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The rain drenched his shirt. Draken was gone he had failed once again. Takemichi felt his body away slightly. He knew everyone was looking at him. He knew senju had called out to him, but he couldn’t answer.
His body felt heavy, so, so, heavy. His mind was in a dream like state not exactly present. He hasn’t ever experienced this sensation it was strange.
What had he done all of this for in the first place? Why was he here again? Was it for Hina? Naoto? Mikey? Himself? He couldn’t remember, he didn’t want too. Takemichi felt as if he was drowning he heard muffled shouts he couldn’t tell who they were from though.
His body couldn’t move he just stood in place. Darkness clouded over his vision, it all was starting to feel like a really cruel joke. The chance to go back again just for Draken to die? It made him want to laugh.
He realized that for once he didn’t feel anything. He tears that normally swelled in his eyes weren’t there. The determination to save everyone was replaced by a hollow version of himself.
He just wanted to disappear. It was like a switch had been flipped he had only one question, why? Why had he done all of this. God he was so pathetic he had endless chances and still couldn’t do anything.
Takemichi felt himself sinking further into the waves. He felt so many emotions that at the same time he felt nothing. It was unexplainable one of those things you could only experience if you felt it.
Just when he felt himself break a hand reached through the water, bringing him back to the present. The first thing he saw was Mikey. He knew he needed to say something but he couldn’t the words stuck in his throat.
Mikey stared at him although his eyes held no life. Takemichi didn’t feel the need to reassure him, or save him whatever the hell that had meant. He was so pathetic how was he planning on saving him again.
He was so tired. He just wanted a break he couldn’t take any of it anymore. He was done with it all. “Rest Takemichi.” Mikey said to him putting there forehead together taking Takemichi by surprise.
His thoughts began tangled he didn’t expect this. Deciding to ignore all the questions he had he let himself fall into Mikey. Mikey didn’t bring his arms up to hug Takemichi. No he wasn’t that type of person. Takemichi let his eyes close ignoring everyone around them.
He felt Mikeys breath on his neck, he’d figure it all out later but for now he’d let himself rest.