning the area. The warehouse was eerily silent, but Togo could sense the danger lurking within. He moved stealthily, his senses heightened, every muscle in his body coiled and ready for action.

 

As he approached the entrance, two guards appeared, blocking his path. Togo didn't hesitate. He launched himself at them, his fists flying with brutal precision. The guards didn't stand a chance. Togo's rage fueled his strength, and within moments, they were down.

 

Togo moved through the building with a singular focus, each step echoing his deadly intent. The corridors of the warehouse were filled with shadows and whispers, but Togo was undeterred. He was a force of nature, an unstoppable killing machine, driven by the need to save Ayano.

 

Two more guards appeared around a corner, their weapons drawn. Togo didn't give them a chance to react. He disarmed one with a swift kick, sending the gun skittering across the floor, then slammed the other guard's head against the wall. The first guard swung a punch, but Togo caught his arm and twisted, the sickening crack of bone echoing in the hallway. The guard screamed, and Togo silenced him with a punch to the throat.

 

More men emerged from doorways, but they fell just as quickly. Togo's movements were a blur of lethal precision, his training and rage combining into a deadly dance. He moved through them like a storm, each strike calculated, each move efficient. Blood splattered the walls, and the air was filled with the sounds of struggle and pain, but Togo pressed on, his mind focused on Ayano.

 

He reached a set of stairs and bounded up them, his breath steady despite the exertion. On the second floor, more guards awaited, but Togo didn't slow down. He ducked under a swinging baton, delivering a bone-shattering punch to the attacker's ribs. Another guard fired a shot, but Togo was already moving, the bullet missing him by inches. He grabbed the gunman's arm and twisted, the gun firing harmlessly into the ceiling before Togo wrenched it free and used it to knock the man out.

 

The remaining guards hesitated, their confidence shaken. Togo took advantage, moving through them with ruthless efficiency. Each man fell, their attempts to stop him futile. The hallway was littered with bodies by the time Togo reached the final door.

 

He kicked it open, his heart pounding with anticipation. Inside, the room was dimly lit, but Togo's eyes quickly adjusted. Standing in the center was a tall, imposing figure, the emblem of the Ouma clan prominent on his jacket.

 

"So, you finally made it," the man said, his voice cold and mocking. "I was beginning to wonder if you'd ever get here."

 

Togo's eyes narrowed. "Where is she?"

 

The man smiled, a cruel, knowing smile. "Safe. For now. But if you want her back, you'll have to get through me."

 

Togo didn't hesitate. He lunged at the man, his fists flying. The fight was brutal, each punch fueled by Togo's desperation and anger. The Ouma boss was a skilled fighter, but Togo's rage gave him an edge. They traded blows, each strike resonating with the force of their conflict.

 

The Ouma boss swung a knife, but Togo dodged, grabbing the man's wrist and twisting. The knife clattered to the floor, and Togo delivered a crushing punch to the man's jaw. The Ouma boss staggered but didn't fall. He swung again, catching Togo in the side, but Togo ignored the pain and countered with a series of rapid punches.

 

Finally, with a powerful uppercut, Togo sent the Ouma boss crashing to the ground. The man lay there, defeated, as Togo stood over him, his breath coming in heavy gasps.

 

"Where's my goddamn baby?!" Togo demanded again, his voice a low growl.

 

The Ouma boss laughed weakly, blood trickling from his mouth. "Down the hall... last door on the right..."

 

Togo didn't waste another moment. He left the man on the floor and ran down the hall, his heart pounding. He reached the door and kicked it open, his eyes scanning the room.

 

Finally, he found her, locked in a small room, her face pale but unflinching. She looked up as he burst through the door, her eyes meeting his.

 

"Papa," she said quietly, as if she had known he would come.

 

Togo's heart ached with relief as he swept her into his arms, holding her close. "It's okay, baby," he murmured, his voice gentler than it had been all night. "Papa's here. I got you."

 

Togo held Ayano tightly, his heart still pounding with the adrenaline of the fight. The Ouma boss, still on the floor and clearly defeated, looked up at him with a calculating gaze.

 

"Wait," the man said, raising a hand in a gesture of peace. "Calm down, Atatsuma. I have an offer for you."

 

Togo's grip on Ayano tightened, his eyes narrowing. "An offer? You took my daughter and expect me to listen to any deal you have?"

 

The man struggled to sit up, leaning against the wall for support. "Yes, an offer. One that could benefit both our clans. You want power, don't you? Control over Akatsuka City?"

 

Togo's interest was piqued, but his distrust remained. "Keep talking."

 

The Ouma boss smirked, wiping the blood from his mouth. "Our clans could merge. Together, we could take out the Shidesu clan and become the strongest force in Akatsuka City. You and your men would have more power and influence than ever before."

 

Togo listened, but his instincts warned him to be wary. "What's the catch?"

 

The man's smirk widened. "Simple. Our clans merge through an alliance. Your daughter, Ayano, marries my son. It secures the bond between our families and guarantees loyalty."

 

Togo's blood ran cold. His mind flashed to Ayano, her emotionless face, her vulnerability. The idea of her being used as a pawn in some power play ignited a fury within him.

 

"Marry your son?" Togo repeated, his voice dangerously low.

 

The Ouma boss nodded. "Yes. Think about it. Your clan and mine, united. The Shidesu clan wouldn't stand a chance. We'd rule the city."

 

Togo's vision blurred with rage. He felt Ayano's small arms around his neck, her trust and innocence. The man before him saw her as nothing more than a tool, a means to an end.

 

"You're outta your damn mind," Togo growled.

 

Without another word, Togo swung his fist, connecting with the man's jaw with a sickening crack. The Ouma boss crumpled to the floor, unconscious. Togo stood over him, breathing heavily, his hand throbbing from the impact.

 

He looked down at Ayano, her face still calm, her eyes trusting. "Let's get out of here, baby girl."

 

He carried her out of the warehouse, his mind made up. There would be no deals, no alliances at the cost of his daughter's future. He knew the Ouma clan wouldn't take this defeat lightly, but he was ready for whatever came next.

 

As they reached the exit, a sudden noise behind him made Togo's instincts flare. He turned just in time to see the Ouma leader, bloodied but determined, lunging at him with a knife.

 

Before Togo could react, Ayano, still in his arms, moved with surprising speed and precision. She reached into Togo's coat, pulling out his concealed knife. With a swift, practiced motion, she drove it into the Ouma leader's chest.

 

The man's eyes widened in shock before he crumpled to the ground, lifeless. The man gurgled, his eyes widening in shock as he staggered back, clutching at his neck.

 

Togo stood frozen, watching the life drain from the Ouma leader's eyes. The man collapsed to the ground, blood pooling around him. Togo's heart pounded as he looked down at Ayano, who stood there, expressionless and calm, her small hand still gripping the knife tightly.

 

"Ayano," Togo said, his voice filled with a mix of awe and pride. He carefully took the knife from her, setting it aside before pulling her into a tight hug. "You saved me, baby girl."

 

"I protected Papa from the monster," Ayano said simply, her voice steady.

 

Togo felt a swell of pride and a surge of protectiveness. His little girl, so brave and strong. He pulled her into a tight hug, holding her close. "You did, Ayano. You did good."

 

In that moment, he realized just how much she had absorbed from watching him, learning to protect herself and him when it mattered most.

 

Togo stood up, still holding Ayano close, and looked around the warehouse one last time. The threat was gone, but he knew this was just the beginning. The Ouma clan would come back, and he had to be ready.

 

As he began to make his way toward the exit, he heard the unmistakable sound of footsteps and someone shouting his name. Togo's heart skipped a beat, fearing it was another enemy. But as the figure emerged from the shadows, Togo's eyes widened in surprise and relief.

 

Runosuke burst through the doorway, his face a mask of panic and determination, a gun clutched tightly in his hand. He scanned the room frantically until his gaze landed on Togo, standing tall with Ayano in his arms.

 

"Togo!" Runosuke's voice cracked with emotion as he rushed forward, his eyes glistening with relief. "Are you alright? Is Ayano...?"

 

Togo gave a small, reassuring nod, his grip on Ayano tightening protectively. "We're fine, aniki. Ayano's safe."

 

Runosuke's shoulders sagged with relief, and he lowered his gun, stepping closer to inspect his brother and niece. He reached out to touch Ayano's cheek gently, his eyes searching hers for any sign of distress.

 

"Ayano," Runosuke whispered, his voice soft and soothing. "Are you okay, sweetheart?"

 

Ayano looked up at her uncle, her usual calm demeanor unwavering. She nodded slightly, her small hand clutching Togo's jacket.

 

Runosuke let out a shaky breath, his hand moving to clasp Togo's shoulder. "I thought... I thought I was too late. When you didn't answer your phone, I feared the worst."

 

Togo offered a tired but grateful smile. "You got here a little late, aniki. But it's aight, I handled it, but it ain't over. The Ouma clan won't take this lying down."

 

Runosuke nodded, his expression serious. "I've already started making plans to hide my boys. With all the attention our clan's been attracting from enemy clans, it's getting too dangerous. We need more protection and power. I’ve been thinking about merging with the Shidesu clan."

 

Togo's eyes widened slightly. "The Shidesu clan? That’s a big move, aniki."

 

"We don’t have many options left," Runosuke replied. "We need allies. We need strength in numbers."

 

Ayano sat quietly, listening to the conversation but not fully understanding the implications. All she knew was that changes were coming, and it meant she and her papa were moving out of Akatsuka City.

 

As they made their way to the car, Togo glanced down at Ayano, his voice softening. "Sweetie, how do you feel about leaving Akatsuka city?"

 

Ayano looked up at him with her big, emotionless eyes. "Wherever Papa goes, I go too."

 

Togo felt a surge of pride and love for his daughter. He smiled, lifting her into the car and buckling her in. "Of course, baby. We'll stick together, no matter what."

 

Runosuke climbed into the driver's seat, casting a glance at his brother and niece in the rearview mirror. "Tomorrow, we’ll meet with the Shidesu clan, I’ll stay here to handle things. You take Ayano and get her settled to wherever you're moving off to,"

 

Togo nodded, his resolve hardening. "Whatever you say, aniki. We'll do whatever it takes."

 

As the car started and pulled away from the house, Togo couldn't help but feel a mix of anxiety and determination. Moving out of Akatsuka City was a big step, but he knew it was necessary for their safety.

 

He glanced at Ayano curled up beside him, exhausted from the events of the day, her small hand gripping his jacket. He watched her sleep, feeling a profound sense of responsibility and love. No matter what happened, he would protect her.

 


 

The next morning arrived with a crisp clarity in the air, a sharp contrast to the events of the previous day. Togo woke early, his mind already racing with plans and contingencies. He checked on Ayano, who was quietly packing her things into a small suitcase, her movements deliberate and focused.

 

She tried stuffing in her suitcase her stuffed rabbit, a strawberry squishmallow, the ballet poster of Odette from Swan Lake, and her book of Frankenstein's monster, and a few other items, but the suitcase wouldn't close.

 

"Need any help with that, sweetie?" Togo asked, leaning against the door frame of her room.

 

Ayano glanced up, a pout of faint frustration on her lips. "No, Papa. I can do it."

 

Togo nodded, impressed by her determination. He admired her independence, even though he longed to protect her from every hardship. "Alright. Let me know if you need anything."

 

They shared a simple breakfast together, the atmosphere in the house tense yet strangely peaceful. Runosuke joined them briefly, discussing the day's plans and emphasizing the importance of their upcoming meeting with the Shidesu clan.

 

As they prepared to leave, Togo checked the locks on the doors one last time, ensuring their home was secure. Ayano stood beside him, her small hand clutching his as they walked out to the car. The morning sunlight filtered through the trees, casting dappled shadows on the pavement.

 

"Ready, sweetheart?" Togo asked again, holding open the car door for Ayano.

 

Ayano nodded, her expression calm and resolute. "Ready, Papa."

 

Togo smiled warmly, a mix of pride and protectiveness swelling in his chest. He helped her into the car, settling her suitcase in the trunk before closing it gently. As they pulled out of the driveway, Togo glanced back at their home, feeling a twinge of sadness at leaving behind the familiar. But as he looked at Ayano, sitting quietly beside him, he knew they were embarking on a new chapter together. Whatever challenges lay ahead, they would face them as a family. 

Notes:

I might finish this before writing chapter 10 of Victoria and the Two. I'm way too invested in this right now

Chapter 11: A New Beginning

Chapter Text

Togo gripped the steering wheel, the city lights of Akatsuka faded into the distance, swallowed by the thickening darkness of the highway. The engine's steady rumble filled the cabin, a constant hum that provided a small measure of comfort in the midst of his mounting anxiety. 


In the backseat, Ayano was curled up in a blanket, her head resting against the window. Her soft, uneven breathing was the only sound that occasionally cut through the din of the road.

 

The night was cool, and the car’s heater worked tirelessly to keep the chill at bay. The faint glow of the dashboard lights painted Togo's face in a soft, greenish hue, casting shadows that seemed to dance with the car's movement. His eyes, tired and etched with worry, darted to the rearview mirror every few seconds. He couldn’t shake the images of what had happened, nor the fear that he had nearly lost her.

 

The Ouma Clan's attack had been brutal, a reminder of the ever-present danger in his line of work. The memory of Ayano's small hands, her innocent face, and the terror in her eyes when he had pulled her away from the carnage burned in his mind. He could still hear her terrified cries, and it drove him to the edge of recklessness.

 

Togo’s mind raced with the decision he had made. Moving to Tokeino City was more than a mere relocation—it was an escape. The city was quiet, a stark contrast to the relentless energy of Akatsuka. It was a place where children played freely in the streets, where life seemed to move at a gentler pace. It was exactly what Ayano needed, far from the shadows of his world.

 

He glanced at her again, her small figure barely visible in the dim light. She was secure now, away from the chaos, but Togo knew the transition wouldn’t be easy for her. The city’s serenity was a stark juxtaposition to the fear and violence that had been her recent reality. He wanted to protect her from every harm, to give her a semblance of normalcy that he could never truly have for himself.

 

The road stretched ahead, long and straight, with occasional bends that reflected the uncertainty of the future. Togo's thoughts were a maelstrom, his plans for Tokeino City interwoven with the relentless drive to shield Ayano from the consequences of his past choices. Every mile brought them closer to a new beginning, but also reminded him of the sacrifices he had to make.

 

As they crossed the city limits of Tokeino, the skyline began to appear—a silhouette of modest buildings and green spaces, a stark contrast to the concrete jungle they had left behind. Togo could almost see the future he envisioned for Ayano: a world where she could grow up without the constant threat of violence, where she could laugh and play without fear.

 

He maneuvered the car through the streets of a wealthier part of Tokeino City, each block more serene and inviting than the last. The apartment complex loomed ahead, a quiet, elegant building with well-kept gardens and a sense of tranquility that seemed almost foreign to Togo. It was a far cry from the chaotic life they had left behind.

 

Pulling into the designated parking spot, Togo turned off the engine and sat in the stillness of the car for a moment. The world outside was peaceful, a sharp contrast to the storm that had raged in his life. He looked back at Ayano, still curled up in the backseat, her chest rising and falling rhythmically with her sleep.

 

Gently, he unfastened her seatbelt and carefully lifted her from the car. She was light, but the tenderness with which he held her made the moment feel significant, almost sacred. Her small head rested against his shoulder, and her tiny hands clutched the edges of her blanket.

 

With a determined, yet weary stride, Togo carried her toward the apartment building. The lobby was immaculate, adorned with polished marble floors and tasteful décor. It was a far cry from the cramped, dingy spaces he had been used to, and for the first time in a long while, he felt a flicker of hope.

 

He approached the elevator, where his men—trusty associates who had followed him from Akatsuka City—were already working diligently. They had arrived ahead of him, their presence a quiet testament to Togo’s unwavering command and their respect for him. The moving truck was parked nearby, and they were methodically unloading furniture and boxes.

 

The elevator doors slid open, and Togo stepped inside, cradling Ayano as he pressed the button for their floor. His men followed closely, their footsteps muted by the soft carpeting of the hallway. They exchanged nods of acknowledgment, their expressions reflecting the gravity of the situation and their commitment to ensuring that Togo’s new start would be as smooth as possible.

 

As the elevator reached their floor, Togo carried Ayano down the hallway to their new apartment. The door stood open, revealing a tastefully furnished space that was modest yet comfortable. The living room was bathed in the soft light of early morning, and the apartment exuded a warmth that Togo hoped would provide a sense of security for his daughter.

 

He stepped inside, carefully placing Ayano on the sofa. She stirred slightly but remained asleep, her face serene. Togo took a moment to watch her, the weight of his decisions and their consequences settling over him. The apartment felt like a blank canvas, a new beginning for both of them.

 

Outside, his men continued to unload the truck, moving with practiced efficiency. The sounds of boxes being carried and furniture being positioned filled the apartment, a reminder that they were starting to put down roots. Togo took a deep breath, a mix of relief and exhaustion washing over him.

 

He gently arranged a few pillows around Ayano, ensuring she would be comfortable. As he watched her sleep, he felt a surge of protectiveness, mingled with a deep-seated hope for the future. This was their chance to build something different, something better.

 

With a final glance at his daughter, Togo stepped out to oversee the unpacking. The apartment was beginning to feel like home, each piece of furniture and every box adding to the sense of normalcy he desperately wanted for Ayano.

 

The first light of dawn began to filter through the windows, casting a soft, golden hue over the apartment. Togo’s men worked diligently, their movements efficient and synchronized as they finished unloading the moving truck. Boxes were stacked neatly in corners, and furniture was placed with deliberate care, each item finding its new place in the unfamiliar space.

 

As the sun crept higher in the sky, Togo approached his men, who were now taking a brief respite. Their faces were set with the quiet determination that had seen them through countless tasks, but there was an underlying weariness that spoke of long hours and dedication.

 

Togo glanced at the horizon, the rising sun a reminder that their presence was no longer needed. “Alright, men, it’s time to head back,” he said, his voice carrying the weight of finality. “You’ve done a great job, but it’s better if you leave before the neighborhood wakes up. We don’t want to draw attention.”

 

His men nodded in understanding, the gravity of the situation evident in their subdued responses. They quickly gathered their remaining belongings, their movements now a mix of practiced efficiency and quiet respect. One by one, they exchanged brief, solemn goodbyes with Togo, their expressions reflecting both the end of their task and the beginning of their journey back.

 

As they climbed into the truck, the engine roared to life, and the vehicle slowly pulled away from the curb. Togo watched as it disappeared down the street, the sound of its departure fading into the morning quiet. The once-bustling presence of the Yakuza was now replaced by the tranquil stillness of the neighborhood, the only signs of their recent activity the empty truck and the boxes waiting to be unpacked.

 

Togo turned and walked back into the apartment, the space now feeling more like a haven than an empty shell. The sunlight filtered through the windows, illuminating the room and casting a warm glow over the scattered boxes and newly-arrived furniture. The apartment was still a work in progress, but it was beginning to take shape—a testament to the new life he was trying to build for Ayano.

 

He moved through the apartment, methodically checking on the arrangements. The living room was coming together, with the sofa now flanked by a coffee table and a couple of armchairs. The kitchen was still a jumble of boxes, but the essentials were in place. He took a moment to arrange a few items on the kitchen counter, attempting to create a semblance of normalcy.

 

Ayano stirred slowly, her eyelids fluttering open as the soft morning light bathed the room in a gentle glow. She blinked a few times, her surroundings coming into focus. The unfamiliarity of the apartment was a stark contrast to the comfort of her previous bedroom. For a moment, confusion clouded her young features as she tried to piece together where she was.

 

Her small hands reached out instinctively, seeking the familiar warmth of her papa. The blanket was still draped over her, and she noticed the softness of the new sofa beneath her. She sat up slowly, her movements cautious, her eyes scanning the room for a sign of Togo. The apartment was quiet, save for the occasional creak of settling furniture and the distant sounds of the city outside.

 

“Papa?” she called softly, her voice barely more than a whisper. She slipped off the sofa, her tiny feet making a soft patter on the floor as she padded across the room. Her curiosity mixed with a tinge of concern, her heart a little heavy with the uncertainty of their new surroundings.

 

Ayano ventured into the kitchen, peeking around the corner and finding it still cluttered with boxes. The smell of fresh paint and new furniture was faint but distinct, adding to the sense of newness that surrounded her. She called out again, her voice trembling slightly, “Papa?”

 

Hearing no response, she continued her exploration, moving with a mix of wonder and trepidation. She wandered through the living room, her eyes wide as she took in the neat arrangement of furniture and the way the light played across the space. She stopped occasionally to touch an object or peer into a box, searching for any hint of familiarity.

 

As she moved through the apartment, her footsteps light and cautious, she stumbled upon Togo, who had been quietly arranging some items. His back was turned as he worked on setting up a small bookshelf. The sight of her papa brought a wave of relief to her face.

 

“Papa!” she exclaimed, her voice a mix of relief and eagerness.

 

Togo turned, his expression softening immediately at the sight of his daughter. He saw her standing there, her blanket still wrapped around her and her eyes wide with the lingering sleepiness of just waking up. For a moment, his heart ached at the sight of her vulnerability, but it was quickly replaced by a surge of warmth and tenderness.

 

He stepped toward her, his movements gentle and reassuring. Kneeling down to her level, he extended his arms. “Morning, Ayano. Did you sleep well?”

 

Ayano nodded, a small smile forming on her lips as she shuffled closer to him. She reached out, wrapping her tiny arms around his neck as he lifted her into a comforting embrace. The familiarity of his arms, strong and secure, brought her an overwhelming sense of safety.

 

Togo held her close, his heart swelling with a mix of love and protectiveness. He knew the move had been hard for her, and seeing her adjust to their new life tugged at him deeply. “I’m here, Ayano. We’re going to be okay,” he murmured softly, pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead.

 

As he carried her back to the living room, he glanced around at the unpacked boxes and the scattered items, realizing there was still much work to be done. But in that moment, with Ayano nestled safely in his arms, he felt a renewed sense of purpose. He would make this place a home for her, no matter how long it took.

 

“Alright, sweetheart,” he said, his voice rough but laced with an undercurrent of warmth. “We gotta get some stuff for the apartment. Let’s hit the supermarket and stock up on some groceries.”

 

Ayano nodded, her expression neutral as she looked up at him. Togo admired her calm demeanor, even if it was a bit unnerving. She was taking everything in stride, which he appreciated more than she might ever know.

 

Togo carried Ayano into the bathroom, the space small but functional, with light streaming in through a frosted window. The bathroom was one of the few rooms that had already been somewhat organized, with basic necessities like towels and bath products readily available.

 

Gently placing Ayano on the edge of the tub, Togo turned on the water, adjusting the temperature to ensure it was just right. He glanced back at her, noting the way she watched him with a quiet, detached curiosity. Despite the calm exterior, her presence was a reminder of the new life they were trying to build together.

 

“Time for a bath, my stinky swan,” he said, his voice gruff but softened by the care he was trying to convey. He started to fill the tub with warm water, the gentle sound of the running faucet filling the room.

 

Ayano made no protest, her expression remaining neutral as she watched him prepare. Togo quickly and efficiently got her undressed, his movements precise but gentle. He took a moment to appreciate the rare opportunity to care for her in such a simple, everyday manner. It was a stark contrast to the chaos of their recent past.

 

Once the tub was filled, he helped her into the water, careful to keep her steady as she settled in. He gently washed her, using a soft sponge and mild soap. His hands, though strong and accustomed to rough work, were tender as they moved over her small frame. The sight of her relaxing into the bath was a small victory for him, a sign that this new life might be working out as planned.

 

When Ayano was finished and the bath was over, Togo carefully lifted her out and wrapped her in a fluffy towel. He dried her off with quick, efficient strokes, trying to make the process as comfortable as possible for her. Despite her emotionless demeanor, he noticed the subtle signs of her enjoying the warm water and the gentle touch.

 

With her hair still damp, he took her into the bedroom, where he had already picked out a puffy tulle dress. The dress was a soft shade of green,  its layers of tulle giving it a delicate, girlish charm. Togo had never been one for fashion, but he had chosen it because he thought it might make Ayano feel special.

 

“Here we go,” he said, trying to sound cheerful despite his rough voice. He helped her into the dress, his fingers deftly working to fasten the buttons and smooth out the fabric. As he adjusted the dress on her, he couldn’t help but feel a pang of pride at how cute she looked in it.

 

With her dress now in place, Togo moved on to her hair. He gathered it into two sections, carefully braiding each into twin braids. His movements were meticulous, his focus evident in the way he concentrated on ensuring the braids were neat and even. He wasn’t used to such delicate tasks, but he wanted everything to be perfect for her.

 

As he tied the final elastic into place, Ayano’s soft, emotionless voice broke the silence. “Papa, could you please put bows in my hair?”

 

Togo paused, his rough exterior momentarily giving way to a hint of uncertainty. Bows weren’t something he had considered, but he could see how they might complete the look. “Bows, huh? Alright, let’s see what we got,” he replied, trying to keep his tone casual.

 

He rummaged through a small box of hair accessories he had set aside, eventually finding a couple of simple white bows. He carefully attached them to the ends of Ayano’s braids, making sure they were secure but not too tight. The bows added a touch of sweetness to the look, and Togo felt a small smile tug at his lips as he stepped back to admire his handiwork.

 

“There ya go,” he said, giving her a nod of approval. “All set for the day.”

 

Ayano looked at herself in the mirror, her expression still calm but with a faint glimmer of satisfaction. She turned back to Togo, giving him a small nod.

 

“Thanks, Papa,” she said, her voice soft but with a hint of gratitude.

 

Togo ruffled her hair gently, a rare, genuine smile breaking through his normally stern demeanor. “No problem, baby. Listen, papa's gonna take a quick shower before we head out. You stay here and wait for me, okay? Just explore a bit if you want.”

 

Ayano nodded, her expression still calm but showing a flicker of curiosity. “Okay, Papa,” she replied softly.

 

With a final reassuring smile, Togo stepped into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. The sound of running water soon filled the apartment, mingling with the faint echoes of his movements as he prepared for his shower.

 

Outside, Ayano wandered into the living room, her small steps tentative but filled with an inquisitive energy. The space, though still a work in progress, was beginning to take on a semblance of home. The sunlight poured in through the large windows, casting a warm glow over the room.

 

She approached the boxes stacked against the wall, her tiny hands brushing over the rough cardboard. The boxes were marked with hastily scrawled labels, hinting at their contents—everything from kitchenware to books. She carefully pried open a box marked "toys," her eyes lighting up as she discovered a collection of stuffed animals and small games.

 

Ayano picked up a stuffed bear, its soft fur comforting to her touch. She hugged it to her chest, a small, tentative smile tugging at her lips as she imagined the bear as a companion in this new place. She set the bear down on the sofa and continued her exploration, moving towards the bookshelf that Togo had begun to set up.

 

Her fingers traced the spines of the books, some of which were familiar from their previous home, while others were new and unfamiliar. She pulled a book from the shelf, its cover bright and colorful. She sat down on the floor with the book open, her eyes scanning the pages with a mixture of interest and concentration.

 

The sound of the shower running in the bathroom was a constant, soothing background noise. It felt oddly comforting, a reminder that despite the changes and the unfamiliarity of their new surroundings, there was still a sense of routine and normalcy to be found.

 

After some time, Ayano moved towards the kitchen area. The sight of the empty counters and scattered boxes made her feel a little overwhelmed, but she approached with cautious curiosity. She opened a few cabinets, peeking inside at the new dishes and utensils, imagining how they would look once everything was properly arranged.

 

She stopped by the window, which overlooked a small courtyard with a few trees and patches of green. She pressed her hands against the glass, looking out at the neighborhood. The quietness of the street and the sight of a few early risers walking their dogs gave her a sense of calm.

 

As Togo’s shower continued, Ayano’s exploration was interrupted by the sound of the bathroom door opening. Togo emerged, his hair damp and his face freshened. He saw Ayano by the window, her back turned to him as she gazed outside.

 

He walked over, his presence strong but careful not to startle her. “Alright, kiddo, I’m all set. Ready to head out?”

 

Ayano turned to him, her gaze shifting from the window to his face. She nodded, the earlier curiosity in her eyes now mixed with a touch of excitement. “Yes, Papa.”

 

Togo gave her a quick, approving smile. “Good. Let’s get going then. We’ve got groceries to buy and a new place to settle into.”

 

He grabbed his keys and wallet from the entryway, ensuring everything was in order. Ayano followed him towards the door, her small hand finding his as they prepared to step outside.

 

 

Togo and Ayano stepped out into the crisp morning air, the quiet of their new neighborhood contrasting sharply with the bustling energy of Akatsuka City. The sun was bright but gentle, casting a welcoming glow over the streets. As they walked towards the supermarket, Togo held Ayano's hand securely in his own, her small fingers fitting snugly against his rough, calloused palm.

 

Their journey to the supermarket took them along the tree-lined streets of Tokeino City. The neighborhood was peaceful, with neatly kept lawns and well-maintained sidewalks. It was the kind of place that seemed to exude an air of tranquility—a stark contrast to the chaotic life Togo had left behind.

 

But as they walked, Togo became acutely aware of the attention they were attracting. His tattoos were visible on his arms, intricate designs that spoke of a life steeped in the Yakuza’s code. Small scars marked his face, remnants of past conflicts and battles. It was clear to anyone who glanced his way that he was a man with a history, a man who did not belong to the typical peaceful life of Tokeino City.

 

Neighbors and passersby eyed him with a mix of curiosity and wariness. Their stares were often accompanied by whispered comments or cautious glances. Togo noticed the way people’s eyes lingered on him, the slight tension in their posture as they tried to keep their distance. He could feel the judgment in their gazes, a silent acknowledgment of the incongruity between his presence and the serene atmosphere of the neighborhood.

 

Ayano, walking beside him, seemed largely unaffected by the stares. She looked up at him occasionally with a mix of curiosity and trust, her expression still emotionless but observant. The supermarket was not far, and Togo hoped the quick trip would minimize the amount of attention they attracted.

 

As they reached the supermarket, the sliding glass doors opened with a soft whoosh, welcoming them into the cool, air-conditioned interior. The contrast between the outside world and the inside of the store was striking. Here, the aisles were neatly stocked, and the fluorescent lights cast a bright, even glow over everything.

 

Togo led Ayano down the aisles, his imposing figure a stark contrast to the cheerful, bustling environment of the store. He picked up a cart and pushed it along, maneuvering it with practiced ease despite its bulk. Ayano stood by his side, her gaze shifting between the shelves and her father.

 

Togo grabbed a few items from the shelves—bread, milk, vegetables. His movements were efficient, but he made sure to check in with Ayano as he went along. He would occasionally glance down at her, making sure she was comfortable and not overwhelmed by the new surroundings.

 

As Togo and Ayano made their way through the supermarket, their cart now laden with groceries, they rounded a corner into the next aisle. The familiar clatter of the cart wheels was a small comfort amidst the unease of their earlier interactions. Just as Togo was reaching for a box of cereal, a distinct, polished voice cut through the ambient noise of the store.

 

“Oh, would you look at that,” the voice said, dripping with a subtle but unmistakable condescension.

 

Togo glanced up to see the Najimi family approaching. The Najimis were the wealthiest family in Tokeino City, and their reputation preceded them. Osuke was a notorious businessman with a web of connections that rivaled even the Saikou family. Hinano was known for her snobby and materialistic behavior, often seen as the perfect counterpart to Osuke's more overt power plays.

 

As they approached, Togo noticed their son, Osano Najimi, trailing behind them. The boy was decked out in the latest designer children’s wear, his face twisted into a petulant frown. Togo had heard stories about Osano—a spoiled, temperamental child who was known for his aggressive outbursts. The Najimis' reputation for looking down on those they deemed beneath them was well-earned, and Togo braced himself for the interaction.

 

Osuke’s sharp eyes assessed Togo with practiced ease. He inclined his head slightly, a gesture that was as much about maintaining his own sense of superiority as it was about acknowledging Togo’s presence. “Ah, you must be the new arrivals to Tokeino City,” he said, his voice smooth and deliberately warm. “I’m Osuke Najimi. And this is my wife, Hinano, and our son, Osano.”

 

Hinano’s smile was saccharine, dripping with a false sweetness. “Welcome to the neighborhood. We’ve heard there’s been quite a buzz about a new face in town.” Her tone carried an edge of passive-aggressiveness, though it was masked by her seemingly pleasant demeanor.

 

Osano, meanwhile, was busy trying to grab a candy bar from a display, his frustration apparent when it was out of reach. He whined loudly, his voice carrying across the aisle. “Mom, I want this!”

 

Hinano’s smile faltered for a moment as she shot a disapproving glance at her son, but she quickly regained her composure. “Osano, please be patient. We’re speaking with our new neighbors.”

 

Togo stood his ground, his expression guarded. He had little interest in engaging with people who had such obvious disdain for him. “Yeah, I guess that’s us,” he said, his voice terse. “We’re just getting settled in.”

 

Osuke’s eyes lingered on Togo’s tattoos and the roughness of his appearance. “I’m sure you’ll find Tokeino City to be a lovely place,” he said, his tone implying that he had doubts about whether Togo could truly fit in. “It’s a bit different from Akatsuka, I imagine.”

 

Hinano’s gaze shifted to Ayano, who stood quietly by Togo’s side. Her expression softened momentarily, though it was clear she was still judging them. “And how is little Miss…?” she began, her voice trailing off as if searching for the right words.

 

“Ayano,” Togo supplied, keeping his tone curt but polite.

 

Hinano’s smile grew a fraction wider. “Ayano, of course. How delightful. I’m sure she’ll make many friends here.” Her words were meant to be reassuring but were laced with an undertone of insincerity.

 

Osano, still distracted by the candy bar, finally managed to get it and tore it open with a loud crinkle. He barely glanced at Togo or Ayano, absorbed in his own little world.

 

Osuke's gaze shifted back to Togo, his sharp eyes scrutinizing him with an almost predatory interest. “Is she your daughter?” he asked, his tone casual but probing.

 

Togo's jaw tightened. He was well aware that Ayano did not resemble him in the slightest—her small frame and delicate features stood in stark contrast to his own rugged appearance. But he held his ground, refusing to be intimidated. “Yeah,” he replied curtly, his voice low and steady. “She’s my daughter.”

 

Osuke’s lips twitched slightly, a hint of a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. It was clear he had picked up on the discrepancy and was not about to let it slide. “She certainly doesn’t look much like you,” he observed, his tone laced with a subtle edge of mockery.

 

Togo’s hands tightened around the cart handle, his knuckles whitening. The urge to lash out was strong, but he kept his composure. His gaze was steely, betraying none of the simmering anger he felt. “No, she doesn’t,” he said, his voice taut. “But she’s my daughter.”

 

Hinano, seizing the opportunity to add her own touch of passive-aggressive commentary, leaned slightly towards Togo. “She certainly looks like her mother, then. I suppose it must be quite a challenge for someone like you to manage her upbringing,” she said, her voice dripping with feigned sympathy.

 

Togo’s eyes narrowed, and he took a deep breath, forcing himself to remain calm. He had no intention of giving the Najimis any further reason to feel superior or to provoke a confrontation. “I manage just fine,” he said tersely, maintaining a polite but firm demeanor.

 

Osuke’s gaze remained fixed on Togo, his smile widening as he pulled a sleek, business card from his coat pocket. The card was pristine, its surface embossed with the logo of a local mental health facility. “I’m sure you do,” Osuke said smoothly, holding out the card. “But I thought you might find this useful. It’s a facility that specializes in children’s mental health. They might be able to help if you find that Ayano needs a little extra support.”

 

Togo’s eyes flicked to the card, and he could feel the sting of Osuke’s implication. His fingers itched to crumple the card in his hand, but he forced himself to keep his expression neutral. “Thanks, but we’re managing just fine on our own,” he said, his voice clipped.

 

Osuke’s smirk only grew. “Of course. I’m sure you are.” He tucked the card back into his pocket with a final, patronizing glance at Togo. “Good luck with everything.”

 

With that, Osuke and Hinano turned to leave, their laughter rising as they dragged Osano, who was still nibbling on his candy bar, towards the store’s exit. The sound of their laughter, filled with a sense of superiority, lingered in the air.

 

Togo watched them go, his jaw clenched. He didn’t like the way they had treated him or how they had dismissed Ayano. He turned back to his daughter, who stood beside him, her expression as emotionless as ever.

 

“Let’s just finish up and get out of here,” Togo said, trying to shake off the anger that had settled in his chest. “We’ve got a lot to do.”

 

Ayano, unperturbed by the encounter, nodded and continued to help him select the last of their groceries. Despite the judgmental stares and the condescending remarks from the Najimis, Togo remained resolute. He had made a choice to protect his daughter and create a safe, stable environment for her, no matter what others thought or said.

 

As they made their way to the checkout, Togo cast a final glance towards the entrance, where the Najimis were disappearing from view. He knew they would face challenges and judgments, but he was determined to shield Ayano from the harshness of the world as much as he could.

Chapter 13: Comfort

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The supermarket encounter had left a palpable tension in the air, and Togo could feel it simmering just beneath the surface. As they walked back to the car, Ayano's small hand firmly clasped in his, he couldn't shake the feeling that this wasn't the last time they'd cross paths with the Najimis.

 

Togo glanced down at Ayano, her emotionless face a stark contrast to the whirlwind of thoughts in his mind. He admired her resilience, her ability to remain unperturbed by the Najimi family's snide remarks and Osano's unsettling interest. She was a rock, and he found solace in her presence.

 

"Come on, kiddo," Togo muttered, his voice gruff but gentle. "Let's get you home."

 

Ayano nodded silently, her eyes distant. Togo opened the car door and helped her into the backseat, buckling her in with a tenderness that belied his rough exterior. As he settled into the driver's seat, he took a deep breath, his hands gripping the steering wheel tightly.

 

The drive back to their apartment was quiet, the only sound being the hum of the engine and the occasional rustle of Ayano shifting in her seat. Togo's mind raced, replaying the interaction with the Najimis over and over. He knew their paths would cross again; people like Osuke Najimi didn't simply walk away. They lingered, plotting and scheming.

 

When they arrived at their new apartment, Togo parked the car and walked around to help Ayano out. He scooped her up effortlessly, carrying her inside while his men continued to bring in the remaining furniture. The apartment was slowly beginning to feel like home, but the unease from the supermarket still lingered.

 

Inside, Togo set Ayano down on the couch and knelt before her, his rough hands gently cupping her face. "You okay, Ayano?"

 

She nodded again, her eyes meeting his briefly before drifting away. Togo sighed, brushing a stray strand of hair behind her ear. "We'll be fine," he assured her, though he was speaking as much to himself as to her. "I'll keep you safe, no matter what."

 

As the evening wore on, Togo busied himself with organizing their new home, trying to push thoughts of the Najimis to the back of his mind. He prepared dinner, the mundane task grounding him. Ayano sat quietly at the table, her eyes following his every move.

 

After dinner, Togo helped Ayano with her bath, the ritual calming both of them. He dressed her in a soft nightgown and braided her hair, tying bows at the ends just as she liked. The routine was a welcome distraction, a moment of normalcy in their tumultuous lives.

 

Once Ayano was tucked into bed, Togo sat beside her, watching her as she drifted off to sleep. Her steady breathing was a balm to his frayed nerves. He leaned back, staring at the ceiling, his thoughts inevitably returning to the Najimis.

 

"This ain't over," he murmured to himself, his jaw tightening with resolve. He knew they would come face to face with the Najimis again, but he was ready. For Ayano's sake, he would always be ready.

 


 

The morning sun filtered through the curtains, casting a warm glow over the apartment. Togo had been up for hours, his mind always alert, always vigilant. Today was Ayano's first ballet practice in Tokeino City, and he was determined to make it a positive experience for her.

 

He moved quietly around the apartment, preparing breakfast and laying out Ayano's ballet outfit with care. When it was time to wake her, he did so gently, his voice soft in the early morning stillness.

 

"Ayano, it's time to get up, kiddo," he murmured, brushing a hand over her hair. She stirred, her eyes slowly opening to meet his.

 

After breakfast, Togo helped Ayano into her ballet attire, a delicate black leotard with a matching tutu. He braided her hair, tying it off with the familiar bows that she loved. Despite her emotionless expression, he could see a flicker of anticipation in her eyes.

 

"Ready?" he asked, standing back to admire his handiwork. She nodded, and they headed out the door.

 

The drive to the ballet studio was peaceful, the city just beginning to wake up. Togo glanced at Ayano in the rearview mirror, her small figure poised and calm. He felt a surge of protectiveness, his determination to give her a normal life strengthening with every passing moment.

 

As they arrived and walked towards the studio, Togo noticed a familiar figure ahead. Osuke Najimi, accompanied by his son Osano, was heading in the same direction. The sight of them made Togo's grip on Ayano's hand tighten slightly.

 

Osano's expression was a picture of petulance. His face was flushed, and he dragged his feet, clearly unhappy about something. As they drew closer, Togo overheard snippets of their conversation.

 

"I don't want to go to violin practice!" Osano whined, his voice loud and grating. "It's boring, and I hate it!"

 

Osuke's face was a mask of patience, but Togo could see the annoyance in his eyes. "Osano, we've talked about this. It's important for your development. You need to learn discipline."

 

"I don't care about discipline!" Osano yelled, his tantrum attracting stares from passersby. "I hate violin!"

 

Togo and Ayano were almost upon them now. Osuke glanced up, his eyes meeting Togo's with a flash of recognition. He straightened, a thin smile spreading across his face.

 

"Ah, Mr. Atatsuma," Osuke greeted, his tone smooth. "Taking your daughter to ballet, I see?"

 

Togo nodded curtly. "Yeah. And I see you're dealing with... other issues."

 

Osuke's smile tightened, his gaze flicking to Osano, who was now sulking with his arms crossed. "Yes, well, children can be quite... challenging at times."

 

Togo observed the strained dynamic, his grip on Ayano's hand remaining firm. The tension between father and son was palpable, a stark contrast to the quiet understanding he shared with Ayano.

 

"Osano," Osuke snapped, his patience finally wearing thin, "we've discussed this. You will play the violin. No amount of whining will change that."

 

"But I hate the violin!" Osano shouted, his face reddening with frustration. "I want to play the guitar! It's not fair!"

 

Osuke's eyes narrowed, his voice dropping to a dangerously low tone. "Fair? You think life's fair, Osano? Discipline and hard work are what matter. You will continue your violin practice, and that's final."

 

Osano's defiance only seemed to fuel Osuke's anger. Togo watched as Osuke grabbed Osano by the arm, his grip firm and unyielding. "We're leaving now," Osuke ordered, dragging his son away despite his protests.

 

Osano struggled, his voice rising in a desperate wail. "No! I don't want to! Let me go! I hate you!"

 

Osuke's jaw tightened, his steps quickening as he pulled Osano along. "Enough, Osano. You'll thank me one day for teaching you discipline."

 

Togo stood there, watching the scene unfold with a mix of detachment and pity. He could see the anguish in Osano's eyes, the resentment building with every harsh word from his father. It reminded him, in some ways, of his own upbringing, though he'd vowed to never impose such rigid expectations on Ayano.

 

Ayano, for her part, watched silently, her expression unchanged. Togo knew she was absorbing everything, understanding the complexities of human emotions even if she didn't express them herself.

 

As the Najimis disappeared around the corner, Togo knelt down beside Ayano, his voice gentle. "You ready for your practice, kiddo?"

 

She nodded, her eyes meeting his with a calm certainty. "Yes, papa,"

 

He smiled, ruffling her hair slightly. "Alright then. You go in there and show them what you're made of."

 

Ayano gave a small nod and walked into the ballet studio, her steps graceful and sure. Togo watched her go, a sense of pride swelling in his chest. Despite everything, she remained a beacon of strength and resilience.

 

As he stood there, waiting for her practice to finish, Togo couldn't shake the image of Osuke dragging Osano away. It was a stark reminder of the different paths their lives had taken, and the choices they had made.

 

For Togo, Ayano's happiness and well-being were paramount. He would do whatever it took to protect her, to ensure she never felt the same crushing weight of expectation that Osano did. 

 


 

The ballet studio was a sanctuary of grace and discipline, a stark contrast to the chaotic world outside. Ayano slipped into her routine with ease, her movements fluid and precise. She danced with an ethereal quality, her expression remaining calm and focused. Togo watched from a distance, his presence a reassuring constant in her life.

 

As the class progressed, Ayano lost herself in the rhythm of the music and the repetition of the movements. Her peers danced around her, their laughter and chatter a soft background hum. But for Ayano, the ballet was her world, a place where she could find a rare sense of peace.

 

When the instructor called for a break, Ayano quietly left the room, seeking a moment of solitude. She walked down the hallway, her ballet slippers barely making a sound on the polished floor. The soft rustle of her tutu was the only noise that accompanied her.

 

As she rounded a corner, Ayano's eyes fell on a familiar figure slumped in one of the chairs outside the studio. Osano Najimi was sitting there, his face buried in his hands, shoulders shaking with quiet sobs. The sight of him crying was a stark contrast to the defiant, angry boy she'd seen earlier.

 

Ayano paused, her usual calm demeanor giving way to a flicker of curiosity. She approached slowly, her steps measured and careful. She stopped a few feet away, watching Osano for a moment before speaking.

 

"Are you okay?" Ayano's voice was soft, almost hesitant.

 

Osano looked up, his tear-streaked face filled with a mixture of surprise and embarrassment. He hastily wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, trying to compose himself. "What do you want?" he snapped, though the edge in his voice was dulled by his obvious distress.

 

Ayano remained unfazed by his tone. She took a step closer, her expression unchanged. "You were crying."

 

Osano scoffed, though his voice wavered. "So what? It's none of your business."

 

Ayano tilted her head slightly, her gaze steady. "Sometimes it helps to talk about it."

 

Osano glared at her, but the anger in his eyes slowly faded, replaced by a deep-seated sadness. He looked away, his shoulders slumping further. "You wouldn't understand," he muttered.

 

"Maybe not," Ayano replied, her voice gentle. "But I can listen."

 

There was a long silence, the hallway empty except for the two of them. Finally, Osano sighed, his defenses crumbling. "My dad... he makes me do things I hate. Like playing the violin. I just want to play the guitar, but he won't let me."

 

Ayano nodded, her expression thoughtful. "My papa makes me do things too. But he also listens to me."

 

Osano looked at her, his eyes searching. "Does he? My dad never listens. He just wants me to be perfect, like him."

 

Ayano took another step closer, her presence calm and reassuring. "No one is perfect. Not even parents."

 

Osano's lips trembled as he tried to hold back more tears. "I just want to be myself," he whispered, the pain in his voice palpable.

 

Ayano reached out, her small hand resting gently on his arm. "You can be," she said softly. "Even if it's hard."

 

For a moment, Osano looked at her, truly seeing her for the first time. The quiet strength in her eyes, the calmness in her presence. It was unlike anything he'd experienced before. He nodded slowly, a tentative hope flickering in his eyes.

 

"Thanks," he mumbled, his voice barely audible.

 

Ayano gave a small nod, her hand dropping back to her side. "You're welcome."

 

As the ballet break ended and the students began to return to the studio, Ayano turned to leave. She paused, looking back at Osano one last time. "I hope things get better for you," she said simply, before walking away.

 

Osano watched her go, the weight of her words lingering in the air. For the first time, he felt a glimmer of understanding and the possibility of change. And as he sat there, alone but not entirely lost, he couldn't help but think that maybe, just maybe, things could be different.

 

Ayano returned to her practice, her movements as graceful as ever, but with a new sense of purpose. She had reached out, connected with someone in a way she rarely did. And for Togo, watching from the sidelines, it was a moment of quiet pride. His Ayano, strong and unyielding, was growing in ways he hadn't anticipated.

 


 

Osano lingered in the hallway for a few moments after Ayano left, her words echoing in his mind. The brief connection had brought him a sense of solace he hadn't felt in a long time. He took a deep breath, steeling himself before heading back to the violin studio.

 

As he entered, the familiar sight of neatly arranged chairs and music stands greeted him. The students were already settling in, preparing for the next session. Osano's gaze immediately fell on Megumi Saikou, who was seated beside him. Megumi's expression was as stoic as ever, his calm demeanor a stark contrast to the turmoil Osano felt inside.

 

The Saikou family was a constant thorn in his parents' side, their rivalry simmering just beneath the surface of their polite interactions. Osano couldn't help but feel a mixture of resentment and curiosity towards Megumi, who seemed untouched by the pressures that weighed heavily on him.

 

Osano slid into his seat, setting up his violin with practiced movements. He glanced at Megumi, who was meticulously tuning his instrument, his face a mask of concentration. For a moment, Osano envied Megumi's composure, the effortless grace with which he carried himself.

 

As the instructor entered and the lesson began, Osano tried to focus on the music. But his mind kept drifting back to the conversation with Ayano and the oppressive expectations of his father. The notes he played felt mechanical, lacking the passion he felt for the guitar.

 

Beside him, Megumi played with a precision that was almost mechanical. His fingers moved fluidly over the strings, producing a flawless sound. Yet, there was an emptiness to it, a lack of emotion that mirrored his expressionless face.

 

During a brief pause in the lesson, Osano dared to speak to Megumi. "Do you ever get tired of this?" he asked, his voice low.

 

Megumi's eyes flicked to Osano, his expression unreadable. "Tired of what?" he replied, his tone even.

 

"Of being perfect," Osano said, a hint of bitterness in his voice. "Of doing what everyone expects you to do."

 

Megumi's gaze held steady, a flicker of something—perhaps understanding—passing through his eyes. "Perfection is an illusion," he said quietly. "We all have our burdens, even if they aren't visible."

 

Osano frowned, surprised by the depth of Megumi's response. "So, you don't like this either?"

 

"It's not about liking or disliking," Megumi replied, his voice calm. "It's about duty. Responsibility. Sometimes, we have to do things we don't enjoy for the sake of our families."

 

Osano's frustration bubbled to the surface. "But what about what we want? What about our happiness?"

 

Megumi's gaze softened, just for a moment. "Happiness is fleeting. What matters is the legacy we leave behind."

 

The instructor's voice cut through their conversation, calling the class to attention. Osano sighed, picking up his bow and positioning it against the strings. 

 

 The lesson resumed with a stern directive to play a particularly challenging piece. Osano focused on the sheet music, determined to push through his frustration.

 

But the instructor, Mr. Yamamoto, was known for his strict and often cruel teaching methods. As the students began to play, his sharp eyes darted around the room, listening intently for any mistakes. It wasn't long before his attention zeroed in on Osano.

 

"Wrong note, Najimi!" Mr. Yamamoto barked, his voice harsh and unforgiving.

 

Osano flinched but tried to correct himself, adjusting his fingers on the strings. He barely got through the next measure when he felt the sting of the belt against his wrist. The sharp pain made him wince, but he gritted his teeth and continued playing.

 

"Again!" Mr. Yamamoto ordered, his expression hard. "And this time, play it correctly."

 

Osano's heart pounded in his chest, a mix of anger and humiliation boiling inside him. He took a deep breath, trying to steady his shaking hands. He played the passage again, his eyes fixed on the music, but the fear of another strike made his fingers stumble.

 

The belt came down again, the pain searing through his wrist. "Focus, Najimi! Or do you want to be a disgrace to your family?"

 

Osano clenched his jaw, fighting back tears. He glanced at Megumi, who continued to play flawlessly, his face impassive. The comparison stung almost as much as the belt.

 

"One more mistake, and you'll regret it," Mr. Yamamoto hissed.

 

The class wore on, each mistake met with harsh correction. By the end, Osano's wrist was swollen and bruised, but he had managed to play through the piece without any major errors. The instructor finally nodded, a begrudging acknowledgment of his effort.

 

"Better," the instructor said curtly, turning away to address the rest of the class. "Remember, perfection is the only acceptable standard. You are dismissed."

 

Osano exhaled shakily, lowering his violin with a mixture of relief and exhaustion. His wrist throbbed with pain, but he took solace in having endured the lesson without breaking down. The harsh sting of the belt still lingered, and the weight of the instructor’s demands felt heavier than ever.

 

He made his way out of the studio, his steps slow and unsteady. As he reached the hallway, he found a quiet corner and sank down onto a nearby chair, cradling his throbbing wrist in his other hand. The pain was overwhelming, and the exhaustion of the day seemed to seep into every part of him.

 

His head hung low, and he fought to control his breathing. The emotional strain of the day had finally caught up with him, and he couldn’t hold back the tears that began to slide down his cheeks.

 

Unbeknownst to him, Ayano had just finished her ballet practice and was heading towards the exit. She noticed Osano sitting alone in the hallway, his small body trembling with sobs. Her usual calm demeanor shifted to concern as she approached him quietly.

 

Without a word, Ayano sat down beside him, her small frame exuding a soothing presence. She reached into her small backpack and pulled out a first aid kit. Her movements were gentle and precise, a stark contrast to the chaotic scene in the studio.

 

Osano glanced up through tear-filled eyes, startled by her presence. "Why are you here?" he asked, his voice trembling.

 

Ayano didn’t respond immediately. Instead, she opened the first aid kit and began to carefully examine his wrist. Her touch was gentle, almost delicate, as she cleaned the wounds and applied a soothing ointment. The coolness of the salve provided a small relief against the persistent pain.

 

"Because I saw you were hurting," Ayano finally said softly, her voice a comforting whisper in the quiet hallway. "And I wanted to help."

 

Osano couldn’t hold back any longer. The tenderness of Ayano’s care, combined with the pain and exhaustion, overwhelmed him. He began to sob, the sound muffled against his knees. His small body shook with the intensity of his emotions, and he buried his face in his hands, the tears flowing freely.

 

Ayano continued to work on his wrist with a steady hand, her expression a mix of empathy and determination. She applied a bandage gently, her movements steady despite the emotional weight of the moment. As she finished, she placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder.

 

"There, it should feel better now," she said softly, her voice a gentle balm to his wounded spirit. "You don’t have to be perfect all the time."

 

Osano’s heart ached at her words, the weight of his emotions finally finding a safe release. He looked at Ayano with tearful eyes, the exhaustion and frustration of the day crashing over him like a tidal wave. Without thinking, he reached out and pulled her into a tight hug, burying his face against her shoulder.

 

Ayano was momentarily surprised but quickly wrapped her arms around him, her touch warm and soothing. As Osano clung to her, his small body shook with deep, shuddering sobs. His cries were muffled against her, a torrent of emotion breaking free as he let out incoherent babbles.

 

"I’m... I’m so tired," Osano whimpered between sobs. "I can’t... I can’t do it anymore. It’s too hard…"

 

Ayano held him close, her hand moving gently up and down his back in a comforting rhythm. She could feel the weight of his pain, the intensity of his emotions pouring out in a way that she could only begin to understand. Her own heart ached for him, and she wished she could take away his suffering.

 

"It’s okay," she murmured softly, her voice a steady presence. "You don’t have to be strong all the time. It’s okay to cry and be upset."

 

Osano’s sobs continued, his words broken and fragmented. The relief of finally expressing his pain was overwhelming, and he clung to Ayano as if she were his anchor in the storm. His tears soaked through her shirt, but Ayano didn’t mind. She focused on providing him with the comfort he so desperately needed.

 

Slowly, Osano’s cries began to taper off, the intensity of his emotions easing as he felt Ayano’s unwavering support. He nuzzled closer, drawing strength from her warmth and the gentle rub of her hand against his back.

 


 

Megumi Saikou happened to pass by. He had been heading to the same hallway, his expression as stoic as ever. His gaze fell upon the sight of Osano clinging to Ayano, sobbing into her arms with a raw, unfiltered vulnerability.

 

Megumi’s eyes widened slightly in surprise, though his face remained impassive. He had always been detached from the more emotional aspects of life, focused instead on the demands placed upon him. The sight of Osano’s tears and Ayano’s gentle care was foreign to him, a stark contrast to his own experiences.

 

He watched for a moment, observing the tenderness in Ayano’s actions and the depth of Osano’s distress. There was something almost surreal about the scene—an intimate moment of comfort that was both poignant and unfamiliar. The emotions on display were ones Megumi rarely encountered, and he struggled to relate to the intensity of what he saw.

 

Feeling a pang of discomfort at his own inability to connect with the moment, Megumi decided to withdraw. He turned quietly, his footsteps echoing softly in the hallway as he walked away, leaving Osano and Ayano to their private exchange.

 

As he moved down the corridor, Megumi's thoughts were conflicted. While he was used to dealing with expectations and discipline, he had never quite understood the depth of emotional support and vulnerability that Ayano offered. It was a side of human experience that he had been shielded from, and witnessing it now left him with a sense of isolation.

 


 

Ayano held Osano close for a few moments longer, her presence a steady source of comfort. As his sobs subsided into quiet sniffles, she gently loosened her embrace and reached into her small backpack. She pulled out a clean handkerchief, its softness a stark contrast to the rough day Osano had endured.

 

Carefully, she unfolded the handkerchief and turned her attention back to Osano. His face was flushed and streaked with tears, his eyes still red from the emotional release. She offered him a soft, reassuring smile before beginning to gently wipe his face.

 

Osano looked up at her, his eyes reflecting a mix of vulnerability and trust. He made no move to pull away, allowing Ayano to tend to him with a quiet acceptance. Her touch was tender, almost reverent, as she dabbed at the tears still lingering on his cheeks.

 

The handkerchief brushed softly against his skin, and the cool fabric provided a soothing relief. Ayano’s movements were deliberate and careful, each swipe of the handkerchief a silent promise of her support. She focused on his eyes, wiping away the remnants of his tears, her touch gentle and deliberate.

 

Osano’s breathing gradually steadied, the rhythmic motion of Ayano’s hand adding to the calming effect of the moment. He closed his eyes briefly, savoring the rare and comforting touch of someone who truly cared. Each stroke of the handkerchief was a reminder that he wasn’t alone, that someone was there to help him through his pain.

 

As Ayano finished wiping his face, she folded the handkerchief and tucked it away in her backpack. She looked at Osano with a soft, understanding gaze, her own eyes reflecting the depth of her empathy.

 

“There,” she said quietly, her voice warm and soothing. “All better.”

 

Osano, feeling the gentle touch of her care, suddenly became aware of the vulnerability he had just shown. He felt a blush creep up his cheeks, an uncomfortable heat rising from his embarrassment. Trying to mask his emotions and regain his composure, he shifted slightly, looking away from her.

 

“I-I didn’t need your help,” he stammered, his voice attempting to sound more confident than he felt. “I could’ve handled it on my own.”

 

Ayano’s emotionless gaze remained steady, her expression unchanged by his attempt to appear unaffected. She simply watched him with a quiet patience, her own calm demeanor a stark contrast to his flustered state.

 

Osano’s blush deepened, his gaze darting around the hallway as if seeking a distraction from his own discomfort. He fidgeted slightly, crossing his arms in an attempt to appear more self-assured. Despite his efforts, the tenderness of Ayano’s care lingered in his mind, making his attempts at bravado feel hollow.

 

“I’m not some weak kid who needs to be babied,” he added, his tone more defensive than he intended. “I just… I just didn’t want anyone to see me like that.”

 

Ayano remained silent, her gaze unwavering and serene. Her quiet presence spoke volumes, an unspoken understanding that needed no words. She could see through his attempts to act manly and recognized the underlying sincerity in his words.

 

Osano’s attempt to shield his emotions was met with Ayano’s calm acceptance. Her demeanor was a gentle reminder that it was okay to be vulnerable, even if he struggled to accept it himself.

 

“You don’t have to pretend with me, Osano,” Ayano said softly, her voice holding a note of quiet assurance. “It’s alright to need help sometimes.”

 

Her words, though delivered with her usual emotionless tone, held a warmth that countered his insecurities. The gentle truth in her statement made it clear that his feelings were valid, and that he didn’t have to hide them from her.

 

Osano glanced back at her, the blush on his cheeks gradually fading as he took in her sincerity. There was something reassuring about her acceptance, even if it came without overt emotion. He realized that, despite his desire to act strong, there was a comfort in letting someone in.

 

With a small, reluctant sigh, he nodded, his earlier defensiveness melting away. “Okay,” he said quietly. “Thanks..."

 

Ayano’s response was a simple nod, her gaze remaining steady. The calm assurance in her eyes was a silent promise of support, and Osano, feeling the weight of their shared moment, slowly stood up.

 

Osano, determined to regain some semblance of his earlier confidence, took a deep breath and straightened up. He brushed off the lingering blush on his cheeks and put on a facade of bravado. With a forced but resolute smile, he extended his hand toward Ayano.

 

“Come on,” he said, his voice firm and carrying a note of exaggerated confidence. “Let’s head out.”

 

Ayano looked at his outstretched hand for a moment, her emotionless expression reflecting a subtle curiosity. She then met his gaze, her own eyes betraying a hint of soft amusement at his attempt to appear more composed.

 

Without a word, she placed her hand in his, her fingers lightly curling around his. The touch was gentle yet reassuring, a quiet agreement to walk together.

 

As they made their way toward the building’s exit, Osano’s stride was purposeful, each step taken with an air of determined manliness. He tried to hold his shoulders back and walk with an assertive gait, though the blush still hinted at his cheeks.

 

Ayano matched his pace beside him, her hand still securely in his. The silence between them was comfortable, a subtle acknowledgement of the bond they had formed through their shared moment.

 

The hallway stretched ahead of them, the soft lighting casting gentle shadows on the walls. The sound of their footsteps echoed softly, a rhythmic accompaniment to their unspoken connection. The external world seemed distant, their shared understanding creating a bubble of quiet intimacy around them.  The day ahead held its own challenges, but for now, the comfort of each other’s presence provided a gentle reminder that they were not alone in facing them.

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