Archive of Our Own ^beta

Chapter Text

bang chan has created a groupchat!

bang chan has added hwang.hyunjin, leefelix, woojin-kim, hanjisung00, seo.chang.bin, kimseungmin, jeon-yang-IN, and min-ho-lee

bang chan has changed hwang.hyunjin's name to u'll never be on the REAL jin's level

bang chan has changed leefelix's name to aussie bro no homo

bang chan has changed woojin-kim's name to mother dearest

bang chan has changed hanjisung00's name to why do i know you

bang chan has changed seo.chang.bin's name to depressed emo

bang chan has changed kimseungmin's name to W H I P P E D

bang chan has changed jeon-yang-IN's name to child

bang chan has changed min-ho-lee's name to blind af

bang chan has changed their name to AWESOME AUSSIE LEADER

AWESOME AUSSIE LEADER: :)

aussie bro no homo: chris that's mean :(

AWESOME AUSSIE LEADER: ?

aussie bro no homo: chris

AWESOME AUSSIE LEADER has changed aussie bro no homo's name to aussie #2

AWESOME AUSSIE LEADER has changed their name to better aussie #1

aussie #2: k im just offended now

blind af: not again

blind af: can i leave

blind af: also i don't even use glasses

blind af: idiot

better aussie #1: ...

depressed emo: chan change his name to blinder af

W H I P P E D: blinder isn't a word dumbass

W H I P P E D: it's more blind

depressed emo: damn sorry grammar nazi

W H I P P E D: how

W H I P P E D: how dare u 

W H I P P E D: how dare u associate ME 

W H I P P E D: SEO CHANGBIN U BETTER RUN U DEPRESSED EMO LIL SHIT

depressed emo: -youre literally at practice

depressed emo: and im at the dorm

depressed emo: wait hold on brb

W H I P P E D: also why's my name whipped 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: okay im so offended rn

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: IM BEAUTIFUL OK

W H I P P E D: yea chan that was mean

aussie #2: of course it was

better aussie #1: well i see hyunjin's got his own backup team now

blind af: also what is the point of this

blind af: and where's jisung btw

better aussie #1: of course you'd want to know ಠﭛಠ

blind af: what even was that face bro

blind af: i'm--gonna go be creeped out in a dark corner of my room

better aussie #1: no that's changbin's thing

aussie #2: where even is changbin he disappeared

better aussie #1: of course YOU'D notice ಠﭛಠ

depressed emo: it would take u exactly 34 minutes to come find me so

depressed emo: I AINT RUNNIN BITCH

W H I P P E D: u literally did all the calculations

W H I P P E D: GET THOSE SHORT ASS LEGS OFF UR BED AND MOVE TO CHINA

W H I P P E D: IM ON MA WAI

mother dearest: wtf is going on

better aussie #1: MOTHER THE SMOL CHILD IS ON THIS CHAT

better aussie #1: HOW COULD U

better aussie #1: UR SETTING A BAD EXAMPLE 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: jeongin is literally asleep

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: and seungminnie when r u and minho getting home

blind af: wow u couldnt have asked me

blind af: is this how much i mean to u

blind af: is this all i'm worth to u

W H I P P E D: like 10

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: cool :)

depressed emo: ...can we change seungmin to blind af instead

blind af: MOM IM BENG BULLIEED

mother dearest: lmao tru do

blind af: ..i hate this family

better aussie #1: but then wat do we call minho

depressed emo: idk 

depressed emo: they're both blind mtfs tho

W H I P P E D: hey dont make fun of my need for glasses

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: don't worry i think ur cute in them minnie

W H I P P E D: aw thank you!

depressed emo: brb i gotta go puke up my lunch

mother dearest: OK WHERE IS JISUNG DOE

mother dearest: MY DEAREST MOST ANNOYING LOUD OBNOXIOUS PIECE OF SHIT THAT CALLS HIMSELF A SON WHERE ARE YOU

depressed emo: now we wait 3 seconds for the rage

aussie #2: 3

better aussie #1: 2

W H I P P E D: 1

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: k wear is the rage

mother dearest: DARLIN DID U GO TO SCHOOL

mother dearest: WHERE

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: DAD MOM IS TRIGGERED

better aussie #1: woojin cmon bb

better aussie #1: dont be like dis

mother dearest: I RAISED U ON MY BACK HYUNJIN

mother dearest: MY BACK

mother dearest: I WAS THERE FOR U OK

mother dearest: I TAUGHT U GRAMMER

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: lmao can't even spell grammar rite tho

mother dearest: LHFLKHLIHIILUWEJFNGBJIWU#*I$:P?

mother dearest: a09weuuk34uaerfmluay,j

depressed emo: k woojin's dead

depressed emo: who's next

depressed emo: i have a good choice

depressed emo: ALL U OF U SHITs

W H I P P E D: changbinnie :)

depressed emo: crap that looks ominous

W H I P P E D: my dear binnie :)

depressed emo: should i be scared

W H I P P E D: i'm on my way home :D

depressed emo: SHIT

depressed emo: CHANIM HIDIN IN UR CLOSET

depressed emo: CRAP I TYPED THAT ON THE CHAT

depressed emo: i love u mother father put black roses on my grave pls and thank u

blind af: well

blind af: two down

blind af: seven remian

blind af: well actually 5 bc jeongin's sleeping

blind af: which leads me to

blind af: WHERE TF IS JISUNG

aussie #2: k actually tho where is he we were talking until like 2 last night

mother dearest: !!!!

mother dearest: !!!!!!!!

mother dearest: I TOLD U TO SLEEP ON TIME FELIX LEE

aussie #2: welp RIP me

aussie #2: red roses pls

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: 3 have gone

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: 4 remain 

better aussie #1: soo...

better aussie #1: JISUNG WHERE TF R U 

better ausse #1: JISUNGIE

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: JISUNG HAN JISUNG

W H I P P E D: MY DEAR JISUNGIE 

mother dearest: OBNOXiOUS OVERLY LOUD ADOPTED CHILD

mother dearest: o wait im supposed to be nice

mother dearest: i MEAN MY BOOTIFUL CHID WHO CANNOT CONTROL HSI MOUTH OR HIS FINGERS WHERE R U

W H I P P E D: hyunjinnie im hoommee

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: coffee?

W H I P P E D: in da car bb ;)

blind af: 3 remain

child: hello

blind af: nvm lmao 4

better aussie #1: have u seen jisungie child

child: nope hyung hasn't been around all day

mother dearest: YES MY SWEETEST CHILD USING HIS HONORIFICS ALL OF U LEARN FROM JEONGIN

child: lmao he's probably being a dumbass somewhere

mother dearest: !!!!!!!

child: SHIT

child: IM RUNNIN

better aussie #1: ITS JUST U AND ME MINHOOOOOO

blind af: imma go see if i can find jisungie

better aussie #1: and then

better aussie #1: there was one 

better aussie #1: (ಥ﹏ಥ)

Chapter Text

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

better aussie #1: GOOD MORNING YALL

depressed emo: its too early for ur shit chan

better aussie #1: do i hear a mosquito 

better aussie #1: nope probably just the wind

depressed emo: im texting u dumbass

better aussie #1: my its getting louder and louder!

depressed emo: wowowow how could u dad

better aussie #1: hyunjinnie do u hear that?

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: wow damn who left the door open yesterday

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: theres like a whole swarm of them

W H I P P E D: OMG i hear it 2

W H I P P E D: u know

W H I P P E D: i think its in my drom

W H I P P E D: dorm

depressed emo: ....

depressed emo: really

depressed emo: rlyy guys

better aussie #1: aghh theres so many

better aussie #1: remind me to buy mosquito repellent 

blind af: chan why do u do dis

blind af: O H 

blind af: ya know i think i left my windows open too

blind af: its loud and clear

depressed emo: wtf when did this become bully changbin day

mother dearest: chan dont bully the child 

mother dearest: hyunjin dont encourage him

mother dearest: seungmin u live with him plz be nice

mother dearest: minho ur older i thought u were more mature 

mother dearest: chan get ur lazy ass out of bed ur gonna miss class

mother dearest: changbin dont fake cry and get ur own ass outta bed

better aussie #1: ahakldhfao  I HAVE PSYHICHS

better aussie #1: S HI T ILL TEST U IN CLASS

better aussie #1: TEXT

mother dearest: what kinda example r u setting there is a CHILD on this chat

better aussie #1: GOTTA BLAST

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: can someone plz take rights from chan 

blind af: welp i got dance practice BYE MTFS

depressed emo: no one cares

W  H I P P E D: SHIT THE MOSQUITOS BACK 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: Haha im going back to sleep peace out bitches

private chat: channie and woojin <3

channie: hi babe <3

woojin <3: aw how was class

channie: boring :( 

channie: i kept thinking about u

woojin <3: awww ur so sweet

woojin <3: i thought about u too

woojin <3: bc i was cooking

woojin <3: and i remember the time u slit ur eyebrow by accident

woojin <3: and u told everyone u did it on purpose

woojin <3: LDHFKJEWHF lmao

channie: ....

channie: and i thought we were having a moment there for a sec

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine 

better aussie #1: ANYWAYS 

better aussie #1: U ALL BETTER GET UR ASSES ON THIS CHAT

better aussie #1: I GOT NEWS

better aussie #1: hyunjin and seungmin and felix i see ur little profilies so dont u lie to my face

aussie #2: IM IN CLASS HYUNG

aussie #2: U NEARLY GOT ME KICKED OUT 

aussie #2: I HAD TO LIE AND SAY MY CHAIR SQUEAKED 

better aussie #1: idc bro

better aussie #1: jk i love u bro

better aussie #1: DONT LEAVE ME ILYYYY

aussie #2: I WOULD NEVER 

better aussie #1: IM NOT LETTING GO

aussie #2: U HAVE TO FOR ME

better aussie #1: NO I I LOVE U I WILL NEVER

aussie #2: IF U LOVE ME LET ME GOOOOOOOOO

blind af: what.

blind af: did i just witness.

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: woojin i told u it wasnt a good idea for them to live together

mother dearest: they're big boys hyunjinnie they can do whatever they want

W H I P P E D: guys im gonna get coffee what do u want 

W H I P P E D: i know ur all in changbin and my dorm bc he's sick 

W H I P P E D: and chan feels guilty cuz he was bullying him HAH SIKE 

better aussie #1: well technically were not there yet felix and i are coming

aussie #2: hot chocolate plzz :)

better aussie #1: AMERICANO YO

W H I P P E D: u r a disgrace to humanity

child: hi guys!

child: ooh hot chocolate for me too thx!

child: oh changbin hyung is sick?

child: wait bullying

child: hang on

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: hazelnut latte thx

W H I P P E D: k anyone else

W H I P P E D: jesus minho wtf do u want

blind af: OH SORRY

blind af: I was puking bc of the lil ugly stupid thing chan and felix did up there

blind af: uhm mocha frap ty

W H I P P E D: yall better pay me back

W H I P P E D: BITCHES I AINT NO GODDAMN KING K IM A BROKE ASS COLLEGE STUDENT

W H I P P E D: IMMA HAVE TO LIVE OFF THE NASTY CHEAP RAMEN FOR THE NEXT WEEK

W H I P P E D: NOT EVEN THE GOOD STUFF LKHJSDFLKHF

W H I P P E D: k ill be there soon 

W H I P P E D: dont do anything without me

better aussie #1: yea ok

child: wait im coming too

child: i really need to get on this lil chat more often

aussie #2: JEONGINNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

child .... oh yea i forgot why i dont for a sec there

private chat: changbin and channie 

channie: hey u good? 

channie: sorry btw joking this morning 

channie: ur not ignoring me right 

channie: i think ur ignoring me 

channie: or u died

channie: either way imma be there in like ten 

channie: yea ok cu bbye

channie: i hope ur not dead btw

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

mother dearest: wait changbin is sick

mother dearest: what what 

mother dearest: exCUse Me Why i was i not invited 

mother dearest: i feel excluded

better aussie #1: u didnt log on so ur fault btch

better aussie #1: kidding ily kisses

aussie #2: funny thing is hes not joking bout that

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: guys should we like 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: take changbin to the hospital

blind af: yea hyunjin and i gave him fever reducers like 2 hrs ago his fever didnt break 

blind af: wtf its going up

aussie #2: SHIT WAIT OK 

aussie #2: ITS LEGIT AT LIKE 103 RN AND IT WAS 99 WHEN WE CAME 

W H I P P E D: ok im driving him to the hospital the rest of u follow behind 

mother dearest: IMMA MEET U ALL THERE WAIT FOR ME

blind af: crap ok jeongin and hyunjin come with me 

child: okk... 

aussie #2: CHAN TAKE ME 

better aussie #1: get in the car we gotta go

W H I P P E D: dont panic guys just shut up and drive all of u

private chat: lixie* and changbin

lixie*: ur not gonna see this until u wake up

lixie*: but u freaked me the hell out

lixie*: appreciate it if u dun do it agen thx 

lixie*: U SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME U BITCH OMG 

lixie*: im sorry ily

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

depressed emo: im fine guys

W H I P P E D: CHANGBIN

blind af: CHANGBIN

aussie #2: CHANGBIN

better aussie #1: CHANGBIN

mother dearest: CHANGBIN

child: HYUNG

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: lmao jeongin and honorifics

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: oh was i supposed to do that

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: CHANGBIN 

depressed emo: damn didnt know yall cared

depressed emo: :T

W H I P P E D: no plz dont make us all feel guilty now 

depressed emo: yea ok 

depressed emo: im gonna go back to sleep 

depressed emo: in this lonely uncomfortable hard sad cold hospital bed by myself

depressed emo: gn

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: OKAY JESUS WERE ALREADY OUTSIDE UR ROOM 

depressed emo: oh wait what

child: guys

child: jisung hasn't been around for like three days

child: im scared

Chapter Text

private chat: jeongin, lixie

jeongin: have u heard like at all from jisung

jeongin: bc im kinda freaking out

lixie: so am i

lixie: i haven't heard anything from him in like a week

jeongin: im actually scared felix

jeongin: what if something happened to him

lixie: did u call his mom?

jeongin: his whole family

jeongin: none of them have seen him 

lixie: shit

lixie: sorry child i mean shizzle

jeongin:...ur literally less than a year older than me

lixie: shh child 

jeongin: anyway im rlly scared

lixie: me too 

lixie: he hasn't been at school

lixie: we talked until rlly late like a week ago

lixie: and then no one heard from him

jeongin: crap

jeongin: felix felix felix im actually gonna cry what the hell happened to him

lixie: okay calm down

lixie: we're gonne find him ok

jeongin: can u come over

lixie: omw just hang on and dont do anything stupid

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

better aussie #1: GOOOODDD MORNINNNGGGGGGGG

mother dearest: chan sweetie shut up

better ausse #1: okay rude

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: good morning seungmin!

W H I P P E D: good morning hyunjin!

better aussie #1: ok not on this chat plz keep it PG

W H I P P E D: i...

W H I P P E D: i said good morning

better aussie #1: PLZ GO MAKE OUT ALREADY O MYG OD

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: woah calm ur jelly hunny bunny

better aussie #1: ok u did not just say that

better aussie #1 has removed u'll never be on the REAL jin's level from this chat

W H I P P E D: well thats not very nice is it 

depressed emo: hey

depressed emo: oh thank god no one add him back

W H I P P E D has added u'll never be on the REAL jin's level to the chat

depressed emo: now what made you think that was a good idea

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: seungminnie is the only loyal friend here

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: the rest of u fake lil betraying hoes

mother dearest: excuse me hyunjinnie dearie? 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: including u

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: especially u

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: jk i love u plz dont stop making me breakfast

better aussie #1: woojin doesn't even live with u

better aussie #1: wait a second

better aussie #1: WOOJIN

mother dearest: GOTTA BLASST LIKE A ROCKETHSIP

W H I P P E D: WERE GOING ON A TRIP

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: IN OUR FAVORITE ROCKETSHIP

mother dearest: WERE NOT DOING THIS GUYS

W H I P P E D: ZOOMIN THROUGH THE SKY

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: LITTLE EINSTEIN

better aussie #1: LITTLE EINSTEIN

better aussie #1: sorry i had to

better aussie #1: ANYWAYS

better aussie #1: WOOJIN how could u betray be like this

mother dearest: sorry chan

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: BABY HE'S SORRY

W H I P P E D: (HE'S NOT SORRY)

depressed emo: remove urselves

better aussie #1: arite changbin stop hanging around like a creepy lil stalker

depressed emo: what if i am a creepy lil stalker

depressed emo: what if i'm not changbin

depressed emo: what if

mother dearest: what if i come over there and break ur phone so u shut up? :)

depressed emo: well damn this is why i don't talk on this chat

better aussie #1: alright lemme take attendance real quick

better aussie #1: hyunjin and seungmin are being annoyingly lovey dovey so check and checkb

better aussie #1: woojin has betrayed me so check

better aussie #1: changbin

better aussie #1: is just...there so check

depressed emo: and then they ask why i feel left out

better aussie #1: just kidding binnie binnie ILYSMMMMM

depressed emo has left the chat

better aussie #1 has added depressed emo to the chat 

depressed emo: PLZ END MY SUFFERING OMYGOD 

better aussie #1: ANYWAYS

better aussie #1: felix?

mother dearest: come to think of it i havent heard from felix or jeongin today

mother dearest: bc minho's at some dance comp all day 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: their at jeongin and jisng's dorm

mother dearest: *they're

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: shut tf up 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: jk PLEASE DONT STOP MAKING ME BREAKFAST

better aussie #1: OMFG JISUNG IS STILL MISSING

private chat: channie, lixie

channie: lix ur with jeongin?

lixie: yea 

lixie: weve been tryin to figure out where jisung is

channie: call his phone

lixie: its on his bedisde table

lixie: with his wallet and keys

lixie: and his clothes are all still here

lixie: the only thing he's mising is that one stuffed plushie thing 

lixie: the one he calls byunsie 

channie: oh crap 

channie: isnt that the one hyunjin bought him he like sleeps with 

lixie: yea

channie: okay im coming hang on

channie: we need to figure this out 

private chat: jinnie, cutie

jinnie: hi bby

cutie: hey :)

jinnie: i miss u :(

jinnie: why do u live in a differnt dorm? :(

cutie: aw i miss u too :( i wish we lived toghet

jinnie: when i make enough money im gonna make sure we live together

cutie: AW ILYSM <3

jinnie: i love u more <3

cutie: btw have u heard anything about sungie?

jinnie: nothing 

jinnie: all i know is that he hasnt been to work in a week

jinnie: cuz he works at the cafe right next to the library where i work

cutie: hang on chan's texting me something 

jinnie: ur leaving me for chan? :'(

cutie: it's about jisung

jinnie: OH CHECK IT CHECK IT CHECK IT

cutie: hyunjin he left everything behind except one of his stuffed plushies

cutie: like everything he owns is in the dorms except byunsie

jinnie: oml ok

jinnie: are they al at his dorm

cutie: yea u want me to pick u up?

jinnie: plz

cutie: 5 min be ready

jinnie: i will 

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine 

aussie #2: GUYS

aussie #2: this is what we know

aussie #2: we last heard from him tuesday around 2 am

aussie #2: we last saw him monday at classes

aussie #2: he left everything except one of his plushies

aussie #2: he's not with his family

aussie #2: he's not with any of us and 

aussie #2: JISUNG IF UR PLAYING A JOKE ITS NOT FUNNY

aussie #2: BC WE'RE ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT RN

better aussie #1: it's not a whole lot to go off of

better aussie #1: alright we gotta stop panicking 

better aussie #1: we gonna find him

group chat: SREERACHA

binbinbinnie: HAN JISUNG

producerhyung: HAN JISUNG 

binbinbinnie: great

binbinbinnie: he was last active tuesday night at 2:21 

binbinbinnie: thats not helpful

producerhyung: like u at writing lyrics

producerhyung: sorry

binbinbinnie:...

producerhyung: im sorry im sorry

binbinbinnie: and then they wanna know WHY im a depressed emo

producerhyung: I SAID IM SORRY DAMN

binbinbinnie: im gonna be a good friend and keep looking for jisung

producerhyung: EXCUSE U

private chat: bunny, mom

mom: jisungie if u read this

mom: plz call one of us and let us know ur okay

mom: we love you okay

private chat: bunny, channie

channie: hey kid

channie: lmk if u okay, arite?

channie: were not gonna stop until we find u

channie: i dont say it enough i love u

private chat: bunny, lixie

lixie: jisung if ur pranking us its rlly not funny

lixie: and if ur not...

lixie: im actually scared to death so plz be fine

lixie: ily okay i will find u

lixie: okay that sounded ominous

lixie: i meant it ina  good way

lixie: whatever ily bro

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine: 

why do i know you: Hello. :)

why do i know you: I'm very sorry, but Jisung can't quite check his messages right now. 

why do i know you: I'll pass on the well wishes, however. 

why do i know you: I assure you, though, he's in good hands. 

why do i know you: Have a great day! :) 

Chapter Text

hey guys,
so this isn't an update, just something i needed to tell you.
so this past week has kinda been pretty bad for me and it's been really hard for me to write. i'm definitely not leaving this fic because it's my heart and soul right now, but i think i might need a little bit of time so i can kinda figure out what's going on. i try not to tell people a lot about stuff like this because i don't like being that depressing person, so i'm not gonna really talk about it, but i hope you understand.
i know i don't have like an overboard amount of people who check this regularly but for those of you who do and read this, thanks, and i'll be back definitely. i just need a short amount of time so i can hopefully get through a rough patch.
thanks, i love all of you a lot.
(tbh i was scared to do this because i was honestly terrified that people would give up on this and me, but it's your lives, so you do whatever you want. i'll keep writing when i can, and it could honestly be next week if i'm feeling it.)
i'm sorry and I love you. -h xx

Chapter Text

Author's note: 
Yo, guys. 
So, uh, it's been a while, huh? It's been a minute. But, I think I'm back? Hopefully I'm back. No, scratch that, I'm back. I think it's been like 3 and a half weeks since you guys got an actual chapter from me and I'm so, so, so, so sorry for leaving you guys hanging. I just needed a little bit of time to figure my shit out and get myself through a rough patch. I'm doing better, though, and I'm off school for a while now, so I think my updating is gonna get a little bit more regular. If you stuck around, thank you so much, and thank you all so, so, so much for the support you gave me while I wasn't here. I wasn't expecting it, at all. Thank you for being so lovely and understanding. I know this chapter isn't that long, but hopefully it's okay? I love you all so much and please comment your opinions or if you just wanna talk. 
Byebye, read the chapter haha! <3

~

When the notification pops up on Chan's phone, it takes him ten seconds to register it. 
rays (gays) of sunshine from why do i know you
rays (gays) of sunshine from why do i know you
rays (gays) of sunshine from why do i know you 
rays (gays) of sunshine from why do i know you 
rays (gays) of sunshine from why do i know you 
He can feel his heartbeat speed up as he opens his phone and waits for the group chat to load. And the second it does, his heart stops. His heart stops and his breath hitches and Chan nearly faints. His fingers are shaking as he dials Woojin's number and nearly drops his phone through his trembling fingers. 
"Woojin-hyung. Check the group chat."

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine 

aussie #2: WTF 

aussie #2: WTACTUAL F

aussie #2: WHO ARE YOU

aussie #2: JISUNG I STG IF YOURE PLAYING SOME JOKE

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: guys i dont think tis is a joke 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: were in this for real now 

mother dearest: everyone go to chan's dorm 

mother dearest: like right now

private chat: mom, channie 

mom: chan im hella confused 

mom: and hella scared

mom: and im kinda hyperventilating

mom: someone needs to explain like right now 

channie: i hsve np ifea wehljats goning on hyunasd

channie: ccnat trype properly mt hamds atre shskng 

mom: okay one of us needs to calm down and figure out whats happening

mom: i shouldnt be saying cam down bc im hyperventilating

mom: but calm down a litle bit

channie: seriously whats going on

channie: this is srlsy not a joek 

mom: YES IM AWARE CHAN IM NOT PLAYING A JOKE 

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

aussie #2: guys i know were all in the same room

aussie #2: but i dont rly wana say it out loud 

aussie #2: it maeks it sos much worse

W H I P P E D: ik what you mean

W H I P P E D: so this is for real

W H I P P E D: no jokes

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: GOd this is actually happening

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: hes actulymissng

better aussie #1: alright clam down

better aussie #1: we'll figure this out 

better aussie #1: we

better aussie #1: we have to

mother dearest: okay chan and i will call the police 

mother dearest: they can track the phone and where the messages came from 

mother dearest: felix, hyunjin, seungmin, go to the station and file a missing person report

mother dearest: its been over a week

mother dearest: jeongin and changbin go through everything in his dorm room 

mother dearest: EVERYTHING

mother dearest: anything that could mean somethign

mother dearest: anndd wheres minho

W H I P P E D: OH HELL NO

W H I P P E D: OH HELL TO THE GODDAMN NO

W H I P P E D: MINHO WHERE TF ARE YOU

blind af: im here guys

better aussie #1: OH TAHNK GOD

blind af: im sorrp i was worrying my ass off i didnt chek the gc

W H I P P E D: ur not alone

blind af: i have another dance hitng for the weekedn tho im not gonna be around

blind af: I MMA HVE TOG O TTHEREE WHOLE DYAS WITHOUT KNOWING NAYHTING 

blind af: MAYBE I SHOULD NOT GO

better aussie #1: minho ill call you

blind af: okay my train is leaving i gtg 

blind af: JISUNG BitCH U BETTER BE OK

private chat: lixie*, mom

lixie*: woojin im wcared to death

lixie*: what if he dies or something

mom: FELIX

lixie*: im sorry but my mind is going crazy 

lixie*: im so hell ascared

mom: were gonnef igure thsi out ok

mom: if its th elast thing we do were gonna find him

mom: we WILL findhim 

private chat: jinnie, cutie

jinnie: so nows not a good time to say anything

cutie: i dont think so

jinnie: i just

jinnie: i hate it

cutie: i know bb

cutie: can you hold it out a little while longer

jinnie: i know this is so much more important 

cutie: it is babe 

cutie: i promise you we can figure it all out after we figure this out

jinnie: are we gonna get through this shit 

cutie: always okay

cutie: you and me are always

jinnie: always

jinnie: now we just gotta figure out where this lil shit went

jinnie: i miss him so much already

cutie: i know so do i 

cutie: is it weird that i regret not telling him how much he meant

jinnie: HES NOT GONNA DIE

cutie: i hope 

cutie: but we'll get through it together kay?

jinnie: i trust you

cutie: okay then 

cutie: you and i will make it 

~

It's dark. 
And blurry. 
And Jisung's mind is blurry, as if he's drunk but he's still semi-aware of his surroundings. 
Even as he blinks repeatedly, there's a slight sheen over his vision, like a sheet of plastic is obstructing his line of sight. 
And he's cold. Chilled to the bone, and he shivers as icy air blows straight into his lungs. 
And then, through the dark, the faint sound of footsteps. 
And then a figure. 
A shadow of a figure.
And then dim blue light fills the room, barely enough for Jisung to make out the man's physique. 
He's tall, and slim, but his face remains hidden behind a black mask and a baseball hat pulled down low to shield his eyes with another dark shadow. 
And Jisung tries to speak, to say anything, but his tongue is fuzzy and the back of his throat closes from fear. But he forces the words out as he backs up against the wall, shrinking as small as he can. 
"Who the f--where am i? What the hell? Who the hell are you?" 
But the man doesn't talk. He says nothing, instead choosing to step even closer until the only warmth Jisung can feel is from the presence of the other man inches in front of him. 
And he pulls out a little black chalkboard. 
Jisung would laugh if it wasn't for the situation, but he's terrified and confused and he just wants to go back to his dorm with Jeongin. 
For the next ten seconds, the only sound is of chalk scraping against the blackboard. And then he holds it up and Jisung squints at the scrawled handwriting. 

now if we ask too many questions we can't have fun, now can we?

"Okay, no, no, we're not having fun, we're getting me out of here so I can go home."

i don't think so, i think i'd like to keep you here with me. 

"What the hell? I don't even know who the hell you are or why the hell I'm here and not in class, goddamnit!" Jisung screeches, his voice resonating off the walls. 

okay shut it, you little brat. you're going to shut up and listen to me. 

"And if I don't? What if I just scream and scream until someone finds me, huh?" Jisung immediately regrets opening his mouth when the man stiffens, position itself feigning anger. 
And seconds later, there is a cold black gun pressed to his temple, the man's finger millimeters away from the trigger. 

or you die, bitch. 

~

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

depressed emo: guys

depressed emo: it's not jisungs phone on his bedside table

depressed emo: like its not his phone

depressed emo: i hacked through the password 

depressed emo: the only photo on there is

depressed emo: its of a gun

depressed emo: with this written on the side: 12.11

depressed emo: and the wallpaper says hugs and kisses, bitch

Chapter Text

Hi guys! Quick thing right here, I know almost no one reads these but like, I'm gonna write it anyways. I wanted to thank everyone who's read this and commented repeatedly so far, because i've had an amazing number of comments on this story and i love receiving feedback, even if it's most of you threatening to hurt me if i hurt jisung. i love you all so much for that, so thank you so much for leaving a comment and brightening my day up a little bit. i love you all so much <3 <3 <3 <3 MAJOR HUGS AND KISSES TO Y'ALL :))
anywho i shall begin the chapter now 
(also, i'm writing this part like 2 weeks later because i'm crowning myself queen of worst updater ever IM SO SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT I'M GONNA WRITE THIS RIGHT NOW I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRYYYY)

3 weeks ago 

group chat: deranged children plus chan and woojin 

banchan: hellLOOOO

sungiesungie: guys

sungiesungie: i think i have a crush

banchan: OMOIEHKF OML

ozzie: MY BABY JISUNG IS GROWING UP GUYS

minniethemouse: Oh THank GOD finally CAN You stop FLirTiNg WIht Hyunjinnie Now

sungiesungie: oooh someone's a lil bit jellyyyyy

minniethemouse: ...i am not i just think hyunjin's way out of your league

sungiesungie: aight ill take that its true

sungiesungie: k also y am i not suprised that you just used an apostrophe in a text

minniethemouse: why AM i surprised that you can spell apostrophe right

sungiesungie: rude bitch

banchan: ANYWAYS who is this charming person our lil jisung has fallen head over heels for

ozzie: YES YES DEETS

ozzie: GIMME THE DEETS

sungiesungie: calm ur asses down first of all i said CRUSH

banchan: yea yea crush future husband same thing

darkbinnie: am i the only one who doesnt rlly care

sungiesungie: rude bitch #2

minniethemouse: hah i was first 

minniethemouse: bitch u sure thought u was gon steal my title

darkbinnie: k

sungiesungie: HYUNJIN I SEE UR PROFILIE OKAY DONT PRETEND UR NOT GHOSTING THE CHAT

minniethemouse: he neither cares about you nor does he care about your dramatics jisung

sungiesungie: OHH YOU CAN USE THE NEITHER NOR THING PROPERLY

sungiesungie: can u teach me later

minnethemouse: yea call me

sungiesungie: cool :)

sungiesungie: ANYWAAYS

damainhoe: hi guys 

minniethemouse: HYUNJIN

minniethemouse: THANK GOD

minniethemouse: SAVE ME

damainhoe: oohHHH JISUNG has A CRUSH

sungiesungie: see jinnie cares

sungiesungie: unlike SOME rude bitches out there

minniethemouse: thx for da compliment bb

sungiesungie: anytime lub 

banchan: WHO TF DO U HAVE A CRUSH ON IM DYIN

ozzie: yea hes sitting next to me and im kinda scared hes gonna combust

ozzie: so

ozzie: can u like 

sungiesungie: so i was walking

sungiesungie: down the street and i saw this BOOTIFUL BOY

sungiesungie: AND HE HAD PURPLE HAIR OKAY

sungiesungie: AND IT LOOKED HELLLA GOOD

sungiesungie: AND HES IN MY PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS

sungiesungie: :)))))))))

sungiesungie: and now im in love 

banchan: you said crush

ozzie: oohhhh JISUNG I BETTER BE UR BEST MAN

damainhoe: uh yea no thats gonna be me

minniethemouse: should i even ask?

sungisungie: no, seungmin. no, you shouldn't.

banchan: OH DAMN WHEN JISUNG USES PUNCTUATION YOU KNOW ITS NOTGOOD

sungiesungie: i go to school BOI

banchan: okay no

banchan: you cant do that

banchan: only bammie can do that 

sungiesungie: coughGAYcough

banchan: also minho's icon is here

banchan: MINHOOO

banchan: TALK B

damainhoe: OH I MIGHT KNOW WHO UR TLKING BOUT

damainhoe: I TINK HES IN MY DANCE CLASS

sungiesungie: hyunjinnie my bestest most favoritest friends of all

damainhoe: yes bitch ill do ur dirty work for you

sungiesungie: <3 <3<3<3<3<3

sungiesungie: ANYWHOOOO  GOT CLASS BUT YALL CAN CONTEMPLATE ON THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

sungiesungie: BYEBYE

ozzie: bye jisungie <3

damainhoe: im gettin on research bc this the only interesting thing ive done recently

damainhoe: peace out bitches

banchan: WAHTH UR LANGGUAGE

banchan: also who u callin bitch

banchan: bitches get stitches

minniethemouse: isnt it snitches get stitches

banchan: u just had to didn't you seungmin

banchan: u just had to 

now:

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine 

better aussie #1: you guys remember when jisung had that crush

aussie #2: yea some purple guy

better aussie #1: should we have paid more atention to him

better aussie #1: i feel like we took him for granted

better aussie #1: we kinda always complained about how we wanted him gone

better aussie #1: and now he's gone

mother dearest: CHAN HE'S NOT DEAD

mother dearest: WE'RE GONNA FIND HIM

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: we better pray we find him

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: i'm going crazy slowly

aussie #2: great job now i'm crying

better aussie #1: i can confirm that statement he is crying

W H I P P E D: has anyone heard from changbin or jeongin about the phone

aussie #2: we're all waiting for it rn

W H I P P E D: damn this is a mess

mother dearest: YA tHINK SEUNGMIN?

one hour later

depressed emo: no fingerprints

depressed emo: kidnapper prob wore gloves

depressed emo: they're tracking down jisung's phone and searching the current one

depressed emo: they found the gun in the picture tho

depressed emo: the gun just has 12.11 lettered on the side in gold 

depressed emo: again no fingerprints

depressed emo: it was in an old cabin at the back of leestone street

depressed emo: there's a note from it tho,

depressed emo: they wouldnt let me read it, some investigation shit 

depressed emo: but this guy is moving around 

Jisung just has to wonder what the hell got him into this situation. Less than 24 hours ago, he'd been knocked out again and stuffed into the back of a truck and he'd just woken up, bleary eyed and with his head pounding. It hurts like hell and his wrists are chaffed from where he's been tied to a pole very conveniently located in the center of--wherever he is. It's dark, and the walls slope inwards, sort of like the inside of a cave but with more vibes that scream pain and death. 
Slowly, out of the dark, his kidnapper materializes, clad in his black outfit with his face covered and his eyes shaded by that baseball cap. The chalkboard is in his hand. A dusty piece of white chalk rests between the fingers of his other hand. 

your friends seem to be quite keen on finding you

Jisung purses his lips and glares at his knees, which are barely covered by the tattered cloth. A knocking sound is what gets him to look up at the board again. 

don't give me the silent treatment. i do have a gun, in case you forgot

"Oh, how stupid of me to forget." Jisung mumbles, sarcasm dripping from his words. He regrets it a second later when his kidnapper's face seems to get even darker. 

and don't be a smartass either

"Sounds like you're not leaving me much of a career choice, since both of those things were what I wanted to be when I grew up." Jisung snaps back. Screw him and his stupid uncontrollable mouth, is what he thinks five seconds later. 

can you maybe not be scared 

Jisung's eyes widen at what he reads next. Sure, his talking hadn't shown fear, but they way his hands are trembling and he's pale are probably a dead giveaway. Then, he scoffs. This man, this kidnapper, is asking him not to be scared when he'd literally been held at death's door because of him. 
"Wow, what a logical request! I should never have been scared of a man who held a gun at my head." 

well since im not currently doing that could you not be scared? youre no fun when youre all stiff like a grandpa

"And you're a psycho asshole." Jisung answers right back. 

with a gun, so i would shut my mouth before i say something i regret

"And he says don't be scared." Jisung mocks. 
And the gun is back at his head a second later and Jisung curses himself and his sassy personality once again. The familiarity of this position is enough to send the chills curling up and down his spine once again and he catches a glimpse of his eyes. 
It's that which gets Jisung. 
The anger, resent, and--pain?
His eyes clearly flash madness and anger, but in the quick glimpse Jisung gets, he's sure he saw more than his attacker wanted. There's raw pain buried there somewhere, beyond the hatred and resentment. But all of that leaves Jisung's mind as the man's finger inches towards the trigger, and he squeezes his eyes shut and prays for his life. 

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

why do i know you: Your pretty boy's got quite the mouth, don't he? 

why do i know you: It's okay, I can teach him to shut it soon enough. 

why do i know you: In the meantime, how about a cup of tea? 

why do i know you: It might help you relax. 

why do i know you: Think hard, children. Otherwise your pretty boy may also end up with quite the scar to match. :)

Chapter Text

2 weeks ago

group chat: deranged children plus chan and woojin

banchan: oh my god jisung

banchan: oh my god im so sorry what the hell 

ozzie: wait why what happened

banchan: check ur texts u dumbass

ozzie: k brb

minniethemouse: im gonna not be an asshole rn

minniethemouse: im sorry sm

ozzie: oH mY GoD

ozzie: JISUNGIE IM SO SORRY

damainhoe: whats going on

damainhoe: why is everyone sorry

ozzie: check ur texts u dumbass

damainhoe: k brb

woojinnie: jisungie im so sorry b :(

damainhoe: OHGMYGOD WHATTHEF 

damainhoe: JISUNG WTH IM SO FIRCKIN SORRY

darkerdarkest: yea uh same

darkerdarkest: im sorry 

sungiesungie: i barely even knew him

banchan: it doesnt matter 

banchan: its gona hurt anyways

damainhoe: holy crap jisung im so sorry

sungiesungie: its my fault anywyas

sungiesungie: if i hadnt asked him to go

darkerdarkest: Jisung its not your fault

darkerdarkest: how the hell is it your fault

minniethemouse: jisung you werent the drunk driver who swerved in front of ur car

minniethemouse: its one hundred percent not your fault so shut it before i punch u

sungiesungie: whatever

banchan: u went to the funeral?

sungiesungie: yea

banchan: damn jisung im so sorry

sungiesungie: only knew him for a week anyways

woojinnie: im sosososo sorry b

sungiesungie: yeah

sungiesungie: he wanted to make his hair silver

sungiesungie: i told him purple suited him but that whole week he wanted silver

sungiesungie: thats gonna haunt me forever

now

private chat: cutie, jinnie

jinnie: im not sure how much longer i can hold out 

jinnie: its 

jinnie: i dont think i can do this

cutie: hyunjin its literaly ur fault im suffering too

cutie: if anyones gonna crack it shouldn't be u

jinnie: ur right

jinnie: im sorry

jinnie: im being stupid as usual

jinnie has logged out.

private chat: changbinnie, baby

baby: i cant sleep

baby: eevery time i try i ekep seeing that stupid gun

changbinnie: i know im sorry

changbinnie: but if that gun has anyhting to do with jisung think how much worse it is for him

baby: i know but

baby: im sorry im being selfish

changbinnie: ur not i get it

changbinnie: but we have to finish tis for jisungie 

baby: im not giving up 

baby: never

baby: i just wish we never got into this mess

changbinnie: come sleep with hyung tonight

changbinnie: seungmins with woojin 

baby: thank god bc im outside ur door rn

changbinnie: smh ill be right there

private chat: cutie, jinnie

cutie: wait hold on im sorry

cutie: okay no im sorry

cutie: i was just frustrated

cutie: ur not being stupid im so sorry im so so sorry

cutie: this is so much worse for u isnt it

cutie: im so so sorry hyunjin 

jinnie: no u were right

jinnie: i dragged u into this also

cutie: nO NO

cutie: NO U didnt

cutie: im glad i know i swear

cutie: dont regret it i didnt mean it

jinnie: its just

jinnie: its killing me and i have the weirdest feeling that it has something to do wtiht his

cutie: dont think like that

cutie: its not likely

jinnie: not likely but possible

cutie: just

cutie: hold out? talk to me if u need to

cutie: im here 

jinnie: thanks

jinnie: i needed that

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

blind af: hang on wait wtf

blind af: im confused

blind af: jisungie is missing?

blind af: since when is jisung missing?

blind af: akhldafhladsj the police?

blind af: A GUN WTF?

blind af: im so confused

better aussie #1: minho what are you doing

better aussie #1: now is not the time srsly

blind af: im not doing anything wth hwo is jisung missing

W H I P P E D: rlly minho

W H I P P E D: u miss everything for three days bc ur dance thing is apparently more imporatnt

W H I P P E D: and u show up and start playin this shit?

blind af: wtf guys im actualy fconfsued

better aussie #1: minho cut the bullshit srsly

mother dearest: its not funny

blind af: its not funny if jisugns missing but wtaf im confused

blind af: jiusngs been missing fro WEEKS??

better aussie #1: u know this we aall know htis wtf

mother dearest: uve known this wtf minho

mother dearest: is this  joke to u

blind af: wtf no

blind af: but

blind af: jisungie's not missing

blind af: didnt i see him a couple of ddyags ago

better aussie #1: MINHO WTF U SAW HIM AND U SSIAD NOTHING

better aussie #1: WTHFKH LHES OK????

W H I P P E D: MINHO R U IN UR RIGHT MIND IF THIS IS SOME KIND OF JOKE TO U U ARE AACTUALY SICK

W H I P P E D: where tf is he

better aussie #1: TALK NOW BITCH WHAT TEH HELL DONT JSUT SHTU UP WHERE HIS HE

blind af: where is who

W H I P P E D: OH MY GOD MINHO WHAT HTE FUVK UIS WRONG WITH U

mother dearest: wait chan seungmin calm down

better aussie #1: are  u srlsy telling me that woojin wtf is wrong with u too

mother dearest: shut up chan i think somethings wrong wtih him

mother dearest: minho may be an asshole but he's not enough of an asshole to play this sick

W H I P P E D: what th efukk wuoudl be wrongw ith him

mother dearest: just shu tup already i think somethneis srsly wrong hang on and dont say any bullshit

mother dearest: minho

mother dearest: you saw jisung recently?

blind af: um i thdhink 

blind af: dsddnt i

blind af: i thorhys i sdi asd voipel fo day s aofgo?

mother dearest: minho can you type properly i cant figure out what youre saying

blind af: i htouht i dis a couple of dysj ago

mother dearest: can you tell me where, minho?

blind af: i cant

blind af: i cant erkember

blind af: imdo wiat im dixzy

blind af: i anct see proker y

blind af: jesu s efeyrhting s goungg blurry 

mother dearest: ohh my god wtf minho are u okay

mother dearest: god no ur frekaing me out

better aussie #1: okay what is going on rn im catuly scared minho whats wrong with u

blind af: ////////////////////////////////////////'

better aussie #1: no no nononon o im not dealing wtih tis iagin i cant

better aussie #1: SOMEONE GET THEIR ASS TO MINHO"S DORM RN

better aussie #1: ic ant do hts agin noope hell to fthe fusk no

four hours later

group chat rays (gays) of sunshine

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: oh no 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: oh god please please please no

Chapter Text

rustling. 

paper. 

a pencil. 

then scribbles. 

rc grwwx 

mu cviu cu is rb

rc grwwx

damn it, 

i wish i'd never met you 

damn it, 

i tried, i can't forget you 

Chapter Text

Y’all I’m getting on a plane, sorry I haven’t updated in like forever bc I was on a trip somewhere

It’s a 7 goddamn hour flight so I’m planning on writing while I’m on this plane :) 

BUT IN THE MEANTIME 

STREAM MY PACE BC THAT SHIT IS A BOP GODDAMN I WAS ATTACKED 

and like listen to I am who bc just I AM DEAD 

if anyone would like to freak out with me please contact me and I will gladly have an emotional conversation with you :) 

or just freak in the comments that’s cool too :)

also while we’re at it: 

i am a proud stay bruh ❤️

Chapter Text

Yall the cryptic message in the last chapter--if any of yall find something comprehensive plz comment if not, you will find out soon 
Also imma try to update one more time before the end of this week to make up for you all yeah? cool 
have a good day!
if you have questions leave them below as well :) 
My birthday's in two days too so like 
just throwin that out there :)

two months ago: 

private chat: kitten, jinnie

kitten: hey 

jinnie: ? hi??

kitten: this is minho

jinnie: i know but like

jinnie: uve messaged me like

jinnie: three times in your entire life

jinnie: *screenshot attached* 

kitten: damn why u gotta expose me like that

jinnie: ...

kitten: sorry

jinnie: do you need something?

kitten: um

kitten: i kinda wanted to

kitten: well i need to say something

kitten: but i couldnt figure out who to tell

jinnie: --so you wana tell me..

kitten: yea

kitten: i cant tell jisung or chan bc theyll worry

kitten: i cant tell changbin or woojin bc theyll go apeshit crazy

kitten: i cant tell felix or jeongin bc theyre small 

kitten: and if i tell u seungmin wil find out eventually bc ur whipped af

kitten: so i trust you

kitten: i just needed to get this off my chest

kitten: its bothering me

jinnie: u h yeaeh sure 

kitten: can i call you

jinnie: go for it

call lasted: 04 hrs and 37 minutes  

now: 

private chat: cutie, jinnie

jinnie: seungmin its happening

jinnie: its fucking happening 

jinnie: its hapening isnt it

jinnie: min tell me im wrong

jinnie: min tell me im fucking wrong right now

cutie: hyunjin....

cutie: hyunjin im sorry but its not your fault

jinnie: oh my fucking god iknew 

jinnie: i knew and i didntnt do shit about it

cutie: hyunjin we can fix ghis

jinnie: no we cant we fuckina cant its too late

jinnie: too far gone

cutie: shut up hyunjin we can

cutie: theres time but

cutie: only if u tell them right now

jinnie: SSEUNGIMIN u DONT GET IT

jinnie: its not my story to tell

jinnie: its his

cutie: if u want to fix this its the only way

cutie: he would understand

jinnie: min im scared

jinnie: waht if 

cutie: SHUT IT

cutie: its not over yet

jinnie: i dont think i can

cutie: yes u ficui-king can

cutie: u can and ill be there with u the whole time

cutie: i promised u i wouldnt say anything and i wont but u have to do this now

cutie: for him

cutie: for them

jinnie: for them

//jisung

it's been forty-eight whole hours since jisung has seen his kidnapper. he'd been bundled up two days ago and shoved into the back of a new garage, wrapped in ropes and his ankles are chained to silver bands on the floor. he can't remember the last time he's actually seen sunlight or breathed air that doesn't reek of mold and dead things. jisung shuts his eyes. they're scratchy and they burn when his lids snap shut. 
he hasn't eaten in just as long. he knows there's food stuffed into one of the cloth bags in the back of the garage, but he's chained to the floor and wrapped in ropes so there's no chance of him reaching it. 
jisung slams his head against the wall and regrets it immediately when it sends spirals of pain ricocheting off the back of his head. he can see the key to the shackles just feet away, hanging on the wall from a gleaming hook. cliché. maybe his kidnapper likes robin hood. he'd be able to reach the key if the damn ropes weren't secured around him. 
jisung lets his eyes flicker, half-shut, around the small, dingy garage. the chalkboard remains discarded in one of the corners, and white chalk lies in fragments near it, as if it'd been crushed and stepped on. the whiteboard still holds the last conversation jisung can remember having with his kidnapper. 

do you trust me

hell no had been jisung's answer. he could've sworn he'd seen, behind the black mask and under the hat, the face of his kidnapper fall. 

if i promised you you aren't going to die then would you trust me 

jisung very clearly remembers the last thing he'd said in return to that. 

why the fuck did you kidnap me, then? 

the man had dropped the chalkboard and stood still for a good thirty seconds. then, before jisung could react, he'd bolted. bolted as fast as he possibly could, and he hasn't returned since. 
jisung sighs. his breathing has gotten heavier, as if he's trying to suck the air into his lungs. he looks at the thick brown ropes securing his wrists together and pulls his wrists apart against them frustratedly. 
what he doesn't expect, is for them to fall apart almost as if they'd never been tied. jisung stares at his wrists in confusion for a good five minutes before wrestling his shoulders against the wall aggressively. those ropes, too, slip off of his torso almost immediately. 
"what the fuck?" he rasps.
within seconds, he's free. well, except the shackles still chaining his ankles to the silver bands on the floor. 
jisung scrambles up for the key hanging on the wall and curses his smaller build when the tips of his fingers just barely brush the metal. 
it takes him a good five minutes to finally get the key to slip off of the hook into his palms. 

he almost can't believe it when the shackles spring open and he shoots up. and falls down immediately, his legs shaky and wobbly from misuse. he crawls to the cloth bundle that he's pretty sure holds food and rips it open, sifting through the packets of dried meat and fruit. 
as he tears his way through the apricots, jisung feels the wheels in his brains turning. 
it's almost as if his kidnapper had wanted him to escape. the ropes had fallen off with barely any motion at all and the key was left just in his reach. 
jisung looks at the garage door. there's a sliver of space between the floor and the door height, and jisung hopes all the weight he'd lost recently had taken a toll. 

he prays sincerely and stares down the door. and then he dashes at it, scrunching himself up as flat as possible. 
there's just one word running through his mind as he feels the stone tear at his skin. 
please. 

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

mother dearest: i drove him to the hospital

mother dearest: he was passed out when i got to his dorm

blind aussie #1: im so fucking confused

mother dearest: so am i

mother dearest: chan his pulse was so slow

mother dearest: like he was so godamn cold

mother dearest: they admitted him and they said they'd let us know when they ran the tests

better aussie #1: im just confused

better aussie #1: did bin find anything out about the gun 

mother dearest is typing...

depressed emo: guys

depressed emo: u know how jisung left his plushie behind

depressed emo: its gone

better aussie #1: wtf do u mean its gone it was in his dorm last night

depressed emo: felix went to search it for finger[rngs but

depressed emo: is gone

depressed emo: we turned the place inside out 

depressed emo: gone

mother dearest: okay no

mother dearest: hell to fcuk no 

mother dearest: im coming

mother dearest: were gonna find it 

aussie #2: guys

aussie #2: im at the station

aussie #2: they found a matching gun discarded somewhere 

aussie #2: matches the pciture

aussie #2: there are fingerprints all over 

aussie #2: we're gonna find him guys

aussie #2: were gonna find him 

two hours later:

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: guys i 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: i have to tell you something

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: its 

u'll never be on the REAL jin's level: its about minho 

Chapter Text

okay yall im finally beginning to stop being a creepy person and im giving you the explanation!

this is only part of minho's story, you'll get the rest in the next chapter and then we shall wrap up! i think we'll have 3 more chapters in all and then you can finally stop being annoyed by this fic popping up in the stray kids tag :) 

 ALSSOO: if you guys would like to read me tryna be funny you can check out my tumblr: skzjustbc  

thank you!

!ALERT!: Also this hit 5000 reads and nearly 400 kudos and im so so grateful that you guys decided to read this mess of a story! i didn't expect it and i just thank you all deserve a short thank you card for reading! :) (MOM IM FAMOUS LMFAO)

hwang.hyunjin has created a group chat! 

hwang.hyunjin has added bang chan, leefelix, woojin-kim,  seo.chang.bin, jeong-yang-IN,  and kimseungmin 

hwang.hyunjin has changed their name to hyunjin

hwang.hyunjin has changed leefelix's name to felix

hwang.hyunjin has changed woojin-kim's name to woojin

hwang.hyunjin has changed seo.chang.bin's name to changbin

hwang.hyunjin has changed bang chan's name to chan

hwang.hyunjin has changed jeong-yang-IN's name to jeongin

hwang.hyunjin has changed kimseungmin's name to seungmin

hyunjin: okay i 

hyunjin: i promised i wouldnt say anything but this is killing me slowly and 

hyunjin: it's for his own good 

hyunjin: i don't want to say this out loud or i would have called you all over but

hyunjin: just pls dont say anything until im done

hyunjin: if ur here just let me know

seungmin: i got you jin 

changbin: yeah

chan: yeah go for it

jeongin: yea

woojin: yeah here

felix: we're listening

hyunjin: okay

hyunjin: i 

hyunjin: okay im going 

hyunjin: so about two months ago

hyunjin: well two months before jisung disappeared

hyunjin: minho texted me and he told me there was something he needed to get off of his chest

hyunjin: i dont think i ever told any of you how we met 

hyunjin: we met through that dance course i took a few years ago. he wasnt part of the course but he'd watch from outside the window and then he'd go hide under this bridge when it was over 

hyunjin: i followed him one day and i asked him why he was always in the window

hyunjin: he told me he'd loved dance when he was little but something happened and somehow he'd found himself homeless on the street

hyunjin: and i offered to take him in, since i didn't have a roommate

hyunjin: eventually when he started to make enough money, he got through to the university and entered a dance program. after he started winning competitions, he was well off and he paid rent, too.

hyunjin: thats how we officially became roommates

hyunjin: and one day we sat down and he told me how he'd ended up on the street

hyunjin: everything

hyunjin: he told me everything

hyunjin: minho 

hyunjin: okay uh

seungmin: its okay jin hed understand i promise

seungmin: ur doing the right thing 

hyunjin: --

hyunjin: when he was little, basically minho grew up with abusive parents

hyunjin: his mother loved him though and he loved his mother, but to his father he was nothing more than a sorry excuse for a punching bag

hyunjin: as he grew older and his father tormented both him and his wife, minho asked his mother to leave

hyunjin: move away with him somewhere where they could start over

hyunjin: but his mother, she said her husband loved her and 

hyunjin: and she would tell minho she loved her husband just as much as she loved minho

hyunjin: and slowly, as he reached his teenage years, his father managed to convinced her that minho was a mistake

hyunjin: just a burden in both of their lives

hyunjin: nothing more

hyunjin: and she believed him

hyunjin: and then he lost the only person who loved him, the only person he had

hyunjin: he left the day he turned eighteen and lived on the streets for three weeks before i found him 

hyunjin: thats how we became roommates

seungmin: youre almost there, keep going

seungmin: just the way you told me

hyunjin: one year ago, minho met jisung

hyunjin: i think it was obvious to all of us how well they clicked 

hyunjin: they stuck to each other like glue the whole year

hyunjin: they were almost as close as minho and i were

hyunjin: and for the first time in a while, minho actually looked happy 

hyunjin: like things were finally looking up in his life

hyunjin: and i was so happy for him 

hyunjin: then, two months ago, minho texted me

hyunjin: told me he needed to tell me something

hyunjin: i

hyunjin: i freaked out a little because minho almost never texts me because he always tells me whatever he has to in person

hyunjin: turned out he was staying somewhere overnight and he needed to tell me since he was alone

hyunjin: that was the night that i found out

hyunjin: that minho fell in love with jisung

hyunjin: i wondered how i hadn't noticed it sooner

hyunjin: once he told me, it was so obvious 

hyunjin: and i was happy for him, it sounded like a good thing

hyunjin: but he was sad

hyunjin: he told me jisung would never feel the same way for him the way he did for jisung

hyunjin: but he told me thanks for listening and he hung up

hyunjin: even though hed cried for hours over the call it still sounded like he was in pain

hyunjin: about two weeks later minho started acting weird 

hyunjin: he'd complain that he was dizzy and then he'd lock himself up in his room for hours and only come out the next day

hyunjin: sometimes hed just 

hyunjin: i dont know how to say it

hyunjin: he'd crash 

hyunjin: hed go high for a while, kind of like on a high spree

hyunjin: adrenaline or whatever stuff like that

hyunjin: and then hed crash

hyunjin: hed stop eating and just sleep or cry for days at a time

hyunjin: but whenever his crash was over hed tell me he was fine 

hyunjin: one day he was in the kitchen and he said something, something like

hyunjin: something like 'i can still feel him' and then

hyunjin: he collapsed, literally

hyunjin: i freaked out obviously and i took him to the hospital

hyunjin: and they diagnosed him with bipolar disorder which explained the hours he'd spend in his room and the few moments it'd seem like he was high off of adrenaline and the crashing 

hyunjin: i remember thinking that minho

hyunjin: minho reminded me so much of a shooting star just then 

hyunjin: hed start off down and then shine bright and zoom fast for a while and then

hyunjin: hed crash and burn out 

hyunjin: and cycle through it all over again

hyunjin: and i promised no matter what happened i would stick by him

hyunjin: that was the last time i talked to him properly in person

hyunjin: he was weird after that

hyunjin: avoided me like the plague and just refused to say anything at all, whether about the disorder or just in general

hyunjin: he was home less and less and i got worried 

hyunjin: and then jisung disappeared

hyunjin: and minho got even weirder

hyunjin: i told myself whatever was happening with him could have absoultely nothing to do with jisung but

hyunjin: now im scared

hyunjin: im scared to death that this has something to do with it and i couldve stopped it

hyunjin: so i did some research

hyunjin: and i found something

hyunjin: and i dont want to believe it

hyunjin: but 

hyunjin: minho gets discharged today

hyunjin: and when we get there i'll find out for sure

hyunjin: im not believing it until a doctor tells me in the flesh 

hyunjin: but

hyunjin: i am scared to fucking death 

: 

it's been four hours since jisung's managed to slide out from under the garage door. his torso is cut and bruised and the shirt he'd been wearing is torn and shredded beyond repair but he's out. he can breathe. 

jisung's been sitting against the trunk of one of the only trees growing behind the garage. looking at it from the outside, it's not quite a garage but more like a silver warehouse and jisung's not quite sure where he is. he'd tried walking for a while but walking had proved to be something he can't quite do properly right now since his legs had given out after about two minutes. 

he's still living off of the food pack he'd stolen from the back of the warehouse and he pulls himself slowly, experimenting for a while. while sore, he's definitely less wobbly and a little more steady, so he walks in the opposite direction slowly. 

he has no idea where the dorms are or where he's supposed to go. his phone is broken and mangled somewhere behind him and it's freezing outside. as he walks, he shivers and pulls whatever's left of his thin shirt around him. but he can't help but notice that everything from here seems to have a token of familiarity about it. the scent of lilacs is familiar and the rushing sound of--

a lake. 

jisung walks faster, ignoring the goosebumps that rise on his arms. he ends up jogging for a while and then stopping when his legs start to go numb again. 

and he stops. 

and he stares. 

at the water, at the trees. at that stick on the ground. 

he's been here before. 

jisung walks to one of the trees all the way to his left. looks at the carving. 

12.11. and 10.15.

and it clicks. 

the gun that was held at his temple just days ago. 

12.11. 

he lifts his wrist to look at the bracelet that hangs there always. the bracelet his kidnapper had seemed to have no interest in taking. 

10.15.

and jisung backs up.

the chalkboard--do you trust me.

he feels sick. drops to his knees.

gets up. 

home. he's going home. 

and maybe, this will all be a bad dream. 
 
but as the cold air hits him and he runs for as long as he can, the sick feeling only rises. 

he knows it's not. 

Chapter Text

some time ago (im not keeping track of timelines okay im too lazy for that shit and idk what the last time stamp i wrote was):

group chat: the dumbgays 

jisucc: heeellooooo

jisucc: anyone homesies

jisucc: i feel like i havent seen u ppl in days

jisucc: also i feel like im being ignored

jisucc: oooookay

jisucc: ill just

jisucc: catch yall latahh

jisucc: :)

seen by: banchan, hoemin, and 6 others

jisucc: helloooo is later now

jisucc: I CAN SEE UR PROFILIES STOP IGNORING ME

jisucc: STOP

jisucc: im OFFENdeD

seen by: banchan, hoemin, and 6 others

jisucc: larighty

jisucc: im getting a tattoo

jisucc: im getting a tongue piercing

jisucc: im failing all my classes

jisucc: i have cancer im dying

jisucc: im drinking nail polish remover it tastes great

jisucc: wait what the fuck why is there nail polish remover in my dorm

jisucc: sigh

jisucc: chan im going to your dorm 

jisucc: imma go to ur kitchen :)

banchan: BITCH NO STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY KITHCN

banchan: OR U DIE

jisucc: okay I Seee HOW it IS

jisucc: RIGHT IN FRON TO F MY SALAD?

seen by banchan, jinhyun, and 6 others

jisucc: stTOp IgNOrING mE

jisucc: I haVE FelLings

seen by banchan, hoemin, and 6 others

jisucc: ya know one day yall gon regret htis shit

jisucc: ill be gone gone and ull rgeret that u didnt talk to me

jisucc: dont say i didn't warn u

jisucc: DONT GO CRYING WHEN U CANT TALK TO ME ANYMORE

seen by banchan, hoemin, and 6 others

jisucc: i give up

jisucc: fuck all of you

jinhyun: wed appreciate it if u didnt acutally :)

jisucc: i woudl Snd U the middle finger emoji but i cant find it

now: 

private chat: cutie, jinnie

jinnie: chan wouldn't let us all go to the hospital

jinnie: he said itd be better if he got to talk to minho in person first

jinnie: where r u?

cutie: police station

cutie: theyre holding us up bc they found some kid on the streets

cutie: something about a kidnapping or something

cutie: theyre doing some questioning thing

cutie: once he leaves theyll get to us

jinnie: who else is there

cutie: lix and changbin and woojin

cutie: u and jeongin are in the dorms?

jinnie: yea

cutie: lmk when chan and minho get back

cutie: we'll come back

jinnie: k

that's the night hyunjin gets a phone call from chan.

it's been hours since he left to get minho and they haven't heard from him since. seungmin, changbin, and woojin, returned hours ago and they're all huddling together in the living room. 

somehow, hyunjin thinks it's the only thing keeping him sane. 

when hyunjin's phone starts ringing, he gets up slowly and picks it up at chan's caller id.

"chan-hyung? where are you? you've been gone for hours." hyunjin says softly when he's out of the room. 

"hyunjin?" 

chan's crying. he's crying hard, on the other side of the line. it sends hyunjin into a state of panic. chan doesn't cry. barely. hyunjin freezes up where he is and wills himself not to drop the phone.

through shaky breaths, chan says the one thing hyunjin hadn't wanted to hear. 

"you were--you were right."

hyunjin drops the phone.
the screen shatters.

so does hyunjin.

~~~~

if you would like to decode the cryptic message:

the way it worked: it's called a keyboard code, but changed up a bit.

-For each letter, go to the letter next to it on the keyboard of a computer. (Example being: A=S)

-For letters on the end, cycle back to the beginning. (Example being: L=A)

-Then, count 3 letters from each new letter you've coded. (Example: A=S on the keyboard, then count 3 ahead of S so the final letter becomes V. So then you would end up with A=V.)

-If you don't get it, this is how a keyboard is set up

Q W E R T Y U I O P

A S D F G H J K L   

Z X C V B N M

then, add 3 to get your final version of the letter (so A = S, then S + 3 (T U V) which = V)

-For example, the message "hello" would be coded like this:

H = J+3 = M

E = R+3 = U

L = A+3 = D

L = A+3 = D

O = P+3 = S

hello = mudds

:) have fun! 

---------

• MESSAGE TO ALL STAYS BC THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE PEOPLE ARE GONNA SEE THIS FROM ME:

Okay, let's be honest.

Stray Kids have managed to gain a lot of popularity worldwide. They have a large fanbase in other countries. But if we're being completely honest, most people in Korea don't know they exist. Sure, they got millions of views on their debut MV and then My Pace we did an awesome job but on the Melon Charts it peaked at #626 highest. 
It makes me so sad, because these boys work so hard to follow their dreams and half of them put their childhoods on hold so they could do what they love. International STAYs expect so much from them and a music show win isn't extremely plausible right now, even though it is possible. International votes matter to some extent, but Korean votes hold more responsibility, and it's what was lacked on. It's not what we should be focusing on. Getting people to know them is what really matters right now. 
Stray Kids are such hard-working boys and I love them with all my heart so I'd love for them to get some attention in Korea, because a domestic fanbase matters. They are who'll be there with them during promotions and showcases live and for comeback stages, and that's what matters. 
Because they aren't very well-wanted on big variety shows, they promote multiple songs for extended periods of times in an attempt to get more attention. Awkward Silence is a great opportunity for them to get recognized because the beat is fun and playful and an easy to listen to song. 
As an international STAY, I wish I could do more to help them but what we should be focusing on is getting them more recognized so they get what they deserve.

(credit: i saw this off of a tumblr post so i'll find the user and link it tomorrow because it's late af right now) 

When I saw these boys a year ago, I never thought they'd earn such a special place in my heart and I hope the best for them.As for the Rookie of the Year award--voting periods aren't for a while, but let's say this:

There's a decent chance that Stray Kids might win on at least one of the music shows, but there's also a good chance they won't. We might get it, we might not. We can't know that yet. But if another group wins, let's be respectful and supportive of them, too. Let's not throw other groups under the bus if Stray Kids don't win, and let's try our best to get them there. 
They deserve it in my heart and I hope other people's as well, but that doesn't mean that if another group wins, they don't. 

(credit: another tumblr post, which i will also link soon) 

(If voting is something you can't take part in, be there in spirit! Wish them luck <3)

I just thought this was important to say and Stray Kids will always have a special place in my heart no matter how far they go. Numbers don't really matter to me because I love Stray Kids for who they are and what they do, and of course I wish them all the best and more people to shower love on them. 
Of course, I'd love to see them fly and soar like they should, and I hope they do with all my heart.

Stray Kids fighting :) 

Chapter Text

private chat: minnie, jinnie 

minnie: hyunjin 

minnie: HYUNJIN THEY FUCKING FOUND JISUNG 

minnie: YOU KNOW THE KID THEY WERE INTERGOOTAING AT THE ATATION 

minnie: HYUNJIN ITS HIM 

minnie: JISUGN IS HERE IAnD IN THE FLESH HOLY SHIT :SHIFFJ

minnie: HYUNJIN WHERE THEF UCK R U REPLY 

minnie: HYUNIN OMFG SDFJK JISUNG 

minnie: IS 

minnie: ALIVEF

group chat: rays (gays) of sunshine 

W H I P P E D: THEY FUCKING FOUND JISUNG THYE FUCKING FONUND HIM

W H I P P E D: HES OKAY HOSLY FUCKING HSIT HES OKAY 

child: OMDUFHEIL OM GY GOD JISUNG HYUNG JIS OKAY 

child: PLEaSE ELL ME UR NOT JOAKING 

W H I P P ED: IM NOT JOKING THE SOKAY 

aussie #2: well hes a lil bit scratched up and a lil bit feverish BUT OTHER THAN THT HS OKAY Ldhfl

aussie #2: THEYR EIGONN aTAKE HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND FIX HIM BEc

aussie #2: EH WHAS hALF PASSED OUT WHEN THEY FOUND HIM 

aussie #2: BUT HES ALIVE AND OKAy NAD BREaTHING OH MY GHSDF 

child: oH MY GODSHFHLIHEaj 

child: HYUNJIN HYUNG Didn"T TELL ME ANYTHING? 

child: WHERE THE HECKIS  EVERYONE ELSE ONTHSI CHAT 

child: HYUNGS HELELO 

private chat: minnie, jinnie

minnie: HYUNJIN 

minnie: IS MINHO HYUNG BACK YET 

minnie: AND CHAN-HYUNG? 

minnie: JIN WHERE DID U GO IM FHLJSHFL

private chat: baby, jinnie

baby: hyunjin hyung where r u? 

baby: i looked all over the dorm for u but i cant find u 

baby: and where r chan and minho hyungs im so lost

baby: are they okay? 

baby: HYUNJIN HYUNG

group chat: unnamed chat

seungmin: all of u get on here NOW 

felix: . 

woojin: ^

jeongin: ^^

changbin: ^^^

seungmin: where r minho and chan hyungs 

seungmin: and where iN FUCKS NAME IS HYUNJIN 

changbin: CHN ND MINHO HYUNG ARENT BCK YET? BUT EHY LEFT LIKE

changbin: YESTERdAY

seungmin: YES HYUNG THATS THE ISSUE

seungmin: AND JINNIE JUST DISAPPEAERD> h

felix: IM So FUCKING LSOT

felix: we JUST Foudn JISUNG HELOO o

felix: WE CANT LOSE PPl 

jeongin: uh

jeongin: Hyunjinh yung wa s the last person to talk to chan hyugn 

jeongin: he disappeared after the phone call 

woojin: SHIT 

woojin: chan I CAN see U RACtive GET Ur HOEaSS ON HERE anD TELL USWHATS GOING on 

chan: im here 

seungmin: CHAN HYUNG 

felix: CHAN HYUNG

changbin: CHAN HYUNG 

jeongin: CHAN HYUNG 

woojin: CHAN TELL US WTF SI GOING ON

chan: i dont know where hyunjinis 

chan: i h

chan: he dropedt he ohone on me

changbin: well WHYD HE DROP THE FUKING POHONE

chan: make sure ur sitting

felix: hyung what the fuck is minho okay 

chan: no

chan: he's not 

woojin: ?>>??DFIHL

seungmin: ?>>S????????????

chan: hyunjin was right he has bipolar disorder 

chan: cyclothymic disorder to be clear 

chan: theyre keeping him back to run diagonstics bc they couldnt do them poperly yestrdy 

seungmin: and why the fUck not 

chan: someone drugged him 

woojin: im sorry WHAT THE FUCK 

changbin: WHT THE FUCK EVEN? 

felix: hyung STOP THIS ISNT FUNNy 

chan: i'm not FUCKING JOKING

chan: he was heavily drugged and barely breathing when yall drove him to the hospital 

chan: they think he was in a bad state when someone drugged him so he was prolly pliant 

woojin: and ur NOT WORRIED in the LSIGHTST

chan: no 

chan: im not 

chan: i dont care 

seungmin: CHAN WHAT THE FUCK 

jeongin: i dont KNOW whats  HAPPENING RihgtNOW 

chan: they think it was him 

chan: the doctors 

chan: and frankly 

chan: so do i 

private chat: minnie, jinnie 

minnie: HYUNJIN NO

minnie: WHERETHE FUKC R U 

minnie: CHAN THINSK UR WERE RIGHT 

minnie: PLZ TELL E THIS IS A LL O NE BIG JOKE 

minnie: HYUNJIN I FUCKING NEED U RIGHT NOW WHERE IN FUCKS NAME ARE YOU 

group chat: unnamed chat

felix: CHRIST 

felix: WAHT

felix: IS

felix: FUCKING

felix: WRONG

felix: WITH

felix: YOU 

felix: MINHO I SJISUNGS BETTFRIEND 

felix: MINHO IS LITERALLY IN FUCKING LOVE WITH HIM

felix: HES TH ELEASt PROBBALY ABOT OF ANY OF US

felix: WHAT THE FUCK CHAN 

felix: ARE YOU FUCKING MENTAL 

chan: no 

chan: im fucking right 

woojin: CHAn i would say ILY but i dONT RN so I DONT LOVE U BUT WHAT THE FUCK 

woojin: R U ACTUALLY FUCKING CRAZY 

chan: i already said no 

chan: im being realistic 

chan: i mean think about it 

chan: minho goes down on one of his lows 

chan: sees jisung hanging out with other people 

chan: gets jealous 

chan: takes jisung hostage bc he doesnt deserve to be w other people 

chan: that yandere shit or whatever 

jeongin: CHAN HYUNG THAT SHIT HAPPENS IN MOVIES 

jeongin: NOT REAL LIFE 

chan: 12.11? L.K.? 

chan: LEE KNOW?

chan: his fucking STAGE NAME when he was a DANCER? 

chan: his dance thing very conveniently lining up days after jisung disappears? 

chan: him just "forgetting" that jisung was kidnapped? 

chan: cmon guys 

changbin: U LITERALLY SAID HE WAS DRUGGED 

changbin: THATS PROBABLY WHY HE HAD NO IDEA OMFG 

chan: he prolly set it up to make himself look innocent 

chan: hes smart enough for that 

chan: and get this 

chan: minho nevr HAD a dance thing 

chan: it was all LIES 

seungmin: CHAn NO 

seungmin: COINCIDENCES 

seungmin: MINHOS AN ASSHOLE BUT HED NEVER PLAY THAT SICK 

chan: surprise surprise 

chan: look what he just did 

woojin: i dont WNA TOT BE LIVIE IT 

woojin: but it add s up 

chan: thank you! 

changbin: I CANT BELIEVE YOU TWO! 

changbin: WAHTS FUCKING WRONG W ITH YOU?

changbin: MINHOS UR BEST FUCKING FRIEND WOOJIN

woojin: bin it makes sense tho!!

woojin: cmon you c ant say you dont see it 

changbin: I FUCKING DONT

felix: Yall ARE FUCKING MENTAL 

chan: the second they get him out of the hopstial im getting his ass arrested 

chan: no matter what it fucking takes 

chan: no "friend" does that to a bitch of mine without paying 

changbin: slow the FUKC down 

changbin: YOU HAVE NO PROOF IT WAS HIM 

chan: ill find it 

chan: it was minho 

chan: change my fucking mind 

hyunjin: lmaooooooooooooooo

seungmin: jinnie? 

seungmin: what the fuck where thef uck r u 

felix: HYUNJIN

hyunjin: lmao yall stupid as fuuuckkk

woojin: hyunjin what the fuck is wrong with u 

woojin: u dumbass idiot where r u 

hyunjin: omfg I KNEW yall were dumb but i didnt think u were dumb as SHIT 

jeongin:..... hyunjin hyung 

jeongin: guys im scared 

felix: yeah ME FUCKING toO BITCH 

woojin: hyunjin literally stop were tryna figure out who tf got us into this mess

hyunjin: omfg you dumb fuckers it wasnt minho 

hyunjin: lmfao god you dumb FUCKS

hyunjin: it was me birdbrains 

hyunjin: and minho is so easy to play with holy SHIT