Chapter 1: CHAPTER ONE
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Music for this chapter: INTERNATIONAL SMALL ARMS TRAFFIC BLUES- THE MOUNTAIN GOATS
Spotify Playlist- There Is No Shortage Of Blood
>inserting internet prayers that the post links work< :p
Chapter 2: CHAPTER TWO
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Original Authors Note:
Did you read the tags? Maybe read the tags again. Also I sure hope you like original characters.
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Music for this chapter: WITH THE DEVIL I'M GOING DOWN- STEELFEATHER
Chapter 3: CHAPTER THREE
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Music for this chapter: 1984 - DAVID BOWIE
Chapter 4: CHAPTER FOUR
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Music for this chapter: WE'LL MEET AGAIN- VERA LYNN
Chapter 5: CHAPTER FIVE
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Music for this chapter: HERE COME THE MONSTERS- ADONA
Chapter 6: CHAPTER SIX
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Music for this chapter: DON'T EVEN WORRY- BECCA MANCARI
Chapter 7: CHAPTER SEVEN
Notes:
Original author's note:
So at some point I noticed that most of the terrible things in this story happen in odd-numbered chapters. Not every odd-numbered chapter, but... this one was definitely a data point.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Music for this chapter: BOOGIE WOOGIE BUGLE BOY- THE ANDREWS SISTERS
(maybe grab some kleenax for this one)
Notes:
Narrator's note:
I'm not crying- you're crying!
also narrator: that was a lie, we are all crying.
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Music for this chapter: GNOSSIENNE NO. 1- ERIK SATIE // STILL HERE- TOM DAY
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narrator:
"I did it to myself."
uglycry.jpg
I'm broken. I'm in pieces. Shattered.
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Music for this chapter: WIND BLOOMS- ALTERED SIGH
Notes:
narrator:
personally, Alby's art for this chapter is my favorite in this whole series. How do you capture so much variation of internalized emotions in one image? smh, it must be witchcraft. that's the only logical answer.
Chapter 10: CHAPTER TEN
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Music for this chapter: SUMMER RAIN- BLUE WEDNESDAY // NULL- DRONER
Chapter 11: CHAPTER ELEVEN
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Music for this chapter: LAY LOW- SHOVELS AND ROPE
Chapter 12: CHAPTER TWELVE
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Music for this chapter: DON'T STOP- FLEETWOOD MAC
Chapter 13: CHAPTER THIRTEEN
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Music for this chapter: UNTIL THE LEVEE- JOY WILLIAMS
Chapter 14: CHAPTER FOURTEEN
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Music for this chapter: AND YOU EVADE HIM/BORN IN THE BLOOD- JOSHUA BURNSIDE
CHAPTER FOURTEEN (google drive)
Chapter 15: CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Music for this chapter: FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE- BRIGHT EYES // COMING HOME- EMILIE SCHIOTT
Notes:
End of Act I!
Chapter 16: CHAPTER SIXTEEN
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Music for this chapter: JE TE LAISSERAI DES MOTS- PATRICK WATSON
CHAPTER SIXTEEN (google drive)
Chapter 17: CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
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Music for this chapter: HAYLING- FC KAHUNA
Chapter 18: CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
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Music for this chapter: COAST- GONE GONE BEYOND
Chapter 19: CHAPTER NINETEEN
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Music for this chapter: Я найду тебя через века (I WILL FIND YOU THROUGH CENTURIES)- BASTA
Chapter 20: CHAPTER TWENTY
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Music for this chapter: MOONLIGHT SERENADE- GLENN MILLER
Alby's original Tumblr post got eaten but here's the repost
and unfortunately, since the original is post gone I had to direct link this image from the embedded image in the fic. hope that won't cause a glitch idk how internet works. I just work here.
Chapter 21: CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
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Music for this chapter: MAKE ME FEEL- ELVIS DREW
Chapter 22: CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
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Music for this chapter: ARE YOU WITH ME- NILU // LOVELY-BLEEDINGXHEART
Chapter 23: CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Chapter 24: CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
Chapter 25: CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
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Music for this chapter: LION- SAINT MESA
Chapter 26: CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Music for this chapter: BONES- WENS
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX (google drive)
Apologies again, friends. Tumblr ate this post as well, so I'm pulling the art from the original embedded in the main fic.
Notes:
we're gonna start earning our tags folks. use that information as you wish.
Chapter 27: CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Music for this chapter: THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN/ HANGMAN- THE PRETTY RECKLESS
Notes:
The Latin in the end song is Elegy by Chidiock Tichborne. worth a google.
Chapter 28: CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
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Music for this chapter: WE'LL NEVER HAVE SEX- LEITH ROSS
Chapter 29: CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
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Music for this chapter: DARKSIDE- OSHINS & HAEL
Chapter 30: CHAPTER THIRTY
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Music for this chapter: DOWN- SIMON & TRELLA
Chapter 31: CHAPTER THIRTY ONE
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Music for this chapter: TANTUM ERGO- QUEEN OF THE APOSTLES
CHAPTER THIRTY ONE (google drive)
Chapter 32: CHAPTER THRITY TWO
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Music for this chapter: LOST IT ALL- JILL ANDREWS
Chapter 33: CHAPTER THIRTY THREE
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Music for this chapter: DARK SIGNS- SLEEP TOKEN
CHAPTER THIRTY THREE (archive)
CHAPTER THIRTY THREE (google drive)
https://www.tumblr.com/artgroves
Chapter 34: CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR
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Music for this chapter: ELEONARAS TRAUME- OSKAR SCHUSTER
Chapter 35: CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE
Notes:
Quick update: This week's update is postponed until next weekend. It's back to school weekend here and I've ended up quite a bit busier than I anticipated! I'll be back with the regular schedule on 8/18. :)
8/18 update: i accidently just deleted chapter 35 and am absolutely not sobbing rn. I'm gonna have to re-record it and i don't want to post 36-39 and then go back to 35. so, >Bernie Sanders meme< I am once again asking for your support ....while i re-record 35 (T_T)
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MUSIC FOR THIS CHAPTER: MY SILVER LINING- FIRST AID KIT
Chapter 36: CHAPTER THIRTY SIX
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MUSIC FOR THIS CHAPTER: I'LL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK- DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE
Chapter 37: CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Notes:
school being back in session has thrown a bit of a wrench into my recording schedule, so my output will likely be a bit off from my five-chapter posting goal. But, other than this week's mishap (with my inability to pay attention to when and where I delete a master file) I'm still keeping to the Sunday updates.
;)
Chapter 38: CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Notes:
I have been dying to use this song for AGES!
Chapter 39: CHAPTER THIRTY NINE
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Music for this chapter: DON'T DESERVE YOU - PLUMB
Chapter 40: CHAPTER FOURTY
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Music for this chapter: FISTFIGHT- THE BALLROOM THIEVES
Chapter 41: CHAPTER FOURTY ONE
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Music for this chapter: IN HELL I'LL BE IN GOOD COMPANY- THE DEAD SOUTH
Chapter 42: CHAPTER FOURTY TWO
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Music for this chapter: Судно - Молчат Дома
Chapter 43: CHAPTER FOURTY THREE
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Music for this chapter: WHAT LOVE - I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
Chapter 44: CHAPTER FOURTY FOUR
Summary:
transported all the tracks to google drive since internet archive is in cyberspace purgatory. I can't even log in to my account at this point. :( maybe one day we'll get it back. til then, it's daddy Google i guess.
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Music for this chapter: NIGHTMARE (LIVE- FRITZ SESSIONS) - HALSEY
Chapter 45: CHAPTER FOURTY FIVE
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Music for this chapter: WORDS - STOREFRONT CHURCH, PHOEBE BRIDGERS
Chapter 46: CHAPTER FOURTY SIX
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Music for this chapter: TONIGHT, TONIGHT - THE SMASHING PUMPKINS
Chapter 47: CHAPTER FOURTY SEVEN
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Music for this chapter: TONGIHT AND THE REST OF MY LIFE- NINA GORDON
Chapter 48: CHAPTER FOURTY EIGHT- FIFTY ONE
Notes:
No music this time, because, reasons. However, I am very very close to the finish line so unpolished is better than never posted. right? It's ok, you can tell me to get it in gear. My discipline for working on this has gone out the window. How do authors manage these long fics? Their discipline must be incredible. Respect, honestly.