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I Can't Carry This Anymore

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CW for suicide. Deleted the summary bc I didnt like it but idk what to replace it with, sorry if it looks weird now.

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Izuku sat, and cried. 

It was all he could do anymore.

 

"Please come down, you don't have to do this. You can get better, please, please don't give up"

"I have to do this"

"I'll do anything! Please!" 

S P L A T

 

It was all he could think about.

He had failed, and a person had died, and it was all his fault.

Izuku had called the police, and then his mom, Hands shaking the whole time. 

He sobbed and sobbed and screamed and blamed himself and hated it all. 

How could he think of himself when a person was dead? How dare he?

It had been two days since then. 

People had come and go, trying to get him to go out and do stuff.

But he couldn't. He couldn't get excited anymore. 

How dare the world still be colorful? How could people laugh, smile, enjoy life, when he had failed. When a person was dead. 

Izuku doesn't even deserve death. 

Notes:

Don't you love it when you're on Discord on New Years and a person says "It can only be a happy new years if I die" and you have to help convince them not to end their life and you fail and they log off and you don't know them irl so you cant do anything about it and you don't know if they're alive or dead and you blame yourself for not being able to save them and then hate yourself for feeling bad cause its not about you. Don't you just love it (:

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