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It's only True in the Stories

Summary:

Auradon didn't know what to expect from the Villian Kids. The Villain Kids didn't know what to expect from Auradon. But when Ben exacts his decree to bring over the children of the worst villains on the Isle, they are forced to face the very things they weren't prepared for. Ben and his friends are determined to uncover the truth of the VK's and the Isle, but they discover far more than they bargained for, and no one quite prepared for the realities of what happens when villains don't love their kids. Yet for the VK's it's second nature; after all, love is only true in the stories.

Notes:

Hey guys! This is my first time posting on AO3 and my first fic for Descendants! This story is crossposted over on Fan fiction, but I'm reposting and reworking it here, freshening up the story and editing as I go through it again, so it will be the same story, just hopefully better.

Anyway I'll try not to waste your time with notes and let you enjoy however you see fit, but as I haven't used the conventional archive warnings aside from violence I will be using the notes to post warnings as they come up, so don't skip too far ahead as the warnings are important!!

This story will deal heavily with themes of trauma and abuse, as well as mental health issues such as depression/anxiety, suicidal thoughts/self harming, as well as realistically looking into the fact that Auradon on basically abandoned a bunch of children to be trapped on an island of villains, and the consequences of such actions.

That being said it is not all 100% doom and gloom, but I definitely wanted to do a more realistic take on the movie and the characters.

Also, as I am still getting the hang of AO3 and its features, a little patience would be appreciated!

Anyway, enjoy the story and I look forward to hearing what you think!

- Raven

Chapter 1: Not Kansas anymore

Summary:

In which the VKs arrive, and Ben suspects that not all is as it seems.

 

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Intro

There's a certain set of unspoken rules on the Isle; a sort of, do and don't list. They're simple, easy to follow. Do lie. Do cheat. Do steal. Do kill. Do whatever it takes to survive. It's a short list. Easy. The Don'ts are even easier.

Don't show fear. Any weakness, really, but this one was crucial. They were meant to be feared. They were not the ones who should beg for mercy.

Don't apologize. Don't trust anyone. Don't get caught.

The last three were the most crucial, the ones you really needed most to survive. And it wasn't quite so easy, but then again, the Isle wasn't meant to be easy. But surely, it should have been harder, at least? They should have made it harder. Because sitting in the back of the shiny black car, as it sped along to what could only be their doom, Carlos couldn't help but think that maybe they should have made it harder. Maybe then he wouldn't have broken the rules.

Maybe then they wouldn't have been caught.


Carlos

The back of the car isn't as cramped as he had feared it would be, when he'd first seen it pull up outside of Maleficent's castle. The seats were leather, but soft in an almost foreign way, and there was enough space that they could have completely stretched out if they'd wanted to. It doesn't take long for Jay to discover the secret compartments full of food, and Evie mutters something to Mal about looking unattractive, but all Carlos could think was that he'd never known food could be neon pink. And come on sticks. Jay was taking advantage of the room, stretching out so he was almost reclining in Carlos' lap, slurping some kind of sticky red rope as if he were in some weird Lady and the Tramp remake.

Carlos hesitates, unsure if they were even allowed to take anything. But the drivers were silent and stoic behind their darkened divider, and so he shoves a few small balls of something in his mouth before he can second guess himself. Instantly he melts, groaning as the taste hits him, and hits Jay a few times to get his attention. It takes the older boy a few seconds, but then he looks over, and Carlos swallows hastily a few times to clear his mouth, gesturing to the ball in his hand.

"These," he mumbles excitedly. "It's sssalty like nuts, but it's ssweet like I don't know what."

 Jay's eyes narrow suspiciously, and he panics a moment as he realizes what he's done. But Jay doesn't comment on his slip up, just slowly chews his own treat a moment before answering.

 "Let me see," he demands, and Carlos sighs in relief, sticking out his tongue and allowing Jay a full view of the remains of the food in his mouth.

 Evie shrieks in disgust, but Jay glowers, and Carlos yelps as he's attacked, whimpering protests as the treat is ripped from his hands. Jay sits back in satisfaction while Carlos cringes, waiting for something more to happen. You never just win a battle on the Isle without taking something more in return.

 It's Jay's turn to realize his mistake, and he grimaces, his mouth opening as he draws a breath to speak. Carlos thinks he might actually attempt some kind of apology, but then Jay thinks better of it and shoves the treat into his mouth, humming his approval with a grin. They sit back in relative silence, and he supposes it's not so bad.

 Then Evie shrieks again as the divider goes down, and they catch a glimpse of the road before them. Carlos feels his heart plummet into his stomach, and Mal and Jay compete for the worst swear as they both curse rather crudely. They'd never been outside the main town on the Isle, and even on the outskirts they'd never ventured to the road. They'd never had need to. And even though they had wondered what exactly kept them all trapped there, Carlos had always assumed it was some kind of magic bubble or something.

 There was a bridge. The stone cobbles were cracked and gouged out in some areas, stretching out and then breaking off about a quarter way out from the Isle. A literal dead end.

 "It's a trap!" He yells, his voice strangled, and he thinks briefly that at least his last words had come out right.

 Then they're all screaming, and there's no fear of slipping up when you scream. He feels arms wrapping tightly around his chest, a solid warmth behind him, and he clutches desperately at the arms, for once not caring about how weak it made him look. It takes a comically long amount of time to realize that they're not dead, and he sits up, blinking in Jay's arms as a gold light blinds him.

 "Wh-what just happened?"

 The bridge is solid, smooth and golden beneath the car, the light spreading out before them and forming the bridge bit by bit, while the rest falls away behind them once they've safely passed it. Evie is smiling and even Mal looks mildly impressed, as Evie says what Carlos only just realized.

 "It must be magic."

 He shoves himself away from Jay, who glares pointedly out the window, and he doesn't mind being ignored this time. Everything is bright here, so many colors swirling in patterns that Carlos had never thought possible. It was almost cruel, really, seeing just how amazing it all was, thinking on what they had just come from. But it was still incredible to take in, and he climbs forward a little, leaning on Mal to stare out even further.

 "It's nnice," he whispers.

 "Please," Jay scoffs. "It could be a wooden box filled with grass and you'd still say it was nice."

 "What do you think the school will be like?" Evie asks quietly, before he can really protest.

 "Well it can't be worse than the Isle," Jay grumbles, rubbing subconsciously at his face. "At least here no one can deck you for talking out of turn."

 "Or ttalking at all," Carlos adds softly.

 Mal shrugs. "I don't care what it's like as long as my life is being threatened every waking moment."

 "I don't know," Carlos whispers. "I mean, any place that would set a tra-trap like the bridge…"

 "Yeah," Mal chimes in, a smirk on her face that was only partially genuine. "Sacrificing their own guys to take out a bunch of Villain Kids…"

"But it wasn't a trap," Evie broke in, sitting up sharply and then wincing, leaning back against Jay's shoulder.

"We'll find out," Mal mutters darkly, and the heavy silence that fills the car is thick and painful. 

Carlos fiddles with his dog tail, his classic black and white this time, unable to keep the one thought of his head. "What do w-w-e do if it is w-worse?"

He mentally curses whoever invented the letter 'W,' but Jay just rolls his eyes dismissively.

"It can't be worse. It's impossible."

"I can think of several w-ays in which it could be possible," Carlos counters carefully.

"How? These people aren't allowed to do half the stuff they do on the Isle," Jay insists.

"Definitely more than half," Evie put in from his shoulder.

"See?" Jay grins, but there's something about it that has Carlos thinking he's trying to convince himself more than anyone else.

"We're almost there," Mal says after a moment, and there's a tremble in her voice that he knows by the grimace she makes that she'd been trying to hide.

There's fountains and bushes that are carved into weird shapes, and he realizes only after a second glance that some are animals. A third glance reveals one as a dog, and he shudders, fighting the panic that the silhouette brings. Mal is shaking, too, and on an impulse he slips his hand into hers. He sees Jay grasp Evie's hand as well, and he can't help but think that they hadn't done something like this since they were kids, and that Jay must have been feeling the tension too because he hadn't tried stealing anything.

The car stops with only the tiniest squeal, and he doesn't dare try to offer any comfort because he knows if he opens his mouth, he'll slip. He only vaguely registers the noise outside of the car, the blur of color and cheering and maybe laughter. Welcoming sounds, he thinks, but it's hard to feel welcome when it's your jailors who are doing the greeting. He's pretty sure they've broken all the rules at this point, but it doesn't matter because the door is opening and he isn't entirely sure what will come of this.

Mal is crushing his hand and there's people in uniform everywhere, and a voice right in front of him is saying:

"Welcome to Auradon Prep."


 Ben

The first thing that goes through his head is that the villain kids are smaller than he'd thought. The next is a wish that he'd studied their folders just a bit more, because he couldn't for the life of him remember all their names.

"Welcome to Auradon Prep," he says cheerfully. And of course, it is cheerful. Being the son of Beauty and the Beast, he'd had certain expectations to uphold. Being their sole heir also meant lots of training on being diplomatic, and always having an open mind despite any reservations on his part. And boy, were there reservations!

"I'm Ben," he continues, extending his hand to the closest kid: a large, tan muscular boy. He had long, dark hair tucked under a ratty red beanie, but enough of it hung down to partially conceal his face. He knew this one-if the gold and red coloring of his clothes hadn't given it away, the wicked gleam in his eye did; one he'd heard about and seen all too often reflected in the eyes of a certain former street rat's son.

But the son of Jafar was a different matter entirely, and what was his name? The boy is taller than he is, so he has to raise his head a little to look him in the eyes as he takes his hand. He might not be able to remember his name, but he could at least afford him the respect of looking him in the eyes.

The boy's grip is firm, almost too firm, and he shakes in a way that leaves Ben feeling like they were meeting in a dark alleyway instead of broad daylight. It was a handshake that could easily be turned into an attack, and it's short; the boy backing away quickly with a toss of his head that gives Ben the faintest glance of a black eye before it's hidden again behind a curtain of hair.

"Jay," he says shortly, and Ben has to keep his frustrated sigh internal. He'd known it, he really had.

He turns to the girl with purple hair next. She's small, but not the shortest in the group. That position is reserved for the boy behind her. The girl's jacket is patterned in scales, purple and green that hangs off her shoulders like it's too big for her petite frame. She's pale, with piercing green eyes that he only just catches before she shoots them to the ground.

Must be Maleficent's daughter, he thinks to himself, but she jumps when he offers his hand, and it's unsettling to see the child of the Mistress of All Evil so…nervous.

"Mal," she says, and her voice is level, and echoing with a hidden authority, which makes her slow awkward shuffle that much more out of place.

Next is the girl with blue hair, and he manages to remember her name before she says it. "Evie." She doesn't shake his hand for long, and he thinks he sees it tremble as she takes it back and clenches it by her side.

Neither girl looks him in the eye, and neither does the boy he'd seen standing behind them all. Hiding, almost. Ben extends his hand to the boy, but he just closes his eyes, his whole body stiffening like…like he doesn't know what.

"That's Carlos," Evie says briefly. "He doesn't talk."

Carlos, yes. Cruella's son. 14, 15 years old, maybe. (He wasn't quite sure. The records hadn't quite been clear on that.) Doesn't talk. He'd known that, too. It was part of why Ben had chosen him. He had hoped that despite his silence, Auradon could help him find a voice. Help all of them, really.

But they were all silent now. Even the band had stopped playing in the background, though Ben couldn't begin to guess when they had stopped.

He glances to his left, meeting eyes with Audrey and finding a weird expression on her face; that look she gets when something is very wrong, but she can't break her 'princess' face to show it. He knows if he stares too long, he'll start breaking too, so he returns his gaze to the four kids in front of him.

"Let's start with the tour," he says, but it sounds more like a question than an actual statement. They don't respond other than to give muted nods, and he can't help but exchange another anxious glance with Audrey.

"Well, then, follow me."

They do, but if he hadn't been glancing behind him every few feet, he never would have known. They moved quietly and quickly, the only one who seemed to be openly taking in anything was Jay. He moved with a bit more confidence than the others, who barely raised their heads to sneak glances at what Ben showed them.

He had elected not to give them the long and boring version of the tour, instead keeping it simple; here's the dorms, there's the gardens, over there is the tourney field, the stables, the school itself. He can almost pretend like it's a normal tour; that these aren't villains behind him, just regular kids, and that there isn't anything wrong with them.

He's proven wrong yet again, when they reach the statue.

He pauses, and they hover anxiously as he explains the purpose of the statue, and why his father had thought it important for it to be the first thing new students see. A symbol of happy endings, and second chances. But when he claps his hands to demonstrate his point, they flinch, and Carlos lets out a strangled yelp, practically throwing himself in Jay's arms. It would have comical to see the larger boy, gripping the smaller boy's shoulders with a slightly disgruntled look. But the sheer terror in Carlos' eyes, mixed with the fact that Jay seems to be subtly placing himself between Carlos and the perceived danger, nulls any amusement he might have found at the situation.

"Carlos, it's alright," he assures quickly, as Jay works to untangle the boy from him. "My father wanted the statue to be able to transform from Beast to man; to show that anything is possible."

Carlos nods jerkily, but his eyes are on the ground again, and Jay doesn't quite relinquish his grip on the boy's shoulders. Ben clears his throat, forcing himself to maintain an air of calm and assurance as he leads them inside. He thinks he hears Mal muttering under breath, something about his dad and shedding, but when he turns to face them all again, there's nothing but silence. He's saved from further awkwardness by the appearance of Doug, who's so engrossed in his book that he doesn't seem to realize he's approaching the stairs.

"Doug," Ben calls, and his friend's head lifts, and he makes his way normally down the steps towards them.

"This is Doug," he introduces to the villain kids. "He'll be helping you get settled into your school schedule and anything you need to know about the dorms."

Doug doesn't make any move to shake the kids' hands, but he does smile politely and introduce himself. "I'm Doug, Dopey's son," he says.

He starts to list off all the dwarves' names, but Ben stops him before he can get going. He always forgets Sneezy, and they could be standing there all day waiting for him to get it. Doug smiles at the villain kids one more time before leaving, and Ben continues with the tour.

"There's a map of the whole school and the grounds in the main entrance here," he explains. "And you guys are in the North Tower, rooms 13 and 17. 13 is for Mal and Evie, and Carlos and Jay are in 17."

They seem surprised that he'd addressed them by name, if the slight lifting of their eyes is any indication. Even Carlos raises his head, but he quickly looks away again when Ben meets his eyes.

"Do you guys want any help finding your rooms?"

They don't answer, but he hadn't really expected them to. It scares him just how quickly he'd tuned into their nervous behavior, but he forces himself to press on.

"Just follow the maps, and if you do get lost, the suits of armor will tell you where to go if you ask. Do you have any questions?"

They all shake their heads, still not speaking, and Ben shuffles his weight nervously. "Well I'll give you guys time to get settled. I'll come by and get you for lunch and explain some of the afternoon classes."

More silence, and Ben swallows quickly. It prickles at the back of his neck; that sense of 'wrongness,' but he manages to maintain his composure enough to speak.

"Ok, I'll see you guys then. Come on, Audrey."

He winds his arms through Audrey's and turns away, heading back outside and across the grounds toward the tourney field. Outside in the warm air, the oppressive atmosphere diminishes, but he still finds himself glancing back over his shoulder. He almost trips over the bleachers, and Aubrey lets out an exasperated sigh.

"Ben! Please, look where you're going," she says, and he forces his gaze back to her, blushing slightly.

"Sorry," he respond. "I was distracted."

"Clearly," she says, but it's not coming out as sharply as he knows she can be.

"It's just-"

"Something's wrong," she finishes for him, and he's surprised at the fierce glint in her eye. "They're not acting right; none of them."

"I'm sure they're just nervous about coming to a new school," he responds carefully. "And, I mean, we did kind of exile them."

"Only Jay would even look you in the eyes, Ben!" Audrey cries. "And they've been hurt. Recently; couldn't you tell?"

"I saw the black eye," he hedges.

"You didn't see the mark on Mal's face? Or how the other girl- Evie?- was wincing every time she breathed? And Carlos wouldn't even let you touch him!"

He knew he'd have to stop her before she went off on a tangent. "Hey," he says soothingly, "We'll figure it out, and we'll help them, ok?"

He had known something was off, but he hadn't wanted to say it out loud. Afraid that it might make it real. But there was no denying that something was wrong.

"It's going to be ok."

It's more to reassure himself, but Aubrey nods anyway, taking a deep breath. "I'm gonna go see if Jane or Lonnie noticed anything off about them."

"Ok," he says, to appease her. "Just give them some space, at least until lunch? This is a new place and I want them to be comfortable."

She nods again and heads off toward the school. He watches her go in, and then heads for the gardens. He needed to find Doug.

Chapter 2: Settling in...sort of

Summary:

In which Ben discovers one of the ways Auradon has failed the VKs, the Fairy Godmother's patience is tried, and some Disney references are made.

Chapter Text

Ben

He finds Doug right where he’d expected him to be: in the garden, bent over a book. Despite being the son of Dopey, he was the brainiest one of the group, and could generally be found in the gardens on days they didn’t have morning classes. He looks up as Ben approaches, adjusting his glasses to greet him properly.

“Hey, Ben,” he says, marking his place in his book before closing it.

“Hey, Doug,” he responds, and, because it’s the polite thing to do: “What are you reading?”

Doug makes room on the bench as he sits down beside him, smiling as he brushes nonexistent dust off the cover.

“It's a treasury of classics from the past few centuries.” He stares lovingly at the book, which is enormous and could easily fill a backpack by itself.

“Did they get settled in ok?” There’s no need to clarify who ‘they’ are; who else could it be but the new arrivals?

“Well enough,” Ben shrugs a shoulder, trying not to reveal how uncomfortable the whole thing made him.

“I didn’t really stick around long enough to find out, but what are they like?” he continues, and Ben can tell he wants details.

“You saw them,” Ben replies. “Jay, son of Jafar-he’s the tall one; looks like he could lift a carriage above his head. The rest are--”

“I know what they look like, Ben,” Doug interrupts, rolling his eyes, exasperated. “I meant, what are they like?”

He hesitates, frowning slightly. “They're quiet. Too quiet.” For the children of four of the most hated and feared Villains, he’d expected a little more…chaos. “And they’re skinny,” he continues slowly. “Like they don’t get enough to eat.”

It’s a foreign concept in Auradon; not eating enough food. If anything he sometimes thought they’d had too much food. So to be faced with four kids who didn’t…it was a little startling, to say the least.

Instead of looking startled, however, Doug nods. “Well, that’s no surprise there,” he says, and it’s the offhand way he says it; so knowing, so casual, that has Ben taken aback.

“It’s not?” It comes out harsher than he’d intended, and Doug gives him a strange look.

“Of course it isn’t.”

His confusion must be showing on his face, because Doug straightens a little on the bench. “Ben, you have to know by now that the Isle only gets our garbage.”

“Our garbage,” he repeats blankly, the words not quite registering.

Doug nods slowly, still looking at him weirdly. “You know, the stuff we throw out; food that goes bad before it's sold; our leftovers-well, in edibles, really. Old tech. Pretty much everything we don't use.”

He must have been silent for too long, as Doug continues quietly, “You did know that, didn't you?”

Ben shakes his head, still a little dazed.

“I mean, it’s not that big a deal,” Doug covers quickly. “What else? Anything interesting?”

“Not that I can think of,” he say slowly.

The truth is, there was a lot about them that was ‘interesting.’ Like the bruises. And their clothes: the wrong sizes and not quite right for this weather. The way they all stared at the floor when he looked at them. Except for Jay. He seemed to take every look as a personal challenge, and wouldn’t look away until someone else did first. Carlos’ silence, and his reaction to the statue. Like he was expecting it to leap off the pedestal and attack him.

Maybe he was overreacting. Maybe all the kids on the Isle grew up like that. But he didn’t want to bring it up with Doug, in case he said that it wasn’t anything to worry about. That stuff like that was normal. He would have to get Fairy Godmother to check them out, because nothing about this situation felt ‘normal’ to him.

He stood abruptly, smoothing out miniscule wrinkles in his suit jacket. “I'd better get going,” he says with a forced smile. “Lunch is coming up, and I told the new arrivals that I’d escort them down.”

Doug looks up at him with a concerned look on his face, pausing him in his tracks. “Ben. Did you really not know? About the food?”

The comment brings a lump to his throat that stings when he swallows, and he barely manages to respond, “No. No, I didn't. Now if you'll excuse me…”

He struggles to regain his composure, but manages a quick nod to Doug. He thinks he hears the other boy trying to say something behind him, but he’s already out of earshot; hurrying out of the garden and back towards school.


 Mal

The room is ridiculously pink, with lace and frills everywhere. The curtains are almost see through they’re so pale, despite also being tinted pink. The blinds draw securely, and she’s grateful for that at least. The furniture that qualifies as a ‘bed’ is large enough for two, and there’s a faint smell of flowers in the air. Roses, she thinks, grimacing in disgust.

“It’s amaz--”

“Gross.” She cuts across Evie’s awed gasp, slamming her suitcase down at the foot of the nearest offending item.

“Right,” Evie says, subdued. “Amazingly gross.”

But Mal can hear her muted squeal of joy, and she can’t help but roll her eyes, amused. “Door, E,” she mutters, and Evie pauses in her quiet tirade of the room to answer.

“Already got it.”

“The lock, too?” It only hurts when you’re not careful.

Evie doesn’t respond, but Mal doesn’t need her to. They both know how these things go. She only hopes Jay and Carlos stay just as sharp. They can’t afford to lose themselves in the cushy lives of Auradon.

“They don’t really expect us to sleep in these things, do they?”

Evie smirks, but the longing in her eyes as she runs her fingertips across the soft pink comforter is unmistakable. Sure, there’d been beds back on the Isle. Anything and everything qualified as a bed, as long as you could sleep on it or in it, or under it. As long as it was somewhere easily defendable, it could feasibly be called a bed. There were some on the Isle who carried around bamboo pallets that could be unrolled as an easily transportable bed.

She forces herself to shove those thoughts aside and work on unpacking what little clothing she had. The closet is huge, almost a room in itself, but there’s barely enough outfits to fill even a quarter of it, even with the clothes she finds already hanging inside. Uniforms; the same ones she’d seen the Auradon kids wearing outside. Blue and white plaid skirts with a matching blouse jacket, complete with a few long sleeved button up shirts of various pastel colors.

“I am not wearing this,” she declares vehemently, shoving the disgusting items to the very back of the closet.

Evie lets out a sharp gasp behind her, and Mal feels her lips twitch in amusement. “It’s only a uniform, E, you don’t have to…”

Her words fall short when she turns, and sees Evie frozen in the closet. Her face is pale, so pale Mal thinks she might be sick. One arm is suspended in mid-air, reaching for an empty hanger, and the other is pressed tightly to her side, her body trembling slightly.

“Shit,” she curses, dropping the clothes and rushing to the other girl’s side. “Evie, what is it? Are you alright?”

A stupid thing to ask, really. The look on Evie’s face; that tight look of pain that Mal knew all too well, should have been an obvious answer.

“Fine,” Evie manages to get out, and she even smiles, but it’s too thin of a smile for Mal to be fooled. “Just…moved too fast, is all.”

“You should sit,” Mal says, moving aside some of the clothes on the bed that had yet to be put away.

“Doesn’t help,” Evie mutters.

“Sorry, that wasn’t a suggestion.”

It’s enough to make Evie actually smile, and she allows Mal to help her sit on the edge of the bed.

“Careful Mal,” she whispers with a pained chuckle. “Someone might think you actually care.”

The words hurt, strangely enough. Of course, Mal would never admit it. But she would think that with everything they had been through together; and despite her mother’s insistence that any kind of attachment was a liability, that it would be obvious by now that she did care. Especially considering the previous night, and exactly how Evie had received her injuries in the first place.

Evie must have read the thoughts on her face, because she leans forward despite the pain, her brows furrowing slightly. “Mal…”

Anxious to change the subject before things got out of hand, Mal picked up one of the outfits Evie had laid aside on the bed. “You want me to put these in the closet for you?”

“No, I’m going to put them back in my bags. I, uh, I can’t wear them right now.”

An outfit that Evie can’t wear? Mal raises an eyebrow suspiciously, examining the offending garments closer. They’re varying shades and degrees of blue and leather, her usual trademark style.

“I see nothing wrong with these whatsoever.”

Evie huffs a short sigh, rolling her eyes. “Mal. The sleeves.”

Oh. Mal looks again, and realizes that they’re all short sleeved. Even the one dress that has sleeves only comes down halfway. Mal curses her insensitivity, although there is a part of her that knows being insensitive is usually the one thing she prides herself on. But still…

“It’s pretty hot out, E,” she reasons. Even she hadn’t ditched all of her short sleeved clothes when she’d…well…

“I don't want to weird anyone out,” Evie replies flatly. “We've barely been here an hour and they've been looking at us like we’re freaks ever since we got out of the car.”

“Freaks?” Mal repeats lowly, but Evie continues smoothly, ignoring the interruption.

“Besides, you're wearing a jacket for exactly the same reason.”

It’s hard to debate such a solid point, but she tries anyway; about to argue that it’s not quite the same thing. That her jacket was more to conceal the bruises than anything else. That she’d at least had the sense…but that was pushing past insensitive, borderline cruel. And even if it was in her nature, saying all that to Evie was not an option.

The sound of the lock clicking in the door halts her midsentence, and Evie stiffens on the bed, shooting Mal an anxious look. She almost misses the look, too busy bending and slipping a knife from her boot, grateful the Auradon residents were naïve enough to not bother with a dangerous items check when they’d arrived.

Evie’s got her hand hallway to her pocket, ready to grab the small vial hidden inside. It’s a simple blend of nightshade, magic, and something else that Carlos had managed to procure, though he couldn’t begin to say what it was. It didn’t matter so much what was in it as it mattered what it did. The mixture inside would create a thick, dark screen of smoke, and the combination of magic and poison would leave the victims blind and completely paralyzed. Or dead, if enough was inhaled. The paralysis was temporary, at least. The other effects, not as much. It had only been used once, but they hadn’t talked about it since then.

The latch snaps, signifying a successful break in, and Mal braces herself to throw when the door swings open and two familiar figures appear in the doorway. Evie slumps in relief on her bed, but Mal takes a moment longer to relax and lower her arm, scowling.

“You idiots,” she hisses, but it’s more a sigh of relief than anything hostile. “I almost killed you!”

“Well,” Jay says casually, eyeing the room while Carlos attempts to fix the lock he’d broken. “You didn’t, though it’s good to see old habits haven’t died so easily.”

“Please,” she scoffs, replacing her knife in her boot. “As if an hour in this place would make me forget years of fighting for my life.”

“Just saying,” Jay shrugs. Carlos makes a triumphant sound as the lock clicks back into place, and he comes fully into the room, looking around in a similar state of awe as Evie had.

“This is the pinkest, pr-r-rissiest room I've ever seen in my life.”

Jay snorts. “And we all know that’s saying something.”

“I'm not complaining,” Evie sighs, no longer stiff with pain, although Mal knows she has to still be feeling it. “It's got air conditioning and lights and plumbing that works all the time; not just whenever Auradon feels like it.

“Or when-never I high jack stuff and rrig it for you,” Carlos adds, before his eyes light up and he rushes past them.

“Hey, check out the TV!” he exclaims, ripping open one of the nightstands beside the beds and pulling out a small black remote. “If you press the red button, you can w-watch TV, and if you press the gre-green button over here, you can play g-ames.”

Jay rolls his eyes. “It's not that exciting.”

“Th-that's what you say now!” Carlos shoots back, wedging himself under the TV and messing with the wires. “Just w-w-wait till I get it st-started!”

Mal rolls her eyes as Jay places himself next to Evie on the bed, letting her lean against him. “Carlos if you break it, you’re putting it back together.”

“I’m not gonna b-break it!” He shouts back, his voice muffled beneath the TV.

“And breathe, dude,” Jay adds with a smirk. “You’re slipping again.”

Carlos mutters something in response, but it’s drowned out by the game on the screen, blasting some obnoxious theme music as it suddenly comes to life. Carlos climbs out from under the TV, snatching up the controller to start the first level.

It’s amazing just how young he looks in that moment, and something tugs at Mal deep inside. Carlos may have only been 14, and the youngest of all of them, but he’d had to grow up pretty fast on the Isle. They all had, really. But in one moment he’d transformed, and was almost like a kid again. It made Mal ache to see it, and she set herself to organizing Evie’s lip gloss in the bathroom, lining up the small array in order of color.

“Jay,” she hears Carlos chatter in the other room. “You’ve gotta tr-try this!”

There’s the sounds of a struggle, and a heavy oof! followed by a triumphant laugh from Jay. “You’re right, this is pretty cool.”

“Ja-ay!” Carlos whines. “There was another controller! Wh-wh-why’d you have to take mmine?”

It’s almost normal, and Mal can feel herself starting to wish, to wonder what things would have been like if they’d grown up here instead. It’s a dangerous line of thought, and she quickly finishes organizing the rest of the makeup before heading back into the other room.

“Hey, Carlos,” she says, and he looks up from his spot on the floor at the foot of her bed. She notes briefly that it’s the furthest from Jay, and she inwardly laughs at that before continuing. “How do you want to play this?”

“Play wh-what?” He frowns, his eyes narrowing.

“Well, Evie’s already covered you, for now, but you can’t stay mute forever.”

He reddens, then pales, all set to start choking out a protest, but she holds out a hand and stops him short.

“You know we’re not gonna make you say anything if you don’t want to. I just wanted to know how you wanted to go about it out there.”

He closes his mouth, then nods, thinking. Jay even pauses the game, looking back over his shoulder to hear.

“I think,” he begins, then hesitates. “I think I’ll stick to wr-riting, and, maybe…” he cringes, his eyes on the floor as he finishes. “M-maybe some sssigning, if you guys…if you still….”

“Dude, chill,” Jay says, cutting him off.

Carlos flinches, but Jay is smirking, and he waits until Carlos looks at him before answering. “Of course we still know.”

His hands make the signs as he speaks, and Mal can practically see the wave of relief as it washes over Carlos’ features.

He brings a flat palm up to his mouth, then pushes outward with the back of his hand towards Jay. It’s something they’d never really learned to say, and it was part of the words’ forbidden nature that led it to become a necessary part of Carlos’ vocabulary.

[Thank you.]

“Ok, let’s not go too far,” Jay grumbles, but he’s still smiling, and he tosses Carlos the extra controller.

The game resumes with a vengeance, and barely more than fifteen minutes pass before they’re arguing with each other again. In the midst of all the chaos, there’s the faintest sound of a knock on the door. It takes all of three seconds for the game to be turned off, Jay and Carlos standing stock still in front of the TV screen.

Carlos’ eyes are wide, his hand shaking slightly as he signs; a finger gun shape, with his thumb against his chin, his pointer finger curling inwards a few times. [Who?]

Mal rolls her eyes, her own movements quick and sharp as she whispers, “Well, if I knew that…” But it’s not the time for sarcasm.

The knock comes again, a little more insistent, and Jay shushes Carlos’ soft whimper.

[We’re not supposed to be here.] He signs frantically, motioning to himself and Jay, but Mal hushes him as well, calling out to whoever is at the door.

“Come in!”

Carlos is shaking, and Mal notes with some relief that Jay has put himself between Carlos and the door. Evie has her hand at her pocket again, but Mal thinks it shouldn’t have to come to that. Anyone who would want to cause them trouble wouldn’t have been so polite.

“Hello again,” a guy’s voice says, and Mal relaxes as she recognizes him as the guy from earlier. Ben? She thinks it’s Ben.

He stands in the doorway, not entering, and surveys the room curiously. He spots Jay and Carlos, but doesn’t comment on their presence, instead turning his gaze back to Mal.

She quickly drops her gaze to the floor, muttering a noncommittal “Hi,” in the hopes that maybe one of the boys will say something, too.

“Are you guys getting settled in pretty well?” Ben asks, and Mal is tempted to laugh, but refrains. Why should he care?

“Yeah, we're alright.” It comes from Jay, and Mal sighs quietly in relief that the conversation had been taken from her.

“Good,” Ben says slowly. “That’s…that’s good.”

Something in his voice is tight and strained, and Mal narrows her eyes at the floor. Was he being forced to check on them? They definitely didn’t need his pity, or any of Auradon’s ‘hospitality.’ She’s all set to tell him so, consequences be damned, but just as she raises her head, he speaks again.

“It's uh, almost time for lunch, so I came to get you guys and bring you down to the dining hall.”

Mal turns and surveys her crew. Jay is hovering halfway between Carlos and Evie, ready for whoever needs him most. She raises an eyebrow at him, silently asking what he thinks, but he just shrugs a shoulder. Evie looks apprehensive, but she nods anyway. Carlos is the most nervous of them, shifting his weight back and forth and fidgeting with his dog tail. She catches his eye and asks the same thing, but he shakes his head vehemently, pointing at her and then tapping his shoulder twice with a claw shape.

[You’re the boss.]

Ok then. She turns back to Ben and nods, trying to seem like she knows what she’s doing. “Sure, I guess.”

Ben smiles, then, and there’s something nice about his smile. Reassuring. Then she realizes what she’s thought and scowls, turning back to the rest of the gang and jerking her head. They shuffle into place behind and around her, instinctively creating one of their defensive formations.

Mealtimes were never a fun affair back on the Isle, regardless of location; whether school or home. At school it was general mess of a free for all, and anyone who actually managed to get food was beaten to a pulp and stolen from. And at home, it was even worse.

She could handle herself just fine in a fight, and so could Evie, if it came down to it, and given the right circumstances. Jay was no question, and Carlos…he could hold his own. For a little while. But she really wasn’t in the mood to deal with something like that right now.

Ben leads them back to the main entryway, then turns off from there and enters a large open room. The ceiling is impossibly high, with golden chandeliers casting light into every corner. It’s more of a giant hallway than a room, with circular tables set up in neat little clusters, and larger tables full of dessert type food set up at the front of it all.

“This is it,” Ben says, as if they couldn’t tell for themselves. “Sit anywhere you like.”

He leaves to join a table full of other Auradon kids near the center of the room, and Mal blows out a short breath between her teeth.

“Ok, where do we sit?”

Evie steps up to her side, nodding her head towards a table near the back of the room. Jay makes a low noise of disapproval, and Mal glances to him out of the corner of her eye.

“Too far if we need to make a quick get away,” he explains shortly. She nods, seeing his point. Carlos taps her elbow, and raises a hand to point to another table. It’s near the door, almost in a corner; easily defendable, but not so tucked into the corner that they’d be trapped by it.

“Nice work, Carlos,” she praises, and Carlos grins, but it’s a short lived moment as they sit down. Evie is on her left with Jay, and Carlos sits on her opposite side. The plates in front of them are empty, but there’s food in the middle of the table: a wicker basket full of squat round bread, and a few covered silver bowls with steam leaking out from beneath the lid. A small card is next the each plate, and Jay picks one up, staring at it curiously.

“Vegetable rice soup, chicken stew, biscuits, peas, and apples,” he reads, slowly.

The names sound familiar on their own, but altogether like that, it might as well be a foreign language. The smell does enough of a job explaining for them, however. Mal feels her stomach grumble, and Evie swallows beside her, her eyes fixed on the plate of apples. Carlos reaches out to grab something from the uncovered basket, but Mal smacks his hand back.

“We don't know how this works,” she says sharply. “We don't want to get in trouble.”

At least not yet. It’s a simple plan, and straightforward. Lay low and blend in, scout out the terrain, gather all the information necessary and then, find the wand. But they can’t lay low if they go and break whatever sacred rules they have here in Auradon, so they sit, silently waiting for the signal to eat.

It’s not the worst torture they’d experienced with food, but it’s close enough that Mal can feel her stomach convulsing. Jay taps his fingers anxiously against the table, and Carlos fidgets with his dog tail, clipping and unclipping it from his belt and making miniscule adjustments to the chain. The smell is intoxicating and nauseating in turns, as memories of old punishments involving food drift through her mind.

It’s at least twenty minutes before change comes, in the form a confused looking Ben. He appears suddenly behind Carlos, who jumps so hard his knee hits the edge of the table. Mal motions quickly with her hand, calming him before he tries to start apologizing.

“If you don't like it, we can get you something else,” Ben says, decent enough to not comment on Carlos’ reaction. “We weren't sure what…”

“No, this is fine,” Jay cuts him off quickly. “It's just… we thought…” He looks to Mal helplessly, not sure how to phrase their concern.

“We didn’t how much we could have,” Evie blurts for her. “Or who we had to ask.”

Ben blinks, and his confusion is almost comical. “Ask?”

“If it was okay for us to eat?” Mal says, wondering if maybe they’d pegged this the wrong way.

“Ok,” Ben says slowly, like he’s trying hard to stay diplomatic. “I don’t know what lunch is like on the Isle of the Lost, but here you can eat however much you want…. And you don't have to ask anybody.”

I’m sure you don’t know, Mal thinks sourly, but the emotion is only halfhearted because she’s still starving.

“Right,” Jay mutters quietly. “Uh…thanks.”

The word is just as foreign a language as the food before them, but somehow Jay manages it, and Ben nods awkwardly.

“Enjoy your food.”

He makes his way quickly back to his table and sits down, and it’s only in watching him go that Mal realizes that everyone he's sitting with is staring at them. She quickly whirls back to face the food, and her group.

“Ok then.”

It's all the encouragement they need, and they start adding food to their plates. Carlos is torn between the two soups, but Jay 'helps' him decide when he takes a bite of one and instantly spits it back into the bowl with a grimace. He chooses the other soup, and Jay begins to rip off pieces of bread. They all avoid the apples, but Mal doesn't really need the added food as she's already full in minutes.

She shoves her plate away, groaning as she sits back in her seat. “I don't want to waste it, but I am stuffed.”

Evie eyes all the food still left unfinished at the center of the table. “Mother would kill me for leaving this much.”

“Nah, she’d probably just beat you,” Jay says matter-of-factly, crossing his arms behind his head. “Or she’d….”

Evie glares at him, effectively cutting him off. Mal stares at her own plate, thinking that a meal like that would likely have lasted her at least a month back home. If Maleficent was in a good mood, that is, and actually let her eat in that month. And didn’t try slipping poison into any of her food.

A bell rings loudly above their heads, shattering her train of thoughts. Carlos just about jumps out of his skin, but Mal notices that everyone else starts to get up and head toward the doors. She quickly pushes back her chair, and the rest of the gang follows her lead. They’re about to tail the Auradon kids leaving ahead of them, when Ben appears once again and stops them by the door.

“Ok, so normally after lunch you’ll head to your first afternoon class,” he explains. “But we still haven’t figured out what classes you guys will be taking yet. So for right now, you’ll be going to Remedial Goodness class with the Fairy Godmother.”

Mal straightens, suddenly alert. Fairy Godmother? This could be the chance they were hoping for. She glances to her right to see that Evie is just as focused as she is, and she grins to herself. Maybe they could pull this off after all.

“It's technically your first morning class,” Ben continues apologetically. “But the schedule…anyway, it’s right down that hallway. You can't miss it.”

He points the way they’re supposed to go, then gives them a quick smile before hurrying down the hall in the opposite direction as a second bell rings out. They follow his directions to ‘Remedial Goodness,’ Jay laughing about Carlos's reaction to the bell, but his humor does nothing to quell Mal’s sudden unease. By the time they reach the classroom, the hallway is practically empty, but she wouldn’t have survived as long as she had if she let ‘practically empty’ be synonymous with ‘safe.’

Evie goes in first, ducking under Jay’s arm as he holds the door. It’s not so much a gesture of goodness as it is a strategy of defense. Evie can easily clear a room with her vial, but if things got messy, Jay was positioned to block any escapees, or else leap into the mess himself. Carlos crept in next, always closest behind, and always closest to the door in case he needed to run. She’s the last one left, defending them from anything that might try to catch them from behind.

It’s that instinct that drives her to scan the hallway a final time before entering the classroom, and so she’s the only one that notices Ben. He’s standing at the far end of the hall, frozen outside of a classroom door with a weird look on his face. She doesn’t get the chance to figure out what it might be; because he realizes she’s seen him in the next instant and ducks inside the classroom, leaving her to face her first class in Auradon alone.


Carlos

There was never a dull moment with school on the Isle of the Lost. Something was always burning, or being broken, or stolen, or…lost. Lessons and classes were as informal as they could get, and usually centered on various methods of killing, stealing, and spying, in no particular order. Plots of revenge weren't always being shoved down his throat, and it was easy enough to get swept up in the chaos of a mass of youthful villains; full of bad blood and hormones.

It was one the reasons Carlos had loved it. Being the son of one of the more evil villains on the Isle, and with the reputation his mother had for being less than stable, he was usually given a wide berth. Especially if he was with Mal and Jay and Evie. He could keep his head down, do the work required of him and survive.

For the most part, anyway. Given his heritage, it was also expected of him to be just as particularly evil, and that was where he'd run into problems. And when it was discovered just why he'd never really ‘participated’ in class, well…it all went downhill from there. The teachers were especially ruthless, refusing to tolerate even the slightest slip on his part, and he'd barely managed to scrape through as each term just got worse and worse.

So the idea of school in Auradon, where everyone is so sickeningly perfect, is enough to tie his stomach in knots. Who knew what sort of standards they had? The halls are practically empty when they finally reach the classroom, but he'd been ambushed enough times in seemingly abandoned places to know to tread lightly. He's almost grateful when he finally squeezes his way into the room behind Jay, and hears Mal closing the door firmly behind them.

It doesn't last long, however, as he finally takes in the classroom. It was huge, large enough to fit at least three of the classrooms back on the Isle. A raised platform stood at the head of the room, with a giant stained glass window behind it, tinted with the blue and yellow colors of Auradon. A blank chalk board stood atop the platform, just beside an empty podium, and the room itself was filled with small wooden desks; all lined in neat little rows and just big enough for two.

But it's the back wall that has him worried, namely, that there is none. The ‘wall’ is divided into three sections: two ornate open windows on either side, with a large glass door between them. The glass was wide open, allowing Carlos a view of another hallway, and an open sort of antechamber filled with computers and plush chairs. The hall was full of bustling students, and he could even see a few more Auradon kids in the open room beyond.

It was by far the worst thing he could have imagined about class, and he began scanning the rest of the room on instinct, trying to find places to hide; anywhere that could be defended. There was nothing, the room itself confining by nature, and he draws a sharp breath, trembling as he grabs desperately at Jay's arm.

The taller boy turns quickly, taking one look at Carlos' face and instantly stopping. He reaches out, patting the air in front of him twice with both hands, palms down and fingers slightly spread.

[Calm down.]

Carlos shakes his head, trying to point and show Jay what he means. He holds his hands up, palms out and with both pointer fingers pressed together. Then he moves his left hand, breaking it away from the right and turning it to face his right hand before bringing it back against his right hand.

[Door.]

“The door?” Jay repeats, frowning, but he looks when Carlos points, and his expression clears. “Oh.”

“What?” Mal had come up behind them, while Evie is hovering just in front of the first row of desks.

Carlos repeats his sign and points, shaking his head frantically. [No door.]

Mal frowns, her eyes narrowing as she surveys the glass, then she raises her head and scans the rest of the classroom.

“Too vulnerable,” she mutters.

Carlos taps her shoulder, his eyebrows furrowing and then lifting as he signs; shaking his pointer finger, and then tapping the front of his left shoulder before bringing his finger across to tap the front of his right.

[Where do we…?]

And he only just starts to form the sign for ‘sit,’ when a low hollow noise echoes through the room, and a door he hadn't noticed behind the platform opens, and a small but stern looking woman striding out.

Evie stiffens, and Carlos shrinks behind Jay, Mal moving forward and coming to stand just beside him. The woman pauses when she sees them, and he bites his lip hard, bracing himself for an outburst.

“Oh,” she says, and she seems almost as startled as they are. “There you all are.”

She smiles, and it lifts her entire face, banishing her stern expression from earlier. “Well we haven't got all day; just pick a seat and we can get started.”

She seems good natured enough, and Carlos supposes it would be given, considering where they are. But there was something off about her smile, and the way she was watching them-almost like she was waiting for them to burst into flames; made him uneasy.

They shuffle obediently to the center of the room, far enough from the woman to be out of range, but still close enough to the door they'd entered through. Evie and Mal choose one table, while Jay and Carlos take the one just beside them, the aisle seeming too wide a divide as he settles anxiously into place.

“That's better,” the woman says. “Before we begin, I believe introductions are in order.” She waves with a slight flourish of her hand before gesturing to herself. “I am Fairy Godmother.”

Carlos sees Mal straighten out of the corner of his eye, and he does too, out of instinct.

The Fairy Godmother?” she repeats, and there's something weird about her face, like she was trying to be sincere. “Like, bibbity, boppity, boo?” She even waves her hand like it's a wand, and Carlos grimaces at how unnatural a ‘good’ Mal looked.

“Bibbity boppity you know it!” The Fairy Godmother says, chuckling at Mal's wand waving.

“Wow,” Mal sighs, and Jay gags beside him. Carlos feels his lips twitch. Even Jay got it. “You know, I'd always wondered what it must have been like for Cinderella; the way you just appeared out of nowhere with that magic wand, and sparkly gown. And the magic wand.”

Carlos coughs pointedly, but is ignored as the Fairy Godmother clasps her hands together in an all too perfect and proper gesture.

“Well,” she says warmly. “That was a long time ago, and as I always say ‘Don't focus on the past, or you'll miss the future.’”

“Kill me now,” Jay mutters, and Carlos can't help but agree. This lady is almost as flamboyant and dramatic as Maleficent sometimes, though he doesn't think either women would appreciate the comparison.

Fairy Godmother turns and begins writing out a lesson plan on the board, and Carlos uses the opportunity to pull a sheet of paper from his bag, scrawling on it hastily before reaching across the Isle and kicking Mal's shoe with his foot. She lifts her head, and though she didn't noticeably turn it from the board, he knows she's watching. He flashes the paper, smirking at her before tucking it away again as Fairy Godmother turns back around.

Laying it on thick, Mal?

She doesn't get a chance to respond, but if the subtle clenching of her jaw was any sign, she didn't find it as humorous as he had.

“Now then, before we begin,” Fairy Godmother continues. “Carlos.”

He freezes, and he sees the others do too. He has to fight to keep the fear off his face, but he's certain he's failed because the woman's expression falters. He nods carefully, making sure to keep his eyes on her so she knows he's listening.

“I know you don't talk, dear,” and her voice is still kind, but hesitant. “And so I just wanted to be sure that you and I were on the same page with class. How would you like to go about this?”

He stares, completely caught off guard. Never, not once had anyone tried to accommodate him; especially not a teacher. Most of the teachers on the Isle didn't have the patience to wait for him to write his responses, and they all had their own creative ways of 'helping' him whenever he slipped and stuttered while speaking.

He looks to the rest of the gang, but they're just as stunned as he is, and he realizes that Fairy Godmother is still waiting for him. He blushes, pulling out his notepad.

I can write.

She nods, smiling. “That will do just fine.”

He breathes a soft sigh of relief, sitting back in his chair. Maybe he could survive this, after all. Then he catches sight of the questions on the board, and he suddenly isn't so sure. He nudges Jay, who scowls at him, but Carlos jerks his head to the chalkboard, eyes wide as Fairy Godmother begins speaking. A long thin stylus appears in her hand, and she points to each word with it as she talks.

“You find a magic lamp…,” she begins, and Jay is frowning in a different way now, his eyes narrowed suspiciously. “Do you: A) Seal it in a cave? B) Use it to gain unlimited power? C) Trick the genie into giving you more wishes? Or D) Use the lamp's powers for good?”

Jay is silent a moment, his head cocked slightly in that 'thinking' thing he does; where he tries to decide what the best way to rob you is. He scans the board, then searches Fairy Godmother's face before finally shakes his slowly.

“Is this a trick?”

The way the Fairy Godmother's smile falls off her face is almost comical, and Carlos even hears Mal give a breathy sort of cough; the kind she does when she wants to laugh but knows it would be dangerous to show her amusement. Jay is clenching and unclenching his fist under the table, and Carlos feels a whimper rising in his throat as he waits for the inevitable explosion.

“I'm sorry?” Fairy Godmother asks carefully, and Jay snorts, his eyes hard as he gestures to the board.

“‘If I find a magic lamp,’” he repeats derisively. “As if every waking moment of my life I haven't been looking for one. Now, suddenly, somehow, I find one, and you want to know what I'd do with it?”

“Jay,” Mal hisses sharply, and he instantly falls silent, but his expression is still a steely mask as he crosses his arms across his chest.

“Jay,” Fairy Godmother repeats carefully. “The question is not a trick. It's merely…an exercise, to test your abilities to determine right from wrong.”

Jay laughs, but it's harsh and bitter, and both Carlos and Fairy Godmother flinch to hear it. “Well, in that case,” Jay mumbles darkly. “If I found a magic lamp, I'd seal it in a cave where no one could find it. Especially not my father.”

“I, oh…,” Fairy Godmother blinks, seemingly caught off guard by his answer, and Carlos thinks that might be the only thing saving Jay from being punished. “Well,” she finally continues. “I suppose…that is still an admirable thing, Jay. Well done.”

Jay scoffs, rolling his eyes, and Carlos knows this isn't something he'll be letting go of anytime soon. Fairy Godmother clears her throat anxiously, then taps the board with her stylus again.

“Next question,” she says, recovering her wits and winning smile. “You are given an adorable puppy….”

Carlos flinches, the blood draining from his face and leaving him feeling cold and then hot in turns.

“Do you: A) Skin its fur for a coat, or B) Give it a treat?” Fairy Godmother finishes with a very direct smile at him. “Carlos?”

He swallows, shaking his head hard. For the second time this class, Fairy Godmother blinks in surprise, and he writes quickly in his notepad, hearing Jay chuckle beside him as he reads over his shoulder. He shrugs off the other boy's prying gaze and holds up the pad with trembling fingers.

C) Drop the dog and run.

“I'm sorry?” Fairy Godmother says, faltering as she takes in his response. “Run?”

He nods earnestly, tapping the word again. Run.

Jay is chuckling openly now, and Carlos shoots him a glare, elbowing him hard in the ribs to shut him up.

“I see…” Fairy Godmother drawls, in a way that Carlos knows she really doesn't. “And why would you run, Carlos?”

It's his turn to stare, blinking in disbelief before quickly scribbling his response.

Dogs are evil.

The woman is rendered entirely speechless by that statement, while Jay is still breathlessly laughing beside him. Fairy Godmother stares at Carlos, like she's trying to decide if that's all his words are: a joke. But finally she nods slowly, pursing her lips and turning back to the board, taking in the remaining questions. She looks back to them, specifically Mal and Evie this time, and seems to come to a decision.

“Right. I believe we'll tackle the rest on your next lesson, tomorrow morning. Let's move on to a bit of history, shall we?”

When the bell finally rings an hour later, Carlos shoots out of his seat, but he's grateful this time. He's so fast that he's just behind Mal; who'd somehow anticipated the ring and risen a second earlier, and right before Jay; who grumbles as he gets up from his own seat. Evie stands slowly, swinging her handbag onto her shoulder and then wincing, but manages to recover gracefully.

“I suppose that concludes our introductory lesson for today.”

Those words are some of the best ones Carlos has heard all day, after that lesson. A whole hour of being taught the basic rules and history of Auradon life, and just exactly what it means to be ‘good,’ was even more mind numbing that brushing his mother's fur coats. He falls into place behind Jay as they make to leave the classroom, but the Fairy Godmother's voice stops them yet again.

“Children,” she calls.

Mal scowls, muttering a curse under her breath as well as the words ‘I am not a child,’ before turning back with an open expression. Carlos turns back as well, and instantly feels dread at the expression on the woman's face. It's that slightly pained motherly look that always meant something bad was going to happen. Cruella often sported that look just before doling out a punishment, usually along with the promise that it hurt her more than it hurt him.

“Before you go, it has come to my attention that some of you are injured, and so I have been asked to examine you for your well-being.”

There had never been a more dangerous phrase than ‘for your own good,’ and Carlos barely manages to contain his shivering. He wedges himself further behind Jay, who was about as stiff as the gargoyles on top of Maleficent's castle. Mal herself moves to the front of the group, frowning as she repeats: “Examine?”

She must have heard the hint of danger in Mal's tone, because the Fairy Godmother blanches slightly before hurriedly explaining. “Nothing invasive, of course! Just a simple magic spell, to check for any injuries and heal them if necessary.”

“Thank you,” Mal says, and though the words come easier to her than the rest of them, they still sound stiff and too polite. “But that won't be necessary.”

She smiles, and Carlos shivers to see it because it looks just like Maleficent's. It doesn't seem to affect the Fairy Godmother as much, or maybe she's just magically protected herself from being influenced by evil. Carlos thinks it might be the latter, given the way she still seems to be expecting something from them. He inches his hand over and tugs at the edge of Mal’s leather shirt. He starts to sign, but Evie stiffens suddenly, her eyes flickering as she draws a quick breath.

“Mal,” she whispers, and Carlos looks up with Mal to see Evie, pale as she leans one handedly against the desk beside them.

It would be a casual pose, if it weren't for the pain he can see etched in the lines around her eyes. He knows Mal sees it too because she grimaces, and sighs in resignation as she turns back to the Fairy Godmother.

“Alright,” she concedes, and Carlos feels a deep pang of fear as he takes in that motherly smile.

“Evie, dear,” Fairy Godmother says gently. “If you would follow me?”

She gestures towards the hidden door behind the podium that she had entered through, and Evie glances back at Mal. Mal nods once, her eyes sharp and calculating as she watches the Fairy Godmother lead her away. Only once they've both left the room does the long awaited explosion start. Jay slams his hand down against the nearest desk, cursing furiously. Carlos cringes back from the anger he's radiating, retreating closer to Mal, who drops all pretenses of the cold and fearless leader and begins pacing, eyes bright as she watches the door.

“What the hell was that, Mal?” Jay growls, his own eyes dark and fierce.

Carlos backs away another step, itching to run, but keeping his eyes on Mal. She paces a few more feet, ignoring Jay. He doesn't take kindly to the silence, and he crosses the space and forces himself into Mal's path. She jerks her head up sharply, and Carlos shrinks even further as her eyes flicker with green light.

“What. The Hell. Mal.” Jay repeats lowly.

“Jay,” Carlos whispers anxiously, but Mal holds up a hand, and he winces, falling silent.

“She wouldn't have made it,” Mal says simply, and though her voice is casual, her eyes are still sharp.

“Bull!” Jay snaps, and Carlos shuffles anxiously, his eyes darting to the door.

“Jay,” he whispers again, desperately trying to derail things before it escalated.

“Carlos,” Mal says, and he knows from her tone that his input was not wanted in this conversation. He bites the inside of his lip hard and backs away quickly, watching nervously from a few desks away. He knows Jay's anger is more about the lesson than actual anger at Mal, but he also knows first-hand that Jay's temper is nothing to be trifled with. Then again, neither was Mal's.

“Jay,” Mal continues once Carlos was out of the way. “You know as well as I do that Evie wouldn't have lasted any longer, and even though we're trying to fit in, our ultimate goal is getting that wand. And we can't do that if we're hurt.”

“Picking off the weakest link, then?” Jay challenges bitterly.

Something dangerous lights in Mal's eyes then, and Carlos is just beginning to debate diving under a desk for shelter, when the back door opens and footsteps echo. Mal and Jay both straighten, though Mal glares sharply at Jay, making a loose fist shape with her hand; her fingers folded over her palm and her thumb pressed tightly to the side of her index finger. She brushes her thumb along the underside of her chin, shaking her head once before opening her hands and placing them in front of her, palms up and facing her. She then twists her hands once in a short motion before dropping them quickly to her sides as Evie and Fairy Godmother make their appearance.

[Not over.]

Jay nods stiffly, his own eyes narrowed before he brings his attention back to Evie. Fairy Godmother pauses, seeming to take in the collective tension before she notices Carlos's position near the back half of the room. He freezes, praying she doesn't pick him next, but she turns to Jay, and he brushes past Mal before following the teacher out of the room.

Evie was still slightly pale, and breathless as she sits back down at a desk, but the pain is gone from her eyes, and her soft smile is genuine. At least, until she notices the scowl on Mal's face.

“What happened?” Evie asks, and Carlos isn't quite sure who she's asking, but Mal answers anyway, saving him the effort.

“Nothing. How did it go?”

Evie falters at Mal's short tone, and raises an eyebrow at Carlos. He shakes his head, silently warning her not to ask, and she turns back to Mal.

“It was ok,” she says slowly. “It didn't hurt or anything, but….” She drops her eyes to the table top, and both Carlos and Mal straighten, Carlos hurrying forward so he was closer to hear.

“But?” Mal presses, and Evie purses her lips.

“She kept asking questions,” Evie continues quietly. “Wondering how it happened, and what sort of things happened on the Isle to cause it.”

“Oh.” Mal's voice is dangerously blank, and Evie grimaces as she looks up at them.

“I didn't say anything, Mal; I'm not stupid. And she gave up when I didn't answer after a while. But I think she suspects-”

Evie's words are cut short when the door opens again, and Jay comes out, scowl still in place. It softens when he sees Evie, but instantly hardens when he catches Mal's eye. The Fairy Godmother is a little pale herself, but she composes herself and smiles…at Carlos.

“Carlos, dear,” she says, and Evie stands abruptly, both Mal and Jay instinctively shifting closer to him.

The look on Fairy Godmother's face is a mix of confusion and concern at their actions, and although Carlos is grateful for their help, he knows it will raise even more questions, none of which he could answer. He taps Mal on the shoulder and silently mouths, ‘It's ok,’ when she looks at him. She doesn't look happy, but she lets him go, and he makes his way across the room towards the Fairy Godmother.

The walk to the back room is the longest he's ever made, and he has a horrible flashback to a different place; a different time and a different person; but the similarities were there, and he has to fight the swell of panic that threatens to drown him in the memories of pain.

The room is small, and only has one wooden desk along the back wall. The rest of the space is filled with books, and the walls are decorated in the Auradon colors, and littered with what he assumes are supposed to be inspirational quotes and posters. He focuses on one: a sky blue background, with the picture of a lion cub hanging precariously from a dead tree branch. The cub is smiling, and the words Hang in there! are written just below him.

It's a disturbing picture, Carlos thinks. The cub should be screaming for help, given the stampede of deer below him. Maybe he was, and his situation had just been twisted around to provide some sort of entertainment. He shivers, feeling like he was going through the same thing; that his place here in Auradon was just one small twisted piece in a much larger plan.

The door clicks closed behind him and he flinches, jarred from his thoughts. He turns to face Fairy Godmother, but she's already walking towards him, and he turns back quickly, dropping his gaze to the floor out of instinct.

“Alright Carlos,” she says, and he can imagine the smile on her face even without seeing it. “I promise this won't hurt a bit.”

He's heard that before, but he doesn't dare lift his head. He can hear her moving somewhere in front of him, and then he feels a slight tickle, like tiny invisible fingers are brushing along his body. He shivers again, grimacing at the uncomfortable feeling. Instantly the feeling stops, and the Fairy Godmother speaks up.

“Does that hurt?”

It's so strange to be asked, and in a way that seems genuine and not just a sadistic way to determine how much more pain he could stand. He's so surprised by it that he almost blurts out an audible response, and he only just manages to contain himself, shaking his head and fiddling with his dog tail nervously.

“Let me know if it does start to hurt, alright dear?” She says, and he nods shakily.

The tiny hands resume their strange poking, and Carlos distracts himself by scanning the other posters. There's one with a crab that says ‘The seaweed is always greener in someone else's lake.’ He doesn't understand it at all, and he frowns, staring at another that just has a cloud on it and says ‘Reach for the sky!’ He's not sure if it's meant to be a threat, or an actual goal to be reached for. He'd just started reading one about life being better with smiles and songs when the tickling feeling stops, and he blinks, tearing his eyes away from the disturbing pictures.

“Well, Carlos,” he hears at last. “You're good to go.”

He feels an amused smile pull at his lips, and he keeps his head firmly lowered to avoid detection. He was far from ‘good,’ but he supposes it could have gone worse.

“I’m pleased to say that I didn't find any obvious injuries,” the Fairy Godmother continues, and something in her voice makes him tense. “Although I did notice several older ones that might not have healed quite right.”

He doesn't dare to breathe, every muscle taut and ready for some kind of fight or flight reaction. He knows exactly what she's referring to, and he has to remind himself that she thinks he's mute, that he doesn't have to worry about questions and answering them.

“I can't help but wonder…..”

He pales, debating if he should just run now, but then she catches herself, and he hears the door open behind him.

“Never mind, dear,” she says, and he gasps softly in relief, practically running past her and back to his group, free of the confines of the smaller space.

Jay and Evie stand when he appears, and Mal stops pacing, relief evident in all of their faces. He makes his way through the desks and wedges himself firmly between Jay and Evie, and only then does he let himself fully relax. Jay frowns down at him, an eyebrow lifting in curiosity.

“You ok?” Jay mutters, and he nods.

He makes a ‘five’ shape with his hands, touching his thumb to his chest before continuing; making a ‘C’ shape with his left hand close to his cheek, then bringing it against the upright palm of his right hand; finishing by lifting his left hand in a ‘C’ shape, then bringing his hand down in front of his face until it was level with his chest and the ‘C’ was now facing the ground.

[Fine. Pictures are strange/freaky.]

“Aw, poor pup,” Jay laughs, hooking his arm around Carlos’ neck and pinning him to his chest, viciously ruffling his hair with his fist. “Did all those horribly cheerful pictures scare you?”

Carlos flounders helplessly, his protests choked by Jay’s biceps. He can vaguely see Evie, shaking her head and trying to pretend they don’t exist, but Mal is giving them both a death glare, and Carlos struggles even harder to free himself. Jay is relentless, but Carlos finally succeeds in elbowing the larger boy hard in his ribs, and Jay pulls away, shoving Carlos for good measure.

Carlos scowls, panting as he catches his breath, his cheeks flushed as he tries to fix his hair. Jay was still doubled over laughing, and Carlos growls, kicking Jay's chair out from under him. He falls with a very satisfying crash, and it's Carlos' turn to laugh as he gains the upper hand.

Jay looks up at him, a positively evil glower on his face as he signs; his index finger and thumb pressed together in a circular shape, and his remaining three fingers straight out, pressed tightly against each other, the 'circle' part of his hand facing Carlos.

[Asshole.]

Carlos smirks, still snickering as he signs back; his index and middle finger in an inverted 'k' shape, with his thumb just visible between the two. He taps the tip of his middle finger against the tip of his nose before bringing his hand out into a modified version of Jay's sign; his thumb and index finger in a circle, but with the other three fingers separated from each other.

[Piss/Fuck off.]

Jay launches himself up from the floor, and Carlos is certain he's about to die when the Fairy Godmother clears her throat sharply from the front of the room.

“Gentlemen,” she says, and Carlos turns to see her frowning in disapproval at both of them. “I do not appreciate that kind of language in my classroom.”

They all freeze, and Carlos can feel the collective gazes of the group, but he can't help but stare at the Fairy Godmother, his mouth open in shock. He blinks, and then signs; pointing first to her, then bringing his hand up close to his temple in a fist, palm back. He then quickly lifts his index finger; like an 'ah ha!' moment, before lowering his hand and pointing at himself.

[You understand me?]

He feels a strange twisting rush in his stomach that he thinks might be panic, but then morphs into a kind of elation. He signs again; pointing to her, then repeating the 'ah ha' sign; ending by gesturing with his index fingers pointed towards each other at a slight angle, backpedaling them over each other a few times.

[You understand sign language?]

“Yes, Carlos,” she says with another patient smile, but he can see the tightness around her eyes that tells him it might not be so patient if she's pushed any further. “I do know sign language, to be able to reach all of my students. And if you prefer to sign in class rather than write, I see no reason why you shouldn't; and I will be sure to inform the other teachers as well so they are prepared.”

They're all a bit speechless, though he can see Mal narrowing her eyes, and Jay too is staring with a frown. He knows he should probably consider as well, that nothing came for free and he should figure out what this will cost him before accepting. But he finds himself nodding, face flushing slightly as he signs; pressing the tips of his fingers to his lips with his palm facing him, and pushing out towards the Fairy Godmother.

[Thank you.]

“You're very welcome, dear,” she says. “Though I don't want to see language like that again, is that understood?”

He nods again, holding his right hand in a fist at about waist level, index finger extended; he then makes the same hand shape with his raised left hand, and brings his left hand down onto his right, fingers at an angle to each other.

[Right.]

Satisfied that order had been restored, Fairy Godmother leads Mal off to the other room, and it's Jay's turn to pace in her absence. Carlos just sits with Evie, still a little mystified by everything that had happened so far, and wondering just what else they would face in a world where everything was made to be perfect. It's a strange sort of hope, but he can't help but think that maybe this could be a chance for something different. Something...good, if he dares to wish it. Of course, having thought that, he should have been better prepared for being proven wrong.


 

 

Chapter 3: Ain't it good...ain't it fun?

Summary:

In which Auradon might not be so perfect, and a certain blond haired prince makes an appearance.

*Warnings for language/mild violence and the bullying of a student by a teacher.*

Chapter Text

 Ben

Watching the Villain Kids enter Fairy Godmother's classroom was like watching Audrey enter a store for a sale; nerve wracking, terrifying and chaotic, as he wondered if he'd ever see her alive again. He can't help but feel like he's sending them to their doom, and he has to tear himself away and focus on his own classes. But it's hard, his thoughts constantly drifting to the new arrivals, rethinking and analyzing every bit of information he's gleaned.

They were close, a very obvious and solid bond between them. It's a strange idea that villains could form more than just temporary alliances. When he'd chosen them, Ben had noted from their folders that they weren't often seen separate from each other; which was part of his reasons for choosing them. He had hoped that with their established bond, and if he kept them together, there would be a greater chance for them to be open to the ways of Auradon; if they could face it as a team rather than individuals with nothing in common.

And yet, he'd been so unprepared for what his decree had brought, and he finds himself thinking that maybe his father had been right and he was taking on more than he could handle. But he had made his decision-promised the Villain Kids a chance, and if his mother could see good in a hopeless situation, then so could he. He hoped so, anyway.

When the bell rings at the end of class, he's one of the first out of his seat, and he quickly makes his way down the hall towards Fairy Godmother's class. The door to the room bursts open before he quite reaches it, and the Villain Kids stride out; Mal in the lead, then Evie, followed by Carlos, and with Jay bringing up the rear. Jay is laughing about something, teasing Carlos, but they all quiet when he approaches. He notices with no slight displeasure that Jay is once again the only one to meet his gaze head on, the others all lowering their heads as if the floor is more interesting than his face.

“Hi,” Ben says awkwardly, and Jay lifts his chin in a short nod.

“Hey,” he says, and again Ben feels its resemblance to a challenge.

“So,” Ben drawls. “What did you think of your first class?”

“Oh it was great,” Jay says, nodding enthusiastically, and Ben gets the feeling he's not enthusiastic about it at all. “I especially enjoyed learning all the various methods of smiling politely.”

To demonstrate, he grins broadly at Ben, who shuffles anxiously, suspecting that he's missed something in this conversation and the other boy is in fact, threatening him. He's saved by Mal, who snorts quietly at the ground, a smirk playing on her lips as she chimes in.

“It could have gone worse.”

The rest of the kids all nod at that, even Carlos, and Ben feels a bit of excitement, thinking that maybe there's hope for getting the boy to open up after all. He smiles at them, allowing himself an amused chuckle.

“Well, I suppose that's all we can really hope for,” he teases, and he thinks he catches Mal smirk at him this time, but he doesn't dare turn his head to confirm and ruin the moment.

“The schedule will probably be a little different tomorrow,” he adds. “You'll have Goodness class first in the morning and then continue with the rest of your classes. We've divided you up, but you'll be in pairs for some of them; Mal and Evie will have a chemistry lab in the afternoon while Jay and Carlos have biology.”

“I'm guessing that's where you want us to go next?” Jay says, rolling his eyes, and Ben nods, pleased that he picked up on it despite the attitude. He's about to show them the way when the classroom door opens behind them, and Fairy Godmother steps out into the hall.

“Oh Ben, there you are,” she gasps. “I'd like to speak with you if you have a moment.” She glances towards the Villain Kids, and he nods his understanding.

“Sure,” he agrees quickly, turning back to the kids. “Sciences are on the next level,” Ben directs, motioning towards a board at the opposite end of the hall. “The map there can give you specific directions, and I'll catch up with you in a bit, ok?”

“Ok,” Jay drawls, and the others nod, departing quickly and quietly, almost in unison.

Ben shakes his head at the strange formation they seem to be making, before bracing himself and entering Fairy Godmother's classroom. The Headmistress herself is erasing the chalkboard atop her platform, and he catches a partial glimpse of one of the questions; using something for good, before it's gone in an ashy smear. Fairy Godmother looks up as the door closes behind him, and although she smiles, he knows this is going to be a ‘serious’ conversation.

“Thank you for meeting with me, Ben,” Fairy Godmother acknowledges, and he instinctively adopts a more formal tone himself.

“Of course,” he says, inclining his head. “I take it this is about our new arrivals?”

She nods, and gestures him towards a seat. He moves forward and sits, and she joins him at the table, folding her hands on top of the desk.

“How did they do?” he asks worriedly. “They didn't cause any trouble, did they?” Ironic, he thinks briefly.

“Oh no, they did remarkably well,” she assures. “I did however want to address some...concerns I had.”

He purses his lips, but nods for her to continue.

“I did a brief magical examination, as requested, and I noticed there were several varying injuries, all of them older, but a lot of broken bones.”

He frowns, his brow furrowing. He doesn't want to jump to conclusions, but the idea is still there; that something wasn't quite right. “Life on the Isle must be rough compared to ours,” he offers instead, and Fairy Godmother nods, pursing her lips.

“But their behavior was very strange,” she says. “I only managed to make it through half of my questions for them, and their answers were interesting, to say the least. Jay became upset when asked about a magic lamp. He made a remark about searching for a lamp his whole life, but said that if he ever did find one, he would hide it.”

“To use for himself?” Ben guesses, but Fairy Godmother shakes her head.

“So no one could use it, including his father.”

Ben raises his eyebrows, surprised. “And Carlos?” He prompts.

“He seemed of the belief that dogs are evil,” she replies.

“That...is interesting,” he says, and Fairy Godmother hums her own agreement.

“There was some rough housing from the boys,” she offers. “Though I did expect some kind of ruckus. Although, I did discover that Carlos knows sign language.”

“Really?” That caught Ben off guard, and he leans forward intently.

“I've told him he is free to sign in class if he wishes, and I've been informing the other teachers and members of staff, so they can be better prepared to incorporate him in class.”

Ben nods his approval, then sits back in his chair with a sigh, puzzling over all this information. “Honestly, I'm not sure what to make of them,” he admits. “They're not quite at all how I expected them to be.”

“I have the feeling we have a lot to learn about these children,” Fairy Godmother says. “Time will only tell just what that will entail.”

“Yeah,” Ben mutters. “We will see.”

“Oh, don't look so worried, dear,” she chides. “I think it's an admirable thing you're trying to do, and remember ‘Success isn't final, and failure isn't fatal. It's the courage that matters.’”

He thanks her for the advice and hurries to catch up to the Villain Kids as the first bell for the next class rings above. He had plenty of courage; a combination of his 'beastly' heritage and his mother's sheer force of will- or so he'd been told. He only hoped that would be enough, though he couldn't help but feel that even if his failure wasn't fatal, he owed it to the Villain Kids to show them that they could be more than just villains. For their sake, and maybe, even, for the entire kingdom.


 Kropp

Benjamin R. Kropp liked to consider himself a patient man. Teaching a school full of junior Princes, Princesses, warriors, and other nobility and hero types did require a certain temperament; and, after all, it was in his blood. His grandfather, Bernie Kropp, had once been teacher to a certain blond haired youth that had been notorious for his trouble making skills, somehow managing to get a tack on his father’s chair without being caught. It was a tale passed throughout the family, even to this day, as a reminder to always be watchful, and to never lose your temper. It gave the students the upper hand.

He was pleased to say that none of his students had managed to give him any cause to worry, although he made certain to run his classroom strictly and efficiently to keep it that way. They had all been raised right, his students, and he had yet to lose his temper.

And so, when Prince Ben had announced that he was allowing villains to attend Auradon Prep, well, he had to admit he had been more than shocked. It didn’t matter to him if they were children, they were still inherently evil. He was even further appalled when he’d learned that he would be expected to teach them, as well. The thought of it! Villains, in his class!

But he could not disrespect the young Prince by refusing, and so it is that he finds himself standing at the front of his classroom eyeing each student nervously as they enter and trying to pick them out from the crowd. Only two of the four the Prince had chosen would be attending his class, he’d been assured: the son of Jafar, and the son of Cruella de Vil. Not much of a reassurance, he thinks. Considering their heritage. And the de Vil boy, in particular…he would need to watch out for.

The remainder of his students shuffle in just as the final bell rings, but before the door can fully shut it’s slammed open again, and two teenaged boys stumble into the room. He needn’t have worried so much about finding them in a crowd. Even despite their late entrance, it is quite obvious who they are.

They have a wild, shifty look in their dark eyes, for one. And, for another, they aren’t wearing uniforms. The son of Jafar is clad in loose dark jeans, chains dangling from the pockets, his black combat style boots so very different from the polished dress shoes of his peers. His shirt is a faded red with no sleeves, and is covered by a leather jacket in varying shades of red and gold. The de Vil boy is wearing dark pants that are cut halfway up the leg with white stripes, and his shirt is black, covered with a leather jacket that is black on one side and white on the other, and when the boy turns around Kropp can see that the entire back of it is red, and lined with fur.

He frowns at the attire, certain that they had been given uniforms to wear. He makes a note to address them about it, and then clears his throat, drawing the class’ attention to him.

“Thank you for deciding to join us, gentlemen,” he says stiffly. “If you would be so kind as to take your seats, so we may begin class?”

Kropp notices that while Jafar’s son comes to some sort of attention and nods at his words, the de Vil boy stiffens and looks away, as though he couldn’t be bothered. Yes, he would need to keep a very close eye on him, indeed.


 Jay

It was Carlos’ idea, the race to class. The first warning bell had just rung above them, and they’re forced to duck into a side alcove to avoid the throngs of rushing princes and princesses. Jay wants nothing more than to take every advantage of the situation that he can, eyeing each colorful purse enviously as they pass just within his reach. But then Carlos loops his fingers through the chain on Jay’s belt, effectively using him as a shield against the masses, and by the time the throng diminishes and the grip on his belt loosens, he’s lost his chance of stealing anything.

“Alright, Ben,” he mutters, scanning the emptying halls warily. “Any day now.”

He feels Carlos tap his shoulder, and he swats at the other boy with blind irritation. Granted, it isn’t Carlos’ fault; while Jay and crowds generally mixed well, Carlos and crowds…well, Jay was his shield for a reason.

“W-we-we-we’re going to be late,” Carlos whispers in his ear, tugging at his jacket.

“Yeah, well, Ben’s not here yet,” Jay grumbles back, crossing his arms and stepping out of the smaller boy’s reach. “We don’t even know which way we’re supposed to go.”

Not that he really cares about making it to class. But the plan did involve fitting in, and it would be hard to do that if they weren’t even there.

“Armor?” Carlos says, and he turns around to see the other boy standing in front of a suit of armor, poking carefully at its breastplate.

Oh yeah. Ben had mentioned something about that.

“Let me,” Jay demands, shoving Carlos aside and rapping at the metal suit with his fist. “Hey, uh, armor dude,” he says.

‘Armor Dude?’ Carlos silently mocks beside him, but he ignores it and continues.

“Any chance you…know the way to biology?”

The suit’s visor on the helmet lifts, and a hollow, tinny voice rings out. “The Biology classroom is located on the second floor. Proceed down your current hallway to the left and take the stairs to the second floor. The classroom will be the third door down on your right.”

Then the helmet slams closed, and the second bell rings resolutely above them. Carlos glances at him, shuffling his feet, and Jay glances back down the empty hall to the room they had come from. Still no Ben. Class had started and they were most likely already late.

“Ok then,” Jay decides.

“W-we’re going?” Carlos asks softly.

“Might as well, right?” Jay says with a shrug, and Carlos’ face breaks into a sly grin.

“Rrrace you,” he cries in a low voice, and before Jay can even blink, he takes off down the hallway.

“Carlos!” Jay calls after him, but he receives a laugh in response, and he growls a curse under his breath before sprinting after him.

It’s not much of a race, really. Jay has the longer legs, and a better sense of direction, and while Carlos can be fast, Jay has endurance. By the time they reach the stairs, Carlos has fallen behind, and Jay easily jogs the rest of the way up the staircase. He pauses at the top, noticing that this hallway is much more crowded than the one below.

Students are still milling about, some of them even entering the classroom they had been looking for. Carlos huffs his way to the top of the stairs, and Jay dashes over, grabbing him before he could try and speak. Carlos yelps in protest, but Jay points to the bustling hall and he pales, nodding as he falls silent.

“Hurry up and catch your breath,” Jay warns, nodding towards the door that’s just beginning to swing shut.

Carlos straightens quickly, drawing a few slow breaths before nodding, and they rush through the doors only a couple minutes behind the last rush of students. The classroom is smaller than the Goodness room had been, but still spacious enough to hold twenty or so students; all organized in metal rows of desks and chairs, with the entire right wall comprised mostly of large windows.

Jay instantly notes that the only other exit aside from the door they’d entered through is a door beside the teacher’s desk at the front of the room. The teacher, Jay also notes, who is glaring at them like they’re a particularly disgusting stain he’d scraped from the bottom of his shoe.

“Thank you for deciding to join us gentlemen,” the teacher announces, but he says ‘gentlemen’ like it’s the worst insult he can think of. “If you would be so kind as to take your seats, so we may begin class?”

Kind, Jay thinks to himself. Us? But he realizes that the entire class is looking at them, and he knows that disdainful look the teacher is giving them. He straightens as respectfully as he can and nods, grabbing Carlos’ wrist and leading him to the only two empty seats, as the other boy had lowered his gaze the moment the teacher had started speaking.

Their seats are in the middle of the classroom, but all the way to the right by the windows. It wouldn’t have been a problem if it weren’t for the fact that the desks are like metal prison boxes, and shoved so closely to the wall that there’s almost no hope of making a quick getaway in either direction. He looks up at the teacher, and can tell by the satisfied look on the man’s face that it had been an intentional move, and Jay has to fight to keep from scowling back. So he was one of those teachers? Well there had been plenty of teachers like him on the Isle, Jay knew how to deal with teachers like this.

“Thank you,” the man says stiffly. “My name is Mr. Kropp,” he introduces himself, pointing to the whiteboard on the wall behind him, where his name and brief lesson plan is written in blue. “And let me assure you all right now, I will not tolerate any kind of shenanigans or hijinks in my classroom.”

Carlos chuckles quietly beside him, and even Jay feels his lips twitch at the man’s choice of words. Did he not realize how ridiculous it made him sound?

“Which means,” Kropp snaps shortly. “Carlos.”

Jay stiffens, and Carlos flinches, head firmly lowered and eyes glued to the desk.

“It is my understanding that you do not talk. Now, I must know, is it simply due to a lack of capability, or a lack of will?”

Jay clenches his hands into fists under the table, eyes narrow as he glares at the man. He did not just say that! Carlos is shaking, and Jay can’t tell if it’s anger or fear as he writes in his notepad before displaying it to the teacher; and the rest of the class.

I’m not lazy, Sir.

Jay smirks to himself at the particular way Carlos had underlined the word ‘sir.’ Who said you can't be sarcastic in writing? Kropp (what kind of name was that, anyway) narrows his eyes at them as though he’d read into the sarcasm as well, and Jay quickly wipes his face into a neutral expression.

“Well, then Mr. de Vil,” the teacher responds coldly. “I will expect you to participate in class, is that understood?”

Jay has to fight to keep from leaping to his feet, anger churning through him as Carlos pales considerably, his hands shaking as he writes on his pad.

Sir, Fairy Godmother had said that I would be allowed to sign in class.

“Perhaps in her class,” Kropp sniffs, and Jay’s hands tremble in fists beneath the table. “But in my class, I expect full participation from all of my students. I will not coddle you, as I’ve no doubt you are used to…”

Jay feels a shock go through his body, and Carlos jerks, as though he’d been struck. He’s blinking hard, and Jay is struggling with every fiber of his being to not snap and break something.

“…I will make no special accommodations,” Kropp finishes, glaring firmly at Carlos. “Is that understood, Mr. de Vil?”

The entire class is staring now, and Jay can see varying emotions reflected on their faces. Some share the same smug disdain as the teacher, while others look curious, though the majority is something close to disgust and fear.

Jay looks to Carlos and sees that his leg his bouncing up and down, the heel of his sneaker clicking silently against the leg of his chair. One of many nervous tics the boy had acquired over time, and a sure warning sign to just how badly he would stutter when he finally opened his mouth. Jay tries to catch his attention, to calm him down, but Carlos was already slipping.

“Is that understood?” the teacher repeats, and Jay shoots the man a glare full of undisguised hatred.

Carlos nods shakily beside him, swallowing hard as he tries to work his mouth to speak. Jay feels his breath catch in his throat, silently pleading for the words to come out right. ‘Come on, Carlos,’ he thinks encouragingly. ‘Deep breaths. Breathe. Focus.’

“Ye--” Carlos falters, catches himself, and then tries again, his voice barely a whisper. “Yes Ssir.”

Jay breathes a slow breath of relief, but Carlos is still pale, his chin practically tucked to his chest as he waits. Jay knows what he’s waiting for, and he looks to the teacher, desperately hoping that the slip wasn’t as noticeable as he feared. Clearly it wasn’t, because the man simply nods once, and turns back to the board, adding some notes to the ones already written.

The rest of the class settles, turning back to face the front of the room, but Jay notices that one; a pretty Chinese girl that he would definitely flirt with under different circumstances, is still staring at them, a weird look on her face. Jay glares challengingly back at her, and she looks away quickly, pulling a notebook with cherry blossoms decorating the cover from her bag.

Carlos slumps in his chair beside him, and Jay nudges him discreetly, glancing over worriedly. Carlos barely raises his head enough to meet Jay’s eyes, but he can still see the panic echoing there, and Jay subtly signs; making ‘five’ shapes with both of his hands, pressing them to his chest with one just above the other; lifting them away from his body in an expanding motion before bringing them back against his chest.

[Breathe.]

“It’s ok,” Jay whispers to him. “It’ll be ok.”

Carlos just shakes his head, staring miserably at the textbook on the desk in front of him. His foot is still anxiously tapping against his chair, and it would have been annoying if Jay wasn’t so worried. Not. That he’d ever admit that.

“Now that we’re all settled,” Kropp announces from the front of the room. “I’d like you all to turn to Section Five of your textbooks; page 394. We will begin with a simple introduction of genetics.”

Simple, Jay thought incredulously. The very first thing he was met with when he turned to page 394 was a complicated looking diagram, detailing the process of reproduction and just how to determine which traits were passed from parent to offspring. He hopes Carlos can decipher it, because he can’t for the life of him figure it out.

“What you see before you is a Punnett square diagram,” Mr. Kropp intones from the front of the room. Jay looks up to see that the teacher has drawn another version of the diagram on the whiteboard, though this one is blank.

“This diagram was created by a man named Reginald Punnett,” Kropp continues. “Developed from a theory created by a man named Mendal; detailing the concept of Mendelian Inheritance.”

And…Jay is officially lost. He stares dully out the windows, envying the students he can see milling about on the lawns and in the gardens outside. He almost wishes he was back on the Isle. Despite the harsh life and the cruelties of the world, it was a world he could make sense of. He doesn’t belong here, surrounded by perfect princes and princesses in training, learning about genetics and inheritance.

He watches Carlos scratching out notes in his book, his nerves still acting up and making his hand jerk minutely as he writes. Jay watches the frustration grow on Carlos’ face with mild amusement, and he perks up, a slow smile spreading on his face as he gets an idea. He leans over casually, his elbow lined up with Carlos’ arm, and just when he starts to write, Jay knocks into him; causing Carlos to jerk, the point of his pencil snapping audibly as a thick dark line smears across the page.

“Jay!” Carlos cries angrily, and Jay is too busy attempting to conceal his laughter to notice the sudden silence in the classroom.

“Is there a problem, Mr. de Vil?” Kropp asks, and both boys straighten, wiping their faces into blank masks.

“N-n-n-o Sir,” Carlos mutters, flushing as the ‘n’ sticks in his throat. Jay grimaces, regretting his prank instantly as he watches the teacher’s eyes narrow.

“Really?” he says, skeptically. “Then perhaps you would like to share your thoughts with the class. Based on the theories that Mendel and the Punnett square illustrate, what is the likelihood that such things also apply to certain characteristics between parent and offspring?”

“Ssir?” Carlos asks, his voice a squeak above a whisper.

“For example,” the teacher clarifies, and there’s a certain gleam in his eyes that had Jay on edge, watching carefully as he speaks. “The odds of a child being inherently good, or inherently evil, based solely on the parentage.”

There it was. Jay had known there was something about this teacher, but he was surprised at the level of hatred and disdain the man seemed to be radiating. It was almost impressive, really, considering that Auradon was supposedly so open and friendly. But Carlos is far from impressed, and Jay tries to sign again, to let him know that it was ok. Carlos stands slowly, his hands fidgeting with the chain links attached to his dog tail, eyes fixed somewhere near the floor.

“I think, wh-whi-whi-while it's possible for someone to be ggood or bbad based on ge-gennnetics, wh-who they are as a p-erson is decided by them.”

Jay clenches and unclenches his hands slowly under the table, trying to take deep breaths as scattered laughter and snickering goes up from the class. Carlos flushes and tries to take his seat again, but Mr. Kropp holds up a hand, silencing the class and pausing Carlos in his tracks.

“Would you care to clarify on that?” The man questions, adjusting his wire framed glasses minutely. “Preferably without the added sound effects.”

Another small scattering of laughter meets this suggestion, but Jay is grim and frowning, biting the inside of his cheek as he watches Carlos attempt to keep his words in check.

“Science can't deter-determine wh-o someone is,” Carlos says slowly, each word tight as he struggles to keep control. “They may be predi-predis... more inclined towards something based on genetics, bu-bu-but I don't think it's fair to pin something so-olely on that.”

He sits down quickly when he finishes, drawing a shaky breath and doing a better job than Jay at ignoring the chuckling and whispers that his choppy speech brings. The teacher frowns, though Jay hadn't seen him do anything other than frown since they had entered the classroom.

“Thank you, Mr. de Vil,” the man drawls slowly. “For that interesting view point. However, I do not appreciate the mockery; any further disruptions will not be tolerated. Do I make myself clear?” His eyes narrow pointedly.

Carlos nods, his gaze once more glued to his book, but there's a hard set to his jaw, seeming to cast a shadow across his entire face. Jay knows that look; it's the look that earned Carlos the reputation as ‘callous’ back on the Isle. It's that look he gets when betraying his true emotions or feelings would get him killed. They all have their own versions of that look, but Carlos in particular had mastered it especially well, and it was downright chilling if you didn't know any better.

The teacher notices the look on his face and raises an eyebrow, as though he were the innocent one, while Jay seethes silently, wishing he had a pencil or something that could break in his hands right now.

“Is there a problem?” Mr. Kropp asks, and Jay fights to keep his words level, and free of curses as he answers.

“No Sir,” he says stiffly.

“Then shall we continue with the rest of the lesson? Unless there is something you wanted to add?” Mr. Kropp glances at them expectantly, and Jay shakes his head once sharply.

“No Sir,” he repeats.

“Carlos?”

Jay sees Carlos start to shake his head, but then the look on his face shifts, hardening even further, and Jay braces himself as he begins to speak.

“It's not exa-exactly something I can control, Sssir,” Carlos says quietly, and the whole class in on edge at his tone; respectful, but low and intense.

“I beg your pardon?” Mr. Kropp has his own tone, and Jay grimaces.

Well, fuck.

“I hhhave a st-stu-stutter,” Carlos explains tightly, his eyes flickering briefly as he slips before regaining their hard cast. “I-I-I'm not being disrrrespectful; my brain's just re-refusing to cooperate. I can't cont-rol it.”

Jay sees genuine surprise reflecting in some of the students' faces, but still others adopt a sly sort of sneer, or else continue to stare in disdain; as though they still hate the villain, even if he can't talk right. Mr. Kropp, however, has a steely look in his eyes, and Jay grits his jaw nervously. It's that look of a teacher who doesn't care what sort of problems his students have, he'll have order, without question.

“Well, Mr. de Vil,” he says, and Jay sees the shiver pass though Carlos' body, stealing his defenses with it. “I suggest you find a way to make your brain cooperate. I will not have the rest of my students suffer due to your lack of control, and I will not cater to the whims of a villain.”

Jay and Carlos both flinch, the smaller boy a shell threatening to shatter under the force of the teacher's words. The class is deathly still; a collective breath waiting to be released.

“Do I make myself clear?”

“Crystal,” Carlos whispers shakily, and there's a smug sort of satisfaction that crosses the teacher's face before he resumes his previous position.

“Now then, let's continue with the Three Laws of Mendel's Inheritance theory...”

Well fuck.


 The bell couldn't have run fast enough, and Jay is certain the rest of the class feels that way as well, as everyone lurches to their feet and scrambles desperately to get their things together. Jay slips smoothly from his chair, but he hovers, leaning easily against the metal desk and waiting for Carlos. The other boy is quiet, and his 'callous' look is back, but his eyes shine with emotion, and Jay knows the minute they reach their room that he's going to retreat again.

“You ok?” he mutters as they finally leave the classroom, following the herd of students outside and onto the sprawling green lawns.

“Perfect,” Carlos bites back, but he's not looking at Jay. He's staring anxiously across the yard to a section of picnic benches, where a small crowd is obviously waiting.

Jay scans the surrounding area, and realizes that there's no going around them, only through them. He frowns, his eyes narrowing in displeasure as he counts the crowd. “We can always go back,” he suggests.

“Weak,” Carlos mumbles, and Jay scowls.

“It's not weak; it's self-preservation.”

Carlos scoffs bitterly, and Jay knows he'd read through the lie. Jay would do just fine in a confrontation, and in the fight that would surely follow. Carlos was the real thing to being protected, and they both knew it.

“Dorms are pa-past them, an-an-anyway,” Carlos grumbles, and Jay nods in grim resignation as he realizes it's true.

“What do you want to do then?” he asks, turning to face the other boy, and Carlos hesitates before signing; tapping his chin twice with a 'four' hand shape; then touching his forehead with his index finger, swinging the tip of his finger forward; finishing with a point to himself.

[Talk for me.]

“You sure?” he starts to ask, but Carlos is already striding across the lawn, and Jay shakes his head. “Fucking shit.”

He quickly overtakes Carlos' shorter strides, but lets the other boy take the lead. Most of the students part and stumble out of their way, but there are those who close in further, staring in either curiosity or disdain. And the whispering doesn't stop; Jay glares each time he catches a sound, but the silence only lasts a few moments before the comments return. Carlos, for his part, does better at remaining unaffected. Until a certain smaller group of students breaks from the crowd, snickering as they block their way.

Jay instantly tenses, hands clenching into fists, but Carlos remains calm, staring coolly up at a boy with sandy brown hair, grey eyes, and sharp features that would have been handsome if it weren't for the sneer twisting his face. One of the boys in his group slams roughly into Carlos' shoulder, knocking the newly acquired textbooks from his hands, and spilling his bag across the lawn.

“Oops,” the boy says, and the handsome kid moves forward, stooping to pick up the books. His actions are polite, but the look on his face is anything but; a mocking imitation of concern as he straightens and looks at Carlos.

“Oh, I'm suh-suh-sorry,” he taunts, exaggerating as he mocks Carlos. “He just can't cuh-cuh-control himself.”

Jay growls, and stalks forward, but Carlos is signing; his brows lifted in genuine concern as he points to the boy; then he brings his left palm up and taps it twice in a 'chopping' sort of motion against his right palm.

[You alright?]

“What?” the boy snaps, sneering further. Jay quickly translates, searching Carlos' face for an explanation as he speaks.

“He wants to know if you're alright,” he explains, watching as Carlos signs again; pointing at the boy before tapping his ear twice; then bringing his fingers in a flat sort of cupping motion, he taps against his throat.

Jay finds himself grinning as he catches on, and he translates a little easier. “You sound like you're choking.”

Some of the other students laugh, but it's at the other boy, who looks flustered before regaining his composure; and his sneer. “No different than you sound, freak.”

Carlos' lips twitch a bit sardonically as he signs; a 'C' shape with his hand that he raises, then brings down across his chest; then with a flat palm he makes a sort of 'chop' in the air, before tapping his ear twice; then finishing with a backwards wave motion over his shoulder.

[Freak. Never heard that before.]

Jay laughs as he translates, and Carlos finishes gathering the rest of his things, his own mouth lifted into a cool smile as he faces the tormentors. Jay begins moving with him, preparing to cross the rest of the yard when the boy speaks again.

“You know you have a lot of nerve for a runt whose mom is a psycho.”

It's definitely not the worst thing they'd ever heard, but Carlos stops anyway, his smile freezing on his face. He turns his head, his eyes glinting darkly and speaking more volumes than Jay could ever translate. But he does anyway.

“Fuck.”

His curse brings startled gasps from some, but the focus is on Carlos and this other boy as they stare each other down.

“Coming here,” the boy continues. “With your entourage and your little guard dog here,” he jerks his head in Jay's direction. “Thinking that you could just walk on through and we'd all just cower and let you do whatever you want.”

“Chad,” someone says lowly, but the boy just sneers again.

Carlos is completely 'callous,' now as he turns back fully to face him, but before he can do anything else, two of the other boys from Chad's group rush him. Jay bites back the warning he wants to give, because while the boys are larger than Carlos, they're not fighters. Especially not when Carlos slides under one set of groping arms, using the momentum to grab and twist an arm behind its owner's back; an audible crack! filling the air and signifying a dislocated shoulder. And the second boy all but turns to stone when Carlos pulls his 'claw' from his back pocket: a small but deadly sharp dagger, so named 'Claw' because of its dark color and curved blade.

Carlos takes a challenging step forward and the students nearest him cringe back in terror. He raises an eyebrow at Chad, his lips twitching as though to say: 'You were saying?' Jay gives his own challenging grin from his place just off of Carlos' side, and Chad splutters furiously.

“Freak!” he hisses. “You really are as insane as your mom!”

Carlos' smile drops, his eyes gleaming just as darkly as his blade. The amusement fades from his face, his brows drawn in a way that hardens his expression into a cold and cruel mask.

“Woof,” he says harshly, and Jay is certain that no one needs a translation for that.

Bite me.

“Well shit,” he mutters with a grin as he takes in the anticipated (and really, predictable) uproar. “This just might be fun after all.”

 

Chapter 4: The kids aren't alright

Summary:

In which Carlos is a little shit; violence is always the answer when you're a VK; and pasts start to be revealed.

*Warnings for violence/threats of violence; scars; language; and referenced panic attacks.*

Chapter Text

Ben

“You'd better come quick.”

The words are delivered by a frantic Doug and Lonnie, their eyes wide and full of panic. He tries to ask what's wrong, but a part of him already knows and begins conjuring up scenarios as he runs after them. Audrey rushes up from a hallway and meets him halfway, her eyes flashing and a hard frown on her face.

“Ben,” she begins, but he grabs her arm gently and pulls her alongside him midstride.

“I know,” he assures her quickly. “We're heading there now.”

“You know?” She repeats incredulously, and he starts at her anger. “And you're just now doing something about it?”

He looks to Doug and Lonnie for an explanation, but they but look away, grim looks on their faces.

“I mean,” Ben says slowly. “I know there's a situation...”

“That's one word for it,” Lonnie mutters from in front.

Ben feels dread coiling in the pit of his stomach as he glances at their expressions. They're all variants of the same thing; fear, worry, and anger. But even the anger is just a front; at least, on Audrey it is, but Lonnie...

“Can someone tell me?” He asks.

Doug answers jerkily. “Jay and Carlos...”

He says their names like...like they're villains, and Ben falters as they near the overpass above the picnic area. He can hear the noise now; a combination of screaming and swearing, and he doesn't know what he wants this to be. To not be.

“It wasn't just them,” Lonnie argues. “I was there when it started; when Chad started.”

Ben realizes that her anger wasn't directed at anyone in particular, but at the situation in general. But it does little to calm his panic, especially when he steps out onto the overpass and sees what’s happening. The green is a mess; students crowding the area, some running in terror and others trying to join the fray.

Picnic tables and benches have been flung up like shields in the places closest to the center of the gathering, while farther out from the group they’ve been overturned and shoved hastily aside as people retreat. He can make out Chad and a few others from the Tourney team nearest the center, the main force trying to calm the tide; but whether it’s by fighting or joining in the panic, Ben can’t quite tell.

And there, at the center of it all, is Jay and Carlos. They stand back to back, completely pressed against each other in defensive poses, and even from this distance Ben can see the wild looks in their eyes. They meet each forward press of students with an attack of their own, never retreating, but not openly attacking either. Jay has his hands up in fists close to his face, and something dark glints in Carlos’ hands.

“Wait,” Ben says, peering closer in horror. “Is that a knife?”

“Dagger,” Lonnie corrects, as the rest of his group reach his side. “There’s a difference,” she insists at their questioning looks, but Ben isn’t concerned with what the weapon is or isn’t.

“How did he get a knife into Auradon?”

Lonnie sighs in disappointment, shaking her head, but it’s Doug who answers, adjusting his glasses to peer sternly at him.

“Well, we didn’t exactly do a weapons check when they arrived.”

Right, that was on him. He hadn’t wanted to make the arrivals any more uncomfortable than they already would have been on entering the kingdom, and at the time, he honestly didn’t think such a thing was necessary. A paranoid precaution. He wanted to establish trust.

And that trust was the very thing that was going to get everyone down there hurt. Or…no, he couldn’t start thinking like that. He had to get down there and regain control.

“I’m going down there,” he announces, and before he could hesitate and get any sort of sense talked into him, he jogs down the overpass ramp and onto the field.

The noise and fear is even more overwhelming up close, but Ben forces himself to stay calm. It wouldn’t do to feed into it and lose control himself. He straightens and adopts his Prince demeanor, and most of the students on the outskirts settle and move out of his way as he approaches. He reaches the center and manages to catch Carlos’ eye first.

The smaller boy freezes, and Ben watches the confident and dangerous smile slowly fall from his face. His eyes lose their wild look and a different sort of wild fills them now; like a trapped animal. His knife/dagger clangs against the bench beside him as it drops from his hand, and Jay jumps, turning sharply to face the newest perceived danger.

Jay, too, freezes, and his eyes widen, darting around nervously before settling on Ben. He seems to take in the way everyone is looking to him; the authoritative way he stands, and Ben watches the realization hit him.

“Fuck me,” he breathes, straightening from his defensive pose.

Ben raises an eyebrow, caught off guard by the curse. “Language, Jay,” he says, and it occurs to him that he sounds just like his father. “Do you want to tell me what’s going on?”

“Shit,” is all Jay manages, his dark hair falling across his face as he shakes his head in disbelief.

Carlos is completely frozen, his head once again lowered to the ground, standing behind Jay in a way that looks painfully too much like he wants to throw himself at Ben’s feet and grovel. It sends a pang through him, and he looks around to see that everyone is staring at them expectantly. He clears his throat and addresses the crowd in his best attempt to appear like he knows what he’s doing.

“Everyone please continue on to your next classes,” he directs. “There’s nothing to see here.”

A disappointed and almost skeptical sort of murmuring goes up from the crowd, but they all begin to leave, in a much more orderly fashion this time. He turns back to see Jay and Carlos attempting to make a subtle retreat, and he sighs, shaking his head.

“Not you two,” he says, stopping them in their tracks. “And Chad…” he says, catching sight of the boy on the edge of the crowd. “And Lonnie,” he turns again to face his friends; the only ones still standing there.

“Me?” Lonnie questions, her eyes warily scanning the villain kids behind him. “Why me?”

“You said you saw what happened,” he replies, and she nods reluctantly.

“The beginning of it, anyway,” she adds.

“Then let’s take this to Fairy Godmother,” he announces.

As he leads the way back across the lawn and towards the school, his princely resolve begins to fade, and all the worry and doubts begin churning their way to the surface. By the time they reach the Fairy Godmother’s classroom, he’s about as nervous a wreck as Carlos, who hadn’t stopped shaking since Ben had appeared on the lawn. He manages to regain enough composure to explain in a calm undertone to the startled headmistress, exactly what was happening.

Fairy Godmother pulls a chair to the front of the room and sits; Jay and Carlos take the table in front of her to the left, while Lonnie and Chad take the one on the right. Ben, for his part, does his best not to start pacing as he stands in the aisle between them.

“Ok,” he says slowly, clasping his hands together. “Someone start explaining what happened.”

And then all hell breaks loose.


 

Carlos

The concept of being “in trouble” was a strange one on the Isle of the Lost. Stealing, looting, killing; any and all sorts of ‘bad’ things were allowed and even condoned. Depending on who those actions were directed towards. It was funny: the Isle held all the worst of the worst villains, but it also held the sidekicks; the only slightly insane antagonists; the random thief exiled for his crimes. The henchmen. The neighborhood sociopath who wasn’t really ‘evil,’ but wasn’t ‘good’ enough to live in Auradon.

Normal people, if you wanted to compare residents. Commit a crime against them, sure they'd be upset about it, and it was a ‘good’ thing, but also not really a big deal. Commit a crime against a villain, though. Then you were a force to be reckoned with; someone who was asking for trouble.

For Carlos, trouble didn’t really come naturally to him like it did with Mal. He couldn’t slip into it like a second skin as Evie did. It wasn’t an old friend like it was with Jay. For him, trouble was the annoying brat’s stupid dog; hounding him relentlessly, forcing him to either run faster to escape it, or else give in and hope for a merciful death.

‘Mercy’ was also a twisted concept. It usually varied between a horrifying and excruciating pain, and a slightly less horrifying thing that would most definitely scar you, but leave you alive. It also varied on which was worse.

Being ‘in trouble’ meant the plan had failed, you didn’t execute a scheme properly and the intended victim escaped. Disobeying an order. Another funny paradox, that.

Carlos had never been ‘in trouble’ for pulling a knife on someone though. He’d never feared retribution for a well-deserved broken arm or a dislocated shoulder. Although, he’d usually been on the receiving end of such actions. Usually. But he hadn’t been known as a “callous, low life hood” for nothing. He’d earned his way, and had the scars to prove it.

Here in Auradon, though, ‘in trouble’ meant just that; and regardless of whether the trouble was for being good or being bad, pain usually followed in some form of punishment. It’s that idea, more than anything, that has Carlos trembling as he huddles in the wooden chair. The Fairy Godmother is stern as she stares at him, and she isn’t smiling anymore. He almost wishes she would. Even a perpetually cheerful smile was better than the look she was giving him now.

Jay sits frowning next to him, his arms folded across his chest, but his fingers tap against Carlos’ arm from beneath the crook of his arm. Carlos knows he’s trying to let him know that it would be ok, but he also knows that it’s anything but. He had pulled a knife- a knife- on an unarmed and defenseless Auradon student. Granted, the kid had been an asshole, but Ben had seen. Prince Ben, the very one who had made the decree to bring him here, had seen Carlos de Vil, threatening his subjects with a knife.

“Calm down,” Jay mutters in his ear. “You’re going to make yourself sick.”

Carlos blinks, breathing shallowly. His body feels cold and clammy, and he realizes only vaguely that he’d been on the verge of hyperventilating. He swallows slowly, taking a deep breath and trying to pull himself together.

“I-I’m ok,” he whispers back.

Or at least, he had been. Until Ben clasps his hands together like he’s delivering a death sentence as says, “Someone tell me what happened.”

Instantly, noise explodes, as Jay, Chad, and the pretty Chinese girl from biology all start clamoring at once, each trying to explain. Carlos squeezes his eyes shut, cringing deeper in his seat as the words and syllables pound against his skull in a frantic rhythm. Then silence falls, and he looks up to see that Ben has his hands raised in a clear gesture for order.

“One at a time,” he says sternly. “Lonnie.”

Ben looks to the Chinese girl, who looks caught off guard before she draws a breath and stands slowly from her seat. Carlos feels only a brief flicker of curiosity, and he wonders whose child she is, and thinking if any of the villains he knew on the Isle had complained about a Chinese hero.

“Lonnie says she saw the beginning of what happened,” Ben explains to the Fairy Godmother, before turning and nodding encouragingly to the girl.

“Well, it actually started with biology,” the girl says quietly. “Mr. Kropp…,” she falters, and Carlos can tell she’s trying to be diplomatic.

“Is an arrogant, prejudiced bastard,” Jay helpfully supplies in an undertone. Carlos stifles a laugh, but in the silence of Lonnie’s musing, everyone hears Jay’s comments.

“Language, Jay,” Fairy Godmother scolds, and though her voice is calm, the solemn way she looks at them makes Carlos flinch.

“He was afraid,” Lonnie finally continues. “That having Carlos sign in class would cause an unnecessary disruption, and that, as long as he was capable to, he wanted Carlos to actively participate in class.”

“Unnecessary my ass,” Jay grumbles.

“But I made sure all the teachers knew…,” Fairy Godmother begins, but it’s Ben who finishes.

“Carlos can’t talk.”

Carlos keeps his gaze firmly on the desk in front of him, tracing the patterns the wood makes in the grain. He hears Chad scoff, and he flinches at the cruel sound.

“Well, you’re not entirely wrong.”

Carlos stiffens, shrinking as much as he can in his seat and wishing he could turn invisible. He knew Evie knew a potion for it, and surely Mal knew a spell; heck, even Jay could wish himself invisible on the chance he found a magic lamp. He wonders, not for the first time, why he’s the only one of the group not magically inclined. Instead, he gets the psychopath mother who wants to kill cute animals for clothes.

“Carlos?”

He flinches, jerked from his thoughts and back into the moment, where everyone is staring at him expectantly. He looks to Jay desperately, but the look on the other boy’s face clearly says that this is up to him. Looking up even further, he sees Ben staring at him, and the look on his face is a mix of concern and disbelief. Behind him, Lonnie echoes the concern, but there’s also a hesitance; a wariness. And Chad…Chad’s expression is smug and confident in Carlos’ failure, and Carlos shivers, lowering his gaze to the desk and shaking his head slightly.

He hears Chad scoff again, but Ben clears his throat and the laugh stops. He isn’t sure whether the way his stomach flips is due to relief, or fear, but Ben speaks again before he can fully decide.

“Jay?” he asks, and Carlos can feel Jay stiffen beside him, and his fingers tap a little more incessantly against Carlos’ arm.

He looks over, and Jay signs quickly; making an ‘O’ shape with his fingers before making a ‘K’ with his index and middle finger; he then tilts his head slightly and lifts his brows before placing the tip of his index finger against his chin, flipping it forward and in the direction of the watching crowd.

[Ok if I tell them?]

Might as well, Carlos thinks bitterly, but he manages to keep it off his face and portray it to Jay with a simple eye roll. Jay huffs at the sarcasm, but straightens and turns to Ben, and Carlos tenses again in his chair.

“Carlos has a stutter,” Jay announces shortly. “It’s why he doesn’t talk.”

Carlos is grateful for Jay’s bluntness, for once. It gets the point across, while also effectively shutting down any prying questions. But it doesn’t stop the reactions, and he grimaces at Ben and the Fairy Godmother’s simultaneous noises of surprise and realization. He waits for the questions or even judgements, but it’s Lonnie who speaks up and regains control.

“Yeah,” she confirms quickly. “Um, so when Carlos participated…anyway, it was after class. We were all on the lawn and some of Chad’s group were making jokes about it. And then Jay and Carlos showed up; things kind of escalated from there, and then….”

“And then they totally flipped out and attacked us!” Chad cuts in, his voice pitched in a whine. Carlos snorts derisively, and Jay stands sharply, slamming his hands onto the table.

“Bull. Shit!” he snaps, and Carlos can’t help the small smile that slips across his face as he looks up to see the scandalized look on Chad’s face at being cursed at. But it falls again when he sees the stern expression on the Fairy Godmother’s face, and he grabs Jay’s jacket, tugging him to try to get him to back down.

“Oh, so you mean Carlos didn’t dislocate Emil’s shoulder?”

“It’ll pop back in,” Jay counters smoothly. “Trust me, there’s a lot worse than a dislocated shoulder.”

“And I guess pulling a knife on Kory; that’s no big deal either, right?”

“Listen, asshole,” Jay starts, and Carlos knows he has to stop him before he explodes.

“Jay,” Carlos hisses, tugging harder and forcing him back down into his seat. “Th-that’s ennnough.”

He appreciated Jay’s blunt defense, but not at the risk of making things worse. Jay sits, but Carlos knows he’s far from finished.

“Asshole,” he grumbles under his breath, crossing his arms sullenly.

Ben clears his throat again, and Carlos stiffens as he waits for the verdict. “Yes, about the knife,” he says slowly. “Um, we’re going to have to confiscate that from you.”

Carlos sucks in a sharp breath, and Jay starts muttering curses furiously under his breath, but Ben’s not done yet.

“Jay, we’ll need any weapons you have too. And Mal and Evie.”

“Yeah, you try and take Mal’s knives,” Carlos hears Jay murmur. “Love to see how that works out for you.”

But all Carlos can think is that it was happening again, and he trembles as he takes out Claw, placing it on the desk before him and waiting for the next part. The pain part.

“Thank you Carlos,” Ben says formally. Then, “Jay?”

Jay scoffs, but reaches into his pockets and out turns them. “Got nothing but my fists,” he says stiffly, before returning his pockets to their normal shape; re-concealing a small leather bag with an easy sleight of hand.

“Alright then,” Ben begins, but Chad jumps up, and Carlos flinches as his chair scrapes harshly across the floor.

“Wait that’s it? Just take away their weapons and call it a day? They attacked us Ben!”

“I know,” Ben says, and his voice is understanding but still that stiff and formal tone of a Prince. “But it was a situation that, according to Lonnie, you started.”

“Which is why,” the Fairy Godmother breaks in sharply from the front of the room. “Chad, you will be serving detention with me, every day after school for a week. Perhaps you can help me go over lessons in Basic Human Decency.”

Jay stifles a snort, and even Carlos manages a weak smile as he listens to Chad splutter in disbelief.

“What?!”

“And I will be writing to your mother about this incident,” Fairy Godmother finishes firmly.

“What about them?”

Carlos glances up to see Chad glaring at him, and he knows he really means, ‘what about the de Vil freak?’

“We will deal with them,” Fairy Godmother says, and Carlos shivers at how ominous it sounds. “I think for now, you should worry about getting to your next class. I will see you later this evening.”

Chad complains even further, but eventually he storms his way out of the room, leaving only Ben, Jay, Carlos, the Fairy Godmother, and Lonnie, who shuffles nervously.

“Um, should I…?” she gestures vaguely to the door, and Ben nods.

“Yeah, you can go. Thanks Lonnie.”

“Sure thing,” she mutters, then leaves quickly, the door closing behind her and echoing with a forbidding tone as it clicks firmly into place.

Jay stands the minute she’s gone, while Carlos goes back to trying to disappear, shrinking down into his seat as much as he can.

“Look,” Jay says quickly. “It wasn’t Carlos’ fault. I’m the one who started the fight, ok? He was just…there.”

“He attacked and injured two of my students,” Fairy Godmother says slowly, and Carlos bites the inside of his cheek so hard he tastes iron.

“It wasn’t his fault,” Jay insists. “If someone has to be punished, it should be. I’ll take his.”

“Nno, Jay,” Carlos tries to stand as well, but Jay shoves him back down, shooting him a glare.

The glint in his eyes looks angry, but Carlos knows well enough to see that it’s concern and fear. The Fairy Godmother makes a soft sound, and Carlos glances over to see her look up and exchange a glance with Ben above their heads.

“You will both be serving detention with me, as well,” Fairy Godmother says. “Two weeks. You’re already attending Goodness Class, but extra lessons wouldn’t hurt.”

“Ok,” Jay says slowly, and Carlos can tell from his tone that he’s steeling himself, too. “And?”

Neither of them bother to protest their two week sentence vs Chad’s one week. They’re both certain there’s more to come.

“An apology to Emil and Kory wouldn’t hurt,” Ben offers, moving into their line of sight.

Carlos nods reluctantly, but inside he’s wondering if they’d pegged this wrong. Maybe things really were different in Auradon, and this was actually a punishment. He doesn’t dare to hope, and instead waits for Jay to press and confirm it.

“But…detention, the weapons, an apology. Really? That’s really it?”

Ben has another weird look on his face, and he turns to Carlos, who drops his gaze to his knife. He works to memorize every single detail about it before it’s taken from him, dutifully avoiding Ben’s look as he asks:

“What more were you expecting?”


 

Ben

Things were different on the Isle of the Lost. Auradon wasn’t the Isle. Things were different. It’s a mantra Ben has to keep repeating to himself as he and the Fairy Godmother listen to what had happened in the school yard. He tries to think of things from Jay and Carlos’ perspective, and speculates that confrontations like this must happen all the time; that threatening someone with a knife could be considered self-defense at best and something that could be considered good at worst.

He tries to keep their sentence light, at least, as light as could be made considering it had been a knife, and that the whole thing could have been avoided if he’d fully thought things through like his father had insisted. But watching Jay and Carlos’ reactions, you’d think Ben was sentencing them to death. Or at least, that they expected him to.

The thought is disturbing, as he wonders what sort of things constituted as punishments on the Isle, or if there was any set of rules for a thing to be judged ‘wrong’ by. It would almost be amusing, thinking of a rule system for villains, but the way Jay leapt his feet, insisting that he was to blame and that he would take any punishment given to Carlos; the way Carlos cowered in his chair like he wanted it to swallow him whole. The way Jay stared at him when Fairy Godmother had announced their punishment, how he pressed for more like…like what?

“What more were you expecting?” Ben asks carefully, and Jay sort of scoffs in disbelief.

“You’re serious,” he mutters, and Ben thinks he might be talking to himself. “Of course, this is Auradon but detention is really the worst…”

Jay falters, seeming to realize what he’s said. He glances at Carlos and there’s a frantic and silent discussion in sign that Ben doesn’t quite catch, but Ben does catch the expression on Carlos’ face and there’s something desperate in his eyes, almost fearful. It dawns on Ben, then, that there must be such a thing as rules and punishments on the Isle, and he recalls the bruises; the worried explanations from Fairy Godmother about broken bones. He takes in the panic and worry on Jay’s face; how Carlos is so pale Ben fears he might collapse.

‘Detention,’ he had said, but what had they heard?

“Carlos,” Ben says quietly, because he knows he won’t get a straight answer from Jay, and the smaller boy is just so terrified. “What is it that you’re expecting from us?”

Jay stiffens, but says nothing, dropping his head in such an uncharacteristic gesture of submission that it startles Ben. Carlos shudders once in his chair, but slowly lifts himself into an upright position. His hands tremble as he rolls back the spotted sleeves of his shirt, but he finally succeeds and places his hands on the table, palms up and arms facing Ben.

It takes Ben a moment to realize what he's seeing, but when his eyes and brain finally decipher it, he wants to be sick. Scars, some thick and jagged, others thin and wiry, mar the pale skin of Carlos’ forearms. They cross and run parallel to each other in some places, forming a strange sort of pattern, and with a sickening lurch another realization clicks into his brain. Words. They’re words carved into Carlos’ skin.

Names. Taunts. Horrible curses and letters spelling out things too vile to even comprehend.

Ben hears Fairy Godmother gasp behind him, but he's too busy searching for an explanation, fighting the churning in his gut. Carlos is trembling, his eyes glued firmly to the table in front of him, and so Ben looks to Jay.

“What?” Is all Ben manages to choke out, and Jay's eyes are hard, his voice tight as he answers.

“Just another happy side effect of the Isle,” he says, then he seems to remember who he is talking to and grimaces, looking away and muttering. “Specifically a side effect of school rules and punishments.”

“Detention,” Carlos whispers from his seat, and Ben understands their sudden fear, and why Jay had been so desperate to take the blame. But just what sort of thing could possibly justify something like that? Nothing could, and he wants to ask, but he knows he's already lost control of the situation, and adding onto it by prying into the past won't help any.

“Things...things aren’t not like that here,” he says firmly. “Auradon is different.”

It's a hollow comfort, but the best he can do, given the current circumstances. The words and apologies that Ben wants to say have no place here, especially not with his standing as Prince of the very kingdom that had doomed them to such a fate. He knows that's what Jay thinks, with his curses and betrayed anger, and Ben can't find it in himself to blame the boy.

He might not have been responsible for their banishment, but he was responsible for their redemption. The villain kids were his subjects now too, and Ben vowed he'd do everything in his power to make sure that things were different here. It wouldn't be an easy task to accomplish, but he would make it work. He owed them that much.


 

Carlos

Run.

That was the only thought that solidified itself in the boy’s mind. Run. Get away. Faster than them. He was faster, he knew he was but he had to hide. Hide. Somewhere small, somewhere safe, where they couldn’t find him. Couldn’t hurt him if they couldn’t see him.

Carlos.

Run! There, wait!

Gonna get you, freak!

Don’t look back. Don’t look back just go. Squeeze into the space and it’s small, perfect. Dark and cold, but small enough to hide him.

Where are you, brat?

Don’t speak, don’t speak. Not a sound, not one sound, they’ll hear She will hear.

“Don’t hide from me, Carlos!”

Carlos.

Don’t move. Don’t breathe don’t move no sounds. She can’t catch him, she can’t.

‘Sorry,’ he thinks, rocking in his hiding space. ‘Sorry, I’m sorry, please.’

“Carlos, don’t hide from Mommy…”

“Sorry,” he whimpers, “Sorry ssorry please, I’m ssorry.”


 

Mal

Mal isn’t happy when she finds out about the fight in the yard. Well, there’s a small part of her that feels a thrill of amusement at the knowledge that some of the prissy Auradon princes had gotten their asses handed to them. But that amusement boils down to anger at the fact that it had been Jay and Carlos who’d done it, and even more so when she is told that her knives were being taken from her, and Evie was losing her potions as a ‘precaution.’

All in all, Mal is pissed, and she only vaguely relishes the crowds that scramble away in terror as she stalks through the dorms, Evie close on her heels. Room number 17 appears in her line of sight, and the door slams open with a satisfying boom. The room is larger than hers and Evie’s, the walls dark stone instead of pink and white wallpaper. But most of the features were the same, including the massive fireplace set against the far left wall.

None of that matters to Mal though. She spots Jay fiddling with something by the entertainment center, and instantly storms over.

“Where is he?” she snaps, and Jay straightens, holding out his hands in a futile attempt to calm her.

“Mal,” he begins slowly, and she curls her lip in disgust.

“Don’t ‘Mal,’ me, Jay,” she growls. “Where is he?”

“So dramatic, M,” she hears Evie mutter, but she keeps her focus on Jay, glaring until he relents and points to the fireplace.

Mal stalks over to the opening in the wall and places a hand on the hearth, bending down to peer inside. It’s dark, but there’s enough light in the room behind her that she can make out a vague outline huddled in the corner.

“Carlos,” she snaps, and the shape jerks. She thinks he tries to say something, but all that comes out is a frantic whimpering sound.

Great. She backs out of the fireplace and turns on Jay, her anger diminishing only slightly as she asks, “How long has he been in there?”

Jay looks to the clock on the table and frowns thoughtfully. “20 minutes?” he says, shrugging, and Mal narrows her eyes.

“I’m giving him 30 and then I’m dragging his sorry ass out here,” she decides. “In the meantime, Jay,” she sits on the edge of the spare bed next to Evie. “A fight? What part of ‘lay low’ didn’t you get?”

Jay at least has the decency to look ashamed, grimacing as he starts to pace. “I’d say it wasn’t my fault, but….”

“No,” Mal agrees. “It was yours and Carlos.’”

“Mal,” Evie scolds, but she doesn’t care if she’s being harsh. No, that’s not entirely true. But damn it all, she’d told him…

“It wasn’t really, though,” Jay cuts in. “I started it. If I hadn’t pranked him in class, the teacher never would have called on him, and no one would have heard him slip up for those assholes to make fun of him.”

“Wait,” Mal says, holding up a hand to stop his tirade. “The teacher called on Carlos to speak in class?”

Jay grimaces, but nods, and Mal’s frowns sharply. “What happened to the signing? Fairy Godmother said….”

She doesn’t want to admit how easily she had trusted the woman’s promise, but Jay nods again, a hard look in his eyes, and Mal leans forward to hear his explanation.

“Yeah, she did say. But the teacher said, and I quote, ‘I will not coddle you, as I’ve no doubt you’re used to,’ and ‘I will not cater to the whims of a villain.’”

The nasally accent Jay had adopted to impersonate the teacher did nothing to keep the man’s words from registering, and Evie gasps sharply beside her. “What?”

“What?” Mal repeats, her voice hard.

“Yeah,” Jay confirms. “Those exact words. Not to mention his whole thing about biological squares and children being genetically evil.”

“What?” Mal hisses dangerously, while Evie straightens beside her.

“Details,” the other girl presses, and Jay explains the entire classroom situation to them. By the time he’s finished, Mal is pacing, swearing furiously under her breath, and Evie looks ready to kill.

“So,” Evie says darkly, and Mal can hear the scheming tone in her voice. “It sounds to me like the real problem is this teacher, Mr. Kropp.”

Mal hums noncommittally, but her own gears are turning as well. What’s the worst thing they could do to him without it leading back to them, and what could they do that would ensure no further trouble for Carlos? She had answers to both of those things; the former, more so than the latter, but nothing that worked to solve both solutions in one. They could always do two separate acts, but if they hadn’t been caught by the first, then the second would certainly lead back to them…

“I think we ought to let him have a taste of his own medicine,” Evie continues, and Jay chuckles wickedly in agreement.

“Nothing lethal,” Mal mutters, glancing at the bedside clock and frowning.

“Aw, come on!” Jay protests, and even Evie looks disappointed.

“Mal,” she says. “What he did to Carlos; to us…we can’t let that slide.”

“And we won’t,” Mal promises. “Believe me, he will get all he deserves and more when we get that wand. But in the meantime: nothing lethal.”

“Fine,” Evie concedes, and Mal nods, satisfied, before turning to the fireplace.

“Alright,” Mal says sharply. “I’m dragging him out.”

“I thought you said 30,” Jay says. “It’s only 25 now.”

“I changed my mind,” she mutters, stalking over to the fireplace and bending down to peer inside.

Carlos was still huddled in the corner, but the whimpering had stopped, at least. She takes that as a good enough sign as any and slaps her palm against the hearth a few times.

“Carlos!” she snaps, and the boy jerks back with a yelp, slamming his head against the stone behind him.

“Ah!” he gasps, uncurling slowly and grimacing. “Sson of a b-itch!”

“Yes you are,” Mal says glibly, but she’s silently relieved that he hadn’t retreated so far that he’d completely lost himself. “Get out here,” she continues. “We need to talk.”

She backs away slightly from the fireplace, allowing the smaller boy to crawl out of the space, easily ignoring his grumbling.

“Sscrew ta-ta-talking,” Carlos mutters, glaring as he peers up at her.

“You shouldn’t swear, Carlos,” Mal scolds him lightly, patting the soot from his white-blond hair. “It’s very unbecoming, and besides, by the time you’ve finished cursing someone out, it’s completely ineffective.”

“This ine-ine-ineffective?” Carlos challenges, flipping her off as he dodges her hands, moving across the room to sit beside Evie on the bed.

“Very,” Mal warns, her eyes flashing as she glares at him.

He cringes, his own eyes lighting with fear, and she hates the way it makes her want to apologize. She latches on to her previous anger, but continues in a slightly more subdued tone.

“Do you want to explain why you started a fight when I clearly said lay low and follow the rules until we get the wand?”

Carlos tucks his knees to his chest and shakes his head, his eyes shining and only just visible as he peeks up at her. “Didn’t,” he mumbles into his knees, and she frowns at him.

“Didn’t what?”

“Sstart,” he whispers.

“Don’t give me the one word shit, Carlos,” Mal growls, sitting next to Jay on the opposite bed. “This is serious!”

“I kn-now that!” Carlos cries hoarsely, sitting up fully, and Mal realizes that his eyes are wet because he really had been crying. “You th-think I don’t knnnow that?”

“Shit,” Mal mutters, regretting her anger instantly. “Carlos…,” she tries, but it’s too much like an apology and the words stick in her throat. She jumps up from the bed and starts pacing again, swearing furiously under her breath.

“Ignore her, Carlos,” she hears Jay say behind her. “She’s just pissed because they took her knives away.”

“Hey, they took my potions, too,” Evie counters. “You don’t see me biting off anyone’s head.”

“It’s not about that,” Mal snaps, whirling back to face them. “It’s about keeping each other safe and together here until we get the wand and get back home. It’s about surviving, and if we’re already in trouble on day 1…” she trails off because she realizes she’s revealing way too much emotion, and she sits back down next to Jay with a sigh.

“I’m sorry, Carlos,” she bites out, a little harsher than an apology should be, but she was apologizing, at least.

“’s Ok,” he mumbles, but she knows it’s not. Not when he now had a target on his back. Not when they were stuck in the very kingdom that despised them for who they were. The situation was too skewed against them to be ‘ok.’

“Mal, I get that you’re worried,” Jay says, squeezing her arm reassuringly. “But we survived the Isle, and we’ve survived Auradon this far.”

“We’ll keep doing it like we always have,” Evie chimes in with a soft smile.

Carlos nods beside her, shaping his hands into fists with his thumbs pressed to the sides of his index fingers; he presses both hands together, palms facing each other, and makes a sweeping horizontal circle.

[Together.]

“God we sound like a fairy tale already,” Mal groans, dropping her head onto Jay’s shoulder. She grumbles as she feels him laugh beneath her, but she can’t deny the slight feeling of relief that fills her.

“Hey Carlos,” she murmurs, and the smaller boy raises an eyebrow at her. “What would you say to Mr. Kropp getting a taste of what it’s like to not be so in control of himself?”

And as Mal watches the positively evil grin spread across Carlos’ face, she can’t help but laugh. Yeah, they would be ok. She’d make sure of it.

Chapter 5: Toiled troubles and Cauldron bubbles

Summary:

In which the VKs are experts at sneaking, and a potion isn't the only thing that's brewed.

Notes:

*Brief mentions of dead animals and dissections, but nothing graphic.*

Chapter Text

Audrey

If someone had told Audrey two weeks ago that Auradon Prep would be hosting a group of villain kids, she would have shrieked in horror and possibly fainted. (No comment as to whether that had actually been the case.) If you were to go one step further and say that not only would the villain kids become part of the student body, but that Audrey herself would actually feel any sort of positive emotion towards them….

And yet here she was in Ben’s room, pacing back and forth in front of the massive fireplace, worrying about everything that had happened earlier. Ben watches her pace, and though he’s tried to set his expression to reveal nothing, she knows him well enough to see through it; he looks likes his entire world has crashed down around him, and she can’t quite say he’s wrong to feel that way.

“How did we not know about Carlos?” she asks the air. “A villain with a stutter; how do we not hear about something like that?”

“There’s a lot we still don’t know about them,” Ben replies quietly from the bed.

“And Chad!” Audrey huffs. “I still can’t believe he would do something like that.” She paces a few feet before turning sharply on her heel. “I mean, I can, but....”

“Give him time,” Ben says slowly, but his tone his far away, like he’s thinking even as he says the words. “He’ll come around.”

“He’s not going to come around to the two villains who attacked him, regardless of the circumstances,” she counters sharply, but she falters when Ben grimaces in response.

“Stop…calling them that,” he says, and she frowns, pausing in track across the floor.

“Calling them what?”

“Villains,” he says, looking up at her with eyes like a heartbroken puppy. “They’re not villains,” he insists. “They’re just kids.”

“Kids who’ve clearly shown proficient use in lethal weapons,” she counters sternly. “Kids who were raised by villains who did horrible things; who only know how to do horrible things.”

“Stop it!” Ben cries, leaning forward on the edge of the bed. “You know there’s more to it than that. This…this isn’t you.”

She sighs, crossing to sit next to him on the bed. “Ben, I know,” she relents. “I get that there’s more; that their life was…less than ideal.”

She grimaces herself at the choice of words. Things were definitely worse than that. But…

“I know you want to help them,” she continues. “And I do too, but you need to think.”

“Think about what?” he asks, and she can tell even without seeing the crinkle in his brow that he’s battling the urge to get defensive.

“Ben, they attacked Chad, Emil and Kory.” She hates how harsh she sounds, but he has to see. “And, I know, I know that the situation wasn’t…that they were acting on instinct. But that alone should tell you that this runs a lot deeper than just not getting enough to eat.”

They’d seen further proof of that particular aspect over dinner. It had been worse than lunch in some aspects because some of the teachers and other adult faculty members had been present, and the villain kids had cringed back from them each time an adult had come near their table, as if expecting something terrible to happen to them. And Audrey could have sworn she’d seen Jay and Carlos slipping food from the table.

“I have thought about it, Audrey,” Ben says, and she knows he’s frustrated now. “And I’m not ignoring what they’ve done. But I have to think about what they could do; what could be better for them here.”

“You want to help,” Audrey says. “But you also have to be prepared for…things like this.”

“Things like this,” Ben repeats slowly, and she loves him, she really does, but he’s just so naïve sometimes.

“With whatever life they’ve know, they might not be used to help; they might not even want to be helped,” she explains gently.

“But,” Ben begins to protest, and she takes his hands in her own, squeezing gently.

“We’ll get there,” she reassures him with a smile. “But we take it slow; one at a time, and try and give them the chance to open up to us.”

“Yeah. Yeah, ok,” Ben relents slowly, but she can still see the worry in the set of his jaw. “But if they don’t? If…if this really is a mistake and…and they can’t be reached?”

It’s a valid concern, but Audrey knows better than to admit that it’s also one that’s been on her mid. Instead, she kisses away the anxious crease in Ben’s brow, smiling when he laughs in response.

“Then we’ll deal with that when it comes,” she says simply.

“What would I do without you?” Ben sighs.

“Nothing,” she says with a laugh. “Absolutely nothing.”

“Hey, give me some credit,” Ben protests, but he’s laughing too, and Audrey settles back against him, relieved.

At least this crisis was averted. Time would tell just what others would be resurfacing.


 Evie

They were all gathered in the boys’ room again. Evie didn’t want to admit it, but it was nicer than her and Mal’s room. The pink and lace was everything that she could have ever dreamed off, but the cozy darkness of the boys’ room felt more like home. Mal lay upside down on one of the beds; Carlos’, judging by how neatly it was made up; flipping through her spell book and muttering the curses under her breath as she came upon them. Jay and Carlos fought over a game near the massive TV, Carlos’ arguments alternating between rushed and staccato yelling, and signing when he got too worked up to speak.

Evie, for her part, was doing her best to organize the closets. She grumbles to herself, grabbing random leather articles and attempting to match them together. It didn’t make sense to her; the closets were huge, with one easily able to hold all four of their clothes together with room to spare. And yet, only one closet seemed in obvious use, and judging by the amount of red, gold and brown, it was all Jay’s.

“Carlos,” she calls over her shoulder. A startled yelp, followed by a dull thud meets her words, and she turns to see Carlos sprawled on his back with Jay laughing atop him.

“Pinned again and he is down for the count!” Jay crows victoriously, as Carlos squirms beneath him.

“Mal!” Carlos cries in protest.

“Jay, stop pinning Carlos,” Mal scolds, but she barely raises her head from her book, and Jay uses the opportunity to viciously ruffle Carlos’ hair.

“Eeevie!” Carlos whimpers, and Evie huffs, crossing her arms.

“Honestly how anything gets done with you two,” she mutters, but she stalks over anyway, daintily stepping over the tangle of the boys’ legs to reach Jay, who was attempting to wrestle Carlos into a headlock. Evie grumbles in annoyance, reaching down and easily twisting Jay’s wrist, freeing Carlos from the older boy’s grip, the smaller boy instantly retreating to the opposite bed beside Mal.

“Fucking shit, E!” Jay growls angrily, shaking out his hand.

That gets Mal’s attention; and she sits up, slamming her book closed sharply and scowling. “Jay,” she snaps, and there’s an unquestionable power in her voice as she glares at the older boy.

“But…” Jay protests, and Mal’s eyes flash green. He instantly cuts off his argument, but that doesn’t stop him from complaining as he glares at Evie. “That’s is low, E, real low.”

Evie smiles sweetly at him, and blows him a kiss when he flips her off, turning back to prance back over to Carlos.

“Now then,” she says, poking the boy to get his attention. “Where are all your clothes, de Vil?” She pokes him a few times as she speaks to emphasize her seriousness, though that doesn’t keep her from noticing the way he shrinks on the bed, refusing to look at her as he shakes his head.

“Yeah, I did notice that, too,” Mal chimes in, her book completely abandoned beside her on the bed as she leans forward. Her eyes narrow, and Evie watches her scan the room before turning back to Carlos.

“Ok spill,” Evie demands. “This closet is amazing, why would you not take advantage of that space?”

She realizes only belatedly, when Carlos shrinks a little further, that there was in fact, good reason for his lack of taking advantage. But she doesn’t get a chance to take back her words, because Carlos is pointing to a corner of the closet that Evie had overlooked in her previous examination. Examining it now, she sees what she’d missed before; a large black trash bag, only half full, nestled into one of the closet’s many alcoves.

“You haven’t unpacked yet?” It’s Mal who voices Evie’s thoughts, the other girl leaning so far forward that Evie was certain she would fall off the edge of the bed.

“And what is with the trash bag, bro?” Jay asks with a laugh. “What, you really couldn’t find one suitcase?”

“Oh, I’m ssorry,” Carlos mutters. “I w-wa-was a little busy rrunning for my l-life.” But his sarcasm does little to hide the anxious way he begins fiddling with his dog tail, studiously avoiding all of their gazes.

Evie vaguely remembers some kind of commotion as they were leaving the Isle. She and Mal had already been in the car, the other girl silent in the midst of her "plotting," as she called it. Jay had happily let the Auradon driver pack his bags into the trunk for him, entering the car himself with a particular glint in his eye that Evie had known meant he'd just successfully stolen something. Then Carlos had come running up, throwing himself into the car with hardly a backward glance, practically leaping into Jay's lap as he'd rushed to slam the door closed behind him.

Evie frowns, remembering hearing Cruella shouting something through the glass windows. Whatever it was must still be ringing in Carlos' ears, because he's shivering as he huddles on the bed beside her. Mal and Jay exchange knowing glances; a silent conversation that Evie wasn't privy to. She sighs quietly, glancing back at Carlos. While none of the kids' parents were particularly...nice... Carlos had especially had it worse. And with his stutter...Evie herself shudders as she recalls many times when Carlos had come crawling through her bedroom window, half dead and desperate to escape whatever horrors Cruella inflicted in her maddened states. With all that they had endured together, and all that Carlos had been through, for that teacher to think they'd been coddled of all things...

“Hey,” Evie hisses, tossing a pillow at Carlos to get his attention. “Get dressed; dark.”

“What's this now?” Jay asks, while both Mal and Carlos straighten quizzically.

“We're going out,” Evie announces. “To the science lab, to be exact.”

“E, what are you thinking?” Mal questions, eyes narrowing slightly.

“I'm thinking it's about time we started on Mr. Kropp's change of heart,” Evie says with a sly grin.

Carlos smiles slowly as the idea gets into his head, an enthusiastic sort of smirk that completely washes away the fear and worry of before.

“Jay, do you still have the dust CJ gave you?” Evie asks, turning happily on her heel to face the other boy.

“Yeah,” Jay confirms with a slight scoff. “What, are we gonna make him fly?”

“Up you go with a height and ho, to the stars beyond the blue...you can fly you can fly you can fly,” Carlos hums quietly, but he stops singing when Jay glares at him.

“Oh don't worry,” Evie assures, standing to readjust her cloak so its darker side was now showing on the outside. “I've got this.”

“Sure,” Jay says skeptically.

“Mal, we'll need your spell book,” Evie continues, ignoring the other boy's comments.

Mal nods, grabbing the book up and tucking it into a hidden pocket inside her jacket.

“And Jay, you've got the dust,” Evie reaffirms, then turns to Carlos.

“Carlos, we’ll need...” She starts to say ‘your knife,’ because instinct and habit aren't silenced easily; but she recovers and finishes smoothly. “Your kit.”

Carlos nods, and pulls his small lock picking kit from his back pocket. But he's looking at Mal, and Evie notices that Jay is, as well, waiting for the girl to tell them what to do. Mal raises an eyebrow at them both, and shakes her head.

“Hey don’t look at me,” she says. “Evie’s in charge of this one.”

Evie grins even wider, not so secretly pleased. It was a rare moment when Mal gave anyone else control, and so the opportunity at hand was one that Evie did not intend to waste.

“Alright then,” she says, clasping her hands together. “Everyone ready?”

There’s a scattering of solemn, but eager nods, and Evie turns to the boys. “Jay, Carlos; go up,” she directs. “Mal and I will take the school route, backtracking to the library if things go south.”

“Which they won’t,” Mal is quick to add, and Evie nods, understanding the silent warning.

“No,” she concedes. “But if we’re seen, we have the alibi. And it’s best Jay and Carlos stay out of sight.”

“Yeah, thanks for the reminder of that, E,” Jay mutters, but his eyes glint darkly and Evie know he's just as excited about this as she is.

“Carlos, stay in front,” Evie directs. “Once you and Jay reach the lab, use your kit to get inside.”

“And y-you?” Carlos asks, and it's almost sweet the concerned look he's giving her.

Sweet, but Evie can’t help but think that it’s also a sign of weakness that would definitely have gotten him killed on the Isle. But this wasn’t the Isle, she reminds herself, and it is sweet that he’s worried for her. It means he cares, unlike….

“Mal and I’ll be fine,” Evie assures him, smiling as she shoves aside her concerns. “You'll probably get there before we do, anyway, and if you don't, we'll let you in.”

“Ok,” he mumbles, but she can tell he's still worried.

“It’ll be fine because we’ll make it fine,” she says, and she makes sure to catch his eyes, injecting her words with a certain steel so he knows it will be ok.

“Right,” Carlos says, but he’s confident this time, slipping into his role with a bit more ease.

Evie smiles then, placing her hand in front of her in an outstretched fist. “Rotten?”

“To the core,” is echoed around her, as three other fists press against hers.

“Alright then, let’s go,” she says.


 Jay

 There was nothing quite like the rush of sensation that running along rooftops brought. The night cloaking his skin in darkness and shadow, every footfall precise and carrying him one step further to a successful goal; in this case, a break in. Break ins definitely ranked high on Jay’s list of favorite types of robberies. The classic ‘weapon to the throat, give me everything you have and no one gets hurt’ act was always a favorite, but at least with break ins, he didn’t have to get his hands (or his clothes) dirty.

Jay grins as he sprints across the dorm roof, spying a ledge up ahead that separated their current building from the one next to it.

“Jump,” he calls quietly to Carlos, who’d fallen behind as leader, but was still keeping pace beside Jay despite the older boy having the longer stride.

Carlos nods, his eyes straight ahead, but the slight twitch of his lips told Jay that he is just as excited about it all as Jay is. Jay pulls ahead and clears the jump with ease, crouching low and leaning his weight forward as he lands, the balls of his feet absorbing most of the shock of the sound. He grimaces as there’s still a hushed thud as he hits the opposite roof, but he’d made it, at least.

He turns to watch Carlos leap, rolling his eyes as he notices that the other boy had slowed his pace. “What’s a matter, bro?” Jay teases softly. “Is the puppy scared of falling?”

Carlos’ eyes narrow, but he doesn’t retaliate, instead launching himself forward in a dive, his palms hitting the roof by Jay’s feet without a sound. Jay blinks as Carlos completes his dive with a tuck of his body, his shoulder absorbing the rest of the weight and sound, and then rolling its way down until Carlos pops back up, rocking from his heels to his toes and straightening with a grin.

“Tha-tha-tha-that’s how it’s done,” Carlos murmurs, brushing his shoulder in a haughty gesture as Jay scowls.

“Shut up,” Jay hisses, jogging off across the remaining rooftop. Carlos laughs behind him, easily catching up and ignoring the glares Jay shoots over at him as he began to sing in an undertone.

“Think of the happiest things, it’s the same as having wings. Take the path that moonbeams make; if the moon is still awake you’ll see him wink his eye. You can fly, you can fly, you can fly!”

“Damn it, Carlos,” Jay growls, and Carlos giggles from his side.

“Ssorry,” the boy whispers. “It’s st-stuck in my hhhead.”

“Yeah well if you get it stuck in mine, I’m gonna beat it back into yours,” Jay mutters darkly.

The rest of the sprint across the roof passes in blessed silence, only the slight shuffle of feet echoing between them as they run. Jay chances another glance at Carlos, but the smaller boy is completely silent, his jaw clenched and his eyes on the line of roof ahead. Jay sets his own jaw in frustration, slowing his pace to a jog as they near the next ledge.

He knows his choice of words had been particularly harsh, and it’s a threat that most definitely would have been carried out on the Isle. But here in Auradon, it feels wrong, somehow. Carlos slows to a stop and hovers warily, and Jay can feel the other boy’s cautious gaze. Jay knows what he has to do, but the fact that the idea had even come to him in the first place, and in a way that was more than just a laughable suggestion, was more than a little frustrating.

“Damn it,” Jay grumbles to himself. “One lesson with the Fairy Godmother and I’m going soft.”

Carlos makes a muffled choking sound that Jay knows is a laugh, and he scowls as the other boy creeps over to him, raising a hand and poking Jay’s cheek. Jay swats his hand away, but the other boy laughs again, his eyes glinting mischievously in the darkness.

“N-nope,” Carlos chuckles. “Y-y-you’re still pretty ssolid.”

“Shut up,” Jay mutters, shoving the boy away, but his own lips flicker into a smirk, relief surging through him at the accepted -albeit unspoken- apology.

“La-lab’s down there,” Carlos says, pointing to the building adjacent to them that extended out into the grassy lawn; close to where they’d been…ambushed…by that creep Chad and his group.

“After you,” Jay says, gesturing towards the ledge, and Carlos shimmies out, twisting and dropping easily off the side, his hands going out and latching onto the brick patterned wall. He lowers himself down hand over hand, his feet kicking in time with his movements and keeping him balanced as he makes his way down.

“Show off,” Jay grumbles, but he vaults over and climbs down himself, landing in the grass beside Carlos.

“Good?” Carlos asks, raising a brow, and Jay nods, undeniable excitement filling him at the prospect of what was to come.

“Let’s do it.”


 Mal

Sneaking around had always been something that came easily to Mal, and was something the girl prided herself on. She liked to think that it had something to do with her half-reptilian heritage, though she knew Evie just called it a combination of privilege and practice; the privilege being that most people were too terrified of her to call her out when (if) they caught her. But none of that privilege mattered in Auradon; it was sheer talent that was getting Mal through this now.

“So when we get to the lab,” Evie murmurs beside her as they creep through the halls together. “I’ll use your spell book and start figuring out the translations and what I'll need for the potion.”

Start figuring it out?” Mal repeats lowly, her eyes narrowing suspiciously. “You do know what you're doing, right E?”

“Of course,” Evie scoffs mildly, but Mal catches the uncertainty in her eyes. “It's just, there aren't really magical ingredients here that I can use, since everything is back on the Isle...”

“And therefore entirely useless,” Mal finishes.

“Yeah,” Evie mutters. “So I'm sort of...improvising.”

“Mm-hm,” Mal hums skeptically. “And you need my spell book, why, exactly?”

Evie huffs impatiently, ducking down the hallway that would lead them to the library. “I don't want to have to explain it all twice,” the other girl says with a sigh. “Can’t you just trust me till we get there?”

Trust. A difficult concept for any of them to fully understand, but Mal understood enough of it to know what she felt for her team.

“I wouldn’t have put you in charge if I didn’t,” Mal responds, and is rewarded when Evie relaxes, smiling back at her happily.

“Come on,” the other girl says. “We're almost to the lab.”

Mal follows with a tad less reluctance as they near the library, watching carefully down each hall as they approach. She pauses as she catches a glimpse of a shadow against the opposite wall, and whistles quietly to Evie. The other girl stops, immediately noticing what Mal had seen. Mal creeps up to Evie’s side, eyeing the now visible figure nervously.

“It’s Doug,” Evie breathes in an undertone, and Mal frowns.

“Doug?”

“The kid who was with Ben when he introduced us,” Evie explains impatiently. “He’s the one we’re supposed to go to if we need anything with the dorms.”

Oh. Mal vaguely remembers him now. A nerdy kind of guy; glasses; couldn’t take his eyes off Evie. Mal smirks as she notices Evie’s slight blush as she stares at the boy. Clearly, she remembered that part too.

“What do we do about it?” Mal questions, noting that the boy wasn’t really blocking their way. He sat just inside the library lobby, just across from the doors that opened into the hallway. His face was buried in a book, but Mal didn’t doubt that at the slightest suspicious movement from them, he’d look up and they’d be caught.

“Casual,” Evie murmurs, straightening from her spot against the wall.

“Casual?” Mal repeats.

“Honestly Mal,” Evie sighs in a dramatic whisper. “You know nothing of the art of sneaking.”

“Excuse me?” Mal snaps, a little louder than indented. She flinches, and Evie ducks back against the wall, but Doug hadn’t stirred from his chair.

“If we look like we’re sneaking around and up to no good, then people who see us will automatically be suspicious,” Evie explains quickly. “So if we walk like we’re just passing through….”

“Got it,” Mal intervenes, straightening from her defensive crouch. “Casual.”

Evie nods, and they both move out from the wall, heads raised and bodies relaxed, but eyes watchful and wary. Mal draws a breath and holds it as they begin to pass the library doors, and Doug half-glances up from his book. The boy does a double take, and Mal tenses, thinking it’s all over. But Evie simply pauses, turning to look the boy in the eye and smiling icily.

“Can we help you?” Evie says sweetly, but Mal knows that particular look, and she stifles a laugh as the boy pales, then blushes, shaking his head rapidly and stammering out a negative.

“Have a good night, then,” Evie continues, then turns sharply and continues easily down the hall towards the lab.

“Way to go, E,” Mal cheers, still vainly trying to stifle her laughter.

“Poor thing,” Evie croons, her own eyes alight with vicious amusement. “Didn’t know what hit him.”

“Come on, let’s hurry up and beat the boys to the lab,” Mal cajoles, jogging lightly down the remainder of the hall.

The door to the science lab is locked, but it pops quickly once Mal rattles it, Jay grinning boldly down at them as he lets them in.

“About damn time,” he mutters. “We found the lab, raided the library and broke into the snack machine in the time it took you guys to walk down a few flights of stairs.”

“And across the lawns, and into the main building, and then through the library,” Mal snaps, but Jay just laughs off her defense and locks the door securely behind them.

“Th-the-the-there’s still ssome left,” Carlos offers from inside the classroom. He motions to a pile of food spread out at the metal table before him.

“Yeah,” Jay agrees, sifting through until he finds that same red rope-candy he’d eaten in the car ride to Auradon. “With everything Carlos and I snagged from the feast, we’ve practically got ourselves a second dinner.”

Evie gasps quietly in delight, but Mal shakes her head. “I’m good,” she says shortly, beginning to browse the rows of metal desks and grabbing beakers and glass containers off the shelves.

She knew the basics of making a potion, but Evie was the real expert. The best Mal could do was brew a simple poison, and even then it was only effective enough to offer a gradual death; unlike the instant deaths that Evie’s skilled potions granted.

“You sure Mal?” Jay asks her, and Mal glances over and surveys the pile of food critically. She was still pretty hungry, but she didn’t want to take from a portion that the others might need more.

“There’s still some of those fruit tarts,” Evie tries to tempt her. “And chocolate.”

Carlos shakes his head vehemently, making a negative humming noise in his throat. “Ch-ch-ch-ch-chocolate’s mmine,” he says fiercely, and Mal feels her lips twitch.

“Save me half of a fruit tart then,” she decides, and Jay tosses her the half he hadn’t finished.

“There’s no apple,” he promises, and she bites into the soft pastry as she finishes setting up the makeshift cauldron.

“E,” Mal calls when she’s done, not bothering to finish chewing first. “All set.”

“Right,” Evie says, licking her lips clean and wiping her hands on Jay’s jacket, ignoring the other boy’s swears of anguish.

Mal places her spell book down on the table, guiding Evie through the different sections of the book as Jay and Carlos explore the rest of the room.

“What kind of spell are you looking for, exactly?” Mal asks, as Evie frowns and shakes her head at a page for the third time.

“Don’t you have a section for brews and potions?” Evie questions, and Mal purses her lips, trying to recall.

“Yeah,” Mal drawls, nodding as she squints at the tabs she’d colored along the side of the binding. “Try the orange tab.”

Evie flips to the section and grins triumphantly. “Yes, there it is!”

“What?” Jay asks, coming over to peer over Evie’s shoulder.

“I’m adapting Ursula’s voice stealing spell,” Evie explains. “It’s equal parts spell and potion, but I’m only using the potion aspect.”

“Wait, what?” Jay frowns. “You’re going to steal Mr. Kropp’s voice?”

“Not exactly,” Evie says with a dangerous grin. “More like I’m muting his voice and adding another.”

“Oh,” Mal says, suddenly catching on. “Oh, Evie that is…” she trails off, shaking her head in amazement. Wicked, brilliant, and any other evil adjective she could think of.

“Ok, enlighten me,” Jay demands.

“Not enough time to translate it into lay man’s terms,” Evie says, picking the locks to the compartments beneath the desk that holds an array of chemicals and elements.

Mal silently exchanges a fist bump with the other girl in appreciation of the burn, while Jay grumbles and joins Carlos in a raid of the metal cabinets along the opposite wall. Evie mutters to herself as she pulls out a few vials of chemicals, comparing some against the spell book and replacing what she deems unnecessary.

“Ok,” Evie says finally. “Ok I’ve got the base ingredients going now, so all that’s left is the specifics.”

“Uh, hold up, E,” Mal cuts in, scanning a line in the book. “It says you need some kind of vessel to….”

“That’s only if I’m taking his voice,” Evie breaks in smoothly, lighting the hidden burner in the desk and setting the beaker over it. “I’m not stealing his voice, only…changing it.”

“So then, the specific ingredients,” Mal presses.

Evie grimaces at that, shaking her head slightly. “Ursula and all her aquatic oddities,” she complains. “Most of these I can just substitute, but the crucial ones: sea urchin venom, dried crushed kelp, powdered coral root, shriveled cod head and scales…” Evie huffs a sigh as she finishes. “There’s very little room for substituting there, and the measurements!”

“One of the tricky ones?” Mal guesses.

Contrary to popular belief, potion making was an exact science; too much or too little of a certain ingredient could literally be the difference between life and death.

But Evie shakes her head, throwing up her hands in frustration. “No! I swear she just threw everything into a boiling cauldron and called it a day!”

“P-pretty sure she did, ac-ac-actually,” Carlos chimes in from the other side of the room.

Mal shoots him a glare and he falls silent, picking the lock on another metal cabinet.

“And that's not even the best part,” Evie continues. “While Ursula's brew was quick and more…explosive in nature, the potion I'm adapting from it will take a few days to fully settle.”

“Wait, what?” Mal snaps, and Jay and Carlos exchange nervous glances. “A few days?”

“Maybe two,” Evie amends, wincing. “A good bit of it is just making sure all the ingredients incorporate fully, and we're starting now, so that gets rid of some of that time.”

“But where are we even going to get these ingredients?” Jay asks. “I mean, sea urchins, kelp?”

“Ooh!” Carlos lifts his head, his eyes widening slightly. “M-m-miss Ly-lykke.”

“Who?” Mal asks, furrowing her brows at him.

“The music teacher,” Evie clarifies, nodding thoughtfully. “One of Ariel's daughters.”

Jay laughs. “Well if anyone would have oceany things it's her.”

“Ok,” Mal says, relieved that some solutions were being found. “We'll see what we can find out there.”

Evie nods, turning the burner down a notch. “Ok, then….”

A dull clang, followed by a startled scream cuts her off, and Mal stands sharply, turning to find Carlos frozen in front of the now open metal cabinet. One hand grips the metal door tightly, while the other signs jerkily by his side; a flat palm that he twists over in a flip-flop motion.

[Dead.]

“Carlos?” Evie says carefully, but the boy is frozen, his hand repeating the sign over and over.

[Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead]

Jay leaps over a desk, landing by Carlos' side and peering into the cabinet. He whistles sharply, reaching in and pulling a glass jar from the shelves before slowly closing the cabinet door. Mal leans over the desk, frowning at the object.

“What is it?” she questions sharply. Anything that could paralyze Carlos like that must be dangerous.

Jay plops the jar down beside Evie with a flourish, wiping his hands on his jeans. “You asked for fish head and scales?” he says, motioning to the jar.

“Ugh, Jay that's disgusting,” Mal grimaces, turning her gaze away from the lifeless fish that was crammed into the jar, black eyes wide and staring as it floated in tepid water.

“No it's perfect,” Evie cries, not hesitating to open the jar and begin scraping scales into the boiling beaker before her, then severing the head with a scalpel and adding it to the mix.

“Right, well, someone should make sure Carlos isn't having a mental breakdown,” Mal says pointedly as Jay begins stabbing at the remaining fish body with one of the other tools.

Jay glances up and catches her glare, and he sighs, dropping the scalpel disappointedly. “Got it,” he mutters, walking across the room and taking Carlos by the shoulders, dragging him away from the cabinets.

“Out of curiosity,” Mal says, taking up the scalpel and continuing Jay's cause. “Why do the Auradonians have jars full of dead things?”

“For when they do dissections,” Evie guesses, adding another small amount of some chemical.

“Alright, well what now?” Mal asks, eyeing the potion, which was steaming and had turned a pale lavender color.

“Jay,” Evie whispers, and Jay glances up from his place in the corner with Carlos. “I need the dust,” she instructs.

“How much of it?” Jay asks warily.

Evie frowns, studying the potion critically before looking back up at him. “All of it.”

“What?” Jay protests. “Why do you need all of it?”

“It's the magical activator in the potion,” Evie explains apologetically. “Normally, I'd be able to pull from the available magic, or use my own, but….” She trails off in slight embarrassment, and Mal feels a twinge of sympathy, which she immediately fights to shove away.

Despite the fact that magic was allowed in Auradon, it was so rarely used that it was left to simply float around at will, wild and free as it drifted the air. The magic could be channeled through something, or even syphoned off into a vessel- say, a magic wand- or even be drained into a potion. Unfortunately for their purposes, the magical barrier of the Isle prevented anyone from being able to channel or use any kind of magic; even the magic already contained in vessels, like Grimhilde's magic mirror.

And so, the lack of ability to actively use and practice magic (small potions not withstanding), led to this painful stalemate. Evie hovers anxiously over the still steaming potion, pleading silently with Jay while Mal tries to influence him through a far more obvious and dangerous glare.

“I just don't get it,” Jay complains, stubbornly holding out. “If you can do magic, and there's plenty of it here, why can't you just magically activate it yourself?”

Mal growls a warning curse, while Evie sighs, rolling her eyes.

“It's not that simple,” Evie huffs in frustration. “Yes, there's magic, and I can feel it.” She whimpers longingly, and Mal grimaces, understanding because she could feel it, too. “I just can't reach it,” Evie finishes with a mournful look at the brewing potion before her.

Carlos hedges over, a sympathetic frown on his face despite his slight shivering. Jay grumbles under his breath, but Mal knows he's relenting because he draws the small bag of pixie dust from his pocket.

“But do you really have to use all of it?” he whines, hefting the bag in his palm. “It wasn't easy convincing CJ to let me have even this much.”

“Oh, I'm ssure it w-w-wasn't,” Carlos murmurs slyly, jarring Jay's arm with his elbow and catching the bag as it tumbles from the other boy's fingers. Carlos tosses the bag to Evie while Jay splutters, and Mal chuckles quietly.

“See Carlos,” Mal says, ruffling the boy's hair. “I knew there was a reason I brought you into the group all those years ago.”

The smaller boy peers up at her, his eyebrows lifting in a way that was both curious and hopeful. “Y-yeah?”

Mal nods, still smirking. “You've got all the resourceful and quick thinking we need.”

Jay scoffs, rolling his eyes, while Evie adds the fairy dust to the potion and it begins to glow faintly.

“I thought you said it was because having a mute psychopath as an ally would be beneficial for the group,” Jay mutters, and Mal's eyes flash as she shoots him a glare.

“Shut up,” she hisses sharply.

“W-wa-wait, wwhat?” Carlos says, his brow furrowing as he glances around at them all, but especially at Mal.

“To be fair,” Evie chimes in, an amused smile playing about her lips. “You were pretty hardcore at the time.”

“B-but a sssych… I w-wasn't crazy!” Carlos protests, to their resounding laughter. “G-guys, really?”

“It was a long time ago,” Mal murmurs, leaning against the table closest to the door and beginning to listen for motion in the hallway. “We know the truth about you now.”

“W-asn't that long ag-ag-ago,” Carlos complains, crossing his arms sullenly.

It really hadn't been, Mal muses quietly as she watches Evie begin to pack away the half-finished potion, and Jay starts scouting out escape routes. They had barely been in their adolescent stages; Mal was pretty sure Jay had been the only one in double digits at the time. She grins to herself as she remembers that initial encounter with the son of Cruella de Vil.

“If anything you should be mad at Evie,” Mal says quietly, as the girl in question finishes stowing the potion in the very back of the cabinet of dead frogs. “Since she's the one who found you.”

“Ammbushed is b-etter,” Carlos counters, and Evie makes an indignant noise.

Jay whistles softly from his spot by the window, and they all freeze. Mal straightens, raising her hand in a tight fist; their signal for total quiet and eyes on me. She creeps over to the other side of the window by Jay and glances at him worriedly. She signs; bringing her left hand up in a flat, slightly angled palm and drawing the tip of her right index finger down across it in a quick sliding motion.

[What?]

Jay brings a hand up, two fingers spread apart and tented like legs, and he makes a ‘walking’ motion with the fingers. Someone was coming.

Mal tenses, but doesn't dare glance out the window to see for herself. Instead she signs back; bringing both hands, palms up in loose 'O' fist shapes; then she lifts her hands slightly, spreading her fingers as she does so, her brow furrowed in question.

[How many?]

Jay lifts his chin and adjusts his head so he can peer out of the corner of his eye. He frowns, then turns back to Mal and whispers. “Two,” he says. “One is definitely Ben; couldn't tell who the other was.”

“Doug,” Evie hisses sharply from behind them. “He was the only one who saw Mal and I on our way here.”

Mal growls, and begins plotting revenge against the boy, but Jay shakes his head. “Nah,” he denies quietly. “Too tall.”

“It doesn't matter,” Mal interjects. Well, it did, but... “What matters is getting out of here unseen.”

Jay and Evie nod, but Carlos is trembling, face ghostly pale against the darkness of the room. His hands shake as he signs, motioning to himself and Jay before gesturing upwards.

[Should we go up?]

“No,” Mal says, a little too harshly. The boy flinches and she grimaces as she softens her tone minutely. “We stay together and stay low. Jay and I will scout us a route. You and Evie make sure everything is as it should be in this room.”

“Got it,” Evie agrees with a firm nod, and Mal looks to Carlos, raising an eyebrow at him.

“Carlos?” Mal questions, but the boy is frozen, trembling in fear and anticipation. “Damn it Carlos,” Mal hisses under her breath. “Now is really not the time...”

“Go,” Jay says firmly, abandoning his post to gently push Carlos against the wall, where the smaller boy slumps weakly, still shaking. “Evie and I will take care of the room and Carlos; you find the way out.”

Mal nods, grateful, and slips quickly and silently from the room. It’s not a fear of showing weakness that caused her hesitation with comforting Carlos. She’d done her fair enough share of that, however horribly. But she wasn’t as good as Evie at getting in touch with her emotions to be able to empathize well, and Jay had more experience with the younger boy’s traumas than she did. It was simply a happy convenience that she was better at scouting escape routes than hand holding.

She creeps along the hall, in the opposite direction of the library and the way that Ben and whoever would most likely come in. She scans the rooms on either side of her warily, tense and ready for anything that would come at her. It was dark and quiet, just as she liked it, but she knew better than to let her guard down, especially for this.

A map appears in an intersection ahead of her, and she jogs rapidly over to it, squinting through the darkness in an attempt to make out where they were. It was a vain attempt; the hall too dark, with no windows to let in the dim moonlight. She makes a noise of disgust and turns on her heel, only to come face to face with a suit of armor. She fights to regain control of her heartbeat, the traitorous organ suddenly speeding up in the light of her surprise.

Checking the hall, and satisfied at the lack of sounds of an approach, Mal crosses to the suit of armor and presses herself against the wall beside it. If anyone were to come down the hall now, they’d only see the tin knight. Mal taps the side of the knight with the back of her fist, her voice barely above a whisper as she asks:

“How can I get from here to the dorms without being seen?”

It was a risk, especially if the suit of armor decided to shout his answer, but the helmet barely creaks as it opens, and the hollow voice that rings out in response is just as quiet as her own voice.

“The dormitories are in the Fantasia building; you are currently in the main school building.”

“Yeah, like I didn’t already know I was in the school,” Mal mutters, but the suit ignores her and continues his instructions.

“To reach the Fantasia building from the school without being seen, proceed across the lawn from the right wing and continue along behind the dining hall. Enter the Fantasia building through the back exit and ascend the Merlin staircase. You will reach your desired location without notice.”

“Wow,” Mal marvels, nodding in approval. “You know you’re pretty chill for an inanimate suit of armor.”

The suit doesn’t respond, but Mal doesn’t expect it to. She rushes back down the halls to the science lab, but freezes when she hears voices coming up from the library.

“…wouldn’t want to disturb you from your rest, would I, Aziz?” A voice which Mal recognizes as Ben’s murmurs quietly.

Another voice answers, one Mal doesn’t recognize but almost could have mistaken it for Jay’s if she hadn’t known better.

“Ah, I figured you wouldn’t unless it were a ‘real emergency,’ right, Your Highness?”

Ben scoffs quietly at the sarcasm surrounding ‘Your Highness,’ and it takes Mal all of two seconds to put the pieces together. She’s cursing herself furiously for not noticing it earlier, but doesn’t have time to react further because the voices have come to a stop just outside the science lab.

“Well, there was definitely a break in,” the strange voice known as Aziz murmurs. “Whoever broke this lock must be a genius.” There’s awe and pride in the accented voice, and Mal frowns.

“And why is that?” Ben asks, and Mal can almost picture his own frown from the unamused tone of his voice.

“Well, for one, this is not an easy sort of lock to pick,” Aziz responds, a dull clicking following his words. “And whoever did it not only broke the lock, but put it back together again perfectly.”

That’s Carlos, Mal thinks, a smug pride of her own filling her as she hears the strange boy’s complements.

“Wait, Aziz,” Ben splutters softly. “Did you just pick the lock?”

“Hey, to catch a thief,” the other responds easily.

Mal can practically see the easy shrug and casual smile; it’s exactly something Jay would say and do. She almost wants to creep further forward to see what this Aziz guy looked like, but she knows better, and keeps to the shadows as the light within the classroom flickers on suddenly.

“What do you think?” Ben’s voice asks from inside the classroom.

“I gotta say, whoever broke in is definitely a genius,” the voice that was Aziz responds.

“You mentioned that,” Ben says, not sounding amused at all. “Is anything missing? Broken?”

“No,” Aziz replies, his voice still full of that strange pride, like he’d accomplished this feat himself. “Nothing is broken or stolen; everything is exactly as it should be.”

Mal feels relief, but also a hint of panic. Her group wasn’t in the classroom; that much was obvious. But if they had managed to get out, then where….?

“…except the window,” Aziz says, and Mal stiffens, tuning back in to the conversation. “It’s open. Sloppy exit if you ask me; and, you are, so…” The boy makes a disappointed noise, and Mal stifles a curse.

Who had left the window open? She was going to kill whoever had left the window open! The voices inside the classroom draw closer, and Mal begins to back away from the classroom; quiet, but rapidly.

“Whoever it is must be heading back to the dorms,” Ben guesses. “We could try and catch up to them…”

“No,” Mal hears Aziz say as she turns a corner, their voices now in the hallway. “They would figure we’d think they’d be going to the dorms, and go a different way.”

“…the rest of the floor, then,” is all Mal manages to catch of Ben’s response, before she is sprinting out of the building and out onto the lawn.

She spins on her heel and hisses a curse as she realizes she’s nowhere near the right wing of the building, and still with no clue where Jay, Carlos and Evie were. She crouches low to avoid the windows and jogs back around to the correct section, the presses herself to the side of the brick and waits, scanning the yard as she catches her breath.

Think Mal, she tells herself. They’d know better than to go back into the school if there were people approaching, and they wouldn’t go straight to the dorms; not if we were all split up. She straightens from her defensive pose and draws a slow breath, releasing it in a series of four, slow whistled notes. She pauses a moment, then draws another breath and whistles again.

She holds her breath, listening intently, and is rewarded when two short whistles ring out in response. Relief surges through her and she jogs towards the sound, still alert, but hopeful as she stops just before the lawn turns into the gardens. She whistles again, and a voice whispers:

“Mal!”

She turns, and spots Evie and Carlos pressed into the crook of a white gazebo. She jogs over and they creep out, and Mal frowns, glancing around the rest of the garden.

“Where’s Jay?” she asks, and the tree beside the gazebo shakes before the boy in question drops down from its branches.

“At your service,” Jay whispers, grinning at her. She glares at him, and his smile falters. “What did I do?”

“You left the window open, that’s what!” Mal growls. She knows it was him; Jay always got sloppy when he was rushing.

“What? No I didn’t,” Jay protests, crossing his arms defensively.

“You did,” Mal insists. “Because Ben and that kid he was with searched the place, and said that whoever broke in left the window open.”

“Shit,” Evie whispers, her eyes wide. “They’re searching for us?”

“Yeah,” Mal confirms tightly. “But they’re searching inside the school, so we need to get back to the dorms now.”

“Right,” Jay says firmly, and Evie nods in agreement.

Mal glances over at Carlos, but he doesn’t seem to be completely there. His eyes meet hers and he blinks, nodding quickly; but Mal had seen the distant, haunted look in his eyes. Whatever memories that had been shaken loose in the lab were still bothering him, and judging from his reaction to the dead things in the jars, Mal has a painful suspicion she knows what it is.

“Carlos, stick with Evie,” Mal decides. “Jay and I will take point. We stay low, and stay close; in sight.”

“How are we getting back to the dorms, then?” Jay asks, and Mal relays the information the knight had told her.

“So we all know the plan?” Mal asks, scanning everyone’s faces closely for certainty. She receives it in tense nods and glittering eyes, Carlos’ eyes shining just a little brighter than the others. Mal tries to tell herself he’d be fine as long as he stuck with Evie and the plan, but even she doesn’t quite believe it.

“Let’s go,” Mal whispers sharply, starting forward with Jay close at her side.

Evie and Carlos peel off from their trail and continue a steady pace across the lawn, ducking low to avoid sight from anyone looking out from the school. Mal waits until they’re well away from the gardens before deciding to voice her thoughts.

“What happened in the lab?” she asks softly. Jay doesn’t respond right away, but the subtle clench of his jaw is more than enough of an answer.

“He’s tough,” Jay says, eyes scanning the yard ahead as they run. “He’ll be fine.”

Mal wants to say that it wasn’t a matter of Carlos being tough or fine, it was a matter of survival, but she thinks better of it and stay silent. She can see the dorms building up ahead, and she slows her pace, signaling for Jay to do the same. He does, shortening his stride, and picks up on Mal’s intentions when he catches her scanning the yard. He whistles shortly, and the four note whistle is repeated back from up ahead.

Mal jerks her head and they start up again, reaching the building just as Evie and Carlos do. Evie catches Mal’s eye and smiles victoriously, but Mal keeps her own expression blank and solemn. It wouldn’t do to celebrate too early. One of the crueler lessons the Isle had taught her.

Evie understands and resumes her serious attitude, as Jay cracks open the bottom window. It opens at an angle and threatens to drop the moment he releases it. He grabs it again and holds it, and Mal quickly begins to delegate.

“Carlos, in,” she commands softly.

The smaller boy jumps, but quickly swings himself through the window and lands soundlessly on the other side.

“Jay, go,” Mal whispers. “Straight up the stairs.”

Jay doesn’t hesitate, and lifts himself through and secures the window behind him. They share a nod through the glass before Jay disappears from view, taking Carlos with him.

“Wait, Mal,” Evie starts, but Mal quickly cuts through her confusion and explains quickly.

“If Ben is searching the school, odds are he’ll find Doug, who will tell him he saw you and I in the library.”

“Oh,” Evie whispers, realizing.

“No one saw Jay and Carlos, so they can slip in the side, while we go the more direct route; the route they’ll be expecting from us.”

“Yeah, ok,” Evie agrees, and they sneak around to the front of the building.

Mal fights to regain her ‘casual’ demeanor, following Evie’s lead this time as they enter the building, whispering nonsense to each other but keeping watchful eyes on their surroundings. Thankfully, they climb the stairs with no incident, and Mal practically melts with relief when they finally reach the boy’s room.

“You did great with the potion, E,” Mal murmurs, and the other girl laughs quietly.

“It’s not even finished yet, M,” Evie answers back. “But when it is, then you can tell me how great I am.”

Mal scoffs, rolling her eyes and placing a hand on the doorknob. “I wouldn’t go that far,” she says, but Evie’s laugher cuts off suddenly as Mal shoves the door open and they walk in.

The room looks like one of Carlos’ improvised bombs had gone off; and while the mess isn’t exactly a surprise, the fact that the boy himself is nowhere to be seen -and Jay is pacing and cursing furiously throughout the room- is more than enough to send a chill down Mal’s spine.

“Carlos?” she demands. Jay grimaces, rubbing his hands nervously as he jerks his head towards the closet.

Mal frowns, striding over to the closet and sliding the door back. Carlos is tucked into the farthest corner, a pile of random objects, screws and springs and batteries scattered around him. His concentration is on the small black box in his hands, and he doesn’t even look up when Mal calls his name.

“I swear Carlos, if you’re making another explosive…,” Mal warns, but it’s only half-hearted because she knows that when Carlos’ tinkering turns destructive it means he’s one shove away from falling over the edge.

Mal sighs and backs out of the closet, but she leaves the door cracked enough to let in some light. She turns to Jay and Evie, who’ve both taken nervous seats on the edge of the beds.

“What is it?” Mal demands of Jay as she moves to sit beside Evie on the bed.

“One of the remotes for the TV,” Jay replies, his lips twitching in brief amusement. “He’s taken it apart and put it back together at least twice in the five minutes it took you guys to get here.”

Evie giggles quietly at that, but Mal snorts in mock derision.

“Only twice?” Mal says. “He’s losing his edge.”

But inwardly she’s simultaneously relieved and worried. He wasn’t building an explosive, but he was definitely retreating into himself too much if it had really taken him that long; he could easily have smashed the remote to pieces and still have every piece perfectly place in half that time.

“He’s not losing his edge,” Jay retorts, rolling his eyes at her. “It’s just that now we know the potion isn’t going to work right away--”

He pauses to glare at Evie, who sticks her tongue out at him with a glare.

“--We have to endure another biology lesson with Kropp,” Jay finishes with a grumble. “Not to mention our first of a week’s worth of detentions.”

Evie straightens and hisses so sharply Mal is reminded of a cat. Mal is no less startled, but reigns in her terror and channels her anger instead, standing coldly and towering over Jay as she fixes him with an icy stare.

“Detention?” she repeats, and Jay shrinks beneath her glare, his tanned skin seeming to pale slightly in the face of her wrath.

“Shit, Mal,” he starts, then falters, tugging at the edge of his hat nervously. “Fuck, it’s not what….”

“Not what I think?” Mal finishes fiercely. “Don’t you dare say it’s not what I think!”

“Mal,” Evie murmurs behind her, but Mal ignores the girl’s attempts to calm her and continues her relentless glare at Jay.

“P-please,” Mal hears a whimper, and she turns to see Carlos hovering in the door of the closet, face pale and anxious as he stares up at her. “Do-do-don’t yell.”

Mal growls through gritted teeth, and she wants to be mad at the boy, wants to scream at him ‘what were you thinking?’, because fuck it all it had been him who’d started the whole thing. But she can’t; not with him staring at her, all eyes and shrunken small, weak and vulnerable and fucking pathetic.

Mal swipes a hand tiredly over her brow, shutting out her view of the trembling boy. “Fucking hell, Carlos, what were you thinking?” she breathes softly.

“Hey don’t take it out on him,” Jay snaps, and Mal pries her eyes open to glare at him once again. “It’s not all his fault.”

“I didn’t say it was,” Mal replies, forcing her tone to remain even, if only because screaming profanities like she wanted would only make her head hurt.

“I only asked what he was thinking; because pulling a knife on an Auradon kid; getting detention….” Her stomach clenches painfully at the very thought of the word. “It’s not exactly sticking to the plan.”

“It’s not dete-dete-detention like the Isle,” Carlos whispers, edging carefully around Mal to join Evie on the bed. “It’s with Fffairy G-odmother, so…if that he-helps….”

It didn’t, not in the least, but Mal wasn’t going to risk being the one push to drive Carlos to turn that TV remote into a detonator, so she forces herself to breathe. She tries for a smile, but knows it’s more of a grimace.

“Just try not to cause any more trouble than necessary?” she asks, and Carlos nods sheepishly, ducking his head to hide the sudden flush of his cheeks.

Mal snorts and turns to Jay, fixing him with another cold look. “I mean it,” she growls at him, and Jay spreads his hands innocently.

“When have I ever caused trouble?” he gasps. “Carlos is the psychopath, remember?”

“Oh c-c-c-ome on!” Carlos splutters indignantly. “I thought wwe were ov-ver this!”

No, Mal thought as Evie and Jay began to laugh and pester Carlos with memories. We’re not over this. Not until they succeeded; not until she’d made Maleficent proud; not until they got the wand and exacted revenge on every single prince and princess who had cursed them to their miserable existence. Not until then, would they truly be over it. And Mal couldn’t wait for that day.

Chapter 6: Other things that go bump in the night

Summary:

In which there is a flashback, and a late night adventure turns dire when Carlos suffers a panic attack.

Notes:

Flashbacks for this story will be in the past tense (wink) and indicated with italics.

*Warnings for this chapter include crude language, violence and blood, plus implications/mentions of child abuse, and mental health issues such as panic attacks, suicide and depression.*

*As the summary indicates, there is a **panic attack** towards the end of the chapter, so for those who trigger easily, be warned!!*

Chapter Text

Carlos

Don’t get caught.

That was the only thing on the boy’s mind, the only rule that he could remember as he raced through the streets. A simple rule, the first thing anyone on the Isle was taught. Anything was allowed, just as long as you didn’t get caught. But it was also easier said than done, especially if your hair was as white as snow and you couldn’t run to save your life.

“Gonna get you, Freak!”

Which it just might turn out to be, if the angry swears and yells from behind him were any indication.

The boy ran, clutching tightly to the scarf in his hands, sweat pouring down his face and stinging his eyes. He could only be grateful that he was small enough to squeeze through spaces his pursuers could not, but even that wouldn't be enough to save him if they could catch him in an open area. He turned sharply, slamming into the brick wall of the alleyway, picking himself up and continuing on with barely a backwards glance. If he could just reach the gates he’d be safe. No one would dare mess with him within the confines of de Vil manor.

Then something snagged his foot and he fell, tumbling out into the street and crashing into a market stall. He winced as the stall owner started yelling, and wasn't fast enough to dodge the boot that slammed into his side. He gasped, scrambling away from the assault, eyes wide as he tried to figure out where he was and how to get out.

A girl stood just across the street, standing in the shadows cast by the walls around her. She was smiling, a wicked gleam in her eye that suggested she had been the cause of his fall. Carlos scowled at her, then flinched away as the street vendor came at him again, ranting and raving about paying for the damage he’d caused. He regained his balance and bolted, away from the shops and the streets, but he was once again grabbed and slammed to the ground, the heavy stench of sweat, perfume and gunpowder combining into a noxious odor that told him quite plainly that his pursuers had finally caught up to him.

“You’ve got something that doesn’t belong to you, runt,” a thick voice rasped in his ear.

Carlos grimaced at the smell of the boy’s breath, jerking back roughly and twisting out of the constricting grip. He turned, and scowled as fiercely as he could at his attackers, who outnumbered him three to one. Leroux was the tallest of the group, lean and athletic, but incredibly strong in spite of the Isle’s malnourishment. Although it was to be expected of him, being the son of Gaston himself.

“It bbelonged to my mo-mother first,” Carlos growled out, but the taller boy just smirked.

“It’s Antoine’s now, and you’re going to give it back.”

Antoine Tremaine, nephew of the Lady Tremaine, snickered breathlessly as he hovered just to Leroux’s left. The boy was an aristocrat through and through, and had probably never been involved in any kind of physical scuffle in his life; but he had a sadistic streak to rival his Aunt’s. Carlos didn’t doubt that whatever horrible thing they had planned for him for stealing back the scarf, it would be Antoine’s idea.

“Give it back, Freak,” Leroux demanded again, a sharp gleam in his eye.

Carlos grit his teeth, trying to contain his own retort. He could think of a million different things he would do that didn’t involve giving the scarf back; unless it was to shove it down the idiot’s throat. But he needed to bring it back home with him. He didn't even want to think about what his mother would do if he came back empty handed. Again.

“Maybe you need a little motivation.”

At those words the third boy of the group shoved his way forward, and Carlos paled, stumbling back as Clay, son of Clayton, towered over him. The boy was just like his father, broad shouldered and muscular, and entirely ruthless. Carlos gripped the scarf tightly in one hand, as the other fumbled blindly at his belt, his fingers wrapping around the hilt of his knife. The familiar feel of the weapon in his hand gave him just a bit more comfort, and he straightened from his defensive crouch, arranging his features into a cold glare.

Leroux and Antoine faltered, but Clay simply chuckled, cracking his knuckles menacingly. Words wouldn’t work on this buffoon, Carlos realized, and he shivered in anticipation as he drew a breath, his lips curling into a silent snarl. This time, Clay did falter, but then his own face twisted into a sneer, and he slammed Carlos back into the wall.

“That the best you can do, Freak?” the larger boy hissed, twisting the arm that held the knife. “Does the little puppy actually think he can beat the hunter?”

Carlos wanted to retort that if a bunch of monkeys and a wild man could snap his father’s neck, then this little puppy most definitely could do the same. But it was too many words, and his breath was suddenly cut off as the other boy viciously dug his arm into his throat. Leroux and Antoine were snickering stupidly behind them, and Carlos grit his teeth, growling a warning as he struggled against the constricting grip. His wrist jerked sharply upwards, and he was rewarded when the chokehold released, and a multitude of cursing reached his ears- some even in French, courtesy of both Leroux and Antoine.

Carlos giggled as he watched Clay, now bleeding heavily from what was definitely a missing finger, whimper and scramble around desperately, searching for his severed appendage. Unfortunately for him, Antoine noticed his amusement and glowered fiercely, Leroux closing in just behind him.

“You’re gonna pay for that, asshole,” Leroux promised, while Antoine crouched next to Clay, using his handkerchief to help staunch the bleeding.

“What do you think, Clay,” the thin boy said. “Break his fingers? Cut off a hand? An eye for an eye sort of thing, right. It’s only fair.”

Merde,” Carlos whispered hoarsely as Leroux came at him, murderous intent lighting in the boy’s eyes as he grasped Carlos’ left arm firmly, pinning him to the brick wall behind him.

“Antoine,” Leroux called over his shoulder. “Be a dear, won’t you? You’ve got the better handwriting, after all.”

Carlos squirmed desperately in the boy’s grip, trying vainly to get away as panic began to get to him. It occurred to him that these boys were all much older and larger than him, that he was only seven and way too young to be pissing off the local thugs. That maybe he should have played the coward role instead of his callous one. But this all occurred to him too late.

Too late because Antoine had already pried his knife from his trapped hand. Too late because that very blade was now being used against him, carving mercilessly into his skin. Pain exploded along every nerve and Carlos fought hard not to release the scream that was building in his throat. He couldn’t look weak, even now.

“…and just to top it all off….”

Carlos barely registered Leroux’s sadistic words, but he did register when the hands shifted on his body, grabbing his right arm in a death grip. Before he could fully react to what was happening, there was a sharp jerk, and a loud crack rang in his ears. It was the shock of the noise that made him yell, but then the pain hit, and it hit hard. He screamed then, his whole right side seemingly engulfed in white hot flames, radiating out from his shoulder and going down the length of his arm. The weight was gone from his body and he rolled onto his left side, tears streaming down his face as he reached desperately around to cradle his injured arm. He could see boots swimming before his eyes, and he flinched, letting out another scream as it connected with his already injured shoulder.

The scarf lay on the ground before him, and he scrambled, reaching as best as he could for it despite the pain. A boot came down on the scarf, stopping his efforts, but it was different from the polished boots of his enemies. This one was blue. A curse was grumbled out from somewhere above him, and he could hear them taking a few steps forward.

“He's ours.”

The boot didn't shift from the scarf, and he could only make out the edge of the person's face from where he lay, but he didn't like his chances against another potential threat.

“He's mine now.”

It was a girl, judging from the voice, but there was an edge to her tone that made even his tormentors pause. He watched as they glared at each other, but the girl wasn't backing down, and he heard another low curse before something wet hit him in the face.

“Just you wait, runt,” he heard. “That witch won't be around to protect you forever.”

“Witch?” The girl repeated, but she sounded amused. “That's a new one. I'll be sure to add it to my list.”

With a few more curses and nasty insults, they fled, and he was left alone with his savior. Well, maybe. He sat up slowly, biting the inside of his cheek to keep from making any noise, but a small whimper escaped him anyway as his arm gave a particularly nasty throb.

“I hate to sound concerned, but…are you ok?”

He opened his mouth, then closed it, unsure how to respond to that. He tried for a nod, but his head was spinning, and he grit his teeth as nausea churned in his stomach.

“Liar,” she said, but it wasn't angry or threatening.

She crouched down, and he was finally able to make out her face. She was nine years old, with pale skin, and dark hair that seemed to melt into blue at the ends. Her eyes were a pale blue, like he would imagine the sky would look if it weren't perpetually grey. He felt another pang as he recognized her as the girl from the alleyway; the one who had tripped him as he was running. He felt his features twist into a scowl, and the girl smiled, a hint of a laugh in her voice as she spoke.

“I wasn't going to pass up a perfect opportunity,” she said, rightly reading his expression.

He grimaced angrily, but didn't bother to ask what had made her change her mind.

“I'm Evie, by the way,” she continued easily.

He started to respond, then closed his mouth again as the words spasmed painfully in his throat. He winced apologetically, and she raised a brow.

“One of the quiet ones, huh?” she said. “Well, I won't ask how you got tangled up with Leroux and his goons. They did a number on you, though didn't they? Dislocated shoulder and a broken wrist! I didn't know that physically possible. Not to mention, well…” she trailed off and glanced pointedly at his left arm, which was still dripping red from being carved up by Claw.

Carlos shifted his arm out of view and cast another glare her way, wishing he could find a way to tell her off with as few words as possible. Even the two that were currently at the forefront of his mind were still too much, and he settled for sullen silence in the hopes that that could make her go away on her own.

“You should probably get that looked at.”

More sullen silence.

“I know someone, if you wanted…” She grabbed his free arm and pulled him to his feet before he could respond, and he yelped as his other arm was jostled painfully.

“Sorry,” she said, not looking it at all. She reached down and scooped up the fallen scarf, shaking it free of mud and weaving it through her fingers. “This is yours, I believe,” she began, but then she smiled, her eyes glimmering mischievously. “Well, I guess it's mine now; to repay me for saving your life.”

“Nno!” He choked out, stumbling forward and trying to grab the scarf back from her. “Please! I ne-need that!”

Her eyes widened even as she held the scarf away from him. “Oh,” she murmured. “So you're the one they were talking about! There was talk around about a kid who….”

“C-ouldn’t talk?” He finished with a sneer, but it was only to keep the flicker of hurt from showing on his face.

“Cruella, right?” She asked, pointing at him with the hand holding the scarf. He stopped, staring blankly as she extended her other hand. “Evil Queen,” she continued, grasping his free hand and shaking once before releasing him.

“Yeah,” he said quietly, unnerved by her strange attitude. “Cr-r…” he broke off with a frustrated grimace, blushing slightly, but she only seemed amused by his pathetic attempt at words.

“Come on,” she said, and with that she proceeded to drag him out of the alleyway and back into the street. He allowed himself to be led through the twists and turns, his eyes on the scarf that she'd tied around her wrist, plotting in his mind how he was going to get it back. She stopped just outside an impressive looking castle, complete with a drawbridge, though it was closed up and secured with an ominous iron fence.

“We have to go around the side,” she said, and he shook his head, staring up at the massive turrets.

“W-w-here?” He whispered, and she huffed a little.

“That friend I told you about,” she explained. “The one who can fix your arm. She lives here.”

Here? He thought, staring up at the foreboding castle. It looked like something straight out of a storybook. It even had stone gargoyles on the turrets at the top. No wait, not gargoyles…dragons. Even better.

“We have to go around the side,” Evie repeated, dragging him along once more until the stood above a narrow opening in the ground. It was low, and he couldn't even see inside it was so dark, but she nudged him towards it anyway.

“Normally we climb down, but that won't be an option for you. Just jump, but uh, don't forget to bend your knees.”

She shoved him even as he was gathering the breath to protest, and he let out a strangled yelp as he fell down through the hole. He remembered at the last second to bend his knees, but his legs still jolted painfully as he landed, and he winced, blinking as his eyes began to adjust to the dim light. He gasped as he felt something brush against him, but he was tackled and slammed against the nearest wall for what seemed like the millionth time that day. The difference here, however, came in the form of a sharp knife, which was shoved against his throat with enough force to cut him if he so much as dared to swallow.

“Who are you and why shouldn't I cut you open right here?”

The voice was male, and surprisingly young, but the skill with which he wielded the knife was enough to warrant him a sufficient threat.

“Jay, no!”

Evie scrambled down behind him, and the knife pulled away a fraction of an inch.

“He's new,” Evie continued. “I brought him to see Mal.”

“Why?”

“So she can fix him.”

“Fix?”

Here the person threatening him backed away, and Carlos gasped as his heart hammered wildly in his ears. He was finally able to see, and he took in a dirt cellar sparsely decorated with a few dark curtains, a few bare light bulbs dangling from the ceiling and illuminating the place. He stared up into the face of a tanned youth, about 11 or 12, with long black hair framing his face from beneath a red knit cap.

“Leroux and his crew,” Evie said in explanation, as the boy took in his injured arm.

“So you saved him out of the goodness of your heart.” The boy's tone was mocking, his mouth twisted into a smirk, and Evie scowled at him.

“It was my fault they caught him in the first place,” she said, and there may have been something like sorrow or even guilt in her voice before it was replaced by a haughty sort of triumph. “I tripped him.”

Jay laughed, a short clipped bark that made the smaller boy flinch to hear it. “Well, whose is he, anyway?”

He froze as the boy turned to him, and he tried to summon what little courage he had to return the curious stare. He drew a slow breath, tracing the syllables silently with his tongue before pushing them forward and adding sound.

“Cr-ruella,” he said, wincing at the stutter, cursing himself for not being able to get it right.

“So you're the runt!” Jay exclaimed, but it wasn't quite as condescending as it had been coming from Leroux. “They said Cruella's kid couldn't talk, but I thought they meant at all!”

“Jay!” Evie hissed. “Don't be rude!”

“Nnnot a runt,” he muttered, shooting the boy his own dark look.

“Carlos, right?” Jay asked, extending a hand and ignoring the reaction.

He nodded, accepting the hand warily and grimacing as the boy squeezed a little too hard.

“Well, I'm Jay. Son of Jafar.” There was a cockiness about the way he said it, but also something else, though Carlos couldn't quite grasp what it could be. “And you've met Her Royal Highness,” Jay continued, winking as he motioned to Evie. “So all that's left is…”

“Who are you?”

The voice was cold as it swept through the room, and silence fell as both Evie and Jay straightened from their casual poses. Carlos turned to see a girl, clad in purple and green leather, ominously stepping out from the shadows and giving him a death glare. Her eyes were a piercing green, almost as intense as the green in her jacket, and her hair was a dark purple that nearly perfectly matched her boots. She couldn't have been much older than he was; maybe nine or ten at the most. Despite her appearance, there was an air of danger and authority about her that made Carlos take a step back as she strode into the room.

“Well?” She snapped, and he opened his mouth and closed it a few times wordlessly, trying to make words work in his favor.

“He's Carlos,” Evie jumped in, glancing at him with a worried look. “I know I shouldn't have brought him here but you were the only one I could think of to….”

Mal raised a hand, stopping Evie's flow of words. “I'm asking him.”

“He can't talk.” This one was from Jay, and though he stood with confidence there was hesitation in his eyes as he faced the girl, who was so much smaller than him that it would have been laughable if she weren't so terrifying.

Mal glanced over at him curiously, and he tried to make himself appear smaller and more pathetic than he already was. His arm had gone numb at this point, but he was more concerned now about how he was going to escape from this unscathed.

“That's new,” Mal replied slowly, walking towards him. He backed away, but ran into the wall, dirt falling from above and into his hair.

“Are you afraid of me, Carlos?”

He swallowed, a soft shudder going through him at the way she dragged out his name. She smiled a little, chuckling darkly at his no doubt terrified expression.

“Good,” she said. “You should be.”


 

Carlos

As it turned out, Carlos hadn’t entirely wrong in his fear of Mal, but looking back on it now, Carlos couldn’t help but smile. Even then Mal had been a fearless leader, and once she’d finally accepted his presence in their group, she’d worked just as hard to protect him as she did Evie and Jay. Not so much herself, though. Mal would often throw herself headlong into any situation, and deal with the repercussions as they came. Which was often and typically violently delivered.

Carlos’ lips twitch in amusement, but he didn’t move from his position on the rooftop. How the tables had turned, he thinks. That now he’s the one looking out for them. But someone had to stand guard, and he knew he wasn’t going to get any sleep. Not after seeing all those dead frogs and fish in the jars in the lab; bringing back horrible memories of all those times he’d been forced to kill and cut up animals back on the Isle in attempts to make him toughen up.

And he especially wouldn’t sleep in that plush, Auradon bed, so different from home; so right and yet, so wrong. The closest he’d ever gotten to a soft, warm bed had been when Cruella had thrown him into the tumbler with all her other furs during one of her fits. After being battered and bruised and nearly crushed, she’s simply left him there, and he’d burrowed down with all the other coats and cried himself to sleep.

Carlos grimaces, shaking his head in attempt to clear it of his thoughts and memories. He wasn’t a little kid anymore, and he wasn’t helpless. He rubs absently at the scars on his arms, still wondering what had driven him to show them to Ben. Prince Ben, he corrects himself quickly. The others might have let their guard down here, but he knew better. And he wasn’t going to be helpless again.


 

Jay

“Aw, man,” Jay groans happily as he rubs the last bit of water from his hair. “Working showers and these amazing beds; I think I’d like staying here a while. What do you think bro?”

He pauses when he doesn’t receive a response, and sticks his head out the bathroom door. “Carlos?”

The room is quiet and empty, devoid of the clanking of metallic pieces from Carlos’ latest project, and Jay quickly exits the bathroom, sliding on a pair of shorts as he jogs across the carpet. As he runs, he scans the room desperately for any sign of the other boy, though he knows instinctively that he isn’t there. Then the open window catches his eye, and he huffs a sigh of equal parts relief and frustration as he realizes.

Climbing the ladder attached to the side of building took him straight to the roof, where a certain blond haired youth sat curled along the ledge. If it weren’t for the hair, and the spotted sleeves sticking out from beneath his cloak, Jay wouldn’t have even seen him he was so still.

“Carlos?” Jay calls softly as he approaches, careful to keep his voice low and even. Despite that, the other boy still flinches violently, his whole body tense as he whips around to glare at Jay.

Carlos makes a soft sound when he realizes that it’s only him, but doesn’t bother saying anything, instead resuming his position on the edge of the roof. Jay creeps the rest of the way over and hunches down next to Carlos, careful not to let any part of him dangle over the side or brush against the other boy, in case he went into another of his ‘fits.’

“What’cha doing bro?” Jay asks, staring out over the dorms while also keeping an eye on the boy beside him.

Carlos shrugs a shoulder, both knees tucked close to his chest, but his hands were free, and fiddling with his dog tail.

“So you just decided to climb out onto the roof and sit on the edge for fun?” Jay probes, keeping his words light. “Not feeling suicidal, are you? I mean, I know this place is nuts, but….”

Carlos growls softly, and Jay looks over to see the boy’s features arranged in a grimace, a sharp light of pain in his eyes. Jay winceds, kicking himself for his insensitivity. There had been a very brief, but very dark period of Carlos’ early years where Cruella’s madness had tilted towards the suicidal, and several times had attempted to take Carlos with her. It wasn’t something any of them liked to talk about, Carlos especially.

“Right,” Jay mumbles, looking away. “Sorry, stupid of me.”

“Y-yeah.”

Jay glances back, but Carlos is definitely avoiding his eyes now, glaring out over the lawns. Jay sighs, cursing his stupidity and trying to think of how to dig himself out of this hole.

“So,” he tries again after the silence had gotten too thick for his tastes. “What are you doing out here Carlos?”

The other boy groans under his breath, but his hands move; his index and pointer fingers hovering just before his eyes, palm facing outward; then he gestures with his fingers, hovering them around the general area.

[Looking around.]

Jay chuckles a bit, suddenly getting it. “Standing guard, you mean?” he teases, nudging Carlos’ shoulder and ignoring the way he tenses at the contact. “You know we don’t need to do that here, right? We’re safe.”

Carlos shakes his head, his eyes narrowed angrily as he signs; pointing first to Jay; then touching a flat palm to the side of his head, near his temple, he twists his palm outward before pointing again at Jay.

[You don’t know that!]

“Woah, chill,” Jay says, lifting his own hands in a surrender motion. “I just meant…well, no, I meant it. We don’t need to watch out for anything.”

Carlos shakes his head, signing again. [You don’t know that.]

Jay sighs, leaning back from the edge a bit. He knew old habits didn’t die, and he couldn’t blame Carlos for this particular habit sticking. They were in a new place, after all. But Jay had hoped that maybe, at least, before the run in with Kropp and that asshole Chad, maybe things could be different for them here.

He shakes his head, knowing that he couldn’t afford to think like that. There was no ‘better.’ The only reason they were here was as part of some twisted experiment. An attempt to ease the consciences of the guilty Auradonians and show the poor, suffering Isle children that life was better in a place where everybody randomly bursts into song every five minutes. No, there was nothing better for them here; they just had to get the wand so they could take over and really make things different.

Carlos still hadn’t moved, and Jay frowns as he notices the shadows under the boy’s eyes.

“Hey,” Jay whispers, edging back over. “Exactly how long have you been up here?”

Carlos shrugs again in response, and Jay scowls, frustrated at the worry and concern he can feel rising inside him. He knew Carlos wouldn’t let this go, wouldn’t give up his post for anything once he’d set it up, but Jay also knew that Mal would kill him if she found out he’d let the other boy stay out on the roof all night.

“Ok,” Jay drawls, deciding. “How about this…we do it in shifts, ok? You’ve been out here the entire time I’ve been showering, so why don’t you go in and get one while I stay look out.”

Carlos hums shortly, and Jay glances over hopefully.

“Ok?” Jay tries again. “After that we can both stand watch, right?”

Carlos nods slowly in response, and Jay sighs quietly in relief. He stands quickly and extends a hand, but the other boy scrambles up by himself, still silent as he climbs back through the window and into the bedroom. Jay shakes his head, latching the glass firmly behind him before crossing to his side of the closet and grabbing a dark gold shirt with long sleeves.

“You’re gonna love the shower dude,” Jay brags to Carlos as he pulls the shirt over his head. “It’s a bit confusing cuz it’s got so many knobs, but I swear, it’s like…”

The bathroom door slams shut firmly, cutting Jay off abruptly. He frowns, striding across the room to the door. He tries the handle but it’s locked, and Jay raps on the wood.

“Carlos?” he calls through the door. “You ok?”

A heavy thud is all he gets in answer, and he backs away from the door as it jars in the frame; a sure sign of something heavy just having been thrown at it.

“Alright,” Jay calls back. “I get when I’m not wanted.”

“Bet Jaf-ar wwould disagree.”

Jay stiffens at those muffled words, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. “You want to come say that to my face, runt?” he growls back.

Absolute silence from the other side of the door, and Jay kicks the wood hard with his foot. “I’m serious, Carlos,” he snaps. “Is there something we need to talk about?”

“You’re sup-possed to be sta-standing guard,” Carlos mutters from inside the bathroom, and Jay kicks the door again.

“Fuck that!” he snarls.

“Fu-fuck you,” Carlos retorts, and though the words sound shakier than his usual stuttered responses, it’s effective enough to thoroughly piss Jay off.

It doesn't occur to him that the insults and fierce arguments are entirely unlike the other boy's usual attitude; that Carlos had been unnervingly quiet since the lab. It doesn't occur to him to note the added shakiness of the boy's words, or recall that fact that retreating and shoving everyone away was one of the warning signs; the younger boy's attempt to hide himself away before he exploded. All that does occur to Jay is his anger, and he was too engrossed in it to notice much else.

“Dammit Carlos,” Jay hisses threateningly. “Don't make me get Mal back in here; she will go full dragon on your ass.”

He kicks the door again just to emphasize his point. “I mean it….”

“So d-do I,” Carlos calls back, but his voice is half drowned out by the sound of the water suddenly turning on.

Jay swears furiously at the door, and is about to start kicking it down when something clatters to the floor and a harsh gasp sounds from the other side. He presses himself to the wood, knocking instead of banging.

“Carlos?” he calls, suddenly much more subdued.

There's complete silence from the bathroom, the water still pounding ominously in the background.

“Shit,” Jay hisses. “Carlos!”

There's an almost imperceptible splash, followed by a muffled whimper, and Jay feels his insides twist painfully.

“Fuck,” he breathes, rapping on the door with urgency. “Carlos? I’m not mad, just…just open the door!”

Silenced whimpering was all that he heard in response, and Jay sucks in a sharp breath as his mind begins concocting every manner of horrible scenario. He knows instinctively, what is happening, what this is; but the knowledge does little to reassure him. Not when he's locked out and entirely unable to reach the other boy. And if he started panicking, there'd be no way he could help Carlos. Jay tried to draw a steadying breath, but his nerves are shot and all he can manage is a sharp intake before he's pacing frantically in front of the bathroom door.

“Fuck,” he chants breathlessly. “Shit fuck fuckity fucking fuck.”

He couldn't think, but the cursing helped at least, clearing enough of his frustration that he could try. He knew he couldn't get to Carlos, but he was in no position to talk the other boy out of his fear. That was Evie's job.

“Evie,” Jay whispers, the idea lighting in his head. He turns back to the door and taps gently at the wood. “Hey Carlos,” he murmurs quietly. “I'm going to get Mal and Evie, ok? I won't be gone long, I'm just bringing the girls here.”

There's still no response, but Jay hadn't really expected one. He considers silence at least, to be a better answer than screaming. Jay shudders, trying to suppress the memories and fears that threaten to resurface.

“Stay focused,” he mutters to himself as he crosses to the window. “Get Mal and Evie and get back for Carlos. That’s the goal.”

Jay inches out over the ledge he and Carlos had sat on and drops easily over the side, gripping the sill above him with his fingers while his toes find purchase in the brick beneath. He inches along the side of the building, counting the windows as he goes until he reaches the fourth window down from his and Carlos’ bedroom. The window is dark, but that had never stopped him before and it doesn’t deter him now.

Jay stretches himself down and carefully drops, grasping the window as he falls and lifting himself back up. He pauses to catch his breath and grin in appreciation of his own stunt before resuming his serious demeanor and rapping urgently against the window. Instantly a light flickers on inside, and Jay swings himself through the window the moment the latch clicks open.

He lands beside Evie’s bed on the balls of his feet, the girls herself sitting up in the bed while Mal stands by the window, her hand still hovering on the latch.

“Where’s Carlos?” Mal demands before Jay can fully draw a breath.

“Locked himself…in the bathroom,” Jay pants, his words broken up as he catches his breath. “He’s having…another…fit.”

Evie jerks like someone had struck her, vaulting out of bed with a sharp cry while Mal’s eyes flicker violently with green as she swears hoarsely.

“And you just left him there?” Mal growls, and Jay cringes back from her anger, retreating towards the window.

“Well I couldn’t very well get to him, could I?” he tries to explain himself, but Mal is beyond reasoning with like this.

“Idiot!” Mal snarls, barely pausing to shove her feet into shoes before she pushes her way past Jay and lifts herself silently out of the window.

Jay turns to Evie, hoping for some kind of understanding, but the other girl doesn’t even look at him as she pulls her cloak around her shoulders and follows after their leader. Jay huffs a sigh, shaking his head as he follows them both, closing the window firmly behind him.


 

Mal

Mal doesn’t hesitate even for a second once she reaches the boys’ dorm room. The minute her feet touch the carpet, she strides across the floor towards the bathroom, pulling a pin from her hair as she does so. Unlike Evie, who insisted on wearing all sorts of bows and ribbons and other disgustingly flowery stuff in her hair, Mal only allowed herself one small hair pin, and solely for practical purposes. Like picking locks.

She wasn’t as fluent in lock picking as Jay or Carlos, but she’d done her fair share of breaking and entering back on the Isle. The bathroom door’s lock didn’t stand a chance, and clicks open with little manipulation from her. Despite what she wanted to do, Mal didn’t burst through the door. Instead, she crouches down in front of the wood and knocks as softly as she can, which still sounds too loud to her ears; despite being partially drowned out by the sound of running water.

“Carlos,” she calls, quietly but firmly through the door. “It’s Mal; open the door.”

There’s nothing from inside the bathroom to indicate that the boy had heard her, but Mal is almost positive that she can hear crying beneath the rushing water. She stifles a curse and tries knocking again as Evie and Jay scramble through the window behind her.

“Is he ok?” Evie asks as soon as she’s inside. “Should I…?”

“No,” Mal cuts her off quickly, shaking her head. It was obvious enough that Carlos wasn’t ok, but she knew that wasn’t what the other girl had meant. “I got this.”

And she did, even if this particular job typically went to Evie. Mal was good at being firm, though; talking Carlos down and not letting him dodge away or retreat like the other girl usually did. And Mal always wanted answers, whereas Evie let it slide and just focused on the comforting. But Mal could do this, and she would, if Carlos would just open the damn door.

“What happened?” Mal demands of Jay when she hears his footsteps behind her. “How did this one start?”

Jay shuffles in a way that Mal thinks means he’s shrugging, and his voice is baffled but defensive as he answers.

“Honestly, I don’t know! It just came out of nowhere.”

“Obviously not,” Mal snaps back. “If it’s this bad…if he’s locked himself away.”

Carlos’ episodes typically followed some kind of pattern, and there was always a trigger. The trick was in finding out what it was that had triggered him, but Carlos always tried to hide himself away before the actual event occurred; whether by becoming overly defensive and physically hiding, or by shoving everyone away from him. The worst ones were always the ones that he shoved people away for, and Mal could never get it through to him that they weren’t going anywhere and that it only made it worse when he did that.

“The lab,” Evie chimes in behind her. “The dead animals in the jars…could that have upset him so much it started this?”

“Could be,” Mal mutters, but she knows that that’s not really it. He wouldn’t have locked himself away if it were just that.

“He was quiet after, though,” Jay tries, correctly reading her tone. “Too quiet. And he was up on the roof for a good hour or so after you guys left.”

“Doing what?” Evie says, incredulously, while Mal straightens by the door, turning her head to see Jay as he responds.

“Said he was just looking around,” Jay answers. “Trying to be casual about it, but he was standing guard.”

Evie grimaces in sympathetic understanding. “Old habits,” she sighs, but Mal frowns.

“What did you do?” she asks Jay, and if it sounded more accusing than she intended, she didn’t try and take it back.

I didn’t do anything,” Jay protests hotly. “I just wanted him to come inside, maybe get a shower and relax. I told him I’d keep watch to try and make him feel better…he’s the one who started hurling insults.”

“What did he say?” Evie asks, raising a brow, and Jay grits his jaw angrily.

“He shut himself in the bathroom and then threw something at the door when I tried to talk to him,” he says lowly. “I made a joke, said I knew when I wasn’t wanted, and he said that my dad…that Jafar would disagree.”

Evie stifles a scoff, and Jay glowers at her, silencing her amusement. “Anyway,” the taller boy continues. “It went downhill from there. I got mad, he got mad, I said I’d get Mal to kick his ass if he didn’t quit being a jerk…I don’t know, but then I realized what was happening. Too late at that point.”

Jay winces at that, dropping his gaze to floor, but it lifts back up when Mal stands from her spot by the door.

“So he’d been showing signs all night, but he hurt your feelings and so you get angry and don’t even bother to notice until he was too far gone,” Mal is so furious she can barely get the words out, but her point gets across and Evie pales while Jay’s hands clench at his sides.

“M,” Evie says quietly. “You know it’s not like that.”

“But it’s clearly like something though, isn’t it Jay?” Mal snarls. “Or else it wouldn’t have reached this point and we wouldn’t be having this conversation.”

She turns away from him before she does something she might not regret later, and instead focuses on calming herself down. She couldn’t afford to wait now. It was apparent that this was going to be one of the bad ones, and she wouldn’t risk worsening it by carrying her anger in with her. Mal draws a slow breath and then taps on the door again, keeping her voice even but calm.

“Carlos, I’m coming in, alright? It’s just me, but I need you to scoot away from the door, ok?”

There’s still no answer, but Mal turns the knob and carefully pushes the door open. It only opens about a quarter of the way before it’s stopped by something, and Mal sighs softly, turning her body and pressing herself against the door frame. She squeezes her way in before closing the door again behind her, sliding slowly down the wall and facing Carlos, who was curled up just inside the door.

“Carlos?” Mal says quietly, and the smaller boy shivers, trying to tuck himself into an even smaller ball and whimpering softly.

The shower is running into the tub beside her, steam and heat filling the small space so it was almost impossible to breathe. Carlos’ pants and jacket were hung over a rack that was clearly meant for towels, given the array of cloth stacked atop it; but his shorts and spotted red shirt are soaking wet and plastered to his body, his hair clinging in damp strands to his face, and Mal stifles a curse as she realizes what must have happened. She leans over and shuts off the shower faucet, drawing an easier breath that wasn’t so filled with steam.

“I’m not mad at you Carlos,” Mal says as she leans back against the wall. “But I need you to look at me. Can you do that?”

He doesn’t respond, not even with a whimper, and Mal grits her jaw. The Evie approach wasn’t working: time to go full Mal. She straightens from her casual pose against the wall and draws a steadying breath, her voice firm and brokering no arguments as she speaks.

“Damn it Carlos, look at me.”

She doesn’t yell, but her request is absolute, and Carlos flinches in his little ball, a sharp gasp slipping past his lips as he snaps his head up to look at her. His eyes are wide and wet with tears, but they’re clear enough that Mal can tell he’s focusing on her.

“Ssorry,” he whispers, and his voice is high and thick from crying.

“It's fine,” Mal says quickly, dismissing the apology. “I just needed you to look at me.”

Carlos whimpers this time, tightening his body once again and ducking his head like he's waiting for her to start hitting him. Mal grimaces, knowing that exact thing would have happened if they'd been back on the Isle, and she had been someone else. She shoves all that aside, though, forcing herself to stay focused on Carlos, who was rocking and whimpering pleas and apologies; promises to not do it again; to be good. It always makes her sick, seeing him like this, but she wasn't about to make this worse by giving in to her own feelings.

“Hey,” she says firmly. “Eyes on me.”

He obeys, lifting his head, but he's gasping again, his whole body shuddering as he fights to catch his breath. His eyes widen and Mal can practically feel his pain as he starts crying again.

“Breathe,” Mal commands him, resisting the sudden and uncharacteristic urge to rush forward and physically comfort him. “Eyes on me, Carlos. Breathe.”

He shakes his head, blinking hard as he trembles. His next breath is sharp and desperate, his response a helpless rasp of air.

“Ca-can't.”

“You can,” Mal insists quietly, her own voice level despite the slight tremor of her hands. “Just like I am, slow and steady.”

“Aaair,” Carlos hisses, rocking harder as though that would help.

“There's plenty of air,” Mal responds evenly. “Just breathe, Carlos. Like I am.”

She draws another slow breath to demonstrate, and the boy tries, his whole body heaving with the effort.

“Good,” Mal praises lowly, her voice still firm and even. “Do it again, slower.”

The smaller boy shivers again, and Mal eyes the water collecting around him. She'd have to hurry this up. He was definitely going to get sick if he sat soaking wet like this for much longer. Not that she really cared...but it would be nice to avoid any more suspicion thrown their way, and Carlos suddenly falling ill would certainly do that.

Mal’s eyes snap back to the boy in question as he whimpers again and once more tries to curl up again.

“No you don't,” Mal scolds him, nudging him carefully with her foot. “Eyes on me, remember?”

When his eyes meet hers this time, they're narrowed, a flicker of something hard flashing through them. Mal allows the satisfied smile to show on her face, and is rewarded when Carlos sits up further, the annoyance growing in his eyes even if his body was still fighting for air.

“Breathe,” Mal reminds him, and he shivers slightly, but does as he's told, the air coming a bit easier now that the majority of the steam had cleared.

“Ssorry,” he whispers again, drawing another breath that was more like a gasp. “Sssorry.”

“You don't have to be sorry,” Mal says, shaking her head. “I'm not mad at you.”

Carlos' trembling eases a bit at that, his eyes clearing a little more as he catches his breath. Mal lets him breathe for a few more moments before deciding she could move. Slowly so she didn't set him off again, she reaches up and grabs one of the towels she'd seen hanging on a rack earlier, unfolding it slowly and draping it over her lap. Carlos had been watching her every move, but when he saw where she'd put the towel he frowns, and his eyes peer up at her suspiciously.

“Cold in here,” Mal says easily in explanation, and Carlos shivers again, blinking as though he'd just realized that he was wet.

“Mal?” He says, and his voice is still a little hoarse, but it's his own, full of confusion as he stares at her.

“No,” Mal responds flatly. “I'm the Fairy Godmother.”

But inside, she's practically giddy with relief that he'd recognized her and was starting to come out of it. Carlos frowns even harder at her deadpan, and starts to shift his weight before wincing in pain that he fails to hide in his vulnerable state.

“Careful,” Mal warns belatedly. “You've been curled up in one position for a while.”

“Wh-what?” He tries to say, but then he takes in the rest of the bathroom and seems to realize. “Oh,” he whispers, tucking his chin to his chest.

“You want this towel?” Mal asks, to distract him from his embarrassment and hopefully nudge him in the right direction. He glances up at her long enough to spot the thick green towel in her arms and nods, reaching for it blindly as he ducks hid head again.

“What is it then?” Mal asks, lifting her hand out of reach.

He peers up at her, eyes blinking slowly as he stares at the towel. He doesn't verbally respond, but his hands move; his palms up and fingers spread slightly, he shrugs his shoulders and furrows his brow at her.

[What?]

“The thing that's bothering you,” Mal says, forgiving the sign language. She'd let him talk like that for now, but she wanted answers, and she would get them from him.

Carlos shakes his head, his hands forming ‘O’ shapes as he hold them near his shoulders.

[Nothing.]

“Of course,” Mal says sharply, scowling. “And nothing is what drove you to another fit.”

Carlos flinches at that, but he's still frowning, his hands moving faster now as he came out of his shell; his left hand raised and fingers pressed together like he was holding something; then he snaps open his hand and lowers it slightly before pointing towards her; his index finger just off from indicating her directly. He continues, bringing both hands up again near his torso; fingers spread and palms facing him, he moves his hands back and forth with a slightly scrunched expression on his face, frowning sharply as he shakes his head at her.

[Drop it. It doesn't matter.]

“But clearly it matters to you,” Mal counters relentlessly. “So it matters to all of us.”

Carlos bares his teeth in a silent snarl, but Mal wasn’t about to be intimidated by the show of false bravado. She grits her jaw against his attack and straightens further against the wall. “I’m still waiting,” Mal says, and Carlos’ hands reach to fiddle with his dog tail, before his fingers close on empty air and he blinks, looking up at his out-of-reach pants and the red dog tail attached to the belt.

“Carlos,” Mal prods.

The boy grimaces, shaking his head and bringing up a hand in a loose fist shape, brushing his thumb along the underside of his chin.

[Don’t.]

“Don’t what, Carlos?” Mal replies. “Care? Because I think it’s been well established at this point that I have to care about what happens to you, despite better judgement saying otherwise.”

Carlos doesn’t look at her, but his hands continue moving; bringing a hand up to his cheek in a loose fist shape; four fingers folded down with his thumb pressed just underneath: a modified version of the sign for ‘apple,’ combined with the sign for the letter ‘E;' before furrowing his brows in question and shaking an index finger back and forth.

[Where’s Evie?]

“In the other room with Jay,” Mal answers. “And I’m going to pretend I’m not offended by that question, and wait for you to answer mine.”

“It doesn’t ma-ma-matter,” Carlos snaps shakily, rocking again as he became agitated.

Mal tosses him the towel to distract him again, and he glowers at her, but accepts it, wrapping it around himself and almost disappearing underneath the cotton material. “What doesn’t matter?” Mal asks.

“Th-this,” Carlos retorts, rubbing his face roughly and muffling his words. “This…it does-doesn’t ma-tter! We’re only he-here to get the wwwand, so nothing that happ-ens here matters, so wh-why should I g...et upset o-o-over it?!”

Mal falters, cut off guard by his vehemence, and she finds herself dropping her stern attitude and leaning forward, a genuine…sympathy filling her.

“Carlos,” she begins, but the boy shakes his head hard and stands abruptly.

He wobbles on his feet a moment, but then he rushes for the door, barely pausing for breath as he tugs the door open and stumbles out into the room beyond. Mal hears Evie’s voice calling the boy’s name, and Jay says something as well, but there’s nothing from Carlos except for a frantic scrambling sound. Mal sighs to herself on the bathroom floor, thinking over his words as something slams in the other room and Jay and Evie start talking again, their voices lifting in pleading tones.

‘Nothing that happens here matters…’ is that really what he thought? Well, obviously it was, but to think that they didn’t care, no. That she didn’t care. That’s what that had been; his accusation at her for pushing. Not just pushing for the wand, for recognition and approval, but pushing despite the fact that such things had just been brutally crushed for him by a figure that should have been -if not trustworthy, since no one was truly trustworthy in her experiences- at least encouraging of such ideas.

“Damn,” Mal mutters to herself, her eyes flitting around the bathroom and once more taking in the signs of the damage. The water could be mopped up, but the fear was still there, lingering in every muted drip into the tub, fear that she had helped to place there.

It took Mal a moment to realize what it was that was squeezing her insides, as the feeling was something almost entirely foreign to her. But there was no mistaking the churning in her gut as she stared at the signs of the damage she’d helped cause…guilt.

Chapter 7: I'm not ok (I promise)

Summary:

In which Ben is not as clever as he thinks he is; and none of the VKs are fine.

Notes:

*Warnings for this chapter include mentions of child abuse (nothing graphic), some underage drinking, crude language, mild references to panic attacks and angst. Angst everywhere.*

But you get another flashback so...yay! :)

Thanks for all the hits and kudos, and thanks to lsegerst for the comment! I'm glad you're enjoying, and I hope you will continue to do so.

-Raven

Chapter Text

Evie

“You’re late, Evelyn.”

The voice was cold and entirely unforgiving as the girl stumbled through the door. She froze just in the entrance, quickly arranging her features into a mask similar to the woman’s; revealing nothing as she folded her hands demurely in front of her.

“I’m sorry Mother,” the girl said meekly, though inside she was screaming the words, her hands trembling minutely. Full name was never a good sign. “I didn’t realize how late it was, and I was delayed…Maleficent….”

“Do not make excuses,” the woman snapped, and the girl flinched. “A true Princess takes responsibility for her actions.”

“Yes Mother,” the girl whispered hoarsely, forcing herself to remain upright as the woman rose from her place in the shadows and approached her.

The Evil Queen was fierce in her anger, and though there were no obvious twists of her expression, her fury was there in the cast of her eyes; the slight twitch of a brow, the curl of a lip. Evie fought to keep her mask in place as thoughts of poisoned apples and dungeons leapt through her mind, thinking bitterly that surely the only reason Snow White had managed to stay so cheerful through her story was because she had never had to face Grimmhilde in all her glory.

Her thoughts were broken by a sharp snap, and Evie flinched again, her body reacting out of instinct and jerking sharply backwards. But there was no pain, and when Evie dared to bring her head up she realized that it had only been her Mother’s fingers snapping, and not a blow. Although the look in the woman’s eyes did promise violence, and Evie shivered, shrinking under the forth of the woman’s gaze.

“Stand up straight,” Grimmhilde said sharply, her hands darting out and gripping Evie’s shoulders firmly. “A true Princess doesn’t slouch, and certainly doesn’t cower.

“Yes Mother,” Evie murmured, the words barely making it past her suddenly tightening throat.

“Head high, Evelyn,” the former Queen intoned, her fingers finding the girl’s jaw. “Smile,” she hissed.

“Yes Mother,” Evie recited dutifully, swallowing the stone in her throat and easily slipping a smile onto the mask that was her face.

“Honestly, you are royalty,” the woman said, her brow twitching again, her lip curling just a little higher. “Act. Like. It.”

The girl nodded this time, not trusting herself to speak. Her voice would crack if she tried, she knew it. Her mother’s hands hadn’t left her yet, adjusting her hair now, her eyes narrowed in scrutiny.

“Is this dirt in your hair?” the woman asked, her voice pitched minutely higher. It was her incredulous tone, but also another warning.

“It--it must have been from when I was with Mal,” Evie guessed, though she made sure to keep her tone contrite and apologetic.

“Maleficent,” her Mother said, and though her voice was still hard, a grudging sort of respect had crept into her tone. “Now there’s a woman who knows how to carry herself. I don’t think I can say the same for her daughter, though. Too…wild.”

The daughter of a Fae was too wild. The thought amused Evie, and a soft chuckle slipped past her lips. Quickly she clamped down on the sound and turned it into a cough, but her Mother hadn’t noticed.

“Now then,” the woman, said, stepping back to peer at her handiwork. “What have I forgotten?”

“Mother please,” Evie said, a reluctant plea in the young girl’s voice as she fidgeted with the hem of her skirt. “I look fine.”

Crack. The blow came then, a harsh slap that made the girl’s ears ring and lights flash behind her eyes. She cringed back with a cry and received another slap for her show of weakness.

“You don’t look fine!” Her Mother shouted above her. “Fine is for the tramps on the corner! Unless that’s what you’d prefer?”

“Please,” Evie whimpered, attempting to retreat and receiving yet another slap.

“But you look fine,” her Mother hissed, her voice just as poisonous as her apples. “As fine as any slut on this forsaken rock!”

“Forgive me,” Evie begged, trying to straighten so she didn’t appear as worthless as she was. “I didn’t mean…”

“Be silent,” her Mother commanded. “Princesses don’t beg.”

Evie bowed her head, biting the inside of her cheek to keep herself from crying, but a tear slid down her face regardless.

“And now you’ve ruined your makeup!” Her Mother’s voice was a wail of disappointment and fury. “What am I going to do with you, Evelyn?”

“I’m sorry,” Evie shook her head, blindly stumbling back towards the door.

“Evelyn?” Her Mother demanded, and Evie reached behind her without seeing.

“Evelyn!” Her Mother yelled shrilly, her voice hard again. “Don’t you dare run from me!”

But Evie was already gone, bolting down the street and away from the house, tears streaking across her face and blurring her already hazy vision. She tripped, but picked herself up before she could hit the pavement, stumbling down a side street and gasping hard to avoid sobbing. Her feet took her with no conscious thought from her except ‘away,’ and so she was entirely unprepared for the voice when it came.

“Hey…what’s up Beauty Queen?”

She jumped, slamming back into a tapestry covered brick wall, a harsh gasp slipping past her lips. A dull laugh sounded from the dark before her, and the voice spoke again, soft and slightly slurred.

“I guess nothing entirely bad if it drove you to me.”

“Jay?” Evie whispered, suddenly recognizing his voice.

“No,” he murmured. “Some other devilishly handsome street rat.”

She squinted through the dark and was finally able to make him out, propped up against another tapestry in the far corner. His head lay back against the wall behind him, but he had twisted the rest of his body so that instead of facing the door, he was facing the opposite wall.

“Come on in,” Jay mumbled, his voice thick. “I don’t have much to offer except some stale wine, but it still does its job pretty good.”

“Well,” Evie said, out of habit.

“Huh?”

“Does its job pretty well,” Evie corrected, wiping her face with her sleeve before walking further into the room.

Jay scoffed, but the sound broke off hallway and turned into a choked groan. Evie moved a little faster, starting to reach out to him, but he stiffened, drawing away from her and holding out his hand.

“Don’t,” he growled, and it would have been threatening if she couldn’t see the way his hand shook.

“Are you ok?”

“Oh I am fan-fucking-tastic,” Jay rasped, grinning at her broadly.

Evie nodded, sitting down slowly against the wall adjacent to him. She peered closely at her…ally? They’d known each other long enough to be something by now…Whatever he was...she saw that despite his smile, his eyes were tight, and his lips stiff in what was definitely more a grimace than anything amusing.

“Let me see,” she demanded, and Jay glowered at her, flipping her off rather easily for someone who was in so much pain.

“Jay,” Evie snapped, and the boy raised an eyebrow at her.

“For a second I thought the Evil Queen was here, but then I figured she wouldn’t humiliate herself by stepping into this sty, with such a lowly mortal as myself.”

“Well it’s a good thing I’m not her,” Evie said, ignoring his mockery. “Let me see.”

“Why don’t you worry about your own bruises?” Jay snapped harshly.

“Because we both know that yours is more than just bruises,” Evie countered firmly.

“Piss off,” Jay snarled, but his eyes had flickered, and she knew she was right.

“No.”

“Why not?” the boy said, but it sounded more like a whine as he closed his eyes again and leaned back against the wall.

“Because you’re my…” Evie faltered, and Jay opened an eye, peering at her stoically.

“Go on,” the other boy pressed, but something about his tone seemed almost hopeful, instead of mocking like he usually was.

“Friend,” Evie decided with a nod, and both of Jay’s eyes opened and fixed on her.

“Damn,” the boy said lowly. “Friends with royalty.”

Evie’s eyes narrowed at him, but he continued, smiling a bit more now despite the pain he was in.

“What sort of ‘friend’ are we talking here, though?” he said. “Like, am I just a friend who’s a stepping stone, or is this like a ‘friends with benefits’ deal?”

“You have the benefit of remaining alive,” Evie retorted. “And not dying a slow and painful death.”

“Death by apple,” Jay chuckled, but then he winced, his smile twisting in a grimace. “Ow,” he murmured, shifting away from the wall.

“Bad score?” Evie guessed, but Jay shook his head, still grimacing.

“Nah,” he hissed. “Interrupted a business deal...really missed the warning signs on that one. Though to be fair, they were speaking in Arabic, so…”

“Isn’t that supposed to be your native tongue?” Evie questioned with a raised brow.

“Yeah, well, I’ve never had to use it for much,” Jay protested. “And Dad only uses it around me when he’s angry, so all I’m really fluent in are swear words.”

“As if regular swears weren’t enough for you,” Evie said with a dramatic sigh, and she was rewarded when Jay laughed again, his expression lifting.

“I do like my curse words,” the boy joked.

“I know,” Evie rolled her eyes at him.

“And I thought you liked singing at the parlor,” Jay said softly, suddenly serious. “But you came running out of there fast enough, so I take it things didn’t go too good for you either.”

Evie stiffened, but covered it up quickly with a laugh, reaching over and prying the bottle from Jay’s hands.

“Ok,” she said with another forced laugh. “I know by now that when Jay gets all dark and brooding, it’s time to confiscate the alcohol.”

“Not brooding,” Jay mumbled in protest, but he let the bottle go easily enough. “Dark, maybe. But the brooding is more Mal’s thing.”

“Cheers to that,” Evie agreed, smile still intact as sat back again.

“But why did you run?” Jay insisted. “Won’t that just make her madder?”

“Angrier,” Evie sighed. “And why do you care?”

“Friends…?” Jay dragged out the word as though it were another language. “Isn’t that part of it? Caring, or whatever?”

“Unfortunately,” Evie agreed, though she wouldn’t lie and say it was all bad. “She’ll forget about it eventually.”

“You’re talking about the woman who tried to carve out her step-daughter’s heart because she was prettier than her,” Jay scoffed. “And she held that grudge how long?”

“Then you’re currently conversing with a corpse,” Evie responded solemnly. “And therefore, hallucinating.”

Jay chuckled. “Well you’re certainly the best looking corpse I’ve ever talked to.”

Evie felt heat rising in her cheeks, and it had nothing to do with the forming bruises. “I’m really not, though,” she said quickly, shaking her head. “If I were, I wouldn’t be worried about being one, and I definitely wouldn’t be talking with you.”

“To being an above average looking corpse, then,” Jay amended easily, raising his hand in a mock toast.

“Above average,” Evie cheered quietly, and she lifted the stale wine to her lips and tried to ignore the feeling that it was her last meal.


 

Jay

The second the bathroom door slams open, Jay is on his feet, but even he’s not fast enough to catch Carlos as the boy comes sprinting out, making a mad dive for the fireplace.

“Carlos!” Evie cries from the bed beside him, but Carlos is silent, only the slightest shuffling noises echoing from inside the space.

“Come on, bro,” Jay finds himself saying, pleading, almost. “I wasn’t trying to be a jerk, you know that.”

Something flies out of the fireplace and hits Jay solidly in the legs, stinging and yet strangely freezing all at once. Jay kicks his legs free of the projectile, making to move closer when Mal’s voice calls out from behind him.

“Did he just throw his pants at you?”

Jay looks again and realizes that, oh yeah, those are Carlos’ shorts. Evie makes a scandalized sound beside him as a second, soaking wet projectile is flung from the fireplace, this one aimed at Mal, but falling short by half a foot.

“That’s great, Carlos,” Mal calls to the fireplace in an unamused deadpan. “Now you’re soaking wet and naked.”

“No,” Jay says, shaking his head. “I caught him shoving some clothes in there earlier with the rest of his toolkit; he’s fine.”

“Still wet, though,” Evie murmurs, and Jay feels a strange urge rising in his chest.

“That’s what she…” he begins, but cuts himself off before he can finish, coughing pointedly as Mal storms past him.

“Carlos,” the purple clad girl snaps, crouching down in front of the stone fixture. “We are going to talk about this, so there’s no point in hiding!”

“No point in ta-ta-talking, e-ither,” the boy retorts, and though his voice is slightly muffled from the fireplace, there’s no mistaking the fierce sharpness of his tone.

“At least now he's mad at both of us,” Jay mutters lightly to Mal. “So, way to even the field.”

“Don't fuck with me right now, Jay,” Mal growls, and Jay grimaces, backing away from her.

“You know I didn't do this on purpose, right?” he says.

“Purpose or not, you did still do this,” she replies tersely. “So shut up for a minute.”

“Hey, it wasn't my idea to come here,” Jay can't help but retort, his own anger growing in light of hers. “And I'm not the one pushing for things.”

“You did your fair share of pushing out on that field,” Mal counters harshly. “As I recall, you sent three Princes to the infirmary.”

“Yeah,” Jay agrees hotly. “I was protecting Carlos.”

“Fucking bullshit,” the other girl snaps back, standing to face him head on. “All you were doing was fucking off and playing dominant.”

“Oh and what were you doing then, Mal?” Jay snaps right back. “What are you doing now?”

Mal's eyes light with green, a snarl rising to her lips as she stalks towards him. Jay straightens and prepares to meet her attack, bracing himself for a fight.

“Go on then, Jay,” Mal growls lowly, her own hands in fists at her sides. “You really want to poke the dragon? I dare you.”

“Both of you shut up.”

Evie's voice is cold and stern, jarring them out of their confrontation. “What happened to doing this thing together?” the girl continues sharply.

“Well clearly, Mal's not one for teamwork right now,” Jay counters, frowning back at Evie. “But I never said I wouldn't...”

“You piece of shit!” Mal hisses. “You haven't been working for this team a second since we got here! All you've done is think for yourself!”

“Like hell I have,” Jay snaps right back. “What have you done besides ordering us around, which is all you ever seem to do?”

“Is this about that thing with Fairy Godmother?” Mal demands, crossing her arms. “I made that decision because was obvious that some of us were hurt and...”

“And we couldn't have that, could we?” Jay retorts mockingly. “The fearless leader can't have weak followers, can't have anyone dragging them down.”

“Is that really what you think?” Mal argues, something hard coming up in her eyes that Jay doesn't have time to interpret in his own anger.

“No, it's what you think,” Jay answers. “And that's the only reason you're here, the only reason you're doing this thing with Carlos. You don't really care one way or another, you just want to make sure nothing gets in your way of that wand!”

“Jay!” Evie gasps by the fireplace, both shock and anger in her cry.

“Get out,” Mal growls at him. “Before I do something I know I won't regret.”

“It's my room,” Jay counters smugly. “So technically, I should be kicking you out.”

“Jay,” Evie chimes in again, and her voice is once more hard, and when Jay turns his head he can see that her face is set in her ‘Evil Regal’ expression. “Leave. Please,” she adds carefully, but Jay finds that he doesn't quite have words to respond.

“You…you’re actually…kicking me out?” He finally manages, incredulous.

“You’re only making things worse,” Evie murmurs quietly, and she at least manages to look somewhat apologetic.

No such thing with Mal. The girl’s eyes are hard and full of cold fury. “Unless you can stay and actually help with Carlos,” she shoots at him through gritted teeth. “But I’d really rather you leave.”

“That’s fine,” Jay snaps hastily, throwing up his hands and pretending that there wasn’t a vise squeezing his insides. “Like I said, I know when I’m not wanted.”

He crosses back to the window and lifts the latch, balancing in the frame. He flips Mal off with a mocking salute, then slips out onto the roof, locking the window again behind him before jogging towards the building’s edge. He’s almost grateful to the Auradon residents for confiscating their weapons; he’s certain that if Mal had had her knife in that moment, she’d have thrown it at him. And she would not have missed.


 

Carlos

Carlos wasn't entirely sure when the screaming stopped, but when he finally uncurled himself from his position in the fireplace, the room beyond was silent, and nothing sounded like it was breaking...Jay must have left then. He frowns, shifting his weight and debating whether he really wanted to go out. He runs the towel through his hair again, feeling the droplets of water slide down his face. He shivers, wishing he'd thought to put a long sleeved shirt inside his hiding space instead of a short sleeved one. He also really wishes he wasn't so mentally worthless and fucked up; as if the stuttering wasn't enough...no, he had to be a freaking spaz, too.

‘Useless,’ he thinks to himself, reaching for his kit. ‘Freaking useless.’

His mother had always thought so, said so, on numerous occasions. He was barely competent enough to do his chores without screwing up, but even then there'd always been something not quite right.

‘Just like me,’ he thinks wryly, twisting a gear.

And now with everything happening in Auradon, first with biology, and then the fight, the last thing they needed was for him to start panicking again. Carlos fiddles with the box in his hands, ignoring the way his fingers tremble. They had something important to do and here he was ruining it all before it started. Why had he been picked? Ben had chosen four, and he could have chosen any four...but why Carlos de Vil? He wasn't good for anything, not even villainy, really.

And Mal...somehow she expected him to play a part in the plan, but what part? How could she expect anything of him? But maybe that was it...maybe Jay was right. She didn't expect anything of him, he was just the cover. The face of 'normal' compared to all of them. He was just there to be there, and he couldn't even get that right! That's what that had been...why she had been there for his latest attack. Trying to see if he was still stable enough for his job of just being there.

‘Hate to break it to you Mal,’ he murmurs inwardly. ‘But I ruin everything I touch. I was ruining things even before I was born.’

But that was going too far. He couldn't think about...no, and it hadn't really been his fault...He hadn't known, he didn't mean...

Carlos blinks hard, drawing a sharp breath that didn't seem to end. He glances back down at his project and tries to fit the second gear into it. The metal snaps and jolts sideways, pinching his fingers sharply. He drops the project and bangs his head against the wall behind him, gritting his teeth against what he can feel is a scream.

“I'm fine,” he whispers to himself. “I-I’m ook. I’m ok. I'm f-f-f...”

Evie, his brain interjects. He wants Evie. He winces, banging his head against the wall again and trying to ignore the buzzing in his ears. He doesn't need Evie. He can take care of himself. It’s only as he wraps the towel further around his body that he realizes he isn’t breathing. He gasps soundlessly, burying his head between his knees and trying to remember how his lungs worked.

‘Useless.’

‘Pathetic.’

‘Freak.’

‘Worthless.’

‘Runt.’

‘Screw up.’

“I’m fine,” Carlos begins to chant once more, his fingers trembling as he clutches the towel. “I’m…”

Not fine, his brain screams at him. Not fine not fine notnotnotnotnot!

Carlos groans against the voices, but his malfunctioning lungs won’t let the sound escape, instead echoing as a heavy vibration in his skull. He can feel his face twisting, can tell from sick fluttering in his stomach that his body wants to run, but he’s trapped…trapped and there’s no…no air, no way out!

There is a way out, he tries to reason. There’s an opening right there right there right there look! But he can’t turn his head, can’t move a muscle against the fear that grips him, far tighter than any grip his mother had ever held on him. The thought of his mother stabs a hot knife through his stomach, and he’s just about to release that scream in his chest when a voice murmurs from somewhere beyond his walls.


 

Evie

“That went well,” Evie says stiffly, watching out the window as Jay drops off the dorm roof and disappears.

“Fucking asshole,” Mal snarls, and Evie turns back to see her pacing with all the grace and danger of an enraged dragon. “Who the fuck does he think he is with this?”

All that’s missing is the flames, Evie thinks wryly. She shakes her head, pressing her lips together and trying to decide how best to breach this.

“Is he right, though?” Evie finally asks, and she prides herself on her level tone. Mal turns on her, eyes blazing with green.

“What?” the other girl’s voice is a low and hard growl, and Evie rolls her eyes, placing a hand on her hip.

“Honestly Mal, you really are overdramatic sometimes,” she sighs, refusing to be affected by the other girl’s display.

“How…?” Mal begins, but Evie shakes her head sharply, cutting her off.

“This thing with Carlos,” she says sternly. “What is it really? Is Jay right?”

She’s trying to be tactful, she really is, but Mal glowers at her, her lip curling.

“You think I don’t care?”

“I think,” Evie says slowly, then starts over. “I know you, Mal. And I know you're worried, but...”

“Fuck yeah, I'm worried!” Mal snaps, pacing again. “You think I'm not? That I don't care? This was supposed to be simple, a way to make things work for us...for once in our fucked up, miserable lives. This place was supposed to be better!”

Evie pauses at that, caught off guard. Mal draws a breath that shakes a bit, the green fire in her eyes flickering as she frowns at the floor.

“I...I wanted it to be better,” the girl admits quietly, and Evie feels a pang in her chest, a pricking behind her eyes at the sudden vulnerability.

“For Carlos?” Evie manages to whisper out, attempting to return to her original intentions.

“For all of us,” Mal says firmly, her eyes lifting and locking on Evie's.

Evie feels her breath catch, and covers it up with a slight cough. She raises a brow and tries for a teasingly skeptical look. “All of us?”

Mal scoffs, rolling her eyes as some of her remaining anger melts away. “Yes, even Jay, the bastard.”

Evie smiles a little, a hint of relief flowing through her. She starts to move forward but something in Mal's body is still tense, and the other shifts away subconsciously at Evie's approach.

“I didn't want to say it,” Mal says. “Didn't want to hope for it because things like that...” She shakes her head, grimacing. “Forget it,” she says abruptly. “It doesn't matter.”

Evie draws a breath to interject, but Mal flinches suddenly, her head snapping up sharply.

“Shit,” she hisses, her eyes widening. “Fuck!”

“What?” Evie questions, but Mal is shaking her head slowly, turning to glance towards the fireplace.

“Fucking shit,” Mal mutters, and Evie exhales impatiently.

“What, Mal?” She demands, and the other girl finally turns back, her expression still a bit stunned.

“That's what Carlos said,” Mal says slowly. “He was upset about all of this...everything that's been happening, but he was angry at me especially because he thought that...I thought it didn't matter because of the wand.”

Evie draws a sharp breath of realization, and Mal grimaces. “Yeah,” Mal mutters.

“But you don't,” Evie protests. “I mean, you do care…in your own way.”

“And I've said that,” Mal says, her voice raising slightly.

“But I think you need to show it,” Evie presses gently.

Mal scoffs, and she's pacing again, but slower this time. “What, I haven't shown it enough?”

“You know that's not what I meant, M,” Evie replies with a soft sigh.

“And you know I don't do all of that...feely stuff,” Mal retorts. “You know that, E.”

“I know,” Evie agrees quietly. “But they need to know -Jay and Carlos- they need you to show them somehow that you care.”

“I was terrified in that bathroom with Carlos,” Mal snaps. “Not because of his panic attack, but because I didn't know how to handle getting emotional like that, and I didn't want to make it worse with my pathetic attempt at comfort.”

“You're not pathetic at comforting Mal,” Evie tries to defend, but Mal snorts and shoots her a pointed look.

“That right there is exactly what I mean,” Mal says. “Being sympathetic and having feelings is your department. I show that I care by doing what I do best: keeping us all alive.”


 

Mal

It takes Evie the better part of an hour to finally convince Carlos to leave the fireplace. While the other girl works in the ‘bedroom’ part of the dorm; getting Carlos properly dried and dressed in warmer clothes, Mal busies herself in the bathroom, gathering up Carlos’ previous outfit and mopping up the water that remained on the floor. She tries not to think about her confrontation with Jay, or worry about Carlos, or classes or…anything, instead focusing on the task at hand.

It works until she finally finishes and returns to the other room. Evie is rubbing a towel vigorously through Carlos’ hair, talking animatedly about something to do with genetic inheritance. The boy is entirely silent, but his expression is interested, his eyes slowly regaining a bit of light as he absorbs whatever it is Evie is telling him. Then he spots Mal, and his expression falters, his brow furrowing with worry as he seems to shrink on the bed.

Mal that guilt twist in her gut again, and she grits her jaw against the apology that wants to escape. He was worried because of her, her brain reminds her sternly. She had to do something about it. Evie’s visually reminds her with an encouraging nod, and Mal would have scowled at her if it wouldn’t upset Carlos. She settles instead for a subtle narrowing of her eyes, but she moves towards the bed anyway, holding up her hand and dangling a small chain from her fingers.

“I found this,” she says casually to Carlos. “Thought you might want it back.” She extends the red dog tail, and Carlos straightens and accepts the tail from her, clipping it to the belt of his softer pants. He makes a humming sound that Mal thinks might be ‘thank you,’ but she isn’t entirely sure.

She raises a brow at Evie, who shakes her head, signing quickly; she makes the sign for the letter ‘A’- a fist hand shape, with her thumb against the side of her hand; and with her palm back, she brings her hand up and touches it to her lips.

[Mute.]

Fucking great, Mal thinks, but she tries not to let her frustration show on her face. Worse than when he simply resorted to one word answers, there were rare moments where Carlos just refused to talk at all; whether out of self-preservation, or else in the aftermath of a fit like this, he’d play ‘mute’ until he decided to talk again. Mal sighs, deciding it would be better not to mention it, and sits on the opposite bed, turning her head to stare out the window. The sky was still the dark blue of night, but there was a soft line of lighter blue along the horizon, and Mal started, straightening on the edge of bed.

“Shit, guys,” she says, turning back to Evie and Carlos. “It’s almost 2 and we have class tomorrow!”

She glances at the clock on the table beside her and throws up her hands. “It is 2,” she sighs.

Carlos frowns, straightening slowly and looking around the room. He turns back to Mal and furrows his brows at her, bringing up a hand and signing; he extended a pinkie and with a twist of his wrist, made a ‘J’ in the air- his simplified sign for [Jay], since he insisted he didn’t need a fancy sign name and it was easier to just fingerspell his name.

But Mal understood Carlos’ silent question, and she can’t help the scowl that slips across her face. “He left,” Mal says, none too gently.

Carlos stiffens and then tries to hide it by pretending to roll his shoulders in a stretch. Evie gives Mal a glare of disapproval and clarifies in a much gentler tone than Mal had used.

“He was being a bit of a disruptive influence,” she says. “So we told him to leave and calm down while we got things settled in here.”

Carlos nods his understanding, but brings his hands up to sign again; he raises his left hand with fingers spread and palm facing sideways, he makes and exaggerated forward motion; then he points to Mal and Evie before bringing his left hand up off to the side of his body; he opens his hand with fingers slightly spread in a sort of ‘mouth’ before closing it again; then he brings his left hand up again; palm down with his thumb and pinkie fingers in a ‘Y’ shape, he moves his hand in a short back and forth motion; lifting his brows in question.

[You’ll leave too?]

Evie lifts her head and gives Mal a worried look, like ‘how do you want to answer this,’ but Mal doesn’t hesitate, giving Carlos what she hopes is a reassuring smile.

“Like I said, it’s 2 am; I’m not climbing out along window ledges to get back to our room now.”

Evie smiles knowingly at Mal, and relief melts across Carlos’ face as he relaxes completely. Nodding his head and standing, he drags a pillow and the top blanket off of the bed that would have been Jay’s. He tosses the pillow to the floor between the two beds, and pads over, spreading the blanket down beneath it.

“Don’t you want to sleep in the bed?” Evie asks quickly, realizing his intentions, and Mal is grateful that the other girl had voiced her thoughts. She’d had enough of being concerned and caring for one day.

Carlos shakes his head, making a face and signing; bringing his hands up in front of him; both hands facing each other, he spreads them further out and away from each other in a slightly exaggerated motion.

[Too much.]

“Too much?” Evie repeats, frowning, and even Mal feels her own brow furrowing.

But Carlos doesn’t clarify, just signs again; pointing to himself before touching his thumb to his chest, his hand in a ‘five’ shape; before pointing down at the space where he is.

[I’m fine here.]

“It’s his room,” Mal cuts in, shrugging carefully. “We’re here; we’re safe…if he wants to sleep on the floor, then he can sleep on the floor.”

Evie glares at her, but Carlos smiles gratefully, settling down between the blanket and the floor easily. Evie sighs, but settles back without comment, switching off the bedside lamp before pulling the sheets over herself.

It doesn’t take Mal long to realize that she’s not going to sleep. She shifts her weight a few times against the soft mattress, and even adjusts the pillows so she’s lying on the cooler side, but even that does nothing to help. She huffs a sigh and rolls back over, noticing that Evie is sounds asleep already, curled up on her side with a pillow wrapped firmly in her arms. Mal growls softly in displeasure, envious of the other girl’s ability. She flops onto her back and tried counting her breaths for all of two seconds before she’s fed up.

“Screw this,” she mutters, sitting up and flinging the covers off of her. She slips from the bed and crosses to the section of floor just at the foot of the sickeningly luxurious piece of furniture, and throws herself down on her stomach with little ceremony.

“Joining you,” she grumbles to Carlos, who lies on his back perpendicular to her position and tilts his head to grin upside down at her.

‘Told you,’ he mouths silently, and Mal flips him off with a scowl.

“Go to sleep,” she snaps at him, and he giggles under his breath, but obediently closes his eyes.

The floor is significantly easier to settle on than the bed, but it’s only when she hears Carlos’ soft snoring that Mal allows herself to fully relax. She closes her own eyes and rolls onto her side, the solid feel of the bed against her back reminding her of her corner pallet back at home.

Home. The thought of the Isle brings a strange flurry of emotions that Mal isn’t sure if she wants to examine. They needed to do this job…she needed to do this. It was her chance to make a name for herself, and not just as ‘Maleficent’s daughter.’ To have recognition as her own person, to come into her own evil, and maybe…just maybe…create a better life for her group.


 

Ben

Ben adjusts his uniform jacket a final time and draws a steadying breath before knocking on the dorm room door. There’s no sound from behind the wood, and Ben frowns, lifting his eyes to double check the number. 13…this was Mal and Evie’s room. He knocks again, a little louder, but still no one answers.

“Huh,” he mutters to himself, before glancing down the hall. It’s empty, most of the other students on this floor already up for breakfast and early classes. He shakes his head, mystified, before walking down to the boy’s room at 17. He tries again, running a hand through his hair before knocking on the door.

This time he gets a response, the clear sounds of shuffling footsteps before a voice calls out, “Who is it?”

The voice is low with suspicion, but Ben is surprised to recognize it as Mal’s. He clears his throat and calls back through the door.

“It’s Ben.”

There’s a soft whisper of voices behind the door, and then the latch clicks dully. “It’s open,” a new voice calls out. This time, it’s Evie’s, and Ben isn’t entirely sure what to expect when he opens the door.

He lifts his brow as he surveys the room, everything still relatively intact, but clothes and random pieces of metal were strewn about the room. Mal stands just to the side of the door, and Evie is straightening the covers on one of the beds when he walks in. He spies Carlos shoving something into the closet, but the boy straightens when Ben clears his throat and greets them.

“Good morning,” Ben says in what he hopes is a cheerful voice and not suspicious or concerned.

“Morning,” Evie murmurs, and the blue haired girl almost meets his eyes as she smiles at him.

Carlos sort of nods, looking at the wall just past him and quickly dropping his eyes again, his hands fiddling with something attached to his belt. Ben turns to Mal and his smile widens a bit when he notices that she’s actually looking him straight in the eyes. It falters, however, when he realizes that her eyes are narrowed, and a bit of a brighter green than he remembered.

“Good morning Ben,” Mal says shortly, and Ben has the sudden feeling like he’s a little kid again; guilty and ashamed as his mother scolds him. “Or would ‘Your Highness,’ be better?”

“Mal!” Evie hisses sharply, worry lighting in her expression. Carlos has frozen completely, his body tense like he wants to run but isn’t sure where to run to.

Ben winces at her tone, sharp with something like sarcasm, but that he recognizes by her expression as bitterness and maybe, even, a sense of betrayal. He sighs as he realizes that maybe he shouldn't have tried to play things so casually after yesterday's events; especially since he's been the one to pass judgement on all of them.

"I knew I shouldn't have..."

"Kept your true identity hidden in an attempt to get close to us?" Mal finishes for him, her voice cold.

"Mal!" Evie hisses again, the fear and shock a little stronger this time.

Carlos flinches, shuffling away from Ben and Mal in a way that makes Ben feel like he's trying to avoid being grouped into whatever the girl is saying.

"Yeah, about that," Ben says slowly, his voice all too awkward and apologetic for his liking. "I wasn't trying to trick you, or anything, I promise. I just didn't want your first impression of me...of this place, to be as 'Prince Ben.'"

"Is that why you keep checking up on us, then?" Mal asks sharply, a hard suspicion creeping over the bitterness in her voice. "You want to make sure we're staying in line; see if we're passing all your tests?"

"No, of course not!" Ben quickly defends. "I just wanted to make sure you were all doing ok."

Evie and Carlos both frown at that; Evie looking thoughtful while Carlos looks confused. Mal however, scoffs at his words, her lips twitching in sardonic amusement.

"Yeah, right," she says with another short laugh. "There's no such thing."

Ben blinks at that, confused and caught off guard. "No such thing as what?"

"'Just making sure you're ok...'" Mal repeats sarcastically, shaking her head.

"You...you really think that?" Ben questions lowly, strangely hurt amidst his confusion. "That I can't check on you unless there's some ulterior motive?"

There's silence from Mal and the others, though the slight narrowing of Mal's eyes is answer enough. Ben can feel his face twisting, and he lowers his had to keep his feelings from showing. What had things been like on the Isle if even his natural generosity was something to be suspicious of? He blinks hard and forces himself to meet Mal's gaze, sincerity in his voice as he answers.

"It's not like that here," he promises.

Mal purses her lips but doesn't say anything more, instead turning her gaze pointedly away from his and striding towards the door. Carlos gives a startled yelp and scrambles after her, while Evie follows slower and gives Ben an apologetic look as she passes him. Ben sighs, and exits the room behind them, closing the door as he goes. Things would be harder than he thought, and he'd already anticipated some complications. But with the strange bruises and injuries, then the fight, and now this...

"Hey, um, where's Jay?" Ben asks, noting the tallest boy's absence.

Carlos ducks his head and cringes, and both Mal and Evie flinch at his question, though none of them make any move to answer him. He thinks he hears Mal muttering an insult of some kind under her breath, but he can't be sure. He shakes his head, and decides to try for the positive route.

"Maybe he beat you guys to breakfast," he offers.

Carlos makes a half-hearted noise of agreement, but that's all he gets out of them. Ben sighs and resigns himself to a rough day as they finally reach the dining hall. Mal jerks to a stop at the head of the line, and both Evie and Carlos tense behind her. Ben quickly slips towards the front of the group and raises a hand in a reassuring gesture.

"It's ok guys," he says quickly. "Breakfast is a little different than the other meal times. We've set it up like a buffet, and it's served from 6:30am to 9:00am for anyone to grab as they need to on the way to class." He chuckles sheepishly and grins at them. "It's a bit of a free for all, sorry."

Mal and Evie exchange a look, and Ben swears he sees Mal's eyes flash green as a slow smile spreads across the girl's face. "It's ok," Mal says lowly, and Ben feels a pang of worry at her amused tone. "Free for all's we can handle."

The villain kids rearrange their position, and with Carlos in front and both girls just behind him on either side, they stride confidently into the chaos of the dining hall.

"I have a bad feeling about this," Ben groans to himself as he follows them.


 

Carlos

Carlos has to employ every ounce of his skills to keep his ‘callous’ mask in place as he waits in line with Mal and Evie. He’s not so much nervous as thrilled, and they aren’t waiting, really. Stalking would be better. He clears his throat to disguise a laugh and revels in the way the students closest to them flinch, darting anxious glances over their shoulders. Evie stays by his side while Mal moves forward in the line and grabs things off the buffet, piercing anyone who dared get too close with a vicious, green eyed glare.

“Damn, I've missed this,” Mal mutters under her breath to him as he slides down a place in line and snatches a roll from another student's fingers.

“Nothing like making people cower in fear of you to start the day,” Evie agrees with a giggle as she smiles sweetly at a tanned, brunette boy with curly hair. The boy blinks, then quickly runs a hand through his curly locks and grins back, completely unaware as Mal slides up behind him and relieves his tray from the table where he'd set it down.

Carlos snickers as Mal dumps the tray's contents onto his own plate, subtly shifting his body out of view and flashing a challenging grin of his own at the other boy. The boy falters, glancing over at Evie and then back at Carlos, a hesitation in his gaze. Carlos decides to play along and straightens his back, lifting a brow as he nods sharply. Strangely, instead of flinching away, the other boy grins again, nodding at Carlos in a way that’s almost like respect before he turns to grab his tray from the table.

Watching the boy stare in confusion at his now empty tray is enough to distract Carlos from the strange reaction, and he can’t help but laugh a bit as the other boy whirls around again with a mystified expression on his face as he meets Carlos’ gaze. Mal and Evie tense beside him, ready for a negative reaction, but Carlos simply plasters an innocent expression on his face and shrugs his shoulders at the other boy. The boy shakes his own head, but he’s laughing too, and is about to make his way over to them when someone shouts across the dining hall.

“Aziz, let’s go, we’re late!”

The boy turns to see who’s calling him, and Carlos follows his gaze to see another tanned-skinned youth hovering in the doorway. The other boy’s hair is straighter and hangs half in his face, and the boy jerks his head to clear his view, causing a few of the girls nearby to swoon.

“Just a sec, Nikki!” Aziz calls back, and the other boy jerks his hair out of his eyes again before exiting the hall.

Aziz turns back to them, smile still in place. He nods at Evie and Mal, then winks knowingly at Carlos before turning and dashing across the dining hall and out the door.

“Ok then,” Mal drawls slowly, clearly unsure how to handle the encounter.

Carlos chuckles a bit more, shaking his head as he takes a bite out of his roll. Except, his teeth close on empty air, and Carlos frowns as he stares down at his empty hand.

“B-but I…” he blinks, then looks back up to the door Aziz had left out of, the wood just beginning to swing shut.

“Oh, he’s good,” Evie says with a laugh, handing Carlos her spare roll.

“I don’t think even Jay could have pulled that off so flawlessly,” Mal adds, but then she frowns suddenly, her eyes narrowing as she stares at the now closed door.

“What?” Evie asks what Carlos is thinking, but can’t say with everyone else around to hear.

“I thought his name sounded familiar and now I remember why,” Mal mutters, her frown deepening. “He was that guy I overheard with Ben the other night; when we were in the lab.”

What?” Evie hisses, so sharply that the remaining students hovering nearby decided to flee for their safety.

“He said you were a genius, Carlos,” Mal says to him with a slight smile. “Apparently he was very impressed with your lock picking skills.”

Carlos chuckles smugly, pleased that someone else recognized his gifts. But at the same time, he couldn’t help but feel a little worried. If Aziz was able to pick out a broken lock, would he be able to tell who had done it? He seemed like an ok guy, but if he knew that they had broken into the lab, would they be safe?

“Let’s find a table and worry about it then,” Evie suggests, and Carlos nods hastily. Suddenly, the breakfast buffet didn’t seem as fun, and was now dangerous territory with so many eyes on them.

They turn to their regular table in the corner by the door, but Mal stiffens as they approach, a soft growl slipping past her lips. Carlos braces himself for an attack or an enemy appearance, but it’s only Jay, an empty tray in front of him as he rocks on the back legs of his chair and surveys the crowds.

“You have some nerve,” Mal snarls lowly, and Jay glances up with a sarcastic grin.

“Good morning to you too,” he chirps back, and Mal looks all set to slam her tray of food into his face, but Evie places a hand on her arm, frowning she intercedes.

“Can we not do this right now?” she asks, glaring at both Jay and Mal.

Mal glares murderously at Jay, but says nothing as she sits down at the opposite end of the table. Carlos shares an anxious look with Evie and quickly decides to sit with the other girl, just in case things got violent.

“Where were you?” Mal gets right to the chase, and Evie places her fork back down on her plate.

“So much for leaving things be,” she mutters, and Carlos nervously chews at his biscuits and gravy, eyes darting back and forth between the two older teens.

“I was around,” Jay answers easily, still rocking in his chair as though he weren’t receiving death threats from Mal’s eyes.

“But not where you needed to be,” Mal snaps. “Though I guess I should have known better than to expect more from you.”

Jay’s chair slams to the floor, and Carlos flinches, ducking his head and waiting for the bullets to start flying.

“You want to go there Mal?” Jay rumbles. “Really?”

“Well for someone who’s always questioning my leadership, I would have thought you’d at least have some sense of responsibility.” Mal shrugs a shoulder, her eyes like daggers. “But again, I should have known.”

“Go suck a--”

A shrill ringing cuts off Jay’s retort, and it takes Carlos a moment to realize that the ringing was not in his head. The bell chimes above them and all the students scramble up, a few running for the buffet line to grab a last minute treat to take on the way to class. Carlos leaps to his feet with Evie, never more grateful to go to class. He doesn’t look behind him as he races after the blue haired girl in front of him, and so he doesn’t see the continued, silent exchange between Mal and Jay. He doesn’t notice Jay split off from the group and disappear out the opposite door, or see Mal’s crude hand gesture at his retreating back.

It’s only when they reach Remedial Goodness 101 that he notices anything amiss, as the Fairy Godmother pauses as she spots them enter, and asks in an all too concerned voice:

“Oh my, where’s Jay?”

Chapter 8: And I said, if crazy equals genius...

Summary:

In which there are consequences to actions, Carlos is a cheeky little shit (again), Jay finds common ground with a nemesis, and some more Disney references are made.

Notes:

*Warnings for crude language and mentions of abuse, as well as bullying and mild abuse by a teacher towards a student. (That's right, the evil biology teacher is back!)*

On a different note, aside from the usual sign language, this chapter also contains a brief cameo of Arabic; courtesy of Google Translate, so for any speakers of the language, native or otherwise, please forgive any grammar issues or inconsistencies! It is not my intention to offend in any way with this story, despite the subject matter.

This chapter also contains several 'flashes' of flashback. I separated everything appropriately, but instead of constant Italic POV Heading, I did something a bit different for creativity's sake. I hope it's not too confusing, but if it is, just let me know and I'll go back and edit for you guys.

That being said, enjoy the chapter!

- Raven

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Fairy Godmother

The Fairy Godmother is an excellent judge of character. She is always able to tell when something is wrong and someone needs her help (how else would she be able to do her job?), and despite being known for her compassionate and doting nature, she ‘doesn’t take crap from nobody,’ to quote something she’d heard the kids say.

She hadn’t been nearly as hesitant to accept Ben’s decree to bring the villain children over to Auradon; they were children in need, after all, and she happily took it upon herself to play the guiding mother role. That first day in class had tested her patience, true, but it had also tested all of her previously held beliefs of childhoods and how children were supposed to act. They had come to her subdued; quiet and wary, watchful of every move she made. They bickered between each other like siblings, but every one of their mannerisms held a certain fear, an anticipation of some kind of pain, and although Cinderella hadn’t been nearly as bad as these children had, the Fairy Godmother couldn’t help but see the similarities.

And so she studied her charges closely, analyzing their answers to her questions in an attempt to better understand just what they had been through. The bruises were glaring enough, but they painted too broad of a picture for her to see. They could just as well have been inflicted by the other children of the Isle, if they all had some of the violent tendencies that she had noticed with her four.

She liked to think that she had picked up enough on their personalities to notice when something was amiss, and so it is with these thoughts in mind that she falters at the head of the classroom. She takes in the three children before her and instantly feels a flicker of wrong, that is made no less obvious by the fact that there are only three of them there.

“Oh my,” she says softly, worry clouding her cheerful tone. “Where’s Jay?”

Fairy Godmother watches as Carlos shrinks in his chair, and while the gesture is clearly a defensive one, she can see the flicker of sorrow in his face before he hides it. Both Mal and Evie are silent, and while Evie’s silence is worried and tense, Mal’s is one of cold fury and betrayal. Fairy Godmother frowns, her own worry growing as she wonders what had happened to cause this sudden rift between the four, but she forces herself to remain calm and in control of the situation.

“Well, our lesson today will continue where we left off yesterday, and I decided that in light of recent events, it would be best to discuss with all of you some appropriate ways to deal with your anger.”

She notices a flicker of amusement in Mal’s expression, but it quickly turns to boredom as the girl begins writing on a piece of paper. Fairy Godmother recognizes the gesture for the defense that it is, and decides not to press further.

“This topic will also be the basis for our first detention,” the woman directs at Carlos. “Wherever Jay is, I do hope you will pass this information on to him.”

The small boy winces at her words, but nods his head slowly in understanding. Fairy Godmother nods as well before straightening and returning to the task at hand, turning to the blackboard and indicating the question with her staff.

“If someone hands you a crying baby, do you, A) Curse it? B) Lock it in a tower? C) Carve out its heart? Or D) Give it a bottle?”

She turns back to her students, but they’re all silent, a heaviness in the air as they either stare at their desks, or in Mal’s case, the piece of paper that she’s drawing on. Fairy Godmother sighs as she realizes the lesson will not be proceeding as planned, and so she decides to take the opportunity given to her. She picks up an eraser and begins clearing the chalkboard, moving in slow dramatic gestures as she gives her students time to collect themselves in whatever way they choose. When she turns around again, they’re all staring at her, disbelief on Evie’s face, and varying degrees of suspicion and worry on Mal and Carlos.’

“I can see that something is bothering you, children,” Fairy Godmother explains gently. “This class isn’t just for teaching you; I like to think that it’s also a safe space for us to learn about each other.”

Mal rolls her eyes and focuses back on her drawing, but there’s an uncomfortable look on her face that doesn’t escape the older fairy’s gaze. Evie and Carlos exchange a pointed look, but no one make any move to explain things to her.

“I won’t force anything out of you, but I hope you know that I am here to help in any way you might need,” Fairy Godmother says carefully. “Now, there’s still about 45 minutes left of this class period, and while I won’t dismiss you entirely from the lesson, you may use the time as a study period if you prefer.”

She knows that at this point, trying to continue a lesson would be futile as no one’s attention would really be on her, and so she decides to let them have a moment of peace. Maybe in the quiet atmosphere, they would let their guard down and allow themselves to hear what she had said. She retreats to her desk atop the podium’s stage and lets the silence continue, drawing a stack of papers from her drawer and beginning to grade. She watches out of the corner of her eye as a tense moment of silence passes, but finally, Carlos draws a textbook from his bag, and Evie slides over to sit at the table with him, the girl silently conversing over the subject as the smaller boy takes notes. Mal continues to draw, but every now and then the girl lifts her head to glare around at the room, relaxing only when she sees that Evie and Carlos are still there with her.

The Fairy Godmother sighs quietly as she watches the children. It would take a lot more than a simply bippidi-boppidy-boo to make things right with them, but she’d be darned if she didn’t try her hardest for them. It didn’t matter to her that their success meant the success of the kingdom as a whole. They were hurting children in need of a Fairy Godmother, and she would do everything in her power to give them the happy endings they deserved.


 

Ben

Ben sighs as he glances down at his buzzing phone for what felt like the hundredth time that day, the device creating a surprising amount of noise as it rattles against his table. He turns his attention to the mirror in front of him, frowning as he adjusts his tie.

“You really should answer them, you know.”

Audrey’s voice is stern from where she sits on the bed behind him, an array of books and color coordinated schedules littered about her.

“I know,” Ben agrees with a grimace. “I just wanted to try and pretend like things were normal before I loaded them down with everything going wrong.”

“For the future king, you’re not very organized, Benny boo,” she scolds mildly.

“You know I hate that nickname,” he complains, and she laughs, her reflection shaking her head at him through the mirror.

“I know,” she teases. “That’s why I use it.”

He makes a face at her through the mirror, but his expression twists even further as his phone starts buzzing again. He groans, and Audrey purses her lips as she highlights something in her notebook.

“You might as well get it over with,” she cajoles, and he groans again, a little louder. He really didn’t want to face his parents right now, not with everything going so wrong, but Audrey was right; putting it off would just make it worse.

He turns and holds out a hand, running his other hand through his hair as he sighs. “Hand me the phone,” he grumbles.

He catches his still buzzing phone that she tosses to him, and ignoring her satisfied smirk, he turns his back and answers the phone.

“Hello?”

“You haven't been answering your messages, Benjamin.”

It’s his mother’s voice that responds, her voice cool and stern. He grimaces at her use of his full name, but manages to keep his own voice steady as he answers.

“I’m sorry about that, really. Things have just been crazy here and….”

“Oh, we’ve heard.”

The voice that cuts him off is a low and deep rumble, and Ben falters, drawing in a quick breath.

“You have?” he manages shakily.

“We have,” his father repeats, and Ben hears his mother sigh quietly in the background.

“You’re on speaker, Ben,” she says sharply, and she can almost imagine her rolling her eyes at his dad as she takes over again. “And yes, the Charming’s were over yesterday afternoon with a very interesting letter from the Fairy Godmother.”

Crap, Ben thinks. He’d forgotten Fairy Godmother was going to letter Cinderella! His hopes of keeping things quiet had never even had a chance.

“Oh,” he squeaks, and he sees Audrey lift a brow at him in the mirror.

“Is it true, Benjamin?” His father growls. “Did those villains of yours attack Chad?!”

Ben hears his mother gasp out his father’s name in the background, but he’s too busy trying to reign in his spinning thoughts to concentrate. He manages to get himself together enough to try for a response.

“They’re not my…” he begins, then stops, starting again with a bit more firmness. “They’re not villains, Dad.”

He hears his father starts spluttering protests, but he continues before he loses his resolve.

“There was a fight, and Emil wound up with a dislocated shoulder, but it really wasn’t….”

“A knife Benjamin!” His father’s shout is loud enough that Ben cringes, jerking the phone away from his ear. “They snuck a knife into my kingdom and attacked innocent Auradon students with it! If that’s not something a villain would do, then….”

“Dad!” Ben starts, just as his mother cries “Adam!” in the background. “That’s not how it happened at all!”

“Do explain, then,” his father says with forced calm, and Ben knows his mother must be glaring at him to keep him subdued.

Ben draws a slow breath, and waits until he’s sure he won’t falter or be interrupted to speak. “Things with the children of the Isle are a lot more complicated than we thought.”

“We?”

“Adam,” his mother says sharply, and there’s quiet again.

“Than I thought,” Ben amends. “There’s…something, I don’t know what, but they’re not villainous.”

There’s a cough on the other end of the phone that Ben recognizes as his Dad’s ‘I want to say something here,’ cough, but he’s not interrupted.

“They’re all really quiet; like, not normal quiet, and they’ve only just started to meet my eyes when I talk with them. And then there’s Carlos….”

Behind him, Audrey has stopped pretending to organize her schedule and is sitting up, her own eyes worried as she watches his face through the mirror.

“Cruella’s son?” His mother questions softly, her previous sternness forgotten.

“What about him?” His father asks, and though his tone is still gruff, it’s slightly less harsh than before.

“What happened with the fight,” Ben explains slowly. “Is because Carlos has a stutter, which we didn’t know about.”

“A villain with a stutter? That’s preposterous!”

His mother clears her throat, and his father pauses his incredulous tirade. “We would have heard about something like that, Ben,” his mother says.

“I would have thought,” Ben agrees. “But remember the folders? They didn’t give a lot of information to begin with, and all they said about Carlos was that he didn’t talk. I thought that meant he was mute, but now I know that wasn’t it.”

“No, I suppose not,” his mother agrees quietly.

“But what does this have to do with the fight?” his father interrupts, and Ben nods even though it can’t be seen through the phone.

“Chad and some of the other guys found out that Carlos has a stutter when he talked in class. They were teasing him about it, but something was said that turned it physical, and by the time I got there, Emil had a dislocated shoulder and Carlos had a knife.”

He knows it must sound as bad as he thinks it does, because neither of his parents say anything for a while. Ben tries pacing, but then he decides to sit, and settles anxiously on the edge of the bed where Audrey is.

“It wasn’t Carlos’ fault,” Ben says firmly, cutting through the awkward silence. “Or Jay’s, either.”

“Jay?” his mother questions softly.

“Jafar’s son,” Ben clarifies. “He was also…involved.”

His father hums lowly, and when he speaks, his voice is a deliberate drawl. “I think this whole situation shows that perhaps things are not as in your control as you have us believe. I think these…children… are dangerous, and the knife is just further proof of that.”

“While I agree that things are definitely not perfect, I think the knife is further proof of just how wrong things are,” Ben counters.

“In what way?” his father retorts.

“If the first reaction to a threat, even a relatively mild one, is to pull out a knife and attack without question, then I’d say something wasn’t right,” Ben says.

“Of course it’s not right, they’re villains, Ben!”

“No they’re not!” Ben snaps, abandoning his diplomatic approach completely. “They’re kids, just like the rest of us here, and they deserve this chance!”

“Ben,” his mother breaks in, scolding but gentle. “No one is denying that. We just think you need to go about this in the right way.”

“I’m trying,” Ben sighs, trying not to sound like he was whining. “But there’s just so much we don’t know.”

“Well the stuttering was certainly an unexpected development,” his father chimes in slowly. “I must say I am surprised we didn’t know of that sooner.”

“Not just the stuttering,” Ben says. “The file didn’t even know all of their ages. Fairy Godmother thinks Carlos is 14 like Jane, but she says that they’re all so undernourished, it’s hard to tell much of anything. And there’s just…I can’t help but think….”

“What is it?” his mother presses, and he could hear her concern. “What else is bothering you?”

“Do you guys think...I mean…Villains love their kids too, right?”

His parents’ responses are subdued, and not nearly as certain as he had hoped. There’s a jerky “Of course,” from his father, and a murmured “I’m sure they do, in their own ways,” from his mother.

“But if we don’t even care enough,” Ben begins, before cutting himself off. It sounded too much like an accusation, and he also can’t help but feel like he was responsible for that, as well. His ignorance was their suffering.

“What do you mean, we don’t care?” His father asks roughly.

“Of course we do, Ben,” his mother adds firmly.

“I meant about them,” Ben says softly. “Is it true the Isle only gets our garbage?”


 

Jay

Jay storms across the campus, muttering curses under his breath as he glares at everyone who steps into his path, just daring them to cross him. They all skitter out of his way, some even whimpering in fear, but even that does nothing to clear his foul mood.

“Stupid Mal,” he grumbles traitorously, storming across the gardens. “Fucking bitch.”

He’d been kicked out of a lot of places before, even his own house by his own father, but to be thrown out of his dorm room, by Mal of all people; to be accused of not caring…he’d be damned if he let something like that slide. He might be many things, but Jayden Jafar’son was not heartless, despite what everyone believed. He had been around almost three whole years before Mal had even existed, and he’d been the one to help Evie take care of Carlos back when they’d first met.

Jay had been the one to discover Carlos’ stutter, and he and Evie had worked together to learn and teach the youngest of their group how to sign. Jay had stolen the books and Evie had done the teaching. Jay had been the first one Carlos had run to when Cruella started slipping even further; the one who taught the smaller boy how to make and wield his own knives; the one who had convinced Mal to bring Carlos into the core group in the first place.

How dare she say that he didn’t care! He sure as fuck cared more than Mal did, the scheming bitch. She only ‘cared’ when it was convenient for her, when she wanted something from you. Mal was just as manipulative as Maleficent, only focused on accomplishing her goals; and now with the plan to get the wand in place, that was all she really cared about. Not the group, and their chances to do something for themselves for a change. Not Carlos. Not…

“Smoke?”

What!?

Jay whirls on his heel, fists up and ready for a fight, but when he looks around he realizes that he’s back by the dorms, in the section of garden that crosses just behind the building. And there’s a kid about his age, leaning against the side of the building with a cigarette, watching Jay out of dark eyes that were almost like his own.

“The fuck?” Jay snaps, and the other boy laughs, tossing his head as he does so.

“I said, ‘do you want a smoke?’” The boy says, an amused smirk playing about his lips. “You look like you could use one.”

“They let you smoke in Auradon?” Jay challenges, crossing his arms in defiance despite the fact that he actually could use a smoke.

“Nope,” the boy says with a grin, and there’s a certain glint in his eyes that reminds Jay of the Isle, somehow.

“Well look at that,” Jay drawls, striding over and moving to stand against the wall a few feet down from the other boy.

He catches the box of cigarettes and the lighter that is tossed to him, and plucks the remaining four cigarettes from the cardboard container, shoving three into his pocket and lighting the last, all while watching the other warily out of the corner of his eye. The kid just chuckles again, and shakes his head as he catches his lighter once Jay tosses it back to him.

“Fair enough,” the kid says, shrugging a shoulder and taking a slow pull from his cigarette. “Name’s Aziz, by the way.”

Jay blinks at the name, but doesn’t let his surprise show beyond that. He leans his weight against the wall and sizes the other boy up in a new light. He can see it now that he’s really looking; the slightly olive cast to the tanned skin, the dark curls, but especially in his eyes, and the oh-so-subtle lilt in his words. The accent was strong by any means, but it was distinct as anything if you knew what to listen for. And Jay did know.

“Min ay balad 'ant?” Jay asks, and though he tries not to sound suspicious, he’s certain it’s there in his tone anyway.

[Where are you from?]

Aziz straightens, a look of pleasant surprise on his face as he answers. “Laqad wulidat huna, fi Auradon. Walakun waliday kan alfiran fi alshshawarie almaerufat fi Agrabah.

Jay regrets his little test instantly, because he hadn’t even understood half of what the boy had said. His Arabic must be worse than he thought, because all he could really pick out was something about being born in Auradon, something about a father, and…Jay was certain he had misheard…mice on the streets.

“A little rusty, are you?” Aziz says with a laugh, a familiar glint in his dark eyes. “That’s ok, I don’t know much either; just enough to make it through dinners with the family.”

Jay scoffs, flicking ash from the end of his cigarette. “A family of mice, apparently.”

“Makes things a little awkward with the family pet, but who said being a street rat was easy?”

Jay stiffens, sucking in a sharp breath that sent a pang through his chest as the smoke from the cigarette went with it. Something hazy comes across his vision and before he’s even aware of it, he’s slammed Aziz against the dorm building’s wall; pinning the boy with the weight of his own body and digging his arm into the other boy’s throat. Jay’s other hand reaches for his belt, but it closes around empty air with his knife would have been.

“Something I said?” Aziz asks innocently, but there’s a calculating look in those dark eyes that Jay knows all too well, and he bares his teeth in a fierce grimace at the other boy.

Street. Rat?” Jay repeats icily, and clarification flickers across Aziz’s face.

“Ha, I didn’t mean it personally, man,” he says smoothly, and that easy smile is back on his face, despite the vulnerable position Jay held him in. “It’s a bit of a running joke in my family, see?”

“I’ll bet,” Jay growls, not the least bit amused, but he backs off enough to let Aziz breathe normally again. The other boy doesn’t even flinch, doesn’t even retaliate with an attack of his own. He simply straightens his jacket and extends a hand, grinning as he meets Jay’s eyes.

“Mind if I steal back one of my cigarettes?” he asks. “I kind of dropped mine when you accidentally slammed me into the wall there.”

Jay narrows his eyes at the crazy kid in front of him, shaking his head slowly as he offers the requested item. “You’re the strangest son of a bitch I’ve ever met,” he mutters. “And that’s really saying a lot.”

“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Aziz replies, lighting the fresh cigarette and sticking it in the corner of his mouth. “But I’m pretty sure my mom would kick your ass.”

“Please,” Jay snorts, a vulgar sort of smirk playing about his lips. “I’d f…” But then he catches himself, realizing that maybe his joke wouldn’t be well received from what was technically his enemy.

Instead of looking offended, however, Aziz just looks amused at Jay's blunder, rolling his eyes and taking a quick drag from his cigarette. “I’d love to see you try,” he says with a soft chuckle.

Jay watches as Aziz settles back against the dorm wall and starts smoking again, not even a bit worried over Jay’s presence despite the fact that he’d slammed the other boy into the wall a second ago. Jay bares his teeth into a grimace and growls, his hands clenching at his sides.

“Ok, no,” Jay snaps through his teeth. “This isn’t how this is supposed to work! This doesn’t work!”

“And, what is ‘this?’” Aziz questions calmly, peering at Jay out of the corner of his eyes.

“This!” Jay cries, motioning between himself and the other boy. “We’re supposed to hate each other…I hate you.”

“No you don’t,” Aziz says, shaking his head.

“I do,” Jay insists, but even he doesn’t sound as sure of himself as he should be.

“Ok, well, hate me then,” Aziz responds with a shrug. “But I don’t hate you.”

“You should,” Jay finds himself saying, his voice dropping into what Evie would call his ‘dark and brooding’ tone. “You should hate me.”

“Why? Because your Dad’s Jafar?”

In spite of himself, the mention of his father’s name makes Jay tense, and something hard coils in his gut. “What do you know of it?” he snaps sharply, crossing his arms defensively.

“Just the stories,” Aziz answers with another shrug, but his voice is low and cautious like Jay’s. “But you’ve got the life experience, so really, I know nothing.”

“There’s nothing to know,” Jay retorts bitterly. “Nothing glamorous about living on the streets.”

“You guys didn’t get a house on the Isle or anything?” Aziz asks, and a part of Jay registers the deliberate casualty, but he’s too lost in thought to really care.

“Please,” he snorts. “This is Jafar we’re talking about; of course he had a house.”

“True,” Aziz chuckles a bit, but it’s not quite as cheerful as his usual laugh. “But not you?”

“I’d get to live in the house as long as I could keep his shelves stocked,” Jay explains. “If I didn’t get a good enough score, or if he didn’t want to see me, I was out with the rest of the group. Which is fine by me,” Jay adds with a scoff. “I do it better out there anyway.”

“Yeah, but…it was your house too,” Aziz responds slowly. “I mean, you had every right to be there.”

Jay snorts, rolling his eyes at the other boy. “Maybe that’s how things work here in Auradon,” he retorts.

“No,” Aziz murmurs quietly. “That’s how things work everywhere.”

“Huh,” Jay laughs shortly. “Back home, you have to earn your keep. If you don’t work, you don’t survive.”

“Harsh,” Aziz comments, but Jay shrugs, and it’s his turn to offer the easy smile.

“That’s just the way of the streets,” he says.

“The way of the streets,” Aziz repeats, bringing his hand up slowly and taking another pull from his cigarette.

His actions are casual, but Jay can sense the slowness there; the hesitation. He doesn’t like the weird look Aziz is giving him, that look he’d seen Fairy Godmother giving them that first day in class. It was that strange look kind of like ‘caring,’ but there was an edge to Aziz’s look that turned it angry. But what had he said? What did Aziz care about Jay’s life? Care enough to be angry about it?

Jay frowns, not liking the way this conversation had turned, and especially not liking the way it made him feel. Who was Aziz, anyway, to suggest that something about Jay’s life was wrong? Why didn’t Aziz just focus on his own life instead of poking at Jay’s?

“Well,” Aziz says suddenly, his much brighter tone jerking Jay out of his dark thoughts. “One street rat to another, how are you liking Auradon so far?”

“Ok first, your dad’s the rat; you’re more like, I don’t know…a mouse at best,” Jay counters with a smirk. “And second, it’s been one day.”

“A lot can happen in a day,” Aziz replies easily. “After all, you did get into it with Chad, so…I guess that should indicate your general feeling for the place.”

“Just my feeling for him,” Jay retorts with a grin. “This place isn’t too bad, though. Which kind of sucks, because Mal….”

He falters, trailing off as he realizes that he’d almost revealed their entire reason for coming here.

Fuck it all, if Jafar had taught him anything about evil, it was the most crucial rule of villainy; never start monologuing and reveal your entire plan to the enemy! It was the one thing he’d emphasized above all else, and here Jay was spilling his guts. All because his enemy’s son had acted like he cared.

Might just be a rat after all, Jay thinks, as Aziz lifts a brow at him in confusion and asks:

“What about Mal?”

“Nothing,” Jay says, and he prides himself on his ability to keep his features neutral, and his tone merely disgruntled instead of sharp or panicked. “We couldn’t agree on something, that’s all.”

He makes sure to keep it casual, because despite however angry he was with Mal, he knew better than to give away something that could be turned against them. If the enemy found out they were divided, well…he wasn’t about to let something like that happen.

“I didn’t want to mention it,” Aziz comments. “But you looked pretty pissed stalking across the lawns like that. I was just picturing the cape whipping behind you.”

He laughs, and Jay scowls, which only makes Aziz laugh harder.

“Is that why you called me over?” Jay snaps, clenching his fists. “You just wanted to try and get stuff out of me, poke fun because my Dad’s Jafar?”

“No, I didn’t…”

“Forget it,” Jay snarls, shaking his head in disgust. “Should have known better than to trust a street rat.”

He turns away, disregarding the voice that pointed out the similarities between this fight, and Mal’s; that said that Jay was really no better; that if Aziz was a street rat, then what did that make him?

“Jay!”

The use of his name catches Jay off guard, but he refuses to show it. He continues in his stride, his lip curling in disgust as he realizes that the cigarette he’d been given was still wedged between two fingers. He grits his jaw, clenching his hand into a fist as he bites out:

“Thanks for the smoke, Aziz. We should really do it again sometime.”

His palm burns as the cigarette is crushed in his grip, but he opens his hand and lets it fall without flinching. If he’d learned anything from the Isle, it was how to ignore pain.


 

Carlos

The hallways of Auradon were swarming with students desperate to get to class, and Carlos despises his locker’s position on the inside of the hall; envious that Mal and Evie got lockers on the outside balcony. It’s by the grace of his reputation alone (well, that and his ‘callous’ mask) that everyone avoids getting in his path as he hovers anxiously by the wall. He fidgets with his dog tail as he scans the crowds, his hands the only part of him that he allows to move, and even those motions are subdued. Too much movement made him more of a target; standing still, he was glanced right over as everyone rushed along their own paths.

“There you are,” a breathless voice murmurs from his left. He blinks his acknowledgement, but he’s not caught off guard by Evie’s sudden presence.

Life on the Isle meant always adapting, and Carlos had learned awareness of his surroundings very quickly. Even in a chaotic situation like this, and despite his nervousness, it would be very hard (and ill-advised) to sneak up on him.

“So what do you have next, Biology?” Evie asks, leaning against the wall beside him and surveying the crowd. “I wonder if Mr. Kropp likes honey in his tea, or if he drinks it black?”

It’s a casual question, and a casual gesture to any outside viewer, but Carlos recognizes the tactic for what it was. Evie knew what classes he had, but her mentioning it was just her way of asking Carlos if he was ok with it, and reminding him of what parts he should play. ‘Honey’ to play things straight and sweet, trying to keep his head down; but with ‘drinking it black,’ Evie was giving him permission to bite back if he had to. Carlos nods, his eyes narrowing slightly as he sizes up the space beside Evie.

He signs; bringing his left hand up in a fist shape with his first three fingers folded over his thumb: the sign for the letter ‘M’; he touches the back of his hand to his chin before bringing it forward again, opening his hand and wiggling his fingers slightly as he does so.

[Mal]

It was his ‘fun’ version of signing her name; a combination of the sign for the letter ‘M,’ and the sign for ‘dragon.’

“I don’t know where she went,” Evie says, picking up on his question. “She disappeared right after Goodness; just said that she had to do something real quick, but she’d be back.”

Carlos feels a pang of anxiety and guilt at that; just another example of his ability to screw things up. Now even Mal was leaving because of him. Carlos scowls to cover his feelings, his jaw clenching and hardening his mask.

“Stop that,” Evie hisses, poking him between the ribs and causing his mask to falter despite himself. “No one is ditching you; Mal is coming back. Jay’s just being an asshole about it, it’s not your fault he’s not here.”

Carlos makes a face at her and sticks out his tongue, but inside he’s embarrassed, hating the way she could read him so well. Evie just smiles, flipping him off and laughing when he growls at her.

“Come on,” she says, poking him again as the second bell rings. “I’ll walk you to class. Even though, as the gentleman, you should be walking me.”

Carlos rolls his eyes, but suddenly he’s nervous again. Evie loops her arm through his and they start off down the hall, ignoring and being ignored by the remaining Auradon students still in the hallways. He wishes it were Jay with him instead, but then he remembers that he’s still mad about the older boy abandoning him, and so he tolerates Evie’s presence until they reach the classroom.

“You’ll be fine,” Evie promises, sensing his discomfort. “Just remember my notes and you won’t have any trouble.”

Carlos purses his lips and nods again, still hesitating as the final bell rings above them. Evie gives his hand a quick squeeze before leaning in and whispering in his ear.

“Make sure to take some notes as well,” she murmurs. “Just in case.”

He grins at the dark mischief in her voice, easily reading between the lines and understanding the hidden reference to their plot. Evie winks at him, then turns and jogs off to her Chemistry classroom down the hall. He spots Mal at the end of the hall waiting for her, and when he catches her eye, she offers him an encouraging nod before they both disappear into the room. Carlos draws a steadying breath and turns to face his own classroom, bracing himself for what was to come.

‘You’ll be fine,’ Evie had told him, and he can’t help but remember the first time she’d made that promise to him. He feels like a little kid again, being led into the dragon’s den only to be abandoned and left to face the beast alone.


 

Carlos

“Are you afraid of me, Carlos?”

Don’t move don’t move don’t breathe not a sound.

“Good,” she said. “You should be.”


 

“Ah, our resident deVil has arrived. I trust you know where to find your seat?”

Carlos doesn’t miss the way the teacher had pronounced his name; turning the two words into one, but he forces himself to keep a straight face, nodding his head as respectfully as he can as he answers.

“Yes Ssir.”

There’d only been the tiniest slip on that one, and Carlos almost feels proud of himself until he makes his way to his seat and realizes that he’s the only one at the desk. Then all of his fears come rushing back and it takes every ounce of control to keep his mask in place, to keep his movements smooth and casual as he pulls out his textbook and notes.

“I don’t suppose you know where the son of Jafar is hiding himself away, do you?”

“N-no Ssir,” Carlos answers lowly, keeping his eyes on his desk. His name is Jay.

“Really?”


 

Breathe don’t breathe don’t think don’t move not a sound don’t make a sound.

The girl surveyed him coolly, taking in his ripped jeans, the white leather of his jacket, too big for his small frame, which split to black halfway across. The scrapes on his hands and face from crashing into the market stall.

“Where did you say you found him, Evie?”


 

“Continuing where we left off yesterday, who can explain the two laws of inheritance?”

Carlos blinks, scanning the pages before him. Evie’s writing is neat and precise, summarizing everything perfectly while adding her own (admittedly biased) contributions in the margins. Hands go up around the classroom, and Carlos surveys them out of the corner of his eyes, turning a page in his notebook and adding to Evie’s comments with one of his own.

“Mr. de Vil.”


 

Deep breaths deep breaths in out in out don’t move.

The other girl started, but strode forward at the mention of her name. “Just off the market square; Leroux and his goons had cornered him. That was kind of…my fault.”

“Why did you bring him here?”


 

“Why are you here, Mr. de Vil?”

“Ssir?” Carlos curses his trembling voice, but keeps his mask in place as he straightens at his desk, aware of the entire class turning to stare at him.

“In my class,” Mr. Kropp clarifies coldly, his eyes narrowing at Carlos’ slip. “Clearly, the subject is something you have already mastered, as it appears I’m simply boring you with review.”

“N-n-n-no!” Carlos bursts out, wincing slightly as the ‘N’ sticks on his tongue. He clears his throat a bit and tries again, keeping his voice level despite his anger. “Tha-that’s not it, Ssir.”

“Isn’t it?” Mr. Kropp questions, lifting a brow even as his lips frown. “Then perhaps you could come to the board and complete this diagram?”

He indicates the whiteboard in question, and Carlos sees a blank Punnett Square diagram written on the board; a miniature essay of words written next to it detailing each aspect, with blank spaces to fill in as well. Carlos turns his gaze back to the teacher and feels a sick clenching in his stomach at the hard look on the man’s face; equal parts disgust and smug satisfaction.


 

She’s not moving. She’s not hurting you…Could be a trap. Not a trap not a trick can’t be a trick.  

“Leroux,” the purple girl said with a growl, disgust twisting her features. “Wait, Carlos? As in, Cruella’s son?”

The boy nodded slowly, unsure what she was getting at. She laughed a little, and her threatening demeanor vanished rapidly with her amusement.

“You're the runt!”


 

“Explain as you go,” Mr. Kropp continues, extending a marker. “Unless that’s too difficult for you, with your…stutter.”


 

Not a runt not a runt not a runt! Show her show her show her!

“I’m not a rrrunt,” he snapped, straightening and shooting her the most severe glare he could muster. She stopped laughing, her gaze solemn and thoughtful as she peered at him through a curtain of purple.

“So, the puppy's bark isn't worse,” she drawled. “You know, you should do that more often.”

“Do wha-what?” He growled suspiciously.

Bite.”


 

“Do your best,” the man says, as Carlos accepts the marker from him. Carlos recognizes the dig for what it is, but he feels his lips twitching as he approaches the board and begins the diagram, Evie’s voice in his head as though she were explaining it to him all over again.

“Well, Ssir,” Carlos says, labeling the boxes carefully as he goes. “If y-your theory is cor-cor-correct, then it would depend on wh-wh…depends if Evil and G-good are dommminant, or rece-recessive genes.”

He indicates the first diagram, silently reveling in the way Mr. Kropp begins to work his jaw, his eyes flickering beneath his glasses.

“If Evil is recessive, then b-both parents would have to be ‘ee’ to have an E-evil child. But if one p-p-parent is Ge; say, Good, but a carr-rier of Evil, there’s a one in t-t-two chance their child wwill be ‘Evil recessive,’ and also a one in t-two chance their child will be G-g-good, but with an Evil carrier.”

Carlos can see that some of the students in the class have started taking notes, copying down his chart and the points as he speaks. Even Chad is glaring at the board with grudging concentration, and it gives him an added push of confidence despite the teacher’s beginning protests. Carlos takes a breath and smiles just a bit, relaxing as he turns to the board and begins a new diagram.

“Now say that Evil is dominant, and b-both parents are ‘EE;’ ‘Evil dominant,’ then yeah, the kids w-will be ‘EE’ but if one parent is ‘Eg,’ ‘Evil dominant,’ but a carrier for the Good gene, then there's a one-in-two chance their kid will also carry the Good gene.”

Carlos pauses to add that into the paragraph on the side before continuing. “And if both parents are ‘Eg,’ then there's only a one-in-four chance the child will be entirely evil, a one-in-four chance the child will be entirely good, and a one-in-two chance the child will also be an Evil carrier of the Good gene.”

“What happens if one parent is Evil dominant and the other is Good recessive?”

Carlos starts at the question, blinking at the raised hand from the classroom. It’s from the pretty Chinese girl who’d explained to Ben what had really happened with the fight…Lonnie, he recalled vaguely. Carlos glances around to notice that he has the entire classroom’s attention, everyone eager to see where he was going with this, and he smiles, nodding at the girl like he was the teacher.

“E-e-excellent question, L-lonnie,” Carlos replies with another nod. “If there’s one ‘EE’ p-p-parent and one ‘gg’ p-parent, their child will be ‘Eg’.”

“And that’s all around?” Someone else asks, a girl with auburn hair styled in a pixie cut.

“Y-yes,” Carlos confirms, indicating his diagram. “All arrround.”

“Ok, but what if both parents are dominant?” The challenge comes from Chad, a slight smirk on the boy’s face as he raises his hand. “What if one is Evil dominant, and the other is Good? What then?”

There’s a murmur of agreement from the class, but Carlos doesn’t let it faze him, instead offering a small smile to Chad in return.

“It’s a bit mmore diff-diff…it’s tricky when both are dominant,” Carlos explains, drawing out another new diagram. “But let’s just say…if one parent is ‘EE,’ the other would be either ‘Good dominant: GG,’ or could even be ‘EG.’”

“Evil and Good dominant carriers?” Chad counters. “How is that thing?”

“L-l-let’s call it… ‘Mmmorally Am-Ambig-guous,” Carlos replies with a shrug, earning a laugh from the rest of the class and an embarrassed blush from Chad.

“So that would mean either an all-around ambiguous child with ‘EE’ and ‘GG,’” Lonnie concludes slowly. “Or else a one in two chance for ambiguity with ‘EE’ and ‘EG.’”

“R-right,” Carlos confirms happily, grinning as he takes in the class around him, every single one scribbling notes and nodding along.

“So what does that mean for you?” Chad tries again, but there’s more confusion in his tone than hostility. “I mean, the chart is great and all, but what about your chances of being Good or Evil?”

“Hon-honestly?” Carlos says, frowning. “I d-don’t know. I d-d-don’t know what mmy family tr-tree is like to be able to judge.”

“But regardless,” the auburn haired girl chimes in again with a smile. “I’d say this shows that there’s really potential all around for Good or Evil in whichever scenario. It really does come down to the individual.”

A shrill ringing cuts off any further response, and Carlos grins broadly, straightening at the head of the classroom.

“And tha-tha-that’s the b-bell!” he calls over the ringing. “I h-hope you all took n-notes!”

He turns to Mr. Kropp, who’s almost as red as Carlos’ dog tail, and places the marker back down on the teacher’s desk. He straightens with a sly grin, and darts back to his own desk, collecting his things quickly and laughing as he notices Lonnie is taking a picture of the whiteboard with her phone.

Your move, Sir, he thinks, flashing Kropp a challenging grin before sprinting out of the classroom and disappearing into the crowd.

Chapter 9: I don't mind letting you down

Summary:

In which the VKs aren't good at apologizing, Jay discovers an interesting piece of Auradon technology, and Carlos encounters a demon or two.

Notes:

I had fun with this one.

**Warnings for this chapter include more crude language; angst and mild bullying, as well as a scene of child abuse (in flashback form.) Nothing too graphic, but the abuse is still there and still intense, so be warned.**

Anyway, hope you guys enjoy! Thanks for all the hits and kudos! :)

- Raven

Chapter Text

Mal

Mal can count on one hand the number of times she’d apologized to someone. It had been four times, and only one of those times had she been sincere. The thought of doing something like that again -of being so open and vulnerable- makes Mal’s skin itch. She draws a deep breath and lets it out in a slow hiss, counting each beat in an attempt to remain calm.

It isn’t just the apologizing that irritates her; it’s that she was apologizing to Jay. Jay, the self-satisfied, smug bastard that he was (and, Mal reasons with a vindictive glee, it isn’t insulting if it’s the truth); who constantly argued and questioned her leadership. Jay, who had one job, and hadn’t even managed that much; who had left, just to throw a tantrum and emphasize his point.

Well, Mal was done with his shit. It was time for her to emphasize her point. She grins in anticipation, shifting her weight enough that she could observe the hallway beyond from the alcove she was tucked in. There’s not as many students in the hall now, most of them already in their classes, like the good little boys and girls that they were. Mal rolls her eyes at the thought. She couldn’t wait to show them, either.

A familiar silhouette makes its way down the hall towards her, and Mal debates on revealing herself, or remaining hidden. She still isn’t sure how to feel about him, but as Ben nears her hiding spot, she can see the tight look on his face; the frown that he’s clearly trying to hide judging by the quick smiles he flashes at the few students who notice his presence and greet him. Mal decides to play it safe and ducks further into her alcove, holding her breath as he passes her just to be sure she remains unnoticed.

Ben doesn’t even look up, just keeps walking, his frown deepening once eyes are no longer on him. Mal waits until she can no longer hear his footsteps to relax, releasing her pent up breath and shifting her weight to loosen her body. She knows she needs to focus on her own goal, but at the same time, she can’t help but wonder what had the Crown Prince of Auradon so upset.

“Probably just found out he won’t be getting that third castle he wanted,” Mal mutters to herself, amused at the thought.

Her amusement is cut short as she hears another set of footsteps begin to approach; a short, deliberate shuffle to the movement that she recognizes as anger. She also recognizes the footsteps, and the anger is made even more apparent by the whispered cursing she can hear as they get closer. Mal tenses in anticipation and draws a steadying breath as Jay draws closer, but he, too, doesn’t look up. She waits until he’s almost completely past her before making her move; springing forward silently and grabbing his arm, using his forward momentum against him to swing him back around and into the darkened alcove.

She had counted on there being a bit of a struggle. She hadn’t counted on Jay completely turning the table on her. Instead of continuing momentum and allowing himself to be dragged, Jay stops dead; twisting his arm back around hers and spinning them both, grabbing Mal’s as he did so and slamming her into the wall.

Instinct takes over, blocking out the rational part of her that wants to cry out; to tell him to stop; that it’s only her. Crying out like that now would only be a weakness, not an asset in this fight. And, if she’s being completely honest (something that is encouraged here, and especially by Fairy Godmother), Mal really, really wants to fight.

She grits her jaw against any further cries that might escape, and jabs her elbow back, angling her thrust to catch him in the face. He throws up his arm and blocks her attack easily, grabbing her own arm and pulling back hard, kicking her leg out from under her and practically throwing her to the ground. Mal grunts once as the air is forcefully evicted from her lungs, rolling to the side to avoid the incoming punch to her face. She’s on her feet in the next breath, but doesn’t dodge in time, and catches his follow up kick in her side.

It’s not hard enough to break, but she knows for a fact it’s going to bruise. Mal grimaces, but reacts despite the pain, bringing her arm around his leg and trapping it to her side; lashing out with a sharp blow to his hip. Jay goes down with a hissed: “Mother fuck!” and Mal grins smugly, rocking her weight on her heels as she waits for him to clamber back up.

He isn’t playing games anymore, but neither is she. Jay lashes out with a controlled jab to her face, and Mal dodges this time, stepping to the outside of his thrust and retaliating with a punch of her own. She feels it in her wrist when she connects with his jaw, and she sucks a sharp breath as she dances away, shaking out her hand and ignoring Jay’s next swear. He’s angry now, and that’s to her advantage as he rushes his next attack, swinging too wide with his punch and allowing Mal to snap two quick punches at his exposed abdomen.

Jay growls his frustration and kicks out, his long limbs working for his favor this time and catching Mal in the stomach. She doubles over, and opens herself up for another blow, which connects solidly with her back and slams her down to the ground once more.

“Shit,” Mal hisses, wincing as her head strikes the tile, causing lights to flash behind her eyes.

“Son of a…Mal!?” She hears Jay hiss from above her, and she blinks against her hazy vision, pushing herself up onto her knees.

“Took you long enough, asshole,” Mal mutters, rolling her shoulders and grunting at the dull throb that echoes in her spine.

“Fucking hell, Mal, what were you even thinking?” Jay snaps fiercely, jerking her the rest of the way to her feet and shoving her further into the alcove.

“You’re a real piece of shit, you know that?” Mal retorts, straightening despite the pain and glaring at him, her eyes flashing violently.

“I’m the shit?” Jay repeats, radiating anger as he stalks forward. “You fucking b--”

“Finish that sentence,” Mal snarls, ducking under his thrown punch and striking him hard in the side. “Go on…see how well it works out for you.”

“The hell are you doing, Mal?” Jay bites out through gritted teeth, and Mal almost grins again in the knowledge that she had the upper hand in this situation. But she forces the vindictive side of her down, remembering Evie’s words; the warning the other girl had given.

“I’m apologizing,” Mal states flatly, crossing her arms in an attempt to physically contain herself from hitting him again.

Jay lets out a sharp bark of laughter, punctuating the bitter sound with a vicious blow to the locker behind him. “This is what you call apologizing?”

“I would if you’d let me,” Mal snaps back.

“Yeah, I can tell you’re really apologetic,” Jay replies sarcastically. “I don’t know if it’s the glowing eyes, or the smoke, but I can just feel your sincerity.”

Mal blinks, feeling the slight ache behind her eyes that confirms that they are, in fact, glowing. They hadn’t stung like that when glowing since she’d been a child, however, back when she was first learning about her magic. But smoke? She glances down and realizes that her fingers are twitching at her sides, and there’s definitely a soft spark forming in her palms.

“Just cut the crap, Mal,” Jay grumbles, slipping past her and making for the door.

Mal growls, clenching her hands into fists around the sparks and darting forward, kicking at the back of Jay’s knee and causing him to buckle.

“You cut the crap,” she retorts, standing her ground as he leaps to his feet and turns on her. “You ever stop to think that maybe, you don’t know everything?”

“The hell is that supposed to mean?” he bites out harshly, but Mal refuses to react to his tone.

“It means that I might actually have feelings,” Mal responds sharply, narrowing her eyes in an attempt to diminish their glow. “That I might actually be sorry.”

“Sorry for what?” Jay counters lowly, his own hands clenching into fists. “Kicking me out of my own room? Taking over everything like you always do? For accusing me of not caring?”

Mal works her jaw against the surge of emotion in her chest, the words that she can feel building up in her throat. She forces them down, switching gears and crossing her arms, leaning back to stare up at him as she responds:

“I was actually going to apologize for that last hit. I’m pretty sure I heard something crack, though that could have just been my hand…”

She trails off with a slight laugh, but Jay scowls fiercely, making a disgusted noise in his throat as he shoves her against the lockers. His face twists, and she braces herself for another hit, but Jay shakes his head instead, backing away and turning back for the door.

Shit, Mal curses herself. Wrong move, very wrong move!

“Damn it, Jay,” she calls after him, and he stops, his back to her and fists clenched tightly at his side. “I just…I wasn’t…” Fuck it all, why was this so hard?

“You just don’t get it, do you?” he says quietly, his voice low and bitter.

“No, I really don’t,” Mal says with an exasperated sigh. “You know I’m not good with this sort of thing, but I…”

“I wasn’t talking about that,” Jay snaps, cutting her off.

“Are…are you still on this?” Mal groans, rolling her eyes at his back. “Look, I get it, you were here first and now I’m taking over and screwing everything up.”

“Oh, so you do get that much, at least,” Jay mutters, whipping around to face her, that hard look still on his face.

“Jay…”

“It was fine!” Jay snaps, his voice almost at shouting level. “It was all fine when it was just me taking care of me; it was what I was good at, it was how I survived. And then it was me and Evie…then Evie and you-- and then she found Carlos and suddenly it was me and us.

He pauses then, but Mal doesn’t interrupt, remaining silent as she watches him pace a short line. Her eyes had finally stopped glowing, but she could still feel sparks twitching between her fingers. She forces herself to focus on Jay, who draws a shaky breath before continuing.

“Then it was us,” he repeats in an undertone. “And I had to survive for us, had to care about more than just me. And I did!” he shoots a quick glare in Mal’s direction. “You didn’t think I did, but I did.”

“I never thought…” Mal starts to protest, but Jay shakes his head sharply, not giving her the chance.

“I was the one who cared,” Jay says flatly, his hands unclenching slowly. “You…you were just Maleficent’s daughter.”

He might as well have struck her. Mal almost wishes he had; at least that pain she could have managed, could have hidden or ignored, at least for a little while. The blow that his words give is like a punch to whatever soul she may or may not actually possess.

“You’re right,” she chokes out instead, her expression blank; but inside she’s doubled over and screaming. “You do care, and you do a hell of a better job showing it than I do.”

Jay scoffs, rolling his eyes. “Understatement,” he mutters.

It’s not much, but it’s enough for Mal to find her anger again. She straightens, her eyes flickering green, and even without the sparks she’s an intimidating sight.

“You are wrong, though,” Mal continues firmly. “To say that I don’t care. That I never cared.”

“Ha, is that what you called what you did last night? That’s what you call caring?”

“I was there,” Mal snarls viciously. “I might be shitty with feelings, but at least I was there when I was needed.”

“And what do you think I was doing?” Jay retorts. “Just fucking around, as usual?”

“I don’t know, and really, it doesn’t matter.”

“Mm-hm, definitely see the caring now.”

“What matters is that we’re both where we need to be,” Mal replies stiffly, ignoring his sarcasm. “So this thing between us can just stay that way, alright?”

“I take it that was your apology?” Jay asks, crossing his arms.

“Yeah, fine, I’m sorry,” Mal says shortly. “Happy?”

“No, not really,” he says, his voice pitching slightly with irritation. “You’ll say you’re sorry, we’ll go back to the others and what?” he shrugs, spreading his hands. “You’re still just going to focus on the wand, so yeah, what does it really matter?”

“You think I’d be making myself weak like this if it didn’t matter?” Mal retorts, but it’s nowhere near as sharp as she wants it to be because her throat closes up on her for some reason. “I could have easily just said, ‘fuck Jay’ and pretended like you didn’t exist for however long we’re here for.”

She pauses to draw a breath, ignoring the way it makes her stomach ache where he had kicked her.

“I could have done that,” she says, steadier than before. “But I didn’t. I’m here, trying to make some kind of peace because I care about what happens to this team. It’s always been about this team for me.”

“Now who sounds like the fairytale?” Jay mutters, but his tone is a fraction lighter, and that cocky smirk is twitching at the corner of his lips. “Mal is actually apologizing, I mean, how am I supposed to respond to that?”

“You respond by saying you accept my apology, and promising to get your shit together and get back where you belong,” Mal says, letting out a short breath of relief that sounds too much like a sob for her liking.

“Wait, how am I the one who has to get my shit together?” Jay retorts, but he’s almost laughing now, and Mal feels a stronger surge of relief for a brief moment until he continues. “And anyway, I don’t think I heard a sincere apology.”

“No, but I was extremely sincere with my punches,” she fires back hastily. “Does that count?”

He laughs then, rubbing at his jaw. “Not for much, but I could definitely tell,” he grumbles.

“So could I,” Mal says, finally relaxing fully and allowing herself to really take stock of just where everything hurt.

The bell rings in the hall beyond, and they tense, sharing a panicked look that almost immediately dissolves into hushed laughter.

“To think,” Mal mutters under her breath as the hall fills with students once more. “That there’d be a time where we actually worried about missing class.”

“Or that we’d have a class we cared to miss,” Jay adds with another short laugh. “We should probably join the throng, though.”

“Yeah,” Mal agrees ruefully, scanning the crowd once before slipping easily into the masses. She feels Jay behind her, and pauses in her stride to allow him to catch up.

“I really am sorry, Jay,” she says quietly, when he’s next to her again. “And I do care, about all of us.”

“Yeah, I know,” he answers, just as quiet. “Me too. That thing I said about...I can be a dick sometimes.”

“Sometimes?” Mal replies with a soft laugh, but there’s still a sour taste in her mouth; a pang in her nonexistent soul at the mention of his insult.

Jay scoffs in protest, shoving her with his shoulder and causing her to trip, which makes the students nearby stumble as they rush to get out her way. Mal winces, but recovers smoothly, straightening and giving him a signature, green eyed glare.

“Seriously though,” Jay says. “Which class did I miss, because I’m pretty sure I just heard some kid say ‘Carlos’ a second ago.”

“Biology,” Mal surmises with a scowl. “He can take care of himself. I know he can. But that teacher…”

“Careful Mal, you’re sparking again,” Jay says, and she thinks he’s teasing until she glances down.

“Fucking…” she trails off as she snaps her hands shut, the sparks dying as easily as they had come.

“Maybe you should skip your next class, too,” Jay suggests. “If you’re going to start torching everything.”

“Carlos is the pyro, not me,” Mal snaps back with a smirk. “And anyway, skipping wouldn’t be very good of me, now would it?”

“No, not really,” Jay agrees. “But I mean, we’ve done it so far…”

“I don’t want to face Evie’s wrath any more than I already have to,” Mal grumbles, though she secretly wishes she could skip again. She wasn’t looking forward to that confrontation nearly as much.

“He’s going to be really pissed at me, isn’t he?” Jay murmurs, and Mal glances over to see him frowning at the ground, his brows furrowed in worry.

“I doubt it,” Mal finds herself trying to reassure him, but she can tell from the look he gives her that he hadn’t bought the lie either. Carlos wasn’t known for forgiving easily, despite his saying otherwise.

They stop at the center intersection of classrooms and stand by the map as the second bell rings. The flow of students dies down again, and Mal turns and eyes the map to find her next class.

“Right, might as well face the music,” she sighs.

“What are the odds the armor can tell you where people are, too?” Jay mutters, glaring at the knight across from them.

“Can’t hurt to try,” Mal says with a shrug, dancing a bit on the balls of her feet as she braces herself to start running.

“Hey there,” Jay says to the knight, sliding over and leaning against the tin suit. “Any chance you know where I can find Carlos de Vil?”

The knight raises its chin in acknowledgement, but remains silent for a moment before its visor lifts and its hollow voice rings out: “The young de Vil is currently located in the library…on the third floor.”

“Wait, isn’t the library on the second floor?” Jay questions, and the knight takes another moment before answering.

“The Auradon Prep library spans five floors, and is accessible by both stairway and elevator. I would recommend taking the elevator to reach the young de Vil in the timeliest manner.”

“Well ok then,” Jay replies, a bit taken aback. “Thanks, I guess.”

The knight’s visor slams shut without another word, and Mal smirks at Jay’s mystified expression before jumping as the final warning bell rings above them.

“Shit,” she hisses, grimacing at the realization that she might just miss another class after all.

“Go,” Jay says, nodding his head at her. “I’ve got Carlos, and…and we’ll figure it out as we go?”

“Yeah,” she agrees, nodding back. She takes off down the hallway and hears him do the same behind her; jogging off in the opposite direction towards the nearest elevator.

“Apology accepted, by the way,” she hears him call to her as he goes. “Just thought I’d make it official.”

“Asshole,” Mal mutters under her breath in response, but she can’t help the small smile that slips onto her face, regardless.

At least it was settled, anyway. Though Mal would make sure she never had to apologize to anyone again.


 

Ben

Ben didn’t know which feeling was worse; his guilt or his sense of betrayal. The betrayal was certainly winning out at the moment, and he’s almost grateful for the sudden appearance of Doug, who rushes up to him with a worried look on his face.

“What’s up Doug?” Ben asks, slipping a smile onto his own face and stopping to meet the other boy.

“I was just wondering…if you had seen…one of my books,” Doug says, doubling over and huffing out short spurts of air.

“You’ll have to be more specific,” Ben replies with a chuckle, relief flooding him at this new distraction.

“It’s dark blue with vines etched around it,” the other boy describes, holding up his hands to indicate the size. “It’s my ‘Theoretical Potions and Supplements’ book, I can’t find it anywhere!”

“Calm down,” Ben instructs calmly, placing a hand on Doug’s shoulder and bringing him upright again. “Take a deep breath.”

He waits until the boy is calmer before continuing. “Where did you last have it?”

“I-In my room,” Doug manages shakily, adjusting his glasses. “At least, it was the last time I checked.”

Ben blinks, caught off guard. He can’t help but think that this situation is vaguely familiar, but he doesn’t want to jump to any conclusions. “I’ll see what I can find out, Doug,” he assures with a smile. “But in the meantime, keep retracing your steps, ok?”

“Yeah, ok,” Doug agrees, nodding a few times before smiling back. “Thanks Ben.”

“No problem,” Ben replies easily, seeing Doug off before turning and heading back the way he’d come.

There’s no one else in the hallway to distract him as he walks now, and Ben can’t help but drift back to his conversation with his parents.


 

“Is it true that the Isle only gets our garbage?”

The silence that his question brings lasts too long, confirming his fears before his parents even begin their protests.

“What makes you ask that?” comes from his father, while his mother takes a second longer.

“Is everything alright, Ben?”

“No, it’s not alright!” he snaps, grimacing as he attempts to reign in his anger. “I’m sorry,” he murmurs. “I just wanted to know if it’s true.”

“Well of course it isn’t,” his Dad blusters on. “They might be villains, but we aren’t entirely uncivilized.”

“It’s just, one of the things I noticed about the Four is that they don’t really do food well.”

“Translation of ‘do food,’” his mother murmurs, and he can tell from her tone that she’s trying to relieve the tension.

“It’s like they’ve never had it before,” Ben replies, deciding it’s best to be blunt. “They were worried yesterday at lunch that they’d get in trouble for eating if no one told them to, and then the way they ate…like they were afraid they’d never eat again.”

“I…I see,” his mother says softly, her voice breaking.

“And you think this means we’re feeding them garbage?” his father’s voice is also soft, but Ben can feel the growl behind the words.

“I asked Doug what he thought,” Ben answers honestly, but firmly, refusing to back down. “Because I thought it was a bit of a surprise, but he wasn’t surprised at all…he said it was probably due to the fact that the Isle only received our leftovers.”

“Well,” his mother begins lightly. “I can tell it’s really upsetting you, because you start talking formally whenever you’re trying to control yourself.”

“Mom,” Ben says shortly, and she sighs.

“Alright, I’ll stop trying to lighten things up,” she replies. “But Ben, I don’t know where the idea of garbage came from. Yes, we do send the Isle our leftovers, but just that; leftovers.”

“But then…I mean, why would…?”

“We don’t really keep track of it all though,” his father says slowly, and Ben grips his phone a little tighter. “There’s two main barges: the food drop off, and then the drop off for any old, used or broken materials.”

“Ok,” Ben says hesitantly. This was all new to him, and he didn’t want to miss a detail. “What sort of materials?”

“Well, anything, really,” his father answers, and Ben can hear the slight scoff that tells him his Dad didn’t think this was as important as Ben did. “Fabric that was discolored or ripped; faded leather; any technology unused in the past few years, broken furniture; that sort of thing.”

“And the food?” Ben asks quietly. “How often do we send food over?”

He hears a slow intake of breath on the other line, that soft sucking sound his Dad does when he’s ‘thinking.’

“Dad,” Ben prods. “When does the food barge go out?”

“It’s a monthly system,” his mother answers him, her voice low.

Monthly?” Ben repeats sharply, then winces, biting his tongue to keep future outbursts to himself.

“Yes, monthly,” his father’s voice is stern, and Ben bites his tongue a little harder. “We collect the majority of non-perishable items from the leftovers at the school, as well as any ‘donations’ we receive from the kingdom.”

“Define ‘majority,’” Ben manages jerkily. “And ‘donations,’ while we’re at it.”

“Ben,” his mother cautions, but his father is already defining, however loosely.

“We gather anything the kingdom decides to give up: things that break or are otherwise dysfunctional, and if they choose to, it goes to the Isle. As for the food, it’s not so refined; we try for cans, mostly, since glass containers can be turned into weapons, if they survive the journey over.”

“And what else besides cans?” Ben asks, trying for calm. “What other ‘non-perishables’ do they get? And, you said ‘majority,’ but clearly somethings are slipping through cracks.”

“Like I said,” his father says with a sigh. “It’s not a refined system. We do what we can, but really, it wouldn’t surprise me if there were slips.”

“And that doesn’t bother you?” Ben snaps, abandoning reigning himself in. “They really could be eating garbage then, for all you know!”

It hits him before his father even says it, and it’s enough to make Ben physically sick.

“They’re villains, Ben. It’s what they are on that Island for; it’s what they deserve.”


 

Nearing the dorms, Ben is reminded once again of just why he’d felt so guilty, as he spies the staircase that led to rooms 13 and 17. This was what he was part of; what he had been a part of for so long, without even knowing it. He was surrounded by people who thought that very same way; that those on the Isle were evil and just getting what they deserved. But he knew that wasn’t true; he could see it wasn’t true in the four that he had now. Well, he could sort of see it. That thing with the knife though…

Ben grimaces, shaking his head as he climbs the opposite staircase to the dorm beyond. He would make this work; he’d prove them all wrong. They would see…hopefully. But for now, he had to focus on finding Doug’s book. He straightens as he reaches the door he had been looking for, the number 40 marking the wood, drawing a steadying breath before knocking.

“It’s open!”

Ben turns the handle, but the door doesn’t budge, and he frowns, knocking again.

“I said...damn it!”

“Um, excuse me?” Ben calls back, a bewildered laugh escaping him.

“No, not you…hang on…shit!”

Ben blinks, backing away as the door jars in its frame before swinging open, revealing a haggard looking Aziz, his curls hanging half in his face as he leans against the door.

“Sorry,” Aziz says sheepishly, running his fingers through his hair and sweeping it off to one side. “Come in.”

“Sure,” Ben replies slowly, stepping over the fallen lamp in the entryway.

“What can I help you with today, Your Majesty?” Aziz asks with a grin, while Ben stops just inside the door, frozen in shock.

The room is, the put it simply, a mess. Books are pulled off the shelves lining the walls, the drawers in the back dresser pulled out or overturned onto the floors. And then there’s the bed; the mattress pulled from the frame and sheets yanked haphazardly from the surface.

“Is everything ok Aziz?” Ben questions back, eyeing the room again before turning back to the other boy, whose smile falters a bit before resuming.

“Oh, this?” Aziz says with a laugh that Ben instantly recognizes as fake. “Nothing; thought I’d do some redecorating.”

“You graduate this year,” Ben reminds him, lifting a brow.

“Yeah,” Aziz agrees, his eyes flickering. “What better time?”

“Aziz…”

“So, what did you need, Ben?” the other boy cuts in, rubbing his hands together gleefully. “It’s gotta be something big, right?”

And that’s how Ben really knows something’s wrong. Aziz never called him by his name; even when they were younger, it was always some kind of ‘royal’ nickname. He’d been ‘Young Prince’ for all of last year, and had graduated to variations editions of ‘Your Highness’ all through this year; his coronation year.

“Not too big,” Ben says, deciding to play along, at least for now. “Doug can’t find one of his books, and I was just wondering…gosh, that sounds awful.”

“No, go on please,” Aziz replies, gesturing with his hand for Ben to continue. “We were just getting to the part where you beat around the bush to avoid asking if I had anything to do with its disappearance.”

“Aziz,” Ben says shortly, frowning at the other boy.

“Sorry, too much? Too much.” Aziz chuckles quietly, but Ben can see his eyes roaming around the bedroom, taking stock of everything in it.

“What is it?” Ben asks, and the other boy starts, looking up at him in surprise. “What’s bugging you?”

“Nothing,” Aziz answers hastily, his gaze still locked on his destroyed room. “I can’t find the lighter Dad sent me…stupid, really.” He shakes his head and tries for another smile. “I’m always losing stuff, it’s why he didn’t want to send it at first.”

Ben can feel how much the lighter means to the other boy, and he’s about to offer a condolence when it suddenly occurs to him.

“Wait, Aziz,” he says hesitantly. “You don’t smoke?” His confusion turns his words into a question, and seems to amuse Aziz, as his smile turns a bit more genuine.

“Sure,” he agrees amiably, nodding at Ben.

“At…at least you don’t smoke on school grounds, though. Right?” Ben has to ask.

Aziz’s smile turns mischievous as he brings a finger up to his lips. “Sshh,” he hisses in response, and Ben shakes his head in wonder.

“Aziz…”

“Anyway,” Aziz says, cutting short any attempt Ben might have made to scold the other boy. “You didn’t come to me about a missing lighter, you came about a missing book, which I know nothing about.”

“Ok, but about the lighter….” Ben tries again.

“Mm, the one no longer in my possession,” the other boy insists. “I do not currently have it, and until I find it…technically speaking, of course…it would be unfair to punish me for a crime I have not yet committed. Technically.”

“I…just…just tell me what you know about Doug’s book,” Ben sighs in resignation, running his hands down his face.

“Well, I don’t have it, if that helps,” Aziz replies easily, slowly moving to reorganize his room. “I don’t think…I borrowed a few things from people, so, it might be here.”

“Also going to need to talk about the borrowing,” Ben mutters, picking up the fallen lamp before moving to pull the bed back into place.

“What,” Aziz protests with a laugh. “I give it back.”

Ben shoots him a look, which Aziz shakes off with a shrug. “Most of the time.”

Ben sighs, and moves to the bookshelf, glancing at each title before shoving them onto the shelf. Aziz stuffs the last of the mess into the closet and stands, offering Ben a hand and helping him up.

“Any luck?” he asks, and Ben shakes his head.

“No,” he replies slowly. “Look’s Doug’s ‘Theoretical Potions and Supplements’ book is going to be harder to find.”

“Really?” Aziz scoffs, lifting a brow skeptically. “Potions and Supplements? What, is he planning on brewing something?”

“Magic and stuff like that interests him,” Ben defends. “And anyway…”

“Wait,” Aziz interrupts, holding up a hand and frowning. “It’s a potion book? Like, with ingredients and actual stuff like that?”

“I mean, it’s only theory, but, yeah. Why?”

“Remember the lab? Doug might not be planning on brewing anything…but someone else is.”


 

Jay

Jay didn’t think he’d ever been so happy to see home. He knew he didn’t have any right to call it that; it wasn’t his home, it was his Dad’s. But still, the run down, one story building was a welcome sight to the boy, and he eagerly scrambled over the half-broken wall that served as the back entrance to the building. His feet touched down on threadbare rug, and he let out a short sigh of relief. He was home. He was safe- from Maleficent, at least. The boy shuddered at the thought of the dragon woman, and her threat that still rang in his ears.

“Jayden!”

Shit.

“Just got in, Dad,” he called back, wincing as the front door slammed, the wood echoing dully in the frame.

“Well what are you doing in the house?” his father grumbled from the other room. “Come into the shop.”

To the untrained observer, Jafar’s voice would sound disgruntled, or perhaps mildly amused at his son’s presence. But Jay was not untrained, or an observer, and he was able to recognize the words, and the tone for what it is. It’s a threat, a warning and a command all at once, and Jay shivered again as he padded obediently into the front of the house which served as the shop.

The only divider was the red silk curtain strung up in the doorway, the bottom shredded and stained with what Jay always thought was blood, despite his father’s insistence that it was ink. Valuable things like silk wouldn’t have been shipped to the Isle if it weren’t damaged in some way, and the shredded hem and stain was clearly damage. As were most of the items in the shop. Shelves lined all four walls, although several cases were missing panels; every available surface filled with various goods.

Anything from clothes, to food to furniture, Jafar’s shop was the place to look first. There were a small handful of shops on the Isle, but only Jafar’s was so well stocked. It was one of Jay’s talents he took pride in, as he eyed the array of lamps on one shelf. He was the real reason the shop was running so well, not his Dad’s sales techniques. Speaking of….

Jafar stood at the far end of the shop, his back to Jay as he surveyed one of the bookshelves that contained weapons. The top half had been hollowed out, the shelves otherwise in use, so that longer items, such as swords or bows, could hang from pegs hammered into the wood. But Jafar was eyeing the smaller shelf, just below the swords; the one that usually stocked knives and poisons, and Jay suddenly realized why he’d been called in.

Fuck, the boy thought frantically. He was dead. So, so dead.

“Jay,” his Dad drawled again, once he was fully in the room. “Remind me again, how many knives I’ve sold this week.”

Despite the question clearly being rhetorical, Jay still paused a moment to think, desperately racking his brains for anything to save him. There had been two customers who’d been interested in buying a knife, but the number of people who’d actually bought a knife…

“None,” Jay managed shakily, fidgeting anxiously with the knife tucked securely in the back of his pants.

“What was that?” his Dad murmured, cupping an ear, his eyes glinting darkly as he turned to face Jay with a smile. “Sorry, old age has way of playing tricks on you.”

“You’re not that old,” Jay mumbled obligingly.

“The knife, Jay,” his Dad snapped, dangerous suddenly as his smile became a scowl, his shining just a bit more. “Did I sell any this week?”

“No,” Jay answered timidly, but then quickly straightened, forcing himself to meet his Dad’s gaze. “No one bought a knife this week,” he said. If there was anything Jafar hated, aside from Jay, of course, it was weakness. Jay wasn’t weak, even if he was terrified.

“Not a single one?” his Dad repeated, and Jay nodded slowly, his grip on the knife tightening. “Then I must have simply…misplaced one, is that what you mean to say?”

“No,” Jay denied quietly. “I didn’t say that.”

A brow lifted on Jafar’s face, but it was anything but confusion. Jay swallowed hard, refusing to break eye contact as his Dad took a slow step toward him.

“But, if I didn’t sell it, and it wasn’t misplaced, then…the only other option is that it was stolen. Is that what you’re trying to tell me, Jay?”

Jay noted the stress of his Dad’s choice of words; the way his voice pitched slightly in innocence. He was trying to give Jay a way out, but he recognized the manipulation for what it was, and he grit his jaw and ignored the little boy inside; the one that wanted to confess and cry, beg for forgiveness- for mercy. Mercy was for the weak, and Jay wasn’t weak. Not anymore.

“Jay?” his Dad asked again, his voice just a little tighter. “Is that what you’re telling me; my knife was stolen?”

“Yes.”

He watched the flicker of surprise that passed through his Dad’s eyes; but only his eyes, and only for a second. He was, after all, a master of masks.

“And, do you know who stole my knife, Jayden?”

Jay nodded slowly, not breaking eye contact. He didn’t trust his voice, didn’t trust himself why was he doing this why? He forced his panicked thoughts aside, gripping the knife until he was sure the hilt would leave an imprint on his skin. If this failed, his Dad was going to kill him. He was going to kill him this wasn’t how it was supposed to go!

His Dad caught the significance behind his gaze, and his face twisted sharply in anger before transforming again, becoming a mocking impression of grief.

“I’m disappointed in you, son,” he said softly, and Jay flinched in spite of himself.

He was never ‘son.’ Either ‘Jay’ or ‘Jayden’ or sometimes, strangely, ‘brother.’ But ‘son’…’son’ meant….

“Stealing, I have taught you, true. But to think that you would turn on me,” his Dad let out a quiet, self-depreciating laugh that was betrayed by the dark look in his eyes. “Clearly I’ve gone wrong somewhere.”

His hands moved all while he spoke, slowly untying the thick coil of leather from his belt, and Jay stiffened at the sight of it. He could feel a tremor begin to overtake his body and he shifted his weight in an attempt to hide it. He wasn’t weak. He would never be weak again, never beg again. Never feel….

“Put it back, Jay,” his Dad continued in that grieved tone, his eyes sharp. “Now, son.”

“I don’t have it,” Jay choked on the words, his own eyes glued to the whip that curled around his Dad’s ankle.

“Then you will retrieve it and return it to its place,” his Dad said stiffly, abandoning his sorrowful pretense in favor of anger.

Jay inclined his head once, almost grateful for the excuse to leave. Not fleeing, though, he reminded himself as he shifted his weight to do just that. No, he wasn’t running, he wasn’t a coward.

After,” his Dad hissed, as though reading his mind, and the hand that held the whip twitched at his side.

Jay openly flinched then, his throat closing up as his heart began to hammer violently in his chest as his Dad took another step forward.

Don’t beg don’t beg, don’t you dare beg.

“Hands on the wall, Jay,” his Dad instructed with a curl of his lip, like he could sense Jay’s weakness. “And if you don’t want me to rip through that vest, I suggest you take it off.”

It wasn’t disgust, Jay realized as he slowly undid the buttons of his vest. No, while the slight curl of his lip might have indicated some kind of scorn, the look in his eyes suggested something else entirely. He was enjoying this, the sadistic fuck. The rebellious thought was enough to null Jay’s fear, allowing anger and a twisted sort of courage to fill him instead. His fingers brushed against the knife as he slid his vest back and down his arms, and the touch reminded him of his previous goal; the reason why he’d stolen the knife in the first place.

“Jay,” his Dad said again, a clear warning in his tone.

Jay straightened and forced himself to remain firm, calm as he gripped the knife behind his back and stared back at his Dad….No, no he wasn’t that. His father, no, not even that, not anymore; not ever. Jafar...yeah, that was it. That’s all he was to Jay now.

“No,” Jay said firmly, reveling in the way Jafar visibly faltered.

“No?” the man repeated, and Jay slid the knife an inch out of its scabbard.

“No,” he agreed darkly, straightening further in attempt to appear taller and older than his 13 years. “I’m not going to let you beat me anymore…you’re not going to beat me again.”

“Insolent brat!” Jafar snarled, his shock wearing off as he stalked towards Jay with whip upraised.

But Jay had meant what he said. He jerked the knife completely free from its scabbard, taking the first blow across the face and dodging the second. He jerked his arm up as he did so, catching the whip and letting the leather wrap around his wrist, grimacing determinedly when it bit deep into his skin. He snapped his arm back, pulling Jafar forward and lifted the knife, stopping just shy of cutting the man’s throat.

To say that Jafar was surprised, didn’t come close to describing the look on his face. Jay grit his own jaw, trying not to smile victoriously. He had to stay calm, stay cool like the snake he was. He stared Jafar down, realizing with belated glee that he was almost taller than the man.

“I learned a few things being out on the streets so much,” Jay bragged darkly, allowing the smallest trace of a smile to slip across his face. But it came out closer to a wince, as he waited for the inevitable outburst.

Jafar’s outburst came as a sharp, wheezing laugh, so loud and sudden it made Jay jump. The knife slipped from his fingers and thudded to the floor, but Jafar continued to laugh, arching backwards on his heels and cackling to the rafters.

“So it would seem!” he huffed out, before laughing again.

To say that Jay was terrified would also be an understatement. The boy released his hold on the whip and staggered back, his mouth falling open slightly in shock. He understood, suddenly, how some might say that Jafar was insane. He’d never seen such a drastic shift in the man’s behavior and expression before. Jafar was a master of masks and disguises, true but this- there was no warning, no subtle sign. Just…madness.

“Well, son,” Jafar murmured, still chuckling as he straightened slowly. “You’ve certainly surprised me.”

Oh fuck oh fuck oh fucking fuck.

Jay felt his bravado drain from his body, his legs threatening to buckle as Jafar began to stalk forward once more.

Dad.

“Really, I’m almost proud.”

Please

“I’m sorry,” Jay choked on the words, the sound barely making it past his lips.

Why had he thought this was a good idea? Why why please don’t please don’t!

“Oh I know son,” Jafar crooned softly, the whip lashing out and causing Jay to scream the words; curling against the wall in a vain attempt to shield himself.

“I know.”


 

Jay

Jay could understand, walking to the library, just what Mal had meant when she said her apologizing made her weak. He didn’t begrudge her the task, though he had enjoyed dragging it out and making her uncomfortable. He hadn’t enjoyed the bruises that accompanied it, however; though Jay had had worse apologies- namely, ones that he had delivered. The scars from his last apology still itched from time to time, and that had been five years ago.

A turning point, Jafar had called it.

Jay works his jaw as he tries to shove those memories to the back of his mind. He was apologizing to Carlos, not Jafar. Which made the task infinitely harder because Jay actually cared about Carlos.

“I got this,” Jay mutters to himself as he nears the elevator. “Simple: ‘I know I was being a jerk earlier, but I won’t let it happen again.’”

‘Yeah, you’ve said that before, too,’ a dark voice hissed in his mind. ‘It didn’t work out so great.’

Jay grimaces, shaking his head to clear his thoughts and eyeing the metal doors before him warily. He assumed, from the sign hanging overhead that they were the ‘elevator’ in question, but they didn’t look like anything that could swing open, and doors didn’t even have a handle.

“Fuck kind of door is this?” Jay grumbles, glaring at the contraption. Why did they have to make things so complicated here?

He was tempted to just use the stairs, but he didn’t really like the idea of running up three flights if this thing was supposed to be faster. And anyway, the suit of armor had said he needed to reach Carlos ‘in a timely manner,’ caused a flicker of panic inside as he worried just why he needed get there so fast.

The soft clicking of heels interrupts Jay’s frantic thoughts, and he looks up to see that pretty Chinese girl- what was her name? Linette? Something like that- exiting a nearby classroom. Jay straightens as the idea strikes him, but then he frowns, hating himself for the very thought. He didn’t need help; he wasn’t weak…he could figure it out.

Jay steps towards the metal doors, shaking out his arms before wedging his fingers between the center crack, grunting as he pulled the doors away from each other. They made it about an inch before slamming closed again, and Jay hisses out a curse as he staggers back from the doors. He whirls desperately around to see that the girl is almost to the end of the hall, and he kicks the elevator in frustration before calling out:

“Hey, you! Uh, L-Linette?”

The girl jerks to a stop, turning and staring at him as though he had insulted her. “Lonnie,” she says slowly, drawing out her name in a way that tells Jay he clearly should know it.

“Yeah, Lonnie,” Jay murmurs sheepishly, glancing away before bringing his gaze back to her. “Um, do you think you could…? I mean…would….uh…”

‘Smooth.’

He trails off, grimacing at how pathetic he sounds. Different tactic: Jay straightens, tossing his hair out of his face and giving the girl his infamous sideways grin.

“Any chance you’d like to accompany me to the library?” He asks, dropping his voice to a level that always made girls swoon.

Lonnie glances around the empty hall before turning back to him, and Jay can’t quite read the expression on her face. It’s something like a coy smile, but he has the strange feeling that she’s laughing at him.

“And why would I want to do that?” she asks slowly, cocking her head slightly.

Jay falters once again, caught off guard by her lack of reaction. Girls always reacted to his charms. He glances back up to see that she was still staring at him with that weird look.

“You don’t know how to work the elevator, do you?” she says, raising an eyebrow at him.

“No,” Jay admits in an undertone, slightly embarrassed. “But I’m a fast learner,” he salvages, winking at her with another grin.

She still doesn’t respond, other than a quiet sigh, and walks over to the elevator doors. “See this button in the wall?” she asks, pointing at the wall before them.

Jay blinks, but follows her hand, eyeing the small button attached to the wall “Yeah,” he drawls, wondering what that had to do with anything.

“Click up if you need to go to the floor above, and click down to the floor underneath,” she says. “Since we’re on the first floor, this button only clicks up.”

“Then what?” Jay asks, losing his seductive tone in his curiosity. "Does the place you need to go transport around you? Or do you get magically transported there?"

Lonnie blinks a moment, her mouth opening and closing silently as she stares at him. Then she catches herself, shaking her head and sighing again. “Just watch,” she instructs, clicking the button.

A soft chime rings out, and the metal doors slide apart, and Jay would be lying if he said it didn’t startle him. He recovers smoothly, and steps into the small space, pausing when he realizes Lonnie isn’t following him.

“The key pad to your left,” she says, at his questioning look. “It’s numbered 1 to 5…just click the number that corresponds to the floor you want to go to.”

“Third floor library,” Jay informs, and she motions to the buttons again. He clicks the button labeled ‘3,’ and that hollow chime rings out as the doors begin to close slowly.

“Thanks,” Jay calls to Lonnie, grinning at her through the closing space. “Maybe I’ll catch you around again, sometime.”

She snorts softly, and smiles that strange coy smile again. “Yeah, maybe.”

Then the doors close completely, and the elevator begins to move, almost floating as it carries Jay up.

“She’s totally into me,” Jay murmurs to himself, chuckling as he watches the light on the elevator change.

‘Yeah, keep telling yourself that.’

He ignores the voice in his head and tries to bring his focus back on Carlos as the elevator chimes once more, sliding to a stop. The doors open, and Jay steps out into the third floor of the library, something instinctive telling him his safety lay in staying quiet. He creeps along, eyeing the rows of books warily and searching for any sign of his white-haired friend.

He finally spots Carlos, towards the back of the library, leaning against one of the walls. Jay breathes a quiet sigh and relaxes, straightening and moving towards the other boy with only a hint of doubt.

“Hey, Carlos,” Jay calls in a silent greeting as he nears, but he stops when he notices that Carlos isn’t leaning against the wall; he’s cowering against it. The other boy snaps his eyes over at the sound of Jay’s voice, his face twisting in a mix of anger and fear.

Jay tenses instantly, a cold feeling settling in his gut. Carlos was afraid…of him? Jay’s stomach sinks, and he takes a small step forward, but Carlos presses himself further against the wall and jerks his head in a short motion.

“Carlos,” Jay pleads softly, his voice breaking halfway through. “I’m sorry, alright? I get that you’re pissed at me, but….”

“Shut. Up.” Carlos hisses, his own voice barely a squeak.

Then that instinct part of Jay kicks in, and he realizes that it’s not him that Carlos is afraid of, it was something just behind him. Jay tenses even further, but doesn’t whirl around and face the thing like he wants to. Instead, he forces himself to stay calm, and takes a half step closer to Carlos, turning his body sideways so he could see. It takes him a second to realize what he’s looking at, because it’s half hidden by a row of books, but when he does, Jay understands Carlos’ fear.

It’s a dog.

A large dog, actually, though he had nothing to compare it to. It doesn’t seem to notice Jay at all, the thing’s large eyes locked firmly on Carlos.

“Oh, fuck,” Jay whispers under his breath, racking his brains desperately for a way out of this.

Ok, think, he snaps to his brain. What do we know about dogs? Only what Carlos knows, which is only what Cruella tells him, so take any info with a grain of salt. Ok, but what?

Dogs, otherwise known as four legged devils. Ranging in size from as small as a cup to as big as a full grown man. Regardless of size, all dogs were vicious and bloodthirsty, able to sense emotion; especially fear. Hunt in packs, and once they’ve locked onto a prey, will chase it relentlessly and without mercy.

And this particular dog-all white and covered in spots, had locked its sights on Carlos. Jay thinks that of course, it’s only fitting, but he doesn’t dare say it out loud. The dog takes a step forward, and Jay sucks in a breath while Carlos flinches, pressing even further against the wall.

“Carlos, come to me,” Jay whispers, as the dog cocks a head at the other boy.

Carlos shoots Jay a look, and despite his fear, Jay can read it quite well. Carlos would rather risk the dog than be with Jay. The dog, which lets out a soft bark, lowering its front half to the ground and wagging its tail rapidly.

“What does that mean?” Jay asks in a frantic hiss, darting an anxious glance at Carlos.

“H-how should I kn-n-n-now?!” Carlos growls back, his words barely making it past his clenched lips.

Jay wants to retort that he was the so-called dog expert, but decides against it as the dog lets out another soft bark. He’d seen similar crouches from the few cats on the Isle (the ones who didn’t get caught and eaten, that is) and knew enough to assume that the dog was getting ready to pounce. He had to act fast, but sudden movements would surely make this situation worse.

“Look,” Jay murmurs to Carlos, who was still trying to melt into the wall. “You can be mad at me all you want, I don’t care. But for right now, just get over here, ok?”

“Fffuck you,” Carlos snaps shakily in response, his lip curling briefly before he grits his jaw shut again.

“Damn it, Carlos!” Jay hisses, but then the dog moves again, bounding forward and poking its nose into Carlos’ leg, which makes the other boy flinch so hard that it startles the dog, which yelps before coming at him again.

“Hey, you,” Jay calls at the dog, sheer desperation driving him to insanity. “Hey doggie, over here!”

The dog turns to Jay and cocks its head, its tail wagging slowly back and forth.

“W-w-w-hat are you ddoing?!” Carlos yelps, but Jay ignores him, bracing himself and extending a hand to the animal.

“Yeah, that’s right, fur brain, over here,” he coaxes. “Nice killing machine, good devil spawn.”

Jay!” Carlos whimpers, and his cry is enough to catch the dog’s attention once again.

“Fuck damn it,” Jay groans, as the dog pokes at Carlos a bit more insistently, licking at the boy’s knee with a slimy pink tongue.

Jay is all set to charge in and physically wrestle the dog away when a girl’s voice calls out:

“There you are, Pongo!”

Another boy’s voice rings out just behind hers, anger in the tone: “Hey, you, get away from him!”

The boy appears first, stopping just past the row of shelves and snapping his fingers sharply. “Pongo, heel,” he commands, though his voice shakes almost as much as Carlos.’

The dog whimpers, licking Carlos’ knee again before running to the boy and sitting next to his feet, tail still wagging. Carlos buckles against the wall, breathing hard, and Jay moves quickly, darting forward and catching him before he can hit the ground.

“Deep breaths, Carlos,” Jay encourages, supporting the younger boy’s weight until he gets his feet under him again.

“I swear,” the new comer continues sternly, or at least, would be stern if he weren’t so pale. “If you’ve done anything to hurt Pongo….”

“Listen asshole,” Jay snaps back, but he’s interrupted by the arrival of the girl, who squats down to pet the dog, fawning over it exaggeratingly.

“There you are, you crazy dog, you,” she coos to the dog before straightening and glaring at the boy. “I told you it was a bad idea to bring him to the library.”

“Yeah, well if I’d known he was going to be here, I wouldn’t have suggested it, Amy,” the boy snaps back, jerking his head in Carlos’ direction.

He’s about an inch or two taller than Carlos, though still significantly shorter than Jay, who uses it to his advantage as he stalks forward. He’s beaten to the punch by the girl, who slaps the boy on the arm and frowns at him.

“’He’ has a name, Richard,” she scolds, though she casts a wary eye in Carlos’ direction all the same. “And anyway, nothing happened, so…”

“But it could have happened!” Richard insists, glaring daggers at Carlos. “He’s as crazy as his mother; who knows what he’d have done to Pongo if we hadn’t gotten here first?”

“What Carlos would have…how about what your mutt would have done to him?” Jay growls, stalking forward once more.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” the other boy snaps.

“Jay,” Carlos murmurs behind him, but Jay ignores him.

“I’m talking about that thing, jumping at Carlos and attacking him,” Jay hisses.

“He was probably just trying to play,” the girl, Amy, says, brushing a lock of auburn hair of her face. “He can be a bit enthusiastic, though.”

“That’s what you call playing?”

Jay.

Jay stops, turning to face Carlos, who’s glaring at him fiercely, his jaw set and drawing his face into a hard mask. The emotion is all there in his eyes, however, and Jay sucks in his breath at the sheer amount of hate and anger directed at him. It’s the betrayal underneath it all that really hits him, and he forces himself to keep his mouth shut and not spew out everything he wants to say.

The girl clears her throat quietly, and Jay turns slowly back to face her and the other boy.

“I think we got off on the wrong foot,” she says, and somehow manages a smile. “I’m Amelia Radcliffe, and this is my significantly more annoying twin; Richard.”

“Just because we were born at the same time doesn’t make us twins,” Richard huffs, in an aggrieved tone that makes Jay think he’s said those words a lot.

“It does,” Amelia says firmly, glaring at her brother before turning back to them with a smile. “And this is Pongo.” She indicates the dog at their feet. “Well, Pongo Jr. Jr. Jr, really.”

“It’s just Pongo,” Richard informs them in an undertone. “And anyway, it’s not something you need to worry about because you’re not. Touching. Him.”

These words are directed at Carlos, and Jay wants to punch the bratty kid, but Carlos stalks forward and glares at the boy, effectively shutting him up.

“I d-d-don’t care about you’re st…upid dog,” he growls, and even though half of the words stick in his throat, Jay has to admit he sounds pretty badass.

Richard thinks so, too, because he falters, backing away a step and grabbing onto his dog’s collar. “Well,” he says, trying for bravery. “Good, because you’re not turning him into clothes.”

“If you’re so-so-so-so worried,” Carlos bites out. “Wwhy don’t you g-go?”

The boy looks affronted, but he lifts his chin and storms past them and into the elevator, which chimes dully before taking him away. Amelia sighs, shaking her head at him, grabbing hold of the dog and giving Carlos a smile that was more like a grimace.

“Sorry about him,” she murmurs, sheepishly. “Um, but thanks for not punching him…or, well,” she glances nervously down at her dog before giving another smile/grimace. “Thanks.”

She hurries off after her brother, whistling nervously as she waits for the elevator to come back up. Then she shuffles inside, and with barely a wave, chimes off as well.

“Good riddance,” Jay huffs, glaring after the elevator. “Can you believe…?”

“Y-y-you should ggo too,” Carlos says, his voice cold as he sets his face again.

“Carlos,” Jay tries again, reaching a hand out to grip the other boy's shoulder. “I'm sorry, alright? I know I was...”

“It's nnnot alright!” Carlos snaps, jerking away from Jay's touch. “You...” He cuts himself short, turning sharply and completely closing himself off to Jay. “J-just go.”

“If that's what you want,” Jay rasps quietly, his voice thick as something breaks inside him.

Carlos doesn't respond, his body stiff, and Jay backs away, blindly clicking the button to the elevator. It's only as the doors begin to close that Carlos lifts his head, and Jay desperately leans forward, a vain hope filling him.

“It's w-what you're good at, an-anyway.”

The elevator doors slide shut then, and Jay thinks that the chime is mocking him with the way it rings out; so bright and cheery. And yet, at the same time...hollow.

Chapter 10: Truth is you ain't seen nothin' yet

Summary:

In which Jane and Carlos are smol beans, Mal designs a work of vandalism (art), and 'mouths are for smiling not biting' is on the Fairy Godmother's chalkboard for a reason.

Notes:

**Warning**

This chapter, while lighter than the previous, still contains some heavy stuff, including but not limited to: aggressive bullying, crude language, child abuse/mentions of child abuse/neglect, as well as brief hints towards darker things such as domestic violence, mental health issues, and the loss of a child.

(I fear I might have just spoiled the entire chapter/plot, but I didn't want to include no warning and potentially upset anyone.)

 

That being said, I hope you all enjoy the chapter and I look forward to hearing what you think!
- Raven

Chapter Text

Evie

Mal slides into her seat beside Evie almost a half hour into the chemistry lesson, her bag slamming to the ground and spilling books onto the tiles. A soft snickering goes up from the class, headed by Chad; though it dies as Mal casts a glare around the room, and Mr. Deley clears his throat sharply.

“There you are, Mal,” he says sternly. “So good of you to join us.”

“Sorry,” Mal murmurs, ducking her head and rolling her eyes at her desk. “I forgot the way.”

“Hm,” Mr. Deley hums with a lift of his brow. “That is what all the maps are for. In the future, do try to be on time.”

“Sure thing,” Mal agrees, nodding her head politely, but Evie can see right through it.

The teacher turns his attention back to the board, explaining the various elements and how to calculate their weights and isotopes. Mal bends to gather up her books, and Evie notices the way the other girl moves, every motion stiff and deliberate. Evie sighs as Mal straightens, and she turns to the other girl with a stern expression on her face.

“You know for someone who scolded the boys for fighting, you’re a bit hypocritical,” Evie mutters with a frown. “I take it the other guy looks worse?”

Mal’s head jerks minutely in Evie’s direction, her eyes flickering guiltily before settling on the blackboard. “He deserved it,” Mal grumbles under her breath.

“I’m sure,” Evie murmurs tersely, jotting down a note from the board and trying to ignore Doug, who keeps giving her what he thinks are subtle longing glances from across the table.

“How did you even know?” Mal hisses, and Evie scoffs, rolling her eyes.

“I know you, M,” she replies haughtily.

“But still,” Mal mutters, brushing a strand of purple out of her eyes. “It’s not like he left a mark….”

Evie huffs a sigh and gives Doug a sideways glare of warning before glaring back at Mal. “Really, Mal? You and Jay…was that really necessary?”

“How the hell?!”

“Ahem.”

Both girls start, glancing up to see Mr. Deley frowning sternly at them both, although his gaze was focused mostly on Mal.

“Something you would like to share with the class, Miss…Maleficent?” the man drawls, with only the slightest bit of hesitation as he addresses Mal.

Evie grimaces, but Mal stiffens sharply, her eyes flashing a dangerous shade of green. Evie quickly reaches for her friend’s hand, placing her own over top of Mal’s and squeezing firmly.

“Mal,” she whispers, darting an anxious glance to the teacher before focusing back on the other girl.

Mal grits her jaw, and Evie feels her hand clench into a fist beneath her palm. A shock ripples through Evie’s fingers, and she lets go, startled at the soft spark that dances across Mal’s hand before disappearing.

“Mal,” Evie hisses again, a bit more insistently, but Mal jerks her hands off the table, shoving them into her pockets as she plasters a tight smile onto her face.

“No Sir,” Mal says, keeping her eyes on the chalkboard instead of the teacher. “I was just saying how excited I am to be learning about helium and its various isotopic measurements.”

Evie tenses, waiting for the man’s response. Mr. Deley simply huffs a sigh, something resembling resignation in his tone as he replies:

“Do please contain your excitement,” he intones lowly, and Mal nods in rapid agreement, relaxing only when the teacher turns back to the board.

“What were those sparks?” Evie demands, the moment the teacher’s back is turned.

“Nothing,” Mal snaps in an undertone. “Just…I don’t know…but it’s fine. I have it under control.”

“Sure you do,” Evie nods skeptically. “Is that what you call getting into it with Jay?”

“We’re fine now,” Mal defends, giving Evie a sideways glare. “He’s back with Carlos, anyway. Trying for an apology.”

Evie winces, sucking in a quiet breath. “I see why you chose the physical route,” she mutters.

Mal lets out an airy chuckle, her lips twitching sardonically. “Yeah.”

“I don’t envy him that task,” Evie continues quietly. Knowing Carlos, there was no way it could end as smoothly as it had with Jay and Mal.

“He knows, right?” Evie asks softly. “Carlos, I mean. He knows that Jay…that it was for the best that he wasn’t there?”

“He probably does get it,” Mal mutters with a subtle shrug. “But I doubt it’ll make a difference either way. It won’t matter why Jay left; it’s the fact that he left that’s going to be the issue.”

“Why can’t everything just be like chemistry?” Evie sighs, glancing down at her notes.

“It is,” Mal grumbles beside her. “Needlessly complicated and impossible to understand.”

“It’s not impossible,” Evie retorts, rolling her eyes at the other girl. “You just need to apply yourself more.”

“Wow,” Mal murmurs, lifting her brows in an exaggerated expression. “Condescending much?”

“But am I wrong?” Evie asks, smirking at Mal, who glares right back; her eyes flashing green again.

Across the table, Doug lets out a short spurt of breath that Evie recognizes as a laugh, and she snaps her head up to glare at him, instantly defensive.

“Something funny to you?” she snaps, and she silently revels in the way the boy pales, faltering over his words.

“Ah, no, no, I just…ha. Sorry,” he mumbles, stammering almost as bad as Carlos. “Just, what you said, about chemistry.” He glances up at her and tries for a smile, and Evie narrows her eyes at him.

“What about what I said?” she hisses lowly, and she can see Mal leveling the boy with a green-eyed glare of her own, backing up her silent threat.

“N-nothing,” Doug hastily whispers, desperately glancing back and forth between the two girls. “I just thought it was…funny? Accurate,” he clarifies quickly. “I also find that things are often a lot like chemistry: relatively straightforward, and only mildly explosive.”

He lets out another nervous laugh, his shy smile barely making it all the way across his face. Mal scoffs, rolling her eyes as she mutters: “Nerd,” under her breath. But Doug is looking at Evie, and the antagonistic princess can’t quite interpret that look in his eyes. She keeps her guard up, although she can’t help but think that he looks kind of cute when he’s terrified of her.

“Only mildly explosive?” she finds herself teasing, and Mal presses a fist to her mouth to stifle her groan.

“Get a room,” she coughs, low enough so only Evie can hear, and so it’s only Evie who blushes furiously, embarrassed even as her stomach clenches.

“Shut up,” she says flatly, and Mal shrugs a shoulder, dropping her eyes back to her scribbled notes.

“Just saying,” the other girl mutters, and Evie shakes her head, ignoring Doug completely as she forces her attention to the lesson.

He was cute, but just that. Cute. Something to amuse herself with while she’s stuck playing nice; for however long they’d be here, anyway. The thought of anything more…of even entertaining Mal’s teased suggestion; makes Evie sick. She’d stick with her games, and maybe, if it were a Prince, at least…Princes were noble, after all. A Prince would be understanding if she didn’t….

Evie shakes her head, bringing herself back to reality and working out the sample problems Mr. Deley had chalked up on the board. Mal gives up without a single glance at the work, busying herself by sketching out a rough ‘Long Live Evil’ design in her note book. Evie watches the drawing progress with bemusement, glancing over every few problems to see how far it had come.

“Not bad,” Evie offers, as Mal completes the curve of Maleficent’s horns, graceful and yet ominous as they hover just in the background of the sketch.

“Do you mean my talent, or the drawing?” Mal murmurs, the corner of her lips curving upwards, though her eyes remain focused on her sketch.

“Obviously I meant the drawing,” Evie quips, and Mal growls, though the sound is stolen by the sudden ringing of the bell.

“Remember, there will be a test within the week,” Mr. Deley intones solemnly from the front of the class. “Although it is not the mid-term, it will still count for a third of your grade.”

“Whoa,” Mal says lowly, dragging out the sound. “Really?”

“Yes. Really,” Mr. Deley replies in that same solemn drawl. “All the more reason to be on time, Miss Maleficent.”

“Right,” Mal answers in a clipped tone, her jaw clenching angrily between syllables. “I will definitely be keeping that in mind.”

Evie steers Mal out of the classroom quickly, not letting go until they were safely out of range of the other students. She had seen Mal’s fingers sparking again, and regardless of how she felt about certain members, she didn’t want to see anyone set on fire.

“Seriously though, M,” Evie says sternly, once they were clear. “What is with the sparks? And don’t bullshit me.”

“Ooh, princess has got a potty mouth,” Mal croons with another wicked curve of her lips. “Would you kiss Doug with that mouth?”

Mal,” Evie snaps, so harshly it’s almost a growl.

“What?” Mal protests with a soft chuckle, spreading her hands in innocence. “I mean, it’s obvious enough that….”

“Stop.”

Mal blinks, furrowing eyebrows as she glances at Evie in confusion. “O…k,” she drawls slowly. “Sorry? I think?”

“Just…forget it,” Evie exhales shortly, pursing her lips and trying to drive the thoughts from her brain; flickering images and feelings of brick walls and a heavy, rasping breath.

“I was only kidding, E,” Mal continues carefully, seeming to understand where the girl’s thoughts had gone.

“I know,” Evie responds in a clipped voice, forcing a light note in her tone. “Drop it; it’s fine.”

It wasn’t, and they both know it. But Mal doesn’t press, instead nodding her head and flipping open her sketchbook again to doodle as they walk.

“It’s just a concept design,” Mal mutters, when Evie comments once again the skill of the drawing. “I’m gonna paint it on my locker.”

“Is that allowed?” Evie muses, grateful for the switch in subject, even if it wasn’t the one she had originally addressed.

“Most likely not,” Mal replies, unabashed. “But Prince Ben did say we were free to personalize and decorate our lockers however we wanted, so….”

“So legal vandalism,” Evie finishes with an amused laugh.

“Got that right,” Mal agrees with another sly grin.

A grin that quickly morphs into a scowl as someone rushes past, knocking against Mal’s arm and toppling her sketchbook for the second time.

“Hey, watch where you’re going, asshole!” Mal hisses, abandoning her book to whirl furiously on the intruder, leaving Evie to scoop up the fallen sketchbook for her.

“Such language,” a familiar voice says above her, and while the tone sounds playful, Evie can hear the strain in his voice.

“Jay,” Mal growls, not breaking eye contact even as she accepts her book from Evie. “Don’t make me beat you again.”

“Ha,” Jay barks sharply, his eyes glinting. “As if! The way I recalled it, I had the upper hand in that fight.”

“You slimy….”

“Jay,” Evie breaks through their banter with icy calm. “Where’s Carlos?”


 

Jane

When Ben had announced that he wanted to bring Villain kids over from the Isle, Jane couldn’t help but admit that she was terrified. She’d be lying, otherwise, and, well…it wasn’t something a respectable heroine would do; much less the daughter of a fairy. There had been excitement from some; Jane knew Lonnie had been one of the excited ones. Her roommate hadn’t stopped talking about it: wondering if there’d be any ‘roguishly handsome guys,’ or *ahem* ‘bad-ass and sexy’ chicks.

That sort of talk always made Jane uncomfortable, given her lack of either experience, or prospective significant others. Although her mother always said that ‘True love waits,’ and that it applied to more than just, well…things that Lonnie or some of the other older teens would be more interested in.

Jane’s main concern, was the one that realists like Audrey shared: they were…are villains! And Ben was just letting them free in Auradon, with access to things like magic, and technology, and…other students. It was a nightmare just waiting to happen.

And a part of that nightmare had already occurred, if the talk around school was to be believed. Jay and Carlos, attacking Chad and some of the other tourney team members with a knife…it was pieces of a villain origin story of fairytales come to life. There were other things being whispered around school too, though; how what was previously believed about Carlos de Vil being mute was actually a lie.

Jane didn’t know what to think about the villain kids, other than that they were dangerous, and that the key to her survival of this term would just to be invisible. So, not much different than her usual. Jane sighs to herself as she nears the wing that held all of the various workshops and other extra-curricular classes. She’d stupidly left her sewing bag in the Home-Ec room- not that she was good at either sewing or maintaining a home. But the class had been one her mother had insisted on, and so Jane resigned herself to her fate. She would have much rather taken one of the Magic Theory classes, but her mother insisted that such a class was unnecessary, despite Jane ‘technically’ being part Fairy.

But Jane had to trust that her mother knew best. She had to; because Goodness knows Jane had no clue what she was doing, and if her own mother didn’t know, well…Jane would not want to live in such a world.

A crash from one of the nearby classrooms, jolts Jane from her chaotic thoughts, startling her so badly she almost dropped her bag again. She clutches the cloth to her chest and freezes, holding her breath as another, albeit softer, crash sounds. Judging by the metallic note in the crashing, it’s coming from one of the ‘forges’- the student body’s nickname for the metal working classes. But those workshops were banned from any and all student use or contact outside of class. It was too dangerous, what with some of the objects and machinery containing traces of magic; and so Jane couldn’t help but wonder who was intruding.

Her curiosity gets the better of her fear, but not her caution, as she creeps on her toes towards the nearest classroom. The part of her that knows better screams at her; what are you doing? Don’t investigate! Get help! Jane has to agree; it was an almost classic horror scenario, but she had to know what was going on first, right? How else would she know what it was she was getting help for?

That was her curious side talking again, and Jane steels her nerves as she shoves open the door to the workshop, pausing just short of entering. Thankfully, it wasn’t one of the magical workshops, but the things in here could still seriously injure her and whoever it was that had broken in.

“Hello?” Jane calls softly, not daring to turn on the light, despite the part of her that wants to. “Anyone there?”

There’s no answer, but really, any intruder or murderer would know better. She takes a cautious step into the room and stops just over the threshold.

“This room is off limits to students,” Jane tries again, grateful that her voice doesn’t shake too badly. “Although, granted, that means me, too, but….”

She trails off with a gasp as a breath sounds from in the room; something that would have been a laugh if sound had actually been added to it. As it is, it’s still enough to completely terrify her.

“Ok, well, whoever you are, I’m going to give you till the count of three to leave,” Jane manages with false bravery as she takes a step back. “Otherwise I-I’ll have to…contact the authorities.”

‘Really, Jane?!’ Her brain screams at her. “Contact the authorities??”

But her faltering threat seems to be enough for the intruder, as something shuffles by one of the anvils, and suddenly she’s staring at a shadow. The shadow is about her height, maybe taller, but outside of that, there’s not much Jane can make out, other than that the shadow also seems to be a bit shaky.

“Who are you?” Jane calls nervously, then clears her throat, trying for that bravery thing again. “I mean, this place is off limits.”

The shadow shuffles a bit more, and Jane-slightly irritated by the silence and heavy atmosphere- flicks on the light. The shadow lets out a startled noise, and suddenly vanishes, the figure ducking back under the anvil.

“Hey, no!” Jane cries out, taking a few quick steps forward before remembering that intruders were dangerous. “You can’t be in here! I mean, neither can I,” she mumbles. “But that’s why you need to get out. Now.”

The intruder doesn’t say anything, doesn’t make a single move, and Jane huffs a sigh of frustration.

“Look, I can’t leave until you leave, so you might as well come out.”

There’s a soft shuffle of movement, and Jane jumps in surprise as the intruder slowly creeps back out; but from one of the machines to her left, instead of the anvil at the back of the room. It’s not just the sudden appearance that scares her, either; it’s that intruder is…is…

“Carlos?” Jane squeaks, suddenly terrified all over again. Oh, pixie dust, she was in trouble now! Carlos de Vil, of all the potential intruders in the school, it had to be him. The mute sociopath.

‘Well that’s not very nice,’ her brain scolds. ‘I mean, probably not inaccurate, but still…not nice.’

Carlos, for his part, looks almost as terrified as Jane, his body still not entirely free from the machine he’d been hiding behind. He’s tense, and his eyes keep darting around the room, shifting from the various machines to the open door behind her, and Jane can tell he’s trying to plot out some kind of escape route.

The stupid part of her leans back and closes the door, effectively shutting them both in. Carlos’ eyes flicker, raw and wild, before he suddenly stops, his body stilling its tremors; and when he looks back up at her again, he’s completely calm. He steps out from behind the machine, his movements fluid and purposeful, and his face betrays no emotion whatsoever.

‘So, definitely a sociopath then?’ she whispers anxiously to herself; to which her brain replies: ‘Oh yeah, we’re done for.’

“Look,” Jane says, backing away as he takes another small step forward. “I don’t care that you were in here, I mean, I do, because it’s dangerous and the parts are sharp and sometimes that anvil can still be really hot and there’s all kinds of things that can go wrong and explode or catch on fire and….”

She gasps, realizing she’s rambling, although Carlos was no longer moving towards her. He had stopped only a foot or so away from his hiding place, his eyes dark and calculating as he stares at her, his lips set in a line.

“What I meant to say is,” Jane falters. “You shouldn’t have come in here, but as long as nothing’s broken, and you aren’t hurt, we can both go.”

His eyes flicker at that, the slightest shift in his expression; a tiny furrow of his brows, and Jane realizes he’s confused about something.

“I mean,” she attempts to clarify. “This room is off limits except for the students who are actually in the workshop class…uh, so.... I mean, unless one of the machines got knocked over or you’re hurt or something. Then we’d have to see the nurse or whatever. But I’m ok with just leaving…pretending like this didn’t happen.”

Jane stops herself before she starts rambling again, but she’d just so nervous! And terrified, because he’d still just staring at her blankly, his lips a tighter line than before.

“Ok,” Jane drawls nervously. “Um, I guess, we’ll just do a quick check?”

He blinks at her, and she takes that for a yes. She draws a slow breath and glances around at the equipment. Nothing looked like it had been broken or taken apart, but there had been that loud crashing….

“Uh, are the machines ok?” Jane asks carefully. “Um, nothing broke or fell, did it?”

Carlos’ expression turns guilty, his eyes flickering away from hers in a sudden show of vulnerability before he slowly shakes his head.

“Ok,” Jane says, a little skeptical but desperately going with it in the hope that it would get her out of here faster. “And you’re ok? I mean, you didn’t burn yourself on the anvil or anything like that?”

He shakes his head again, but he’s not looking at her at all now, his eyes cast towards the ground as he fiddles with something attached to his belt. Jane peers closer and sees a small furry something hanging on a chain from one of his belt loops. She thinks it’s a rabbit’s foot, but with another glance, as well as a subtle probe from her brain (why would the son of Cruella de Vil have a lucky rabbit’s foot?) she realizes it’s a grey and white dog tail.

“Well that’s good,” Jane mumbles, fidgeting a little herself. “That you’re ok and all. Um, I guess….” She reaches behind her and opens the door, stepping to the side to let Carlos past.

He glances up at her then, all wary and nervous again, like he didn’t think she was really going to let him go.

“I said as long as you weren’t hurt and nothing was broken, it’d be ok,” Jane tells him, taking another step and moving out into the hall, where she could breathe easier. “So, uh, it’s ok. I mean,” she fumbles anxiously. “Not ‘ok,’ since, breaking and entering and all that, but…”

She breaks off as Carlos approaches her and the door, the corners of his mouth twitching despite the fact that his lips were still in a tight line and his dark eyes unreadable. It occurs to Jane, as he slips quickly past her and into the hallway, that that had been the reason he’d had that expression; he wasn’t angry or trying to intimidate her: he was trying to keep himself from laughing at her!

The thought stung, though she didn’t know why; it’s not like it’s a first for her. But it also makes her a little angry, and she whirls sharply on her heel to go after him before remembering the door. She turns back quickly to make sure the workshop door was properly secured, before whirling back and jogging a few paces after him.

“You know I could still report you!” She calls, her indignation striking against his back and having no effect. “I could!”

He barely pauses in his stride to toss a lopsided smirk over his shoulder at her, his eyebrows lifting as though to say: ‘No you won’t!’

“I will,” Jane promises in faltering tones. “I mean, I should!”

He makes that quiet chuckling noise again; not really a laugh, since there’s no sound, but Jane can feel the laughter; his amusement.

“What were you doing in there, anyway?” Jane demands, her curiosity and anger proving to be a dangerous and overwhelming force that completely drives away her sensible fear. “Shouldn’t you be in class with Jay and the rest of your group?”

The effect of her words was instant and startling. Carlos stiffened, freezing in place like…well, not ‘like a statue,’ since that was a little too cliché for Jane’s liking. Almost like he’d completely stopped being a moving, breathing human being; like he’d never moved and never would. Jane had managed to catch up to Carlos- fortunately? unfortunately? enough- and so she is able to watch the almost painful twisting of his face. His eyes widen a fraction, something flickering in them that she couldn’t quite interpret. His lips pull back from his teeth in what Jane thinks at first is a grimace, but then with a hard clench of his jaw becomes something of a snarl.

He maintains the expression for all of two seconds. Then he blinks, and it’s terrifying to see how fast the emotion is wiped from his face, his lips once more that tight line; his eyes dark and completely closed off. Jane would describe it as a mask: except it’s his actual expression, and she falters when he continues walking, as though she’d never spoken to him in the first place.

“Y-you know,” Jane stammers out, her voice barely a whisper. “You’re actually quite expressive for someone who’s supposed to be mute.”

He doesn’t react at all this time, his stride purposeful and sure; despite the fact that Jane was pretty sure he had no clue where he was going. She continues along -at a safe distance- beside him, eyeing him sideways every now and then to make sure her remark hadn’t made him angry and he wasn’t just waiting for a chance to pull a knife on her.

‘Don’t be stupid,’ her brain mutters. ‘Too late for that,’ the other part of her brain scoffs.

Jane grits her own jaw in a silent grimace, and focuses back on the situation at hand; namely, that they’re going the wrong way.

“We really should get back to class,” Jane mumbles, half to herself and half to Carlos, who jumps like he’d forgotten she was there too.

The look of surprise and fear on his face again, only last a second, but it’s long enough to make Jane pause. It couldn’t have been a genuine reaction; she was anything but terrifying. She thinks it must be a reflexive thing, judging by the way his body remains tense and wary, his eyes quickly scanning the empty hallway before glancing at her. He takes her in for a moment, then looks away again, biting at his lip in a strange show of nervousness.

“I mean,” Jane says, feeding off of his nervous energy and tugging at her bow. “I don’t have a class, but you do…I think. You already had biology, so I think you just have….”

Carlos makes a soft noise in his throat that she thinks is a laugh, and is confirmed as such when Jane looks up at him and sees his lips twitching, his brows lifted in amusement. It sets off her anger again, and a part of Jane thinks that she’s right in her feelings that the villain kids were bad influences; she’d never gotten this angry twice in one day!

“Haha, yes, Jane is just so funny,” Jane snaps, though not quite as harshly as she thinks it should sound. “Everyone else laughs at me, so why shouldn’t you?”

She doesn’t realize she’d stopped walking in her anger, until Carlos turns around to face her and she notices that he’s in front of her, now. His expression is no longer amused, in fact, he looks almost worried, his brow furrowed slightly and his lips parted like he wants to say something. But of course, it’s ridiculous of her to think that, no matter what hurtful rumors were spread.

“Who would laugh at you?” Carlos asks; although it comes out like: “Hoo, hoo, hoo?” And that other part of Jane snidely thinks he sounds like an owl.

His voice a hesitant and nervous whisper in her shocked silence, as the rational, normal part of her brain loops like a record. ‘He can’t talk! How is he talking? They said he couldn’t talk, and yet….

“You can talk?” the startled part of burst out, and Carlos makes a face, a bitter twist of his lips as he answers.

“Barely.” Except the ‘B’ gets stuck somewhere, and when it finally comes out, it’s in a loud burst of a hard ‘B’ sound, the rest of the word no longer important.

“I thought…,” Jane starts, but then she catches herself and goes with something less like what the other part of her would say. “I thought Chad was just being a jerk, saying that you….” It’s still too mean, and she breaks off again with an apologetic grimace.

“Th-that I hhad a st-st-stutter?” Carlos finishes for her, that bitter note still in his voice.

“Yes,” Jane admits in a whisper, regretting bringing it up. “I’m sorry.”

“Sso am-m I,” he mutters, breaking eye contact and glaring fiercely at the wall to his left.

“Oh gosh, no!” Jane cries, horrified. “No, I didn’t mean it like that, I swear! I meant I’m sorry they’re saying things like that.”

“W-why?” he asks, his lips curling in a grimace. “It’s nnot fff…it’s not a lie.”

“No,” she agrees reluctantly. “But the things they’re saying, well…anyway, I only meant, I know what it’s like, so…I’m sorry.”

You-you mment-ioned that,” he mumbles, but his glare at the wall had softened, and was almost amusement again.

You never did mention, what you were doing in that workshop,” Jane presses with a shy, teasing smile.

Her brain does a double take and practically keels over with the force of it. ‘What in the name of all that is Good and Holy are you doing?! FLIRTING?!? With Carlos de Vil!?!’

Jane politely tells her brain to shut up, and then immediately apologizes for it. Carlos actually chuckles, but there’s something sort of shadowed in his eyes that doesn’t match the amusement.

“Are you always this ffforward?”

That weird part of her that is actually enjoying the banter, attempts to say something coy and subtle; something cool like Lonnie would say, like: ‘Only when I’m talking with you,’ but what actually comes out is:

“No.”

He laughs again, and when he turns back to her, his mouth is in a crooked sort of sly smirk.

“Wh-what were you d-doing?” He counters; and if there’s a part of Jane that registers his suddenly relaxed muscles- or if she’d known enough about Carlos to realize that this is the most he’d ever spoken to anyone who wasn’t Mal, Jay, or Evie; if she knew that his stutter was worse when he was nervous or didn’t trust someone, and so it’s even more remarkable that his speech had gradually smoothed out some- it doesn’t show.

It also doesn’t show that this is the most Jane has allowed herself to interact with anyone; let alone in such a bold and positive manner. That not a single negative thought about herself had currently drifted through her thoughts; no twisted comparisons to others, no disparaging remark on her lack of ‘experience’; and that it’s a bit of a beautiful irony that she’s opening up so much because of, and towards- a villain. All that does show is the slow, faltering steps towards some kind of mutual something; and any observer who knew both of the participants as well as they themselves did not know the other- would look upon this moment with a mix of awe and glee.

“I have an excuse,” Jane retorts in faux superior tones, drawing herself up to a height that was…actually only a few inches shorter than Carlos himself. “I was supposed to be there. You weren’t.”

“R-really?” Carlos replies, his lips twitching and betraying his attempt to appear skeptical. “And wha-wha-what was that?”

“I left my sewing bag in one of the other classrooms,” Jane mumbles, dropping her gaze in embarrassment. “Stupid, I know. It’s not even a surprise anymore.”

And there it is, that other part that always ruined things for her. ‘You ruin it for yourself,’ that part hisses venomously. ‘Like, really though. Like he’d actually have had anything to do with you.’

Jane bites her lip hard, and winces when it actually hurts too much, blinking at the worn black and red boot-like sneakers that suddenly take up her vision.

“Y-you’re not stu-stu-stupid,” Carlos says, and his voice is so soft and yet so firm, that it’s enough to cause her brain to cease all thought production.

“Auh,” is all Jane manages, as she lifts her gaze to find him staring at her, his eyes just as firm, if not a little hesitant. She thinks- except not really, because her brain still wasn’t providing that function yet- that she might like to do something here, but she couldn’t (obviously) figure out what that would be.

Then Carlos blinks, and draws back again, shaking his head as though to clear it before glancing back up with that sly look again.

“An-anyway,” he mumbles through his grin. “I had r-reasons too.”

“Uh-huh?” Jane replies, and she’s grateful that her brain finally got itself together enough to actually play along like nothing happened. She’s just about press for what that reason was when the bell rings sharply above them, and Carlos jerks, pressing back against the wall like he expects some kind of attack.

“Oh, we’re in the opposite wing,” Jane reassures, her brain slowly piecing together that he probably thought he’d be trampled by students. (A valid fear, experience had shown her.) “No swarms of students over here.”

She laughs, but he doesn’t reciprocate, his head slowly whipping back and forth, verifying her words that it was still clear before stepping out again. It was a shame she wasn’t firing on all cylinders yet, because she would have realized what a weird reaction it was. How severe.

“I sshould pro-probably go,” Carlos murmurs, and he’s adopted that ‘not-mask’ again; although Jane finds she can see through it, now, and can tell he’s nervous about something.

“I mean, it’s only what I’ve been trying to tell you the whole time,” Jane tries to tease again, and it causes a soft lift to the hardness in his expression. “And anyway,” she continues. “I have…oh pumpkin seeds!”

“You wwhat?!” Carlos cries, his eyes widening as he stares at her.

“I have a study hall!” Jane gasps, remembering. “A double period, too; and I’ve already missed the first half!”

Carlos laughs then, but Jane’s brain finds it very not funny. She scrambles for her bag, slinging it over her shoulder, then, still frantic, grabs Carlos’ hand.

“Come on,” she pants. “I’ll show you....” ‘The way back,’ had been what she was going to finish, but Carlos had jerked back and was now staring at her in a way that looked all too much like a frightened and injured puppy. (Again, the unwitting irony.)

“Sorry,” Jane apologizes quickly, but sincerely. “I didn’t mean to pull so hard. I just didn’t want to miss any more of my class.”

Carlos shakes his head, straightening slowly and offering a weak smile. “You’re…you’re g-good.”

Oh, the joys of the double entendre! Except, Jane didn’t know it at the time.

“Still,” she continues. “I should have been more careful.”

The second warning bell rings ominously, and Carlos glances at Jane’s anxious face before breaking into a jog. Jane catches up, and he lets her overtake him and guide the way, while Jane tried to delegate tasks to her body that would allow her to run and complain at the same time.

“Fiddly faddle foodle!” She swears, grumbling under her breath. Carlos shoots her an extremely amused grin as they turn a corner and a familiar hall appears ahead.

“Th-that’s a lo-lot of ‘f’s,” he says. “I gotta ssimpler one you c-could tr-try.”

Jane trips, and it’s his turn to grab her hand, keeping her on her feet. He jerks her upright a little too forcefully, but Jane thinks it’s because he’s laughing; an actual laugh that he keeps trying to stifle- pressing his lips together tightly so it ends up becoming a childish giggle.

“I would never,” Jane gasps indignantly, once she’s recovered her shock of nearly falling. She fixes Carlos with what she hopes is a stern glare, but it only sets him off laughing again, hand coming up to cover his mouth as his eyes gleam wickedly at her.

“I-I-I was j..ust ki-kidding!” Carlos finally gasps out, his laughter doing little to persuade her.

“Well,” Jane says, still frowning. “That sort of language isn’t becoming of a young lady. Or a young gentleman, either,” she adds, her eyes narrowing at him.

His own eyes widen at her look, then he glances blankly around the hallways, briefly pausing as he takes in the sudden crowd in the distance before turning back to her.

“Wh-ho, me?” he asks, resting a hand against his chest. “I-I’m suppposed to be the ge-ge-gentleman?”

“You’re supposed to be,” Jane mutters. But it’s only halfhearted because, somehow, strangely and impossibly enough, Jane finds herself starting to actually like Carlos de Vil’s company.

Which makes the third and final bell that much more painful. They both jump this time, and Jane mutters another Cinderella themed swear under her breath; something along the lines of ‘Lucifer’s hairballs,’ as she ushers a hasty farewell to Carlos.

“I’ll see you at dinner?” she half asks, half states, the pressing matter of her tardiness momentarily distracting her shy and fearful side; making her stupidly bold again.

Carlos just nods, his hand barely coming up for a wave, a mystified expression on his face that Jane doesn’t have time to try and interpret. It’s only after they’ve parted ways, and Jane is rushing to get to her study hall that she realizes she’d forgotten to ask him what he’d taken from the workshop.


 

Carlos

“It’s just…disappointing.”

“I know it is, ‘Ella, but if you just give it time--”

“Ceran would have spoken by now.”

“…Maybe. There’s no way to know for sure…and Ceran is…”

“Because of him!”

“No, Ella. Carlos isn’t to blame. No one is.”

“No. Not no one…Auradon.”


 

“He’s rather dull, isn’t he, Baby?”

“They say Carlos is actually quite smart for his age.”

“Smart! Do you hear that? He calls him ‘smart.’”

“Try talking to him.”

“What good will that do?”

“They say it will help encourage him, hearing how the words are supposed to sound.”

“’They say.’ And do They also say when this Island of theirs will be ready for our imprisonment?”

“…It’s only talk, ‘Ella. They wouldn’t really…”

“Funny how everyone else seems to be talking but him.

“Just…give it time.”


 

“Carlos!”

He likes the man better, he thinks.

“Carlos, look at me!”

He had a nice smile, and looked at him, instead of through him. He played games with him, sometimes, and talked to him nicely too.

“Carlos, can you say ‘Mommy’?”

He blinks, wondering why he would want to do that. Was the nice man, ‘Mommy?’ He didn’t think so, somehow.

“Honestly, darling, why you’re still trying….”

He doesn’t like the lady much at all. She doesn’t like him. Carlos knows that from the way she looks at him, her voice not at all soft and nice like the man. And she was scary…sometimes she’d be nice, and talk to him nice and she’d hold him and it wouldn’t hurt. But she called him Ceran when she did that, and he was Carlos.

“You can do it,” the man says again, and his eyes are shining, and Carlos wiggles happily. He likes it when the man’s eyes are shiny. “Say, ‘Mommy.’”

He wants to try, at least. For the nice man. Carlos wiggles harder, watching the man’s mouth move with intense, dark eyes.

“Mommy,” the man says again, dragging out the word slowly.

Carlos reaches a tiny hand out and grabs the man’s face, making him laugh as Carlos traces his tiny fingers over the man’s lips.

“Mmmm,” Carlos hums, wiggling again as the man suddenly pauses.

“Ella, look!” He whispers, and the lady is suddenly there; too close to his face and smiling that scary smile.

“That’s it, Baby, you can do it!” Her voice is high pitched, that voice she uses when she calls him not-Carlos.

“Mommy,” the man says again, and Carlos feels the way his lips move under his hand.

He brings his fingers up to his own mouth, tracing them over his lips and opening and closing his mouth slowly. He can tell this was important to the man, and the lady too…but he wants to do this for him. He wanted to make his eyes shiny again.

“Mmmmah!” Carlos shouts, smiling as he grabs at the man. “Mmmah!”

The man laughs at that, reaching back and tickling Carlos until he squeals. “Silly Carlos,” the man mumbles. “I’m not Mommy, I’m…”

The lady makes a weird noise, and Carlos jerks, clumsily folding himself over in an instinctive duck. But the hurt isn’t at him, it’s at the man, who ducks too as something breaks over his head. And then suddenly the lady is coming at him, and he feels tight hands around his body, pressing too hard and…and…and there’s no more ground, only air, and he’s being pressed against something and the lady is screaming screaming screaming!

“He’s my Baby! He’s my Baby, hesminehesminehesmine!”


 

The man doesn’t come back for ages and ages. Carlos cries for him, even though it makes the scary lady mad. She doesn’t talk nice to him at all, not even to call him Ceran. She talks nice to Baby, but Carlos doesn’t know who that is, either. He wants Mommy, but the man isn’t there, and every time Carlos cries for him, the lady comes instead.

She doesn’t like it when he cries. It always hurts when she comes; hurts worse than the last time the man had been there, and he had been squeezed so tight and it hurt a lot. The lady makes it hurt, so Carlos learns to stop crying. He doesn’t like the hurt, but what really stops him is the realization that the man really isn’t Mommy…it’s the scary lady.


 

“Why does he keep doing that?”

The man is back, and Carlos had almost flown he’d scrambled over to him so fast, pressing himself into his legs and soaking in his warmness. The scary lady- he refused to call her Mommy, because she wasn’t, she wasn’t! - was sitting in her chair by the window, and there was smoke all around her. Carlos shivers, holding the man tighter and mumbling “Mmah” at him with each big step into the room.

“Doing what, Ella?”

The man’s voice doesn’t sound right. It’s not bad or mean or scary like the lady, but it’s not nice, which is what it’s supposed to be.

“Well, two things, for one….”

“Yes?”

“He keeps calling you ‘Mommy.’”

“And I am truly honored to bear the title. Really, I’m speechless.”

There’s something hard and sharp in the man’s voice, and Carlos flinches, whimpering softly. He can’t press himself into the man any more than he already is; so close that he can feel all the words vibrating in his chest.

“The other,” and the lady’s voice is even harder and sharper, the smoke so thick that Carlos thinks it’s going to fill him up and make him explode. “He keeps repeating the ‘M’…it doesn’t come out right.”

The man makes a big breath, and Carlos floats on the breath with him, his whole body lifting up and down. It almost makes him laugh, but then he remembers the lady is still there, and she doesn’t like him laughing. Doesn’t like him crying, or talking, much, either.

“He’s still a baby. It’s not surprising the words aren’t perfect yet.”

“He’s not Baby, Baby is right….”

“Ella, remember? Carlos?”

“I know my own child! He just doesn’t know me….”


 

Chad

Five minutes into detention, and Chad is already done with it all. He’s sitting in the back of the classroom, tucked into a corner as far away as possible from the two…freaks sitting in the front row. Fairy Godmother had started to open up the detention; talking about how it was for everyone’s ‘mutual benefit’ and explaining what the detentions would cover. And then she’d been ‘called away,’ and had left the classroom.

That was six minutes ago, and Chad can see the not-to-subtle ploy for what it is. Just some weird attempt to make them work together. But he wasn’t about to get sucked into that. Bad enough that he even had to go to these stupid detentions. But he didn’t plan on doing any more than what he had to get through this, seeing as he hadn’t done anything wrong.

His parents had differing opinions on that matter. He’d received two separate letters from them, which was almost a first for his family. His father considered it an outrage; a slander against the Charming family name, to be so insulted and humiliated and accused of villainy! His mother, on the other hand, thought that the whole situation could have been avoided if Chad had thought instead of acted. She insisted that while the ‘villains’ had been wrong to react the way they had, it was because of Chad’s actions that the event had occurred at all. (She had also insisted on calling them ‘children’ which had only served to further irritate Chad. They weren’t children, they were villains.)

She told him to remember her story, and how she forgave her stepfamily despite how terrible they were, and that in the end, her kindness was enough to guide Anastasia to kindness as well. Chad would have liked to point out that Aunt Anastasia been mostly controlled by Lady Tremaine, and that even if Aunt Anastasia had begun as evil on her own, being petty wasn’t quite the same as being truly evil and dangerous, which these two villains were. He would have liked to say all of that and more, but he couldn’t really fit it all in a letter, and he’d lost his cell phone again.

So he forces himself to bite his tongue, and glares at the back of the two freaks’ heads; glancing first from one end of the row and the white hair, to the other end and the dark hair. He wonders, only idly, if there was something going on between the two, given their massive distance between them. But it’s quickly turned to indifference. If there is, he doesn’t care. He just needs to get through this detention and get away from them.

Ten minutes, and Fairy Godmother walks back in with a smile, though Chad notes that she looks disappointed to find them all exactly as she’d left them. Chad silently congratulates himself on his correct assumption of her ‘plot,’ though he quickly reverts back to boredom as she starts the detention for real.

“Well, children, as disappointed as I am to see you all here,” she begins. “I must say, I am eager to begin this learning period.”

Fairy Godmother turns to the board and scribbles something out, while Chad rolls his eyes and scoffs. He didn’t need to learn anything. Movement from below catches his eye, and he narrows his gaze at the back of the dark head, as the other boy tries to catch de Vil’s attention. The freak wasn’t even looking in Jay’s direction, his eyes locked on his desk.

‘Trouble in paradise,’ Chad thinks snidely, but then it occurs to him that he could totally use this to his advantage, and he straightens in his seat, suddenly interested in detention after all.

“I am going to teach you several things,” Fairy Godmother intones from the front of the class. “But if there’s one thing I want to teach you, it’s this: the emotions that you feel are ok to feel.”

Oh great, she was going with the ‘feelings’ thing. Chad sinks in his seat, abandoning his intense scrutiny of the villains in an attempt to focus on ignoring the old fairy. He thought about the other half of the villain quartet, trying to figure out what to do with them. Unlike de Vil, it didn’t seem like there was anything particularly freakish about the two girls. The Evil Queen’s daughter was actually almost smart, half the time. Even Maleficent 2.0 was kind of normal, he guessed. But it didn’t help him any, not with how close the girls seemed to be to the opposite side of their group.

“Even anger,” Fairy Godmother was saying, and despite Chad’s attempts, he couldn’t completely drown her out with his own thoughts. “That is something I want to impress upon you children. Anger is normal, and it is ok for you to feel angry when things upset you. It’s how you deal with those feelings that is important. Acting upon those feelings, is when things tilt towards the negative.”

Chad finds himself unable to make eye contact with Fairy Godmother, as she glances up at them. He glances down to see de Vil has turned towards the wall, and is giving Chad a sideways look out of the corner of his eye. It’s enough to drive away any of Chad’s twisted sense of guilt or regret, and he straightens, shooting the freak a challenging glare of his own; setting his sharp features to appear even sharper.

It works, as he knew it would, and the freak looks away quickly, back at the chalkboard. Jay notices, unfortunately, and goes so far as to twist in his seat to glare at Chad; and the young Charming recalls that fight on the green, and that he doesn’t want a repeat.

“This is precisely what I mean,” Fairy Godmother sighs. “You need to learn how to relieve yourselves of your feelings in a way that does not lead to negative actions.”

Clearly, it’s too late for that, but the Fairy Godmother doesn’t seem to agree with Chad’s cynicism.

“Now, the key to all of this,” Fairy Godmother states. “Lies in acknowledging each other as fellow human beings; and that goes for everyone. In any given situation, it is crucial that you always remember that.”

Chad rolls his eyes, thinking that she wouldn’t say that if she knew the truth about the two ‘fellow human beings’ below him. They were villains; the worst of the worst and the lowest of the low. If they truly were ‘human’ and deserving of that recognition and treatment, they wouldn’t have been on that Isle to begin with.

That thought jolts Chad, and for a moment, he pauses. There was something…not right with that, but he couldn’t think of what. His mother- his Aunt Anastasia. If she hadn’t been so nice, would she have been on that Isle too? Declared a villain and therefore, not a human being? It terrifies him, that thought, because he knows that it’s important; that there’s something more there that he’s missing.

Then he looks back down at the two villains, and he remembers the fight; Emil’s dislocated shoulder, and Kory; who’d dodged the knife but not Jay’s fists and wound up with a broken nose and a several bruised ribs. He remembers the dark and wild look in de Vil’s eyes, and the way Jay had been smiling the entire time he beat Kory into the ground.

And he knows that that is what’s real here, not whatever sentiment Fairy Godmother believed. They weren’t decent human beings, and Chad wasn’t about to let himself forget that. They were villains, and he’d make sure they got the treatment they deserved. Because that’s what hero’s did, didn’t they?


 Carlos

“Some joke, huh?”

I’m ignoring you, Carlos thinks, staring solidly ahead.

“I mean, really, ‘talking out your feelings?’ Bet you if she tried that on the Isle, all that’d be left of her is a pile of pixie dust.”

I’m ignoring you.

“Heh, probably not even that; since CJ and crew would start a war to see who’d get the dust.”

Carlos draws a slow breath, his hands in fists as he fights the urge to drive it through Jay’s face. The only thing that stops him is the knowledge that someone else had already done that, and going by the rather larger bruise across the other boy’s jaw, that other person had been Mal. He tries to imagine the fight, but he’s too irritated by Jay’s presence to feel any sort of amusement or gratefulness. She obviously didn’t do it for Carlos, but still, it’s the thought that counts. Namely, his.

“Listen, about the library….”

Carlos lifts his chin and tightens his expression, lengthening his stride so he’s several feet away. He doesn’t care about how sorry Jay is, and he definitely doesn’t need any reminders about that…thing, and it’s only slightly less evil handlers.

“Carlos, please, just listen!”

What part of I’m ignoring you don’t you get?

But he stops anyway, crossing his arms tightly over his chest to further emphasize his stance on the matter. There’s a slight crunch of grass behind him, and Carlos stiffens and moves away again, stopping only when he’s sure Jay won’t try and get closer. He can hear the short sigh from Jay, and Carlos feels a stronger flicker of irritation. If anyone had the right to be frustrated, it wasn’t Jay!

“I know you’re upset, and you have every right to be, but you can’t just shut me out like this.”

Can’t I? I was doing a pretty good job until now.

“Just-just tell me what to do. I don’t…want to lose…you.”

Well. That’s new. I think he’s actually sorry…he should be.

“Carlos, please.”

Carlos swallows, and it’s harder than it should be, and carries the sharp taste of salt. He blinks, and then does it again, cursing himself for giving in to weakness so easily.

“Wh-what do you want me to ssay?” he asks, and is relieved that at least his voice is still cold, despite the tripping of his tongue.

“That it’s ok,” Jay murmurs, his voice painfully soft. “That we’re ok.”

“We’re nnnot,” Carlos bites out, and the salt is gone from his mouth, gone from his eyes, as anger rushes back into place. “You…” he cuts himself off, grimacing as his voice fails him.

He spins sharply on his heel and signs instead, his hands reflecting his emotions with their jerky rapid movement. He points to Jay before bringing his left hand up and just to the side of his body; opening his hand in a sort of ‘mouth’ shape before closing it in a sharp motion.

[You left.]

Jay’s face twists, and Carlos grits his jaw even tighter. He didn’t want to do this, didn’t want to be here and dealing with these…feelings. If Jay started breaking down, Carlos would end him.

“I didn’t,” the other boy tries, but Carlos curls a lip at him fiercely. “Carlos, I didn’t leave. Mal…I was kicked out.”

Carlos presses the air out between his lips as he rolls his eyes, shaking his head as he signs; bringing up his right hand in an upraised palm, he then slides the tips of the fingers on his left hand against it in a short, double motion before signing again; pointing again at Jay before touching the tips of his fingers to his temple.

[Excuses. You know that.]

“Carlos,” Jay begins, but Carlos shakes his head sharply, cutting him off as he repeats his first sign.

[You left.]

“You’re right,” Jay says, looking away. “I did. I left and I’m sorry.”

Carlos wants to believe it, wants to trust that Jay really is sorry and that he’ll come back and never leave. But he’d been down that road before, had had someone once who’d been there for him and was safe, like Jay was safe. Like he had been. He knows what will happen if he gives in, and he can’t let that happen. Not again.

He shakes his head, and is about to turn his back on Jay when a voice calls out behind him.

“Hey look, it’s Tweedledee and Tweedledumb.”

Jay’s head snaps up, his eyes hard, and Carlos turns sharply on his heel to see Chad striding down the hall towards them, leading a slightly larger group than before. Carlos grits his teeth and growls a warning, while Jay fires off a retort behind him.

“Hey look, a fairy! Quick, think happy thoughts!”

Carlos can practically feel Jay’s challenging grin, and he can’t help but chuckle a bit as Chad reddens in obvious discomfort. Then the other boy recovers, and his sneer is almost as powerful as Carlos’ own.

“I doubt you freaks even have any happy thoughts to think.”

Carlos senses Jay stiffen at that, but he pauses, only slightly taken aback. He could remember, actually, a very happy thought. But it existed only as that, a vague sort of feeling of happy. And…a voice. A happy voice, saying something.

“I bet I can make some new ones.”

That’s Jay, Carlos recognizes, striding forward with his fists clenched and all set to follow through with his threat. But Carlos knew these odds, had faced these and worse single handed on the Isle, and even then he’d barely made it, even with his knife. Now, without his knife, and with only Jay as an obligated kind of back up; against one…two…at least six older, stronger, and taller boys. (He hadn’t counted Chad. He couldn’t count Chad; the other boy barely counted for himself.)

But this wasn’t going to end anywhere near as well as the first one, and Carlos wasn’t going to give Chad the satisfaction of more villainous behavior. Not if he could avoid it, which, according to Fairy Godmother, he could. Maybe.

“Sstop.”

His demand stopped only Jay, but it was enough to make the other boys hesitate, if only for a moment. What had Fairy Godmother said? Steps to avoiding confrontations…aside from stupid ‘human beings’ bit, she’d actually had some solid advice. Not that it was much different from what Carlos had done back on the Isle. Finding common ground, talking things out, providing some kind of distraction to just slip away.

That had been her big thing. ‘You can always just walk away,’ and if things still got bad, then find her or some other authoritative figure. Not that authority figured had even done him much good, but it was better than nothing, which was they had.

“Look, Ch-chad,” Carlos continues, keeping his voice low but calm. “I get tha-tha-that you hate mme; I’m nnot feeling friendly, either, tru-trust me. But wwhat does this g-get us?”

“Oh hey, the freak fancies himself a negotiator now,” Chad snickers. “Don’t tell me you actually took Fairy Godmother’s words to heart? That’s pathetic, even for you.”

“Carlos, what the hell?” Jay hisses, but Chad has cocked his head a few feet down the hall, his lips pursed in an exaggerated frown.

“I like to think I take after my father when it comes to this sort of thing,” the boy says, his voice smooth as calm. “Charming, fair, but reasonable enough not to be taken advantage of.”

Jay mutters something under his breath that Carlos doesn’t catch and doesn’t try to. He focuses on Chad, hoping that this will work. This was Auradon; talking things out was their thing! Just talk it out, why fight when you could talk?

“Just try talking to him…”

“What good will that do…?”

“It’ll help…if he hears…something nice….”

“Here’s what I’m thinking,” Chad says, and Carlos blinks, looking up sharply from the void of memory. That voice…who?

“I’m thinking,” the self-proclaimed ‘charmer’ continues. “You two had a pretty unfair advantage with your weapons and all. You caused a lot of damage, especially to Emil and Kory: broken ribs, broken nose, not to mention the knife….”

Chad’s face twists into an exaggerated grimace, and Jay tightens his fists.

“You see what I’m getting at,” Chad murmurs quietly. “It’s only fair; after all an eye for an eye?”

Shit. Carlos realizes a second too late that while Chad had been talking, the other boys with him had slipped along the hall separating them, and had effectively cut them off from the back. The whole fucking thing had been a trap!

“Sshould have sseen it,” Carlos hisses under his breath, mostly berating himself, but also despising Chad that much more.

Jay throws an elbow into the gut of the idiot that tries to grab him, spinning around and kicking a second away, then following that up with another punch to the first. Carlos ducks under grabbing hands, keeping his arms close to his body and fists up in defensive position as he dodges. That was all he could do in this fight, was play defense and try to calculate escape routes. He should never have gotten them into this in the first place! How could he have been so stupid as to actually try and talk? All because of a stupid memory?

Then Jay cries out behind him, and Carlos whips around in slow motion, his heart seizing in his chest because Jay never…he wouldn’t have, unless he’d been really hurt. The adrenaline pounds through Carlos’ body, clarifying everything in painful degrees, and so he is able to watch in horrifying detail as Jay is slammed into the wall; his head striking against the false brick hard enough to make Carlos wince. Jay’s reaction is almost worse…he keeps fighting.

“Sstop!” Carlos tries to yell, but his words are lost as Jay swings a punch, which catches one boy in the face, but opens himself up to retaliation.

The counter attack comes swift and brutally, as his arm is grabbed and wrenched behind his back, twisted and then pushed. And it’s slow; they make it slow, so that Carlos can almost hear the quiet snapping, can watch Jay’s face twist further and further towards panic. And then there’s a horrifying snap-pop, and even though Jay grits his jaw, Carlos can still hear him scream.

Jay staggers, and goes down, and then all that Carlos can hear is a rhythmic, lurching sort of grunting as four of their six attackers crash over him like a wave. And then it’s just a relentless surge, an excruciating rise and fall as their feet lift and stomp, lift and stomp, swing and release to pound against Jay’s defenseless form.

Stopstopstopstopstopstop!

Carlos jerks forward, a high intense ringing in his ears, something hot and fierce burning through him and making everything blur together in a painful mash of sound. Gravity turns against him, as he’s lifted and restrained by the remaining two attackers, and it’s only once he’s in a slightly upright position that he realizes he’s out of breath; and that the ringing had been him; trying and failing not to scream.

“What's wrong, freak? Scared without your dog to protect you?”

Chad’s voice sends a stab of cold clarity through him, and Carlos straightens in the grip of the two boys, his own voice hard despite the pain and fear.

“And they ssay I’m a so-sociopath,” he mutters darkly, but Chad just laughs, and somewhere behind him, Jay lets out another muffled cry that chokes off too soon, that sets Carlos to struggling all over again.

“Why don’t you just run back to Mommy? I’m sure she’ll kiss it and make it all better.”

In hindsight, Carlos could look back and say that he had only been reacting on an instinct, that he’d been certain that Jay was dead and that he had every right to do as he had. But what really occurs to Carlos in the moment -as he skips the warning growl and goes straight for the snarl- is regret that he hadn’t gotten to fully enjoy the look of terror and confusion on Chad’s face as he bites out:

“Nnot even c-lose, asshole.”

Then that thin something holding him together snaps, and all he registers is a very satisfying scream before he’s struck hard across the face. A warm rush of pain, a sticky, metal taste in his mouth, and then. Dark. Just dark.

Chapter 11: Sit back, relax relapse (dead skin on linoleum floors)

Summary:

In which Auradon begins to learn that even hospitals can't fix everything, and that the past doesn't always stay where it belongs.

Notes:

Wow, hello, wonderful hiatus we're having- I mean weather.

So sorry to keep you all waiting, I had a lot going on personal wise that I was dealing with and then I went and lost my password for AO3 and had to start over. But I am back and updating and a hiatus like that won't happen again without warning, I swear.

 

Speaking of warnings, this chapter continues the angsty trend I've been setting, and begins to deal with the aftermath of previous chapters. There's a few POV shifts, and contains crude language, mild violence, and references to child abuse/neglect.

Having said that, I hope you enjoy and I'll be back again tomorrow with more for you!

- Raven

Chapter Text

Jay

“…almost completely…”


Wha…? What was…?

“Never seen…like this…”


Something’s…wrong. He can’t….


“Even older…going to need to be….”


He can’t move. He can’t move! Why can’t he…?


“Sedated…those ribs….”


Something wrong with his head…something fuzzy…blurry.


“…need a count?”


And pain…maybe. Something hurts…something’s missing?


“…two…one…”


He’s pretty sure he’s dead, but there’s too much everything for that; too much buzzing and flashing and colors, and death was supposed to be a quiet, endless void. This place was anything but quiet, and Jay feels his face twist as his eyes flicker open. He’s hit with a sharp and violent burst of light that makes him gasp, which then makes him scream, but he doesn’t have enough air and there’s something wrong with his chest.


“Easy…sit back.”


The voice comes from nowhere, and it’s so loud in his ears that Jay flinches, but his body doesn’t move the way he wants it to. He ends up lurching too far, and the solidness beneath him is gone in a sudden rush of air. He braces himself for the impact, but it doesn’t come; instead there’s hands all over his body, pressing into his skin and lifting him back up.


“Just take it slow,” that voice comes again, firm but…gentle? “You took quite the beating young man.”


Please, Jay thinks. This doesn’t even come close to the worst I’ve had.


He realizes only belatedly that he’d said that last part out loud, as the voice lets out a soft, choking kind of sound. He tries opening his eyes again, but all he gets is a blurred impression of pink and green and blue, and he gives up, settling back against the solid thing with a groan.


“Where’m I?” He manages, wincing as his words echo painfully in his skull. “Where’s…Carlos!”


Shit shit fuck shit!


He jerks himself upright and ignores the pain this time, his eyes flying open and taking in everything at once; the room a stark white that directly contrasts the blue, pink and green blurs in front of him. The room is small, and there’s a burning, acid sharp smell in the air, that sets off some deep, instinctive part of Jay that screams danger! Something is beeping close to his ear, high and frantic, but even that doesn’t match the racing of his heart as he tries not to panic.


“Alright now, let’s not do anything rash,” the closest blur says, and Jay whips around, lashing out blindly and not caring what he hits.


He hits nothing, as it turns out, and is instead grabbed and pushed back down. He thrashes wildly, and only then does that pain catch up to him, sharp and intense as it stabs through his chest, and Jay can’t help the gasp that slips past his lips. He clenches his jaw, biting off the sound, but it still gets through, and he grimaces despite himself.


“See, that’s why you shouldn’t….”


“Where’s. Carlos.” Jay growls out through his teeth, glaring unsteadily at the two colors restraining him; the blue and the green.


“He’s in the other room,” the other color says, and Jay picks up on the hesitation in her voice; the fear and tight worry.


Jay draws a quick breath, but it’s stopped short by the pain, and he fights to keep himself calm and not attempt another escape until he knows what’s going on.


“Where am I?” he asks again, leveling the pink clad- woman, he realizes at another glance- with a glare that would rival even Mal’s.


“You’re in the infirmary,” she says, her lips pursing at his glare, but her own expression still calm and unwavering.


Jay feels a flicker of respect for the woman, noting that she’s not easily intimidated and deciding that she could just be worth his time.


“Ok,” he says, and he turns his glare to the blue -also a woman. He was sensing a weird pattern here… “And what is that? Why am I here?”


The blue woman’s eyes widen at his look, and she shivers before she can really stop herself. She straightens after a moment though, and manages to keep her voice from shaking as she answers.


“It's like a miniature hospital,” she says quietly.


“Ok,” Jay drawls slowly, mentally cataloguing her as weak, but mildly competent. “What's a hospital?”


It's the blue one that he asks this, and she flushes in something like indignation before she catches his eyes and goes pale, sputtering nonsense as she ducks to hide behind the green clad woman.
Jay narrows his eyes at that, instantly dismissing the blue one. Weak, pathetic, can't even stand her ground. Not even worth further attention.


“A hospital is where people go when they're seriously hurt; to be taken care of,” the pink one explains, and though her voice is still patient, she casts a brief glare of her own at the blue woman, and Jay feels even more respect for her.


He ponders her description of hospitals and infirmaries, thinking that it was no wonder he'd never heard of it. The closest thing to a doctor they'd had on the Isle was Dr. Facilier, and no one was that desperate, let alone that weak to admit a need for any kind of ‘care.’ Then it occurs to him that she'd said “seriously hurt,” and he struggles to sit up again as the full implication hits him.


“Carlos,” Jay presses, as soon as he's relatively upright. “Where is he? What...what's wrong?”


The three women all exchange glances, and Jay bites his lip to keep from shouting at them. The pink woman answers him again, her voice still that patient calm, but Jay can hear the wariness in her tone, and it sets him on edge.


“He's in the other room, dear, like I told you. He's not hurt, and you're both safe here.”


Jay doesn't believe that for a second, and he levels the woman with another glare. “I need to see him.” It's not a request.


“The only ones allowed to be with him right now are the other staff, and Fairy Godmother.”


It's the green one who answers, hesitant but firm.


“And anyway,” she continues. “You should be more concerned with yourself; you suffered severe injuries.”


He would, he totally would be self-absorbed under any other circumstance. But this; surrounded by strange people in a strange place that was meant to treat people who were a lot weaker than Jay; hurt and separated from Carlos; it was a nightmare come to life.


“You don't understand,” Jay tries to retort, but the pink woman adopts a stern expression and glares at him so fiercely he's taken aback.


“No, you don't understand,” she scolds him sharply. “You have no less than 2 broken ribs as well as heavy bruising; suffered a severe dislocated shoulder; multiple blows to the spine and chest which could very nearly have killed you if it had persisted long enough; not to mention a grade 3 concussion!”


She finishes her tirade with an empathetic huff, crossing her arms to complete the effect.


“Impressive,” Jay deadpans, not even blinking despite the fact that he couldn't even remember any of that. “If that's all, I'd like to go and see Carlos now.”



Ben


Re: the list of unforeseen consequences and complications that came with bringing the children of villains into Auradon. Ben anxiously waits in the hallway, pacing back and forth the few short paces between two of the infirmary doors. Behind them, the main causes of his list; Carlos and Jay.


“You should sit,” Audrey’s voice says behind him, quiet and equally anxious.


“I can’t just sit and do nothing,” Ben argues, continuing his pacing.


“It’s not doing nothing,” Audrey states. “It’s waiting patiently for news.”


What more news they need is anyone’s guess, Ben thinks, glaring at the doors as though willing them to open. He already knew far more than he’d ever wanted to. One fight apparently hadn’t been enough, and Jay and Carlos had viciously assaulted Chad and six other members of the tourney team. They seven helpless victims had barely escaped with their lives.
Or, so it was according to Chad.


The facts were a bit skewed, with no one yet being able to ask Jay or Carlos what happened from their view -not that anyone was willing to do that. Because, of course, how could anyone trust a villain to tell the truth? Especially when said villain had already previously attacked? What was known, was that Jay had been severely hurt; enough to warrant the infirmary visit, and that Carlos…Carlos was being evaluated for signs of mental illness, and there was talk about sending him back to the Isle.


“They can’t do it, Audrey,” Ben murmurs, tugging frantically at his hair as he whips around to face her. “They can’t send him back.”


Audrey says nothing for a moment, pursing her lips and giving him ‘that look,’ and Ben shakes his head sharply, turning around again.


“I know you don’t want to consider it, Ben,” she says gently. “But you did really rush into this; and if things have already escalated this much…you have to think about what’s best for everyone involved. That includes the rest of Auradon.”


Ben doesn’t even have the words to accurately express just how not ok that was with him, and he’s just beginning to try when rapid footsteps come rushing down the hallway towards them.


“Ben!”


Ben feels a sinking jolt in his stomach, but he turns slowly towards the voice, and is immediately tackled in a fierce hug by his mother.


“Oh, thank Goodness,” she gasps, pulling away to cup his face with her hands before squeezing him again, “I was afraid we wouldn’t get here fast enough. Are you alright? Are you hurt?”


“I’m fine, Mom,” Ben manages, but his assurances fall flat as he catches his father’s eye over his mother’s shoulder.


“Ben,” his dad says stiffly, and Ben winces at the tone as he pulls away from his mom’s grip.


“Hey, Dad,” he says weakly, barely able to complete his shy wave.


“Are you satisfied now?” his dad asks darkly as he approaches, causing Ben to take a half-step backwards. “Now that you’ve seen what your proclamation has brought?”


“Adam,” his mom chides sternly, but even she can’t seem to fully disagree.


Behind him, he can hear Audrey rising from her chair and move closer to him, but Ben is focusing on trying to maintain his own composure. He draws a steadying breath that shakes too much to accomplish its purpose, and manages to look his father in the eye as he speaks.


“I think, until we know all of the facts, that it’s unfair to make any assumptions.”


“Unfair?” his dad retorts sharply, and Ben sees him mom stride quickly forward and place a hand on his arm. “Do you think those villains of yours cared about being fair when they attacked Chad and other students? Would you say that letting them remain here a moment longer is fair?”


“I think,” Ben says slowly. “That if Jay and Carlos had truly attached Chad and six strong, athletic members of the Tourney team, then it would be them in the infirmary. And yet, they weren’t the ones with broken bones and concussions.”


Ben watches his dad pause at that, something resembling confusion flickering across his face. “Six?”


Ben nods once, and his mom gives a quiet soft gasp, while his dad hesitates another moment.


“Fairy Godmother is with Carlos now,” Ben murmurs. “Until we know what she finds out, we can’t make any judgements.”


“We shall see about that,” his dad rumbles, but he crosses to the row of chairs against wall and sits down; glaring at the door opposite.


Yeah, Ben thinks wearily, exchanging a glance with Audrey. We will.



Carlos


Everything is dark when he wakes up, but that’s ok. He knows how to deal with the dark. He takes a slow and shallow breath, trying not to reveal his state of awareness until he knows exactly what he’s dealing with. He reaches out with his senses, carefully probing at his surroundings. He decided to go with smell first, and continues his shallow breathing. There’s something painfully sharp soaking the air, and he recognizes the smell; it’s something he himself had used on various creative and mischievous ways on the Isle. So, he was either in some kind of factory, or a hospital; and judging by the fact that he was definitely lying on a bed of sorts, he’d wager it was the latter. It wasn’t much more comforting.


Touch next, since he’d already felt the bed. It’s firm, and not at all soft and form absorbing like the bed in his dorm room. He didn’t risk openly moving his hands in any way, but he guessed that it must be pretty small and have a railing keeping him in, since he couldn’t move his body. There wasn’t much to taste, so he guesses he’ll try….


“Ca…hear me?”


Carlos prides himself on only jumping a little bit, and blinks slowly up at the blurred face above him. It’s a stupid question, he thinks. He can hear everything just fine, way too fine, and it’s way…too…loud. He’s not worried hearing; it’s the fact that he can’t move or breathe that concerns him.


“It’s alright Carlos,” the voice says again, and he realizes that it must be Fairy Godmother given its absurd optimism. “You’re in the infirmary. We’re just making sure you’re ok.”


Carlos narrows his eyes at her, working his mouth in an attempt to speak, since he clearly wouldn’t be able to sign his response. But something is wrong with his face; something was keeping him from talking. He draws a sharp breath that catches halfway, and something high beeps in his ear, making him flinch.


“Take deep breaths, Carlos,” Fairy Godmother instructs lowly. “You’re setting off the machine.”


He blinks again at that, instantly alert and wary. He was being controlled by a machine? If he was really in some kind of hospital infirmary, they only attached you to a machine when there was something really wrong with you. What had happened? All he could remember was Chad…he’d done something to Chad. But that was only because….


“Jay!”


The word comes out too high and muffled, but Carlos struggles on anyway, fighting the invisible force that kept him from fully sitting up.


“Wwhere’s Jay?”


He pushes harder, but the force pushes back, shoving him back down onto the firm surface he lay on.


“It’s alright!” Fairy Godmother cries, and Carlos levels her with the fiercest glare he can muster despite the fear threatening to choke off what little breath he had. “Jay is just in the other room, and you’re both safe here.”


“Why can’t I m-m-ove?” Carlos retorts, managing another shaky breath.


“Just a precaution, dear,” she murmurs, and her tone instantly makes him tense and suspicious. “It’s for your safety, more than anything, nothing to wor--”


“Wwhy. Can’t. I. Move?” Carlos repeats stiffly, struggling against the rising pressure; this one building within him.


Fairy Godmother purses her lips, a visible flicker of hesitation in her eyes as she answers. “We…we decided to restrain you.”


Two things occur to Carlos, in the gaping pit of fear that her words bring. One; ‘we,’ meaning that there was more than just her making decisions about him, and two; the sinking realization that she had betrayed him- which was ridiculous because that would imply that he had placed some kind of trust in her, and he knew better, he knew he shouldn’t have…rule number one, trust no one trust no trust no…air….


“…los?”


He jerks sharply, suddenly feeling the heavy trembling in his arms and legs. He tries to get his breathing back under control, to wipe his face of all emotions. He only succeeds in the latter, but he’s relieved to have managed that much; keeping his mask in place while he slowly broke apart inside. The frantic beeping rose in time with his heart; a high staccato: beep-beep beep-beep beep¬-beep!
Then suddenly his face is clear, the heavy force diminishing enough for him to breath, and he almost sobs in relief before he can stop himself. Instead, his face twitches as he heaves silent, heavy breaths, and he blinks back the pain as Fairy Godmother comes into focus above him.


“Carlos? Can you hear me?”
He gives her a short nod as he slips back into his mask, his features arranging themselves into a hard, neutral expression.


“Can…can you tell me what’s wrong?”


“Oh, I th-ink I was just having a pa-pa-nic attack,” he replies calmly, his voice as hard and blank as his face.


It’s the Fairy Godmother’s turn to blink, and he almost breaks his mask to smirk at her, but he keeps himself under control this time as she splutters in shock.


“Oh my…” she gasps, bringing a hand halfway up to her mouth. “Are you alright? What can I do?”


“Per-perfectly alright,” Carlos deadpans, restraining himself from something far more biting than that. “If you could tell me, thhough, why am I in the infir-infirmary? That wwould be great.”



Mal


“So, just to be clear, I’m totally going to murder him.”


“No, sorry,” Evie’s voice is a clipped breath in her ear, and only slightly winded from the running. “You’ll have to get in line and revive him before you kill him…after me, of course.”


“Just promise I’ll have something left to kill, and I’ll be fine,” Mal tosses back, and Evie gives a grim sounding laugh.


“I make no such promises, whatsoever,” she responds, and Mal almost lets herself smile before she remembers the pressing matter at hand.


The daughter of the Mistress of All Evil, currently racing next to the next generation Evil Queen, ignoring all outside influences as they pushed to be the first to reach their destination. It was just like old times; if those times included being trapped in a foreign country and given no instructions or materials for survival; being persecuted by the natives for said lack of survival, thus leading to such extremes as....


“Remind me, E,” Mal huffs shortly as they whip around a corner, their destination rapidly approaching up ahead. “What would attempted murder get you on the Isle? Just so I have a reference for what to expect by Auradon standards.”


“Well if you succeeded in your attempt, there’d definitely be some kind of reward, and massive respect earned for you and your associates,” Evie reports dutifully, not missing a beat. “Even if you failed, they’d still appreciate the attempt, though you’d probably get some nasty looks from the view who think that ‘attempt’ is also failure.”


“Close enough,” Mal muses, more to herself than to the other girl. She’d guess then, by Auradon standards, being banished from the kingdom might be a given response. That is, if she and Evie didn’t get there first.


“Up ahead,” Evie warns, her voice sharp and tense, and Mal slows her pace to a less desperate rush, every muscle tight with anticipation.


She’s reminded of a very particular night, suddenly; only instead of Evie creeping beside her, it had been Jay. Mal shakes the thought from her head, forcing her mind to ignore the similarities and focus on whatever threat might be ahead. It becomes clear to her after a moment of listening, and she exchanges a look with Evie at the familiar voice that drifts to them.


“…just think that there’s more to this that we’re not seeing,” Ben’s voice says from ahead, and Mal stifles a groan under her breath.


“What the fuck is he doing here?” she mutters to Evie, who purses her lips tightly but doesn’t say anything. “Why is he always….?”


She cuts herself off and straightens from her crouch, so instinctive she hadn’t even thought about doing it, and decides to confront him herself. Evie hisses a warning, but Mal doesn’t even have time to process it because she’s already storming around the corner and glaring fiercely at Ben as he comes into view. It didn’t matter to her if he was a Prince or not; her group had been picked on far enough already without his interference, and she had cast aside her previous reservations about Auradon and its nature. She was ready to go full dragon and give the supposed hero a piece of her mind.


“What more is it that you’re not seeing, Ben?” Mal snaps, even before he’s fully in view. “Because it seems to me that it’s obvious what’s going on.”


“Mal,” Ben says in surprise, and he’s echoed by both Evie and another girl who’s standing just behind Ben.


Mal casts the other girl a dismissing glance, registering her as ‘not-important enough’ compared to Ben. Ben, who, for his part, manages to look appropriately guilty and startled faced with her wrath.


“I’m sorry about calling you here so abruptly,” he begins, and Mal shakes her head once, her eyes flashing as she glares at him.


“No,” she interrupts sharply. “You’re sorry, yes, but what you should be sorry for is letting this thing with Chad progress to where it’s gotten.”


“I quite agree with you on that point, young villainess,” a voice intones in a deep and stern rumble from behind her. “Although I don’t approve of your delivery.”


Mal, for her part, does not flinch at the sudden growling voice, and instead turns; quickly, but calmly, to face this new threat. She finds herself staring at a rather broad shouldered man, dressed in an expensive looking suit that was decorated with no less than six or seven badges. The man wore square, thick rimmed glasses that did nothing to stem his own fierce glare, his eyes a vaguely familiar greyish green. His hair was short and neatly combed, a shiny, sandy blond color. Mal realizes, only belatedly, that it wasn’t the light making his hair shiny, rather, it was the large and impressive golden crown sitting on his head.


“Oh you have got to be fucking kidding me,” Mal murmurs, her anger sinking as rapidly as it had come, and she feels more than sees Evie rushing up behind her, the other girl grabbing Mal’s hand and squeezing hard.


“Mal, Evie,” Ben says awkwardly behind her. “I’d like you guys to meet my parents; King Adam and Queen Belle. Mom, Dad; this is Mal and Evie.”


“You have got to be fucking kidding me!” Mal repeats, and Evie’s grip on her hand tightens to a near painful point.


“I can assure you that I am not kidding you,” the King intones, and this time Mal does flinch, dropping her eyes immediately as he takes a slight step forward.


“Forgive her, Your Majesties,” Evie quickly rescues, her voice soft and subdued; and Mal feels her hand bob slightly and deduces that the girl had just curtsied. “She meant no disrespect. We just…didn’t expect to run into the entire royal family. It’s an honor, truly, to meet you both!”


Mal wants to throw up, and also maybe curse someone, if the slight tingling in her fingers is any indication, but she clamps down on both of those feelings instantly. She was out of her depth here, and she was pretty sure everyone present knew it. Thank Evil that she had Evie to play princess, or else they’d be screwed. Well, more screwed than they already were.


“Oh, there’s no need for any of that,” a woman’s voice murmurs gently. “We’re pleased to meet you both. It’s a shame we aren’t meeting under more cheerful circumstances, but still. The pleasure is ours.”


Mal narrows her eyes at the ground, but doesn’t dare lift her head to face the Queen. She wasn’t sure if the woman was being sincere or patronizing, and Mal doesn’t know which is worse. There’s a beat of silence, and Mal realizes even without looking up that she’s supposed to say something here.


“Yeah,” she finally mutters, her voice hard in an attempt to hide her nerves. “It sure is a shame.”


It’s not the best thing she could have said, but it was something, at least. Mal shuffles back a step to be closer to Evie, drawing comfort from the other girl’s professional calm. She glances at Ben out of the corner of her eyes to see him shaking his head slowly, his face hidden in his hands as the other girl; Audrey, Mal thinks it is- pats his shoulder sympathetically.


“You can sit,” the Queen’s voice chimes pleasantly through the silence. “I’ve been told it could be a while.”


Mal straightens at that, all her alarm bells going off. She almost lifts her head until she remembers and jerks her gaze back down to the ground, but she still can’t keep herself from asking:
“What’s going to be a while?”


Her voice is sharp and full of warning, and Evie squeezes her hand so hard her fingers temporarily go numb.


“The nursing staff is evaluating Jay to see how bad things are and what to expect in terms of recovery.”


The answer comes from Audrey, and Mal glances over her shoulder to fix the girl with a glare.


“You’re serious?” she snaps, and Audrey blinks at her, but nods slowly.


“They obviously expect him to recover,” the girl continues nervously. “It’s just a matter of how long and if there’d be any difficulties given…given what happened.”


“And what did happen?” Evie asks this time, and Ben snaps his head up suddenly, clasping his palms together.


“Why don’t we all sit?” he suggests, in a slightly too loud, overly cheerful tone.


Mal scoffs before she can stop herself, her lips twitching as she lets Evie tug her over to a chair. They all sit; the awkward line up of Ben, then Audrey just beside. Evie sits next to the other girl, and Mal perches on the edge of her seat next to the evil princess. The King and Queen remain standing, which makes it a little easier for Mal to avoid their gazes being more at waist level now.
Evie’s question goes unanswered, and they’re left to sit in even more awkward silence, until the Queen breaks it with another one.


“How, uh, how are you liking Auradon so far?”
“The kingdom is lovely, Your Majesty,” Evie demures before Mal can even fire her retort. “It’s really an incredible experience for all of us.”


“Now who’s laying it on thick?” Mal mutters under her breath before continuing, at a normal tone, “It’s totally great; if we’re ignoring the fact that the other half of our group is currently out of commission thanks to certain members of the kingdom. Then yeah, it’s lovely.”


There’s a pained noise from Ben, which is almost drowned by Audrey’s gasp and Evie’s indignant: “Mal!”


“What?” Mal retorts in a sharp undertone. “I’m supposed to lie and pretend that this isn’t happening? Just to be ‘polite?’ No,” she shakes her head fiercely. “I’m not doing that.”


“Those are bold words, young villainess,” the King’s voice says quietly, and Mal’s lips twist further into a bitter sneer.


“Ah, and we can’t forget that,” she adds, though she’s sure to keep her eyes lowered as she nods her head in his direction. “Can’t forget the most important thing here is that we’re all evil villains, and that somehow we should be grateful to be in the presence of heroes; should consider ourselves lucky to have been brought out of the pit.”


“Mal, please,” Evie whimpers, and the fear in the other girl’s voice cuts through Mal’s bitter sarcasm.


“Sorry,” she says, the only part of her sincerity being directed at Evie. “I did try and warn you. I’m not good at this stuff, I just keep us alive.”


No one says anything after that, not for a while, at least. Mal is relieved to have managed that much, despite the fact that it was incredibly risky for her to have said even half of what she had. The silence drags on to an almost unbearable point, and Mal is all set to try and blast the door down with her sparks when the Queen whispers:


“Is…is there anything about Auradon that you do like?”


Both Evie and Audrey draw sharp breaths, while Ben just groans, and Mal hears a thump that is definitely his head hitting the wall as he grumbles out:

“Mom please stop trying to make this better; you’re not making this better!”


Mal gives it some thought, and decides on the safest answer; that is, the one that would least likely upset Evie.


“The food’s good,” she mutters in grudging honesty. “I mean, it’s better than nothing, so yeah…you got that going for you.”


The questions stop indefinitely, after that.




Fairy Godmother


Despite her reputation as the caring mother archetype, Fairy Godmother secretly hates parent-teacher meetings. She missed the freedom of simply being able to grant her children their heart’s desire; to help without having to worry about being regulated and forced to align with codes that would hinder her goals, rather than achieve them. She’d managed so far, but she was certain that this meeting, in particular, would go down in her list as the worst.
She pushes open the door to the small conference room just off of the infirmary, slipping a smile onto her face moments before those gathered explode.


“What’s the news?”


“I want…!”


“Clearly this proves that they’re dangerous and shouldn’t….”


“It proves that one is dangerous, any way….”


“You can’t possibly expect me to believe that!”


“Fairy Godmother, what do you know?”


She takes that as her cue, and clears her throat softly as the attention in the room shifts to her. “This is what we currently know, and these are the facts. There is no bias of information; this is simply what we know as we know it.”


She makes sure to state that as firmly as possible, just to be sure, and when she receives no further opposition, she continues.


“The young villain known as Jay, the son of Jafar, is currently in the infirmary with severe injuries. These injuries are as such: two broken ribs, severe bruising, a dislocated shoulder, and a severe concussion.”
She pauses, and waits for the reactions to subside before continuing again, forcing her voice to remain calm and unaffected.


“He is expected to make a full recovery, although it has been drawn to our attention that this is not, in fact, the first time he had been hurt in this way.”


“What do you mean by that, Fairy Godmother?”

Queen Belle’s voice is soft and full of worry, and even King Adam leans forward; although Fairy Godmother is sure he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it.


“There are several underlying injuries that will make his recovery a challenge,” she explains slowly, unable to keep the slight grimace off her face. “Broken bones that didn’t heal right; some even going back to the developmental stage.”


“Meaning?” King Adam presses, his brow furrowed in confusion and impatience.


“Let me put it this way,” Fairy Godmother states. “If Jay had been playing Tourney for the beginning of his life, then these are the type of injuries we'd expect to see. Given that no thing exists on the Isle, and the condition all of the children arrived in to begin with...well, we can conclude that life on the Isle is...harsher than we thought.”

“Do villains love their kids,” Queen Belle murmurs under her breath, and Fairy Godmother starts, taken aback.

“I beg your pardon, Your Majesty?”


The Queen lifts her eyes, seeming to not realize she’d spoken aloud.


“It was something Ben asked me, when we spoke last night. He wondered if villains...if they loved their children. I said,” her voice broke, a quiet sob slipping past her lips. “I said that I was sure that they did, in their own ways. I suppose we can see in just what ways!”


She finishes with another soft cry, which is promptly muffled as King Adam draws her into his arms. He attempts to appear stern and aloof, but Fairy Godmother can see that he's just as unsettled by the news.


“Do we have any proof of this?” He asks in a low voice, and Fairy Godmother purses her lips.


“Nothing definitive,” she shakes her head sadly. “We have no confirmed proof; no testimony from the children themselves, and so we can't say for sure if it really is...well.”


She cuts herself of, unable to even think the words, let alone speak them. The few other faculty members in the room; the ones who had had the most contact with the villain children thus far, are silent as well, although it's broken with a tense huff from a corner of the room.


“What does any of this have to do with the situation at hand?”


Benjamin Kropp’s voice is gruff, but he softens slightly when Fairy Godmother turns to him.


“I mean, how does this affect what those two have done?”


It’s a fair question, and Fairy Godmother knows she can't be seen to take sides. But if it were up to her she'd say that it had everything and more to do with the situation, and what did fighting matter when there were children's lives at stake? But she forces herself to remain calm as she answers.


“It may not affect things directly, but it does give an idea of just where it came from.”


“In what way?”


Louis Deley’s voice is his usual calm drawl, though he, too is not as unaffected as he appears.


“We must bear in mind,” Fairy Godmother insists. “Regardless of...potential circumstances...these children grew up in a dangerous world, surrounded by dangerous people. Now, I’m not saying that makes them the same by default, but if the only way they knew how to live was by violence; then how can we expect them to behave any differently to a perceived threat, simply because we've changed their location?”


“You forget, however,” Kropp interjects. “These aren’t just ordinary children. They are villains by blood, regardless of location. I agree, though; how can we expect them to be anything else?”


“It’s what I tried to warn Ben about myself,” King Adam murmurs slowly. “But he insisted on his decree, and this...this is where it's gotten us.”


“Just so,” Deley begrudgingly agrees, while Kropp nods vehemently, looking strangely vindictive.


“The question is, what are we going to do about it?” Queen Belle asks, and though her voice still shakes, her eyes are sharp as she glares around the room. “Send them back to the very place that made them this way? You suggest that we give up on giving chances?”


“Of course not,” King Adam defends. “But taking chances…is it worth the risk?”


“I took the risk with you,” Queen Belle counters her husband's argument, and Fairy Godmother can't help but smile just a little.


“There will be consequences,” King Adam insists, though he has the decency to look chagrined. “If we let this go unchecked...”


“I made no such suggestion, Your Majesty,” Fairy Godmother respectfully retorts.


“But we couldn't possibly allow them to remain,” Kropp protests. “Especially not the de Vil boy; not after this!”


“After...what?”


Fairy Godmother barely stifles her sigh as she turns to answer Queen Belle’s hesitant question. She had been hoping to ease into this part of the conversation, but Kropp’s outrage had pushed them back to the start. She doesn’t manage to hide her grimace, however, and she winces her way through the report.


“As I said, we don’t have the full story, but part of the incident included Carlos…biting… another student.”


“I’m sorry…?” Queen Belle’s incredulous shock is overrun by King Adam’s bellow of outrage.


“He what!?”


Fairy Godmother grimaces again as she vainly attempts to calm the enraged monarch, all the while casting disgruntled looks in Kropp’s unhelpful direction. She really hated these meetings.


Audrey 

The hallway is too quiet with the adults meeting in the next room, but no one really wants to break that quiet with Mal and Evie still present. Lonnie and Doug had shown up about fifteen minutes ago, and although Doug had blushed furiously when he caught sight of Evie, the other girl hadn’t so much as blinked in his direction. Audrey sighs quietly, and Ben echoes her, his head still against the wall, his face pinched in an expression of obvious grief. Audrey reaches over and threads her fingers through his, and though Ben’s eyes don’t open, his face relaxes minutely.


The seconds tick by, and Audrey glances down the row of chairs to the two newest Auradon arrivals. Mal and Evie sat tense and silent in the last two chairs, Mal’s eyes hard as she glares at the door, while Evie’s eyes flicker back and forth between Mal and the empty hallway. The girls’ hands are also threaded together, though Evie looks like she’s doing most of the holding, and Audrey wonders vaguely if there might be something more between the two. The thought is an interesting one, but it’s not enough to really pull Audrey out of the dark mood that hung in the air.


She hates that this happened. While she had been the one to point out the flaws and realities of Ben’s plan, she had wanted it to work. She couldn’t help but feed into Ben’s excitement, and hope was contagious among heroes, after all. But this…now…Audrey wasn’t so sure. It wasn’t the fighting itself that made her worry- although that was still a pressing concern- it was what had caused the fights; that underlying thing that the fights had brought out.


There was a clear line being drawn, or rather, redrawn. Heroes vs. Villains. Us and Them. It was the epitome of everything they represented, and it certainly went up there on her list of the unforeseen consequences of bringing villain children to Auradon. That, and the startling implications…the instinctive feeling of not right that she got whenever she was around any of the villain kids.


One could chalk it up to the obvious reason: the daughter of the Mistress of All Evil inhabiting the same space as the daughter of Sleeping Beauty. But Audrey didn’t care about what the stories said she should feel. There had been apprehension, of course, and even now Audrey couldn’t deny that twinge of fear in the back of her mind at being so close to the daughter of her parents’ sworn enemy. But Mal wasn’t her enemy; at least, Audrey didn’t think so. She hoped not.


No, what Audrey really was nervous about was the fact that the other girl was nervous, too. It begs the question, after all. What made Mal so nervous? The child of the Mistress of All Evil; the woman who could control all the powers of Hell (supposedly; her own words); the dark fae, and one who could transform herself into a dragon. All of that and more, if the various stories were to be believed, and yet Mal was the one who was nervous!


All of the villain kids were, really. Which made Audrey wonder, just what were villains scared of? What could possibly make the children of villains…who were supposed to be just as evil and vicious as their parents…scared?


Rapid footsteps cut through Audrey’s thoughts, and she glances over in time to see Evie stiffen, and Mal stand sharply from her chair to face the threat. Because it is a threat, Audrey realizes as she watches. Everything was a threat to them.
It’s only Jane to Audrey and the rest of the Aurdadonians present, but even then, Mal doesn’t fully relax. She remains standing, and after a moment, Evie stands as well and joins Mal next to the wall.


“Jane?” Ben murmurs beside her, and he stands as well, frowning as the younger girl doubles over gasping. “Are you ok? What are you doing here?”


“I’m…I’m ok,” Jane manages shakily, though she makes sure to give Mal and Evie as wide berth as she moves to join the others on the chairs. “I was…whew, sorry! Um, I was asked to come here.”


Audrey raises her brows in surprise, while Doug and Lonnie exchange glances with Ben.


“I didn’t…” Ben begins, but then one of the infirmary doors clicks open, and out step Flo, Faun, and Merry.


“Oh Jane, good,” Flo says, obvious relief in her voice as she brushes invisible dust off her pink uniform.


“You’re here,” Faun continues. “Maybe now we can finally get somewhere.” She clasps her hands beneath her own green uniform, while Merry shakes her head.


“That boy,” she sighs, the streak of blue in her hair bouncing with her movements, her blue uniform crinkling slightly. “I don’t see how….” She’s cut off with a sharp look from Flo, and Audrey frowns in confusions.


“What boy?” Evie asks, and though her voice is polite, there’s something guarded in her eyes that sets off Audrey’s alarms all over again.


The three young women exchange nervous glances before Faun ends up answering, reluctance in her tone as she faces the other girl.


“Uh, the son of Jafar,” she mutters quietly. “If his current attitude is any indication, well, it’s a wonder he’s survived this long.”


Evie smiles softly, obvious relief flooding her expression.


Mal simply scoffs quietly and deadpans: “That’s Jay,” but Audrey can see the amusement flickering in her eyes.


“But it’s the de Vil boy,” Flo begins in a worried tone.


And it’s then that Mal’s eyes harden and…flash green?...the petite girl straightening, her lips curling in a dangerous snarl as her voice growls out:
“What about him?”


All three women flinch, and even Audrey can’t hide her own shiver. Because, with that expression, and the coldness in her voice…for that second Mal had become the villain from the stories; a reflection of Maleficent herself.


But then Audrey forces herself to really look, and she sees that even though Mal’s voice is cold, her hand is still clenched tightly in Evie’s, and the flickering in her eyes is no longer amusement. It’s fear.


“That…that’s not something we can…we can’t tell you,” Merry burst out, and the fear in Mal’s eyes flicker again before hardening into anger.


“I’m sure you could find a way to tell me,” she murmurs lowly, and even Ben recoils, Lonnie, Jane and Doug all trying their hardest to remain invisible.


Evie, for her part, whispers sharply in Mal’s ear, and the other girl…doesn’t exactly relax, but the aura of doom does rapidly diminish, allowing everyone to breathe again. If they dared.


Another door opens then; the one to the conference room, and Fairy Godmother steps out looking extremely harried and angry in turns.


“What is going on here?”


The demand comes, not from Fairy Godmother, but from King Adam, and both Mal and Evie flinch, dropping their gazes to floor. Instantly whatever threat Mal might have taken vanishes, as all attention goes to the frustrated monarch.


“I don’t recall there being this many of you before,” Queen Belle manages lightly, though she places a hand on King Adam’s arm just in case.


“We just wanted to see if everyone was ok,” Lonnie supplies, rather bravely, as she stands from her chair. “We heard about what happened, so we came to be moral support.”


“That’s very thoughtful of you, dear,” Fairy Godmother says with a slight nod. “But, however well appreciated, I did say these rooms were off limits except for approved faculty.”


“Um, then am I not supposed to be here?” Jane asks nervously, and Fairy Godmother sighs in visible reluctance.


“No, dear one,” she says quietly. “You are staying.”


“W-why?” Jane is even more nervous, and Audrey feels a hint of sympathy for the youngest of their group.


“We would like to test what kind of reaction Carlos might have to someone who is non-threatening,” Fairy Godmother explains, and though she appears patient, there’s a sense of that anger underlying her words. “It would appear that you are the perfect candidate.”


“Thank. You?” Jane whispers, and Fairy Godmother sighs again, turning to face King Adam and Aurora’s fairy descendants.


“This won’t put her in danger, will it?” It’s equal parts warning and request, but it’s Jane who ends up answering.


“I’ll be fine,” she says softly, twisting her bow as she speaks. “I…I’ve met Carlos alone before.”


“Way to go, Janey,” Lonnie cheers, a mischievous glint in the older girl’s approving eye.
Jane blushes even harder than Doug, though she goes pale when she notices that all the adults present -and Mal and Evie- are staring at her in shock.


“No no no,” she instantly chokes out, shaking her head just as vehemently. “I mean, I found him in one of the forges earlier and…we just talked! It was nice,” she adds in another shy whisper.


“He can talk?” Doug asks, and Audrey remembers that Doug hadn’t gotten the memo yet.


“He can,” Mal confirms icily, and Doug lifts his hands in a ‘don’t shoot’ gesture.


“Um,” Jane murmurs, glancing nervously back and forth between Mal and the adults. “What is it you want me to do?”


Fairy Godmother exchanges a look with the King and Queen, before glancing significantly at the three other fairies present. Audrey picks up on the look, as does Lonnie, and Audrey stands to join the other girl, motioning for Doug to the same.


“I can see it’s time for us to go,” Audrey defers, and though she’s disappointed, she does her best to remain polite. She blows Ben an exaggerated kiss, which he catches with a slight shake of his head and a laugh. “Keep me posted, Benny boo,” she murmurs, and he nods, suddenly serious despite the dreaded nick name.


“Benny boo?” Audrey hears Mal mutter incredulously, but Audrey’s reply is cut short by King Adam.


“Actually, Ben,” he says, quiet but firm. “I think you should….”


“No, he should stay,” Queen Belle counters suddenly, and Audrey almost smiles at the mystified look on the King’s face.


“It’s his decree,” Queen Belle finishes, and King Adam blinks a moment before grudgingly nodding his head.


“Alright,” the man says, before suddenly resuming his stern air. “But the rest of you must leave. I’m sorry. But we will let you know when…when we reach a decision.”


Audrey nods her understanding, and begins to leave with the rest of the Auradon group. It’s only as they near the end of the hall that Audrey realizes that Mal and Evie aren’t with them, as Fairy Godmother’s voice murmurs:


“I’m sorry, but that means you, as well.”


She almost around the corner, but she still manages to catch Mal’s reply; the girl sounding once again cold and unmovable as she deadpans:


“I’m sorry, but that’s my family….”


And then Audrey is around the corner and exiting the infirmary, thinking that Auradon certainly wouldn’t survive if Mal ever decided to go jr. Mistress of All Evil on them. And also wondering, just how did the children of four of the worst villains become a family?

Chapter 12: Promise me heaven but put me through hell

Summary:

In which Jane continues to be a smol bean and learns that not all heroes wear capes; The Fairy Godmother struggles to make a case for the VKs; Jay collides with an unlikely ally, and finds bonds in strange places; and Mal's newest discovery spells chaos for Auradon.

Notes:

Hey, sorry this one's later than promised. Some family emergencies came up and things had to be worked around. That being said, we still have a ways to go before we're caught up so keep and eye out as I'll just keep spamming updates randomly.

**Warnings** for this chapter include mentions of child abuse/neglect, crude and vulgar language, description of injuries and blood, hospitals, mental health issues such as panic attacks, as well as mentions of bullying and joking discussions of death.

Hope you all enjoy!
-Raven

Chapter Text

Jane

If Jane had a dollar for every time she’d confronted a dangerous villain, she’d have enough money to buy one of the Princess Sized candy bars from Happy’s candy shop…. And it still wouldn’t be enough to make her think that being this close to Maleficent’s daughter when she was throwing glares in every direction, was worth it. Jane almost wishes she’d been told to leave with everyone else. Even though that would mean she wouldn’t be able to help Carlos, and why was it always her? Couldn’t the world just give her one break?

“I’m sorry,” her mom murmurs quietly to Mal and Evie. “But that means you, as well.”

Jane flinches when Mal’s eyes flash green, and the older girl levels Jane’s mom with a hard glare.

“I’m sorry,” the girl deadpans coldly. “But that’s my family in there that you’re talking about, and there is no way in Hell that I’m letting you keep me from them. Not after all the other shit you’ve pulled on us so far.”

“Mal,” Evie whispers sharply, but it’s Flo who bravely steps forward, and Jane marvels at the young fairy-woman’s courage.

“I understand that it’s frustrating,” she says gently, her pink curls rippling with her words. “But it really is for the best if….”

“This isn’t up for debate,” Mal snaps, and Jane stifles a whimper as she creeps back a step, the fae-girl’s eyes lighting with green. “Evie and I are both staying right here.”

Jane sees Evie purse her lips, and the Isle princess’ grip on Mal’s hand tightens further. Jane glances over to see how the adults were reacting, and she grimaces slightly as she takes them in. They’re not taking it well at all, if the hard anger in King Adam’s eyes in any indication. He’s not quite growling yet, and Jane is pretty sure the only reason for that it Queen Belle, who has looped her arm through his; and despite the casual appearance of the gesture, Jane is almost positive it’s the only thing keeping him in check.

Queen Belle, for her part, looks only sad and worried, although she tries to hide it; and Jane can see that her own mother is also trying to hide her worry behind a stern expression.

“Mal…” the older fairy begins, but Mal shakes her head once, cutting her off.

“Say otherwise,” the girl challenges, and everyone present tenses, and Jane sucks in a sharp breath at the unspoken ‘I dare you’ that hangs heavy in the air.

Jane thinks the suspenseful match might go on forever, but then Evie leans over and whispers something in her ear, and although Jane doesn’t catch all of it, she does catch the quiet: “Please,” that Evie murmurs as she pulls away. Mal glances over at the adults again, and she suddenly seems to notice King Adam’s angered expression. Her own gaze falters, the green in her eyes fading away as suddenly as it had come.

Mal works her mouth a few times, and Jane is startled to realize that the other girl is actually afraid, and when her voice finally comes out, it’s quiet and subdued; the complete opposite of the fire that had literally been sparking at her fingertips.

“We’ll stay out here,” Mal offers lowly. “We aren’t leaving…but we’ll wait here until we can see them.”

“That will be alright, won’t it?” Queen Belle says hopefully, glancing over to the three- four if you counted Jane’s mom herself- fairies.

“I suppose it will have to be alright,” Flo chirps shortly, her hands clasped tightly in front of her as though she were keeping herself at bay.

“If we’ve finally gotten that settled,” Faun harumphs sternly. “Jane, dear, if you could come and help with Carlos?”

Jane glances nervously to Mal and Evie, both girls giving her equally calculating and threatening looks in turn.

“Um,” she whispers, shuffling her feet nervously. “You mean, you still really do…you want me to do what?”

She tries to sound confident and committed at the end, but it falls short and just comes out as a whimper.

“We’ll explain inside,” says, her blue stained lock of hair whipping about as she, too, glances anxiously towards the young villains.

“Ok,” Jane murmurs slowly, realizing that it must be something a lot more serious that she’d thought, if they were afraid to say anything in front of Mal and Evie.

Although, Jane reckons, even if it were good news instead, she doubted they’d say that either, given the way Mal had reacted.

She follows Flo, Faun and Merry into one of the rooms, her mother and the King and Queen close behind. The door clicks closed and Jane notices that it’s not, in fact, an infirmary bedroom she’s in; it’s one of the adjacent ‘conference’ rooms, where the nurses and other medical staff can discuss the patient, while also observing said patient through the one way window. Jane glances nervously through the window now, and feels her breath catch as she takes in the sight beyond.

Carlos is lying on his back in the hospital-style bed -perfectly normal, by the standards- except that Jane can see the light green straps that crisscross over his torso, forcing him to be still. And it’s not just that; Jane knows that something is clearly wrong, and looking closer she sees Carlos’ fingers, clutching the rails attached to his bed so tightly that she's surprised they haven't snapped. But it’s the look on his face that really seals things in her mind: he’s entirely pale, his eyes screwed shut in such extremes that she can actually see the little wrinkles in the corners of his eyes and brow. His back is arched slightly against the bed, and Jane is certain that if his mouth were open, instead of a clenched line, he’d be screaming.

“Why is he tied to the bed?”

It’s Queen Belle’s horrified voice that asks Jane’s question for her, and though the girl wants to know as well, she can’t tear her gaze from the window.

“It was a safety measure that I was neglected to be told about,” Jane hears her mom answer, and she's relieved to hear the tightly concealed anger in her tone. Her mom was just as against this as she was.

“Who’s safety?”

And Jane is surprised to hear her own voice this time. She barely recognizes it, her tone carrying a foreign weight to it that makes her sound almost...dark.

“You are aware,” King Adam rumbles behind her. “That this boy bit another student. I think the precaution is justified.”

“He was provoked,” Jane hears her mom reply tensely. “And we mustn’t forget that Jay was also brutally attacked.”

“Only after he did the same to a group of defenseless students!”

“And are we to condone the behavior of those students, then?” Her mom retorts. “And condemn Jay and Carlos their actions, solely on their heritage?”

“Ok,” Jane interrupts, her eyes still glued to the silent horror playing out behind the window. “What are we doing to help Carlos?”

“Help him?” King Adam sounds genuinely confused, as though Jane’s words had physically thrown him off track.

“You don’t see that?” Jane replies, indicating the window before her.

Carlos’ lips are parted now, his face twisting in obvious pain. She can’t hear through the window to tell if he’s started screaming, but the sight alone sends a pang of something sharp and desperate through Jane’s chest.

“What can I do?” She asks, her voice shaky but determined as she finally turns to face the fairy-women. “What do you want me to do for him?”

“He’s panicking,” Faun explains quickly, seeming relieved that Jane had brought the conversation back around. “We need you to calm him down, and hopefully keep him calm.”

“More than that,” Flo adds. “We were hoping to find out more about his medical history...if he even has one.”

“You mean, what it was like on the Isle?” Jane surmises, and Flo nods carefully, her lips pursed.

“But the important thing,” Merry finishes. “Is stopping him from panicking before it gets any worse.”

“Yes,” Flo affirms sternly. “And we’ve already wasted enough time bickering so, Jane, if you don’t mind...”

She indicates the door, and Jane is suddenly cripplingly nervous.

“What am I supposed to do? What do I even say?”

“Anything and everything,” Merry says, unhelpfully. “The point isn't in what you say, it's the assurance that he's not alone. You’re there for him and that’s all that matters.”

“Ok,” Jane mutters, her hand on the doorknob when King Adam begins to protest behind her.

“Are we sure we should be sending her? The boy is dangerous, and could very easily be manipulating all of us...”

“How dare you when suggest such a thing!”

And then the door closes behind her, cutting off the rest of the Queen's outrage.

The room seems even more stifling on the inside than looking at it from the outside had made it appear. Jane takes a few steps forward and instantly feels dread creeping up as she realizes that it really is only her and Carlos here. And it's not like the workshop. Somehow this is even worse, and she almost can't bring herself to look at him, let alone talk to him.

There’s a chair against the wall, and Jane lifts it up, carrying it over to sit a few feet away from the bed. Carlos’ fingers still clutch desperately at the rail, and Jane feels a strange urge to reach out and hold his hand. She shakes that aside, and tries to find her voice as his face tightens further.

“Hey Carlos,” she whispers, and even though her voice is anything but loud, Carlos flinches violently, and his eyes fly open to lock with her own.

Jane’s breath catches for a second time, as she sees up close the absolute terror reflected in those dark eyes. He doesn’t seem to truly be seeing her, but she tries to smile reassuringly.

“I guess those dinner plans will have to go on hold, huh?” She manages, even letting out a shaky laugh.

He blinks at her, his own breath coming hard and fast, the monitor portraying his heart rate in frantic staccato beeps.

“Sorry,” she mutters, dropping her eyes to his hands. “I knew I shouldn’t have tried for a joke. I’m only funny looking, not funny acting.”

The rapid beeping tapers off, thumping a little less harshly than before, and Jane notices that his breathing almost sounds normal.

“Speaking of acting,” she adds, watching his hands closely. “Have you thought about joining the school’s drama program? You’re so good at making faces you could totally fit in, easy.”

Carlos makes a strangled noise, and Jane feels a pang of dread as she lifts her head up to look at him. He's still gripping the rails of his bed, and, despite the slowing of his breathing, he's making a low, keening sort of sound between his teeth. Jane nervously glances around the room, but there's nothing that can help her here. Even the adults are trapped behind the one way glass, and Jane doesn't think that knowing they were there would do anything for Carlos except make him even more anxious.

“Ok,” Jane whispers, more to herself than to Carlos. “Ok so talking is a bust, I mean, that figures since half the time I don’t even like to hear myself, so I can't imagine what you must think right now...”

Not helping, Jane’s brain interjects sharply, and Jane lets out a frustrated sigh.

I know it’s not helping! You’re not helping either!

And somehow still doing a better job at it than you are, that part of Jane’s brain snidely crows. So what other brilliant ideas do you have?

Jane groans quietly, but it comes out more like a muffled hum, and she suddenly gets an idea. It’s a stupid one, to be sure, but it’s all she’s got.

{“When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are. Anything your heart desires will come to you…”}

She half hums, half sings the familiar tune, and she’s all set to think herself ridiculous for even trying to sing, when Carlos’ fingers twitch on the railing. Jane pauses in mid verse and leans forward in her chair, not daring to speak for fear of breaking the spell. She examines him closely, and although the monitor is no longer screaming its beeping, Carlos’ eyes are still wide and unfocused. Jane draws a slow breath and starts again, a little softer and slower than before.

{“Fate is kind: she brings to those who love, the sweet fulfillment of their secret longing! Like a bolt out of the blue, Fate steps in and sees you through. When you wish upon a star your dreams…come…true….”}

Carlos’ head turns to face her just as she finishes the song, and Jane almost wants to shout with relief as she notices his eyes are clear, and maybe just a bit confused as he blinks at her.

“Wwhat?” he croaks, and his voice is low and hoarse in the silence of the room.

“Finally,” Jane sighs, a shy smile pulling at her lips. She knows better than to mention anything of his earlier panic, and so she finishes with: “I was waiting for you to join in.”

“I…,” he falters, trying to sit up before the restrains kick in and force him back down. Jane can actually see the panic creeping back into his expression, and she bursts out with the only thing she can think of.

{“It’s a small world after all! It’s a small world after all! It’s a small world after all, it’s a small small world!”}

Not the best thing, admittedly, but it serves its purpose just fine in Jane’s opinion. Carlos jerks like something had stung him, his head whipping around to face her so quickly it makes her own neck hurt to watch.

“Nnno!” he barks out, his eyes hard and cold as he glares at her.

Jane can’t help it…she laughs. Carlos’ glare just hardens even further, which only makes Jane laugh harder, doubling over in her chair as she tries to speak.

“Too think,” she gasps between breaths. “Everyone is so afraid of the villain kids, but all this time we had a secret weapon!”

“Ja-ja-jane,” Carlos growls, but even that is halfhearted in the face of her laughter.

“All we had to do was sing,” she murmurs, giggling softly as she finally straightens.

“Any sane per-person would de-spise that ssong,” he mumbles, still glaring.

“I guess you’ll have to find a better excuse then,” Jane says.

(And here, dear readers, is where Jane suddenly experiences the truth of the phrase ‘foot in mouth,’ a saying which here means: ‘to say something foolish, tactless and embarrassing.’ For example, Jane put her foot in her mouth when she said that Carlos would need a better excuse than hatred of a song to prove his sanity, therefore implying that the boy himself was in fact, not.)

“Wha-wha-what did you ssay?”

Carlos’ brow furrows, but it's anything but confusion in his eyes as he stares at her. Jane works her mouth silently a few times, mentally kicking herself for her carelessness.

“No, no,” she finally chokes out, her voice a desperate gasp. “I didn’t mean it like that, I mean, I don’t think you’re...you’re not...”

“Crazy?” Carlos supplies in and undertone, his eyes carefully guarded and his expression blank as he stares at her. “I-is that the wword you were looking ffor?”

“No,” Jane denies quickly, shaking her head. “I mean, yes. But not you! You’re not like...”

Stop talking, Jane’s brain interjects, and Jane wisely shuts her mouth, clamping a hand over her lips just to be sure. But the damage is already done.

“I’m nnot evil?” Carlos snaps, his lips curling hatefully as he speaks. “I’m nnot like Cr-ruella? No-not crazy?”

His hands tug viciously at the straps tying him to the bed, his eyes wild and furious as he bares his teeth in a grimace. Jane feels a flicker of fear for all of two seconds; because that’s how long the emotion lasts on his face before he’s wiped it away. When he speaks again, it’s in a quiet monotone, and his eyes are black pits as he stares straight ahead.

“I bit Chad.”

Jane blinks, her brain unable to process the sudden shift, and therefore completely misses his words.

“You what?”

He turns to face her, his eyes hard and his face even more so. Jane resists the urge to look away, and instead forces herself to meet his gaze and really look at him. She knows this, she knows that what he’s doing is just a mask to hide behind, but even then it still takes effort to willingly hold that stare.

“I bit Chad,” he repeats slowly, unblinking. “He-he attacked me and Jay, sso I bit him. Ho-how’s that for crazy?”

“That doesn’t make you crazy,” Jane counters, and Carlos scoffs, his lips twisting further. “It doesn’t,” she insists, although she is shocked that she’s trying to reassure him his behavior.

“Wh-wh-what does is make me, th-then?” He retorts mockingly, and Jane blinks again at his bitter tone.

“It makes you someone who was scared and hurting,” she says. “And didn’t have any other options for getting out of the situation.”

Carlos says nothing, seeming to sink into the bed, his fingers limply picking at the straps.

“Carlos?” Jane asks softly, fiddling with her bow as she tries to get around the question she has to ask. He doesn’t look at her, and somehow that makes it even harder. She starts to speak again, and changes gears at the last moment, asking instead in what she hopes is a light tone:

“Did you make a habit of biting people you didn’t like on the Isle?”

Carlos blinks, and he clearly hadn't expected that question. Jane bites her lip, nervously anticipating a negative reaction when he suddenly grins, chuckling mischievously.

“Yeah, wh-when I was five,” he admits with another laugh.

“Really?” Jane doesn’t have to feign her surprise.

Carlos snorts, his eyes glinting in amusement as he turns to her. “How else wwas I supposed to keep away the per-per-perverts?”

Jane feels her jaw drop, her eyes widening as she stares at him in horrified shock. Her reaction makes Carlos hesitate, his brow furrowing slightly before he pushes on.

“An-anyway,” he says slowly, and Jane fights to regain her composure. “I stopped wwhen I hit eight.”

“Why then?” Jane asks carefully, and Carlos grins again, a hint of pride in his voice as he answers.

“Cuz then I ffound my knife,” he reports. “And no-no one wwanted to screw with me then.”

“What about Cruella?”

You really need to shut up now, Jane’s brain snaps at her, and Jane agrees, grimacing when Carlos flinches.

“Wwhat about her?” he mutters, his eyes flickering everywhere except at her.

“I mean,” Jane tries to clarify, as gently and tactfully as she could. “What if you’d gotten hurt? Wasn’t she worried about you?”

“Oh yeah, she was wo-worried,” Carlos replies, in a bitter tone that implies the exact opposite. “If she even reme-me-membered I existed…if she noticed that I wwas even mmissing at all.”

“What?” Jane whispers, shocked at the revelation.

Carlos shakes his head, grimacing as he continues to pick at his restraints. “N-nothing,” he says shortly. “Just…part of Cr-ruella’s crazy included rrandomly forgetting things. Ju-just so happened I wwas one of the things sshe tended to fo-forget.”

“I’m sorry,” Jane says, and Carlos frowns at her, looking strangely small and lost and not at all the vicious villain.

“Sorry?” he asks, blinking slowly. “Wwhy?”

“I…” Jane blinks a little harder, and she knows that if she started crying now it would only make things worse. She shakes her head, drawing a breath before changing tactics. “What was it like? On the Isle, I mean. Not…not her,” she makes sure to clarify. “Um, but just…in general, what…what was it like?”

She’s taking a risk here, a huge one, and she finds that it has everything to do with the boy in front of her, bringing out a side of Jane she never knew existed. But she thinks, that it might just be a good thing. For him, at least, she’d try anything.

“Wh-what was it like?” Carlos repeats, frowning in thought. “Wwell, a normal day ffor me: wa-waking up, doing chores…um, then mmaybe work on a pro-pro-project, or else cause ttrouble with Mal, Jay and E-Evie.”

“I guess you guys got into a lot of trouble, then,” Jane muses, and Carlos laughs, his lips curling mischievously.

“Nnot too much,” he murmurs, but there’s something in his eyes that makes Jane think she does not want to know what that ‘much’ entailed.

“What else?” she asks, relaxing into the conversation a bit more. “Is there a school on the Isle? What are the other villain kids like?”

“Woah woah woah!” Carlos chuckles, lifting his hands as far as he was able. “Sslow down!”

“Sorry,” Jane mumbles, blushing slightly. “I was just curious.”

“Yes, there’s a school; Dr. Fffacilier is the pri-principal.”

“Yikes,” Jane shivers, and Carlos nods solemnly.

“Yyeah,” he agrees lowly. “Major yikes. Ssame for any o-ther villain kids. We didn’t know them all; di-different circles and shit…but e-e-everyone wwho was smart avoided getting in our way.”

“Do you miss it at all?” Jane murmurs quietly, and Carlos frowns down at his lap, his eyes narrowing.

“Y-yes and no,” he finally says slowly. “I miss….” He trails off, biting his lip in that strangely vulnerable way.

“Sorry,” Jane says again, fidgeting with her bow. “I didn’t mean to….”

“Nnno,” Carlos says, shaking his head and blinking up at her. “It’s fine. I wasn’t…no. I don’t mmiss it.”

But there was something about his eyes that weren’t quite right, a glimmer of something heavy and sad that Jane couldn’t fully interpret. Then it was gone, replaced by suspicion as he frown at her.

“Wwhy are you asking me all this?” he asks, and the suspicion is thick in his voice. “A-are you sspying on me?”

“Well if I was, I wouldn’t be talking with you so openly, right?” Jane covers with a shaky laugh. “I mean, the whole point of spying is to be secret…”

“Yeah b-but this is Au-au-auradon,” Carlos mutters, his eyes darting to the door behind her, his whole body tensing suddenly.

“Should I be offended by that?” Jane wonders out loud, but Carlos is completely silent, his eyes locked on something past her shoulder, and Jane can see that despite the stiffness in his body, his hands tremble slightly as they grip at the sheets around him.

“Carlos?” Jane starts to ask, leaning forward in concern, but her voice is cut off by another’s, the newcomer sounding overly cheerful and optimistic.

“Hello again, Carlos,” Flo greets, and Jane turns to see that Faun and Merry are squeezing into the room behind her, the other young fairy-women obviously concealing something behind their backs despite their attempts to be subtle.

“What…?” Jane starts to ask, but then she glances at Flo and the other woman gives her a significant look, and Jane inwardly groans as she realizes this is the part where she’s supposed to keep Carlos calm.

“Do you think we can try again, sweetie?” Flo continues to Carlos, and Jane turns back to Carlos as he makes a low noise in his throat, his lips bared in a grimace as he glares at the pink haired fairy.

“I don’t think he likes that nickname,” Jane mutters quietly, and Carlos’ eyes flicker to hers in acknowledgement before snapping back to the other fairies.

“Well nickname or no,” Faun retorts, her half greened curls bouncing as she shakes her head. “We’re going to need him to cooperate.”

Carlos’ lips pull back further, and that low noise intensifies in volume until Jane realizes with a start that it’s a growl. Carlos de Vil was actually growling at the three fairies, and Jane acts without thinking, leaning forward and curling her fingers loosely around his. He flinches, but he’s stopped from fully pulling away by the restrains, which tighten imperceptibly with his movement.

“Carlos,” Jane says slowly, making sure to keep her voice low and calm, keeping her hand over his despite his growing terror. “It’s alright. They’re not going to do anything to hurt you, they just want to do a few tests.”

“Bu-bu-bu-bull shit,” he hisses through clenched teeth, his eyes not leaving the other three fairies.

“Language,” Jane scolds instinctively, and his head cocks in her direction, a brief flicker of amusement passing across his face.

“Easier to ssay than puuum-mpkin sseeds,” Carlos mutters, his head nodding slightly with the effort, and Jane can’t help but laugh as she recalls that moment in the hallway, as he teased her for her Cinderella themed swears.

“It’s a better alternative than that,” Jane counters haughtily, and Carlos’ lips twitch even further.

“Bbut seriously?” he insists through a laugh. “Pu-pu-pum-pumpkin seeds?”

“Oh, as if yours was any better,” Jane faux scoffs, and Carlos’ eyes crinkle as he laughs.

“At least mine’s an ac-ac-actual wword!” Then he straightens, his expression darkening as he points without looking in the direction of the three fairies. “And ddon’t think I don’t ssee you!” he snaps coldly.

Jane starts, and looks up to see the three fairies, comically frozen in mid-step a few feet away from them. Jane exchanges a helpless look with Faun before returning her attention to Carlos, who smirks at her conspiratorially before continuing their argument.

“I sstill call bull-bull shit.”

“Fine,” Jane huffs, and she would have crossed her arms if it weren’t for the fact that she kind of liked holding his hand. “But let it be said that I do not approve of your use of such language, and that you could consider that I wouldn’t lie to you.”

“Nnnoted,” Carlos agrees solemnly, nodding his head, but Jane can see the slight furrow in his brow as he stares at her.

“Hey, think of it this way,” Jane offers lightly. “If they really wanted to hurt you, they couldn’t do anything with me right here. Plus, my mom’s on the other side of that door, too, so…witnesses,” she whispers in a sly undertone- or at least, what she hopes is a sly undertone.

Carlos blinks at that, seeming taken aback by her suggestion before he suddenly smiles at her, his eyes glinting mischievously.

“That is tr-true,” he murmurs, seeming pleased that she’d even thought of such an idea. “Even by Au-au-radon standards.”

“Does that mean…” Flo begins hesitantly.

“That you’ll let us do what we need to?” Merry finishes slowly.

“That dep…ends on wwhat you need to do,” Carlos answers, and his voice is hard again, his face once more a closed off mask.

Jane gives his hand a reassuring squeeze, silently letting him know that she wasn’t going anywhere. He doesn’t exactly relax, but his expression shifts into something only slightly less intimidating. He grips Jane’s hand and nods once, and Jane can see him visibly tense as the fairies draw closer.

“Ok, now we’re getting somewhere,” Faun sighs in a relieved tone as she draws two needles from their hiding place.

Instantly, Carlos recoils, and Jane doesn’t need his barely audible curse to know that this wasn’t going to end well. She grips his hand a little tighter, pulling at it gently in an attempt to get him to focus on her.

“It’s ok,” she tries to reassure. “It’s just a shot; I get them all time when I go to the doctor.”

“Wwhy would you let them sshoot you?” Carlos gasps, and while his words might be a tiny bit amusing, Jane knows better than to laugh.

“It’s a vaccine, Carlos,” Flo explains for her, the other woman’s voice stern but not harsh. “One of several basic vaccinations that everyone receives in the beginning of their lives to keep them from getting sick.”

“Y-y-yeah, we didn’t have an-anything like that on the Isle,” Carlos murmurs skeptically, and Flo purses her lips, Faun and Merry exchanging worrying glances behind her.

“I know,” Flo says shortly, and Jane can feel the disapproval radiating from her voice. “That’s why we need to do these now, and hopefully, with regular checkups and boosters, it will be enough to counteract that.”

Carlos makes a low humming noise in his throat; not quite a growl, but he definitely didn’t approve of the idea.

“It’s only two, Carlos,” Jane whispers, trying for a reassuring smile and not a condescending one. “Remember what I said? They can’t do anything to hurt you with me here.”

“Yeah bbut does it hu-hurt?” Carlos counters, and his accusing glare is cast in the direction of the three fairies.

“Of course it doesn’t,” and all its variants were mumbled by the fairies, and Carlos’ glare hardens, his head shifting in Jane’s direction.

“It feels like a small pinch,” Jane answers, and Carlos shifts nervously in the bed, eyeing the needles in Faun’s hand before nodding slowly.

Merry and Faun sigh in relief, while Jane makes sure to grip Carlos’ hand a little tighter as Flo draws closer with the needles. Carlos goes completely still on the bed, his eyes widening nervously and his jaw clenching in a tight grimace.

“Are you right handed or left handed Carlos?” Flo asks, not seeming to notice the boy’s reaction.

Carlos is silent, clenching and unclenching his jaw slowly, although his eyes flicker to Jane’s, and she quickly explains.

“The shot will make your arm a little sore, so they don’t want to put it in the arm you’ll be using all the time,” she says.

“Exactly,” Flo confirms with a slight nod, taking another step closer. “So then, Carlos, left or right?”

Jane feels Carlos’ fingers twitch beneath hers, curling over her fingers to tap against the back of her hand. She glances down to see Carlos’ thumb and index finger making an obvious ‘L’ shape against the bed, and Jane glances back up at Carlos, slightly surprised.

“You are? Really?” she asks, and then she realizes that the other three fairies are staring at her in confusion.

“Sorry,” Jane says, blushing slightly before answering Flo. “He’s left handed.”

“Of course he is,” Faun mumbled under her breath, and Merry shakes her head, her single blue lock flashing like lightning beneath the hospital style lights.

Carlos tugs at Jane’s hand, and Jane looks over to see him giving her a sideways look out of the corner of his eyes, although his attention was still on Flo as she uncapped the first shot on his right side.

“Oh, um….” Jane hesitates, unsure if it was a good idea to tell him or not. It probably wasn’t, but Flo was already rolling up Carlos’ sleeve, and judging by the flickering of his eyes, he needed a distraction.

“Well,” Jane finally says, keeping her tone light for his sake. “It…A long time ago, people used to think that being left handed was sign of the devil.”

Carlos’ eyes widen, and Jane thinks at first that it’s because Flo has just stuck him with the first needle, but then she realizes that his gaze is still on her, and she shuffles nervously in her chair.

“It was just a superstition,” she tries to appease, but Carlos’ eyes crinkle in the corner, and Jane realizes that he’s actually amused by the idea. It takes her aback, and so it takes her a moment to notice that he was tapping her hand again. She looks down and see that he’s once more changed the shape of his fingers; his thumb and pinky finger extended, his middle three fingers folded over so he was making a ‘Y.’

“Why?” Jane guesses, and he nods, his eyes still crinkled in amusement. “Um, well…I don’t even know where it started…but uh…they used to say that the devil baptized his followers with his left hand. And then from there everyone who followed him would greet him with their left hands…it’s silly I know,” she tries to laugh, but the topic still made her uncomfortable.

Carlos cocks his head as Flo prepares the second needle, and Jane tries to think of what she’d said that might confuse him, or was something he might not have heard of.

“Devil…?” she tries, feeling foolish for the suggestion. “I mean, there aren’t any, I mean are there any…devils on the Isle?”

Carlos gives her a look, and she blushes again, dropping her gaze to their still entwined hands.

“I mean,” she stammers, unable to meet his gaze. “Aside from….”

Remember that talking thing we said you shouldn’t be doing? Jane’s brain interrupts. Yeah, you’re still doing it.

Instead of being offended, Carlos simply laughs, and Jane looks up in surprise to see him nodding at her, his eyes alight with mischief. He taps her hand and Jane looks down to see his fingers wiggling in her grip, and she recognizes his intentions instantly. With more than just a hint of reluctance, Jane lets go of his hand, and Carlos flexes his fingers before they begin moving again, spelling out a word.

“C…” Jane murmurs as his hand cups in an obvious ‘C’ shape.

“H…” His index and middle finger extended to the side, almost like a flag.

“E…” An open fist shape; four fingers curled down with the thumb placed underneath.

“R…” Index and middle finger crossed just over each other.

“N…” A closed fist shape, with index and middle finger exaggerated by his thumb tucked just underneath them.

“A…” Another fist shape; four fingers folded down over his palm, with his thumb pressed against the side of his hand.

“B…” Four fingers extended, pressed together; with his thumb against his open palm.

“O…” An easy one; Carlos’ hand making a clear ‘O’ shape with fingers pressed together.

“G.” Jane finishes, as Carlos extends his index finger and thumb in another sideways ‘flag.’

“Chernabog?” Jane repeats the finger-spelled word, equally surprised at both the information, and the fact that Carlos knew sign language. “They put the Chernabog on the Isle?!”

“They did what?” Flo snaps, though the fairy-woman was far from angry, her eyes wide with shock. “I don’t believe…how on earth did they manage that? Whose idea was that?”

“Well they weren’t about to allow him to stay anywhere near Auradon,” Faun gasps indignantly, while Merry continues Flo’s shock and whispers:

“But how did they even imprison him there?”

Jane glances to Carlos, who looks down at his restrained hands rather pointedly, then in the direction of the three fairies.

“Oh,” Jane frowns, following his gaze and glancing up at Flo. “Is there any chance you could…I mean it’s gotta be obvious right? That he’s not dangerous and that we’re doing good together?”

Flo makes a face, but nods at Jane’s words. “Yes….” She drawls slowly, and with reluctance. “But….”

“But what?” Jane counters boldly, and she really needed to stop getting caught up with negative influences. “He’s safe and I’m safe, so the restraints aren’t needed.”

“You do recall that he confessed to biting Chad?” Faun argues sternly, and Carlos’ expression hardens.

“Yeah, but he didn’t bite you,” Jane defends. “And you were poking him with needles.”

“That is a fair point,” Merry mutters, and Flo and Faun cast the younger woman sideways glares.

“Please?” Jane tries for a convincing smile, and nudges Carlos subtly, hoping he’ll take the hint. “Couldn’t you just check and see?”

Flo turns to Carlos, and Jane glances over surreptitiously to see that Carlos had indeed, taken her hint. His head cocked just so, his dark eyes wide and his lips slightly parted, Carlos’ expression was somehow the perfect blend of innocent, hopeful and pleading; made all the more effective by the slight furrow in his brow which seemed to imply an underlying sense of anticipating disappointment.

Jane has to purse her lips to keep from laughing, but the three fairies gasp and coo, and exchange looks with each other until Flo finally sighs.

“I don’t see why we can’t go check,” the pink haired fairy mumbles, and Carlos face lifts, looking like a little kid who’d been told he could eat chocolate before dinner.

The three fairies shuffle out of the room, and not a moment after the door clicks shut, Jane dissolves into laughter.

“I can’t believe…that face!” Jane gasps between breaths of air and peals of laughter. “I mean it; you should join the theatre department!”

Carlos gives her a skeptical look, but even he can’t help but chuckle, and Jane quickly cuts her own laugh off as he works hi mouth to speak.

“Guy-guy-guy-guys don’t do theatre,” he scoffs, and Jane lifts a brow at him, smirking in amusement.

“You know, there was a time when only guys used to do theatre.”

“Ssure,” he mutters sarcastically, and Jane huffs at him in exaggerated frustration. “Wwwhat would I even do in theatre?” He retorts, and Jane chuckles again.

“You’d do what you’re absolutely great at,” she giggles. “Make faces.”

“Ffaces like...” Carlos starts to shift his expressions, but before Jane could start teasing, and even before he’d completely changed his face, the door slams open and cracks against the wall.

Jane jumps, but is stopped by Carlos’ hand, which reaches and grabs hers, squeezing hard while the boy himself pales in his bed.

“M-m-mal!?”


 

Evie

Mal is pacing again, and it makes Evie more nervous that her encounter with the King and Queen of Auradon. The other girl stalks back and forth before the two infirmary doors, her fingers lighting with sparks every few steps. Evie perches anxiously on the edge of her chair, grateful that despite the fact that Ben was still present a few chairs down from her own, the Prince was too wrapped up in his own problems to really notice them.

Mal makes a low noise of disgust in her throat, snapping her fingers at her sides and causing the sparks to cascade across the floor in a sudden flash of green. Evie starts, glancing over at Ben, but his head is his hands, his lips moving but no sound coming out that she could hear. She doesn’t bother trying to figure out what he’s doing, and instead inches further out on her chair and calls out to Mal.

“Mal!” Evie hisses, and the other girl casts a glare over her shoulder, her eyes just as violently green as her magic.

“What.” Mal growls lowly, and Evie purses her lips, casting another pointed glance in Ben’s direction.

“Can you please at least…sit down?” Evie asks quietly, and Mal’s eye narrow, her lip curling in a sneer.

“No,” she snarls, turning sharply on her heel and continuing to pace, the sparks still snapping harshly from her fingertips.

Evie winces but tries again. “You know you really shouldn’t--”

“I. Know.”

“Mal please,” she’s practically begging now, and she hates begging. But desperate times and crap. “Please come sit. For me?”

It was a stretch, and pushing so many of the other girl’s boundaries, but Evie had no other options at hand. She wasn’t about to get up and try and physically make Mal sit down. Aside from the fact that she didn’t want to draw further attention, she also wasn’t feeling particularly suicidal.

“Please,” Evie whispers again, and Mal’s fingers snap a few more times before the girl makes her way over and sits down roughly on the edge of the chair beside Evie.

Evie doesn’t relax, doesn’t dare breathe the sigh of relief that’s bubbled up into her chest. She just sits, eyeing Mal cautiously out of the corner of her eyes to try and determine how volatile she was. She decides it’s worth the risk, and slowly slides her hand over, reaching to place it over Mal’s, which is clenched tightly against the arm of the chair. Evie makes it all of two inches when Mal jerks her hand back, and she looks up to see the other girl’s eyes harden.

“I wouldn’t,” Mal mutters, her free hand snapping sparks against her thigh.

“I trust you,” Evie whispers back, allowing the full weight of the meaning into her voice.

Mal’s lips quirk in a mirthless smile. “I wouldn’t do that, either.”

“Mal,” Evie insists quietly, and Mal’s eyes flicker, before the other girl sighs.

“Yeah, ok.”

Evie smiles in quiet victory, and takes Mal’s hand again. It wasn't just a desire for contact. Touch had never been an easy accomplishment for either girl, but Evie knew Mal needed something to ground her and keep her from losing control, and Evie was more than willing to be that thing. If only because she needed it too.

“Is it true? What you said?”

Ben’s voice comes from nowhere, and both Mal and Evie jump slightly, though Mal is the one who recovers first, seeing as the question is directed at her.

“I say a lot of things,” Mal deadpans beside her, and Evie looks over to see the other girl is glaring at Ben, eyes alight with both magic and anger. “And I’d like to think that almost none of it is true, so…” she shrugs coldly, and Evie anxiously glances to see how Ben was handling being addressed so irreverently.

The Prince was startlingly calm, his expression almost pained as he stares at them. “What you said about…about the food.” He grimaces, but pushes on. “Is it true?”

“That we eat shit?” Mal challenges, raising a brow. Evie sighs, and Ben winces, but nods slowly.

“Mal,” Evie cautions softly, but Mal is already going.

“I mean, the majority of it is still pretty decent, even if it’s trash,” she states in blunt tones. “If you’re lucky you can usually score the best of the stuff that comes over. If you’re fast enough, and get there first, or happen to know the right people.”

Her lips twitch at that, and Evie rolls her eyes, although she’s stifling a grin too.

“What about you then?” Ben probes cautiously, his bros furrowing slightly as he stares at Mal. “Which group did you fall in?”

“My mother was the Mistress of All Evil,” Mal scoffs lightly, her eyes narrowing. “Do I look like the kind of person that wanted or needed to know people?”

Ben’s eyes flit over Mal’s tense form once, before he quickly (and wisely, in Evie’s opinion) shakes his head. “No,” he murmurs.

“No,” Mal agrees sharply, but then something passes across her face and she glances down, and Evie only just catches her muttered words: “Which could also explain why she was always so disappointed in me.”

“What?” Ben asks, and Mal snaps her head up to glare at him again.

“I said,” she growls lowly. “That if anything, I was the one that people needed to know.”

Evie bites her lip, fighting the urge to slap a gag over Mal’s mouth so that she could take over and keep things civilized.

“Right, sorry,” Ben concedes with a nod, before he cocks his head. “Was?”

“What?” Mal snaps, and Evie shoots her a warning glare out of the corner of her eye.

“You said your mom was the Mistress of All Evil,” Ben says, frowning in confusion. “Is she not anymore?”

Evie feels more that sees Mal stiffen, and the other girl’s head jerks slightly, like she had started to look over her shoulder and then stopped herself midway.

“I didn’t say that,” Mal denies immediately, and Evie tightens her grip on Mal’s hand.

“When you were talking about knowing people,” Ben tries again, leaning forward in his chair a bit. “You said….”

“No, I didn’t,” Mal says coldly, and Evie winces at the shock of magic that stings her hand, traveling sharply up her arm in intense pins and needles.

“Sorry…” Ben starts to say, but Evie shakes her head.

“It’s fine,” she cuts in quickly, glancing again at Mal and wincing at the dark look in the girl’s eyes.

“Totally fine,” Mal snaps, and Ben grimaces, turning to Evie with a definitely pained look now.

“What, um…what about you, Evie?” he asks, and his tone suggests that he regrets even this question.

“Mom and I are royalty,” she can’t help but brag just a little, slipping her hand from Mal’s and discreetly stretching the still tingling limb. “So things were a little easier for me in some ways, and harder in others.”

“Like what?” Ben asks curiously, and Evie can practically feel his relief in the normal conversation. “Did you have a castle?”

Evie sees Mal flinch out of the corner of her eyes; and the movement is so subtle and so quickly hidden that if it weren’t for the fact of the subject and Mal’s connection to it, she wouldn’t have even noticed it at all. But Evie gives Mal’s hand a quick squeeze anyway, and makes sure to keep her tone light and even as she answers Ben.

“There’s only one real castle on the entire Island, and it’s Maleficent’s.”

“Oh,” Ben says, paling slightly as he realizes the implications.

“Yeah,” Mal mutters bitterly, her eyes narrowing at the ground. “Oh.”

“It wasn’t your fault, M,” Evie murmurs to her, but Mal either doesn’t hear or chooses not to hear, because she straightens and casts another glare in Ben’s direction.

“Why do you even want to know all this stuff?” Mal snaps sharply. “Is it just so you can do more experiments on us?”

“I…no,” Ben defends, frowning slightly. “This isn’t an experiment, or a test or anything. I really wanted to give you guys a chance, here.”

“Noting the past tense,” Mal fires back, her hands clenching in nervous fists at her sides.

“I didn’t mean it like that,” Ben says hastily, and it comes out almost sharp. Evie lifts a brow at him, and Mal’s lips twitch in sudden amusement.

“So the proper Prince isn’t so proper,” she taunts, and Ben flushes with embarrassment, a hand going through his hair.

“I’m sorry,” he says instantly, and Mal’s amusement fades just as suddenly. “I didn’t meant to snap.”

“You should though,” she mumbles sullenly under her breath. “You should always mean it.”

Evie sighs, and turns back to Ben in an attempt to run interference before Mal started sparking again.

“We appreciate what you’re trying to do…Ben,” she adds as a cautious afterthought. “It could certainly be going better…”

“Maybe we’re not singing enough,” Mal muses quietly.

“But we do appreciate it,” Evie continues sincerely, offering the Prince a soft smile. He returns it, and Evie wonders fleetingly, if she should try and pursue this.

Then one of the infirmary doors opens, and the three half fairies come rushing out, looking flustered and frustrated in turns.

“Of all the improper…” one of them huffs, shaking her head.

“No vaccines at all? No proper healthcare whatsoever!” another adds.

“…a wonder any of them survived this long,” the third agrees.

“If he ran around biting everyone, I can see at least how Carlos managed,” the one in blue says quietly, and a small giggle slips past her lips.

“Yes, well,” the pink clad woman harrumphs sternly, stopping the laughter. “That is why he was restrained in the first place.”

Evie stiffens, and Mal snarls low in her throat, her eyes lighting green as her face twists into a vicious and terrifying expression. Ben straightens, too, and is the first out of his chair to face the fairy-women.

“What?” he says, but his voice is too strained and quiet to be heard.

“But he does seem to do well with Jane, at least,” the fairy with the green hair says. “I think it’s fair to consider….”

“I’m sorry,” Mal says, in sweet tones that make Evie shiver slightly to hear. “Did you say you restrained Carlos?”


 

Jay

Jay wakes again to a blissfully quiet room, and it instantly makes him tense and suspicious. He blinks open his eyes and stifles a groan as the harsh white light assaults him once again. The annoying colorful women are gone, and he considers that a relief, at least. His only problem is that he still hadn’t seen Carlos, and he’s finding it harder and harder to ignore the paranoid part of him that says the other boy is dead. Granted, his paranoia had been part of what had allowed him to survive the Isle for as long as he had, but right now it’s the last thing he needs.

“Hey slugger,” a voice says from too close beside him. “Good to see you finally awake. I was sure you were down for the count but the fairies insisted you’d be fine.”

“Of course I’m fine,” Jay grumbles, glaring as he sits up to face his unwelcome visitor. “I’m offended you’d even think otherwise. As if those prissy princes could actually do worse than anything I’ve had on the Isle.”

He scoffs at Aziz’s scandalized look, feeling a twinge of anger with makes his sneer harsher than he intended. He’s bracing himself for the other boy to start spouting shit about his perfect life in Auradon, but Aziz just blinks a few times and gives a halfhearted and over dramatic sob.

I’m offended you think so low of royalty,” the other boy murmurs. “I happen to be a prissy prince myself, you know.”

“Yeah, right,” Jay snorts, but the other boy simply lifts a brow at him, and Jay blinks as he remembers just who Aziz is. “Yeah,” he mutters in bitter resentment. “Right.”

“Come on, don’t be like that,” Aziz grins at him. “Junior Royal Grand Vizier isn’t anything to sneer at, either.”

“I will murder you in your sleep if you don’t leave right now,” Jay growls, but Aziz just grins wider.

“No can do,” he quips cheerfully. “I’ve been assigned as your, how do you say ‘haris,’ as it were.”

“You’re my jail keeper, then?” Jay snaps irritably, crossing his arms.

“What?” Aziz falters, his grin lessening slightly. “No, I said guard. They just wanted me to be here to keep an eye on you and make sure you were ok.”

“Mh-hm,” Jay hums skeptically. “Which basically translates to prison guard.”

“That’s not what it means at all,” Aziz grumbles, entirely deflated of humor, much to Jay’s satisfaction.

“Why you?” he asks, not bothering to hide his disgust. “What, they think just because we happen to be from the same land and story we’ll suddenly be best friends?”

“I…think that was the idea, yeah,” the other boy admits ruefully, rubbing the back of his head before dragging his palm across the side of his face.

“Right, so if we’re done living in fairy land,” Jay sneers, pushing himself up and away from the mattress, ignoring the sudden spike of pain. “I’m going to go and see Carlos now.”

“You sure about that?” Aziz replies, a skeptical smirk on his face. “You do have broken bones.”

“Like that’s ever stopped me before,” Jay retorts in an undertone, sitting on the edge of the bed and trying not to throw up as everything pitches painfully to the left.

“Ok, but at least go in this,” Aziz murmurs, and Jay opens his eyes- not even realizing he’d closed them- to see Aziz drag over a weird looking chair attached to four large wheels.

“The fuck?” Jay croaks out, and Aziz glances up at him. “I am not going to be carried around in that thing…especially not by you,” he makes sure to add, glaring down at the other boy.

“It’s called a wheelchair,” Aziz explains, and Jay has to at least give the guy credit for not being a condescending dick. “And you can push yourself in it, I don’t have to do anything except stand back and watch. And maybe point and laugh,” he finishes with another grin.

“Fuck you,” Jay deadpans, and Aziz laughs.

“Thanks, but you’re not really my type,” he chuckles, his eyebrows lifting significantly.

“I will kill you,” Jay promises solemnly, and Aziz nods, still laughing.

“In my sleep,” he says. “Yes, I’ve heard.”

“No,” Jay counters, shaking his head and making a face. “You lost the right to be killed all peaceful in your sleep. Now I’m just going for straight up murder.”

“Poisons the way to go for that then,” Aziz offers with a helpful nod.

“Who said I was a poison kind of guy?” Jay retorts, lifting a brow of his own. “Maybe I’d like to watch you bleed.”

“Totally gonna slit my throat then,” the other boy murmurs gleefully, still nodding sagely. “That’ll be a mess to clean up though.”

“You’re right,” Jay grimaces, shaking his head back and forth in thought. “Might just have to find a really painful poison then.”

“Or you could strangle me,” Aziz gasps, his eyes lighting with the idea. “You wouldn’t get to watch me bleed, but I bet I’d squirm a lot.”

“You just might be on to something,” Jay admits grudgingly.

“Ok, good! So it’s settled,” Aziz smiles, and extends a hand to Jay with a muffled chuckle. “When should I expect you, because you know, I gotta make sure someone can still feed Raja when I’m dead.”

Jay starts to fire back his own response, but he realizes with a sudden jolt that he’s laughing, too; so hard in fact, that he can’t actually draw a breath. He straightens from his doubled over position and fights to compose himself, to get air back into his body, to shove away the pain and scowl again. But he finds he can’t maintain the glower, and grins in spite of himself, reaching out and clasping Aziz’s arm in a firm grip.

“You are one sick son a bitch,” he manages through his laughter, and Aziz cracks up as well, returning his grip with one of his own.

“Happy to oblige,” the other boy replies easily. “Now, if we’re done arranging my murder, why don’t I see if we can’t go and visit Carlos?”


 

Belle

Belle had been accused of many things in her *ahem* 42 years. Insane; a prude; a book worm; a freak; different from the rest of society; nothing like the rest of society and more. And, when she’d first met Adam the accusations had ranged from things such as witchcraft, to bestiality, to Stockholm syndrome. She and Adam still laughed about the last two from time to time.

But never had she been accused of not caring.

That is, until now.

“What exactly do you intend to do about this?”

“We can’t allow the situation to get any more out of hand than it already has.”

“I suppose you’re suggesting we simply wash our hands of the effort?”

“…was a noble idea….”

“Noble, but naïve.”

“Well no one could have possible guessed it would be like this…”

“I could have guessed. In fact, I think I did.”

Belle peers across the table at the dissenting voice, and can’t quite hide her frown as she takes in Benjamin Kropp. The man wasn’t wrong; he had been one of the strongest voices against bringing the villain children into Auradon. The man wore an expression that was equal parts smug and dissatisfied, but it was the outright glare the Fairy Godmother was directing at him that prompts Belle to speak up.

“Have you experienced any trouble from the four?” She asks, certain to keep her voice calm and measured.

“Well, I only have the two boys in my class,” Kropp replies, a slight hesitation in his voice that Belle does not miss.

“And have you had any problems controlling them?” Adam rumbles beside her. His sudden presence in the conversation startles a few, but Belle merely grimaces at his choice of words and continues to wait for an answer.

“The son of Jafar has been…neutral at best,” Kropp hedges further, only just keeping himself from squirming under the combined royal gazes. “I catch him giving me sullen looks every now and then, but he has yet to give me any trouble.”

“And…Carlos?” This tentative query is posed by Fairy Godmother, and Kropp’s face twists into a vicious expression.

“The de Vil boy is another matter entirely,” he all but spits, his lips curling with contempt. “Disrespectful and arrogant, he tried making excuses for his lack of participation, as though he were entitled to special treatment. And then when I finally do manage to get him to participate, he openly mocked me in front of the entire class!”

Belle blinks at this, because, despite the fact that she hadn’t actually gotten to know the boy, the image the biology teacher painted was strikingly different from the image she had seen through the infirmary window. Even Fairy Godmother seems caught off guard, as the older woman straightens, her eyes widening as she turns to the man.

“I haven’t heard any reports of these incidents,” she says, then pauses, adopting a shameful tone. “Although, granted, I hadn’t thought to check….”

Belle sighs quietly to herself, understanding the Fairy Godmother’s dislike of such meetings. Adam is just as quiet beside her at the head of the table, but she’s certain that it’s only because he knows, as she does, that if he opens his mouth anything he says will be either a growl or a roar. She eyes her husband subtly, noting the tight crease in his brow. Definitely a roar, then.

“You mentioned you do not have a class with the girls,” she cuts in, attempting to keep things on track. “If you do not teach them, then who does?”

Louis Deley clears his throat softly from the chair a few places down from her. “That would be me, Your Majesty,” he deadpans in his usual slow drawl. “I teach chemistry to both Mal and Evie, and I believe Professor Thatch will be teaching all four children History, when the time comes.”

“Thank you, Mr. Deley,” Belle acknowledges with a brief smile. “How do the girls behave in your class?”

Mr. Deley sighs low and long, but it’s not anger or frustration in his voice. (Although, Belle had never really heard him give any sort of inflection other than that flat drawl, so it was hard to tell.)

“I’ve had no trouble; at least, not in the way Kropp seems to have,” he says. “Evie…is a strange one,” he finally settles on, after a pause. “I do not know if she is incredibly smart or incredibly ignorant. She has not turned in any assignments to me, and yet I see her copy them down at the end of class. If I call on her to give an answer, she feigns cluelessness and gives such a response that I wonder if she should even be in a class at this level.”

Belle frowns, and she sees Fairy Godmother do the same. But the biology teacher wasn’t finished yet, shaking his head slightly in what Belle interprets as amazement.

“And yet,” the man continues lowly. “When I glance at the notes she takes in class, it’s the opposite. She takes such detailed notes, and understands the concepts so well, working out the problems even before I complete them on the board…Her notes tell me she should be in an advanced class. But for some reason, she is hiding that.”

There had been something bordering excitement in the man’s voice as he praised Evie’s accomplishments; the tone only obvious because of the way it drops at the end into disappointment.

“And what about Mal?” Fairy Godmother asks, frowning, and Belle can see the others at the table also frowning as they ponder over what he’d said.

“Mal doesn’t even try,” Deley sighs, shaking his head again. “She would do well if she simply applied herself. She does take some notes, but I suspect that the majority of them are copied from Evie’s, given that every time I look at Mal’s notebook, it’s full of doodles and sketches. Very well done doodles and sketches, to be sure,” the man shrugs a shoulder. “However I don’t think my class is the right one for her.”

“Alright then,” Aladdin chimes in for the first time, a satisfied grin on his face as he claps his hands together. “Now we’re making some progress: just have Mal do biology with Jay, and since Kropp is having trouble with Carlos, he can do chemistry with Evie.”

Adam hums gruffly, not appreciating the way the younger man spoke so out of turn, but Belle does see some merit to his suggestion.

“Will that hinder any progress they have already made?” she asks the teachers. “Academically, I mean.”

“As long as Carlos can keep up in class I’ll have no…difficulties,” Deley murmurs. “I don’t see a problem on my part.”

“And Mr. Kropp?” Belle continues, turning to the biology teacher. “Do you have any objections to this idea?”

“As much as I would appreciate having the opportunity to teach in a more civil environment,” Kropp replies slowly. “I do not think it’s right to simply move de Vil to another class and allow him to go unpunished for the disrespect and the disruptions that he has caused to my class.”

Belle frowns, but Adam hums again and speaks before she can.

“A fair point,” he murmurs, inclining his head in acknowledgement. “Especially given the recent circumstances.”

“In regard to that,” Anita breaks in quietly. “The circumstances themselves were not entirely one sided.”

“If what we’ve heard is true,” Charming finally speaks for the first time as well. “Our son is, regretfully, responsible for the current condition of the young villains.”

“While we’re not condoning the actions of either Jay or Carlos,” Cinderella is sure to add. “It is nevertheless Chad’s actions that have directly caused harm to both himself and the other boys.”

“I would hardly call an instance of childish teasing to be adequate provocation for biting someone, however,” Kropp objects sharply. “Nothing is adequate cause for that. I’m surprised at your lack of outrage, Charming. After all, it is your son who is requiring stitches.”

“I can’t help but wonder,” Belle catches someone say. “If this could have been avoided if we’d taken the children from the Isle when they were younger.”

“Have we taken them?” She counters, coolly. “It was my belief that we were giving these children a chance at a good life.”

“And where was all this goodness before?”

Belle starts at Aladdin’s intrusion, not just because of the interruption itself, but that his voice has taken on a mocking and slightly darker tone than his usual upbeat tone.

“What?” She blurts, rather ungracefully.

Jasmine shoots her husband a sharp look, but the Agrabah prince was already going, leaning forward slightly in his seat with a bitter smirk playing at his lips.

“Don’t tell me you forgot,” He says with exaggerated disappointment. “I’m the only one who remembers?”

Belle glances to Adam, but he’s just as quiet, if not quite as confused as she was. The rest of the members present are equally subdued, and Aladdin shakes his head with a wry chuckle.

“Well, I guess that’s no surprise since you’re all so old!” He murmurs thoughtfully. “You know forgetfulness is the first sign of aging….”

“Aladdin!” Jasmine interrupts sharply, a soft flush of embarrassment coloring her cheeks as she attempts to derail him.

“Sorry!” he shrugs easily, clearly not ashamed in the slightest. “I can’t help it.”

“I think I see where Aziz gets it from,” Adam murmurs softly to Belle, and she glances to him in quiet reproach.

Aladdin hears, but he simply shrugs again. “Guilty,” he replies with a smile, which is wiped away in an instant with his next words. “And so…are…you,” he says lowly, practically glaring around at the assembled board.

Aladdin!” Jasmine cries, horrified, as Adam fights to remain seated.

“What is the meaning…” he begins, but the younger man has already turned his gaze to Fairy Godmother.

“You say we should have taken them sooner; intervened when they were younger,” he says. “But you seem to have forgotten that we had that chance, and refused to take it. Not just ignored it; refused it.”

“I’m sorry?” Fairy Godmother tries to protest, but it’s halfhearted as best, and Belle can see from the expression on the woman’s face that she knows exactly what Aladdin was accusing her of.

“The Isle didn’t just magically pop up overnight,” he continues in a much more serious tone. “We had all of them, here. The villains, the henchman…more importantly, we had the children. And instead of reaching out with all our ‘good intentions’ and ‘well-meaning naïveté,’ we throw them all onto a secluded island prison.”

“It was necessary for the safety of everyone involved, and that included the villains,” comes the automatic protest from Belle’s mouth, which speaks despite the fact that her heart and brain knew he was right.

“Who would have taken in the children, anyway?” Kropp throws out.

“And what would we have done with the villains? Simply let them roam free among us?” Adam snaps.

“And how would we have chosen who could stay or go?” Fairy Godmother points out, though she too, looks to be torn amongst herself.

The protest continues for a few more tense moments, but Aladdin doesn’t waver, simply waits with his arms crossed until everyone falls silent. He draws a slow breath, closing his eyes a moment as though deciding whether he should speak again or not. He does, opening his eyes and peering around the table once again.

“King Adam,” he says quietly, and his tone is once again a respectful one. “Do you remember what it was like before Belle came? When you were still a beast?”

Belle sucks in a quiet breath, and though Adam remains calm on the outside, she could feel him wince at the question.

“I don’t remember much, actually,” he admits in an undertone, his gaze even as he stares at Aladdin. “I try not to think too much at all about the earlier days before Belle. It was a rather dark time for me.”

Aladdin inclines his head in respectful acknowledgement before moving his gaze over to the Charmings.

“Cinderella,” he says slowly. “You remember, of course. What it was like for you living with your step family.”

Prince Charming straightens indignantly when Cinderella flinches, but the woman places a hand on his arm, and nods at the Arabian prince.

“Of course I remember,” she murmurs softly. “I could never forget.”

There’s a deeper pain in her eyes, and Belle knows what she must thinking of. Not just her step mother, but her step sisters; how Drizella was still on the Isle and just how close Anastasia had come to being placed there herself. Aladdin knows this as well, and offers her an apologetic look along with his respectful nod.

“Anita,” he says next, and his voice is so low it almost couldn’t be heard. “I know how you feel.” He leaves it at that, nodding with empathy to the woman before turning his gaze once more, this time to the room at large.

“I could go down the list of all the royalty of Auradon; name the things they went through before finding their happiness and true love and everything. But honestly, I don’t know how many of them even remember it. How many just don’t think about it, or have shoved the memories away, or if they only have good memories of their lives and none of the bad.”

Aladdin pauses, and Belle presses her lips together, beginning to realize what he was doing.

“Well, let me tell you this,” he continues quietly. “I remember. I remember being nothing more than a street rat to the people of my kingdom. I remember how it feels to starve, to not have anyone looking out for me except for me. I remember having to resort to lying, and cheating. Stealing…and worse.”

His eyes flicker to Jasmine, who simply sits in a state of shock, completely caught off guard by her husband’s sudden turn.

“I remember what it was like before Jasmine,” he continues solemnly. “But of course, everything’s ok now because I did meet Jasmine. Charmed my way into her heart and now I could never want for anything!” The bitterness is back in his voice, but it’s not as harsh, tamed by sadness.

“It’s a good thing she gave me chance, huh?” he says, lifting his eyes to stare around the room. “Good thing she didn’t just see me as a thief and throw me in jail or something. I mean, after all, what kind of people lock other people away to live in seclusion based solely on black and white prejudices?”

Belle has to fight to remain composed, despite the way her heart was throbbing and her stomach clenches as Aladdin’s gaze shifts to she and Adam at the head of the table.

“Oh, that’s right,” Aladdin says softly, dropping his eyes to the table. “The heroes. That’s who.”


 

Carlos

“So, the puppy’s bark isn’t worse,” the girl drawled. “You know, you should do that more often.”

“Do wha-what?” He growled suspiciously.

“Bite.”

Carlos didn’t quite know what to say to that, but judging from the relieved and slightly excited looks on Jay and Evie’s faces, he could only assume he’d passed some kind of test to earn her approval. He would have felt relief himself, but the adrenaline had finally left his body and he could only slump weakly against the wall as she circled to his right side.

“This’ll hurt. Don’t scream,” she said, and it was all the warning he got before her hands were on his shoulder. There was a sharp, loud pop, and his shoulder flared with renewed pain. He jerked violently, but remembering her words, he brought his hand up and bit his fist, muffling the sounds that escaped his mouth.

“Ok, my job is done,” Mal said, clapping her hands together officially. “Now get out of my basement.”

“Mal!” Evie cried, shocked. Even Jay seemed a bit startled at her abruptness, though he didn’t try to retort.

“What? You wanted me to fix him; he is fixed.” Her mouth twitched as she said those last words, and if his shoulder wasn’t still throbbing thanks to Leroux, Carlos would have let her know just how clever he thought her dog comments really were.

“His wrist is still broken,” Evie tried, but Mal shrugged a shoulder.

“That one’s not on me.”

“But--”

A sudden thud from above them cut into Evie’s protests, and all four children froze. Evie turned a shade lighter, and even Jay looked slightly squeamish as a chorus of scrabbling sounds drifted down through the boards, along with a low rumble like thunder.

“Mal,” Evie said, her voice a hoarse whisper, but Mal raised her hand quickly and silenced her, her eyes locked on the trembling ceiling.

“Sh…” Mal hissed, and Carlos thought she was shushing the other girl until it turned into: “…it,” and he recognized it as a curse. “Shit!” Mal whispered again, and Carlos couldn’t help but flinch from his corner.

“Mal…” Evie tried again, but the scrambling sounds stopped suddenly, turning into muffled clicking; footsteps.

“Ma-a-al!” A woman’s voice echoed, a lilt in her voice that turned Mal’s name into a song. It was too bright and cheery for the atmosphere, and that alone terrified Carlos far more than if it had been yelling.

“Fuck.” It came from Jay, but his voice was almost as hoarse as Evie’s.

“Ma-al!” The song was shorter, a clipped note filtering through the false cheer.

“Should we…?” Evie muttered, her lips barely moving as she motioned towards the exit hole above Carlos’ head.

“No,” Mal said, finally stirring from her stupor. “No, just…stay put. I’ll deal with her.”

“What about the new kid?” Jay asked, and Mal frowned, glancing at Carlos impatiently.

“He’s not the new kid.”


 

Carlos

“M-mal!?” Carlos blinks, caught off guard by the girl’s sudden appearance in the room. It wasn’t just that it was unexpected; it was the fact that the locked infirmary door literally burst open, slamming so hard into the opposite wall Carlos was certain the paint had chipped from its surface. The fact that Mal was every bit as fierce and terrifying as she had appeared when he’d first met her on the Isle, all rough edges and cold brutality.

And of course, the most important bit in Carlos’ mind: the fact that her eyes were glowing bright with green fire, that same sinister green dripping dangerously from her hands to spill across the tile floor.

Carlos struggles to get as far upright as he can, gripping Jane’s hand hard to keep the other girl from getting up. Evie rushes in just behind Mal, and Carlos thinks that maybe it would be ok and Evie could calm her down before….

“You.”

Carlos flinches at Mal’s voice, cold and yet absolutely furious as her eyes snap to Jane, who squeaks out a whimper from her seat.

“What do you think you’re still doing here?”

“Mal,” Evie tries softly, but Mal’s eyes harden even further at Jane, who glances to Carlos in terror.

Carlos hesitates a moment, trying to gauge just how bad this was and if anything Jane said would make it worse. He casts a quick look in Mal’s direction before nodding imperceptibly to Jane, tapping her hand to get her attention and fingerspelling the word:

‘Careful.’

Jane nods her understanding, and turns slowly to Mal, not letting go of his hand as she manages to answer.

“I’m keeping Carlos company,” she attempts to say, Mal scowls sharply, and her eyes flash an even brighter green.

“Out,” she growls, and Jane pales, standing so quickly from her chair that it scrapes painfully across the floor, the force of her movements causing Carlos to lose his grip on her hand.

He knows better than to try and reach for her again, but he still has to stifle the action, instead clenching his hands into tight fists and biting the inside of his cheek hard to keep from calling out to her. Jane scrambles desperately for the door, aided by Evie, who offers the girl a tight, but reassuring smile before closing the door carefully behind her.

Only once the door is shut again does the fire leave Mal’s eyes, but it still sparks at her fingertips as she moves closer to the bed. Carlos sets his features in what he hopes is a firm and unwavering look, but Mal is focused on the green straps that cross over his body, her eyes narrowing dangerously.

“I am going to kill whoever did this to you,” she states calmly, her fingers snapping against her side and showering sparks across the tile.

“Mal,” Evie murmurs, and though her voice is stern, Carlos can see the worry in her eyes.

Mal ignores Evie completely, her gaze once again drawn to Carlos’ restraints.

“Mmal,” Carlos tries, attempting to keep his voice level despite the way it shakes just a bit. “I-I-I-I’m ok, sse? I’m not hu-hurt; they didn’t hurt mme.”

He makes sure to emphasize that last bit, and something close to relief but not quite there passes across Mal’s face. Then she presses her lips together, her eyes narrowing as she snaps her fingers a little sharper than she had before.

Evie makes a soft sound, and Carlos tries and fails not to freak out. The restraints don’t completely break apart, but they loosen enough that Carlos can work his own way free, and he presses himself against his pillows as he draws a slow breath.

“You-you-you can do magic nnow?” he mumbles dazedly, and Mal blinks, staring down at her hand expressionlessly.

“I guess I can,” she replies lowly, and Evie groans weakly.

“Hades help us all,” she hisses, and Mal’s lips twitch, a far more normal spark in her eyes.

“This’ll be fun,” she says, and Carlos shakes his head sharply, eyes wide.

“No no,” he denies quickly. “No it w-will not.”

“All we need now is Jay,” Mal continues as if she hadn’t heard him. “And things’ll be ok.”

And, just like a trained demon, Jay’s voice rings out from behind the door, muffled but growing louder as he nears.

“…swear to all that is evil, Aziz, if you say one more thing….”

“One more thing,” another voice answers, before a rough slam is heard, followed by a sound that is half laugh, half wince.

“Ow-how!” the voice groans. “Ok, I won’t say anything more about how you look just like my grand-father when he….”

Another slam, and this one reopens the newly closed door, and the boy from the cafeteria staggers backwards through it, unable to catch himself before falling. Somehow he turns it into a roll, and manages to more or less make it to his knees before he doubles over again, this time with laughter.

“I’m sorry, I just can’t help it!” he chuckles, beaming widely up at the figure still in the doorway. “You just make it so easy!”

“This is…not what I meant,” Mal mumbles, and Carlos glances over, catching the weird pause in her voice and noticing with alarm that she looks almost as breathless as the boy; her lips pressed tightly together and her face pale as she shifts just a little closer to Evie.

“Hey everybody,” the newcomer greets, standing and straightening his Auradon jacket. “The party can now begin, because the fun has arrived.”

“For the love of Hades, Aziz,” Jay groans, and he’s suddenly in the room, leaning heavily on some kind of cane that’s tucked under his arm. Carlos draws a sharp breath that seems too loud, and Jay’s eyes flicker up to his before quickly looking away.

“Hey, Carlos,” he murmurs, and Carlos swallows hard, trying to decide if the churning in his gut was from relief or anger.

Jay clears his throat, and Aziz glances back and forth between the two, his eyes dark and thoughtful.

“Oh,” he says softly, and an almost indecent look crosses his face. “Oh I see…”

“Shut up,” Jay threatens lowly. “Or I will skip the strangling and go straight to snapping your neck.”

“Worth it,” Aziz whispers back, and Carlos ignores the strangeness of the boy’s presence, and takes advantage of his recovered mobility. He tucks his feet up and on one smooth motion, yanks off one of his shoes and chucks it as hard as he can at Jay’s head.

“Y-y-you bastard,” Carlos growls, as Jay flinches to the side and only barely ducks under his second shoe. “I thought…y-you…fucking…a-asshole!”

“Carlos,” Jay starts to say, but Carlos reaches back and yanks his pillows out from behind him, chucking those at Jay, too.

“I’m sorry!” Jay tries, sucking in a breath and wincing. “I know, ok? I ditched you, I left you because…because I was being an asshole. I was being selfish and that’s that. I’m sorry.” He hobbles further into the room, and Evie moves to give him space while Mal straightens ever so slightly, a warning in her eyes as she glares at Jay.

“I’m sorry,” Jay says again, this time to Mal, before his eyes lift once again to Carlos. “I know I let you down and that it’s going to take more than just this stupid Auradon apology to make it…right. But I had to say it.”

Then a soft smirk twists his lips, and he murmurs:

“I literally had to say it; part of Fairy Godmother’s detention assignment involves learning to say a proper apology.”

“Damn it, Jay,” Aziz whispers before Carlos can even begin to process what just happened. “Just fucking kiss him, already!”

That does something. Jay swears hoarsely, and Mal and Evie exchange stunned and unamused expressions in turn.

“Where the hell did you find this one?” Mal snaps, and Aziz clears his throat, lifting a hand from his place on the floor to wave at her.

“Hi,” he says with overt sarcasm. “’This one’ has already met you, remember? The cafeteria yesterday. At breakfast.” He turns his head to wink at Carlos again. “That one stole my food. Ringing any bells?”

“Sorry,” Mal deadpans, unimpressed. “I don’t make a habit of remembering insignificant encounters.”

“Oh!” Evie hisses triumphantly, and the ensuing appreciation of the burn (especially from Aziz) is almost enough to distract Carlos from the fact that Jay was still staring at him expectantly.

Almost.

Chapter 13: Tell me it's ok (to be happy now)

Summary:

In which a past life reveals the first meetings of a snake and a dragon; some much needed amends, plans, and potions are finally made; and a stubborn Beast begins to realize that he done messed up.

Notes:

Told you I was gonna spam updates!

**Warnings** include the usual, some cursing, mentions of child abuse (both implied and shown) as well as mild bullying.

I look forward to hearing what you think!
- Raven

Chapter Text

Mal

There’s a very particular way that dragons sleep. In all the stories and legends and fairy tales, dragons always slept in dark, creepy caves, surrounded by piles of gold. Or bones. (Mal preferred bones.) The purpose for the piles of gold, according to some particular legends, was not just as a trophy of all the villages the dragon had burned, or offerings from villages hoping not to be burned. The belief held that because dragons were reptiles, they needed to bathe in the sun to stay warm, and because the sun doesn’t shine in dark, creepy caves, the gold soaked up all the sun for the dragon so that when they slept they could still bathe in the sun.

Her mother always said that was a lie, and a stupid one at that, and so Mal didn’t hold stock in stories like that. And anyway, she would know, Mal always thought to herself whenever her mother would scowl at the dragon facts Mal would share. Her mother was a dragon herself.

Mal was a dragon too. She had to remind herself sometimes, or else her mother would remind her, that she had the blood of a dragon and so she was above things like fairytales and stories. Personally, though, Mal kind of liked the stories. It helped when the wind tore through the towers so hard the stone would crumble, or when it rained and soaked through the rafters, dripping loudly in her bedroom and usually making her sick in the process- to think of it as her own dragon cave, and imagine what sort of treasure she would collect to fill it with.

But she did like the idea of bones better. Bones meant that you were a fierce dragon, that the villages were too scared of you even to offer trophies of gold. Bones weren’t easy victories like simply flying over and burning the town and people. It meant that they had to come to you; send their fiercest warriors to try and kill you. And then she’d get to kill them first, fight and prove that she was the fiercest dragon with the collection of bones.

Mal always liked to dream of that, herself as a dragon amidst the bones. She even slept like one, or at least, that’s what she’d always pretend. She’d pretend that her room was even larger, and even darker. Less damp and without any mold in the corners. Her bed wasn’t a rough pallet, so hard she might as well be on the floor. She had piles of warm gold and an even larger collection of bones, and she’d lie on her back and curl herself up in just the right position so she could look up through the hole in the cave ceiling; see the sun come up and just sort of drift….

“Mal!”

Mal groaned, opening her eyes but refusing to shift from her comfortable position. She’d only just gotten to the point where the loose board wasn’t digging in her back! Why was it so hard for her to sleep, but not her mother?

“Mal Bertha!”

The vicious snarl came again, and Mal groaned even louder, stretching her body out so she was lying flat on the thing that was a bed. Middle name didn’t mean ‘trouble,’ not necessarily. But it did mean that whatever it was must be important, since her mother hated the name almost as much as Mal did. It was part of why she’d picked it.

“I’m up!” Mal shouted back, letting a snarl of her own color her words, and grinning when her mother hollered back:

“Don’t you use that tone with me, missy!”

Mal pressed her lips together to keep from firing back another retort, and instead rolled onto her feet, only wobbling a tiny bit before regaining her balance. She was proud of herself for that accomplishment. The last time she’d missed a meal, it had taken her almost half a day to get control of the dizziness. She was getting better. Stronger.

She bent down and tightened the straps of her shoes, (she always wore shoes to bed, just in case) eyeing the hole in the toe of her left shoe warily. It wasn’t that big yet, but she didn’t want to take any chances. The right was already wearing at the heel, and soon enough there wouldn’t be anything keeping them together except sheer willpower. She crossed to the dresser shoved against the far wall, yanking hard on one of the drawer handles. It always stuck, but seeing as there were only three other functioning drawers, she wasn’t about to let it go to waste.

“Mal!”

She grimaced at the bite in the woman’s tone. She was definitely going to miss breakfast today, too. The drawer came free and she staggered back, flushing angrily before grabbing the first thing she saw, pulling a mud green sweater over her ragged t-shirt and scrambling for the stairs. She huffed her way down them, leaping over the loose stair at the bottom before straightening with a scowl, pushing a thin strand of light blonde hair out of her face.

“What?” She snapped, then froze, spotting the man standing beside her mother for the first time.

He was tall, much taller than her or her mother, with dark skin and even darker eyes. His hair must have been dark too, but it was wrapped up in some kind of scarf, so Mal couldn’t really tell. But she could tell that she had crossed a line, as the man’s face twisted into a sneer that rivaled even Mal’s.

“A rather disrespectful brat,” he murmured to her mother, who scowled sharply at her. “I do hope I haven’t misjudged this arrangement, Maleficent.”

Mal flinched at the look the man gave her, and quickly dropped her eyes to the floor, cursing herself for the stupid mistake. Stupid, and fatal, in any number of circumstances.

“Of course not, Jafar,” she heard her mother respond, and the man must be someone important, if he was letting her use his name. “Believe me, I keep my daughter well in hand. Much like your own son.”

The man, Jafar, spat on the ground. “A thorn in my side, that bastard,” he cursed. “But useful enough.”

“And the arrangement will benefit us both,” her mother continued smoothly, and Mal shifted uncomfortably, dread churning her stomach. Or maybe that was hunger.

“It had better,” he grumbled, but he snapped his fingers sharply, and Mal heard a muffled scrambling sound from above. She didn’t dare lift her head, but the stones cracked painfully as the sliding sound continued, before ending with a dull thump just outside the door.

It opened, and a light pattering of footsteps sounded, before a pair of booted feet ran past her vision. They stopped just before the man, and a young, boyishly high voice said:

“You called?”

There was a mischief in that voice that put Mal on edge, but it was cut short by a sharp slap, and the smaller feet wavered slightly.

“Insolent boy,” the man hissed furiously. “What were you doing on the roof?”

“You said I should stay look out,” the boy answered, but the lightness was gone from his voice. “So I thought I’d have a better view from the roof. Sir,” he added quickly, but another slap rang out regardless, and Mal winced in spite of herself as the boy was sent sprawling at her feet.

“Worthless,” Jafar sneered, and Mal could see him shift his body away from them. “Do you see what I have to put up with? At least yours seems…competent.”

“Thank you,” Mal heard her mother murmur, but even she seemed mildly put off at the violent display. “If you would, we can discuss the details…” her voice trailed off, and Mal sighed quietly in relief as their footsteps trailed with them, lifting her head at last.

The boy was still on the ground, and she frowned, taking him in. He must have been about a few years older than her, 11 at most, and he didn’t look anywhere near as fierce as his father. His skin was a shade lighter, his hair long and curling around his ears almost like a girl’s. The thought amused Mal, and she smirked to herself, wondering if she could take his shoes while he appeared unconscious. He must be as weak as Jafar said, if one hit sent him flying like that. Although she supposed, to be fair, he could also be tougher, if he could at least take a hit like that.

She frowned and shifted her weight, not liking the way the thought twisted at her insides. It was a weak feeling, a pitiful one, and if she was going to have any chance at surviving she had to get rid of all weakness. And she especially couldn’t be associating with weak boys.

“Hey,” she snapped at him. “Are you dead?”

At her voice, his eyes shot open, and his body twisted, arching up off the floor, and with an impressive kick, he was back on his feet.

“I guess not,” she muttered, only vaguely disappointed. She’d find other shoes somehow.

The boy ignored her completely for a moment, his eyes sharp and intelligent as he scanned every inch of the room. There wasn’t much to see; the stairs behind her, the door over to his right. A window without a frame, and just beneath it, a couch that was missing all its pillows. He took it all in with a single glance, before his eyes fell back on her and he grinned, a smile that was all teeth and no charm as he lifted a brow.

“Hey,” he said shortly. “You?”

Mal crossed her arms, feeling her lips curl, and she allowed her eyes to flash green at him. “Hey you?” she snarled. “What, are you a long lost Gaston triplet?”

His expression faltered, and he took an uncertain step back. “Uh, no? I…I said Jay. I’m…” he cleared his throat, dropping his voice and trying again. “I’m Jay. And you are?”

“Disgusted by your very presence.”

He laughed at her response, his eyes glinting as he pointed in the direction of the kitchen, where the adults had gone.

“Hey, so is my dad,” he said gleefully. “You two would get along great.”

A loud bellow of laughter, followed by a slightly louder shriek of mirth sounded from the next room, causing both children to jump, though Mal recovered first.

“Sounds like they’re getting along, at least,” she mumbled, and Jay gave her a look out of the corner of his eyes, his head still turned in the direction of the kitchen.

“I’d be a little more concerned, if I were you,” he muttered back. “My dad doesn’t ‘get along’ with anyone, more like charms his way to their untimely demise.”

“Please,” Mal snorted, rolling her own eyes. “Do you know who my mother is?”

“Should I?”

Mal started, caught off guard by the boy’s flippant tone. “Y-yes,” she snapped, scowling at him fiercely. “My mother is Maleficent, the Mistress of All Evil. She controls the goblins and all the powers of Hell itself.”

“Cool,” Jay murmured, still watching the other room intently. “My dad was the Royal Grand Vizier to the Sultan, and manipulated his way to becoming an all-powerful Genie.”

“He…he doesn’t look like an all-powerful Genie,” Mal probed cautiously, though she backed away from the kitchen just in case.

“That’s cause he’s not anymore,” Jay retorted, finally turning back to face her. “And your mom’s nothing special, either.”

Mal flinched, her eyes widening as she shot an anxious glance to the other room. “Shut up!” she hissed, shoving Jay hard.

“It’s true,” he said, shoving her back just as hard. “They’re not powerful anymore. But we…we could be.”

“What are you talking about?” Mal snapped, not liking his tone, or the feelings it stirred up inside her.

“I’m talkin’ about how someday, I’m getting off this stupid rock, and finding a magic lamp. Then, it’ll be my turn to be powerful.”

There was something dark in his gaze, in his grin, and Mal could suddenly see his resemblance to his father.

“That’s what they’re talkin’ in there,” Jay continued, jerking his head to the side. “About a way to get out and be powerful again.”

“That’s impossible,” Mal retorted, but the idea had her brain flip flopping with thoughts. “There’s a magic barrier. And just because she can still change form doesn’t mean….”

She trailed off, because Jay was giving her a weird look. “She can do what?” he asked, and Mal pursed her lips, realizing that maybe she shouldn’t have revealed that.

“Nothing,” she shook her head sharply. “I don’t get what we have to do with all this, but….”

“No no,” Jay said, shaking his own head as a sly sort of grin crossed his face. “You said she can change shape? Even with a magic barrier?”

“She…she’s a dragon,” Mal confided lowly. “I am too, but she’s stronger than me, and can actually change her form.”

“But how?” He seemed delighted at the prospect, and Mal bit her lip nervously.

“Something about the barrier,” she finally murmured. “It turns any magic items useless, like brooms can’t fly and stuff. But if the magic item, or person, is powerful enough, it simply dulls the magic to where it can’t be felt. If you’re strong enough, though….”

“Killer!” he crowed, and he leaned forward, suddenly enthusiastic and childish. “Do you think you could, too? Is it some kind of spell, or…oh! A necklace or something? Wait till I tell E--”

“Jayden!”

Jay flinched, but disguised the movement rather cleverly as he spun playfully on his heel, coming to a sharp attention as Jafar and her mother strode into the room. Mal glanced up and caught her mother’s eye, and gave a short, reassuring nod in response to her tight, worried look. Then she noticed Jafar’s glance and instantly averted her eyes. She heard him give a grunt of approval, but he ignored her after that, his feet turning instead to Jay. Mal found that she was holding her breath and instantly let it go, frowning hard at the ground.

“It has been drawn to my attention,” he murmured in grudging tones. “That I may not be using you to your full ability. Despite this, Maleficent has…kindly…offered an arrangement that will benefit us both.”

The way he said the word kindly made Mal shiver, and she glanced at her mother out of the corner of her eyes, trying to understand what was happening. Her mother gave no indication that she felt Mal’s gaze, however, and Mal scowled at Jay’s too-good-for-him shoes.

“No team in ‘I?’” Jay offered warily, the confusion in his voice apparent. Mal wondered what sort of catch phrase that was, but Jafar seemed to approve, letting out a low laugh that reminded her of snake’s hiss.

“It would seem this is one of those delicate times where a mutual cooperation is needed,” Jafar responded silkily. “You will teach Maleficent’s daughter the tools of the trade, and in exchange, she will teach you her own.”

“What?” Mal snapped, bringing her head up to glare at Jafar. She could see that Jay looked equally surprised, and had only just restrained himself from making the same exclamation.

Jafar turned on her, and Mal realized too late the mistake she had made. She didn’t dare look to her mother for help. She knew it wouldn’t be given, and not only that, but she had the blood of a dragon. She would face this herself. Mal’s glare was fierce, but Jafar’s even fiercer. She supposed a snake wasn’t that far off from a dragon, and although a dragon had power, the snake had poison.

Something about that dark gaze petrified her, and she was trying to brace herself for death when Jay’s voice rang out, low and skeptical.

“I don’t see how that mutually benefits me,” he mumbled, and Mal found she could breathe again as the man turned on his son.

“I mean,” Jay continued, kicking a foot casually. “I get it’d have to be good for you to take it but, what’s the deal?”

“The deal,” Jafar hissed, so sharply that Mal winced. “Is that you and Mal will learn from each other, and in exchange, so will Maleficent and I. She will provide a sort of sanctuary, and in return, I will provide commodities of my own.”

There was something in Jafar’s tone that made Mal uncomfortable for some reason; some secret hidden in his words that she couldn’t -and didn’t want to- understand.

“Know this, Jafar,” her mother cut in, and the power in her voice was undisputable. “I know when I’m being cheated.”

“Believe me, my dear Maleficent,” he crooned back in sly tones. “There is nothing but the best from my stock.”

“For your sake, let us hope so. And your brat better be as good as you say, my daughter has yet to disappoint me and I would hate for her to start now due to your lack of training.”

Jafar growled something under his breath, but the words weren’t anything Mal could understand. They sounded like gibberish to her. But Jay seemed to understand well enough, judging by the way he stiffened suddenly. But whatever tension that crossed between them passed, and Mal practically sighed aloud as they both turned to leave.

“We will discuss matters further amongst ourselves later this week, Maleficent,” Jafar tossed back over his shoulder. “In the mean-time, Jayden is free for your daughter’s use at any time.”

“I’m glad we could come to an agreement,” her mother responded lowly, and Mal bit her lip at the suppressed fury in her voice.

The door shut firmly behind them, and they weren’t gone more than a breath-length of time before the sparks ignited in her mother’s hands.

“Slimy bastard,” she growled, a low sound that echoed deep in her chest. “The nerve! That he thinks he can dismiss me. Me! He’s lucky I considered him even marginally worth my time the desert loving…..”

Mal shifted back a step, just in case, and her mother’s sharp eyes caught the movement, the blue orbs lighting with green.

“And just what,” she snarled, stalking towards her. “The hell, do you think you were doing?”

“I…,” Mal faltered, then grimaced, forcing her voice to remain even and lifting her eyes to meet her mother’s. “I didn’t think,” she said. “I wasn’t….”

“You’re damn right you weren’t thinking,” her mother snapped, cutting her off. “Honestly Mal, I expect better from you than this.”

“I know,” Mal murmured, dropping her gaze, unable to meet the disappointment in her mother’s eyes.

“When I was your age, showing such disrespect could mean the difference between the loss of your tongue, or your life.”

“I know,” Mal said again, a hint of a groan in her voice.

“Or your life, Mal,” her mother repeated sharply, her fingers reaching out and grabbing Mal’s chin, forcing her to meet the green-eyed gaze. It was more than fire, more than magic; it was raw power, an unseen vise squeezing tighter than her mother’s grip.

“I have worked too hard,” her mother continued in a dark undertone. “And you have yet to fail me. Don’t. Start. Now.”

Mal tried to nod, or even tear her eyes away, but the green wouldn’t let her go. She was frozen, and a hint of fear stabbed somewhere deep inside her, stealing the breath from her lungs. Something must have shown in her face, because her mother’s gaze softened, and Mal found she could breathe again.

“I’m only hard on you because I expect things from you,” her mother said, in a slightly less dangerous tone. “Jafar may not expect much from his brat, but that’s because they’re weak, and he doesn’t see things the way I do. The way we do,” she added, a wicked smile curling at her lips.

“But if he’s so weak,” Mal said cautiously, twisting her fingers through the gap in her sweater’s hem. “Why…why are you working with him? Why do I have to teach Jay--?”

“Because,” her mother sighed. “Sometimes you have to stoop in order to reach the throne room.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means,” her mother said, and her voice was tight again. “That I will work with Jafar, and you will work with Jay, and we will show them what true strength is.”

Mal had a sudden flash of realization, and she couldn’t help but echo her mother’s wicked grin. She would be just like the dragons in the stories. Even better, because she would be the fiercest, and maybe, just maybe, she could get some bones out of it.

“So,” Mal offered, smiling just a little wider. “Stooping?”

Her mother’s smile is all edges, but the light in her eyes is something hot and fierce. “That’s my little dragon.”


 

Jay

“Ok, so hey,” Aziz mumbles in his ear. “Um, can’t help but notice that you’re still just staring.”

Jay blinks, realizing with a pang of irritation that the other boy was right. But he still feels the need to remind him that Jay was the one in control here. He stabs down with his crutch and smirks at Aziz’s muffled groan.

“Point taken,” Aziz says, a hint of strain in his voice. “But uh, what are you gonna do about it?”

Jay is all set to attempt strangling the other boy as promised, but then he realizes that Aziz was not in fact, taunting him. Carlos was still sitting up in the infirmary bed, and he could tell by the set of the smaller boy’s jaw that he was just aching to throw something else at him. Something sharp, maybe. Or explosive.

“Carlos,” Jay tries again, keeping his voice low so it didn’t carry too far in the room. “Please, just say something.”

“Ssomething,” the boy growls in a harsh deadpan.

“Come on,” Jay retorts, frustrated. “What more do you want from me?”

Complete silence, and Jay realizes that it's not just because Carlos was refusing to talk. He stiffens, and turns sharply on his heel to see that the door had been swung open without any of them noticing, and the Fairy Godmother, along with Ben, and a man and a woman who were undoubtedly his parents, gaped from the open doorway.

“What--” Fairy Godmother tries to say, but is cut off by the man, who stalks forward into the room with a severe frown.

“What on earth is going on in here?” He demands, and his authority is made all the more apparent by the shiny badges on his suit and the (rather obvious now that Jay was thinking about it) crown on his head.

“Aziz,” Fairy Godmother continues, less harsh but equally stern. “I thought I told you to make sure Jay remained in his own room.”

“Oops?” Aziz tries with an innocent shrug, but even Jay know it’s too late for that.

“And just what,” the King breaks in, his eyes turning to Mal and Evie now. “Are doing in here? It was my impression that you intended to wait in the hall.”

Jay feels a tight sneer twisting his expression, and he shifts his weight on his crutch, ready to move forward and give the bastard a piece of his mind. Royal status or no, no one messed with his crew and got away with it. But Mal shoots him a look, and he reluctantly leans back; ready to jump in, but resigned to let her deal with it.

“We were more than happy to wait in the hallway,” Mal says, and her voice is a poisonous rumble. “But that was before we found out you had practically chained Carlos to his bed. Of course, it’s understandable how that could make us a little...upset.”

She snaps her fingers lightly by her side, and even Jay is caught off guard at the small spark of green that dances through her fingers before disappearing.

“Whaat?” Aziz whispers hoarsely. “She can do magic too?” His head snaps up to glance over at Jay before turning his amazed gaze to the adults. “I didn’t know she could do that; did you know she could do that? Cuz that’s pretty freakin’ awesome if you ask me.”

Jay grits his jaw at the barely concealed anger in the King’s face, which is echoed by resigned frustration in the Queen’s, and simple weariness in the Fairy Godmother’s. Aziz sees it too, and falters, his wide eyes dimming slightly as his smile fades.

“Of course, you’re not asking me, so…”

“Aziz,” the Queen cuts in with a short sigh and a shake of her head.

He falls silent and blinks up at the Fairy Godmother, his head nodding slightly to the left. “Something I said?” he mutters slowly, and she echoes the Queen’s sigh.

“Not you,” she replies tensely, and Aziz blinks again before breaking into a downright sinful grin.

“Oh,” he says, his eyes shining darkly as his gaze turns to the royals. “It was Dad…he did the thing, didn’t he? That hero speech?”

The King makes a sound that’s half growl, half groan, and Jay takes a half step closer to Mal and Evie.

“You know about that, how?” Fairy Godmother asks with a grimace.

“He’s been practicing for almost a week,” Aziz replies glibly. “Bear in mind that when I say practicing, I mean ranting over the phone to me and Mom or in letters. Aw, I wish I coulda seen it! Your faces….”

“Aziz,” Ben says, and his voice is stern and commanding in a way that Jay did not think he was capable of. “That’s enough.”

Aziz blinks, then inclines his head; conceding. “Right,” he murmurs quietly. “Well seeing as my commentary is clearly not needed, I’ll just head on out and take Jay back…”

“Actually, Aziz,” Ben continues, and his voice has dropped most of its sternness. “There’s some stuff we need to talk about with Jay and the others, since they’re all here.”

“Yeah, I figured,” he drawls easily, scratching the back of his head, but there’s a nervousness to his motions that sets Jay even further on edge.

He knows it has the same effect on Mal because he hears her snap her fingers lightly, and Evie sucks air between her teeth. Carlos doesn’t make any kind of sound, but Jay knows that he’s not any less affected than all of them. ‘We need to talks’ with an adult of any kind never ended well on the Isle. If you weren’t dead by the end, you wished that you were. That instinct is what drives Jay’s next words, despite the other part of him that knows it’s suicide.

The moment Aziz is gone and the door has shut the four of them in with the adults, Jay reaches a hand back to stop Mal’s forward movement and takes a wavering step of his own.

“I should go,” he says, trying not to lean so much on the damn crutch, to meet the King’s steely eyes and not look as weak as he felt. “I started the fights. I attacked Chad, on the lawn and in the halls; no one else. And…I stole the dwarf kid’s book.” He swallows hard and ignores Mal’s furious hiss of his name, continuing firmly. “I’m the one who should be sent back to the Isle.”

There’s an almost laughably long amount of silence at his words, and Jay doesn’t know if the look on the adult’s faces is confusion, relief, anger or something else entirely. But he certainly knows what the choked cursing behind him means, and he winces at the danger in Mal’s tone as she growls:

“Jayden. What the absolute hell do you think you’re doing?”

Her use of his full name would make him smirk in any other circumstance, but no one was amused, and no one had yet to actually counter his statement. He shifts his weight as subtly as he can, but the crutch still clicks rather obnoxiously against the tile, and it seems to at least jar Ben out of his stupor.

“What?” the other boy says, startled. “We’re not kicking you out…no one is being sent back to the Isle.” Then he pauses, and his brow furrows as his eyes flicker to the adults. “Right?”

Jay stifles his bitter snort, and clamps down on any further reaction as the Fairy Godmother quickly chimes in.

“Of course not,” she says quickly, shaking her head. “We wouldn’t exile you from the kingdom for something as trivial as bullying.”

Then she seems to realize what she’s said and goes pale, stammering hastily in her attempt to clarify.

“I…I mean, that is to say….”

Mal grunts softly behind him, but Jay keeps his gaze locked on Ben, waiting for the other boy to break first. He does, his hands fidgeting in front of him and his eyes looking anywhere but directly at Jay.

“Guys,” he says nervously. “You’re not in trouble. I mean, there will probably have to be um…consequences,” he trips over the word, and Jay wonders if it’s really that foreign a concept to him. “But no one is being sent away.”

“Right,” Jay retorts skeptically, and he notices with a hint of triumph that even the Queen was now having trouble meeting his gaze.

“Children,” the Fairy Godmother cuts in, and Mal growls her displeasure. “Rest assured that we will not treat you unfairly. While we don’t encourage negative behavior such as fighting or bullying, we do understand where your actions come from.”

“Do you now?” Jay hears Mal mutter, and he grits his jaw to keep his own challenge from slipping out.

“Now, while I am relieved to see you relatively unharmed,” Fairy Godmother continues, either not hearing or choosing not to respond to Mal’s taunt. “There are a few things we need to address. For instance, Carlos…”

Jay straightens, and he hears a shuffle of movement that can only be Mal and Evie sliding closer to Carlos’ bed. He sees a flicker of an exchange pass between the King and Queen, but he keeps his gaze locked on the Fairy Godmother.

“I received a surprising report from your biology teacher, Mr. Kropp, about some…behavioral issues he’s been having in class. Would you like to explain that to me?”

“Ssure,” Carlos says, and his voice is full of strained sarcasm. “Mu-mu-my issues or his?”

“What he means,” Jay cuts in quickly, before anyone could get too angry. “Is that Kropp hasn’t exactly made things easy for either of us, but especially Carlos.”

“I knew w-what I meant,” Carlos mutters darkly from behind him, but Jay continues with Fairy Godmother.

“You said Carlos could sign in his classes, so he didn’t have to worry about talking,” Jay accuses. “But then Kropp said he wouldn’t give out any ‘special treatment’ to villains, and that was that. He basically treated Carlos like crap, so it’s no wonder he snapped.”

“Jay,” he hears Carlos growl softly, but the Fairy Godmother blinks, her voice one of surprise.

“I was not aware of any of this,” she murmurs quietly. “If you were having trouble you could have come to me.”

Jay snorts, and he can almost hear Mal roll her eyes.

“Especially you, Carlos,” Fairy Godmother continues. “If Kropp wasn’t understanding of you or your needs, you could have told me, and I would have handled it, instead of undermining his authority in front of the class.”

“Wait, you did what?” Mal hisses, and Jay angles his body so he can glance at Carlos too.

“I didn’t u-u-undermine anything,” Carlos says tersely. “He asked, and I an-answered.”

“But the way it came across...” Fairy Godmother insists gently, but Evie shakes her head, cutting across her.

“Carlos, did you really?” She asks, stunned. “When I gave you those notes I thought you'd write them in a report or something, not...”

“Ssay it in front of pe-people?” Carlos finishes, and Jay grimaces at the sharp bite in his voice.

“Yes,” Evie admits, but there's a hint of reluctance in her tone.

“Yes, well,” Fairy Godmother says, taking back the conversation. “Regardless, the situation in general is not a good one, which is why we've come up with a solution that will hopefully be beneficial to everyone.”

Jay had heard that before, and the only ‘benefits’ he’d received was being sent here to Auradon.

“Starting at the beginning of next week, Carlos will be taking Chemistry with Evie, and Mal will learn Biology with Jay. And you will all begin Auradon History I with Professor Thatch.”

She says it like it's the greatest news in the world, but Jay couldn't care less about history or science. What concerned him was the fact that he was being separated from Carlos, and while it wasn't a big deal on its own- they'd all been apart from each other before- the situation itself made it feel like a punishment.

“This is not something that is being done to hurt you,” Fairy Godmother says gently, like she had read his mind. “It is not a punishment. Rather it's something we've come up with in the hope that it will make things easier for you.”

“And there's more,” Ben cuts in, and he looks actually excited about this 'more.' “We figured since you all clearly have a lot of energy and different talents and skills, that it would be a good idea for you guys to take some extracurricular classes.”

“Extra classes,” Mal deadpans. “That's a good idea how?”

“Extracurricular,” Ben corrects, still with an eager smile. “They're classes that don't necessarily count for a final grade, but are things that students can do for fun, and to enhance a skill or learn something new.”

“Thanks,” Jay says. “But I think we've got our skill sets covered.”

“Think about it, at least,” Ben suggests, not put out in the slightest by his tone. “Auradon has a lot to offer, and I think you guys do too.”

“Aside from what we have already seen, I hope,” the King rumbles, and Jay feels a smirk pulling at his lips. They had no idea what they were capable of. But he was looking forward to showing off.

“Well, that's the good news at least,” Fairy Godmother continues. “As Ben mentioned, there will be consequences. Chad is currently receiving stitches for his wounds, and there has been much debate as to what should be done.”

Jay tenses, gripping the crutch tighter. He bet he could take out at least Ben and the Fairy Godmother, and if it came down to it they could all gang up on the King...of course that would leave the Queen, but hopefully she'd be smart and either run or just let them go...

“An extra week of detention,” the Fairy Godmother's voice cuts through his morbid thoughts. “And an official apology issued to Chad and his family from both Jay and Carlos.”

Jay feels some of the tension leave his body at her words. Because this was Auradon, not the Isle. Of course they wouldn't actually do anything...

“And Mr. Kropp has requested that Carlos serve a separate detention with him, as well as apologize for the disruption he caused to the class.”

“Hang on,” Jay snaps, his hands clenching around the crutch once more. “Don’t you mean that the other way around?”

“Jay, that’s enough.”

It’s Mal’s voice this time, hard but low, so Jay only just catches her words. He turns on her furiously, but she straightens and meets his gaze with eyes a shade of green he’d only ever seen on Maleficent. There’s no sparks this time, but the intensity of her stare alone was enough to give Jay second thoughts. Evie was shaking her head beside Mal, silently pleading with him not to give in to his instincts and meet the challenge. Carlos was still refusing to acknowledge him at all, and Jay turns back to Mal when she growls softly at him for his attention.

“Stand down,” she hisses quietly. “We’ll deal with it. Don’t. Start. Shit.”

He grits his jaw in a fierce snarl, and Mal’s own lips twist, her expression hardening as her eyes flash just a bit brighter.

“Stand. Down,” she repeats, and Jay finds his control slipping, his anger and resolve melting just enough that he can’t hold her gaze. He jerks out of her control with a curse, snapping his head to the side and breaking the staring match.

“Cheater,” he hisses, but he backs away and lets her step forward and take control.

Jay turns back around in time to see Ben’s uncertain gaze, which is reflected in the eyes of all the adults present, the prince shifting his weight nervously before asking:

“Is everything…?”

“It’s fine,” Mal replies shortly, but then she recovers, or rather, falters. Her balance seems to, at least, and she has to take an extra step before she gets her feet under her again. “Carlos will say he’s sorry and we’ll all move on with our lives.”

“Um,” Ben starts to say, but Mal turns her attention back to the Fairy Godmother.

“Is that it?”

“It is, for the present.” The answer comes, not from the Fairy Godmother, but from the King, and Jay sucks in a breath while Mal goes rigid and drops her eyes.

“Time will only tell just what will come of this,” the man continues sternly. “I will say, that while the past day’s events have been resolved - however un-ideally- any future incidents will be looked at quite differently, and will not be taken nearly so lightly. Is that understood?”

Jay grits his jaw against the anger that wants to spill out and nods, and he can only assumed the slight shuffle of sound behind him means that Carlos and Evie are doing the same. Mal inclines her head even further, the fire completely gone from her voice as she answers.

“Very understood, Sir.”

The King nods, satisfied. “Good. Now, if that is quite all…” he glances to Ben significantly, and the other boy seems to deflate slightly as he turns back to face them.

“I’ll see you guys later, ok? Try not to set anything on fire.” He offers a half-hearted grin before he turns and follows after the King and Queen.

“Not funny, Benjamin,” Jay hears the King mutter, and then they’re gone, and it’s just the four of them and the Fairy Godmother.

“Well,” she sighs. “That all could have gone much better.”

Jay scoffs, and Mal echoes his unamused laugh with one of her own.

“You’re telling us,” she replies, and the Fairy Godmother shakes her head before offering up a smile of her own.

“While things might not be great right now, I do want you all to know how proud I am of the progress you’ve made so far.”

She seems to be looking at Carlos in particular, and Jay frowns, wondering just what it was she was hinting at that he didn’t know about.

“It will get even better,” Fairy Godmother promises. “But you are going to have to try.”

“Try?” Jay repeats incredulously. “You mean we haven’t been trying already?”

“Told you I think we should be singing more,” Mal mutters.

“I didn’t mean to diminish your achievements, Jay,” Fairy Godmother says, and Jay makes a face at her overt and condescending tone. “I just think…you all can come across very intense, and so perhaps you could try and take in some more Auradon influences.”

“Yeah, you say ‘influence’ and I hear ‘manipulate,’” Jay replies warily, shifting his weight and trying to hide his wince as his ribs twang painfully.

“We’ll try, though,” Mal cuts in, shooting him a sharp look. “The Auradon way.” She smiles at Fairy Godmother, who returns it with obvious relief.

“I’m glad to hear you say that, Mal,” she says with a sigh, before straightening with obvious intent. “Now children, it is getting late, and the three of you still have classes in the morning….”

“Wait, three of you?” Jay repeats, and Fairy Godmother blinks at him slowly.

“Yes, Jay,” she says. “Carlos, Mal and Evie will still continue their classes while you remain here to heal.”

“Excuse me?” he mutters, glaring at her, and she looks startled at his dark tone.

“You do still have severe injuries, Jay,” she says softly. “Despite our magic, we can only do so much. You will be staying here for at least the remainder of the week.”

“This is bullshit!” Jay snarls, ignoring Mal’s fierce glare. “You think I haven’t had broken bones before? I’ve had worse than this when I was 12, but I still went out and stole for Jafar’s shop.”

The look on the Fairy Godmother’s face made him pause, and he cast his eyes to the ceiling as he tried to figure out what he had said wrong. Then it hits him, and he shifts his weight again, gripping the crutch tightly.

“I meant…my Dad’s…shop,” he tries to correct lamely, but she still was staring at him strangely, and it was starting to get really annoying.

“What could possibly…” Fairy Godmother starts to say, then she seems to catch herself, as well, and shakes her head. “Regardless of what may have happened in the past, it is against school policy to release a student from the infirmary less than 48 hours after a major injury. 24 for a minor one,” she adds, almost to herself. “But of course, given the circumstances and the extent of your injuries, the rest of the week is perfectly acceptable.”

“Fucking bull,” Jay growls again, resentment coloring his tone.

“Hey if you’re so eager for homework, I’ll make sure to bring it to you after class,” Mal mutters, and though her words are a joke, he can tell from her tone that she's just as upset about the arrangement as he is.

“That’s a wonderful idea, Mal,” Fairy Godmother praises. “Of course you’ll be allowed to visit after class.”

“And it’s only a few more days,” Evie tries to encourage. “Don’t worry, we won’t get into trouble without you.” She winks at him, and Jay can’t help but grin back, feeling some of his nerves lessening.

“W-w-who knows?” He hears Carlos say, and Jay turns to see that the other boy had shoved himself away from his bed and was already heading for the door. “Maybe we’ll even enjoy ourselves.”

Jay flinches at the dark look in Carlos's eyes as he stares at him, and he doesn't miss the meaning in the boy’s words. The Fairy Godmother seems to miss it entirely, however, as she smiles and says:

“That’s the spirit, Carlos!”

Evie gives Jay a knowing look, and nods her head in Carlos’ direction, the younger boy having made it to the door, and was shifting his weight anxiously back and forth. “We’ll talk to him,” she says softly. “He’ll come around.”

“Yeah, maybe by the time we’ve graduated,” Jay mutters back, and Evie purses her lips.

“I’ll talk to him,” she repeats, before making her way over to the door as well.

“Alright then,” Fairy Godmother says cheerfully. “The Dining Hall is just finishing clearing up now, so let’s get you three down and get you something to eat before curfew. And don’t worry, Jay,” she adds quickly. “The fairies will get you back to your room and bring you something to eat too.”

“I can find my own way back,” Jay grumbles, but he’s relieved at least to hear that food would actually be brought to him.

“Please,” Mal scoffs at him, rolling her eyes. “Like you’re not thrilled about skipping classes and basically being waited on.”

“Well when you put it that way,” Jay muses, smirking at her. “I could get used to it.”

“And like Evie said, we won’t get into any trouble without you,” her eyes sparkle a lighter shade of green, and Jay almost wants to laugh, but controls himself with Fairy Godmother present.

“If you do,” he advises. “Make sure you do it with some of my special flair; at least my presence will still be felt.”

Mal snorts and shakes her head. “Yeah, I’ll leave the ‘flair’ for Carlos.”

“Um, exc-use me?” Carlos protests; and although he laughs as they all file out the door, Jay can’t help but feel a slight twinge in his chest. And he’s pretty sure it has nothing to do with the broken ribs.


 

Audrey

“What are you thinking, babe?” Audrey asks as she watches Ben carefully. They were back in his room, but this time he wasn’t pacing a frantic hole in the carpet. She sat on the foot of his bed, poking at his feet, while he lay flat on his back on top of the sheets, staring blankly up at the ceiling. The light from the bedside lamp illuminated their half of the room, throwing shadows across his face and darkening his expression.

“You know what I’m thinking,” Ben mumbles, barely even blinking as he adjusts his feet away from her reach.

“I can’t read your mind,” Audrey teases lightly. “Last I checked, I didn’t have any magical abilities.”

“I get it,” Ben huffs, his eyes narrowing slightly. “I screwed up. You don’t have to keep reminding me. Dad does that enough already.”

Audrey sighs, and shifts her body a little closer. Not too close, of course. But close enough that Ben actually lifted his head an inch to look at her.

“I don’t think you screwed up, Ben,” she says quietly, and he makes a scoff that sounds almost like a growl before flopping back down dramatically.

“You do,” he insists. “You’re just too perfect to admit it.”

“Hm,” Audrey hums, frowning exaggeratedly. “Perfect and can read minds. Two out of three, then.”

“Stop,” Ben groans. “You’re not helping.”

“Well what would you like me to do then, Ben?” she snaps, a little harsher than intended. “And yes, I am aware of what I just said. What do you want me to say? That I think you were wrong and should send them all back to the Isle? That you never should have tried this in the first place? That absolutely no good could come from…”

“Ok, ok,” Ben protests, sitting up sharply and glaring at her. “I get it.”

“But you don’t, clearly,” Audrey continues, not backing down. “If you want to know what I think, then here it is: I think you need to stop being a whiny prince and actually do something for once.”

“Um, ow,” Ben says, his blue eyes wide as he blinks at her.

“I love you, Ben, you know that,” Audrey says gently, reaching out and squeezing his hand. “But I think you need to learn to take charge of things. You’re going to be King in a few months, and you can’t keep going through it the way you are now.”

“Still kind of ow,” Ben murmurs, his brow furrowing slightly. “If you’re trying to make me feel better, you’re kind of failing.”

“I’m trying to make you understand,” Audrey sighs, leaning forward to try and make him see her better. Hear her. “You made your decree thinking that you could bring some children over from the Isle; that an experience in Auradon would somehow magically make things ok. We’d bring them over, give them food and maybe sing a few songs and we’d all learn from each other and it’d be some great coming-of-age thing.”

“I knew something was missing,” Ben replies meekly. “I told Doug we should be singing….”

“Ben,” Audrey deadpans, and he sighs, bringing his gaze up to meet hers.

“I’m sorry,” he says, twisting his hand out of her grip and clenching it against the sheets. “You’re right, as always. About all of it. About…about me.”

“I’m not saying you’re wrong,” she repeats steadily, refusing to let him wallow again. “But you have to think of it from their perspective. From the VK’s perspective, Auradon abandoned them…worse, threw them away…and the only reason they’re being treated well now is as part of some political move by the prince.”

“What? I don’t…politics?”

Audrey has to stifle a laugh as Ben’s face screws up, and it’s adorable because it’s like he can’t tell whether to be confused or offended, but his face tries to convey both at once.

“And what’s V K?” he adds with a frown.

This time, Audrey does laugh, shifting a little closer to him in her excitement. “You like that?” she asks with a grin. “Lonnie and I came up with it…well, mostly Lonnie. It’s short for ‘villain kid.’”

“That’s…actually pretty clever,” Ben admits, and Audrey smiles a little wider.

“I’ll be sure to let her know you approve.”

“Ok, but catchy acronyms aside, what did you mean by politics? Cuz anyone who knows me knows I don’t really do politics.”

Audrey sighs, suddenly regretting having to be the voice of reason. She wouldn’t have minded some more lighthearted teasing.

“Yes, well they don’t know that. Best case scenario is that you’re doing it as some scheme to make yourself look good to the rest of Auradon.”

“That sounds pretty bad to me,” Ben says slowly, and Audrey purses her lips, thinking back to the few interactions she had seen with the VKs; how they seemed to reject the very idea of any softness or kind gestures. It was something she definitely needed to talk with them about, that is, if they ever gave her the chance.

“I think,” she begins softly. “I think for them, worst would be because you actually care.”

“But…but I do care,” he murmurs, and Audrey sighs sympathetically, offering a grim sort of smile.

“Then you’re going to have to prove it,” she says. “This was your idea, for better or worse. So now you need to start making things better.”

“And what if I can’t?” he asks, his brow furrowing worriedly. “What if I really am just as naïve and clueless as they all think I am?”

“You? Clueless?” Audrey scoffs, feigning offense. “Never!”

He manages a laugh this time, and when she leans over to kiss him, their shadows blend together on the wall so it’s impossible to tell where one begins and the other ends.


 

Carlos

“Sso you’re not gonna turn into a dr-dr-dragon or anything, right?”

“Shut up Carlos.”

“Ju-just checking.”

Carlos sat on his bed, fiddling with the main part of his project. He’d managed to find a small torch from the Auradon workshop, and had successfully seared a minuscule hole into the top of the metal box. With any luck, he’d be able to get a wire through and redirect currents through it. His other project wasn’t going nearly as well, being comprised mostly of junk and spare foil wrappers from the Isle. He was thinking he might just end up scrapping it and starting over, maybe smuggle some working parts from the workshop.

“I can’t believe you actually bit Chad!” Mal snarls, and Carlos rummages through his kit, trying not to meet the fire in her eyes.

“I can,” Evie says from J-- from the other bed. “Remember that time in detention? And Leroux had….”

“Don’t,” Carlos warns, a shudder going through his body before he could stop it. Evie might have thought it funny, but that was only because she hadn’t been there for what had come before. She hadn’t heard Leroux’s comments, or seen the looks. But Carlos had. So had Mal, but that was a different matter entirely.

“What happened to sticking together and just trying to survive?” Mal continues, and Carlos bites his lip, averting his eyes and twisting another gear into place.

“I think you’re being a bit overdramatic, M,” Evie murmurs, and Mal whirls furiously on her heel.

“I’m sorry if my being worried offends you, princess.”

Woah. Carlos snaps his head up, eyes wide, his project falling to his lap. He darts an anxious glance over to Evie, to see that the other girl looks equally stunned, but it’s already threatening to dissolve into something more emotional. He’d heard the nasty comments some of the girls had made when they’d first arrived; how Evie was nothing to them, and any titles she may have had were stripped because of the Isle.

Mal obviously realizes her mistake, her anger melting away as her body goes rigid, her eyes closing in a grimace.

“Fuck,” she hisses through her teeth, her eyes opening and focusing on Evie. “E, I didn’t mean to snap.”

“Yes you did,” Evie counters with a tight smile, her voice wavering slightly. “But it’s ok.”

“It’s not, though,” Mal persists, taking a step like she were going to start pacing again, then pausing. “Everything is not ok. We still don’t have any plan for the wand, Jay is gone, and pretty much every adult is screwing us over in some way or another…”

She stops suddenly, clenching her jaw tightly. Carlos swallows hard against his own emotions, hating that her found himself agreeing with her. Especially…damn.

“Mal,” Evie whispers, and Carlos blinks, looking up again while his fingers probe mindlessly at his project. “It’s going to be ok. Jay is fine; for once he’s actually in good hands. We’ll figure things out for the wand, and as for the rest-”

Something wicked flashes through the other girl’s eyes, her head turning to catch Carlos’ gaze. He straightens, a small smirk of his own flickering across his face.

“How does another trip to the lab sound?” Evie asks, and Carlos grins a little wider.

“T-tell me wwhen.”


 

“Ok…now stir until it turns blue,” Evie instructs, her attention fixed on the page in Mal’s spell book.

Carlos frowns at the ‘cauldron,’ stirring the definitely-not-blue potion. “Is it ssuposed to be sm-smoking like that?”

“Yes,” Evie says, her eyes barely glancing in his direction. “Wait…yeah, it’s fine. Good, actually.”

“It’s not blue,” Mal chimes in a helpful deadpan from her place at the door.

Carlos scowls at her, but he can’t help but echo her lackluster thoughts. The thrill of the successful potion was starting to wear off, and he had a suspicion he knew exactly why. He grips the glass a bit tighter in his hands, stirring with vigor as he imagines that the cauldron is Jay’s face, and the potion bubbles energetically, the liquid shimmering a very faint color.

“E-evie!” he chokes out, stunned. “It’s blue!”

Evie squeals silently, almost scattering the remaining ingredients in her haste to rush over. Even Mal curses appreciatively, and Carlos finds himself tensing in anticipation of Jay’s response. Only to realize once again, that the other boy was not with them and so he had no need to fear a ‘friendly’ punch or a rough ruffling of his hair. He doesn’t like it. He likes it even less that he actually cares, and focuses back on the potion as Evie starts gushing enthusiastically.

“…we need now is the final steps from you Carlos,” she says, and Carlos groans slightly, dropping the stirring stick.

“D-don’t tell me I have to ssing,” he mumbles, and Evie laughs quietly.

“No you don’t have to sing,” she says.

‘As if you could,’ says a voice that sounds too much like someone else’s. ‘It would probably come out like you’re rapping or something.’

Carlos frowns, and almost fires back a retort, but then he notices Evie is staring at him expectantly, and realizes he’s completely missed her instructions.

“Ssorry,” he mumbles, and she rolls her eyes with a sigh.

“I said,” she repeats. “You just have to talk for a bit.”

“W-w-what do I ssay?” Carlos asks, ducking his head. Suddenly he’s aware of just how much he trips over his words, just how bad his stupid stutter really was.

“Anything,” Evie replies, seeming not to notice his discomfort. “I’ll stir, to keep it bubbling, but you just talk.”

“W-w-will it ssteal my voice?” he squeaks, and the voice snorts out a laugh in the back of his mind.

‘Probably end up doing yourself a favor,’ it chuckles. ‘Can’t trip if you can’t talk, right?’

“Not this one,” Evie assures proudly. “I modified it, so it won’t steal your voice, only copy it.”

“And Kropp?” Mal asks, her eyes still on the door though her body is fixed on them. “What’ll it do to him?”

“Carlos will talk into the potion now, and it’ll copy his voice,” Evie explains, reading from the book as she goes. “The potion itself will act as a vessel, so when Kropp drinks it, his own voice will mute, and Carlos’ will take its place.”

“Won’t that instantly tip him off as to who did it?” Mal scowls, her head turning to glare at Evie, who shakes her head.

“Nope,” she says, still with that proud tone. “It’ll still be Kropp’s own voice talking, but just with Carlos’ borrowed stutter.”

“Ooh!” Carlos gasps, straightening in realization.

“That’s pretty awesome, E,” Mal praises, and Evie beams a little more.

“But that’s not even the best part,” she says, leaning across the table to stare intently at him. “While the potion is in effect, your stutter will be transferred to Kropp, so…”

“Sso I’ll be a-able to talk?” Carlos finishes, completely stunned. “R-really?”

“Really,” Evie confirms with a nod.

“Damn, Evie,” Mal mutters. “That’s…that’s just wow.”

“I know, right?” Evie replies, before composing herself quickly, grabbing the stirring stick from where it had fallen on the table. “Now, Carlos, start talking.”


 

It was a few hours later, and after several recitations of ‘She sells sea-shells by the sea shore,’ and, ‘Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,’ and, ‘How now brown cow?’ and ‘Why is a raven like a writing desk?’ plus any other number of words and rhymes and stories for Carlos to recite; he was exhausted.

Evie had declared the potion a success, and so now the only thing to do was find a way to slip it into Kropp’s drink of choice. That would be Carlos’ job, and he figured breakfast might be a good time to scope things out and see if he could find where Kropp sat with the other teachers. Carlos couldn’t deny that he was thrilled, and the thought of getting revenge- of actually being able to talk!- was the only thing filling his mind.

He was so caught up in it, that he almost didn’t notice they were back at the dorms until the girls stopped at the door. Carlos blinks, bringing his eyes up and frowning when he doesn’t recognize the number at the top. Then his eyes adjust, and his frown deepens as he glances questioningly to Mal and Evie. He starts to sign, remembering the lateness of the hour and just where they were, but Evie cuts across him, her voice a sympathetic whisper as she opens the door.

“We thought…with Jay still in the infirmary, you might feel more comfortable sleeping with us.”

He starts to scoff, then a retort slips into his mouth before the sound could come out and he ends up choking. By the time he’s finished silently drowning and the words actually start to form, Mal had already shut the door behind him and turned on the light.

“F-f-f-fine,” Carlos all but spits, and Mal snorts at his attempt.

“Pick a bed,” she tells him, tugging her jacket off. “Just not mine.”

“Nno,” Carlos hisses, backing towards the door. “I meant I’m f-fine. I can ssleep in my own ro-room.”

“You sure?” Evie asks, her brow furrowing. “Because we have plenty of room, and you can’t possible snore worse than Mal.”

“Um, excuse me?” Mal retorts, her eyes lighting green, seeming without her noticing.

“You do snore,” Evie replies easily, tugging off her shoes and placing them neatly beside her bed. “Just because you have the blood of a dragon doesn’t mean you have to sleep like one.”

“I do not…”

“Guys!” Carlos snaps impatiently. “I’m not a little k…id. I can ssleep in my own room,” he repeats.

“By yourself,” Mal seems all too happy twisting the knife. “Completely alone. Without Jay or any of us there.”

“I’ve sslept by myself before,” he grumbles, just short of an actual growl. “And I didn’t al-al-always have you.”

“I mean, true but, ever since you have had us…”

“I’ll be f-fine,” he retorts, cutting Mal off. “Ssee you in the mmorning.”

“Goodnight,” Evie offers, but he’s already twisting the doorknob, yanking open the door and doing his best not to slam it in his haste to get out of the room.

It was too stifling, the room, Mal, Evie. He just needed to get back to his room…get back his room and….

Carlos blinks, shaking his head hard to clear it. It was stupid just how much he was letting this affect him. But it was affecting him, and he swallows against the tightness that threatens to choke off his air. He was fine, he wasn’t going to freak out again. He just needed to get back to his room and he would be fine.

He takes a step, and wonders if Jane was right, if he really should do theatre. After all, he was so good at making faces he could actually make himself believe in them too.


 

Beast

It’s not often that the King of Auadon lets his anger get the better of him, his days as a beast serving as a painful reminder of what would happen if he lost control of himself in such a way. But given the recent circumstances (and the other, actual reminder of the aforementioned beastliness) it was no small wonder that one could find the King pacing a rather furious circle before the fireplace in one of his castle’s smaller entertaining rooms.

“The nerve of that boy!” he snarls, turning a sharp corner and tramping back over the carpet. “I knew there was a reason I hadn’t wanted him included in meetings.”

Never mind the fact that he also refused to acknowledge the Arabian lad as anything even resembling royalty.

“To accuse us in such a way,” the King continues vehemently. “Not to mention the villains themselves! If it were up to me, I’d have them all sent back to the Isle immediately, good will aside….”

It occurs to him somewhere between when he stops for breath and when he turns another furious corner, that his usual voice of reason and calm had been suspiciously silent. He turns, slower this time, to the chair set at an angle just off of the fireplace, and frowns at the pensive look on his wife’s face.

“Belle?” he asks, his voice gruff and low with concern.

She blinks, but doesn’t meet his eyes, instead staring into the fireplace as she speaks. “Do you remember the deer?”

Her voice is soft, and barely carries farther than her lips, but he’s able to hear her anyway. Some things yet remained from his curse; blessings on some days and…curses on the others. But he’s able to hear, not just her words, but the way her voice breaks ever so slightly on the word ‘deer.’

It brings him up short, and he finds himself taking a half step closer to her, his fury fading ever so slightly as he tries to understand.

“I don’t…” he begins, but she speaks again, her eyes still on the dancing flames.

“The deer,” she repeats quietly, and there’s that small break again. “That day, in the beginning. When we first…met.”

She’s being delicate, dancing around him with her words, and he hates it when she does that. It means he’s lost himself again, that he’d returned enough to his beastly ways that she felt she had to tiptoe around him, that fear that lingered softly in the back of her mind, and in the pit of his stomach. That dreadful ‘what if?’ that seemed to hinge on every move.

But her words are what hit him, their meaning not lost on him even if he were closer to beast than man. ‘When we first met.’ When she’d been nothing more to him than a prisoner, something for him to use and break. When he was still a beast.

He hadn’t been lying, back in the conference room. He couldn’t remember, or at least, he refused to remember- what it had been like before. Before Belle; or rather, before he had opened himself up to her. Anything before that was just a dark spot in his memory, a forbidden East Wing that yielded nothing but horror.

So when Belle said, ‘do you remember the deer?’ he had to keep himself from cringing back as his memories thrust dark and grisly images at him, rattling doors that shouldn’t be opened.

“No,” he finally manages thickly. “I don’t remember a deer.”

She hums softly, but it’s not a cheerful sound, and to hear something so unpleasant come from her is far more startling than his own warped mind.

“It was before,” she says. “Mrs. Potts and the others had just finished making me a rather illicit meal and were taking me to my room.”

She pauses in thought, and he can’t help but wince. He remembered some of it, at least. How he’d threatened to keep her from eating…how he had kept her from eating. He’d always assumed, when she clearly hadn’t wasted away to nothing, that his servants must have been giving her something, but to hear her bring it up now; it made him want to hide away from himself; to forget that he’d ever been that way.

“Anyway,” she says, and he forces himself to look at her again, to not remember even though she was forcing him to. “We were just coming down the stairs, and suddenly a door bangs open and there you were…with a deer.”

It hits him then, almost like a physical slap across the face, and he’s suddenly in the moment again. His fur is thick and matted, itchy around his neck where his cloak had been twisted around his shoulder. He has something, in his claws, across his back. There’s a savory, metallic taste on his tongue. And a girl…eyes as wide as the creature he’d just dragged in…staring at him in something like realization, but which a part of him knows must be horror….

“Why,” he rasps, then he clears his throat and tries again. “Why are you bringing this up now?”

“Because I think...,” and then she stops again, her lips pressing tightly together and her eyes flickering to his for just a second. And then she continues, and she’s dancing again, spinning circles and just out of reach. “It never really occurred to me until then to see you as a beast. You were the beast, and you were a beast, but it never struck me until then that you were…what you were.”

“Belle?” he asks again, almost pleading with her to make sense. To really speak to him.

“Aladdin was right,” she says, meeting his eyes fully, a firm expression on her face that is heightened by the fire that splashes across her cheeks and jaw. “We’ve forgotten who we are, and who were are involves people who…who threw others away like trash and left them to rot.”

He wants to retort, but he can’t. The memory is still too raw, too fresh and new in his mind. He almost regrets asking her to stop dancing with her words; he almost wants to ask her to dance. To just forget it all and just be, for a little while. But he can’t, because she’s right. Because he is still a beast, despite his human form. Because he remembered the deer.

“They’re villains, Belle,” he tries, weakly. It only makes the fire flash brighter, and he realizes that it’s not just the physical fire; it’s the one in her eyes.

“And you were a beast,” she replies. Not arguing, stating. “You were a beast and how could I not have seen? Not have realized that of course, given the environment and just how ingrained it was in your nature; of course there would have been…deer.”

He winces again, because he realizes now what this is. What he is, and what the deer really means to her in this moment.

“What sort of environment have we sacrificed those children to?” she whispers hoarsely, and he can almost smell the salt of her tears, even from here. “What have we done? What have we left them to experience…what have they experienced that even here in Auradon they can’t escape?”

He knows that she’s crying now, even before her body starts to shake. He knows it because of the burning in his eyes, the way his throat seems to swell with the painful weight of a stone.

“They’re more than just villains, Adam,” Belle manages to get out, and despite her tears her voice is still resolute. “And we need to make sure they know that, too.”

He doesn’t trust his voice, doesn’t trust his own feelings to properly convey everything he wants to say. Instead he just nods mutely, and when he turns to pace again, it’s with a heavier step than before. His thoughts chase each other around restlessly; the knowledge that she was right, but also the deep, instinctive fear of all that could happen if she were wrong.

Chapter 14: If it don't hurt now, just wait

Summary:

In which Carlos joins the breakfast club; the AKs enact their plans; Jay learns that hospitals are boring; and Mal is pissed(tm).

Notes:

*note the updated Tags and Archive Warnings!!!*

Warnings include the standard: cursing and some mild crude humor, implied/referenced child abuse, and some brief, hinted at homophobia.

Chapter Text

Ben

The dorm hallways were moderately busy this time as he approaches two doors. He’d managed to get up early, though Ben suspected that was more to do with his lack of sleep than actual responsibility on his part. He just couldn’t get over how horribly wrong things seemed to be going. Not just with the attacks and the problems in classes; the four themselves just weren’t…right.

Ben lets out a short sigh, which he quickly sucks back in, plastering a smile onto his face and knocking on the nearest door. He’d decided to pick up Carlos first, since the younger boy was alone with Jay in the infirmary. Granted the boy very well could have slept with the girls like he and Jay had that first night, but he figured it didn’t hurt to check.

There was no sound from the other side of the door, and Ben shifts his weight nervously, knocking again a little louder.

“Carlos?” he calls tentatively through the door. “It’s Ben, can I come in?”

Ben thinks he hears some kind of noise, but it takes a moment for a word to be made out, and it’s broken up and only just audible through the wood.

“O-o-o-open.”

He smiles again, and twists the knob, pushing open the door and stepping inside. He nearly trips over a large, tube like device in the doorframe, and Carlos makes a soft noise, scrambling forward on hands and knees to lift the device from under his feet, cradling it carefully to his chest.

“Good morning Carlos,” Ben says with a chuckle. Carlos nods his head jerkily, eyes on the ground as he balances the device in his hands, crossing to the giant closet beside his bed and gently sliding the thing inside.

Only once the door is closed securely on the device does Carlos straighten and turn, offering Ben a careful wave in greeting. He still wasn’t quite meeting his eyes though, and Ben feels a pang of sadness inside as he realizes that things were basically back to square one. He tries not to let it show on his face though, and instead nods his head in the direction of the open door.

“You want to head over and grab the girls? Then we can all head to breakfast together.”

He tries to keep his tone light, and leave the suggestion open for the boy to refuse. But Carlos just nods, and ducks to grab a small bag from under his bed before making his way to the door. Ben goes out first, and Carlos follows behind as they walk the few doors down to Mal and Evie’s room.

The door opens before he can knock, and Evie offers Ben a strained sort of half smile, tossing her hair easily over her shoulder.

“Hi,” she says lightly, but her eyes are on Carlos, and Ben can see the concern in her gaze. “Um, Mal will be right out.”

“I’m here,” Mal’s voice replies, and there she is, suddenly taking over the door with her presence. And she is definitely looking him in the eye, her own gaze sharp and penetrating. “Ben,” she says stiffly.

Ben is reminded of the sparks of magic he had seen last night in the infirmary, and he has to fight not to shudder, to continue meeting Mal’s eyes and appear calm.

“Good morning,” he says, and she curls her lip at him, her eyes instantly shooting to Carlos.

“You up for breakfast?” she asks, and there’s a sort of gentleness in her voice that doesn’t match the death glare she’d given Ben.

Carlos grits his jaw and signs, a blur of gestures that Ben doesn’t pick up, although the last one; a ‘five’ shape with his thumb tapped against his chest; he does know.

[Fine.]

“Alright,” Ben says cheerfully, smiling despite the tense atmosphere. “Let’s head down then.”

He tries to ignore how unsettled he feels, and not hear the harsh whispering behind him. It stops when they reach the dining hall at least, although his nervousness still remains. He turns back to face the three VKs, and offers another careful smile.

“Ok, you guys know how it works, right? Just hop on in line and get what you want.”

“Yeah,” Mal says, and her voice is hard with steel. “We got it, thanks.”

“Ok,” Ben drawls slowly, glancing over to the others. “Well if you guys want a place to sit, you can always join my table. Um, our table,” he amends with a chuckle. “It’s me, Audrey, Jane, Lonnie and Doug, so…”

“We’re good,” Mal snaps, and before Ben could think of anything else to say, she’d stalked towards the buffet, scattering students in her wake.

Evie shook her head, but there was a smile on the other girl’s face as she followed Mal’s lead. Ben stared after them, a little dazed and slightly disappointed.

“Good talk,” he murmurs, and Carlos snorts softly beside him. The other boy’s lips twitch, and Ben turns to him, hopeful.

“My offer still stands,” he says, and Carlos’ not-quite-there smile disappears. “If you want to join us, you can. We’re that middle table there.”

Ben points it out, and Carlos nods once, before walking briskly away after Mal and Evie. Ben sighs, his own smile slipping from his face as he watches him go.

“Right. Ok.”

It was going to be tougher than he thought. He only hoped it wasn’t too late to reserve what damage had been done.


Carlos

“Can you believe him?” Mal snarls, slamming a white carton onto her tray with such force it almost sends the whole thing toppling. “Inviting us to his table; like he’s not just trying to show off or talk about how ‘good’ he is, bringing the poor souls from the Isle and…..”

“Mal. Breathe,” Evie says shortly, and Mal growls instead, shoving aside a student and snatching something warm and yellow from the buffet. Then Mal turns to the student, browsing their tray before snatching a round orange something and tossing it in the air.

“C, catch,” she murmurs, and Carlos only just manages, the thing almost rolling out of his hands.

He frowns at Mal, but she’s not looking at him anymore, moving down the line with Evie in tow. Carlos doubts Mal even knows just how close ‘perfect Ben’ had come to being a perfect stain on the wall. His explosive wasn’t done yet, hadn’t even been primed or charged, but a good kick; like from being tripped over, still could have easily set it off. Maybe would have even taken out the top floor of the dorms, and it would’ve sucked because Carlos would’ve been taken out too and then he’d miss seeing it explode.

He’s jerked out of his thoughts by a laugh, and a pair of feet sliding into his vision.

“Hey there, Freckles. Back at it again I see.”

Carlos blinks, lifting his head to spot a familiar cocky grin, dark hair swept across the forehead, and mischievous, laughing eyes.

“Aziz,” Mal growls, and the Arabian boy laughs again, nodding his head at her and Evie.

“Good morning ladies,” he croons smoothly, ignoring Mal’s glare and turning back to Carlos. “So,” he says. “I went and visited Jay this morning.”

Both Evie and Mal give shocked gasps, while Carlos fights the clenching of his stomach and heart. He keeps his face carefully blank, but he’s almost certain Aziz can tell it’s fake.

“Yeah,” the other boy says. “Apparently he’s been giving the fairies a hard time, not wanting to rest and recover like he’s supposed to.”

That’s Jay, Carlos thinks miserably. Never doing what he’s supposed to.

“What were you doing visiting Jay?” Mal grumbles, and Carlos doesn’t miss the threat in her tone. Aziz doesn’t either, but he simply blinks a moment before shrugging it off easily.

“What can I say? The guy’s grown on me.”

Like mold, Carlos interjects mentally. A stupid, slimy bit of mold that you somehow get attached to even when you know you’re supposed to hate it.

“Right,” Mal retorts. “Like I’d believe that from the guy who’s his sworn enemy.”

“Enemy?” Aziz gasps, placing a hand to his chest. “I’d never! I consider him more my…friendly rival, or even a long lost evil twin. He’s great.”

“Well,” Mal says tensely. “It’s so great that you two are such good friends.”

Carlos shuffles his weight nervously, wishing he had some way to escape the conversation. He hated this, hated all of this. He hated that Jay wasn’t there, hated how Mal kept hovering, how Evie kept giving him sideways looks like she expected him to start breaking things, or worse breaking down. He just needed it all to stop, to just get away and…

“Anyway,” Aziz drawls, carefully edging away from Mal’s now green-eyed glare. “I came over in part by his request, Carlos. He wanted me to make sure that if you pissed off that biology teacher of yours again to record it somehow so he could see. Lonnie showed me the pictures and I kinda want you to record it too.”

Carlos feels a tentative smile creeping onto his face, and he actually exchanges a sort of laughing glance with the other boy. Maybe he wasn’t so bad, and things could actually be good here. That Aziz seemed actually genuine in his talk of his Jay’s relationship, how the other boy was equally ready with a laugh or a joke. How he didn’t pry, even when it was obvious that Jay’s message was clearly just the Isle boy’s way of checking up on Carlos. Even though Carlos had pushed him away, he was still making sure he was ok, and Carlos was finding his resolve weakening.

Then Mal’s voice cuts in and shatters his forgiving and optimistic thoughts.

“Well,” she say tightly. “There won’t need to be any recording because we’re all just keeping our heads down for now. Right Carlos?”

“R-right,” Carlos says, his voice clipped with barely concealed anger.

“Well hey,” Aziz says. “If you guys want to keep your heads down with company, you should come and join the table. I promise we won’t bite.”

And he winks at Carlos, who actually feels a laugh bubbling in his throat that he has to swallow to keep it from becoming audible. He thinks, fleetingly, that there should be more danger being presented here, that surely it couldn’t be this easy. And of course…it wasn’t.

“Thanks,” It’s Evie this time, and though the girl’s voice is much more light and open than Mal’s, there’s still something testy there. “But we’re fine where we are.”

“Appreciate the offer,” Mal mutters, not even glancing back as she starts away, towards the corner table Carlos had found that first day. “Come on guys.”

And that did it. Carlos straightens, hefting his bag a little higher on his shoulder. He’s not sure where his sudden ballsiness was coming from, but he grabs the most edible looking thing off the buffet, slides a carton of something onto his tray and turns to Aziz.

“I-I-I-I’m in.”

Carlos’ voice isn’t as loud or as firm as he wants it to be, but he knows he’s been heard when Aziz grins broadly, and Evie gasps behind him.

“Carlos!” she hisses sharply, and there’s a soft squeak that he knows is Mal’s shoes on the fake wood/rubber floor. bite

“Wwhat?” he snaps, and the firmness he’d been looking for earlier was now very much there.

Mal has turned around now, and Carlos thinks the only reason she hasn’t torched him where he stood was because she seemed confused as to why he was still standing by Aziz.

“What are you doing, Carlos?” Mal asks, and Carlos bristles at the tone in her voice; that threatening-worried thing she only did for him. When she was trying to control him but be subtle at the same time.

He straightens and presses his lips tightly together, gripping his tray tightly to keep his hands from shaking, though he knows better than to hope for the same with his voice.

“I’m going wwith him,” he says. “To-to-to the table.”

Mal’s face twitches, her head cocking slightly to the left. “What?”

“Mal,” Evie murmurs softly, her eyes flicking pointedly in Aziz’s direction. Mal grits her jaw, her face twisting into something cold and fierce, and Carlos tightens his own expression, letting his mask take over his usually soft features.

He could see the surprise cross through her eyes at his challenge; he was surprised himself. He had never once deliberately gone against the group or challenged Mals’ authority, and here he was doing both at the same time. And all because of this stupid trip to Auradon. Or maybe, not so stupid.

“You guys are more than welcome to come,” Aziz says, noticing the tension and yet still somehow managing to smile at them. “There’s plenty of room and I’m sure…”

“I’d rather die,” Mal deadpans, but she’s glaring at Carlos, and he doesn’t miss her not-so-subtle threat.

“Thank you for the invitation,” Evie says, a little more civilly. “But we’re fine where we are.”

I’m not, Carlos thinks, meeting Mal’s gaze despite the death threats. I wanted more from Auradon, and I think I’m gonna get it, wand or no wand.

“Alright then,” Aziz says. “Well if you change your minds…”

“We won’t,” Mal promises, and Carlos tilts his head ever so slightly to her as he shifts his body away and towards Aziz.

Neither will I.

“Ok,” Aziz says, clapping his hands together and grinning at Carlos as Mal and Evie turn and depart for the corner table. “Let’s head on over.”

Carlos nods, but he can’t help but grip his tray even tighter, biting the inside of his cheek as he follows Aziz across the dining hall. He knows there’s eyes on him, he can hear the whispers, and though he tries to stay focused on Aziz’s back in front of him, he can’t help but wonder if he’d really made the right decision.

And then suddenly he’s standing in front of the table, and there’s all new eyes on him and he’s certain that this was a mistake. Then Aziz places a hand on his shoulder, and the shock of the contact is enough to jerk him out of his head.

“Guys,” Aziz says lightly. “I’m sure you all know Carlos. He’s gonna be joining us for breakfast.”


Audrey

The last thing Audrey was expecting that morning was another encounter with one of the VKs. And yet, there was Aziz with the mother of all sly grins, and a casual hand on the shoulder of none other than Carlos de Vil.

“Guys,” Aziz says, and Audrey isn’t sure how to interpret his easy tone. “I’m sure you all know Carlos. He’s gonna be joining us for breakfast.”

Audrey blinks in shock, and she glances sharply over at Ben to see that he’s just as caught off guard as she is. Even though it had been his idea to invite the VKs to their table, she can tell he hadn’t thought any of them would accept. A quick glance around the table reveals that everyone else seemed to feel similarly, although strangely enough it’s Jane who recovers first, the youngest of their group actually smiling.

“Really?” she says, and Audrey looks back to see Aziz nod enthusiastically.

“Yeah really,” the other boy replies. “But I’m actually going to duck out and see if I can find Nikki. I might have promised him a breakfast date.”

“Wait so you’re just going to leave us with…Carlos?” Doug squeaks, and Jane shoots the half-dwarf a dark look.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” she snaps, and Audrey blinks at the other girl’s outrage.

“What do you mean, what do I mean?” Doug protests. “It’s a valid concern!”

“It’s stupid and offensive,” Jane retorts, and Lonnie chuckles, offering Carlos a sly smile of her own.

“I assume Janey’s sudden attitude change has something to do with you,” she says. “In which case I’ll say it’s about time, and thanks for that.”

“Lonnie!” Jane hisses, blushing furiously.

“What?” the other girl replies with a shrug. “It’s true. And anyway, he’s just hovering all weird and it’s making me nervous so just…sit down, ok de Vil?”

She says it all in a casual rush, so even Audrey doesn’t catch the invitation at the end until Carlos himself does. The boy starts, and his eyes flicker nervously around the table before he glances questioningly back at Lonnie.

“I-it’s ok?” he asks softly, and Audrey lifts her brows slightly as she catches his stutter. She’d heard about it, of course, but she had never heard it herself. It’s soft, but there, and she sees Doug straighten as well, surprise flickering clearly across the other boy’s features.

“Well I invited you, didn’t I?” Aziz replies lightly, though his head is turned and his eyes roam the cafeteria anxiously.

“Actually,” Ben says, finally finding his voice. “I did.”

“See there you go,” Aziz says with a quick laugh. “The Golden Boy himself invited you so it’s definitely ok. Now if you guys don’t mind…”

“Yeah yeah,” Lonnie sighs, making a face at him. “Go find your boyfriend.”

“Shut up,” Aziz snaps, making a face back. “You’re just jealous cuz you’re not getting any.”

“An-an-any what?” Carlos whispers, and the table freezes, panicked and guilty glances exchanged all around.

“And on that note,” Ben cries, lifting his hands. “I’m no longer hungry.”

“I bet Aziz is,” Lonnie mutters cheekily, an almost wicked grin on the other girl’s face.

“Lonnie,” Audrey cries, horrified, reaching over to pat Doug on the back as he starts to choke.

“I swear, I’ll murder you,” Aziz says, glaring, though Audrey doesn’t miss the slight flush of the boy’s cheeks.

“Carlos,” Jane chimes in. “Just come sit by me.”

“O-ok,” he whispers, and Audrey can’t help but notice that he wasn’t looking any of them in the eyes. He crosses carefully around the table and slides over the bench, placing his bag under his feet. “Wh-what was that…?” he mumbles to Jane, and the other girl shakes her head sharply.

“Don’t worry about it,” she says quickly.

“B-but…”

“Trust me,” Jane interrupts. “You don’t want to know.”

“How do you know Janey?” Lonnie asks slyly, and Jane casts a glare over at the other girl.

“A certain perverted daughter of a Chinese warrior.”

“Oh come on,” Lonnie protests with a laugh. “I’m not that bad!”

“Not that bad?” Doug retorts. “Like that time you told us about how you’d….”

“Ok we don’t need details, we do not need details!” Jane cries, covering her ears and going pale.

“Not while we’re eating, please,” Ben agrees.

“Wimps,” Lonnie scoffs cheerfully, and Audrey shakes her head, turning her attention back to her granola.

“W-wait, boyfriend?”

Audrey glances up to see Carlos frowning in the direction that Aziz had gone, his brow furrowed in confusion. Or was that worry?

“That’s a thing hhere?” he continues, and Doug lifts a brow at him.

“Yeah,” the dwarf boy answers sharply. “Why, you got a problem with it?”

“Doug,” Ben scolds, and Doug spreads his hands innocently.

“What?” he replies.

“You’re being a little harsh,” Audrey offers, and Doug frowns, but he leans back in his chair from Carlos, much more non-threatening than before.

“I just meant,” Carlos says slowly, his eyes on his tray now. “I mmean, I wa-wasn’t sure…that’s allowed here?”

Audrey blinks, and exchanges a glance with Ben. She can see her own concern reflected in his eyes, but it’s him who speaks up.

“What do you mean ‘allowed?’”

Carlos blinks then, his head snapping up and catching her eyes first. Then he seems to notice the rest of the table staring at him, and goes a little pale.

“Nnothing,” he says quickly, shaking his head and dropping his eyes to his tray again. “I didn’t mean an-anything.”

Audrey wants to press; to ask what he had truly meant; what about the idea of Aziz having a boyfriend seemed to bother him. To question what the Isle was truly like. But she bites her tongue, and lets it be, watching Jane slip her hand in Carlos.’

An awkward and tense silence settles over the table, and Audrey lifts another spoonful of granola to her lips, trying to ignore the conflicting feelings inside her. Doug doesn’t take his eyes off Carlos, and Lonnie is still frowning, though, all things considered, Audrey isn’t quite surprised on that regard.

She is however, surprised when Carlos picks the orange up off of his tray and bites into it, peel and all. He makes a face, but doesn’t spit it out; instead he continues chewing a moment before swallowing, and he glares at the fruit like it’s offended him.

“Carlos,” Jane says, though the girl is laughing softly. “That’s not how you eat an orange!”

“I didn’t kn-know it wwas an or-ange,” he mutters, still frowning at the fruit.

“How could you not know?” Doug retorts. “It’s an orange. It’s literally orange.”

“The only ones I’ve sseen are g-green,” Carlos replies softly, not meeting Doug’s eyes. “Or-or-or they have wwhite sspots.”

Audrey is suddenly no longer interested in her granola, and Lonnie gags in a slightly over-exaggerated way. Even Doug looks a little green, as he stares at the fruit in Carlos’ hands and whispers:

“Green? White spots?”

“Is it not ssupposed to?” Carlos asks, and he actually looks up this time, but he’s looking at Jane.

“No,” she murmurs, taking the fruit from his hands and beginning to peel it for him. “They’re supposed to be orange like this, and you don’t eat the skin. You peel it.”

“Oh,” he mumbles, taking the now peeled fruit back from her and staring at it. “It’s only ever been ssoft. We al-always just b-bit through the peel.”

Audrey tries not to let the connotations of his words get to her, but there’s really no way to ignore it. The fruit had been so rotten that the peel could actually be bitten through; so rotten in fact, that at times there was even mold growing on it. And yet, Carlos talked about eating moldy food as if…as if it were no big deal.

She clears her throat, if only to distract from the situation. “So Carlos,” she says, and she’s careful to keep her voice light and not too loud. “What are some things you like about Auradon so far?”

“Aside from biting people, of course.” The tease comes from Jane, startlingly enough, although what’s even more startling is that Carlos actually laughs.

“Wwhy does ev-ev-everyone keep asking me that?” he mutters, though his tone is light enough. “It’s nnot like I have a lot of exp-p-p…” he stops short, blushing as the word sticks somewhere between his throat and lips. He draws a slow breath and tries again, talking a little slower than before.

“It’s not like we’ve been hhere long enough to-to-to say wwhat I like,” he finishes, and Audrey notes the way he’d changed his words to fit when he couldn’t say what he’d wanted with his stutter. It’s an interesting coping mechanism, but she finds it’s almost endearing. And resourceful of him.

“Fair enough,” Ben replies, smiling at the other boy. “But there has to be something, right? One thing that’s different from the Isle that you like about Auradon.”

Carlos shrugs, picking at the orange a little more, but not actually eating it. “I guess…I like ha-having a bedroom, e-even if I’m sharing it wwith Jay. But the bed’s too ssoft.”

“Too soft?” Doug blinks, looking moderately put out.

“Wwwell I used to ssleep on the floor at home,” Carlos mutters with another shrug. “It’s just w-weird having something ssoft.”

Silence falls across the table at his words, and Audrey suddenly regrets her questions.

“Well, it’s a good change at least. Right?” Ben asks, and Audrey can see the hope pinching his face, that desperate need for something to be positive out of this.

Carlos frowns, looking unsure, and Ben sinks ever so slightly in his chair. Jane reaches over and gives Carlos’ hand another squeeze, and it seems to make the other boy relax just a bit. Audrey ponders over that, idly stirring her granola further as she watches Jane instruct Carlos how to pull apart and eat an orange. To see Jane- usually so shy and reserved- now suddenly confident, calm and at peace with herself for once. Audrey thinks that maybe that is a good change about the VKs presence.

“So Carlos,” Lonnie breaks the silence next. “You got any more fun surprises planned for biology?”

There’s a sly grin on the Chinese girl’s face, her eyes twinkling mischievously. Doug shakes his head, his attention on the puzzle cube he’d pulled from his bag.

“Yeah I did hear about that,” Ben murmurs, also glancing in Carlos’ direction. “Kropp said something along the lines of you were making fun of him?”

“Ju-just telling him wwhat he wanted to know,” Carlos replies, and though his lips twitch faintly, his eyes are on Doug’s hands as they twist the cube.

There’s a curiosity there, and a longing in his eyes, but he chews his orange instead of speaking up, and Audrey is startlingly not as saddened as she thinks when she sees him nibble at the rind. He had said that food was scarce and not in good quality, but still…it’s painful to see it and be forced to acknowledge the truth of the situation.

Audrey glances over to see that Doug has almost completely matched the colors on his cube, and she sees Carlos lean forward with interest as Doug slides another section of colors into place. Doug frowns, shifting the cube over and revealing the blue side, and Carlos makes a quiet noise of surprise.

Audrey hides a smile, and Jane giggles softly, pressing a hand to her mouth to stifle the sound. Doug looks up and frowns as he notices Carlos’ stare, glancing around the table before turning back to meet the other boy’s gaze.

“What?” Doug says, and Carlos blinks, shaking his head quickly.

“N-n-nothing,” he mumbles, biting his lip nervously. Doug’s brows furrow, and he glances back down at his puzzle, sliding another color into place before looking back up to see Carlos hanging on his every move.

“Do…do you want to try it?” Doug offers slowly, and Audrey lifts a brow, surprised. She wouldn’t have thought Doug would make an offer like that, but she can tell that the boy himself is just as surprised.

But Carlos nods anyway, and within moments Doug is explaining how the cube works, and a few more moments and Carlos is shuffling pieces around like he’s done it his whole life. There’s a look of absolute concentration and joy on his face, and Audrey thinks he might just finish the entire puzzle when the bell rings shrilly above them.

Instantly the moment is shattered, as Carlos drops the cube like it had burned him. The look of shock and fear is so strong it almost takes over his entire face, and the sharp gulp of air he takes is one that Audrey instantly recognizes as panic. She straightens in alarm, exchanging a glance with Ben and trying to figure out what to do when Jane takes the initiative; leaning over and placing a gentle -if not tentative- hand to his cheek, the other curling softly around his wrist.

Carlos stiffens at the contact, but Jane doesn’t pull back, doesn’t take offense. She just purses her lips and talks softly, her voice low but firm.

“Hey Carlos,” she says, not breaking eye contact despite the fact that Carlos’ eyes don’t seem to focus on her. “It’s just the bell, nothing to worry about.”

He blinks and nods jerkily, his eyes flickering over the table before seeming to realize that he was being stared at. He blushes, resolutely not making eye contact and slowly pulling away from Jane’s hands.

“I kn-know it’s the b-ell,” he mumbles in a voice that Audrey can only just hear from her place a few feet down. “It just ssurprised me.”

“I’ll say,” Lonnie chimes in, and Carlos’ blush deepens, spreading across his jaw.

“Ssory,” he whispers again, and he carefully reaches over and grabs the puzzle cube, placing it in front of Doug with trembling fingers. “Ssory,” he repeats, almost frantically, seeming to tuck into himself as he draws his arm back. “I-I-I didn’t mean to…”

Audrey frowns, the sudden shift in the boy more than just a little disconcerting. It was almost like…like he was expecting some kind of reprimand for his reaction. And the way he continued even now to apologize in a low tone to Doug, made Audrey pause.

Doug notices it too, and there was something calculating in the dwarf boy’s eyes as he peers through his glasses at Carlos. Audrey knew that look; it was the same look he got when he was working out a particularly challenging equation. A decision of some kind was made, and Doug straightens grabbing the puzzle cube and reaching back over to Carlos.

And here’s where the ‘not right’ solidified itself in Audrey’s mind.

Carlos stiffens, his eyes shutting as a low and quiet noise echoes in his throat. Jane presses her lips together tightly, while Ben straightens and Lonnie’s brow furrows, her lips parting like she wants to say something, but doesn’t know what. Doug, for his part, doesn’t even blink; although Audrey can see the flicker of his eyes that he determinedly masks with a smile.

“Hey,” Doug says, and Carlos’ eyes open, widening in shock at the sight of the cube before him. “It’s fine, I didn’t mind.”

Carlos doesn’t say anything, his eyes darting back and forth between the cube and the hand attached to it, never once lifting his gaze any higher to meet Doug’s face.

“I have to get to class,” Doug continues, still in that casual tone. “But do you want to hang onto the puzzle?”

Instead of smiling, or reacting in any positive way, however, Carlos does the opposite; flinching back and shaking his head vehemently.

“N-n-n-no,” he murmurs, his face twisting as the ‘N’ stuck to his tongue. “I don’t w-want to…it’s yours and I ca-an’t….”

Doug purses his lips, his eyes flickering again before he straightens and pushes the cube a little closer.

“Let me rephrase that,” he says firmly, but not unkindly. “You’re really good at the puzzle and I can tell you like it too, so hang onto it and let me know if you finish it so I can give you another one.”

Then he rises from his seat, gathering up his bag and swinging it over his shoulder before Carlos had a chance to protest. The other boy tries, Audrey notes with a small pang of…something. He stands with them, grabbing the cube only to hand it back out to Doug, who shakes his head with an enigmatic smile.

“Finish it first,” he says. “Then you give it back.”

“I’ll see you guys later then,” Lonnie says, grinning briefly at the stunned Carlos before hurrying off to class.

“Bye Carlos,” Jane offers hastily, squeezing his hand with a quick smile before following after the other girl.

“But,” Carlos whispers, still looking to Doug for confirmation.

Doug shakes his head with a soft sigh, but he still smiles in farewell before leaving. Audrey loops her arm through Ben’s, if only for some reassurance of her own as Carlos stares down at the puzzle in something close to wonder.

“It was nice to actually meet you Carlos,” she says softly. “You should definitely join us again.”

She elbows Ben when it takes him a moment, and he quickly sputters out a reply of his own.

“Yeah,” the other boy blurts with a short, nervous laugh. “And maybe bring Mal and Evie with you next time? And Jay, of course, once he’s out of the infirmary.”

“Ssure,” Carlos murmurs in assent, and he finally manages to bring his head up, an actual smile playing at his lips as his eyes light. “Yeah.”

“Alright,” Ben says, with a much more natural laugh, and as the second bell rings and they part ways, Audrey makes note of the way Carlos’ eyes follow them; sort of longing there, and she vows to find out as much as she could about the Isle. The VKs should have been brought to Auradon ages ago. There was no way to reverse the past, or erase the damage done, but she’d be darned if she didn’t at least try. Her grandmother had taught her that much, at least.


Mal

Mal didn’t know which was worse: seeing Carlos walk willingly off into unfamiliar company- that wasn’t their group- or the nagging realization that they weren’t kids anymore (but honestly, had they ever been?) and that she was going to have to let him…go.

The space between them was more than just a length of tables, and Mal was still feeling that yawning ache even when the bell finally rang. She had jumped up from her seat so fast she’d actually moved the table back an inch, the legs of the circular table skidding in a jarring squeal across the floor.

“Mal,” Evie had muttered disapprovingly, but Mal didn’t give a fuck about being polite.

All that mattered was that everyone was together again, and even though Jay was still painfully absent, she wasn’t about to let Carlos slip through her fingers. Not if she could help it- and she could.

And so it’s even more jarring (so much more jarring than the table) when she rushes over to retrieve him -save him- from the Auradonian group, and sees the dwarf kid give Carlos some kind of colored cube. She tenses, thinking it must be some kind of trap, or weapon or poisonous something- never mind the fact that if the Auradonians had taken away their weapons, why would they have such things of their own. But it’s not fear or panic or anything like that on Carlos’ face: it’s wonder, and joy, and something so painfully open and…innocent. It makes Mal’s stomach churn, in more ways than one.

She’s biting back the bile that rises in her throat at the next moment; the one where everyone is smiling at Carlos, and he’s smiling back, and there’s an invitation being extended but she doesn’t fucking care because he can’t leave them; they can’t take him from her!

“M?”

Evie’s voice brings her back to reality and she swallows hard, setting her face and hardening the ball of emotions inside until she’s steel and cold once more.

“They’re not allowed to have him,” she growls under her breath, glaring at the sweet smiles on Ben and whatever-her-name-was…Andrea or something…’s faces. “I won’t let them take Carlos too.”

“Take him?” Evie chuckles, but Mal can see the flicker in her own eyes as she glances in Carlos’ direction. “Mal, this isn’t the Isle, they can’t….”

“They took Jay,” Mal points out through gritted teeth. “And just because this isn’t the Isle doesn’t mean they can’t….”

“Mal,” Evie cuts in firmly. “Breathe.”

She does, but it’s only to growl out curses as Carlos slowly begins shuffling towards them.

“What happened to wanting good things from this place?” Evie says. “I thought you wanted this…for us to be…happy?”

The words don’t come out right, but that’s because the translation from the instinctive evil to this goodness isn’t so direct. But Mal lets it pass, if only because Carlos is almost to them now and she doesn’t want any denials she made to be heard.

“I do want it,” Mal obliges lowly. “But for us…not them. Not with them.”

And then Carlos is there, and anything Evie has to say is lost beneath Mal’s greeting.

“I see you’ve finally made your way back,” she mutters, her eyes narrowing at the cube in his hands. “Did you have fun with your new friends?”

She spits the word like it’s poison, and Evie hisses her name again in disapproval. But Carlos doesn’t even flinch, although his fingers do grip the cube a little tighter. Instead he straightens, and actually meets her eyes, his own eyes dark and determined as he answers.

“Yeah, ac-ac-actually,” he says lowly, firmly. “I did. They’re pppretty cool.”

“Are they now?” Mal growls, her eyes narrowing despite the way her face lifts in surprise at his boldness.

“They a-re,” Carlos replies evenly, and he holds out the cube for them to inspect. “Dou-dou-doug gave me this,” he says, and there’s something almost like pride in his voice. “It’s a puzzle, and he ga-gave it with no sstrings…no c-catch.”

“Really?” Evie murmurs, and there’s awe and surprise in her voice as she eyes the direction the boy had gone.

“And why would he do that?” Mal snaps, still edgy and not entirely satisfied.

“Be-because he ssaw that I liked it, and he let me try it, and w-hen he ssaw that I was good at it, he let me have it,” Carlos blurts fiercely, and despite the vehemence in his words Mal is definitely taken aback by the significant decrease of the trips in his voice.

She’s impressed, and glad for it, but she also hates it. Because if Carlos wasn’t stuttering as much it meant that he was actually truly relaxed and peaceful. And she can’t have Auradon be a happy place for them, no matter what stupid sentiments she may have confessed. This place was theirs to ruin, not acclimate to! Not get caught up in and…love.

“You know he’s going to want something from you,” Mal grits out, turning dismissively and heading out the doors before her emotions got the better of her. “He’ll take it back eventually.”

She forces herself to keep going; even when Evie sucks a sharp breath behind her and Carlos calls her a ‘b-b-bitch’ under his breath when he thinks she’s out of earshot. Let them hate her for pointing out the truth. It wouldn’t matter in the end, whether they believed her or not. The wand was what they came for, and she was going to get it. No matter how much it hurt.


Jay

He was slowly going insane.

“Ok Jay, that’s good,” the Pink One (he hadn’t bothered to remember any of their names) says, her voice sickeningly sweet and her smile even more annoying than the Fairy Godmother’s. “Now can you move your arm like this for me?”

She lifts her own arm in an exaggerated stretch above her head, and Jay barely stifles his groan as he methodically repeats the gesture, though he does roll his eyes to let her know just how not appreciated this bullshit was.

“Great!” the fairy chirps, not seeming to notice his reluctance. “Now how about like this?”

“Ok,” Jay huffs, sitting up as much as his ribs will allow and leveling the fairies with a look. “I’m pretty sure we all know this is bullshit and that I can move my arm just fine. I don’t need to keep doing these fucking exercises!”

The Blue One splutters soundlessly before darting from the room, and Jay just sighs as the Green One gives him a reproachful look of her own.

“Now Jay,” she begins sternly, and Jay flops back down onto the bed, wincing as his ribs pang at the rough movement. “I understand that you’re frustrated but the exercises really will help. Not only to get your body used to the healing magic, but also to relearn your limits.”

“I don’t fucking need to relearn my limits,” he grumbles to the ceiling. “I need to get the hell out of here.”

And get back to Carlos, a part of him helpfully supplies. Even if he doesn’t accept me back. Jay can’t think of a time where he had ever been separated from the younger boy or the rest of the group for so long. Not just in distance. The only time he could think of was back before they’d been a group, and since then, there hadn’t been a time where he wasn’t with at least one of them constantly.

He’d been tuning out the fairies and their chiding and muttering, so he almost doesn’t register the shift in dialogue until he hears his name.

“…a visitor, Jay,” the Blue One huffs, the door still open behind her from where she’d reentered the room.

“What…?” Jay starts to ask, but his words die on his tongue. Not because he was confused about what she’d said, but that the visitor is…

“Carlos,” he breathes, and the smaller boy lifts his head, a tiny flicker of something tugging at his lips before fading.

“H-hi,” Carlos whispers, and Jay straightens even further on his bed.

“We’ll leave you to it,” the Pink One says in a conspiratorially hiss, and she shoos the other two fairies out with her, the door closing with a soft click and leaving just the two of them.

“Hey,” Jay says, blinking carefully to ensure the boy was really there.

“Hey,” Carlos says again, taking a step into the room, and it’s then that Jay realizes he’s shaking, his hands fidgeting with something small and square down by his waist, and his eyes flickering nervously over the bandages that are visibly wrapping Jay’s torso through the green infirmary gown.

“What’s up?” Jay hedges awkwardly, wishing he had something more to say and wanting nothing more than to fling every apology he has at the other boy.

“N-nothing much,” Carlos mutters, shuffling a little closer. “Just thought I’d v-v-v-visit.”

“Yeah?” Jay says, and he can’t help the hopeful note that creeps into his voice at the thought. “But wait, don’t you have a class?”

He frowns up at the clock, and though it takes him a second to translate the time (the dial is different) he knows that there was a morning class.

“Biology,” he recalls with an anxious pang. “Kropp….”

And Carlos huffs a sound that Jay realizes only by the twitch of his lips is a laugh. “G-got kicked out,” he says proudly. “Diss-ruptive in-influence.”

“Way to go C,” Jay cheers, smiling just a little. “Making me so proud.”

“Sshut up,” Carlos mumbles, but he’s smiling just a little more, and he’s not shaking so much. He’s almost to the foot of Jay’s bed, actually, and Jay wants more than anything to scoot over so Carlos actually sits; but he doesn’t want to ruin the delicate balance he has.

“So what’d you do?” Jay ribs a little more. “You didn’t do the potion yet?”

“N-no,” Carlos confirms, shaking his head. “Evie ssays maybe by tomorrow or Fffriday.”

“Sweet,” Jay says. “I might actually be out of here by then.”

“Rreally?” Carlos says, and there’s a lift in his voice and his face that Jay doesn’t dare hope to interpret.

“Yeah,” Jay replies, lifting his chin smugly to hide his thoughts. “The fairies are so sick of me that they’ll probably kick me out too.”

But his words have the opposite effect. Carlos’ brows draw down, worry reflecting in his dark eyes as his hands fidget with the square thing again.

“But I-I-I thought this was ssuposed to make you better?” he says, and Jay picks up on the anxious note in his voice and quickly realizes his mistake.

“Well yeah,” he scoffs, sure to keep his tone light. “It is, and it has. I’m fine now, but the damned fairies don’t seem to think so. They have me doing these stupid ‘exercises,’ it’s insane.”

Carlos nods slowly, and shuffles just a little closer. Jay holds his breath, debating a moment, and then finally decides to just say it.

“Hey, listen, Carlos…”

“I’m ssorry!” Carlos blurts out over him, and Jay blinks in surprise.

“What?” he says, and Carlos’s fingers twist the square in his hands while his eyes dart everywhere but at Jay.

“I’m ssory,” Carlos repeats in an undertone.

“What do you have to be sorry for?” Jay retorts, incredulous. “I’m the one who…I left you, remember?”

“Yyeah,” Carlos replies bitterly. “But I’m the wu-wu-one who kept you away. I didn’t…I thought…I didn’t….”

“I know,” Jay mumbles, shifting just a little closer. “I get it.”

And he did. Carlos’ reaction; shoving him away, stemmed from his fear of people he cared about disappearing. Leaving him for good, like Cruella had often threatened to do and only one other person actually doing so.

“I’m ssory,” Carlos says again, and Jay lets out a short, repentant chuckle.

“Yeah well, so am I. So…tell me about that square thing because it’s driving me crazy that you’re playing with that and not your dog tail.”

Carlos’ face relaxes then, his eyes clearing and the tremors easing entirely from his body as he scurries the last few feet to Jay’s bed. He heaves himself up onto the edge and Jay winces dramatically, flopping over when Carlos bumps his leg.

“Ugh,” he groans miserably. “Oh, broken leg, oh the pain,” he wails, and Carlos snorts, shoving an elbow into his side.

“Th-there’s nothing wrrong with your leg, asshole,” Carlos replies.

Despite the actual pain that Carlos’ elbow causes, Jay still laughs, flinging himself up and latching his arms around the other boy’s neck, ignoring the yelps and protests and viciously ruffling his hair. Only when Carlos starts running out of air does Jay let go, and, satisfied that he’d learned his lesson, leans back to give Carlos space.

Carlos still slides just a little further away, but there’s an ease between them now, a calm, and Jay feels something strangely light and yet heavy filling him up inside. It makes him want to…do something, but he has no way of interpreting the feeling and so, no real way to act on it. So he simply leans a little closer to Carlos, enjoying the repairing bond and eyeing the square interestedly as the boy talks.

“It’s a pu-puzzle,” Carlos explains happily, his fingers shifting it as he talks. “Doug gave it to mme at b-b-b-reakfast today.”

“Doug?” Jay repeats slowly. “The dwarf kid?”

“Yyeah,” Carlos says carefully. “I sat with Ben an-an-and some of the oth-ers today.”

“Oh,” Jay says, surprised, and not entirely sure how he feels about Carlos joining other groups. “That’s cool, I guess. So what, he just randomly gave you the thing? Or did you nick it?”

“He w-was playing with it,” Carlos says, not seeming to notice Jay’s reluctance. “And he showed me ho-how to do it and then ssaid I could keep it and give it ba-back when I finished.”

“That is…actually pretty cool of him,” Jay concedes, and he thinks that maybe these Auradon kids weren’t all so bad.

And that maybe he’d actually give Doug his book back. The boy deserved it; after all. If not for him and his puzzle, he wouldn’t have gotten Carlos back. And Jay always paid his debts. Still, it didn’t meant he couldn’t hang onto the book a little bit longer.


Ben

“Hey Ben, Audrey, wait up!” 

Ben turns with no small amount of anticipation and dread, watching as Doug huffs his way up to them. Audrey seems to sense his worry, because she slides a little closer and slips her arm through his, squeezing lightly as though to reassure him of her presence. It does help, and he manages a tight smile at Doug as the boy finally comes to a stop in front of them.

“What’s up Doug?” Ben says, trying for casualty and failing as his anxieties about their breakfast with Carlos swirl through his head.

“Can we…talk?” Doug asks, and Ben can hear the hesitation in his own voice, his eyes wary and nervous as they glance around the emptying hallway.

“I’ll let you get to it then,” Audrey says slowly, but with good humor, though Doug shakes his head quickly.

“No I kind of meant, both of you. All of us, really, but for now…um…” He trails off with a nervous adjustment of his glasses, and Ben purses his lips in concern.

“Ok, well shoot, I guess,” he says, and Doug nods his head, adjusting his glasses again before speaking.

“It’s about the VKs,” he begins, and Ben instantly tenses, all set to start defending his decree again when Doug continues and he deflates. “Have either of you guys noticed anything...off…about them?”

“Yes,” Audrey says instantly, leaning a little closer to Doug. “Why, what have you noticed?”

“You mean aside from the obvious indicators of child abuse?” Doug replies tersely, and Ben flinches, his eyes widening in shock.

“What?” he whispers, and Doug fixes him with a look, while Audrey goes silent, a reflective look on her face.

“Don’t tell me you didn’t see it?” Doug says, his eyes narrowing slightly. “I mean, I might not have been the most enthusiastic about this whole thing, but…still…it’s clear.”

“What is clear, exactly?” Ben presses, not wanting to even think about such ideas let alone speak them like fact. Yes, ok, there was the food situation, and the Isle clearly wasn’t the lap of luxury, but that?

“Carlos,” Doug says simply, and Ben chews his lips to keep his protests of denial to himself. “When he joined the table, he didn’t introduce himself, Aziz did. He didn’t look any of us in the eyes, and Lonnie had to actually tell him to sit down before he did.”

“Well that could have just been meeting new people,” Ben tries, but even he know it’s a small excuse considering just what they were debating here.

“It could have,” Doug concedes regardless, though his eyes are still sharp. “But then there’s the fact that he only really seemed to interact with Jane, and the way he kept watching us when we talked; like he was making sure none of were going to jump on him or something.”

“I did notice that,” Audrey puts in quietly from his side. “I just thought he was nervous about being surrounded by strangers. But…I noticed.”

“And when I handed him the puzzle,” Doug says, nodding at Audrey’s input. “He was watching my hands…and the way he kept apologizing when he was giving it back.”

“I could see it in his face,” Audrey continues slowly. “It wasn’t the bell that scared him; he was afraid because he’d been playing with the puzzle the whole time. Like he thought you would yell at him for keeping it.”

“Exactly,” Doug confirms, and Ben shakes his head hard.

“Ok, so maybe there was that,” he says. “I mean, I saw it too, a little. But that doesn’t mean…that doesn’t mean…abuse.” He whispers the word, practically choking on it, and Doug gives him a sympathetic look.

“No, it doesn’t,” he says. “But I think we need to keep an eye on them just in case. See how they react to different things, make note of other signs; weird things they say about life at home; stuff like that.”

“Ok,” Audrey says, though it’s more of a determined, grieved sort of sigh, and Ben blinks, glancing back and forth between the two.

“Wait, but…if we do notice something,” he says anxiously. “What are we supposed to do? I mean, we can’t exactly confront them about it, can we?”

“No,” Doug says. “We’re not trying to be confronting. We’re following your decree after all, Ben. Giving them a chance at a better life.”

“And if it comes down to it, we talk to Fairy Godmother,” Audrey decides, and Ben sighs as he realizes he’s just as outnumbered and in over his head as his parents had feared.

But this was his decree, and what kind of example would he be if he backed out just because things weren’t going as planned? What kind of King would he be?

“Ok,” he says grimly, nodding his head.

“Then we’re agreed,” Doug says. “I’ll let the others know…discreetly, of course. And we’ll see how it goes from there.”

Yeah, Ben things glumly. I guess we will.

Chapter 15: It looks like I'm laughing pt. 1

Summary:

In which a young Mal discovers both her magic, and her mother's displeasure, and a present day Mal exploits one of those things; the AKs aren't good at scheming but are scheming at doing good; and Chad is forced to confront his painful humanity.

Notes:

Warnings: The standard; language, implied/referenced child abuse/neglect; brief violence/threats of violence; brief instance of self-harm (punching a wall; non graphic).

Chapter Text

Mal

“Alright Mal,” her mother said lowly, a wicked smile playing at her lips. “Today is a very special day, do you know why?”

Mal frowned, chewing her lip in concentration. It wasn’t Mother’s Day, she knew that much. Her mother made sure she remembered that particular occasion. And it wasn’t her birthday, or Mal’s birthday…not that the girl even knew when that was…. But if it was none of those days then…

Mal sank, bracing herself for her mother’s disappointment as she shook her head, her blond hair falling into her face at her movement. Maleficent sighed, and the disappointment was so strong Mal could practically feel it, and she shivered in spite of herself as her mother stalked closer.

“It’s a special day,” Maleficent growled. “Because today I am going to start teaching you how to be evil.”

“Like you?” Mal cried, straightening in excitement, a small smile making its way across her face.

“That’s right, my little dragon,” her mother said, her own smile growing. “Just like me.”

“Yes!” Mal cheered, and she couldn’t help but bounce slightly on her toes.

She was finally going to learn how to be evil! After so long of being told she wasn’t old enough, or wasn’t ready to harness all the powers of Hell itself or something like that…after all her time practicing terrorizing the Villagers; her mother was finally going to teach her. And she was going to grow up and be big and super scary and evil just like her mother, and never have to worry about the other bad people on the Isle ever again. Cuz she’d be the fiercest dragon of them all and they’d all be scared of her.

“Now then, four is rather young for such a big step as this,” her mother hummed thoughtfully. “But I think you can manage it, right Mal?”

Her mother’s eyes narrowed, glowing a dark green, and Mal nodded quickly, understanding instantly.

“Right,” she agreed, just a little more cautious and less excited than before.

“Good,” Maleficent crooned, and the smile on her face was much more relaxed, and Mal smiled back, tugging at the overly large blue shirt that hung almost like a dress on her small frame.

Her mother gestured her over to the one small table in the center of the ‘kitchen,’ and Mal bounced her way across the room, not noticing the way her mother scowled at her enthusiasm and cheer. Mal saw that there were two big books on the table, and a tiny round machine of some kind. One of the books was a dark purple color just like her mother’s horns, and Mal felt a heavy tug of curiosity grip her as she stared at it. She glanced over her shoulder to see her mother was looking through one of the cabinets and muttering to herself, and so Mal leaned over and stretched as far as she could for the book.

“Don’t you dare touch that!” Maleficent shrieked, and Mal was flung back into her chair by a rough push, her mother’s hand connecting with her face a moment after.

Mal whimpered, and her mother snarled, another blow catching her across the cheek.

“Enough of that,” her mother growled. “Dragons do not cry, Mal. Stop being such an embarrassment.”

Mal nodded, gulping down her sobs and tugging the edge of her shirt up to wipe her face roughly. She could still hear her mother’s disgusted sigh though, and Mal bit her lip, trying to control herself as she stared up at her mother’s towering form.

“Now then,” Maleficent snapped sharply. “If you’re done being weak...” her lip curled, and Mal ducked her head, guilt churning inside at the thought of making her mother angry with her.

“I’m sorry, mama,” she whispered, glancing up to see her mother’s lip curl further, her eyes hard.

“It’s alright,” her mother said coldly, her fingers stiff as she patted Mal’s head. “You’ll make it up to me.”

Mal nodded again, and her mother’s fingers lifted from her hair to drift over the purple book.

“This is my spell book,” she said slowly, her voice still hard and serious. “It contains all of the spells that I have learned and mastered over the years; spells that I have created and spells that have been passed down throughout my family. The blood of dragons runs through this book, Mal; magic.

Mal gasped softly, her earlier pain forgotten in the face of this exciting and new (and dangerous) book. And besides, a part of her reasoned maturely. She’d deserved it for making her mother upset. For being so weak.

“I have magic too?” the girl asked in awe, eyes wide as she stared at the spell book.

“You do,” her mother said slowly. “Though time will tell just how much those royal bastards have ruined my chance for a true legacy.”

“What do you…?”

“It’s not for you to worry about,” Maleficent said quickly with a sharp shake of her head. “What you need to worry about are these.”

She motions to the other book, and the tiny round machine.

“What is it?” Mal asked, leaning over and frowning at the items.

“This, Mal, is called a clock,” her mother explained. “It’s how we tell what time it is. And this is just a simple rhyme book, but I’ve modified the rhymes over time to become minor spells.”

“My own spell book!” Mal cried gleefully, grabbing for the book even more enthusiastically than before.

“No, Mal, it’s not a true spell book,” Maleficent rumbled with a shake of her head and a smile that Mal knew even at four meant ‘not-a-real-smile.’ “True spell books are earned, they are not just given.”

“Oh,” Mal said, slumping back down into her chair. “Like my name.”

“Yes, exactly like your name,” her mother agreed. “You will earn it in time, but you have to prove to me that you are worthy.”

“I will,” Mal promised, her eyes widening as she looked up at her mother- her idol. “I’ll be just as evil as you!”

“We shall see,” her mother said simply, before teaching Mal the basics of spell casting and time telling.

Though it would be a very long time indeed before Mal realized that she would never earn anything but her mother’s disappointment.


Evie

It had only been a day since ‘the Incident,’ as Mal had been referring to it; that morning when Carlos had ‘chosen Auradon over them.’ But even with that length of time between them, there was still a tenseness to the way Mal and Carlos interacted with each other, a sort of fragile circling that the tiniest change could cause an explosion.

Said explosion came in the form of Jay, which Evie didn’t actually didn’t find all that surprising.

It was Friday, and with no early classes or evil teachers to worry about, Evie could finally stop and take stock of the fact that they had somehow survived their first week in Auradon. Well, granted, it wouldn’t officially have been a full week till the end of the day, but still…it was huge.

Which is why that particular morning found Evie sitting cross legged on her bed with her small collection of fabrics to be assembled into outfits of some kind, with Mal once more hanging over her own bed with her spell book, muttering the various curses under her breath. Carlos lay on his back at the foot of Evie’s bed, Doug’s puzzle cube twisting this way and that in his hands.

It would have been a peaceful and even amusing thing to see, but Evie could feel the tension even now, and it didn’t help that Mal’s muttered curses occasionally came with a flash of sparks.

“…open without a crash,” Mal whispers lowly, and her eyes glowed a faint green, and the bedroom door creaked faintly, before slamming shut with a loud bang.

Carlos yelps, rolling off the side of the bed with a thud, and Evie leaned over when he didn’t immediately resurface.

“Carlos?” She calls carefully, and a small whimper is all she hears, along with a slight shuffle of movement which tells her that he’d retreated under the bed.

“Way to go Mal,” Evie chides, shooting the other girl a look.

“Not my fault he freaked,” Mal mutters, but Evie can still see the slightly guilty look in her eyes.

“Carlos, it was just the door, you can come out,” Evie says, bending down and picking up the puzzle from where it had fallen. “Besides your game is up here, anyway.”

Carlos is silent a moment, before her bed creaks and the top of his white head is visible, his eyes narrow and cautious as he peers over the edge. Mal snorts from the other bed, and Carlos growls quietly, but scrambles the rest of the way up, snatching the cube from Evie’s hand and darting back down to the floor.

Evie sighs, shaking her head as she returns to her sewing, pinning together a few pieces into an outline of a shirt. She didn’t have much in the way of fabric; even with her status on the Isle as the Evil Queen’s daughter, it hadn’t earned her many favors and charm could only go so far. But what she did have she cherished, and made more than good use of. If her design held, the metallic looking thing in front of her would become a shirt for Carlos.

A knock on the door startles her out of her musings, and Mal’s book shuts with a sharp snap as she straightens and rises to her feet. Carlos tenses, and scoots backwards to hide back under the bed, while Evie carefully pulls her sewing scissors from her bag.

“Who is it?” Mal demands, eyeing the room in a quick sweep and closing in on the open window. Evie doubted it would come to that, but just in case, she nudges Carlos gently with her foot; tapping his back twice before pausing and tapping again- their signal for ‘alert and ready to run.’

“It’s Ben,” comes the voice from the other side of the door, and Evie relaxes, while Mal just stiffens further.

“What do you want?” Mal hisses, and Evie clicks her tongue in disapproval.

“You can come in Ben,” she calls, and Carlos shuffles out from under the bed as the door opens and Ben steps in.

“Hey guys,” he greets, smiling at her and Carlos before offering Mal a tentative wave.

“Hi,” Mal says stiffly, before turning her back and picking up her book again, careful to keep the cover hidden as she resumes where she’d left off.

Ben, for his part, only looks mildly amused by Mal’s dismissal of him, and manages to keep smiling as he talks. “I just wanted stop by and see how you were all doing, and you know…say congratulations.”

“For w-w-hat?” Carlos drawls carefully, and Ben offers him another brief smile.

“For completing a full week here in Auradon of course,” he says brightly, and Evie chuckles softly at his enthusiasm.

“Of course,” Mal repeats in a deadpan. “Congrats for making it this long, you mean.”

“Well, yes,” Ben says, not seeming to notice the heavy sarcasm in Mal’s voice. “It’s kind of a big deal, and the rest of us…uh, me and some of the others…have a little something planned for you. To celebrate.”

Evie can’t help the butterflies that drift through her stomach when Ben smiles at her again. He’s so sweet and soft and boyishly handsome; not to mention his royal status. And yet he’s also entirely taken, and while Evie may have been desperate for a Prince, she wasn’t quite at the ‘man-stealing’ level yet.

“We don’t do ‘celebrating,’” Mal says abruptly, her eyes hard and cautious as she glares at Ben. “But thanks anyway.”

“Aw come on M-ma-mal!” Carlos is the one who protests, rising to his feet so he was level with her. “It could be….”

“Fun?” she finishes challengingly, and Carlos winces at her tone, but manages to hold her gaze.

“It could be,” he replies, and Evie bites her lip anxiously as she glances between the two.

“I get that everything is still so new,” Ben cuts in slowly. “And you don’t have to agree to anything right away. I figured you would like to know ahead of time so it wasn’t too big of a surprise…it’ll be later today around lunch time, in the gardens.”

“That’s very…nice…of you,” Mal says carefully, the foreign word twisting awkwardly around her tongue.

“W-we’ll think about it,” Carlos promises, and there’s a hopeful, eager look on his face as he turns to Evie.

“No promises,” Mal snaps, but Evie finds herself nodding anyway.

“No, but we’ll think about it,” she says, and Ben brightens again.

“Great,” he says. “You’re free to do what you want with the day; explore the grounds, maybe check out some of the extracurriculars we have. Doug is in on it so if you decide you want to come, just let him know and he’ll show you the way.”

“Great,” Mal mutters unenthusiastically. “We’ll totally do that.”

Ben grins again and clasps his hands together enthusiastically. “Well I’ll let you guys go, but like I said before, if you need anything…I’m here.”

“Noted,” Mal murmurs, and Ben nods in farewell before leaving, closing the door behind him.

“Well that was….”

“Mal puh-puh-please can we go?” Carlos bursts out, cutting across Evie in his excitement.

“Why do you even want to go?” Mal retorts incredulously, and even Evie is surprised at just how animated the younger boy was. “Socializing isn’t usually your thing.”

“But it’s fffor us!” Carlos cries, his fingers fidgeting with his dog tail. “I-i-it’d be cool.”

“Yeah, until it turns out to be a set up,” Mal counters sharply. “Some prank or twisted joke.”

“But this is Auradon,” Evie broaches carefully. “Who knows, it could be….”

“Ssee?” Carlos says, lifting his brows at Mal. “Wwe can go!”

“Without Jay?” Mal counters, lifting a brow. “You’d actually do that?”

“Mal don’t be mean,” Evie scolds, before realizing what she’d said and falling silent.

“We’re not going,” Mal says, ignoring Carlos’ strangled cry of protest. “We have other things to focus on, remember?”

“But--”

A knock on the door interrupts Carlos’ continued whimpering, and Mal growls sharply in frustration.

“I swear, it’s like we’re some kind of attraction,” she mutters darkly, stalking over to the door and yanking it open.

“What?” she hisses, and Evie looks over at a familiar laugh.

“Is that any way to treat someone who’s bringing you presents?”

“Az-ziz,” Carlos manages jerkily, though no less happily, offering the older boy a shy smile as she strolls past Mal into the room.

“Hey there Freckles,” Aziz greets Carlos, grinning back broadly before turning and offering Evie a wink.

“M’lady,” he drawls, and Evie ducks her head back to her sewing to hide her slight blush.

“What does everybody have against us?” Mal grumbles, crossing her arms and glaring at Aziz’s back.

“I have no clue what you’re talking about,” Aziz replies, shaking his head. “But I do know that there’s this wicked party we’re throwing for you and….”

“Yeah, we know,” Mal replies shortly.

“Oh, cool,” Aziz says, unaffected by her attitude. “Ooh, but I do seriously have surprises for you.” 

He turns and darts back to the door, swinging his body through it as he opens it and calling out into the hallway.

“You coming or what?”

There’s a muffled answer of some kind, and Aziz swings back through the doorway with a flourish of his hands as a figure shuffles into the room, the door creaking closed behind it. Evie straightens as the familiar figure stops just in the doorway, and Mal curses softly while Carlos leaps to his feet.

“Jay!” the smaller boy cries, and though there’s obvious delight in his eyes, he just stops himself from rushing forward.

“Dude I saw you, like, yesterday,” Jay snorts, shifting his weight on the crutch under his arm. “Chill.”

“Well fuck me,” Mal mutters, but Evie can hear the relief in her voice. “If it isn’t the bane of my existence.”

“I couldn’t just leave you all to wander around unsupervised and unprotected,” Jay scoffs, his eyes twinkling as his lips curl into that familiar grin. “What kind of person would I be if I did that?”

“Like pretty much everyone back home?” Mal offers with a shrug, but she’s definitely smiling now, and Evie has almost forgotten Aziz was still there until he cleared his throat.

“I guess things got pretty crazy then, huh?” the other boy says with a strange look on his face. “Not that I’m not a sucker for emotional reunions,” he says quickly. “But that just sounds…unsafe.”

“Right I forgot,” Jay grumbles, shoving Aziz away with the edge of his crutch. “You might be cool, but you’re still Auradon.”

“Agrabah, originally,” Aziz corrects with faux haughtiness, straightening his blazer. “And I’ll thank you not to insult either of my countries.”

Jay rolls his eyes, and even Mal scoffs, though she’s focused back on her spell book.

“Anyway,” Jay continues. “Define safe, and maybe I can help put your innocent mind to rest. Or scar you for life.”

“Jay,” Evie scolds, though she feels an anxious thrill go through her at his words. Mal says nothing, but she’s pursed her lips tightly and Evie can tell she’s just as displeased as she is.

“Well really just everything you just said, but the opposite,” Aziz says with a short laugh that sounds anything but amused.

“What, constant supervision and hovering?” Jay retorts, rolling his eyes while his free hand slowly works its way around Carlos’ shoulder. “Sounds like Fairy Godmother’s classes.”

“You mean caring?” Aziz replies, his eyes intent as he focuses on Jay, though his mouth curls somewhat at the mention of Fairy Godmother.

“Oh, you’re doing that again,” Jay sighs, shaking his head as his hand inches a little further, stealthily plucking the puzzle cube from Carlos’ hands.

Evie shakes her own head, but she can’t help but laugh as Carlos blinks, glancing down at his hands in stunned confusion. She watches as the smaller boy’s head comes up, and the glare he gives Jay when he sees the cube balanced on Jay’s fingers is priceless. Jay laughs with glee, lifting his arm and silently taunting Carlos.

“Um, what thing?” Aziz asks, feigning offense. “If you mean my concern about your wellbeing then shoot me.”

“Huh?” Mal frowns, and Evie narrows her eyes at the other boy. Even Carlos forgets about his puzzle for a moment and stops, nervous and uncertain.

“What?” Aziz replies, his own face furrowing in confusion. “What’d I say?”

“Shoot you?” Jay says, his head cocked slightly to the left. “Why would….”

And then Aziz laughs, a short, quick snort of amusement that does nothing to put Evie at ease.

“Oh wow, you guys really are out of touch,” he chuckles. “It’s a saying, an expression you know? Like, when you use a saying to…say something...without really saying….”

He trails off hopelessly, and Evie narrows her eyes at him, frowning despite the pang of anxiety it gives her about wrinkles.

“If you want to say something then why don’t you just say it?” she accuses, and Aziz tries for a laugh but it falters somewhat in the face of her glare.

“You got me there,” he murmurs with a slight shrug. “How about we just label it as a weird thing we do in Auradon and call it a day?”

“It’s not even noon,” Mal snaps, and Evie silently thanks her mother’s lessons on facial expressions, as she’s able to expertly school her face to hide her cruel amusement.

Mal makes no such effort, her lips twisting into a triumphant leer, her eyes flashing brightly with laughter as Aziz splutters and attempts to defend himself.

“Ok, but in all seriousness,” Aziz finally says, and Evie finds herself straightening at his serious tone. “The whole lack of supervision thing…that was really a norm for you guys? I mean, you really didn’t have anyone looking out for you?”

“It’s a trap,” Jay hisses with a scoff, and though Mal rolls her eyes, Evie can tell by the slight stiffening of her shoulders that the other girl is very much wary and alert.

“The only people looking out for you on the Isle is yourself,” Mal says coldly, her eyes dark with danger. “No one is going to come to save you so you have to be the one to save yourself.”

Something falters across Aziz’s expression at that, and Evie finds herself holding her breath, waiting for it to turn into anger or something equally dangerous. But the other boy doesn’t even raise his voice, seeming almost unsure as he glances carefully around the room at them.

“But…what about you guys?” he asks, his voice reflecting the uncertainty in his eyes. “You’re all really close…you look out for each other.”

“We’re like, the rare exception,” Jay mutters, rubbing at his jaw self-consciously. “We came together because we had to…to survive.”

“And anyway,” Mal continues. “We only all came together like we are now a few months ago. Before that, we were just allies.”

“Allies?”

“There are no relationships on the Isle,” Evie finds herself putting in, though she keeps her eyes on her needles as she idly pokes at the fabric. “Just those you use to get what you want, and allies to help you get it.”

“Oh,” Aziz says, and Mal snorts derisively.

“That it, Agrabah?” she snaps challengingly. “Or do you want to ask even more probing questions?”

“Well,” Aziz says slowly, his eyes on the floor as he shuffles his weight. “I do have one more….”

“Here it comes,” Jay grumbles, eyes narrowing at the other boy.

Aziz makes a face at Jay, who flips him off in response, but neither Mal or Evie if fully relaxed. Tense and suspicious, Evie purses her lips as she waits for the other boy to speak. After a brief stare down between he and Jay, Aziz finally speaks, turning back to them with a glint in his eyes that is all too reminiscent of trouble.

“So like, who did your hair? Because I’m obsessed with those colors, seriously.”

Evie blinks, and Mal is so caught off guard she lets out an undignified snort.

“Wait, what?” she says with a laugh, tugging at a purple lock, while Evie combs her fingers self-consciously through her own blue-stained curls.

It occurs to her that she hadn’t actually combed or styled her hair at all that week, and the thought sends a sharp twist through her stomach. She can practically hear her mother’s voice, chiding her for her lack of hygiene; the threats and promises that ‘how could any boy want you when you look like you just crawled out of the gutter?’

The thought of it is enough to make her sick, her breath catching tightly in her throat and she almost doesn’t register the voices in the background until she hears her name.

“…don’t know about Carlos,” Mal is saying, the other girl’s voice still wary and incredulous. “But Evie and I got our colors from some of the dyes that Uma made on the Isle. Well, that and uh…magic, a bit.”

“Magic?” Aziz repeats, his eyebrows lifting in surprise. “And who’s Uma? Someone I should know?”

“Not particularly,” Mal growls, and Evie exchanges a nervous look with Jay and Carlos. They knew all too well the animosity the two girls had for each other.

“She’s Ursula’s daughter,” Evie cuts in quickly, deciding after a moment of Mal’s ensuing curses that it would be better if she provided the information. “She mostly stayed by the docks, but every now and then she would make her way into town and sell the dyes she made.”

“And start another turf war,” Mal snarls, so viciously that Aziz starts, blinking in shock.

“War?” he questions meekly, and Evie straightens, while Jay and Carlos shake their head rapidly, eyes wide.

“N-n-n-no,” Carlos murmurs. “Don’t get her sstarted.”

Aziz takes a look at Mal’s seething face and, wisely, in Evie’s opinion- doesn’t press. Instead, he shifts his attention back to Evie, though he glances warily out of the corner of his eye to Mal.

“So uh, you said…magic?”

“Yeah,” Mal answers, and Evie deflates slightly as his attention turns back to the other girl. “I used to be blonde when I was a kid, and then it got darker as I got older. The dye helped, but really, it was um…”

“The colors are really a manifestation of our magic,” Evie finishes for her, when Mal hesitates too much for her liking.

“The hell, E?” Mal snaps, clearly reading Evie’s intentions. Evie shrugs, her lips twitching in amusement.

“You weren’t finishing the sentence anytime soon,” she replies smugly. “Poor guy was going grey waiting.”

“Al-already grey,” Carlos mumbles cheekily, his eyes flickering shyly over to Aziz, who makes a show of combing his scalp for hair while Jay rolls his eyes.

“Fine, so on the Isle, all magic is useless and nonexistent, right?” Evie says briskly, and Aziz nods, easily returning to seriousness. “Well despite not being able to use it, the magic is still in our blood, but with no way to harness or release it, the magic sort of did its own thing.”

“Cool,” Aziz says, nodding his head slightly. “So Jay, you just decided you’d rebel and be cool without the color?”

“You shitting me?” Jay scoffs. “I wouldn’t be caught dead with that gunk in my hair.”

“Yeah, but, if it’s magic then wouldn’t you…?”

Evie couldn’t stifle her own snort fast enough, but it was mercifully covered by the rest of her group’s laughter, Carlos dropping his puzzle he was laughing so hard.

“Jay? W-w-with magic?”

“I wish,” Jay agrees ruefully. “Nah, the magic gene seems to have skipped this generation.”

“But wasn’t Jafar a genie?” Aziz questions, lifting a brow. “You’d think at least something would’ve come from that.”

“Yeah,” Jay mutters, though his voice had pitched lower, his eyes dark and clouded. “You’d think. It was one of his favorite things to…complain about.”

Evie doesn’t miss the inflection in his words, or the slight stiffening of his shoulders. She sees the flicker in his face and remembers all those times she’d found him in the alley behind his father’s house; or the few moments he’d ended up at her window; or that one time in particular….

“Somehow that doesn’t surprise me,” Aziz chuckles, but even he seems to have noticed the shift in Jay’s voice, and Evie silently thanks the other boy when he turns to Carlos with an easy smile.

“So Freckles,” he says, and Carlos bites his lip, something lighting in his eyes that Evie can’t quite interpret. “You got some secret magic you’ve been hiding?”

“A-as if,” Carlos laughs, shaking his head. “It gro-ows that way.”

“What? Nu-uh,” Aziz says, his eyes crinkling with laughter in the corners. “So like, what…just like your mom’s? Her hair really is half black and white?”

Carlos flinches at the mention of Cruella, and Evie bites her lip anxiously, while Mal bristles and Jay grimaces. But Carlos doesn’t retreat, or even lash out like Evie expects him to. Instead he simply makes a face, a sort of twisted half-smile, and even manages a short laugh, though Evie can tell right away that it’s fake.

“Y-yeah,” he mutters lowly. “It’s a pppain to brush every morning, but…you kn-know.” He shrugs lightly, and Aziz chuckles a bit, the tension fading with the sound.

“Yeah, well, as much as I’d love to stay and chat, I’ve got a class, and preparations for your lunch. Though I could always just skip class….”

“Now you sound like one of us,” Jay scoffs, shoving Aziz with a shoulder. “And you’re not cool enough to hang like one of us just yet.”

“Pfft,” Aziz snorts, but he’s smiling again, not the least bit offended by Jay’s teased insults. “Whatever. I’ll see you around.”

“Sssee ya,” Carlos offers, and Evie smiles, waving a farewell as Aziz turns to go.

“Good riddance,” is all Mal tosses out, but he was gone by that point, the door clicking closed behind him.

Jay snaps the lock into place a moment after, and it’s only a breath of time after that that Carlos launches himself forward, pressing as close to Jay as he can get without knocking him over. Mal tosses her spell book aside, and Evie is already on her feet, her sewing forgotten as she crosses the room to stand by Jay’s other side.

It’s only when she’s that close that she realizes Carlos is shaking, though his expression seems neutral enough. But the smaller boy was all but clinging to Jay, and the other boy grimaces as he attempts to shuffle further into the room.

“Ok, ok, I get it,” he grumbles, maneuvering around Carlos’ hovering form. “I was gone for like, two days, though…chill.”

“Three,” Carlos mumbles, his hand fidgeting anxiously at his sides, though Evie can tell by the look on his face that he’d much rather have them around Jay.

Jay seems to sense this, and adjusts his weight on the crutch before reaching out with his other hand and roughly mussing Carlos’ hair. Something hits the floor with a thump, and Evie casts her eyes down to the oval shaped, black bag by Jay’s foot as Carlos starts yelping protests.

“Aw, did my little puppy miss me?” Jay croons teasingly, shuffling around to continue wrestling the other boy into submission. “Was I gone for so long that my little Carlos was getting all depressed and lonely without me?”

“Jay get off!” Carlos whimpers, digging his elbows into Jay’s side and wincing when it only makes Jay grab him tighter. “Mmal!”

“What’s that bag?” Mal asks, completely ignoring Carlos’ cries for help, and Evie huffs a sigh when Carlos yelps again.

“Your own fault for standing too close,” she mutters, but she pries him loose anyway, ignoring Jay’s grumbles curses.

“That bag?” Jay finally says, as Carlos scrambles for the opposite bed. “Oh, it’s nothing…just my latest, and dare I say greatest, score!”

He beds down and lifts the bag easily, plopping it down onto Evie’s bed with a flourish. Evie exchanges a wary look with Mal, as they both know by now not to trust anything Jay brings home. But curiosity gets the better of her, and Evie tugs the zipper open anyway, her mouth falling open in shock.

“Holy….”

“You son of a bitch,” Mal cuts across her, vaulting around Carlos and grabbing the bag. “Where the hell…?”

“I just so happened to come across a map of the school grounds while I was in the infirmary,” Jay brags easily, his usual swagger evident even with the crutch. “And with nothing better to do, what do I do but study my surroundings? And I just so happened to memorize where the kitchens were, so that the first thing I did when I got out was a proper raid.”

“Have I told you that I love you yet?” Mal says, digging through the bag and coming up with a handful of packages food.

Carlos ducks under her reaching arms and practically buries himself in the bag, shoving a pastry into his mouth while grabbing three more packages with his other hands. He mumbles something through the food, and Evie grimaces at the lack of proper etiquette. But all things considered, she could forgive him this time.

“Yeah yeah, you can thank me later,” Jay brushes her off, though he smirks proudly anyway. “We have to sort through this now, though, and I can restock when we need it.”

“Ok,” Evie says, happily taking charge. “We should eat any of the unwrapped stuff now. All the packaged food can stay in the bag, and if there’s any fruit, we can sort it by when it should be eaten and go from there.”

Carlos whimpers, but drops the packages he’d grabbed back into the bag, pastry crumbs falling down his chin. Mal tosses her own stash back as well, though Evie doesn’t miss the smaller package that she slips into her pocket.

“M,” Evie snaps, and Mal blinks at her. “Come on.”

“Leader gets first pick,” Mal replies simply, though there’s a stubborn, unyielding tone to her voice that Evie knows she won’t win against.

“Ugh, fine,” she huffs, rolling her eyes. “It doesn’t look like there’s anything in here that will go bad; not that that really matters but…I think we’ll be good with this for a good week or so.”

“So I did good?” Jay asks, his brow furrowed in a rare gesture on uncertainty.

“Oh yeah,” Evie confirms with a smile.

“At this rate, all we need now is a solid plan for the wand and we can take Auradon by storm,” Mal crows, and even Carlos manages a wicked smile, his eyes sparkling mischievously as he chews the rest of his pastry.

“And I might have an idea of where to start,” Jay adds slyly.

“Why do I have the feeling this won’t end well?” Evie mutters, though she can’t help but grin as well, the excitement of their goal contagious.

“For Auradon, maybe,” Mal retorts. “They won’t know what hit them.”


Jane

“Ok guys, our first intervention slash rescue plan for the VKs has officially begun.”

Jane picks anxiously at the bow attached to her dress, Ben’s greeting doing nothing to calm her nerves. What was she doing here? What did they think they were doing?

“Rescue? Rescue from what? If anything it’s Auradon that needs to be protected from them.”

“Chad, we’ve discussed this,” Ben (rather patiently, in Jane’s opinion) says. “You’re more than welcome to stay and be a part of this. But if you don’t have anything positive to contribute, then at least don’t contribute at all.”

Chad huffs darkly, but says nothing, and Jane chews her lip, eyeing the rest of the group gathered in the library. Doug sat just to Chad’s right; Lonnie was beside him; Aziz sat in the lounge chair to Lonnie’s right, with Nikki standing behind him, his hands resting on the back of his boyfriend’s chair. Audrey sat to Jane’s left, and Ben stood in the center of their little circle, shuffling slowly around as he spoke.

“I called you all together because, as I’m sure you’ve all noticed in some degree, there’s something wrong with the VKs, and we need to find out what.”

“Seriously, Ben?” Chad hisses sharply. “It took you a whole week to figure that out? I could have told you from day one when those two freaks attacked me with a knife!”

“Dagger,” Lonnie cut in with equal ferocity, glaring at the blond prince. “How many times do I have to tell you guys? There’s a difference!”

“Yeah, we get it, Lonnie; you’re the weapons expert,” Chad retorts, rolling his eyes. “Knife, dagger…it was sharp and pointy, that’s all that really matters.”

Lonnie grits her jaw and glares, but doesn’t say anything back. Jane knows better though, than to take it as a sign of defeat. Rather, she was pretty sure her roommate was restraining herself from physically responding to Chad.

“Ok, weapon specifics aside,” Ben cuts in before it could come to that. “Something is wrong, and before I say what I think, I want to hear what you’ve all seen for yourselves. We’ll start from day one and go from there, so…Chad?”

Ben winces as he says Chad’s name, as though bracing himself for the outburst that is sure to come.

“Where do you want me to start, Ben? Before or after I was attacked?”

“To be fair, you did start it,” Lonnie cuts in before Ben can respond, and Jane is surprised at the cold look in her eyes as she stares the blond boy down. “Honestly, I’d probably have done the same in their position.”

“Not. Helping,” Chad grumbles, his left hand curling protectively around his bandaged right.

“Ok guys,” Ben says quickly. “That’s enough. Chad, regardless of who started what…did you notice anything about Jay or Carlos that was…I don’t know, concerning?”

“You mean aside from the fact Carlos had a knife that he just carried around all over? I mean, seriously, how is that not concerning?”

“Ok,” Ben drawls slowly, pointedly ignoring Lonnie’s furious swearing. “That is one thing I worried about, too. More specifically, it was just how well Carlos handled that knife…dagger,” he amends hastily, offering Lonnie a sheepish look. “Audrey, I know you had some concerns.”

Jane glances over to the other girl, who nods slowly, her eyes on her hands as she spoke. “I do,” she says. “From the moment they got here I noticed that none of them made any eye contact, aside from Jay, but he was glaring more than simply looking at people. Not to mention the bruises….”

She trails off, and Jane finds herself starting, surprised. She hadn’t noticed any bruises on them, or at least, not on Carlos. But she hadn’t really been looking at them closely at the time…too afraid to get too close. And now look how close she was.

“Jay had a black eye,” Doug recalls hesitantly, and Ben nods, pressing his lips tightly together.

“I talked with Fairy Godmother and she said she’d done a brief magical examination to see how badly they were hurt and heal them. And aside from Jay’s black eye, Evie had some bruised ribs. For whatever reason, Mal and Carlos were relatively ok, but she said there were a lot of broken bones on all of them; past injuries that the magic picked up on, some of which hadn’t healed right.”

“Probably fought a lot on the Isle, too,” Chad says, but his tone is strangely subdued, and not as venomous.

“Then there’s the food issues,” Ben continues. “It’s been drawn to my attention that the Isle really only gets our garbage, so it’s no wonder they’re starving.”

Jane bites her lip at that. She had known, of course, that the Isle had received their cast-offs, but at the time she hadn’t seen it as a problem. Just something that was done, and what did it matter what villains ate? She was embarrassed to think that way now, knowing what she did, but still.

“And Jane’s been around Carlos enough to catch something,” Doug adds, and Jane suddenly finds the attention of the room turned to her.

“I…uh…um…,” Jane stammers wordlessly, her fingers slowly unraveling the bow attached to her dress.

“It’s alright, Jane,” Ben reassures. “No one’s going to judge you for saying what you think.”

Maybe not right now, Jane thinks warily. But there’s no way it wouldn’t come back and haunt her in some shape or form.

“I ran into Carlos first,” she finally says. “In one of the forges, after class. I still don’t know what he was doing, but he was terrified that he was in some kind of trouble. It was…weird…”

She trails off, frowning as she recalled his particular mannerisms in that moment, how every move and gesture and flicker of the eyes all seemed to convey a trapped and terrified animal.

“What was weird?” Ben asks gently.

“He was,” Jane says, realizing only after how blunt and terrible that sounded. “Sorry, not like…um, it took him a while to realize I wasn’t a threat to him, but he was really on edge, watching everything I did, and if it seemed like I was getting too close, he’d flinch away like he thought I was going to attack him or something.”

Ben nods, but it’s more to himself than anything else, as though confirming something in his head.

“But once he opened up, he was the exact opposite,” Jane continues slowly. “And even later, in the infirmary, I got him to laugh and we talked for a while.”

And then she remembers, and a gasp slips involuntarily past her lips.

“Jane?” Lonnie asks, concerned, but Jane shakes her head, holding up a hand.

“I’m fine,” she says quickly. “It’s just…I remembered something he said about his mom. About Cruella.”

A shiver passes through the group, a wave of unease at the mention of the villainess. Jane pushes past it, and manages to continue.

“He mentioned that Cruella…wasn’t exactly ‘stable,’ how she would forget things a lot, even him.”

“That’s terrible,” Audrey gasps, and even Chad looks unsettled, though it’s quickly covered up by a bored expression before Jane can comment on it.

“I was just in the girls’ room,” Aziz says, crossing his arms. “They were all there together. Side note; they don’t like being away from each other for long.”

“Yeah, I noticed that,” Ben murmurs. “I don’t think Mal was very happy that I took Carlos away from them for breakfast the other day.”

“Yeah,” Aziz drawls, shaking his head before continuing. “Anyway, I did some probing. Turns out there’s not a lot of parental care or supervision in general. Everyone pretty much is left to fend for themselves, and that’s how they all came together.”

“Right, so, we have some information, now what are we going to do with it?”

It’s Doug who redirects the conversation, and Jane blinks up at him in surprise. “If we really are looking for signs of abuse…..”

Jane flinches, and Chad looks up sharply, his brow pulling down into severe frown.

“Wait, what?” he snaps, and Ben fixes him with a careful look.

“There’s clearly something more going on that we’re not seeing,” Ben say slowly. “My decree brought the VKs here, but they could just as easily go back at the end of the school year. If it comes down to it, I want to know what I’m sending them back to.”

“Yeah, ok,” Chad mutters dazedly. “But…but really Ben? Abuse?”

There’s something tight and pained in his voice, and Jane is suddenly reminded just how close a subject this was for Chad. His own mother had been subject to the abuses of her step-family her whole life. Even now, it was rumored she was still affected by it. Cruel, vicious rumors, to be sure; meant to find ways to discredit Cinderella’s royal status. But the truth of behind the rumors remained.

Jane feels a pang of sympathy for the other boy. Despite Chad’s…faults…it couldn’t be easy for him. Ben seems to understand and feel the same, as he offers the other boy a tiny, sad smile.

“I know, it’s kind of a big deal for your family, and I’m sorry about that. Really. But the people on the Isle of the Lost are my responsibility, too and I’m not just going to deny that for the sake of feeling comfortable.”

“No, please,” Chad says, shrugging slightly and gesturing with a hand. “Don’t let my deep, personal experiences get in the way of your precious villains.”

“Chad,” Ben starts, but the other boy shakes his head, standing from his chair a little too abruptly.

“No, I get it,” Chad cuts in sharply, a waver in his voice that he’s not quick enough to hide. “Got to preserve Auradon’s reputation and all that; show that you care.”

“Chad,” Jane tries, but he’s already heading out the door, his hands trembling in fists at his sides.

“Leave it, Janey,” Lonnie says quietly. “Just let him be bitter for a while.”

“But--”

“No, Lonnie’s right,” Ben sighs. “He just needs some time for himself. It’s only fair…half his family is on the Isle and Auradon never did do much for Cinderella except try to disinherit her.”

“You’d think it would at least make him a little sympathetic,” Audrey offers. “But I’ll check on him later.”

“Yeah, ok,” Ben concedes softly. “And in the mean-time, we’ll keep an eye on the four and make sure they continue settling in without any added problems.”

“Careful, you’ll jinx it,” Aziz teases, though it’s not as light given the atmosphere of Chad’s exit.

Jane just hoped things would settle from here. Despite the VKs dangerous heritage and the chaos of their arrival, they’d all managed to make it a week in Auradon. They could get through one lunch party, right?


Chad

He wasn’t running away. He wasn’t running he wasn’t running away dammit!

“Dammit.”

The word spills from his lips in a quick, low hiss, his fists clenching in anxious need; that need to react, to break, to do…something…to ease the tightness in his chest. He settles for shoving someone brutally aside, though their outraged yelp is lost as he stumbles messily into the nearest men’s room, closing and locking the door firmly behind him before losing himself in a scream.

He brings his fist up to his mouth and bites down on his knuckle until the pain is almost as great as the one is his left hand, his scream stifling and hot and raw as it tears past his lips, spilling over his fingers and out into the air.

But it’s not quite enough to release the pressure and he whirls, blindly, kicking at the nearest stall door and letting the slamming echo deep inside. He kicks the next door, and the next, then pivots again and beats at the wall until he can’t feel his fingers at all anymore.

Only then does Chad finally stop, his chest heaving and eyes stinging painfully. And it all hurts, now that he’s aware of himself; his knuckles bruised and bloody where the skin has peeled off, a twinge in his leg that he recognizes as a cramp of some kind.

He straightens, drawing a slow breath and crossing to the sink. He washes his hand awkwardly, trying to avoid getting the bandages around his left hand wet. The stark white contrasts with the diluted red, and he tries to focus on the colors, but the pain and the bandages and the screaming still remind him of the freaks who did this to him….

But he can’t even think that anymore, can he? Not after hearing all that in the library. His body shudders, a long, slow shiver that pulls Chad deeper into his head.

He hadn’t run away, though. Not because of that. Chad Charming didn’t run from anything, especially not some villains who had no place being in his kingdom in the first place.

But he can’t think that, because damn it….

He almost wants to punch the wall again, but his now throbbing hand discourages that idea. Abuse. The word alone is enough to make him feel sick, and he hates that everyone knows; hates the pain and the sadness and the fucking pity that reflected in everyone’s eyes when they looked at him. At Ben’s tone; all ‘understanding’ and condescending all at once.

“I know it’s kind of a big deal for your family.”

Like it was just some ‘thing’ that could be easily dismissed. Like his family wasn’t torn apart because of it. Like it was something to be ‘observed’ or ‘remembered’ like a holiday or something exclusive and foreign and unique only to the Charmings.

“You have no idea, Ben,” Chad spits at the mirror, his usually fine features contorting into something painful and bitter. “You have no idea what my family has been through.”

Or just how much Auradon had screwed them over.

The Charmings had joined with Auradon when Chad was only five, but even then, he had sensed the shift their presence had brought. Or more specifically, his mother’s presence. He had noticed the whispering, the rumors, the looks. But he’d only fully understood when he was seven, after two years of unsuccessful friendships and taunts; and his father had finally taken the time to explain to him just why it was that everyone was so bothered by them.

Because not only was his mother not of royal blood, she was also…different. Scandalously so, by Auradon standards.

Chad remembered once, when he was about six, watching his mother clean the castle. He’d toddled after, eyes wide and confused, as she’d let all the servants go, and insisted that she would make sure everything was clean; that it was her job, and that it would all be fine if she could just reach that chandelier….

His father had been angry at first, but then it had turned into a weary, wary sadness when his mother had suddenly collapsed against him, tears streaming down her face as she uttered barely audible apologies; pleas and promises to do better, to make sure she was doing enough for him; that she would make sure he wouldn’t regret taking some worthless girl off the streets as his wife; that she was sorry, sorry, sorry.

Chad grits his jaw to keep the lump from rising in his throat, his fists clenching again as the anger at it all slowly started coming back. The worst of it was over, just memories and nightmares from childhood. But the effects were still there, even now…even now Chad would sometimes hear people whispering and laughing about his mother’s ‘cleaning routines.’

They didn’t know that it was only because of his father’s tireless work and added comfort and contact on Chad’s part that the routine even existed. They didn’t know that it was the only thing, strangely, painfully, that would help calm his mother’s lingering anxieties. That if they didn’t let the servants have a day off every season change: didn’t let his mother clean the castle as she wished from top to bottom, that the resulting breakdown would be far more catastrophic.

It was just how they managed. How she coped. Who were they to point and laugh and whisper? To fight to deny Cinderella a place on the council; to question Chad’s own legitimacy as a Prince and worthy of the titles it would grant him?

Who were they to pity, to say “I get that it’s a big deal.”

Chad forces his hand to uncurl from its fist, hissing another curse at the responding twinge of pain. But his head is finally clear, at least, though he’s pretty sure he’s going to need even more bandages for his other hand, and damn these VKs for coming here and forcing him to face his own problems. It was so much easier to ignore it, to ignore her, then to face it and accept it, to accept everyone’s silent ridicule.

But despite the pressure in his head easing, his chest is still all too tight, and Chad’s finds himself shaking for an entirely different reason as his hands slip into his pocket and pull out his phone. The tiled walls replay each ring back to him, and his throat goes dry so that by the time the voice sounds at the other end, Chad can barely croak out his own words.

“H-Hi Dad,” he says, and there are tears in his eyes but for once, he’ll let them fall. “Is Mom there?”

Chapter 16: But I'm really just asking to leave pt.2

Summary:

In which Chad and Audrey originate the phrase 'fake it till you make it;' Mal realizes that sometimes feelings can be a good thing; Belle helps Adam/Beast dress for a party with the VKs; a young Jay discovers the monsters that lurk on the Isle; and a party is thrown.

Notes:

Warnings include: language; child abuse/neglect; violence; implied/referenced assault/molestation; child endangerment; and the general 'not good' that is the Isle. Also warnings for brief/implied homophobia/slurs.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Audrey

Audrey goes to find Chad the moment the meeting is over. She has an idea of where he might be, but he was unpredictable when he got like this…and violent, if pushed too far. She half expects to find a trail of tears when she steps out into the hallway, but it’s strangely quiet- at least, in that regard. She finds herself tracking down Doug instead, finding the other boy just on the edge of the gardens, reading a book while also overseeing the decorating out of the corner of his eye.

“Hey Doug,” she greets, sitting down on the picnic bench across from him. He blinks up at her, his hands marking his page on their own before he closes the book slowly.

“Hey, Audrey,” he says back, and Audrey can’t help but sigh at his tone; heavy and cautious, just like he was in the library.

“I still can’t believe we just had that conversation,” she says, and Doug nods, his body slumping forward slightly over the table.

“I didn’t want to see it for myself at first,” he admits. “I even told Ben that it wasn’t a big deal that the Isle got our garbage and leftovers.”

“You did?” This is a surprise. She never would have thought that Doug wouldn’t be able to see the wrong in a thing, or even admit to it.

“Yeah,” he replies with a soft snort and a shake of his head. “Look at hypocritical me now. Sympathizing with the enemy.”

“They’re not our enemy,” Audrey is quick to defend, and Doug’s lips twitch wryly.

“I know that,” he says. “Now. But even so, it still feels weird.”

“Not as weird as Chad must be feeling,” she puts in, and Doug grimaces, his eyes flickering behind his glasses.

“Chad’s….,” Doug trails off, the weight of the other boy’s connection to the situation hanging heavily in the air and overshadowing the festivities beyond them.

“Yeah,” Audrey says, and leaves it at that. There’s nothing else to say, nothing that wouldn’t have already been said or debated over.

“He’ll come around, though,” Doug says, but he doesn’t sound certain enough to Audrey. “He just needs some time, and distance, maybe.”

“I don’t think giving him distance will end well,” Audrey counters carefully. “Not with the VKs so close. Things could go right back to how they were in the beginning…and I don’t think a lack of weapons would stop anyone.”

Doug gives a short, scoffing laugh of agreement, pushing his glasses further up his nose.

“Still,” Audrey continues softly. “We need to do something to intervene. I don’t want this to give Chad any more reason to think badly of the VKs…or of Auradon in general.”

“Yeah I learned the hard way that Chad doesn’t take kindly to ‘interventions,’” Doug mutters, averting his eyes with a bitter quirk of his lips. “But you’re more than welcome to try. I saw him heading towards the Tourney field.”

Audrey frowns at that, surprised by the information. She knew Chad had a temper, but she’d never known him to be violent towards any of his friends. Although, there still was a lot she didn’t know about the other boy or his family, so she supposed it was only fair. And the Tourney field was definitely a fitting place for him to be, considering how wound up he’d been.

“Thanks Doug,” she smiles at him, and Doug nods non-committedly, his eyes scanning the gardens again.

“Anytime,” he says, before suddenly straightening, lifting his chin as he calls out in the direction of one of the nearby pavilions.

“Hey Aziz, Nikhil!” he shouts, squinting slightly as he frowns. “Are you guys decorating or is all this just a date for you or something?”

Audrey follows Doug’s glaring gaze to see the two boys in question, Aziz standing on the upper rung of a ladder with Nikhil a couple rungs below him. Both of them are holding one end of a banner, but it’s far from being hung up; the two boys leaning close in a gesture suspiciously reminiscent of a kiss.

At Doug’s shout they break apart, Nikhil looking vaguely flustered, but pleased, and Aziz sporting a cocky grin.

“It’s called multitasking, Dwarf Boy!” Aziz shouts back with a wave. “You should try it sometime!”

“Aziz,” Audrey hears Nikhil murmur, but his disapproval is cut short with a laugh as the other boy mutters something only they can hear.

Doug grumbles something unintelligible under his breath as Audrey stifles her own amusement for his sake.

“I don’t know who thought those two being a couple was a good idea,” he mutters.

“Pretty sure that was Mason,” Audrey puts in, allowing herself to smile. “He’s always bragging about his ‘instincts.’”

“Right, so we need to stop him next time he decides to match-make again.”

Audrey chuckles, looking back over to the pavilion to see that Nikki and Aziz have actually moved on to hanging the blue and yellow banner instead of flirting.

“I don’t know, Doug,” she says slyly. “I think they’re kinda cute together. Plus, come on, the son of Aladdin and the son of Naveen? They both sort of have that…inherent charisma.”

“Charisma,” Doug grumbles, but he’d slowly drifted back to his book, and Audrey decides she’d better leave him to stew. She still had to find Chad and hopefully get him into a decent mood before the party in a few hours.

They couldn’t afford for anything else to go wrong.


Audrey finds Chad right where Doug had said; running an aggressive set of drills through and around the Tourney field. He’d set the canons to auto-fire, and the narrow, weighted disks whizzed chaotically across the field. Audrey watched for a moment as Chad dodged around a ring, twisting away from an incoming projectile as he did so. But Audrey could tell he wasn’t fully into it; his turns sloppy and frantic as he touched down at one of the orange cones and sprinted back towards the center of the field. He wasn’t even in full gear, only wearing his helmet and jersey.

He didn’t even seem to see her, though she was sure she was visible enough from her place in the cheerleader’s ring. But she didn’t call out just yet, not wanting to throw off what little focus he had. She regretted it a moment later as Chad hastily barreled out of the way of another missile, but didn’t see the second one still coming. She winces as he catches a glancing blow to his side, and Chad stumbles desperately to the left, dodging around another cone before he collapses to his knees.

She can hear him cursing even before he takes off his helmet, his face flushed and his hair plastered to his forehead as he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small remote. He slams the button vigorously and the canons shut off, but not before launching another half-hearted missile across the field. It barely makes it to the ten yard mark, but Audrey is too focused on Chad to worry about it.

It hurts to see him like this; so out of control and, yes- vulnerable. It’s so strikingly different from his usual snarky, controlled self that it doesn’t even feel real. But his heaving shoulders are definitely real, and Audrey bites her lip worriedly as she debates on how to approach him. Then she remembers just where she’s standing, and she straightens to her full height, plastering a smile onto her face and striking a pose.

“Chad, Chad he’s our man! If he can’t do it, no one can!”

Her cheer startles him, if the sudden fumble of his hands is any indication, but he lifts himself to his feet and turns towards her anyway.

“Audrey?” he half pants, half groans. “What the hell?”

“I thought you could use a little lift,” she calls back, ignoring the scowl her words bring.

“I don’t need…” he mutters, but he stops, shaking his head before pushing himself into another drill.

“Let’s go Char-ming, let’s go!” Audrey cheers, and Chad huffs to a stop just outside the cheerleading ring.

“Seriously, Audrey, quit it,” he snaps weakly. “I’m not in the mood.”

“Exactly why I’m here,” she counters, refusing to drop her pose. “The star player of the Auradon Knights deserves at least one cheerleader while he practices.”

Chad scoffs, but his lips twitch slightly, and Audrey grins wider.

“I’m not even the star player,” Chad tries to argue. “Ben is.”

“He’s the honorary star, true,” Audrey agrees with a sly look. “But when it comes to the game, everyone knows you have him beat. But don’t tell him I said that.”

Chad looks like he wants to laugh, but he shakes his head instead, his expression sinking further.

“Come on Chad,” Audrey coaxes. “Just one smile would be nice.”

“Like I said, not in the mood.” His head drops, his chin brushing his chest so Audrey can barely hear him. “I really just…want to be alone right now.”

“Mm, that doesn’t sound like a good idea to me,” Audrey hums lightly, ignoring Chad’s frustrated grunt. “Do you…want to talk?”

“Doesn’t sound like a good idea to me,” he sing songs back, his face twisting mockingly.

“Chad,” Audrey says, stopping him from jogging away again. “Please.”

“What do you want me to say, Audrey?” He snaps then, stalking back over to her, stopping just short of invading the dividing line between them. “What can I possibly say that will make any of this shit ok?”

“It’s not ok,” she agrees, stifling down her own reaction and forcing herself to remain calm. “It’s not ok, and you have every right to be upset about it.”

“Fucking understatement of my life,” he grumbles back, and Audrey presses her lips tightly.

“But you don’t have the right to push everyone else away,” she counters firmly. “We’re you’re friends, Chad. We are here for you.”

“Yeah, just like Auradon is ‘here for me’,” he retorts, pacing a frantic line before turning and walking back. “You know what sucks the most? The fact that they can sit there on their asses and say ‘well maybe villains do deserve a chance’ in one breath, and screw over my mom in the next.”

“Chad…”

“They have more compassion for a bunch of villains than they ever did for her!” Chad turns and throws his helmet across the field, the hardened plastic bouncing once before rolling to stop at the edge of the bleachers.

“None of us think that way,” Audrey says, when he’s finished yelling, and she finally gets a smile, but it’s too twisted and bitter to count.

“Yeah, ok,” Chad says, turning to retrieve his helmet, but Audrey reaches out and grabs his arm, turning him back.

 “Believe me when I tell you that none of us think that way about you, or your mother. We’re your friends, Chad. It’s what we’re here for.”

He’s silent a moment, his eyes more grey than blue in the afternoon lighting. He draws a breath that shakes too much, and when he speaks he talks to row of bleachers behind her.

“I talked to her. Just now.”

“You did? Really?” Audrey can’t help her surprised tone this time, but he doesn’t comment on it right away. “How uh, how is she?”

“Are you asking because you really care, or because you’re obligated to act concerned as part of your ‘patronizing Auradon citizen’ thing?”

“Have I ever been fake with you?” she retorts, and his eyes flicker, but he says nothing. “So, how is she?”

“She’s…ok, actually,” he says, and he lets out a little sound that might be a laugh. “Wasn’t happy about that letter Fairy Godmother sent about the fight, though. Got an earful for that. Probably deserved it for being such an ass.”

“Probably,” Audrey says, and Chad shoots her a look, but he’s smiling just a little, and she considers it almost a success.

“She was excited, though, about Ben’s decree. Real excited. But that’s not a surprise since she was one of the top advocates for it. Dad…not so much.”

He makes a face, but shakes it aside before Audrey can comment on it.

“But I did ask her…I asked her if she ever thought about…the other half of our family. On the Isle. And if it was actually possible for a villain to be redeemed.”

Audrey tenses slightly, but he’s still not quite looking at her, so he misses the movement. “What did she say?”

“She said that she thought about them all the time; hoping that they were ok and that they were safe. She said that it’s only because of her belief in redemption that she was able to get as far as she did…and that I should write to Aunt Anastasia for the story from her end.”

“Well, that’s good advice,” Audrey offers, but Chad is frowning again, his brow furrowed in worry.

“I don’t know. I think…I think it might be, but I can’t….” He trails off, his hands lifting to run through his tangled hair, his fingers tugging anxiously at the sweaty locks.

“You can’t reconcile her forgiveness with the terrible things her family did,” Audrey guesses, and Chad tugs so hard at his hair that he winces.

“Her family,” she repeats bitterly. “Our family…my family! That’s what really gets me. She was against the Isle from the beginning, but she’s so happy about Ben’s decree because she thinks that if this group succeeds, Auradon will bring another group over. She’s excited, because she can use her influence- Dad’s influence really, because who would listen to her?- to convince them to bring my cousin over.”

Audrey blinks, trying to process the slew of words that had come from his mouth. “Your cousin?” She manages, and Chad’s lips quirk again into a half-smile.

“Yeah. Apparently, I have a cousin over there. Antoine. Aunt Drizella’s.”

“I didn’t know that,” Audrey murmurs, and Chad snorts, rolling his eyes.

“That’s the point,” he says. “You’re not supposed to know. No one is, until the next group is chosen. But it turns out that even Aunt Drizella isn’t so horrible, and actually wrote to Mom when he was born. To brag, mostly; about how ‘perfect’ he was. But still, she wrote.

“How old is he, then?” Audrey wonders out loud. “And who’s his…?”

“Don’t,” Chad cuts across her quickly, his face suddenly not so flushed. “It…you don’t…just, no.”

“Did Drizella write…?”

“Implications, mostly,” Chad grimaces. “And ‘grown up’ conversations that I wasn’t supposed to hear. But apparently the Isle really isn’t all that pleasant when you’re a young and vaguely beautiful aristocratic woman. Even if it is all former.”

Audrey doesn’t even want to think about what that means, but of course, finds herself thinking anyway, and the images and ideas her brain throws at her are enough to make her sick. She forces her thoughts aside, and tries to return to a lighter thread.

“Why Antoine?” she asks, and Chad blinks. “I mean, you’d think Drizella would have given him a name more…after hers.”

“She did,” Chad says. “She named him Darian. And he’s two years younger than me; so he’d be 16 by now. Apparently his name meant ‘gift’ or something. Lady Tremaine renamed him Antoine, as a sort of bitter, mocking thing of Anastasia.”

“Well that’s….”

“Fucked up?” Chad offers wryly.

“I’d have used a different word,” Audrey mumbles, but he wasn’t exactly wrong, so she doesn’t argue further.

“Yeah, well, word choice aside, she still wants him here in Auradon. But that also requires acknowledging the whole thing in the first place; admitting that Auradon was wrong in placing them there and also…forgiving them for everything.”

Oh, there it was. That’s what he was so upset about. And Audrey understood it completely. How can you forgive someone who destroyed your life so horribly? Even her own parents would never even think about doing such a thing for Maleficent, and considering everything Chad and his family had already gone through, there really was no wonder he was lashing out.

“Are you going to?” Audrey asks carefully, stepping just a little closer.

“I don’t know,” he says, and his voice is thick and raw with rarely shown emotion. “But Mom thinks I should try. It’s what she wants, anyway. For the sake of family.”

“And what do you want?”

Chad looks at her then, his jaw set despite the unshed tears in his eyes. “I want to forget it ever happened. I want to ignore her; deny her and pretend she doesn’t exist again for the sake of ‘fitting in’ and ‘making friends.’”

He draws a sharp hiss of a breath, blinking hard before continuing, his voice hard despite the way it shook. “And I want to find de Vil, and finish what I started in that hallway with Jay.”

“Now who’s faking?” Audrey replies softly, and that’s all it really takes for Chad to crumple, sobbing into the grass at her feet.

She falls with him, placing one hand on his shoulder while the other rubs gentle circles across his back. There’s nothing she can say to this; no words of comfort or helpful platitudes will erase the years of pain and repressed emotion. So Audrey says nothing, and just lets him scream and cry and curse, and she thinks that maybe sometimes that is the better option. Talking was overrated, anyway. 

When he finally goes quiet, Audrey leans closer, wrapping her arms around him in a brief, but reassuring hug. He pulls away first, and she lets him, standing and straightening out her skirt and hair, feigning obliviousness while letting him compose himself.

“You ok?” she finally asks, and he looks at her fully this time, smiling broadly.

“Oh, always,” he says, and Audrey feels a slight pull of sadness at his smile. “Now come on, if I’m going to be sulking and avoiding the party I’d better at least not be a sweaty wreck.”

Audrey lets him go, and sighs to herself a moment before following. She crosses the field to the bleachers and stoops to grab his helmet, rubbing her palm across the grass stain on the side. Always ok, she thinks. And it’s true…painfully true. Has to be true, because he really couldn’t afford to be anything less.

His smile was what had done it for her. Because despite all her attempts to make him do just that, his smile has been a ‘Chad smile’; just a plaster on face to keep in place just long enough to keep everyone else happy, and never mind just how much you weren’t happy inside.

And of course, she would know. She’d taught him that smile, after all.


Mal

The food stash Jay had brought had been the best thing about being at Auradon, hands down. Even with the regular meals - the fucking scheduled meals!- it was more than comforting to have that familiarity back, especially once the boys started fighting over it. Evie had sorted the whole thing, and once the unwrapped food had been devoured, Mal had taken the time to open her own little package that she’d swiped.

Carlos was trying to teach Jay, unsuccessfully, how the puzzle cube worked, while Evie continued outlining her sewing. The package was small and round, silvery with red stripes on the front. Mal frowns at the sealed ends before simply biting through one side and tearing with her teeth. Ever effective, the package opens with a soft ripping sound, and Mal quickly catches the little thing that falls out.

It’s small and round, a bright red color that definitely couldn’t be real food. Mal makes a face at its stickiness, but when she licks her palm experimentally, she’s surprised by the flavor; tart and sweet, like some kind of fruit. She examines the food, and thinks that it must be some kind of candy, and notices that it’s wound up almost like a coil of rope.

Unwinding it, the candy ball turns into a little strip, and Mal rips off a small piece and shoves it into her mouth before she can start second guessing. Hesitating with even a crumb of food back home meant you didn’t get the food at all. The strip is a little sour, but ultimately, Mal decides she likes it, and tears another piece off for herself before letting out a soft, breathy whistle.

“Hey C,” she calls, when she has his attention. “Try this.”

She tosses the roll over and smirks when Jay catches it instead, ignorant of Carlos’ protests as he examines it closely.

“What is it?” Jay murmurs, finding the end of the candy strip and pulling it apart.

“Some kind of candy,” she answers with a shrug. “It’s not chocolate, but it’s sweet enough.”

Carlos grins, and leaps at Jay with more fervor, wiggling his way through the other boy’s grip and snatching the treat, shoving the whole roll into his mouth before Jay can even get a breath to yell.

Evie rolls her eyes with a disgusted sigh, but Mal finds herself actually enjoying the sight. To see the two boy’s so relaxed, even with Jay still injured. The fact that they were in a room of their own, secure, safe- and that it’s no longer a match for survival so much as it’s simple…play. It’s foreign.

So foreign that it’s dangerous, and Mal scowls, her brow furrowing even further as she realizes she’d been genuinely smiling.

“Ok guys, listen up,” she snaps, and the boys look up from their tangle of limbs while Evie quickly drops her sewing, straightening on the bed beside her.

“Just because we’ve made it a week doesn’t mean we get to relax, or lose focus. We could have been killed in any number of ways getting like this at home, so why is here any different?”

“Because it is…?” Jay drawls slowly, dropping Carlos to the floor, the smaller boy landing with a thump and a yelp.

“It’s not,” Mal insists. “We still need to be careful here, now more than ever. They already know too much about us, and with the attack on Jay and Carlos, they also know that we can be vulnerable. Weak.”

Jay frowns, and Evie opens her mouth to say something but Mal cuts her off.

“We need to stick together, and stick to the plan. Find the wand, and take over Auradon. Ok?”

“Right,” Jay murmurs, gripping his crutch tightly. “So then, no party?”

Mal feels the burn before her anger catches up to her, and she glances down to see a faint snapping of sparks stinging her palms.

“Jay, seriously?”

“I mean, hey, I was just asking,” he says, lifting his hands defensively and then grimacing as his support falls away.

“M, it’s ok,” Evie says, and Mal bristles as the sparks flash a little brighter. “I get that things haven’t been the best so far, but we have made it. We’re still together, and we’re safe for once in our lives. Shouldn’t we enjoy it?”

“Just relax and enjoy it? Where have I heard that before?” Mal retorts, and she can feel the tight pinch in her throat that means her voice is shaking, but she forces the feeling aside.

Evie flinches, and Carlos goes pale, but it’s Jay who answers her, his voice level and the exact opposite of Mal’s own.

“Pretty sure we’ve all heard it before, Mal,” he says quietly. “But we’re still here. Still alive and still together, and nothing’s going to change that.”

“Nothing except for some friendly Auradon kids who throw parties and invite you to their tables in an attempt to get you to lower your guard so they can divide and conquer.”

“Mal, come on. It’s not like that at all,” Evie says, but the other girl still looks shaken, and while Mal regrets her harsh words from earlier, she can’t give in to that now.

“I mean, Carlos ate breakfast with them, right? And that went fine,” Jay says, slowly, and with a pitch of a question in his voice as he turns to the smaller boy.

Carlos nods, his left hand coming up in a fist shape to ‘knock’ at the air in front of him. He then brings a flat palm to his lips and brings it down to rest against his right hand, outstretched in another flat palm.

[Yes. It was good.]

“See?” Jay says, but Carlos isn’t finished signing yet, and Mal bites her lip in an attempt to remain patient.

He fingerspells A-U-R-A-D-O-N, before bringing his right hand up into a flat palm level with his torso; sliding his left hand parallel across it in a flat palm shape. He hesitates a moment, then finishes by pointing at himself; before bring his left hand up in a flat ‘five’ palm shape against his chest; he pulls his hand out and brings together his middle and thumb fingers; before bringing his hand up to point emphatically at the area in front of him.

[Auradon is nice. I like it here.]

“That’s great, I’m glad you think it’s so nice,” Mal replies shortly, before realizing that she really did like being in Auradon, too. “Shit.”

Carlos blinks, looking unsure, his hands fidgeting with the dog tail at his belt.

“M?” Evie asks softly, and Mal shakes her head.

“It is nice. And I hate it, and I still don’t know how we’re going to get the wand or last another day, let alone another week. But fuck, it is nice.”

“Mal, this isn’t like at home where relaxing means dying,” Jay says, and Mal hates that knowing look in his eyes, hates the tightness she can feel settling around her throat. “Sure, ok, we had a rough start, but when has anything been easy for us?”

“I feel like I’m being given a pep talk by Fairy Godmother,” Mal mutters, but their words are somehow more than reassuring.

She’d never had anyone to rely on, not even her mother was one for things like ‘comfort’ or ‘caring.’ Mal had learned at a young age the dangers of such sentiments. But to be in Auradon, to be in a place that actively encouraged such things…it was getting harder and harder for Mal to ignore it.

“I just…I worked too hard for something like you guys and…I’m not going to let Auradon take it from me.”

It’s too much emotion for her, and yet it feels strangely right. It’s solidified when she feels a soft, warm pressure from her left, which is rapidly joined by another warm presence to her right, and a thick, fuzzy softness wiggling its way through the tangle to press against her back.

“As if we’d ever let anything get between us,” Evie murmurs from her left, her arms squeezing tightly around Mal’s torso.

“Especially not a bunch of prissy princes and perfect princes,” Jay scoffs lightly from her right.

Carlos’ curls nuzzle softly against the back of her neck as he wraps his arms further around her, and Mal feels a sharp prickle of tears, and blinks hard as she lets out a sound that;s half laugh, half sob.

“Well, fuck, guys,” she hisses through the lump in her throat. “What am I supposed to say to that?”

“Absolutely nothing,” Evie whispers.

And Mal doesn’t actually cry, of course she doesn’t. And she’d murder anyone who dared to suggest that she’d come pretty close.


Beast

“Belle, which looks better: the blue or the yellow?”

Belle laughs softly, glancing over her shoulder at him as she fastens a gold chain around her neck. “I think either one will be fine, dear,” she says, but Adam frowns anyway, glaring at the ties in his hand.

“How am I supposed to dress for an…event…like this?” he asks, grimacing as he thinks on it. ‘Event’ was a generous word, in his mind. The whole thing was generous.

“You dress how you always dress,” Belle retorts with a smirk. “Honestly, Adam. You’ve been King for how long?”

“Longer than I would have thought possible if not for you,” he replies instantly, sighing as he slips the yellow tie around his neck, tossing the blue one back into the drawer.

“Well, that may be true,” Belle answers with another laugh. “But I think you can dress yourself for one garden luncheon.”

“You make it sound so simple,” he grumbles, turning to straighten his tie in the mirror. “Like we’re not going to have a garden luncheon with a group of young villains.”

Her reflection frowns at him, and he looks away from her sheepishly.

“Adam,” she begins slowly. “We discussed this, didn’t we?”

“We have,” he sighs warily. “But discussion or not, it doesn’t change the facts, Belle. The facts! That we are going to have lunch with…”

“With our son and his friends, and the children that we have hospitably welcomed into our kingdom,” she finishes firmly, glaring at him through the mirror.

“Our son,” he repeats just as firmly. “Who doesn’t seem to fully understand just what he’s allowed into the kingdom.”

“I think he understands far more than you give him credit for,” Belle scolds mildly. “And complaining about it won’t make it go away. Besides, we’ve been invited, it would be rude to say no.”

“I’m used to being rude,” he tries, but she rolls her eyes at his attempt, turning away to retrieve a pair of shoes from her closet.

He takes a moment to admire her, still not entirely sure how he’d managed to hang onto her for so long. It really was a fairy tale ending, and yet it still didn’t feel real to him. At least, not until the villains had finally made their reentry.

“What is this lunch party even for?” he asks, as he shrugs into royal blue Auradon jacket and Belle comes up with a simple, yet elegant pair of sandals.

“I believe he said it was to celebrate the children’s first full week in Auradon,” she replies, and he shakes his head because only their son would think of such a thing.

“He has a good heart,” he concedes with a soft smile. “I’m certain he gets it from you.”

“Don’t sell yourself short,” Belle replies as she slips her arm into his. “I wouldn’t have stayed for anywhere near as long as I did if I hadn’t seen something good in you.”

“Well I suppose that’s comforting,” he says, and she smiles at him just as fondly as she had during their first dinner.

“Now, shall we?” she asks, gesturing to the door and all that waited beyond.

“We might as well,” he teases lightly. “Or we’ll have gotten all dressed up for nothing.”

And never mind the fact that he still thought it was all going to back fire horribly. He would do his best to at least try and be supportive. If only for his family’s sake.


Mal

“I already hate everything.”

“It looks amazing,” Evie squeals beside her, and Mal grimaces, resisting the urge to gag as she takes in the gardens.

Everything is covered in ribbons and bows, balloons tied to each table and perfectly color coordinated with the Auradon school colors. There’s even banners everywhere that say ‘Congratulations!’ in alternating blue and yellow letters. Not to mention the people; everyone dressed up in bright colors and horrifying shades of pink and gold and….

“Nope, I’m going back to the room,” Mal snaps, shaking her head and turning to do just that when Jay grabs her by the shoulder and turns her around.

“Come on, Mal,” he mutters. “This was your idea.”

“It was not my idea,” she retorts quickly. “It was his.” She glares at Carlos, who’s frozen in something halfway between shock and awe, his eyes wide as he tries to stare at everything at once.

“But you agreed to it,” Evie puts in unhelpfully from her left. “So yeah, it’s your idea.”

“My idea involved finding and stealing a certain magical artifact,” she tries to argue, but Jay rolls his eyes and swings himself forward to join Carlos at the front. 

“It’ll be fun,” Evie insists with a grin. “Come on Mal, when was the last time you really had fun?”

Mal frowns, and thinks for a moment before answering. “That time when I was ten and hexed one of the shopkeepers who tried to punish me for stealing from him. He couldn’t walk for like, a week.”

“Ok…that doesn’t count,” Evie drawls slowly, but Mal can see her trying not to laugh.

“I don’t think this counts as fun either, though,” Mal argues, glancing back towards the party. No one has noticed them hovering around the edges yet, but she’s certain it’s only a matter of time before they’re spotted.

“It will be,” Evie insists quietly, sensing her reluctance. “We’re all together and safe for the first time in our lives. Plus,” she adds with a very Evie-like smirk. “There’s cute boys and cute clothes and food everywhere, and it’s all for us so we might as well help ourselves.”

“Only you, E,” Mal mutters, shaking her head, but the tense coil in her gut has lessened some, and she slips up to stand closer to the boys, who shuffle around to make room for her.

“We got this, right?” she asks them, and Jay nods with a sly glint in his eye.

“Oh yeah,” he says, and Mal glances to see Carlos has a similar look on his face.

“Auradon w-won’t know what hit thththem.”

Alright then, Mal reasons to herself with a nod. How can she argue with that confidence?

“Let’s do it then,” she says, and strides forward, lifting her head high as they fall in around her.

She heads for the center pavilion first, deciding it best to tackle things head on, but a shout from their left brings them to a halt.

“Hey, you guys made it!”

She deflates, all her earlier spark and drive driven from her with a disgusted snarl.

“Aziz,” she growls the boy’s name, and he laughs in the face of her hostility, winking at Evie before launching himself at the other half of their group like an over-excited two year old.

“Jay! Carlos!” He swings himself around the taller of the two before swooping down and ruffling the smaller’s hair. “You guys have to check out the field! We set up an obstacle course and some other stuff out there I know you’re going to love!”

Mal clears her throat sharply, and Aziz looks up, blinking at her innocently. “We literally only came for the food,” Mal says coldly, and Aziz blinks again before laughing.

“Right, well that would be the giant tent over to the left there,” he says, pointing it out to them. “Help yourself, but don’t touch the cake. We’re saving that for later.”

“Cake?” Jay questions with a lift of his brow, but a new voice breaks in; young and male, with a slight accent almost like a song in his voice.

“There you are Aziz,” the voice says. “I wondered where you ran off to.”

“I told you where I was going, Nikki,” Aziz replies, straightening and smiling broadly at the newcomer.

“No,” the voice, now Nikki, drawls. “You shouted something along the lines of ‘holy crap, be right back,’ before sprinting across the field like a child.”

Mal snorts softly, deciding that she rather liked this guy and his attitude. Her amusement is noticed by Aziz, unfortunately, who gasps and darts around to stand next to the other boy.

“Introductions!” he announces, before drawing a slow breath, adopting a far more formal manner. “Guys this is Nikhil, son of Naveen and Tiana. Nikki this is everyone.”

“Hi,” Mal says quickly, if only to get it out of the way, but she can’t deny the slight shiver that goes through her when the boy looks at her and smiles.

“Hello,” he replies cheerily, inclining his head politely before turning and greeting Evie and Jay as well. His eyes fall on Carlos, and his head jerks back with a soft, but not unpleasant laugh.

“And I know who you are,” he says, and Mal glances at Carlos, surprised. Her surprise turns to concern when she notices that Carlos is fidgeting, his hands rapidly twisting his dog tail into a ropy mess. She frowns, and lifts a hand to sign; to ask if he’s ok, but Nikhil’s next words give her pause.

“Aziz talks about you and Jay all the time. And I would be jealous except,” he shrugs, and Carlos fidgets a little harder, and that’s definitely something a little more than just nervousness on his face.

“Jealous?” Mal cuts in, being sure to lace her voice with every bit of warning and danger she can muster.

Nikhil doesn’t catch it, but Aziz definitely does, and he straightens sharply, stepping forward and placing a hand on the other boy’s arm. Nikhil stops talking, and Aziz’s lips twitch in a brief but wary smile.

“Sorry, he can be a bit much once you get him going,” he says. “Then again, I am too, but uh…what else can you expect?”

He tries for a laugh, but Carlos is still clearly nervous about something, and Mal was not about to back down until she knew what.

“What did he mean by that, though? About being jealous?” She presses, and hears Carlos whisper her name anxiously behind her.

“Oh,” Aziz chuckles, waving his hand as though to brush it off. “Right, you guys don’t do jokes. He was just teasing, pretending to be jealous that I talk about other guys when I’m with him.”

“With?” Mal repeats slowly, narrowing her eyes at the two of them suspiciously.

There was every chance that it wasn’t what she was thinking of, and she certainly hoped to the depths of Hell that it wasn’t. That sort of thing didn’t fly, even by Isle standards, and while Auradon was insane and mixed up, she couldn’t believe that they’d really let that happen. Would they?

Aziz looks slightly caught off guard by her hostility, as does Nikhil, but then both boys straighten, and Aziz draws a slow breath that is far more solemn and serious than Mal would have thought him capable of.

“Guys,” he says slowly, and Mal tenses at the serious note in his voice. “Nikki is my boyfriend.”


Jane

The last thing Jane wanted was to be at the VKs party. Not because she didn’t like them, or anything. But parties meant having to wear a nice dress, and make up, and hair…and Jane had none of that. Parties of any kind never ended well for her, and usually involved laughter, stains and tears, sometimes in that order.

But this party at least, she could try and pretend to enjoy, if only because there was a chance that the VKs might actually show up and she could talk with Carlos again. She didn’t know what it was about him, but she found she could actually talk to him, without fear or retaliation, and the fact that she could see he enjoyed being with her just as much…well, it was the sparkle on the glass slipper in Jane’s mind.

Though it would be nice if they actually showed up. Jane slides up next to Ben, lifting her head to glance at the other boy to see him scanning the grounds anxiously.

“Nothing?” She asks, and Ben starts, turning to her in surprise.

“Oh, Jane,” he sighs with a brief laugh. “Sorry, no. No sign of them yet. I was really hoping they’d be here…I mean, they accepted my invitation.”

“They did accept?”

Jane is relieved to hear that. It meant that they were opening up to the idea of Auradon, at least.

“Yeah, but apparently Dad needed some convincing,” Ben murmurs quietly, staring down into his cup. “I just wish he could see it my way sometimes.”

“Wait,” Jane frowns, confused. “You mean your parents?”

“Yeah,” Ben says, lifting his head to frown back at her. “Why, what did you…?”

“I thought you were talking about the VKs!” Jane gasps, flushing with embarrassment. “Oh, I feel so stupid now!”

“You’re not stupid, Jane,” Ben assures quickly with a laugh. “I guess I didn’t really make it clear. But there’s no sign of Mal or the others, either, so….”

“I hope they come,” Jane murmurs, staring forlornly out over the field. “I already feel bad that Chad’s not here.”

“You really think that’d be a good idea, though?” Doug chimes in, sliding up to Jane’s left and handing her a cup of punch.

“No, I don’t,” she is quick to continue, accepting the drink with a shy smile. “But I feel bad that he’s ruined things so much for himself that he won’t be able to enjoy this.”

“Well I for one, am definitely enjoying this,” Aziz adds, grinning widely over the fields. “That obstacle course couldn’t be better if it were designed by my dad himself.”

“Oh and what,” Nikhil pouts, plucking idly at his guitar strings. “My contribution means nothing?”

“We’re talking practical stuff now, dear,” Aziz says, adopting a solemn and mock condescending tone. “I’ll call you if we need alternatives.”

Jane giggles despite herself, and Audrey takes Doug’s spot beside her as the other boy moves back to the table of food.

“I think we did a great job, guys,” the head cheerleader sighs happily, leaning into Ben’s shoulder. “Even if the VKs don’t show, we should at least enjoy the hard work we put in.”

“Any excuse for a party,” Ben sighs, shaking his head, but his smile betrays him.

A horn honk cuts through the relaxed atmosphere, and at the same moment, Aziz lets out a sound that’s half gasp, half yell.

“Holyshitholyshitholyshit, guys!”

“Aziz,” Ben says, startled, and Jane glares at him, adding her own voice of disapproval.

“Sorry guys,” he says, sounding breathless and not looking apologetic at all. “But holy shit I’ll be right back!”

And he takes off across the field without another word, grinning ear to ear. Ben lifts a brow, and Jane exchanges a shrug with Lonnie, who’d just jogged up from the obstacle course. Nikhil slips his guitar back over his shoulder and onto his back, frowning as he points in the direction the other boy had gone.

“Should I…?”

“Probably,” Doug offers.

An enthusiastic whoop echoes across the field, and Doug frowns.

“But maybe wait a bit.”

Nikhil chuckles, shaking his head before walking slowly out of the tent, shaking his head and muttering something under his breath that Jane can’t catch.

“Ok,” Ben says with a quick huff of breath, smoothing his hair and adjusting the cuffs on his blazer. “So who wants to be my support group for welcoming my parents to the party?”

“Actually,” Lonnie says, pointing back in the direction she’d come. “I don’t think I’ve thoroughly crushed all the guys on the course yet.”

“And you wonder why they won’t let you on the Tourney team,” Audrey teases, and Lonnie frowns, pointing sternly.

“Don’t even.”

Jane stifles a laugh and glances back in the direction Aziz and Nikil had gone. “Actually, I think I’m going to join them and see what’s going on. Judging by the way Aziz looked like it was Christmas, I think the VKs might be here.”

“If they are, don’t bring them this way until I make sure my parents are going to behave,” Ben pleads, and Jane nods, unable to stop her laugh from escaping.

“I’ll do my best,” she promises, before jogging off after the two boys.

She couldn’t believe they had actually made it. Excitement, along with a healthy dose of nerves, filled Jane as she ran. It would be the first time she’d meet with Carlos in a setting like this, and without any needles or awkward tension or complex machinery. Just the two of them, talking and maybe interacting as…friends? More than friends?

She blushes at the thought, but she wouldn’t deny that the youngest of the VKs had a certain appeal about him. But Jane wasn’t about to ruin what small friendship they might have kindled over something like that. Still, she could dream…

She’s so caught up in her thoughts and excitement to see Carlos that she almost misses the raised voices, and she stops short, blinking as she tries to understand what she was seeing. She hears before she sees; a pavilion tent in between her and her objective, but there’s no mistaking an argument. She hears Aziz, voice strained with emotion, and the VKs; Mal and Jay’s voices being the loudest, and she doesn’t understand any of what is being said: too much confusion and chaos and emotion.

And then Aziz and Nikhil come rushing through the pavilion; or rather, Aziz stumbles, his face pinched tightly with emotion, Nikhil not far behind. Aziz doesn’t stop for a moment, almost barreling into Jane, and Nikhil offers her a wince of sympathy before calling out to the other boy.

“Hey, calm down. You almost killed Jane.” 

He tries for teasing, but there’s a strain in his voice, too, and Aziz growls before kicking a nearby chair.

“Calm down!” he hisses, and Jane realizes it’s anger that his face is tight with, that anger only barely under control. “Sure, Nikki, I’ll be fucking calm.”

Jane flinches at the vulgarity, but neither boy is entirely aware of her presence, and Jane is relieved at least, that the tent muffles some of the volume. She’s certain that everyone can hear anyway, but her attention is drawn back to the two boys in the tent when Aziz lets out another curse, and Jane bites her lips anxiously.

“It’s not like…,” Nikhil starts, but then he catches himself, and Aziz bares his teeth in a vicious grimace.

“Not like we haven’t heard it before?” he finishes, and Jane is startled by the ferocity in his tone.

“Well,” Nikhil says simply, ever the voice of calm, but there’s a sadness in his eyes that doesn’t match his demeanor. “I’m only saying…”

“Did you fucking hear what I heard?” Aziz snaps, pacing a frantic line, ignorant of everything else. “And you have the nerve….”

“What…what happened?” Jane whispers, hardly daring to speak louder for fear of shattering the already fragile atmosphere.

Nikhil winces, and Aziz stiffens, his head jerking sharply as he shakes it back and forth.

“Nothing I shouldn’t have seen coming,” Aziz answers after a moment. “I should have seen it, that’s the thing! I should have fucking seen it and yet ironically enough, I never would have thought….”

“Introductions didn’t go very well with the VKs,” Nikhil supplies in an undertone, and Aziz snorts bitterly.

“Didn’t go well….”

“I don’t get it,” Jane starts to say, but Aziz is answering even before the words have left her mouth.

“So I go to introduce Nikki, as my boyfriend,” he’s quick to emphasize, and Jane nods her head slowly to show she’s following, despite the sudden pang of anxiety that grips her. “And…they just….”

He splutters weakly, blinking hard as he wrings his hands desperately.

“They didn’t take to it very well,” Nikhil murmurs.

Aziz lets out another choked snort, before cocking his hip and twisting his face into a mocking feminine impression.

“’But you’re so good looking!’” he gasps, in an overly exaggerated and high pitched tone before dropping back into his own voice. “Like, seriously? What the fuck am I supposed to say to that?”

“Thank you?” Nikhil drawls with a half-hearted shrug.

“It’s not a fucking compliment, Nikki!”

“I know hon, I was trying.”

“Fuck that,” Aziz growls. “Fuck them.”

“You don’t mean that,” Nikhil murmurs softly, taking a step towards his fuming boyfriend while Jane fidgets uncomfortably.

“Yes I do,” Aziz retorts quickly, before deflating as he catches Nikhil’s eye. “No I don’t.”

“I don’t understand,” Jane says nervously, her fingers tugging at the bow on her dress. “They insulted you guys?”

Aziz falls silent, surprisingly enough, and Nikhil sucks in a sharp breath before sighing his response.

“Apparently, and this is a direct quote from Mal, here: ‘Not even the Isle allows that sort of fucked up shit.’”

Jane winces again, not just at the language, but the words themselves. “Ow,” she mutters, biting her lip. “That’s…”

“Not to mention Jay’s sarcastic, ‘Suddenly it all makes sense,’ comment,” Nikhil continues, shaking his head.

“And I’m not even going to repeat what else Evie said,” Aziz grumbles with a shiver, his face twisting in what Jane can’t tell is disgust or anger. Maybe both.

“Carlos was the worst, though,” Nikhil sighs in an undertone.

Jane tenses, drawing in her breath in nervous anticipation. She couldn’t even begin to imagine what Carlos might have done that could make any of this ‘worse.’ She didn’t want to, either; didn’t want to hear or see, didn’t want the reminder of the fact that he was a villain.

“What did he say?” she asks, the question slipping unbidden past her lips.

Aziz shakes his head, a sad, bitter laugh pulling at his expression. “Nothing,” he says. “And that’s why it was the worst. He just…kept looking at me like…like I was some kind of monster.”

“I’m sorry,” Jane says, because it’s the only thing she can manage without throwing up or crying.

“Yeah well, what else could I have expected, right?” Aziz tries to shrug, to smile even though Jane can tell how much pain he’s in.

“Aziz,” Nikhil tries, but Aziz pulls away again, shaking his head.

“No, it’s whatever. I mean, never trust a villain.”

And then he’s gone, shoving through the tent flaps and stalking away across the field. Jane doesn’t trust her voice enough…doesn’t trust the words she might say to make any of this ok.

“Well fuck,” Nikhil deadpans.

And Jane supposes that’s close enough.


Jay

Death had a way of stalking Jay, even as young as nine. Jafar had little to no sense of value of a person’s life, and it was only fitting, given his snake life nature, that Jay had learned at least six ways to poison a person by the time he was four. By the time he turned six, he’d seen his first murder. And by the time he’d turned nine, he’d slit his first throat.

Now, at eleven, Jay had fatally poisoned eight people, and killed two. Despite this, he had still complained to his dad after the meeting with Maleficent. The ‘family trade’ was just that: family, and despite his father’s obviously fleeting affections, it was something of a betrayal to teach someone else how to kill. Especially if that someone else was a weak little girl.

He’d earned himself a beating and a week without food for that one.

“That ‘weak little girl’,” Jafar had snarled between Jay’s screams and the lash of the whip. “Is the key to getting off this miserable rock! Keeping in Maleficent’s good graces and teaching the bitch to kill is the most important thing you’ll ever do with your miserable excuse of a life.”

Jay hadn’t complained after that…not that he’d even been physically able to after a chance blow had cut across his face; slicing into his cheek and lips and leaving him painfully mute for weeks. He’d been glad for the starvation punishment then, certain that anything more than breathing would cause his entire face to split open.

Jay shivered to himself, shaking his head and shoving the thoughts away as he glared through the dark of the alley at the man he was following. According to his dad, not only did this man run a rather profitable side business, he also happened to hold a significant portion of debt over Jafar. Most of it had been cleared away through various business deals, but apparently the man wasn’t entirely satisfied and was still demanding payment.

Which wouldn’t have been a problem expect for the fact that his dad was refusing to pay. And then the threats had started piling up; shadowy figures breaking into the shop and writing graphic (and entertainingly profane) warnings on the walls in Arabic. And blood.

The stress of it all was wearing on Jafar, and in turn, wearing on Jay’s back. He grimaced as he rolled his shoulder, the healing cuts pulling sharply at the movement. If this guy didn’t meet with an unfortunate accident soon, it would be Jay’s blood that stained the shop’s walls next.

The man darted from the alley suddenly, and Jay leapt to the balls of his feet, fingering the vial sewn into the sleeve of his shirt nervously. It was only as a last resort, and the knife in his right hand would do well enough, but if things went bad, Jay preferred the thought of a quick death to the fate of slitting his own wrists.

But it wouldn’t come to that anyway because Jay was a master at this point. He was only eleven and had already killed more than most of the pathetic rats on the Island. Not to mention the poison. They hadn’t died, those eight he’d slipped vials to, but the torture they’d experienced had been achievement enough. He could easily take down one creep in an alleyway.

He grinned to himself, inching forward after the man as silently as shadow itself, blending easily against the mud stained brick and decreasing the distance between them with every step. The trick was to wait for them to move first; match their footsteps and don’t let them know you were stalking them until the very end. Then let their fear get the better of them. Don’t run, just walk, and strike once they’d exposed their soft throats and undersides.

The lessons his dad had drilled into him- the very ones he was teaching Maleficent’s daughter- echoed through Jay’s mind as he drew closer to his target. The man had stopped, his head high and eyes watchful and wide as he scanned the street beyond him. Jay bit his tongue hard to keep his laugh from spilling out. The bastard was as good as dead.

And then suddenly, unexplainably, Jay was in pain, his lungs threatening to turn inside out as his breath was stolen forcibly from his body.

A laugh shattered the dark, high and delirious with sadistic glee. The sound would have made Jay shiver, if his body wasn’t already seizing with agony.

“Did Jafar really think he could kill me so easily?”

The man was little more than a dark blur in Jay’s vision, but he grit his teeth and swung forward with his knife anyway, pain exploding behind his eyes at his attempt. The man scoffed, and a harsh, grating noise sounded before something thick and wet hit Jay’s face.

“Ghaba’” the man spat. “Stupidity! Foolishness.”

His voice softened slightly, and Jay almost choked on his next breath as his body scrambled to adjust to the renewal of air. The man’s grip on him shifted, adjusted so his fingers fluttered along Jay’s ribs.

“Foolish boy,” he repeated, his voice low and thick with something Jay couldn’t define but knew meant danger and death. “Shall we go pay a visit to your father?”

A visit to his dad was the last thing Jay wanted. Not like this…not with the man’s head still firmly attached to his body. And while Jay was far from cowardly, he couldn’t deny that the thought of facing his father now was enough to make him sick with fear.

It was like the man could sense it, too; Jay had suddenly been dethroned by Death. True Death, embodied in the form of the man before him.

“Don’t worry fool boy,” he crooned softly, his voice thickening with that dangerous thing, his hands slipping further along Jay’s body.

“Pretty boy,” he whispered, his smile wider than any Cat’s. “I’m sure we can come to some kind of…arrangement.”

Bile rose in Jay’s throat, the fear seizing him so strongly he nearly doubled over. Somewhere among the deals with Death and bargains and the blood, he’d forgotten the most important part. And now it was coming back to screw him over. Both literally and figuratively.


To say that his father was displeased at the sight of Jay dangling before him with a sword at his throat would be an understatement. Somewhere along his forceful march back to the shop, the creep had pulled a sword, and took great pleasure at poking it into Jay’s back and sides when he thought the boy was slowing down. Now it was against his throat, the edge of the blade applying just enough pressure that if Jay so much as swallowed wrong it would cut him.

“Dad,” Jay whispered, his voice too high and too strained. Too weak. “Please. Don’t.

His father’s eyes were dark with fury, his face carved from stone as he glared at Jay. He didn’t need the hissed curse in Arabic to know he would receive no mercy from the man. And he didn’t expect it, he really didn’t. Didn’t even want it; he’d take any punishment, any beating. He’d go without food for a month, even, and he’d take whatever new poisons his dad came up with and suffer gladly. Anything but….

“Please,” Jay tried again, his voice barely a whimper as the man’s fingers moved from gripping his shoulder to teasing the curls at the back of his neck.

“The way I see it, Jafar,” the man said, his voice back to that sadistic glee. “You have two options….”

“Oh please,” Jafar drawled, stopping just short of rolling his eyes. “Let’s not start with that baseless drivel. Just kill the boy and be done with it.”

It was like the sword had already slit him open and he was just flopping uselessly, choking on his own blood. Jay could barely get his mouth to work, and even then, he only managed a quiet sob, the sound tapering off abruptly as the sword pressed against his throat, opening a tiny cut.

“It would be such a shame,” the man continued, unfazed by Jafar’s apathy. “Such a young boy, and pretty. Would be a waste to end such a useful life.”

Jay didn’t know whether to vomit or sob, and his body attempted to do both at once, resulting in another painful cut from the sword, and a sneered curse from his father.

“You’d be doing me a favor,” Jafar all but spat. Nadhil. Bastard -costs more than he’s worth even with the stealing.”

“Dad,” Jay choked out, and the small cut on his neck burned as the tears inevitably made their way down his face.

“But surely considering your debt, arrangements must still be made, yes?” The man hedged further, his fingers tapping patterns down Jay’s spine. “And no bastard means no income, which means no payment, and I can not have that. You understand, of course.”

“Of course,” Jafar grit out, his own finger curling into a tight fist. “And I’m certain you have something in mind so out with it, then.”

Jay could practically feel the man’s smile as he hovered over his shaking form, the blade lifting minutely as he spoke.

“It would be my pleasure to null the debt, in exchange for your boy’s khadamat…services, if you will.”

Jafar’s lip curled into a mocking impression of a laugh, though his eyes remained as dark as ever, full of unbridled disgust.

“You expect me to…what…whore my son out to you?” Jafar let out a sound that was somewhere between a bark and a laugh. “His blood would be of more use to me than anything you would leave behind afterwards.”

And Jay didn’t know whether to feel relieved by his father’s adamancy, or further stricken, as the blade against his throat suddenly switched positions, and the man’s free hand stopped wandering to once more grip his shoulder firmly.

“Is that your final decision, then?” The disappointment in the man’s voice was hardly able to be heard over Jay’s frantic heart, unfinished pleas and desperate tears all he’s able to muster as he stared up at the man whose blood he was half of.

“As I said, he’d be better to me dead.”

There’s something undefined and heavy suddenly, in the darkness of his father’s eyes. But before Jay could fully grasp for it, the man grunted, and the sword cut ruthlessly across his throat.


Carlos

In all the time Carlos had known him, Jay was never one to be overwhelmed by his feelings, and the older boy definitely had strong feelings. But despite that, he always put forward an image of control, and Carlos had never known him to snap unpredictably like Mal or even Evie had been known to at times.

So to see Jay now, pacing and frantic and on the verge of what Carlos inherently knows is panic, is more than just a little unsettling. The older boy is all but breaking down, his breath coming in harsh gasps and swears, as one hand clenches at his side and the other alternates between tugging at his long hair and rubbing anxiously at his chest.

“Jay?” Carlos whispers softly, fighting against his own rising anxiety. “Just…br-br-breathe, ok?”

“Ok?” Jay hisses, his eyes dark and wild as he shoots Carlos a glare. “No, it’s not fucking ok, Carlos!”

Carlos winces at the ferocity, but he knows it’s not really directed at him. He doesn’t even know what to do, he’d always been on the receiving end of such things, never giving comfort like this.

“I…wh-at can I do?” Carlos tries, glancing around the empty tent and wishing the girls were here. But it was just him and Jay; Mal and Evie having gone to confront things directly before being pulled aside by Ben. Carlos almost wants to be there, too, even if it did mean facing the King again. Anything was better than this.

“There’s nothing you can do,” Jay snaps, drawing another too-short breath and grimacing. “Unless you know any tricks to make sure those two never come near us again.”

A shiver goes through the older boy’s body, and Carlos’ fingers rapidly clip and unclip his dog tail from his belt.

“To think I was this close,” Jay mutters. “This close to…”

Carlos wants to say that it will be ok, that things were different now and that surely they were safe; that Auradon would never have allowed anything like that here…but the words stick in his throat. He doesn’t know the whole story, but he’d heard enough to know that Jay especially, out of all of them, had more than valid reason for concern. And yet he still couldn’t think of Aziz that way. Couldn’t, and wouldn’t…didn’t want to think of what it could mean if it were true.

Jay freezes, suddenly, and Carlos straightens worriedly as the other boy’s face twists with panic. He’s all set to rush up to the other boy and offer whatever attempt he could, but then it passes, and Jay slumps weakly against a nearby table.

“Shit,” he hisses, his eyes and jaw both clenched tightly shut. “Fucking shit.”

“Jay?” Carlos chokes softly, but the other boy straightens just as suddenly as he’s collapsed, smiling so broadly it was scary-far more terrifying than his verge of panic from earlier.

“I think I’m going to run that obstacle course a few times,” Jay chirps out with a sly twitch of his lips. “Show those Auradon royals how it’s done. You in?”

Carlos purses his lips, his brow furrowing sharply as he stares at the other boy. He decides that he doesn’t like an out of control of his emotions Jay, but he wasn’t about to watch him try and shove everything away through aggression. He’d done that once before and he still had nightmares about it.

He shakes his head, deciding to sign instead of trusting his voice to get things right. He signs; bringing his left hand up and tapping his middle and index fingers against his thumb, like a mouth closing; then pointing to himself before making a ‘Y’ shape; gesturing his hand forward slightly with his palm facing the ground.

[No. I’m staying.]

Jay’s expression falters for all of two seconds before he shrugs it off with a laugh. “Suit yourself. Um…but be careful, ok?”

It’s Carlos’ turn to laugh, snorting softly, but nodding his head quickly. “Sssure thing,” he murmurs.

Jay hesitates, looking like he wants to say or do something else, but then he stops, turning and walking abruptly out of the tent.

“You be c-careful too,” Carlos whispers after him, frowning as he moves to stand in the opening of the tent, watching Jay stalk determinedly across the grounds.

Carlos doesn’t have time to wallow in fear for more than a moment before a voice speaks up to his right, quiet and thoughtful.

“You know, it only just occurred to me that I haven’t seen you wear anything but shorts. That’s not just me, right?”

Carlos jumps, turning sharply, but it’s only Jane, and he relaxes, letting the girl’s words sink in a moment before laughing softly.

“N-n-no,” he says slowly. “It’s no-not just you.”

“But seriously?” Jane asks, turning to him with a curious smile. “Have you ever worn pants?”

Carlos shakes his head, making a face. “Nnever. Even when I was little…and Cr-Cruella did try once, pu-put me in pants.”

“Oh?” Jane murmurs, lifting a brow. “How’d that go?”

Carlos chuckles sheepishly, dropping his eyes to the grass. “I pulled them o-o-ff and refused to wwear anything in protest.”

Jane giggles softly, but she tries to stifle it when Carlos shoots her a playful glare.

“I guess it’s a good thing we decided not to enforce the uniforms rule on you, then,” she says through a laugh, and Carlos snorts, rolling his eyes.

“Y-yeah, well, it’s good I grew out of that wh-en I did, or else all the perverts w-w-w-would’ve had a ffield day,” he chimes back, his lips twitching slyly.

Jane doesn’t say anything for a moment, her face carefully blank as she glances out over the field. Carlos feels his own expression mimicking hers; instinctively raising his guard and bracing for her reaction.

“Perverts like Nikki and Aziz, you mean,” she says, and her voice matches her face; low and tense.

Carlos flinches despite himself, his head snapping up to scan the grounds. But there’s not threat, no other people around who weren’t already absorbed in the party, and he looks up at Jane, his eyes narrowing defensively.

“What do you kn-n-now about it?”

He sounds too accusing, and a part of him cringes back, expecting pain for his behavior, but Jane still isn’t looking at him, her voice still strangely blank.

“I know that you guys said and did some pretty hurtful things,” she says slowly. “And I know they’re both really upset about it.”

“Th-they’re upset?!” Carlos chokes out, incredulously.

“Yeah, they are,” Jane says, finally looking up at him, startled surprise on her face and in her voice. “Did you think they wouldn’t be? After all, you guys were friends. At least, Aziz thought you were.”

Carlos grimaces sharply, shaking his head. He doesn’t know what to feel; anger, disappointment, sorrow, fear. He would be lying if he said that he hadn’t been enjoying Aziz’s company; that having and forming that connection outside of the group had been exciting and everything Carlos had been secretly hoping for from coming to Auradon. But he can’t help but feel betrayed, almost.

“I didn’t think…they ssaid he had…b-b-but I didn’t think….”

“That it was true?” Jane broaches carefully, and Carlos blinks hard, squirming uncomfortably.

“I don’t know how things worked on the Isle,” Jane continues after a moment. “But….”

“Y-you’re right,” Carlos interrupts jerkily, his voice hardening again. “You do-do-do-don’t know.”

“Ok, well then tell me,” Jane counters, boldly meeting his eyes. “Because what you guys did is called discrimination. It’s not good, and it’s hurtful and wrong.”

“Wh-what we did?” Carlos manages, taking a step backwards so he can shuffle an anxious pace. “What about wwhat they do? Jay was almost killed by one of them on the Isle wh-when he was eleven. N-nevermind that-that-that that’s not the worst that happened.”

He hears Jane take a breath to say something, and he’s very much aware of the fact that he was slipping up worse now that he was worked up, but he doesn’t care.

“And m-m-m-my knife didn’t always ssstop them,” he continues, blinking hard and trying to remember how breathing worked. “A-a-a-and…and…”

“Carlos,” Jane interjects, and he stops abruptly, realizing just how close he’d been to another breakdown. “Take a breath,” Jane continues, and though her voice is still firm, it had lost some of its edge from earlier.

He obeys, and only then notices that he’s shaking. He fidgets with his dog tail, adjusting each link bit by bit, focusing on the black and white fur and the feel of the cool metal in his hands instead of the tight feeling in his chest.

“Ok,” Jane says quietly. “Now can you look at me? Please?”

He doesn’t want to; not because he doesn’t trust her. Strangely enough, out of everything that had happened and everyone they’d encountered, Jane was the one person he felt he could trust. But he doesn’t trust himself; doesn’t trust what emotion he might let slip if he holds her gaze for too long.

“Please,” she says again, and Carlos bites the inside of his cheek before resolutely wiping his face, lifting his head slowly to meet her eyes.

She sighs quietly, and Carlos has to fight not to look away, to keep his feelings hidden and maintain the contact.

“I’ve never lied to you, right?” Jane asks. “I mean, I know we’ve only known each other a week and even then we’ve never really talk-talked, but…I haven’t said or done anything that’s not true or that got you hurt, right?”

“R-right,” Carlos drawls slowly, and it occurs to him again that he doesn’t even have to think about it; just feels and knows that it’s true- that it’s right.

Jane smiles just a little, further encouraging his thoughts. “Ok, so when I say…that there’s nothing wrong about Nikki or Aziz….”

Carlos shakes his head, biting his lip nervously. He knows what she’s trying to say, but there’s no way he was going to believe it. She frowns, and he hates the disappointed look she gives him. But there’s no way around this…he wasn’t going to budge for this.

“Things are different here,” she tries, and Carlos shrugs a shoulder, looking away.

“No-not that different,” he mutters quickly.

“You guys didn’t have a problem with Aziz before,” Jane argues. “If you had never known that he liked other guys, would you still be friends with him?”

“W-we-we weren’t even friends,” Carlos tries to counter, but she glares at him pointedly, and he looks away again. “Maybe.”

“But does knowing now change how you think of him?” Jane continues, and Carlos frowns, furrowing his eyebrows at the ground. “By that I mean, ignoring what you think you know from the Isle…thinking about Aziz…does what you know change anything about who he is to you?”

And Carlos tries to think, to match up the different things in his head that would prove that he was in the right about this. But he can’t reconcile the facts in his head because they didn’t match. And he doesn’t like the feeling inside now…that nagging sense of negativity.

“Think of it this way, too,” Jane says, seeming to read his thoughts. “If…um, say just as an example, ok? But if I liked girls, would that change the way you think of me? Would that make me bad?”

Carlos starts, looking up at her sharply. “Wh-what?”

“Just as an example,” Jane replies quickly, shaking her head. “But also, you could even say that…what you guys did to Nikki and Aziz is no different from anyone else saying that just because you’re the child of a villain, you’re inherently evil or something like that.”

Carlos wants to argue back, and even opens his mouth to do so, but the words stick in his throat so all he can really manage is a weak splutter. He tries to sign, but even then his hands blur through them too much, too fast, and Jane frowns at him, her brow furrowing in something that Carlos thinks might be pity, but feels more like concern.

“Hurt?” She repeats his sign, and he can hear that weird concern in her voice. “Who…do you mean…Aziz and Nikki?”

He bites his lip and squirms uncomfortably, trying to find the right words and failing. He can only shrug a shoulder and nod, and he winces at the look Jane gives him; all stern and sad and disappointed. He doesn’t know why he cares so much about what she thinks of him, but he does. He cares how she sees him, and he hates it, but…

“I know you think that…but it’s not true,” she says, and her voice is soft but no less effective. “I...I thought there was more to you than just ‘the son of Cruella de Vil,’ that maybe you were beginning to see it too.”

Carlos doesn’t know what to say to that, even if his voice wouldn’t have betrayed him. He tries to reach out to her anyway, to defend himself, or apologize or…something to make her understand. Jane pauses her retreat, glancing up at him and offering him one last sorrowful smile.

“We’re not the bad guys, here, Carlos. Just…try to remember that, ok?”  

And then she was gone, leaving Carlos with nothing more than a wave and a strange, empty feeling. The one person in all of Auradon who had actually seen him; looked past his stutter and his reputation and his…villainy- and actually seen Carlos was gone. The banner on the tent wall flapped sharply at him, the blue and yellow rippling and twisting the cheerful message. ‘Congratulations!’ the words mocked. In one week he had managed to successfully screw up every opportunity that had been given to him.

And he had absolutely no idea how he was going to get any of it back.

Notes:

*Note: The author is as queer as they come, and by no means intends to offend readers or the LGBT community in any way. However, this work will involve topics such as child abuse/assault/molestation, and homophobia resulting from trauma.

If any one has any concerns, feel free to let me know and I will do my best to assuage your fears/give you heads up in advance.

Chapter 17: Dying to tell you anything (am I more than you bargained for yet?)

Summary:

In which Jay learns what doing things 'like a girl' means in Auradon; Mal speaks her mind; Evie gets a glimpse of power; and Chad is not a jerk. (He's trying.)

Notes:

Warnings for this chapter include:
Implied/referenced child abuse/neglect, implied sexist thoughts and beliefs (brief, and immediately corrected), implied domestic violence, mild violence and threats of violence, implied/references sexual assault, brief flashbacks/panic attacks, and implied/referenced homophobia, innuendos, plus a heaping helping of the ways *not* to deal with your problems.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Jay

If someone had told Jay a week ago that he would not only be going to Auradon against his will to uphold whatever twisted sense of 'family honor' Jafar possessed, but that he would actually kind of enjoy it there, he'd have scoffed in their face before stealing their clothes for having stupid ideas. And yet, here he is, not only in Auradon, but sprinting neck in neck with a couple of red faced princes, laughing in abandon as he launches himself up the side of an eight foot wall without breaking stride once.

He ignores the rope dangling from the top, planting his left foot firmly against the wall and pushing himself up, feeling the familiar burn of callouses on his palms as he grips the top of the ledge and hefts himself up. He feels like he can breathe, for the first time since coming to this stupid kingdom, and he sits astride the wall and glances down at the princes who are still huffing and puffing at the bottom, glaring up at him in what he knows is definitely envy.

"Ha ha, yeah!" he crows at them haughtily. "You wish you were this good!"

He laughs when they curse up at him, one of the boys grabbing the rope and beginning to sloppily climb his way up. He's all set to swing himself over the side and keep going, when a flash of movement catches his eyes. He frowns, peering down at the strange blur of…pink? - that's steadily making its way through the course.

The figure easily clears the 'stepping stones' as Jay had sneeringly referred them to; practically skipping back and forth between the muddy gaps and landing smoothly on the other side. He blinks, surprised, and watches in shock as the stranger throws themselves down and crawls deftly under the cargo nets, barely brushing the buckets of paint perched precariously atop the wooden pegs.

He can see them better now, and the flash of long dark hair as they toss their head catches him so of guard he almost falls of the wall. It's…

"Damn it Lonnie," one of the boys below him hisses. "As if it wasn't bad enough with him, now you have to show us up too?"

"Hey, I came to dominate, don't complain if you didn't bring your A game, Kory," the girl calls back, cocking a hip and titling her head back to stare up at Jay.

"What, and I guess you're gonna just hang up there like you own the course?" Lonnie hollers at him, and Jay feels a thrill of excitement at having a competitor, while also bristling just a bit at the challenge.

He straightens further on the wall, swinging his leg back up into a casual half-crouch. "I don't see anyone coming to take it from me," he fires back, his lips twisting cockily.

Lonnie shakes her head, her own mouth twitching as she lets out a slow chuckle. "Oh-ho! You are so on, Jr."

"Jr?" Jay snaps, frowning sharply at her. "The fuck is…?"

"Yeah, you know, 'Jafar Jr.,'" she snipes slyly. "That's totally what 'Jay' is for, isn't it."

Jay gapes a moment, completely caught off guard. He wants to fire an insult back, wants to leap down from the wall and show her just how much like his 'father' he was. But before he can do more than stare, Lonnie had sprinted up the wall, planting a foot firmly and leaping up a good couple feet before grabbing for the rope and effortlessly hauling herself up the last bit. She pauses at the top, the upper half of her body already over the other side, to toss him a cocky grin.

"You wish you were this good," she whispers, before swinging her legs up and over, barely missing the side of Jay's head.

She lands on the other side with a hearty 'oof!' before laughing smugly. "Try and keep up, Jr! If I'm feeling nice, I just might let you win!"

And that did it. Jay half scoffs, half snarls, swinging himself backwards over the wall, landing heavily and launching himself forward into a roll to counter the severe shock.

"Let me win," he spits, staring at Lonnie's retreating form as she sprints to the next obstacle. "Who does she think she is?"

He springs up to his feet and pretends not to hear the boys on the other side of the wall. 'Poor bastard,' he thinks he hears one mutter anyway. 'Doesn't yet realize that it's hopeless to go against her.'

'He'll find out soon enough.'

Jay growls and darts after Lonnie, shaking off the idiotic comments and pushing hard against the burn already searing his lungs. He'd show her. No one insulted Jay's abilities and got away with it. Not for long, at least.

No one got away with it…except for Lonnie, apparently. By the time Jay reached the final obstacle, he had realized he was basically running a second place time. And as furious and shocked as that made him, he couldn't help but laugh as he spotted Lonnie, lounging on her back at the top of a thick wooden plank that was decorated with flags. The thing had to have been at least twelve feet tall, maybe more, and yet she'd clearly scaled it like it was nothing.

"Shove over will ya?" Jay hollers to her, and she starts slightly before grinning down at him.

"Hey, you made it," she yells back. "I was afraid you'd gotten lost."

"Shut up," he snaps, but he's smiling too, unable to quite figure out the strangely light feeling bubbling in his chest. It comes out as a laugh, as Lonnie slides over and gestures dramatically to the empty place beside her. He shakes his head once, eyeing the plank and deciding the best route was just going at it head on, and throws himself at it with his usual reckless energy.

The plank is not, as it turned out, square. It's rounded, more oval, and Jay finds himself unable to get a good enough grip. He starts to slide, and Lonnie snorts above his head.

"Pro tip: don't do it like that."

He shoots her a glare and tries again anyway, planting his feet and trying to wrap his arms around it for leverage. He doesn't even make it up a foot, and he punches the 'plank' furiously before grimacing, biting back a curse in Arabic.

"Yup, the temper is definitely Jafar," Lonnie teases. "Hey, second tip: you won't be able to force your way through this like you did with the rest of the course."

"Some Auradon Princess secrets passed down from your Mommy?" Jay snipes back, though he finds himself almost regretting the taunt as Lonnie fixes him with a fierce look.

"My mother was a warrior, thank you very much," she says coolly. "And if you ever call me a princess again I will show you exactly what secrets she passed down to me."

Jay actually finds himself reasonably intimidated, and he nods his head slowly in even further admiration. "Noted," he mutters, and she beams at him, completely opposite of the threatening demeanor only moments ago.

"Good," she chirps cheerfully, before shimmying down the plank and dropping the last few feet to land gracefully in front of him. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go express my bragging rights to the rest of Auradon. Good luck dealing with that stiff board."

And the coy look she gives him before sauntering off leaves Jay with no doubt that she knew exactly what she was saying.

"Fuck me," he whispers hoarsely.

She hears him, somehow, and pauses, glancing back over her shoulder. Jay quickly adopts a neutral expression, hoping to avoid another threat, but instead she smirks at him slyly, her eyes glinting darkly.

“Maybe if you ask a little nicer," she murmurs, before turning and sprinting back across the field.

Marry me, Jay thinks desperately, but doesn't say. Because that would imply too much sappy Auradon-fairytale-ness for his liking. But damn if this girl wasn't something else.

"It's Jayden, by the way," he shouts after her instead, cupping his hands around his mouth.

She turns, and jogs backwards a few feet, mimicking his gesture and bringing one around her mouth, the other pointing behind him to the 'plank.'

"I'll catch you at the top of that next time, Jayden," she hollers back, and then she's off again, her high, throaty laugh drifting to him over her shoulder.


Ben

When Audrey had told him that Chad wasn't going to make it to the party, Ben couldn't help but feel relieved. And then of course, instantly guilty, which was only worsened when Audrey told him what had happened when she'd found him on the Tourney field. Despite everything, Chad was still his friend, and he hated the idea of him struggling so much.

But still, the relief was there, because even with a vaguely remorseful Chad, he did not need anything that would have even a remote chance of ruining this event. His parents were already skeptical of his decisions, and the villain kids themselves; the last thing he needed was anyone being provoked into anything, well…evil.

Which is why when Aziz and Nikki come storming back from the direction of the VKs, both looking sick and also emotionally traumatized in turns, he can't help but groan quietly. Audrey glances up at him questioningly, but his worry is only increased when Jane follows not too far after them, the younger girl looking somewhere between disappointed and frustrated.

"Why do I have a bad feeling?" Ben sighs, and he can feel Audrey's grip tighten slightly around his hand.

"Should I see what's up with them?" She offers, but he bites his lip, sheepishly shaking his head.

"I could…really use you," he admits softly, squeezing her hand in return. "I know it's stupid to be this afraid. It's just…."

"Babe," Audrey interrupts. "I get it."

She leans into him reassuringly, and Ben sighs, with relief this time. She really did get it- get him, and he loves that about her; and how quick she is to provide whatever is needed. He turns as his parents stride up the lawn towards them, a guard hovering for a moment before he's playfully shooed away by the Queen.

"Ben," his mother greets, and he folds himself easily into her embrace, his smile a little more relaxed. "It's good to see you again."

"You too, Mom," he replies sincerely.

He straightens, and turns to greet his father, who clasps him firmly, but no less warmly on the shoulder.

"I'm relieved to see that things seem to be going well," his Dad says, and Ben chuckles a bit, ducking his head to hide his embarrassed flush.

It was as close to a 'good job' that he was going to get, but it was also the first genuine bit of enthusiasm and pride he'd heard from his dad about his decree so far. He wasn't about to let this moment go to waste.

"I'm really glad you guys could make it," Ben says, smiling back up at his parents. "The VKs really have made a lot of progress."

"Minus the earlier calamities, of course," his Dad adds, but there's a hint of something light in his eyes, and Ben sighs, relaxing even further as he realizes the lack of ill will.

"Yeah, well, I think they just got here so you should be able to properly meet them soon," he says, turning to start a brief tour of the gardens and what they'd set up.

Lonnie jogs up, breathless and laughing, her hair out of its earlier comb and falling messily down her back.

"Ok, I officially dominated that course!" She says between gasps. "But Jay is certainly trying his best. I almost feel bad I decided not to hold back."

"Lonnie," Audrey deadpans with a grimace. "Why."

Lonnie pulls a face at her, sticking out her tongue. "Not all of us have to be stereotypical princess archetypes, Audrey," she retorts. "I can still be a badass and rule a kingdom."

Audrey looks pained, while Ben shares an amused and exasperated look with his mother.

"Yes," Audrey says politely, and Ben can tell it's killing her to be so restrained. "But it wouldn't hurt to maybe be a little more…feminine while you do it."

Lonnie's expression turns dangerous, and Ben has to resist the urge to back away from his girlfriend and leave her to her brutal demise.

"I don't have to conform to your standards," Lonnie says hotly. "My femininity is defined by me."

Audrey closes her eyes. Breathes. Opens her eyes again. Ben (wisely) takes that half step back.

"But would it kill you to…."

"Ok," Doug steps forward, bravely in Ben's opinion, cutting off Audrey's impending rant. (And demise.) "Let's not start that argument up again. Lonnie, I think it's awesome that you're so non-conforming and badass…Audrey," Doug fixes her with a look. "Remember that she knows how to use a sword."

Ben silently congratulates Doug on his guts, while Lonnie smirks triumphantly.

"Thank you, Doug," she says, making another teasing face at Audrey, who feigns offence for all of two seconds before resigning herself.

"Yes, thank you," Ben hears his Dad says as he bends to give Audrey a quick, comforting kiss. "We wouldn't want a repeat of last Thanksgiving now, would we?"

Audrey lets out a quiet noise of protest, while Lonnie looks away, reddening slightly.

"It was one time!" Audrey cries, and Lonnie's lips twitch.

"I mean, to be fair, I overreacted a bit…" the other girl mutters.

"A bit?" Ben repeats lowly, lifting a brow.

"Don't you start," Lonnie warns, but she's laughing again and ruins the effect.

"Ooh, look, happy people! I guess that's our cue."

Ben blinks at the darkly sarcastic voice, though honestly he shouldn't have been as caught off guard as he was by Mal and Evie's arrival. Mal bore a sinister smirk and an all too dangerous gleam in her eyes, while Evie looked like she was trying not to laugh at the other girl's words.

"You guys did make it." It's Audrey who recovers first, smiling even if uneasily. "That's great! We didn't know if….”

"If we'd actually show up?" Evie finishes, and Ben purses his lips at the challenging look in her eyes.

"Well considering that it's the first party of any kind that I've been invited to, I wasn't about to pass that up," Mal drawls. "Though I have to admit, I'm almost disappointed by the lack of a trap."

Ben's dad chooses that moment to pointedly clear his throat- and while the sarcasm and air of impending gory demise hadn't been enjoyable; he'd prefer to see that over the sudden stillness that settles over both girls at the realization of the King's presence.

"Um, well," Ben stammers nervously, his eyes flickering back and forth between them. "You guys have already kind of met, but uh…Mal, Evie, these are my parents; King Beast and Queen Belle. Mom, Dad, you remember the girls."

"Well I should hope so," his dad rumbles slowly. "Or I'd have to seriously start worrying about my age."

Ben's chuckle is more like a sigh of relief, as Mal snorts slightly with a roll of her eyes, and Evie's lips twitch in a cautious smile.

"If my mother has taught me anything," Mal mutters sardonically. "It's that you hero types tend to err on the 'happily ever after' side of things so," she shrugs a shoulder. "I'd say you've got nothing to worry about."

Ben winces slightly at the mention of Maleficent, squeezing Audrey's hand a little tighter as he feels her flinch. His parents shift uncomfortably, and Mal looks more than slightly pleased with herself.

"Where, uh…where's the other half of your quartet?" His dad asks, forcing a lighter tone now. "Or do I not want to know?"

Mal frowns, and Ben thinks it might look thoughtful if it weren't for the way her eyes seemed to narrow slowly as she took in his Dad's expression.

"Jay's probably running himself sick on whatever it is at the…tourney?…field," she drawls slowly. "And Carlos…well he's probably with Jay."

"And if he's not?"

Mal's eyes narrow further, and Ben can't interpret her expression; can't decide if this is something he needs to be concerned about.

"We try not to worry too much," she finally says. "Unless there's smoke or a sudden explosion."

"I'm sorry?" Ben's mom exclaims, while his dad's expression clouds over dangerously.

"Explosions?!" He repeats sharply, and Evie bites her lip, her body tensing, while Mal stiffens, shifting her weight so subtly that Ben almost misses the movement. But he doesn't miss the effect the slight change of position had; Mal was now effectively in focus, her body angled just so, as if to hide the other girl from his dad's sight. From his reach.

Ben feels his stomach clench painfully, suddenly all too aware of the realities of the situation. He had taken the VKs from a life full of who knows what kind of horrible things, and somehow expected them to be able to adapt right away to Auradon society. They might have been doing well enough, but now that the actual consequences of such a situation were being revealed to him, Ben was starting to see just what that might do to someone.

Namely, this; the hyper-vigilance in Evie's posture despite her downcast eyes. The way Mal's face seems to twitch with something wild and feral; a fear and a danger glinting in her eyes, her hands shaking as light sparked at her fingertips. Ben licks his lips nervously, wanting to move forward or say something to break through the volatile atmosphere, but he was afraid that any wrong move on his part would be treated as a threat…and he'd seen how the VKs responded to threats.

His Dad was equally paralyzed, a stunned look crossing his face while his Mom glances to Ben, a clear desperate something in her eyes; and Ben fights to keep his expression neutral and calm. He was going to have to act soon- his Dad had lost that stunned look and was turning stern again, his lips parting like he might scold or yell or lecture…. It didn't matter what, only that Ben was going to have to stop it, before things got worse.

Evie had tensed even further, Mal's expression shifting sharply into danger now, the fear gone and replaced with the look of someone ready to fight. The sparks at the edge of her fingers snap sharply before igniting: a small green flame now dancing seemingly innocuous across her skin.

"Ben," Audrey hisses, her voice almost a whimper in his ear.

I know, he wants to whisper back. I know, just give me a second…

But he didn't have a second.

"Now, let me make something clear, here," his Dad began slowly, and Ben could see Mal's jaw clench tightly, the green flame wavering before starting up again just a bit brighter, Evie flinching behind her.

"Dad," Ben cuts in quickly, stepping towards him and making sure to keep his hands open and angled towards the ground, hoping that the obvious display of how weak and weaponless he was would help keep the girls calm.

"I think it was just a joke," he continues. "Nothing's going to explode."

"Joke or not, this is exactly what I meant!" his Dad exclaims, gesturing sharply towards the two girls. "The disruptive attitude; the…the carelessness with which they make these threats! They're dangerous, Ben!"

"Adam!" his Mom gasps, reaching for his arm as though to tug him back.

Ben just gapes, unable to comprehend the sudden shift in his Dad's support. A moment ago he'd said…he was hopeful and optimistic. Except he hadn't been, now that's he's staring at the furious scowl twisting his Dad's face. He hadn't been positive about this in any way, not since Ben's initial pitch about bringing children from the Isle. He shouldn't have been surprised…shouldn't have felt hurt by the rejection. But he did.

He could feel his lips forming words, but it was Mal who stalked forward, her own expression fierce and just as furious, her hands clenching into fists and causing the flame to dance up and around to skitter across the backs of her hands.

"No more dangerous than those who would put the lives of children in danger just because of some fucked up sense of right and wrong."

Mal's voice shakes, but it's anger and not fear that controls her now, her eyes flashing as she boldly lifts her chin to glare into his Dad's eyes.

"You can't hide from it now, can you, King Beast?" Her words are venom, her voice just as snapping and intense as the flame in her hands. "Not now that there's actual villains in Auradon; not now when you're faced with the very nightmares you fought to control."

Ben fears his Dad might snap and completely lose control of himself: his face was flushed with anger, a low, displeased and furious sound building in his chest. He'd only ever seen his Dad this angry once before…when he'd been arguing for the removal of the Villains and the ban on all magic in Auradon afterwards.

He exchanges an anxious look with his mother, but she's just as paralyzed- too shocked to do more than stare in bewilderment and fear at his father.

"Are you implying some sort of threat?" His Dad's voice is low, almost a growl, and while Evie pales and rapidly takes a step back, Mal straightens further, something sharp and entirely thrilling in her eyes that has Ben sucking in a breath.

"I never threaten," Mal says calmly, her lips twitching while the flame twists insidiously around her fingers. "Only promise. You might have the rest of Auradon fooled into thinking you're a benevolent ruler, but we on the Isle know that you're still just a beast."

There's a harsh beat of silence, and then:

"Daaamn," someone whispers hoarsely behind Ben, and he finds himself thinking the same.

Even as his father shifts his weight forward; even as Evie flinches back and Mal's lip curls, her mouth forming some unknown word; even as Audrey screams and his mother cries out in shock; Ben feels an inexplicable tug- a sharp thrill of butterflies as he stares at the other girl. The girl somehow full of fear and yet entirely unabashed, bold beyond daring and scathing as she confronts his father head on. The girl who had, in that moment, pulled him into something wild and dangerous and distinctly not-good.

The girl with the purple hair.

Except, it's not quite purple now, Ben realizes with a start. The flames had licked up her arm, caressing her skin without burning; hot and bright and a brilliant green that lights up her eyes and seems to almost whisper in her ear as it settles and curls into the tips of her hair.

Distantly, Ben feels Audrey tugging at his arm, her voice a high desperate sob in the back of his mind. He knows he should be afraid; terrified in fact. There's something deadly in Mal's smile; pointed and lethal in her gaze as her lips form another word that he can't recognize. That gaze that's fixed on...his…his Dad!

It hits him hard, like a physical blow, and Ben heaves a ragged and desperate gasp as he realizes the true danger they're in right now. He lets out a cry that tapers off too soon; a warning, or a plea, he doesn't know. Only that it makes Mal pause, ever so slightly, her green eyes flickering to him and penetrating deep. Ben feels it; the soft whisper of heat and pain and…magic…in his mind. It pulls at him, tugs him closer, before ripping away sharply, Mal's eyes hardening before fading into a much more normal pale green.

The magic still burns, almost as an afterthought in his mind, before also fading, and Ben blinks, watching in horror…or was it awe? -as the fire that had been threatening to strike at his father rapidly retreats and turns on its source. Mal bites her lip, and he can see the way her eyes pinch tightly closed, her brow furrowing deeply in concentration as the fire is slowly drawn back, not so much extinguishing as withdrawing back inside her.

It's only once the flames have completely disappeared that Ben dares to allow himself to breathe, and only when he breathes does he realize just how hard he's shaking, and just how close he'd come to being short one parent. He starts to stagger forward, but a tight grip around his wrist stops him, and he glances back to see Audrey, face pale and eyes wide with terror, tears streaming in clear rivulets across her cheeks.

"Hey," he whispers, instinct taking over as he draws her closer to him, embracing without completely engulfing her. "Hey, it's ok. It's over…."

"Over!?" she repeats, her voice high and shaky, completely opposite of the sudden stern twist of her expression.

Ben opens his mouth to try and comfort her further, but then he catches movement, and lifts his eyes to see Doug vehemently shaking his head, the other boy gesturing with a nod to something over Ben's shoulder. He can see Lonnie, just beside Doug, tense and wary but not completely traumatized like Audrey. The other girl purses her lips and mimics Doug's gestures; her dark eyes flickering pointedly behind Ben.

It's not until he hears a sharp gasp from his mother, and a short, panicked cry of "Mal!" from Evie that he spins on his heel to see that the green flames had returned, almost entirely covering Mal from head to toe. The girl seemed even shorter with the way the fire radiates and roars, flickering and twisting around her form. Mal stares at her hands in what Ben thinks might be surprise, or else a smug pleasure, before she suddenly stiffens, her back arching as her chin snaps up sharply.

Ben feels that violent tug again; a desperate sort of 'do something!' echoing inside him. Evie is screaming Mal's name again, while his Dad had taken to shielding his Mom, his eyes screwed up tight against the heat and a furious scowl twisting his expression. Audrey is practically breathless with the force of her sobs, and Ben knows he should be doing what his father is and protecting her, but he's too entranced by the sight before him.

Mal's lips part, a sort of pained wonder sliding across her face.

"Oh," Ben hears her whisper, her voice ragged and shaking ever so slightly. "So she was right about that after all. The bitch."

And then her eyes roll up, a violent crack sounding as the flames suddenly die, and Ben has all of two seconds to jerk free of Audrey's death grip and sprint forward before Mal collapses, lifeless, into his arms.


Mal

There's a very small number of places on the Isle where small children would be 'safe.' Of course, it was all relative, but 'safe' for Mal meant away from her mother, away from the creepy looking people who looked at her funny when she tried to threaten them, and secure enough that no one else could get to it and that Mal could defend it easily.

For now, 'safe' was a secluded section of alleys courtyards not too far from where the town became beach. It was never too hot there, thanks to the heavy breeze that blew up from the ocean, and if it ever came down to it, it wasn't that hard to go down and sit carefully in the shallow bit of water to keep cool.

Mal's favorite part of her safe place, was the small pit of sand wedged just at the edge of the water, guarded by a large outcropping of rocks and boulders that jutted out of the sand and ran clear down into the waves. Even Jay liked the sand pit, not that Mal let him down there often. He didn't seem to like it when she told him what to do, but he would just have to…suck it up, as Mal had heard her mother say.

Except, Jay hadn't shown up at the beach that day, or the day before, and if there was one thing Mal hated, it was someone who went back on a deal. She tended to try and avoid Jafar as much as possible, which was a true feat since he was at her house practically every day, visiting with her mother. Mal wasn't stupid, even though her mother sometimes wondered if she was; despite only being eight, she knew how the Isle worked- how the people on the Isle worked. There was no doubt in her mind that there was 'something' going on between her mother and the former advisor, but she wasn't about to dwell on it now.

Now, she had to find her partner. She might despise Jay's existence at times, but he was still her partner, and therefore, her responsibility. She stood from the shallow pit of sand and climbed back up and over the rocky outcropping. She was just about to leap down and start the trek back towards the Village when she heard a sudden, angry shout.

"Hey!"

Mal started, her head snapping up to scan the beach for the source. It was not from a furious and dangerous villain as she had feared, but instead…a little kid? Mal frowned at the small girl who glared up at her, eyes squinted against the light and further emphasizing the frustration on her face.

"Hey," Mal said back, straightening slowly and eyeing the girl warily. She wasn't much to look at; tiny and with the tell-tale thinness of someone who didn't get enough to eat, though that was practically everyone on the Isle so no big deal there. She had dark skin that reminded Mal unequivocally of mud, and long, ropy hair that looked like the ocean had thrown up on it.

"What do you think you're doing?" the strange girl snapped, her voice childishly high and yet, sort of raspy all the same, her hands coming up to shield her eyes and lessening her severe squint. "This is my beach!"

Mal smiled gleefully at the challenge, her heat beating with anticipation. Forget Jay. It was time to put this little worm in her place.

"Your beach, huh?"

Mal leapt down from the rock, landing with an unceremonious 'thump!' in front of the girl. She was even smaller up close, and from here Mal could smell the stink of the sea on her. The girl gaped before staggering back in surprise at Mal's sudden proximity.

"I don't see your name on it," Mal continued smugly, curling her lip as she glared down at the weird girl.

"You have no idea who you're dealing with, do you?" The girl said, her own face twisting in disdain, and Mal almost laughed out loud.

"Do you?" she fired back, and the girl blinked at her before seeming to straighten, sticking out her chest with pointed arrogance.

"I am the daughter of Ursula," she boasted haughtily. "Descended from the goddess Calypso herself. The song of the ocean runs through my blood, and this is my beach by birthright. You're just a trespasser."

"Wow," Mal drawled, exaggerating her syllables in faux appreciation. "A lot of big words for such a tiny shrimp."

The girl spluttered, and Mal's smirk widened.

"I-Exscuse me?!"

"Yeah, I wasn't sure at first, but then your whole 'blood of water' thing cleared it up for me," Mal said, eyeing the girl critically. "No wonder it looks like the ocean threw up on you. It totally did."

The girl didn't seem to have anything to say to that, spluttering so hard Mal wondered if she was drowning. That sparked a nasty, if somewhat violent idea in her adolescent mind, but of course, she'd be disappointing her herself, (and her mother's name really) if she didn't follow through with it.

"Aw, no," Mal sighed, feigning worry. "Have you been out of the water for too long? Here, let me help."

Before the girl even knew what had happened, Mal had grabbed hold of her, pinning her arms to her sides and using her height and strength to her advantage, dragging the still spluttering girl up the rock base and all the way down to the water's edge. The ocean was deeper here than in the shallows, and the rocks were slick with algae and seaweed; the very same seaweed that was woven into the girl's hair.

Mal didn't even hesitate, simply hefted the girl up to the ledge and shoved her screaming into the water just as a wave broke over the rocks. The resulting swell tugged the girl under, and she didn't resurface for at least a good fifteen or twenty seconds. When she did, she was choking, coughing and sucking in desperate gasps of air, cursing at Mal in between ragged breaths.

She gave in to her laughter then, doubling over and cackling wickedly, the sound dissolving into giggles as the girl was sucked under another wave. She didn't take quite so long to resurface that time, but Mal was too caught up in the moment to care.

"You…you'll pay…!" the girl shrieked desperately, and Mal straightened from her hunched over form to carelessly flip her off.

"Yeah, I'm sure," she laughed. "You might just want to stay in the water, little shrimp. Maybe you'll learn that it's best not to try and mess with dragons.

The girl let out a furious scream, which was swallowed instantly by the next wave, the white foam swallowing her form completely and sending a resounding crash against the rocks. Mal chuckled to herself as she climbed back down and started towards the Village in a significantly happier mood.

"Little shrimp," she scoffed, her eyes flickering with green.

She didn't look back, though if she had, she might have noticed the pale boy in red scrambling up the rocks in her stead. There was a flash of silver as he reached the top, and then the boy was gone, over the side and into the ocean beyond.


 

Evie

It's like being underwater, sinking slowly and watching everything happen above you in broken, distorted ripples. The anger twisting the King's face; the certainty that there would be some kind of punishment; the anticipation of pain. And then suddenly, warmth. Heat as Mal rushes forward, pressing herself tightly against Evie, her voice a low, furious hiss as she whispers:

"Tân."

The word sends a stronger ripple through the water, and Evie barely stifles a gasp as Mal is suddenly engulfed in flames, the green magic washing across her face and curling around her arms, threading through her fingers and her hair and consuming the black of her eyes until only the fire remains.

And Evie can feel it, in that moment. The tug of the magic so strong it almost threatens to overtake her completely, but she reaches for it anyway, fumbling blindly against Mal's heat in a desperate grab for her own power. It stirs, briefly, flickering within her reach and yet, just tauntingly far enough that she can't…quite…get to it.

She almost screams with the frustration, almost cries with the pain of being so cut off, of failing at something yet again. Of not being good enough. But then Mal stirs, and Evie is jerked sharply back into the moment as the green flames seem to contort, writhing and twisting to an edge, and Evie clings closer to the other girl as she focuses that edge on the vague forms flickering just beyond.

"Ddinistrio," Mal rasps, her voice dark and thick with something fierce and almost like pleasure.

It occurs to Evie then, that the fire isn't burning them at all, despite the way it threatens to consume them both entirely. The heat is there, definitely, and she had a brief moment of panic where she glances down to ensure her clothes aren't scorched. Thankfully, they're still intact, and she's able to pull herself further out of her thoughts and glare through the fire.

She can only see the outlines, but she's pretty sure that she can make out Ben somewhere near the front, and the King, directly before them, the Queen tucked just behind his towering form. Evie tenses as the fire snaps sharply, coiling back as though ready to strike, and she darts an anxious glance towards Mal. The other girl is trembling slightly, but there's no mistaking the wicked smile curling at her lips.

Evie lets herself relax, just a bit, a small smirk of her own tugging at her mouth. It's almost like being back on the Isle, two regals fighting side by side, confident and entirely unopposed while everyone cowered and groveled at their feet. She half expects to hear screams of terror at Mal's fiery display, certain that the crowd would be running and cursing at the top of their lungs about demons and witches.

But this is Auradon, and so all they really get are horrified looks, although someone is definitely crying; the high, hysterical kind that sucks all the air from your body. The sound tugs at something deep and painfully familiar in Evie, a memory that she doesn't want to touch, but is snapped into when another desperate cry rings out.

And suddenly she isn't on a grassy field next to her best friend, confident in the terror and chaos they are causing...

There's a weird smell, like smoke but not really. She doesn't know what it is, but it's not anything pleasant. It makes her stomach lurch, a tight, spasming pain echoing deep in her chest as her lungs expand and contract too quickly.

She's crying. Why is she crying?

There's a wall in front of her. The brick smells kind of…powdery and dry; like makeup or…oh. It's chalk. That's what the not-smoke is. Chalk. She remembers sketching out patterns with it when she was little, designing clothes and dresses that she would wear some day when she was grown up and a princess with a prince and a castle and a….

Something moves behind her. She's crying harder now, salt mixing with chalk and there's definitely smoke. Something is burning, but there's a wall in front of her and something behind her and she doesn't want to…can't think. Can't know. Can't breathe.

Can't breathe she can't breathe she can't breathe and there's something burning, something's burning and she has to…get away…has to…

"E? Evie?"

Evie gasps sharply, earth brown eyes snapping up to meet jade green. Mal is still focused on the still building fire, but there's a furrow in her brow, a shift in her body that Evie feels as Mal presses herself just a little closer. She takes another breath and it comes out too much like a sob for her liking, so she draws a deep breath and holds it, nodding her head quickly and gritting her teeth hard against the wave that threatens to come up and pull her under again.

She understands what Carlos means, now, when he'd told her that the panic feels like drowning. It's not just a lack of air, it's too much air. Too much air and too many thoughts and feelings. Too many images...too many and now is not the time!

The heat from Mal's fire burns away any tears that have fallen, drying them stiffly to her face. Evie takes that as her cue and releases her pent up breath, turning it into a quick, determined sort of sigh, letting her lips slide upwards into a mischievous smirk of her own.

"Just enjoying the view," she murmurs reassuringly, and Mal lets out a low, but enthusiastic chuckle.

"This," the other girl replies, her eyes alight with fire and gold as it fixes on something beyond the field of vision. "This is what we came here for."

Evie opens her mouth to reply when a sudden, broken gasp sounds past the fire. She flinches instinctively, that tugging feeling back in her gut as Mal's eyes snap over to the source of the sound. She can't see much through the swirl of magic, but she recognizes that hard, calculating look in the other girl's gaze, knows that small sideways twitch of her jaw. Mal's holding back, though only barely. There's something on the other side of the flames that's pulling her out of the moment and making her hesitate, draining the confidence from her veins. Evie had seen the same thing happen during Mal's numerous 'staring contests' with Maleficent, the dragon queen's magic overtaking Mal's own and painfully forcing compliance.

And before Evie can really process this, before she could tell the other girl not to let go; to not give in so soon, the fire is already dying. Mal's lips press tightly together as the flames slowly dissipate, some of it dispelling into the air and the rest seeming to almost filter back through Mal's body. Evie feels a soft pang of worry, and an even softer twinge of jealousy that she quickly tries to stifle. But there's no denying it; she's jealous of Mal's ability, of the ease in which the other girl is able to wield her magic where Evie can barely even feel her own, let alone harness it.

She knows better- after all, there was so much that she could do that she knew for a fact Mal could not. Picking a decent outfit was one of those things, she thinks smugly, side-eyeing Mal's particular choice of clothing. Thick jeans that are cut off at roughly at Mal's ankles, the way the denim crumples and sags around Mal's hips and legs telling Evie right away that they're not even girls' jeans. A black tshirt that hugs her form and is ripped along the side, and then of course, the ever present purple and green studded jacket. The only thing Evie could say with certainty was perfect, and then, only because she herself had made it.

Mal might be able to craft magic, but Evie could definitely make a decent outfit. And of course, she could read people, a skill that had saved their lives countless times on the Isle. She could pick up their intentions from their posture; their bodies saying all the things that their mouths weren't. She hadn't had to utilize much in Auradon so far, but if there were any time that could call for it, it's now; especially with the loss of the magic that had been their shield.

Evie can see through the fire better now that it is fading, and the first thing she picks up on is the King, at the front of the cowering group of people. She can't see his face, but she can read the tension in his body, in the way he shifts his weight to try and protect everyone at once. And then, there's Ben. She knows it's him instinctively, and when the flames finally clear enough she knows for certain when she sees his face, eyes wide but not quite panicked like his girlfriend's. Audrey is pulling at him, the girl's face wild and desperate with sheer terror, a high, wailing sound slipping past her lips as she sobs.

The cry threatens to send Evie back to the images; back to the memories of chalk and smoke and brick walls, but the shift in Ben's posture is confusing enough to keep her in the moment. He's not cowering in fear, or even stiff and unyielding like his father. Instead he is tense and wary, but she doesn't see fear in his eyes. It's almost like…longing, as his body leans away from Audrey and the crowd behind him, shifting towards Evie and…Mal.

Evie almost wants to laugh at the incredulity of it all, but instead settled for a simple smirk, turning to Mal with a toss of her head.

"Hey M," she murmurs slyly. "I think you've got an admirer."

Mal lets out a low, breathless sound that might be a laugh, her cheeks twitching in amusement. She opens her mouth to say something, but whatever it is is lost in a sudden, renewed flare of fire, the heat even stronger and fiercer than before as it completely overtakes Mal's petite form. It takes even Mal off guard, if the wide, open look on her face is any indication, the other girl staring at her hands and the flames with her lips slightly parted in something like wonder, but not quite.

"Mal?" Evie probes cautiously, shifting away from the surging heat and the almost sickeningly strong pull of magic.

Mal purses her lips, her brow furrowing before suddenly she straightens sharply, her back arching her spine like a bow and snapping her chin up towards the sky.

"Mal!" Evie screams, horrified, as the tug of magic spikes painfully.

"Oh," Mal whispers, her voice soft and tight with barely concealed pain. "So she was right about that after all."

Then her expression shifts slightly, the tiniest curl of her lips into a sneer. "The bitch," she spits.

Evie doesn't have time to interpret, or ask who or what Mal was talking about. The tug of magic in her gut dies suddenly, sucking almost like a vacuum and leaving nothing but a hollow emptiness inside. At the same moment, the flames wash down over Mal and disappear, the other girl collapsing with a harshly exhaled sigh.

Evie jerks, cries out. Reaches…too late!

And then suddenly there's a shift in pressure right by Evie's side, strong arms snapping out and slowing Mal's fall, steady hands carefully maneuvering her further into the embrace. Evie flinches back, startled by the abrupt presence, and when she looks up again it's to stare in surprise at Ben; who had somehow darted across the field and managed to catch her just in time. And who was now staring at the lifeless girl in his arms as if he'd never quite seen her before.


Chad

The walk back to his room from the Tourney field was simultaneously the shortest, and the longest. He couldn't stop replaying everything in his head; his talk with his parents mostly. But also…Audrey.

The smallest of thrills went through his stomach as he thought of the way she'd hugged him. It had been brief- platonic, of course. But in the moment, and after he'd been so…open with her…he couldn't help but relax into it more than he probably should have. The flush that had colored his face as he'd pulled away and spouted some excuse was definitely not just the heat and exhaustion from his workout.

Sure, he liked Audrey. As a close friend- almost family. And never anything more than that, no matter what stupid crushes or feelings were felt when they were kids. And especially not once Ben came along. He'd been resigned to just hover and be awkward and 'Charming' again, except Ben had ruined that for him, too: pulling him into an easy friendship that just as quickly became that sibling-like bond that Chad had longed for since he was ten and his father had explained to him that he would be the only heir and thus, the only child.

Ben made it hard to hate; harder to try and be numb all the time. The kid had been so happy and overly optimistic; and Audrey had been there too, just as sunny if not quite so forceful. Calm and level headed, she smoothed out all those prickly parts of Chad, able to see him no matter what shields he tried to throw up. It had been because of the two of them that Chad slowly lost his 'instability' and actually became 'charming,' and he'd thought he might actually have a chance to make something more of his relationship with Audrey.

Except Ben got there first. And the rest was, well…the rest.

Chad grit his jaw and grumbled a curse between his teeth, causing a few students nearby to glance out of the corner of their eyes before skittering quickly out of his way. He knew what they were probably thinking; what they saw: A sweating, riled up Chad, glaring and cursing to himself (most likely about the VKs.) And of course there'd be those who took it just that one step further; that his temper was so typical of a Charming; that talking to yourself was the first sign of madness and that, well, maybe he takes after his mother after all, I mean, they're both so…unstable.

He felt itchy and raw under the scrutiny, so his relief was almost physical when he finally reached his dorm room, the door practically shaking in the frame he slammed it so hard. He stays there a moment, panting with his palms against the wood and trying to bite down the sobs that they were threatening to turn into.

Just when he thinks it's safe to back away and decompress, a voice rings out behind him; low and decidedly unimpressed.

"Hey, do me a favor and slam that again. I don't think they quite heard you all the way on the other side of the dorm."

Chad turns, surprised to see his roommate sprawled across his bed, a cigarette clenched tightly between his lips and half muffling his words.

"Aziz?" Chad asks, furrowing his brow and straightening from his wary hunch by the door. "What are…? I thought you'd be at…the thing."

He can't call it a party again. He won't give in like that and say that there's anything worth celebrating here because there wasn't.

Aziz gives a shrug- as much as he can with one arm tucked behind his head- his eyes fixed blankly on the ceiling.

"I was."

Chad watches as the other boy takes a slow drag from the cigarette; the smoke escaping his lips in a tight, compressed hiss, and he has to resist the urge the groan out loud. All he'd really wanted to do was come back to his dorm, take a scalding hot shower and then maybe play video games for a few mind numbing hours before dinner and just forget that other people even existed.

Instead, he now has to deal with extremely pissed, potentially depressed roommate, who, now that Chad was really thinking about it, was in fact here, and not being pissed and moody with the one person who would probably actually care.

"Shit…something happened, didn't it?"

Chad's voice comes out more groan-y than he'd like, but it's a sympathetic groan, an empathetic screwing up of his face as he takes a half step forward. Aziz doesn't respond this time, just clenches his jaw tighter around the cigarette, a noncommittal hum echoing in his throat.

'I don't know,' that hum said. 'Might have, but whatever.'

Chad knows that hum very well. He'd practically perfected the art of noncommittal humming. He could fill a book with all the variating inflections and their meanings, and just how to respond to each one in an equal variety of ways. And so he knows that the last thing Aziz wants to hear is 'do you want to talk about it?'

Instead he abandons his plans for a shower and kicks off his shoes, tugging his jersey over his head in favor of the simple blue tee underneath. He contemplates for a moment, wondering just how delicate he needed to be here. Deciding that now was not the time to initiate any sort of comforting contact, he flops down unceremoniously in the grayish blue beanbag by the TV and tugs himself forward until he can reach his book bag.

Contrary to popular belief, Chad did in fact, do homework. Being a Prince, and sole heir meant that he'd had an extensive regiment of tutors from the moment he'd first said 'Dada.' Of course, the tutors stopped coming after several of his mother's… 'fits,' and it had been up to Chad to figure out learning from what they'd left behind and an occasional helpful prod from his father. Aurdaon Prep's workload was not by any means horrendous, but it was more than difficult enough that Chad was not so much 'being challenged' but tortured.

Eventually he gave up on trying to interpret the weekly chemical 'puzzle' Mr. Deley had assigned, and chucked his bag across the room.

"Hey," he calls back over his shoulder to his roommate, who had remained entirely impassive during Chad's attempt at studying. "You got another one of those?"

He didn't smoke as often as Aziz did, but every now and then it was nice to just float for a bit and not think. He hears a slight shuffle of movement, and then a high, short sigh of frustration coupled with another sharp shuffle before silence fell. Chad shifted his weight enough to turn his head, and saw Aziz with his free hand now pointing towards the bookshelf, a bitter twist of his lips indicating his displeasure.

Chad groans exaggeratedly, rolling his eyes and huffing his own sigh. "Really?" he mutters as he makes a big show of hefting himself to his feet. "You're actually going to make me get up and get something for myself?"

Aziz's hand effortlessly shifts to flip him off, and Chad stifles a snort of amusement as he shuffles lazily towards the shelf in question. He finds the box tucked inside the binding of a book, a dedication of some kind scrawled in what he assumes is Arabic. The cigarette box is crumpled and suspiciously light, and Chad frowns, letting out his own frustrated huff as a lift of the lid reveals the affirmation.

"The fuck man...it's empty," Chad snaps, letting the snark come through in hopes of keeping with familiarity. "What happened to all the rest?"

There's a sharp intake of breath behind him, before suddenly dissolving into the quiet, unmistakable sucking sound of muffled sobs.

Chad turns sharply on his heel, entirely thrown, to find Aziz with both hands pressed tightly over his face, his teeth practically biting his cigarette in half as his whole body shakes, a quiet squeal of protest coming from the bedframe underneath him.

And…Chad was officially out of his depth. He didn't 'do' crying. Crying was for when you lost control of your emotions so much that nothing else was left except tears. Crying meant pain; meant whispered screams and whimpers in the dark; meant long nights and tired looks, empty words and hollow eyes.

"It's fucking bullshit," Aziz rasps, tugging Chad away from the dark vein his thoughts had turned to. "Just bullshit."

Chad swallows, biting back the reflex of shared pain that threatens in sharp stings at the back of his eyes, and instead slips into a more comfortable reflex. The sneer pulls across his face seamlessly, his eyes narrowing and effectively cutting across any instinctive feelings.

"Yeah, well, I just came back to the room to get a shower, not deal with whatever 'bullshit' is."

The sneer twists his words, making them sharper than he wants, but it's familiar and safe and all he needs right now.

"Asshole," Aziz bites out, but the crying had slowed at least.

"Look," Chad hedges, shuffling his weight uncomfortably. "Do…do you want me to get Nikki? Cuz I think he'd be far better equipped for-."

And he's halfway across the room to the door when it occurs to him again that if Aziz had wanted Nikki, he'd have been with him, and that he's not, and that the other boy is also, not here; and that Aziz had seemed to tense slightly at the mention of his boyfriend….

Why me? Chad thinks, lifting his head in a silent groan. Why'd I have to get stuck with the overly emotional roommate?

"This isn't…his fault, is it?" Chad broaches slowly, grimacing at the idea. "Because I just started to like him, and I'd hate to have to ostracize him from the group."

"What do you mean 'just started to like him?'" Aziz snaps, sitting up suddenly and sliding his hands across his face, erasing the trace of tears before they travel further up and into his hair. "There's nothing wrong with my boyfriend."

"So he is still your boyfriend. That's a relief," Chad replies snidely, pointedly dodging the question. "I would've had to kick you out to room with Doug for a week; let him be the one to bring you ice cream or whatever."

"Shut up," Aziz snorts, but his lips are twitching slightly, and Chad relaxes just a bit in relief before groaning at the other boy's next words. "And you still didn't answer me."

"It's his damned guitar," Chad whines, genuinely, this time. "I mean, I'm not against music, but he's always singing and playing it and dancing and being all…and I just…want him to…stop."

"Yes Chad," Aziz deadpans. "Tell the gay son of Naveen to stop singing and dancing. Because that won't end horribly at all."

"Yeah, yeah," Chad grumbles dismissively, waving a hand and turning back towards the bathroom door. "If you're done being all hormonal or whatever…"

"You were right," Aziz says suddenly, and Chad pauses at the abrupt bitter edge to his voice.

He almost wants to slip into concerned, but he's still stinging from his conversation with Audrey, and he'd only just dodged a bullet the first time with Aziz, and so instead he cocks his head, his lips pursing haughtily as he rolls his eyes with a sigh.

"I mean, I usually am, so that's no surprise."

"About the VKs," Aziz clarifies pointedly, and Chad tenses, his stomach clenching and his heart momentarily freezing in his chest.

"The VKs?" He's aware that his voice has lowered, registers the tightness of his throat that turn his words into a growl; but Chad can't find it in himself to care. "What…what did they do now?"

Aziz's jaw clenches and unclenches, a grimace twisting his lips as he gives a short jerk of his head. "Mm," he hums in negative. "I don't need to relive that crap."

And there's a certain curl to his grimace that almost makes it a snarl, but the way the other boy's eyes seem to flicker uncertainly tells Chad all he needs to. There's a very small list of things that anyone could find 'wrong' with Aziz, but no amount of criticisms would have affected him so drastically. Unless they targeted that particular one.

"Oh," Chad murmurs, half whisper, half growl. "Oh they did not."

Aziz says nothing, but the tight press of his lips is more than answer enough for Chad.

"Right," he says, his own voice clipped and tight. "So, totally unrelated note: I'm going out for a bit. If I'm not back in an hour, check the infirmary."

"Woah, hey," Aziz scrambles to his feet hastily, a weak smile flitting across his face. "There's no need to get all beat up on my behalf."

"Oh, I didn't mean check for me," Chad replies, bending to tug his shoes back on and checking that the bandages around his hands were still secure.

"Dude," Aziz says, and there's a small, nervous chuckle that bubbles up into his words. "You don't…it's not…I mean…."

"You were literally crying a second ago," Chad retorts shortly, straightening and fixing the other boy with a look. "And I know how that feels. So, yes, it is a big deal, and I am going to make them sorry."

"You mean, make them apologize," Aziz hedges, biting his lip and looking up at Chad cautiously.

"Is there a difference?"

"Oh Charming," Aziz sighs softly in what Chad strongly suspects is sarcasm. "My hero."

"Aziz."

"Seriously. Whoever said you don't care about anything…oh wait, that was me."

"Shut up," Chad snaps, grabbing his Auradon blazer before yanking the door open and eyeing the halls with renewed vigor.

"Hey wait," he hears Aziz call after him as he stalks towards the stairs. "You're not really gonna...? Chad? Chad!"

But he's already halfway down the stairs, more determined than he'd been a couple hours before. He might not have any personal, sentimental attachments to his roommate, but Aziz was still more or less his friend, and he wasn't about to let something like this slide. And if the VKs thought they were going to get away with this, well. They had another thing coming to them.

Notes:

I'm alive! And this story is still alive too, don't you worry guys! I just finished my semester at college and only have one class over the summer, and my work schedule cleared up so I'll have plenty of time for updates. Till then, enjoy and let me know what you think! Also, note the updated tags!!!
- Raven

The magic words Mal spoke come from the Welsh language (the closest I could get to the Celtic I'm head-canoning for the Moor and Fae language). The words are 'Fire' and 'Destroy' respectively. Fun fact about Welsh- the double 'd' is pronounced like the 'th' in 'the,' and 'tân'
rhymes with John. :)

Chapter 18: Our hopes and expectations (black holes and revelations)

Summary:

In which the phrase 'out of the frying pan and into the fire' doesn't even come fucking close.

Notes:

Warnings for this chapter include mild violence/threats of violence, child abuse/neglect, implied and referenced homophobia/homophobic thoughts (brief, non explicit), implied/referenced assault, as well as mental health issues such as panic attacks and anxiety attacks.

****Please note that the beginning of this chapter includes two panic/anxiety attacks and references others in flashback form. I tried to be as respectful and honest of my handling of them as possible, but do be warned that they are there and may be triggering.*****

Please be safe and feel free to skip ahead if you like-- skip Audrey's POV in the beginning, as well as the flashback included in Chad's POV.

The end notes will have a summary of what happened for those who'd like to avoid triggers. :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Audrey

It’s all Audrey can do to keep herself together in the aftermath of the party. The tents had been cleared away almost immediately, though the obstacle course had stayed, the giant Mulan-inspired flag pole still stuck firmly in the ground. The food had been relocated indoors to be used for the dinner buffet, and the trash and other partially eaten waste collected to be shipped to the Isle on the next cycle.

The Isle….

Audrey took a sharp breath, tears stinging painfully at her eyes while bile brought acid up in her throat. The images still burned behind her eyes, the unnatural green flames, the heat so strong Audrey was certain they would all be scorched from the backlash. And the magic! It had been so strong that even the non-magical of their group could feel its pull, threatening to suck them in and overtake them entirely.

Another breath, too shallow, as Audrey remembered the look in Mal’s eyes, the dark raspy tone of the other girl’s voice and the way the flames responded, coiling like a snake and spitting poison. A whimper rose up to take the place of the sick churning of her stomach, tears spilling ungracefully down her cheeks.
She had always heard the stories, every child in Auradon had, but she was the only one who knew just how devastating the effects of it had been on her family. Her parents’ divorce, the way they hardly ever acknowledged each other except for council meetings where they were forced to be civil to each other. How Audrey had lived at her Grandmother’s for those tense years of the separation when she was twelve, the older Queen practically raising her from that point on.

Audrey knew all too well that Maleficent’s curse hadn’t just destroyed one life…how far reaching it truly was. And even with Ben’s decree, she couldn’t shake that lingering fear that overshadowed everything she did. To be confronted so suddenly with Mal’s presence was like willingly allowing a frog into her bed, only it wasn’t a prince or anything benevolent in disguise. It was just a frog, slimy and wart-ridden, that crawled and slithered into all the cherished and sacred places that refused to be touched; couldn’t be touched lest they be desecrated by its presence.
To face the flames and remain unaffected would have been a feat for anyone. But for Audrey it had been practically impossible. She can still feel the hysterical fear, the tightness in her chest threatening to drown out everything else. She had seen the way Mal had smiled…smiled! As the green flames had lashed around her body, the magic thick and deadly as it arched to attack them. To kill them.
Audrey whimpers again, the sound echoing strangely in her head and seeming to reverberate in the air. She imagined the invisible ripples of sound stretching out from her body only to bounce back and crush her, wave after wave of relentless pulsing energy. She bites her lip hard, tugs at her hair till it hurts, pinches the soft skin of her inner arm, anything anything to keep her grounded, keep her on the ground, she wasn’t going to let it carry her away, not again not again no…no…

“Audrey?”

She gasps, realizes she’s sobbing without really breathing. She stumbles away, her blood pounding hard in her ears and drowning out the invisible waves. She couldn’t lose control of herself like this. She’s a princess, a future queen; for someone to see her in the midst of her spiral would ruin her already delicately balanced reputation.

“…drey, whoa. Ssshhh…hey.”

She’s being turned around, the voice soft and gentle in the form of two hands pressed firmly to sides of her face.

“Hey,” the voice whispers again, even softer. “Hey, it’s ok. It’s ok just breathe. Breathe.”

She opens her mouth and screams without sound, a harsh desperate gasp of air that threatens to lift her back into the air.

“Ok, that’s ok,” says the voice, the hands warm on her cheeks. “Open your eyes, Audrey. Can you do that? I need you to open your eyes.”

She tries shaking her head, but it’s her body that shudders instead, and one phantom hand leaves her face to grip her shoulder.

“I need you open your eyes,” the voice echoes. “Audrey? Open your eyes.”

Does she have eyes? She can’t quite tell suddenly. There’s definitely something solid nearby, though, and she focuses on it, willing herself away from the rippling waves.

“Good, that’s good. That’s really good, Audrey, ok? Hey.” A soft shake, physical and real. “Hey, what do you see?”

She blinks, and she almost sobs at the relief that she can feel her body again, can feel the hands that are back on her face. Salt pricks bitterly at her tongue and she realizes that she is crying, and she blinks again hard to clear her vision, trying to remember who she is, trying not to slip again.

“Take a breath,” the voice instructs calmly. “Tell me what you see.”
She looks. A solid presence, a warm, cool, clear kind of color that reminds her of a well-worn argument of ‘make it pink, make it--’

“Blue,” she croaks, and the other voice sighs, almost a laugh.

“Yeah, yeah my shirt’s blue. Ok, what else? Give me four more things.”

She doesn’t want to, but she forces herself to look anyway, taking a breath and glaring through the invisible force around her. There’s the person in front of her, whoever it is remaining stubbornly out of focus but still, very much there.

“I can see you,” she offers, and the person does laugh this time.

“Ok, that’s one.”

She frowns, and looks again, pulling away from the cloud a little harder this time. “I can see the gardens…roses…the school.”

“There you go,” the person says, a lilt in their voice like a quiet cheer. “Now, what do you feel? What can you touch, I mean. Four things…sorry, I’ve only ever done this once before.”

She frowns at that, too, but she focuses, and realizes that she’s gripping the person just as firmly as they grip her.

“You,” she answers automatically. “The ground.” She almost cries with relief at that one, finally on the ground again. Back in her body. “My hair on my neck…the breeze.”

“Better,” the person says, and it occurs to her belatedly that they’re male, and then with a strange jolt, that it’s not Ben.

The realization forces her to focus in earnest now, and the world slowly shifts and snaps back into place as the stranger continues muttering quietly.

“I think…hearing. Audrey? What are three things you can hear? Aside from me.”

She lifts her head, the sounds flooding back in like through a filter, gradually getting louder and clearer as she focuses on the person before her. Tall, with a blue shirt…soft, warm hands still cupped gently around her; piercing grey-blue eyes and chiseled jaw, blonde hair that’s half flat, half spiked….

“Chad?!”

She tenses, and almost pulls away until she realizes she’s trembling and would probably topple if she tried to run. Chad starts, looking down at her in surprise, which quickly turns to worry as his brows furrow slightly.

“Hey,” he says, still in a low voice, the same low voice that had pulled her out of her spiral and back down to solid ground. “You…you ok?”

“I…” Audrey falters, biting her lip. She wants to be indignant and yell at him. How dare he invade her space and touch her like that! How dare he interrupt her while she spirals out of control! How dare he not be Ben!

But instead she steps just a bit closer, leaning into him when his arms go around her.

“No,” she whispers, her voice hoarse. “No I’m not.”

“Deep breaths,” he murmurs back, and Audrey feels a weak stab of irritation.

“I’m not going to freak out again,” she snaps, but it falls short when she catches the look in his eyes. It’s not harsh or judgmental, or even pitying. It’s just a simple, calm understanding, his expression just as open and soft.

“Tell me about it,” he says.

And so Audrey does.

She tells him everything; about the VKs and Mal’s attack; confessing her own fears and insecurities, her worry that Ben’s blind trust was going to put the entire kingdom in danger. Chad listened to all of it, not saying anything, not questioning or interrupting; just held her and listened. And by the end of it, Audrey was secretly glad that it had been him, and not Ben who’d found her.


Chad

If Chad thought he was pissed at the VKs before, he was downright murderous now. He’d been stalking through the dorms towards the school, then doubled back to head towards the gardens, thinking that that would give him a better chance at a direct route. He’s beyond glad that he’d decided on that choice, as he’d stumbled across Audrey in the midst of what he immediately recognized as an anxiety attack.

He’d had his fair share of experience with it before; his mother had almost regularly spiraled in such ways when Chad was younger. He’d watched through cracks of light in bedroom doors as his father had crouched down to her level, his voice hoarse from sleep but so calm and engaged, soft and understanding as he took his mother in his arms and talked her down to earth again. Chad had learned the techniques and memorized the words from countless hours of late night repetitions, but it had usually been his father who took control when his mother spiraled.
Except for that one time...and it was only a given that he would remember it now, as he watched Audrey gasping desperately in a tiled corner of the gardens, tears streaming down her face and her body curled in on itself in an instinctive attempt at defense against an invisible enemy.


Chad had been about seven, maybe eight. His father had gone to a Council meeting, representing both Charming’s in the continuous debates on rounding up villains to send to the Isle of the Lost. It was during one of Cinderella’s ‘cleaning sprees,’ but Chad knew that everything would be fine as long as he could keep her occupied. She didn’t ever seem fully aware of herself during these times; her eyes distant and flickering between emotions constantly. But as long as she was busy- working, cleaning the castle, making something in the kitchen; doing anything productive at all- Chad didn’t have to worry about the consequences of an episode.

It had been going well, he remembered, if not slightly stilted and awkward. His mother had been more aware than usual, more in control of herself as she’d worked in the kitchen, actually allowing Chad to help her with baking. It was a cake of some kind, like bread, she had told him with a smile. Bread that’s sweet and could be eaten any time, even at breakfast. Chad had loved that idea, and had been all too eager to help.

He could almost ignore everything else; forget about his father’s absence and the delicate thread that connected Chad to his mother and held her together. He had been smashing bananas with that destructive enthusiasm he was so rarely allowed to express at that age. Chocolate, bananas, eggs, nuts, sugar, flour. It was a simple recipe, a simple moment, and Chad was so engrossed in his task and just enjoying feeling normal for once that he didn’t even notice when the thread snapped.
But he did notice when his mother dropped her spoon, the wood clanging hollowly against the metal pan.

“Eggs,” his mother said, her voice low and frantic.

“Huh?” Chad said, his brow furrowing as he looked over his shoulder. She was gripping the quartz countertop so tightly he could see the way the blood swelled around her knuckles.

“I forgot the eggs.”

Her voice went up an octave, and Chad stopped smashing bananas, panic setting in as he realized what was happening.

“Oh no,” Chad whispered, shifting his weight away from his mother’s stiff form.

“Oh no,” she repeated hoarsely, shaking her head back and forth. “Oh, no, she’s going to be so---. How could I forget the eggs?”

Chad looked around desperately, but he knew there was no point. All the servants had been cleared from the place, and his father wouldn’t be due back for at least another few hours. It was just Chad and Cinderella, who was growing increasingly panicked, her body trembling hard as her head continued to shake back and forth.

“Stupid,” she hissed between her teeth. “How could I be so stupid? Who forgets eggs in banana loaf?”

Chad bit his lip hard, fighting his own fear and straightening slowly. He was going to have to do this. He had no other choice. The anxiety was only just setting in, he knew this. It hadn’t quite yet escalated to a full blown attack, and if he could just get her to focus on him and not her memories….

“Mom,” Chad croaked, trying to sound firm and failing miserably. “It’s ok. It’s fine, everyone makes mistakes.”

It didn’t seem to help much, though she had straightened at the sound of his voice. Chad didn’t know if that was a good sign, but he took a cautious step forward, trying to remember what his father did, how he talked, what he said.

“We can use something else instead of eggs, ok?”

“It’s ruined,” his mother whispered back, shaking her head. “There’s no fixing…I’m sorry.”

Chad winced at the apology, the high, desperate whimper in his mother’s usually composed voice. He was failing…she was starting to slip away from him. He wanted to run from the room, from the house entirely and into some other house. Some other life- a normal one, where both parents were whole and stable and didn’t fly into random fits of panic over simple things like forgotten eggs or unfolded bed sheets.

“I’m not mad,” Chad said instead, taking another step forward and reaching up to try and grasp his mother’s arm. “Ok? Mom? I’m not--”

She flinched so hard when he touched her that the whole bowl of batter crashed to the floor, spilling into the cracks of the tile and splashing lightly over Chad’s shoes and pants. His mother froze, her expression stuck in one of horror, eyes wide and mouth open in shock. Chad froze too, not daring to breathe for fear of making things even worse.

Mentally, he kicked himself, cursing his stupidity. Why did he touch her? He knew better than that, knew that when she was spiraling like this that any wrong move would be interpreted as threatening or punishing. Chad couldn’t do this. He couldn’t do this, this was too much for him. Too much for anyone, how did his father do it?

Chad shifted his weight back, ready to run, to hide and just let it pass and he could explain to his father that he hadn’t been able to…it was just too much and--

His mother flinched again, though, ducking her head and recoiling from him like she was afraid he was…Chad felt his heart sink, his stomach opening up to swallow it. It occurred to him in that moment just how wicked the ‘evil stepmother’ must have been. He’d known, of course, about his mother basically being a slave in her own house, but he had never even stopped to consider that….

He felt his throat constricting, tears stinging painfully at the back of his eyes. He blinked hard, not daring to lift his hand now and wipe them away. It made horrifying sense to him now why his parents, and his father especially, were so adamantly against physically disciplining Chad in any way. Even when the tutors or other parents scolded or criticized, made claims that a ‘good smack’ would set Chad straight; teach him respect…his father had glared and scolded right back, firm and unyielding because you just didn’t. do. that.

You didn’t use physical force on someone who couldn’t fight back, or who wouldn’t understand what they’d done wrong to supposedly ‘deserve’ it. You didn’t strike someone when they didn’t listen to you, or threaten or, or hit. ‘You can’t just hit people when you’re angry, Chad.’ You don’t hit people when you’re angry and you especially don’t hit children because that’s just…evil.

All of that and more ran through Chad’s mind, as he suddenly realized just why it was his mother had thought he would hit her. Because, his mind reasoned in morbid, mature tones, a man could forcefully strike a woman with just a jerk of an arm, but for a woman to strike another woman with equal or greater force, it would only stand to reason that she would lean back before the blow…put her whole body into it.

He thought he might be sick, but more movement from his mother drew his attention. She was backed all the way against the counter now, her body bent almost as though she was trying to retreat into herself, her eyes closed tight and one hand partially raised. Trying to protect her head, he realized, but she was shaking so hard it wasn’t particularly effective.

“I’m sorry,” she pleaded, her voice not her own. That wasn’t a regal Princess or a noble Queen. Not the royal, elegant Cinderella she was almost always seen as. That was Cinderella, ‘Ella of the ashes,’ ‘dirty Ella,’ ‘cinder Ella.’

“I’m sorry,” Cinderella repeated. “I can fix it, please. I’ll fix it, I promise…don’t…”

Chad swallowed hard, stepping over the fallen batter and carefully crouching down until he was on his knees in front of his mother. Her eyes had opened at his movement, but she wouldn’t look at him, though Chad doubted he would have even seen him if she had.

“I know you’re sorry,” Chad said slowly, his voice wavering slightly but mercifully calm. “But it’s ok. It was just a mistake, and I’m not mad at you.”

She shook her head, her body tense and her eyes wary and fearful. “I’ll fix it,” she whispered again. “Please, let me fix it.”

“I don’t want you to fix it,” Chad said, his voice a little stronger now. “There’s nothing to fix. I’m not mad at you, ok?”

She didn’t say anything this time, but she wasn’t shaking anymore, and Chad drew a slow breath. She subconsciously copied him, and Chad felt a flicker of hope. He might actually be able to do this.
He took another breath, and again, his mother followed his lead, drawing slower breaths in time with his own. Chad almost cried with relief, but he forced that feeling aside, and instead inched a little closer, slowly and carefully reaching out a hand and placing it on her knee. She didn’t flinch this time, and Chad gently squeezed, clearing his throat softly before starting again.

“Mom? It’s…it’s Chad. Do you…can you…can you look at me? Please?” He was almost begging now, desperate for her to come back to him, but he quickly stopped himself. If he broke now, it could set her off all over again.

“Mom,” Chad said again, firmly, but calmly, like his Dad did. “I need you to look at me, ok? Open your eyes, please. Look at me.”

She did, slowly lifting her head, light grey eyes a reflection of his own opening to peer at him cautiously.

Chad sighed softly, a tiny smile flickering across his lips. “Ok,” he said softly. “Ok, that’s good. That’s really good, Mom.”


“Chad?”

Audrey’s voice, hoarse and confused, snaps him out of his memories and back into the moment. He looks down to see her staring up at him, warm brown eyes clouded with tears and a still-lingering panic, and he starts slightly when she suddenly tries to jerk away from him. He knows even before she does that she won’t make it even a step away, not with the way she’s shaking, and he has his arms around her before he even thinks about it, holding her close and whispering softly in her ear.

“Hey,” he says in a low, soothing voice that had been honed to near perfection over the years. “Are you…are you ok?”

Despite his calm tone, he’s still thrown by the suddenness of the situation, and it comes through in the slight hesitation of his words. But it seems to ground Audrey nonetheless, as she starts to offer some kind of response. Chad half expects to hear some kind of indignity, and so he’s surprised when she steps closer into his embrace, her fingers coming up to grasp his shirt collar as she shakes her head against his chest.

“No,” she whispers in broken tones. “No, I’m not.”

He half hears himself asking her to tell him what’s wrong, and listens in a stunned sort of daze as she pours everything out to him. To think that it had taken something as horrible as the VKs, something as helplessly terrifying as an anxiety attack to bring Chad closer to Audrey.

Closer, and yet, still so impossibly far. He knows he’s crossing a line, feels an instinctive pang of guilt as he thinks that it should be Ben holding Audrey like this. Ben is the one who’s supposed to be comforting her and whispering ‘it’s ok, I’m here’ in her ear. But he’s not Ben, and Audrey wasn’t pulling away from him like she definitely should have. Chad holds her just a little tighter, and determines that for however long this lasts, however long she needs him like this; he’ll be there. He’s not letting go.


Mal

Her mother was making her memorize spells again, and Mal couldn’t have hated it more. The original thrill of learning magic had worn off long ago, and now she was stuck with rote repetition, repeating meaningless syllables and rhymes and rhythms, earning a sharp slap from her mother each time she misspoke or tripped over the complicated vowels.
Mal thought about the girl she had thrown into the ocean the other day and smiled, stifling a dark chuckle of amusement as she stared down into the worn out pages of the spell book. The little shrimp had guts, Mal would give her that. But she would need to learn her place before Mal would even consider….

Crack!

Mal’s head snapped sharply to the left as Maleficent struck another blow. She brought her eyes up see her mother glaring at her fiercely, her usually light eyes darkened with sinister green. She drew her hand back again, and Mal flinched in spite of herself, ducking her head in a pitiful attempt at defense. Instantly she knew she’d made a mistake, her mother’s voice a dangerous growl.

“What have I always told you?” she hissed, her fingers gripping Mal’s chin and forcing her head up to meet her furious gaze. “Dragons to not cower, Mal.”

“Yes mother,” Mal said lowly, gritting her jaw and forcing herself to continue meeting her mother’s eyes, though it wasn’t hard with the venomous green overriding her body’s instincts.

The next blow was just to be cruel, Mal was sure. She couldn’t flinch away even if she tried…though of course, she did. But her mother’s gaze was impenetrable, and Mal had no choice but to accept the stinging pain.

“Better,” Maleficent rumbled, though Mal could tell she was still not pleased. “We’ll work on it. Just because you are young doesn’t give you any excuse for weakness.”

“I understand,” Mal replied dutifully, though her stomach churned resentfully, her cheeks flushed with painful shame.

“Do you?” her mother murmured, her eyes no longer piercing green, but seeming to stare through Mall all the same. “I wonder…”

Mal said nothing, though her jaw twitched slightly to the side as her mother reached down to pick up the spell book.

“You can barely understand the most basic concepts of magic,” Maleficent sneered. “How can I expect you to understand what it takes to be evil? Truly strong, for once in your miserable little life.”

Mal seethed, and before she knew what she was doing she blurted: “I threw a girl into the ocean yesterday.”

She froze as soon as the words were out, and her mother paused her tirade, lifting a cool brow at her in surprise.

“Oh?” she said, and Mal felt like she had been slapped again when she heard the condescending amusement.

“She was trying to challenge me for territory,” Mal continued regardless, clenching her fists under the table. “So I threw her into the deep part by the rocks to show her just who was in charge.”

“And just who is that?” Her mother said, sounding almost…bored?

“Me,” Mal said, but her confidence was gone, the word sounding pitiful even to her ears.

Maleficent chuckled softly, her lip curling dismissively. “Child’s play,” she hissed. “I expect better than simple squabbles from you, Mal. If you want to earn your name, you have to think bigger! It’s all in the details.”

“Details,” Mal muttered bitterly, her resentment tipping over and lighting in her eyes. Her hands coiled beneath the table in the same gestures she’d seen in the books, imagining a fire coming up to scorch her mother and her stupid criticisms.

Maleficent’s eyes widened, a sharp gasp slipping past her lips. “There,” she cried gleefully, a smile crossing almost unnaturally across her face and startling Mal so much her eyes lost their green glow.

“There it is,” her mother continued, ignoring Mal’s unease. “There’s my dragon!”

Mal straightened in surprise, a familiar warm flicker in her chest. She hadn’t called her ‘little dragon’ since Mal was five. The affectionate name seemed to have died the moment Mal showed no progress with magic, though she noted that the ‘little’ part seemed to still be dead.

“That, Mal,” her mother said eagerly, stalking forward and leaning over the table towards her. “Hold on to that, right there. That is what it feels like. True power…true evil.”

She smiled again, and Mal thought that she would never be as terrified of her mother than when she was smiling.

“Just remember that, Mal,” Maleficent said emphatically. “And you will topple kingdoms.”


Carlos

Running is a kind of victory, Jay had told him once on the Isle. If you couldn’t fight, at least you could run, and sometimes that could save your life. Live to fight another day. Run, so you could win.

It didn’t feel like a victory this time, though. Carlos wasn’t being chased- at least, not by anything physical, but he wasn’t about to slow down for anything. His heart pounds a frantic sort of staccato in his chest, and he knows if he were to try and say something, his tongue would do the same. He runs out of the gardens and across the fields, barely breaking stride to slam into the doors to the school. He doesn’t stop until he reaches the closest empty hallway, and he collapses against an alcove of lockers, his breath coming out in short, heavy bursts.

He brings a hand up and clamps it over his mouth in a desperate attempt to force calm, but a choking sound comes out anyway and he ends up doubling over, his eyes squeezed shut tightly at the burn of tears. He wishes he had Claw, and curses the Fairy Godmother for taking it away from him and leaving him so defenseless. His knife would have been a much better defense in the confrontation in the gardens. Certainly would have at least helped more than his silence.

Carlos still doesn’t want to believe it, but now he really has no choice. He had been hoping when he had joined the Auradon kids for breakfast the other day that they had simply misspoken, or were just confused. Aziz couldn’t have really had a boyfriend in that way, otherwise they wouldn’t have been acting so casually about it. They wouldn’t have allowed it in Auradon, of all places. Except Aziz really did have a boyfriend…Aziz really was gay, and Auradon really did allow it.

That alone, far more than the dogs, had made Carlos almost wish he were back on the Isle. At least dogs were straightforward when they attacked you; not like….

‘We’re not the bad guys here,’ Jane’s words came back to him, and Carlos shook his head hard, trying to catch his breath, to remember how to breathe at all.

‘Things are different here,’ she had tried to insist, but Carlos had refused to believe it. Still refused, although there was a small part of him that regretted how things had happened at the party- that cringed at the thoughts that went through his head and were echoed in his place by Mal and Evie and Jay.

He had liked Aziz.

That’s why he feels so horrified, he reasons. He had liked how Aziz had been like Jay, but still different, how the older boy had instantly accepted Carlos and forced him out of his boundaries. Liked how the other boy had a mischievous streak to rival Evie’s, but who hadn’t once looked down on Carlos or the rest of the VKs, who had actually given them a chance to just be…people.
Carlos groans miserably, banging his head against the metal lockers behind him. Why hadn’t he said anything? He could stand by just fine when it was the Isle, scout out escapes and let the others do the majority of the trash talk or fighting. It didn’t bother him then when Mal and Uma would have tense standoffs, hurling insults and vicious curses that would have made even Maleficent grimace in appreciation. And yet, when it was being directed at someone that he had, scarily enough, become slightly attached to; nothing.

Why was this so hard? When had things become so confusing? There was a very clear cut set of rules. He knew this, everyone knew this. So why was he having so much trouble all of a sudden?

“There you are de Vil.”

Carlos jumps, opening his eyes and straightening quickly at the sound of the enraged voice. He turned his head to see that the hallway was not quite empty now, a small straggling group of students passing just outside his range on their way to other classes or study halls. But the voice had come from the other end of the hall, and when Carlos looks, it’s to come face to face with Chad, the older boy scowling tightly and marching with purpose in his direction.

“Sshit,” Carlos whispers, standing completely and stepping away from the lockers to avoid becoming trapped, his eyes instantly scanning for potential outs.

“What sort of game are you playing at, Freak?” Chad spits, his face twisting further as he closes in. “Where do you get off on that kind of shit?”

Carlos pauses his catalog of the exits, (one right behind him, if he wanted to throw himself into the crowd of students. Another behind Chad, if he thought he could shove past and outrun him…tricky timing, though…dangerous, but a necessary risk), looking up at the other boy and lifting a confused brow. He didn’t want to engage in any kind of speaking contest; didn’t want to give the asshole more of an excuse, but he wasn’t quite ready to back down either.

“Don’t give me that clueless act, de Vil.”

Chad is uncomfortably close now, practically towering over him, and Carlos swallows hard, setting his face into a neutral, but deadly mask.

“You know exactly what I’m talking about,” Chad hisses, and this close Carlos can see every twitch of the other boy’s face. “That little stunt you and your villain gang pulled in the gardens with Aziz and Nikki…that’s just a whole other level of evil.”

Carlos feels his mask drop with his sudden surprise, though even as his expression lifts, his stomach sinks.

“H-how?” he mutters, and Chad scoffs sharply, his eyes narrowing.

“When I found Aziz back at our dorm room instead of at your little ‘party’ I knew something was up,” the other boy says. “But then he got himself all worked up, started talking about the VKs and just what had happened…what you said, and well…let’s just say I wasn’t about to let it go.”

Carlos’ body becomes a bottomless pit, everything draining out of him and leaving him empty and boneless against the metal lockers. He just can’t seem to win with this, and he realizes, as Chad continues to glower at him, that his only option is to either fight back, or try and squirm his way out somehow.

“Can’t even say anything now, can you, de Vil?” Chad spits, and Carlos tenses as the other boy grabs the collar of his shirt threateningly.

“Le-le-le-let go of mme,” Carlos growls, though his mind is racing, all his instincts screaming at him to run! Fight! Something!

Chad scoffs and does the opposite, gripping Carlos so tightly his fingers pinch his shoulder. Carlos panics briefly; not because of the threat, although it is very much there in his mind, but because he can feel the fabric starting to give under Chad’s grip, and this was his only red shirt.

“G-Get off!” Carlos grumbles, struggling to free himself. “You’re gonna rrrip it!”

Chad lets go suddenly, and Carlos staggers back a bit, the metal of the lockers cool against his skin. He quickly checks for damage, and though the shirt is definitely worn from the abuse, it’s still mostly ok. He sighs softly in relief, then snaps his head up when Chad hisses sharply.

“Are you…fucking with me right now?” the other boy murmurs, and Carlos grits his teeth, shuffling anxiously at the danger in his tone. “You harass my fr--my roommate, and yet the only thing you’re worried about is a shirt?!”

Carlos stiffens as Chad lunges forward, grabbing him again and practically snarling in his face. “Give me one reason,” he spits. “One fucking good reason why I shouldn’t make you feel the exact same pain you made him feel? Go ahead de Vil. One reason, I dare you.”

Carlos goes entirely still, his racing instincts and panic stuttering to a jerky halt. “I…he…wha-wha-what?”

Chad sneers, anger hardening his eyes. “You really don’t care, do you?”

Carlos gapes, unable to process. Aziz was…hurting? In pain, because of what he had done? He barely has time to even think this, as Chad suddenly draws back his fist, and Carlos’ instincts come screaming back. Fighting wasn’t going to be an option, now. His only hope was to do what he did best…look pitiful and weak.

Carlos presses his back firmly into the lockers, closing his eyes and hunching his shoulders and spine, bringing his arms up to hug his body and protect his vital organs. Don’t hit me, his body seemed to scream. Look how weak and vulnerable I am. You don’t want to hurt me, do you?

It didn’t always work; in fact, it hardly ever did. Either he would be laughed at; mocked or humiliated in some way for the weakness, and then beaten anyway; or, in the case of Cruella…Carlos shudders at the memories of her pressing the hot end of her cigarettes to his exposed skin. He tucks himself tighter together, his head firmly wedged between his arms, and holds his breath as he waits for Chad’s attack.

After a tense moment, Carlos realizes it isn’t coming, and he lifts his eyes to peer through his arms, frowning in confusion. Chad wasn’t moving at all, his hands limp fists at his sides and his face pinched with something Carlos couldn’t define. It couldn’t have been anything good, and he shifts his weight back a bit more until he can feel the metal grooves of the lockers imprinting on his spine.
Chad shakes his head slowly, his expression shifting suddenly into a careful mask. Carlos blinks, surprised. It’s not as good as one of his, but Chad’s front was still solid enough that he couldn’t quite read his intentions. Carlos debates trying to make a run for it, when the other boy moves suddenly, leaning his weight back sharply onto his left leg, twisting his torso in preparation, his face still that cautious mask.

“Sshit,” Carlos hisses, his instincts flooding back and forcing his body to move without thought. He flinches back, slamming into the lockers and flinging his arms up again…but he knows it’s too late when he hears the unmistakable forward shuffle of movement, and feels cold, furious fingers close around his shirt.

He does the only thing he can think of.

“Ssorry,” he whispers through his teeth, hating how weak he must look, bracing for the impact. “I’m-m ssory….”

His body cringes tighter, until he’s practically nothing more than a tiny ball wedged between Chad and the lockers. He waits without breathing, stiffening when he hears Chad move again.

“Fucking son of a bitch,” Chad snaps lowly, and then lower, so Carlos almost thinks he misheard, “I can’t do this.”

Chad’s fingers loosen on his shirt, and shift so they rest on his shoulder, faltering before lowering suddenly. Carlos feels his heart skip, his stomach fluttering back into place as he cautiously lifts his head. He’s entirely thrown to see Chad take a step back, his hands at his sides and his body angled pointedly away from him. It’s a trap, it has to be, but Carlos finds himself straightening anyway, his own hands clenching and unclenching rapidly.

“W-what…?” he tries to ask, but stops when Chad jerks his head sharply in the direction of the hallway.

“Just…” the other boy’s face twists in a grimace before he steels himself again. “Fuck it, just…follow me.”

Carlos blinks. Then blinks again, just to be sure. Chad is still standing there, but it was like all the fight had just been forcibly removed from his body. It could still be a trap, Carlos’ brain shouts at him.

“F-f-follow you?” Carlos repeats, as sharply as he can with the ‘f’ sticking to his lips.

“Yes, follow me,” Chad snaps. “What, did I stutter?”

And there’s the Chad Carlos was expecting; not…whatever he’d been a second ago. He could have sworn he’d seen something like understanding…. Carlos shakes his head quickly, and scowls up at the arrogant prince.

“Ass-hole,” he bites out jerkily, and Chad’s grimace becomes a familiar sneer.

“Let’s go de Vil,” he mutters. “Unless you want me to drag you.”

“Fuck yyou.”

“Dragging it is,” Chad grumbles, and steps forward again, so quickly that Carlos doesn’t manage to dodge in time.

The other boy grabs him by the shirt again, but the grip is different, somehow. Still forceful, and entirely apathetic to Carlos’ yelp of protest…but Chad was clearly making an effort not to yank too hard at Carlos’ collar. He’d actually grabbed more of Carlos than the shirt, though the fabric still strained, and Carlos was left with no choice but to desperately scramble along after him, whimpering and cursing the entire time.

“Try and keep up de Vil,” Chad drawls, and Carlos growls in response, attempting to kick him and only succeeding in making himself trip.
Chad drags him through the halls until they reach a flight of stairs, and Carlos begins to wonder just where it was he was being taken. He realizes that he should have thought of this before, and the instinctive fear of being trapped somewhere forces him to abandon his hopes of an undamaged shirt and wriggle free. He winces at the slight rip of fabric, and shoves away from Chad, crossing his arms and glaring sourly at the other boy.

“I can climb sstairs by m-m-m-myself,” he snaps, and Chad raises an eyebrow at him but says nothing, instead gesturing at the staircase in a grand ‘after you.’

Carlos flips him off, but stomps quickly up the stairs, breaking into a full sprint by the time he’d reached the top. This was his chance! Once he reached the top he would keep going to the end of the hall and from there….

He comes to a dead stop, his insides freezing in shock. It was a trap. There’s nothing but endless halls, with solid, closed doors on either side. The dorms.

“Going somewhere, de Vil?” Chad says smartly from behind him. Carlos wants to turn around and punch him in the face, but he knows it wouldn’t get him anywhere for long. He’d eventually be tracked down again and punished, and then brought right back here.

“Course n-nnot,” he mutters back bitterly, moving forward and down the hall at Chad’s prompting.

He shuffles moodily, dragging his feet in vain hopes that it would slow down…whatever was about to happen. Then he hears Chad stop behind him, and he jumps when the other boy taps him on the shoulder, spinning around quickly to face him.

“Right here,” Chad says, both brows lifted in surprise, before he presses his lips tightly together.

Carlos narrows his eyes at him, but Chad simply knocks once at the door before shoving it open, dragging Carlos in behind him. Carlos had just enough time to catch sight of the number on the door before he’s closed in, and he hears a sour, sharp twanging sound behind him, coupled by a sharp intake of breath and a sudden equally sharp:

“Oh, fuck no!”


Jay

He was about six feet off the ground, clinging almost feverishly to the wooden pole. It wouldn’t have sucked so hard if the thing wasn’t so fucking high. Or if he’d ever climbed anything like it before. Shame, the Isle was fresh out of 20 foot tall flagpoles to scale. As it was, Jay was stuck with inching his way up bit by bit, his quickly fraying leather cuffs the only thing keeping him from tumbling in a smear stain down the wood.

He grit his teeth and pushes up with his feet, grateful that he’d thought to kick his shoes off before attempting to scale it a second time. His bare feet provided a better grip than the rubbery soles, at least, and he used the little leverage he gained to lean back, jerking his arms up quickly and grasping at the pole. He could almost feel the leather straps straining to keep him in place, but after a moment he grinned, letting out a breathless laugh despite the pain…he’d made it another inch.

From his vantage point he could almost see over the entire tourney field, and Jay frowns as he notices the sudden lack of white tents. He glances back up towards the top of the pole, glowering at the bright pink flag waving obnoxiously at the top. Next time, he vows, before shimmying back down the pole, letting go and dropping the last couple feet. He winces at the brief shock and then straightens, casting one more glance back at the pole before shoving his feet back into his shoes and jogging back in the direction of the party.

Now that he’s on the ground again he’s able to take full stock of the soreness of his body. The weird, colorful Auradon fairies had actually done a decent job patching him up, but he could still feel the dull ache in his chest from where his ribs were still finishing healing. The stiffness in his arms and legs, however, was pure sport; that familiar athletic burn that reminded him he was alive. Jay had missed that feeling, remembering all those times back on the Isle when he’d accomplished some daring stunt or pulled of a successful heist, that rush of pride and the added reward of aching muscles.
He grits his jaw in a grim smile as he runs, the scar across his chest throbbing and reminding him that not all aches were good ones. He shakes his head hard, trying and failing to shove the thoughts and memories from his mind. To think that all this time, he’d not just been cozying up to the son of Jafar’s enemy, but that son was also attracted to dudes…. Jay’s jaw twists into a grimace. He was more than confident in his own straightness, but with Aziz…how was that going to reflect on him?

Relationships on the Isle were a tricky thing. They existed, sure, but genuine, romantic relationships were extremely rare, and extremely well concealed. There was no such thing as love or ‘attraction’ at first sight, or any of that other bullshit Auradon tried to sell. Only casual, fleeting glances and approving calls of insults or slurs, nothing extending farther than finding someone to satisfy the urge for a quick fuck.

And that’s not even including the utterly hellish situation that was same-sex relationships. They mostly followed the same base instinct of the Isle; the aforementioned need for something quick and cheap. There was the odd ‘couple,’ but it still tended to stay within the meaningless nothings; only that if you were ‘together’ it just meant you had exclusive claims to any and all sex with that person. It was simple enough, really, though ridicule tended to follow any same-sex couple regardless; that a person was that weak or that desperate that they couldn’t even follow the one thing nature had intended for them.

But then there was a very fine line between an easy fix and something else, especially with the adults. Propositions came from all sides, and if you were already so inclined it just made you that much easier of a target. And then of course, there were those men who sought out pleasures from any source regardless of any attraction other than….
Jay’s stomach pangs uncomfortably as his mind tries to force images onto him; the feeling of the sword against his throat; cutting ruthlessly across his collarbone. Hazy rooms that stunk of alcohol and illegal substances and forbidden touches. Jay trips over his feet and curses, quickly regaining his balance and brushing his shirt in an attempt to compose himself. It didn’t matter, he hisses to his traitorous brain, clenching his trembling hands. It happened ages ago, he was over it, it didn’t matter!

Except, it did. It mattered because he had thought he’d actually found something in Auradon to be excited about; a kindred spirit who, despite not being a VK, got what it was like. Got what Jay was like, but didn’t hate him for it. He’d…he’d enjoyed hanging out with Aziz. But he should have known better. Good things didn’t just come to guys like Jay; villains didn’t have friends. There was no team in I, and this was just another one of those painful reminders.

Well, Jay didn’t plan on forgetting anytime soon. He straightens again, and walks with new determination across the field.

“There’s no team in I,” he mutters under his breath, his fists swinging sharply at his sides in time with his strides. “There’s no team in I. There’s no….”

His words falter slightly as he reaches the center of the gardens. All the tents are gone, some pegs still in the ground at odd angles, rough divots in the soft earth telling Jay that the place had been hastily evacuated. Instantly he tenses, drawing his fists partially up and shifting his weight back to his heels as he creep forward slowly. It’s not that he expects some kind of sneak attack; the place is too wide open and exposed for that. It’s that everything is just so…quiet.

It’s unnerving how not-cheery the atmosphere seems to be, and Jay hurries across the stretch that had held the tents of food, towards the gazebos where he’d last seen his group. The gazebos are empty, the fields between them bare, but there’s a sharp, static taste in his mouth, a strong, harsh smell in the air. Jay freezes, and crouches low to the ground, eyeing the imprints of feet in the dirt. The footprints are set deep in the ground, all close together, and some with a small hill of dirt in front of them.
He hums quietly to himself as his mind races. A group of Auradonians, no doubt, judging by the narrow tread of what could only be fancy shoes and the clear spiked holes of high heels. And they’d been cowering, or running from something.

“Mal,” Jay mutters, straightening sharply and turning on his heel.

He’s running before he’s even aware of it, reaching the school in no time and slamming through the doors. His beat up sneakers squeak obnoxiously in the hallways, and the students milling around instantly scramble out of his way, shooting him glares and crying out indignantly. Jay ignores them all and keeps going, scanning the signs on the walls and trying to think of where he could find his group. They’d never really been separated like this since coming together…so forcefully and entirely out of control; out of place.

“Jay!”

He comes to such a complete stop that he can practically feel the rubber soles of his shoes leaving an imprint on the white tiles. He turns to see Carlos and Evie sprinting down the hall towards him. Jay almost feels a rush of relief, and then two things occur to him at once. Namely, that there’s no Mal rushing towards him either, and both Evie and Carlos’ faces are pale and tightly closed off.

He shakes his head once; denial, disbelief?- running forward to meet them and instinctively angling his body to keep them all as concealed from prying eyes as possible.

“Where’s Mal?” he demands instantly, and Evie and Carlos exchange a fleeting glance, Carlos’ fingers flickering through signs down by his sides. Jay grits his jaw in frustration and tries to interpret, then realizes that Carlos is simply signing the alphabet on a loop; a nervous habit when things were too overwhelming or just so bad that he couldn’t talk at all.

“Ah, fucking fuck,” Jay hisses sharply between his teeth, bringing a hand up to run through his hair.

“She’s in the infirmary,” Evie explains in low, frantic tones. “We need to go, now.”

“Don’t need to tell me twice,” Jay replies, and they’re all off again, Carlos in front, with Evie and Jay behind and on either side like wings.

“What happened?” Jay mutters as they run, Evie directing Carlos with a tap on the shoulder to indicate turns. “The field…there was a weird…”

“We met the King,” Evie says in clipped tones. “It didn’t go well.”

She leaves it at that, and Jay clenches and unclenches his jaw nervously as they approach the infirmary wing. He’d only just left this place and now he was back again. Sure, it wasn’t him that was hurt, but the anxieties the sharp chemical smell stirred in him remained. The row of chairs outside the doors were entirely occupied again, and their owners all rise to their feet as Jay and the others approach.

Jay registers Ben, face pinched and worried in the front, but all he can fully focus on is the two adults just behind him and quickly working their way forward. Belle, the Queen sharing Ben’s worried and fearful expression, her lips parting and a soft noise sounding from them; as King Beast himself firmly steps past Ben to confront them.

Evie sucks a quiet, but sharp breath, and the formation instantly shifts. Without thought, Jay is now in front, and he keeps one hand outstretched behind him, just enough that he can feel both Evie and Carlos and ensure their security. Jay is startled to see that man is actually taller than him, by at least three or four inches, but he knows better than to let it show. Instead, Jay straightens further, lifting his chin determinedly to meet the beast glare to glare.

“And just what,” the ‘king’ all but growls, “do you three think you’re doing here?”

Jay lifts a cool brow, and presses his fingers just a little closer against Evie as he feels her flinch.

“S’cuse me?” Jay responds slowly. “I think you were forgetting the part where that’s our friend in there. You think we’re gonna just stay away?”

The king bristles, and Jay could swear he’s actually growling now. It’s more than a little disconcerting, but the Queen steps up quickly and places a hand on the king’s arm and the sound lessens slightly.

“I made it clear that I didn’t want any of you interfering until it was decided what was going to happen,” the man rumbled lowly.

Jay feels Evie press back against his hand, and he instantly takes a confronting step forward, refusing to let her do what he knows she wants to and take the blame.

“We only just heard about this now,” he challenges. “Again, what else do you expect from us?”

“Perhaps a little bit of respect!” the king snaps sharply, and Carlos cringes, a stifled whimper coming from Evie. “Perhaps a shred of humanity! Though of course, what was I thinking? How silly of me to expect such things from a bunch of villains!”

Jay feels all of his anger spike sharply, his fury settling down around him like a cool shroud. He crosses his arms over his chest, subtly tightening his arms and allowing his muscles to flex. He tilts his jaw left and then right-  a subtle signal to retreat disguised into the showy bravado of cracking his neck. He feels more than hears both Evie and Carlos shifting back to a safer distance, and Jay is just bracing himself for the impending violence when Ben breaks in suddenly.

“Dad!” he cries, and his voice is strained with horror but surprisingly firm. “That’s enough!”

“No it is not enough, Ben,” the beast retorts, even more firmly. “It is nowhere near enough. I argued from the beginning that letting villains in to Auradon would only to destruction, but you wouldn’t listen to me.”


Ben opens his mouth to speak, but a sharp noise from the king cuts him off. The sound is equal parts a warning shout, and something that no human throat should have ever been able to produce.

“You will listen. now,” the king says, and Ben blinks, closing his mouth firmly and losing just a little more color.


Well shit, Jay thinks, uncrossing his arms and shifting his weight back to join the others. This just might be a better time to retreat than fight after all. No one in the hallway moves; Jay doesn’t even think they’re breathing, either. All eyes are fixed anxiously on the king, who is so engrossed in his anger that when the door opens, it almost goes unnoticed.

“Oh…I…what?”

The Fairy Godmother’s stunned gasping shatters the animalistic tension, and though everyone goes back to breathing, the beast himself is far from relaxed.

“Fairy Godmother,” he says stiffly, turning on his heel to confront the older woman. “What is the news?”

The Fairy Godmother is silent for several moments, her eyes wide as she takes in the pale and shocked faces around her, locking eyes with Jay and the others briefly before faltering.

“Yes, well…it’s…more complicated than we thought,” she finally manages, and almost without thought Jay, Evie and Carlos take a collective step forward.

“Complicated?” Jay asks, and though he doesn’t mean it as a threat, it’s taken as one, as the Fairy Godmother winces and averts her gaze.

“Mal’s magic has, er, placed her into a kind of…coma,” she says quietly. “The sudden use of so much power nearly depleted Mal’s energy entirely, but her magic responded and rendered her into a nearly zero energy state to recover.”

Jay shakes his head, baffled but certain that this was the end. He doesn’t dare turn around to see how the others take the news; he feels Carlos loop his fingers through Jay’s belt loop, and hears Evie make a choking sound.

“What does that mean, Mom?”

Jay blinks, caught off guard, then realizes that Jane had been among the other faces he had systematically ignored.

“It means, dear one,” the Fairy Godmother sighs quietly. “That Mal is sleeping, and will wake again when her magic, and her body, allows.”

“I don’t…I don’t understand,” Ben murmurs, and the Fairy Godmother looks like she would rather be anywhere else but here.

“Magic is a complicated thing,” she says patiently.

“It’s not just something that comes preprogrammed like a cellphone; you can’t just pick it up and use it however you want. Magic is alive, and extremely volatile when in the wrong…shall I say, inexperienced hands.”

“Mal said something like that once,” Jay remembers, his mouth blurting the words almost desperately. “She said she doesn’t use magic, the magic uses her.”

“Yes, it’s almost exactly like that,” the Fairy Godmother says, and the look on her face is something like pleasant surprise. “When magic is woven so tightly in a person’s blood that it essentially makes up who they are even down to a genetic level, suppressing it is…not advised.”

The last two words are tight and strained, like she’s trying to keep herself from yelling suddenly.

“Like the barrier,” Ben mutters dazedly, and the Fairy Godmother nods, pursing her lips.

“Exactly. Being bound by the barrier, and then suddenly arriving in Auradon where there’s magic everywhere, well…the pressure builds, and the magic explodes in unideal ways.”

“Unideal?” The beast is suddenly back in control of the conversation, and there’s a collective tensing from the occupants of the hallway. “I’m not sure if you have been told, Fairy Godmother, but that girl tried to kill me.”

Jay’s head snaps up in shock, then whips around to stare at Evie, searching her face for signs of the truth. She shakes her head once, but her eyes are clouded with fear, and he grimaces sharply before turning back around.

“With all due respect, Your Majesty,” Lonnie pipes up out of nowhere. “I think it was a misunderstanding. A horrible one, to be sure, and I’m not trying to say it’s ok, but still. I don’t think it was intentional.”

“I appreciate your input Lonnie,” the beast says, in that tight condescending tone of someone who was set in the belief that they were right. “But I don’t believe….”

“From Mal’s perspective, you were going to attack them,” Lonnie continues bravely, and without regard. “Things had been said in anger and without thought, but anyone could clearly tell that while you were open in your anger, Mal’s was muted, and strictly defensive. When you stepped forward, it was perceived as a threat, and she acted accordingly.”

“Damn,” Jay whispers harshly. It’s barely above a breath, but in the suddenly silent hallway, it’s clearly heard. Lonnie’s lips twitch slightly at the corners, but the rest of her face remains a respectful mask, and Jay finds himself subconsciously adding her to his list of people/things that he liked about Auradon.

“Specifics aside,” the beast growls sternly, his tone suggesting that he too, had heard Jay’s exclamation and was not pleased. “The facts remain the same, and a solution must be decided. Given the obvious attempt on my life and the multiple other incriminating circumstances, there is no other choice.”

The world tilts severely on an axis, the hallway narrowing and then blinking out of existence entirely. Nothing exists except for the words which hang in the air, colliding against each other and shattering out into piercing, lethal fragments.

“I hereby revoke Ben’s decree, and rescind the rights of Mal, Jay, Evie and Carlos as citizens of Auradon. As soon as the necessary arrangements are made they will sent back to the Isle of the Lost. This is my decree…effective immediately.”

Notes:

Summary of the beginning for those who skipped!

In the immediate aftermath of the events of the party and being attacked by Mal and her magic, Audrey has an anxiety attack. Chad comes across her in the gardens and talks her down from it, while recalling his experiences as a child and his struggle to help his mother when she had a panic attack.

After helping Audrey, Chad furthers his vow of vengeance against the VKs for how their actions affected her, and sets out on the warpath.

(These events also help set up/hint at Audrey and Chad's closeness and the differences between Chad and Ben.)

Chapter 19: No alarms and no surprises please

Summary:

In which plans are hatched and further revelations are had; and all monsters are human (and sometimes beasts.)

Notes:

***Warnings for this chapter***

This chapter contains the usual crude language, but also deals heavily with topics such as death in regards to child abuse/neglect; anger issues and (implied) domestic violence; implied/referenced homophobia/homophobic behavior; mentions and implications of child molestation and assault; as well as dealing strongly with mental health issues such as panic attacks, brief suicidal behaviors (implied only), some mild vomiting (nothing graphic) and blood, as well as implied and mentioned self harm and thoughts of self harm.

It always sounds worse when I write it all out, but I wanted to make sure I wrote it all out up front so you knew what you were dealing with. Having had experiences with some of the issues addressed in this fic, and just keeping with awareness of mental health in general, I want to make sure everyone is being safe and aware of what you're getting into.

I hope this doesn't stop you from reading and enjoying! I look forward to hearing what you think!
- Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text


Ben

Ben sits in numb silence in the conference room of the infirmary wing, his parents’ words bombarding him relentlessly from both sides. They echo more like a hollow buzzing in his ears, not quite sound but registering all the same; bristling cold on one end and burning hot on the other. 

“You can’t do this!”

His mother’s voice is urgent, but low enough that it doesn’t carry through the walls. His father paces a furious and apathetic circle around her, his jaw grit tightly together while his lips pull back in a grimace that reminds Ben, terrifyingly, of a wolf snarling at its prey.

“I am the king, I have more than enough jurisdiction to--”

“This is Ben’s decree…”

“Auradon is my kingdom! And I will not have those villains here a second longer!”

“So what…you’ll just throw them out like we did their parents? And what about Mal? You’d really…”

“After that attack? Yes, I really would.”

Ben sucks a quiet breath, the hopelessness of getting his father to see reason sinking in deep. His mother lifts her chin to level his father with a severe look, momentarily pausing his furious rampage.

“Then you’d be no different than the very villains you despise so much. They are children, Adam! How can you possibly…?”

“It is not your decision to make….”

“That’s true,” she counters smoothly. “And it is not yours, either. You relinquished control of this over to Ben, therefore…”

“I’m not going to discuss this any further. I am still the king, and as long as that holds true, it is not your place to question the decisions I make!”

Whoa.

Ben’s head snaps up sharply, his eyes flickering between the forms of his parents. Subconsciously he realizes that he’d tucked himself a little harder against the wall, and he straightens quickly, frowning at the strange ideas his mind tries to impress on him. His father towers over his mother, the strange snarling grimace far more apparent now. His breathing is harsh and comes out in a vicious growl that sends painful chills down Ben’s spine.

It occurs to him, in that moment, that just because his father was human, didn’t necessarily mean he wasn’t still a beast somewhere underneath. Ben’s eyes stray unbidden down to his father’s hands, with are curved into loose, but powerful fists that tremble slightly with each angry breath.

“Ben,” his mother says suddenly, startling him from his terrified reverie. “Why don’t you go find your friends?”

Her voice is deadly calm, devoid of inflection, and when she says nothing more, Ben lifts his eyes to see that she is staring calmly into his father’s furious face. Her own eyes are sorrowful, but determined, and not at all horrified like Ben expects them to be. He casts another look at his father to see that his hands are no longer trembling, a strange sort of stillness in them, almost like a calculated preparation for…something.

Ben draws a tight breath of his own, and shakes his head slowly, taking a half step away from the wall. “I don’t think…”

Now, Benjamin,” his mother says, and he knows better than to argue with that.

He swallows stiffly and crosses to the door, wanting to look back but not daring for fear of what he might see. He hates himself, cursing his cowardice and half debating whether he should storm back into the room and demand for calm and an explanation, but then the door clicks firmly behind him, and Ben finds himself resolutely locked out. He hesitates a moment, holding his breath and listening desperately at the door, not quite knowing what it is he’s dreading to hear. There’s nothing for a moment, then his mother’s voice starts up again, softer than before. He can’t make out what she’s saying, but her tone is heavy and dark, yielding for nothing, and he decides he doesn’t want to be there any longer and breaks into a run down the hall.

Ben is met halfway by Chad, who is followed closely by Audrey, Jane, Lonnie and Doug, their faces flushed and frantic.

“Ben, there you are,” Chad gasps, and Audrey instantly slips past the other boy to wrap Ben up in a quick but solid hug.

“We’ve been looking everywhere,” she says to his chest, then pulls away, her eyes serious as she looks up at him. “What…Ben you’re shaking.”

He realizes belatedly that he is, but he shakes his head hard and bites his lip. “It’s nothing.” He manages the lie quite well, considering, and he forces himself to stay calm. He wasn’t going to lose control of himself like his father had just done. “What is it?”

“Emergency meeting in the library,” Chad says, his grey eyes like steel. “Now.”

“Wait,” Ben tries to protest weakly, remembering the last time he’d been pulled aside suddenly like this. “Can…can you explain what’s going on?”

Chad exchanges a glance with Audrey, of all people, and his girlfriend gives a minute shake of her head. Chad’s eyes flicker with something too fast for Ben to interpret, but then the other boy shakes his head as well.

“No,” he says, without hesitation. “Library, come on.”

Ben has no real choice but to follow, and there’s nothing but the sound of their collective feet hitting the tile and the harsh, off beat synchronization of breath. They reach the library sooner than Ben had expected, and Lonnie stops and holds the door open for all of them, offering Ben a tight, fleeting smile as he slips past her. The librarian doesn’t even look up at them as they enter, simply hisses:

“SHHH!” before returning to her stack of books to rearrange on the shelves.

Their previous circle of chairs and cushions is set up once again, though not entirely empty as two figures sit enfolded in each other on the narrow sofa. They seamlessly slide into a more casual position as Ben and the others approach, though Ben notices that Nikhil makes it a point to keep one arm linked firmly in Aziz’s.

“Good, you guys are here,” Chad murmurs as he tugs a chair away from the loop to sit in it. “I wasn’t sure if…”

“We’re here,” Aziz says shortly, cutting him off. “So tell us what this is about.”

“Right,” Chad says, dropping abruptly into his chair and eyeing his roommate warily. “Are you still pissed that I…?”

“Extremely,” Aziz deadpans, not even blinking. “Why are we here?”

“I called this emergency meeting to talk about…about the VKs,” Chad says slowly, and Ben blinks dully at him, not quite understanding.

“I thought you didn’t…,” he begins, then stops and shakes his head. “It doesn’t matter either way. Guys, my dad is….”

“Hang on,” Chad cuts across him. “It does matter, but I wanted to meet because I just--”

“My dad is sending the VKs back to the Isle.”

That seems to get a suitable reaction. Jane jerks sharply with a gasp, her eyes widening; Lonnie grimaces knowingly and shakes her head; while Aziz stiffens on the sofa, Nikki’s arm tightening just a little further around him. Doug is quiet, but he looks vaguely troubled by the idea. Chad gapes a moment, just as stunned, before shaking his head slowly.

“No,” he murmurs quietly, his jaw sharp as he grits his teeth. “Wait…no, he can’t do that.”

Ben is surprised by the denial in Chad’s voice, and he tries to meet Audrey’s eyes for some kind of explanation, but she, too, is focused on the other boy.

“I…there’s not really anything to say, Chad,” Ben says softly, his own denial and sadness darkening his tone and lowering his voice. “My dad’s made his decision, and there’s no turning him from that.”

“Well we have to make him turn,” Chad snaps jerkily, before lifting his eyes quickly, his expression instantly softening into something more subdued. “Sorry, sorry,” he mutters, closing his eyes and hissing between his teeth. “Fuck this is…hard.”

“They can’t go back to the Isle,” Jane cuts in, eyeing Chad cautiously before focusing intently on Ben. “They just got here…it hasn’t even been a week and…and what about giving them a chance?”

“You’re not saying anything different than what I want, guys,” Ben offers weakly, sinking further into his chair. “I don’t know how I’m going to make him see that.”

“Well you’re going to have to make him see,” Lonnie says sternly, leaning forward in her seat to glare at him. “I mean, who knows what we’d be sending them back to?”

Chad raises his hand slowly, his lips twitching in bitter mockery of a smile. “I have an idea,” he drawls, his voice tight. “It’s not a good idea.”

“Anything is better than nothing,” Doug tries, but Ben has a horrible suspicion that that’s not what Chad meant.

“I ran into Carlos in the hall on the way here,” Chad says, his eyes flickering briefly towards Aziz and back again. “Originally, I was going to yell at him for what happened in the garden, and I did, a bit. But then I realized everything about de Vil was just…too familiar.”

Ben furrows his brow, and this time when he turns his head he does catch Audrey’s eye, though she seems just as unsure as he did.

“Something else happened in the garden?” Ben presses carefully, but even as he asks, it suddenly comes back to him; remembering seeing Aziz and Nikki storming away looking upset….

“Thanks for bringing it up again Chad,” Aziz growls sarcastically, his frown more an aggressive pout. “I was trying to suppress that and pretend it never existed, but so much for that.”

Nikki flicks his boyfriend’s ear in disapproval, and Aziz winces before scooting a little ways down the couch and out of range.

“What happened?” Ben asks wearily, too drained and tired of the roundabout conversation.

“Turns out the VKs don’t like same-sex relationships, or the people who engage in those relationships,” Chad explains quickly. “Some things were said. We’ll leave it at that.”

Aziz gives a brief, grateful nod, but he’s still far too sullen, though Ben doesn’t quite blame his attitude now.

“Oh,” he says quietly, disconcerted. He would never have guessed that….

“Yeah,” Chad says briefly. “Anyway, point is I ran into Carlos and I noticed…there were some things that reminded me of…of my mom.”

Oh. Ben straightens, and fixes his friend with a concerned look. He tries to find the right words, and though his heart feels for the obvious pain Chad is in, his head and stomach revolt at the implications.

“It was just...too surreal.” Chad shakes his head, but it’s far from amazement. “And I don’t think we should do anything until we get to the bottom of what things are like over there. Really like, not just what they tell us in history class.”

“Agreed,” Lonnie says instantly, straightening in her chair, though Ben notices a certain edge to her posture that he doesn’t want to think into.

Aziz and Nikki are both silent, but they nod when Ben glances their way, troubled expressions on their faces.

“If we can present proof,” Doug says carefully. “Definite proof that sending the VKs back to the Isle would be more dangerous than keeping them here, and convince the counsel of the facts, then there is a chance.”

“The council?” Ben repeats, suddenly nervous.

He’d always hated going before the council for anything. They made him feel like he was just a little kid playing at being a wise, grown ruler. It wasn’t even anything they said, really; just his own doubts. But he’d had a hard enough time convincing them to support his decree, and now, the thought of trying to convince them of something as delicate and volatile as this…suffice to say Ben wasn’t fond of the idea.

“Yes, Ben,” Doug confirms patiently. “If there’s going to be any hope, we need to convince the council. Sure your dad’s the King and his word is law, but even the council gets a say in his decrees. It’s part of what makes Auradon the United Kingdoms and not just the typical medieval tyranny scenario.”

“Ok, but how exactly did you guys plan on figuring this out the first time?” Chad asks, and though his voice tries to convey sarcasm, Ben can hear the undercurrent of emotion. “I mean, what…were you just going to go up to them and ask?”

“It was…something along those lines,” Ben admits ruefully, though when Chad fixes him with a look he realizes just how terrible the idea would have been.

“Right,” Chad says, and his voice is even more tightly clipped and sarcastic. “I can guarantee you that if it’s anything like what I’m thinking then the whole ‘tell me how terrible your life is’ approach really isn’t going to fly.”

Ben winces, and feels a horrible pang of déjà vu as he recalls the last time they’d broached this subject with Chad. It wasn’t something he wanted to repeat.

“Well how would you suggest going about it, then?” Doug fires back, when Ben remains silent. “Because right now we don’t have a lot of time to be delicate.”

“Whatever we decide, we need to do it now,” Chad declares, though Ben can feel his hesitation.

Audrey is too quiet, her lips pressed tightly with worry and her eyes flickering with conflict. Ben reaches over and threads his fingers through hers, and she starts slightly, looking up at him with surprise.

“You ok?” he murmurs, though he’s aware that with their current location everyone can hear. “You’re really quiet.”

She blinks, and it’s almost like she’s just realizing that she was part of a conversation. She nods at him, but Ben can see the reluctance in her eyes, and he squeezes her hand a little tighter.

“Audrey?” he presses gently, and he watches as she makes a decision, sitting up straighter in her chair and gazing resolutely around at all of them.

“I think we should be careful,” she says, and the severity with which she says this catches Ben off guard. “I know that terrible things have happened, and probably will keep happening, but I don’t think we can afford to rush into this.”

“I…Audrey…” Ben tries to protest, but she presses her lips tighter together and he tapers off weakly.

“I know you always want to see the best of people and of the situation,” she says without quite looking at him. “But the VKs have already proved that they can be dangerous, and as much as I want to believe that Auradon is the best place for them, I think we need to be really, really careful with how we handle this.”

On the sofa, Aziz and Nikki wear pensive expressions, though Ben notices that Doug, Lonnie and even Jane seem to be seriously considering Audrey’s words. It shocks and terrifies him, remembering his dad’s own furious statements and wondering if this is really where things were going to end.

“That being said,” Audrey continues suddenly, and Ben feels her fingers twitch tighter around his. “I think if there really is something more going on that we can’t see, the best approach is to go at it from different sides.”

“Jane and I can keep doing research here,” Doug offers. “She’s had some more personal experience with Carlos, and we can bounce ideas off of what we find.”

“I’ll take Mal,” Lonnie says instantly, her tone willing, but also brokering no arguments.

“Are you sure?” Ben tries anyway, suddenly feeling out of control of everything. “My dad said…”

Lonnie scoffs sharply, her eyes sparking intently. “Please,” she says dismissively, and crosses her arms in a gesture that reminds Ben strangely of Jay.

“Ok,” he says slowly, dragging the word out to more than its two syllables. “Aziz? Nikki?”

“I think, for the time being, it’s best we stay out of this,” Nikki says delicately, each word carefully pronounced.

“Too hard to be impartial or in any way unattached,” Aziz finishes, slightly less delicately, though Ben does note the flicker of regret that flashes across the other boy’s face before disappearing.

“I guess that just leaves…I’ll go talk with the rest of the VKs and see what I can find out,” Ben decides, though he feels decidedly less sure than the others felt.

“I’m coming too,” Chad says quickly, and so intensely that it takes Ben a moment to register the words apart from the emotion.

He’s distracted by Lonnie, who snorts and mutters something under her breath. Judging by the sharp disapproving look Doug shoots her, Ben can pretty much guess as to what was said. He focuses on Chad, who was halfway out of his chair and still fixing Ben with a focused look.

“You want to come with me, to talk to the VKs,” Ben repeats slowly, just to be sure. “You. And the VKs.”

“Are we going or not?” Chad snaps impatiently, and Ben stands from his seat as well, skeptical but also vaguely relieved that someone else was going to do this with him. Even if that someone else was Chad.

“Audrey?” Chad says, and Ben instantly turns to her, horrified at himself. How could he have forgotten…? Why was Chad the one who…?

“I’m…,” she stops short of saying ‘fine’ or ‘ok,’ and the knowing look that passes between her and Chad fills Ben with a horrible, twisting feeling in his stomach.

“I’m going to see if I can talk to my parents,” Audrey finishes, and before Ben can adequately begin to compose a proper response to that particular Pandora’s box, Chad had already whispered luck and Audrey was already on her way to the door.

“Yeah,” Ben murmurs dazedly. “Ok.”

“We’ll meet everyone back here before dinner then,” Chad is saying, though Ben barely hears. He’s still trying to determine what the twisting, sinking feeling is in his gut, and whether or not he should be concerned. It isn’t until they’re halfway to the dorms that Ben figures it out.

It’s jealousy.


Chad 

Finding de Vil hadn’t been hard. Threatening him hadn’t been hard either, especially when the freak had thrown a fit about his shirt. Pulling back his fist hadn’t been hard, it’d been effortless, the anger in his head translating through the anger in his body. The reaction from de Vil was instant; he grew small, his eyes closing as his arms came up to hug his body. A tactic Chad recognized as an attempt to protect his stomach. It wouldn’t matter. The freak was going to get what was coming to him and that was that, no matter what he said.

Except he didn’t say anything, which made it…difficult. Difficult for Chad to hang onto his anger as all the stress and worry and concern began to wear at him. Difficult, because as Chad steeled himself to swing his fist forward, readying his other hand to grab the other boy and keep him in place, the boy was pressing himself backwards against the metal lockers, his shoulders coming up defensively.

And suddenly it wasn’t de Vil on front of him. It was his mother. With that same wavering expression on her face. The same hunched shoulders. The same tightly shut eyes; the head ducked and waiting….waiting….waiting….

Chad clenched his jaw against the sick feeling in his stomach, the gasp that wanted to escape. It wasn’t true. It couldn’t be true, just a coincidence. The freak was probably beaten up all the time on the Isle, and really, it wasn’t any surprise. But something in the slump of the smaller boy’s body made Chad pause. It wasn’t tense, like someone who would fight back against a peer. It was a weak gesture, a submissive one that spoke of defeat, of accepting pain from someone you knew was higher above you. Someone you couldn’t…wouldn’t dare to…fight back against.

It couldn’t be true. It wasn’t true. But Chad had seen that same submissive slump before. Knew what came with it, and he forced his hands back by his sides and wiped his face of any expression.

t wasn’t true. Couldn’t be. Chad waited a moment, and watched as de Vil slowly drew his head up between his arms. Only a little, only so Chad could see the cautious glint in his dark eyes. It wasn’t quite fear, he noticed morbidly. Just caution; wary and anxious.

It wasn’t true, but he had to know. If it wasn’t just a matter of de Vil being kicked around by other villains’ kids. If it was closer than that. Chad shifted his weight, bracing his hands at his sides as though for balance, and deliberately drew his right leg back, twisting his body slightly as he did so.

The fear flashed across de Vil’s face then, blowing his eyes wide as a half-stuttered curse slipped past his lips. And it was instinct, Chad could tell. Chad knew. Instinct that drove Carlos back into the lockers in a desperate scramble for safety. Instinct that made the submissive slump in his spine that much more weak and vulnerable.

Chad waits barely a breath before dropping his leg and moving forward, his heart thudding in his chest as his stomach clenched painfully. He reached out and placed his hand on Carlos’ shoulder again, grabbing at his collar like he was going to slam the other boy against the metal lockers.

“Ssorry.” Carlos whimpered, his body tucking tighter against itself. “I’m-m ssory…”

I’m sorry. Let me fix it. Please, I’m sorry!

“Fucking son of a bitch,” Chad hissed sharply, his hand faltering at Carlos’ shoulder. “I can’t do this.”

It’s true. He can’t do this. He knows. It was true. He forced himself to back away slowly, intentionally angling his body away and into a less threatening pose. He hears Carlos splutter slightly, confusion and fading terror making his baffled ‘What?’ that much shakier.

“Just….” Give me a minute, Chad wanted to say. He needed time to process this, but there was no time and there had been a point to this confrontation. “Fuck it, just…follow me.”

And he knew his voice wasn’t sharp enough, wasn’t cruel enough to make sense or be obeyed but that was to be expected right?

“F-f-follow you?” Carlos repeated, and Chad bit back his wavering emotions and forced a sneer onto his face.

“Yes, follow me. What, did I stutter?” He had to fight against the guilt his insult pulled up, but it made Carlos angry at least, and the other boy straightened, effectively losing the last bit of that horrible submissiveness.

“Ass-hole,” Carlos mumbled, and Chad grit his jaw, turning his grimace into a sharper sneer. He was an asshole, he reminded himself. But he was an asshole with a purpose, and a traumatized mother, and a hurting friend/roommate that was owed an apology before anything else.

But it was hard. Hard to ignore the nagging familiarity, that sense of vulnerability that seemed to hug the shoulders of the boy beside him; even as he struggled and protested against Chad’s grip. It was hard to ignore that, but Chad managed well enough.

At least until they reached the door to room number 40, and he extended his hand to tap Carlos’ shoulder. The boy flinched sharply, like Chad’s tap had been a hit, and suddenly it was that much harder to maintain the façade.

“Right here,” Chad managed tightly, pressing his lips together as he knocked on the door. He heard a muffled hum of assent from the other side and shoved the door open, pulling Carlos in after him and shutting the door again before it was too late.

Aziz sat on the bed, one leg tucked under him while the other hung down, idly tapping against Nikhil’s side. The other boy was on the floor, his arms wrapped around his guitar, and picking out a song that Chad only vaguely recognized. As Chad entered the room, Aziz nudged his boyfriend’s side again, causing the other boy’s fingers to slip on the strings, the guitar emitting a sharp *twang* in response.

Nikhil made a fond yet exasperated noise and glanced up, and that was when he saw Carlos.
His body tensed, his arms shifting to slide the guitar onto the floor beside him. His movement drew Aziz’s attention, and the other boy sucked his breath in sharply, leaping to his feet and scowling furiously.

“Oh fuck no!” He snapped, and Chad groaned inwardly.

Damn it. He should have known this would be a bad idea the second he’d made his connection in the hallway. But it was too late to turn back now, as Carlos stiffened defensively and pressed himself against the door behind Chad, both Aziz and Nikki now on their feet and barely a breath away from exploding.

“No, stop.” Chad said firmly, and though even he didn’t know who he was addressing, everyone paused in their tracks. “Guys,” he said slowly to Aziz and Nikki, frowning sharply in warning. “Just hang on a second.”

“What is he doing here?” Nikki said, his chin lifting sharply to indicate Carlos, who was still stiff and unyielding by the door.

“He’s here to listen, and apologize,” Chad said, still with that warning in his voice. His words made Carlos flinch (he could feel it in the sharp shift of movement behind him) and Aziz shake his head.

“Yeah, that’s not gonna happen,” he said, and though his hostility was expected, it still threw a further wrench in Chad’s plan.

“We appreciate what you’re trying to do Chad,” Nikki said evenly.

“No we don’t,” Aziz broke in in an undertone, shooting Chad a dark look.

“But I think it’s best if he leaves. No offense,” Nikki finished, adding the last two words with a wince in Carlos’ direction.

“T-taken,” Carlos shot back, but he said it as part of his retreat, his hand already turning the knob of the door.

“Nope,” Chad growled through his teeth, tugging Carlos back and around so he stood between the boy and the door. “You’re staying. This is happening.”

“Chad...”

“Aziz,” Chad fired back, and the other boy blinked.

“…Carlos…,” Chad said, and if it was strange for him to actually say the boy’s name aloud, it was stranger for him to hear it, if the slight jerk he gave was any indication. “Sit.”

Chad tugged him a bit closer and in the general direction of the grey bean bag chair. Nikki made a soft, despairing noise of protest, while Aziz clicked his tongue sharply in agitation. Carlos meanwhile, staggered slightly in shock and stared at Chad with something that was like bewilderment, and Chad turned his own despairing groan into a growl.

“Sit down, de Vil,” he said sharply, and Carlos blinked before sitting cautiously.

Despite his care, the boy still almost fell off of the bean bag, and the absolutely stunned look on his face would have been hilarious and even adorable if it weren’t for the fragile atmosphere. A fraction of Nikki’s hostility went out of his face at Carlos’ blunder, but Aziz remained impassive, crossing his arms tightly and clenching his jaw. Chad watched with equal parts trepidation and…not exactly pity, but it was heavy and sad all the same- as Carlos warily righted the chair, pushing on it experimentally with his hands. The chair sagged and rolled at his touch, the ‘beans’ inside squishing noisily, and something light and surprised flickered around the edges of the other boy’s mouth; reflecting in his eyes. Chad sighed, bringing his palm up to his face.

“Just sit in it, Carlos,” he said wearily, and the boy looked up, instantly snapped back into the present.

He clenched his jaw and pushed on the chair one more time, as though daring Chad to challenge him about it, then shifted his body around and sat much more uprightly in the chair. Then he glanced over towards Nikki and Aziz, and seemed to realize just how close he was to them. Chad watched the realization crawl across his face, and Carlos bit his lip before carefully scooting the bean bag a few inches back and closer towards the wall.

Aziz threw his hands up and rolled his eyes angrily at Chad. The sudden movement made Carlos stiffen on the grey bean bag, but no one else seemed to catch it but Chad. It just further solidified that comparison; that wrongness, in his mind, as well as strengthen his resolve to bring some kind of resolution to this situation if he could.

“Right,” Chad said, nodding his head in Carlos’ direction. “This is why he is here. He is going to listen; you guys are going to talk, and hopefully by the end of it there’ll be an understanding.”

“It’s not that simple!” Aziz cried, all but collapsing onto the edge of the bed, at the same moment Carlos bit out:

“There’s m-more to it than thththat!”

“More to it than, what, exactly?” Nikki sat down on the bed beside Aziz, his movements and his words deliberately calm. “More than our lack of ability to properly fuck a woman, as Jay so eloquently put it?”

“Wait,” Chad said, practically choking. “Wait. Wait.” He reached behind him and pulled out his deck chair, sitting in it and closing his eyes a moment, shaking his head. “He said what?”

“Thank. You.” Aziz sniped, lifting his shoulders in an exaggerated ‘see?’ gesture. “I fucking told you…!”

“Tell me why I only dragged him here?” Chad replied, still stunned and more than vaguely sickened as he glanced at Carlos, who had tucked himself into the beanbag chair defensively but was still glaring in Aziz and Nikki’s direction, his face a mask.

“There’s more to it tha-than that,” he repeated firmly, and it took all of Chad’s self-control not to launch himself back into the mindset he’d been in in the hallway.

“What more?” he said instead, and Carlos’ eyes flickered.

“Do you mean the part where Evie rather suggestively said that the right girl would come along eventually, but that in the mean-time it wasn’t really attractive that we were so ‘desperate’?” Nikhil deadpanned, not breaking eye contact with Carlos. “Or the part where Mal told us that we were lucky this was Auradon because if we’d been on the Isle she probably would have killed us both for existing?”

“And by probably, she meant definitely,” Aziz added tightly, in such a tone that Chad didn’t doubt that it had also been a direct quote.

“Right,” he said. “So, I clearly grabbed the wrong person and I’ll be right back,” Chad muttered dazedly, about to abandon ship when Carlos scrambled his way up from the beanbag, his eyes blazing darkly.

“Wh-wh-what about the part wwhere you have to avoid certain shops in the marketplace?” he declared hotly, his hands in shaking fists at his sides. “Because if you don’t then you mmmight not come back? Or-or-or the part where people like you can do wh-whatever they want to people like me because they ‘just can’t help wwho they like’?”

Carlos drew a ragged, shaky breath, and when he blinked Chad saw the emotions he was trying to suppress. Could hear the edge of tears in his voice.

“Or the part where they say that you shouldn’t give the wro-wrong impression…shouldn’t look like tha-tha-that or act like that. Or else it’s just an op-pen inv-v-itation.”

Carlos blinked harder, and his expression slipped, losing its fierce edge and shifting into something pained and vulnerable. He shook his head and glanced in Aziz’s direction. It wasn’t long, but it was enough to make the other boy falter, if only for a second, and for Carlos to lean his weight towards the door. Nikki just blinked, so thrown he couldn’t have spoken if he tried; Chad knew because he felt the same way.

“I’ve hheard it too,” Carlos finally whispered, dropping his eyes and clenching his hands into fists again. “I-i-it’s different on the Isle. No-not like here.”

He shifted his weight again, closer to the door now, but Chad wasn’t about to stop him. Not this time. The boy hesitated at the door, however, his hands opening and closing rapidly before he lifted his head, darting another glance towards the two boys on the bed.

“I’m nnnot sorry. I can’t be”

And then he was gone, leaving behind two shaken and shattered figures, and a third who wondered just what the fuck he was supposed to do about this now.


Carlos

One time, when he was about two years old, Cruella had argued with the dark-haired man that always came to visit them. He couldn’t remember all of it; he’d been too busy hiding under the stained mattress, terrified of his mother’s wrath. But he remembered it had been about him, somehow, and that after the man had left, Cruella had dragged him out from under the mattress and said that the two of them were going for a drive. The ‘drive’ had turned out to involve the closed in shed that counted as the garage; the running car with Cruella and Carlos firmly secured inside; and, as far as Carlos could remember, about an hour and forty-five minutes.

More specifically, it had only been an hour and forty-five minutes that Carlos was aware of. He’d cried himself sick after twenty minutes, and after about another thirty his body had started to shut down on him. The only thing he could remember vividly about the event was an image of Cruella, strapped into the front seat, holding the stuffed Dalmatian to her chest and crooning lullabies.

When he was four (because of course, they had survived that, somehow) Cruella had decided in a sudden fit of rage that she hated Carlos’ freckles and that they had to come off. The only suitable option for this had been to throw him in the giant wooden tumbler used to clean her fur coats, because ‘if it can clean my beautiful furs it can certainly clean the puppy’s spots.’ It hadn’t.

The last (read: most recent) time she’d tried to kill him, he’d been about seven, and sometimes Carlos liked to be generous and say that it had been an accident.

Now, the only thing going through Carlos’ head was how creative would Cruella be this time coming up with a new way to kill him. The nightmares of being locked in the fur closet again drown out everything else in the room; half-colored in sketches of blood and pain and bitter, ashy cigarettes that burned patterns into his skin. No one was going to know where she buried his body…would she even bury him? Oh Hades, she was definitely going to turn him into a coat!

Carlos’ stomach heaves as he remembers all those times she tried to force him to skin something for her on the Isle. His mind conjures up the only just-forgotten memories and before he’s even fully aware of his body’s actions he’s vomiting up the pastry he’d had from Jay’s food stash that morning.

“Breathe, Carlos, that’s it,” a voice says suddenly from right above him. He tries to flinch away but there’s no directions, nothing existing he doesn’t exist anymore. Is he already dead? He must be…this is what Cruella always promised him death felt like.

“Just breathe Carlos,” the voice says again, and he’s acutely aware of pressure on his back. He chokes, suppressing another heave and desperately throwing himself backwards and away from the violating presence.

“…going to be ok…”

“…not…hurt you….”

“’Los?”

“Carlos!”

He grits his jaw around his tongue and bites down as hard as he can. Then, when his body cringes back in instinctive protest, bites down harder until he tastes copper. It almost makes him want to throw up again, but he shuts his eyes tight against the world and buries his head in his arms, grinding his teeth together in a desperate attempt to stay grounded. If he could just focus on this pain…ignore the fact that he couldn’t breathe and just…stay focused….

“Carlos, please.”

Evie’s voice, he realizes sluggishly. Evie’s hands that were reaching through the dark for him. He gags on his next breath, his body refusing to let the air reach his lungs and he heaves violently, sobbing in desperate attempts to stay alive.

“It’s going to be ok,” Evie murmurs, her hands retreating, her voice seeming to echo from down a long cavern. “We’re going to be ok, Carlos. All of us. No one is going to hurt you.”

“Sshe’s go-go-go-go-going to kill mmme,” Carlos coughs out, the air suddenly hitting his lungs in a sharp and violent spasm of breath. “She’s going to k-ill me.”

“She’ll have to go through us first,” Evie promises fiercely, and Carlos shakes his head hard even though he knows in the back of his mind that she won’t see it.

“Sshe wi-will,” he declares, just as fierce, if not muted.

“She’ll go ttthhrough and then she-she-she….”

“Carlos, listen to me.”

Evie’s voice is instantly captivating, that kind of intensity that forces your attention. Despite the blood and tears that fill Carlos’ mouth and threaten to drown him again, despite the panic, he finds himself stifling his heaving breaths and focusing on Evie.

“Cruella is not going to get her hands on you.” She says it like it’s fact, like she’s already made sure of it and is simply telling him so he knows. “She is not going to kill you. She won’t even look at you if you don’t want her to. We’ll make sure of it.”

His mouth is still full of blood and his body is cramping from folding in on itself, but his lungs aren’t malfunctioning and Carlos finds himself slowly inching forward. Evie’s eyes light with relief, and her fingers are gentle as they comb through his hair before suddenly seizing on a white lock and tugging.

“Ow!” Carlos whimpers, ducking out of her reach and grimacing at the suddenly stern glare she fixes at him.

“Don’t scare me like that again,” she says sharply, before melting and pulling him into what’s as close to a hug as they get on the Isle. “Now come on, let’s get you cleaned up and then we can strategize. Jay’s come up with an idea to maximize our rations and scavenging system so by the time we get back, we’ll have enough Auradon treats to last us a month.”

He feels his lips tugging back into a weak attempt at a smile, but he’s sure the effect is ruined somewhat by the blood still staining his mouth. It’s starting to wear at him again, and he sprints into the bathroom before Evie can say anything else, bending blindly over the sink and spitting sharply until he can’t taste it anymore. Then he fumbles for the faucet, eyes still clenched tightly shut. His hands cup the water and he rinses out his mouth, wincing as the water hits his cut tongue.

Only once his mouth is clear can he fully breathe again, and Carlos opens his eyes, watching as the water runs diluted pink down the drain. He blinks at himself in the mirror, not quite recognizing the figure he saw. His hair was still the same, sort of; it seemed almost darker at the roots than it had been before, the white blonde fade more noticeable. He wasn’t as pale (panic attack not withstanding). He could actually suck his cheeks in to make them go hollow now, instead of the painful, normal hollow he’d been used to.

He didn’t want to go back to the Isle. Not just because his mother was there. He had really started to like it in Auradon…even if it had only been seven days. He liked how clean everything was, and how bright. Mal might claim to hate all of the colors, but he had caught her staring in awe at everything when they’d first arrived too. Carlos had felt like he could maybe be…happy. For once. To have it all snatched away again…to be sent back to that darkness and pain after experiencing a life that was worth something…that was true evil.

He grimaced, baring his teeth and twisting his face into his fiercest mask. But his eyes weren’t dark and cold anymore. Despite the vicious snarl, they sparked brightly with an energy that they had never possessed back on the Isle. He dropped his mask, staring pensively into the eyes of the looking-glass Carlos. Slowly, he loosened his jaw, relaxing the muscles in his face and forcing his brow to stop furrowing. This was better, he mused, but still not quite right. His eyes were too full of…life, for neutral. He almost didn’t want to, but he forced his muscles to comply, shifting and contorting his cheeks and lips until they pulled upwards into what could be taken for a smile.

It fit much better with the fullness in his eyes, if only marginally so. Carlos thought about Jane, laughing at all his faces but still able to see him beneath them all. Her promise that he would fit in here at Auradon, that there was something good that he could do with his skills. His memories caused his heart to lift further, his eyes brightening. This time when he smiled, it fit almost perfectly.

As he left the bathroom, Carlos silently promised that no matter what happened, he wouldn’t let himself forget how to do that.


Evie 

Evie eyed the tear in the collar of Carlos’ shirt with a practiced wariness. The boy in question sat beside her, attempting to shrink into the cushions on the bed. If it weren’t for the fact that he was still clearly shaken about going back to the Isle, or the strange, half-dazed look he’d had on his face when he’d finally exited the bathroom, Evie probably would have torn his head off for daring to ruin the fabric. As it was, she simply sighed sharply and clicked her tongue, frowning as she ran her fingers along the edges to feel for a seam

“How did you even manage this?” She asks the tuft of white hair, which shivers before disappearing further into the cushions.

“Can it be fi-fixed?” The bed sheets ask her, and Evie sighs again, shaking her head.

“Well, I can fix it, of course,” she says haughtily, pinching the tear between her fingers in one hand, while rummaging for some pins in her sewing bag with the other. “I just can’t believe you weren’t more careful.”

“Nnot my fault.” The pillow mumbles mournfully, and Evie scoffs before hissing in pain, withdrawing her hand from her sewing bag and shaking it out with a wince.

“You-you-you-you ok?” The mattress dips as Carlos shuffles himself to peek up at her, and Evie nods, rolling her eyes at his concern.

“Just pricked my finger,” she replies with faux-cheer. “A couple more pricks and maybe a Prince will show up and save me from the Isle. And by me…I mean us, duh.”

She laughs quickly, but the dull throb in her finger from the needle is still there, and she clenches her fingers into a fist, trying to ignore the heavy throb that echoes in her chest; the dull, phantom stinging in her arms that builds with the throbbing in her heart, the longing ache for something more. She tries to shove those thoughts aside, but the ache is still there, and she purses her lips, pressing the edge of her nail into the imprint left by the needle. The slight increase in dull, throbbing pain is marginally better, but not enough to make that hollow feeling go away entirely, and she’s just started a sickening debate with herself about whether she could really afford to…

“E?” Jay’s voice snaps her back to reality, and she looks up to find him staring at her closely, a heavy, knowing look on his face. It annoys her instantly, and she shoves the sewing bag away, folding Carlos’ shirt into a delicate square.

“I’m fine, Jay,” she glares at him pointedly, ignoring the tiny part of her that knew she was far from it. “It’s just a pinprick; not like a spinning wheel or something.”

“Would you prefer a spinning wheel?” Jay counters slowly, and Evie is very much aware of the sudden shift of subtext; knows exactly what he’s trying to do.

“No,” she says, enunciating the word as firmly as she can with just one syllable.

He eyes her warily, and Evie feels her face twist into a scowl in spite of the crease it causes between her eyebrows. She’s just about to let him know just what she thinks of his hyper-sensitive concern when footsteps sound outside their door, followed immediately by a hesitant knock.

Carlos shoots up from the bed, the pillows and blankets sprawling awkwardly onto the floor. “Sssomeone’s at the d-door,” he says, his eyes wide.

“Thank you Carlos,” Evie snaps tightly. “We couldn’t tell from the obvious knocking.”

She regrets her tone instantly, as Carlos shrinks away from her with the crestfallen look of a kicked dog. The comparison is a little on the nose, but she feels bad about it all the same.

“I didn’t mean…” she begins, but Jay is already at the door, one hand on the knob and the other extended to keep Carlos in place beside him.

“What do you want Ben?” Jay all but snarls, and Evie lifts an eyebrow at him in surprise.

“How…how’d you know it was me?” Ben’s voice comes uncertainly through the door, and Jay snorts, turning the handle.

“Well it was either you or….” His words fall short as the door opens fully, and Carlos yelps and darts back towards the bed, while Evie stands quickly.

“What. Is. He. Doing. Here.” Jay says, pronouncing each word in dangerously clear syllables.

Chad Charming stands between Ben and the open doorway, and though he had borne an expression of vague disinterest, it morphs into something tight and heavy when his eyes meet Carlos.’ The emotion; whatever it was, quickly dissolves into disgust, and Evie finds her head spinning from trying to keep up with the sudden shift.

“Don’t ask me,” the blond boy drawls with a sneer. “Ben’s the one who decided he wanted back up.”

Something is happening with this conversation, Evie pointedly tells her brain, a small thrill going through her. Something is happening with this conversation and it’s important and no one is going to say what they truly mean and we need to analyze and pick apart everything. She takes a small step closer to Jay, steadying Carlos with a look before turning back to Ben.

“You might as well come in,” she says, bringing up all that heavy aching and longing into her voice and pushing it out into the air. “We were just packing.”

Success. Ben flinches, his face twisting with a grimace. Chad makes a tight lipped scoffing sound and strolls easily through the door, completely ignoring the death threats Jay was sending his way.

“I can’t say Auradon won’t be improved with you no longer causing chaos, de Vil,” he drawls, and if Evie is surprised at the focused way he seems to be addressing Carlos specifically, she doesn’t show it.

Instead she picks apart Chad’s words, and thinks hard about the soft little skip the other boy’s voice had done when he had said ‘de Vil.’ Like he was going to call Carlos something else, but had decided on that at the last possible second where thought becomes speech. If she didn’t know any better, she would have said it sounded like regret. But this was Chad, and she did know better, so she dismissed it.

“At least do us all a favor,” Jay growls to Ben, while still glaring murderously at Chad. “And don’t start saying things like ‘sorry’ and shit.”

Ben looks so stunned and lost, Evie almost feels bad about it. She finds herself instead regretting her interest in him. Not that it wasn’t still there, of course; but in this moment at least, he’s so child-like in his hurt that it’s hard to take him seriously. He fidgets with his hands, twisting something-a ring, she assumes- on his finger, and looks around at them all with miserable eyes.

“Listen, guys,” he begins, and Jay groans in disgust, shoving roughly past Chad and snatching up a stray vest from the floor. “I know that my Dad said, but I just want you to know that I don’t think of you that way, and that there is still a place in Auradon for you.”

“That’s up for debate,” Chad mutters, folding his arms and backing himself against the door frame and out of Jay’s reach.

Evie wouldn’t have thought much of the comment, except Ben instantly shoots the other boy a frustrated look, and she starts reading into his tone more. It was snarky, but not quite mean-spirited. More like he was stating an unpleasant fact, and Ben’s look seemed to at least confirm that there was something more to this visit than a simple ‘make the VKs feel better.’ That was obvious enough, given Chad’s presence, but just why was he here? And why did he keep looking at Carlos?

“Ben,” Evie decides, cutting across Jay’s furious move towards the other blond prince. “We appreciate your coming to try and make things better, and always helping us out. But as you said, the King made a decree, and we’re technically still his people…so we have no choice but to….”

“But that’s just it!” Ben bursts out, startling her. It seems to startle Chad, too, as the other boy blinks, and in that moment, Evie can see something genuine underneath. But as Ben continues to speak, it’s lost again beneath indifference. “You guys are still his people, and he’s already failed you once. It’s not going to happen again, and we do have a say in this.”

“We do?” Jay challenges, though Evie can hear the undercurrent of doubt in his voice that means he’s actually hopeful.

Carlos shifts a little closer to her, and though he’s still silent, Evie knows he’s hanging on every word.

“My father is the King, but we have a Council for a reason,” Ben explains, and he’s lost some of that pitiful child-ness about him. “His decree will still have to pass through them, along with any evidence stating why it’s better for you in Auradon.”

Evie pauses, her thoughts flying rapidly. She knows exactly what he’s getting at, and suddenly she’s not sure if this is a good idea. She glances to Carlos, to see that he’s edged just a bit closer, almost level with her now, and that the open hope on his face is not something she wants to see go away. Even Jay has lost his harsh edge and is more in neutral skepticism territory. Neither of them had heard what she had, which was the part where Ben said ‘present evidence.’

“And just how,” Evie says slowly, trying to convey the gravity to her boys while remaining diplomatic for Ben’s sake. “Is being in Auradon better? What evidence would you have us show this council?” A thought hits her, and she loses some of her solemnity in the realization. “Who is the council composed of?”

“My parents, for one,” Chad puts in from the door. “Pretty much every one of your parents’ hero counterparts, along with you know, the King and Queen.”

“Thank you. Chad.” Ben’s face is pinched, and Chad’s lips quirk with a smile that seems too ironic to be genuine.

“Always happy to help.”

“So we’re fucked either way,” Jay says, understanding at least that much. Carlos seems to sink beside her, though when Evie spares him a glance she’s surprised to see that he looks more thoughtful than crushed.

“You’re not…screwed,” Ben says, hesitating over the word but saying it all the same. Jay snorts, but Evie silences him with a glare. “Guys, this is really serious. I know it seems….”

“Oh no,” Jay cuts hims off, feigning shock. “Wait, this is really serious? I wouldn’t have even guessed since it’s our lives at stake here. Wow.”

“Jay,” Evie barks, and the other boy shoots her a dirty look of his own, but falls silent again.

Ben blinks a moment, and Evie waits for him to catch up and yell at Jay for his attitude. But instead, when he makes the connection, it’s to something else entirely.

“Your lives?”

“Shit,” Jay mutters under his breath. Evie sighs and rolls her eyes upwards, though nothing from there had ever helped any of them before.

“Contrary to what you might believe,” she says heavily. “It’s a lot harder over there than just not having enough food.”

“Can’t be that hard,” Chad says in an undertone. “I mean, you’re all here, aren’t you?”

If it had been said with just a touch more sarcasm, Evie would have almost taken offence. As it was, Chad’s voice was too low, and his eyes too intent with something like concern for her to manage more than simple irritation.

“You ha-ha-ha-have no id…ea,” Carlos whispers, speaking up for the first time.

Jay glowers at Chad, before straightening suddenly, his expression and voice carefully composed. “Let’s play a game,” he says decisively, his words directed at Ben though he continued to glare at Chad. “What’s the worst thing you can possibly think of? No, better yet…what’s the worst thing that you’re ever done or had done to you?”

Evie resigns herself to the fact that she’s lost this conversation, and silently curses Jay the missed opportunity. Ben doesn’t seem to understand, his expression slack with confusion, but Chad swallows, lifting a careful brow and leaning his weight forward.

“Ever as in…at any point in our lives? And it is ‘our’ lives, yeah?”

“Yeah.” Jay’s confirmation was like a slap, and Chad nods once before puckering his lips in exaggerated thought.

“I guess….I guess the worst thing I’ve ever done was when I was about nine or ten,” he murmurs slowly. “And I snuck into the private room where my father kept his crown and royal robes and tried them on to see what it would feel like. I ended up tearing an inch long gash in the robe and losing a gem out of the crown.” His cheeks flickered into a fond, yet bitter grin, though the expression didn’t last long. “I wasn’t allowed to play in the castle unsupervised after that.”

“Really?” Jay says, and the darkness in his voice makes even Evie shiver. “That’s the worst you’ve got? Not, I don’t know…almost killing me and Carlos?”

Chad shrugs a shoulder, though it’s could have been a wince if his expression had been more apologetic. “The villains always die in the end anyway, don’t they?”

“Chad!” Ben cries, horrified, and the other boy’s eyes narrow ever so slightly in a concealed grimace.

Eve bites her lip when Jay flinches imperceptibly, his hands clenching into shaking fists at his sides. “When I was nine,” he says softly, in deadly calm tones. “I slit the throat of a shopkeeper who tried to cheat me out of a deal.”

Ben makes a choking sound, and Chad loses color, though his jaw remains a firm line.

“You…you killed someone?” Ben croaks weakly, his eyes mystified. “When you were nine?”

“I mean, to be fair, I did try to steal the silverware when he wasn’t looking,” Jay continues with a nonchalant shrug. “That was when he drew a sword, and at that point, I really had no choice.”

“No, of course not,” Ben mutters, but there’s something void in his eyes, like he’s imagining a nine year old Jay covered in someone else’s blood.

“What about you, ‘los?” Jay quips, his eyes glinting darkly.

Carlos makes an unconcerned face; exaggerating his pout as he lifts his brows, before he signs; bringing his left hand up with his palm facing Jay, he touches his ring finger to his thumb. [Seven.]

“Seven?” Jay repeats, pretending to contemplate a moment before turning to face Ben. “Yeah, how about it Ben? What was the worst thing that you did or had happen to you when you were seven?”

Ben shakes his head, his mouth pressed tightly together. Evie wonders if it’s because he’s suddenly realizing the true gravity of this game, or if nothing bad had ever happened to him; if he was truly as perfect of a prince as he appeared. Chad, on the other hand, loses just a bit more color, his lips parting as though to speak. She’s the only who catches it, however, as he grits his jaw just as tightly as Ben.

Jay makes a ‘tch’ sound and shakes his head, turning to Carlos. “Carlos?” he says, but then he mouths so only they can see: “You don’t have to.”

Carlos shakes his head minutely and then signs quickly; holding his hands out with palms up; pulling them back towards himself while bending his hands into claw shapes; then bringing his right hand up with palm facing him and index finger extended; bringing his left index finger; palm down, to touch the tip of his right.

[Want to.]

Despite his assurance, Evie can see Carlos brace himself slightly as he starts to speak. She finds herself tensing as well, waiting for the inevitable slip up.

“W-wh-when I was sseven,” he murmurs shakily. “Crrr…” he cuts himself off with a sharp grimace, glancing over at Evie pleadingly.

She sighs, grimacing herself, but takes over. “When Carlos was seven, Cruella tried to kill him by throwing him in her coat closet. Which, wouldn’t have been such a bad thing if the closet wasn’t four by six feet and covered with bear traps.”

She keeps her voice monotone, her words clipped and blunt. Despite this, Jay’s expression twitches, and Carlos shuffles anxiously, his fingers curling around his dog tail.

“You mmmake it sound wo-worse,” he accuses with a glower, though the effect is minimal as Ben seems to stagger slightly, and even Chad has lost his snarky indifference; both boys pale and disbelieving.

“Worse?” Chad mumbles, and Ben glances briefly to him before looking at Carlos in horror.

“How is what she said not…” He cuts himself off and shakes his head, as though realizing that he doesn’t want to know, but Carlos answers anyway, his brows lifted in earnest.

“N-no,” he says carefully. “No see, that time wasn’t on pur-pu-pur-purpose.”

There’s a stomach clenching moment of silence where neither Ben or Chad seem to remember how to breathe, and Evie knows what it is they’re caught up on. ‘That time.’

“I don’t even know what Mal was doing at seven,” Jay muses aloud, breaking the silence. “E?”

That Evie doesn’t even flinch at being handed this particular timeframe- and for Mal- was a feat of itself, and should be recognized as such. As it is, she play along and pretends to think a moment, before answering in a clipped sort of upbeat tone.

“Probably her usual terrorizing of the villagers,” she guesses with a brief, wry grin. “Slowly laying claim to her domain.”

Never mind the fact that only the year before, Mal’s rivalry towards Evie had resulted in both Evie and her mother being banished to the other side of the Isle.

“I bet the fucking wharf rats are all over our territory now,” Jay scowls, crossing his arms furiously. “If the pirates haven’t gotten to it first.”

“Please,” Evie sighs, grateful for the departure from that thread. She hadn’t held any bitter feelings towards Mal over her banishment for years, but the subject was still a touchy one, for both girls.

“Knowing Uma she probably seized control the second Mal was off the Island.”

“Uh, yeah, not to burst the moment or anything,” Chad cuts in, and some of the sneer is back in his voice. “But what the fu…”

“I can’t believe….” Ben interrupts, his eyes wide and stricken. “I can’t believe my Dad would have allowed any of that to happen intentionally. He wouldn’t have ever said what he did if he knew….”

“Knew what?” Jay snaps, jaw tight with anger. “That an island full of the worst of the worst all crammed together with no escape wouldn’t somehow blow up in everyone’s faces?”

“But that’s just…wrong.” It comes out like a whimper, and Chad gives Ben a quick, pitying sort of look.

“Do you really think the council would listen to this, though?” he says. “Even if we get them to listen, they’re not going to take the word of a bunch of villain’s kids over the King of Auradon.”

“And there’s the pessimism we were missing,” Evie murmurs, though inside, she knows he’s right.

It was a noble idea, but when you were going up against the Isle of the Lost, noble didn’t even make it past the magic barrier.


Ben

They’re barely down the steps to the dorms, and already Ben is questioning everything. Chad hadn’t said a single word since the door closed, but once they’re back in the main lobby of the dorm building, he rushes to nearest wall and punches it hard.

“Chad?” Ben cries, alarmed, as his friend hisses a curse between his teeth, shaking out his hand and glaring fiercely towards nothing in particular.

“Fine, the other boy grumbles, straightening and sucking a sharp breath. “I’m fine. They’re not, and fucking shit Ben did you not hear what I just heard?”

Ben blinks, so caught off guard by Chad’s rapidly shifting emotions that it takes him a moment to realize that the other boy’s frustration is directed at him this time. 

“Yeah Chad,” he finally manages shakily. “Yeah, I did hear, but I don’t…”

“And you’re just standing there?” Chad snaps, whirling on Ben before realizing they were still in a relatively public area, and instantly retreating, losing some of his manic demeanor. “How are you just standing there?”

It’s a far different Chad that Ben is seeing now, compared to how he’d been back in the VKs’ room; back when they’d first arrived, even. Ben narrows his eyes slowly, examining the set of Chad’s jaw, the way he kept moving his feet even standing still.

“I missed something, didn’t I?” Ben says, and Chad rolls his eyes with a quick huff.

“Yes, you did,” he says lowly. “Gods Ben, how could you not…”

“No, I mean you,” Ben clarifies quickly, shifting the two of them into a more secluded section of the lobby. “What was that in there, Chad? Why were you such a…so…?”

Clarification, and maybe a hint of annoyance, crossed Chad’s face then, and he gives Ben a sort of sideways look.

“Why was I such an asshole?” he finishes, and Ben gives the other boy a look of his own. “I mean come on, Ben. You wanted to know what things were like on the Isle, but they weren’t gonna answer to you being…you.”

Ben gapes, vaguely offended, and Chad makes a sharp noise in the back of his throat, running a hand through his hair.

“I mean,” he continues shortly. “You being all sad and sorry, all your pity and concern and ‘oh tell us how horribly abused you were.’” He grimaces sharply and continues. “I mean, you heard Jay--it wasn’t going to work. They wouldn’t tell you what shit they went through like that. But if I’m a dick to them, and play into their disbelief and suspicion, they’ll say whatever they can to shut me up.”
He trails off with a guilty and slightly haunted look, and Ben nods his head slowly, catching on.

“So it was a trick,” he says, not exactly approving, but well. It had gotten them the information they wanted.

Chad shrugs a shoulder and crosses his arms, and Ben shakes his head in amazement at the other boy’s audacity.

“I just don’t get why you wanted to be there in the first place,” he says, mimicking Chad’s pose and crossing his own arms. “I was pretty much convinced you hated the VKs and you’d be celebrating my Dad’s decree.”

“Oh don’t get me wrong, I can totally see why he thinks what he does,” Chad replies, seeming to tuck a little tighter into his aggressive posture. “But I wasn’t quite done with de Vil and anyway, I wanted to form my own opinions.”

“Done with him?” Ben repeats carefully, suddenly extremely guarded. Chad’s face twitches, his eyes widening minutely before he slowly shrugs his shoulders.

“Ha ha, yeah I uh… may have threatened to beat Carlos into a pulp after um. After what happened with Nikki and Aziz.”

“Chad!” Ben hisses, frowning hard as he glared at the other boy. “Didn’t we talk about this?”

“Yeah, we did,” Chad mutters sarcastically, his eyes suddenly hardening to match Ben’s glare. “But you know, the specifics of my tendency to hit people that piss me off were never fully addressed, and there wasn’t really anything related to homophobes and villains, so….”

“Chad.”

“What?” Chad snaps back, but Ben notices that he looks at least a little sorry. “I didn’t, if that makes you feel any better. Really kind of wish I could, though.”

“Why?” Ben furrows his brows at the other boy. “What did I miss, Chad…why did you really want to see the VKs?”

“Like I said,” Chad says tightly, his arms tightening across his chest. “I was going to beat Carlos for what happened in the gardens. But then I noticed just how similar….” He trails off with a grimace, his eyes flickering.

“Your mom,” Ben finishes, half-guess and half-confirmation that this was real.

“Yeah,” Chad says, his jaw gritting slightly. “So instead of stomping him into the ground I dragged him to see Nikki and Aziz, thinking maybe I could get him to apologize or something, I don’t even know, really.”

Ben feels his face shift without permission, his brows lifting in surprise. “I…um. Oh,” he chokes out carefully. “How did…how did that go?”

“About as well as all of this has been going,” Chad growls, frustration screwing up his face and turning his expression sour. “Found out that things on the Isle are so much more fucked up than they already appear, and that there’s a good chance--” He catches himself, shaking his head. “Never mind.”

“Is that where the emergency meeting sprung up from, then?” Ben hazards, the tense reactions from Aziz and Nikki suddenly making much more (if not tragic) sense.

“Pretty much,” Chad replies, sighing and leaning back against a wood-furnished pillar. “What are we gonna do Ben?”

Ben shakes his head, letting out a short sigh of his own. “I don’t know.”

And he really didn’t. That was the worst part. He’d had this whole plan to try and unite the two different sides of Auradon; the two warring sides of the fairytales. But this wasn’t like the stories at all, and he had no clue how he was going to salvage this. If it even could be salvaged.

“The Council’s not gonna to go for any of this,” Chad murmurs, lifting his head to peer at Ben. “You do know that, right? Villains, kids or not…especially the villains from their stories; abuse or not.”

“All of them, do you think?” Ben presses, wondering how Chad knew, why he was so sure. And how Ben was the one looking to Chad for advice, for once.

“Most of them,” Chad says, lifting his eyes to the ceiling in thought. “I mean, you know your Dad’s going to have the most weight so. And my Dad…will probably vote to send them back. My Mom won’t, of course, but her votes don’t do much.”

Ben winces at Chad’s tone, nonchalant despite the practically brutal way he tore all of Ben’s hopes to pieces.

“The Fairy Godmother will vote to keep them here,” Ben tries. “And Aladdin made it pretty clear where he stood at the last meeting.”

“Yeah, but then there’s Phillip and Aurora,” Chad counters easily. “And as much as I…I don’t doubt Audrey or anything, but there’s no guarantee.”

“So basically,” Ben says, trying not to focus on Chad’s sudden dodge at the mention of his girlfriend. “Unless we get some other votes for our side, the VKs are going back to the Isle and will sink right back into what they were before.”

“Basically,” Chad agrees grimly, and Ben grimaces, closing his eyes tightly against the rush of despair in his mind.

“Why do you do that?” he finds himself wondering out loud, and Chad makes a questioning sound before verbalizing.

“Do what?”

“Why do you always destroy the things you don’t like?” Ben says, opening his eyes and fixing Chad with a square look.

Chad meets his eyes, and Ben is startled by the hollow ache he can see reflected in the other boy’s face. “Because I was never allowed to when I was little,” he says. “And now at least, if I break things or break people- it’s my mess to clean up.”

But who’s going to clean up mine? Ben wonders mournfully, as Chad shoves himself away from the pillar (away from him) and heads for the main entrance. And who’s going to stop you this time…what’s to stop you from deciding to break something you can’t fix, just because you can? What do you expect me to do if the thing you actually end up not liking is me?

Ben shakes his head and makes his own way towards the door. He had to find the Fairy Godmother and then, face his parents. His thoughts could wait; his fears and questions could go unanswered. If he failed in this situation that he had created for himself, this first act of his not-yet-reign, then he was no more fit to call himself a king than his father did. Because a true king worked for all of his people, not just the ones he approved of and acknowledged. And that, Ben knew for fact.


 

Beast 

It starts as something cold and restless in his gut. It twists and writhes; tightens and hardens until it’s unrecognizable. He can feel it before it happens: the hot tingling on the back of his neck and down his spine; his fingers twitching and curling dangerously, and the part of him that was still aware of the shift clings desperately for something to block it (anger is normal but this is not and he needs to control this he is human he is not a beast) but even then, it’s too late.

The anger comes roaring forward, tearing through his body with all the ferocity of an enraged lion. He crosses the room in tight, quick strides, and lashes out at the first thing he can get his hands on. He doesn’t know what it is, only that it makes a satisfying crunch when he flings it at the wall. It’s nowhere near enough, but it clears some of the pounding in his head, and he turns sharply and lashes out again, the surging, screaming fury the only thing that exists.

There’s no need for a transformation here; in his mind, the beast is still there, clawing at the walls, roaring his anguish for all to hear. Letting him out is a one way option, and so the best Adam can hope for is simply this; using his hands to tear apart as much as he can as hard as he can. There are no consequences; only the roaring in his head and the steadily increasing ache in his fingers- in his soul- that means it’s almost run his course.

He almost surrenders to that ache, not wanting to come back to himself, to look and see what destruction he has wrought. But with nothing left to break, the beast slinks back towards its cage, growling traitorously and promising more. His surroundings trickle back into his awareness, and just as suddenly as he feels his heartbeat again, he hears another; high and frantic sounding, like a frightened bird. The beast kicks its heels in suddenly, whirling with a vicious snarl to what it knows on instinct is prey blood more! But Adam is still aware, and his eyes see what the beast did not.

“Belle.”

The name is a hoarse breath of air in the suddenly cold stillness of the room, and Adam casts his eyes around in silent dismay. The room…could have been worse, he supposes, but he still grimaces at the destruction. The soft leather of the conference chairs are ripped and bleeding foam cushion through the fabric. He flinches at the comparison the beast makes; the thoughts of tearing through skin so easily, meat and blood pouring through where his claws had raked. The wood of the chairs themselves is cracked, a few chairs broken and splintered entirely, collapsed onto their sides in the throes of death.

He wrenches himself away from the darkness of his thoughts, and forces his eyes up to meet Belle’s. He doesn’t dare examine her too closely, terrified of what he might see- of what the beast had done to her. But her eyes are cold, her expression closed off despite the fact that he can still hear her heart racing.

“I hope you’re satisfied,” she says, and her tone is harsh and distant. “The dwarves took months to make us those chairs.”

He doesn’t want to find amusement in it, but he clings to fleeting feeling in his chest anyway, if only to further banish the horrors from his mind. He wants to apologize, but he still hasn’t looked at her yet; doesn’t want to know what he’s apologizing for.

“Belle,” he says instead, taking a pleading step forward.

And if he hadn’t wanted to look before, he’s forced to now; her reaction more than answer enough. She tenses and shifts her weight back sharply, a warning springing up into her eyes and flying from the edge of her tongue.

“Don’t.”

He stops instantly, forcing his reaching hands to be still at his sides. He would have stopped breathing, gladly, but she’s talking again, and he thinks it might be rude if he interrupted her by dying.

“I don’t want to hear explanations, Adam,” she says, and he would flinch again at her voice if he weren’t still terrified of moving (of being a threat to her. Again.) “What you’ve done to those children is unacceptable, and nothing you could say will change my mind from that.”

He realizes, with a paralyzing surge of relief (and no small amount of irritation) that she is referring to the villain children. He sighs, but his lingering anger makes it a heavier and harsher sound than it needs to be.

“What would you have me do then, Belle?” he demands lowly. “Simply allow the very villain who attacked me to remain loose in Auradon with no consequence?”

Her lips purse, her eyes narrowing. He can hear her heartbeat level out in the brief moment of contemplation, and the relief surges a little stronger until she speaks again.

“I think you’re exaggerating a bit, Adam,” she says, and though he can see the way her cheeks twitch, her tone is entirely mirthless.

“How am I exaggerating…?”

“You know how you are when you’re angry.”

She cuts across his impassioned demand with little ceremony, and no room for argument. Not that he could have, with the way the air suddenly leaves his lungs. His eyes finally finally catch on to what he had resolutely been refusing to let them see- Belle is shaking, an unmistakable tinge of bright red forming around her wrists. His wife is bruised and shaking and it’s because of him.

(And anger is normal but this is not and he needs to stop doing this he needs to stop doing this now he is human he is not a beast).


[Unaddressed letter to Mr. Oscar Ville, Isle of the Lost]

Dear Carlos,

Is the ‘dear’ a bit weird? It might be. A bit.

This is just a letter to…say that I’m sorry.

I know you probably don’t even know who I am or why I’m apologizing, but it stands.

I’m sorry.

Notes:

I listened to a lot of Radiohead while writing this one, can you tell?

Chapter 20: We are the ones who kept quiet (always did what we're told) pt. 1

Summary:

In which plotting your parents' murder is not a healthy coping mechanism for their emotional neglect of you; Lonnie makes a friend; a young Jay and Mal encounter Harry and the pirate crew; and a feud is born.

Notes:

I hope I haven't scared you all off yet!

***Warnings for this chapter***

This chapter includes the usual, crude language and some humor; mentions of child abuse/neglect; mentions of death and blood in a joking setting; references and implications of sexual assault/abuse; mentions and implications of dysfunctional families; and childhood bullying/threats of death and violence.

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Audrey 

There are many places within and outside the states of Auradon that one could find Audrey on any given day. If she wasn’t at the school, then she typically journeyed to Auradon City for an impromptu (and usually much needed and well deserved) shopping trip. Spring Break usually found her, along with most of their friends, traveling with Chad back home to Charmington to make sure he stayed relatively sane while facing the usual chaos and fuss that tended to be kicked up around that time (and of course, vehemently denying that that was why they came it was just that Cinderellasburg was so much prettier than Auradon in the Spring!) Then Summer Break, which found her with Ben and his family and vacationing in the Summerlands. (She swears the location must have been Ben’s idea, and chosen purely for the irony of the name as the Summerlands were mostly forest and it was impossible to find a good resort within a fifty mile radius.) Back to Auradon and the Academy in the fall, and when winter started, up north a bit to Camelot for a quick visit with her Aunts before journeying back down for Christmas with Ben in Auradon.

The routine had mostly petered out a bit as time wore on (less trips with Chad as he resolutely shoved everyone away when it became apparent that things with his mother weren’t going away); and less frequent trips to Camelot as their medieval ways also refused to evolve. However the one thing that remained constant was that Audrey hardly journeyed farther south than Auradon Castle; certainly didn’t crossed that border into South Riding; wouldn’t dream of stepping foot in Auroria or any of the three castles there.

Not unless she wanted to step into what she was currently already in:

“I thought we agreed that the South Castle would be mine for the fall.”
Her father’s voice, a rare one to behold at any point in her life since the divorce.

“I don’t recall ever agreeing to such terms. You probably made it up on the spot to humiliate me.”

The divorce which, unsurprisingly enough in Audrey’s opinion, had been initiated by her mother. And which was always painstakingly rehashed…by both of them.

“Don’t blame me for that, it seems you’re doing just fine on your own.”

“Little thanks to you! What do want now; to try and claim the East Castle as well?”

Audrey didn’t hear much past her mother’s last accusation, as their voices moved farther away and deeper into the house, which left her hovering in the parlor clutching her purse and furiously texting Lonnie for tips on how not to kill someone. Or at the very least, creative ways to not get caught.

“…can’t come and visit…?” and “Seems more than excessive.” and “Well that’s what I get I suppose for marrying someone I barely knew!” and “What else would you want me to be for you? What, was saving you and your whole kingdom not enough!” and so on, and so forth, ad nauseum.

Her phone buzzes in her palm and she clicks through the various screens until she reaches her messages.

{Warrior Princess: How do you feel about blood?}

Audrey stifles her amused, albeit nervous chuckle and quickly types back, glancing up every now and then to keep an ear on the pace of the argument.

{Not particularly fond…it doesn’t come out of clothes!!}

Something thuds from a few rooms over, an indignant screech following soon after. Audrey bites her lip and idly debates over if it had been that lifelike bust of her father that had gone this time, or if it had been one of her mother’s miniature glass roses.

{Warrior Princess: True, forgot how much you love your dresses. I was gonna suggest dismembering the corpse for easier removal, but I guess that’s out.}

Glass smashes, and Audrey snickers to herself at Lonnie’s message.

{Who’s to say there wouldn’t be two bodies?} She counters, and hangs her purse over one of the velvet chairs. Clearly, this one was going to take a while.

{Warrior Princess: Ok…two is harder, but I could probably still work something out.}

{I could always burn them.} Audrey muses, and Lonnie sends a laughing emoji in response.

{Warrior Princess: Burning’s for amateurs! We’re going for subtly professional here, duh.}

{Of course.} Audrey texts back, barking a laugh of her own. {Because we’ve both killed tons of people and therefore count as qualified ‘professionals.’}

She sends a winking face emoji of her own and waits, but a minute goes by with no response. The rest of the house is silent as well, though she can still hear the murmur of angry voices from somewhere. At least they weren’t yelling, and nothing else had broken. Audrey pegged it at about five more minutes or so of the quiet debating before the coast would be clear enough to walk back through the front door.

In the space between texts and furious, muffled arguing, Audrey did a quick search of the AuraWeb for some other ideas. Lighting on one that sounded promising, she switches back over to messaging and texts Lonnie again.

{So, I found this one thing on an AuraWeb article that said that if I wear different sized shoes, I could cover my own footprints. And then there’s another whole section just about fashioning murder weapons! Do you think I could make some kind of poison gas from my makeup?}

Lonnie texted back before she’d even finished, her text punctuated with alternating angry and crying emojis.

{Warrior Princess: Ancestors above, Audrey, do you not think!? Now they have your trail and know what you’ve been searching!}

Audrey blushes guiltily for making Lonnie so upset, and vaguely notes that all the arguing seems to have stopped from the next room.

{Sorry, didn’t realize you were so into this…}

{Warrior Princess: Are you kidding me? I’ve literally been deleting every message since the start of this conversation.}

{Lol!}

{Warrior Princess: I don’t intend to go down for this, Drey. If we’re taking someone out, we’re doing it right or not at all.}

Audrey chuckles quietly, grinning widely as she texts back. {So dedicated, Lonnie, haha! It’s not like you’ve ever actually done something like this before though.}

A much longer beat of silence this time, and Audrey idly scoops up her purse and makes her way back to the front door. It hadn’t quite been five minutes, and she’s taking it as a good sign for the conversation that’s about to take place. Lonnie still hadn’t texted back by the time she reaches the door, and she frowns carefully, texting the other girl again.

{Right?} She texts, when her friend still hadn’t responded. {Lonnie?}

{Warrior Princess: Haha, right.…..} And a rather shifty looking smiling face emoji that has Audrey feeling genuinely worried for some reason.

{I have to go.} She texts, feeling a pang of regret as she types. {But this conversation is not over. We will be discussing your murderous tendencies later.}

{Warrior Princess: K. I’ll just sit here and keep watching over an unconscious girl…like that isn’t creepy at all.}

Audrey freezes with her hand halfway to the door handle, staring at her screen uncomprehendingly. Instinct has her panicking and all set to spiral as she thinks on her own family’s experiences with unconscious girls and the after effects of supposed ‘happy endings.’ Finally, her mind starts to work again and she rereads the message. Then she blinks, her tongue clicking against her teeth as she inhales sharply.

{Wait. WHAT?!}

{Warrior Princess: Gottagoexplainlaternotunconsiousanymoreandithinkimightdie.}

And with that, Lonnie leaves the messaging app, and Audrey slumps a little against the door frame, suddenly at a loss as to what was going on. She’s reminded, when a door closes sharply down the hall, and she straightens quickly, opening the front door and closing it hard and with intent before plastering a smile on her face.

“Hi,” she calls loudly, stepping back through the parlor and sliding her phone into the pockets of her dress. “Mom? I just thought I’d…”

Her voice tapers off as her father rounds the corner, and Philip’s tight, haggard expression instantly melts. “Princess,” he sighs, and Audrey all but falls into his arms.

“Hi Daddy,” she mumbles into the silk of his suit, and she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t at least moderately thrilled to see him.

“It’s good to see you sweetheart,” he whispers in her ear before pulling away. “But what are you doing back home? Don’t you have school? Or…” his tanned face screws in thought before his eyes return to hers. “Is it already break?”

Audrey sighs fondly and shakes her head, stepping reluctantly out of his embrace. “No, it’s not. School’s still on, I just wanted to….”

“Didn’t I tell you to leave?” her mother’s voice cuts in sharply from the direction of the sitting room. “I don’t hear you leaving!”

“Guess who’s here, Rose?” Her father calls back in response, and Audrey can’t help but wince slightly at the pet name.

Rose was Audrey’s middle name; a token reminder of a time when things were so much simpler between her parents. When all that really mattered was a half-remembered song and a secret waltz through a forest. Hearing it again now, after so much time apart from that; after the two people who had once shared that waltz had disappeared forever…it wasn’t something that Audrey particularly cherished. Especially with the way her father said it; like it was an accusation: a forced reminder of exactly what had changed between them.

“Audrey,” her mother gasps, and the sound is equal parts joy and anguish. “I didn’t think you’d be back until….”

“It’s a surprise visit,” Audrey blurts, not moving from the space between her father and the carpet that lined the mansion’s entrance. “I just had some questions about things that have been going on at school and thought talking in person would be best, so….”

She’s rambling, and she clamps down on it sharply, trying to smile despite the way her throat feels like a stone is lodged inside and her stomach twists into a thorny mess.

“Of course,” her father says cheerily, clapping a warm but overly familiar hand around her shoulder. “We’re always here for you, pumpkin.”

Her mother sniffs pointedly, and her father shoots her a filthy look and Audrey is all set to start hiding away anything remotely valuable when her mother cracks, and smiles.

“Of course,” she repeats, and gestures grandly towards the back of the house and in the general direction of the open kitchen space. “Let’s all sit and you can share.”

And so then it shifts; from “Oh, how are you dear?” and “Can’t believe how grown up you are” (“Of course you can’t, you’ve only been gone five years.”) and (“Who’s fault is that, though Rose?”) and tight looks that say Not In Front of Audrey and right back into “Heard about that decree, nasty business bringing villains into Auradon” and “Certainly hope you’re staying well away from those heathens” and “Half a mind to pull you out of there” and (“So she can do what? Spend time with you?”) and (“Must be better than spending it with you”) and Not In Front of Audrey; so by the time they finally reach the kitchen, it’s as if they’d done so by wading through a trench of fire.

Her father pulls a chair out for her and Audrey slumps into it weakly before remembering and straightens into a far more princess appropriate pose. She’s still so tired of all of this though, and she watches her father approach his own chair; watches as the disregard in his body shifts as his eyes meet hers, and he turns and extends another chair for her mother. He doesn’t push it in for her though once she’s seated, and Audrey watches as her mother scoots herself closer, an expression of tightly concealed disdain on her face.

“Now then,” her mother starts to say, before her father interrupts, tenting his fingers like this is a business meeting instead of family. (However loosely it fit.)

“So just which villains did they end up choosing?” he asks abruptly, and Audrey blinks a moment, caught off guard.

“Why...It doesn’t really matter, though, does it?” She counters carefully, simultaneously pondering why she was protecting the VKs (protecting Mal, a small part of her traitorously whispers.)

“Well clearly it matters to you,” her mother replies, and at Audrey’s wondering look. “I’m your mother, it’s my job to know these things.”

Her father swallows a scoff and nearly chokes, but her mother pointedly ignores him.

“You’re here now,” she continues with a small shrug. “You might as well tell us everything so we can help.”

We, Audrey notes. But really just one of you, because you won’t let Dad do anything, and he won’t let you do anything either, which is exactly what I’m afraid of.

“It’s not really about them at all,” Audrey lies expertly, feigning her own disinterest with a perfect roll of her eyes. “They sneak around the school and go to class when they feel like it, so no one sees them. Ben thinks that defeats the point of them being here, but honestly, I’m not complaining.”

Both of her parents relax minutely at that, and Audrey feels her worry increasing. This wasn’t going to work. This was a terrible idea and she should never have come here she knew better than to come home why was she here?

“So then what’s up buttercup?”

Her mother huffs at her father’s classic ‘Dad’ ness, but Audrey finds a small bit of relief in it all the same. She should try and utilize him over her mother, if she was being brutally honest. He would hold more weight with the Counsel, being a Prince, and his instinctive nature was always to rush headlong against something he felt was wrong (or into whatever he thought was right), regardless of rational thought. She lets her worry and fear about it all show on her face and instantly sees the way he shifts his weight so he’s leaning more into her; all set to be pointed in the right direction.

“Well, aside from the villains, (the stress was purely for her mother’s benefit, but it helps get the older Princess more engaged) there are some other new kids to the school as well, and no one really knows much about them either. Which of course, has Ben worried because there’s nothing he can’t figure out about a person, you know?”

“Just like Belle,” her mother comments, but she’s listening, which was more than Audrey could hope for.

“Yeah,” she continues, taking another slow breath. “So everyone’s trying to figure out who these kids are and about their background and…well with some of the things that were noticed we weren’t sure if…” she pauses her rambling and decides after a quick look at her father’s concerned face to just be blunt.

“What do you do if you suspect that someone’s in a not-so-great situation?”

“Well you’ll have to be more specific than that,” her mother intones, but Audrey can hear the undercurrent of doubt in her voice that she latches on to instantly.

“Ok,” Audrey agrees, and glances to her father again. “What do you if you think someone is being abused? How do you prove it, and keep them from having to go back to it?”

Her father blanches ever so slightly, though quickly recovers and instantly snaps into the hero mode that Audrey had secretly been hoping for.

“Well first of all, you’d need to establish just what sort of support system you have to work with,” her father’s voice is soothing, but intense in his confidence; in his ability to make at least this better.

“They need a safe place; somewhere, or even someone to go to that’s solely theirs.”

Audrey wasn’t sure how they’d manage that; she was almost positive that the VKs’ ‘safe place’ was each other. She says as much, leaving out specifics, but her father nods.

“That’s fine,” he says. “Make sure to set up a physical place for them as well, and make it clear that it’s theirs and no one else will come into it without their permission, or bother them while they’re there.”

She makes a mental note of it and nods for her father to continue. Her purses his lips thoughtfully, then folds his hands from their tent before speaking.

“I’m assuming you’ve already figured out or have an idea of the type of abuse they might have gone through?”

She blinks, and tries to remember what Doug had mentioned. “We aren’t sure,” she finally admits slowly. “Just that we’ve noticed a lot of bruises, and the way they always sort of flinch away whenever anyone gets too close or talks too loud, even if we’re excited.”

“Well it’s a start, at least,” her father murmurs. “Of course therapy and talking about it would help much more than just a safe place.”
Audrey thinks of the VKs (and more specifically, Carlos) and makes a face, shaking her head. “I don’t know how well talking about it would go. They’re pretty closed off.”

Although they had been opening up more, and Jay had formed a decent enough bond with Aziz before things had gone south. Carlos and Jane, too had connected. There was hope, just not enough of it.

“I guess then the best bet is to just start with the safe space,” her father says then. “That should help with getting them to open up, and from there, you can approach therapy once everyone is ready and comfortable.”

“What I want to know,” her mother speaks for the first time. “Is just who these children are, and why you care so much? More importantly, why you think we should care?”

“Well you certainly don’t miss a thing, do you?” her father mutters, and Audrey can’t help but think the same thing.

“We care,” Audrey begins, but then her mother interrupts, seizing on that.

“And you do keep saying that: ‘we.’ Who’s ‘we?’”

“Me, for one,” Audrey sighs, and her father gives her a knowing look out of the corner of his eyes. “Ben, of course. Doug, Lonnie, Jane and Chad.” (And maybe Aziz and Nikki, if they come around to the idea at all)

“Hm, and I guess it’s no surprise at least that Chad’s a part of it, given the whole Cinderella fiasco.”

Audrey presses her lips tightly together and says nothing, (which took a lot of self-control and she deserves that credit thank you very much) and her mother takes her silence as agreement and permission to continue.

“And I suppose the reason you came to us, is because you think we’d be able to say something at the next meeting. Argue to let these children stay somewhere other than in an abusive situation?”

“Ideally, yes,” Audrey says tightly. “That’s the plan, anyway.”

“You aren’t seriously suggesting we do otherwise…?”

“I’m suggesting we need more information before we decide on anything.”

Her mother says ‘we’ but talks as if her father had never sat down at the table. It’s a royal we if anything, and Audrey would have laughed at that if she weren’t mentally reminding herself that blood wouldn’t wash out of her dress and that any other option would be too amateur for Lonnie to approve of.

“Well I’ll see what I can find out,” Audrey finally says, and she stands from her chair before she can change her mind. “I’ll write.”

“You can call,” her father chimes in, almost a plea, and Audrey quickly presses a kiss to her mother’s cheek before she can fire a retort.

“I’ll keep in touch,” she says, the most she can promise either of them right now.

“Just make sure you’re careful around those villains,” her mother calls after her.

“Really, Aurora,” her father’s voice follows her to the door, heavy and weary all at once. “She can make her own decisions you know.”

(And) “Yes I do know, I’m the one who stuck around.”

(And) “Not like you left me any choice.”

(And) “Plenty of choices, you just decided not to be the hero this time!”

(And) “Don’t know why I didn’t stop to think that day in the forest. I mean, what girl sings alone in the woods?”

(And) “Last time I checked you found it endearing!”

(And Not In Front of Audrey! doesn’t matter anymore because she’s already gone, sprinting down the drive and all but throwing herself at the doors of the car that had been waiting on the other side of the bridge.)


Mal 

“Now remember, Mal,” her mother was saying, in that tight tone of voice that meant ‘this is important’ and ‘listen to me.’ “Magic isn’t something to take lightly. This is very serious, and very dangerous.”

Like me, Mal thought viciously, her hands twisting under the table. I’m a dragon, and what are you? Just a little shrimp.

“Magic isn’t yours. You do not use magic; magic uses you.”

How about I show you just how powerful I am? Mal thought, fighting against the sneer that wanted to curl her lips, focusing on the motion of her fingers instead, imagining flames in her palms. You wouldn’t look so smug then.

“I can only teach you the basics; it’s up to you to make something of yourself and earn your full name,” her mother intoned severely. “Now, when you harness your magic- and that’s all it really is for now; you are the vessel- it might only manifest itself in little sparks at first. But then it will lead to so much more, if you’re truly willing to learn and-- Are you listening to me?”

Mal stiffened at the sudden spike in her mother’s tone, her eyes flickering up to meet furious green.

“Yes,” she whispered, instantly darting her eyes away while she still could.

“What was I saying?” Maleficent demanded, and Mal straightened, instantly reciting.

“You said that magic isn’t something to be used, it’s harnessed. I’m the vessel for the power, and I might not make more than sparks at first, but once I learn more…” she finished with a wicked smile, feeling her own eyes light with green as she imagined what she’d do to that muddy little shrimp.

“That’s my little dragon,” her mother hissed with that fierce pride she so rarely showed now. “Someday, the two of us will…”

“Mama,” Mal interrupted, and despite the sudden glare Maleficent threw her in response, she found herself plunging ahead. “Do you love me?”

Maleficent went entirely still, her eyes suddenly a much brighter green. “You are eight years old, Mal," she said slowly, her voice devoid of emotion. "Haven’t I told you that you’re too old for such babyish names? Now, then. The barrier won’t allow for much in terms of expressing your magic, which is why if you ever get off of this rock, the transition will be painful. But I know…”

“Mother,” Mal said, too sharp. Too urgent. “Do you love me.”

At least my mother loves me.’ The shrimp had screamed in her face, laughing despite the blood that tangled with the seaweed in her hair. ‘Yours wouldn’t know what love was even if she cut out her heart and gave it to you.

And sure, it had been twisting the fairy-tales, and yes, Mal had made her scream in other ways for that comment; but the words had been like ice as they slid down Mal’s back, and even though the moment had long past, the chill they left behind stuck with her.

Mal watched as the green left her mother’s eyes, her arms lowering from the dramatic pose they had been in. Mal grit her jaw in determination and lifted her head to continue staring at her mother as she slowly drew closer to the table.

“Where did you get such a foolish idea from?” Maleficent murmured, and though her tone was disguised as thoughtful, Mal could detect the danger just underneath. “Really, Mal?”

She tried not to blink, to not feel as though she had swallowed one of Jay’s poisons. Seeing as she had done just that a few weeks ago, the comparison here wasn’t all that dissimilar. There was that same acid burning in her throat, the fire as it hit her stomach. The lurching, wrenching feeling in her gut as her insides tried to tear themselves apart. And then, the slow, debilitating calm that came over everything as her body went into shock…

Maleficent turned away with a sharp snarl of disgust. “I thought I raised you better than that. This isn’t Auradon.”

“But do you love me?” Mal demanded, feeling the tears well up in spite of herself. She had to say yes. She had to say of course I love you, even if this is the Isle and there’s no true way to show positive feelings without danger. You’re my little dragon. My daughter. Of course….

“Love is for fairy-tales, Mal.”

At least my mother loves me.

Mal decided that she was going to kill the shrimp next time.


Lonnie

Of all the ideas for a fun time on a Friday evening, sitting in a high-backed plastic chair and watching an unconscious villain kid sleep wasn’t exactly on Lonnie’s list. Although, Audrey’s extremely entertaining messages were certainly making the situation a little less weird. It wasn’t that Lonnie felt unsafe being this close to Mal, even with the other girl’s current state (or, lack of) awareness. She wouldn’t have volunteered so hastily otherwise. If anything, Lonnie was absolutely thrilled at the idea; of the chance to dispel some of her own grand views of the VKs and get to know them.

But there wasn’t much getting to know at the moment. An IV was attached to Mal’s arm, clear liquid dripping steadily down the shallow tube. The Fairy Godmother had seemed surprised, but hadn’t protested when she’d walked in and seen Lonnie in the midst of dragging a chair closer to the bed. Instead she sighed and gave a quick, tight smile, before going about a brief explanation of what she was doing and what Lonnie should do if x.y.z happened.

Lonnie eyed the monitor, noting its still even beat, and stifled a short laugh as she read Audrey’s latest text. She didn’t envy the other girl her position; regretted, in fact, that her friend still had to put up with all the drama her parents kicked up. But she also recognized and respected Audrey’s determination to fight against the powers that be, especially when she knew the other girl didn’t exactly disagree with said powers. Lonnie, on the other hand, didn’t really need much of an excuse to fight. There was an injustice happening here, and as long as she had the opportunity then by all the ancestors she was going to do something about it!

The VKs didn’t get enough to eat. They didn’t get enough sunlight. Or water. Clothes they did possess, but really, Lonnie thought, eyeing the fraying threads in Mal’s jeans. Define ‘clothes.’ The Fairy Godmother, along with Merry, Flo and Faun, had gone almost as pale as Mal as the various results from whatever tests they had done started popping up. They’d fluttered anxiously and whispered together before the Fairy Godmother had decided she needed to make some ‘calls;’ with all the secretive importance emphasized, before leaving Lonnie unceremoniously ‘in charge.’

And so, Lonnie sat and watched Mal’s chest rise and fall, eyed the green straps secured around her wrists and ankles, counted how long until the next beep of the monitor. As a game, Lonnie decided to try an exercise her parents had often tried to teach her when she was younger, but never quite had the patience to master. She waited, scrutinizing Mal’s breathing a bit more before slowly releasing her own breath and drawing it back in as Mal’s chest rose. She was off by a beat of the monitor, so she exhaled slowly and did it again. And again. Until she was barely half a beat off and pretty proud of herself.

She slowly drew her phone from her pocket, still careful of her breath control, and loses when she snorts softly at Audrey’s latest text.

{A Rose with Thorns: So dedicated, Lonnie, haha! It’s not like you’ve ever actually done something like this before though.}

Lonnie barely contains her laugh so it comes out more like a heavy puff of air instead of the louder outburst it wants to be. Sure she’d never killed a person before, but her dad liked his hunting trips as much as the next ‘modern man,’ and even her mom had done her fair share when it came to the nitty gritty of all that such activities required. Many a family vacation consisted of hunting tours disguised as camping trips for the more faint-hearted Auradonians; with Lonnie and her dad going out with weapons drawn and blazing, while her mom scouted their ideal territory and defended it until they got back.

Not to mention of course, the various and mass amount of weapons training that had been engrained in her since she’d turned two. So yes, Lonnie was more than proficient enough to be giving Audrey all the advice she desired.

{A Rose with Thorns: Right? Lonnie?}

{Haha, right…}

And of course, having fun and scaring her just a little bit. Lonnie smirked to herself as she sent the corresponding emoji with the text, effectively giving up on the game of matching her breathing to Mal’s as she laughed softly with Audrey’s next message; the other girl promising that their discussion was far from over. The bit about Lonnie supposedly having ‘murderous tendencies’ was just an added bonus in her opinion.

She cast a quick eye back over to Mal as she responded, frowning at the monitor as it seemed to skip a beat before resuming. If the beats were just a tad more rhythmic than their previous steady pace, Lonnie only registered it subconsciously. Consciously, she was debating if her quip to Audrey about watching unconscious girls sleeping being creepy had been in poor taste. But she didn’t have much time to debate for long, as the monitor spiked sharply, just as a harsh gasp slipped past Mal’s lips.
Instantly, Lonnie was alert, letting her own sharp intake of breath fall in line with Mal’s next exhale, her fingers flying over the screen of her phone and producing a massive, barely legible run-on for Audrey to interpret.

{Gottagoexplainlaternotunconsiousanymoreandithinkimightdie.}

She’d hit Send and slipped her phone back into her pocket before Mal had managed another breath, which was really saying something since Lonnie was now actively working to get her own breath back under control. It wasn’t quite a game anymore now, though Lonnie wasn’t sure yet if she’d truly meant it when she’d said she thought she might die. She eyed the red button beside the monitor to her left; the promise that the Fairy Godmother had left that they would be there right away as soon as she pressed it giving her enough confidence to relax minutely from her tense pose.

As she did, Mal’s eyes flickered open, and Lonnie felt a chill at the fire she could see burning in the green within. Then the other girl spoke, and she had another reason to be more concerned.

“Who are you, and why are you still alive?”

Despite being unconscious for almost three hours, Mal’s voice, while raspy, held an impossible crackle of power. Instinct and pride kicked in, and Lonnie straightened in her chair, lifting her chin slightly.

“Lonnie, daughter of Fa Mulan and Li Shang,” she announces with all the dignity those house names require. “And, as for why I’m not dead, well, it could have something to do with my being assigned to watch over you.”

“Great,” Mal snaps, the fire dimming from her eyes and leaving a much more natural usual green. “So I guess you’re my warden, then?”

Lonnie blinks, relaxing from her stiff posture slowly and making sure her hands were still in her lap.

“Not necessarily,” she replies. “I just thought I’d keep you company, and you know, be a friendly face when you finally woke up.”

Mal scoffs through her nose, her eyes narrowing at the ceiling. “There’s no such thing. And anyway, I don’t need ‘friendly.’ What I need is for you to tell me where the rest of my group is, and then leave before I change my mind about keeping you alive.”

Lonnie can’t help it. She laughs, chuckling softly while something inside her soars gleefully. She’d finally found someone else who shared her own (admittedly vaguely morbid) sense of humor. She wasn’t about to pass this up for anything!

“What part of anything I just said did you not get?” Mal says, frowning, and Lonnie shakes her head quickly, stifling her laughter with difficulty.

“No, I’m sorry,” she says, still grinning broadly. “It’s just, you’re so me!”

Mal doesn’t seem to know what to say to that, judging by the way her face screws up. Or rather, Lonnie suspects, she was just trying to think of the right curses to use.

“But, to answer your question, the last I saw, Evie Jay and Carlos were together and in the dorms,” Lonnie continues, and Mal seems to relax at that, though it’s impossible to say for sure as the other girl still seems kind of tense.

“Well that’s good to hear,” Mal mutters, before laughing herself. “Never thought I’d say ‘good’ and mean it like that before.”

Lonnie smiles a bit, and is all set to make a joke of her own when Mal continues.

“So…guessing by the fact that I can’t move and also happen to be in the infirmary, and that you’re here instead of, I don’t know, Ben or the rest of my group, nothing ‘good’ is happening outside of those doors.”

Lonnie feels her soaring hope sink suddenly, and she sucks a slow breath as she debates the best way to go about this. The fairies hadn’t left any instructions on what to do about this, and she idly wonders if she could press the red button now to save herself the difficulty. But that wasn’t what either of her parents would do and she knows it, so instead she braces herself for Mal’s reaction, and answers.

“After what happened in the gardens, there was a lot of debate about what was going to be done, and how to keep things from spiraling out of control.” She keeps her voice level, and calm. Not accusing, and not blaming. Simply stating facts. “It was decided by King Adam that having the VKs in Auradon was too dangerous, and he revoked Ben’s decree.”
Lonnie stops just before the added clarification that they were going back to the Isle as Mal seemed to have already gotten it. She’d gone almost deathly pale, her fingers gripping the sides of the infirmary bed so tightly Lonnie half expected the metal to start warping.

“He can do that.” Mal’s voice was blank, also just stating facts, but tight with what Lonnie knew was suppressed panic. “Of course he can. He’s the King. Of course he can…fuck.”

The curse comes out as a trembling breath, and Lonnie had inched herself forward and curled her fingers around Mal’s with barely a thought. “It’s ok, Mal,” she says calmly. “We’re not going to let him send you guys back. We’re doing everything we can to fight him. It’s going to be ok.”

She forces herself away from the phrases like ‘no one’s going to hurt you,’ and ‘you’re not dying,’ because she’d seen for herself the realities and well founded-ness of those fears. She doesn’t want to give the other girl any more reason for panic, and already, her promises seemed to have broken through.

“You’re…what?”

Lonnie subtly shifts her left hand to press the red button, if only because it was about time the fairies knew what was going on, squeezing Mal’s hand gently with her right.

“You didn’t really think we’d just let him send you back without a fight, did you?” She says it as lightly as she can, but judging by the way Mal’s jaw clenches, it’s not as lightly received.

“Well, we are,” Lonnie says firmly. “He can’t make such a huge decision without approval, and we’re going to argue for why it’s better for you guys here.”

“I don’t know whether to be touched,” Mal says slowly, her expression pinched. “Or disgusted.”

Lonnie blinks, caught off guard. She realizes belatedly that her hand is grasping open air, as Mal had jerked it away at some point during the conversation. Lonnie lets out a reflexive, nervous laugh, and Mal’s lips press tighter together.

“I uh…I’m not sure why that would be a bad thing,” Lonnie broaches carefully, and Mal’s eyes flash indignantly.

“Maybe the part where you Auradonians don’t have a fucking clue as to what it’s like over there; what our lives are like, and yet here you are still bragging about this wonderful thing you’re doing for the poor abused villain kids!”

Mal’s tirade ends abruptly, and Lonnie thinks she can practically hear the other girl’s jaw snap shut. It hangs there between them, that word, and Lonnie can’t think of anything else to say other than:

“I never said you guys were abused.”

“You were thinking it,” Mal says immediately, her eyes instantly darting away and towards the opposite wall, so Lonnie can no longer make out her expression. “All of you. It’s that stupid fucking pity look you do that gives it away.”

Before Lonnie can think of an adequate response to that, the door clicks open and the fairies flutter in. Mal’s reaction is instantaneous; she tenses, and the eye contact she gives to the Fairy Godmother as the woman enters is like a challenge and a warning and a threat all at once.

“Well I’m relieved to see you awake at least,” the Fairy Godmother says, either not noticing or just tactfully not mentioning the look in Mal’s eyes. “How are you feeling, Mal?”

“Pissed as all fuck.”

Lonnie spreads her hands helplessly at the Fairy Godmother’s lifted brow, while Merry chokes in the background.

“Well,” the Fairy Godmother finally says slowly. “I suppose that’s to be expected given just how much magic you exhausted.”

“Yeah,” Mal mutters lowly. “It’s not like I had sixteen years’ worth of magic locked inside me or anything. No consequences there at all.”

No one misses the sharp bitterness in her tone, but Lonnie somehow gets the impression that it’s not necessarily directed at them. Regardless, it causes the fairies to exchange a tight, anxious look, and the Fairy Godmother to straighten severely.

“Yes,” she says tightly, checking Mal’s monitor and adjusting the IV minutely. “In regards to that, Mal, we have some questions for you.”

Mal tenses further, something guarded going up behind her eyes. “Ok,” she says carefully, and the Fairy Godmother exchanges another glance with the fairies before turning back to Mal.

“Given the extent of your ‘magical hiatus,’ if you will, the range and capabilities you demonstrated in the gardens should have been nearly impossible; even with tapping into the loose magic here in Auradon.”

Mal’s eyes flicker, but her expression remains more or less the same. She nods her head as if to say ‘ok, and?’ and the Fairy Godmother lifts a brow at her in a silent counter. Lonnie has to fight to remain neutral and unnoticed in this battle of wills, and she fiddles idly with the cuff of her bracelet as Mal’s jaw clenches slightly.

“Yes,” Mal says finally, and the Fairy Godmother seems subtly surprised. Clearly, she hadn’t been expecting to win that interaction. “My mother taught me magic on the Isle. She started when I was four, and didn’t stop even when the limo pulled up to our door a week ago.”

Lonnie thinks a smile might have crept around the edges of Mal’s mouth at those last words, but it’s gone too fast for her to tell for sure. The Fairy Godmother nods, and looks strangely pleased.

“I suspected as much,” she says. “And, as loathe as I am to admit this given the circumstances, teaching you about magic and the extent of your own was…is, a good thing.”
Mal blinks, and the guardedness in her eyes falls away. “Really?”

“Yes, well, I doubt the king would be pleased to hear such news,” the Fairy Godmother admits ruefully. “But, really. I shudder to think of just how much damage could have been done if you’d simply been let loose in Auradon without such knowledge or grasp of your abilities, surrounded by untapped magic….”

She trails off with a vague sound and Mal straightens on the bed, latching onto something in the other woman’s words.

“Yes, well,” Mal says, in precisely the same cadence and tone as the older fairy. “I’ll be sure to tell my mother when I see her that Fairy Godmother herself said that breaking the law and teaching me magic was a good thing.”

“If I have anything to say for it, and believe me, I do, it will be some time yet before that happens,” the Fairy Godmother replies without hesitation, and something uncertain crosses Mal’s face.

“I thought the King made a decree,” she says slowly, inching her way further upright.

“He did,” the Fairy Godmother admits. “But if he thinks he’s just going to toss you four back to that Isle without any reckoning from me, well…he has another thing coming.”

“This from the woman who helped make the decision to restrain Carlos,” Mal snarls through gritted teeth, her own wrists straining pointedly. “Forgive me if I’m not exactly leaping for joy.”

“It…was a decision that I believed was necessary at the time,” the Fairy Godmother answers carefully, her voice heavy. “And one that I do deeply regret, as I fear you no longer trust that I have your best interests at heart.”

“Don’t take it too personally,” Mal mutters. “It’s not a first for us and it won’t be the last, so spare me the tearful apologies.”

She was doing that thing again, Lonnie realized with a start. Just like in the gardens and briefly what Lonnie had witnessed in the cafeteria that one time. Lashing out and hurling insults, putting up a fight to cover her fear. The Fairy Godmother notices it too, if the slightly concerned, ‘not buying your act’ look on her face was any indication. Before either of them could respond, however, Faun stepped forward and spoke instead.

“If anyone should be apologizing, it’s you,” she says sternly, leveling Mal with a surprisingly fierce look. “But as it stands, we have other important things to discuss: such as your lifestyle habits. So if you’d be so kind as to tell us…”

“I know you,” Mal says, cutting across the young woman’s tirade. “Why do I know you?”

The girl’s eyes narrow, and Lonnie thinks she sees a hint of green sparking in them before Mal’s expression clears and it’s gone again.

“Oh right,” Mal says softly, a dangerous undercurrent in her tone. “That’s why.”

And before anyone has time to question how or what, the edge of Faun’s cape is suddenly showered in sparks, the fabric catching almost instantly in such a flare of brilliant green, it makes the young woman’s hair look cheap in comparison.

“That,” Mal says, “Was for killing my mother.” Her voice is startlingly weak despite the triumph that colors her tone.

Merry and Flo shoot her matching, disgruntled looks while Faun smoothly whips her cape off her shoulder and stomps firmly on the flames.

“I suppose…it’s only fair,” Faun gasps breathlessly, glaring at the now thoroughly ruined cape beneath her feet, and holding out a hand to calm her twittering siblings and the Fairy Godmother.

“Although, for the record Mal, we didn’t kill your mother. That would be uh, our mothers, but seeing as they live in Camelot you’ll have a hard time reaching them.”

She smiles tightly in the face of Mal’s scowl, and Lonnie has to give the young fairy-woman massive credit for her guts, and for her calm. The Fairy Godmother clears her throat pointedly, and Mal’s glare shifts focus, though Lonnie can see the flicker of uncertainty in her eyes, the subtle clenching of her hands.

“I think,” the Fairy Godmother says slowly, clearly struggling to remain calm. “That it would be best if I only had one of you here, to minimize…well.”

Lonnie sighs, inwardly sinking in defeat before rising from her chair. She knew she would be kicked out eventually, but still, she had been hoping….

“Lonnie dear,” the Fairy Godmother says softly, and Lonnie blinks, looking up at the other woman. “Would you mind terribly staying? I know it’s a lot to ask of you but--”

“No of course,” Lonnie blurts, then clears her throat, composing herself quickly and slipping into a far more neutral tone. “I mean, I’d be glad to help.”

The splutters and protests from the other fairies are silenced by Faun, who tosses the Fairy Godmother a brief, grateful look before shooing her siblings out the door. Lonnie turns carefully and resumes her seat, suddenly aware of the fact that now it was just her, the Fairy Godmother, and Mal, and while she still wasn’t afraid, she was certainly more cautious. If Mal decided she didn’t like her, what then? Would she be roasted just as the fairies had been?

“Those three,” the Fairy Godmother sighs, shaking her head. “While I don’t condone your actions in the slightest, Mal, I do know how overwhelming they can be at times.”

Mal makes a quite humming sound that Lonnie thinks might have been a laugh, but says nothing else, and the Fairy Godmother continues.

“That being said, due to the recent circumstances I think that it’s best that while you remain here in Auradon I continue with your magic lessons.”

“I don’t…I don’t get it,” Mal mutters, her fingers tapping against the bars of the bed. “There’s a whole decree. We’re not going to be in Auradon for much longer. Why are you…?”

“Because I think it’s important for you to have as much knowledge about your magic as possible,” the Fairy Godmother says, cutting across Mal’s protest. “And as for your last concern well, as I said, I’m going to do everything I can to ensure your stay here.”

“And we’re all helping,” Lonnie chimes in, finally glad to have things back on a track she can follow. “Ben has a plan. We’re not going to leave you to the Isle again.”

“Thanks,” Mal says shortly, her eyes sharp even if her voice didn’t quite carry it. “But no thanks. We’ve seen all we need to; Auradon’s fine or whatever but the Isle is where we belong. Clearly.”

“Mal, I understand that things seem difficult…impossible even. But I really think if you give us a chance--”

“No.” Mal snaps, and her tone is sharp as she bares her teeth in a fierce expression at the Fairy Godmother. “You don’t get a say here. You don’t get to just bippidy boppidy boo things better this time. Not after what you did to Carlos…to us.” She shakes her head, gritting her jaw. “No.”

The Fairy Godmother looks stunned, and then resigned, nodding her head slowly and taking a half step back. “I understand,” she says softly. “But I hope you understand that I do care about what happens to you. All of you. And I will still be here whenever you are ready.”

She turns for the door then, and Lonnie starts slightly. It’s an entirely understandable strategy; a tactical retreat and regroup, but the gesture still leaves her caught off guard and more unsure than ever before. The Fairy Godmother pauses before leaving to look back at her with a reassuring smile and a nod.

“I’ll be just in the hall.” She says it to both of them, and yet Lonnie is sure it’s entirely for her benefit. “If you need anything.”

And then she’s gone, and Lonnie is alone with Mal. The room is silent for a tense moment, and then Mal lets out a harsh exhale and sits fully upright in the bed, stretching down to undo the straps around her ankles.

“Finally,” the other girl mutters under her breath. “About time she got the fucking hint.”

Lonnie blinks, though she’s not as surprised as she should have been that Mal had somehow freed herself from the restraints. Honestly, the girl had been secretly wondering how long it would take the other to do just that, and Lonnie is secretly pleased to see that she hadn’t underestimated the other girl.

“Do you want me to go, too?” she asks, and Mal sighs again, laying back against the pillows.

“No,” she says, then frowns. “I mean yes, but…no.”

“Ok.” Lonnie eases back in her chair just a bit, and Mal seems to relax slightly as well.

“Why didn’t you run?” Mal says, and Lonnie looks up at her, but the other girl’s eyes are closed, her hands still at her sides. “In the garden. Now. Aren’t you terrified of the horrible villains?”

“I don’t see any horrible villains,” Lonnie answers honestly, and Mal’s hands turn into fists again, but her eyes remain closed, impassive. “I just see kids. Like us.”

“I am nothing like you,” Mal spits, her eyes opening enough to dart a narrow-eyed glare in Lonnie’s direction. “None of us are, and that was your first mistake. Assuming that we’re in any way like you.”

“Ok,” Lonnie says, eager for the challenge but anxious as to just what she might find out if she pressed. “How are we different?”

Mal scoffs, forcing herself upright and glaring at Lonnie. “Well let’s start with the simple fact that our parents are villains and yours are heroes and go from there.”

“That doesn’t necessarily mean…,” Lonnie tries, but falls silent at the sharp look Mal gives her. “Ok,” she concedes instead. “Maybe it does, but it doesn’t change the fact that you guys are still kids, and pretty much just want the same things we do.”

“Which are what, again?” Mal asks, that same sharp skepticism reflecting in her voice. “I guess we were all just so busy with staying alive and avoiding our parents that we forgot.”

And Lonnie definitely seized on that little bit of information, noting the tight inflection as Mal said the words ‘avoiding our parents’; the way she seemed to tense over the phrase. That and of course, the emphasis on staying alive, as if every minute not spent looking over your shoulder resulted in a painful death. Or just pain in general. It’s a horribly sobering thought, and one that Lonnie doesn’t want to focus on but knows that she has to if this is going to work.

“Well,” Lonnie says, forcing a light tone despite the fact that this wasn’t anything to be light over. “Really it’s just simple living, you know? Things like having friends, having fun. Love, family. Stuff like that.”

“My point still stands,” Mal says, her words clipped in what Lonnie thinks might be anger, but suspects is something heavier. Grief.

“But even on the Isle you guys had to have had something like that,” Lonnie tries, and Mal smirks without humor.

“Something like that.”

Lonnie is entirely silent, unable to process- no, she’s able to process, she just doesn’t want to. Doesn’t want to think of all the implications, doesn’t want to imagine the things the VKs might have gone through. Mal takes in the look on her face, seeming to read her thoughts from her expression. This time when she smiles, it’s a bit more genuine, though Lonnie feels vaguely horrified by it.

“It’s ok,” the girl says, with far too much calm for the ideas going through Lonnie’s head. “We’re used to getting Auradon’s leftovers.”

And that’s when it solidifies in Lonnie’s mind just how messed up a system it was. That the VK’s lives were so far removed from their own; that even the idea of things like family and friends (love) were nothing more than unwanted leftovers. Just the same cast off ideals from Auradon, sent to the same trash filled demise as everything else- to the Isle of the Lost.


 

Jay 

It was Tuesday, and Jay was late. He darted through the alleyways, avoiding taking the direct route through the market. Odds were slim that Mal would be at home at the castle anyway, but it would also mean less of a risk of being seen by any unwanted eyes. The hideout was on the very edge of the village, just straddling the border between the wharf and the docks. It was a source of contention amongst all the gangs, because the one who held the docks, held the food and anything else that Auradon sent over. Sure, there were Auradonian guards with each drop to make sure the items reached the markets, but what was a bag or two of soggy bread snagged by a child?

Jay knew better than to hope of ever taking the docks, not with Uma and her pirates claiming the place, but Mal’s hideout was the next best thing; close enough to the docks to scavenge and yet still being untouchable by being on the mainland, if only by three-quarters. None of that would really matter though unless he got there, and he was already two weeks overdue for meeting Mal. Never mind that it hadn’t been him so much as his father’s deal for his life that had caused the delay. Mal wouldn’t forgive him for delaying any further.
Which was how Jay found himself sneaking around the edge of the docks, holding his breath and doing everything he could to stay as low to the ground as possible. It wasn’t an ideal shortcut, but if he made it through the drain pipe at the far side, he’d be right near the hideout and then…

“Hi.”

He shot upright, knife in hand even as his heart leapt into his throat. Jay fought not to grimace at the shaggy-haired boy in front of him, very much aware of the not-so-casual way the youth’s fingers curled around the hilt his sword.

“Hi,” Jay offered back tersely, darting a quick glance over his shoulder. The rest of the dock was clear, so where had this idiot come from?

“You’re not supposed to be here,” the boy said, and though his voice sounded vague, there was a very real threat underlying the way he eyed Jay’s dull colored vest and compared it to his own bright yellow one.

“No,” Jay agreed cautiously, taking a careful step to the left. “No, I’m not, so if I could just….”

“I don’t think Uma would like it if she found out a mainlander had been in her territory,” the boy said, frowning dangerously at Jay. “I’m not sure I should let you go.”

“Gil,” Jay hissed desperately. “Please.”

There wasn’t enough sun this far into the docks, but Jay still could have sworn he saw a glint as the other boy slowly drew his sword. It would have been more menacing if done by anyone else, but the way Gil did it, it was more like he was mentally reminding himself that swords are sharp and he had to be careful using it.

“No mainlanders on the docks,” Gil said, just as slowly and carefully as he’d drawn his sword. “That’s the rule, and Harry says everyone knows it, so if anyone is here that shouldn’t be, it’s their own fault what happens to them.”

Jay groaned, tugging his knife free from his belt and adjusting his grip so the blade faced his own body and not Gil’s. “Yeah but you know me,” he tried, edging another step to the left.

Gil matched his step perfectly, and Jay cursed himself for ever thinking the kid was as idiotic as he appeared.

“I do know you Jay,” he said, and though he grinned brightly at the idea, he didn’t sheath his sword. “Maybe that will help Uma not be so mad.”

“I doubt it,” Jay grumbled, trying another quick step. But Gil matched that one as well, the smile fading slowly from his face.

“You’re right,” he said. “It won’t.”

Then he lunged, and Jay sucked a sharp breath, twisting his body around the blade and flinging up his own knife to counter. Gil easily parried the attack and swung again, aiming low towards Jay’s hip. Jay didn’t understand what he was trying to do, so instead of blocking with his knife, he tried for another lunge of his own. Gil jerked his head sharply to the side, missing the blow that would have blinded him by mere inches, and at the same moment, Jay felt something give and heard a high, metallic cling! chink! ding! that could only mean one thing.

“Oh shit,” he hissed, ducking his head and ramming his shoulder sharply into Gil’s chin. The other boy staggered, and it was just distraction enough that Jay could spare a hasty second to stoop, his fingers scrabbling desperately along the cobbles for his lost treasures. His bag must have come undone, he thought frantically, dark eyes scanning for the tiny silver teapot he’d snagged earlier that morning. Damn it, where…?

He’s pulled rather viciously from his search by a hand, long fingers tangling in his hair and jerking up at the roots. He let out a strangled yell in spite of himself, and is all set to swing a fist backwards when a cold voice stops him abruptly.

“Well, now. Wha’ do we have here?”

The voice is soft but strongly syllabled; all long vowels and hushed ‘h’s. The kind of voice that sent chills down your spine, and it only depended on what mood he was in which kind of shivering you would be doing.

“Harry.”

Gil said the name with something like joy, though it was muffled by the hand he’d pressed tightly over his mouth. The hand in Jay’s hair didn’t loosen, but shifted slightly as its owner leant forward.

“Le’ me see, mate,” he demanded of Gil, who lowered his hand with some reluctance to reveal his split lip, the beginnings of a bruise already starting to show along his jaw where Jay had rammed him with his shoulder.

Harry stiffened with a Cat-like hiss, and Jay went very still, not daring to breathe.

“Ye hurt Gil,” Harry growled in Jay’s ear, all disapproval and scowls. “Nobody hurts Gil.”

“I’m fine, though, Harry,” Gil assured quickly, fumbling to sheath his sword and still keep his lip from bleeding. “Besides, he was already leaving.”

“Was ‘e now?”

Jay shuddered at the way Harry’s voice dropped, dulcet tones that promised nothing but violence. He tried to comfort himself on the fact that at least the other boy hadn’t drawn his sword or anything yet, but then he heard the sickening sshrk! of grating metal, and felt something cool and curved on his cheek.

“And jest wha’ was a filthy mainlander doin’ in our turf, eh?”

“Oh, well he was trying to get back to the mainland,” Gil helpfully supplied, smiling in what he probably thought was a reassuring way. “But I stopped him. Not bad, right Harry?”

“Nah, mate,” Harry agreed. “No’ bad at all.”


Mal 

Mal had had it with waiting for Jay, and was currently doing the one thing she swore to herself she would never do. She was going to talk to Jafar. The sleazy vizier-turned-salesman was the last person whose company she would have sought out, but it had been two weeks since she’d last seen Jay, and it was Tuesday and almost noon. She was going to have her partner back or someone was going to die.

She’d only been to Jay’s father’s house once, and it hadn’t been for long, but she’d memorized the route from the Bargain Castle to the Merchant’s Square, and it wasn’t hard to work out Jafar’s shop from all the others; it being the only one decorated in garish shades of red and dull yellows and oranges that made Mal think of hot sun reflecting off white sand. Not that she would have ever seen such a thing herself, with the Isle being drenched in near perpetual grey and clouds. But it was what she thought of anyway.
She paused just long enough outside of the door to draw her knife, fingering the edge of the blade as she gripped the hilt tightly. Then she shoved aside the curtain with little ceremony, summoning all the authority she held as daughter of the ruler of the Isle into her voice.

“Jafar.”

A small bell chimed at the back of the shop and there he was, stooping and bowing as he shuffled forward, seeming only half aware of his surroundings.

“Yes, of course,” he murmured smoothly, still not looking at her. “What can I help….”

She knew right away when he noticed her because his words dropped off with a distinct, unpleasant noise, and when she glanced at him it was to catch a sneer curling his lips.

“What do you want, brat?” he growled dismissively at her, and Mal cocked a hip, placing a stern hand on it and glaring right back.

“I want your son,” she said lowly. “He hasn’t shown in two weeks and I’m sure you’re aware of the deal you made with my mother. I can’t learn if he’s nowhere to be found.”

Jafar muttered something in Arabic under his breath, and though Mal didn’t know what it was, she could infer that it was some kind of insult. Despite the less than warm reception, she noted a hint of something heavy- almost guilty- in his eyes as he glowered at her.

“I haven’t seen him either,” he muttered sourly, shuffling away to arrange a shelf. “Two weeks ago, I made an exchange with a certain mahrab…a sort of dealer, if you will.”
Mal’s eyes narrowed, honing in on the inflection in the way Jafar said the foreign word; the disdain and yet, again, that grieved sort of guilt; an anxiousness and disgust in his eyes as they dart away from hers.

“A trafficker, you mean,” she hissed, and Jafar stiffened defensively, but said nothing.

“Where is he now?” Mal demanded, taking a step forward and fingering the blade of her knife once more. “How do I know Jay isn’t dead in a gutter somewhere? Two weeks?”

She forced her tone to remain level despite the way her stomach and mind revolted at the idea of Jay in such a position. “Maybe I’ll tell my mother about this after all. I can’t imagine she would be pleased at finding out how you’ve gone back on your deal with her to strike up another one with someone else. I wonder…”

Her words were stopped abruptly by a blow across her face, the force of it snapping her head to the side. She gripped her knife a little tighter as she shot Jafar a murderous look, only to receive another blow and a hissed curse in Arabic in response.

“You little bitch,” he snarled, in English this time, and she idly wondered if what he had called her in Arabic had been worse.

It had certainly been longer, though she realized that now wasn’t the time to ponder over insults so much as decide if she really wanted to fight with Jafar right now. After dodging a third blow, she decided she didn’t, not if Jay was still missing in action. She complained internally, but sheathed her knife and lowered her eyes, dropping her hostile posture into something more submissive.

“I just want to know where Jay is,” she repeated slowly, though this time she made sure her voice held no malice, and kept her hands open and calm at her sides.

“The deal wasn’t meant to extend this long,” Jafar finally grumbled, but whether he was referring to his deal with the trafficker or the one he’d made with Maleficent, Mal didn’t know. “If he’s not still…he would mostly likely just continue with what he planned with you. I haven’t seen him, clearly,” Jafar gestured emphatically towards his bare shelves.

“I’ll make sure to remind him of that if I see him,” Mal muttered, but she was already checked out of the conversation. It hadn’t gotten her nowhere except to more frustration, though if Jafar was telling the truth about Jay’s own commitment to teaching her, then the only place he could be was the hideout.

Mal was gone from Jafar’s shop before the man had finished complaining about his stock, and only once she was tucked safely into an alcove and out of the street did she cup her stinging cheek.

“Asshole,” she grumbled, wincing at the shallow cut from the man’s ring.

The market was in full swing by the time she reached it, though everyone stayed well out of her way with one well placed, green eyed glare. She smirked to herself, and managed the trek to the hide out with no trouble. Which is what made her arrival at the hideout that much more disappointing when she discovered it empty. She snarled in disgust and leant over the railing, peering through the gaps between buildings and debated whether she dare go to her mother for help, when a sudden voice from down below jarred her from her brooding.

“Hey Mal.”

She straightened, and frowned down to see a familiar head of dirty blond hair tucked beneath a light blue cap; a bright yellow vest with far too many buckles to be functional.

“Gil,” she called back warily, shifting her weight so her casual lean was more defensive.

“Uma sent me to get you,” the boy said, smiling at her despite the hand that moved with clear intent towards the sword at his belt.

“Did she now?” Mal questioned disinterestedly, though her mind was racing, and she didn’t like the connections it was making.

“You’re not gonna make me climb all those stairs, are you?” Gil asked, frowning worriedly at the thought. “Cuz she’s been waiting a while and I don’t think….”

“What’s really going on here Gil?” Mal demanded, letting her eyes light with her frustration. Gil’s expression shifted suddenly into serious, his eyes dark as his frown deepened.

“We have Jay. And you know what happens to mainlanders who trespass into Uma’s territory.”

“I’ll be right down.”

Gil was silent as they walked through the narrow alleyways dividing the docks from the rest of the Island, though the various buckles and snaps on his clothing clicked and jingled obnoxiously, grating on Mal’s already fraught nerves.

“So,” she finally said, if only to break the silence. “What sort of mood is your boyfriend in today?” She made sure to put every bit of her disgust and hatred for Uma into the term, and Gil gave her a confused look out of the corner of his eyes.

“Huh?”

“Harry,” Mal growled, rolling her eyes. Gil’s mouth opening into an ‘oh’ shape, before suddenly snapping shut as she frowned at her again.

“Harry’s not my boyfriend,” he said slowly, then he blinked, as though realizing something himself. “Is he?”

Mal stifled a groan of frustration and tried to pick up the pace, but Gil had already stopped in the middle of the alley and was frowning at the space between the cobbles.

“I mean, I guess I could always ask him,” he murmured to himself, and Mal grimaced, shaking her head sharply.

“I don’t think that would end well for you,” she snapped harshly, and Gil blinked at the stones, pouting his lip in thought.

“Probably not,” he mumbled, still more to himself than her. “Maybe….”

He didn’t finish the thought, instead snapping his head up quickly and shuffling back to her side, his jaw resolutely clenched. Mal didn’t want to think of what ideas he might have come up with, but decided for her own sanity not to question him further. The pungent, salty stench of the ocean was starting to wash over them, and she watched as something tense and coiled in Gil’s body loosened, a soft relief filling his eyes, and she realized just how uncomfortable he truly had been on the ‘mainland.’

She didn’t have much time to analyze the thought as Gil whistled sharply between his teeth, and a small cohort of pirates materialized from nowhere and surrounded her, escorting them the rest of the way up onto the mangled pirate ship.

“Gil,” Mal warned, but the other boy was no longer focused on her, instead scanning the steadily growing pirate horde with warm, but hard brown eyes.

“Harry was smiling when he woke up today,” he informed her finally. “If that helps answer your question.”

“Sonofabitch,” Mal hissed sharply, just as a low, throaty chuckle rang out from the back of the pirate crew.

“I’d say it’s good to see you, Mal but…I try to be as honest as possible to set an example for my crew.”

“Afternoon to you, Shrimpy,” Mal fired back, and Uma slipped from between two pirates with a furious baring of her teeth.

“I wouldn’t be so cocky if I were you,” the smaller girl threatened, sword in hand. “Your little pal Jay might not appreciate any more bruising.”

“Where is he?” Mal snapped, lunging forward. It was too revealing, and Uma knew it too. The other girl grinned boldly as she leapt easily out of range, though it wasn’t really necessary as Gil instantly placed a hand on Mal’s shoulder; a quick, but firm squeeze all the warning she needed.

“Harry’s making him comfortable,” Uma murmured huskily, and Mal felt the fire light in her eyes even before she’d finished speaking.

"Give. Him. Back,” she demanded lowly, but Uma made a face, her eyes wide.

“You know I can’t do that,” the other girl said, and Mal was almost grateful for Gil’s hand on her shoulder, if only to keep her from killing his ‘captain’ in front of him. “Not without consequences; not just like that!”

“I swear…”

“Swear what?” Uma challenged, whipping her head around so viciously her hair snapped in a wave across her face. “We set the terms and you agreed to them. No mainlanders on the docks!”

“Newsflash, Uma,” Mal snarled, shaking off Gil’s hand and prowling forward. “We’re on an island. Everyone here is a ‘mainlander’; even you. So don’t try and give me some ‘ocean born’ bullshit when you can’t even reach the water!”

She knew right away she’d gone too far, even before Uma’s eyes hardened. If Gil’s eyes were warm in their brownness, Uma’s were the very coal they sparked from.

“Gil,” Uma said, her voice sharp and crackling with hatred. “If you’d be so kind.”

Mal felt her right leg buckle from under her, and she was falling heavily before she even felt the pain of the blow. She caught herself before the wooden deck could, but then pain hit her and she clamped her lips tightly around a scream.

“Sorry,” Gil whispered mournfully, and Mal hit the deck hard, her jaw aching as she clenched it even tighter.

“Sorry,” he mumbled again, his next blow catching her just below the ribs.

Mal scrambled for purchase and finally got her arms under her, shoving herself up to her feet just in time to avoid another blow. She whirled to face Gil with both fists raised defensively, and found that he’d nearly copied her stance, though his weight was more forward; one arm already cocked for another blow. His eyes met hers briefly, and she hated how horribly guilty and pained he looked, even as he swung forward with all his might.

“That’s enough Gil,” Uma’s voice said from somewhere far away.

Mal blinked hard as Gil came into focus, the other boy practically slumping with relief as he lowered his fists, his hands far more gentle as they shoved Mal back into a more upright position and casually remained around her arms until she was steady.

“’m really sorry,” he murmured again in her ear, which only further solidified her own guilt for pushing Uma too far, along with the fact that Gil really was just too…good…for the Isle.

“What do you want, Uma?” Mal snapped, though her previous hostility had (mostly) been knocked out of her.

Uma sauntered slowly across the deck towards her, a poisonous sort of half-smile on her face.

“What do I want?” The other girl repeated, that throaty laugh bubbling up in her throat, a dark gleam in her eyes. “Everything.” 

Chapter 21: We are the angry and the desperate, the hungry and the cold pt.2

Summary:

In which a young Mal discovers that having a sworn enemy is kind of overrated and not as fun as it seems; Evie and the VKs struggle with coping mechanisms; a young Carlos learns a new skill; and present day Carlos makes a friend. Of sorts.

Notes:

Hello hello! I am so sorry for the unintended hiatus. I had a lot going on but I am back now and updating and I hope you all are still here and still enjoying this story!

****The WARNINGS**** for this chapter are extremely important!! Triggers are as follows: triggers for issues dealing with mental health, especially depression and self-harm and panic attacks (heed the tags!!) *Descriptions of depression and self harm are in this chapter!* Warnings for blood/mentions of blood. Aside from that, the usual warnings apply; language, violence, implied/mentioned child abuse and neglect; some descriptions of child abuse; brief mentions of homophobia, as well as bullying and threats of bullying.

As I mentioned above, this chapter does contain self-harm. Nothing overly graphic, and I tried my best to be delicate and respectful of the subject matter, and as I also have similar struggles I didn't want to flinch away from it or pretend like it doesn't exist. That being said, it was extremely hard to write as the thoughts and processes that the character (Evie) goes through directly mirror my own, and so I've basically laid myself out there for you guys which was also nerve wracking.

Regardless, my warnings and triggers are in place for a reason, and I have also placed sticker marks in the chapter indicating the scene in question, but just in case anyone wants to or feels they need to, just skip over Evie's POV in the beginning of the chapter. I will have an additional note at the end of the chapter with a basic descriptor of what happened.

Be safe, and I hope you all enjoy the chapter!
- Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Mal

“What do you want, Uma?”

“What do I want?” The other girl repeated, that throaty laugh bubbling up in her voice, a dark gleam in her eyes. “Everything.”

Mal glared fiercely, her lips twisting into a snarl. “Seems I’m fresh out of ‘everything,’” she fired back icily. “I meant what do you want right now? What do you want for Jay?”

Uma’s mouth twitched, something flashing behind her eyes. “Well that you’ll have to take up with Harry, Mal. I think he’s grown attached to your little…playmate.”

Mal swore harshly under her breath, and would have thrown herself at the other girl right then, except Gil gripped her shoulder and squeezed hard, so Mal’s lunge became more of a twitch. Uma laughed darkly, before turning her head and bringing her thumb and index fingers to her lips and whistling sharply. Something creaked deep beneath the deck, and a harsher laugh than Uma’s filtered up through the wood, the sound wild and free and entirely cruel. Gil’s grip on her fingers tightened even further, but it wasn’t necessary, as Mal had gone still at the sound, her own hand clenching into tight fists at her sides.

“Harry,” Uma called in a sing-song, her eyes flickering to take in Mal’s reaction before grinning. “Could you bring our guest up on deck, please?”

She seemed to emphasize the ‘please,’ as though this were Auradon, or a visit between friends and not sworn enemies. Harry’s voice murmured something that Mal couldn’t make out, but then the deck creaked harder in rhythm with a set of footsteps. Mal could hear Harry’s feet, but she couldn’t hear anything resembling a second set of footsteps, only a rough leaden creaking that echoed strangely and made her terrified for some reason.

That reason became clear as Harry shoved open a door, and threw something onto the deck. The thing splattered onto the wood, and even though Mal knew what it was-who it was- it still took her a moment to make out Jay. He was soaked to the bone and coughing up a disturbing amount of water, though Mal was relieved that it was just that. It didn’t make her happy, but she was relieved for that much, at least.

“Just keeping ‘im cold for ye,” Harry said with a brief laugh, and grin thrown in Uma’s direction.

“I thought it was s’possed to be warm,” Gil said, his fingers still clenched tightly around Mal’s shoulder. “Right? It’s ‘I was just keeping him warm…’”

Uma rolled her eyes and ignored the other boy, but Harry looked his way just long enough to wink, before placing a finger to his lips in a secretive, shushing gesture that made Mal that much more furious.

“So, Mal,” Uma drawled, strolling across the deck and nudging Jay hard in the side. “I guess the real question isn’t so much what I want for Jay, but what you will give for him.”

“You say that like he means something to me,” Mal scoffed, but her voice was too tight, and her face too pale for it to be believed.

“Aw,” Harry crooned, cocking his head and smirking at her. “She’s tryin’ to be unaffected. It’s so cute!”

Mal growled a curse between her teeth and vowed that as soon as they were out of this situation, she would find a way to get revenge on both of them for this. But first, she had to get them out of this.

“You seem to be forgetting, Mal,” Uma said, still with that vicious smirk on her face. “It was Jay who crossed the border into our territory, and Jay who suffered the consequences.”

On the deck, Jay opened his eyes, and Mal shifted her feet pointedly. Instantly, his eyes shot up to hers, and something equal parts fierce and vulnerable flickered through his face. Mal tried not to think about her meeting with Jafar; the man’s half-guilty confession about his son’s whereabouts for the past two weeks. It didn’t matter right now, and yet it came up in her mind anyway, at that look in Jay’s eyes. She changed her priorities in that moment; first, she would get them both out of the pirates’ territory. And then she was going to hunt down the trafficker that had had him and kill him. Painfully.

“But really,” Uma continued, jerking Mal back into the present situation. “The fact that he’s even alive shows that I can be reasonable.”

‘That Harry can show restraint,’ Mal interpreted. ‘And only because I said to and that can easily change.’

“You’re right,” Mal replied, glancing pointedly away from Jay and towards the loose bit of board just under her feet. “It is reasonable, and Jay really should have thought carefully before he trespassed.”

Uma’s eyes flickered, clearly not expecting Mal’s agreement. Gil loosened his grip on her minutely, apparently thinking she was cooperating now, and Mal briefly felt a pang of regret for the decidedly not-cooperating plan forming in her head.

“And yeah, ok, he’s kind of important to me,” Mal continued, shifting her weight carefully against the board and causing it to shift even more out of place. “But not so important that I’d give you anything, and I definitely wouldn’t give you that satisfaction, Shrimpy.”

Uma’s features twisted into a furious mask, though her eyes were still uncertain, and Mal reveled in her impending victory.

“So you’d leave him,” the other girl said slowly. “Just like that.”

Mal locked eyes with Jay and shifted the board beneath her one more time. It wobbled with a soft creak, and Jay’s lips twitched, his head jerking imperceptibly.

“Just. Like. That,” Mal repeated, before slamming her foot down hard on the board, kicking Gil’s leg forward and into the gap it provided.

In response, Jay snapped his own leg out and up sharply, his foot connecting with Uma’s knee and sending her to the deck with a pained scream. The sound sent something almost panicked through Harry, as the boy’s eyes went wide and helpless for a moment as he shot desperately for her, and Jay took that as his chance and scrambled to his feet, limping a moment before running for Mal. She took a second to ensure that Gil was still secure, and regretted it instantly as she turned in time to watch him break the board and get back to his feet.

But Gil didn’t move, at least, not towards them. Instead, he shifted his body towards Harry and Uma, and Mal frowned, not understanding.

“Go,” Gil said quickly, but quietly. “They’ll kill you if they catch you.”

And Mal thought for a moment that he meant Harry or Uma, but Harry was just getting Uma to her feet, and judging by the way she leaned into him, she wouldn’t be running after them anytime soon. Gil crossed to her instantly, lending his strength and further support, and Uma’s eyes flashed as they locked on Mal, her teeth baring in a snarl. ‘Harry,’ Mal saw her lips say, and ‘Go!’ Gil’s said. But she still didn’t understand. Not until Harry straightened on the deck, his posture sharp and ruthless despite hardly being older than her, his eyes snapping and intense as he cupped his hands around his mouth and yelled.

“Aaall in!”

The ship groaned, and suddenly, up on the mast, another figure appeared and repeated the cry. “All in!”

“Ah, shit,” Jay hissed, shaking his head before all but throwing himself off the edge of the ship.

“Oh fuck,” Mal agreed, as a much larger swarm of pirates and wharf rats began to filter in from all sides of the docks, sprinting across the deck of the ship; swinging down from the bridges and arching platforms; leaping up from crusted hulls. 

She didn’t stop to think then, just turned and ran after Jay, cursing herself for not going when she’d first had a chance. The whoops and screams of the pirates were uncomfortably close, and she’d lost sight of Jay the second she’d sprinted off the boat. Flashes of color streaked by in her peripheral vision, but she didn’t stop, launching herself through the tunnel at the far side of the docks and back into the familiar cobbled alleys of the Isle. The footsteps behind her faltered, but didn’t completely retreat, but it didn’t matter. They were on ‘mainland’ turf now, and Mal knew the mainland like the back of her hand.

It didn’t take long to lose the wharf rats, in the sharp, narrow alleys, but the bright blurs of color told her that the pirates were still in hot pursuit. Mal threw herself down a side street, bypassing the markets entirely and racing along the edges of the village. It was a roundabout way that she rarely used, but it served its purpose well enough. She managed to shake off the last of the pirates, but as she paused to catch her breath, it occurred to Mal that she didn’t actually know where she was. Well, rather, she knew which part of town she was in, but she’d never been there because….

“Come here often?”

Mal spun sharply, her hand flying to her waist to grab her knife. She cursed her fumbling fingers, but managed to grasp her knife just in time to dodge another’s. The foreign blade barely clipped her shoulder, and Mal cursed lowly, scanning the empty streets for a sign of her attacker.

“Apparently not,” the voice said, and another blade came flying from nowhere. Mal ducked, then shifted her weight as something solid registered to her left. She brought her arm around, throwing aside another attack and swinging her knife up blindly towards the other person.

The other person, who caught her arm, twisting her wrist back painfully and snatching her knife from her unresisting fingers. Mal kicked out viciously, but her leg was blocked by another, and before she could register her precarious position, her opponent shifted their weight, and Mal was flung backwards into the street.

“This isn’t your turf, little dragon,” the voice called, and Mal scrambled to her feet, her face flushed hotly and her ears ringing. It couldn’t have been someone that much older than she was, but Mal couldn’t even tell if the voice was male or female, or which direction it came from.

“You know who I am, but you won’t show yourself,” Mal snapped to the shadow, pressing her back to the nearest alley wall and inching her way carefully through to next corridor. “How is that anything but cowardice?”

“How is fair, you mean?” the voice challenged, following her retreat. “It isn’t.”

Mal prided herself on managing to contain her shout of surprise as her shadow suddenly made itself known with those last two words;  a small, lithe figure dropping down from above her and landing in a low crouch by her feet. It was a girl, Mal finally realized, after her heart stopped trying to claw its way out of her chest. But that was about all Mal could tell, and even that was more a guess as the figure was clad toe to head in black, leather pieces strategically placed to look like armor. Mal realized the reason for this being the small, thin something attached to the girl’s back and secured with fraying bits of black fabric.

“Daisha,” the girl said, and her voice didn’t echo impossibly like it had previously.

“Mal,” Mal replied cautiously, relaxing her guard slightly. It was something she regretted instantly as the other girl sprang to her feet, pulling a significantly longer blade from that thin container on her back and pressing the point to the hollow of Mal’s throat, the bulk of her weight behind it so that all it would take was a small shift to sever Mal from life.

“Don’t leave yourself so exposed, Mal,” the girl, Daisha, said. “It’ll get you killed on this side of the Isle.”

Mal didn’t trust herself to speak, not that she really could have given the position of the sword. The other girl’s face was invisible behind a thick, fabric mask, but her eyes seemed to laugh as they took in Mal; in the vulnerable position she was in. Then she was gone, leaving nothing behind to indicate that she had ever been there.

*    *     *     *     *

It was nearly dark by time Mal finally made it back to the other side of the Isle and to the hideout on the border. She tugged at the metal gate, jerking it up just enough for her to wriggle underneath, silently vowing (not for the first time) to find a better way to get in to the hideout. Jay was passed out on the one half rotted couch, but when Mal threw her jacket at him he lurched upright, swearing hoarsely.

“Relax, doofus,” Mal grumbled, kicking aside a stray can of paint. “It’s just me.”

“Way to keep me waiting,” Jay snapped, sinking back down onto the cushions with a glare.

“Oh like how you kept me waiting for two weeks?” Mal fired back without thinking, and she watched that hollow vulnerability creep back into Jay’s eyes.

“I was busy,” he muttered, though Mal didn’t miss the way his arms came up to wrap around his body, the twitch of a scream across his face.

“Yeah,” Mal said lamely. “I know.”

The twitch was stronger this time, as Jay’s eyes widened, his body stiffening defensively. “Know. What.”

Mal’s hands clenched into unseen fists as she turned her body pointedly away from him, her promise to kill whoever had hurt him ringing through her head as she eyed the far wall of the hideout.

“That you were busy, duh,” she snapped, rolling her eyes at him over her shoulder. “Too busy to let me know you were alive, apparently.”

“Wasn’t like that,” Jay mumbled, and Mal grimaced at the wall, trying to imagine a new color onto it and ignore all of her conflicting feelings.

“You’re back now, so…I guess it’s fine,” Mal said, glancing at him out of the corner of her eyes. “Getting caught by the pirates sure as hell wasn’t though.”

“And here I was hoping you wouldn’t be pissed about that,” Jay replied with a short bark of a laugh, but Mal thought she saw him shiver slightly.

“Oh, definitely pissed,” she countered, brushing a light strand of hair out of her eyes. “But more at them than you. What did Harry…why exactly were you soaking wet?”

“Fucking lunatic,” Jay spat, his face twisting, his eyes gleaming darkly. “Tied me to the anchor and almost drowned me.”

“Creative,” Mal hummed, frowning hard at the small ‘Long Live Evil’ outline on the wall. “We need more people.”

“Yeah, ok,” Jay said with a snort, and Mal turned her glare on him.

“That stupid little shrimp controls one piece of the Island, but because it’s the Docks, the only thing she really needs to be in any position of power is people. Which she has,” Mal fumed, and Jay frowned, seeming to realize her point.

“I don’t know how she got the wharf rats, though,” he said, his brow furrowing. “I mean, they hate the pirates as much as we do.”

“It doesn’t matter,” Mal insisted, kicking an empty can furiously. “We need. More people. If we’re going to have any hope of coming back from this....”

“I know people,” Jay said carefully. “I mean…a person.”

“Who is it?” Mal demanded, and Jay grimaced, his head tilting slightly away from her.

“I um…I don’t know if you…if your mom--”

“My mother has nothing to do with this,” Mal snaps instantly, cutting him off. “My group is my group, and if you know someone Jayden you better tell me now, or I swear to Hades….”

“Ok, ok, geez!” Jay threw his hands up in defeat. “She lives on the other end of the village. You kind of sort of…know her already.”

Mal straightened, her mind instantly snapping to the stranger she’d just met on the far side of the Isle. The girl hadn’t even robbed her, Mal realized distantly. Just…teased her, really. Even the sword to the throat hadn’t seemed truly hostile. Like…it was just her way of playing.

“Who is it, Jay?”

“Her name’s Evie,” Jay said at last. “The Evil Queen’s daughter.”

And whatever Mal had been expecting him to say, it certainly hadn’t been that.


Evie

Dinner had been a rather uneventful affair, as far as the actual getting food and finding a table and sitting to eat went. It was strange, foreign, sitting there with only Jay and Carlos on either side of her. Like a vital part of her was missing, leaving a sore, hollow spot in her chest. That hollow feeling had been following Evie all afternoon; since the King had made his decree, growing and worming its way deeper and deeper until she thought she might scream with the weight of it.

She wasn’t afraid to go back to the Isle, not as long as she had her crew. Mal’s crew, she reminded herself as she carefully sorted all the apple pieces out of the casserole on her plate. She was part of Mal’s crew, but Mal wasn’t here, and Evie didn’t quite know what she was without the other girl there to direct her. It was a strange irony: despite Evie being older (and only by a couple months) it was Mal who was undeniably in charge. And Evie wasn’t bitter about that, like Jay had been; like Jay still was, on occasion. It seemed only right in her mind, since she had been the unwitting cause to her own banishment- to Maleficent’s anger and disappointment- that Mal should be the one in control now. To have some say.

It wasn’t a fear of anything or anyone on the Isle, exactly. Even her own mother had never tortured her as Cruella had with Carlos. And no one else would think of hurting her or looking at her funny, not with the reputation she had built up. That they all had built up. Mal had claimed her as one of her own and that was that. No one messed with Maleficent, or what was hers, and that extended to Mal by default.

No, there wasn’t anything the Isle could throw at her that she hadn’t already endured and clawed through or tamed in some way. The thing that Evie feared most was herself. Being trapped on the Isle, back to her seclusion on the other side with only her mother…Evie knew what came of that. And she was terrified of it. Of what she became.

It had been with these thoughts, and that hollow ache growing steadily inside, that Evie had sat down to dinner. And so it really hadn’t been that surprising when she finally sank into it.

“…does she think she is, really?”

                              “Probably better off on the Isle anyway…”

“Honestly, I don’t know what Ben was thinking. Her? One of us?” 

“…all just sitting there. Bunch of….”

“Look at her picking at her food! What, is it not good enough for you princess?”

The whispers take a moment to register, but it’s that last hiss that really does it for her. Something inside Evie collapses, her back stiffening as her mind slowly begins to piece the insults together, falling apart with each piece.

“Just ignore them, Evie,” Jay says, his back to her as she shoots a glare in the direction of the vicious whispers. “They’re more freakish than we are anyway. I mean, did you see the one? Her shoes don’t even come close to matching her dress!”

“E-vie?”

Carlos’ voice, this time, but he’s too distant. Too late. Evie fumbles up from her chair, a husk of a shell of a person, hollow…hollow….hollow.

The dining hall dims away. Her feet are moving but she’s not really attached to them.

“…Evie…”

Jay. But he’s not following her. Just…talking….

The dining hall is behind her now. The dorms up ahead. 13. A lucky number. Or not. Depends on your view.

caution

The door closes behind her and she crosses with shaking certainty to her closet and her small suitcase inside. It’s not the suitcase that Evie needs though. Not what her trembling fingers seek out. It’s the small, wrinkled zipper sealed bag in the side pocket that she draws out, and stows away with in the clean, white and pink tiled bathroom.

Evie sits on the toilet and shakes as the heaviness inside latches deeper, despite the clarity in her brain. She can’t do this. She shouldn’t be doing this. It was weak. Cowardly. Stupid. Pathetic. Guilt and shame mix with the darkness of that hollow ache, the knowledge that resorting to this was just affirming all the things wrong with her; all the things she would never live up to. That she was better than this. That this was all she would ever amount to. That she was disappointing her friends, but that it didn’t really matter because they wouldn’t know. Didn’t know and wasn’t she just a mess.

She’s not better than this.

Her hands move by instinct and rote memory, sliding open the zipper and carefully arranging the contents on the porcelain sink. A small part of Evie feels a bit of a thrill at the luxury, at the smoothness of it beneath her fingers. But it’s a very small feeling, and it doesn’t last long with the hollow swallowing everything but the humiliation and the pain and the more to come.

When Evie pauses to finally look, she’s disappointed and humiliated further by what she sees. Two small blades; pried out of a plastic throw-away razor using children’s school scissors. A small tub of cream consisting of coca butter and vitamin E- her own concoction, originally meant to help keep her face smooth and soft. It turned out to have the added benefit of fading scars. Three bandages; only two of which were of any decent size for her use. A couple inches of gauze padding and less than an inch of the tape needed to keep it secure. But really, that was fine. She’d only be needing the bandages anyway.

One of the razors is already in her hand, and the guilt and shame spike so sharply she’s almost sick. For a brief, horrifying moment, she forgets why she was doing this, why she had ever started in the first place, why she couldn’t. just. stop.

‘Princess.’

“Lookin’ good there, princess.”

“Hello, gorgeous.”

“Aren’t you just adorable?”

“Hey princess, how about a kiss for your prince charming?”

“That’s a good girl….”

triggers

A scream threatens its way up her throat suddenly, but she clamps down on it hard, stifling the sound into a whimper, and then, letting the hollow feeling swallow that too. She presses the razor firmly to the skin on the inside of her right arm, the cold metal instantly scattering her emotions and snapping her back to the current moment. She debates silently a moment, wondering if this was too vulnerable a spot; too exposed. There’s already a set of fading scars here, and although they weren’t noticeable now, the fresh set she would leave behind certainly would be.

It’s not worth it, that small part of Evie insists suddenly. It’s not worth it, it’s not it’s not! But she needs this, needs the physical pain to counter the hollow one. She can’t put a bandage on the ache in her chest, but she can put a bandage on the cuts, and that was good enough for her in the moment. She presses the razor down again and lets it drag across her skin. It takes a second for anything to register but the coolness of the metal, but then the blood wells up in a tiny bead and the familiar sting fills some of that hollow ache inside and finally, finally she feels real again.

And as she continues the pattern and the ache falls away to something more physical, the fear of going back to the Isle didn’t seem quite as valid anymore. After all, she would have her group. And she would have this. She wouldn’t need much more than that.


Carlos

It’s just him and the man today. The lady… ‘Ella,’ the man called her, usually with a sighing sound in his chest-‘Mommy,’ she insisted to Carlos, usually with an angry, frowning sound in her voice- she was out, Carlos didn’t know where but he wasn’t sad. Not with the man there. Everything was ok when he was there. His ‘mommy’ wasn’t so loud or angry, didn’t hit Carlos as much for not talking right. She even smiled, which Carlos didn’t really know whether to think that good or not.

“Just you and me, huh buddy?” the man smiled, but Carlos noticed that it didn’t seem like his usual smiles.

“M-m-m-m….” Carlos bit his lip and ducked his head, wishing he could just talk like a person and not a freak.

“It’s ok, Carlos,” the man said, sitting beside him. “Slow down and feel the words, ok? Take your time.”

Carlos nodded carefully, picking at the stuffing poking through the chair and trying to remember all the sounds.

“Mmo…mom?” He finally managed, lifting his eyes cautiously to see the man’s reaction. To see if he was angry at his mess up and would hurt him for it like the lady did. But the man didn’t seem angry, at least, that Carlos could tell.

“Mom?” the man repeated, his brow scrunching a little. “Where is she, do you mean?”

Carlos nodded, his fingers burrowing in the soft stuffing. It was weird with her not there. The house felt different…alive, but like it was watching him in her place, just waiting for him to mess up and swallow him whole.

“She went into town for a little bit,” the man answered, but he was frowning, and lifting his head to peek through the window curtains above them. “It’s ok though…she’ll be back.”

Carlos didn’t think he wanted her back, but he didn’t say that out loud. Instead he watched the man and tried to figure out what the look in his eyes meant. He’d never seen it on someone else before so it took him a moment. Then he realized what it was and he tapped the man’s knee.

“Sscared?” He whispered, lifting his brows slightly.

“There’s nothing to be scared of, Carlos,” the man said, smiling quickly, but even though he smiled it still felt strange.

“Nu-no,” Carlos said, shaking his head and tapping the man again. “Yyyou? Are yyou sscared?”

“Me?” the man’s smile went funny, turning off and on again so fast Carlos would have missed it if he hadn’t been watching so closely. “Of course not. Like I said, there’s nothing….”

Something smashed just outside the window, and Carlos flinched, while the man shot to his feet, his eyes wide.

“Carlos,” he said, and his voice was fast and soft. Scared. “Under the chair. Quick! Get under the chair.”

Carlos flung himself to the floor and scrambled underneath the chair, pressing his hands over his ears and squeezing his eyes shut tight. Above him somewhere, outside maybe, something else went boom and then bang! and somebody was yellingscreamingscreaming.

And then it was quiet and someone was pulling him up from under the chair. Instinct sent panic through Carlos and he kicked hard at the air, shaking his head.

“No!” he whined, squirming against the hands holding him. “Nnno, ‘m’ssory!”

“Carlos! It’s alright! It’s…it’s me. It’s ok.”

Carlos blinked and realized nothing hurt. No one was screaming at him. The lady wasn’t back. It was the man who held him, holding him close to his chest so Carlos could hear his heart beating ba-bum, ba-bum, ba-bum.

“Wha-what,” Carlos tried to ask, but the man just held him tighter, making a hushing sound, so Carlos wrapped his arms around as far as they could reach and burrowed himself deeper.

He didn’t know how long they sat like that, but after a moment something else smashed outside, and the man jumped.

“Shit,” he said, then pulled away a bit more. “Sorry…sorry, buddy. It’s…it’s just the neighbors…moving in. Ignore that word I said, ok?”

“Sshit,” Carlos repeated solemnly, and the man made a sound that was sort of like a laugh and a cry at the same time.

“How about,” he said, shifting Carlos off of his lap and back onto the chair again. “We play a game?”

Carlos smiled slowly. He liked playing games with the man. He always learned new things, like now he could count to almost twenty and he could show with his fingers how old he was- two, almost three- and knew his favorite color (it was the color the sky made just before turning grey really early in the morning, like blood but hotter), and he knew….

“You know your name, right?”

Carlos nodded eagerly, wiggling excitedly. “Yyes!”

“What’s your name?” the man said, and his smile was normal now. It was in his eyes where it was supposed to be.

“Ccarlos!” Carlos said proudly, his smile growing as he watched the man laugh.

“That’s right, buddy,” he said. “Do you know how to spell your name?”

Carlos nodded, but this time it was slower as he thought and remembered each letter and how they sounded. “See…Ayy…Ar…Ell…O-oh…Ess,” he recited carefully, before smiling again as he finished.

“That’s great, Carlos,” the man said, clapping softly before holding his hand up in a strange shape; like a sideways smile. “Can you do this with your hand?”

Carlos frowned and copied the gesture carefully; cupping his fingers into what he realized looked just like a ‘c.’ His shape wasn’t as big, but that was just because his hands were smaller. [C]

“Good,” the man said, changing his hand shape. “Now this.” It was a fist shape, with his palm facing Carlos and his thumb against the rest of his fingers. [A]

“Great,” the man said, before crossing his middle finger over his pointer finger, his palm facing Carlos still. [R]

Carlos copied that too, though it took him a couple tries because his fingers kept uncrossing.

And then, following the man’s lead, he folded his fingers over until only his pointer and thumb fingers were extended in an l shape; his palm facing the man. [L]

And then, he cupped his fingers again, all the way around so his thumb touched the tips of his other fingers. [O]

And finally, another fist shape, but this time his thumb was in front of the rest of his fingers, his palm facing the man. [S]

“Carlos,” the man said when he finished the last shape, a sharp twinkle in his eyes. “Do you know what you just did?”

Carlos shook his head, his smile fading slowly. Had he done it wrong? Was he in trouble? He tensed slightly in anticipation- this was usually the part where the lady would start yelling or hurting.

“You just spelled your name,” the man was saying, and Carlos lifted his eyebrows in surprise.

“Rrreally?” he mumbled, unsure.

“Yeah you did!” the man cheered quietly, laughing a bit. “It’s called sign language, and people who can’t talk use it to communicate.”

Carlos drew himself upright instantly, something warm and big flickering inside his chest. “I can ta-ta-talk wwwith….?”  He paused, trying to remember the shapes his hands had just made.

“You can,” the man said softly, leaning closer. “And you will, I promise. But for now, I’ll show you the alphabet…make a fist, like this...with your thumb, just there….that, Carlos…that is the letter ‘A.’


Carlos

Carlos sat at the table beside Jay, and tried to ignore the whispers around him, and the whispers in his head. He eyes the plate before him, and bites his lip at the thought of putting any of it into his mouth. There’s soup with a name he can’t pronounce, but which Jay had unenthusiastically reported tasted like sour cream but without all the sour curds that made it good. Then more fruit…so much fruit, none of them really knew what to do with it. And a pasta dish of some kind that was called ‘casserole,’ which Evie had placed onto her plate and then paled at when she realized it had apples in it. Jay had some kind of brown, bread shaped bit of meat and some of the soup, but that was it. Neither of them spoke, but the silence was more than made up for.

“Bunch of freaks,” Carlos hears someone mutter from the next table over. “Should never have been allowed off the Isle in the first place.”

Jay grimaces, but says nothing, shoving a bit more meat into his mouth. Evie goes a shade paler, and Carlos nudges her knee with his own. She jumps, and her eyes are bright when she looks at him, so wide he can see all her emotions in them.

He signs discreetly; pointing to her before touching his thumb to his fingers in an ‘O’ shape; and then extending his index and middle fingers in a sort of ‘flag’ with his thumb placed just between the two of them. [You O.K.?]

She nods quickly, a flicker of a smile and a brief touch of her thumb to her chest, her fingers open in a ‘five’ shape. [Fine.]

Carlos scowls at her, his eyes narrowing as he signed; placing the back of his hand to his left cheek in a plat palm, his fingers towards his chin; and then sliding it down, under his chin and then back up to his opposite cheek. [Lie.]

Evie bares her teeth at him, flipping him off and effectively stopping his concerned questions. The hall was too loud for conversation, not that he would have tried. But everyone else didn’t seem to get that as they continued to yell, and yell and yell and….

Carlos drew a breath and shoved his plate away to the center of the table. Jay snatches the roll off his plate and slides it into the side pocket of his bag, and Evie continues to pick at her casserole.

“It’s gonna be o-ok, right?”

Jay blinks at him, and Evie hisses a bitter laugh between her teeth. “Sure, Carlos,” she says lowly, her voice blank. “It’s gonna be just fine. We’ll all go back to the Isle, to our parents, and Auradon will forget that we ever existed, which is fine, because they’ll make sure of it.”

Jay visibly flinches, and Carlos hunches his shoulders, his fingers twisting his dog tail so hard it snaps off the chain.

“E, what the hell?” Jay snaps sharply, while Carlos scrambles desperately for the red fur decoration, snatching it up from the floor and stifling a whimper as he examines it and discovers that the small metal loop that had held it to the chain was bent, and couldn’t be reattached.

“I didn’t mean…,” she falters, then shrinks into her seat as well. “I’m sorry. You know I didn’t mean it like that.”

“Like fucking what?” Jay growls, but Carlos knows her words had gotten to him, too. “Nothing like that is gonna happen, Evie. We’re still together, and we’ll still be together. You said it yourself, no way in Hell I’m letting you take it back now.”

Evie nods, pressing her lips tightly together,

“I know,” Evie says, her shaking voice making it almost a whimper. “I know, I just...I don't...”

“Evie, breathe," Jay commands sternly, and Evie gasps, a shudder going through her body.

“I'm ok,” she murmurs, but she doesn't lift her eyes from her plate, and everyone else is still whispering and Carlos knows that she's just trying to convince herself, that it's only a matter of time before

“...not good enough for you, Princess?” some Auradon girl hisses at Evie, and Carlos watches the switch flip behind her eyes, something shattering and sinking all at once.

“Just ignore them, Evie,” Jay insists firmly, but he's not looking at her. Carlos is though, and he knows it's too late for that, knows the words are already deep inside her.

“E-Evie?” He whispers, but she's shoving herself up from the table, her eyes not seeing anything...like Evie had disappeared and left her body entirely.

“Evie, don't,” Jay says, and though his voice is low, it carries enough that a couple of the kids turn and stare. “Just sit down and we'll...Evie.”

Carlos bites the inside of his cheek hard, his finger wringing around his broken dog tail as Evie stumbles her way out of the dining hall, the doors clanging hollowly behind her. Jay lets out a sharp hiss of air between his teeth, his hands pressing against his eyes weakly.

“J-ay?” Carlos whispers, his eyes still locked on the door, suddenly afraid and not entirely sure why. “Jay?”

“Leave it, Carlos,” the other boy mutters, his shoulders tense and bowed.

Carlos bristles ever so slightly at the command, his stomach clenching slightly. 'Leave it!' was his mother's...was Cruella's favorite command to use for him. 'Leave it,' all slow and condescending, when she didn't want him touching anything or wanted to direct him somewhere else. 'Leave it, Carlos, that's a good boy.' 'Not that, no! Naughty puppy, over here.' ‘Leave. It.’

“Nnnot your dog,” Carlos bites out, and Jay lifts his head and blinks at him dully.

“What?”

“I-I-I'm nnot your dog,” he repeats hoarsely, but his confidence is wavering too much, his thoughts and all the voices too strong. “I wo-won't just ‘leave it.’”

“Fucking…hell, just…fuck,” Jay shoves his seat back abruptly from the table and Carlos copies him sloppily, his own chair skidding harshly and effectively drawing everyone’s eyes.

Carlos can see Ben in the center table with the rest of the Auradon crew, the other boy’s eyes sad and penetrating, even from this distance. And Chad…something tight and hot coiled in Carlos’ stomach as he realized that the blond-haired boy was also staring at them, his jaw set and making his expression impossible to read.

“Jay…” Carlos hisses desperately, but the older boy shakes his head sharply and cuts him off.

“I’m going to need you to shut up, ‘Los,” he mumbles, and Carlos catches the dark look in his eye, the way he’d dropped his head so his hair could conceal his face.

“Y-you can’t just…Jay,” Carlos whimpers, chasing after the other boy as he starts a purposeful march for the doors. “Jay, you ha-ha-have to be…you’re…Ma-mal’s not here, so yyou have to be.”

“No,” Jay says tightly, his voice shaking with barely suppressed emotion. “Right now, I have to hit something.”

“Jay--”

“Carlos,” the other boy’s voice was suddenly deadly still, his entire body coiled and vicious. “Leave. It.”

Carlos reels back from the blow, his blood pounding hard in his ears. Jay’s form wavers before his eyes, then vanishes when he blinks, the dining hall doors slamming behind his darkened silhouette.

Leave. It. Leave. It. Leave. It LEAVEITLEAVEITLEAVEIT!

He hadn’t realized he’d been drowning until he tried to move, and it took all of two seconds for the water to close in over his head. Carlos scrambles desperately, his eyes registering only vague shapes, noise pounding in his head and drowningdrowningdrowning…. It took all of two seconds for the water to close over his head and only four seconds after that for him to sink.

He stumbles and nearly falls, but something solid breaks against him, giving way and jolting him upright.

“Woah, where you goin’ freak?”

Carlos’ stomach turns itself inside out and he pitches violently away…and into another solid something.

“Aw come on freak, you can’t leave so soon!”

When Carlos runs into the next person, they hit back. He feels the blow low in his gut and he groans, then clamps down hard on his tongue. He regrets it instantly at the sharp pang of pain the action brings, along with a sour, copper taste when the next blow comes. He forces himself to keep his eyes open, and he recognizes the three boys surrounding him now…namely, the shaggy dark hair that flickers across his vision before disappearing with another sharp blow.

“I mean, we’ll all just be so sad to see you go,” one of the boys hisses, hands squeezing with brutal intent around his wrist, snapping it back until Carlos’ breath cuts off with sudden panic.

“But really, it was only a matter of time.” The shaggy hair feels like it’s constricting around his throat, a different set of hands torturously bending each of his fingers back until they crack, hanging on just a second longer...just a bit more and something would snap…

“Hey, back off!”

The swarm of hands holding him upright falter, and it takes two seconds for the water to close over his head, four seconds after that for him to sink…and five seconds for him to be pulled back up.

“Back off, Kory. Now.”

Carlos isn't sure what it is that goes through him at the voice, but the other boys separate in its wake and give enough space for the newcomer to get through.

“Just sending the freak off is all,” Kory snickers while elbowing Carlos hard in the side. "Auradon's just not gonna be the same without him, right Chad?"

"That's for sure," Chad replies, and Carlos can hear the snarl in his voice and cringes back as the other boy reaches for him suddenly. "But de Vil is mine, Kory, so back off."

Kory scoffs sharply, and Carlos tries to creep away, but it only serves to put him closer to Chad.

"There's plenty of the freak to go around," one of the other goons mutters, and Carlos is all set to start biting people again at that particular set of words when Chad grasps his shoulder and jerks him sharply towards him.

"Yeah, but seeing as we're trying to set an example here, I figured why not spend some good, 'quality' time with de Vil, right?" Chad drawls lazily, his fingers firm on Carlos' shoulders. "I mean, seeing as it's probably the only attention he's ever gotten in his miserable, lonely, pathetic excuse for a life."

Carlos growls as the other boys all laugh, and tries to jerk himself out of Chad's grip, but the older boy is relentless, and pinches hard with his fingers and forcing Carlos to be still again.

"You got that right," Kory jeers lowly, then glowers at Carlos. "Hey, you should be thanking Charming, freak, Maybe he'll knock some goodness into you and you can stay."

"Wouldn't that just be great?" Emil hisses, grinning darkly. "Getting to stay here with us instead of going back to whatever little hole you crawled out of."

"Alright, lay off," Chad grumbles, his grip so tight Carlos is certain something might break. "Keep going like that and I'll have nothing left."

The other boys scoff and spit curses at him, but their posture is less hostile, and Chad angles Carlos sharply away and towards the doors.

"Let's go de Vil," he snaps with faux-cheer, and then suddenly, lower, right in his ear: "Head down and keep walking. Say one word and I swear I'll finish what Kory started and break your wrist. Move."

And so Carlos moves, keeping his eyes glued firmly to the floor, his right hand gripping his dog tail while his left begins to frantically sign... 'A' 'B' 'C' 'D'...

Chad marches him out of the dining hall, but doesn't stop, just keeps shoving him forward, until they're almost back into the main part of the school. Just when Carlos begins to debate running for it, Chad tugs open a classroom door and shoves him inside, slamming and locking the door behind them both. Carlos instantly sprints for the window, ignoring Chad's shout behind him, and he'd snapped the latch and had the window thrown open in seconds. He doesn't even hesitate, just launches himself through and rolls, hitting the ground harder than he'd intended but he was away and free and that was all that mattered.

"Carlos!"

He trips when he looks back at the sound of his name, and he catches himself but he'd misjudged just how supportive his arms would be after having been bent back as severely as they had. His wrist twinges painfully as he lands and buckles, and he curses jerkily, shoving himself up to his knees and bracing to push up and off again...

And then Chad was there, grabbing him by the back of the collar and yanking him up to his feet.

"Damn, you can run can't you?"

"G-g-get off," Carlos tries to sound fierce but it's all just too much and he can feel the water rushing up again. "Get off, do-don't...don't touch mme!"

Chad's hand instantly is gone from him, but he suddenly wishes he'd persisted because now there was nothing and no anchor and no air and he couldn't...he couldn't breathe and everything was going to Hades and Mal was gone...Mal was gone and Jay had left him...Jay had left him again and it was just like...just like...just like...

"Carlos, I know you can hear me...I'm hoping you can hear me..."

He stumbles away and hits something solid and it's solid solid and doesn't give way and he crumples against it weakly, gasping hard and sobbing without sound.

“Hey, it's going to be ok, but you need to calm down. Carlos? I need you to take a breath. You have to breathe, Carlos.”

He couldn't breathe that was the point, and he tries to convey as much but all that comes out is a choking sound.

“There is plenty of air, so don't try and give me bullshit about that. I'm breathing, aren't I?”

He hears it, the 'hee-huh' sound of an overdramatic huff of breath, and he blinks hard, trying to mimic the gesture.

“Yeah, ok, could be better but you know what I'll take it. Do it again Carlos. Just like that.”

He was sitting on the ground, he realizes dizzily. He was outside on a corner section of the lawns, and he was sitting against something tall and rough and...roundish? Carlos fumbles cautiously and feels that same grating sort of roughness against his fingers, and the voice snorts weakly.

"It's a tree, dumbass. Open your eyes all the way, de Vil."

He does, if only so he can glare at who he'd only just recognized as Chad, but when he looks at the other boy he's surprised at just how close he is...at the expression on his face. Despite the seeming mockery of his tone, Chad's face is startlingly pale, his eyes wide and shadowed, something deep and fearful and horrifying...something knowing...in his eyes.

"Ho-ho-ho-how?" He croaks, shoving himself further upright against the tree, mystified. "Ho-how did you...?"

Chad's chin lifts minutely, and the fear spikes sharply before settling itself down into something more neutral and less revealing. "Let's just say I've had my share of experiences and leave it at that, ok?"

And Carlos suddenly remembers that moment back in the dorm rooms with Ben and Chad; how the blond haired prince had gone pale when Carlos had suggested the age of seven...the memory playing behind his eyes and how rapidly it had been covered up and replaced with something different; how even now, that same moment seemed to be echoing in Chad's thoughts...the way he'd said 'experiences...'

"Nno fucking w-way," Carlos exhales, sitting up so sharply he slams his head against the tree.

"What?" Chad snaps, his body stiffening defensively, his eyes narrowing. "I don't like the way you didn't say that."

It's a cheap shot, and a pitiful attempt despite the way it still makes Carlos cringe ever so slightly.

"Yyeah, I can't ta-talk," he mutters shortly. "Wh-what you did...you...you..."

"Damn it," Chad groans, rolling his eyes up and shoving himself onto his feet and away from Carlos. "Son of a..."

"Sson of a m-other," Carlos suggests pointedly, and he's rewarded when Chad flinches, his eyes darting away. "Oh...oh sshit."

"Shut up."

"Sshit!"

"Shut. The. Fuck. Up."

"Bu-but I don't...," Carlos shakes his head, and then squints viciously at the other boy. "Is tha-that why you stopped them? Is that...and you know how...bu-bu-but your mom's Cinderell-Cinderella!"

"Yeah, my mom's Cinderella!" Chad snaps, turning sharply and smacking his palm against the tree beside them. "My mom's Cinderella and she had a Wicked Stepmother who was really...fucking...wicked..." he trails off and takes a shaky breath, and when he continues his voice is soft but just as shaky.

"My mom's Cinderella, and she still wakes up some nights in a panic because she'd forgotten to iron a shirt..."

And Carlos has nothing to say. He doesn't even know how he's supposed to feel, but he thinks that happy might not really be appropriate here. Relief, maybe? And the tiniest flicker of...something...

"I didn't kn-know that," he murmurs instead, picking at a loose thread at the hem of his shirt.

"Yeah, well. Welcome to Auradon," Chad mutters in response, his lips quirking bitterly. "The place where we'll drop everything to help out the children of our sworn enemies and don't give a damn about the shit that our own people deal with."

"That's wwhy you hate me," Carlos says, his eyebrows lifting in realization. "Isn't it?"

"I...I don't hate you, de Vil," Chad hedges, and Carlos frowns.

"Bu-but you're nnot calling me 'Carlos' either...”

"I'm in between, ok?" Chad sighs, and Carlos shuffles his feet nervously, suddenly rethinking everything he'd thought he'd come to know about the other boy. "But I did mean what I said in the dining hall."

Carlos lifts his head to cautiously meet Chad's gaze, and finds that his eyes are once more hard and unreadable. "Those guys aren't allowed to mess with you anymore," Chad says briskly, straightening his blazer. "And if you somehow manage to get the words out to tell anyone about any of this...I will break your arm."

"G-got it," Carlos mumbles, and Chad...smiles at him? And then instantly changes it to a scowl, intentionally knocking his shoulder into Carlos' as he shoves past him to head back to the school.

"See you around, Carlos," the other boy waves dismissively without turning around. "Or not. I could care less."

Notes:

Brief scene descriptor/explanation for those who skipped Evie's scene in the beginning.

With the sentence of being returned to the Isle hanging over their heads, the VKs all begin to spiral and struggle to deal with the consequences and violence they believe will be coming to them. As a result of this, plus some additional mocking from a few of the other students, Evie gets into a bad head space, and self-harms in an attempt to deal with it.

 

Thanks again for sticking it out and I hope everyone stays safe and that you will continue to read and enjoy the story!

Chapter 22: We are the reckless, we are the wild youth pt. 3

Summary:

In which Jay learns that anger can only go so far to block out his traumas; the VKs discover that there is more to these Auradonians than they had thought; the Fairy Godmother takes a stand; and Chad comes to the rescue.

Notes:

Hello again and welcome! Hope you're all still enjoying this slew of updates, lol. I'll let you get right to it, but once again, *WARNINGS*

This chapter contains the usual; language, some mild violence and brief mentions of bullying, and also deals with and describes heavy topics such as Self Injury and Self Harm (mentioned/reference only); mental health issues such as panic/anxiety attacks; brief mentions of anger issues and misogynist/sexist behavior; as well as dealing with child molestation and assault. (Once again, HEED the TAGS!!)

Just as before, I've done my best to handle these things with respect and without being too graphic, but I've also marked the sections that might be triggering so please, feel free to skip! It is not my desire to hurt or offend anyone, but again, I didn't want to shy away from it or pretend like it doesn't happen, especially considering how similar things have happened to/affected good friends of mine.

That being said, here's the next chapter for you. It's not all horrible and angsty, but it is there, so just be mindful as you read, and mindful in your reviews.

I hope you all enjoy!
- Raven

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Jay

It doesn’t take Jay long to find the Auradon gymnasium. Mostly because he’d demanded the location from a knight, and received it in the same brusque, tightly angered tone he’d asked it in. He’d nearly smashed the thing’s head in for it, but decided it wasn’t worth the further trouble it would most likely get him into. He curses to himself at that, Auradon’s influence already- impossibly- affecting him.

The gym, or, ‘a place he could go to hit things and not get hit in return,’ is startlingly large and open, a circular shaped arena decorated in the obnoxious blue and gold of Auradon, with some kind of viewing area above. There was a rectangular sort of section off to one side, with giant white armor looking things lining the walls, and needle thin swords that couldn’t possibly serve any purpose. Then on the opposite side there was a small section of metal racks strung with weights, and at the back…Jay feels the tightness coiling in his gut loosen minutely, a slow grin sliding onto his face.

He all but runs as he crosses the floor, cracking his knuckles and glaring in a fierce sort of glee at the absolutely perfect punching bag that hangs before him. He’d only ever seen one of these on the Isle, and it was located in Gaston’s pub, because duh. ‘No one’s slick like Gaston, no one’s quick like Gaston, no one hoards all of Auradon’s shit like Gaston.’ The bag was one of the first things the surly man had managed to snatch off the barges, and more than once Jay had gotten into a brawl with the other man over a score. Gaston’s true punching bag, it was rumored, had been his son Gil, but the one he kept in the pub had been beaten to its core, the leather cracking so badly you could only hit it about one time, once a day. Any more and you’d risk splitting it open completely. But Jay had always made his hits count, and now that he had something solid to work with, he wasn’t about to hold back.

He took a stance, eyeing the bag top to bottom and marking out each blow before he made it. He swings his left arm up and snaps it across the bag as hard as he can. His opponent staggers, swaying sharply to the right.

“Haha, didn’t see that coming did you, you fucker,” Jay jeers, snapping another blow with his right elbow.

It doesn’t take long for him to find his rhythm. And his anger. As he sucks in his breath between his teeth and ducks under imaginary blows and counters with his own, all of his frustrations over the recent events come surging back.

 Carlos’ face when Jay had dismissed him like a dog, knowing how much it hurt him. Whap!

Evie, and how he hadn’t been able to be there for her. Thwack!

Mal, her charging headfirst into everything as always. Abandoning them and expecting Jay to pick up the slack in her place. Smack!

His hands start to hurt after a while, but he presses on, switching to striking at the bag with his feet and legs, the chain connecting it to the ceiling rattling and sending sharp pangs down Jay’s spine. He grits his jaw and tries to shove aside the memories, the sudden sensation of water filling his lungs and unable to cough it back up and drowningdyingdying!

Jay yells in defiance of the fear and launches himself at the bag again, striking until his hands go numb. The burning in his chest and lungs is a good one, he reminds himself. It means he’s alive. That he was stronger. He forces himself to take a step back and catch his breath, but something doesn’t feel right in the gym. He knows better than to hesitate and wait for an attack, but he keeps still anyway, and is rewarded when he hears the slight shuffle of feet on the mat behind him.

“Giving up already, Jayden? What, is the bag tougher than it looks?”

Jay’s head snaps up in surprise as Lonnie steps into the space, a smirk on her face and eyes gleaming slightly.

“What are you doing here?” He asks, and she lifts a brow at him.

“I could ask you the same thing,” she counters smugly. “You’re technically not listed to use the gym.”

Jay scowls, his fists clenching as the anger starts to buzz faintly in his ears again. “What are you gonna do?” he challenges. “Snitch on me?”

“Please,” Lonnie scoffs, rolling her eyes. “I could use a sparring partner.”

Jay blinks, caught off guard, and Lonie barks a quick laugh as he takes her in fully. She’s not wearing any kind of uniform, instead a simple (pink) pair of loose pants, and a form fitting blue t shirt with some kind of flower patterned across it. Her feet are bare, and her usually long hair is pulled back from her face, her hands expertly wrapped.

Not one to be outdone or let any perceived weakness get the better of him, Jay curls his lip, shifting his weight and crossing his arms as he approaches her.

“You sure you want to fight me in those pants, sweetheart?”

Lonnie’s face hardens, her eyes suddenly dark, and Jay feels a tiny flicker of fear for a moment.

“Call me sweetheart again and it’ll be more than just a friendly spar.”

Jay laughs to cover his realization that she’s serious, and his slight confusion. He’d complemented her, hadn’t he? Why was she so insulted all of a sudden?

“I um, I’m…sorry?” Jay tries, and something in her eyes softens, despite the set of her jaw.

“Right,” she murmurs, more to herself than to him. “It’s all backwards to you, isn’t it?”

“Who you callin’ backwards, sweetheart?”

It’d been lighthearted; a challenge, this time. Just to be sure. Just to see.

He finds out the extremely hard way; as Lonnie tenses before suddenly uncoiling fluidly and startlingly fast. Jay barely has time to lift his arms in defense, and even that was nothing to her as she somehow winds her way around his guard, dropping his arms with a blindingly fast blow, smacking the back of his head sharply with her opposite hand. He cringes, more out of surprise than anything, and swings forward without fully processing where he was aiming. It’s to his disadvantage, as Lonnie effortlessly dodges out of his reach, grabbing his arm and twisting hard…he feels a strong kick to his hip, and an even stronger pressure against his knee, and before he can fully figure out just what the fuck was happening, he was on his back and coughing from the sudden pain.

“The…Fuck…” he coughs, wincing and trying to sit up, only to find a foot pressed firmly against his ribcage.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you,” Lonnie says, and her voice is low but full of humor. “Unless you want me to break something.”

“How the fucking hell?” Jay groans, letting his head fall back against the mat.

“Did you forget the part where my mother was a warrior and my father was captain of an army?”

“Yeah,” he mumbles, closing his eyes and sighing carefully. “Must have missed that part of the welcome package.”

It takes all of his effort to maintain a straight face as he subtly shifts his hands closer to his sides, mentally taking note of just where her foot was resting, how much weight she must have been leaning on it to pose the threat it was, and just how much he should twist without hurting her...which, now that he’s actively thinking about it, is a first for him.  

“That’s ok,” Lonnie continues above him, unaware and still entirely too cocky for her own good, or for Jay’s liking. “I know how embarrassing it must be for you, losing to such a ‘sweetheart’ like m--”

Jay seizes his opportunity as Lonnie shifts just a bit, and he snaps his hands up, grasping her ankles firmly and twisting it to his right, forcing her weight to shift inwards sharply and effectively losing her balance. He launches himself up as she falls, rolling over her and pinning her firmly to the ground, leaning his weight back onto her legs and keeping her in place.

“I think you forgot the part where I’m from the Isle of the Lost,” Jay gloats, smirking at her and crossing his arms across his chest again. “And it takes a lot more than that to keep me down.”

Lonnie stares up at him a moment, and he can’t read the expression on her face. Then her mouth splits into a grin and she laughs, the tension in her body fading instantly.

“You are something, Jay from the Isle,” she gasps between breaths. Jay lowers his arms and gapes at her, unable to determine just what it was he was feeling right now. He starts to laugh with her, when suddenly he feels her arms wrapping around his, sliding around his torso and gripping hard. He realizes what she’s doing a second too late, and he feels her body shift up, her body twisting hard around his and effectively swapping their positions.

“You are something,” she repeats lowly, her eyes twinkling with mischief. “But so am I.”

She’s entirely amused, but Jay isn’t. Not like this. The way he’s lying now is horrifically familiar, her body weight resting against his hips, her hands reaching coyly for his arms. Jay feels his breath hitch in his throat, and he tries to laugh it off like she is but her hands brush his arms and suddenly Jay is in another room entirely.

caution

The hard floor beneath him is the same, but it’s wood, splinters digging into his back with every shift of weight above him. Don’t look, Jay reminds himself. Just don’t look it’ll be done soon don’t look just don’t…. Someone starts humming, and Jay feels a knot coil in his stomach, bile burning his chest and throat. Someone laughs, the sound low and hoarse, and a hand threads through his hair…down across his face and he can smell the thick musk in the air…smell it get thicker as the humming turns to a moan...the hands move to his chest now, and he chokes on a sob. The hand is quick to strike him for that, and a voice is saying something…threatening…promising…but he can’t hear it. He won’t hear it he doesn’t want to he doesn’t want this!

A breathy chuckle meets his ears and Jay flinches, blinking up at the lightly-tanned face above him. The deep brown eyes that smile and laugh at the same time. Lonnie, his brain finally connects, though he feels another small hitch of unease in his chest at his still-prone position, at her hands which are now carefully resting against his arms. Somewhere during their spar her hair had come undone from its tie, and so he ends up looking up at her through a partial curtain of inky black.

He tries to pry his mind out of the nightmare, to remind himself through little details that he wasn’t there anymore; Lonnie’s hands are gentle, not constricting, not binding. Her hair smells like fruit and something kind of spicy, and her eyes gleam brightly at him, her expression soft…fond, almost? And Jay would have succeeded in his efforts if it weren’t for the fact that he was still on his back under her, and it was all the connection his mind seemed to need to start slicing bits of the nightmare back into him.

triggers

The hands that go where no hands should ever go. Not like this, he knows. Not like this. Voices that slur and rumble, that pant and sigh and moan and the knot gets tighter…pulls lower and Jay feels his expression tighten, the horror and the pain and the knot is too tight and he can’t he can’t he can’t please don’t make me please and he’s screaming in spite of himself and there’s more voices echoing his cries and there’s salt on his tongue from more than just his tears and a husky voice is saying something in his ear…good….good….but it’s not it’s not it’s…

“You’re zoning out on me, Jayden,” Lonnie’s voice cuts through the haze suddenly, and Jay could have sobbed with the relief. “Is it so hard for you to comprehend being beaten by a girl?”

And he’s not on the Isle anymore. Not eleven years old and helpless. He’s in Auradon. He’s safe, and in…good company. Jay manages a brief, tight sort of chuckle, and pushes against her arms weakly.

“Yeah, as if,” he says, and if his voice trembles just a bit, she doesn’t notice it. “I let you win. Didn’t want to…hurt you or anything.”

Lonnie tosses her head back and barks a laugh, the sound light and incredulous and thoroughly relaxed. “Let me win!” She repeats, shaking her head. “I thought you were better than stupid stuff like that, Jayden.”

Not by a long shot, Jay thinks with a twinge of bitterness. But he forces himself to smirk at her instead, to continue separating himself from the past and into the present.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever,” he grumbles, pushing against her a little harder and trying to remember that he wasn’t in danger as he struggles to sit. “If you’re done gloating, will you let me up already?”

He says it with all the snarky bravado the situation demanded, but Lonnie settles herself further against his legs and lifts a brow, and he has to bite his lip to keep from screaming for an entirely different reason. The nightmare stabs brutally behind his eyes and he grits his jaw and grimaces, tensing his body and twisting sharply to the left, shoving a hand against her shoulder and all but tossing her away.

“Alright, get…get off!”

He’s on his feet before her noise of surprise reaches his ears, his chest tightening and every instinct screaming at him that he’d barely avoided death. But he’s on his feet and that’s all it really takes for Jay to come back to himself completely. He realizes that Lonnie is the one on her back now, looking up at him in something like shock, and Fairy Godmother’s ‘Goodness’ lessons come back to him as he stares at her, her voice silently admonishing him about his rudeness.

“Sorry,” he finally snaps awkwardly, extending a hand to her somewhat jerkily and waiting.

It’s too vulnerable, his instincts scream at him. She could have a knife, and stab it through your ribs. As it is, her eyes take him in slowly, and he can’t interpret the look on her face. It’s like she’s taking him apart piece by piece and seeing behind his actions, and he shifts his weight and frowns as his heart slows its attempts to beat its way out of his chest with difficulty.

“Look, do you want a hand or not?” he says quickly. “Because I’m totally fine with leaving you there and walking away, even if it is technically rude.”

She stares at him a moment more before grasping his hand firmly and shifting her weight. Jay tenses instantly, half expecting her to leverage him back down onto the floor, but she simply hefts herself to her feet and smirks at him, adjusting her hair back into its tie.

“Well it looks like we’re two to one,” she says, cocking her head at him. “You continue to surprise me, Jayden, and I’m not typically one for surprises.”

Jay scoffs and shakes his head, relief surging through him at the familiarity, the return to their somehow now normal interaction as the nightmare fades away completely.

“Don’t get too excited,” he cautions. “I’ll get…wait…,” he blinks, realizing what she’d said. “Two to one?”

He might be a lot of things, but he wasn’t one to just cheat without cause, and he definitely wasn’t one to lose track of things like scores.

“Yeah,” Lonnie says, and the tilt of her smirk sharpens slightly as it turns to something more genuine.

“I didn’t win anything yet,” Jay insists, chasing after her as she turns away from him and heads for the door.

“You won my increased respect, Jayden,” she replies as they step out of the gym. The hallway muffles her voice but her expression is entirely sincere. It makes him uncomfortable, for some reason, and he gives a quick jerk of his head, tossing his hair back in a brief and familiar gesture.

I don’t need your respect…the retort is on his tongue, the smirk already twisting his face. He hadn’t gotten anything even close to that from Jafar, so why should it matter now? And then he realizes it, as he takes in Lonnie’s smile, the teasing light in her eyes and the overall genuine way she spoke with him. It mattered. The strange feeling in his chest bubbles up and makes him even more uncomfortable, but also leaves him feeling lighter, and the smile he gives her doesn’t feel forced or awkward.

“Well,” he finds himself saying, shrugging a shoulder slowly. “That’s definitely something then isn’t it?”

Her eyes flicker, but only to brighten further, and the way Lonnie beams at him makes Jay feel, just for a second, that everything in his shitty excise for a life wasn’t going horribly wrong. And then he remembers where he is and where he’s from, and that he’s going back to that, and his own smile falters, his brow furrowing self-consciously.

“I’ll try to make sure I’m…that it’s worth it,” he mutters, shifting his body intentionally so his gaze his focused on the hall behind them, half-pretending to scrutinize the crowd before he dares to make eye contact again. He regrets it instantly as he takes in her expression that she tries to hide but he’s an expert at manipulating people and emotions and he knows all the words that she’s trying to gear herself up to say.

I’m sorry, says her fingers as they twist the end of a wrap.

You are worth it, her eyes say.

And also Why would you think you’re not? from the wrinkle between them.

As well as I’ll make sure you know that you are, from the set of her jaw.

And he doesn’t want to hear it right now but he does anyway, and he has to get away right now or he’ll start punching things again and despite her insistence on sparring he doubts she’d appreciate it if he hit her. He chuckles but it’s weak and the wrinkle between her eyes deepens so it changes to Why won’t you think that you’re worth it? and her mouth opens and he turns away completely because he has to.

“I’ll catch you for another match before I go and make it even,” he promises as he walks towards the swarming chaos. “I uh…I can’t leave a score unsettled. It’ll bug me too much.”

And he feels the weight of her gaze on his back, the unspoken inflection of his name in his ears and he realizes as he lets the crowd take him that he’d imagined her saying it as Jayden, and that she’s the only person in his entire life that he’d allowed to call him that and be ok with it. And he suddenly hates Auradon that much more. Hates that he’s going to miss it. That he’s going to miss her.


Ben

 Ben’s not surprised when he finds out his father had retreated back to the family castle and called an emergency staff and council meeting. Only a few of the official Council had been on hand to gather, but letters and official summons had gone out to the remaining members declaring the situation an emergency and thus would require attendance as soon as possible. Most of the Council, Ben had been relieved to hear, had been less than pleased at the abruptness of his father’s demands, and were dragging their feet about actually getting to Auradon. If he was lucky, he’d have a few days to come up with a case for the VKs. As it was, the staff meeting was his father’s gateway attempt to rile the Council up against the VKs, and Ben wasn’t about to just stand by and let that happen.

What surprises him, is that the Fairy Godmother seems to feel the same way- given that he’s now riding shotgun in her tiny blue Prius on the way to the castle, Jane huddled awkwardly in the back seat and trying to pretend that any eye contact made through the rear mirror was accidental. The older woman had taken one look at the summons and rushed to find Ben immediately, and after a brief and panicked exchange of words, she’d shoved him into her car with Jane and that was that.

Except the Fairy Godmother talked when she was anxious, and so as the car sped (responsibly, of course. It might be an emergency but that was no cause to ignore the speed limit) towards Beast’s Castle, Ben was filled in on the medical reports that the Fairy Godmother, as well as Flo, Faun and Merry had discovered from the VKs.

“Starting from day one,” the woman murmurs, her fingers gripping the steering wheel tightly. “And you had me do that brief exam, do you remember Ben?”

Of course he does, but he hadn’t gotten a chance to actually say the words.

“Well as I explained to your parents and the rest of the staff then, the amount of injuries was just staggering.”

Jane goes pale and when she shoots Ben a look through the mirror he sees his own panic reflected in them.

“You never mentioned specifically….,” Ben barely manages, and the Fairy Godmother shakes her head quickly.

“No,” she agrees bluntly. “I didn’t want to try and make things worse than they were, but now well…I see there’s not much of a choice in the matter.”

“There is if we say something,” Jane chokes from the back seat, and the Fairy Godmother manages a tight smile.

“And we will,” she replies firmly. “We’ll….”

“What did you tell them?” Ben interrupts pointedly, grimacing at his sharpness but he needs to know. “What did you find?”

*     *     *     *     *

“The children are severely undernourished and underfed,” the Fairy Godmother intones sternly. Her voice is muffled by the other side of the door, but Ben can hear every word if he presses his ear to the crack. Jane leans with her back to the door beside him, her arms crossed defensively and her eyes tightly shut. Ben doesn’t want to stare, but he knows she’s crying.

“There are also multiple injuries that both magical scans and medical scans detected, including broken bones and even concussions ranging from mild to severe….”

“Yes, we have heard this news before,” Ben’s dad cuts in shortly. He sounds almost bored, and Ben has to fight hard to keep from slamming the door open and confronting him. “I’m not sure how it’s relevant to the current situation.”

“Alright,” the Fairy Godmother says, and her voice is suddenly entirely ruthless, startling both Ben and Jane, who flinches at her mother’s tone. “I’ll be blunt then, Your Majesty. The situation is this: we have a group of children who came from a dangerous and abusive environment- an environment that we put them in, I’ll remind you. Despite this, your son Ben, decided to do what no one else had dared to try, and bring these children over from the Isle.”

“And what has come of this decision except trouble, and an apparent death threat?” Someone in the conference room counters, and though Ben isn’t sure who it is, the man has a reedy, nasally voice that grates at him for some reason.

“I would like to argue for some of the good that has come from this decision,” the Fairy Godmother continues, as though the other person hadn’t spoken. “I would like to remind you that when the children arrived, they were incredibly defensive and easy to provoke to violence. They wouldn’t meet anyone’s eyes and they would flinch away at any perceived harm to them…these are issues I do wish to further address as well, but continuing on…you’ll also recall how Carlos never spoke, and in particular seemed to be the most frightened and defensive of the four.”

“The point, please, Fairy Godmother,” Ben hears his dad rumble, and Ben feels a tiny growl of his own tickle at the back of his throat.

“My point is evident if you would only look, Your Majesty,” she replies, and her voice is just a bit sterner, and Ben silently cheers her from the other side of the door. “It is clear just how being in Auradon has affected the children for good. They’ve connected with quite a few of the other students, and have let their guard down. They no longer flinch away from all contact, and Carlos especially has thrived here and has grown close with my own daughter. I consider it all the more proof of how Auradon is influencing them for the better.”

“But clearly not enough, given the recent events,” Ben’s dad murmurs stiffly, and a few voices in the room grumble their own agreements.

“I would like to remind you just where these children came from,” the Fairy Godmother intones carefully, as though she’s restraining herself. “Judging by the amount of past injuries I discovered, as well as the ones they arrived with, it is all too apparent that the Isle of the Lost is nothing like Auradon, and that any sort of nurturing they might have received was mediocre at best…most likely found with each other. If we send them back to that environment, it will only erase all of the good that has been done here.”

“Or it will just be returning them to their proper place,” the reedy voice harrumphs, and again, more murmuring of agreement rises in its wake.

“Fairy Godmother I understand how it is within your duties to see good in everyone, and to help in any ways you can,” Ben’s dad says, and his voice is softer, not quite as fierce. “But I have a responsibility to uphold the safety and well-being of my kingdom and there’s just no guarantee that another incident wouldn’t occur, with even more devastating effects.”

“There was no guarantee with Belle marrying a Beast, or with trying to unite all of the kingdoms together as one, or even constructing the Isle in the first place and yet…here we all are.”

The Fairy Godmother’s words bring absolute silence in the conference room, and both Jane and Ben exchange equal looks of pride and horror; and Ben wonders if she’s realized -as he had- just how far the woman had gone with that statement. Ben holds his breath and counts, half expecting to hear his father’s furious roaring, but only silence persists until finally….

“Seeing as we do not currently have access to the full Council, it is impossible for a decision to truly be reached.” His father’s voice is stiff and formal, unyielding in his resolution. “When the Council has assembled we will discuss this further, with the villain children present, and come to a decision then. I have said all that I intend to on the subject. This meeting is officially adjourned.”

Chairs groan in a hollow chorus, and Ben leaps away from the door as the protests start; things like ‘…consequences!’ and ‘…must be held accountable for their actions!’ but it all goes unheeded and a heavy trod of footsteps is their only warning before the door is flung open. Jane squeaks out a yelp and even Ben has to steady himself at the absolutely livid expression on his father’s face. His brows are drawn so tightly Ben can barely see his eyes, but then his father lifts his head and the anger reflected in them makes him feel like maybe that hadn’t been a bad thing.

“We need to talk,” Ben manages, though where he’d gotten the courage, he never knew.

His father shakes his head once with a frustrated sound, barely seeming to notice Jane at all. “Not now, Ben,” he growls, making to push past him.

“Yes, now,” Ben insists firmly, ignoring the arrival of the Fairy Godmother, and the few other staff members that trickle out into the halls. “You can’t just let them go so easily.”

His father pauses then, and blinks as he suddenly notices Jane standing just behind Ben, confusion knitting his brows just a bit tighter.

“Wait. How did you even know this meeting was happening? How did you get here?”

Ben falters, not having thought that through. Of course he wasn’t supposed to know! The Fairy Godmother rushes up then, sliding around to stand just off to Ben’s left and taking the focus away.

“I brought him,” she admits, and though her voice doesn’t waver, Ben can tell she’s anxious about everything she’d just said, and he watches the anger trickle back into his father’s expression and he can’t let her take the fall for this.

“I asked her to,” Ben blurts, the lie coming startlingly easily to his lips as he step forward. “I asked her to bring me because I thought I could get you to see that you were wrong about the VKs.”

His father sighs heavily, removing his glasses to pinch the bridge of his nose in irritation, and Ben exchanges a brief, anxious look with the Fairy Godmother before pressing on carefully.

“You are wrong about them,” Ben repeats slowly, forcing himself to keep his tone subdued, if only to avoid causing a scene in front of the exiting staff. “I know you think that you have to protect the kingdom, but they’re a part of the kingdom too, and that protection has to fall to them. The Isle isn’t safe for them…for anyone, and you can’t just send them back without hearing their side of things.”

“As I told the board,” his father growls out between his teeth. “When the full Council is assembled I will allow the villains to present their case. Until then, I don’t want to hear any more about this.”

“They’re no more villainous than we make them out to be,” Ben tries, but he’s speaking to his father’s back now and it’s a feeble attempt at most. “And if they are, then it’s only because we’ve made them out to be that way.”

“Three days, Benjamin,” his father intones weakly as he makes his way up the stairs, the last of the staff members finally making their way out the door. “Three days, and then we’ll find out.”

A door closes firmly at the top of the stairway, and Ben works his jaw, trying to maintain his composure and certain he was failing miserably.

“That…could have gone worse?” Jane whispers behind him, and the Fairy Godmother sighs thickly.

“I’m sorry Ben,” she murmurs heavily. “I shouldn’t have brought you here…shouldn’t have said those things.”

“You weren’t wrong in them,” Ben murmurs back, staring forlornly at the staircase.

“But it won’t help the case any,” she replies. “I’m afraid I’ve just made things worse. Again.”

“You haven’t,” Ben retorts, slowly turning to face her. “Of course you haven’t. You’ve just been trying to help, and they’ll see that.”

“They do see it,” Jane says in an undertone, fidgeting with the bow on her dress. “They just like it...or, trust it, I don’t think.”

“They’re going to have to,” Ben says, grimacing at the idea. “If there’s going to be even a hint of a chance that we can save them…they’re going to have to trust us.”

“What if we do just make it worse, though?” Jane asks, her eyes doubtful. “What it they don’t want to be saved?”


Mal

Boredom wasn’t a concept that existed on the Isle. You were never still long enough to be ‘bored’; you were always in motion. You stay still for too long and you died, it was that simple, and that complicated. So to be stuck in this tiny, sickeningly white room, lying in an (admittedly comfortable) bed with nothing to do but stare at the wall and think, was just pure torture for Mal.

Which is why, when the door clicks opens around 8 o’clock in the evening and familiar voices reach her ears, Mal could have readily cried with relief. And then they come in, and her relief hardens in her stomach to something closer to dread, and Mal ignores the brief stab of pain and forces herself to sit up as her group files in one by one.

Carlos is first, his head ducked and his eyes darting around the room instantly. She watches him catalog the pitiful lack of exits, notes the way his shoulders hunch defensively, and then quickly relax when he catches her eyes. It’s not a ‘normal’ relaxation, however, and she forces herself to take in Evie, who follows closely behind Carlos. The dread in Mal’s stomach hardens further as Evie smiles at her and instantly crosses to grab a chair from the wall. It’s all too casual, and Evie doesn’t just ‘do’ casual…not unless it’s intentional. The other girl avoids Mal’s eyes when she sits in the chair and smiles, and Mal sighs under her breath as she takes in Jay. The older boy had crossed to the wall to her left, leaning against it with one leg drawn under him, his arms folded over his chest and his fingers flexing subtly.

Mal lets out a bitter chuckle and shakes her head, rolling her gaze back over to Carlos as he all but leaps onto the bed beside her, tucking his feet up so he can fit comfortably between the railing.

“I was wondering how long it would take you guys,” she mutters wryly, glancing up at Jay as she idly threads her fingers through Carlos’ hair.

“To come visit?” Jay asks, with a brief quirk of his own lips.

“To fall apart,” Mal replies, and Carlos tenses minutely under her hand.

“What?” Jay scoffs, but his eyes flicker and she knows she’s right.

“You’ve been hitting someone,” she continues, pointedly nodding her head towards Jay’s hands- specifically his bruised knuckles. “Someone’s been hitting Carlos, and E…,” she presses her lips together tightly as she takes in the other girl, the way she draws herself tighter with unmistakable guilt. “You told me you didn’t bring it…that you destroyed it, actually. So what…?”

“It wasn’t…I didn’t--” the other girl tries to protest but Mal shoves herself upright sharply, her eyes flashing brightly.

“Don’t. Don’t you try and give me bullshit, Evie. Lie to everyone else; never each other. That was the deal we all made when we came together, so don’t. Just don’t.”

Evie flinches at her tone and draws herself even tighter, but Mal doesn’t regret it. Can’t regret it, not when they were all in danger because of her own recklessness. Not when any more slips of judgement or weakness could mean their death.

“I didn’t…” Evie rasps weakly, but Mal doesn’t let her finish, instead turning her gaze sharply to Jay.

“Jay, who did you hit?”

“No one,” Jay responds immediately, and though his eyes reflect guilt at his perceived betrayal of Evie, there’s also something resembling happiness there. “Turns out Auradon’s gym has a pretty decent punching bag so I got a few rounds in.”

Mal nods once in acknowledgment, even though she knows there’s something more he had left out. More to make him feel something so strangely positive. But it wasn’t what she was after right now, and so she turns to Carlos, softening her voice minutely for his sake and ruffling his hair again gently.

“Who do I have to go kill, C?”

Carlos tries to laugh, but it comes out too submissive a sound, and so he ends up shaking his head instead. “N-no one,” he mutters quietly, his eyes peeking up at her carefully. “I mean, ju-just some assholes ffffrom the team, but they’re…it’s ta-ta-taken care of.”

“Ok,” Mal says briskly, satisfied that he really was ok but filing the information away for later because just what was it with her group and not telling her everything suddenly?

Evie shakes her head, and Mal hates that she can see how close to tears she is; hates how guilty she feels for doing this; for having to be doing this.

“E,” she says softly, and that’s all it takes for the other girl to break. Mal winces, but lets it happen, the room silent except for Evie’s quiet sobs, and Mal reaches over Carlos to grab the girl’s hand and squeeze tightly.

“I’m sorry,” Evie cries hoarsely, and her tears hit the back of Mal’s hand but she doesn’t pull away. “I’m sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologize to me, E,” Mal murmurs, clenching her jaw against the welling of emotions and the rock that lodges itself in the back of her throat. “Just get rid of it.”

“I didn’t even mean to,” Evie whimpers, her sobs less harsh despite the fact that Mal could still feel her tears against her hand. “I just…the things they were saying and I…I slipped.”

“Who was it, E?” Mal presses, all set to start throwing fire again because no one messed with her crew and lived to brag about it, Auradon be damned.

 “Nothing,” Evie mumbles, taking her hand back to rifle through her wrinkled purse and pull out an equally wrinkled napkin. “No one. It was stupid.”

“You’re not stupid,” Mal snarls viciously, reading through her words easily to the self-depreciation underneath. “I wouldn’t have picked you for my group if I thought you were anything but incredibly clever.”

“Ahem,” Jay huffs from the wall, and Mal shoots him a look.

“Shut up Jay.”

“But I…,” Evie tries, and Mal shakes her head sharply.

“A mistake,” she says, and it’s as simple as that in her mind. “I don’t think any less of you, E, you know that. You know.

You know I’ve made my own mistakes, and have the marks to prove each one.

“Just get rid of it, ok?” Mal taps Evie’s hand, making sure she could see her eyes; making sure.

Evie nods, but she ducks her head again and Mal knows what she’s expecting and she isn’t having any of that.

“Evie.”

“I will,” she says quickly, a hot flicker of something raw and painful in her eyes. “I told you I’ll….”

“No, E,” Mal cuts in, shaking her head sharply. “That’s not what I-- Half a lifetime ago it was just me and Jay trying to stay alive and hold onto our turf. And then he said that he knew someone: someone who could help turn the tides in our favor.”

Jay straightens against the wall, a look of surprise creeping onto his face. Carlos had shoved himself upright at the beginnings of a ‘story,’ his eyes wide, and Evie…Evie’s eyes were bright with what Mal suspected were tears, but the way her lips were curved said something else entirely.

“So,” she continues briskly, trying to ignore the prickling of her own emotions. “He tells me about this girl he knows from the other side of the Isle; some crazy little thing with bright blue hair that somehow convinced a shopkeeper to give her some expensive piece of Auradon crap just by saying ‘please.’”

Evie lets out a watery little laugh, and there’s definitely a smile on her face now. Jay rolls his eyes and gives Mal a knowing look, and she subtly flips him off over Carlos’ shoulder. Never mind the fact that it had taken a little more convincing on his part to get her to actually meet Evie, let alone bear to hear her name…it wasn’t what the other girl needed to hear right now.

“He tells me how some girl with blue hair survived on the other side of the Isle against all odds, and I just knew…I had to have her on my crew,” Mal continues fiercely. “You’re part of my crew, E. All of us. Always. Part of each other.”

“Rotten,” Jay chimes in, smirking just a bit as he moves closer.

“Rrotten,” Carlos adds his voice, smiling softly as he presses himself just a little more against her side.

Evie blinks and the tears smear some of the color on her face, but the smile she gives is all that Mal really cares about.

“Rotten,” she whispers hoarsely, and Mal allows her own smile to slip onto her face as she holds out her hand.

“To the core.”

Three hands join hers; three voices; three hearts; and for just that moment, Mal could almost let herself believe that everything was ok with the world.

Almost.

“Ok,” she says abruptly, gently but firmly pressing against the small of Carlos’ back, causing him to shift and pull away until he was sitting on the edge of the bed. “That’s enough…Auradon sentiment….”

The atmosphere shifts immediately at her words and she hates it, hates that she always has to take this role. But someone had to, and she wasn’t going to let it be anyone else in her group.

“We need to focus on the serious stuff,” Mal continues, glancing over to Jay and feeling just a bit of surprise to see him nodding.

“Yeah,” he says, clearing his throat a bit and inching closer to Evie. “We do, actually. Um…..” He trails off, and glances to Carlos, who looks away sharply, and Mal grimaces.

“Really?” she complains, glaring at Carlos until he drops his eyes from her, too. “Why do you two always fight when I’m not there? Seriously. Carlos!”

“Wwhat?” he snaps, but there’s a guilt undercurrent to his voice that ruins the effect. “Not mu-mu-mu-mu-my fault Jay’s such a ddick.”

“Oh really, ‘Los?” Jay growls, his fists clenching sharply. “You really want to start….?”

“Sit down, Jay,” Mal snarls, her eyes flashing, and Jay freezes, abruptly sitting down in the chair opposite Evie.

“O-oh,” Carlos whispers meekly, eyes wide, and even Jay looks fearful for all of two seconds before he corrects it and glowers at her.

Damn, Mal chides herself silently. Maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad (good?) idea to take some lessons from the Fairy Godmother. If only so she wouldn’t accidentally curse her group.

“Don’t give me that look,” she snaps, instead of the apology that had somehow come to the front of her mind. Like an instinct. “You guys need to get it together and quit acting like children.”

“Tttechnically…,” Carlos mumbles with a shrug of a shoulder and a smirk, and Mal glares at him.

“Don’t start crap, Carlos,” she snaps. “None of us have ever been ‘children’ like that…but I’d be happy to put you in time out if that’s what you’d like.”

Carlos’s face goes deathly pale, his whole body stiffening against her, and Mal blinks, not understanding the signs for what they were.

“Carlos?” she says, reaching for his shoulder.

It was a mistake, and she knows it- watches almost from an outside, slow motion view- as her fingers close around his shoulder and he screams.

“Sonofabitch!” Jay hisses, flinching back as he jerks his hands up over his ears at the high pitched wail that comes from the boy’s throat.

Mal stifles her own flinch, but only just, as Carlos screams again and throws himself to the floor, his hands coming up to fold over his head, his knees drawing up so sharply he almost smacks himself in the face.

“Msorry!” Carlos whimpers, but it’s more scream than physical words, rocking slowly back and forth. “P-p-pl-please, no! I’ll bbbbe good, good, pro-promise, please!”

Damnit Mal what the fuck did you do?!” Jay hollers over Carlos’ wailing, while Evie instantly goes into protection mode and tries to get down on the floor with Carlos.

It only succeeds in making it worse as Carlos flings himself backwards and into the nearest corner, eyes wide and unseeing, his body flinching with every movement as though expecting blows.

“I don’t…” Mal tries to say, but her words are drowned by the combination of yet another terrified wail from Carlos, and the infirmary door bursting open.

“What’s going on?” and “Is everything ok?”

Come in rapid succession as Ben (of-fucking-course, Ben) and Chad(?), along with a few other of the Auradon kids appear in the doorway. Jay snaps to attention, tense and wary and all set for defense, and Mal takes her cue for offense while Evie hovers somewhere in between, ready for a word to direct her. Normally, she’d be the one to help aid Carlos in anything tactical or involving a retreat, but seeing as neither option was readily available to them here, Mal was struggling to fight her own panic at the realization that they were sorely outnumbered.

“We heard screaming and….”

Ben’s voice jolts Mal to action and she whirls on him, teeth bared and eyes flashing. “And what? Thought you’d come take in the show?”

This isn’t the Isle, Mal reminds herself a second after the words leave her mouth, and she drops back into defense, signaling the rest of the group to do the same.

“Sorry,” she hisses, shaking her head. “But now really isn’t a good time for--”

Carlos wails again, a stream of apologies and pleas and promises that get tangled up with his tripping tongue, sending him into a desperate coughing fit for air. The danger surges up again, and Mal growls low in her throat, shaking her head hard. No no no! This wasn’t safe, they weren’t safe here! Too many people, too many eyes and Carlos was the clear weak point they would kill him first and she wasn’t going to let them take him from her!

“Is he ok?”

Mal doesn’t know which of the idiots had said it, but before she can launch herself at them someone else does it first.

“No, of course that screaming he’s doing means he’s ok!”

She blinks as everything comes back into focus, and is surprised to see Chad scowling sharply in Ben’s direction. She can infer from there, as Ben seems equally surprised, and painfully clueless.

“But what,” he begins, and Chad grimaces sharply.

“Panic attack,” he says shortly, and Mal, Jay and Evie freeze.

Silence.

And then.

“How the hell did you know that?” Jay says lowly, and Chad blinks and pales just a shade.

“Just a guess,” he says quickly, but it’s too quick, and Mal knows that look and she stalks forward, full offense. She hears Jay flanking her, shifting the rank, and Evie shift closer for Carlos, but the blond haired pretty boy is all that’s in her focus.

“You don’t just guess something so specific,” she hisses, taking another step. “You don’t just say ‘panic attack’ without understanding what it means, and more than that…you don’t just say it about Carlos without knowing what it means, so how the fucking hell did you know?”

Somewhere behind her, Carlos’ screams shift into the unmistakable desperate sucking sounds of a drowning person, but they’re muffled almost instantly by accompanying sobs. Mal feels Jay shift his weight, still covering her, but ready to fly back for Carlos as needed. She knows she needs to do the same, but Chad was far more interesting at the moment; especially when his body jerks at the sounds Carlos is making- like he’d wanted to run forward but caught himself at the last second.

“Chad?” Ben asks, but there’s something behind his inflection that Mal can’t figure out.

“Carlos,” Evie murmurs, her voice hoarse and terrified. “It’s ok…we’re all here and no one….”

But her words are cut off by another frantic cry from Carlos, and Chad makes a sound that’s part chuckle, part groan, and when Mal snaps her head back to him she sees a twisted sort of smile on his face.

“You’re not gonna be able to talk him down,” he says, and Evie lifts her head and glares without making eye contact.

“And how the fuck would you know that?” Jay growls, but Mal stays silent, eyeing him. She’s started to make a connection, and she doesn’t like the idea her brain is coming up with.

“Not like that you won’t,” Chad continues, ignoring Jay. “It’s your voice. You don’t sound like you…you sound like…her.”

“What is he…?”

“Shut up Jay,” Mal says, shifting her weight into a yielding posture.

“Chad?” Ben says again, a bit more insistently, and the twisting smile on the boy’s face grows, pain and bitterness in his eyes.

“Well I mean,” he says through another distorted chuckle. “I already broke through once so I guess I’m just par for the course.”

And Mal absolutely loathes herself, but she heightens her yielding posture; feels Jay and Evie do the same behind her. She doesn’t know how or why or when. But she knows what, and so she yields, but not without some resistance.

“If you’re wrong,” she tells Chad as he crosses the threshold into the room. “If you hurt him. I will end you.”

“I’d expect nothing less from a villain,” the boy says, but she can see in his eyes that he’s yielding to her, too.

And so she nods, and in the space of a few breaths the dynamic has changed. Chad is crouching in front of Carlos, but off to the side, leaving space between himself and the wall. Mal can still see Carlos’ face, and part of Chad’s. Evie and Jay regroup around her instantly, but she holds up a hand to stop them before they start.

“Watch,” she commands them shortly.

And so they do.


Chad

What are you doing? What in the name of all that is Good are you doing Charming?

Chad honestly doesn’t know, but he ignores the doubts in his brain. Ignores the way Ben was staring at him with that damned pity look. Absolutely does not ignore Mal’s warning though. Doesn’t ignore the way she yielded to him, doesn’t ignore the fact that he’s treading on something sacred here, entering a territory that didn’t belong to him. He idly wonders if Mal would have allowed something like this to happen a week ago, and instantly shuts down those thoughts. The answer was obvious enough.

Carlos was obvious enough, too, if you knew what to look for. Chad knew. The second he’d heard the scream; when he’d seen what was going on. The way the smaller boy had flinched and cowered at every syllable that either Evie or Mal spoke, but barely blinked at Jay or Ben or himself.

“Damn, Carlos,” he sighs heavily as he crouches slowly a few feet away from the boy. “She did a number on you, I bet.”

He keeps his voice low; just between them, but he knows he hadn’t succeeded quite as well when he hears Jay hiss sharply behind him.

“Did he just…?!”

“Shut up,” Mal snaps, and Carlos flinches, tucking himself tighter in the corner and whimpering something that sounds like an apology.

“Yeah, I know,” Chad murmurs, lowering his voice even further. “You probably should be sorry. You probably did something real bad, huh?”

“Didn’t mmmean…,” Carlos whispers between his fingers, his eyes locked on the floor. “Di-di-didn’t mean to! I’m ssory I did-didn’t!”

He cringes, and Chad grits his jaw tight, takes a second to breathe and work the lump out of his throat.

“No, you probably didn’t,” he agrees softly. “It also probably doesn’t matter much to her, does it?”

Carlos says nothing, just whimpers low in his throat before pressing his hands over his lips and hissing between his fingers. Chad frowns, afraid he’d done something wrong, but then Carlos shakes his head and makes another low hissing noise, and he realizes it’s not anything angry- it’s a signal to be quiet.

“Quiet?” Chad repeats carefully, trying to see past Carlos’ hands to his face. “Why are we being quiet, Carlos?”

The boy says nothing, but Chad receives his answer anyway as Carlos seems to lower himself slightly, like he was ducking underneath something. A blow, maybe? Or…oh.

“Hiding?” Chad guesses, inching just a bit closer. “We’re hiding now, are we?”

Carlos nods once, just a short jerk of his chin, but Chad understands instantly and switches gears.

“Is there room for me to hide with you?” he murmurs, and Carlos hesitates, his eyes flickering around to eye the corner he’s tucked into.

“N-no,” he says firmly, and Chad lets out a short puff of air.

“Yeah ok, it was a bit of a stretch.”

“The hell are you doing, Charming?” Jay snaps sharply behind him, and Chad scowls angrily before remembering that he was the one who the outsider here, not Jay.

“It’s not a panic attack,” he forces himself to explain quickly. “At least, not anymore. He’s kind of just…in between…in his mind, he’s somewhere else, so none of this is registering to him.”

“That makes zero sense,” Jay deadpans, and Chad rolls his eyes.

“Maybe not to you,” he snaps with a curl of his lip, but then he catches Mal’s eye and his insult falters on the end of his tongue.

Chad glances at Carlos to see that he’s stopped trying to muffle his voice, but he was still tucked way too tightly in the corner for his liking. A flicker of an image presses itself into his mind; remembering the way his mother had tucked herself against the counter as she cowered from him…. Chad shakes his head sharply and the image fades away, but the echo of it was still sitting right there in front of him.

“Ssorry,” Carlos mutters weakly, and Chad rolls his weight forward to that he was kneeling just beside the other boy.

“Yeah, you’ve mentioned that,” Chad replies, keeping his voice intentionally blank. “A few times…why are you sorry, Carlos? I’m not mad at you.”

“Sssshe is,” Carlos mumbles, his eyes on something over Chad’s shoulder. “’I-i-if you’re goooing to act like a ch-child, you can be tr-r-reated like one.’ Tha-that’s what she sai-sai-said.”

Oh if only Lonnie were here, Chad thinks ruefully, but then he focuses on Carlos’ words, and his eyes narrow briefly.

“Who said?”

He glances over his shoulder, but all he gets are suspicious looks and shakes of heads, though Mal’s eyes flicker almost guiltily and he registers that she had been the trigger somehow.

“What did you say?” he asks her quietly, inching back from Carlos just a bit so his voice didn’t carry.

“If you’re trying to say that I…”

“No, but something you said reminded you of whatever it was that she said,” Chad huffs impatiently, cutting across Mal’s offense. “What did you say?”

“We were joking,” she says finally, her expression steel as she glares at him. “He was being childish and I said…I said something along the lines of putting him in time out to--”

But at those two words, Carlos flinches back so hard he hits the wall with an audible thump and screams. The sound tears through Chad and he flinches a little himself, blinking as Carlos brings his hands up over his head, his fingers tearing desperately through his hair as he starts to choke again.

“And now we’re back to the panic attack,” Chad quips emotionlessly. But secretly he’s a bit relieved. This he can handle, far better than the strange in-between the boy had been in before.

“I don’t get it though.” Chad hears Mal hiss in frustration behind him. “Cruella never….”

Chad pauses, and sees Ben start in the doorway. He shakes his head quickly, glaring pointedly at Ben. ‘Not. Now’ he mouths, and though Ben grits his jaw, he says nothing, and Chad turns his attention back to Carlos.

“Alright then,” he sighs wearily, sinking back down to ground level. “I know you can hear me so it’d be nice if you could actually talk to me instead of screaming, ‘kay, Carlos?”

Jay growls a curse at him, but Carlos’ cries instantly taper off, his head lifting from his arms minutely.

“That’s better,” Chad concedes, allowing just a hint of his suppressed emotion into his voice. “I mean, it’s not great, but you know; I can work with it.”

Carlos quiets completely, and though his breathing is still too fast and desperate, his eyes peek up at Chad from underneath his hands; and Chad can read all of the confusion and terror and pain written so plainly in that one glance.

“Yeah, I know,” he murmurs quietly, working to keep his voice steady. “But there really is nothing to freak out over. You can breathe, right?”

Carlos’ eyes flicker uncertainly, and Chad lifts a brow at him. The terror slips, the confusion giving way to frustration as Carlos struggles to take an even breath.

“Well obviously doing it like that isn’t working,” Chad retorts softly, rolling his eyes for the boy’s sake. His illusion might have been damaged beyond repair for everyone else, but for Carlos at least, it was real enough, and Chad would hide behind that asshole-charade for as long as he could.

Carlos’ eyes narrow at him, and he straightens just a bit, attempting another breath just to spite him. It’s much better than before, but still not normal enough, and Chad lets his lips quirk upwards into a smirk.

“Try it like this,” Chad continues, his mind working through the steps as he spoke. “Take a breath- slowly. Slowly, Carlos, slowly….”

Carlos makes a face at him, but does as he’s told and manages the first breath in. Chad counts silently to four, then nods at the other boy.

“Alright, not bad,” he mutters. “Now hold it…” he counts seven seconds, then guides Carlos through a slow exhale, counting to eight.

When he finishes, a bit of the death lifts from Carlos’ face, his eyes more focused and his body still.

“Nicely done, Carlos,” Chad says, still with a smirk, but his words are genuine and it must have come through because the boy relaxes even further. “Think you can do that one more time?”

Carlos blinks, and Chad takes it for a yes and carefully coaches the boy through another round of breathing. Chad watches the awareness come back into him about halfway through, and he quickly -but carefully so as not to startle him again- slides backwards and shoves himself to his feet, letting the rest of the VKs take over from there.

Chad slips backwards towards the door, ignoring Ben: ‘What did you do, Chad?’ and the others ‘What happened?’ ‘Was someone screaming?’ ‘Someone was screaming, is everything ok?’ and ‘Chad, what happened?’ ‘What did you do?’

The VKs curl themselves around Carlos, all defensive, all protecting, their voices murmuring together in soothing rhythm to bring the boy all the way back to reality. Chad watches the remainder of the fear flicker across his face, then fade away as he takes in the faces of the VKs around him. Chad doesn’t know why (lies…liar, his brain hisses at him. You know exactly why) but he feels a brief pang of regret; of jealously, almost…for not being able to fully share in the moment.

Mal lifts her head, and something strange and unreadable twists her expression as she stares at him. Chad tries to find his sneer but abandons the effort instantly. It’s not worth it. Not right now. And then, Mal’s expression clears, or rather, returns to neutral, and she nods at him slowly. Just once, and nothing more, but her meaning is plenty clear.

Thank you.

He almost laughs, but he thinks it might come out more like something else if he opens his mouth and so Chad just quirks his lips at her and shrugs a shoulder dismissively.

Just trying to stay alive.

He turns away before anything else can happen…before he breaks something breaks someone breaks himself he can’t let anything else happen and why does it always…?

His thoughts are interrupted by the suddenly aching silence in the hall beyond the door, and he looks up to see the Fairy Godmother standing there, Ben and Audrey the only other people with her.

“Oh, you’ve got to be fu--”

“Chad,” The Fairy Godmother says quickly, and he bites the inside of his cheek and grimaces sharply, shaking his head. “Would you kindly meet me in my office?”

Why does it always end like this?


[Unaddressed letter to Mr. Oscar, Isle of the Lost]

Carlos.

My last letter was too short. And strange, I’m sure. If you even got it, that is. I don’t know what they’re actually allowing through to the Isle but I thought it couldn’t hurt to try. I haven’t seen you since they closed the barrier, and I didn’t want…I didn’t want that to be the last you saw me. I added a picture, too, just in case.

I don’t know what to say, can you tell? I hope…well. I hope you’re safe. I hope your mother is well, despite everything. I hope she’s letting you talk, and that maybe you could write back.

If I ever get the courage to send these.

Chapter 23: Can you save my (heavydirty) soul?

Summary:

In which the VKs are still a mess, but so are the AKs as it turns out; Jay reveals to Carlos a startling truth about his past; Jane is thrust into the spotlight and discovers that she's kind of good at this whole 'social interaction with villains' thing; and Carlos is kind of bad at the whole 'hating the descendants of your parents' villains' thing.

Notes:

Alrighty guys, here's another one for you!

***As always, warnings apply!!!***

Warnings for this chapter include language; brief (accidental) violence where a character lashes out at another after waking from a nightmare, as well as brief implications of a panic/anxiety attack; brief mentions of death and murder; mentions of past child abuse and neglect as well as mentions and brief descriptions of sexual abuse/assault. **Nothing graphic, but it is mentioned and heavily implied!** Implied homophobia, internalized homophobia/brief homophobic slurs, as well as the implied abuse of a student by a teacher.

When I spell it all out it sounds so much worse than what is actually on the page, but I wanted to let you know so you were all aware, and I'd rather have you be safe than sorry.

But don't worry, it's not all terrible, and there's actually some fluff in this one! ;)

Hope you all enjoy!!
- Raven

Chapter Text

Ben

The Fairy Godmother’s office isn’t that far away, but in the space of the few minutes’ walk Ben had mentally slogged through so much information it felt like he’d crossed the entire school yard. Audrey is silent beside him, and he can feel the tension in her body with only a brief brushing of his arm against hers. And Chad…Chad is another matter entirely. The other boy is quiet in an almost tortured way, his expression twisted in a painful grimace, his hands in shaking fists at his sides. Ben notices that despite the fact that his hands are no longer bandaged, they’re still rather bruised, and he wonders with some dread just what or who the boy had been hitting.

“Chad?” Ben questions softly, his voice too loud in the empty hallway.

Chad stiffens, the grimace tightening on his face, but he says nothing, and Audrey threads her fingers through Ben’s and squeezes.

“Does anyone want to attempt to fill me in?” The Fairy Godmother says, her voice clipped as they near her office. “Just how did the situation become so uncontrolled?”

“I don’t know,” Chad mutters, his voice heavy but mocking all the same. “Maybe it was something to do with the lack of adult supervision.”

“I beg your pardon, Mr. Charming?”

Chad winces and bites his lip hard, effectively falling silent, and the Fairy Godmother pauses to unlock the door before letting them all file in past her. Ben sits in one of the two chairs placed just in front of the Fairy Godmother’s desk, while Audrey promptly sits in the one adjacent to him. Chad hesitates a moment, then presses himself into the nearest corner of the wall and crosses his arms, his expression clearing and settling into something painfully emotionless.

The Fairy Godmother pauses just a moment to take them all in, and Ben wonders just what it is she sees that makes her grimace as sharply as she does before she finally sits at her desk. She folds her hands together and places them neatly on the wooden surface, though Ben notes the slight tremor and realizes that she’s just as thrown by everything as they are.

“Now then,” she says, and her voice does nothing to betray whatever emotion Ben thinks her trembling hands imply. “Who wants to go first?”

Ben flicks his eyes over to Chad to find him staring right back, the look on his face telling him that the other boy had absolutely no intention of speaking first, if at all.

“I don’t really know what happened,” Ben finally says, after realizing that Chad really wasn’t going to answer. “We got there after…um…after Carlos had started screaming.”

He winces his way through the words, his mind bringing back the haunting sound of the younger boy’s cries, the kind that no human voice should have been able to produce. Not easily. Not with that much…terror. Audrey hisses a sharp gasp beside him, but Ben’s eyes flicker to Chad, who had tensed visibly but remained unyielding.

“I--screaming?” The Fairy Godmother chokes, echoing Ben’s own horrified disbelief.

“Apparently,” Ben continues slowly, still eyeing Chad and half hoping the other boy would see fit to jump in. “Carlos had a panic attack. I don’t know what caused it, but Chad actually uh, saved the day.”

He attempts a weak smile, but Chad’s eyes are steely and pained, and Ben knows he shouldn’t have tried for humor with something as serious as this.

“Chad?” Audrey repeats, and Ben doesn’t know if it’s admiration or incredulity in her voice; and isn’t quite sure which he prefers

“Would you care to elaborate, Chad?” The Fairy Godmother questions, and Chad’s lip curls ever so slightly.

“Not particularly, no,” he drawls off handedly, his eyes locked on the wall opposite him, his tense posture emphasizing his adamancy.

“Chad,” Ben snaps without quite meaning to, and the other boy’s eyes flicker just enough that Ben can see the swirling pit of emotions inside.

“There’s nothing to ‘elaborate,’” Chad snaps right back, but his body is defensive, his expression guarded. “If anything this just proves how unstable the villain kids really are, and that Auradon isn’t the kind of place that they need.”

“Nice try,” Ben retorts, on his feet without knowing how he got there. “But now that everyone’s seen you care, you’re going to have to be serious about this.”

“Oh, I was,” Chad replies, heat rising in his tone if not his face. “Auradon isn’t even able to handle my mom- not that there’s anything that they need to ‘handle.’ What makes you think that we can take on four kids who clearly have some serious issues?”

Ben blinks, unsure whether to be angry or relieved or resentful. He regrets, at least, pushing Chad into caring so much about the VKs. Because it was clear that the boy did care, in some capacity, and yet now- stupid, really, just how insecure was he?- now Ben couldn’t help but feel bitter about it all. About how quickly his plan was no longer just his, with everyone else getting caught up in caring so much.

“You bring up a good point,” the Fairy Godmother concedes on Ben’s behalf, and he sinks back into his chair, feeling more than a bit deflated. “Which is why I’ve contacted some people who are much more equipped to, as you’ve said, ‘handle’ the situation.”

“I don’t understand,” Ben begins, but Chad’s expression twists sharply, his eyes so hard Ben thinks a fire could be sparked from the flint.

“She means a shrink,” he all but spits, his body twitching in what Ben suspects might have been a flinch, but the gesture is restrained too quickly to tell.

“It’s really not that archaic,” the Fairy Godmother interjects coolly, her brows furrowing slightly at Chad’s reaction. “And I’ll assure you that it’s nothing like what I know you’re thinking, Chad.”

Her voice gentles over that last sentence, like slowing down for a speed bump. But she clearly hadn’t slowed enough because Chad still seems rattled, his entire body stiff and jarring as he crosses his arms and lapses back into silence.

“My father had some good points to raise as well,” Audrey speaks up for the first time, her eyes wary as she looks between all the occupants in the room before settling on Ben. “He said one important thing we had to do was establish a safe space for the VKs; somewhere that was just theirs that no one else could get to. It would give them a sense of security and maybe help build some trust.”

The Fairy Godmother nods, and even Chad relaxes minutely. Ben feels a brief, warm flicker of relief, before Chad opens his mouth again.

“That is a good idea,” he says, and Ben finds himself tensing for the ‘but.’ “At least, until they’re sent back to whatever kind of abusive environment that would effectively shatter that security and that is, apparently, so traumatizing as to cause something like panic attacks to become a regular part of a person’s life.”

“Chad!” Ben snaps, because there really isn’t anything else he can say to that.

“What?” the other boy is just as vicious, more, even, as he whirls on Ben. “You wanted me to care, didn’t you? Well this is me fucking caring!”

“Chad,” the Fairy Godmother repeats sternly, though there’s a heaviness in her voice, a sadness in her eyes.

“Damn it,” Chad hisses, turning sharply away and drawing his hand back as though to punch the wall before thinking better of it. He brings his hand up and tugs sharply at his hair instead, wincing before shaking his head. “Fuck damnit.”

 And before Ben can think of anything to say, something to do, Chad stalks to the door; yanking it open and slamming it shut so forcefully that the cartoon version of Simba trembles on the posterized version of his tree branch. There’s a tense, harsh beat of silence, and then Audrey stands, her hands twisting the hem of her skirt.

“I’ve got him,” she sighs more than speaks, and Ben just blinks as she, too, leaves.

Even though she’s more gentle in her exit, it’s her absence that hits Ben the hardest. He’s not surprised, and yet, he is. He sinks back into his chair in stunned disbelief, his mind swirling and derailing any functioning thought processes.

“Well…Shit,” he mutters, the only thing his non-functioning brain could come up with at the moment.

“Language, Benjamin,” the Fairy Godmother scolds, but when he looks at her face he thinks that she wouldn’t have minded letting out a choice word or two of her own.

“What are we…what am I even supposed to do now?” he protests weakly.

“Patience is a virtue, Ben,” the Fairy Godmother says in response, and Ben sinks even further into his chair.

It was, but he had a deadline to uphold. Patiently waiting for his best friend to stop being an asshole wasn’t going to help the situation. The one that he had been responsible for in the first place. Ben didn’t think this often- in fact, he thinks it might be the first time he’d truly meant it- but now more than ever he couldn’t help but wonder if things really wouldn’t have been easier if he’d never made his decree in the first place.


Evie

As perceptive of others as Evie is, she still finds herself paling in comparison to Mal’s scrutiny. It never ceased to amaze (and terrify) her how the other girl could take one look at a person and know instantly just what weaknesses to exploit- just a little slit here and the blood would come pouring out. She flinches back from the dark turn her mind had taken in its comparison, trying to focus back on Carlos; on Jay; on Mal.

The infirmary room is painfully quiet in the aftermath of Carlos’ latest episode, only occasionally punctuated by a breath; a shuffle of clothing; a sniff from Jay, who still hadn’t moved from his position beside the smaller boy, his knee just brushing Carlos’ hip. Evie had taken up position on Carlos’ other side, her fingers wrapped around his, her thumb tracing circular patterns on his palm, while Mal had placed herself in front of all of them, her body tense as she eyed the door. The worst of it was over, thanks to Chad Charming, of all people, and Evie hadn’t had much of a chance to twist that thought over before Jay was commenting on it.

“So, Mal,” the older boy says, his voice quiet for Carlos’ sake but no less harsh. “Just what was going through your head an hour ago that you let that Auradon prick near Carlos? Near any of us, really?”

Mal says nothing, but Evie sees the stiffness in her body increase slightly. Jay’s expression twists sourly, but he remains by Carlos’ side, although his own body mirrors Mal’s unyielding posture.

“I’m really just having trouble understanding it, honestly,” he continues, his tone holding the bitter edge of sarcasm. “Cuz see, the last thing you do is invite the person who tried to murder you inside for another try.”

“And yet somehow you’re still here,” Mal quips icily, turning her head to glare at Jay. Evie sees her eyes soften minutely as they drift to Carlos, who’d managed to fall asleep between the two of them. You’re both still here, her gaze seems to say, her voice lower.

“Probably only because of the convenience of having witnesses,” Jay retorts, but he’d lowered his voice some as well.

“I don’t think that’s it,” Evie speaks up carefully, shifting her weight discreetly to stretch her legs. Her arm shifts with her movement as she winces as the fabric of her sleeve brushes the cuts concealed underneath. Mal catches her reaction, and her eyes flicker as they stare at her; but she says nothing, to Evie’s relief and rekindled shame. She looks away quickly to find Jay staring at her as well, though his expression is more skeptical than anything judgmental.

“What do you mean, you don’t think that’s it?” he snaps, his brow furrowing in frustration. “You saw what he and his sidekicks did to me and Carlos, right? I bet this is his way of weaseling in; searching for more weaknesses.”

“Mal wouldn’t have let him in if that were the case,” Evie counters, pointing out the obvious. “Or are you saying you don’t trust her leadership? Is that it?”

“Guys,” Mal says, cutting across Jay’s enraged intake of breath. “Shut up. You’re gonna wake the whole school with your arguing.”

Or at least Carlos, her pointed glare finishes, and Jay pouts, but falls silent as directed. Evie bites at her lips, thinking back over Chad’s reaction and just how…fluent…the other boy had been in handling the situation.

“He said…he said he was just ‘par for the course,’” Evie recalls, glancing at Carlos as he shifts his weight further against Jay in his sleep. “Like he’d done it before.”

“He has,” Mal says, her voice not quite as wondering as Evie’s, but cautious all the same. “That’s why I let him…I could tell he’d done something like this before.”

“Not for Carlos, though,” Jay is quick to interject, his eyes slightly fearful at the thought. “There’s no way that asshole could have….”

“He used his name,” Evie says, her gasp of realization turning her words into a hiss. “Chad called him ‘Carlos,’ specifically. Not de Vil, like he usually does.”

“He usually calls him Freak,” Jay corrects with a sneer. “If he talks to him at all. Which is why he shouldn’t have been allowed to do anything in the first place!”

“E,” Mal mutters, and Evie looks up to see Mal’s gaze is as far off and pensive as her voice. “Do you remember what Lady Tremaine was like back on the Isle?”

“Just because she runs the only salon doesn’t mean I was that desperate to subject myself to that woman’s company,” Evie shudders. “I’d only go if I was sure one her daughters was working instead…even Antoine, slimy bastard that he is- seemed to be afraid of her sometimes.”

Mal hums once, though whether it’s a thoughtful hum or one of acknowledgment, Evie can’t quite tell.

“What does that have to do with anything?” Jay asks, carefully shifting his body so Carlos’ head was against his arm instead of his shoulder.

“What are you thinking, M?” Evie adds, though she thinks she has an idea.

“I’m thinking,” Mal drawls, her lips somewhere between a smirk and a frown. “That there just may be one person in Auradon who understands some of the shit we’ve been through.”

“You kidding?” Jay scoffs, rolling his eyes as he makes the connection. “Cinderella? One of the most loved of the fairytale princesses? That’s…that…actually kind of makes sense?”

He trails off with a confused frown, his brow furrowed as he tries to work it out.

“You think that’s how Chad knew what to do about Carlos?” Evie surmises, not quite sure how to feel about the idea. “Why he kept mentioning a ‘her’ instead of something random?”

“It could work in our favor,” Jay says softly, almost to himself. “If Ben really is insistent on setting us up in front of the Council…maybe we can get them on our side with her.”

“Wait, what?” Mal blinks, and Evie winces as she realizes they hadn’t gotten a chance to discuss that yet.

“Oh,” Jay says, coming to the same realization. “Yeah, uh…Ben thinks he has a way to fight the King’s decree. Apparently everyone has to take a vote or something, ‘to make it fair’ or whatever, cuz, Auradon,” he scoffs briefly, rolling his eyes, then rushes to finish as he catches Mal’s eye. “So if we can convince them that we’re better off here…we don’t have to go back.”

Mal stares blankly a moment, then scowls sharply, her eyes sparking green. “Convince them that we….no we a better plan than that. One that involves a certain magic wand? Remember that? Our whole point of coming here?”

Jay winces at her sharp tone, but he glares his own defiance right back at her. “It might have been your point,” he argues. “But maybe we actually kind of like it here and don’t want to see everyone dead. Have you thought about that?”

Mal is stopped from her brutal slaughtering of Jay by Carlos, who jerks awake silently, his eyes wide and frantic. Jay startles in surprise, and Carlos blinks as he realizes who he’s lying on. Then he reddens and shoves himself upright instantly, scooting back a few feet so he’s closer to Evie.

“Ssorry,” he mutters, running a hand nervously through his hair. “I di-didn’t mean to-to-to-to….”

“Chill, dude. You’re fine,” Jay dismisses easily, if only slightly impatiently. He’s still glaring a bit at Mal, though, and Evie watches Carlos follow his gaze.

“W-what’s hap-pening?” he asks, caution and sleep thickening his voice.

“We were hoping you could tell us,” Mal replies, just as carefully, inching forward slightly. “Do you…do you remember?”

Carlos frowns, his eyes unsure as he takes in where he’s siting. Evie watches him make the connection, and he blushes before going pale again.

“Did I…I had a…?” He chews at his lip as he trails off, embarrassed, and Evie squeezes his hand reassuringly.

“A fit,” Jay confirms, blunt as ever, and Carlos cringes back into the wall.

“I don’t…I don’t reme-me-member,” he whispers, his eyes flickering with terror.

“It’s over now, though,” Evie quickly moves to assure, shooting Jay a dirty look over Carlos’ shoulder. “You don’t have to worry about it, ok? No one freaked out or got mad about it so it’s good.”

“Wh-what do you mean, ‘no-no one?’”

“What do you remember, Carlos?” Mal cuts in before Carlos can get himself worked up over Evie’s slip. “Do you know why it happened this time?”

“Wwe we-were on the bed,” Carlos murmurs, sliding his hand out of Evie’s to grip his knees. “And I think…I was mad at Jay…” He darts an anxious look to the boy in question, who glances away sheepishly.

“I was a jerk before,” he manages tentatively. “In the dining hall and with everything…sorry.”

Carlos shakes his head, but Evie isn’t sure if it’s because he’s rejecting the apology or if he’s still confused.

“I don’t kn-now,” he mumbles. “I don’t know why….?”

“I made a joke,” Mal says, her words quick and tight. Evie can tell she’s still guilty by the way her voice tremors slightly, though she holds Carlos’ gaze firmly. “About putting you in time out if you couldn’t get along with Jay.”

Carlos blinks, his face twitching with an emotion that Evie couldn’t identify before tucking himself a bit tighter into the corner.

“Oh,” he manages, his voice just slightly hoarse. “Ye-yeah, that wwould do it.”

“Carlos?” Evie presses carefully, but he shakes his head and the horror fades from his eyes.

“You-you guys talked mme out of it though, rrright?” he continues, peering up at them. “It wasn’t bad?”

“No, actually,” Mal says, and her voice is tighter, her expression strained. “We didn’t.”

“Wh-what?” Carlos yelps weakly, his eyes wide.

“You just kept screaming,” Jay mumbles, wincing as he meets Carlos’ eyes. “No one could do anything.”

“You key-keep saying that,” Carlos says shakily, his fingers tightening around his knees. “Li-li-like there was more than just….”

“Ben and some of the other Auradon kids heard and came running, wondering what was wrong and how to help,” Evie takes over the explanation when Mal grits her jaw. “And that was when…Chad stepped in.”

Carlos jerks in surprise, his brow lifting his entire expression into shock. Shock, but not fear, Evie notes with no little surprise of her own. Not hatred or anything horrified like they had all definitely been.

“He…he did what?” Carlos repeats slowly.

“Actually helped, believe it or not,” Jay manages with a brief, sarcastic chuckle that doesn’t extend further than his throat.

Carlos blinks, like he doesn’t quite believe it. Or maybe, doesn’t want to believe it? Then his face screws up slowly in a bluff for confusion that Evie knows is fake, but doesn’t know what the fakeness is trying to cover up.

“Am…am I ssupposed to th-thank him for that?” he asks, his voice pitched a little higher to go with his confused expression. “I do-don’t think that’s how it wworks.”

“Yeah,” Jay snorts in agreement, rolling his eyes. “It’s definitely not how it works.”

“Do you want to thank him?” Evie asks, eyeing him just as closely as Mal, though the other girl remains silent in her scrutiny as always.

“Nnot partic….no,” Carlos finishes, when he realizes the word won’t come.

“Then I’d say just ignore him and hope he doesn’t think you owe him anything,” Jay says with a shrug, before shoving himself up to his feet. “That’s what I’d do, anyway.”

Carlos remains on the floor a moment longer, his expression falling into something almost brooding before he blinks and it clears.

“Yeah, ok,” he mutters idly, carefully pushing himself to his feet as well.

“Los,” Mal says, before Carlos can complete his attempted retreat. “You never did explain…what exactly caused it.”

Evie freezes, glancing quickly to Carlos and mentally chiding Mal for her complete lack of tact. Clearly it wasn’t something he wanted to focus on, given how effortlessly he’d managed to drive the conversation away from it.

“It’s nnnothing,” Carlos tries to deflect, but his fingers twitch sharply at his waist before clenching shakily. “Ju-just…mom had more than one c-c-c-closet and it was ssmall and I w-was small and le-le-let’s leave it at that, ok?”

“Carlos,” Mal begins, but then she catches herself, and shakes her head. “Ok. We can worry about everything tomorrow.”

It’s then that Evie looks at clock above the door and realizes just how long they’d been sitting there. It’s nearly 11 o’clock, and while that normally wouldn’t have bothered her too much back on the Isle, they still have a Goodness class with Fairy Godmother in the morning, and the last thing Evie wants it to show up unrested. Lack of sleep led to rushed mornings, and she might not have enough time to properly do her hair and she’d never attract any Prince’s attention with less than perfect hair.

“Right,” she says quickly, standing and nudging Carlos into an upright position as well. “Just because we’re villains doesn’t mean we can’t keep a schedule,” she chirps, if only to alleviate the tension Carlos’ revelation had brought.

“Um, I think the whole lack of schedules is the point,” Jay drawls, raising a brow at her.

“Not if we’re trying to put our best selves forward,” she counters smoothly, prodding Carlos into a forward motion. He seemed to sink back into his tiredness more readily, shuffling his feet and not quite focusing on anything in particular.

“Ugh,” Jay groans, rolling his neck and eliciting a disturbing loud series of pops and cracks. “Why do you have to be right? It’s no fun.”

“Just try and follow Auradon’s lead, ok?” Mal says as she follows them to the door. “I don’t think I have enough magic in reserve to bail you out of another fight.”

“I wasn’t fighting!” Jay protests, but Evie shoves him out of the door before he can get going.

“I’ll keep them in line,” she promises Mal, who nods at her, her green eyes dark and solemn.

“Don’t get too caught up in Auradon shit, ok?” Mal says, and her voice is surprisingly soft, a sincerity in her words that doesn’t match the severity of her eyes.

“We’ll be fine,” Evie quickly deflects, glancing over her shoulder to see that Jay and Carlos have almost made it to the end of the hall.

“E,” Mal insists, and Evie sighs, turning reluctantly to meet her gaze.

“Yeah,” she whispers, fighting not to let her emotions betray her again. “Ok.”

“Evil dreams,” Mal says, a smirk playing at her lips as her eyes sparkle with a rare sort of mischief.

Evie finds herself chuckling in spite of everything, her own smile tugging at her cheeks. “You too, M,” she replies, before turning and following after the remaining three quarters of their group.

With any luck, they wouldn’t get caught sneaking into the dorms after curfew. And just maybe get to try some of the sweeter things they’d seen at breakfast earlier that week. They weren’t exactly evil thoughts, but it was something to look forward to, and it was enough for her.


Jay

Jay knows that things with Carlos aren’t ok the moment they reach their dorm room. The smaller boy had all but teleported into the fireplace and hadn’t come out since. Jay had changed into a much more loose fitting set of pants and a sleeveless shirt in preparation for bed, and idly experimented with the television set. It got so many more channels than the cheap little box TV his dad owned, and Jay had been thrilled when he’d landed on some action movie with high tech cars and street races and explosions. He was almost positive that none of it was real, but he couldn’t quite be sure.

“Hey, ‘Los,” he calls, glancing towards the silent opening in the wall. “Is it actually possible for a car to shoot liquid nitrogen like a blowtorch or…?”

Silence from the fireplace, and then a brief shuffle of movement before Carlos’ voice echoes out a flustered: “Wh-wh-wh-what?”

Jay hadn’t actually thought that would work, but sure enough, Carlos was carefully crawling out of the fireplace, soot trailing from his hair and clothes. Jay shuffles over some on the bed, and the other boy takes the offered seat, curling up cautiously against him and squinting at the screen.

“W-wait,” Carlos says, blinking a bit. “Is that car ac-ac-actuallly driving up the sside of a bu-building?”

“Right?!” Jay hoots, thrilled to have gotten Carlos out of his shell, and at having a partner to watch the crazy stunts with. “And check it, just a couple scenes ago, this one dude, was like, running along a bus that was falling off a cliff; and he jumped at the last second and survived!”

“Nno way!” Carlos retorts, his face scrunching skeptically as he shakes his head.

“It was too cool to lie about, dude,” Jay swears, as solemnly as he can while trying to keep an eye on the racing cars.

“But none of thi-this is possible in re-re-real life,” Carlos tries to protest in serious tone, but Jay can tell he’s too into it to care, either.

They watch about an hour of the movie before Jay feels the bed sag a little, along with increased pressure against his side, and he blinks down at Carlos, who’d tucked himself into a ball with his head propped against Jay’s hip. Normally, he wouldn’t mind the closeness, but his body is still buzzing from the spar with Lonnie and everything else that had ensued; and so he purposefully shoves himself back, causing Carlos to fall against the bed with a muffled whine.

“Hey, you’ve got your own bed,” Jay says, shoving Carlos towards it. “Don’t hog mine.”

Carlos grumbles something under his breath, but crosses to the bed anyway, digging under his pillow and retrieving a more worn out pair of short and a pale blue long sleeved shirt. Jay stands and crosses the room to turn off the TV, then on a whim, reaches over the dresser and grabs the small plastic box he’d shoved behind it. He’d stored the lighter he’d swiped earlier in their arrival inside it, as well as a few stray cigarettes he’d collected both from the Isle and from here. He flicks his thumb a few times to spark the flame and is all set to light up when his eyes land on the letters carved into the side of the glossy red device.

“Son of a bitch,” he hisses, nearly dropping it in the process. “Of-fucking-course!”

“Jjay?” Carlos asks cautiously, and Jay turns to see the younger boy sitting on the floor beside his bed, knees drawn to his chest and back against the mattress.

And Jay can’t do this…he doesn’t know how to do any of this. Good, don’t be good, but behave yourself and lie and cheat and steal and beg and hands and….he grits his jaw tight and hisses in a sharp breath before letting it out again.

“It’s nothing,” he mutters quickly, holding up the lighter and his barely smoldering cigarette. “Was trying to relax and smoke for a bit but I guess that’s just one more thing Auradon’s ruining for me.”

“Huh?” Carlos hums, his brow furrowing as he unfolds himself just a bit.

“Aziz,” Jay grimaces in disgust, glancing down again at the name on the lighter. “Offered me some cigarettes a few days ago and we smoked behind the school. I had already found his lighter and figured I’d take the rest of the cigarettes to make it even.” He shakes his head, scoffing harshly. “A fag from a fag, who’d have thought?”

Carlos frowns, his eyes dark and unreadable, and Jay starts to debate the best way to do damage control when Carlos suddenly sits upright and holds out a hand.

“G-g-give,” he says jerkily, his eyes still dark despite his childlike demand.

“What?” Jay says, blinking at the strange expression on the boy’s face. “The cigarettes?”

Carlos huffs through his nose and glares, and Jay holds up his other hand. “The lighter, you mean?”

Carlos nods once, then shakes his open hand pointedly. “G-give,” he says again, a little more insistently, and after a moment, Jay shrugs and tosses it over.

Carlos, surprisingly, manages to catch it, and his hard look melts into satisfaction, and then relief.

“What are you thinking?” Jay asks, as he grinds the cigarettes between his palms before tossing them in the small trash can under the table.

“I n-needed a tiny gear,” Carlos says, staring at the lighter a moment longer before tugging his kit from under the bed and storing the lighter carefully inside.

“Ok,” Jay drawls, wondering if he would get any more explanation. He doesn’t, and Carlos returns to his previous position and he finds himself wishing he had more to do. More space, more freedom; a secret hideaway on top of the tower that’s much better suited for…whatever this is.

“Chchchad was there,” Carlos says suddenly, and Jay pauses mid-step to glance over the edge of the bed at him. The other boy doesn’t look up at him, but he doesn’t retreat either, which is some sort of a plus. At least he’d dragged himself away enough from….

“Yeah,” Jay says cautiously, not sure how to play it and still not sure how he feels about the asshole. Well, considering he’d just thought of him as an asshole, still not great. “Any idea why?”

“I think...,” Carlos begins, before blinking suddenly, his eyes flicking up to meet Jay’s. “Nothing, I do-don’t know. S’laten’yway…be-bed?”

He slurs the last of his words, though whether it’s intentional or just genuinely due to tiredness, Jay can’t be sure. Only that it’s definitely one in the morning and they definitely are still in Auradon and so for the time being, can’t afford not to play by the rules.

“Yeah…bed,” Jay concedes, climbing over the heavier sheets he’d shoved to the foot of the bed and shifting into a comfortable position. He clicks off the lamp and effectively bathes the room in darkness and it’s only then that he realizes Carlos still isn’t in his bed.

“Los,” Jay sighs to the darkness. “You still don’t like the bed?”

Carlos says nothing, but Jay hears him shuffle below him. “I l-like the floor better,” he mumbles, but Jay hears the smooth sliding of fabric and a weight sliding off his own bed, and imagines that Carlos must have stolen one of his thicker sheets. He’ll let it go, for now. And hopefully it will help the other boy sleep easier.

“We-we-we sshouldn’t leave Evie alone.”

Or not.


Carlos

He can’t go to sleep. The room is quiet, he knows this. Safe. Secure. (He’d checked the lock on the door and the ones on their window. Plus they were too high up for anyone from Auradon to climb to.) All of his belongings are exactly where he’d put them, including Aziz’s lighter. (He’d checked that, too, while Jay had been in the bathroom. It had still been slightly warm, and Carlos imagined Aziz flicking it open with familiarity; traced his fingers over the ever so slightly there difference in the smoothness of the glossy surface that indicated just how well-used it was.) They’d even checked on Evie, after Carlos had insisted. Which, admittedly had been a good call as the other girl had still seemed shaken from everything earlier, and had needed their company more than she would ever be willing to admit.

Everything was fine. But he couldn’t go to sleep. Didn’t dare close his eyes longer than it took to blink, and he only blinked when he heard Jay exhale in one…slow…steady…breath. Carlos could feel his arm starting to get numb from the way he lay on it, but he didn’t dare turn over. Jay had insisted on taking the bed closest to the door, so Carlos had the further bed tucked closer to the wall. Which meant that if he rolled over he wouldn’t be able to see Jay, and he needed to be able to see Jay…needed to stay awake.

Jay was asleep. Mal was most likely not asleep, but they'd made sure that Evie had been and that her room was secure before leaving her for the night. But Jay was asleep and that would have been fine except...Jay was asleep on his back. Carlos had seen Jay sleep in all kinds of weird positions back on the Isle; from completely upright on his feet to even halfway upside down in the rafters once. But Jay never intentionally slept on his back, for the very reason that Carlos lay awake for now.

A small tremor had started to work its way up Jay's arm. He was still asleep, and his breathing was steady, but Carlos sits upright instantly, pressing his back against the side of his bed, eyes wide and alert. He waits, hardly daring to breathe for fear of speeding up the inevitable. Jay's breath catches as a moan in his throat a moment later, and his whole body trembles as though under some kind of pressure that was impossible to lift.

Carlos shoots to his feet, his heart pounding frantically in his ears as he inches towards the side of the other boy's bed.

“Jay,” he croaks out, not too loud, but enough to be heard. “Jay. Wake up.”

Jay doesn't wake up, but Carlos doesn't need him to. Just needs to make sure Jay can hear his voice, just wait long enough to be able to work him onto his side. After that, Jay would take care of the rest. At least, that's what Carlos tried to tell himself as he fought his own shaking, clenching his fists and working his mouth again.

“Jay,” he says again, grateful that for once he was able to keep his voice under control. “It's Ca-carlos. You're in Auradon. Wake u-up.”

Jay groans, his jaw clenching so tightly that Carlos can see the muscles straining in his neck. He glances towards the window and realizes that it's approaching sunrise, the sky only just starting to transition from that deeper blue of early morning. Carlos takes another shaky step closer, but he keeps his hands by his sides. If he touches Jay now, it would be disastrous. He'd only ever seen Jay truly panic once, and he wasn't about to go through something like that again. Carlos was enough, he didn't need Jay breaking too.

“Wake up, Jay,” he says again, biting back a wince as the other boy starts to thrash harder under the invisible weight.

Jay whimpers, and the sound pulls at Carlos' own fears, but he forces himself to focus on his friend instead. Jay was more important than him right now. Well, most of the time, actually, but right now, Carlos couldn't be a screw up. The whimper builds, low in Jay's chest, and Carlos tenses, readying for the next part and ignoring the lump in his own throat; the prickle at the back of his eyes at seeing Jay in so much pain. He had to be ready for...

Jay's back arches against the bed suddenly, his mouth opening in a broken sob and Carlos acts, ignoring the voice shouting in the back of his head (what are you doing you're going to get yourself killed you're just making it worse how are you so stupid) and places his hands flat against Jay's back and side and pushes. Jay stiffens instantly at the contact and lets out a strangled scream that shoots down Carlos' spine like a bolt of electricity, but he doesn't stop shoving until Jay is on his side. And then he has to act fast because of the punch that Jay blindly throws his way.

Carlos knows he hasn't dodged in time when it connects with the side of his chin, and he feels his jaw click painfully shut as he stumbles away, dazed. (Stupid) the voice chides with a sneer. (Told you shouldn't have bothered good for nothing deserved that deserved that deserve worse so unhelpful) He presses his hand firmly against the throbbing in his jaw and will the pain away as he blinks up at Jay, who was panting hard on his side, his eyes open and staring without seeing.

“Jay,” Carlos says carefully, and he watches the awareness trickle back into the other boy's expression, a slow shudder working its way through his body.

“Auradon,” Jay mutters, flopping against his pillow and rubbing his face hard. “I'm in Auradon.”

“Jay?”

Jay jerks like he'd been struck and instantly lowers his hands, his eyes frantic as he searches for Carlos. Carlos quickly lowers his hand from his face and slowly lifts himself up from the floor to sit on the side of his own bed.

“Carlos,” Jay breathes, relieved, his eyes closing briefly before opening again and scanning his face. “I didn’t…?”

Carlos shakes his head quickly, and it makes his head hurt and his jaw throb again, but he ignores it. “N-no,” he blurts immediately, trying for a smile. “No, it's ok. I'm ok, you didn't hhhurt me.”

The lie sticks even more than usual in his throat, but it relieves Jay, and that’s all that matters. The older boy slumps weakly back into his bed, and Carlos cautiously follows suit, blinking a moment in surprise as he tugs the blanket over his legs. It’s…warm. Not at all what he’d expected. It’s all still too soft, overwhelming his senses after being so used to nothing but rough, scratchy and hard, but it’s not quite as bad as the first night. The pillows help a bit, too; they cushion his head, but he doesn’t sink into them like he does with the mattress. They provide the firmness that he needs, and he focuses on that to try and re-center himself.

“Stupid,” Jay mutters beside him, and Carlos looks over at the tremor that’s still audible in the other boy’s voice. “Fucking…perverted…faggots.

“Jay?” Carlos questions softly, biting his lip at the insults. “You-you-you ok?”

“Just peachy, ‘Los,” Jay’s voice drawls back at him, more breath than actual words.

“You wanna talk abou-about it?”

“No,” Jay snaps, suddenly much more coherent.

“You ssure?” Carlos asks, nestling just a bit further against his pillow.

“Yeah,” Jay says, voice tight. “I’m sure.”

“Jay…”

“I’m sure, Carlos.”

“O-Ok.”

Jay sighs heavily, and Carlos watches his silhouette stretch carefully and cover his face with an arm.

“What time is it, anyway?” Jay grumbles, and Carlos squints at the clock on the bedside table.

“Fi-fi-five o clock,” he whispers back, and Jay sighs again.

“Shit,” Jay hisses. “We only have two hours till we have to get up.”

Carlos shrugs and curls up further under his blanket. He didn’t care about that. He just wanted to make sure Jay was ok. And maybe figure out how to smuggle his blanket back onto the Isle.

“You wwanna--”

“Jafar sold me.”

Carlos freezes, all his thoughts flying out of his head at those three words. There are so many emotions in Jay’s voice, despite how hard it is, and Carlos has to take a moment to try and sort through them, and sort through his own so he didn’t screw this up.

“What?”

“Back on the Isle,” Jay clarifies unnecessarily. “I was eleven. He owed some…I say some,” he scoffs bitterly, and Carlos bites his lip again to keep quiet. “It was more than ‘some.’ Enough that he was basically a dead man if he didn’t pay it.”

Silence for a moment, as Jay takes a shaky breath, and Carlos wants to tug the blanket completely over his head to try and muffle the sound; to shut out that shakiness; shut out the idea of a Jay that wasn’t 100% confident and certain. He wants to, but instead he pulls the blanket down, letting a little of the cold in to jolt him further awake. If Jay was baring this part of himself when he didn’t have to; when it was clearly painful and uncomfortable, then who was Carlos to be comfortable?

“Instead of paying it, he had the bright idea to send me to get rid of the problem.”

“Bu-bu-bu-but you were ele-leven,” Carlos protests meekly, a chill settling into him that had nothing to do with the lack of blanket.

Jay spits a curse in Arabic with such venom that Carlos thinks he doesn’t really want to know the translation. “I’d already successfully killed two people by the point,” Jay laughs, but there’s no humor there. “Including that shopkeeper at nine, not to mention all the poisons.”

Carlos nods to himself, suddenly understanding how everyone in Auradon thought them dangerous.

“Ssso you killed him?” Carlos guesses, half hoping that he was right, that this story wasn’t going where he knew that it was.

“It turns out this guy was pretty well known in certain circles of the Isle,” Jay continues, his voice darkening further. “’The Persian.’ That’s all he was ever called; no one ever knew his real name, or where he was actually from. It just stuck. Honestly, what Jafar thought I could have done against him, I don’t fucking know. Only that it wasn’t worth the slit throat I got for trying.”

“Th-the scar,” Carlos murmurs, horrified at the realization. “The one ac-cross your chchchchest.”

“He didn’t want me dead,” Jay says, his voice closer to a whisper now, like he was choking on the words. “Because he thought…he thought I…was…pretty.”

“Jay,” Carlos says quickly, sitting up sharply in his bed and trying to catch the other boy’s eye.

Jay’s arm was still draped over his face, his lips twitching in what could have been taken for amusement if it weren’t for the absolute disgust that Carlos could hear in his voice.

“Jafar realized he wasn’t going to be able to weasel his way out of paying,” Jay continues, ignoring Carlos’ attempt to stop him. “So he made a deal instead. I woke up a few days later to Jafar sobbing over me, apologizing like a fucking coward. I didn’t understand why until I saw the Persian standing in the doorway.”

“Jay,” Carlos says again, helpless against the painful torrent of words; horrified at what Jay had gone through.

“I was with him for two weeks,” Jay says, his voice thick and choked with the emotion he’d been trying to subdue. “I was…his…in every sense of the word…for two. Weeks.”

Carlos finds himself blinking rapidly as Jay sniffs suddenly, and it occurs to him that maybe he hadn’t had the worst villain parent.

“This was uh, back when it was just me and Mal,” Jay continues, a bit more composed, though his voice is still too thick for Carlos to truly believe it. “I still don’t know how, or when or…but she found out.”

Carlos tenses, bracing for Jay’s next words. Whatever it is, he knows Mal and there’s no way she would have reacted well to….

“A few weeks later, word spread around the Isle that the Persian was dead,” Jay finally continues, and the room is light enough now that Carlos can see the grim smile on his face; just make out the vindictive look in his eye as he lowers his arm. “Poisoned; one of the real nasty ones, too. He’d basically burned alive from the inside out.”

“I…I hhhad no-no idea that happened, Jay,” Carlos says slowly, shaking his head and trying to figure out if it would be safe to offer some kind of comfort. “I’m…sorry.”

Jay snorts, and Carlos glances over again in time to see Jay shrug briefly. “Yeah, well. It’s mostly over, anyway, so. It’s fine.”

“M-mostly?” Carlos repeats, brow furrowing as he sits up enough to really catch Jay’s eyes.

“Auradon still has that going against them,” Jay replies, his tone darkening once more, his jaw tight as he glares at nothing in particular. “Letting all those perverts run loose and calling it ‘love.’”

Carlos flinches in spite of himself at the venom in Jay’s words, picking anxiously at the sheets as he comes to a sudden (and far too painful) conclusion.

“I-i-is that whu-why you hated me? Ba-back then?” he forces himself to ask. “Back when we-ee…when I….”

“Back when you thought you liked guys?” Jay finishes. “When you thought you liked me?” And even though Carlos doesn’t hear that hatred now, he still flinches again, ducking his head in embarrassment.

It wasn’t a thought, Carlos thinks, not quite sure if it’s bitterness or pain or fear that he’s feeling. It might have been a stupid crush then but I knew. I…I still know.

“Relax, ‘Los,” Jay says, far too easily for all that he had just said. All that he would continue to say. “I didn’t hate you then, and I don’t hate you now. We were kids. You were just confused. Plus I mean, let’s honest. No one can resist this face.”

Jay grins dazzlingly, and Carlos chucks his pillow as hard as he can at the other boy’s face. Jay laughs, throwing the pillow back and it’s a good sound to hear, after all that had just come before. But it hurts all the same, and Carlos thinks that maybe there are some things that Auradon just can’t fix.

*     *     *     *

Carlos doesn’t know how he survives the morning, to be honest. Breakfast had been quick, tense, and quiet, tucked away in the infirmary with Mal. Apparently, Mal had reported in grim, worried tones, someone was arriving in Auradon later that wanted to see them. The Fairy Godmother had called them in for ‘support,’ but the idea wasn’t one that any of them wanted to entertain for long.

Goodness Lessons had been dull, though he thinks maybe that might be because he’d fallen asleep partway through, and woken up propped up against Jay with Fairy Godmother still droning on about ‘chivalry.’ He’d been quick to scoot away, spluttering a hasty apology in Jay’s direction, but Jay had also been too tired to really care, which Carlos thinks is the only reason he’d escaped unscathed. Well, aside from his sore jaw. It hadn’t bruised, thankfully, but it still ached, and Carlos had to refrain from rubbing at it during the day.

All in all, the day had been going…normally, for once. Until Biology, of course. Kropp hadn’t lashed out, though he did spend most of the class glaring smugly in Carlos and Jay’s general direction. Carlos had heard from Ben about a staff meeting that had taken place, where Kropp had vehemently argued against them- which wasn’t a surprise, really- but it certainly did him no favors regarding his dislike of the man. Or his resolve to just try and get through this with his head down. Except….

“And just where do you think you’re going, Mr. de Vil?”

Carlos pauses in the entrance, glancing desperately for Jay, who had disappeared in the chaos of the hallway rush. Kropp’s voice is even more smug than his glare, and Carlos turns slowly around to face the man, intentionally keeping his bag between them. If things went south, he could use it as a shield. Or a weapon, if really necessary.

“Cla-class is over,” Carlos answers carefully, thinking over each word as hard as he can to avoid slipping up. “I’m going to ssst-ssst-u-- Fairy Ggodmother,” he forces out, reddening slightly as the word sticks. “Free period with Fairy Godmother.”

It was the closest he could get to ‘study hall,’ though he bitterly thinks that it’s such a stupid thing to trip over, compared to other words.

“I think not,” Kropp sneers at him, and Carlos falters minutely, his bag inching down his arm. “You have a detention to serve with me, Mr. de Vil. Or did you think that the rules somehow didn’t apply to you anymore just because you were being returned to the Isle?”

‘Returned,’ Carlos thinks, flinching slightly at the man’s scathing tone. Like they’d been a faulty product; like Auradon had gotten its use from them and they weren’t serving their purpose anymore. And then the rest of the words connect in his brain, and he pales, frozen in the doorway.

“Y-you…I…I don’t....,” Carlos swallows quickly, fidgeting as Kropp glares even harder at his stuttering. “Dete-dete-detention?” He finishes weakly, and the corner of Kropp’s lips twitch upwards. It’s not a nice gesture.

“Yes, Mr. de Vil,” he repeats, sounding far too happy for the situation. “Detention. Half an hour, in place of your ‘free period,’ to make up for all the trouble you cause me in class.”

“It was o-one class,” Carlos mutters without thinking, feeling his own features twist with anger.

“I beg your pardon?”

He blinks, glancing up to see that Kropp’s hands had clenched into fists, and Carlos stiffens instinctively, tucking into himself in an attempt to look small.

“I-i-it was one class,” he repeats quietly, forcing his tone to remain blank. “I ans-answered your qqqquestion.”

“You disrespected me in front of the class,” Kropp bites out harshly. “I don’t know what passes for discipline over on the Isle, but here in Auradon there are consequences for our actions. So. Detention. Half an hour, starting now. Perhaps we can be productive and work on your little…problem with authority.”

Carlos is shaking with suppressed anger and fear by the end of Kropp’s speech, his bag clattering to the floor at his feet the only thing that jolts him out of his frozen state. He knows exactly what Kropp is trying to do- is going to do- and it only serves to terrify him. It takes too long for him to cross the room and sit in the seat closest to the front of the room. Kropp seems surprised to see him sitting there, but it’s basic self-preservation. At least this way, no one has to chase him into a corner, and it’s closest to the door. If he really needed to, he could shove his desk into the teacher and flee. It worked enough times on the Isle.

And it was only half an hour, Carlos tries to tell himself, as Kropp starts to write on the board. And it was Auradon. There’s no way this could actually resemble anything on the Isle. Except, looking at Kropp, and the severe and yet self-righteous look on his face, Carlos finds himself second guessing that fact.


Jane

Of all the ways that she'd encountered Carlos de Vil, being pinned beneath him with a row of lockers at her back and his scowling face in front of her was definitely one of her least favorite. She couldn't even entirely blame him for her current situation, as it had been entirely her own fault.

It had started, as most of Jane's days went, with breakfast, during which the VKs had been strangely absent. Well, not exactly strange, really, given the recent circumstance. But what had been strange was just how disappointed it seemed to make everyone; Lonnie and Chad in particular had seemed especially bothered by the lack of VKs, though Ben had simply slumped into his seat and refused to talk. After idly pushing his eggs around his plate, he's declared himself not hungry and abruptly left, Audrey and Chad following not too far behind.

Jane hadn't seen either of the three if them for the rest of that morning, although their schedules didn't often mix what with their age difference and Ben being the future king. But still, it had all served to further agitate Jane, who had been (foolishly, she knew) hoping for some kind of peaceful resolution. A part of her knows though that the time for wishing things better was definitely over, and any progress or happy endings were going to have to be worked for.

And so when Carlos doesn't show up for the afternoon study hall, it's all the catalyst Jane needs. She'd been sent (self volunteered, really) to find out where he was, and where he'd been.

'Gently, though, dear,' her mother had cautioned nervously. 'Don't make it seem like you're confronting him. You only wanted to make sure he was ok.'

Carlos is not ok, Jane thinks, trying to hide her more than mild terror at the glare he's giving her. Inhuman is the only thing she can think at the wide eyes; the sharp jaw; the curled lips and snarling teeth. He doesn't seem to fully process his actions though, as he's restraining her, but not as forcefully as Jane thinks (and regrets thinking) he must he capable of. The tension in his body is wrong, like he wants nothing more than to run and hide, but something else is telling him to attack instead.

"Hi, Carlos," Jane says carefully, not sure whether a smile would make this better or worse. "This is an interesting way to say hello. I feel like I just saw you yesterday."

It's almost what that tension feels like, too; like he'd seen her for the first time in a long time and rushed to greet her. Jane knows that it's wrong though, knows that in some capacity she is in danger right now, trapped with an unpredictable and violent VK. But she also knows that this is Carlos, and of all the things he /would/ do, attacking her is certainly the last of those. Unless that's just the wishful thinking talking.

"Um, I get that something is wrong, at least, I think there must be, right?" Jane continues nervously, suddenly aware of the pressure with which he held her arm. If he truly felt that she was a threat, he could very easily break it like that. "But there's better ways to express that, Carlos. You could just tell me."

Carlos doesn't react visibly to her words, but the sound of her voice registers somewhere as his body relaxes minutely, his hands releasing their grip. Jane tries for that smile, and a moment later, Carlos blinks, and the danger is banished only to be replaced with something else entirely. His eyes widen and his breath catches in his throat as he backs quickly away from her, glancing in terror from his hands and back to her. Jane recognizes the fear for what it is, and moves quickly to reassure him.

"No, no, it's ok!" She says, holding out her own hand to him slowly. "I'm fine, Carlos. We're both fine."

He shakes his head, his face flying through too many expressions for Jane to interpret. Only that he's far too works up to be calm, and she needs him to be calm if there's going to be any chance at answers.

"Breathe, Carlos," she says slowly, her voice calm if not her racing heart. "Just take a breath for me, ok?"

He nods once and swallows, drawing a shaky breath, his shoulders rising and falling in an exaggerated gesture. It's like he was physically forcing himself to relax, but it serves its purpose as the Carlos that looks back at her now is much more subdued; more like the cautious, wary Carlos she'd met back in the workshop. Jane takes a moment to draw another steadying breath of her own, quickly scanning the hallway. They were in a secluded hallway just off the 'academic' side of the school, somewhere between the 'math/science' and the 'arts/crafts' wings, as they were nick named by the students. Exactly where she'd found him wandering in a sort of daze, one hand on the wall as he shifted anxiously back and forth. Jane had assumed he'd gotten lost and had bounced forward ready to tease him, but when she'd tapped his shoulder...

"So what happened, Carlos?" Jane asks, turning back to him. "You know the knights can tell you where to go, so how'd you get stuck here?"

Carlos bites his lip, his brow furrowing in what Jane thinks might be worry, but which she realizes after a moment is actually fear. He slowly sucks in a breath to answer, but then closes his mouth tight, ducking his head and shrugging once. The motion is stiff and equally tight, like he's in pain, and Jane ducks her own head to try and meet his eyes, scanning for clues to his behavior.

"You missed study hall," she says, being sure not to sound accusing as she eyes him. "Mom was worried about you. Well, I was too. Am." She amends quickly, blushing slightly.

Carlos winces, and seems to shrink a little further, but no words come out when he works his lips. Jane cocks her head at him, trying not to feel offended but only succeeding so much.

"What, is this a 'no talking' day for you?" She means it more as a light hearted sort of thing, but then it occurs to her that yes, she really had just insulted him.

"I'm sorry!" She gasps, mortified at herself. "I didn't mean it like that I swear! I know it's hard for-"

But then she stops, because Carlos had stiffened significantly, his jaw locked so tight it was like he was fighting to physically keep the words in. The fear and pain flicker through his eyes again before he can hide it, and Jane feels a horrifying sensation of dizziness as she makes a sudden connection.

"Carlos," she says slowly. "Did...did someone...were you hurt for talking? Back on the Isle?"

'Not a word,' his posture seems to scream, as he backs himself as far as the walls will allow, shaking his head and clenching jaw every time his mouth tried to open. 'Not a single word.' And of course it makes horrifying sense, how unwilling or even unable he seemed to be to speak when he's first arrived. If he was hurt or punished for stuttering or even talking at all then...but then Jane catches the way his eyes flicker towards the opposite hallway; the way he'd tensed as though expecting something. Or...someone?

It's not a possibility Jane wants to entertain, because this is Auradon and nothing like that could possibly happen here. No one would dare. But Jane finds herself working up the courage and asking because has to she has to know.

"Carlos," she says slowly, dread filling her stomach. "Did somebody here hurt you for talking?"

Instantly Carlos stops, his expression clearing completely into something blank and unreadable. But Jane feels tears sting the backs of her eyes because he thought he was revealing nothing but he might as well have said yes out loud. She wants to feel angry, and a part of her definitely does but all she can register right now is pain.

"Right," she manages, clearing her throat and forcing her tone to remain calm. Collected, like her mom. "So, not a talking kind of day. Got it."

Carlos falters, like he hadn't expected her to remain calm, and Jane nearly starts crying all over again. Instead she smiles, hating herself for it. But it makes Carlos relax again, and take a small step towards her. Her smile turns a bit more genuine at the edges, though her thoughts are still racing. Someone had hurt Carlos for talking because of his stutter. Someone here in Auradon had done the same thing and it couldn't have been a student because of the timing; everyone would have been in some kind of class and the only person with that kind of power and authority to even try something like that is a teacher which means that a teacher had hurt Carlos and teachers were supposed to protect and encourage their students not hurt them because this wasn't the Isle!

Jane swallows hard and wrenches herself with difficult back into the moment. Carlos is staring at her cautiously, his brow furrowed again but this time in worry.

"I'm ok," she manages jerkily. "Like I said, we were worried about you."

He winces slightly, pressing his lips together and bringing his left hand up towards his chest. Before he can complete, or even really start the sign, Carlos jerks like he'd been stung, and quickly drops his hand back to his side, grimacing sharply. And that's when the anger hits Jane so hard she very nearly shrieks a filthy word. She thinks it instead, and subdues her reaction but the anger boils inside because not only did they rob Carlos of his speech, but they apparently hadn't let him sign either.

"You don't have to be sorry, Carlos," she says. "I'm guessing that's what you were aiming for."

Carlos blinks, seeming surprised, and Jane lets herself laugh.

"I do know a little bit of sign," she says, then she gets an idea and quickly goes with it, talking a bit faster, letting her hands flow through the signs as she goes. "Just a little bit, simple things like yes, please, no, more, food, oh! And colors!"

Jane draws breath just long enough grin at the mystified expression on his face before continuing. "I love signing the colors, they're so funny! What's your favorite color, Carlos?"

Carlos smiles, catching onto her enthusiasm and signs; bringing his index finger to his mouth and making a gesture like he was stroking his lips.

"Red?" Jane translates, chuckling a little. "Of course. It makes sense given your shirt."

Carlos frowns, glancing idly at his long sleeved, red shirt. Then he realizes what he'd done -what Jane had done- and snaps his head up in a glare.

"You can sign, you know," Jane tries. "I don't know everything, but enough that I could understand you."

Carlos continues to glare at her, though he pauses to glance briefly over his shoulder, and Jane is set to resign herself to the painful silence when suddenly she remembers just where in the school they are. It's a long shot, but Carlos didn't have to talk to communicate, and if Jane had read correctly, there was one way he could still communicate without talking, and without stuttering.

"Wait," she cries, grabbing Carlos' hand a tugging him forward. "I have an idea!"

He freezes, jerking back, and Jane skids to a stop, wincing at the sudden jolt. She turns back to find him wide eyed and anxious? Fearful? It's nothing positive in his expression and Jane feels another pang of anger at whoever had dared to hurt him.

"You trust me, right, Carlos?"

It's a loaded question, and a loaded moment of silence as they stare at each other. And then, slowly, so Jane barely realizes it's happening, Carlos grabs her hand and squeezes.

"Ok then," Jane whispers, meeting his solemn gaze with her own. "Follow me."


"This, Carlos," Jane announces as she shoves open the giant doors. "This is the room where it happens."

He frowns at her, furrowing his brows. 'What happens?' His eyes seem to say, and Jane grins, leaning in conspiratorially.

"Magic," she whispers, before pulling away and giggles self consciously. "It's the Auradon Theatre Department," she explains. "We're still working on a special name but believe me, it's a special place."

Carlos stares out at the auditorium and the stage with wonder, and Jane is all set to burst into song with excitement. But someone else starts humming first, and she pales as she recognizes the jaunty piano tune that echoes from the direction of the stage.

"...oh um, how about I show you backstage?" Jane squeaks, desperate to get Carlos away before-

"Cruella de Vil, Cruella de Vil! If she doesn't scare you, no evil thing will..." A young baritone voice rumbles, blissfully unaware of their presence. "To see her is to take a sudden chi-ill! Look out for Cruella de Vil!"

The piano slide through a few notes before repeating the tune for the main verse, but the boy falters, fumbling for the words. "The uh...da da da dum...the ice in her stare..."

"Really, Richard?" The piano stops, and Jane recognizes the drawling voice of Amy. "How do you still not the words?"

"Oh I'm sorry, Amelia," Richard snaps, flinging his arms up. "Perhaps you'd like to come and sing it instead, and I'll play the piano."

"Carlos, we should go," Jane mutters, fumbling for his hand while backing toward the door.

"I kn-know that ssssong," Carlos whispers back, and as thrilled as Jane is to hear him speak, to share the theatre with him, she doesn't want to be witness to whatever act of violence that is sure to come.

"Don't be a prat," Amy hisses, standing from the piano stool. "We both know you hate the piano."

"Then don't try and tell me how to sing," Richard snipes.

"Fine!" Amy huffs, flopping back down onto the stool and starting the riff again. "It's starts 'the curl'..."

"The curl of her lip, the ice in her stare, all innocent children had better beware! She's like a spider waiting for the ki-ill. Cruella...Cruella de Vil!"

"Carlos?" Jane doesn't know whether to feel proud, amused or shocked. It's something of all three, as Carlos blushes, but continues singing, stepping forward as Amy quickly leaps back into the song on the piano.

"At first you think Cruella is a devil, but after time has worn away the shock, you come to realize you've seen her kind of eyes, watching you from underneath a rock!" Carlos performs his way through the lines as he sings, miming looking over his shoulder before appearing shocked, and Jane chuckles softly at him.

"I didn't think you'd be so ok with hearing that," she says, when he glances over at her questioningly.

"Ssshe-she-she always hated that ssong," he mumbles sheepishly, offering Jane a shy smile. "So I l-earned it."

"Um, excuse us?" Richard calls, shielding his eyes to glare at them through the stage lights. "This is a private rehearsal so..."

"Shut up, Richard," Amy scolds, lightly, standing from the bench again. "Hey Jane! You didn't tell us you were bringing a new theatre club member!"

"I was just showing him around," Jane hastily explains, at Carlos' anxious expression. "I didn't realize you guys were in here, sorry."

"You kidding?" Amy all but squeals. "Jane, tell me you're kidding! Richard, you heard his voice, right?"

"Yes, Amy, I did hear de Vil's voice," Richard dutifully replies, but if Jane didn't know any better she'd say he almost sounded impressed.

"We're keeping him, right?" Amy continues gleefully, bouncing slightly beside the piano. "Richard?"

"He only sang one song, though," the other boy mutters, running a hand through his auburn hair. "And I mean, he was pretty good for a vill-"

"Richard," Amy growls lowly, and the other boy sighs.

"Yeah, ok," he concedes, and Amy squeals so loudly that Jane and Carlos both wince from the center of the auditorium.

"Wait," Jane says, glancing to Carlos to see that he's barely following any of this, and she's no better off honestly. "Are you really-"

"Ugh, I can't believe I'm saying this to you," Richard sighs, but when he looks at Carlos it's with begrudging respect. "Welcome to the Auradon Theatre Club, Carlos de Vil."

"Oh my gosh this is going to be awesome!" Amy crows, grinning wildly.

Carlos mirrors her gesture shyly, but Jane can feel the genuine happiness that radiates off of him, and she nudges him lightly. He blinks down at her, caught off guard, but smiles again when she laughs.

"If I had known that all it would take is singing your mom's song to get you to open up, I'd have dragged you to the theatre a lot sooner," she teases.

"If you try to turn my dog into a coat, though, we're going to have problems," Richard adds, but even he can't help smiling just a little, and Jane doubles over laughing as Carlos pouts in disappointment, and Richard splutters indignantly for all of five seconds before Carlos smiles mischievously and Richard scoffs, shaking his head.

Yeah, Jane thinks, as the twins starts explaining the process of the Auradon theatre club to an enthusiastic (and vocal) Carlos. A lot sooner.


[Unaddressed letter to Mr. Oscar, Isle of the Lost]

Carlos.

It’s been a while since my last letter, hasn’t it? I’m still getting used to the time. You’re probably wondering why these envelopes are addressed to Mr. Oscar, and why I didn’t leave a name of my own. Well it’s because I couldn’t be sure that those stuffy Auradon bureaucrats…ahem…that the people in charge wouldn’t read them first.

If whoever is reading this now happens to be one of those stuffy Auradon bureaucrats, or someone who is not Carlos, fuck you for invading the right to privacy.

But if you are Carlos, just ignore that word. You don’t need to know what it means yet.

As for Oscar, well…I chose it for you, actually. I know, your mother will probably say something different. If she mentions me at all…does she?

No, don’t answer that. I’ve been enough of a selfish b--selfish person. This is supposed to be about you now. So. Your name. Carlos Oscar de Vil. Picked it up from one of my favorite Authors, and finally became one myself, if you’ll believe it. But telling stories stops being fun when you end labelled the villain for it. It’s all subjective crap anyway. I’m not there anymore anyway, and hopefully someday, you won’t be either.

Until then.

P.S.

“The only difference between the saint and the sinner is that every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future.” - Oscar Wilde

 

Chapter 24: I can't help this awful energy

Summary:

In which Kropp decides to take a villain in hand; Mal discovers a conscience; the Auradon Kids attempt an intervention; and Jay is not ok.

Notes:

What's this? Two days of updates in a row??
Ha, yup. I'm doing my best to catch up in terms of this story's posting here and on FF, so more chapters at random times, as promised.

However, as always, this chapter comes with **Warnings** such as child abuse/neglect; language and violence and threats of violence; threats of death/mildly gruesome descriptions of poisons; the abuse of a student by a teacher; homophobia/homophobic slurs and abuse; mental health issues such as anger issues, anxiety/panic attacks; depression; talk of therapy/therapists; as well as dealing with traumatic issues such as rape, child molestation and assault.

It is a lot, and I tried to handle these things with respect and sensitivity they deserve, but we warned that this chapter may be triggering!

In spite of that, I hope you all will read and enjoy!
- Raven

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Kropp

There had been many students that had come through his classroom throughout the years, but none quiet so troublesome as Carlos de Vil. His years of teaching couldn’t have prepared him for anything remotely villainous; all the young princes and princesses had cared about was managing enough of a grade to pass the class and nothing more. They had their whole lives…their whole kingdoms, even, laid out for them, so why should they care about a stupid Biology class?

It had been easier to make them care back in the days when teachers were allowed to discipline their students. That’s what they all needed, Kropp had reasoned with a grumble. They were all too privileged, too needy. A firm hand and structured discipline was all it took to straighten them out. Especially Chad Charming. The boy had certainly been one of Kropp’s tougher cases; unfocused and undisciplined and entirely too unsupervised. But once Kropp cracked down the young prince had sung an entirely different tune.

Those days, much to the teacher’s chagrin, had been put to an end with the various shiftings of power that came with combining kingdoms and lifestyles. Capital punishment had been labelled as a form of abuse, and ‘inappropriate in a place of compassion and learning.’ It was their job to ‘nurture’ the students, or so it was told and believed by all of the faculty at Auradon Prep, and Kropp had had no choice but to tolerate the disorder of his students. He’d resigned himself to simpler strategies; speaking lowly in classes so when he raised his voice the effect was more jarring; cracking his ruler against the desk instead of student’s hands and wrists.

Anything more severe than a corrective tap was discouraged in the school, except in cases where ‘absolutely necessary.’ Such as with ‘a violent and/or disruptive student, for whom which all other methods of correction have been proven ineffective, and would otherwise cause harm or discomfort for other students/teacher.’

In short, for a student like Carlos de Vil.

The young villain had proven himself unruly and incredibly disruptive in class, and any and all of Kropp’s attempts to regain control and respect had certainly been proven insufficient. And so it was that Kropp had argued for proper punishment to be meted out in the form of a detention, and now faced the boy in question feeling nothing short of grim satisfaction.

“Let’s see how well you can follow instructions, Mr. de vil,” Kropp sneered, reveling in the fact that the boy seemed almost nervous as he eyed the words the teacher had written on the whiteboard.

“Ssir?” de Vil said, and though Kropp was pleased at the respectful address, the added mocking syllable ruined the effect.

“You have a functioning brain, do you not, Mr. de Vil?” Kropp said, his scowl deepening as he glared at the boy.

De Vil glared right back, however, his eyes stony with disrespect and resentment. He said nothing, though his hands moved rapidly in a series of gestures that Kropp was fairly certain were nothing flattering.

“With words, de Vil,” Kropp snapped sharply, taking a few steps forward and gripping his ruler tightly in his fist. “You are not deaf or otherwise hard of hearing, and as you are fully capable of speech I expect you to speak when you are spoken to. Is that understood?”

It seemed to be, if the squaring of the young villain’s shoulders were any indication. His dark eyes flashed and a smirk flickered at the corner of his lips as he responded.

“I said that m-m-my brain cccertainly seems to fu-function better than yyyours,” de Vil said, a bold sort of challenge in the set of his jaw.

It was all that Kropp needed to act. His ruler was made of the non-shattering variety of plastic, which made it incredibly useful for when Kropp would become frustrated and bend it between his fingers. (It had taken many a broken ruler for a student to present it to him as a gift before they had graduated.) Now it served an entirely different purpose as in one swift motion his ruler whistled through the air to crack once, twice against the boy’s cheek. Not hard enough to cause any significant damage, but his point had definitely been made if the startled wide eyes that stared back at him were any indication.

“Do I have your attention now, Mr. de Vil?” Kropp hissed lowly, and de Vil nodded slowly, his eyes flickering uncertainly. “You might have gotten away with behavior like this on the Isle, but this is Auradon, and this is my classroom and I will not tolerate it anymore.”

De Vil was entirely still, his eyes on the board over Kropp’s shoulder, his face paling as if he’d suddenly realized what was happening.

“You have, as you yourself have said,” Kropp continued vindictively. “A fully functioning brain, and so any ‘slips of the tongue’ are entirely voluntary and under your control.”

“Th-th-th-that’s not hhow it wwworks!” de Vil bit out hotly, his chair groaning as he stood rapidly, face flushed.

Thwack! went the ruler, and this time Kropp could almost make out the imprint of the plastic as the blood rushed back out of the boy’s face.

“Sit. Down,” he growled, baring his teeth viciously. De Vil sat jerkily, his eyes darting to the classroom door, to the whiteboard, to the ruler in Kropp’s hand. Never directly at him, the teacher noted with some frustration, but they had plenty of time to address that as well. “This is how it’s going to ‘work,’ Mr. de Vil,” Kropp said through gritted teeth. “You will repeat those words on the board, speaking clearly, without any slips.”

“And if I d-d-d-on’t?”

Somehow the boy managed to maintain his sarcastic tone, though Kropp was quick to correct it.

“Do we understand each other, Mr. de Vil?”

The boy blinked hard, his jaw clenching and unclenching, his expression unreadable. It took a moment, but then he brought his hands up and started to move them around again in gestures. Kropp hissed a sharp breath before lashing out again, his ruler cracking firmly across de Vil’s knuckles and abruptly halting his movements.

“With your words, Mr. de Vil,” Kropp ground out.

Instead of answering, the boy turned his head, his eyes scanning over the whiteboard, pain and fear twisting his expression into something almost vicious. After a moment, de Vil stilled, his expression clearing, though his continued to reflect his turmoil.

“’I w-w-will not disresp-ect Mr. Kropp in ccccclass,’” the boy recited, his voice shaking but otherwise devoid of inflection.

A quick of smack of unbreakable plastic against skin; a noise of pain that catches and dies in a closed throat.

“Again.”

“I w-will not dis-dis-dis--”

Crack!

“Again.”

“I will nnnnot--”

Thwa-crack!

“Again.”


Mal

It’s Monday afternoon and Mal was more than fed up with the white walls of the infirmary. She understands how Jay had started making death threats only a few days into his stay. As it was, she’d outlasted him by nearly a day. She pauses at that thought, going back in her mind. Had it really been almost four days since the party? Four days…which meant that they’d been in Auradon for eight days…and they only had until Wednesday to enjoy it before they were sent back to the hell they had come from. (Or, at least, until the rest of the Auradon Council arrived, which was essentially, the same result.)

The thought of it alone has her so far on edge that when the Fairy Godmother enters the room later that afternoon, it takes all of Mal’s self-control to refrain from throwing a chair at her.

“If you’re not going to tell me that I’m free to go, then I strongly suggest walking back out the door,” Mal growls, her teeth just as tightly clenched as her fingers around the bars of her bed.

The Fairy Godmother starts at her tone (or maybe it was her flashing eyes), but bravely remains in the room.

“Unfortunately, Mal,” the woman says, somehow managing to look sympathetic instead of condescending, “You won’t be leaving the infirmary just yet.”

“Of course not,” Mal mutters, her lips twisting bitterly as she sinks back into the bed. “Can’t have the villain who attacked the King out and about among the good people of Auradon. Best to keep me where you can see me, right?”

The Fairy Godmother has the decency to wince, and Mal is grateful that at least the woman is trying. It was more than could be said for her mother. The only thing that Mal could count on when she returned to the Isle was a slow and brutal death.

“I can assure you Mal that we aren’t keeping you here with the intent to harm you,” the Fairy Godmother says, managing a smile that Mal could swear is almost devious. “And believe me when I tell you that I am more than capable and that if I’d truly been planning on harming you, you would know.”

Mal lets out a surprised chuckle and grudgingly smiles back. “That’s actually comforting,” she admits, lifting a brow. “And impressive, if I’m being honest.”

“Well,” the Fairy Godmother says, waving it off dismissively. “There’s no true cause for concern as those days are behind me. My wand is safely tucked away in the Auradon Museum of History, where it serves as a symbol for educational purposes.”

Oh. Mal all but leaps out of the bed at that bit of news. Educational, indeed.

“Anyway dear, one of those visitors I told you about has just arrived and wanted to meet you.” The Fairy Godmother’s next words throw Mal so far of balance that she actually flinches, eyes wide as they register.

“Excuse me?” she manages after a moment, suddenly unsure how to play this.

“I’ll be just outside,” the woman says, as if that’s supposed to be comforting. “And remember, no one wants to hurt you. We all have your best interests in mind.”

“Yeah I’ve heard that before,” Mal retorts, almost without thinking. “Usually right before the pain started.”

Something in the Fairy Godmother’s expression pinches, and that’s all the indication Mal needs to realize that she’d spoken loud enough to be heard. Before she can try to correct or even play it off, someone knocks on the door, and Mal swallows as fear twists her stomach so hard she half imagines that it’s her mother coming to punish her for her failures.

She doesn’t realize that she’s shaking until the door opens, and she sucks a sharp breath as a man enters the room. He’s tall, and thin, but that doesn’t do much as Mal reasons that he’s still a man and could very easily snap her in half if he so chose. Her magic is acting up again, she realizes dimly as she sits as far upright as she can, her body torn between wanting to run and wanting to retreat. She can feel the sickening tugging sensation in her gut; notes the hazy tinge of green that slithers weakly across the backs of her hands.

“Hello, Mal,” the man says, and she flinches at his voice instinctively, eyes shooting to the bland hospital bedsheets. He sounds friendly enough- that light and easy ‘Auradon’ kind of friendly that’s basically its own kind of accent- but she knows better than to trust it. To trust him.

“Hi,” she says quietly, when the silence goes on long enough for her to realize she’d been meant to respond.

“It’s nice to meet you,” he continues smoothly, stepping further into the room. She thinks he might be smiling, and when she glances out of the corner of her eye it’s confirmed. He’s wearing glasses, and his hair is an interesting orange color, but that’s as far as Mal let’s herself examine because she’d just made eye contact and shit if there hadn’t been pain before there would be now.

She’s cowering, a part of her registers- the part that is her mother hisses curses at her for daring to be so weak, especially before a man, but the part of her that has some sense of preservation also thinks that maybe she isn’t cowering enough….

“Mal?”

Relief surges so strongly that Mal doesn’t care how desperate she looks as her head snaps up and in the Fairy Godmother’s direction. She was safe. The Fairy Godmother meant safe (though damned if Mal knew where that idea had come from- the woman wouldn’t have lasted two seconds on the Isle with all her cheer).

“It’s nice to meet you, too,” Mal murmurs shakily, her eyes on the Fairy Godmother, though her head tilts in deference in the man’s direction. If she stared intently enough, maybe she could convince the woman to stay.

“My name is Jeremiah,” the man is saying, and it’s only the fear of missing something important that makes Mal pay attention. “Though most people just call me ‘Jiminy,’ after my Uncle.”

“Cricket?” Mal blurts without thinking, then freezes, cringing back against the bed. She was going to get herself killed, Hades damn her!

The man laughs softly, and she flinches. She’s doing a lot of that, she knows, but she also knows that this is the most danger she’s been in since coming to Auradon and she can’t be left alone with him she can’t!

“Yeah. But thankfully, the insect part of the genes skipped a generation. Well,” he pauses, and Mal guesses it’s for some sort of self-evaluation as he continues with: “for the most part. The height seems to have factored in to make up for it.”

There’s another pause, and Mal’s mind races as she tries to figure out what’s expected of her. Was she supposed to say something? Would it be speaking out of turn? Had he made a joke and she was supposed to laugh but didn’t? When would he cut the stalling and just get to the pain already?

“You seem nervous, Mal,” ‘Jiminy’ says, and Mal stiffens, panic cutting off her breath.

‘You seem nervous, little girl.’

“What was your first clue?” she snaps, then winces, biting her tongue so hard she tastes copper. It would be all she’d taste by the time he was done with her, she was sure, and her body screams with the agony of remembered pain; ghostly laughter ringing with each haunted mark.

“I can assure you that there’s nothing to be afraid of.”

‘What’s the matter? You scared?’

“I have no intention of hurting you.”

‘Just close your eyes, I promise I’ll go gentle. Hell, I might even let you enjoy it if you’re good.’

“Bella donna,” Mal chokes out, her sudden loss of breath making the words barely more than a whisper. “Otherwise known as nightshade. It’s berries are poisonous if ingested, though it’s been used in some cases to dilate eyes in an attempt to appear attractive.”

“…Interesting,” someone murmurs, and Mal flinches but forces herself to continue, to focus on the facts, to remember how to breathe.

“Cyanide,” she continues lowly, inhaling a little easier as she recites. “It can be extracted from the seeds and leaves of several plants, including but not limited to: apples, plums, peaches and apricots, and can be harvested easily by grinding the seeds with mortar and pestle.”

“I don’t…Mal? I don’t understand--”

“Hemlock will paralyze the body,” Mal cuts across the whisper in a much stronger tone, her eyes locking onto foreign pale blue ones. “The mind isn’t affected though, meaning the victim is entirely aware until the respiratory system gets paralyzed too.”

Breathing is easier, which is morbidly ironic, and the fact that she can tell that it’s morbidly ironic reassures her far more than the sound of the Fairy Godmother’s voice.

“Nicotine, arsenic, hemlock, cyanide, nightshade,” Mal recites slowly, her head clearing with each poison.

“…grounding technique,” the strange voice murmurs, and Mal blinks, realizing that she’d been glaring at Jiminy the entire time. “It’s a rather disturbing subject, but effective, I would say.”

Pain and terror threaten to well up again, but he’s not shouting at her. Not moving or threatening…he’d actually…sat down? and was now staring at her as if she’d suggested they take a stroll through the school’s gardens.

“And also, I think…a threat, eh?” he continues, his eyes strangely calm. “Letting me know that you’re still dangerous?”

“Happy coincidence,” Mal offers carefully, angling her gaze so she was avoiding directly staring. She was lucky he hadn’t taken her stare as disrespectful, but she wasn’t about to make that mistake again.

The Fairy Godmother makes a strangled sound (strychnine causes the muscles of the neck to clench, resulting in slow and painful asphyxiation), and Mal glances over to see the woman looks slightly nauseous.

“Well,” she says shakily. “I’ll let you two have some time to get acquainted. I’ll…still be just outside if you need me, Mal.”

And Mal thinks it’s only that knowledge that keeps her from screaming as the woman quickly vanishes out the door. As it was, it’s all she can do to contain her reaction as Jiminy shifts his weight in the chair. Instinct and panic override her attempts to remain neutral and she ends up flinching anyway. Thankfully, it’s more a brief twitch than anything so obvious, and yet if the calculating look on his face is anything to go by, he’d noticed it anyway and she had to be smarter than this she couldn’t be this weak and if she were home…oh, if she were home….

“So, Mal,” Jiminy speaks up, cutting across thoughts of her mother’s harsh reminders of just how life worked on the Isle. “All your talk of poisons earlier had me intrigued…probably a bit too morbidly really, but.” He shrugs, and Mal grits her teeth in anticipation of his raised hand. It doesn’t come, but she doesn’t relax, even when he continues speaking.

“I was just wondering,” he says, his tone still too calculating to be ‘curious,’ “If you really were to poison me, which one would you use?”

“Cyanide,” Mal answers without thinking, which, really she really needed to start doing that! “You’d be dead in about a minute.”

“An instant death,” he repeats, but it’s a low hum that colors his words. He’s not angry. Yet. “I suppose that’s smart…getting rid of the threat as soon as possible.”

She swallows hard, her fingers gripping the edge of the sheet covering her. He was definitely not as relaxed as he tried to appear, given the scrutinizing way he was looking at her. This would be where the pain came in, she was sure of it.

“And you do consider me a threat,” he continues, still in that slow, even tone. “Even though I’ve repeatedly stated that my intentions were not to harm you, and I have yet to move out of my chair, or react in any way resembling violence.”

He was…offended, maybe, and that was just as dangerous as angry. Mal cringes slightly, wondering if this was meant to be a cue for an apology from her and already anticipating what would happen when she refused to give it.

“All men are capable of violence,” Mal retorts, flickering her eyes up just enough so he knew she was addressing him.

“That’s true,” he nods slowly, drawing one of his legs up to cross over the other. “Everyone has the potential for violence. And yet somehow, I don’t think that’s what you meant, is it, Mal?”

It’s meant to be casual, she knows, but she also knows when she’s being manipulated, and she chances a direct glare at the man to show such.

“What is this?” she snaps, her eyes flickering warily to the closed door and then back again. “You talk like the Isle, and yet you’re from Auradon so what exactly do you want from me?”

“I…talk like the Isle?” She seems to have caught him off guard, if his sudden blink was any indication, and Mal latches onto her brief advantage while she can.

“Circles,” she clarifies testily, shifting her gaze so she’s even more direct in her glare. “You’re twisting your words so I hear what I want to hear, and you hear what you want to, without ever truly saying what you really are. So,” she finishes, allowing her eyes to spark with green for just a moment. “What. Do. You. Want.”

She holds her breath but maintains her glare as Jiminy shifts his weight so both feet rest on the floor once more. Briefly, she realizes that holding her breath like this would only prevent her from calling for help, but that would imply that she needed it and she didn’t, she wasn’t weak and if (if, she scoffs. She had) she’d spoken too far out of turn, she deserved and expected the consequences.

What she doesn’t expect is for him to smile, a low chuckle slipping past his lips as he adjusts his glasses.

“This, really,” he says, inclining his head to her. “Honesty, blunt and…brutal as it is. And, I take it, it was brutal, wasn’t it, Mal?”

Something in his gaze shifts then, a strange and terrifying sort of understanding that has Mal shuddering despite herself.

“You have no idea, do you?” she hisses lowly, her knuckles white but tinged with green as they clench and twist in the sheets.

“No,” he replies, equally low. “I don’t have knowledge, not in the way you do. But I have an idea.”

Mal snorts in response, though she quickly reigns in her open derision when Jiminy fixes her with a look.

“The incident in the garden that I’ve heard so much about,” he begins, and it’s Mal’s turn to blink, caught off guard. “It wasn’t quite as straightforward as attempted murder, as I’m meant to believe it. Given just how fiercely determined you seem to be, it’s more likely that it started as a simple clash of ideals.”

“You still don’t get it,” Mal counters, desperate to prove him wrong, to force him away, to get his voice out of her head! “If I hadn’t said…if I hadn’t done what I did….”

But he’s still staring at her with that look and she growls as her magic flares defensively inside her.

“You perceived that you were in danger,” Jiminy picks up what she’d left unsaid. “Because, as you’ve put it, ‘all men are capable of violence.’ Rather specific, that. Though I suppose, understandable, given the environment that it surely must have come from.”

“I love how everyone here keeps doing that,” Mal says, her lips twisting bitterly as her eyes flicker briefly to meet his. “Using the past tense whenever they talk about us and the Isle; like suddenly being in Auradon means that it didn’t happen, or that it just goes away completely or that it isn’t still happening. Like, how right now, somewhere on the Isle, a little girl isn’t speaking out of turn to a man, and isn’t finding out the permanent way just what happens when she does something that stupid.”

Jiminy’s brows are up by his hair and she’s said too much she knows she has and fuck if this wasn’t exactly what she’d just been saying and she deserves every bit of pain she was going to get for this.

“By ‘the permanent way,’ I assume you mean death,” is all that he says, however, and Mal lets out a breathy noise that might be a laugh- no, will be a laugh dammnit, because she couldn’t afford it to be anything else.

“If she’s lucky,” Mal replies darkly. “Which, no one ever is on the Isle, so, no. No it probably won’t be death, just…something worse.”

“Is that why you attacked the King?” Jiminy asks, his voice suddenly soft, and no longer quite so calculating. “Because you were expecting…something worse?”

“Well,” Mal says, raising her eyes just as high as the painful lift of her lips. “We’re being sent back to the Isle so, you tell me.”

Jiminy hums softly, shifting his weight slightly and Mal prides herself on managing not to flinch, this time. His eyes flare with a tight emotion that she can’t identify as he tilts his head ever so slightly.

“You do raise good points, don’t you Mal?” he murmurs, and Mal grits her jaw warily as she tilts her own head away from him, cutting her gaze so he’s no longer in focus.

“Just trying to follow the Auradon way,” she replies, as glibly as she can with his eyes directly on her. “You know, honesty and…goodness.”

He laughs briefly, though it sounds more like an amused sort of scoff, and shifts his weight forward as he rises from his chair.

“Thank you,” he says, and though his tone is light, it’s sincere, as are his eyes. “For sharing with me. I look forward to meeting the rest of your group.”

And as much as Mal notes his use of ‘your group,’ she also notes the ‘look forward to meeting’ part as well, and she jerks upright sharply, leveling him with a vicious glare.

“No!”

It’s out of her mouth before she can stop it, but she can’t back down now that she’s issued the challenge; especially not when he turns back to face her.

“No?” he repeats, and Mal flinches hard in spite of herself. She hadn’t been exaggerating her description of the consequences of speaking out of turn on the Isle, and not even the knowledge of the fact that this was Auradon, and that the Fairy Godmother was right outside the door did anything to calm that terror.

“No,” she repeats shakily, clenching and unclenching her jaw and steeling herself for the pain to come before continuing. “You’re not going to ‘meet’ them. You’re not going near them until I’ve figured out your game.”

“Until you’re sure I’m not a threat, you mean,” Jiminy replies easily, and Mal growls softly under her breath in response. “I’m honestly both flattered and surprised that you still hold me in that regard, as anyone who knows me could tell you--”

“I don’t know you,” Mal cuts across him quickly, letting her eyes flash in place of her bravado. “And until I do, you’re not going near my crew.”

“Until our next meeting then, Mal,” Jiminy replies, inclining his head one more time to her with a smile before turning and opening the door; leaving Mal with a concerned looking Fairy Godmother, and a sinking sensation of not quite knowing what she’d gotten herself into.


Jay

It takes Jay far too long to realize that Carlos isn’t with him. Namely, it takes the whole of his ‘Foundations of Auradon Algebra’ class- which, really, they could have at least tried to make it harder. Hilariously enough, math was one thing that Jay didn’t have any trouble with. He’d had plenty of experience with numbers handling his father’s finances and keeping stock of everything in the shop, so the longer string of numbers he’d faced in his text book and really just been like basic Isle life for him.

It’s after class that he notes the lack of white haired villain beside him, and he pauses in the hallway and glares at the throng of students. He knows he doesn’t really need to worry; Carlos had a study hall anyway, and usually met up with him at some point after their two classes ended. The Fairy Godmother had probably just kept him a little later for some reason. Carlos would be at his locker and Jay could catch up with him there before they met up with Evie.

Carlos isn’t at his locker, however, and Jay feels the familiar pang of worry as his instincts start screaming danger at him. It’s not quite fear…he’d known Carlos to escape from all kinds of situations back on the Isle and it wasn’t to the point of that yet. But Jay was definitely…concerned, and he raps his fist a little too hard against the closest knight, the metal creaking eerily beneath his fist.

“Where can I find Carlos de Vil?” Jay demands lowly of the knight, who creaks its visor open in such a way Jay would have thought it was glaring at him.

“Carlos de Vil is currently in the Auradon Library, along with Jane and a few others. He is safe.”

The kinght’s voice seemed to shift with those last three words, a softer sort of creaking sound that Jay blinks at, startled.

“Are you…mocking me, or something?” he mutters at the knight, who creaks almost questioningly before answering.

“I don’t understand.”

“I mean,” Jay grumbles, glancing quickly around to ensure no one was close enough to overhear this absurd conversation. “Did you just say that to try and make me feel better or…cuz I’m not worried!”

The knight’s visor lifts further, and damn if Jay wasn’t going to have to talk with Ben about how creepy and expressive the hunk of metal was.

“Not at all,” the knight replies, its voice ringing slightly. “I merely stated that the young de Vil is currently safe, and in good company.”

“Yeah, well, I guess that’s…wait,” Jay snaps, faltering as he takes in what the knight had said. “What do you mean ‘currently safe’? Was he not safe before?”

“He is safe now,” the knight repeats, almost sternly, if metal could truly be so emotive. “There is no longer cause for concern.”

“Which basically means that there was a cause for concern because he wasn’t safe because…what was Carlos’ last location?”

The knight’s visor lifts with a low groan, but Jay doesn’t care how annoyed or disturbed the damn thing was because he’d suddenly realized that Carlos couldn’t have been with the Fairy Godmother because that woman was as safe as safe could get (although he wasn’t sure how he’d gotten that idea). Which meant that if Carlos hadn’t been safe then he had to have been-

“Carlos de Vil’s last location was with Jane in the Auradon Theatre Department.”

“O…k…,” Jay drawls carefully, because he didn’t know what the heck that was but he knew that that couldn’t have been the issue. “And before that?”

“Before that,” the knight seems to pause, as though thinking? Or maybe a reluctance to say? “Carlos de Vil was spending an unspecified free period in Classroom 277 with Mr. Kropp.”

“Fuck.”

“Mr. Jafarson…”

Fuck.”

“Mr. Jafarson--”

“Stop calling me that,” Jay snaps, tugged from his furious (and definitely worried) thoughts. “It’s so awkward. And annoying. It’s just Jay. Or Jayden, but….” (But no, he thinks. Only Lonnie can…) “Just. Jay.”

“Noted,” the knight remarks. “Jay, I strongly urge you to head to the Auradon library. Carlos de Vil is safe and in good company on the second floor.”

“Right,” Jay mutters, closing his eyes briefly and vowing to talk with Ben about the strangely self-aware knights. “Yeah, I’ll be doing that.”

He waits a moment, just to see if the knight would have any comments to add, but silence is all he gets in response. Satisfied, and yet suddenly, definitely, fearful, Jay sprints for the hallway, reading the signs as he goes to find the nearest elevator. The silver doors are just as off-putting as when he first encountered them, but this time at least, he has Lonnie’s voice in his head to remind him (and tease in turns) how the buttons work. He ignores the sickening lurching in his stomach at the motion and all but breaks down the doors when they don’t open fast enough when it stops.

Jay is out of the elevator before the chime reaches his ears, stumbling out into the library and ignoring the librarian that hisses ‘Shhh!’ at him. The woman is monstrously ugly anyway, and Jay doesn’t have time to bother with old hags like her right now even if he totally would have knocked over a shelf or something just to piss her off because he has to find Carlos, damnit and he’s just rounding a corner now and--

There.

Jay practically slumps against the nearest bookshelf with relief as he takes in the sight of Carlos, sitting in a weird pillow like chair between Jane and Lonnie. There’s others, too, he realizes as he straightens and approaches, trying to slow his feet and his breathing so he appears nonchalant. Ben, and his princess, Andy? Audra? Audrey, that was it- and the dwarf kid, Doug, and another boy with tanned skin and loose curls tucked into a corner on a couch. The boy is vaguely familiar, and Jay feels uneasy for some reason when he sees him, but he brushes it off because that’s not what he’s here for.

“There you are, Carlos,” he calls, and the whole group looks up at him as he hovers. “The knight said that…that I’d find you here,” he amends quickly, not wanting to bring this up in front of everyone.

Carlos’ eyes flicker, but his expression is light, and sort of pleased, almost, as he meets Jay’s gaze. His lips twitch, but don’t open, and Jay feels anger and a helpless sinking in his gut at the silence.

“Hey,” Lonnie greets, her eyes dark with mischief as she smirks at him. “Fancy seeing you in such an esteemed place of learning. I wouldn’t have guessed you went for much outside of the physical area.”

Jay snorts and rolls his eyes at her in response, but his chest pulls uncomfortably under his shirt, and he has to clench his fist to keep from scratching at the scar.

“Looks like I’m just full of surprises,” he quips right back, and she chuckles lowly before sliding over.

“Join the circle,” she says with a wave of her hand.

Jay glances around again, and notes that the boy on the couch averts his eyes, before lifting a questioning brow at Carlos.

“Ok if I sit?” he asks quietly, though he knows it’s no use with everyone being so close. Carlos shrugs a shoulder but nods easily enough, and Jay sinks down onto his knees between Carlos and Lonnie, the rest of the group shuffling around to make it even.

“So,” Jay drawls, eyes instantly snapping to the strange kid on the sofa, who was resolutely refusing to make eye contact. “What’s all this about? Some kind of secret meeting?”

“We were just trying to come up with ideas for, uh…for the Council,” Ben says carefully, smiling. It’s so small Jay has to squint to really see it, though, and it falls off of the other boy’s face in an instant.

“And I was just leaving,” the strange boy says, standing abruptly, eyes still downcast.

His posture is entirely too weak; the kind of body language from someone trying too hard not to be noticed. It’s the kind of posturing that usually comes from the prey, and instinct has Jay bristling and straightening as well, anticipating blood and violence and submission.

“Why’s that, huh?” he snaps out, his voice somewhere between a bark and a growl. “Too many villains in one place all of a sudden?”

The boy’s expression shifts and it’s weak and open and vulnerable and Jay is tensing to go in for the kill when his eyes flicker up and….

“Oh,” Jay says, blinking once but no more because now he has to maintain that eye contact because “Well, fuck me. Course, you’d probably like that, wouldn’t you queer?”

There’s a ripple through the Auradon kids at his words, but he ignores them all, ignores the hiss of his name from somewhere as the other boy- his name started with an N, that was all Jay bothered to remember- actually lifted his head to meet Jay’s gaze head on, something harsh twisting his lips.

“Not really,” he murmurs, his voice low and subtly accented. “I do have some standards, after all.”

Jay bares his teeth and he’s on his feet in the next breath, fists clenched and blood roaring in his ears.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” he snarls, and though the other boy flinches slightly, he stands his ground, and Jay would respect that if he weren’t a fucking faggot and if the scar on his chest wasn’t itching and if his own screams of forced pleasure weren’t overriding all of instincts to fight hurt kill.

“Nothing at all,” the fucker replies, still with that twist of his lips. “Just that homophobic assholes aren’t really my type…aside from that, I’m already taken.”

Jay is leaping across the room and grabbing the boy’s collar before his anger even catches up, and it feels so good to watch his eyes widen, watch that oh-so-cocky twist of his lips falter and die. To feel the frantic heartbeat against his fingertips and hear the low grunt of pain pain pain as his fist connects with solid flesh.

Someone is screaming, he realizes dimly, between the blows. Yelling his name, yelling for help, yelling to stop stop stop this isn’t the Isle this isn’t them this isn’t like whatever came before. But giving pain is what Jay is good at. It’s what got him where he is right now; alive, at least. It’s what keeps his own pain away and, if he’s being brutally honest- which the breathtaking sound of groaning and muffled whimpers tells him he is- he enjoys it. He enjoys it because it’s not him this time, not him in pain, no he’s in charge now and he’s not the one begging he’s not he’s not he won’t ever beg again he’ll make them all beg he’ll---

Something gets between his fist and stops it short and suddenly he’s in pain and his hand is…ow. Ow! Jay winces at the twinge in his wrist, blinking at the fingers that grab it, at the other hand that twists it back and away and shit that hurts! It’s wrong, Jay realizes slowly. It’s wrong that it hurts because he’s the one who’s supposed to be…supposed to be….

White. White in his vision, in front of him. Red and white and a familiar sort of weight pressing against him. The sharp scent of metal and oil and something distinctly raw and human. Cold, dark eyes that are wide but unblinking, a low, soft growl buzzing in his ears.

“Carlos?” Jay mutters, and then he realizes that his fist is still raised, and in Carlos' grip, the other boy's hand above his head to accommodate the difference in height. Realizes that Carlos is the one growling, and that he's growling at Jay, his lips pressed tightly together as he grits his jaw.

The smaller boy says nothing, but he brings his hand up and signs, closing his pointer and index fingers over his thumb like a small mouth, giving a quick, firm shake of his head. [No.]

Jay frowns, tugging his fist out of the other boy's grip. “What do you mean, 'no’?” Jay snarls back, attempting to force his way forward again. He can hear the stifled groaning behind Carlos, knows he hasn't finished hasn't done enough because he shouldn't be able to hear anything if he does it right. Carlos growls a bit harder and moves with him, bringing his hands up and shoving Jay hard. He's just enough off balance to make the shove effective, and he staggers backwards a couple feet.

Carlos signs again, bringing his right hand up in a flat palm and aggressively bringing his left hand in a sideways flat palm down onto it in a chopping motion. [Stop!]

Jay scoffs in disbelief, his face twisting harshly in a sneer. “Really, Carlos?” He spits, his hands clenching in place of his jaw. “You're really doing this right now? Over that?” He jerks his head vaguely in the direction of the groaning boy behind him, who was slowly getting to his feet and Jay definitely hadn't done it right.

Carlos extends his hands in flat shapes with his palms towards the ground and 'pats' the air in front of him slightly. [Calm down.]

“I'll be calm when that pervert is dead,” Jay snaps back, and Carlos' eyes flash darkly as he signs again, brushing his thumb along the underside of his chin with a shake of his head before gesturing to the area in front of him. [Not here.]

“Jay, you need to listen to him,” someone says behind him, and Jay starts slightly at the intrusion. “I don't know what the problem is but--”

“You're right, Ben,” Jay cuts across the other boy sharply, keeping his glare directed at Carlos. “You don't know, so I suggest you back off before I...”

“Stop.”

Jay blinks, frowning hard as he tries to figure out if this is a command he wants to ignore. His body decides for him, shifting backwards slowly and he feels heavy and he reasons that the adrenaline had faded, but it shouldn't be hard to just shove Carlos aside and...do…do what? He doesn’t really want to do anything right now and it’s weird because a second ago he was in danger…he was going to….

“How many times am I going to have to deal with these situations with you?” the new voice says sternly. Then there’s a pause, and it’s not quite as harsh sounding. “Can you hear me, Jay?”

Yeah, he thinks, nodding his head idly, confused as to his sudden lack of anger. I can hear you.

“I’m going to need you to nod your head,” and Jay recognizes the Fairy Godmother now, wondering why it took him so long.

More silence, but movement rustles and there’s a groan that sparks something thick and hot in Jay’s gut before:

“He says that’s as close to a nod as you’re going to get,” a young girl’s voice says, and then he sort of ignores the conversation because it’s too much effort to really process each individual sentence.

“…need an explanation….”

“-is none….out of nowhere….”

“….the violent type, but never would have thought….”

“Did he really say he was going to kill Nikki?”

He blinks at that, cold jarring down his spine and snapping awareness into him with sharp and painful clarity. He’s still on his feet, but everything is shifted…it all felt wrong somehow and instinct had Jay anticipating an attack until he recognizes Carlos beside him and instantly snaps into defense; gripping the smaller boy’s shoulders and shifting him into position behind Jay. Carlos yelps in protest but Jay ignores him and stiffens, bringing his fists up and adjusting his body to physically cover as much of other boy as he can.

“Whatever it is you want,” Jay growls lowly, grimacing at the danger tingling in every part of his body. “You’re going to have to get it the hard way.”

“J-j-j-j-j…,” he hears behind him, Carlos voice a strangled whisper as he struggles to get out the word. It only serves to heighten Jay’s anxiety because of all things, his name had been the easiest thing for the boy to say and he was going to kill whoever had made it so hard.

“Jay,” he hears in front of him, and he snaps his head around so fast it hurts. “You’re not in danger. No one is going to hurt you or Carlos. I promise.”

“Bull,” he snaps, clenching his teeth. Although he couldn’t help but pause minutely, caught off guard by the words. No one on the Isle made promises like that; when someone wanted to hurt you, they hurt you and that was that. They didn’t bother with trying to reassure otherwise.

“J-j-j-,” Carlos is trying behind him, his fingers prodding at the small of Jay’s back.

“I’m sorry,” from in front of him again. “I shouldn’t have tried to use magic to subdue you like that. I acted irrationally and I truly regret it. But you are not in danger. I promise.”

He blinks at that, really confused now. Magic wasn’t the Isle…the Isle wasn’t magic so where….

“J-j-j-jay,” Carlos chokes out behind him, his fingers poking a gentle but insistent rhythm on his back. “Ssafe. Ssswear. Ssafe.”

Safe, Jay repeats to himself, turning the word over and over until it makes sense. It makes sense very suddenly and the room comes into focus like a slap.

“Auradon,” he mutters, blinking at the Fairy Godmother as she materializes before his eyes. “Sorry, I…what did I….?”

His chest pulls uncomfortably and he has to bite his lip to keep from rubbing at the scar. The taste of blood and please and sour is thick in the back of his throat, and danger buzzes furiously in his ears as hands sting hot trails down the back of his neck and….

“Ssafe,” Carlos whispers, moving out from behind him so Jay can actually see the truth in his face. “Sssafe.”

He’s talking, but he cringes with each word and Jay grimaces sharply at the reminder that they all weren’t as safe as they hoped.

“I think this is something that would be better discussed elsewhere,” the Fairy Godmother says, her eyes darting to some point outside his field of vision.

“I wasn’t going to bring it up,” a voice rasps from that same point. “But yeah, somewhere else would be nice like, I don’t know…the infirmary? Just a suggestion.”

“Really?” someone else, Jay thinks maybe Ben? says. “You’re really making jokes after that Nik--”

“It’s either that or break down,” the other voice grunts back, and Jay feels a white hot spike of anger and unease as he turns sharply on his heel--

And is immediately faced with Carlos, who shoves his way in between Jay and the threat, face hard and eyes even harder.

“Nnno,” he growls softly. “Not the-the-the-the ssame. Ssafe.”

“Safe?” Jay repeats fiercely, trying to lunge forward but keep himself restrained at the same time because Carlos was there and if he moved wrong he’d get hurt and everything hurt and it’s too much he doesn’t want to please please please….

“I don’t know what rainbow colored world you live in ‘Los, but you know--

“Wh-what that’s like,” Carlos mumbles, angling his head away but not dropping eye contact. “Not-not-not he..he…re.”

“There isn’t a difference,” Jay snarls, glaring at the creep over Carlos’ shoulder and also trying to figure out just why Carlos was in the way in the first place; trying to shake the sensation of fingers bruising patterns into his hip.

“Ben,” the Fairy Godmother says, and Jay jumps slightly at the sound of her voice. Somehow, he hadn’t accounted for her in his taking stock of threats and forgot that she was there. “Take the others with you and get Nikhil to the infirmary. The staff there will know what to do.”

There’s a small shift of movement that Jay senses is meant to mean protest, but it’s not acted upon, and so he isn’t really sure.

“Jay…Carlos,” the Fairy Godmother continues, and there’s something in her voice that Jay doesn’t like. “Would you kindly meet me in my office?”


Carlos

Jay is not ok.

Carlos has to fight to wrap his head around that idea and yet it’s painful how obvious a fact it is. Jay is shaking as they make their way to the Fairy Godmother’s office, his jaw so tight Carlos can see the way the muscles clench in his neck. Sweat dots the other boy’s brow and there’s a sick sort of tension in the way he holds his body; like he’s pain, or…the opposite. He can’t tell which but it’s definitely pain in Jay’s eyes; dark and thick and yet so open that it’s like looking down the side of a cliff at the rocks you’re about to be shattered on.

“Fuck,” Jay hisses, his voice barely a breath and the word forming on his lips alone, his jaw clenching even tighter as if he doesn’t dare open his mouth too much. “Fuck…fuck…fuck….”

There’s a rhythm to it, Carlos realizes as they continue down the halls. A tightening and loosing of tension with each raspy breath, an increase of pain before the lull of…that something else, before: “Fuck…” and it starts again.

He knows what it is because he’s seen it before…lived it before, but it’s so strange to see it happening in front of him. To see it on someone else. To see it on Jay.

“J-j-jay,” Carlos works out, keeping an eye on the Fairy Godmother’s back for caution as he turns to face the older boy. “J-j-j-j-ay….”

He grimaces hard, biting his lip and cursing his inability to speak. Why, out of all the things, was he not able to say Jay’s name? He’d been so happy when they’d first met, to finally have something so easy to say…so easy to connect to…so easy to…. Except things like love didn’t exist on the Isle so he had never been able to fully articulate just what it was he felt for the other boy. And then of course, the inevitable had happened and out of all of them Carlos never would have thought it would happen to Jay and it wasn’t fair!

“F--k,” Jay mutters, and the word catches in his throat and sticks there suddenly, and Carlos slows to a stop as Jay does.

“Okkkay,” Carlos tries to whisper, but the words aren’t working and he needs them to work damnit! He can say a stupid sentence he isn’t weak, he doesn’t have a problem. “J-j-jay? It’s okay. Ssafe. Ssafe.”

It’s all he can manage but he goes with it, as Jay shoves his back against the nearest wall and stays there, unmoving. The Fairy Godmother only just seems to notice that something is wrong, but Carlos doesn’t resent her for it.

Jay panics silently.

It’s something Carlos never would have guessed; never would have wanted to find out and especially not…not like this. But whereas Carlos’ fits were typically much more audible; and where Evie would internalize and eventually explode; and Mal just exploded instantly…Jay was silent. It didn’t make it hurt any less, though.

“Jay? What--?”

Carlos turns sharply on his heel, shaking his head and holding up a hand to stop her. “Sshh!” he whispers hoarsely, wincing at the look of stern surprise he gets in response. He inches his way over to Jay and places his back against the wall, mirroring the older boy’s position. It’s so strange, Carlos thinks numbly. Jay’s breathing is quick, but not horribly labored like he’s expecting; it’s almost as if he’d just run really fast and then stopped to catch his breath. But that moment of calm just wasn’t coming, if the tightness in Jay’s expression and the shuddering of his body was any indication. It’s not right, any of it, and Carlos has to fight his own panic even harder here because he can’t screw this up, he has to be strong for once in his life he has to just talk just say anything just do something! But how is he supposed to help when he can’t…he can’t even say his name?

Jay is still quiet, and it’s not ok and Carlos can’t even say anything to make it better because he’s such a screw up and why…how could he have ever thought that someone like Jay would even look at him once, forget twice? Why couldn’t he just be normal? Was it not bad enough that he couldn’t talk right couldn’t think right couldn’t behave right? Why could his feelings not be right? Why couldn’t he do even this? Why was he still thinking like this weren’t things supposed to be different now why couldn’t he just make it be different and why was he worrying about this when he should be helping Jay?!

“Safe.”

The word comes from nowhere and everywhere at once, and Carlos blinks as his mind struggles to go back together.

“You are safe. They can’t reach you here. No one here will hurt you. You are safe.”

“Ssafe,” Carlos repeats the word slowly, and relaxes when nothing happens. “Safe.”

Jay shudders hard next to him and on an impulse, Carlos reaches out and grabs his hand. Jay goes entirely still and Carlos curses his stupidity because of course he doesn’t want to be touched right now and he’s just made it worse and

“You are safe.”

And he remembers how to breathe again and where they are. This is Auradon. It is not like the Isle. The people here are not like the people on the Isle. The people here…are allowed to be happy. Whatever that might mean.

“Ssafe,” Carlos repeats, a little bit louder, angling his head so he’s facing Jay. “Safe.”

“Yes,” the Fairy Godmother echoes, though she’s lowered her voice so Carlos wonders if Jay even hears it. “You are safe. No one is going to hurt you for this.”

Jay’s fingers twitch in his hand and Carlos holds on a little tighter, shifting his body so he’s fully facing Jay, blocking out the hallways beyond with his own slight frame.

“Mme,” he whispers to Jay, watching his face carefully for any sign of recognition. “Me. Safe.”

Jay’s eyes flicker, and he blinks, but they’re still dark…still too much pain for Carlos’ liking.

“J…Jay,” Carlos forces out, and Jay blinks again, his breathing slowing down minutely. “Jay. Safe. Ju-ju-just me. Carl-os. Safe.”

It’s the most he’s spoken in hours and he feels a warm rush of relief that he can even manage that, as well as a deeper pang of pain and dread that even that hadn’t come out entirely right.

“’Los?”

Carlos jumps at the sound of Jay’s voice; hoarse and thick, like he’d been screaming. But it’s Jay’s voice and he’s not quiet and that’s all that Carlos lets himself focus on as he carefully pulls his hand away.

“Ye-yes,” he mumbles, moving slowly but not moving away just yet.

Jay’s brow furrows in confusion, his eyes darting around the hallway and Carlos recognizes his gesture for what it is. Checking for threats.

“Nu-n-no threat-threat-threat’s,” Carlos promises shakily, trying to shift his body to catch Jay’s gaze. “Aur-adon. It’s ssafe.”

“Ok,” Jay drawls slowly, shoving himself away from the wall suddenly and without warning. Carlos trips in his haste to back away, to control his thoughts, to not be…wrong. “Were we going somewhere?”

And Carlos can’t say anything at all, but this time, it’s not because of his tripping tongue. He isn’t entirely sure what just happened; where the sudden shift had come from. A second ago Jay had been in the middle of some kind of panic attack? Or memory? But now…it’s like…nothing had happened?

“My office,” the Fairy Godmother answers, and it takes Carlos a second to realize she’s answering Jay. “To discuss what occurred in the library a moment ago.”

Jay sighs, but it comes out as more of a groan, and though he rolls his eyes, his voice still shakes and he won’t meet Carlos’ eyes all the way.

“There’s nothing to discuss,” Jay’s mouth says.

But his eyes are still that too dark of the edge of a cliff, and his voice is still too hoarse and his hands still shake and he’s still. not. ok.


Jay

If it’s one thing Jay hates the most about the confrontation with the Fairy Godmother, it’s that Carlos won’t stop staring at him. The other is the weird, half pity-half dismaying look on the Fairy Godmother’s face, but Carlos is what’s really getting to him.

“I don’t think you understand the severity of your actions, Jay.”

Jay blinks, pulling his eyes away from Carlos to glare at the Fairy Godmother. She’s standing in front of her desk, hands folded in front of her and a stern look on her face that Jay would take seriously if it weren’t for that look in her eyes.

“I understand what I did plenty,” Jay snaps, his hands twitching anxiously at his sides. They want to curl into fists; to tug at his hair; to scratch the scar on his chest; to break whatever they can get hold of. “It’s you guys who seem to be having trouble.”

“And just what is it that I’m missing, Jay?” the woman retorts right back, her lips pursing and the dismay growing in her eyes. “Because the reports I’ve received have made one thing clear enough, and I’ll have you know that while Auradon isn’t perfect by any means, we do pride ourselves on how far we’ve come.”

“From what?” Jay challenges, his eyes flickering over to Carlos, who’s sitting in one of the Fairy Godmother’s chairs, his fingers fiddling with something under his sleeve.

“From the attitudes and ideals which you and the other four have been horrifically displaying,” she finishes, and Jay bares his teeth in a silent snarl. “It is unacceptable behavior and something which we do not tolerate here.”

“But you’ll tolerate all the shit that they do?” Jay bites out, giving in to one of his urges and running his fingers roughly through his hair.

His hand stutters at the back of his neck and he flinches hard in spite of himself, crossing his arms tightly over his chest instead. His whole body feels weak and uncertain, hands running sickening patterns over his flesh and sending stabbing sensations through his chest. Carlos stiffens in his chair and Jay clenches his jaw, forcing himself to ignore the other boy. He can’t ignore Carlos’ hands though, which worry their way across his arms under his sleeves and Jay registers briefly the realization that he’s tracing the scars embedded in his skin before:

“And just what, exactly, is it that you’re so intolerant of?” the Fairy Godmother insists fiercely, pulling him back into the coolness of her office while simultaneously shoving him back into the warm sensation of hands. “Help me understand this, because I just don’t.”

“No, you really fucking don’t,” Jay grumbles, shivering and clenching his arms even tighter. In the chair, Carlos’ fingers trace over a certain set of letters and in front of him, the Fairy Godmother scowls and worries and pities, and all over him, hands, hands, hands, and Jay wants to scream but his throat hurts and he’s already done that and if he opens his mouth now they’ll make him….

“It doesn’t matter,” he practically vomits out the words, fighting the instinct to double over, to cower, to appear weak and small and pathetic. “We won’t be in Auradon for much longer anyway so you don’t even have to worry about what I’ll do because….”

Because…oh Hades, they were going back there…back to them to their parents and if Jafar had been disappointed in him before…and he’d be sent back because if Jay couldn’t even do something as simple as steal then that’s all he’d be good for anyway and he can’t he can’t he can’t go back to that!

“It does matter,” the Fairy Godmother retorts, and Carlos is leaning out of the chair, looking like he wants to say something but unable to reach the words. “Because believe it or not, there are people here who care about you, and who care whether you succeed here. But in order to do that, I need you to be willing to work with me; and I need to understand what happened in the library.”

She says ‘library,’ but her eyes say something different and fuck, Jay wasn’t going to do any of this. He sneers, and scoffs tightly between his teeth, but he’s still shaking and Carlos won’t stop looking at him.

“Carlos?”

Jay blinks, and glances sideways as the other boy starts in his chair. He meets Jay’s eyes for an uneasy second before turning back to the Fairy Godmother, and Jay fights the hot flare of anger that wells up at being so easily disregarded.

“Jay-jay-jay came…,” Carlos starts, and then abruptly stops, his eyes flickering as he works his lips and nothing comes out. Jay clenches his fists as Carlos struggles, swearing that Kropp would pay for whatever it was he did to Carlos to cause him to slip back into muteness. As it is, Carlos sits and continues to fail at words, while Jay stands and fails at fighting off the hands that continue to press into his skin.

“He came to the library,” the Fairy Godmother prompts, and both of them flinch as her voice forces awareness back into them, though Carlos recovers faster and nods, while Jay can barely keep his feet under him.

“Yyyyes,” Carlos says, practically mumbling, but at least he managed the word. “Look-looking? Fffor me?” he says that part to Jay, who sets his jaw tightly and stiffens. His action receives an equally tight look of disappointment? maybe? from Carlos, and Jay regrets it, but he can’t open his mouth to explain because the hands are everywhere and if he opens his mouth now….

“So, Jay came to the library to find you,” the Fairy Godmother puts together, and Jay is able to appreciate, at least, her easy lack of judgment for Carlos’ lack of speech.

Carlos nods, then presses his lips together and glances doubtfully at Jay before taking a slow breath.

“Nnnnoth-nothin-nothing was wrrr…bad,” he forces out, wincing as he trips and has to amend his speech. “Nothing was bad.” He repeats it harder, and to Jay, but Jay is barely hanging on and it’s all too much and he thinks he should sit, he wants to sit but if he moves they’ll notice him more and their hands are already everywhere have already been everywhere and he can’t open his mouth he doesn’t dare and he’s screaming without air, screaming low in his throat as hands and mouths touch his skin and ‘fuck’ and ‘yes’ and ‘good’ and

“Everything was going well,” the Fairy Godmother interprets, and Jay swallows his gasp because for a second Auradon had disappeared entirely. “Nothing bad had happened, you mean?”

And Carlos is nodding, the little shit, his eyes still flickering in Jay’s direction. “Unt-ti-til…Jay…he--”

“Bullshit!” Jay roars without meaning to, his throat burning and his voice too loud and shit he’d just moved, hadn’t he? “That’s fucking bullshit, Carlos and you know it!”

Stop shouting, his brain screams at him. Stop moving stop talking stop don’t open your mouth you know what they’ll do to you what they’ve done what they’re doing stopstopstopstop!

Jay wavers on his feet but manages to maintain his anger. Anger was good, it kept him safe, kept him grounded. He was angry at Carlos at the Fairy Godmother at Auradon. The anger kept him in his body; kept telling him ‘safe’ even when his brain screamed ‘death.’

“Jay…,” the Fairy Godmother begins, but he ignores here, has to ignore her because it’s Carlos that he’s focusing on right now and if he lets his mind wander to transition to her, even for a second, the hands will come back.

“Try and pin it on me and act like I’m the one who did something wrong?” he spits, taking a step forward and ignoring the body crumpling sensation of pain that it jabs through his mind. “That’s not fair!”

“Nei-neither is dict-- ssaying that I-I-I--that people aren’t all-allo-allowed to ffeel the wway they do be-be-because you were--”

“Finish that sentence,” Jay growls, and he’s on his feet and he’s angry but his stomach is in his throat and his chest is throbbing. “I fucking dare you.”

And Carlos’ eyes flicker but he’s entirely sincere and Jay knows it. “Bec-beca-use of what hahahappened to you,” he amends in a low voice, his eyes dropping before lifting back up to Jay’s face. “That..that…that’s not fffair.”

“Nothing is fair,” Jay wants to retort, but his voice is shaking too much he is shaking and he’s moving way too much but it’s not fair and he knows it’s not. Even on the Isle it hadn’t all been like…but he can’t…he won’t…because if he does then it means that it was his fault and he can’t he can’t he can’t….

“It’s not fair,” someone cries, the deep kind of crying when it’s all just too much. “It’s not fair…I didn’t…I didn’t want…. It’s not fair.”

It takes him far too long to realize that he’s the one crying.

Chapter 25: Go get your shovel, and we'll dig a deep hole (to bury the castle, bury the castle)

Summary:

In which a young Mal discovers that the aftermath of a trauma is somehow the perfect opportunity to make a friend; the 'good people' of Auradon are faced with the consequences of their actions; and the VKs meet a cricket.

Notes:

This chapter is intense, and deals directly with the aftermath of the fallout from last chapter.

With that in mind, the ***WARNINGS*** for this chapter are as follows; angst; seriously though, wear some boots cuz there's a shit-ton of it to wade through; language and brief mentions of homophobia/homophobic behavior/internalized homophobia; child abuse and neglect; panic/anxiety attacks; nightmares and flashbacks; brief mentions and descriptions of self-harm and the aftermath of self-harm (nothing graphic but it is there); implications and references of assault/child molestation, as well as dealing with mental health issues like dissociation disorders, depression, suicidal thoughts (implied only), as well as just the overall realistic depiction of trauma and the consequences of what happens when you leave a bunch of kids on an island inhabited by villains.

It seems like a lot, and it definitely is, though there is some fluff and comfort to balance it all out. I just want to make sure I'm sufficiently warning you guys so you know what to expect.

That being said, be safe, and I hope you all continue to read and enjoy!
- Raven

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Mal

Jay woke up screaming in the hideout that night.

Or rather, Jay was screaming, and Mal woke up as a result.

She fumbled in the darkness for a moment, cursing when her fingers couldn’t find the light fast enough. But finally, her hand bumped into the tiny lamp, and she snapped the switch on the side. The hideout wasn’t exactly flooded with light, given that the lamp was so small, and missing the shade, and that the bulb was dying and therefore, too dim. But it was light enough that she could make out Jay, flat on his back in the opposite corner of the room and screaming bloody murder. Which, if he didn’t stop soon, just might end up a reality.

“Jay!” Mal hissed sharply, inching across the room slowly and eyeing the windows of the hideout. “Jay shut up!”

Jay whimpered instead, a low, keening sound that Mal cringed to hear. If anyone else heard….

“For fucks sake, Jay,” she muttered, then froze as something clanged in the street beyond. Mal threw herself towards the lamp, knocking it over in her haste to reach it, and burning her fingers on the bulb in a desperate attempt to hide the light further before finally snuffing it out.

The hideout was instantly plunged in darkness again, but that did nothing as Jay was still screaming, and he was going to get them killed! The thing in the street went clang again, and Mal’s next move was to throw herself at Jay, her small body colliding with his and forcefully shoving him over and onto his side, pressing them both against the wall.

Jay jerked beside her, and Mal’s fingers might have pressed too hard into his skin, pinching and pulling as they travelled to find his face, before digging her palm against his mouth.

“Shut. Up,” she whispered, not quite sure if her mouth was by his ear, and not quite caring. He was entirely still, but his body shook hard against hers and Mal would have grimaced at the horrifying display of weakness if her stomach weren’t already churning.

“D’you hear that?” Came a voice from the street, dark and curious.

“Probably just a cat,” another voice answered, not quite as deep, but still just as dark. “If we find it, we could eat it.”

“Wasn’t a cat,” the first voice insisted, and Mal stiffened when she realized that the voices were too close to be coming from the street below, and that whoever it is was lurking just on the other side of the metal divide. “Too human.”

“A kid?” the second voice replied, a higher lilt at the end that sounded too excited for Mal’s liking. “We could still eat it.”

Jay shivered hard, and Mal dug her fingers a little tighter around him. Not for anything comforting, of course, but in case he decided to freak out.

“I’m not that hungry,” the first voice grumbled back, a little farther away.

“Yet,” the second voice muttered, but it was definitely farther away now. Mal slowly turned her head and listened a moment just to be sure, but the slow shuffling of footsteps were nearly impossible to discern. She could hear the sound they made, but with the way they were moving she couldn’t tell if they were still close.

After another moment, she decided to risk it, and slowly…slowly…let herself relax. Jay was still quiet, his whole body stiff and unmoving, and Mal had to poke him a few times to get his attention.

“You almost got us killed,” she breathed, her words barely a whisper in the dark of the room. “The fuck, Jay!?”

“Fuck you,” Jay mumbled back, but his voice was even softer than hers, something in his tone still shaky and uncertain.

“I agreed to let you stay in the hideout because I thought you’d be more useful to me if you weren’t being beaten all the time by Jafar,” Mal snapped lowly, and Jay made a low noise in his throat, a sharp shift of movement telling her he’d just flinched. “You constantly putting us in danger kind of defeats the point of being helpful.”

“I didn’t agree to helping you,” Jay said, a little more forceful. “I didn’t ask for….” he trailed off harshly, another tight shifting movement of his body.

“For what, Jay?” Mal replied, a little harsher. “You know it’s not easy lying to him and my mother when they’re both master manipulators, and both asking where the fuck you are.”

‘Asking’ being the polite term. Mal bit back a grimace and tried to ignore the scars itching under her too-small shirt.

“Well excuse me for being so needy,” Jay shot back hotly, and Mal nearly sighed with relief.

There he was. That was Jay; hot and angry and vicious, not…whatever it was he’d been a second ago when he’d been too still. Too quiet.

“You kinda are, though,” Mal continued, letting her voice return to a more decent, but still low, volume. If the people outside had been in any dangerous proximity, they’d have known it by now. “Have me acting like a freaking Auradonian, running around and trying to do nice things for you.”

“That’s on you,” Jay retorted, and if Mal was happy to hear the laugh in his voice, she didn’t let it come across in her own.

“On me? Why is it on me? You’re the one who went missing for two weeks!”

Jay stiffened, and Mal cursed.

“Change the subject,” Jay said, his tone blank, but urgent.

He did this, now. Every now and then, if she said something as a joke, or if she brushed against his arm while fighting, or if she mentioned anything to do with his father or where he’d been for those two weeks. ‘Change the subject,’ or ‘move your hand,’ or ‘stop talking.’ Or, sometimes, he’d just freeze entirely.

And Mal was sick of it.

Sick of the strange feeling of worry that coiled in her gut every time she saw that look on his face; all tiny and vulnerable. Every time she changed the subject but he shivered through the rest of the conversation. Every time she’d go and steal for him, so he’d have something to bring back to Jafar so the vizier didn’t kill him when he finally returned; and he’d criticize her for what she’d stolen and she’d say well why doesn’t he go out and do it himself if he’s such an expert? And he’d stiffen and his eyes would go dark, and she’d hurl curses at him until he blinked again.

“No,” she said, and Jay squirmed.

“What?”

“I said, no,” Mal repeated, glaring into the space where his voice came from. “I’m not changing the subject this time, Jayden. You owe me an explanation.”

“Like hell,” he growled, but it was all through his teeth, his voice oddly muffled.

“My thieving, murdering, piece of shit partner goes missing for two weeks and I don’t get to know why?”

“No, you don’t,” Jay mumbled, and he was trying to be fierce but he was mumbling, and it made Mal furious. “You don’t get to know because you don’t deserve to know. It’s got nothing to do with you.”

“Bull. Shit,” Mal growled, and hers was an actual growl not whatever the fuck he’d been trying to do. “After what, almost three months of raiding together, it’s got nothing to do with me?”

“You act so offended after literally calling me a piece of shit a second ago,” he said, and his voice is hoarse and full of bitter amusement.

“Because you fucking are a piece of shit,” Mal all but shouted at him, her voice high and furious. “You think I’m supposed to just, what, pretend like nothing happened when something clearly did?”

“Mal,” Jay croaked, his voice weak and pained.

“To just ignore all the beatings I’ve been taking just to cover your sorry ass?” she continued fiercely, trying to ignore the way her own voice shook. “To act like it doesn’t kill me to come here and see you like this every day…like I don’t--”

Shit. Too much…she’d said way too much and there was no saving it now because Jay had already picked up on it if the intense shuffling she heard was any indication.

“What?” Jay said, his voice an odd squeak of disbelief. “What did you…?”

“Nothing,” Mal snapped, too quickly and too hard to hope to be believed. “I didn’t say anything.”

“You what?!” Jay repeated, his voice cracking over the syllable, and Mal flinched back in shock as she realized just what it was he was thinking.

“Oh fuck, no!” She yelped, scrambling backwards just a bit, and grateful for the lack of light to illuminate her burning face. “Hades, no, Jay…son of a mother.”

The thrill of using her mother as a curse was dulled by the horror of the implication her words had taken on. Everyone on the Isle used Maleficent’s name in some form of curse or slur, though always outside of ear shot, and always with caution. But Mal couldn’t even take the time to enjoy her own small rebellion because Jay was still shuffling forward, and she had to stop him before things got worse.

“Then what the fuck were you going to say?” he hissed, and he was close enough that when Mal reached out and pushed him, it sent him back into the wall.

“Shit, nothing,” she insisted, though she was more furious with herself for thinking it than with him for noticing it.

“Like you don’t…what…care?” Jay guessed, grumbling as he shifted against the wall.

A beat of silence.

“Oh. fuck.”

“Shut up.”

“No fucking way….”

“Jayden, I swear to--”

“You actually care, don’t you?” Jay whispered, and she couldn’t decide what his tone of voice was, or if she hated it or not. “That’s what you were gonna say…that you…holy shit.”

“I don’t know why,” Mal blurted, unable to stand whatever conclusion he was jumping to. “It’s not like you’re important or that you actually have anything valuable to care about.”

“But…,” he trailed off a moment, his voice small again. “But you didn’t leave me on the ship when Uma had me like you should have. You…you are hiding me from…and he’s been beating you and that’s not--”

“Fair?” Mal finished, when Jay trailed off.

“Ew,” Jay hissed, and Mal wished the light was on so she could actually see what expression was on his face.

“I know,” she agreed instead, forcing her own features to twist in disgust to help, ignoring the strange pang of disappointment and pain in her chest.

“What do you mean you know, you said it!” Jay protested. “You actually…fuck, that’s weird.”

She didn’t trust herself to say anything more, didn’t trust the emotions that had already betrayed her once.

“It’s weird,” Jay continued slowly, his voice still small, but not quite weak. “Because now I have to think of what else to call you, cuz we’re not exactly ‘allies’ anymore.”

“What?” Mal said, panicked and hating that she felt so. “What do you mean?”

“Well cuz ‘ally’ was what we were when it was just our parents forcing us to work together,” he said, his voice a low drawl of thought, like he was working it all out as he said it. “And we became ‘partners’ when we decided to work together on our own; like, it was our thing and not theirs anymore.”

She wasn’t panicking anymore, but there was a nervous energy flickering through her body, and she squirmed slightly in a brief attempt to get rid of it.

“So,” she prompted carefully, when he didn’t immediately finish his thought.

“I don’t know,” Jay answered, his voice pitching higher, helplessly. “I’ve never really had a friend before, so I don’t know how this works!”

“Friend,” Mal repeated blankly, not quite sure how the word made her feel. It was an Auradon word; a concept that didn’t exist on the Isle.

“Well, yeah…” Jay mumbled, and Mal would have placed money on the fact that if she turned on the light right now, he’d be blushing. “I’m pretty sure that’s what they call it. Someone you treat ok and who treats you ok…and who you like spending time with and stuff.”

“You…like spending time with me?” Mal repeated, suddenly unsure for an entirely different reason.

“Shut up, I didn’t say that,” Jay stumbled out quickly, shuffling forward as if to physically stop her from thinking it. “But if...if…we lived in Auradon…I think I’d call you my friend.”

“I…yeah,” Mal said, blinking hard against the sudden surge of something that wells up at his stupid, stupid words. “I think so too.”

Jay made a noise in his throat that might have been a laugh, or might have been a cry, and Mal cleared her throat to keep the same noise from coming out of her own mouth.

“Still think you’re a piece of shit, though,” she muttered, grinning into the darkness.

His laugh was definitely loud enough to be heard in the street, but Mal was too busy joining him to worry.


Evie

Despite the ever looming threat of the Isle, Evie’s day had been going rather…well. That is, as well as could be considering the constant attention she got every time she entered a room. Normally, attention wouldn’t be something she’d worry about; it was what she lived for, and what had helped her stay alive each day back on the Isle. But this kind of attention: all sharp stares and anxious eyes; as if she were seconds away from cursing them or something. It made Evie more uncomfortable than she already was; too much like she was on display, and not in an approving way.

Which is why she’s nearly on the verge of panic when she reaches the lockers, and Jay and Carlos are nowhere to be seen. It hadn’t so much been established as a rule, but more as a need. They needed to be able to be close to each other as often as possible; needed to watch each other’s backs and with Mal still recovering in the infirmary, the boys had been Evie’s only shield.

Not that she needed protecting…but it was easier to blend in with the other’s solid presence around her. Now- especially now, the lack of familiarity made Evie feel more and more closed in; less solid and real and…trapped. Isolated again on the other side of an island, with nothing in between but death and danger and she couldn’t go back to that!

Evie clenches her jaw tightly, trying to ignore the eyes that flicker her way- what are they seeing when they look? is her hair undone? is her makeup smudged?- ignore the frantic pounding of her heart and try to regain control. She was in control, not them, not anyone else. She didn’t need anyone to hide behind because was not weak, True Princesses never cowered, never begged, never hid.

She flinches as a locker slams too close to her, and she nearly loses her grip on her textbooks. High pitched laughter bubbles out from nearby, and Evie snaps her head up sharply, cheeks burning with humiliation. The crowd is too thick, but the voices reach her anyway; harsh and vicious and cruel.

“Freak.”

“Did you see the way she jumped?”

“I know! So pathetic.”

“To think, she was almost one of us.”

“As if! A villain could never be one of us!”

“They’ll all be back where they belong soon enough.”

“And thank Goodness for that!”

The voices move off, but the words still linger, and Evie knows that she needs to move too, but what if they’re right? There really was no ‘what if,’ in Evie’s mind; if she were truly like an Auradon Princess, she wouldn’t have to fear the Isle. A True Princess would belong, would be good enough to marry a Prince. A True Princess would have enough control over herself and her stupid, useless emotions to not to resort to--

She’s shaking…and the only way she knows is because her books jostle in her arms, the edges chafing against her sleeve…her skin…and…and….

“Evie!”

An impossible blur of purple.

A hot, violent flash of green.

A vague impression of warmth and solid and safe before:

“E?”

Evie blinks, and she feels the tears that had been blurring her vision slide a hot trail down her cheeks.

“Mal?”

It takes a moment for the other girl to register, but she does, and Evie ignores the rational and lets her emotion act for her, pressing herself into Mal in as close a proximity of a hug as the Isle allowed. Mal doesn’t move for a moment, and the rational snaps back into Evie’s head and she’s all set to back off and start apologizing because damn she just couldn’t do anything right! And then Mal relaxes, threading her fingers subtly through Evie’s and pressing just a bit closer, and Evie all but breaks down then and there.

It’s only the knowledge that they’re still out in an open space that makes her pull away when she does, but Mal’s hands stay in hers, and she can breathe, and Mal is here…which is…strange…now that she’s thinking about it.

“How…how are you here?” Evie blurts, pulling back a bit more and hiding the way her voice shakes with a subtle flip of her hair.

“They let me out of the infirmary early,” Mal says, and Evie knows she’s noticed the shake because her eyes light with green. “I think they felt guilty…I mean, it’d suck to spend my last few days in Auradon stuck in the infirmary.”

Mal chuckles wryly, and Evie’s lips twitch, but there’s still that lingering heaviness that won’t let her fully laugh. Mal’s eyes narrow, and her head snaps up sharply to scan the hallway, her lips pulling down sharply with suspicion. Evie knows exactly what she’s checking for, and she grabs for the other girl’s hand again and tugs to get her attention.

“Mal, stop,” she murmurs quickly, her own eyes flickering anxiously about the scarcely populated are. “It’s fine. I’m fine.”

“Bull,” Mal snaps right back, her head still turned so Evie can only see half of the snarl that pulls her lips back from her teeth.

“Mal,” Evie insists, tugging a bit harder at her hand, hating that she can still feel the tremble in her body; hates how she can’t let go; hates how weak she is…how weak she is and she can still feel…. “I’m fine.”

Mal turns to look at her then, that dark suspicion coloring every inch of her face.

“Now,” Evie adds, trying to soften her eyes, her voice. Tries to emphasize Mal’s presence over the presence of her thoughts.

Mal softens as well, and it’s only a testament to how close they’ve grown that she can even tell that; in the loosening of Mal’s jaw; in the barely-there crinkle in the corner of her eye. And then it’s gone again, in typical Mal fashion, but it had been there, and Evie manages that last bit of effort to smile, the shreds of darkness creeping back from her mind.

“I was going to find the boys,” Mal says, and her voice is short and determined, her eyes hard. “Found you instead…I guess you’ll do.”

Evie lets out a sharp bark of laughter at that in spite of herself, and Mal smirks with the corner of her mouth and the light of her eyes.

“There she is,” she mutters lowly, relaxing completely from her earlier guardedness. “Now we can go find Jay and Carlos.”

Evie shakes her head once in disbelief, jogging after Mal and catching up within a few strides.

“How many times are you going to do that?” she asks, when she’s close enough that she can see the left side of Mal’s face.

Somehow Mal makes shrugging while running look graceful, and Evie envies the other girl’s ability.

“I don’t know,” Mal replies dismissively. “I only have a limited amount of space dedicated to stupid jokes and a pitiful sense of humor, so…probably not too many more.”

Evie splutters wordlessly in response, trying to muster some kind of offense, but she’s blushing too hard to make it effective.

Mal smirks a bit wider, her eyes flickering to meet Evie’s knowingly before stopping suddenly in the middle of the hallway. Evie trips to make the same stop, and her cheeks flush with embarrassment as she hastily straightens out her dress, hoping no one else saw her blunder.

“Shut up, you look fine,” Mal deadpans quickly beside her, and then, “There’s a knight we can ask right there.”

And she’s crossed the hall and approached the knight in question before Evie can begin to process how or why.

“Hey, knight,” Mal snaps, all bold and bluster and Evie just can’t keep up. “Where are Jay and Carlos?”

“Together would be the most likely, if I had to guess,” Evie finally manages, stepping up next to Mal and trying to figure out where the other girl’s thoughts are leading.

“Unless they’ve been fighting again,” is the short reply, and Evie lapses into silence because, really, there’s not much she can do.

“What?” Mal says, and Evie blinks at the confused expression on the other girl’s face.

“What?” Evie repeats, her own brow furrowing before she quickly corrects and smoothens out her expression.

“You…,” Mal trails off with a frown, her eyes darkening with something Evie can’t define. “Never mind,” she finishes, and turns back to the knight. “Hey! Where can I find Jay and Carlos?”

The knight creaks then, and Evie leans in as the visor lifts, waiting for the response. There is none, however, and Mal growls a curse under her breath, a faint tinge of green lighting in her hands. Evie debates a moment between defusing Mal and backing away for her own safety, and is just about to tug the other girl back from scorching the metal figure when something crackles above them, and the Fairy Godmother’s voice rings out.

“Would Mal and Evie please come to my office? Mal and Evie, would you please come to my office?”

Evie freezes, but Mal moves, already halfway down the hall and cursing under her breath, and Evie doesn’t know if it’s her distance that makes the words sound strange, or the fear.

“E, let’s go!”

It’s definitely the fear.

But she moves anyway, sprinting to catch up to Mal and they’ve been doing a lot of this lately, she muses numbly as she matches her stride to Mal’s. For something that’s supposed to be better than their previous life, Auradon certainly has them slipping into it more and more. Mal seems to be thinking something similar, if the hard set of her jaw is any indication, but she says nothing, and so Evie forces herself to do the same.

At least, until they reach the Fairy Godmother’s office, and Mal stops dead just outside the door, and all the color drains from her face and eyes.

“Mal?” Evie questions, and she doesn’t bother trying to hide the worry in her voice here.

The other girl opens her mouth, then closes it again, her expression pinching so tightly that it looks as if she’s about to be sick.

“Jay,” she mumbles, though with how tight her face is, the sound is almost a groan. “Fuck, Jay…what’d you do?”

“What?” Evie demands, panic cutting through her at the darkness of Mal’s tone, at the look in her eyes. “Mal, what?”

Mal shakes her head once and opens the door instead of answering, and Evie doesn’t know what to do with the scene behind it except stare.

Stare- at the strange man with strange glasses and strange hair, who, apparently, is not so strange to Mal; who gives him a cursory glance a growl of warning but pays him no further attention than that.

Stare- at the Fairy Godmother; who looks caught between fury and sorrow, hover or protect, scold or reassure, and who herself is also just staring…staring…

At Jay.

Jay, who is not fighting, or yelling, or anything even remotely like he should be.

Jay, who is on the floor of the Fairy Godmother’s office. Too quiet and yet, so very loud, his body shaking and a strange, muffled sound echoing from his chest.

Crying.

Evie registers it distantly. It’s crying...that’s the noise yes, ok, crying is a thing that people do sometimes.

But not Jay. Not…Jay.

Staring is all she can do, and so she does. Even as Carlos looks up from his place on the floor beside them; even as he moves his hands in two simple signs- a ‘J’ in midair with his pinky finger; followed by taking both hands in fists and bending them away from each other, like snapping something in half- it takes her a moment to fully process it.

Jay.

Broken.

She blinks, but the scene is still there before her, laying it out in terrifying detail. And beside him, Carlos makes the sign again, helpless, as if it’s all he can do.

Jay. Broken.

Jay’s broken.

Jay is broken.


Mal

[Jay is broken.]

That’s what Carlos signs, over and over again, his eyes wide and terrified. Mal wonders how long they’d been in the Fairy Godmother’s office alone; wonders what could have possibly triggered an explosion this big. More specifically, for Jay to explode this big.

Damn it Jay, what have you done? She says. Or, thinks she says. It’s hard to focus on any one thing with the tightness buzzing in her chest; a heavy pressure like a scream in the back of her throat; the overall sensation of hands and wrong that definitely aren’t her own feelings. Definitely not—

“M,” Evie whispers beside her, the other girl’s voice making her jump in spite of herself. “You’re shaking.”

“So is Jay,” she raps hoarsely, gritting her jaw against the pain that slams a wave of dizziness through her. “I’m fine,” she continues, forcing herself to step forward into the wave, to ignore the way Evie was looking at her. “It’s not…it’s not me…”

She’s not entirely sure how, and she doesn’t really care, honestly. Only that right now, one of her crew needs her and shit it was so much worse up close!

“We called you here because there didn’t seem to be any other choice,” the Fairy Godmother says quietly, and Mal blinks to refocus. “Nothing was calming him down.”

“Yeah, you wouldn’t,” Mal murmurs, swallowing hard despite the sickening feeling that she really shouldn’t.

“I take it then, that you’re familiar with what is happening?” a gratingly calm voice says. “This isn’t unusual to--”

“Yeah, no,” Mal cuts across him sharply, eyes flashing as she turns to glare in his general direction. “Don’t think I didn’t notice that you’re here and near my crew when I clearly said that I didn’t want you to be.”

Evie and Carlos both cringe back hard, and Mal would regret making them worry if she weren’t already so pissed and worried herself.

“I called him here,” the Fairy Godmother says, a bit louder in her firmness. “Because I thought he might be able to help.”

“That’s not a decision you get to make!” Mal snaps, then flinches at the sudden surge of fear that radiates off of Jay’s prone form. “Shit, alright, sorry. Fuck, everyone shut up.”

She sounds crazy. She thinks she is crazy; her magic is reacting too strongly and trying to do too many things at once, to protect and attack but also defend and heal and she can’t think she can’t think she can’t think!

“You,” she growls, blindly indicating where the cricket stands. “Don’t. Move.”

He says nothing, and she can only assume that he’s actually doing what she asks this time.

“E,” she says lowly, and the other girl is all too eager to scurry closer, fear and panic furrowing her brow and lighting up her eyes.

Ok, good everyone was close now, and her magic calmed slightly, satisfied that no one needed protecting now that they were all this close.

“Mal, I-”

“Stop,” she interrupts, wincing at how sharp she sounds and quickly adds, “Please,” and the Fairy Godmother pauses, then goes silent.

The last bit of anxious magic fades then, leaving only the odd urge to defend and heal, and she turns to Jay, crouching down slowly by his other side.

“Ok, you can chill now, asshole,” she mutters to him, focusing on that tickling sensation of her magic and trying to let it spread outwards instead of in. “You got everyone around you. Figured that’s what you want?”

Jay mumbles something into his knees, and although Mal doesn’t hear it, she senses the horror, the guilt, the pain behind it.

“Gonna have to be loud Jay,” she says, her magic reacting finally and reaching out like she wants it to. “Never thought I’d have to ask you to be loud, honestly.”

He cringes, and a wave of revulsion hits her so strongly it makes her stomach twist.

“Shit, ok,” she drawls, blinking at the nausea, not sure if it’s hers or Jay’s. “Or maybe not. That’s fine. It’s all fine, Jay. We’re all here- all four of us.”

Evie and Carlos shuffle forward as if to physically reinforce her words, and her magic finally curls out- just enough to brush against the edges of Jay, and Mal flinches at the sudden onslaught of im sorry im sorry i didn’t mean it didn’t want it its my fault i did it its my fault they made me its my fault!

It takes all of Mal’s admittedly shaky self-control to not pull away, and to continue to connect her magic with the strange, flickering fire that was Jay. But she manages it, and whispers a command into the subtle, green glow.

Dawelwch.”

For a terrifying moment, she’s afraid that it doesn’t work, but then Jay relaxes, and she feels her own body echo the shift in tension; stilling the tremors that had wracked both of their bodies.

“Easy,” Mal murmurs, as Jay twitches suddenly before going still again. “It’s just us. Nobody but us, Jay.”

He doesn’t come out of it easily, and she knows that each breath, each small shifting of muscle is killing him inside, but another whispered command and a nudge from her magic draws him up enough to finally make out his face.

“Hey,” she says, when his eyes flicker blindly, focusing on nothing in particular. “You finally done causing a scene, asshole?”

Someone moves behind her, and instantly Jay’s eyes are focusing, the tension and the fear screaming back into his body, his teeth flashing in a petrified grimace.

“No,” Mal snaps firmly, shifting herself forward so her knee nudges his side. “Ignore it. Jay? Ignore it. With me.” She lets her knee dig into his rib. “With me, asshole.”

“Sh--” he groans, his face twisting with too many emotions for her to interpret; too much to feel. “Shut…Shut up.”

“Oh good, you do still have an attitude,” she quips, as lightly as she can. As lightly as she dares. “Had me worried for a second, and you know how much I hate worrying.”

“Shut.” Jay mumbles again, but that’s all he gets out before his face twists sharply.

“Ah shit…Trashcan,” Mal says, and it’s in her hand and in front of Jay, who pitches forward and retches violently.

Someone gasps softly, and Mal grimaces, but not at Jay.

“Yeah well. Happens sometimes.” She doesn’t bother to dignify a further response, her magic finally still now that Jay was more or less ok.

“Apparently,” Jay pants, still bent over the trashcan, but not quite so traumatized. “Stupid…Auradon food, I guess….”

Mal stiffens so sharply she almost hisses, and she feels the flare of her magic like a sharp spark snapping inside.

“Jay,” she says, and she knows it’s in her voice too because he looks up at her almost immediately. “What just happened?”

“Hu--I…what do you mean?”

“Just now,” she clarifies, trying to be calm but the spark keeps snapping and they can’t be dealing with this now, no one was ever supposed to know!

“I threw up,” Jay says bluntly, a brow lifting to give her a look and damnit why did he have to…

“Yeah,” she says instead, ignoring the way Evie presses against her side, ignores how Carlos was trying to do the same despite his distance. “It was pretty fucking awesome. I meant before that, doofus.”

He scowls at her then, about to defend against the taunt with one of his own. But then she watches the realization hit him, and he freezes.

“I…don’t know.”

“How’d you and Carlos end up in the Fairy Godmother’s office?” she insists. “What happened, Jay?”


Jay

Something happened.

He only knows this because of the way everyone was staring at him, and he doesn’t like what he sees in their eyes.

“What happened, Jay?” Mal asks, and the way she says it has him feeling like she’s done it a thousand times before.

He shakes his head, because it’s all he can do, because he doesn’t know. And Mal looks like she’s smiling, but the set of her jaw is all wrong, and he feels more than sees the movement in the room that indicates the other’s presence.

“If I might hazard a guess…,” a man’s voice says, and shit if that wasn’t the most unexpected thing to hear.

Jay tries to get up, that deep instinct of anger and fear and needing to protect surging up inside, but Mal gets there first, her eyes ablaze with fury as he whirls to face the threat.

“Please do,” she snarls, all teeth and flame and danger. “After all that I’ve done to keep you from interfering…I’d just love to hear what you have to say.”

Evie cries out softly in terror, and beside him, Carlos whimpers, but the man laughs. And Jay flinches hard in spite of himself because laughter like that had never meant anything good on the Isle and he needed to find a way up because damn it he wasn’t going to let Mal take another beating for him!

“Shut up, Jay,” Mal says lowly, and he realizes he’s said it out loud, that he’s already on his feet.

“Like hell,” he bites back, but his skin still feels itchy and raw, and he’s not entirely sure of anything at the moment.

“Let’s all just calm down.”

“No.” That’s Mal…why is she so angry? “No, you don’t get to…you don’t.”

“Mal,” he says, and she turns, and the look in her eyes makes him feel small and he doesn’t like it. “You’re shouting.”

“Oh, am I?” she says, and her teeth flash and her voice is a growl, but her eyes pass right through him and he wonders if it’s because that’s just the way she glares, or if he’s simply gone up in smoke.

Her teeth stop flashing and her eyes flicker like she’s looking for him, and he shivers so hard it’s like he’s shaking himself from his body.

“Shit,” he mumbles. “M…Mal…”

“Yeah” she says, and her eyes are water and his body is smoke. “Yeah, I know. I’m working on it, ok?”

“Yeah, ok,” he says, but he tries biting lip and his lip isn’t there.

“Fuck,” Mal hisses, and he wants to flinch but he can’t because…

“Shit,” he says again, and Mal loses color except for her eyes, which are still a strange watery green.

“Ok,” she says, fast and as breathless as he is. “Ok, one thing Jay. One thing.”

He knows this. He’s done this before. He can do this…he could…but…

“Smoke,” he forces out through lips that aren’t there. “I’m smoke.”

Mal is nothing more than watery green eyes and a thin press of a mouth, but her mouth twists into a strange smile at his words and he’s not sure how to feel about it. She comes closer, and her mouth purses and he realizes too late what she’s planning and no no don’t don’t….

“Mal!” he tries to warn.

 But she lets out her breath of air and he flinches as he’s blown apart…her breath hot on…his face. He…has a face.

“E,” Mal murmurs, and it takes a moment, but then he realizes that she’s pressed herself against his arm…and he can feel his arm…he can feel himself and everything is pins and needles.

“Shit,” he says, and Mal’s eye flicker again but she’s looking at him and not through him.

“Too much?”

“No.” Jay blinks, forcing his mind to ignore the pins and needles. “I'm here.”

Mal nods once, but her eyes aren't as watery, and she turns them sharply to the strange man by the door.

“Cricket,” she says, and Jay stiffens against Evie, who threads her arm through his and squeezes loosely.

The man stares back, but he looks somewhat cowed facing Mal's anger. Mal stares a moment more before turning, and her eyes flicker as they survey the group before landing on Carlos.

“Carlos,” she continues finally, and her voice is tight, but firm as her head indicates the other boy.

The man, or, 'cricket' as he’d been dubbed, blinks a moment before understanding lights across his features, and he adopts a more solemn air as Mal turns to Jay and Evie next.

“Evie. And Jay- but Jay’s not really here right now so you’ll have to leave a message,” she says, then nods her head back towards the man. “That's the cricket. He's not...dangerous.”

“But he's still a threat,” Evie snaps, instantly picking up on the other girl's words. “Or you wouldn't have snapped the way you did.”

Jay’s eyes flicker to take in the man, who meets his gaze evenly, and Jay flinches in spite of himself, averting his eyes quickly and sucking a sharp breath.

“I said he's not dangerous,” Mal repeats lowly, and her eyes flash violent green. “I don't know what else he is, but for now...”

“For now what?” Evie cuts across, her voice thick with challenge and fear.

“For now,” Mal replies, her lip curling with the force of her growl. “The Fairy Godmother says he can help. So that's what.”

“You can’t be serious,” Evie hisses, and Mal’s expression goes deathly blank.

“Hey,” Jay says, registering the danger of being seen as divided and also, the danger of a furious Mal, “Chill, E. Questioning Mal’s decisions is my job.”

Evie opens her mouth to protest, but Jay leans into her a bit more and she closes it tightly, her eyes the only thing reflecting her turmoil.

“One thing, Jay,” Mal says, when everything is silent once more. “Do you think you can actually tell me this time?”

Her tone is mocking, but her eyes are serious, and Jay responds in kind; twisting his mouth in a sneer, while simultaneously gripping Evie a little tighter.

“I already told you I don’t really know,” he grumbles defiantly. “What more do you want from me?”

“Damn it,” Mal mutters, and he thinks he wasn’t supposed to catch that, given the guilt that flashes across her face when she meets his eyes.

“I believe I can provide some clarity,” the Fairy Godmother says then, her voice shaking, but severe. “At least, in that regard.”

Carlos stiffens, and Jay instinctively follows suit, unease curling in his stomach.

“Wait,” he says, and he’s startled at how raspy he sounds. “Is this something that I…did I do something?”

“What do you mean by that, Jay?” the Fairy Godmother replies, something guarded mixing with the severity of her tone.

“I mean,” he snarls, moving to step forward but hindered by Evie’s grip on his arm. “Are we all here because I…I’m in trouble? Got in a fight?”

He’s just guessing, but the sudden way Carlos dodges his gaze, and the Fairy Godmother’s eyes harden slightly makes him pause.

“Oh,” he mumbles, shrugging his way out of Evie’s arm and pretending it doesn’t make him feel suddenly off balance. “Well that’s…um….”

“What did he do?” Mal says, and the steel cutting her words causes his skin to itch.

“He violently attacked another student and sent them to the infirmary with severe injuries.” The Fairy Godmother’s own steel clashes hard enough against Mal’s to send sparks into the air.

“Ok, and what did the other kid do?” Mal counters, the sparks still suspended but not yet igniting. “Cuz fights don’t ‘just happen’ on the Isle, especially not with Jay. You don’t go around looking for a fight; not unless you want to be killed…and Cricket, I know you’re taking notes and I would kindly like you to burn them.”

There’s a pause, and a shuffle of movement that doesn’t quite finish before the sound of ripping paper pierces the room.

“That may be the case,” the Fairy Godmother finally says, and Jay catches his breath as the sparks dissipate slowly. “And given that those nearby who witnessed the fight said that they heard Jay state his intentions to kill the other student, I would say that the severity of the situation is quite valid.”

Jay watches the thoughts race across Mal’s face- watches her piece together what he can’t. He knows she does when her expression goes blank, her jaw tight even as she deadpans:

“It was the queer kid, wasn’t it?”

“His name is Nikhil,” the Fairy Godmother’s expression is equally tight and pained, and Jay staggers against the wall in an attempt to sit because wait he hadn’t he didn’t remember-- “and his boyfriend is Aziz, and I am honestly at quite a loss with you children and the level of….”

“On the Isle there’s two types of people,” Mal interrupts, and the harried, anxious sound in her voice is strong enough to spill into her face, her hands shaking at her sides. “The villains…and the ones that even the villains tend to avoid.”

Jay can see the ‘I don’t understand’ working its way onto the Fairy Godmother’s tongue, but Mal is continuing before she can express it.

“You know how the heroes all use the villains as the ‘monster under the bed,’ that thing to warn against to scare them into behaving?”

There’s a smile on her face, but it’s cold and without feeling.

“For us it’s the monster right down the street. Entirely unassuming and nowhere near as blatant as you’d think for being so horrifically evil.”

“While I understand and accept that there are aspects of the Isle that I just can’t understand, how you could possibly equate….”

The Fairy Godmother freezes suddenly, going so pale so fast that Jay feels dizzy just watching her. Or maybe that was just him.

“Is there a fancy, Auradon word for it?” Mal whispers heavily. “That difference? Or is it actually the same and one of us is just too blind to see it?”

The Fairy Godmother is crying, or at least, her face is wet, but she’s not making any sound. Mal looks vindictive and tortured in her own right, but she turns and joins the rest of the group in spite of it, pressing close in between Evie and Carlos, who all but climb over each other to return the closeness.

“Sorry,” she breathes, green eyes locked on Jay. “If I just made it worse. Are you…?”

“No.” He chokes, then tries again, blinking to ease the burn of her gaze. “I mean, yeah. I’m fine…I’m here.”

She lifts a brow at that, but doesn’t question, just presses closer, and Jay tries to let himself just breathe for a bit, but he can’t get her words out of his mind.

“Did I really…?”

“We’re not worrying about it right now,” Mal says, and her voice that’s final, but her eyes flicker, and the Fairy Godmother is still crying.

“Cricket,” Mal continues after a moment, her voice cautious and laden thick with warning. “The Fairy Godmother says you’re supposed to be helpful?”

The man clears his throat, and a ripple of flinching goes through all but Mal, though she does tense minutely before relaxing.

“That…that is my job, yes.”

“How would you go about doing that?”

“Would you like me to--”

“I’m not requesting,” Mal says quickly, pressing tighter against Jay’s side. “I’m just asking. How would you help?”

“Well, first I’d need to establish-”

“No.”

Jay hisses, but the sound barely make it out if his throat and instead just echoes hollowly inside. Mal is calm, however, her body still even as she shifts it closer to his.

“No?”

“No history. No ‘establishing.’ I mean for right now,” Mal clarifies, the edge back in her voice. “For right now, how would you help with…this.”

There’s a pause, and Jay feels Evie shuffle closer nervously, her movement causing a ripple through the group.

“Well from what I’ve seen so far, it seems that you’re doing a fine job grounding everyone on your own…although I’ve never seen a panic-”

“Jay doesn’t panic.” Mal’s words tighten the feeling in his chest; in his throat. “He just kind of…goes away for a bit.”

“You did mention that,” the man agrees, “’Jay’s not here right now, leave a message…’”

“I thought I asked you to burn those notes.”

“And as soon as I have access to a fireplace, I promise I will.”

“Um, hey,” Jay interjects, not sure how he feels about any of this. “Are you talking about me? Cuz if you are, could you maybe…not?”

“Oh, so you’re actually going to participate?” Mal quips, but he can hear the relief that softens the edge of her tone.

“I’ve been participating,” he protests, shoving her with his shoulder and smirking when she snarls at him. “Maybe you just weren’t paying attention.”

“Dissociation,” the man- Cricket- says, and Mal straightens instantly, eyes alert.

“What’s that?” she says, and Cricket blinks before replying, taking a step forward.

“Dissociation,” he repeats. “I believe that’s an accurate description for what just occurred.”

“That’s the fancy word?” Mal replies, cocking her heads slightly, and Jay allows himself to be shifted backwards with the rest of the group at her signal. “For the thing that Jay does?”

“What do you mean, what I do?” he repeats, but he’s ignored, again.

“You don’t seem surprised,” Cricket murmurs, and Mal clenches her jaw tightly before answering.

“Like I said, it happens. Details don’t matter.”

“I’m afraid that that’s where you’re wrong,” Cricket says, and Jay bares his teeth at him in warning. No one crossed Mal like that.

“Explain,” Mal demands, and Jay shifts himself in a weak attempt to cover Evie and Carlos as the man steps forward again.

“Dissociation is a kind of…defense mechanism for the mind,” Cricket obligingly states. “Just like with a panic attack, it’s typically triggered when a situation is just so overwhelming it’s too much to handle.”

“Circles,” Mal mutters darkly, eyes sharp and tense. “There’s something you’re not saying.”

“The difference,” Cricket responds, nodding his head slowly, his eyes heavy behind his glasses. “Is that dissociation typically is a response to trauma; at such a severity that the only response the brain can think of is to just…shut itself off, or ‘go away,’ for the moment.

“It can be a useful survival mechanism, but it becomes a problem when it’s the only defense mechanism; because then the brain will start to use it to cover even mildly uncomfortable situations…or, situations that seem reminiscent to the trauma--”

“Stop,” Jay says, at the same time Mal does.

He’s shaking again, and there’s a tickling sensation at the back of his neck that makes him feel like he’s going to throw up again, and he feels too big for his body, too big for the room.


Carlos

They’re back in the dorms again, this time in the girl’s room. He’s not entirely sure how they’d wound up there; the Fairy Godmother had barely been able to compose herself enough to dismiss them, let alone make any sort of statement regarding the fight. He chalks it up to Mal and her ability to effortlessly take charge, and he watches anxiously from the shelter of Evie’s closet as the other girl paces a furious hole in the carpet.

Evie had locked herself in the bathroom, and Jay sat blankly on Mal’s bed, unaware and unfocused.

“Evie,” Mal snarls, and Carlos flinches at her tone. “I will break down that door if you don’t get out of there right now.”

“Just leave--I’m fine, Mal,” Evie snaps back, but even through the door Carlos can hear the quiver in her voice. “Just…”

“No,” Mal hisses, and she turns another round on the carpet. “None of us are fine, E, and we need to regroup, and I am not leaving you alone so get. the fuck. out.”

Silence from the bathroom, then Carlos hears a stifled sob through the wall of the closet, and he tenses as the latch clicks.

“Shit,” Mal says, and Carlos stiffens, trying to tuck himself as deep amongst leather clothes as he can. If he was lucky, he could just disappear entirely and not have to face the reality where everyone was suddenly losing control. Breaking was his job; he didn’t know how to handle something like this.

“Shit, E,” Mal says again, a sigh heavy in her voice. “Ok…hey no, it’s fine. It’s fine, ok? I’m not…damn…I’m not…I’m not mad…I’m not, I promise…just…we need to regroup…we need to regroup, E…’Los…fuck…Carlos!”

He jumps, biting the inside of his cheek hard to keep himself from crying out.

“Carlos, I need you to check on Jay.”

No, Carlos thinks, shaking his head and burrowing deeper into Evie’s jackets. No he couldn’t…he’d screw it up again and Jay would hate him…more than he already did.

“Carlos, I’m not shitting around,” Mal growls, and Evie echoes his whimper. “I need you to check on Jay. Now.”

He tries to growl back, but the sound doesn’t come out right and he doesn’t want to do this!

“Carlos!”

“Do-ing it!” he snaps back, and he thinks he hears Mal mutter something about his tone, but he’s too shaken to really care.

Jay hadn’t moved from the bed, his eyes fixed on nothing in particular, and Carlos bristles as he passes the open bathroom door, trying to ignore the sound of Evie’s sobs; Mal’s voice whispering meaningless comfort; the morbid acknowledgment that they really weren’t ok, if this is what Auradon had reduced them to…what the Isle had made them into.

“Jay?” Carlos croaks, after he decides that his position on the other side was close enough.

“Hey Carlos,” Jay says, and the sound of his voice is enough to set off all of Carlos’ anxieties at once.

“Mmal wanted me to check-check-check on you,” he mutters, hating how it sounds like a retreat.

“Tell Mal that she can shove it,” Jay replies. “I’m fine.”

“You’re not,” Carlos blurts, angry, and not sure why he’s angry. “None-none-none of us are! Evie just….”

He stops, but Jay starts, his head jerking like he wants to turn it but he can’t.

“What? Evie…?”

“Sshe’s upset,” Carlos manages, his face twisting with the horrific understatement. “Mal-mal-mal’s taking care…it’s ok.”

“But I’m not?” Jay protests, but he’s still not moving and Carlos considers that proof enough.

“Do…do you know wh-where…?”

“Auradon,” Jay snaps before he can finish, his jaw tight and lips curled in a scowl. “The girl’s room. I’m not fucking stupid, I know what’s going on.”

“Now,” Carlos can’t help but point out, a little too harshly.

“What’s that supposed to fucking mean?” Jay hisses, and Carlos bristles, frustration building as a growl in his throat.

“It-it-it-it means--”

“Carlos,” Mal’s voice cuts across like a shot. “I said check on him, not fucking argue!”

“He’s fine!” Carlos calls back, but as he turns to face Jay again he realizes that that’s not entirely true, as the other boy still hadn’t made any sign of actually moving.

“Jay,” Carlos says slowly, inching around the bed until he can see the other boy’s face. “Wh-why aren’t you mo-mo-moving?”

“Hm?” Jay hums, but he’d stiffened further at Carlos’ words.

“You havvven’t moved,” Carlos repeats lowly, his anger fading as fear starts to well up again.

“I can’t move,” Jay mutters back. “Not allowed to move.”

“Ma-al!” Carlos yelps, not caring if it sounds like he’s whining.

“Fucking hell…I can’t….”

Mal’s voice sounds just as broken as he feels, but she appears by his side in an instant, a tearful and shaken Evie in tow. Carlos pointedly tries to ignore the hastily made bandages criss- crossing around her arms (Mal’s handiwork for sure; Evie always tried keep things as neat as possible; keep it controlled, keep it hidden); ignores the way it forces awareness back to some of his own scars….

“Jay,” Mal says, and though her voice is firm, her eyes are pained.

“I know,” Jay growls, and his voice says he’s angry, but he’s still not looking at anyone. “I know. I’m in Auradon, I know…I’m just…I can’t move.”

“Why?” Mal says, in that ‘I’m not buying your bullshit’ tone, and Carlos gently presses himself closer to Evie, carefully maneuvering her to sit on the opposite bed. She sinks without protest, and Carlos casually reaches to fix the bandages because he knows it’s bothering her- because it’s bothering him- how out of control they all are. But this is something he can at least fix. His fingers brush the edge of a wrap and she flinches, trying to shoot him a glare, but it’s too weak…too broken.

“Jay,” Mal snaps, and Jay cringes, ducking his head.

“He said…,” Jay whimpers, and Carlos pauses mid-tie to glance over anxiously.

Mal grimaces, the pain in her eyes a bit brighter. “Where are you, Jay?”

“Auradon,” Jay replies dutifully, but he’s still too small. Too quiet.

“And where is he?” Mal continues, a snarl twisting her lips but not her voice.

“Here…not here…. The Isle….”

“Dead, Jay,” Mal says viciously. “He’s dead.”

Jay shakes his head slowly, like he doesn’t believe it.

“I killed him myself,” Mal says, and Carlos wouldn’t have believed it as quickly as he does if it weren’t for how vindictive she sounds in that moment. “And I’d do it a thousand times over if I could but…he is dead, Jay.”

“I know,” Jay chokes out, but he’s still shaking his head. “He’s not here…but he is…he is because I can still…I can’t move.”

“Fine then don’t move,” Mal says quickly, and Carlos startles to see that she’s crying, tears streaming down her face despite the steadiness of her voice. “That’s fine, Jay. You don’t have to move. Just talk.”

“Talk,” Jay repeats blankly, and Mal nods, swallowing hard.

“Yeah,” she says, a watery smile that looks too painful to last making its way across her face. “Name five things you’re going to steal tomorrow.”

“There’s this really cool watch I saw one of the princes wearing yesterday,” Jay blurts instantly, and there’s a glimmer in his eyes that hadn’t been there before. “It was silver; like, actual silver, not paint or anything.”

“That sounds awesome,” Mal murmurs, and Carlos shifts over to make room, and she slumps wearily between him and Evie on the bed. “What else?”

“I found a knife,” Jay babbles eagerly, and they all stiffen slightly at that. “A paper knife…opener? Letter opener,” he concludes, nodding to himself. “It’s not sharp, but it could be useful for a serious fight.”

“That’s true, knives are always useful,” Mal concurs, though she rests her head almost pointedly on Evie’s shoulder, threading her fingers tightly through hers and Carlos’.

“The kitchen is still open,” Jay mumbles, shifting his weight slowly. “If I get up early enough, we can get some of the bread when it’s still hot and oh…”

Carlos blinks, then straightens as Jay suddenly turns around to face them.

“All the teachers put their cups out in the morning so the cooks can fill them with their drinks and stuff right away, so if I time it right….”

“We could get the Biology teacher,” Mal finishes, lifting her head from Evie’s shoulder. “That sounds like a plan…but first…we need to regroup. Figure out how to play…all of this.”

“All of…what?” Jay groans, but then his eyes actually focus, and Carlos feels Evie cringe into his side as Jay takes in her bandaged arms (they’re neat now, but not quite hidden). “Fucking hell…”

“Oh don’t you even try to give her shit, Jay!” Mal says, eyes flashing briefly with green. “Not after everything you just put us through.”

“What I put you through?” Jay splutters, and Carlos growls as Evie shivers hard against him.

“Well let’s fucking lay it out, shall we?” Mal snarls. “You got in another fight; this time with enough witnesses that they could actually pin it on you. Not only that, but you fucking up and disappeared again, in front of the Fairy Godmother of all people…so now they’re all going to start sticking their faces into everything and asking questions, which we’d been trying to avoid, remember?”

“What are you even…”

“And that’s not even taking into account the fact that you and Carlos weren’t anywhere near where you were supposed to be in the first place!”

Mal is practically shouting now, though it’s dampened by the raw emotion spilling out into her expression, in the tears in her eyes.

“You left Evie alone,” she continues hoarsely. “And that’s honestly the one thing that I can not forget right now.”

“Mal.”

Evie’s voice is a barely whispered plea that cuts off too soon as the other girl whips her head around sharply; and Carlos grits his jaw against the guilt that threatens to tear out of him in words that he can’t say.

“And don’t you think I’m letting you off the hook, E,” she snaps thinly. “You don’t get to scare me like that. You don’t get to just…quit…you do not get to do that.”

“Hey, that is not fair, Mal” Jay growls as Evie starts to sob again, but he’s just as hoarse, just as raw.

“Ha ha, fucking try again, asshole,” Mal deadpans, lips curling. “Start with where you were.”

“Me,” Carlos chokes out, cringing back from Mal’s anger, from Evie’s brokenness, wishing he could hide from his own brokenness as well. “It wwwas my fault. I was go-go-go-gone. It was all m-me…all of iit.”

“What do you mean, ‘Los?” Mal says, and her voice lowers minutely from her fury. “What happened?”

“Oh of course,” Jay says snidely, his voice bitter and betrayed. “Be soft with him, why don’t you?”

Carlos jerks at Jay’s words, but Mal growls, her eyes hard.

“Fuck off Jay! I talked you down twice, I can kick your ass now if I want to.”

“Yeah, but I bet you won't get half as pissed at Carlos, even if it was only because of him that I was in the library in the first place!”

“Hades below, you sound like a fucking child right now,” Mal says, and Carlos can’t even begin to interpret the emotion in her voice. He can barely hang onto his own.

“I don’t give a shit about whose fault it was or wasn’t, dumbass! I care about knowing whether or not you were safe! I was locked in that damned infirmary for days not able to check in unless you came to me; not knowing what was going on or where you all were, having to trust that everything was fine even though I wasn’t there to make it that way. I just…I just want to know if you were safe.”

She’s not angry, Carlos realizes with some surprise. Or at least, not like that, not with them. Scared. They were all scared, and it’s such a weird thing to realize because he’s usually the one….

“We’re safe now, M,” Evie murmurs, squeezing her fingers tightly in her own, and Carlos nods, copying the gesture and squeezing her hand.

“Here,” he whispers. “We-we’re here.”

“But you weren’t,” Mal insists, shaking her head despite the fierce way she clings to them. “You weren’t safe and it’s my fault because I wasn’t there to--”

“Wow, overachieve much?” Jay chimes in, and Carlos shoots his head up as the other boy shuffles over to hover near the edge of the bed.

“It’s not all on you, Mal. You’re not all powerful, for one- and we’re not helpless, for another.” His eyes shift down, but not before Carlos can see all the guilt and horror reflected there. “Even if we’re screwed up sometimes.”

“Jay, just…shut the fuck up and get over here,” Mal says, and Jay’s eyes flicker before he does just that- shifting around to press himself securely against Mal’s back, taking Evie’s opposite hand in his own.

“So, to regroup,” Mal says as they sink into each other. “We’re all fucked up in our own unique ways, and now there’s a good chance that everyone in Auradon will learn exactly what ways. Any thoughts?”

“Sleep first, ask deep probing questions later?” Jay suggests lazily, and Evie makes a sound that’s not quite a laugh, but is at least not a cry.

“I think I second that,” she whispers, and Carlos nods into Mal’s shoulder, holding up three fingers.

[Third.]

“Damn,” Mal mutters, leaning her head back until it rests against Jay’s collar. “Out voted by own crew…what world we live in.”

“Shut up and stop moving,” Jay complains, shifting his weight to accommodate Mal’s intrusion, and pressing himself further against Carlos in the process.

“There is not enough room on this bed to make this work,” Mal snipes back, and there’s a weary smile in her voice that hadn’t been there before. “But you wanted to sleep so you’re going to make it work.”

They’re a sort of half-hazard mess, Carlos muses, as he lets Jay carefully lean against him. But at least they were all a mess together, though he wasn’t really sure how long that would last.

*      *      *      *      *

It lasts, as far as he can tell, until about halfway through the night.

He wakes up to the feel of voices, more than the sound. He’s still tucked under Mal’s shoulder, so her voice vibrates through him before the actual words register.

“We’re going to have to talk about the disappearing thing, Jay.”

Carlos doesn’t know if her voice is heavy because it is, or if that’s just how he’s hearing it, but he forces himself to keep still and level out his breathing to continue to illusion of sleep.

“No we don’t.” Jay’s voice comes out normally, or at least, it’s sound. His voice is actually broken up whispers of emotion, and Carlos doesn’t like how it makes the room seem darker than it already is.

“They already know.” Mal’s hiss is a strange puff of air in her chest. “Us. The Fairy Godmother…the Cricket.”

A pause.

“He said--”

“I heard what he said,” Jay snarls, then calms. “We don’t have to talk about it.”

“What happened to you w--”

“No don’t you do that,” Jay rasps, and Carlos feels him press tighter against his side and has to fight to remain still. “You don’t get to treat me like shit and then act like you care.”

“I treat you like shit because I care, asshole. And keep your voice down.”

“It’s not an issue,” Jay insists, but he’s definitely quieter now. “It doesn’t need to be talked about.”

“Apparently it is an issue…they’ve got a fancy word for it and everything.”

“Yeah, and do they have fancy words for Carlos? For Evie? For you?”

“I bet they do. But we can be subtle about it.”

“Bull shit,” Jay scoffs, but the sound is tight, like he’d choked more than laughed.

“Subtler,” Mal corrects pointedly, and Carlos feels her weight shift underneath him. “You just went full scale insane…and I need to know why.”

“So you can properly give me shit about it?”

“So I can properly maneuver around it and give shit- and hell- to whoever caused it,” Mal says, and Carlos almost holds his breath to hear Jay’s response before remembering that he’s supposed to be asleep and adjusts again.

“You’d have to do some dark magic shit and bring him back to life, then,” Jay mutters sourly, and Carlos feels Mal stiffen sharply.

“How much do you actually…”

“Enough,” Jay cuts across, his voice equally stiff. “I remember enough…it’s not exactly something I can just forget.”

“Except for when you black out,” Mal counters lowly. “Then it’s hell putting your head back together again.”

“Yeah,” Jay says shortly, and Carlos can hear the curl of his lip in his voice. “On both ends.”

There’s silence for a moment, and then:

“So?”

“What ‘so?’” Jay argues, and Mal sighs sharply in place of an answer.

“What happened?”

Jay is quiet, for so long that Carlos is forces to be aware of the way that his arm tingles, wedged between Jay and Mal as he is, and he starts to wonder if the risk of ‘waking up’ to shift positions would be worth  it.

“Nothing happened, “Jay finally says. “At least, that’s what I keep being told. The only reason I was even in that library was because that’s where the knight told me Carlos was.”

“And what was he doing there?”

“Something to do with trying to keep us here in Auradon and not get sent back,” Jay replies, a bit too sharply, and across from Carlos, Evie shifts with a soft groan in her sleep, causing the remaining three of them to stiffen nervously.

“And after that?” Mal whispers, once Evie settles again.

“I don’t know,” Jay mumbles quickly, like he’s trying to avoid it. “That’s kind of where I…you’d have to ask Carlos.”

“Oh I plan to.” Mal's voice rumbles darkly in her chest. “’Los, what the fuck were you doing in the library and don't you try and fake your way out of this, I heard your breathing change you little shit.”

Carlos cringes, but sits up obediently, moving slowly to avoid jostling the group more than he had to.

“What,” Jay mutters blankly, before he sucks in a sharp breath and stiffens. “How much did you...?”

He tries to shake his head, to explain or defend, but the words stick somewhere between his brain and his mouth.

“Everything,” Mal answers for him, her voice hard. “He heard everything the little fucker.”

Not everything, Carlos tries to protest, withering under the unseen glares he knows he's getting. I didn't hear everything, I don't know... But the most he can do is shake his head and this is what he'd been trying to avoid!

“I can only assume you're shaking your head, Los,” Mal growls close to his ear. “But I'm going to need you try to answer.”

“Did-did-did-didn't hear,” he forces out, too quickly, still shaking because that's all he can do. “Only...only...”

“When I was trying to find out why you were in the library?” She finishes, and Carlos slumps weakly in relief, nodding his head against her shoulder.

“Ok,” she mutters, and he can feel her relax with him, though Jay is still painfully tense. “That's fine then, we can go from there. What happened, Los? Why weren't you where you were supposed to be?”

“I can fill in that much,” Jay chimes in before he can even start to find a way to dodge around it. “Kropp had him. I don’t know what for or why, but the fucker did something because when I found him, Carlos couldn't talk again.”

“How-how-how?” Carlos mutters dazedly, the only thing he can really get out given the way Jay's words drive his own right out of his reach.

“A little bird told me,” Jay deadpans viciously.

“Carlos, explain. now,” Mal snaps, and he half wishes that Evie would wake up, just to provide some kind of distraction.

“It's nnnothing,” he whispers into Mal's collar in a vain attempt to hide. “Making a big d-deal...”

“It is a big deal,” Mal says, and Carlos feels her arm shift, a hand coming up…and instinct drives rational thought out of his mind and he flinches away from Mal’s brushing fingers, pain springing up from his imagination and causing him to whimper softly.

He realizes what he’s done when Mal freezes, and he shivers slightly, trying to curl up as small as he can on the bed.

“Ssorry,” he whines, cursing himself for his fear…for his tongue…for the lack of ability to form an actual sentence and shit that was what he had said and….

“Carlos,” Mal’s voice is deadly calm, that slow drawl she did when she was going to hurt someone but was trying not to show it. “I’m going to need you to be honest with me for a second because I know what you just did…what that was.”

He whimpers again, ducking his head and wishing he were anywhere else but here, or wishing that Mal was just a little less knowledgeable, wishing that Jay would say something, even…anything to detract from his screw up.

“You know I would never hit you, ‘Los,” Mal continues, vehement even in a whisper. “Which means that someone did and I need you yes or no if it was that teacher.”

NO, Carlos’ mind screams. No, because yes means that he’ll be caught, that he’ll know it was Carlos who told, that he’ll just hurt him worse.

YES, he wants to say. Yes, but still no because no means that he won’t be caught, that he’ll never be caught and he’ll just keep hurting and Carlos will just keep failing and he doesn’t want to go back to where to talk is to hurt, where to slip up is to scream, where staying silent is to die, suffocating in all the things he is not. allowed. to. say.


Ben

Ben had long since lost track of the amount of times something involving the villain kids had come up to cause him further anxiety. He almost doesn’t want to know what it is; doesn’t want to know why his parents had been called to the school in the ridiculous dark of early morning where no human should be awake. Doesn’t want to know why he’s awake, sitting outside of the infirmary doors while they argue with the Fairy Godmother inside, their voices soft enough to keep the words anonymous, but the general muffled impression of rage and shock still make it through.

His fingers hover idly over the touchpad of his phone, scrolling numbly through the various articles that had already sprung up regarding the ‘alleged scandal’ the VKs had brought to Auradon; of the gathering of the Council to re-exile them after ‘a mere nine days.’ He wants to call Audrey and have her wait with him, but not only was it unbearably early, he’d been sworn to silence by a stricken Fairy Godmother, and so he was on his own to wait. Wait and deal with the consequences of his actions.

Something slams inside the infirmary, and Ben sits up sharply as his father’s voice booms out with a sudden surge of volume before quieting again. His mother’s voice follows soon after, a high pitched wail of sound that has Ben abandoning his bid for calm and scrambling up from his seat, shoving the door open and tumbling inside.

“Ben,” the various adults gasp and murmur at his arrival, but he doesn’t care about his admitted rudeness.

“What’s wrong?” he pants, his heart slamming painful beats of unease throughout his body.

His father stands, his hands hallway through his hair and a twisted look of fury on his face. The gesture familiar as it’s the very same that Ben mimics when he’s frustrated beyond words. The Fairy Godmother was at the end of the table, her gaze on a small stack of papers resting on the surface; and his mother had been sitting at the table, though she stands when he enters the room, her eyes anxious and pained.

“Ben,” she says evenly, not quite looking at him. “Go back and wait in the hall. We’ll…we’ll come get you when we’re ready to--”

“Just tell me what’s going on,” he cuts across her, not quite sure if he’s pleading or demanding. “I already know it’s something to do with the VKs, so just tell me what they’ve done and how it’s my fault for bringing them here and how it’s all just further proof to send them back--”

“Benjamin!” his mother cries, stern and tearful at the same time and he knows he’d crossed a bit of a line but he’s just so tired of all of this.

“We are not sending them back.” His father growls vehemence, and Ben snaps his head up so sharply it hurts.

“We’re…not…,” he repeats, his stomach clenching at the ferocity in his father’s voice.

“Sit down, Ben,” comes the reply, and he moves sluggishly forward to grip the back of the chair nearest the Fairy Godmother.

“What…what happened?” he asks, trying to catch someone’s eye to search for answers there.

The room feels very small all of a sudden, and he has to fight to pull out the chair and actually sit in it. Slowly, the adults do the same, and the Fairy Godmother maneuvers a page around so he can see it.

“A fight,” she says, as he pulls the paper, dread twisting his body so tightly it feels like each beat of his heart will shatter him. “At least, to all appearances that was what it seemed.”

Ben blinks, his eyes still not quite focusing on the paper before him, the Fairy Godmother’s words forcing him to think back to the day before.

“Oh,” he finally manages, as he quickly remembers. “Yeah, that…the fight in the library.”

He stops there because he senses that that’s all he’s really required to say. No defense or explanations needed; it’s already known and been judged. And yet….

“Everyone is ok now,” he tries anyway. “I mean,” he winces, wishing he could think clearer about this. “I mean it was horrible that it happened but-”

“Ben,” his mother says, and he stops, his jaw shutting tightly as he drops his head back to the paper.

“I called Jeremiah Cricket to come and evaluate the children,” the Fairy Godmother says, and Ben idly thinks he’s going to make himself sick with the way he keeps snapping his head up and down.

“You…why?” Ben croaks out, then clears his throat. “They’re not…they’re not crazy.”

 The Fairy Godmother shakes her head slightly, mystified, but then she sighs and motions to the pages on the table.

“He watched from a distance before stepping in to meet with Mal and the others in person,” she says. “These are only some of his earlier observations as the actual notes he took are…being disposed of.”

Ben furrows his brow in silent question at her hesitation, but when he receives no response, he obediently returns to the sheet of paper before him. Jeremiah’s handwriting is a tiny and barely legible scrawl, but after a moment, certain letters click in his brain, and he’s able to piece it together. Nothing too horrific…just simple observations…the closeness of the four…a few stray descriptions of an impression of personalities…

Ben pauses, frowning over the next words. ‘Suspected a-’ Abuse is the only words he can think of to fill in…the only word he wants to fill in…doesn’t want to think about the alternatives. ‘Trauma’

He stops, then rereads, his thoughts racing. ‘Suspected trauma.’ It’s all over the pages, now that he’s actively searching for them. A small description of some kind and then ‘indicates abuse,’ or ‘indicates trauma.’

“What,” he chokes, then tries again, his eyes flickering up to take in the reactions of the adults, who he can only assume have already read the same things he has. “What is this? What is he saying?”

Aside from what you’re only just discovering yourself, a part of him chides snidely.

“Specifically, or in general?”

“Um,” he says, startled at the strange edge in his father’s voice. “Yes?”

“In general,” his father continues, that strange edge spilling into his eyes. “He lists a few characterizations of various forms of abuse, and points out where he sees the similarities in the villain children. Specifically,” he snarls, then stops, his voice tightening into something barely audible.

“Specifically,” the Fairy Godmother takes over, and though her tone is composed in comparison, it is no less horrified. “He refers to something that occurred in my office after the fight…what at first was thought to be a panic attack turned out to be a severe form of dissociation, and the implications the nature of the attack….”

She trails off with a broken sound for a moment, and Ben takes the opportunity to surface for air while he can, his head reeling as he struggles not to drown.

“Well, it led to a bit of digging,” she continues finally, her eyes bright as they flicker back to one of the pages, and Ben starts as he realizes that this one is in her hand, and had not been one of those offered to him.

“Digging?” he prompts, and across from him, his father growls, but it’s a grieved sound, and his mother reaches over to squeeze his hand.

“Adam, you couldn’t have known,” she murmurs, but she too is in pain. “You couldn’t have known…it was out of your control.”

“I put that bastard there,” his father all but roars, his fury only tempered by the self-loathing reflecting in his eyes. “I put them all there, so I’d say it was damn well in my control!”

“Who?” Ben asks weakly, the fact that his father had just cursed not quite registering so much as the other things that had been said. “What did…?”

“A dangerous individual,” his mother supplies, when it’s clear his father isn’t about to answer. “Among others, that we relocated to the Isle with the assumption that…given the fact that the Isle was only inhabited by villains, it would be suitable to…children never needed to be taken into account because they were villains, but….”

Ben was suddenly grateful for his twisting stomach, because he is almost certain that if he’d been any less tense in that moment, he would have been sick.

“The files we have are sparse, but they indicated that at some point…”

“No,” Ben says, and his mother sobs, while his father growls his self-hatred from behind her. “No…that’s…no.”

Because things like that didn’t happen. People like that didn’t actually exist…couldn’t possibly exist outside the realm of monsters in fairytales. But the words continued to mock him from the pages, the Cricket’s neat scrawl doing nothing to disguise the facts of ‘repeated trauma…repeated trauma…repeated trauma.’

He barely makes it out of the room before he starts heaving.

Chapter 26: It's fun to know and to pretend

Summary:

In which the AKs begin to question what they thought they knew about the VKs; Mal and Evie have a talk; Carlos tries to get Jay to see the difference between their Auradon experiences and their Isle ones; Ben takes a stand; and in the past, Evie meets Mal for the first time.

Notes:

The standard warnings for this chapter apply; language; violence and threats of violence; mentions, references, and descriptions of child abuse and neglect; as well as mental health issues such as anxiety/depression and panic/anxiety attacks; brief mentions of suicidal thoughts/implications of suicidal attempts; implied and referenced emotional and mental manipulation; and the aftermath of the recent chapters involving self-injury/self-harm, the effects of trauma and dissociation, as well as mentions/references to sexual assault/rape and its effects.

 

This chapter is intense. It has its fluff and humor and lighter moments as well, but this is definitely the turning point chapter where certain things get revealed and backstories start to be dealt with and 'things will never be the same again.' This was not easy to write and there may be some triggers as there are certain things that the characters (and by extension, me/I) kind unflinchingly dig into some of the harsher, darker realities of the Isle. Nothing overly graphic/descriptive, but it is there and I just wanted to make sure you had a heads up.

That being said, some important developments are happening here, and I hope you will all continue to read and enjoy!
- Raven

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Chad

It doesn’t take Chad long to realize that something is up. The VKs are suspiciously absent from breakfast that morning, for one, and so are Doug, Ben and Audrey for another; leaving him to fend for himself as the so called ‘head’ of the table. A table that consists of himself, Jane, and Lonnie- both girls anxiously discussing something amongst themselves- and an extremely belligerent Aziz, who was only sitting with them because Nikhil was. The other boy hadn’t wanted to risk running into Jay, Chad had been told conspiratorially by his roommate’s boyfriend. Not for anything that Jay would do, but rather, because Aziz was (justifiably) livid, and was afraid of what he would do if pushed.

But the entire thing was too strained even without the VK’s presence, and Chad is painfully aware of the fact that the Council was gathering today. They’d all arrived at some point during the night, his own parents including, though he’d yet to hear from them. He wasn’t entirely sure how he felt about that yet; not willing to unpack the years’ worth of silence that he’d oh-so willingly created. It’s not that he didn’t talk to his parents…it was that he didn’t talk enough- not about the things that mattered…and the pressure that this current silence was building up was way too much and he wasn’t going to do this.

“Ok, nope,” he blurts, shaking his head and drawing the startled attention of the table. “It’s way too quiet and I know we all know what’s going on so…can we please just…talk about it?”

“Talk about what?” The grimace that had already been tugging at Aziz’s lips spread fully across his face at Chad’s words. “As far I’m concerned, the VKs have made it clear where they stand, so why shouldn’t we?”

“Don’t do that,” Nikhil murmurs sharply, his own lips twitching into a frown. “Don’t turn on them over….”

“Over this?” Aziz retorts, his eyes dark as they flicker pointedly over his boyfriend’s still-bruised face.

From what Chad had heard, his nose had been badly broken and he’d had a concussion, which wasn’t so surprising given his face had been so swollen he was barely recognizable. The fairies had worked their magic, and the worst of it was healed, but some of the bruising still lingered around his eyes.

“Of anyone, I’d have thought you’d be more pissed,” Aziz continues, and Nikhil winces slightly, but presses on anyway.

“I’m definitely pissed,” he mutters, his fingers idly twisting his napkin. “My head is killing me, so I can’t look at the sheet music on my tablet for long, and I’ve been working on this one song for weeks.”

“Nikki be serious!” Aziz hisses, and Chad notes the distinct shifting of heads in their direction and leans over to kick the other boy’s leg.

“Hey, keep your voice down,” he hisses, ignoring the glare his kick elicits. “Not everyone needs to hear about the latest scandal just yet.”

“I was being serious,” Nikhil whimpers, when Aziz quiets. “Do you know how hard it is learning Radiohead by ear?”

“What?” Lonnie snorts indignantly, a laugh twinkling in her eyes as Aziz splutters. “It’s like the same two chords, the heck are you talking about?”

“Paranoid Android,” Nikhil deadpans lowly, and both Lonnie and Jane grimace sympathetically.

“I hate you,” Aziz groans, his head between his arms.

“That’s not what you said last night,” Nikhil fires back with a smug grin, laughing as he reaches across the table to accept Lonnie’s high five.

“Guys,” Chad snaps, clapping a choking Jane on the back. “If we could all be serious for a second…”

“Come on Charming, that was a good one!” Lonnie interjects.

“Forgive me if I’m not in the joking mood,” Chad growls, his tone succeeding where his previous words hadn’t in silencing the table. “But the Council is meeting this afternoon and we don’t have a plan, or a leader to execute it, and considering that it was you guys who dragged me into this, I’d have thought you’d be more concerned!”

“Now who’s making a scene?” Aziz mutters, but he’s far more subdued, now.

“We are concerned,” Jane snaps with surprising ferocity, her light eyes flashing darkly at Chad. “But like you said, we don’t have enough of a plan, so I don’t really know….”

“Anything is better than nothing,” Chad insists through gritted teeth. “So…what do we have?”

“We have four volatile and damaged villain kids, who’ve both attacked and hid from us,” Lonnie chimes in, her tone shaky, but no less solemn. “And as much as we always emphasize their villainy, I think it’s also important to remember that they’re kids; just like us.”

“But not like us,” Aziz counters, his eyes glued to his tray. “Not enough like us for the Council to recognize that fact.”

“If they’re not like us, it’s because of people like the ones on the Council!” Lonnie fires back hotly, and Chad coughs to cover the way his stomach flips at her words.

“Not everyone on the Council, of course,” she amends quickly, paling as she leans back into her seat. “But…most of them.”

Jane clears her throat pointedly, and reddens when the attention shifts to her. “Sorry, was just ah…since Audrey’s not here to do it for herself….”

“That’s the real problem, though,” Nikhil mutters. “The Council’s not going to want to listen to anything we have to say because they’ve already made up their minds. They’re biased and prejudiced against things that happened in the past, and there’s no way they’ll be able to look past that to see that the VKs are different.”

“Are they?” Chad can’t help but respond. “I mean, like Lonnie said, the most they’ve done since they got here was lash out.”

“And whose fault was that, though?” Jane says, and Chad’s stomach flips once more, with guilt.

“I know,” he replies lowly. “I caused a lot of shit, but these are all things they’re going to look at, too. We have to be able to prove that there’s good that’s come out of it, somehow.”

“What more proof do you need than what’s already there?” Jane says, her fingers twisting in her hair despite the firm tone of her voice. “I mean, it’s obvious that VKs aren’t the same as when they first arrived; that Auradon’s already done them good.”

Aziz chokes obnoxiously, and Nikhil shoots him a brief frown, which is returned with equal frustration.

“Oh, I’m sorry if I’m not as willing as you to overlook--”

“I’m not overlooking it, babe, believe me,” Nikhil retorts, his eyes sharp where his voice was calm. “But I’m also not going to rush to hang them when there has to be a reason.”

“Um, I think the reason is obvious enough,” Aziz spits, his lips curling in a furious grimace.

“I thought so at first too,” Nikhil says lowly, his tone turning almost brooding as he shifts his gaze to the table again. “But when I replay it all in my head, one thing just doesn’t add up.”

“And what’s that?” Aziz replies, crossing his arms over his chest and lifting his jaw.

“Jay wasn’t angry,” Nikhil says, and Aziz blinks, his stiff posture breaking slightly.

“What do you mean?” Chad asks, frowning across the table at the other boy.

“Just that,” Nikhil says bluntly, lifting his eyes to flicker around the table. “He wasn’t acting all offended or angry or anything like that when he hit me. I mean, yeah, I made it worse by insulting him so I might have deserved that first one,” he mumbles, running a shaking hand through his hair. “But after that…it wasn’t anger in his eyes…it um, it was fear.”

“What?” Aziz snaps, but he’s more bewildered now than anything, and even Chad feels his brow furrow with his own confusion.

“What, you’re saying, Jay was scared of you, and that’s why he attacked you?”

“That’s bullshit,” Aziz says, but even he’s uncertain now, Chad can see it in his eyes. “The VKs have all made it clear that….”

“Wait,” Jane says, one hand out as though to physically stop the conversation. “Wait, hang on.”

Her face is pale, her eyes wide as she stares intently at her tray, and Lonnie shifts in her seat to lean closer to the younger girl, her features pulling down in concern.

“Jane?”

“It’s just…something Carlos said…back when he first joined our table…do you remember?” She jerks her head up to stare at Aziz. “And you had said you had to find Nikki, and he asked if that was ‘allowed’ here. Do you remember that?”

“Yeah,” Aziz drawls, shaking his head slowly, not quite comprehending. “We kind of figured out what that meant.”

“No,” she says sharply, shaking her head. “No, I don’t think we have. I think…I think things on the Isle are a lot more complicated than we’ve given them credit for.”

“Credit for?” Chad repeats, shaking his head. “Jane, no offense, but you’re not making any sense.”

“In the gardens, after…after everything went down…he made a comment that relationships like that…that people like that on the Isle…were ‘perverted.’”

“Good to know what they really think of us,” Aziz deadpans, and Jane shoots him such a filthy look it scares even Chad.

“Like I said,” she says slowly, enunciation in a deliberately calm manner. “I think there’s more to it that were not seeing, and I think it’s unfair to judge until we know all the facts.”

The only trouble with that, Chad thinks, is what happens when they finally did learn all the facts.


Mal

If she’d known that Auradon beds were this comfortable, she would have stayed on the floor. As it is, she's having a hard time remembering why she needed to get up, comfortably wedged amongst her crew as she is. They hadn’t had a chance to be close like this since...well, since forever, really, and the moment isn’t lost on Mal. She lets her breathing slow enough so as not to break the steady rhythm they have going; a soft snore from Carlos as he exhales, meets Evie’s gentle inhale, while Jay’s exhale rumbles just underneath, Mal’s breathing riding along the waves like a raft.

Mal idly shifts the fingers of her left hand through Carlos’ curls, the smaller boy nestling a bit further under her chin at her touch. He smells different; like night-sweat and boy, but there’s something soft and minty underneath it all that is so foreign it takes her a second to process it. It had been so long it was easier just to say they had never been clean, and she’s so used to the thick must of stale earth, stale blood, stale tears that had been their normal scent that the loss of it is alarming. Alarming, but comforting, and she lets a soft smile cross her face as she relishes the simplicity of the moment.

They’d never been safe enough to do something like this back on the Isle, and she knows that when they do get back, the chances of them doing this again are nonexistent. It’s not that she doesn’t like Auradon (Mal actually thinks she might like it too much), but she’s not going to kid herself with some delusion that they’ll get to stay. She knows how these things work.

Jay stirs at her back, his movement triggering a ripple as Carlos nuzzles closer into the hollow of her throat, and Evie squirms that much further against her hip. Mal stiffens slightly on instinct, panic tightening the air in her lungs before she reminds herself that it’s Evie, and she can breathe again. Jay murmurs sleepy nonsense into the back of her neck and she turns her head just enough to catch the crease in his brow, and has the sudden urge to press her thumb to it and watch the way it collapses under her finger. But to do that would mean moving, and she’s too comfortable. Instead, she occupies her other hand with tracing the curve of Evie’s jaw, and the other girl sighs softly against her side.

In the crook of her arm, Carlos continues to snore softly; Jay’s solid presence at her back warm and gentle despite the contrast of temperatures: his feet bare and cold where they tangle with her legs. Evie’s cocooned awkwardly; half in between the two of them and half on top, her hair tickling along Mal’s ribs and her breath alternating short bursts of heat against her waist.

This is what Auradon can give them, Mal thinks ruefully. Soft beds and the support and safety to be close with each other. Food that isn’t rotten or poisoned, and clean water and people who don’t wait for the smallest opportunity to cause them pain. And yet she also knows better than to cave to the illusion of luxury. Knows that Auradon has already caused them pain, and that this very afternoon will most likely cause them even more. But there’s a small, childish part of her that wishes...

*tap tap*

It’s a quiet noise; a bird or something like that just outside the window, but it’s more than enough for their Isle-honed senses.

Carlos jerks awake first, eyelashes tickling her collarbone as they flutter rapidly open. Evie is next, bolting upright with wide eyes, fingers scrambling first to comb through her hair, and then to tug at her sleeves, face flushing almost as red as her pendant. There was something not quit right about the way the other girl completed the movements, and Mal eyes Evie cautiously, fingers tugging at Carlos’ hair with distracted playfulness.

“Well good morning to you guys, too,” Mal murmurs slowly, nudging her shoulders obnoxiously against Jay’s face as she leans back, wondering why he hadn’t been the first up.

“Mal.” Evie blinks, and Carlos whines as he frees himself from her grip before collapsing back against her in relief.

“Morning?” he mumbles, his voice muffled by her hair. “Is that why the sky is being wweird?”

“Yes Carlos,” Mal dead pans, lips quirking wryly upwards as Evie’s eyes meet hers. “The sun actually shines in Auradon, so the sky lights up like it’s supposed to in the morning.”

“I don’t wanna get u-up,” he whines, rubbing his face against her neck again and Mal’s annoyance finds her quickly because it was cute when they were sleeping but they’re awake now and Jay still isn’t moving.

She shoves her shoulder sideways, and Carlos yelps as his cheek meets the rounded edge of bone, but Mal ignores him and scowls at Jay, giving into her previous urge and poking hard at his forehead.

“Jay, get up. It’s morning, dumbass and we’re all up, so you don’t get to just lay there.”

His face scrunches up at her touch, his hand coming up to swat her fingers away. He misses and ends up brushing her wrist, but she pulls her hand back anyway, slightly amused as he glares up at her.

“It’s too bright,” he mumbles, and Mal rolls her eyes at him.

“You’re just saying that cuz you heard Carlos say it. It’s not gonna work. As nice as this bed is, we have shit to do today.”

“Or we could just stay here and not do shit?” Jay suggests, and behind them, Evie chuckles as she slips out of bed.

“I never would have thought I’d see a day where Jay doesn’t want to cause trouble,” she says through a luxurious stretch.

Mal lets out a brief noise of agreement, scrutinizing as she watches the smooth curves of muscle. There’s a tightness there even after Evie completes her stretch, and the corners of Mal’s eyes twitch with the urge to narrow as she tracks the other girl’s movements. She was too tense- her body wired with a strange nervousness that made Mal’s skin itch.

“Jaay!” Carlos whines, bouncing on the bed like the child he never got to be. “The p-p-p-potion, remember?! We’re doing it today!”

“Hm?” Jay hums, blinking, and Mal doesn’t need to force the relief as the older boy finally shoves himself upright. “Oh. Yeah, right. That thing.”

“Come on!” Carlos yelps giddily, landing haphazardly on the floor and darting around Evie on her path to the mirror. His eyes are bright with glee as he goes to tug at Jay’s arm, and Mal rolls her eyes at the other boy’s antics.

“Let’s get--”

But he barely gets the words out before Jay freezes, jerking his arm with such force that Carlos is flung onto his back on the floor.

“Woah, hey,” Evie snaps, jumping up from her seat at the mirror to aid the other boy.

“Jay,” Mal says, on her feet now too and hating everything all over again. “Apologize to Carlos.”

She doesn’t know if it’s an Auradon thing or a ‘we don’t hurt each other like that’ thing that prompts her words, but below her, Evie scoffs and fixes her with a sharp look.

“Yeah, that will do something,” she hisses scathingly, and Mal blinks and hardens her resolve to figure out just what is going on with Evie, but at the same time ignores her because it is supposed to something.

Acknowledging that you did something wrong and expressing regret for it. That’s what the Fairy Godmother said apologizing was all about and sure, the Isle didn’t have a single use for something like that but at least in Auradon they tried.

“Huh?” Jay says, wincing as he turns his head to look at her, and she hardens her own glare to hide the way her stomach falls at the blank look in his eyes.

“You pushed Carlos,” she says deliberately, enunciating it, making it clear.

It’s not the regret she’s looking for-it’s the acknowledgement.

“He’s on the floor,” Jay mutters, looking down, and Evie’s next scathing remark is halted by the sharp flash of green in the glare that Mal throws her way.

“You put him there,” Mal says, not keeping her eyes off Evie, trying to probe, trying to understand.

“I...I did,” Jay says, not quite question, and Mal debates a second more before deciding to let her magic search for her.

It’s still nowhere near as strong as when it attacked in the garden, but she doesn’t need strength right now, she just needs to see. She can sense the way it’s tugging again, like it needs something, too, and she gives it the attention it wants and waits. It’s odd; like a tickle in the back of her mind, but when she focuses it back she’s startled by faint tinge of color that radiates from Jay’s upright form.

He’s still there, still solid and very much Jay, but there’s an ever so slight splash of orange radiating off of him. Which is…interesting- but the sight of it makes her uneasy, because she somehow knows that he shouldn’t be this dull orange; her magic flaring anxiously at the color and further emphasizing the sense of wrongness.

“Jay,” Mal says again, and her magic snaps in her voice like it had in the Fairy Godmother’s office. And she’d be lying if she said she didn’t enjoy that feeling of power just a little bit, but now isn’t the time.

Jay’s head snaps up just like it had then, too, though his eyes are a bit clearer, not tinged with the panic of remembered horrors.

“Hm?”

His voice is too soft in that hum, and it would make Mal angry if it weren’t for the fact that she knew he wasn’t quite ok.

“What’s up with you today?” she asks, instead of letting the anger and the power take over. “You’re being all distant and moody. Like Evie.”

“Huh-hey!” the other girl cries, the delayed indignation making Mal snort in spite of herself.

“Sorry,” Jay says, and there’s a hint of a smile pinching his lips together. “But she’s not wrong. You can be a bitch sometimes, E.”

“Excuse me!?”

“His words that time,” Mal defends, lifting her hands in surrender as Jay snickers on the bed.

“I’m killing both of you,” Evie growls, and Mal honestly wouldn’t put it past her in that moment, with the way the air around her suddenly shifts to a dark violet flare.

“You’re not killing Jay until he apologizes,” Mal says, and Jay’s laugh peters out, the orange brightening around him.

“What’d I do now?”

Carlos waves from the floor and Mal jerks her chin at him sharply, scowling, and he blushes as he scrambles to his feet, avoiding her eyes.

“Carlos tried to get you out of bed and you pushed him,” she repeats, and Jay blinks, the orange around him flickering slightly-fading.

“Oh. Um…sorry, ‘Los,” he mutters, and Carlos peeks up just enough for Mal to see the helpless look he throws her way. She nods her head pointedly in Jay’s direction, and Carlos frowns before shuffling his feet and dropping his eyes again.

“It’s wh-whatever,” he says, shrugging as he shoves his fingers through the hem of his shirt.

“Damn it, no. Don’t you start this shit again,” Mal snarls, hands clenching, and everyone jumps slightly at her tone. “I am not doing this again so E, if you’ve got a problem, say it. ‘Los, go get dressed: Evie stashed that vest thing you liked in her closet somewhere. Jay, you too, get ready for school and work out whatever it is you and ‘Los did to each other.”

“Yes mom,” he sneers, but Mal feels her magic loosen its death grip on her gut as he lifts himself off of the bed, the orange shifting to a more gentle red.

Carlos hesitates a moment before darting to where Mal had directed him, a tiny noise of pleasure rolling up from his throat as he tugs a white sweater-like vest from the closet, black splotched across it in a chaotic design reminiscent of spots without being quite so obvious.

“I fixed the hole in the shoulder, so it’s almost new.” Evie can’t help but brag as Carlos grins over at her, and Mal would let herself get caught up in the moment again if it weren’t for the edge in the other girl’s eyes; in her voice.

“Jay, ‘Los. Out,” Mal grits out, and Carlos falters before making for the door, all too eager to escape, and Jay scoffs but saunters out after him anyway, the door closing with a soft click.

Outside the window, the bird that had tapped them awake decided to start chirping, and Mal would have found a way to fry it to a crisp except it was kind of a neat sound. That and Evie, of course, the other girl’s eyes piercing into her from across the bed.

“Go ahead, E,” Mal drawls, refusing to give the full eye contact she knew the other girl was trying to get.

“You need to think before you make decisions that affect the whole team,” Evie blurts, and though the words are sudden, the calculated coldness with which they’re said is not.

Damn, E, wasting no time, as usual.

“Is there something specific you wanted to address or is this just general dissatisfaction?” Mal says tightly, a humorless smile stretching her expression as she paces across the room. “Because as you might have heard, questioning my decisions is Jay’s job.”

“Ok, being specific then,” Evie snaps hotly, face red, and Mal would flinch at the venom if she hadn’t been so used to hearing that same tone from her mother. “You’re not the only one with experience, and you don’t get to make all the decisions for the group like yours is the only one that matters, and expect everyone to just fall in line and agree like that.”

“Still just hearing shit,” Mal replies, turning to stare just over Evie’s shoulder and ignoring the way it makes the other girl’s jaw clench. Ignores the way it makes her stomach clench. “I thought you said you were going to be specific.”

“Mal!” Evie cries, voice shrill with fury. She’s shaking with the force of it, face flushed and a wild air about her that’s almost desperate.

It’s enough to make Mal pause- not hesitating, no, but certainly a pause because she’s seen this look on Evie before. She casts her mind back, remembering the way Evie had held herself as she’d gotten out of bed. It had been slow and subtle; but deliberately so- trying to draw attention without actually drawing attention, and then feigning embarrassment when she’s actually noticed. It’s a simple misdirection tactic that they’d all used in some capacity back on the Isle, but Evie had mastered it to single-handedly take the Isle by storm.

Seeing it on the other girl now makes Mal’s hackles raise because what was she trying to distract from? And that look…Mal stiffens, mind flashing back to the night before because it had…it had been the exact same.

She keeps her gaze straight but scans Evie from the corner of her eyes. Evie is watching her with the same intensity--despite the painful twisting of her face, her eyes are clear. Sharp. And Mal feels bile rise in her throat because she wouldn’t have expected something like this from Evie except it’s Evie and so of-fucking-course she’d have the nerve to do exactly this.

Mal lets her eyes snap over then, setting her jaw and definitely relishing the way the other girl goes pale. She wanted the eye contact, well now she was going to get it and Mal wasn’t about to let up. Despite the way she could feel the tug of her magic again she refused to let it light in her eyes because this was meant to be between them this time. Head high, jaw tight, and eyes steady; she would have liked to think that her mother would have been proud to see the way she exuded her authority in that moment.

Evie flinches, her lips parting with a sound that wasn’t quite a gasp- there wasn’t enough air to make it- and Mal stiffens her posture just a bit more as she lifts her chin.

“Go ahead. E,” she repeats slowly, and the other girl’s head turns in a minute shake, her shoulders falling in submission. Mal hates it loves it hates it because it’s Evie; one of her group; Evie is hers; but she maintains her dominance- has to because it’s Evie and damn if the other girl wasn’t a master at slipping into submission to get what she wanted.

“I…I said what I needed to,” Evie whispers, and Mal would believe it if it weren’t Evie. “I don’t think it’s right for you to just…just decide what the group should do or how we should feel and expect us to…go along with it because you said so.”

And her head is down, but her eyes stay on hers and they’re so deeply blue and full of that edge that Mal has to place her hands on her hips to ground herself in place.

“Don’t be a bitch, E, I know you’re talking about the Cricket,” she says, and for the first time in the conversation, Evie’s eyes slip away.

Whether it’s intentional or not, Mal doesn’t know, but she does know this, and so she digs in anyway.

“You’re talking about the Cricket, and the fact that I, specifically, decided to let a man get near the group; and you didn’t agree so you decided, specifically, to self-injure to get back at me for my decision.”

The sound Evie makes then is true pain, her head snapping back as if Mal had hit her. Mal almost wishes she had; she’d have much rather lashed out physically but that’s not how Evie worked. Evie worked with words and feelings and expressions of dominance and submission and Mal hated it because she always lost.

“That’s not what that was!” Evie chokes, her face twisting with the effort of holding back her tears, her fingers picking at the bandages Carlos had fixed with morbidity that belied her words. “I didn’t…”

“You opened the door.”

Mal makes no effort to disguise her emotions this time, remembering the terror she’d felt the night before, letting her fury and her pain take over her expression at will. “I would have broken it down to get to you…I’ve done it before…and you fucking know that. You. Opened. It.”

“That’s not-” Evie tries, but her hands are shaking and so are Mal’s and damn it she can’t cry now. She’s supposed to be pissed, and she is, but if Mal cries now it’ll mean she’s lost.

“You act as if I’ve set myself up to take control of everything and that I don’t give a damn about any of you,” Mal rasps, her voice thickening without her permission. “And you have the fucking nerve to--shit.”

She brings a fist up to press against her mouth, salt bitter against her tongue and the hot wetness on her face serving as mocking symbols of her defeat. Evie’s eyes flicker hotly through her own tear-soaked lashes, and Mal’s heart clenches as she’s reminded suddenly of their first meeting and-

Damn I hope you’re proud of yourself, E.”

Laughter bubbles up in Evie’s throat, but it’s heavy and dark and accented with tears that pool in the hollow spaces of her smile.

“Fuck you, Mal, that’s not what I wanted.”

Mal’s tears drip under her chin and settle like a chain against her throat, and she doesn’t know what to do with her hands but she knows she can’t wipe them away. There wasn’t a point to trying to maintain dominance; not like this…not anymore, but she’d be damned if she let herself appear any weaker than she already was.

“What exactly did you want then, E, because you know; in Auradon a true princess asks politely to get what she wants, not manipulates.”

Evie flinches hard, but her eyes are even harder, her jaw wobbling even as she speaks. “That’s low,” she growls, and Mal’s chin jerks up sharply with the force of her laugh.

“Please, I haven’t even started!”

“Maleficent would be so proud,” Evie hisses, and Mal lets her laugh continue, if only to cover the way her magic sparks hotly in her gut, twisting and coiling with rage and pain.

“I’m sure she would be,” Mal replies, her eyes green and the only thing more she’ll allow to show. “And when we get back, you can find out first hand just how proud. By the way, which of these princes have you managed to seduce I mean you’ve only had, what…almost two weeks to find one? I’m sure the Evil Queen will be simply thrilled to find out which kingdom she’ll be living in next.”

Evie’s expression slips; not drastically by any means, and most looking at her would still assume she wanted nothing more than to murder Mal in the most brutal way possible. (That right was reserved for Maleficent, though, so try again.) But Mal wasn’t most, and she could see the way the corners of Evie’s eyes fell; the slackening of her jaw behind tightly closed lips.

Mal huffs a short wheeze of a laugh as her own jaw twitches sharply to the left, and the rest of Evie’s charade crumples; fresh tears trailing down her face.

“That’s not what I wanted,” Evie whispers hoarsely, far less hesitant than Mal to wipe at her face now.

“Yeah, well. Did it anyway,” Mal says, refusing to let any sympathy into her voice; like she hadn’t just yielded the argument.

“I wasn’t finished.”

“No, I think you are,” Mal says coldly, and her magic shivers its way up her spine, arching across the backs of her hands. “I know you, E. I know exactly what you meant and what you were trying to do….You’re afraid.”

Evie’s head lifts minutely, and Mal doesn’t need any more proof but it’s there anyway in wide eyes and stuttering breaths.

“Bullshit all you want, but I know you too well.”

“You…know?” Evie repeats, and Mal would have been surprised to hear the venom back in her voice if it weren’t the fact that this is Evie, and of course the other girl isn’t done. “You know how it feels? To bite your tongue so hard you’re afraid you might swallow it, but you have to because he’d told you to be quiet?

“To have nothing at your back but a brick wall that smells like piss and you wonder if you could throw your head back hard enough to split your skull because that would be better than just taking it? To force yourself not to scream when he shoves his fingers so deep inside you that you think it shouldn’t be physically possible to feel him like that. And he laughs when you cry but at least you were quiet.

“Oh are we trading stories now?” Mal says, and her face is wet and she’s shaking but her voice is steady enough because of-fucking-course she knew. Knew exactly who and when and where; had enlisted Jay to track the bastard down and they’d killed him together right after severing each and every finger from his hand.

But now wasn’t the time for heroics and she stiffens to force her body to remain still as she slowly lifts the hem of her shirt across her stomach. She’d filled out just a little since coming to Auradon, but not enough that her clothes fit the way they should and it doesn’t take much maneuvering for her pants to sling low across her hips, and she shouldn’t smile when Evie whimpers but she does anyway.

“He had a knife and I was stupid enough to try and fight when he told me to behave.”

Evie makes another low noise in her throat and a shudder crawls like ice through Mal’s veins because “Fuck aren’t you just a little bitch?” he’d said through a moan just like that and

“It was more than just his fingers,” Mal growls through her teeth, letting her shirt fall back over the scars and wishing it were so easy to cover from her mind. “But I was taught to fight so I did, and each time he pushed a little deeper I fought that much harder; and he smiled when he dug his knife in but dragons didn’t submit to anybody. And I was stupid and I fought and I did more than just scream by the time he’d finished with me and I was glad that it was dark so I didn’t have to know just what the wet all over my body was. But it didn’t really matter because when I finally dragged myself home my mother sneered, and said that it wouldn’t have happened if I had fought harder, and that I deserved it for being so weak.”

And the basement had been cold and dark and the perfect place to relive it over and over again in the weeks she’d been locked in it afterwards.

Silence hisses loudly in the space between them, punctuated only by the alternating sounds of grief, and Mal’s heart twists as she fights to regain control. Of herself, or of Evie, she doesn’t quite know, only that she’s done enough crying and is just…so…tired. Auradon was supposed to mean freedom, but since coming here she’s had to work twice as hard to keep them all afloat and it’s times like this that make Mal wonder if it would be such a terrible thing to drown.

“If you’re not happy with the decisions I make that’s fine; I honestly don’t give a shit.” Mal draws her sleeve across her eyes and ignores the voice of her mother hissing in her ear. “If all of us are safe and alive then I’ve done my job, and I’ll do whatever I have to to keep us that way.”

Evie flinches, suddenly small and engulfed by the room and Mal grimaces, shaking her head and swiping at her face one more time. There’s a part of her that still wants to cry; wants to hold the other girl tight and say that it’s ok. But she knows better, knows that things are far from ok, but it doesn’t stop the urge for comfort and she grits her jaw against the tightness in her chest and forcibly turns away from Evie, yanking the sheet up on the bed.

“Fuck it just…get dressed, E. We’ll deal with it later.”

Or the Isle would deal with it for them. One of the two. Mal grinds her teeth together as she stalks over to the closet and flings it open, pretending not to notice the way Evie’s breath catches at the sound as her fingers rip the nearest jacket from its hook. She almost regrets being so harsh, but when she glances over Evie is still just standing there, body trembling with the weight of the unspoken words tortuously etching themselves onto her skin and screaming in the tears from her eyes.

“No, you’re not, but get dressed so we can pretend a little longer.”

Evie’s lips tremble but she moves shakily to obey, body bent and eyes no longer threatening to meet hers, and Mal hates it loves it hates it because it’s Evie and Mal wasn’t supposed to win.


Evie

Evie heard Jay before she saw him, and she glanced instinctively over her shoulder for her mother before remembering that she’d gone to the market and wouldn’t be back for a few hours. It still doesn’t make her completely relax, especially since a visit from Jay could go either way…especially recently. He hadn’t said anything specifically, but Evie could tell he was hiding something from her.

“Ok, it’s just up here,” Jay’s voice rang out, and Evie stiffened, jumping up from the half-sofa and hissing when her sewing spilled to the floor. He’d brought someone?

“I still never agreed to this,” a strange voice rasped, and Evie froze with her hand on the door because it had been so long but she could never forget that voice.

Maleficent!

Caution thrown to the wind, Evie dashed to her fallen sewing kit and rifled through it, coming up seconds later with metal sewing scissors clutched in trembling fingers. Steps bang out right by the door, the latch clicking rhythmically before snapping, and Evie sucked a sharp breath as it was flung open and…and….

There was Jay, lips quirked with a sarcastic comment, head turned to face…a much smaller version of the dragon that had haunted her nightmares.

“I thought you said she was going to be open minded,” the strange girl muttered, and for a moment it looked like her eyes had turned green.

“Jay,” Evie’s fingers clutch that much tighter as she snaps her head over to the boy, who raises his hands in supplication. “Explain. Now.”

“Ha, yeah, I um…I would have called ahead but you know…lack of technology’s a pain.”

“Jayden!”

“You might want to hurry it up, Jayden,” mini-Maleficent sneered, eyes sharp and never leaving Evie’s. “I don’t think Her Highness is used to waiting for things.”

Fury settled in a cold shroud over Evie at the taunt, and she drew herself up to her full height, letting her own lips curl as she glared at the other girl.

“I think you’d be surprised at how patient I am, given that I’ve waited almost five years to do this.”

She threw herself forward, bringing the scissors up with the sole intent to hurt and letting that instinct drive her movements. The dragon-spawn had the gall the laugh, moving at the last moment and grabbing Evie’s wrist, twisting it hard as she dodged around behind Evie’s back.

“Shit, Jay,” she barked, grey eyes burning into Evie’s own. “You didn’t tell me she was a bitch!”

Evie snarled and kicked back, wincing when the other girl dodged and twisted her arm that much further, the scissors slipping from her fingers. They hit the floor with a dull sound that Evie barely registered as she was suddenly shoved, and she stumbled before regaining her balance and whirling sharply in time to see the girl scoop them up with a triumphant noise.

“These are mine now,” she announced, eyes glinting as she grinned at Evie, and Evie cursed before crossing her arms over her chest and quickly putting on an air of indifference.

“Oh sure, help yourself,” she said tightly, lifting her chin to return the glare. “Though I shouldn’t be surprised; the other side of the Isle must be so uncivilized what with Maleficent running everything.”

“Excuse me?” The other girl growled, but there was a twitch in her jaw that Evie latched on to-- She didn’t much like Maleficent either, which was…interesting.

“Ok, guys, chill,” Jay finally spoke up, forcing his way between them and glaring at the other girl. “I didn’t bring you here so you could kill each other, Mal.”

“Why are you looking at me, Jay?” ‘Mal’ snapped, brushing wisps of stringy blonde hair out of her face as she glared up at him. “She’s the one who had the scissors.”

Evie smirked openly, but turmoil rocked her thoughts because those had been her mother’s scissors and if she found out that Evie had had them…and then lost them to Maleficent’s daughter…she’d never see the light of day again. Which was pitiful enough as it was with a barrier in the way but still.

“I knew this was a bad idea,” Jay groaned, head in his hands, and Mal scoffed, rolling her eyes.

“It was,” she said snidely, scanning the room before sneering again. “There’s nothing here that’s worth my time.”

“That’s funny,” Evie said, trying to pretend that the other girl’s words hadn’t hurt. “I was just thinking the same thing.”

“You don’t even know what I’m here for!” Mal snapped, and Evie schooled her features to keep her smirk from growing too far. “You didn’t even know that I was coming, the fuck do you mean ‘I was thinking the same thing?’”

“I didn’t mean anything,” Evie responded coolly, lifting a brow. “Only that for the daughter of the woman who would curse an infant to death, and singlehandedly ruined my life, you’re not much to look at.”

Mal seemed to cringe at that, and Evie paused. Did she feel…bad about her banishment? The grimace on the other girl’s face seemed to suggest something, though she was quick to twist it into a scowl.

“You have a lot of nerve, thinking that…you and your mother are the reason you’re here; nothing else.”

Evie reels back, a retort sharp on her lips when Jay holds up his hands, a frown tugging at his lips despite the amusement in his eyes.

“Come on, Evie,” Jay mumbled, dark eyes pleading silently. “Just hear us out, and if you still want us gone we’ll go.”

“We?” Mal said under her breath, eyes narrowing. “You act as if you didn’t drag me here against my will.”  

But there was something not quite hostile in her body, despite the volatile words, and Evie debated silently a moment before deciding.

“Get to the point, then,” she huffed, lifting her chin deliberately and keeping her eyes on Mal. Across from her, Mal did the opposite, maintaining the eye contact but dropping her chin; and Evie didn’t quite know what to think about that.

“I’m in a bit of a…situation,” the other girl said carefully, and Evie blinked, but remained silent. “Jay said you might be able to…help.”

Evie blinked again, entirely thrown. The daughter of Maleficent came to her for help? It must have shown on her face because the other girl scowled irritably, eyes flashing as she crosses her arms.

“It’d be nice if you’d actually say something instead of just staring, princess,” she growled, and Evie would have been angry at the remark if it weren’t for the fact that Mal actually seemed genuine, the hunch of her shoulders far less aggressive and more passive; something unsure in her grey-green eyes. 

“What makes you think I’d be willing to help you?” Evie asked, if only because she felt she should. “Five years after you abandon me here you think you can just show up now and…and expect me do whatever you want?”

She grit her jaw against the lump forming in her throat, cursing herself for revealing too much emotion, blinking hard and trying to maintain her anger. Mal looked on the verge of something harsh and furious herself, but then her eyes met Evie’s and she paused; the slump of her shoulders a bit more pronounced as she shoved her hands deep into the pockets of her ratty green jacket.

“I could ask nicely, if you want,” Mal muttered, eyes flickering to the side before returning to meet hers.

It was an entirely submissive gesture, and Evie knew that it was intentional. Despite the way their history hovered darkly over their shoulders, this girl had actually made her way to the other side of the Isle to meet with her. Had actually not been as horrible as Evie had been making her out to be in her mind; nothing like Maleficent, in fact, because the dragon woman would never dare bring herself over here with all the filth and the lowest of the low. Would never have dreamed of humbling herself before someone she considered inferior; someone she had banished.

More than that, to offer an apology- because Evie knew that was really what Mal’s offer was- it was enough to make her question everything she thought she knew to expect from Maleficent’s daughter.

Evie hesitated. She had the upper hand here- had Maleficent’s daughter in the palm of her hand- had the power to crush her.... But she had that power because it had been given to her, and the significance of the move wasn’t lost on her. Mal shuffled a foot awkwardly, lips parting as if she wanted to say something else, but then she caught herself, and let her eyes drop away and damn it Evie couldn’t do it. Because Mal was letting herself defer to Evie; waiting for the other girl to make the first move and trusting the decision she was making to do such a thing and despite the fact that her mother had always said that that was the moment she was supposed to go in for the kill…she couldn’t do it. Wouldn’t.

Evie let the rest of the tension leave her body, and couldn’t help the tiny laugh that escaped her at the wary look of surprise the other girl gave her, grey eyes wide and posture entirely too open.

“What, exactly, did you have in mind for me?” Evie asked coyly, pretending not to notice the color that rose to the other girl’s cheeks at her words; although she did notice that the open posture didn’t change- Mal was still deferring to her.

“I was thinking…allies?” she said it slowly, glancing out of the corner of her eyes to gauge Evie’s reaction.

“Allies,” Evie repeated, just to be sure she had heard correctly because it wasn’t enough that the other girl had submitted to her, but was actually offering to set Evie up as an ally- an equal.

“Unless you had a problem with that,” Mal said, and though the words are humble, the way she said them was not, drawing herself back upright and glaring with every bit of ferocity that was to be expected considering just who she was.

Evie dropped her eyes to laugh, letting it carry on a second longer to evaporate the tension and return the control back to the other girl where it belonged.

“No,” she finally murmured, smiling as she lifted her eyes back up to meet Mal’s. “I don’t have a problem with that at all.”


Carlos

Jay had been staring at the same shirt for the past five minutes, and Carlos would have been annoyed except he still wasn’t entirely sure the older boy was ok. He frowns at Jay’s back, the other boy’s form inverted given that Carlos viewed him upside down, hanging over the side of the bed.

“Is it deep pro-pprobing question time?” he mutters idly to the room at large.

Jay jerks awkwardly into movement at, tugging the thin yellow shirt he currently wore over his head and onto the floor in more or less one smooth motion. Carlos quickly darts his eyes further upward, so he’s now looking directly at the tiny crowns patterned on the carpet. But it still isn’t quick enough to entirely avoid the partial glimpse of thick ropy scars criss-crossing Jay’s back, and Carlos swallows hard because he really didn’t want to go back to that.

“What, ‘Los?” Jay asks, yanking on a dull red shirt and adjusting it so that its distinct lack of collar is less apparent.

Carlos wonders if he realizes that even with his thin leather vest, the scars are still visible to anyone paying attention where they spill onto the backs of Jay’s arms; wonders if it’s intentional or if the other boy just didn’t care at this point; picks anxiously at his own shirt because he loves it but it doesn’t have sleeves either and everyone would see how screwed up he is and shit he sounded like Evie and--

“’Los?”

“You-you said before that later cccould be deep question time,” Carlos blurts, jerking himself upright and blinking hard against the dizziness. “It’s later.”

Jay stares a moment uncomprehendingly, but then clarification comes in the sharp stiffening of his shoulders, a very Jafar-like glower darkening his features.

“Lay off it, Carlos,” Jay grumbles, and it’s a warning he thinks he should listen to but he’s sick of them all falling apart when that was his job.

“No,” he snaps, turning around so he can glare at Jay properly. “I-i-it was fine…Aur-Auradon was fine until you made it not.”

Jay recoils slightly, dark eyes flickering with genuine hurt that both surprises and flusters Carlos.

I made it not?” Jay repeats, and Carlos shakes his head hard, trying to explain.

“Yes,” he says, which doesn’t help because Jay is still not ok and Carlos is just making it worse. “No…not…you…”

His hands twitch anxiously and he wants to bring them up to sign but his skin still tingles raw at the thought and he wants to just talk but the words aren’t coming out right and he can’t he can’t he can’t…..

“You don’t have to talk.”

Jane’s voice, of all things, breaks through his panicked frenzy, and he freezes, suddenly back in the theatre department; the stage so big he’d thought it would swallow him whole.

“Distract your brain,” she’d said, grey eyes wide with excitement. “If you can’t talk, sing. What’s your favorite music?”

And he’d hummed a few bars of something thick and tense and raw, and she’d laughed at him (but with him, too) because ‘of course you like rock’ and-

“I walk a lonely road; the only one that I’ve ever known,” Carlos half-hums under his breath, and the timbre of the song effectively curbs his thoughts, slowing the race of his brain and his words.

“What?” Jay is still scowling, his eyes still glinting hurt, and Carlos shakes his head once and tries to let the music distract his brain.

“Nothing,” he manages shakily, his hands not quite as anxious. “I ju-just meant that everything was fine before you mmade it not fine.”

“You’re still…you mean the library, don’t you?” Jay growls, and his lips try to curl into a sneer, but it’s his body that curls instead and that’s not what Carlos had been trying to do. “You mean the library, and that--”

“Stop,” Carlos says scrambling up from the bed, because that’s not what he’d been trying to do and Jay was shaking and Mal wasn’t here and he didn’t know how to deal with this. “Jay…sto-top.”

“Stop what,” Jay challenges, but he’s not steady enough to make it work. “Telling the truth?”

“Ssshhut up,” Carlos growls lowly, letting it curl across his face into the expression that Jay had failed to make. “Listen.”

Jay blinks and he’s quiet, but Carlos doesn’t know if he’s genuinely listening, or if his brain is working against him just as hard as Carlos.’

“Don’t know where it goes; but it’s home…,” Carlos breathes softly, and the song loosens the words stuck in his brain. “Jay…we know what the Isle is li-like, but we don’t know-know-know what Auradon is…it’s different.”

“Not that different,” Jay denies, his eyes the only solid thing about him, his body still hunched inwards. “It’s not that different there’s still--”

Jay chokes on the rest of his sentence, his mouth clenching shut so tightly Carlos can see the way his jaw works; a shiver running through his body. Panic hardens a stone in Carlos’ gut because now wasn’t the time for freezing, but then Jay’s words register and he scrambles desperately to hang onto it.

“I-w-j-di-” he splutters wordlessly, fumbling over syllables and vowels, but it’s enough to catch Jay’s attention, the other boy blinking out of his stupor.

“What?” Jay croaks, and Carlos tries to swallow his nerves enough to speak.

“Different…ssame…Jay, wha-wha-wha-what’s the same about here?”

Jay frowns, but Carlos is on to it now, Jane’s teasing encouraging him enough to keep going.

“Auradon, and the Isle,” he goads, taking a few steps forward in his eagerness to prove Jay wrong. “What’s the ssame?”

Jay shakes his head, his eyes not quite focusing, and Carlos continues for him, walking backwards until the softness of the bed brushes his legs.

“Bbed,” he says firmly, eyes locked on Jay’s. “We have a bed he-here. And a room that it goes i-n.”

“I had a bed,” Jay mumbles idly, and Carlos glares at him darkly, not sure why he wasn’t getting it.

“A mmat under a t.v stand doesn’t c-cou-count,” he snaps, and Jay blinks again, lapsing back into silence. “We had a chchchance, Jay! Something real…and you….”

“I know what’s real, ‘Los.”

Jay’s voice is thick…disjointed, almost, but there’s an intensity in his eyes that makes Carlos flinch.

“What’s real is that when I was nine Jafar told me that if I didn’t go out and kill the merchant that kept cheating me out of deals, he’d paint the walls of the shop with my blood and use my skin as a rug.”

Carlos shuts his mouth this time, paling at the implications. Jay’s lip curls upwards, but there’s no humor in it; only pain.

“I knew how to slip a poison into anything I could get my hands on, but he wanted the proof of the blood on my hands…wanted to know.” Jay cocked his head back, a vague sort of expression of thought on his face. “He didn’t know that I actually hated the very idea of it…that I’d have much rather it be my blood than the merchant’s even if he was a rat…didn’t know that when he finally did die…it was Mal that killed him, not me.”

Carlos starts, shocked because he never would have guessed…wouldn’t have thought, and Jay makes a strange, coughing sound that might have been a laugh, but was most likely a cry.

“Mal,” Jay repeats, nodding. “Because she knew what my father would have done to me if I didn’t. She did that…to be sure I was safe.”

“Jay,” Carlos starts, then stops because he didn’t really know what he was saying now. What could he possibly say?

“What’s real is that I had to avoid him more than usual after because he kept asking for details and what the hell was I supposed to say to that? I still don’t fucking know and it’s been ten years…but I knew that I didn’t want to be him- bloodthirsty and vicious but a coward.”

Jay makes another choking laugh, flinging his arms up and Carlos knows he shouldn’t flinch, doesn’t need to flinch, but he does anyway, cringing tightly against the bed. Jay freezes mid-gesture and something passes across his face, but it’s gone before Carlos can really see it and Jay drops his arms again with a short jerk of his head.

“And it didn’t really matter cuz I’m still just like him anyway. Just as bloodthirsty as he ever wanted me to be…and…and a coward.”

“You’re nnot,” Carlos tries weakly, forcing his body back into movement, to do something else besides cower. “Jay, you’re nothing li-like…”

“But I am,” Jay snaps, and his voice is hoarse like he’d screamed it but he’d barely gone above a whisper this whole time. “I am like him because here I am in Auradon, finally, and I can’t even face it because I’m such a…I’m so. fucking. terrified, ‘Los.”

Something breaks in Jay’s voice, something horribly vulnerable and small that had no right to be on his face because he’s Jay and Jay was supposed to be everything that Carlos could not. He was supposed to be strong.

“What’s real is that if I stand still for long enough I can still feel his hands against my waist…the…back of my neck…can still hear….”

“Jay,” Carlos whimpers, because he couldn’t possibly have known the extent…didn’t want to know just how badly damaged they really were.

“And I know it’s not the same,” Jay continues after a moment, and he’s not crying, but the pressure of it is there in his eyes-in his voice. “That’s the thing, I know it’s not the same…but I can’t…I can’t because it’s not fair…that they get the ‘love’ and I get…fucked.”

Carlos has the sudden urge to…do something….he has no idea what because although he thinks maybe some kind of physical contact was needed, he’d never been embraced before coming into the group, and the Isle had barely allowed for that kind illicit closeness, either. But he feels like he needs to do something or else he’ll explode too. As it is, he can barely keep himself contained as he shakily wobbles over to Jay, who presses himself backwards against the closet door with all the wariness that Carlos himself usually possessed, his dark eyes bright with pain. Carlos hesitates for all of two seconds before turning his body so he mirror’s Jay’s pose, inching himself closer step by step until the back of his arms is flush with Jay’s; his fingers just brushing Jay’s knuckles.

“Auradon is rreal,” Carlos whispers, letting his words carry themselves. “I-I-I-I’m real. Mal…and Evie…wwe’re real.”

Jay makes a short, hiccupping cough of a sob, but clamps down on it just as hard, the remainder of the pain shuddering through his body in violent, rocking waves.

“You’re nnot a coward, Jay,” Carlos growls it as fiercely as he dares, pressing his shoulder against the other boy just a bit further. “You’re-you’re-you’re not Jafar, because you actttually care about hurting people. Because you’ll sstill always have us…he doesn’t even have his sstupid bird.”

He tapers off as Jay twitches beside him, and there’s a moment of silence so thick Carlos can practically see it. But then there’s a breath, and a quiet release of tension and Jay huffs a breathy imitation of a laugh.

“Thanks, ‘Los,” he mumbles weakly, and Carlos hums reassuringly under his breath, not trusting himself to keep going and ruin the moment.

{What runs through his mind but never off his tongue is that he knows that Jay can’t be like Jafar because that would mean that he was just like his mother and he couldn’t bear the thought of that. Knows that the Isle was more a tomb than anything else; sealed everything dead inside and takes no prisoners. That what’s real is a whip burning scars across Jay’s back; chains around Mal’s throat and poison in the very air that Evie breathed. The scars on the backs of his arms where he throws them up to protect himself from his mother- straight lined but jagged because he’d tried to pull away and stale cigarette smoke wheezing out with each cry of ‘hold still, baby, it’ll be ok.’ Knows that in spite of everything, killing herself would never have been Evie’s intention because ‘straight up and down, that’s the way to do it- if you’re doing it right,’ and he remembered being so angry the first time he’d found Evie like that because how dare the Isle take her but leave him with a beast like Cruella.}

And he thinks that he kind of agrees with Jay, at least in one regard. Auradon might have been real for them now, but it wasn’t always and how was it fair that they got all the love?


Fairy Godmother

One would think that the Fairy Godmother had seen her fair share of chaos over the years, never mind just in the past week alone. And yet, somehow, she was still entirely unprepared for what she currently faced.

“Fu-fu-fairy…Fairy Godm-other I demand you p-pu-punish this boy at once!”

She blinks. Takes a breath because she couldn’t very well handle this without some shred of composure. Opens her eyes but her colleague is still there- red faced and grimacing, a sheepish but proud? looking Carlos de Vil in tow.

“Mr. Kropp?” She says, because she knows she hadn’t heard him right. “I’m sorry, would you care to repeat that?”

Carlos snorts, but when the Fairy Godmother looks at him his eyes are clear and entirely contrite. Benjamin Kropp shakes with fury beside him, but he clears his throat obligingly at her request, working his mouth a few times before speaking.

“I ssssaid…” But then he stops with another tight grimace, and it’s then that the Fairy Godmother registers three things: one- the Biology teacher was speaking with a stutter; two- if his grimacing were any indication, the act of speaking was causing him pain, somehow; and three- there was a vague, urgent sort of tingling down her spine. It was strange, because it had been so long since she’d felt it let alone wielded it; but there was no mistaking the itch of power- of magic.

“Carlos,” the Fairy Godmother says sharply, and the boy flinches at her tone, his eyes flickering as he jerks his head towards the floor. The sight makes her heart clench because it was as if he’d never made any progress at all; as if he still expected violence and pain. There’s a small part of her that half-wonders if there was a cause for that, her own gaze flickering towards her irate coworker…but she dismisses it from her thoughts immediately because, really, no one would ever dare. Not here.

“Carlos,” she says again, softening her voice but not the severity. “Would you kindly explain to me what’s going on?”

Something darts across his expression- almost that pride she’d gotten a glimpse of when Kropp had dragged him through the door; but then it shifts to fear as he lifts his chin but not his eyes.

“I-I-I can exppplain….,” Kropp chokes indignantly. “This bbboy has--”

“What Mr. Kropp means,” Carlos says and the Fairy Godmother still can’t solidify her thoughts enough to accept that the words are fully formed. “Is that he’s having trouble getting control of his brain all of a sudden. It’s ok though…once he stops being lazy and stubborn, he’ll realize he can talk just fine.”

There’s a sort of smugness that lights in Carlos’ eyes, his lips twitching with his mild tone, and the Fairy Godmother finally shakes enough out of her stupor to register that there’s something about his tone to suggest a direct quote.

“Whu-why you li-litle-” Kropp turns even redder at Carlos’ words, and takes an intentional step towards him.

Two more things register to the Fairy Godmother in that moment; that Kropp had made a move threateningly towards the young boy- a twitch in his hand that suggested the intent for violence; and that Carlos was flinching back- not just out of instinct, but with an expectation; as if he knew for certain that he needed to; and the Fairy Godmother draws herself up sharply at this realization and slips her pointer from her sleeve in one fluid motion, rapping it against her desk.

“That is quite enough,” she snaps, and though Carlos jumps at the sudden noise, his eyes meet her with some relief before they dart to the floor again. “Mr. Kropp, would you please excuse yourself to the hall for a moment? You may come back once you are more composed.”

“I beg-beg-beg your ppp--” Kropp practically gags on the words, his jaw twitching as his eyes narrow. Then he stops, stiffening, and casts such a glare at Carlos as he exits that the Fairy Godmother doesn’t hesitate to think she made the right call in that moment.

It’s when the door closes behind him that she notes just how tightly Carlos had been holding himself; his shoulders slumping with a pronounced shiver, and she frowns sharply before forcing herself to soften as well.

“Carlos,” she says, and though his head jerks in her direction, he refused to bring his gaze up. “I might be well past my spell weaving days, but I’m not quite so far gone that I don’t recognize the pull of magic when I feel it.”

His head snaps up then, eyes wide and breath catching in his throat as his lips part with the force of his gasp. It confirms her suspicions if nothing else, but she continues calmly. It wouldn’t do to lose control of herself as her colleague no doubt had.

“I won’t ask how, just yet,” she cautions, and though she’s still so restrained, the flicker of fear remains. “But I would like to know if this has occurred before; and I would like to know why.”

Although, she thinks to herself, if Carlos really had been quoting something that had been said to him, she could understand that much at least.

“Not- um…no, this…it didn’t…”

Despite his frankly magical lack of stutter, Carlos still couldn’t get his words out, his shoulders hunching and arms coming up to cross defensively around his middle. It’s with that motion that the Fairy Godmother is able to realize that Carlos wasn’t wearing sleeves, and while it concerned her given the cooler weather she’s also able to see the scars twisting his skin.

“Are you waiting for me to hurt you, Carlos?” she says softly, and it’s equal parts horror and grief that darkens her tone.

That’s always what it came down to with these children, wasn’t it? What new way could they be hurt next? What more could Auradon do that they hadn’t already? Carlos scowls at the ground, his shoulders tightening as his eyes narrow. It’s not quite sullen; but it’s certainly nothing optimistic, and the Fairy Godmother has to resist the urge to sigh aloud.

“You know that I--” She begins, then corrects herself because surely they’ll have heard similar assurances before. “None of us here would hurt you.”

Carlos’ head jerks a short negative, a stifled, bitter sound thick in his throat. The Fairy Godmother draws herself up in shock, taken aback and certainly far more concerned now.

“Carlos,” she says, and the boy’s expression slackens with faint surprise at her tone. “Has someone here hurt you?”

He makes another bitter noise, his eyes sharp and almost accusing as he peers up at her before he flinches and drops his gaze again.

“I can’t help you unless you let me,” the Fairy Godmother insists, and Carlos’ mouth opens almost without his bidding, the words tumbling out then.

“That’s what you keep saying that Auradon will help, that all you want to do is help but where was your help when we were on the Isle dying? Where was it two weeks ago; or two days? Where is it now?”

His eyes burn with fury and hatred and pain, and the Fairy Godmother couldn’t tell who or what it was directed at. Not quite her; although she didn’t blame him for thinking that she deserved it. But his accusations spark guilt all the same because he did have every right to feel the way he did; and yet they were trying.

“Will you tell me?” she asks, instead of the other, more anxious and tearful things reeling in her thoughts. “Will you let me try to help you now?”

His expression twists further, his mouth opening and closing soundlessly as few times as he clenches his arms tighter around his body. He looks on the verge of panic, and it stirs the Fairy Godmother’s own fear for a sharp and terrifying moment. But then Carlos relaxes, his arms dropping to a more subdued clasp in front of him and a horrifying stillness settling across his face. It’s only his eyes that contain the storm of his raging emotions, and even then, she has trouble reading them. Instead, she reads the words she can see on his arms: ‘freak,’ and ‘mutt’ stand out in sickening pale scratches; and in the crooks of his elbows she can see a cluster of small, raised circles. Some are pale, belying their age, but others…others are still fairly red and she can’t help the small intake of breath because there’s no mistaking them for what they are- cigarette burns.

“You act like you don’t know how they got there,” Carlos whispers, and though his voice is soft, there’s an edge there she wouldn’t have expected. Or rather, she did. Just not like this.

“Cruella,” she murmurs just as softly, her own voice distorted with equal parts revulsion and horror.

Carlos shrugs a shoulder, a twitch in his cheek like he might have smiled, though his lips remain resolutely shut, his eyes unreadable now despite their previous turmoil. She wants to ask…doesn’t dare to know; and yet it’s with the tilting of Carlos’ head that she’s able to see a fresher mark along his cheek, and she reaches an unthinking hand towards him. He reacts like a shot; flinching back with an almost animalistic whimper of fear, his own arms coming up as if to shield from her attack.

There’s a heavy whoosh of air as it forces its way out of her lungs, and then Carlos drops his arms, a look of something like embarrassment on his face as he glances up at her guardedly.

“I’m sorry,” she says immediately, flushing because really, how could she have done such a thing knowing? “I didn’t think…but Carlos…what is that?”

His brow furrows, lips pouting in confusion as he slowly lifts his hand to complete her gesture; his fingertips brushing the swollen edge of his cheek. There’s a pause: a brief ‘oh’ of clarity flickering across his face before he hardens again; his eyes dark despite the way his body seemed torn between hunching in on itself and tearing away.

“Ask him,” he growls harshly, jerking his head in the direction of the hall beyond; and she excuses his tone because he was shaking now and how had she made this worse? “Ask him if he’s learned how to control himself; if he’s realized yet that being w-w-willful will only cause him pain.”

Carlos goes pale with his last words, something like terror and betrayal flashing across his face as his tongue adds the extra syllables back in. Then he turns, and before the Fairy Godmother can react, let alone think, he’d flung the door open and was gone, a solitary shout of anger following after his pounding footsteps. Or was that her pounding heart?


Ben

The meeting was going about as well as his entire plan had been so far; that is to say, poorly and nowhere near as fleshed out as it should have been.

“I didn’t ask to meet with you just so you could tell me what a terrible job I’m doing,” Ben snaps, and he’s on his feet and aware that he sounds every bit the spoiled child they thought he was. “I have myself for that, thanks.”

“I beg your pardon?” A faceless voice rings out, and Ben whirls sharply, a low noise groaning in his chest.

“You don’t have it!” His words are wrenching out of him beyond his control but when had things ever been? “You don’t deserve it- any of you!”

Shrieks of horror and cries of ‘control your son, King Adam,’ and ‘Is this how the future heir speaks to his people?’ and ‘I’m not certain he is fit to be the future heir after this display’ and he can’t take he can’t take it anymore they’re all too loud and it’s just too much and they aren’t listening he’s losing them why won’t they just

“SHUT UP!”

His roar brings a silence that’s nearly as painful as their voices had been; and it’s only in that silence that he’s able to realize that it had actually been a roar; his throat and chest still throbbing with the weight of it.

“Shut up, all of you,” Ben pants, and he’s on the table when did he get on the table and they’re all just sitting there still and his parents are looking at him and Audrey is looking at him and oh gods, Audrey is looking at him and he’s not he’s really not stop looking at him like that, stop looking like he’s a monster.

“Ben.”

He jerks because that’s his father’s voice and he’d never heard it like that before but when he looks, it’s not revulsion in his father’s eyes. It’s understanding and for some reason that scares Ben more than if he’d shouted and no don’t do that don’t…don’t understand him…not like this.

“I didn’t ask you all here to hurl insults.” The words taste so bitter that he almost gags on them; his stomach coiling furiously in time with his still throbbing chest because the roar felt right, far more right than tiny vowels and useless sentences. “Or to waste your time as I’m sure you feel I have.”

A snort comes from somewhere and it’s all so pointless that he nearly snarls, but he settles for clenching his hands until his nails dig into his palms, ignoring the way they shake.

“I asked you here because the Isle isn’t safe, and we are not going to just send the VKs back to an environment that can’t support them.”

There. See, he was human, he could talk. See Audrey? You can stop staring now.

But then he realizes he’s still on the table, and he clambers down so quickly he nearly falls, and the hot rush of embarrassment is enough to drive the rest of the roar from his chest.

“Disgraceful behavior aside,” the voice that’s no longer faceless sneers- it’s King Stefan; eyes just as cold as his voice and it had been so long wasn’t he supposed to be dead?- “What shocks me the most is just how grossly you have wasted our times. Of course the Isle isn’t safe you foolish boy! It was never intended to be such and I know I’m not the only one who….”

The words barely register as Ben slinks back because they have faces now and they’re all still looking at him and oh gods what had he done?

“…appalled at how horrendous….”

“What I find appalling is how you can just sit there while on the Isle children are suffering.”

Was he still talking why was he still talking he needs to stop he needs to stop this right now somebody stop him why weren’t they stopping him roaring was easier and he almost wants to get back on the table, wants to hide underneath it and why were they letting him talk?

“Yes, children,” he repeats, and he’s looking into Cinderella’s tear stained eyes and wondering just what she’s seeing. What is he doing? “And what I want to know is this; when you were building the Isle- because the Isle was built, it’s one of the first things they ever teach us- did it occur to you that someday there might be children running around with all these villains and that maybe some kind of plan should be put in place for that?”

“No, of course we didn’t,” another voice says, and it takes him a moment to recognize the burly man sitting beside Aladdin because he wasn’t floating. Or blue. “We didn’t account for it because we didn’t expect it; I mean, come on now, Benjamin…villains falling in love and having kids?”

The genie (or rather, former genie) laughs just a bit, and it’s echoed by the faces around him except there are those who don’t laugh and Ben focuses sharply on them to distract the clenching of his gut.

“You don’t need love to have kids,” his voice is saying, and his chest wasn’t throbbing anymore but somehow it still sounded like a growl. “It’s simply a matter of biology and nothing more; so why didn’t you think about it?”

“Because we didn’t need to.” It’s another voice- Radcliff this time, and Ben blinks numbly as the man scowls sharply at him. “By the time we’d gotten everything finished most of the bigger names had already--”

“Roger, sit down!” Anita hisses, yanking hard at her husband’s arm. He frowns again, but sits, and Ben thinks that sitting down might not be such a bad idea as a wave of dizziness hits him hard.

“What?” he whispers, and there’s a silence as though everyone were holding their breath all of a sudden, a heavy fog of ‘oops’ that seems to settle over the gathered council. “You…Did you say that…?”

He blinks again, shivering and not sure if it’s because he was actually cold, or if it was general horror creeping up on him again.

“You mean to tell me that some of the villains had already had children before the Isle was finished….and you sent them over anyway?”

“It was hardly as barbaric as you’re making it seem,” Stefan was talking again, and though he was scowling, there was something pale about his features now. “There were options put in place, of course.”

“Options?” Ben repeats raggedly, and he’s trying to meet his father’s eyes now but neither of his parents were looking at him; guilt emanating from the very set of their bodies.

“Come now must we waste time with all this?” It’s Roger again, flustered but almost subdued- Ben can still feel that heavy ‘oops,’ and wonders if he truly wants to know what had been done. “None of the few villains who… who conceived, so to speak…did it through legitimate means. That is….” he falters, but it’s ok because Ben suddenly understood, and oh how he wished he didn’t.

“It was some of you guys, wasn’t it?” he says, and he’s aware of how he’s slipped in his speech but what did any of that matter? “People of Auradon, I mean. That’s why you didn’t care…you were trying to cover up your own part in it.”

He’d hit the proverbial nail in the coffin; he knew he had because everyone had surely died with the way they went so absolutely quiet.

“So you just...wow.” He swallows, not sure if it’s a laugh or tears or a growl that’s building in his chest. “You sent your own…”

“Children of villains!” It’s a female voice, and Ben starts as he turns around to see Snow White’s flushed and yet guilt-ridden face. “Children of villains, who had no place in Auradon!”

“And anyway you’re ignoring the fact that if any Auradon citizen did in fact take part in the creation of such…villainous offspring…it was certainly by means of coercion.” Some faceless royal spits. “Aside from that of course, then they willfully committed an act of treason and were sent to the Isle as well, along with any children they dared to claim as theirs.”

Ben, or at least, the solid, physical part of him, was grateful that he had sat down when he’d had the chance, otherwise he’s certain he would have slumped to the floor then and there. His fingers twitch where they grip the arms of his chair- not dwarf made, unfortunately, although it’s only right that he not be comfortable- and it’s in gripping the chair that he realizes that Audrey hadn’t taken his hand once since the meeting started. Or maybe…he hadn’t taken hers? He doesn’t dare try for it now, though he almost wishes he could; instead, he stands up again, and practically relishes the way the council ripples uneasily.

“It’s funny you should mention coercion, sir,” he says, and it’s definitely the growl that had been building earlier, its rumble vibrating a deceptive warmth into his tone. “Because see, I was doing some research, well…myself and some of the others here…research about the Isle, and the kind of conditions that the VKs must have lived in to create the so called ‘evil and dangerous’ air that has been perceived about them.”

Pressure on his wrist then, so tight he almost jerks back on instinct. It’s only the fact that given the way he’s leaning on the table, if he did that he would certainly fall that stops him, and he looks instead, to see that Audrey had taken his hand. He would have been relieved except it wasn’t a comforting gesture, her eyes wide and a set about her jaw that demanded ‘don’t; not now.’ He tries to shift his hand around discreetly so his fingers twined with hers, but she just grips his wrist tighter and he grimaces sharply, resolutely shoving his attention back to his point.

“When I said earlier that the Isle isn’t safe, what I meant was there are more than just villains there trying to fight each other and bickering endlessly while they serve a sentence for crimes long past.”

Audrey flinches- he feels it briefly in the sharp pang it leaves against his skin, before letting go abruptly and sitting back away from him. He should be upset about that, a part of him knows, but there’s still that thrumming of the growl in his words and he’s too upset to care about the slight.

“What I meant was there are children starving because we’re only feeding them our garbage; children being abused by bitter and angry people who have nothing left to them except to cause pain.”

“Children raised by villains,” King Stefan growls, but Ben idly thinks the sound is weak compared to his own. “Who were taught nothing but villainy and evil, and who are therefore deserving of the same fate as their parents.”

“And do those same children deserve to be raped?”

There’s a gasp- there’s several, actually, but the sound is delayed, as though the intake of breath had come before the part where the mouth opened. His parents flinch now, sinking into each other silently and he knows that he’s hurting them and he hurts too but he can’t focus on it because it’s all just so unimportant and he has to make this right.

“I beg…”

“Excuse you?”

And there’s snorts and scoffs and paralyzed shock, and Ben straightens stiffly and sets his face as blankly as he can manage.

“Did you keep track of all the villains and monsters you sent over?” he asks, and the outrage dulls minutely. “Were you aware that among them was a creature that we always colloquially called ‘wolf,’ because it was easier than acknowledging what he actually was?”

Benjamin.” The voice doesn’t even sound like Audrey’s, but he’s aware enough in some sense to register that is hers, in some sense.

“I don’t know what you think you’re implying, young man--”

“Not implying,” Ben cuts across with stilted calm. “It’s just the facts that were made known to me, and what I dug into and discovered for myself.”

The pages he’d copied from what the Fairy Godmother had shown him burn in his pocket, and he draws them out now, bending the creases back and laying them on the center table.

“I didn’t bring you here for accusations; I brought you here to take responsibility. This is the legacy that Auradon has made, and I am trying to change it. No.” He shakes his head sharply, standing even taller, making sure to meet as many eyes and faces as he can. “I am going to change it. Firstly, by ensuring that the children we do have here in Auradon stay here in Auradon. To give them the support and the love that they never got from us before. And hopefully, some day, making sure that all of the children on the Isle receive it too.”

A page is picked up and immediately discarded- passed along by King Stefan to another, more interested dignitary. It takes a moment, in which Ben hardly dares to breathe- even the gentle thrumming in his chest had ceased. He knows what they’re reading- the rudimentary notes and observations from the Cricket; the small details they had about the four VKs composed into a simple list; and the single profile they’d had on the wolf that had once haunted enchanted forests before they’d given him a different forest to hunt in. He watches them read it all, some dismissing even still, and yet others…others not so much and slowly….slowly….his words get through. And he shouldn’t be surprised and yet somehow he still is, when his father is the first to stand, hands shaking where they wrinkle the wolf’s name, a ferocity in his eyes matched only by the timbre of his voice.

“Where should I put my seal?”


[Unaddressed letter to Mr. Oscar, Isle of the Lost.]

Carlos.

I heard a rumor that they might start letting citizens of Auradon send specific items over to the Isle. Apparently, leaving you all alone over there with no resources isn’t panning out. Go figure. I’m rolling my eyes, but it probably doesn’t translate as well through ink.

Anyway, I’m going to try to send you and your mother some things on the next barges out. I might not exactly be a citizen of Auradon, but I was never really one to let silly things like rules bother me…I mean, if it’s for a good reason. Rules are good things, but sometimes you have to break them. Probably not the best advice I could give you, but maybe it’ll help somehow.

And my gift for you, too. A new book of rules for that game we used to play when you were little, do you remember? I hope you remember…

Love. 

Chapter 27: Ain't no rest for the W-I-C-K-E-D

Summary:

In which karma pays Mr. Kropp a visit; Audrey begins to realize that all that glitters in not so gold; Chad learns a lesson; a young Mal has an awakening, of sorts; and Ben just doesn't know when to shut up.

Notes:

What up readers, it's me ya boi!

....I'm so sorry I promise I won't ever do that again.

This chapter doesn't have much in way of warnings aside from just general angst and feels. The standard applies for language and implied/referenced child abuse, as well as the referenced abuse of a student by a teacher. But this chapter is the one where character development starts to really shine, and all those trope and canon subversions I've been working on start coming into full play.

So I hope you all enjoy and I look forward to hearing what ya'll think!!

- Raven

Chapter Text


Carlos

He didn’t know what it was exactly; whether to the trauma their conversation had brought up, or to the stifling silence between Mal and Evie- neither girl was looking at each other although Carlos could practically feel the emotions flying back and forth between them- but Jay was a lot more willing to tolerate his pestering as they made their way through the back of the kitchens.

“…have this huge workshop just for working metal,” he half-whispered eagerly, trailing his fingers over the smooth edges of the plates as they pass them. “I even got to try one of them before I was found out, and it actually bent it, Jay! The whole thing, just like-” he mimes bending a sheet of metal between his fingers, providing the sound effect with no small amount of glee. “And I thought that maybe if I find the right shapes, I could--”

“’Los,” Jay says, and Carlos freezes at the other boy’s tone, his breath catching in anticipation. “I get that you’re excited, but if you don’t stop talking, someone is going to hear us.”

Jay says the words slowly, as if Carlos’ trouble lay with his ears and not his mouth, but he also says them with a teasing grin, and that more than the words is enough to convince Carlos. He huffs and pouts dramatically, but falls silent, and is rewarded when Jay rolls his eyes, that smile staying on his face even as they continue forward. It was almost like being back on the Isle; that same element of stealth and darkness creeping down Carlos’ spine, but it wasn’t entirely unpleasant. He was with Jay, for one, the older boy’s presence reassuring just for being there; and for the other, whenever it was just the two of them sneaking about, it had always ended poorly for whoever was on the receiving end of their advance.

Carlos grips the small bottle of the potion tightly to his chest, his body thrumming with nervous energy. Jay has the other bottle, slipped into his hand with venomous ferocity by Mal just before they’d set out.

“An added bonus,” she’d said, her eyes so brightly green that Carlos (almost) hadn’t been able to see the red rimming them. “Since that bastard of a teacher thought it so necessary to cause Carlos pain…let’s see if he’ll like the way it feels.”

He’d been worried, somehow, as Jay had accepted the vial with a smirk. Worried about how much pain they’d be inflicting on his tormentor; worried about the retribution that would surely come back on them. But Mal’s eyes had continued to glint, a shade darker than the unnatural brightness of her anger, but no less intense.

“Wormwood,” she’d explained, indicating the vial in Jay’s hand. “It’s not much, barely more than a swallow, really. Mother thought it could be useful….” she trailed off, and Carlos shuddered because he knew exactly what sort of uses Maleficent must have been thinking. “And so it will be,” Mal had finished easily enough, though the green in her eyes had been even darker then. “It won’t kill him, but the taste of it will be bitter enough and with the potion, will make it that much more uncomfortable to say the least.”

And even Evie couldn’t help but smile, just a little, whispering them luck as they’d slipped through the then-empty dining hall and into the kitchens waiting beyond.

“Ok,” Jay murmurs, and Carlos straightens, blinking as he peers around.

They’re against a side wall, not too far from the main entrance of the kitchen. A giant opening serves as a window above them, where massive trays of food and covered dishes rest, most likely to be grabbed and served from the other side. Below the window, and in front of them, a smaller table with more personalizes mugs and containers of drink sits, and Carlos feels his heart jump with adrenaline.

“That one,” he mutters to Jay, pointing shakily towards the simple silver looking container at the end. “That’s his.”

“Say no more,” Jay crows wickedly, his eyes bright with mischief as he slips the vial Mal had given him from his pocket.

Carlos hands Jay the potion with trembling fingers, and is grateful when the other boy does nothing more than grin at him as he accepts it and gets to work. It takes him no more than a few seconds to unscrew both lids, and Carlos watches with no small amount of fascination as Jay tips the potion neatly into Kropp’s drink, before rubbing the few drops of the bitter wormwood all over the inside rim of the bottle. Jay replaces the lid with expert care and ease, and then they’re off, sprinting back the way they’d come and slipping through the doors and out into the school hallway.

“Well?” Mal’s voice demands before Carlos had finished panting, and he laughs breathlessly with delight in place of an answer.

“Please, you really think that I wouldn’t succeed?” Jay brags shamelessly, and Carlos shoves him with his elbow and snickers when the other boy trips.

“Good,” Mal says, grinning just as brightly, but it freezes somewhat on her face as Evie brushes carefully past her.

“All that’s left is you, Carlos,” Evie says, and Carlos feels some of his excitement drain at the stiff what both girls were holding themselves; as if they were one word away from screaming. “You ready for class?”

And there’s an eager and sly sort of smile on her face, but it doesn’t match the coldness in her eyes and Carlos sets his expression and locks onto it instantly, glancing pointedly between Mal and Evie.

I am,” he says, and he knows she picked up on his observation because Evie flinches slightly. “Are you two?”

“We’re fine, ‘Los,” Mal responds, and Evie’s shoulders slump like she’d wanted to be the one to speak but now absolutely could not. “Just worry about how you’re going to describe everything because I want details of this, do you understand?”

Carlos snorts in spite of himself; in spite of the tension, and he lets himself nod and get caught up again by Jay, who grips him into a headlock and drags him down the hallway.

“Come on Carlos!” The other boy teases in his ear, laughter rumbling in his chest when Carlos start kicking at him. “We don’t want to be late, do we?”

“Let go!” Carlos hisses, kicking Jay again until he can breathe. “Asshole,” he growls, but he thinks he’s blushing too hard for his hostility to be believed.

Jay flips him off with nothing more than a wink, and laughs when Carlos tries to shove him off balance again, continuing the path towards the biology classroom.

"So, how are we going to play this?"

Jay sounds a bit breathless, but when he looks over he sees that Jay is smirking, and the tightness of worry eases from his chest.

“Same as usual?” Carlos offers, trying to imitate Jay’s confidence. “Except this time, I can talk, so not the same as usual.”

“Yeah, ok,” Jay says, and they enter the classroom and take their seats.

It takes a strange amount of time for Kropp to enter the classroom, but he finally stumbles in; much to the growing discord of the class. Carlos notes right away that the fact that the teacher hadn’t already been present at the start of the class was clue enough to the success of their plan. The teacher’s face is flushed, a look on his face like he had swallowed something sour, which, he had.

“Is it just me, or does he look flustered?” Jay mutters, still grinning. Carlos doesn’t dare say anything back, though he can’t quite contain his excitement either.

Kropp fumbles the stack of papers in his hands as he works to put his bottle on the table, and there’s a wonderful sound of giggling at the teacher’s expense before he glares sharply and silences it.

“That’s q-q-quite enough of ththat,” he spits, then flushes even harder, something bitter and mortified flashing across his face as the class rumbles with cautious laughter.

“Yeah,” Carlos whispers to Jay, smiling as widely as he dares. “Definitely flustered.”

A hand shoots up to their right, and Lonnie speaks before the teacher has a chance to compose himself.

“Mr. Kropp, are you ok? You don’t uh…you sound kinda…off.”

The wicked glint of mischief in Lonnie’s eyes is only seen by Carlos, as she composes her expression into one of solemn concern when the teacher glares her way.

“Th-thank you for the cccconcern, Miss Li,” he fumbles, as stiffly as he can with Carlos’ inherited speech pattern. “But I am fu-fu-fine.”

More snickering ensues from the class, but it’s subdued with another fierce glare, and Lonnie takes her seat as Kropp turns to write furiously on the board.

“I don’t know how you guys did it,” Lonnie murmurs from the seat across from them. “But yes. Just…yes.”

Jay winks at her and she stifles a laugh behind her hand, and even Carlos can’t help the noise of amusement he makes because he never would have thought to have found such a strong ally in trouble. Unfortunately for him, his amusement is noticed by more than just his classmate, and he flinches as Kropp’s ruler cracks sharply against the edge of his desk; a phantom sting throbbing in his cheek.

“M-m-mr. de Vvil,” Kropp chokes out, an eye twitching in rage. “W-why don’t you come up to the b-b-board?”

Carlos glances apprehensively to the drawing board in question, then feels a short burst of air leave him in a breathless laugh because really? Another square? It was as if the man hadn’t learned from the first time Carlos had done this. But he tried to maintain the air of nervous and cowed as he ducks his head and shuffles slowly to the front of the class, holding onto the illusion just a bit longer.

“W-well?!” The teacher demands, and Carlos dutifully reaches for the marker.

“Doesn’t feel so good, does it?” he whispers lowly to Kropp, his fingers just brushing the surface of the marker. “Not being in control?”

Kropp freezes, and Carlos grabs the marker tightly to replace the odd ‘pin drop’ hollow of sound.

“Hurts, maybe?” he continues, twisting the cap off slowly, savoring the way the words form perfectly; no bumps; no glitches of thought. Words forming in his brain- words coming out of his mouth. The way they should.

He can see the realization hit Kropp even before he gets the cap all the way off, the man seeming to shrink as Carlos swells with a strange burst of confidence.

“Maybe if you pay attention, you’ll actually learn something,” he finishes, lifting the marker with a proud flourish and turning his back on the stunned teacher.

“Well class,” Carlos begins, and he revels in the shock that ripples through the class before he continues on in only partial mockery. “Continuing on the previous lessons of what exactly makes up a person; it is far more than just simple genetics.”

“Sssit down!” Kropp hisses then, face a purplish shade of red. “Re-return to your sseat at o-once!”

Carlos is all too happy to pretend not to hear, simply lifting his chin and continuing in a business-like manner.

“There’s also another factor that comes into play- and that is the issue of Nature vs. Nurture. Does anyone want to try and explain what that means?”

He’s not prepared for the hand that lifts from the back of the classroom, but the boy speaks before he can recover his surprise; standing carefully from his chair, grey eyes unreadable despite the upward flicker of his lips.

“I take it it’s got something to do with the environment someone was raised in; versus whatever they might be inclined towards due to birth.”

“That’s…yeah,” Carlos falters, then recovers quickly, straightening again and nodding at Chad Charming. “That’s exactly right, Chad. Does anyone want to take a stab as to which is more important?”

There’s a murmuring of debate, but an answer comes in the form of a flushed and furious Kropp, the man practically vibrating with the force of his rage.

“A-alright, de Vvvil. You’ve ha-ha-ha-had your ffun but that is en-enough!”

Carlos fights to keep his flinch under control, and manages only a brief twitch as Kropp’s hand jerks threateningly at his side.

“Gen-genetics will always bbbe the deciding f-fa-fac-factor; the environment only ssolidifies wh-what was already there!”

“And that class,” Carlos retorts as haughtily as he dares (and oh does he dare), “is where our esteemed teacher is wrong. Yes, someone’s genetics and heritage will certainly have some level of predetermination; but it’s impossible putting everything into little boxes and say ‘there’s the result.’ It takes a multitude of factors to make up a single person; not the least of which being their own decisions and abilities.”

The bell rings sharply, and Carlos lets out a genuine sigh of disappointment. “That’s all the time we have, apparently,” he mutters with a shrug. “But I do hope you’ve all learned something from this.”

And even when the class files out one by one; even as Jay is forcibly carried out with them and thus, leaving him alone with the irate teacher; even as the ruler cracks down and the man rages about ‘taking him to see Fairy Godmother about this’- Carlos can’t help but smile. Because Chad Charming had nodded to him as he’d left the classroom, a hard cast to his eyes that did nothing to the hide the obvious authenticity of the unspoken ‘I heard you, and I learned something’ that radiated from the other boy. And that alone made the whole thing worth it because if Chad Charming was willing to learn, then who was to say the rest of Auradon couldn’t as well?


It’s only later, once he's left Mr. Kropp in the Fairy Godmother's office and caught up with Jay that things take a turn as Jay trips, the hand he throws out to press Carlos to the wall the only thing that keeps the smaller boy from following him down. Carlos registers the faint whoosh of movement from someone passing too close too fast, and Jay growls as he shoves himself upright, recognizing the same thing.

“Hey, watch where you’re--” His shout tapers off abruptly, and Carlos blinks up at a matching, but distinctly different set of tanned skin and dark curls.

“Oh,” Carlos manages, and even then he’s not sure if he’d actually made a sound at all, given that neither of the boys standing there acknowledges it.

“What do you think you’re doing?” Jay snarls, and Carlos thinks he should be doing something to stop him but all he can do is blink.

“Oh I’m sorry.” Aziz’s voice sounds strange; cold and distant, not warm and friendly like it was supposed to. “Didn’t see you there. I’ll make sure to be more careful next time, though. Wouldn’t want to step in anything unsavory.”

“Hey,” Carlos snaps then, not sure where he got the courage. Or maybe it was just cowardice. “That was uncalled for.”

“Shut it, ‘Los,” Jay growls beside him, but Carlos thinks that most of the sound had come from trying to hide how hard he was shaking.

“No, he’s right,” Nikki suddenly pipes up, though the coldness of his voice is directed at the boy beside him, his dark eyes narrow. “That was uncalled for Aziz.”

“Yeah?” Aziz scoffs, his own eyes flickering with hurt and rage. “About as uncalled for as--”

“Back off!” Jay tries, he really does, but he’s pressed too tightly against the wall for it to be anything but a whine. Carlos feels his breath catch and his heart stop because things had been going so well, and also he recognized that look in Jay’s eyes now and if he really did have another episode now was not the time for it.

“And why should I?” Aziz challenges instead, even though Nikki grips his arm tightly to keep him in place. “Why should I be the one to back off and apologize when you get to just….”

“Aziz,” Nikki says, and his voice is low and brokering no arguments. “Shut up.”

Carlos thinks the other boy might have protested, but the sound is dull in comparison to the way Jay’s breath catches in his throat, another weak sort of attempt at intimidation dying in his chest as he grits his jaw so tightly Carlos half-fears he might break his teeth with the force.

“Jay,” Carlos whispers, his own chest throbbing with the weight of his heartbeat. “Jay just, calm…calm down. It’s ok.”

Another noise behind him, but Carlos doesn’t dare turn to face the audience. Jay wasn’t quite panicked yet, but if Carlos made the wrong move, he just might. Although…he didn’t really panic, did he? Carlos blinks, remembering vague snatches of a conversation. He sank, more like- into his head- into the memories of…. Carlos feels his own jaw grit as he remembers Jay’s confession that morning, and then he sucks a breath because if being still was the problem then he needed to

“Move,” Carlos urges, debating a moment before gripping the edge of Jay’s vest and tugging hard as he dares. “Come on Jay, you need to move.”

Jay digs in against the pressure, practically slamming himself back against the wall. Carlos winces as his fingers are ripped from the hem of the vest, then sucks a sharp breath when Jay does it again, the force of the blow rattling through his bones as if he were the one in pain.

“What. the. fuck.”

Carlos flinches, and he has to face the audience now because there was no way they could get through this without attention, and he has to be able to control just how much further this goes. Nikki stands with a hand on Aziz’s chest, pushing back as if he’s worried the other boy might leap at Carlos. Which is odd, really…why would he try and stop him when he had fairly good reason to do so? But Carlos shoves it out of his mind because they were staring at Jay and he had to do something about that.

“Look, I get that…you’re both pissed and you should be…and you can take whatever revenge you want from me. But could…could you please back away from Jay?”

Aziz gives a shake of his head, but not, as Carlos initially fears, in denial. The furrow of his brow suggests misunderstanding, and he pushes almost testingly against Nikki’s hand, bringing him closer -if only marginally so- to Jay. Jay flinches and slams back against the wall again, and Carlos sets his features sharply into callous and growls.

“I said back. off!” He snarls, shoving himself forward in such a way to force the other boys to step back to avoid him. “You’re just making it worse!”

“Alright then, we’ll just stay back here,” Nikki mumbles, and it might have been comforting if it had been anyone else at any other time.

“What exactly is ‘this’?” Aziz snaps instead, and Nikki grabs his arm again and frowns.

“No,” he scolds, but Carlos all but shouts it, making both of them jump.

“No!” He growls again, baring his teeth viciously even as panic squeezes his lungs. “No, just stay. there.”

“But what?” Aziz repeats, and it’s only then that Carlos is able to see that the other boy’s aren’t accusing, an urgent sort of worry hardening them in place of anger.

Carlos shakes his head, because it’s all he thinks he can manage without risking losing more air to speak, and slowly makes his way back to Jay, keeping his eyes locked on the other two boys to be sure they stay in place. It’s only when he’s back by Jay’s shivering side that he dares turn, and even then he still makes sure he’s between them.

“Jay,” he says lowly, though he knows it’s pointless, knows that he has the audience’s attention and they won’t stop watching till it’s done. “It’s Carlos. If you can hear me, I need you to nod, ok?”

“Stop whispering,” Jay says instead, his voice hoarse but there. “He used to whisper everything…just…just talk. Keep talking. Please.”

Carlos blinks, and he doesn’t know if it’s relief or just further anxiety tightening his chest at the awareness in Jay’s voice. But it’s certainly rising anxiety when a breath sucks in sharply behind him and then echoes; a strained hiss of ‘he?’ that tapers off abruptly in a choke as Carlos growls again in warning.

“I can talk,” he tells Jay, then grins and let’s himself laugh a little, leaning into Jay’s arm. “Hey, Jay, I can actually do that now.”

Jay blinks, and a twitch of something crosses his face, though otherwise he remains frozen, his breathing still too shallow. But he hadn’t flinched at Carlos touching him, which the smaller boy considers a success in its own right.

“Did I ever tell you that I joined a club here?” he asks, as casually as he can while trying to avoid the instinct to whisper. “They have a theatre club, and Jane took me there once…wait, do you know Jane?”

Jay blinks again, his eyes flickering uncertainly as he turns his head to meet Carlos.’ “Small and mousy? Squeaks a lot? Something…something about pumpkins, I think?”

Carlos nods, chuckling slightly at Jay’s description. “Yeah, that’s her. So she takes me there and Jay the place is huuge! Like, could fit all of de Vil apartment in it three times at least.”

“No way,” Jay mutters, frowning. “Nothing that big could fit in this school.”

“Jay, I swear to Hades, it was literally, that big,” Carlos vows solemnly, though relief continues to fill him. Jay knew they were in Auradon at least, even if he was still plastered to the wall.

“Yeah sure,” Jay mocks, but he’s listening and focused on Carlos and that’s all the boy really needed.

“So we get there, and these other kids are already there, and they’re singing my mom’s song, you know?” He continues, and though Jay looks confused, he nods along. “But the one kid couldn’t get the words right, so I started singing it for him.”

“Wait, you sing?”

“You sing?”

It’s Aziz first, then Jay, though Carlos decides to answer Jay.

“I’ve always sung, remember? You kept saying how it ruined the stealth when I got nervous and sang during missions back on the Isle, but actually I’m pretty sure it made you less nervous, too.”

“Fuck off,” Jay snorts, and he shoves Carlos away with a smirk.

“But so I sang her song, right?” Carlos continues the story eagerly now, unable to keep from smiling just a bit as Jay adjust his posture and leans much more easily against the wall now, his arms folded loosely over his chest.

“Right,” Jay drawls, though his eyes are sharp and fixed over Carlos’ shoulder suddenly, and Carlos curses because how he could have forgotten?

“Jay,” he says slowly, deliberately not-whispering.

“No, keep going,” Jay says back, and his mouth smiles but his eyes are distant again. “I want to hear about what they thought of your tone-deaf attempt at singing.”

“Asshole,” Carlos hisses, if only because it was required, and continues. “Anyway, turns out they liked it, and said that I could join the club. So. Yeah, I’m part of a club and it was kinda neat.”

“It is neat,” Jay agrees, and his tone is steel. “Almost as neat as the fact that I haven’t killed you yet.”

Carlos jerks a moment before he realizes that the words are being spoken to the audience behind him, and he curses again and whirls sharply, grabbing Jay’s arm and pulling hard to stop his sudden move forward.

“What the legit actual fuck?!” Aziz yells, but he wasn’t moving from where Carlos had directed him and that alone makes Carlos’ decision for him.

“Jay,” he starts to say, but Jay’s jaw hardens again with a glare.

“No.”

“Jay,” Carlos insists, or at least, tries to.

“No!” Jay snarls, but there’s something pained and hollow in his eyes again. “No, I’m not doing this again…I’m not…going through this again…you…you can’t make me.”

“What’s real, Jay?” Carlos says, instead of cringing away and hiding like he desperately wanted to do. “Tell me what’s real about Auradon.”

Jay shakes his head instead, anger and pain and fear seizing his muscles so tightly Carlos half wonders if the only thing keeping that pressure from releasing violently was the fact that he still stood in Jay’s way. It made him more than just a little happy that Jay would restrain himself to keep from hurting him; but also worried because he was such a fragile defense and he had to try and control this while he still could.

“Food,” he mutters to Jay, when the other boy still didn’t respond. “Bed. Nice…well…mostly nice people. Different people,” he tries to emphasize. “They’re different people, Jay.”

“Yeah, I know they’re different people, Carlos, that’s why I have to--”

“No, you don’t,” Carlos replies. “You didn’t when you first met, and when you joked about being a street rat.”

Aziz blinks, like he hadn’t thought Carlos had known about that, but Jay’s breath shudders in his throat as it catches, a fresh sort of open-ness in his eyes.

“That,” Carlos urges, desperately hoping…hoping…maybe…. “That’s what’s real, Jay.”

Jay is silent, but Carlos can see him turning it over in his head at last, something connecting there that hadn’t before.

“You know what else is real?” Nikki’s voice is hesitant, probing, but without force.

He glances to Carlos, almost like he’s asking permission, and Carlos realizes that even Nikki hadn’t moved an inch from where he’d been placed. It builds that desperate hope inside Carlos to a near painful point, but he manages to keep himself composed enough to nod ever so slightly. Nikki relaxes then, equally relieved, and even manages something of a smile as he takes a single step forward and stops.

“That fact that if we don’t move soon, we’re all going to be late.”

The bell rings above him as if to prove his point, and his grin is a bit more genuine as he makes eye contact with Jay, if slightly uncertain.

“What do you say we…table this for later?” he offers slowly, his voice soft but nowhere near the dreaded whisper. “Ok? Put in on the back burner.”

“Put it…what?” Jay flounders, and Aziz makes a short sound of disbelief, his eyes guarded, but not quite as hostile.

“Geez, I forgot. You really don’t do metaphors, do you?”

Jay glares, the scowl twisting his lips like he’s searching for the insult. Aziz tenses a moment, then sighs and returns Jay’s glare with a cautious smirk.

“Putting it on the back burner basically means just setting it aside for now. We’re not…forgetting it…but it’s no longer the main focus.”

“Pretty much, yeah,” Nikki agrees, though there’s something secret and proud in his eyes as he smiles at Aziz. “We’ll come back to it, but it’s not in danger of boiling over.”

“It’s something about food then?” Jay frowns, but it’s confusion and curiosity only. “So what does that have to do with trying not to kill each other? Or does it mean we’re waiting to do that? Oh…oh wait I got it.”

“Took you long enough!” Aziz scoffs, but the strain around his eyes is gone, relief obvious in his grin as the bell rings above them a second time.

“Ok but speaking of, we seriously need to--”

“Yeah, yeah,” Aziz waves off Nikki’s complaint with ease. “Geez, you’re such a goody-two-shoes.”

“I’m dating you though, aren’t I?”

Aziz makes a choking noise and staggers, clutching his chest, and Carlos stiffens at first because they’d just gotten through this…but then Jay snorts, and he snaps his head over just in time to see the other boy roll his eyes.

“What is that even supposed to mean, Nikki?” Aziz wails, and Nikki drops his head into his palm and shakes his head while the other boy simpers.

“Well it’s obviously nothing to do with you being a street rat, since that would just be ridiculous,” Jay prods with a sly grin that does wonders to hide his slight unease.

“But it is ridiculous,” Aziz whines, crossing his arms in a gesture similar to Jay’s. “If anything we balance out and corrupt each other, that’s why it works.”

“I honestly doubt the Fairy Godmother is going to care about the specifics when she gives us detention for being late,” Nikki snaps, and Aziz flips him off before demurring at the glare the other boy throws him in response.

“Fine, ok! I’m coming!”

There’s a brief pause where Aziz registers his words, and his eyes twinkle almost rudely.

“That’s what-”

“-she said!” Jay finishes, and then both boys freeze before meeting each other’s eyes and bursting into hysterics.

“Reuniting them was a bad idea,” Carlos mutters to himself without meaning, finally allowing himself to breathe.

“You’re telling me.” Nikki was suddenly at his shoulder, and he might have jumped if it weren’t for something in the other boy’s tone, his eyes solemn. “Was there…someone like us…on the Isle?”

And Carlos blinks and is angry, somehow, that the other boy had been led to believe that. “No,” he says firmly, eyes focused on the relief of Jay’s laughing face. “No, there was no one like you on the Isle.”


Audrey

She thought she’d known what the worst part would be. When Ben had told her his idea for his first decree, she’d been preparing herself for all the things that having the children of their parents’ villains would bring. And for the most part, she was holding up quite well considering, but she hadn’t thought to prepare for something like:

“Where should I put my seal?”

The words that come out of King Adam’s mouth are calculated, though the sympathy and guilt that layer them are not. It strikes Audrey then that the entire trial had been calculated; maybe not to an extensive degree, but there had been a purpose behind each and every one of Ben’s actions, right down to raging at the Council like the feared beast he was supposed to have no part of.

“You were never going to send them back. Were you?”

She hadn’t held Ben’s hand once through the meeting -and a small part of her wondered why, while another larger part knew exactly- but she clung to him now, her fingers so tight she’s almost certain they’ll leave a mark.

Good, she thinks. Let it. Maybe then he’ll have something to look at to remind him to think.

“Ah, that hurts!” Ben hisses, sucking a sharp breath in place of the answer she’d wanted. He grimaces and strategically frees himself, forcibly working her stiff fingers to loop through his own in much more gentle embrace.

“Ben!” she hisses right back, not caring now who happened to hear. He’d caused enough of a scene for the both of them, she’s sure. “What the hell just happened in there?”

“Whoa,” he says, blinking. His blue eyes are wide and entirely too bewildered to be forced, and she wants to scream because he’s still such a child and yet…. “Audrey, what.”

“The whole thing was show, wasn’t it?” She ignores his confusion, ignores the hurt that stabs at her own chest. “You were never going to send them back in the first place.”

He blinks again, and Audrey’s fingers tingle with sudden cold. “Did…did you want me to?”

“Don’t do that.” She scowls sharply, winding her fingers around the hem of her dress to replace the warmth of his hand. “I didn’t shoot your dog, Ben, so don’t make me out to be some horrible person, just because I want to be safe.”

It might not have been a dog, but she’d definitely just killed something. She swallows hard and turns her head to watch the last few Council members exit the chamber. When she finally looks back, the intensity in Ben’s eyes is so sharp she flinches in spite of herself.

“What is that supposed to mean, Audrey?” His voice is too soft, too betrayed. “Are you not safe?”

She shivers, but finds her anger and lets it override the part of her that wants to just run. “Stop playing ignorant! You were smart enough to work all this out so why can you still not see the obvious?”

“Ok, then let me see if I got this right. You don’t want the VKs in Auradon just as much as the rest of the Council. You think that just because their parents are villains, they are too; or will be. You’re afraid and angry because their being here means you can’t ignore what you did to them, whether or not you ‘directly’ had something to do with it. That about it?”

She regrets pushing him, but not because he’s right. Because he’s angry, and hurt, and still not thinking.

“You forgot the part where they’ve already proved--”

“Proved what, Audrey?!” A head turns, she can feel the eyes, but they pale in significance to the blaze burning in Ben’s. “If anything all they’ve done is show just what we’ve done to them; what they’ve been driven to do and become because we were playing ‘hero.’”

He trails off, and something in the eyes dims, but not enough to ease the pressure building inside her.

“I don’t get it,” he mutters. “What are you afraid of?”

Literally everything, she wants to scream at him. I’m afraid at night because it’s so quiet in the dorm and I keep thinking something must be wrong because I can’t hear my parents arguing in the next room. I’m afraid when I wake up because I forget for a second and then I remember and I have to watch him leave all over again. I’m afraid because the daughter of Maleficent is existing in the same building as I am; I’m afraid that I’m going to turn a corner and I’ll see a spinning wheel waiting to kill me. I’m afraid that I’ll turn a corner and she’ll be there instead, not to kill me but to apologize, and somehow that will be worse. I’m afraid of each day because I’m that much closer to doing something, and it won’t be perfect and I’ll lose you like I already am.

“This,” she says instead. “I’m afraid of this.”

“I don’t…Audrey.” He’s all soft again, a hand coming up like he wants to cradle her cheek. After a moment, he does just that, stepping forward and cupping her face with his palm, his pinky just brushing the hair by her ear. “I don’t understand.”

She tastes salt, which is funny because she doesn’t remember when she decided to cry, only that she can feel the uncomfortable dampness as it falls into his hand to be pressed back against her jaw. Someone takes a breath, but it’s held, and the words she wants to hear- the ones she wants to say- are lost in the exhale.

“That’s the problem,” she whispers instead. “You don’t understand…and you never will.”

When she opens her eyes again he’s gone, pulled away by some dignitary from Arendelle, and it’s only fitting. Had he truly been hers to hold onto in the first place?


Chad

“You really need to stop being right about the VKs,” his roommate grumbles with little ceremony, all but kicking the door open as he shuffles into the dorm.

“Care to elaborate on that?” Chad questions, lifting a brow as Nikhil trails in after Aziz, the other boy at least making an effort to close the door gently before flopping down into the nearest bean bag chair.

“We ran into Carlos and Jay this morning,” Nihil murmurs, and Chad sucks in a sharp breath and is immediately alert.

“What?”

“A bit literally,” Aziz adds, sitting on the floor and leaning his head back against boyfriend’s knees. “It turns out…that you were right…again…and I feel bad because now I’m the asshole.”

“And by that he means the whole ‘more to the situation’ bit...”

“I think….we think that there was someone on the Isle- who may or may not have been like us- and we think that someone might have abused Jay.”

Aziz’s words tumble out in an agitated rush, and are no less fervent or effective even given his reclining position. Chad feels something twist sharply in his stomach, but he tries not to let it show as he slowly sits up on his bed and places his feet firmly on the floor; a poor attempt at grounding but it would have to do.

“Well um…we kinda figured the VKs didn’t have the best--”

“Chad.”

“I know,” he mutters, running his fingers shakily through his hair, his mouth dry. “Fuck, I know that’s not what you meant. Shit….”

“Yeah,” Nikhil says, his eyes hollow and pained. “Shit.”

“How do you even…I mean what makes you think….” He can’t even get the words out, but his brain helpfully continues the horrifying thought.

“What makes us think that someone--”

“Gods don’t say it!” Chad hisses, his stomach turning dangerously at the thought.

Aziz shoots him a baleful look but falls silent, narrow eyes like granite as they pierce Chad’s own.

“Nikki was right,” he says instead, shifting anxiously against the other boy and frowning. “When he said it was fear…I mean, I was expecting a confrontation but it’s…I don’t know it was like...damn I don’t know. But he was fucking terrified, Chad!”

Chad feels his own frown tugging at his face, his lips pursing in consternation. “Of…you?”

Nikhil shakes his head slowly, something conflicted crossing his face. “No, more of…what we represented. What we meant, in his mind- to whatever he went through that he ‘wasn’t going to go through again.’”

“He said that?” Chad questions, stunned disbelief coloring his tone.

A grave nod is all he gets in response, and he’s glad it’s nowhere near dinner because he thinks if he’d eaten anything, he’d have thrown it right back up again.

“We’re going to talk about it,” Nikhil continues firmly, his eyes determined. “At dinner. We sort of…patched things up?”

“At least as far as the rampant homophobia,” Aziz deadpans, a small glint in his eyes. “This is a nice, if not equally fucked up change of pace.”

Any reply Chad might have made to that is halted by a soft knock at the door. Aziz pouts, but Nikhil rises obligingly from the chair, the latch clicking the only sound for a moment.

Then:

“Oh. Uh…Chad. It’s for you?”

Chad lifts both brows, then jerks sharply at the two figures standing in the doorway. Aziz is on his feet abruptly, smoothing his jacket and hair with a nervous chuckle.

“Hey, Mr- um…Your Highnesses…”

“Mom? Dad?”

Chad doesn’t know what the thing in his throat is, but his roommate gives an awkward shuffle and coughs, and he blinks back into awareness.

“We’ll see you at dinner,” Nikhil says tactfully, shoving Aziz out the door and leaving Chad alone with his parents.

“Look I know I haven’t been keeping in touch--”

His mom’s arms are around him before he can finish, her calloused fingers stroking his hair back from his face, deep blue eyes bright with unshed tears. She smells like lemon and flowers, but there’s no trace of pain lingering in her eyes; at least, outside of what he’s caused her he’s sure.

“You’ve lost weight,” she says instantly, and he sighs into her familiar embrace, letting himself be comforted by his mother’s presence instead of stifled by it.

“You always say that, Mom,” he mumbles into her shoulder, letting her sandy hair shield his view of his dad, not quite ready to face the man just yet, and not quite sure why.

“Maybe you should listen then,” she replies, and her voice takes on an edge that has Chad pulling back sooner than he’d wanted to.

“What’s this we’ve heard about you and the Villain Kids?” his dad asks, stepping further into the room, and Chad’s hand twinges with phantom pain.

“Uh-ha, well first they’re not ‘the Villain Kids’ like that,” he manages, though his own firmness in undermined by guilt. “Like a label…it’s Carlos, Jay, Evie and Mal. And second-- it’s complicated, I guess?”

“Oh we know,” his mom says, and Chad grimaces again at the tone. “We did not raise you to behave so appallingly Chadwick James.”

He grimaces at the full use of his name, unable to meet her gaze. It’s more than just the words, it’s the way they’re said- the disappointment and betrayal in her eyes that makes her next words hit that much harder. “You’ve been acting just like my family.”

“And yet,” she continues softly, and Chad manages to swallow the stone in his throat. “I am so proud of you, Chad.” She hugs him again, and he can hardly breathe past the tightness in his chest. “Because you’ve learned from what you’ve done- changed.”

He blinks hard because he was not going to cry damn it. But still-

“Well,” he finally chokes out, his lips pressed into a watery smile. “I’ve apparently lost some weight, so that’d definitely cause some changes.”

His mom laughs through her tears, clearly not sharing his aversion to the display, tousling his hair out of his face with a delicateness that he would have easily leaned into- if it weren’t for the fact that her hands are shaking.

“I guess I’m not the only one who’s been the whole ‘it’s complicated’ thing, then?” he says, finally steady enough to lift his head and meet his dad’s eyes. “Meeting didn’t go well?”

His dad’s jaw sets sharply, and Chad almost regrets asking. But then the façade crumples in the next instant, and the older royal crosses to join the rest of them on the bed. He lowers himself down on Chad’s right, and his parents clasp hands over his lap.

“Complicated,” his dad sighs ruefully, and his lips twitch like he might laugh at the joke, but his eyes are still too dark. “We aren’t sending them back to the Isle; that much is clear.”

“Really?” Chad gasps, his head whipping around too fast to be neutral.

“You don’t sound upset about that,” his dad murmurs carefully, and it’s only then that Chad remembers his charade.

“I’m not, actually,” he says, charade be damned. This was…too good to be true. “I’m really, genuinely relieved.”

His mom gives him another tearful-proud look out of the corner of her eyes, but his own are drawn to the lines digging into the skin around his dad’s mouth.

“There’s a ‘but’ in there…” he drawls nervously, and the lines deepen.

“The villain children are staying in Auradon,” his dad continues slowly. “Though there’s a good bit of debate going on as to what’s to be done with them.”

“Done with them?” Chad repeats incredulously. “What’s that even supposed to mean?”

“That’s what we’re trying to figure out,” his dad mutters lowly, and Chad worries at his lip.

“Given Auradon’s track record with abuse, things don’t really bode well for them,” his mom chimes in, a bitter and hollow note to her voice.

Chad shudders involuntarily, and presses himself a bit more in between the comfort of his parents.

“Fairy Godmother mentioned something about that,” he offers. “How she was calling in back up or something to help.”

“Yes, we’ve met him,” his dad answers, a small hint of reflexive distaste twisting his words. “Jiminy’s nephew, I think he said he was.”

“I just call him ‘Cricket,’” his mom mutters playfully. “Makes it easier.”

Chad chuckles in spite of himself, and his dad scoffs lightly from his other side.

“The nickname might be easy, but what he’s proposing…it certainly won’t be.”

“What is he proposing?” Chad asks carefully, already knowing the answer and dreading it regardless.

“Therapy, to put it bluntly.” The distaste is more than just a hint now, and Chad shuffles against his mother in a subconscious attempt at comfort.

“Well, more than blunt,” his mom attempts, though there’s unease in her every set of her features. “He actually has a whole plan in place, and genuinely has the children’s best interests and recovery at heart. Which is saying something.”

“Of course the real trick is getting to the heart of it all in the first place- finding out just what…what they’ve been through….”

Chad’s eyes narrow, picking up on the strange hitch of breath that breaks through his dad’s words.

“You…you guys already know something, don’t you?”

“Something,” his dad affirms, his tone dark. “But it’s not something you need to worry about.”

“What do I need to worry about, then?”

“Not picking anymore fights,” his mom chides, and Chad lets himself laugh at that.

“No worries there,” he promises.

And he smiles; and they smile; and yet Chad can’t help the unease that continues to grow steadily in his gut. He might have learned enough- changed enough- that such pettiness was behind him; but he had the feeling that their true worries were only just beginning.


Mal

“You know, we really need to stop meeting like this; people are going to start talking.”

The sword at her throat sat in stark contrast to the words spoken at her back, but Mal rolled her eyes regardless, sighing sharply into the dark.

“Daisha.”

“Evening, little dragon.”

The sword disappeared with a chuckle of metal on metal, and Mal turned, shoving her hair out of her face and glaring at the shadow on the brick wall.

“I’m fourteen, you can’t keep calling me ‘little’ dragon.”

“But you are little,” the other girl taunted, her voice sounding from the left, even though her shadow still stood firmly in front of her. “And on my turf, so I’d say I can call you whatever I want, wouldn’t you agree?”

There was something in her voice that Mal couldn’t interpret; a strange spark like a laugh, but deeper, somehow.

“What do you want?” she snapped, turning to the right and glaring triumphantly as Daisha materialized there a moment later.

“Hey no fair!” The other girl pouted, even though her eyes laughed. “You can’t ask me my own question before I get to.”

“I’m forming a group,” Mal answered, lifting her chin in annoyance as Daisha melted into shadow again.

“On this side of the Isle?” Came the bodiless retort. “Don’t know if you’ve noticed, but this territory’s already been claimed.”

“One of the people in my group lives on this side of the Isle,” Mal huffed, hands on her hips. “So I’m here.”

“And so am I,” Daisha’s voice came from behind, her breath tickling the back of Mal’s neck. “When am I going to get an invitation?”

“I thought…I thought you said you weren’t interested in the other side of the Isle,” Mal muttered shakily, her brain taking longer than it should to form rational thoughts.

“Maybe. But I never said I wasn’t interested in people on the other side of the Isle,” Daisha breathed, and Mal’s mouth went dry, her brain stuttering almost as bad as Cruella’s kid.

“A…are you...have you been…flirting? With me?”

Daisha’s laugh was felt all the way down to her toes, her lips just brushing the skin of Mal’s neck. “About time you noticed.”

Instinct. It was instinct, nothing more. Only instinct that was making her act this way. And it was only instinct that spurred Mal’s reaction; her knife in her hand before she could command it to; her body turning sharply and flying backwards and away.

Silence.

“Did I peg this wrong?”

“No.”

“Then…?” 

“Because this is usually the part where you reveal what it is you actually want, and then pain when I don’t give it to you.”

Silence.

“Just you.”

A sharp breath.

“What?”

Golden brown eyes on green. A slow, careful smile.

“What I want? Just you. Is that wrong?”

Traitorous admission, but an admission nonetheless. Golden eyes that seem to glow, just for a second. Green eyes that flicker with deadly longing.

“No.”

A whisper of breath. A rustle of shadow. 

“No?"

A brief moment where Mal processes the stirring in the pit of her stomach. The certainty that grips her.

“…No.”

Daisha is there then. Real and solid and in front of her and not disappearing. Golden brown eyes bright with something haughty and proud and altogether fascinating.  

“Just don’t expect me to join your little gang, because that would be wrong.”

“Shut up!”

“And?”

“…And kiss me?”

Lips curl up, that draw together with some kind of raw amusement. That curl up and purse. That part with a strange, anticipating gasp and then…press daringly against Mal’s own. And all she can think, as their shadows seemed to melt and shift and blur together is wrong…wrong…wrong…right.


Ben

Everything was going wrong. He didn’t know how, but everything was falling apart. The VKs were staying in Auradon, and it’s a victory that settles in the growing hollow of Ben’s chest. He’d met with the Cricket and the Fairy Godmother privately after the initial meeting, to discuss Jiminy’s plan moving forward with therapy, and given that everything involving the VKs was still, technically, under Ben’s jurisdiction, he’d had to give his approval. Which meant going through the remaining records they had on the VKs’ experiences and listening to Jiminy craft his thoughts for sessions from there.

And he had thought somehow that fighting to get them to Auradon was going to be the hard part! And Audrey…her words ring hollow, too, playing in a never ending loop in his head.

‘This…I’m afraid of this.’

He had wanted to argue harder; wanted to brush aside her concerns, or at least placate them where he could. But he’d been pulled aside by a representative from Arendelle, and the man’s words had only served to add even more of a problem- if they were true. Ben glances down at the scrap of paper shoved hastily into his hand, elegant handwriting reminiscent of a storybook looping a single word. It had prompted even further digging, and Ben was beginning to truly hate what his parents and the founding royals had done in making the Isle; what he had allowed to be done just by turning a blind eye and accepting it for so long.

He knocks on the door to room 17 on a hunch, and is relieved that he’d correctly guessed the VKs would all be in the boy’s room. A small part of him underhandedly muses that it has to do with the room’s darker colors and theme being what they’re used to, but he quickly shoves that part aside and focuses on the pale and nervous faces before him. Well, nervous for all but one.

“I take it that you’re going to tell us that it’s totally fine that we missed all of our classes today, because we won’t be attending anymore classes in Auradon anyway.”

Mal’s tone is as challenging as ever, her eyes sharp and bitter as they glare at him. Ben shuffles awkwardly in the doorway and tries to figure out how to answer, before finally deciding to just answer.

“No, actually,” he says, a small smile flickering across his face with genuine relief and amusement. “You guys are staying.”

Scattered blinking is all he gets in response, and he chuckles ruefully, running a hand through his hair.

“Wow, glad to see you guys like this place so much. I can feel your enthusiasm from here.”

“Wait, you mean you’re not joking?” If it hadn’t been for the fact that Ben could see the boy’s mouth move, he wouldn’t have known it was Carlos speaking.

“No,” Ben confirms, his smile growing minutely before fading into seriousness. “It was almost unanimous, actually; once…well, once we found out what you guys have been through.”

He swears there’s an audible snap as the air in the room seems to dissipate suddenly; the relieved glances the VKs had been exchanging replaced with a wary hostility.

“What do you mean ‘what we’ve been through?’” Mal repeats sharply, her eyes narrowed and voice a low rumble. “And who is ‘we?’”

“The- the Council,” Ben clarifies hastily, suddenly realizing the danger in what he’s done, but it’s far too late to unspeak the words. “We uh…we know what happened to Jay.”

Jay, for his part, only looks mildly confused. It’s Mal who looks like she’s going to kill him (and he should have taken it more seriously, but he didn’t).

“And what,” she says slowly, green eyes bright, “do you think you know?”

“I…we know about the Persian...the Wolf. We…we know.”

She had been giving him a way out, he realized only after he had spoken. But the words are still out there and he vaguely wishes he could just go back to when he’d only made a fool of himself in front of the Council.

He’s expecting shock.

What he doesn’t expect is for Jay to let out a choked cry and a small projectile embedding itself suddenly in the wood of the door frame only a breath away from his ear.

“Damn,” Mal mutters, her voice a hiss. “I missed. Auradon’s made me soft after all.”

It’s a letter opener, he sees when he dares to breathe again, and though it was dulled according to its purpose; it was somehow still embedded in the wood, and it occurs to him for the first time that the VKs are dangerous.

“What…do you have any idea…”

“No, do you have any idea what you’ve done?” Mal snarls at him, when he staggers away from the knife -and incidentally, further into the room. “What makes you think you have the right to just dig into our lives and put all our secrets on display?”

“It…it was…we had records,” Ben chokes out meekly, not sure what else he could say. Not saying anything was key, really, but…. “We had to go looking for them, but we did have them.”

“And it didn’t occur to you that they were hidden for a reason?”

Yeah, he thinks bitterly. To cover up all the actual crimes the good citizens of Auradon committed by sending you there in the first place.

“Mal,” Carlos whispers, shattering the tension so suddenly it makes both of them flinch. “Your hands are on fire again.”

Ben starts, horrified, but Mal only seems annoyed by the small green flames licking up her wrists. She shakes her hands sharply and they dissipate, but he swears he can still see sparks tracing her fingertips.

“Guess it doesn’t matter at this point,” she mutters darkly, eyes murderous as they glare at him. “Everyone gets what they wanted; happy endings and all that bullshit. We get to stay in Auradon, and the only cost is our emotional pain and distress.”

She cuts off with an almost pointed laugh as she turns to comfort Jay, who was morbidly quiet and shaking against the back wall. An overwhelming wave of guilt and self-loathing dashes sharply over Ben, leaving him feeling cold and oddly detached from the room. Why had he thought…how could he not have….

“Got anything else you want to bring up, Ben, while we’re on the subject?”

Mal’s voice is poison, and he normally wouldn’t have understood how one could describe a tone of voice in such a way if it weren’t for the fact the he was choking on it right now. And he knows he shouldn’t, know he should stop now while he still has a chance of survival, should throw away the metaphorical cup and not say another damn word.

Except the note is still crumpled and spilling ink into his palm, and so he turns.

And speaks.

“Carlos? Who…who is Ceran?”

Chapter 28: Lock the door, the ghosts are gaining

Summary:

In which a young Carlos finds a reprieve from Cruella, and maybe something more; Mal starts to realize that she can't keep her group as protected as she thought; Evie meets the Cricket; Ben and the AKs get yet another wake up call; Audrey confronts her worst fears; and a young Mal begins to learn the true extent of her mother's expectations for her.

Notes:

Here we go with another one for you!

The warnings for this chapter include *ANGST* (note the caps), violence, language, mention and brief descriptions of child abuse and neglect (nothing too graphic but it's there). Mentions and references/implications of assault/rape, again, nothing graphic, but heavily implied. Mental health issues such as anxiety/depression, as well as undefined mental health issues (ie. Cruella), brief mentions/implications of homophobia, and mentions and discussions of death/loss of a child.

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Carlos

He had been in the dark for so long that when the door finally opened, the light scared him. He pressed his face into the corner and whimpered in place of words. She always hated it when he talked- it was why he’d been put in time out to begin with. He hadn’t even meant to say anything either, but she’d been acting funny- acting scary- and she kept calling him the wrong names and he just wanted to be Carlos.

“Carlos?!”

The voice that rang out wasn’t her, it was him! It took barely two steps before the man was there, scooping him up in his arms and it hurt where he squeezed because she had squeezed him first, too hard even when he whined for her to stop; but it didn’t stop Carlos from squeezing back when he could finally catch his breath. The man’s face was scratchy; fuzzy around his chin. But it was still the same face; same dark wavy hair; same sharp eyes; same funny spots on his cheeks. And it didn’t matter that everything hurt and that he was still sticky and wet from when he’d made a mess of himself. He was here and squeezing him like he was never going to let go and everything was going to be ok and

“Carlos, what on earth-- Ella?”

Carlos squirmed and whimpered again as the man carried him out into the room where she was; hiding his face in the man’s shoulder and pretending that she wasn’t real. Not real if he can’t see her; not hurting him, not screaming not….

“Ella, what have you done to him?”

He wasn’t yelling, but there something almost like it in the man’s voice, his hands- big and strong but never hurting- squeezed Carlos just a bit tighter to his chest.

“Hm? Oh, I see you found the puppy at last. I wondered where he’d gotten off to.”

“Ella...Ella you know C-- He is not a puppy, Ella. You know this.”

“Of course he is darling, what do you mean? He’s got such pretty spots, you know…but he makes too much noise….”

“Is that what you think? Cruella, he is not a puppy, he is a child!”

Carlos flinched and ducked as much of his body under the man’s arms as he could, whining at the mean sound in his voice.

“See now you’ve just gone and set him off,” the lady whined just like him, but even that was just wrong because she couldn’t be like him. She wasn’t allowed to be like him. “Put him back darling, so he can learn to behave.”

“Cruella,” the man said again, and Carlos squirmed hard enough that he slid down his chest and spilled onto the floor at his feet. “Cruella look at me. Look at him. That is Carlos. That is your son, damn it. I know you know this!”

“Do-d-don’t,” Carlos cried, pressing himself into the crook of the man’s knees and trying to get as small as he could. “Don’t be-don’t be- don’t be mmean.”

“Now you’ve don’t it!” The lady screeched, and Carlos sobbed, shaking as she boomed her way closer. “Oh don’t just let him bark like that! Give him a kick- shuts him right up.”

The man flinched, and the sudden movement was enough to startle Carlos out of his terror of the woman, a sharp hissing sound coming from between the man’s teeth.

“Cruella-- Why don’t I take him for a walk? Alright? I’ll get him all cleaned up and bring him back in a little while, and this way you get some time to yourself.”

Not all of the words made sense to Carlos, but it made sense to the lady. She was making the ‘not-happy’ noise, and Carlos shivered and wished he could climb back into the man’s arms, or at least warn him of that noise. That noise always meant bad things; meant hot on his skin, smoke in his face; meant dark rooms and too tight squeezes and “Why aren’t you him? Where is my baby, what have you done? Where is Ceran, why aren’t you him?”

But then the noise stopped, and the lady was smiling, but somehow that was even worse.

“Alright then darling; if you think you can handle him. He puts up such a fuss sometimes- it might be nice to have him out from under my feet all day.”

“Exactly,” the man said, his voice low and scary, his eyes strange. “It’s settled then. Come on Carlos.”

And then he was in the man’s arms again, and the lady was shouting, but then a door was in the way and they were free…free…free…

When he finally dared to open his eyes again, they were just as far away as he hadn’t dared to hope, the man locking a door and shutting out the noise from the people outside. The place they were in now was cool, and it felt weird not having her anywhere nearby, but the man was here and Carlos wouldn’t have traded that for the world.

[Where?] He signed when the man turned around; his brow furrowed in question as he shook his wrist back and forth; index finger extended.

“Safe,” the man said with a breathy sigh, his hands shaking at his sides. “For now. Not off the Isle though…I’m sorry.”

Carlos blinked, and the man shook his head and smiled. But Carlos was old enough now at four to know when a smile was fake. (All of her smiles were.)

[Why?] Carlos signed; touching his hand to the side of his head before pulling them away; closing his fingers into a loose ‘Y’ shape as he furrowed his brows again.

“I should have done more to…if I had known …your mother never should have been treating you like that. I’m so--”

Carlos made a face and signed quickly; closing his index and middle finger over his thumb like a tiny mouth; shaking his head once sharply in negative. [No!]

“No what?” the man murmured, finally crossing and sitting on the floor in front of him.

[Not mother.] He didn’t quite have enough words to articulate it, but he decided that those signs were plain enough; closing his hand into a fist shape and brushing his thumb along the underside of his chin; before making a ‘five’ handshape and tapping his thumb twice against his chin.

“Carlos,” the man sighed, and he sounded sad and hurting, his eyes echoing his voice. “I know she doesn’t act like it, but Cruella is your mother.”

[No.] He signed again, pouting fiercely as he shook his head, and the man made a laughing sound which made Carlos pout harder because it wasn’t funny!

“No, ok? Well then if Cruella’s not your mother, who is?”

[You.] It was a simple pointing of his index finger and a petulant glare, but his gesture made the man’s eyes flicker suddenly.

[No.] The man signed slowly, his hands still shaking. [Not your mother.]

And then, he made a different sign; the same ‘five’ shape that Carlos had, but instead of tapping his chin with his thumb, he tapped his forehead.

[What?] Carlos signed, spreading his hands almost as if in a shrug; brow furrowed with more than just question.

[Nothing.] The man signed in place of answering; both hands making ‘O’ handshapes as he shook his head once dismissively.

“N-not noththing!” Carlos stumbled over the words like he usually did, but this time he was too frustrated to worry about being hit for it. “What what what does it mmmean?”

“I’m sorry,” the man mumbled, his hands shaking harder as he tugged them through curls as dark as Carlos.’ “I shouldn’t have…Carlos, forget that sign, ok? She doesn’t like that one.”

Understanding dawned in the funny feeling in his stomach, and Carlos bit his lips nervously as he signed; bringing his hands in front of him with palms facing his body, he spread his fingers in a sharp gesture, bringing his hands further inwards with the movement; plastering a shocked look on his face.

[Scared.]

“Yes,” the man said, his hand signing in agreement; a closed fist ‘nodding up’ and down like a tiny head. “Not for me…for you.”

Carlos frowned at that, but he recognized that the flicker in the man’s eyes really was fear, and he wasn’t as unafraid for himself as he claimed.

“Whu-whu-why?” Carlos asked. Challenged, almost.

The man made a ‘hmph’ sort of sound, his face scrunching up tight before he answered. When he did, his voice was slow, and heavy, and Carlos found himself leaning in slightly to hear.

“Cruella…your mother- she had another baby.”

[Me?] Carlos questioned, pointing to himself.

“No, not you. Before you. A long time ago.”

Before him? A baby? Oh…Baby. The other him.

“Cer-ran,” Carlos said, hating the name, hating saying it. But he didn’t know how it was spelled to sign it.

“It was a long time ago,” the man said again, his eyes strange. “And Ceran’s not here now, but your mother still misses him. Sometimes…sometimes she misses him so much she forgets that he’s not here. Do you…do you understand?”

Carlos nodded solemnly, his own voice turning heavy as he answered. “Dead.”

The man jumped slightly, and Carlos’ dark expression lightened at his surprise. “How did you know that?” he gasped, and Carlos wondered briefly if he wasn’t supposed to know that. But then if that were the case, why did she always….

“Ssshe wants me to b-b-b-be.” He mumbled the admission shakily. “Sometimes when…when…when she forgets. She ssays it.”

The man made a choked sobbing noise in his throat, his hands shaking again as he slowly combed his fingers through Carlos' hair, just avoiding the gash from she had flung her shoe at him.

“Is that what...is that what all this is?” He asked, and his voice sounded funny. Like it was barely there.

Carlos squirmed uncomfortably in place of answering, suddenly unsure. Yes, she was mean to him sometimes, and it always hurt when she was mad at him. But it wasn't bad, he didnt think. He made her mad, so she hurt him, but then he'd know not to the thing that made her mad again. That was how it worked, right?

The man didn't seem to think so, though, which just made Carlos squirm more because it made sense to him...but if it wasn't how it was supposed to work then...then...

“Never mind Carlos, you don't have to answer, it’s ok.” The man's voice was all choking again, his hands still gently combing through Carlos' hair. “It's ok. I'm going to get you away from her, I promise. I can't now, but I will. Soon, ok?”

[Ok] he signed, his fingers forming the letters easily. He didn't quite understand what the man meant, but his answer made him relax, and Carlos took the chance to ask what he’d wanted for a while, but was never able with the lady always present.

He signed again; bringing both hands parallel to each other in 'H' handshapes, he tapped his middle finger against the index finger of his right hand. [Name.]

“Hm?” the man hummed, not quite understanding, and Carlos would have stomped his foot except he was sitting, so he settled for repeating the sign again, a bit more insistently, before pointing at the man, just to be sure it was clear.

[Your name.]

The man’s face made a lifting expression like ‘oh!’ before clouding over again with something like his earlier fear. But finally, slowly, he signed, his hands not shaking anymore as he finger spelled for Carlos.

A fist shape first, palm facing Carlos and pinky finger extended. [I.]

Then another fist shape, all fingers tucked in with his thumb in front. [S]

Another fist shape; fingers folded loosely over his palm, with his thumb pressed against the side. [A.]

Then he repeated that same shape. Another [A.]

And finally, a simple shape, making a ‘C’ with all his fingers. [C.]

“Isaac,” Carlos whispered out loud, working his fingers slowly through the letters just as he had done. Then he continued, making the new sign, the forbidden one, tapping the ‘five’ shape against his forehead daringly.

“Yes,” Isaac whispered back. “I am.”

His voice shook, and Carlos started to see his eyes were shining again, dark and sad. Then he blinked, and the dark was gone, but not all of the sad.

“Come on,” he said softly, standing and lifting Carlos up with him, holding him close once more. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”

Later, when the sky was completely dark and Carlos lay on his back on the mat next to his Isaac, he practiced making the letters of Isaac’s name, along with the new sign; over and over again until he could do it fast and fluid. It made him feel secure, knowing his name. Connecting them, somehow. Cruella couldn’t reach them here. Not even her words, screeched at their backs as they’d run far away, could truly affect them.

“Where are you taking my baby? Isaac, where is he? Where are you taking my baby?”

Not your baby, Carlos vowed, pressing his back tightly against Isaac’s and flickering his fingers through the signs one more time. Not ever. His.


Mal

It turns out that there was a lot about her group that Mal needed to be concerned about.

“We know about what happened to Jay.”

The letter opener hadn’t been enough to change the words that had been said, and it hadn’t been enough to contain the rage that boiled inside, her magic quite literally lighting her veins on fire with the force of it.

“We have records…”

Which means that they’ll have pried into every last one, will have turned each of them inside out and if they could find Jay…they could find….

“Carlos, who is Ceran?”

And suddenly it wasn’t about them anymore; was no longer the four of them; was no longer Mal keeping them all alive; was no longer about any opportunity they might have once had a chance at.

It was the choking sobs Jay was making in the back his throat, his body frozen and trembling as he tried to shield himself from something that he never should have needed shielding from.

It was the helpless look on Evie’s face, the words that would never be said, that Mal could never let be said; not again not anymore she wasn’t going to end up like her.

It was the taste of copper, the acrid stench of her own skin burning, iron chains melting into her bones, cutting into her throat against the throb of her screams, her promises to do better, to be better, to earn her right to each and every day alive.

It was Carlos, pale and shaken to the core by the simple name that ushered itself out of Ben’s mouth; his fingers snapping sharply between the various odd urges to tear out his hair, to fiddle with his dog tail, to slip between his teeth as a gag, a desperate attempt to keep this one demon at bay.

“Ceran w…is…my brother.”

Jay’s sobs muffle slightly; Evie’s unspoken pleas settle to a distant buzz; and the chains around her neck loosen just enough for Mal to choke out:

“I didn’t…you never said you had a brother.”

And then they tighten again because how was she supposed to protect them when she didn’t know?

“It’s cuz I don’t,” Carlos whispers, his hands settling for tearing at the worn fabric of his shorts, wearing further holes, deeper wounds. “Not really. He…he died. Before I was born. I never knew him. So how….”

“Wait, he died?!”

It’s horror in Ben’s voice- confusion and grief for…what? Who was Ben to claim to have any feelings for what they had lived through?

“Well he’s not here in Auradon with us, is he?” Carlos snaps, and Mal can only just register the anger- there is no semblance of grief or sorrow from the younger boy- only pain and resentment.

“But…but no one is supposed to be able to die on the Isle,” Ben mutters, and Mal isn’t quite sure if it’s her magic or just genuine shock that sparks chills down her spine.

“What did you say?”

It’s Evie who dares to question it, though Mal is partially grateful because she doesn’t trust that anything she would try to say wouldn’t come without physical repercussions.

“The barrier is supposed to…” Ben starts, then freezes, paling as he seems to realize whatever he’d been about to say.

“Keep going,” Mal prompts softly, her finger reaching on instinct to tug Carlos and Evie closer, shifting minutely closer to a still catatonic Jay.

“The barrier keeps people from dying,” Ben jerkily continues. “It was…it was supposed to be part of the punishment for the villains.”

And Mal knows she should be saying something, should be doing something, but all she can taste is salt and the sharp stench of copper fills her nose, and gold eyes sparkle with mischief even with the blood that flecks them with horrid spots of brown and “You’d better not cry over me, little dragon. That would completely ruin the point” and--

“And yet, he died,” Carlos finishes icily, but his fingers shake where they tangle with Mal’s, his dark eyes shining. “And you still didn’t say how you knew, Ben.”

Ben shakes his head mutely, his fingers seeming to unravel themselves of their own accord. If Jay had been aware, he would have wrestled his way past Carlos to steal the paper from Ben’s hand. But he wasn’t, and so it’s Carlos who triumphs by default, darting forward and all but yanking the slip of parchment from an unresisting Ben.

“It…it’s just his name,” Carlos mutters, when he’d smoothed the paper flat again. “I don’t…it’s just….” He trails off, something odd passing across his face before he snaps his head up again. “Who even gave you this?”

“Some official from Arandelle,” Ben rasps. “I don’t know him. He just pulled me aside and said that I should…ask about it. Him. Ask about him.”

“No, it’s about right,” Carlos growls lowly. “He was nothing to me- just a nightmare that Cruella always wished was true.”

“I-I’m sorry,” Ben stammers shakily, blinking hard and staggering back a few steps. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have…shouldn’t have brought it up. Any of it. I just….”

“Oh but don’t back out now, Ben,” Mal croons darkly, recognizing his retreat for what it was. “Didn’t you want to dig into more of our secrets and traumatic experiences?”

“That was never what this was about!” Ben cries, and it’s with a start that Mal realizes he actually was. “It’s not…exploiting your weaknesses or whatever you might think. I was only--”

“What do you want me to say, Ben?” She cuts him off, not wanting to even think the dreaded sentence. “What words do you want me to put together to make you feel better about this? Because this-” she gestures vaguely to her group, their bodies tight against hers, heaving unshed sobs in time with her own- “This is not ok.”

“I…I know,” he whispers hoarsely, grey eyes dark with tears.

Mal cocks her head back, a bitter noise that was equal parts laugh and cry sticking in her throat.

“No, you don’t,” she says quietly, shaking her head to hide her own tears. “And that’s the problem, Ben. You don’t know- and you never will.”

He reels away then, as though her letter opener had actually struck true, fumbling blindly for the door and practically slamming it behind him. It’s only once he’s gone that they let go, collapsing into each other as fresh waves of misery and grief wash over them. Mal’s sick of crying, so she lets the others cry for her, threading her fingers through Evie’s; brushing her lips against Carlos’ curls; leaning her shoulder against Jay’s and absorbing the brunt of his shaking.

“What are we going to do?” Evie whimpers, and Mal can’t say anything because it’s not an answer the other girl is looking for- it’s comfort, and she has no place to try and provide it.

Not when there’s a voice nagging inside that she’s going to have to apologize to Ben, and it burns far worse than any iron chains because that’s what it’s all about.

It was them, and what they could do to make the heroes feel better.


Doug

Dinner was an interesting affair, if for the sole reason that the VKs were at their table.

All four of them.

It was a shame Ben wasn’t here; he’d have been thrilled no doubt at the show of ‘positive interaction.’ He’d been growing steadily distant as things with the VKs had continued to escalate, and was absent from his usual seat at the head of the table, Audrey’s seat standing in empty counterpoint.

As is was, it was hard for Doug to fully decide where he should focus; on his food -which felt far too guiltily extravagant now- or on Carlos, who fiddled nervously with Doug's puzzle box, matching the colors in no particular order or awareness; just subconsciously a genius; or on Evie (granted, most of his distraction stemmed from focusing on Evie in particular), who sat anxiously between Mal and Jay, all but one breath away from fleeing the table. He was definitely aware of Mal; he couldn’t not be, not with the way her fingers snapped sparks under the table, her eyes as unnaturally green as the flashes of half-fire, examining each of their faces as if waiting for a reason to spark a bigger blaze.

“Ok, so I have a question.”

And of course, he couldn’t forget Jay. He didn’t know where they stood now; certainly the other boy didn’t mean anything to him, not in anything outside the sense of his now irremovable presence in Auradon. Doug didn’t have anything against the VKs, not really. They were just…hard to figure out. Well- people in general were hard to figure out, but they more or less all had the same core patterns. The VKs though…they didn’t have any of those patterns, and the ones they did have….

“I, potentially, have an answer.”

It had become almost a game now, though Doug could only guess as to when it had started. A VK would ask a question, and one of them would try to answer (and try not to be too horrified at what the questions implied; at those patterns the VKs had learned). It was mostly Jay asking the questions, and mostly Nikhil and Aziz who answered. Doug didn’t want to think about what that meant, but he was far from ‘dopey’ and he’d overheard enough to know at least one pattern.

“So what happens when you get tired of each other?” Jay asks it through a mouthful of crust, a stray veggie from the pot pie spilling from his lips onto his tray. “Like, do you just go off and manipulate other people into liking you or is sort of being on standby if there’s no other options?”

Aziz blinks, his mouth open and his cautious smirk falling from the edges of his mouth. Nikhil, for his part, just looks sad, if not equally stunned.

“Ok…well. First off, there’s no manipulating involved,” he says, quite tactfully, if Doug’s being honest. He’s impressed, certain he wouldn’t have managed to be half that calm or discreet if it were him.

“It’s just a relationship, as boring as that might seem.”

“Uh…excuse me?”

“Not you specifically, love,” Nikhil scolds easily, and Aziz preens just a tad, while a brief, uncomfortable ripple passes through the VKs before subsiding.

“I should hope you don’t find me boring,” Aziz drags out just because he can. Or rather, Doug realizes as Jay squirms slightly in his chair, to push the boundaries of what he can. “I mean it’s only been what? A few years?”

“So like…you’re actually…something?” Jay mumbles slowly, crunching his way through the crust and shoving his spoon through the broth.

“A defined something,” Aziz confirms, if just as slowly. “Not getting rid of each other that easy.”

“Yeah but like…when you do eventually get rid of each other, or like…want to find a girl or something…I don’t know….what…what then?”

“Ooooh,” Aziz gasps obnoxiously, grinning a bit more easily as he settles back in his chair. “Oh is that really what you were confused about? That…that’s adorable to be honest.”

“Shut up Aziz,” Nikhil deadpans instantly, elbowing the boy sharply and causing his chair to stumble underneath him. “What he means is, we don’t really have to worry about any girls coming along because we’re -or at least I am- pretty exclusively attracted to guys. And outside of that, exclusively attracted to each other.”

“Awww!”

“Lonnie I swear--”

“Babe that was so sweet!”

“I hate both of you right now.”

“Really, because it sounded like you were going to say you lo-”

“I still can’t believe that’s allowed here.”

Mal’s barely disguised disdain cuts across their antics, and Jane looks up sharply from her pie, worry and concern flitting across her features.

“Um….”

“Mal!” Carlos glares, and Evie flits that much closer to the edge of her chair but remains silent.

“Dare I ask…?” Aziz begins testily, but Mal’s already daring to continue.

“This…you….” she shakes her head, and Doug starts as he sees that while it might be disdain in her voice, it’s forced. Because her eyes are bright with more than just fire, and it’s grief and regret if anything that twist her features before being hidden beneath a curtain of purple hair.

“It’s a good thing,” Carlos argues sharply. “They are a good thing.” His eyes glancing over to where Aziz and Nikhil had joined hands under the table as if to say ‘right?’

The corner of Aziz’s mouth lifts in a brief smile, and even Nikhil manages a grin before returning to his previous sobriety.

“A very good thing,” he confirms. “If I do say so myself.”

“You are,” Mal snaps, her fork stabbing brutally through the crust of her own pie, vegetables and broth spilling out like gore. “’Relationships’ like that are dangerous on the Isle.”

“Is that because of people like you who apparently think that it’s not acceptable, or a different kind of danger?”

Chad pipes up for the first time, though Doug honestly wishes he’d have kept his sullen silence.

“Both,” Mal answers just as bluntly, her eyes flashing a dangerous shade of green as she glares across the table at him. “But mostly the latter. People like that are dangerous, never mind any supposed ‘love.’”

“Yeah?” Chad challenges, his lips curling viciously. “In what way exactly?”

“Chad,” Doug mutters lowly. “You’re pushing.” He frowns his disapproval over the rim of his glasses, but that’s as far as he’ll go. He doesn’t want to be the one to point out the way Mal’s voice broke over the word ‘love.’

“Well somebody fucking has to!” the other boy bursts out, crossing his arms sharply in an awkward gesture, as if he’d wanted to fling them outwards but decided against it at the last second. “Everybody else is just sitting back and letting them walk all over us- it’s not like they’ll shatter if we say something ‘wrong.’”

“That’s so funny,” Mal says, her mouth smiling but her eyes cold. “I would have thought you of all people would be more empathetic. I mean…how is Cinderella doing these days?”

Chad’s rapid paling and sharp intake of breath is interrupted by Lonnie’s incredulous: “Oho shit!” and another, equally sudden intake of breath that echoes across the table and makes Mal go instantly pale.

When Doug finally sorts through it enough to actually look over, he has to stop and sort through again because he can’t quite interpret what’s happening.

Jay is choking.

Or, he’s trying to choke. His body shakes with silent coughs, his mouth clenched shut and mercifully preventing any of the broth from spraying out. Because it’s definitely the broth that he’s choking on, Doug notes; his spoon half full where it dripped, abandoned on the tray.

“Jay, just spit it out!” Carlos yelps, his own tray clattering as it’s shoved aside by his elbow when he turns to face the older boy.

“Jay…” Mal starts slowly, like she was diffusing a bomb instead of aiding a…friend?

Just what were the VKs to each other? It’s something Doug resorts to puzzling over later because Jay was definitely going to explode if he didn’t get a breath soon. And Evie…Evie had apparently finally taken flight as she was nowhere to be seen (and he’d clearly not been as attuned to her as he’d thought.)

“Jay,” Mal says again, drawing him back into the current dilemma (though he’d argue that Evie’s absence was also a dilemma of itself) “It’s soup. It’s ok to spit it out.”

Jay says nothing, but the look he shoots her seems to convey enough, and it’s then that Doug realizes that Jay is not, in fact, choking. He’s shaking, his mouth working like he wants to spit the broth out, but physically can not for some reason. It’s solidified when Jay signs; both hands in index finger shapes, he brings his right hand down sharply onto the left; whacking the fingernail of left hand.

[Can’t.]

Carlos exchanges a confused, if slightly panicked look with Mal at that, though Mal for her part, only looks weary and resigned, like Jay’s behavior was nothing new. Maybe it wasn’t, but it was definitely just adding to the list of the various strange and disturbing occurrences that had taken place since the VKs had arrived.

“You can,” she tells him firmly, if not with a slight sigh. “It might be a bit rude for Auradon, but you can spit it out, Jay.”

There was something going on here, Doug finally realizes. He isn’t sure if it’s the utter panic on Jay’s face, or the way Mal seemed to reinforce the idea that Jay spit out the broth instead of the far more obvious solution. That she emphasized that it was soup, specifically….

“I can’t be the only one who think this is weird, right?” Chad mutters, though there’s something cautious in his tone now. “I mean, why doesn’t he just sw--”

“Finish that sentence and I will slaughter you right now, I don’t care if it gets me sent back to the Isle.”

Mal’s voice is so ruthless as she cuts across him, and so completely genuine that it’s not just Chad who flinches. There’s a heavy beat of horrifying silence where the only sound is ragged breathing, punctuated by Carlos’ whispering to Jay. Chad doesn’t take his eyes off of Mal’s, though Doug honestly can’t blame him. He’s certain no one is breathing right now with the way the sparks Mal had been snapping suddenly ignite, and though the blaze is small, it’s still a blaze and very much a threat.

“Ok so…I’m going to regret this I know I am…but…I have a question.”

“I have an answer. You don’t want the answer.”

And Doug is kind of glad that Ben’s not there because he’s sure the other boy would be less than thrilled at the distinct lack of positive interaction going on.


Evie

Somehow, the Cricket wasn’t at all as nightmarish as she’d been expecting him to be.

“I know this probably feels awkward for you, so I’ll just sit here and give you a second- do what I can to make it easier.”

He’s worse.

“We’ve already been introduced but I’ll do it again just to be polite, you know…so it’s coming from me directly; I’m Jeremiah, but you can call me Jiminy if it’s easier.”

He doesn’t yell. Doesn’t raise his voice. Doesn’t make a single move from the soft looking chair he’s sitting in -it’s not all that different from the couch she sat on now. And yet he’s so much worse for all those things because he doesn’t threaten or leer or even hint at anything sinister. No, the Cricket is entirely unassuming and almost gentle, but that does nothing to soothe Evie’s anxiety.

He talks.

“I think I’ll stick with Cricket,” she blurts without truly meaning to, her voice at least, as cold as she had wanted it to be. Distant. Safety in that distance, don’t you forget that.

“If that’s easier for you,” he says lightly, and Evie sets her jaw and tries not to scream. “Now, since this is the first time we’re meeting like this I just wanted to know if there was anything you thought I should know about you? Any interests, or hobbies?”

“Is there anything you think I should know about you?” She counters, ignoring the part of her that wanted to mention her sewing.

“True, you don’t really know that much about me so I guess it’s only fair you’d be curious.”

“Cautious.”

He pauses, and she stiffens on instinct, waiting for his feet to cross to her; waiting for the blow for daring to interrupt- to correct or contradict.

“Well, my favorite color is red,” he says, and a small part of Evie chuckles ruefully.

('So is Carlos,’ that part whispers. 'I’m sure he’ll get a kick out of that when you corner him.')

“I’ve lived in Auradon my whole life…well, I lived in a tiny town that later became a bigger town when Auradon became a thing. Uh, and I’ve been following in my Uncle’s steps for about fifteen years now- give or take.”

He doesn’t look that old, Evie muses idly, eyeing him subtly through her lashes. Not to mention of course, that fifteen years is a long time to be a ‘conscience’ or whatever he claimed to be these days- and of course, this was Auradon, so why would he even be needed in the first place? What was the goal here?

“And what about you?” Cricket asks, starting her out of her scrutiny. “I take it your favorite color must be blue, given-” he nods pointedly towards her blue stained curls, though he does it with a smile and not a sneer.

She blushes in spite of herself and self-consciously combs her fingers through the strands hanging over her shoulder. She would have to braid it again, it wouldn’t do to have it hanging freely like that. Too easy to tangle or fray. Too easy to grab. Still, it was nice that he noticed, that he didn’t think it garish or make her look too much like a wanton whore, as her mother had screeched when Evie’d first come home, red faced and ecstatic; pleased and proud to display the color, the blue dye burgeoning proof that she wasn’t useless, wasn’t just another whore. Not when the blue spark of magic was woven into her hair, the added dye only enhancing what was already there.

“What else should I know about you?” Cricket presses, leaning forward and she glares sharply as she notices the pad of paper in his hand.

“What are you digging for?” She snaps, grimacing inwardly at her audacity but reveling in it because she could. “What do you want? More grisly stories about how terrible life on the Isle was? So you can scramble and coo and try to put everything together to look pretty; like you haven’t been the root cause of it all in the first place?”

It’s something Mal would do, she thinks with a small hint of pride as he blinks at her silently. Call him out on his unspoken words, grab him tight and not let go until he gave in. And normally she’d be wary of things like that, preferring to lay careful traps or spill honeyed words to figure out what he wanted; but she doesn’t know how to do that here, doesn’t know how to combat him or see through him because he talked too and she doesn’t know what he wants!

“What do you want?” she whispers, all too aware of the way her words fill the space, the way her body cringes inwards. The submission itches something raw and painful inside because the last time she’d submitted like this it had been to Mal, and it was the other girl’s fault that she was in this position to begin with and the anger wells up hot and cold at once but it’s submission that she stays in because right that’s what’s safe.

“I want to know how you’re doing,” Cricket says, and his voice is equally soft, no trace of dominance or scorn. She’s starting to wonder if he’s even capable of it. “I know it’s been a confusing and hectic week since the meeting, and we’re all still getting this sorted. I’m just here to make sure the four of you are doing ok, and to help you get there, if you’re feeling that you’re not.”

“The help is what we’re not ok with,” she mutters, and she sounds almost spiteful now. “We can take care of each other. You’ll only get in the way.”

Out in the hallway, the bell rings, and twenty minutes had never seemed so long, and Evie had never thought she’d be more excited to go to class.

“My job isn’t to get in the way-” (And it of course it was only fitting that she’d forget and let him have the final word, give him the final control. She was building up a streak- submit a few more times and she’d get a prize.) “And I’m not denying that you can take care of each other, in fact I find it admirable how deeply you do. But sometimes a little help can be nice, I think.”

“You think,” she agrees from the doorway.

And it would be considered a victory except she’d somehow conceded once again, and it’s the first time she’s wished to be back on the Isle but she’s wishing anyway because at least there she knows what she is. At least on the Isle she didn’t have to be weak.


Mal 

According to all the myths and legends, iron was supposed to repel faeries. Disrupted their magic, made it harder to reach infant children. What they didn’t mention, or rather, what Mal hadn’t known but was finding out, it burned. Granted, the spoon that was currently searing the back of her hand was technically only 98% iron, but Mal figured she was probably only 98% faerie, and that it evened out. She didn’t dare scream, though if her breath stuttered a bit in her throat when she inhaled, who could blame her?

“You’re a terrible liar, you know that, Mal.”

Apparently, her mother could.

“What makes you think I’m lying about anything?” Mal found it in herself to ask, somehow managing to maintain a somewhat coy tone despite the position she was in. She’d learned the trick from Evie; the other girl saying that it was all a matter of aligning your voice with your face- if you wore a calm face, have a calm voice. It was pretty neat to see her do it, fooling everyone as to what she was actually feeling.

“You’re hiding the Jafar boy,” her mother spat, and neat tricks were doing nothing to help her here as the steel shifted to her neck, prying a hoarse gasp from her lips.

“Y-you mean Jay?” Mal forced out, if only to cover the way her hands trembled where they gripped the sides of her chair.

“Why do you insist on being so stubborn?” Maleficent sighed, and Mal grit her teeth to try and steel herself before answering, but she still choked on her words halfway through.

“I'm gath-gathering allies,” she managed somewhat steadily, gritting her teeth against the whimper in her throat.

“Allies?!” Maleficent shrieked, and Mal couldn't tell if it was amusement or rage that colored her mother's tone, only that the steel had been lifted and she could breathe again. “With Jafar's bastard?! He's no better than the Evil Queen's little whore now- and here I was thinking you were smarter than this.”

Mal jerks sharply in protest at this because while she may not yet know just how she felt about Evie, to hear her mother disgrace Jay like that rankles inside because Jay was hers and she didn't know. That he was finally getting better- or at least, as better as the Isle would allow- that he didn't scream anymore at night or jerk away from her every touch. That he'd finally gone back to Jafar (and Evie had found him half dead a few days later, back torn open and skin blazing with fever. He'd been staying in the hide out since then, only returning to his 'father' when he had goods to stock the shelves with). Jay was hers, officially now, and while Mal couldn't do anything to keep Maleficent from hating him, she wasn't about to stay silent while she talked about him as if he weren't worth anything.

Unfortunately, Maleficent caught her stifled reaction, and Mal found herself sprawled on the floor, cringing away from the blows aimed at her midsection. She only caught a few words of her mother’s rant (worthless, an embarrassment, if I’d known this was what you’d become I’d have let you drown when I had the chance) - which brings back a horrific flash that she doesn’t want to focus on but there’s the memory of the weight of water in her lungs and her mother sneering above her and she wasn’t quite sure which was real anymore but there’s pain…pain…pain.
When she could finally focus again she was somehow not as alarmed as she knew she should have been at the sight of her own blood staining the floor. Just resigned with the knowledge that she would have to clean it up, and at least grateful that nothing felt broken. She still flinched when her mother spoke, however, and earned another blow across her face that had her head spinning.

“Pathetic,” her mother spat, her voice cold and unforgiving. “How could you have stooped so low?”

And Mal didn’t know if she was talking to herself or not, but she somehow found it in herself to dare an answer anyway.

“Stepping stones,” she choked out, copper sharp on her tongue, salt stinging in the corners of her eyes.

“No, my little Mal,” Maleficent crooned softly, and Mal froze because there was nothing comforting in that croon. “No, a stepping stone should be useful, should hold weight. If it doesn’t, well…."

Fear cut off her breath as something cold and heavy pressed into the back of her neck, the sudden and intense knowledge that she was about to die sinking its way to the pit of her stomach.

“Then you let it crumble, and you go and find another stone.”


Even after her mother had finally gone, it still took Mal an hour to risk moving from that spot on the floor. She half expected to hear the roar of her fury as she forced herself to her knees, but the only sound was the creak of the boards beneath her. That…and the unmistakable sound of the gargoyles groaning a warning from the arches further below. Which meant that Jay was here.

She winced sharply at the pain lancing through her body, but forced herself to remain upright- to bear the pain that she so rightly deserved. After all, her mother was right; what kind of ruler of the Isle would she be if she tolerated such weakness? Her mother certainly didn’t: it was what she was doing right now. The Isle had been suffering a food problem (but really, when was there not a food problem?) as the barges were gradually bringing less and less food, the best of which was immediately stolen by the pirates, while whatever remained was left to filter to the rest of the Isle as the Isle saw fit.

So Maleficent was off to solve the problem by doing what she did best- torching the outlying villages. There was no room for pity or doubt as to if it was ‘the right thing.’ It was the only thing that would be accepted, and the only thing that Mal could accept.

Which was why, when she finally does make her way down the basement, stealthily avoiding the chains on the walls, the sight of the boy cowering behind Jay fills her with nothing but fear.

“He's not the new kid,” she was quick to emphasize.

He can't be the new kid. Because Evie was bad enough, the other girl's presence alone stirring up all the animosity Mal held towards her mother but never dared unleash. Because Cruella's whelp was cowering, his eyes all big and fearful and the sight of him alone drew out the small part of Mal that wanted to care. And she couldn't risk bringing someone like that into the group; not when she has Jay. Not with Evie to worry about. She couldn't afford having someone to care about, to care for. Not when her life depended on it.


Audrey

Her worst fear was coming true.

“H-hey! It’s um…Aubrey, right?”

“Audrey, actually.”

“Oh sorry, yeah…Audrey. Ben’s-”

“Sleeping Beauty’s daughter,” she blurts before she can think it through. “And you’re Maleficent’s daughter.”

She feels the need to be vindictive, for some reason. To take control of the damage in whatever way she could. No, not even that. What was the word?

“You know, I so don’t blame you for your mother trying to kill my parents or anything.”

Scapegoat, right. That was the word. The other girl blinks, and Audrey wishes she could take back the words, take back the entire moment, just walk away and start again. Or better yet, just walk away.

She almost thinks she’s completely stunned the girl, but then she watches green eyes flash and narrow, and a chill goes down her spine.

“I’m just Mal, actually,” she says, and Audrey’s breath catches in her throat, unable to form the whimper it wants to be. “And you know, I totally don’t blame your grandparents for inviting everyone. In the whole world. Except for my mother. To their stupid christening.”

Something ugly curls in Audrey’s gut at the words, and she wonders briefly if it had always been there, or if it was just this girl’s presence bringing it out.

“As if they would have let a dark faery attend an honored and sacred event!” she scoffs sharply, and something dark and feral crosses Mal’s face for a moment.

“Honored and sacred, huh?” she mutters, and though she lifts a brow, it does nothing to lift her expression, or lift the dread from Audrey’s stomach. “You know, dark or not, my mother is still a Fae, and it’s just polite, if nothing else, to include such an honored and sacred being in special events. Might just have had a blessing to give- or at least not a horrific curse.”

“But who’s really keeping track, right?” Audrey simpered, grimacing more than smiling, certain the other girl could tell that she was being fake, would strike her down right there for daring to be so insulting.

“Right?” Mal hums right back, her eyes sharp despite the way they crinkle upwards. “Static in the barrier.”

The fake laugh that bubbles in her chest stops abruptly at the strange idiom, and she finds herself cocking her head, her brow furrowing slightly.

“I…what?”

“What?” Mal repeats, blinking, and just like that all the hostility is gone from her body, her expression no longer feral.

“That thing you said?” Audrey says, frowning. It occurs to her just how quickly the situation had changed, but she doesn’t have space to dwell on it with her confusion.

“Static in the barrier,” Mal repeats, both brows raised skeptically. Then she laughs, and it’s a genuine sound that might be almost nice if Audrey forgot who she was referring to. “Oh I’ve never gotten to do this before! Aziz is always the one teasing us for not knowing words the little f--shit.”

Audrey starts, and Mal makes a face, shifting her bag up on her shoulder awkwardly.

“Can’t say that,” she mutters, almost apologetically, before her smirk comes back and her eyes twinkle darkly. “But still, this is fun. Static in the barrier’s something we say on the Isle to mean it’s whatever. Like, it’s there and it’s a situation, but it’s not worth being concerned about anymore.”

“Oh, you mean water under the bridge,” Audrey drawls as she makes the connection, and Mal nods, shrugging a shoulder.

“Sure,” she says sportingly. “If we had water or bridges, anyway.”

Audrey winces, unable to hide it, and Mal bites her lip, eyes darting away self-consciously.

“I didn't mean--”Audrey begins, but Mal growls softly in frustration and she trails off immediately.

“It's fine,” she says quickly. “You don't have to apologize. If anything, I'm the one who...” She stops, lips pressing thin in a line as her eyes draw closed as if pained. “This is what she meant…this is what she always meant...always so quick to...fucking hell...”

“What?” Audrey questions despite feeling like she shouldn’t. Mal’s eyes flutter open instantly, flickering with something like vulnerability for all of one second before they sharpen and narrow.

“Nothing,” she snaps, all brusque again. “What are you still doing here? What do you want?”

It occurs to Audrey then that it’s slowly approaching curfew, and they’ve somehow managed to intersect right at the staircase leading to the dorms. It wouldn’t be entirely amiss if she took her chance and fled now, and yet instead she finds herself taking the chance to really take in the girl before her. And she’s surprised by what she sees because she sees…a girl. And while the knowledge of the horror and power that this girl possesses still rings clearly in her mind; knows exactly who this girl is a product of…it’s hard for Audrey to see Maleficent in that moment. It’s really just…Mal.

“I...I’m sorry.”

Mal blinks, then shifts her weight to the side. “For?” she drawls, and Audrey worries at her lip before plunging ahead.

“I misjudged you. All of you, really, ever since you first got here. I kept thinking I’d see your parents’ shadows and was just waiting for whatever evil you chose to inflict on us for keeping you locked away for so long.”

Mal lifts a brow, but says nothing, and Audrey takes it as a good enough sign to continue.

“But I was wrong- you’re not them.” It takes her a second to really let it sink in, and she finds that the hesitant smile she gives is actually genuine as she acknowledges what she should have long ago.

“You’re not Maleficent.”

Mal makes a sharp noise in her throat, and Audrey’s caught off guard by the bitterness sparking darkly in her eyes as her lips curl hatefully. “Yeah, no. I’m not, thanks…thanks for that. As if she didn’t remind me of that fifty times a day; less if she decided to save her breath and just beat me instead.”

So casual is she in her bitterness, in her loathing, that it takes Audrey a moment to realize just what she’d said. But then she does realize, and her intake of breath comes as a sharp hiss between her teeth.

“What?” she whispers, hardly daring to believe….

If anything, her shock only further aggravates Mal, revulsion in the tight stiffening of her shoulders as her weight shifts backwards sharply.

“Oh fuck you, don’t you do that! Don’t you fucking dare.”

Audrey gapes, speechless, and Mal grimaces fiercely, distorting her expression further.

“Don’t sit there and act like it’s some ‘thing.’ Not you.” That vulnerability creeps back in for a moment, and Audrey feels her stomach sink at the way Mal emphasized her specifically, wondering- and hating the wondering- what sort of vendetta seemed to be on the other girl’s mind that she didn’t know about. (But of course, deep down she knows and it tears at her all the more that she’s somehow played a part, however small, in the other girl’s suffering.)

“I’m sorry,” she whispers again, the words like ash on her tongue for all the good they do now.

“Shut up,” Mal snaps immediately, wry and unaffected once again. “It doesn’t mean anything. Doesn’t change…it’s nothing. Really. Just forget it. ”

Audrey thinks that the explicit act of an adult (specifically a parent) beating a child (specifically their child) is far from nothing, but she recognizes Mal’s attempt to change the subject; registers that while the word was ‘really,’ she’d meant ‘please.’

“It’s just…static in the barrier?” She tries, hating herself for the trying but vowing to do something about it when she could.

Mal snorts, and her mouth flickers upwards with genuine amusement. “No don’t say that. You’re not edgy enough to say that.”

“I have edges,” Audrey protests dutifully, letting herself get swept further along.

“Yeah, sure you do,” Mal mutters, rolling her eyes, but there’s definitely something softer about her as well. Less foreboding. “Aziz’ll get a kick out of it though. I can’t wait to see his face; he’s not the only one who knows words.”

“Well I’m glad at least at how quickly you’ve finally gotten past the hostility phase,” Audrey murmurs, shifting to cross her arms casually. “But maybe I shouldn’t be so surprised….”

“What?” Mal hums, and it’s just as casual, but Audrey recognizes the alertness in her eyes.

“Nothing,” she says quickly, understanding the need to tread carefully. “I just…remembered thinking it was funny how against it even you VKs were.”

Crap.

“Why, cuz we’re supposed to be a bunch of villains and miscreants with deviant behaviors and sexualities?”

Don’t you answer that.

“Uh…huh well…” Audrey fumbles, but then she notices the smirk playing at the corner of Mal’s mouth, and sighs her relief in a nervous chuckle. “Well, yes,” she continues, playing along with an easier tease. “Of course. But also--”

She stops abruptly because it occurs to her that while Mal might be amused now at her train of thought, there’s an underlying edge of warning that reminds her that things still weren’t as clear cut as she thought they were.

“Also?” Mal repeats, cocking her head, but it’s not offense or anger furrowing her brow. If anything, it’s introspection, as if trying to analyze Audrey’s train of thought and match it with potential signals she might have given off.

“Nothing, never mind,” she blusters quickly, and Mal’s eyes flicker over but don’t quite lose their thoughtful gaze. “Just…more misjudging, I guess.”

She didn’t quite think so; she’d seen the looks after all, but better to be safe than sorry. Or set ablaze.

“Yeah,” Mal murmurs back. “Here too, I think.”

And before Audrey gets a chance to question just what that meant, Mal turns and dashes up the stairs. Audrey starts, stunned at the sudden and abrupt display of rudeness, but just before she reaches the crest, Mal stops and turns back.

“Well are you coming or what?”

“Or what,” Audrey mutters, not quite to be cheeky but because she didn’t know what was happening here.

“Meeting the other ones that you misjudged,” Mal states, as if it’s obvious, and continues up and into the dorms beyond.

“Duh,” Audrey says to open air, one hand dazedly reaching for the railing. “Silly me, what else would I be doing?”


Jay

“Ah! Ow stop! Jay, get off!” Carlos yelps from the floor beneath him.

“Not until you give it!” Jay growls back, twisting Carlos' arm further and making a grab for the fabric tangled in the other boy's hand.

“You got everything else, why do you want…wh-whatever this thing is?” Carlos whimpers, resolutely refusing to yield.

“Because you want it!” Jay states obviously, just barely dodging the kick aimed at his chest.

“No!” Carlos protests, baring his teeth and kicking out again.

Jay laughs and ducks his shoulder under the flailing limb, reaching through Carlos' guard and wrestling his way further upwards. Carlos kicks again and yelps when Jay shoves his shoulder to the left, causing his leg to twist sideways painfully. His fingers slip where they grip the soft fabric, and Jay takes the opening, steadying himself with a knee on Carlos' chest and grabbing for it with the provided leverage.

“Ow!” Carlos cries again, but his eyes flash darkly when Jay gets his hands on the thing (it's soft, and red like he'd never seen before). “Stop, no! Give it ba-ba-back!”

His stutter rarely slipped out now thanks to Evie's potion, but apparently, there was a time limit. Jay had pretended not to notice when the other boy had tumbled haphazardly into their shared room; out of breath and terrified at finding out the potion was already losing its effect. He'd simply let Carlos with the space to freak out as he saw fit, and was careful to be just a little more gentle when dealing with the other boy.

There was none of that gentleness now, however. Not when he was this close to getting the soft thing out of Carlos' hands. Jay wasn't holding back, but neither was Carlos, the smaller boy somehow just managing to keep his defense in place of attacking Jay in return. It felt good, wrestling like this. Not good like Auradon good, but…there was a part of Jay relished the physicality of the conflict; of no restraints or inhibitions. Of being able to fight back.

He flinches away from that train of thought but it's there nonetheless, crawling under skin that doesn't belong to him anymore. That other part of him that craves touch but doesn't dare to act on it because it'll just be turned against him. The part that acknowledges his need to remain on top; that says that at least he's dominating and being aggressive like he always should have been. That he's in control of the pain that he receives (none, though, because it's his job to inflict pain, not succumb to it).

“Ow ow ow! Jay, let go!”

There's a soft, rhythmic thumping against his ribs, and he realizes that he'd somehow gotten Carlos' head locked between his arms; the pounding being Carlos trying to punch his way free again. It wouldn't have been a problem except Jay was almost certain Carlos couldn't breathe, and he jerks sharply, unlocking his muscles and scrambling back instantly.

It takes a few seconds for the buzzing in his ears to subside (but not the guilt what the fuck what was that did you really almost do that?)

“Dude,” Carlos pants, red faced but not as traumatized as Jay had feared. “Not. Cool.”

“Sorry,” he mutters awkwardly, eyes snapping to the now unguarded scrap of red on the floor. Grab it grab it grab it grab it!

“Guys,” Evie says suddenly, and Jay tenses at her tone; strangely subdued and formal. “We have an audience.”

As if on cue, Carlos snaps a final sharp kick at Evie's words, and Jay doesn't have the space to blink let alone dodge. The kick catches just under his ribs and suddenly he's on his back and he can't catch his breath and he's on his back...

And the panic sets in because he’s aware of his triggers now and he doesn’t want to do this he doesn’t want to do this again he doesn’t want to know!

"We were ju-just cleaning up."

Carlos. Right. Auradon, yeah. And company?

Jay blinks and lifts his chin to peer upwards, and in the doorway he can just make out the familiar purple outline of Mal, and beside her...

He’s on his feet in an instant, blinking away the dizzying rush of blood to his feet and twisting his lips into a smirk because instincts were saying 'pretty girl!' and protocol dictated that he flirt with her.

“Hel-loo foxy,” Jay rumbles as smoothly as he can with the hands teasing at the back of his neck. “The name's Jay.”

Pretty girl (not as pretty as Lonnie, though) blinks, entirely stunned, and Mal rolls her eyes and into the room, nudging her way pointedly past his shoulder to pick Carlos up off the floor.

“I apologize for...him,” she says over her shoulder to Pretty Girl, who's still just standing in the doorway.

“Um...”

“You can come in,” Mal continues, only vague sarcasm in her tone as she flings herself down to sit on the edge of Jay's bed. “We don’t bite. Well, not all of us.”

Carlos growls and flips Mal off, but she only laughs boldly in his face, and Jay is certain he's not the only one that notices how she'd completely avoided Evie. The other girl purses her lips slightly but doesn’t protest Mal’s ignoring of her, simply sliding down on the bed and leaving an only slightly obvious gap.

“Should I...should I sit?” Pretty Girls asks warily, and Jay jumps, not having noticed her come in, let alone pull out the chair she was referring to.

“If you want to,” Mal says with a shrug, but her eyes are dark and calculating, so Jay crosses his arms to subtly back her up.

The girl sits, and Mal's eyes lose some of their darkness.

“Cool, ok. Guys this is Audrey. Audrey, this is everyone else.”

“Hi,” Audrey offers meekly, waving a hand before clasping it tightly in her other hand and fidgeting nervously in her chair.

“Hi…I’m Carlos,” Carlos broaches first, surprisingly, though he’s just as subdued just as unsure.

“Evie.”

“Sup,” Jay says, lifting his chin and winking at Audrey, pleased when she flushes and looks away.

“Audrey is Ben’s girlfriend,” Mal enunciates slowly, glaring at him with bright green eyes, but Jay just shrugs.

“For now.”

Audrey hisses sharply, genuine offense and hurt darkening her already rich brown eyes before disappearing with anger.

“Is that supposed to mean something?”

“Way to go, Jay,” Evie scowls, and Jay narrows his eyes at her but that doesn’t quite hide his slight chagrin.

“No, it’s not,” Mal sighs impatiently; or at least, the part that is impatient is directed at him and not Audrey. “Just Jay being an asshole.”

“Flirting!” he corrects, feigning hurt as he spreads his hands innocently.

“Same thing.”

“I take it that’s not a misjudgment then?” Audrey says stiffly, and Mal’s lips twitch with a barely concealed laugh.

“Oh shit, you do have edges!” she snorts, and Audrey smiles, but it almost looks like a wince, and Jay is bored with yet another conversation at his expense.

“Ok so what’s she doing here?” he snaps bluntly, and Mal’s eyes flash warning, her lips curling dangerously at the corners.

“Well I’m here to…apologize, I guess,” Audrey answers in her stead, eyes low as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. “I misjudged you guys pretty harshly when you first arrived, and I’m starting to realize that I was wrong.”

“And I thought it’d be a good idea for her to meet everyone in person, so we could maybe prove all our first impressions wrong,” Mal continues slowly, and out of the corner of his eyes, he can see Evie straighten, her eyes sharp and excited, and he understands suddenly. She was here to give them an ‘in.’

“Right,” Audrey says, much more relaxed in her smile, and Jay almost feels sorry for her; that she hadn’t caught on to the intent in Mal’s voice. “So I guess, um…what are some things you guys think I should know about…the real you?”

Evie bristles sharply, and Jay frowns at her questioningly. She shakes her head and sets her jaw, so he drops it. He knew better than to try and pry; if Evie didn’t want to talk, she wasn’t going to and that was that.

“First things first, though,” Mal says, a wicked gleam in her eyes as she clasps her hands together. “Sleeping Beauty’s daughter.” She nods her head in Audrey’s direction, and the other girl sinks slightly, something almost like betrayal crossing her face before disappearing instantly behind an unaffected expression. The shift is so easy that Jay just about misses it.

“Ooh, you can do faces too?” Carlos gasps eagerly, leaning forward with nothing but openness and sincerity on his face.

Jay wants to laugh, because he can see that while Carlos’ eyes are bright and his brows lifted to convey the youth and happiness; his jaw was locked, his smile fake.

“I do…faces?” Audrey asks, mystified, and Jay takes the chance to stroll over and lean on the wall to her left.

“Yeah, yeah,” he continues, and Jay’s glad she’s got her eyes on Carlos because he can’t stifle his laugh this time, though he turns it into a cough expertly. “Like masks and stuff. No one knows what you’re thinking.”

“I--” Audrey stammers, and Jay shares a look with Mal over her shoulder. Got her. “I guess I just didn’t realize I was doing it.”

“Force of habit?” Evie probes softly, and Jay doesn’t need to look to know she’s doing that ‘understanding’ face; the one that hides the sneer in her eyes.

“Yeah, I uh…guess you could say we’ve got some experience with that,” Mal mumbles, tilting her chin to drop her eyes self-consciously. “It’s just funny that a princess from Auradon of all places would feel the need to do something like that.”

“Yeah well,” Audrey says, her own eyes also downcast, something bitter and pained twisting her lips. “I guess we’ve all misjudged how Auradon’s supposed to be, huh?”

Even Jay knew there was something in that sentence, but he lets Mal take the lead on it, slipping further to the left, so he was almost behind Audrey without being obvious. Disappointment meets him, however, when he sees that she didn’t have a bag or anything with her, no obvious wrinkles in the sleek looking outfit she wore belying where a hidden item of value might be.

He grimaces his negative to Mal, who twitches her jaw in acknowledgement, and then he lets the grimace turn more pitiful, shuffling his feet as he makes his way back into Audrey’s line of vision.

“Yeah, I guess so,” he croaks out. “Still, it’s better than anything we had before.”

Audrey’s eyes flicker further before lifting in forced cheer. She wasn’t as good at masks as they were, certainly; even he could still see the sorrow in the lines of her eyes. But it wasn’t bad for those who weren’t looking…like the rest of Auradon.

“I’m glad for that, at least,” she manages, before letting the cheer drip away again. Like she’d known it wasn’t working? “Still, I just wish…it could be better…for you guys.”

“Ben said the same thing,” Mal says, and her voice carries some of the same sharpness as her eyes.

“Did he?” Audrey asks, and Jay had misjudged her ability because he couldn’t begin to interpret the sudden expression on her face. Closed off was as close as he could describe, but even that didn’t seem accurate because there was definitely a feeling there. He just didn’t know it.

“Yeah, he was here earlier,” Mal continues, nonchalant but there’s an edge of vindictive underneath. “Apologizing for some ghosts he dredged up without realizing.”

“He has that uncanny habit, yeah,” Audrey mutters, and her expression -and her voice- cracks minutely.

“But you seem to have…what is it? A good head on your shoulders?” Mal says, and Jay slowly wanders back towards the bed, letting the atmosphere shift and relax. “I mean, you came here, right? Met us all?”

“Yeah,” Audrey replies slowly, but with a much more genuine cheer, rising from her chair with certainty.

“Yeah, I think you’ll be just fine,” Mal murmurs, and it’s good that Audrey turns for the door when she does, just missing the dark gleam of green in Mal’s eyes.

“And you guys will be too,” Audrey says, in true Auradon form, before grinning in such a way it drown out whatever is in her own eyes. “I’m glad I was able to meet you all.”

“Yeah, us too!” Carlos calls cheerfully, waving again from the bed. His mood sours the second the door is closed (and locked) on Audrey, glaring at Mal. “Why am I always the-the little kid?” he complains.

“Because you are a little kid,” Mal quips easily, ignoring the silent snarl he shoots her and turning to Jay.

“Anything?”

“Nope,” he reports briskly, folding his arms. “She’s tougher than she looks, I think.”

“Yeah, for sure,” Mal mutters, but it’s already being dismissed, he knows. “E, tell me I’m right and she cracked.”

“Oh she cracked,” Evie crows darkly, her eyes as bright and vicious as her smile. “Right about…”

“When I mentioned Ben?” Mal finishes eagerly, her own smirk all cruelty and no mirth. “Ha ha, trouble in paradise.”

“How much trouble?” Jay can’t resist getting caught up in it, all too eager to finally be getting somewhere.

“Enough,” Evie promises coyly, but her eyes give it all away.

“Guys,” Mal says, and Jay has the distinct feeling they’re hovering over the edge of something that says ‘no going back.’

“Yeah?”

“I think it’s time Ben got himself a new girlfriend.”


 

 [Unaddressed letter to Mr. Oscar, Isle of the Lost]

Carlos.

This might be my last letter for a while, and I don't have near enough paper to explain. I'd need a whole book for that, and my experience with writing books never really ended well for me. Or anyone else, for that matter.

Forget about that, though, that's not important. I managed to get a couple more sign language books onto the barges, enough to really get you going, if you can find them. You were always so smart, though, I bet you can do it.

Auradon isn't working. I can't stay in a kingdom that would let…you'll have heard. There's no avoiding it, not there. I can't do anything more to help you, not while I'm here, not with all the kingdoms still coming together. Well, not all. Arendelle is refusing to join. The queen there is offering her kingdom as a sort of 'safe place' for anyone else who doesn't want to be part of Auradon and what they stand for.

With any luck, I'll be able to do there what I couldn't before. Find a happier ending for you.

Love,

Isaac

Chapter 29: Finder's keepers (knew you were trouble) pt.1

Summary:

In which a young Mal discovers why Cruella is called a devil and begins to make some further relationships; Chad toes the line; Evie is a terrible liar; plans are made; and Ben is trying, he swears, he really is.

Notes:

Alright-y, back at it again! We are almost all caught up, so I apologize if I'm bombarding you all with too much to process at once.

But here we go with the **WARNINGS** for this chapter!

This chapter contains references to and descriptions of the aftermath of child abuse!! Nothing explicit, but it's certainly bloody compared to what I've done before, so just be warned! If anyone feels the need, you can skip over the section of flashback in the beginning that I have marked with stickers.

Aside from that, there's the usual violence and threats of violence, language, some mild implications/descriptions of self-harm (part of the earlier blood warning), self depreciating/self hating thoughts; toxic parenting; implications and references to assault/rape (nothing graphic), mild/brief teased homophobia, and the beginnings of some non-faithful relationships.

The worst of it really is just in that beginning section, I promise. As I haven't really been super detailed as of yet of the abuses the VKs have suffered, I just wanted to give everyone a heads up.

That being said, I hope you all will enjoy!
- Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Mal

They were known as the 'Core Four' for some reason. Sure, she guessed it made sense in some ways- there were four of them after all: her, Evie, Jay…and Carlos. Cruella's runt had joined them after all, following loyally after Evie, who'd been the one to bring him in even despite Mal's protesting. Given how soft the other girl was with the boy, it didn't surprise Mal how he trailed after her like a starving puppy. And he followed Jay, of course. She was too sharp not to notice the way the smaller boy looked at Jay, and just sharp enough to be sure the runt stayed where he was supposed to.

But he didn't follow her…not in the same way. He feared her, and that would have been victory enough. But she sensed that he followed her lead purely out of self-preservation and because the others did. Not because he held any loyalty to her, but obligation. Which meant that he was dangerous, and she would have to keep an eye on him to be sure he didn't turn on her.

While her crew had grown to a size of about twenty, the pirates still outnumbered them, both in size and sheer strength. They'd grown more and more restless as time passed, taking to the very edges of their borders and attacking any 'mainlanders' they laid eyes on. Always perfectly toeing the line, never taking any prisoners. It didn't help that Auradon had started sending over less and less, meaning that every fight for food was quite literally life or death, more often than not ending in death. She couldn't afford to have a single member out of step or out of line, not with the stakes so high.

Which was how Mal found herself at de Vil manor -well, apartment- when she should have been with the rest of the gang, preparing for the next counter-strike against the pirates. The boy had been absent for nearly three days now, and while Mal wasn't worried, the others were. They couldn't be the 'Core Four' without the four. And as loathe as she was to admit it, the runt had a certain cunning about him that she had missed when planning strategy.

It's purely strategic, she reasoned with herself as she hovered on the steps outside Cruella's. She only wanted Carlos back for what use he could provide her. Not because she was growing sentimental. She wasn't that weak.

But still, she couldn't help the vague unease that coiled in her gut when she pounded on the door, and a high shriek met her in answer. Nor could she deny the pang of fear that stabbed through her chest when the door slammed open and Cruella herself appeared: hair a frazzled mess of gray and black, eyes wide and somehow piercing even with the vacant look on her face. It took all of Mal's strength (and a fair bit of Evie's training) to school her own features into something resembling her mother's severe glare, and to straighten her back to meet the woman's eyes and sneer:

“De Vil.”

Instantly the woman's eyes cleared (though somehow the vacant expression remained), a strange, queasy sort of smile flitting across her face.

“Maleficent, darling! Oh, you never come and visit anymore come incomein!”

Mal blinked, uncertain as to what she should be offended about but feeling affronted all the same.

“I'm not--”

“Yes, I know, you never stay long but you must come in and have a drink at least!”

The promise of something potentially alcoholic did it, and Mal let herself follow the insane woman into the house.

It was a poor word to describe de Vil apartment. The room she stepped in was just that: a room, with one window bare of any curtains or drapes, and fittingly featuring a stunning view of a brick wall. The only other window that Mal had noticed had come from above, and faced the street, which honestly, if Mal had the choice, she'd take the view of the brick wall any day. Cruella had stepped into the part of the room that seemed to divide into a kind of kitchen, rummaging through a pantry above her head and muttering curses that would have made an Auradonian faint.

The apartment reeked of cigarette smoke, the stench of it so sickeningly thick Mal almost couldn't make out what was underneath. But what her nose couldn't quite smell, her tongue helped to identify even more sickeningly as blood. And also, the promised alcohol. Among other things that she really didn't want to guess about.

“Where have you been keeping yourself, Maleficent? Still in that stuffy tower you call a castle?”

Mal scoffed in spite of herself and rolled her eyes, sliding awkwardly out of the woman's way as she trod back into the main room, two glasses wobbling in both hands.

“No, de Vil, you're referring to the Evil Queen. She's been banished for nearly eight years, remember? And anyway…”

“Oh that's right,” Cruella muttered, and one of the glasses slipped from her fingers. Mal cringed as it hit the floor, but if Cruella noticed the *tnk* of the break, she didn't comment on it. “You took the castle for yourself and your…daughter.”

Cruella hummed low in her throat, her eyes suddenly a bit sharper as they stared at her, and Mal panicked for all of two seconds before realizing she was waiting for an answer, and hadn't realized she wasn't her mother.

“Yes…,” she confirmed slowly, nodding just a bit and inching further towards the kitchen and away from the woman. Past the stove she could see a hallway, and she could only assume Carlos was somewhere in the house. Maybe she could…

“Such a pretty thing, daughters,” Cruella hummed again, eyes blinking sluggishly. “You were so proud of yours, too. Little Ma--”

“Mal,” Mal finished curtly, not daring to let the woman get any further. The day her mother was proud of her would be the day Mal died at her hands.

“No but you did pick something out, didn't you?” Cruella said, the one remaining glass spinning between her fingers. “You were always going on about how she'd grow into it someday but it was a nice, proper name…so proud….”

“She did?” Mal whispered, head turning sharply to stare in shock, and no small amount of awe. “I mean…yes, of course she has a proper name. But it's been so long since I've used it for her I must have…forgotten?”

“Hmm, I had a proper one, too,” Cruella mused, not seeming to have taken Mal's hint. “Proper little boy…proper baby…Cer--”

“Carlos,” Mal corrected sharply, not caring as much now about the other boy, not when she was this close to a clue about her true name. “But you were saying…proper names?”

“Carlos” Cruella blinked, a small shudder rippling through her body, an odd twitch of disgust twisting her face. “No, not my baby…not…him….”

Mal had a retort ready on her lips, a copy of her mother's sneer painted across her face…but then she froze at Cruella's words, suddenly unsure.

“What.”

“What?” Cruella whined it like a protest, her fingers jerking sharply upwards to fiddle with the shoulder of the coat she wore, losing the remaining glass in the process. This one was fortunate enough to roll instead of shatter, but Mal though it would have been more fitting.

“You said that Carlos wasn't your baby?” Mal repeated carefully, edging back towards the hall again just in case.

“Oh of course he's not!” Cruella shrieked, and her fingers closed around the shoulder of her coat and tugged. Something made an rrrrp! sound, and when Mal looked, in her hands Cruella cradled a small, ragged, stuffed Dalmatian puppy, a small strip of felt attached to its belly, matching the even smaller patch of Velcro on the shoulder of her coat.

“See?” Cruella huffed proudly, carefully rocking the stuffed toy. “My baby! Isn't he perfect? Oh, his beautiful spots….”

Mal felt her mouth opening, felt it close silently in equal parts wonder and terror. Words and thoughts flew half-formed through her head, though the only thing she could really solidify was that Cruella was absolutely insane, and that she needed to find Carlos. Now.

“Of course,” she heard herself murmur. “Wonderful dog…baby…thing.”

Cruella either didn't notice or didn't care to notice her slip up, too busy cooing to her dog.

“Cruella,” she said lowly, eyeing the hallway out of the corner of her eye. “Where is Carlos? Your other baby?”

“Other?”

“Yes. Other. Carlos.” Maybe enunciating would help.

“Worthless mongrel,” Cruella snapped instantly, and Mal flinched at the sudden intense darkness in her eyes. Her own mother had often casually talked about killing her if she were to ever fail her, but in Cruella's eyes she saw actual intent. “Can you believe…I told him to clean this house from top to bottom and just look at it!”

Mal had seen, and it was hard to miss the small square that looked like a broken plastic shovel that served as an ashtray. The broken and discarded bottles of alcohol (which she felt slightly betrayed that never received, but also immensely grateful. Having met Cruella it wouldn't have surprised Mal if something toxic ended up in it). The filthy coats strewn over the back of the lone, plush rocking chair sat in the corner of the room, facing the window with the lovely brick wall. The dishes that had piled up in the sink of the kitchen, visible even from where she stood. And she didn't even want to think about what the rest of the house might look like.

“Disgusting,” Mal deadpanned, not bothering to hide her revulsion.

“Just so!” Cruella screeched, and Mal flinched and ducked slightly on instinct. “When I get my hands on that boy….”

And suddenly it occurred to Mal that this was why Carlos had been missing, and it struck with no small amount of urgency that she needed to find him before Cruella did. The woman in question had turned away in rage, muttering furiously and stroking her dog, and Mal took the chance to sprint down the hallway, grateful for once that she'd worn through the soles of her last shoes, her bare feet now serving as a positive.

Doors lined the hallway not ten feet in, two on the left, and one further down on the right, with a sharp bend at the very end signifying either stairs or potentially, another door. Mal didn't want to take her chances on flinging open each one, but panic was starting to overthrow the rational part and she knew she wasn't going to have enough time!

“Hades damn it,” she hissed, before darting to the nearest door and trying to handle. It jolted in her hand, and she cursed again before moving to the next. That one turned, but when she pushed against it, it refused to open.

“Fucking shitfuck,” Mal muttered harshly, wondering if she should even bother with the last door or just move to whatever was around the corner when something shifted.

She turned, breath catching in her throat, but Cruella's voice was still mumbling from out in the front of the house. Which meant that it had come from one of the doors she'd just tried. Hardly daring to hope let alone continue breathing, Mal crept back to the door that wasn't locked, pressing against it a bit harder. It jostled inwards minutely before she felt resistance, and a barely there whimper sounded from the other side.

“Carlos!”

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His name came in the rush of her relieved exhale, and the resistance stopped abruptly, the door giving and swinging inwards. Mal let herself stumble in with it, before closing it quickly and fumbling for the light. It switched on with a stilted series of flickering, and though it wasn't quite blinding, the sight that greeted her would definitely be stamped in her eyes forever.

Carlos, clad only in a filthy pair of shorts, stared up at her with wide, terrified eyes. His hair was slick, matted with what could only be blood, given that the parts that should have been white were a disgusting rust brown. His body and face were horrifically pale, so every bruise stood out in that much starker a contrast. Red splotched like ugly, overly large freckles across his collarbone and shoulders, patterned down the sides of his arms in horrific, perfect circles.

Where there wasn't pale or flushed or burned skin, there was the red, and black and brown of blood. So much blood…Mal grit her jaw against the revulsion and horror so strong it nearly made her stagger, and forced herself to take a deep breath to steady herself. She regretted that instantly and very nearly vomited, though it would have only added to what was already on the floor, along with the other fluids that she really really didn't want to think about didn't want to identify didn't need to see it to know could smell and taste and…..

“Hades above and gods below,” Mal choked, the slur the only thing she could process, the only thing she would let herself process except fucking Chernaboginhismoutain it wasn't the worst part.

The worst part was that Carlos' lower leg was stuck in a bear trap.

It clamped into the muscles of his calf just above his ankle, digging brutally into the bone of his shin…bone that Mal could…could see and holyfuckingshit that was a lot of blood how was he not dead!?

“Carlos?” Mal gagged hoarsely, and the boy whimpered again before cringing and shoving his fingers into his mouth, biting down hard.

It was then that Mal could see that it was clearly not the first time he'd silenced himself like that; blood caked his hands- no doubt from trying to get the trap off- and the fingers that she could see bore bruises and bloodied welts from where he'd bitten into them.

“Shit, stop that!” she hissed, doing the only thing she could and throwing herself to her knees in the mess, grasping his hands and tugging them out of his mouth.

He yipped softly in pain before flinching again, his hands jerking in hers, but she held tightly, biting the inside of her own cheek to keep whatever noise was in her throat at bay.

“Fuck I'm not…fuck…I'm not going to hurt you Carlos, I swear!”

She could see the way his mouth worked behind his closed and bloodied lips, his throat spasming with words- but nothing came out expect a pained hum, and even that choked off too soon.

“Ok, ok, sh…ssh a sec…what...fucking hell this- What hurts the most? Is anything broken?”

It should have been obvious enough from her perspective just how much pain he was in what-- should be the biggest concern; but she didn't know how he processed pain, how long he'd been there for. (All three of those days where she silently enjoyed his absence, never knowing that this was what awaited?) For all she knew, there were other injuries…though she really, desperately hoped that this was the extent.

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Carlos' face twitched, screwed up like he might cry suddenly…and then immediately cleared into a horrific blank mask, his eyes the only thing reflecting just how badly he hurt.

“Shit, come on, Carlos!” she whined, cocking her head back reflexively to listen for Cruella. “I'm going to get you out of this but you need to work with me!”

His cheek twitched, and his breath came out as a sharp exhale, but it was clear she wasn't going to get anywhere with the youngest de Vil either. She huffed her own sharp exhale and rocked back on her heels, eyeing the bear trap miserably.

“Ok then, going for the big one first.”

Carlo twitched and blinked and his mask split to convey absolute panic; his body cringing with that fear of sudden, worse pain.

“It's a spring, right?” she asked him in an undertone, if only to pretend that his fear wasn't her own. “Just have to release it and the tension goes and it opens.”

His mouth opened, lips curling sharply in a vicious, incredulous expression as he pointedly waved his bloodied fingers in front of her face.

“I don't need the sarcasm, runt,” she snapped back, though she was relieved he could manage even that. “I'm saving your life, you know.”

Something sober flicked into his eyes at that, his chin dropping slowly as if to say I know.

Mal didn't want to dwell on that, but her mind forced her to dwell on just how slow that movement really was in comparison to his already sluggish ones; how he hadn't lifted his head back up yet and she was almost certain his breathing was shallower.

“Sshiit!” she hissed, sucking the air sharply through her teeth and rocking anxiously on her heels. “Shiiiit, this is gonna hurt. Course you probably already know this is gonna hurt…but also you're unconscious so you're probably gonna die before I get you out.”

Mal blinked, something thick in her throat, pressure behind her eyes and nose.

“Fuck, you're not going to die, Carlos. There's no core four without you and I'm not losing more of my crew so I'm getting you out of here.”

She couldn't begin to say where any of her thoughts or feelings were coming from, but she knew at least the words were true. Carlos was hers now and she wasn't going to let him die. Not here, not ever.

From beyond the door, Cruella gave a sudden shriek, and Carlos jerked, head lifting only just high enough off his chest to give the illusion of awareness. But if anything, Cruella's anguish only served as a final declaration: time was up, and she needed to act now.

“This is going to hurt,” Mal groaned, rolling forward onto her feet and inching reluctantly towards the trap. She didn't know if she was saying it as a warning or just to prepare herself, but Carlos' eyes flickered that fear again in acknowledgment, and it didn't really matter how terrified she was because if she didn't do this….

“Ok,” she babbled, if only to fill the pit of that awful anticipation. “Ok so spring…tiny spring trap not that big a deal…not a proper bear trap at least so that's good you know…means you'll get to keep your leg….”

Carlos didn't react to her words, but Mal was almost certain he was down for the count, and her knowledge gleaned from nights drinking at Gaston's tavern would only help if she actually saved him. It didn't fail to occur to her, briefly, that something like this should never have happened in the first place; that someone like Cruella shouldn't have been able to access something this dangerous; that a parent wasn’t something a child should need to be protected from, but the thing you could go to.

But then the thought was gone, and she was stepping onto the spring of the trap, shifting her body weight as much as she could to avoid the….*whap!*

Carlos jerked into awareness with a scream that was more a high whistle of air than sound, and Mal thought she might have screamed too except her mind was rejecting the images her eyes were throwing at it; so all she really got was the vague impression of red and white and red red red.

And then a far different scream sounded, one with actual syllables in it, and Mal's ears picked up on it and her brain focused just enough to hear:

“…rlos?!”

“Fuck,” she whispered, both because there was no avoiding Cruella now, but also because her brain was working again and she was able to fully take stock of what she'd just done.

The trap was off, at least...that she was just able to make out, glinting dimly with gore in the corner of the room. But Carlos' leg….

“Ok, hey,” she muttered to the boy, as he screamed another not-scream through lips just as horrifically wet. “Hey at least it's still attached to you, right?”

It wasn't the time for such a quip, and Carlos might have glared at her expect he chose that moment to collapse again, his body shuddering violently in time with his ragged breathing. Mal just registered the danger in that- the danger in all of it really and had she really thought her mother was dangerous? - and somehow managed to reach for him in time to stop his head striking the floor.

“Well,” she mused lowly, his body scarily light in her arms. “This is a situation.”

And it's a situation she put herself in, and so she hefts Carlos up as gently as she can, grimacing and trying not to look at him…not to see…and prying the door open again. It had barely wiggled in the frame before she heard Cruella shriek:

“Carlos!?”

She nearly jumped out of her skin (which was a poor choice of words considering just how horribly damaged Carlos' own skin, amongst everything else, was), but the sound of the woman's voice was coming not from the front of the house, but from the back, that odd corner that Mal hadn't had the chance to peek around.

She doesn't dare peek around it now, instead hastily shifting the door closed behind her (it was a closet, her brain filled in in hindsight) and hobbled shakily towards the front door, doing her best to keep both her feet and Carlos' away from the sharp edges of broken glass. There was a lot more of it now than there had been when she'd first entered, and she chalked it up to the screeching she'd heard, no doubt Cruella's version of a tantrum.

“Carlos!” Cruella wailed as Mal creaked open the front door. “Carlos, don't hide! Don't hide from mommy….”

And that was all Mal got before she slammed the door closed and was off, as close to sprinting as she could with Carlos' weight. He was barely more a rag doll, really, but even then he was still heavy. It was more dead weight than anything, and it wasn't a poor choice of words here so much as reality; and once she was out of range of de Vil apartments and back into the territory of her Isle, she propped Carlos further against her elbow, stuck her pinky in the corner of her mouth, and whistled.

A simple, yet almost haunting call, three short notes in descending order that didn't so much as echo as drift.

“I was wondering how long that was going to take.”

The shadows peeled back, and Daisha was there, raven hair and dark gold eyes peering out from a solemn, ashen face.

“I didn't ask you to follow me,” Mal snarled back, but she was certain her relief was still plain on her face, and it certainly showed when Daisha effortlessly shifted Carlos' weight into her own arms.

“Time?” she asked, as the other girl cast a dark look over Carlos' body.

“None.”

Time,” Mal repeated firmly, not accepting it…that wasn't an answer…not with one of hers.

Daisha just fixed her with a look, and Mal tried to snarl again, but it caught as something like mix between a sob and a heave.

“Who's on patrol?” she asked, switching gears instantly and striding with purpose down the nearest alley. They were far from her hideout, but not too far that her allies (and enemies) weren’t around.

“Jay,” Daisha answered immediately, and her feet shuffled resolutely behind Mal's, no trace of a waver even with Carlos.

“And on your side?”

A pause, and Mal feared she might have been too bold, had a crossed a line. (Like she hadn't already. Just the other girl's presence….)

“Fen,” Daisha said, and Mal grimaced even as her insides twisted relief at the response.

“She hates me.”

“She doesn't hate you.”

She scoffed, but picked up her pace, turning off and skirting the edge of the markets, not even sparing Jafar's shop a glance as she made her way deeper along the border of her territory.

“She hates me,” Daisha murmured. “And takes it out on you.”

“That makes sense,” Mal answered, daring to shoot an incredulous look over her shoulder.

Carlos' ghost-like appearance took away some of her bantered edge, desperation creeping in for a moment. And then she caught Daisha's eyes, and nearly froze at the sudden depth in them.

“She knows what you mean to me.”

“Is that sentiment?” Mal retaliated, refusing to acknowledge the words, the way they made something warm and powerful fuzz in her chest. “I thought you were better than that.”

Daisha's mouth curled downwards at one side, though her eyes sparked with something so intense Mal turned away, so the next words caught against her back.

“Not by a long shot, little dragon.”

A howl cut across whatever Mal might have spluttered out in response, and dread coiled again in her gut even as Daisha spat a scoff behind her.

“Good old Fenris,” she muttered lowly, and Mal paused long enough to let the girl get level with her before posing her concern.

“Will the clan accept this?” Accept this…accept me…accept the danger I'm bringing…accept Carlos.

“The clan follows me.”

“Yeah, but like…your dad….”

Daisha chuckled, that low, soft one that made Mal feel things she wasn't supposed to.

“The clan will accept this just fine.”

“And Fen?” Mal had to prod.

“She won't be a problem.”

There was an edge of something her voice, and Mal shook her head slowly, staring as the other girl took the lead and shifted the chain link fence at the end of the alley. It opened at an odd angle, but she carefully and delicately (oddly) lifted Carlos over and through the gap, before climbing softly through herself. Mal's entrance was decidedly less graceful, but only because of how quickly she moved, anxious to be sure Carlos was ok.

A bird shrieked from somewhere up ahead, though if it was an actual bird or just another clan member sending a signal, Mal couldn't tell. Daisha hooted off a call of her own, the same one Mal had done to summon her; and instantly the shadows were moving. Mal reached for her knife on instinct, and the high metallic ringing of multiple blades answered her own, undrawn one.

Daisha barked a rough noise, instantly tense, and the arm not supporting Carlos went out to block Mal.

“Draw that blade, I dare you,” a voice challenged from the crowd. “See how long it takes you to die.”

Mal would have easily met the challenge and happily drawn her knife, but Daisha's arm in front of her was more than just an ineffective shield, and she willed her instincts to subside; returning her hands to her sides in clenched, but docile fists. The tension in Daisha's shoulders eased just slightly, and Mal guessed she must have made the right decision, as the weapons drawn against her also seemed to lower minutely. Then the crowd broke and there was a startling flash of dark chestnut hair, along with the equally startling flash of metal.

And just like that Carlos was in her arms again, and Daisha was locking blades with another armor-clad warrior. It was only that: a clash of blades; because in the next instant the other girl was on her back and even more blood was staining the ground, splattering from a horizontal tear across her face from ear to the edge of her lip. The girl growled and lunged, but a brutal kick sent her crashing to the ground, and the follow up blows to her chest and stomach had her curled on her side in agony.

“Stay down, Fen.”

Daisha's voice was strange, not quite her own. It was darker, somehow. Dangerous. Mal could understand now, how she had said that the clan followed her; the surety of her declaration that Fen wouldn't be a problem. Barely had she processed this than a low voice growled from beyond the edge of the gathered clan:

“If you know what's good for you, you'll listen to her, Fenris.”

The girl on the ground flinched, but remained on the ground, the red tainted snarl curling her lips the only thing remaining of her hostility. The clan parted fully now, and Mal found herself facing an ominously tall man; broad shoulders that rippled with strength even with the slight bend to his spine. Dark hair that hung long and thick about his face, with a sharp jaw and even sharper eyes that flared with a familiar, yet foreign, golden hue.

“Father.”

“Daisha.”

The man stopped just in front of them, and Mal sucked a breath and held it, shifting Carlos closer against her side as he lifted his hand. But instead of violence, he cupped his daughter's jaw firmly, his fingers moving with a strange sort of care.

“It’s about time you returned,” he rumbled, gold eyes flickering with intent over Mal and Carlos.

“I always do,” Daisha countered, but she made no move to shield Mal this time, her gaze pointed as she watched her father's movements.

The man scoffed in response, but his own eyes were bright, his grim mouth smiling just as smug and morbid as she was.

A part of Mal wanted to flee; though not before making it clear just how she felt about being led into this situation. But then she remembered just who it was she stood before, and a move like that would only lead to her death, and by extension, Carlos.' So with a determination she didn't think she should possess she stood her ground, lifting her eyes and letting them light with forged courage.

“And who are you?”

“Daughter of Maleficent,” she answered, as stiffly as she dared facing the former leader of the Hun clan.

“That’s not what I asked,” Shan Yu replied, and she froze, uncertain. It was usually the only identification that anyone needed on the Isle. No one cared much who you were outside of your parentage, unless your genetic link could earn them favors.

“I…My name is Mal, Sir.”

“’Sir!’” he barked, and she jumped at the sound, shifting backwards warily. “There is no place for such formality here, but I won't deny that it's appreciated.”

“Hah,” Mal echoed meekly, at a loss and unable to process the tumultuous shifting of her expectations.

“And just who is ‘Mal, daughter of Maleficent?’”

“Just that…for now,” Mal replied, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw Daisha mirror the smirk that crossed his face.

“Hm. We shall see,” he said, before his features turned sharply into a fierce glower as his eyes settled on Carlos. “Fenris,” he snapped. “Enough of your groveling; go and get someone for the boy!”

The rest of the clan scattered seamlessly back into shadow at his words, and the other girl picked herself bitterly up from the ground, casting Mal a dark look before slinking back through the crowd.

“Does this mean you’re not going to kill me?”

“Not today, at least.”

Mal paled, but Daisha laughed, and her body moved to lean comfortingly into Mal's, once more taking Carlos' weight and passing it easily on to a waiting warrior.

"I knew he was going to like you," she murmured in Mal's ear. "You are officially under the clan's protection."

"Safe?" Mal muttered, shaking her head mutely in disbelief.

"You are surrounded on all sides by the fiercest and noblest of the remaining Hun army. An enemy so much as sneezes and you'll know when we bring you their head."

"Pretty sure noblest isn't a word," Mal murmured back, the knowledge of how close she'd come to losing Carlos weighing too heavily to take anything lightly. "And being around the Hun army, even if it's only whatever's left, isn't as comforting as you think it should be."

"How about this?"

Daisha's mouth met the skin behind Mal’s ear, as much as she wanted it to be comforting, the simple kiss forced her mind to conjure up a different scenario entirely. And so instead of leaning back into it or returning the gesture, Mal’s body stiffened, a sharp noise of protest catching in her throat; her eyes squeezing shut so she didn’t have to see the disappointment on the other girl’s face.

“Right, I forgot,” Daisha murmured softly, her voice still close even as the warmth of her body moved away. “You don’t do casual.”

Mal shook her head, not so much out of denial or cruelty, but because she knew that if she tried to say anything now she’d ruin…whatever this was.

“I’m sorry,” Daisha said, and Mal coughed something resembling bemusement, her eyes flickering open because if she didn’t know any better she’d have said the girl sounded genuine.

But when she met Daisha’s eyes she could tell it was, and she turned her head sharply back because they couldn’t…she couldn’t do this.

“Meaningless words,” she said, as harshly as she could while choking on the sentence.

“Maybe on your side of the Isle,” Daisha quipped, either choosing to ignore or just not noticing the tone of Mal’s voice.

“On any side of the Isle, if you’re smart,” Mal retorted tensely, hoping she would get the hint- would chance the subject before she could be seen through.

“You know what?” Daisha said, and the rapidness of the change of tone made Mal flinch.

“What?” she asked, turning cautiously into Daisha’s far too easy smile.

“Someday we’re going to get to Auradon, and then it won’t matter what side of the Isle we came from cus we’ll have the whole kingdom.”

“Oh yeah?” Mal retorted, melting into bemusement in spite of herself. “You really think Auradon will let us into their perfect kingdom?”

Daisha grinned a deadly grin, eyes bright gold and gleaming just as darkly as the edge of her blade.

“They will when we take it from them, piece by piece.”

“Piece by piece,” Mal echoed slowly, her own eyes lighting at the idea. “I think I like the sound of that.”


Chad

It was raining hard enough to drown the world, and while on most nights like this he’d probably let it, tonight Audrey is sitting on the edge of his bed, and he’s trying to figure out how she got there.

“I just…I didn’t know what else to do,” she was saying, and he blinks, not quite understanding.

“So you came to me? In the middle of the night?” He’s trying for something teasing but it comes out more incredulous than he’d wanted.

Audrey doesn’t huff a sigh or roll her eyes. If anything her expression manages to turn even more vulnerable, her shoulders stiffening as she folds her arms around herself, her eyes fixed on his bedsheets.

“I couldn’t go to Ben.” She says it in an odd rush, but each syllable is distinctly pronounced to his ears.

“So you came to me,” he repeats dumbly. “In the middle of the night.”

“Chad, please,” she hisses, and it’s then that he realizes that it’s not just frustration or vulnerability in her eyes. It’s fear. “You know he wouldn’t understand.”

So you came to me in the middle of the night? It plays in his head in a stiff, disjointed loop, and it’s only the fear glinting in her eyes that stops him from saying it aloud for a third time. Instead he draws a deep breath, because he knows she’s absolutely right, and says instead:

“What do you need me to do?”

Her lips flicker upwards gratefully, even if her eyes don’t quite do the same. “Just be here?” She whispers cautiously, and he dares to shuffle just a bit closer, dares to let his shoulder brush hers.

“I’m not going anywhere,” he assures her softly. “It’s my room, after all.”

She chuckles once, but his words seem to sober her at last, as she edges over until there’s a far more platonic space of air between them. It’s just a wide enough gap for all the odd tension to hang, and Chad frowns nervously, eyeing the patterns the rain dripped against the curtain.

“What happened?” he finally asks, when the spider web etches grow too dark.

“Couldn’t sleep. Went for a walk and ended up with the VKs.”

“Well that’s a sentence,” Chad mutters, and he can’t tell which part to comment on first; which is the most important.

Audrey's eyes are distant, despite the closeness of her body. It’s a closeness spanned only by the space between them, a space which, after a moment, Chad breaches. It was the right move (the wrong move, so very much the wrong move) as Audrey takes his silent offer and leans against his shoulder, and he is all too aware of the lack of hesitation on her part, the utter ease and no small amount of comfort.

“Couldn’t sleep?” He asks, with a mouth and tongue so dry no amount of rain could have quenched it.

She shakes her head- her head which is just under his jaw and when did it get there why does this feel so right this shouldn't be right!

“It was too quiet,” she say, her voice rumbling warmth through his chest. “Most nights I can just ignore it but with the rain, and everything else it was just….”

“Yeah,” he murmurs quietly, his arm shifting up, wrapping around her shoulder. “I get it.”

“And then I ran into Mal,” she says, and the abruptness of her lowered voice shocks him enough that his arm dropped slightly from around her.

“Oh yeah?” He manages to keep his tone somewhat light, but his wariness comes through all the same. “And how did that adventure go?”

“I think she’s playing me,” Audrey says, and while the words are alarming enough it’s the lack of alarm in Audrey's voice that scares him. “I couldn’t say what for, but there was something about her eyes…”

“These masks we wear…” Chad drawls ruefully, and Audrey sighs heavily into his shoulder.

“She told me Maleficent used to beat her.”

Audrey’s voice is so quiet, that if it weren’t for the sudden cold he felt he wouldn’t have been able to say for sure that she had spoken. But he knows she'd spoken because in the dark before him his mind conjures up the memory of his mother- back when he'd been too young to care about trivial things like boundaries and privacy; the haunted look of horror in her eyes as they met his in the bathroom mirror- not because he'd burst in without knocking, but because of the thin, pale lines across her shoulders that he'd just gotten a glimpse of before he'd been rapidly ushered out. Later on he had learned that they were ‘gifts’ from the Lady Tremaine; scars from her cane. It didn't occur to him until now just how much of an impact she would have had to make- how deeply she had to have struck to leave even those thin marks.

“Mal told you that?” he hisses, or tries to, at least. He couldn’t quite get enough air in to push it back out in the proper way for a hiss, so he simply ends up sounding breathless. (He feels breathless.) Then Audrey’s previous words register, and he blinks cautiously down at her, trying to articulate his concern.

“She could have been manipulating you-?” He says, his voice breaking partway through in spite of himself and turning it into a question.

“I thought of that,” Audrey replies, thankfully not commenting on his slip up. She’s still leaning too closely against him, but at this point it was just one of many things to worry about the consequences of later. “But it wasn’t a manipulation…more like, a mistake.”

“Hm?” Chad murmurs, frowning at the top of her head. She sighs and shifts her weight so she’s leaning more solidly against him, and it stabs a bolt of panic through his chest before the part of him that was being decidedly stupid got comfortable again.

“It was too off hand,” Audrey explains quietly, not noticing his brief lapse (or would it be self-awareness?) “And she knew right away that I’d caught onto it because she tried to make me forget about it. Everything else though…that was a play because the whole point was to make sure I’d think about it.”

“I…I don’t think I get it,” Chad admits with a sheepish chuckle. “But I was never great at the political game anyway so maybe that’s why.”

Audrey scoffs quietly, but he can tell she’s still too somber because it trails off too soon.

“And now I don’t know what to do,” she says, and there’s something in her voice that has him sitting upright, her head lifting from his shoulder. “I have to do something- I’ve wanted to do something, ever since they came- but I’ve just been so careful--”

Outside, the rain falls silent almost abruptly, and Chad does not, in fact, appreciate the implied emphasis to Audrey’s words.

“I’ve always been so careful,” she repeats, nearly in an undertone, and he starts to wonder if this was even meant for him when she continues. “And that can’t stop just because we know more than we bargained for.”

“And Ben’s not careful,” Chad finishes slowly, understanding dawning in painful, horrifying clarity.

“He doesn’t know how to be,” Audrey confirms, oblivious to his sudden turmoil. “And I can’t…I can’t keep doing…this.”

“So you came to me,” Chad says, because third time’s the charm, after all. “In the middle of the night.”

“Yeah,” Audrey whispers, the weight of the world in her voice. “I did.”

And third time might have been the charm, but the weight of Audrey’s body against his was damningly heavy, and Chad knew he could never dare to be that lucky.


Evie

It was raining, and it might have been something to be excited about except they were inside, and the rolling thunder seemed to taunt her- too closely a parallel to her own turmoil. A week since the Council had met to determine their fate. A week since she and Mal had fought. A week of tumultuous silence. And now this storm….

*barumbarumbarum!* went the thunder, and Evie drew a breath and held it because she didn’t think the noise was loud enough to drown out everything she wanted to say.

“I’m awake.”

The storm rumbles lowly beneath the current of Mal’s voice, and Evie’s glad she was still holding her words in because she might have let them go if it weren’t for that rumble.

“Just say it, E,” Mal’s voice sighs.

“Say what?”

“Whatever it is that’s been bothering you that I can hear it all the way over here.”

Mal’s voice was light, but it’s light like the rain was, and even that still slammed against the dorm windows.

“Nothing’s been--”

“Stop.”

She might have flinched, or it could have just been the lightning in the command.

“I lied,” Evie blurts, stiffening sharply beneath the thick sheets.

“About?”

Was that thunder or just the drawl in Mal’s voice? Evie couldn’t tell but she was shaking, and storms like this had never scared her before on the Isle so why was this so different?

“My mother gave me her mirror before we left.”

The room was suddenly filled with light, and she thought for a second that it was another flash of lightning, but the light stayed, and she sat up instantly. Mal’s hand fell back from the lamp switch, her body tense and alert in her own upright position in a way that made Evie wonder how long she’d been up. But then she saw the look in Mal’s eyes…and the darkened storm outside was nothing compared those eyes.

“I’m--”

“Why’d you lie?”

“Because it’s what’s expected of us as children of villains?”

It’s a pitiful way out, but Evie goes for it anyway, doing her best to maintain a skeptical air.

“Don’t, Eve.”

There’s an odd twitch of light with another lightning flash that does nothing to hide the way Evie flinches. She was never ‘Eve’ in the same way that she was never ‘Evelyn’- because Evelyn was half-used bits of makeup melted down and held together with paper smiles and plastic crowns; was a princess in name only but her mother had made sure that name was going to be used. ‘Eve’ was as close to full name as she allowed, and to hear it from Mal now…. She drops her eyes because she can’t trust herself to maintain that eye contact; doesn’t trust herself to speak under the pressure of that name.

“E.”

It’s softer, but it’s not any better because there’s still the full weight of the storm pounding behind it all and….

Evie.”

“Because for nearly every day that I can remember my mother would stand me in front of a mirror and point out everything she hated about me.”

There’s a strange lull in the storm that her voice brings, but it’s ok because her words are tumultuous enough to make up for it.

“And every reflection just made for pain later but I still had to look forward to each one because maybe something had changed, maybe she’d see…me…just once.”

Her voice breaks, and even with the rain she knows she doesn’t do a good enough job of hiding it because across from her Mal’s head tilts minutely. She exhales sharply and then draw it right back in again because she’s barely keeping her words in check but even those words didn’t seem good enough.

“She gave me the mirror so we could complete our mission but when I looked into it I couldn’t recognize myself. I could only see her and I didn’t want… I just want to know what I look like.”

“And I know that that’s all you want but I never wanted to be my mother…and you were the first person to see me as something outside of what she made me in to and I...I don’t want to lose that.” Don’t want to lose you, don’t want to lose us.

It sticks in the air in her lungs, burning in her throat, pounding agony through her veins as she waits; but it’s a silence that’s maintained because she doesn’t dare let that air go- let those feelings go. Mal lets out a shaky sigh, and it’s as if all the weight of the world were in that sigh. Evie can almost picture her eyes rolling upwards, the irritation that must surely be in her gaze.

“Where’s the mirror now?”

Evie’s glad she’s holding her breath, because she isn’t sure what sound she might have made. Only that it, too, gets stuck, throbbing in time with the syllables echoing in her head.

Of course she still wants to know how could expect anything less? How could you expect anything more? Forgiveness? This is what you deserve it’s what you get now tell her tell her tell her!

“I’m so-” Wrong words wrong words she doesn’t want to hear it, not from you not right now not ever.

“The bottom of one of Carlos’ trash bags,” she chokes out, the words more bitter than any of her mother’s potions.

Mal hums softly in acknowledgement, but it just as well could have been as loud as the retreating thunder for the way it makes Evie’s stomach clench.

“And knowing you there’s nothing else in that bag he’d be likely to go looking for. Good.”

“Good,” Evie repeats numbly, voice shaking in spite of herself.

In spite of yourself? Because of yourself! Don’t you cry, don’t you fucking dare. This is what you deserve.

“Means it’ll make things easier when we burn it.”

The thunder fades to background noise, and even the poisonous voice falls silent for a moment in the wake of Mal’s sentence. Evie’s head snaps up, eyes searching dimly for the side of Mal’s face she can fully see. There’s nothing but grim determination in her expression, and it’s so far from what she’d been expecting that Evie can’t do much but stare blankly.

“I don’t--”

The corner of Mal’s mouth that she can see twists in a grimace, but her eyes flicker with something unexpected.

“Well I was going to say throw it away, but then it’d just go back to the Isle and we’d be right where we started. And anyway, I’ve been wanting to burn a lot of Carlos’ clothes for a while now, so.”

She shrugs, and her eyes flicker again, and it’s then that Evie processes what she had said; what the flicker was in her eyes. Shame. Guilt. 

“I-”

“Don’t,” Mal says, and her eyes are suddenly sharp again, even with the grimace still staining her lips. “Let’s just agree that we’ve both been bitchy about this and move on. Fair trade.”

Fair trade? If you really want to make it fair you’d say what is that you’ve been lying about. Why you pushed the Cricket on us in the first place. 

Shut up, Evie tells the voice, but the thought remains.

“You’re not going to use it?” She pushes instead, searching for any traces of betrayal in Mal’s face. Use me?

Oh you’re one to talk.

“No,” Mal says, and her voice carries the finality reflected in her eyes, in the last lingering clap of the storm. “Not unless you want to.”

“I don’t,” Evie is quick to confirm. What would it show her that she hadn’t already seen? That she didn’t know. “But…but I don’t want to burn it.”

She drops her eyes again because she knows what’s going to be in Mal’s, and she doesn’t want to meet that expression. To prove it.

“Ok,” Mal says after a moment. “But I still want to burn Carlos’ clothes.”

She might have laughed, but it turned to a cry before she could stifle either sound, and by then the room was already blurring together under a different kind of rain. Her body shudders with the force of her sobs, irreverent to her attempts to stifle them, and so it takes her a moment to register the pressure on her hands, then on her face. She knows what it is- who it is- and tries to close herself off; to pull back from the weight. It doesn't budge, and so she cracks open her eyes reluctantly, and nearly breaks down again at the sight of Mal kneeling in front of her; the other girl's hands the pressure she'd felt- the pads of her thumbs gentle where they wipe the tears from her face.

"I have never seen you as anything other than who you are," Mal whispers, and her voice is hoarse with something like ferocity, her own eyes bright where they meet Evie's. "Who you are, Eve, you understand?"

"I'm not-"

"Don't you say that you're not anything!" Mal interrupts, her eyes flashing green even as her fingers chase the tears across her cheekbone. "You are fiercely determined to carry out whatever scheme you set your mind on. You are wicked smart and could probably beat out Cruella's designs in fashion any day. You care so much about others that you forget to care about yourself and you are part of my crew, E. That's who you are."

Evie chokes on another sob, closing her eyes tight and dropping her head because she can't accept the words; can't allow the softness of Mal's hands to linger. She doesn't deserve soft- she deserves the fire of those green eyes, deserves the hatred. Deserves the pain

"Hey, look at me." Mal's voice is still so soft and entreating, and Evie hiccups shakily as she lifts her head, blue meeting green in a delicate balance. "I forget it, ok? It's already been forgotten. You are part of my crew; that means you're one of mine, E, and nothing is going to change that."

And it's more than she deserves, so much more but the thunder is gone from Mal's voice- even the rain outside had stopped. How did that saying go? Rainbows after rain? And even though the Isle had never allowed for such a sight, Evie thinks she could almost bring herself to believe a day might come where she could. But right now she can see the light of the emotions in Mal's eyes, and she decides that right now was enough.


 Carlos

“So-so-so just to clarify: you knew whe-whe-re the wand was and didn’t say anything till now?”

Mal shoots him a look, but he thinks his question was valid enough all things considered.

“Fairy Godmother let it slip early on that it’s in some museum, so all we have to do is get to the museum and get the wand.”

“Oh is that all?” Jay humphs, crossing his arms over his chest and glaring. “Why don’t we hop a magic carpet while we’re at it, round things out.”

“You have a plan, or you wouldn’t have said anything at all,” Evie says from the bed, eyes glued to the fabric in her hands. It’s a bright grey color, with some of the red that Jay had stolen mixed in. (once from whoever had owned it before, and the second time from Carlos, though not for lack of protest on the other boy's part.)

Mal’s lips twitch in acknowledgment, a self-satisfied sort of look on her face as she nods her head once.

“Ok but like, wh-what is it? The plan?” Carlos fidgets with the links on his dog tail, the once bright red now an off-orange, so it looked more like a fox than the dog it was supposed to be.

“We have to find a way to scope out the area,” Mal says drawing out her spell book and a pen and flipping to a blank page towards the back. “Figure out if they have anything guarding it, and plot out entrances, escape routes….”

“So basically like our raids on the pirates back on the Isle,” Jay interjects, and Evie scoffs lightly, meeting his eyes in shared amusement.

“This is a more than just a raid,” Mal snaps, so sharply that Carlos wasn’t the only one to flinch. “Need I remind you that this is our one. chance. To prove ourselves to our parents.”

The air in the room seemed to get heavier, suddenly, dark and oppressive with the weight of Mal’s words.

“To prove that we are evil and vicious, and ruthless, and cruel,” she continues, eyes pointed as she glares at each of them, an intensity burning there that was more than just the magic. “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” Carlos agrees, shrugging half-heartedly.

“Sure, something like that,” Jay mutters, not meeting Mal’s eyes.

Evie didn’t say anything, but Carlos watched her carefully pin the section she’d been working on, sliding her needle through a seam of fabric to secure it and folding it all away, which pretty much said all she would have.

“Ok,” Mal says, relief and some sort of finality in her voice as she nods again. “We’ll keep working on Ben for now, but we’re going to need to figure out a route to the wand. Thoughts?”

“I could…ask Doug?” Evie says slowly, then she frowns, her face screwing up in disgust. “Ew that felt weird to say. But he’s always staring at me like I’m some complex equation, so it shouldn’t be that hard to find something out.”

“Discreetly,” Mal adds absently.

Evie spreads her hands and fixes her with a look, and Carlos tenses in anticipation of some kind of explosion. Then Mal shakes her head and mutters: “Well the sarcasm isn’t necessary,” and the release of the tension is almost audible.

“It just sucks your mom was too much of a bitch to give you her mirror, E,” Jay chides in only half-teasing bitterness. “We could’ve just asked it and we’d probably have the wand by now.”

Evie stiffens, and Carlos recognizes the danger immediately, shooting Jay a warning look, but Mal gets there first.

“It wouldn’t be our work then,” she snaps, not quite vicious but certainly fierce. “This is our job, not our parents.’ Besides, if she had given it to Evie, that would have left her with nothing to admire herself in, and we couldn’t have that now could we?”

She finishes it with a teasing eye roll in Evie’s direction, and though the other girl scoffs, Carlos can sense Evie’s relief. It’s strange…as if she’s almost too relieved, but he dismisses it as the general unease that usually followed talking about any of their parents.

“Ok, so we know where the wand is, but do we know where that is?” Mal asks, and Jay shoots upright sharply, eyes widening.

“I’ve got a thing for that I think!” he gasps, and he’s on the floor and tugging the black duffle from under the bed before anyone can so much as blink. “It’s one of those weird, Auradon tech things, but supposedly, you can look for things with it just like a mirror.”

“Well isn’t that convenient for the plot,” Evie mumbles, lips twitching oddly.

“What?” Carlos asks, and she jumps, apparently having misjudged how within earshot he had been.

“Nothing,” she mumbles immediately, almost pointedly turning to see what Jay was tugging out of the bag.

Carlos follows her example, but he keeps watch out of the corner of his eyes. Evie had been off for a couple weeks now, and while he wasn’t going to lie and say that they all hadn’t been, it had hit the older girl harder, for some reason. Well, he wasn’t going to lie about that either. He knew exactly what reason.

“Jay if you’ve been holding out on me I swear to all that is Evil….” Mal drawls the threat with practiced ease, and Carlos is no stranger to the way her eyes gleam with very real promise.

Jay waves off her threat (flips off her threat, really) with even more ease, tugging a small black box looking thing from the bag. It takes a second, but Carlos recognizes it and his stomach flutters with energy.

“Is th-at--?” he hardly dares to breathe the words, afraid the object will disappear. But it’s very solid and very much real when Jay winks and tosses it his way, and he fumbles, squawking awkwardly as his fingers settle around the thing he’d only ever seen bits and pieces of on the Isle.

“A cell phone.” Jay announces proudly, as Carlos shakily presses a button and the phone comes to life in his hands.

“Oh you son of a bitch!” Mal crows, but her eyes are bright and eager as she dashes over to his side, her chin on his shoulder as she watches him push the keys.

“Uh, no, Carlos is right there,” Jay replies cheekily, and Carlos would flip him off but he’s too busy staring in awe at the phone, which is currently displaying a simple screen of light, with small pictures on it.

One is labeled ‘Contacts,’ and has a picture of a person on it. The other is obvious enough from the picture of the ‘Camera,’ and a third says ‘Messages,’ while displaying an envelope. The fourth and final picture looks like a tiny orb, with a castle on top that says ‘AuraWeb,’ and Carlos shivers as his fingers press buttons at random, thrilled at each new thing it does.

“Do I even want to know whose this was?” Mal asks, her head lifting just long enough to give Jay a narrow eyed glare.

“Was?” Evie asks, looking almost amused as she lifts a brow.

“Well it’s very obviously Carlos’ now,” Mal says, so matter-of-factly that Carlos doesn’t question it at first.

“Wai-wait-wait, what?” he yelps, nearly dropping the phone. He catches it, and his finger presses one of the shining pictures.

“What do you mean, what?” Mal replies, thankfully not noticing his blunder. “You’re the only one of us who comes close to understanding all this crap. And if Jay’s going to get one for each of us, we’ll need you to test it first.”

“I’m doing what now?” Jay says, and though it’s not quite at the same time as Carlos given he’s a few syllables behind, the emphasis is enough.

“Hey, what’d you do?” Mal says, instead of answering, and Carlos looks down to see that the screen now has a small list displayed on it, with the identifier being ‘Contacts.’

It was a small list, consisting only of; ‘Mom,’ ‘Dad,’ ‘Ben,’ and ‘Audrey.’

“Well I guess this person’s clearly a loser, if that’s everyone they contact,” Mal snorts, and Carlos would have asked what did that make them, then, since all they had was each other, but then the phone chimed, and he dropped it for real.

It landed with a dull thmp on the floor, and an odd chorus of alarmed noises went up as Carlos dropped down to pick it up. It seemed unharmed, thankfully, but he wasn’t going to be able to keep it if he kept dropping it like that. He pointedly ignores Mal’s warning glare, and clicks a button to make the screen light up again. On it is a tiny (1) above the envelope, and it doesn’t take long to figure it out.

“Um…this person just got a mmmessage,” he whispers, blinking nervously up at the group.

“Open it,” Mal prompts immediately, and he jerks away, clutching the phone tightly.

“I can’t do that!” he hisses, feeling his face flush red. “It’s private!”

“It’s your phone, dude,” Jay laughs, and Carlos feels the embarrassing warmth spread across his cheeks.

“But…” he whispers, then blinks as the phone dings and a (2) appears above the envelope. “Ffuck,” he mumbles, and clicks it.

He frowns, staring at the words a moment, then the name that appears above them. “It’s…Audrey’s?” he says, then blinks and reads the words again. “Oh wait….she’s the one con-con-con-tacting this person!”

“Oh, it’s like the radios we used to use!” Evie gasps, and her eyes are almost as bright as Mal’s in her excitement. “But you know, obviously more fancy.”

“Hm,” Mal hums, and Carlos realizes she’s waiting for him.

“Oh it…” he falters, then hands the phone to her sheepishly. “Ccan you?”

She takes it without hesitation, a wicked smirk on her face as she scans the screen before clearing her throat in exaggeration.

“’Hey,’” she reads, and Carlos rolls his eyes at the self-importance in her voice. “’Just wanted to say thanks again for last night. It really means a lot to have you.’”

“Well,” Evie croons, and her voice is low with scandal. “Auradon just more interesting.”

“The second one says ‘to talk to,’” Mal continues, lips twitching wickedly. “’It means a lot to have you to talk to.’ And that’s it.”

“Aw, now I feel like shit,” Jay mumbles, and Carlos manages to stop blushing just long enough to register surprise as he takes the phone back from Mal.

“Why?”

“Because if I’d waited just a little longer we could’ve had this person’s response,” Jay pouts, crossing his arms. “Then it would’ve been really fun.”

“W-w-well that decides it,” Carlos mumbles, and he presses buttons until he finds one that looks promising: shaped like a tiny gear. He clicks it, and is relieved when he finds a new list, labelled ‘Settings.’

“What are you doing?” Mal snaps, and he ignores her, flipping through the list and changing things until he’s satisfied.

“Changing the phone sso it’s empty…,” he drawls, then displays the now cleared messages. “Nnow it’s like a new phone, so no-no-no more ‘fun.’”

“Lame,” Jay booes, and Carlos bares his teeth in a silent growl.

“It’ll be more than just lame if you made it so we can’t look for things on it,” Mal actually growls, and he shakes his head so fast it hurts.

“No it’s ook,” he assures quickly, clicking the AuraWeb picture. “I think th-this is the search thing so….”

As if to sense his distress, the phone is quick to display a new picture, of Auradon Castle, with a white bar at the top labeled ‘search.’

He starts to type, then stops. He wonders briefly, if this thing was supposed to have access to all kinds of information…. Trying to disguise his actions, he vows to find a way to clear searches as well before typing ‘Ceran de Vil’ in the search bar. His heart hammers in time with each letter as it fills the bar, his stomach twisting painfully as he tries to ignore the memories flashing through his head of tiny spaces and pain. After a moment of watching the castle spin (which would have been cool in other circumstances), a page of text appears.

At the top are the words ‘Sorry, we couldn’t find anything. Did you mean…?’ Carlos doesn’t know whether to laugh his relief or sob it as his eyes flicker over the results on the page; all various things related to ‘Cruella de Vil’ and ‘Dalmatians’ and ‘fearsome son Carlos de Vil causes chaos in Auradon’ (which definitely brings a laugh) and ‘sentenced to the Isle of the Lost twenty years ago’ and ‘rumored lover seen fleeing-’ and ‘the fashion empire and animal rights activists’ worst nightmare’ and…wait. what.

Carlos stares at the last line, not quite sure what those words meant. Objectively speaking, he knew what those words were as separate entities…but all together like that? It didn’t make sense. It didn’t make sense because Cruella had never had a ‘lover’ never spoke of…of….

“Did you get lost in whatever magic portal they have in there?” Jay’s taunt jerks him back into awareness, and he nearly throws the phone he jumps so hard.

“Whu-what?” he gasps, and he realizes when he draws a breath just how hard he’s been shaking.

“You ok?” Mal asks, eyes suspicious as they flicker to the phone, which he has just enough mind to tilt so she can’t see the words he’d nearly clicked on. “What did it say about the museum?”

“Rrright,” he mumbles, fidgeting anxiously and resisting the urge to wipe his hands on something. “Sorry, got distr…sorry.”

He grimaces as he fumbles over the words, not even trying to finish and hoping he simply came across as mesmerized by the technology. Admittedly, he was, and one of the first things he was planning on doing was taking apart the phone and putting it back together again to see how it worked.

Rumored lover seen fleeing….’

Ok so the second thing.

“Museum is…two-two-two point three miles from here,” he mumbles jerkily, biting his lip.

“Shit that’s…” Mal rolls her eyes upwards, her own lips forming a thin line, and Carlos runs his fingers over the smooth letter keys of the phone in an attempt for calm.

“We have an hour and a half,” Mal mumbles her thoughts aloud, and Carlos has to sit because he thinks his body will explode with the need to do something about this sudden information if he doesn’t. “That’s about how long I figure for anyone to notice or care if we’ve left the school.”

“Um…” Jay says, raising his hand like he’s in Fairy Godmother’s classroom.

“Which means we’ll only have about twenty minutes give or take, to find and get the wand and then get out…. But then we need to get it to the Isle…or maybe we can just get the barrier down? But that won’t do anything because she needs the wand and….”

“Um,” Jay says again, waving his hand obnoxiously. “You kinda missed a calculation there, Mal; that’s a forty five minute walk at least. How do you figure an hour and a half, and twenty minutes for the wand…we’re only going to have ten.”

“No,” Mal draws out slowly, and though her eyes flash green her voice is deliberately calm. “Thirty five minutes there and back- twenty for the wand.”

“So you’re just expecting us to somehow shave off ten whole minutes of travel time? How are we supposed to….you know what I’m gonna stop talking now.”

Carlos misses the look Mal shoots Jay, but he knows it’s frustration that rumbles as a groan in her throat as she tilts her head back suddenly.

“Fuck, we’re gonna have to do a practice run,” she groans, her hands like pale highlights in her purple stained hair. “We’re gonna have to a practice run and we still have to figure out some kind of romance-love thing for Ben which is really going to fun….”

“Well hey,” Jay offers with more or less an encouraging lilt. “If anyone can manage that it’s our Evie.”

Evie’s lips quirk upwards almost shyly, but there’s something about her eyes that don’t quite match it.

“Yeah well duh,” Mal mutters, rolling her eyes. When they land on Evie, Carlos can see something…not quite ‘soft’ but muted in them. “I don’t doubt E can work out some kind of potion or spell…I’m just trying to figure out how I’ll manage.”

There’s a beat long enough where Carlos recognizes that there’d been something awkward about Mal’s words, but he doesn’t place it until Evie looks stunned and Jay snorts.

“Wait, you? Ben?” Jay snickers, and Mal scowls sharply, looking vaguely offended.

“Is there a problem with that?” she growls, and even Carlos has to press his lips together to hide his own amusement.

“No offense, Mal,” Jay says lightly, though to Carlos it’s almost delicately. “But you don’t like guys. You don’t like girls…you don’t like people. How exactly are you planning on ‘relationshipping’ with Ben?”

“Well I don’t suppose you have any other candidates in mind?”

Carlos shoots Jay a panicked look and finds it reflected right back at him. It might have been comical if it weren’t for the fact that he didn’t think Mal was joking, and that even a single word to point out the obvious would end…badly, to say the least. Evie’s jaw was tight, though the rest of her face betrayed no emotion, and that alone was all it took for clarification.

“Wait, E?” Mal asks, and the high pitch of incredulity causes the rest of Evie’s face to harden, even as color tinges her cheeks.

“And what’s that supposed to mean?” Evie asks it quietly, but there’s no mistaking the challenge in her voice. In her eyes.

Carlos would have liked to say he was glad to see the fire back in her eyes after so long of seeing her subdued- submissive. But not like this…he thinks, eyeing the literal fire lighting in Mal’s eyes, the gritting of her teeth in a snarl. Not quite like this.

“Are you seriously telling me you never considered it, though?” Jay counters in Evie’s place, and Carlos groans softly and inches back away from the conflict on instinct.

“I did consider it,” Mal retorts bluntly, her shoulders squaring in that way she did when she faced any kind of challenge on the Isle. It meant she wasn’t moving; wasn’t going to yield for anything and you’d be better off continuing on your way than trying to fight through her. “It was the first thing I considered and I did it for all of two seconds before changing ideas immediately.”

Ouch. Carlos stiffens, a quiet sucking of air between his teeth the only reaction he’ll let himself have. And here he was thinking things were getting better.

“Wow, ok,” Jay blinks, and his hands clench and unclench at his sides. He’s feeling it too, Carlos knows. But he also knows not act on it so the repetitive action remains, the tension spilling through in the grinding of his knuckles.

“And why is that?” Evie asks, and it’s so quiet now that the challenge is nearly missed. But Carlos wasn’t stupid no matter what his mother had said, and he knows Evie well enough to know that when she got quiet like that it was never a good sign.

“Do you really want me to say it?” Mal’s voice drops, and it’s not quiet so much as low…a deep rumble that matches the depth in the darks of her eyes.

“No I think I’ve got a pretty good understanding of the situation,” Evie replies, lifting her chin to counter the wet glint in her own eyes.

“No you don’t,” Mal murmurs, and her voice reaches a quiet that belies the lingering fire in her eyes. “But it’s ok because you don’t have to. I do, and that’s all that matters.”

Carlos jumps at that last hiss, fingers clenching the phone on a nervous reflex. Evie barks a sharp sound that is disproportionate parts laugh and sob, and she’s on her feet and turning away…turning to flee…. And in the same beat freezes as Mal’s hand closes around her wrist. Carlos can’t see either girl’s face from where he huddles on the floor, but he can see the twitch of pain in Evie’s fingers; can trace the lines of tension from Mal’s shoulders to her toes; can see the way Evie’s body curls in on itself, anticipating pain but not from Mal.

“Hey Jay,” Carlos wobbles shakily to his own feet. “Wh-why don’t we go get food? We can ffind muffins that aren’t soggy.”

“I mean, soggy muffins aren’t all that bad,” Jay mumbles, but he’s all too eager to take Carlos up on his excuse to leave.

Carlos quickly tucks the phone between his two (fucking two) mattresses, vowing to return to it as soon as he could. To take it apart of course. But in the meantime…he was going to see about finding that Arandelle official Ben had mentioned. For the safety of the group, of course. If he knew about Ceran maybe he knew other things…. Carlos casts a quick look over his shoulder as he slips out the door, and he just catches the edge of the tension in the angles of the girls’ faces. Then he’s off with Jay, idly wondering if his new phone would have anything useful to deal with the aftermath of emotional and potentially physical explosions. Somehow, he doubted it.


Mal

She knows that Carlos’ bid for muffins was just a poor excuse to leave, but at the moment she can’t bring it in herself to care.

“Let go, Mal.” Evie’s voice is dark, but it’s still just a hollow rasp of sound.

“No,” Mal snaps back, letting her own voice retain its edge. She knows what will happen if she lets go. “Look at me.”

“You’re hurting me,” Evie says instead, staying resolutely turned away, and Mal is hyper aware of the way her head drops; the curve of her shoulders even more pronounced.

Mal looks to where she’s gripping the others girl’s arm, notes that while her hand isn’t tight, her fingers trail uncomfortably close to the edge of the now fresh scars. Without pausing, Mal fluidly adjusts her grip so her fingers are entwined with Evie’s, not losing contact for a second. Evie makes a low noise in her throat like she might have protested, but Mal wasn’t about to let it be vocalized.

“Look at me. Right now, Eve.”

Evie flinches, sucking a sharp breath of air at the command in her voice (at the name). She turns- jaw tight and eyes downcast, but she turns and that’s all that matters. Mal adjusts her grip to accommodate the change in position, and moves the fingers of her free hand to gently massage circles over and around the marks on Evie’s arms.

“You said that I was the first person to see you, well, you were the first person to let me. Keep letting me see.”

“You say that now,” Evie whispers, though it’s a snarl in the curl of her lips, pain tight in her body. “You’ll say anything now, and never…talk.”

“What like Auradon talk?” Mal fires back, containing the rage to light in her eyes only, her hands firm but gentle as they continue to trace new patterns across Evie’s skin. “All ‘your feelings were hurt’ and I say ‘sorry’ and regret everything? That kind of talk?”

Evie stiffens, pulling back against her hands, and even with her face cast down Mal can see the way it twists further at her words.

“Because if that’s the kind of talk you’re looking for then you’re right, I’m not going to do it. I don’t have anything that I regret saying.”

Evie tries to jerk away again, but Mal holds firm and moves her hand to lift Evie’s chin, forcing her to meet her eyes.

“I regret that you were hurt,” Mal says slowly, shifting her fingers quickly to brush the tears from Evie’s eyes before they fall. “But I meant everything I said. I did consider it, E…thought about you being the one for Ben. Of all of us of course you’re the obvious choice.”

“There’s a pause in there,” Evie mutters, lips quirking bitterly, eyes still damp despite Mal’s efforts. “This is the part where you bring up the mirror. Go ahead then.” She lifts her chin as though steeling against a blow, and Mal feels the air leave her lungs more forcefully than she’d anticipated, something like a laugh and a cry all at once.

“Is that - Hades, of course it’s what you think,” Mal whispers, another breathy noise escaping her as she shakes her head, mystified. “Evie I am not punishing you for the mirror.”

She knows she’s nailed it because the other girl’s eyes drop again, her shoulders bowing under an entirely different weight.

“Evie…” Mal begins with a sigh, but the girl flinches and she knows she can’t do it like that. “What do think will happen, if you were the one for Ben?” She says instead, and though Evie remains silent, a fraction of the pain leaves her shoulders. “It would be perfect, of course; you’d manipulate him to our side easily, and he’d adore you- how could he not? You’d get your prince and there’d probably be enough kingdom left for your mother to have a square of when my mother finishes her rampage.”

That earns a flicker of a laugh, and Mal hates the next words that come out of her mouth all the more for it.

“He’d be your prince, E, and that means everything that it comes with. He’d be all chivalrous I’m sure, but there’s still that expectation….”

She pauses. She wants to pause for longer, wants to take back every word, every hurt that made up this truth but it’s inevitable.

She knows Evie gets it because it’s not so much a flicker as it is a blaze that stiffens every muscle in her body. Her hands tremble in fists at her sides and Mal reaches for one again in a vain bid for comfort, pressing her palms gently around the other girl’s fingers until they uncurl.

“And you think you’d deal with it any better?” Evie says, bitterness sour in her voice, and Mal can feel the pain her words bring as a tight grimace in her own brow.

“It’s not about who’s better it’s about keeping you safe,” Mal snaps, as hotly as she can while still maintaining some control over her emotions; her stomach clenching at the very idea of putting Evie back into that situation. “Whatever comes of this I’ll deal; but he’d have to touch you, E, and…”

“And what good is a whore that can’t be bought, right?”

“That is not what I said, don’t you fucking dare put those words in my mouth!” The fire spills out into her eyes again, sparks snapping across the backs of her knuckles with the force of her snarl.

Evie, for her part, doesn’t flinch, but the few tears that do fall pop dangerously against the spark of Mal’s magic.

“You don’t need to,” she says softly, a smile on her face that doesn’t reach her eyes -her eyes that still don’t meet Mal’s. “My mother made sure it was made up for.”

The implication…the meaning behind Evie’s words hit like a physical blow, and Mal sucks in a breath that wants to be something stronger.

“Remind me to tell my mother to have Grimhilde meet with an unfortunate incident at some point when she takes over,” Mal mutters darkly, and her words spur a sudden laugh from Evie that is genuine even with its sharpness.

“Plotting to murder my horrendous mother,” Evie mumbles, eyes just a bit brighter- eyes that finally, finally meet hers. “Who said chivalry doesn’t exist on the Isle?”

“And I will remind you,” Mal continues firmly, bringing a hand up to press a kiss to Evie’s palm. “However many times it takes, that you are more than what she said you are. You’re one of mine, E. That’s what matters.”

“You’d better watch it, Mal,” Evie says, and the laugh spills into her eyes, effectively cutting through the remaining darkness. “You’re starting to sound like Auradon with all that sentiment.”

“Is that sentiment? I thought you were better than that.”

“Not by a long shot, little dragon.”

Oh…Mal blinks, pausing with Evie’s hand still wrapped in hers. “Shit, this is what she meant by ‘also,’ isn’t it?”

“What?” Evie asks, and Mal shakes her head, fingers trailing idly over the back of Evie’s knuckles.

“Nothing.” Fucking everything. She says it quickly, carefully adjusting her expression to not betray her sudden…what was it? Realization seemed a lackluster word for….

“Nothing?” Evie repeats, and damn if she wasn’t going to drag this out by being all coy.

“I was just thinking that we should probably join the boys and make sure they get the right muffins.”

Evie scoffs, rolling her eyes, but there’s a genuine ease now that hadn’t existed between them for a while.

“He wasn’t very subtle about that, was he?” the other girl murmurs, and her eyes flicker with something too quickly for Mal to interpret. But it definitely doesn’t take much for her to interpret the way she steps back, her hand slipping from Mal’s as her chin dips down. The loss of the physical connection was…something, and Mal crosses her arms to keep the urge to lift Evie’s chin at bay.

“E,” she says instead, and Evie inhales a breath like a sigh, her eyes reluctantly making contact again.

“I d--” she begins, and Mal’s eyes flash because she knows exactly what the girl was going to say and she thought she’d made things more than clear.

“If the next words out of your mouth aren’t ‘I hope Carlos found a blueberry muffin’ I swear….” she lets her threat trail off vaguely because they both know that Mal would never truly harm Evie, or any of her crew.

Evie chuckles the remainder of her sigh, her lips just barely quirking upwards. “I hope Carlos found a blueberry a muffin,” she repeats dutifully, but Mal can see the spark of genuine hope in her eyes that belies her sarcasm.

“Well let’s go find out then,” Mal replies, and a much fuller bark of laughter slips past Evie’s lips in response. It wasn’t polite or princess-y in any way, but it was Evie’s and hearing her laugh like that after so long a silence- that alone, Mal decides, was worth any potential existential crises.


Ben

One breakfast, he thinks to himself as he presses his forehead blearily against the white wall. It’s just one breakfast. And then a meeting. And another after that. Maybe some classes if he was lucky enough to escape. And then one more meeting for good measure, just because various royals seemed intent on trying his already worn patience. Ben tries to just breathe, but when he cracks open an eye and dares to turn it towards his destination, his stomach clenches all over again.

The VKs would be behind that door.

Ben groans and clenches his eyes tight, his forehead thumping as he bangs it against the wall. Maybe if he bashed a little harder…. But of course he wasn’t supposed to think like that. He was the Prince, after all, and he had more than just one kingdom looking to him. And it was his decree, as everyone was so fond of reminding him. It might have been his decree but it wasn’t his mess that he was trying to clean up. The Council had all but thrown themselves at him when he’d dared to bring that up in their latest meeting; that all of the problems they were seeing from the VKs now, all the mess from the Isle, had been their doing in the first place.

And now this latest development. He groans again, turning to sink in a miserable heap, the wall at his back the only thing keeping him from completely keeling over. He doesn’t know how the rest of the VKs are going to take it but he knows for a fact that Mal was going to be pissed. More than she already was. It was bad enough that his stupidity had caused her to view him as a threat to her group, but this? Gods, he was so dead. He was going to be assassinated by the daughter of Maleficent and while a part of him thought what a way to go, the other part kept imagining the various wars and conflict that would bring about.

“Which is why I’m just not going to say anything,” Ben quips to himself aloud. “We’ve seen how well me talking without thinking has worked out so now I’m thinking without talking.”

At least the hallway was empty, everyone already inside and enjoying their normal breakfasts, their normal conversations and worries. Normal lives. Not for the first time Ben feels the hollow pang in his stomach at the fact that he was ‘the Prince’ and was destined to be isolated from that normalness even though he and his ‘subjects’ went to the same school.

“Ugh, I really don’t want to do this,” Ben mumbles, grimacing as he eyes the door again. But he really had no choice in the matter. He could put it off, of course. But the whole kingdom might burn down in the wake of Mal’s rage if she found out how long he’d held off for.

Fuck, he thinks. And then, because his current crimes didn’t already condemn him enough:

“Fuck,” he says out loud, hefting himself up and leaning his weight against the door. “And yeah, I’m never saying that again, but the situation called for it.”

The door opens, and the first thing he’s struck with is just how calm everything seems to be given that his world was ending. The second, when he actually makes it into the room, is that Mal and Evie are sitting at the same table as Chad, Audrey, Jane, Lonnie, and Doug are, and while he doesn’t know where Jay and Carlos are, he knows they’re also sharing the table by the two other trays placed on Mal’s left.

“I’m dead,” Ben mutters, his feet heavy as they slog over to the table. “I’ve died, this is it….I’m dead and my brain is just conjuring up positive scenarios to help me cope with whatever comes after.”

This last part, he realizes too late, was said just loud enough that he is heard by the table, and a variety of amused, worried and shocked faces greet him. The amusement at least, had come from Mal and Evie, so he guesses that’s a plus?

“Sorry,” Ben mumbles, feeling his face heat as he sinks into his chair beside Audrey. “I guess I was just surprised to see you guys at our table. I didn’t uh…didn’t think you’d actually join us.”

Evie’s amused smirk widens, and Mal lifts a brow, her eyes unreadable as she take a bite of scrambled egg.

“I’m just surprised that I wasn’t offended by that,” she replies coolly, and he reddens further, sinking into his seat a bit more. So much for thinking without talking.

“You ok?” Audrey whispers, and he manages to conceal his own surprise at the genuine concern in her voice. The last time she’d spoken to him it had been a week ago, and she’d been telling him that he would never understand her.

“Yeah,” he manages to whisper back, his voice breaking. “Just tired of all these meetings.”

She scoffs a breathy laugh of understanding, her eyes warm where he’d grown to expect cold. She slips her hand into his and he almost jumps he’s so caught off guard.

“Are you sure I haven’t died?” he finds himself blurting, and just like that Audrey’s hand is gone; that scarily familiar coldness back in her eyes as they flick in the direction of the VKs, and he realizes that the warmth it had been just like all her other expressions- a mask.

Fuck.

“Well I don’t know about death, but you’re definitely going to starve if you don’t get something to eat,” Mal quips, crunching through a piece of toast. “Wait, can I say that joke?”

She looks to Evie, green lighting in her eyes, and Evie looks as if she’s trying to glare at her, but her lips fight too hard to quirk upwards.

“I don’t see why not,” she murmurs back, her own eyes bright with mischief. “We’ve got the experience to back it up, after all.”

Doug shifts uncomfortably in his seat, no doubt recalling the conversation he’d had with Ben all those weeks ago; about how the Isle had no food so it was small surprise the VKs had looked as though they’d been starving.

“You guys have no sense of humor,” Mal whines, when no one else says anything.

“Ha,” Chad deadpans, head turned pointedly away. “Ha ha.”

“Asshole,” Mal growls to the back of his head, and Ben sees a muscle in Chad’s cheek twitch briefly.

“Sorry Ben,” Evie finally says, and though the amusement remains in her eyes, the rest of her expression is genuine. “I hope it didn’t seem like we were joking at your expense.”

“If anything, it was ours, really,” Mal mutters through a mouthful of…something. “But yeah, sorry. If it were me, I’d hate to be stuck in a room full of ignorant royals too.”

“Hey Charming, she was talking to you,” Jay’s voice drawls suddenly from Ben’s right. “I thought it was rude and junk to ignore people when they talked to you.”

Chad sighs heavily, his head turning as the other half of VKs approach, and Ben realizes that that was why he’d been looking away. He’d been watching Carlos, who pauses in his argument with Aziz just long enough to roll his eyes in Jay’s direction. Nikki just shakes his head and plops himself down on Lonnie’s left, the remaining boys following suit, with Aziz to his boyfriend’s left; leaving Carlos sandwiched between Aziz and Jay, his hands wrapped around a steaming cup; Jay sprawling easily in his chair to Mal’s right. Mal, for her part, narrows her eyes at the seating arrangement, gaze flashing between Carlos and Aziz with a hint of caution.

“Ok I missed something,” Ben blurts, head roaming back and forth between the table’s occupants. “I must have missed the silent pact to suddenly stop hating each other.”

“Oh no we still hate each other,” Aziz says seriously, head nodding in Jay’s direction.

“Yeah dude, I can’t stand the guy,” Jay echoes, and he scowls for all of two seconds before snickering.

“Aw and you ruined it!” Aziz cries, but he’s laughing too, and Mal settled back into her chair, her eyes relaxing from their glare.

“Speak for yourself,” Jay scoffs, and he goes to cross his arms before starting suddenly. “Oh right- E, here.” And he reaches across the table and deposits a small, slightly squished muffin on Evie’s tray.

“Jay, I can’t believe you actually did it!” The girls squeals delightedly, and Mal’s expression softens further into something vaguely pleased.

“Of course I did,” Jay retorts, completing his aborted gesture and crossing his arms cockily. “I told you I’d find a blueberry muffin and I did.”

“Um, I fu-fu-found it,” Carlos mutters, somehow jabbing his elbow into Jay’s side without jostling the cup. “And Mmal, I found…I found ththis.”

He places the cup on Mal’s tray, and Ben catches the familiar, rich scent of what can only be

“The best coffee Auradon has to offer,” Aziz brags in Carlos’ place, grinning broadly.

“Carlos you fucker!” Mal crows, and her eyes light up again- though thankfully, Ben notes, not with magic green fire this time.

“That one’s not an insult,” Aziz states, brows lifting proudly. “See, I’m learning!”

Mal lifts her head from the cup to glare sharply at him, and dutifully quiets down, picking inconspicuously at his own pile of eggs. Mal instantly goes back to the coffee, lifting it to her nose and inhaling slowly. The contentment on her face snaps to suspicion so fast Ben almost doesn’t catch it. She takes a sip and the suspicion changes from betrayal to outright resentment.

“This is not coffee, what the fuck is this shit?” she growls, and Jane chokes into her orange juice.

“It’s coffee,” Jay confirms, taking the cup from her and drinking a mouthful himself. “They make it different here, without mud. Get this, they even put extra stuff into it to make it taste better.”

“Better?” Mal hisses, eyes dark and almost mournful as Jay finishes the rest of the coffee.

“People have different tastes,” Lonnie offers carefully, patting Jane on the back and offering her a napkin. “Not everyone likes…”

“I like coffee just fine,” Mal growls, and there was that fire Ben hadn’t missed. “That is not….”

“Just try this and shut up about it already!” Chad snaps, plunking his own untouched coffee onto Mal’s tray. Some of it splashes onto the surface, leaving a miniature steaming puddle of dark liquid.

“Yeah right, you probably poisoned it or something in some pitiful revenge plot,” Mal grumbles, but there’s no true malice in her voice, which just further solidifies Ben’s belief that he wasn’t actually experiencing this.

“There’s nothing in the coffee,” Chad growls right back, and though his jaw is tight, his eyes are surprisingly neutral.

“Why is it a different color?” Mal retorts fiercely, tilting the cup and pointedly spilling more black into the puddle.

“Because that one had stuff in it!” Chad huffs, gesturing with a flat palm towards the now-empty cup on Jay’s tray. He freezes like that, hand still outstretched, and Ben watches a variety of emotions flicker through his eyes, all along the lines of guilt, panic and concern. There’s a beat where Mal gives him a dubious look, then Chad lets his hand fall back by his side, shaking his head as he shoves himself up from the table.

“You know what? Screw it- drink the coffee or don’t, it really doesn’t matter to me. Don’t know why I even tried….”

He’s storming off from the table before Ben can decide how he feels about the interaction, and Mal flips off his retreating back. Beside him, Audrey barely makes a sound as she rises, and there’s another odd beat where she follows after Chad. It takes Ben a moment to realize this beat was because he wasn’t following her, hadn’t protested her absence. But what would be the point? If she was right about one thing it was that he didn’t understand her fear; the only way he could understand was through talking, and she’d made it clear that talking wasn’t an option right now. So he stays silent in his seat, and after a moment, Mal takes a drink of the new coffee.

“Ok,” she says, much more at ease than he felt. “This one’s better. But still…I don’t know it’s just. Missing something….”

“Told ‘ou ith mithing the mud,” Jay mumbles through some French toast, wiping his fingers on his pants before reaching towards Mal’s plate- the source of the pastry.

“Goblins knew how to make coffee,” Mal agrees wistfully, and Ben isn’t sure he wants to know if this was another not-joke at their expense. “But I guess this isn’t half bad either.”

“Well I’m glad you’ve finally got your coffee tastes settled,” Aziz says, dark eyes glinting even as he eyes the dark coffee with mild distaste. “Cuz you’re gonna need a lot of it if you’re gonna meet my dad. He does tend to talk…”

*clnk*

Jay yelps as Mal’s fork just barely misses his fingers, jerking his hand back sharply with a sour look. Mal doesn’t miss a beat, just spears a piece of toast possessively, green eyes dark as they turn to glare at Aziz.

“What did you say?”

Ben lowers his head into his hands, wishing that Aziz’s voice would do more than just muffle; wishes that he’d never opened the dining hall’s door in the first place.

“I said my dad is kinda hyper and likes to talk a lot, so you’ll need a lot of coffee if you’re going to--”

“Meet. Him?” Mal repeats, and for all her magic fire, her voice could still turn to ice with ease.

“Wait, Ben…you didn’t….oh. You didn’t tell them yet.”

The realization falls flat in Aziz’s voice, and Ben begrudgingly lifts his head to meet that oh so familiar fire of Mal’s eyes.

“Didn’t tell us what, Ben?”

Ben takes a breath, but only that because even though he’d like to hesitate for longer, he’s certain he’d be a pile of charred ash if he tried.

“The Council wants to meet you guys,” he says, not slowly (Mal’s anger didn’t allow for slow right now) but definitely cautiously. “To uh, talk about the Isle and…see how you’ve been adjusting to Auradon.”

For a second, all he receives is stunned silence and stunned faces. And then Mal blinks, and Ben braces himself for the end.

“I’m sorry,” she says, and her eyes drop briefly in reflection before snapping up again. “Could you repeat that? I just wanted to make sure Chad didn’t actually poison the coffee cuz for a second there I thought you said that the Council of Auradon wants to meet us.”

“I did,” Ben says, somehow managing to keep his head high despite the way his insides twisted. 

“You…are you fucking serious?” Mal snaps, and he’s morbidly impressed that although her hands light with fire, it hadn’t yet spread to instantly kill him. “Our parents’ enemies?”

“Uh-”

“I know what I said,” she bites across Doug’s half-hearted moan of protest, her eyes still resolutely burning into Ben’s soul.

“Our parents’ enemies want to just sit there and what? Talk about the Isle?” Her chin lifts, and the fire dies from her hands long enough to graze them along the backs of her group. “To talk about us, you mean….our pasts- which I thought I made pretty clear weren’t to be touched!”

The dining hall went quiet- or had it already been and he was only noticing now that Mal’s voice was echoing about the place? Mal sighs, throwing her head back in exasperation, fingers gripping tightly to Jay and Evie’s shoulders.’

“How the hell am I supposed to--? Fucking Hades below, Ben you don’t think, do you?”

“That seems to be the recurring trend,” he mumbles jerkily, somehow still standing- still meeting her eyes. “But I think the other recurring trend is that I care about you guys. I wouldn’t have--”

“Care?!” Mal nearly shrieks, and Carlos shrinks a bit in his seat, Jay and Evie quickly shifting their positions so their arms and hands wrapped firmly around Mal’s arms and shoulders. “You can’t say that you care about what happens to us when you keep putting us in danger!”

“The Council isn’t dangerous,” Ben actually snaps, and regrets it instantly. The look Mal shoots him is enough to end his life far more effectively than any fire or knife.

“A room full of a bunch of self-righteous assholes who murdered our parents and then brought them back to life to serve an eternal jail sentence; those same smug bastards who left hundreds of children to be tortured and killed and called it ‘justice’ and ‘getting what they deserve’ solely based on their parentage?”

Mal’s voice breaks, but the fire in her eyes remain, her lips twisting bitterly. “Now you tell me how putting us in that same room isn’t dangerous. Tell me now how much you fucking care.”

Notes:

Fun fact for this chapter: a kiss on the palm of the hand is much more vulnerable and intimate than your standard 'back of the hand' kiss, and is also much rarer. It's meant to signify your trust of the other person, humbling yourself before them and essentially saying 'my life is in your hands,' as well as signifying your respect and admiration of them.

It can be platonic, but is most definitely a significant gesture regardless, and intent is everything.

(Take that as you will.) ;)

Chapter 30: Loser's weepers (we only attack ourselves) pt.2

Summary:

In which the royal council of Auradon are confronted by the products of their failures; the VKs take a stand for themselves; Ben's world finds continuous ways to tear itself apart while somehow coming together; and in the past, Evie convinces Mal to adopt a living paint splash; and a young Mal learns that there might just be something to the whole 'relationship' thing aside from simply gang activity. (Maybe.)

Notes:

Ok guys, once more, with feeling!

This is the chapter where we really start digging in and making some big changes, both plot-wise and character development wise. Basically everyone's just like 'screw it all' and makes some bold, and heartbreaking moves, so buckle on up, buttercups cuz things are going to get intense!

The ***WARNINGS*** for this chapter include the standard, violence and threats of violence, language, some brief descriptions and implications of child abuse/neglect, some brief homophobia/slurs/insults, as well as implications of and brief (non graphic) threats of assault, gang activity, an unreliable narrator, mild politics, and violence involving children.

 

It's not all bad, and we even get a familiar face or two (wink wink nudge nudge), so hopefully you all will enjoy!
- Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Isaac

If you had told the man who had travelled across realms and through magic barriers, who had created and destroyed worlds and all manner of other unbelievable (and perhaps even unspeakable) things, all with just a scratch of a quill that he would one day fall in love and have a child with Cruella de Vil, he would have laughed in your face and claimed it impossible.

Yet here he is some decades (centuries? millennia?) later, staring at that very child, and he's finding it rather hard to look away and pay attention to the words being spoken around him.

"….feel that it's a bit dramatic of you to say that," some royal was mumbling to his left. His fingers twitch on the table, a slight jerk that might go unnoticed given how preoccupied everyone else was. He doesn't need to look to know- his hands so well versed by now- that if he'd had a pen his hand would have spelled out C-H-A-R-M-I-N-G, and his stomach clenches because he'd written so many Charming's; so many slippers and dazzling smiles and chivalrous rage; and he has to force himself to remember that this is not one of his.

"…After all, we have been providing the Isle aid," the man finishes, and the girl with the purple hair scoffs and rolls eyes as green as Forest moss.

His fingers twitch again, an idle line with a vague question mark trailing the end. He doesn't know her, hasn't written her. She's not the one that matters anyway. Nor does the girl with raven-blue hair that has his fingers shaking their way through 'Regina' on the table for some reason; or the tanned youth with an uneasy air that has him muttering 'viper' under his breath.

No, that right was reserved solely for the small boy with pale skin and lightning-dog-crazy shock-spilled ink- white hair and his freckles! who was fidgeting with something fuzzy on his belt and kept his eyes -his eyes his eyes what color are his eyes?- resolutely on the floor.

[C-A-R-L-O-S.]

His fingers moved fluidly under the table, signing the letters with the ease and speed that only years (decades? centuries? millennia?) of practice could achieve.

"Define 'aid,'" the purple -'dragon purple' his invisible pen scratches out- haired girl spits.

'Spits? Green? Fire? Flames? Dragon purple? Oh.'

"Oh you must be Maleficent's daughter," he blurts, and his eyes are roving over to 'Regina' and it clicks there too and he sighs his relief at the obvious answer. "Evil Queen, that's why…she'd like you, I think."

He's glad he doesn't have a pen, because the table would surely have been scored to ruins as his fingers none-too-gently scratch over the surface, rewriting this new information.

"Ah-hem."

He jerks, and he realizes that the room is silent, and when he lifts his head he can see people staring at him with wide (and some disgusted) eyes. He blinks at the crowns- they didn't have crowns like that these days in the Forest- oh.

"I did it again, didn't I?" he murmurs, feeling his face flushing with heat, folding his hands carefully on the table and hoping it hadn't been too bad.

"One would almost think you're more disruptive than these villains," a grizzled royal sneers from behind him. His fingers clench tighter together as 'Stefan' flits through his mind. "Any more of these outbursts of yours and you'll-"

"And do you have that authority to dismiss me, sir?" Isaac snaps right back, straightening in his seat and squaring his shoulders. "Royal advisor to the Queen of Arandelle?"

"Who isn't here, I might add," Queen Leila mutters snidely under her breath.

'Yes,' Isaac thinks, narrowing his eyes at the older woman. 'And you should be thanking me for my outbursts; grateful that I insisted on coming in her stead.' If Elsa had gotten her way, he's almost certain there would be no Auradon to speak of, simply a sheet of snow…shit- 'Snow? Snow Queen, ice, mirrors, shards, shatter, glass….glass? Glass slippers, ball….'

He exhales softly in relief, feeling it tingling only as a dull ache in the back of his head, his thoughts unable to come up with a suitable train to follow 'ball' with. His time imprisoned in his own book had an unfortunate…side effect. They always said that writers had words floating through their heads, just waiting to be plucked up and written down. Well…if he hadn't before he certainly did now, in the uh, very literal sense. For the most part he was fine, but every now and then a word would come along that triggered 'outbursts.'

"Bad enough we have to listen to this though," someone mutters behind him, and he blinks, but there's no familiarity that strikes him. "If she were here, we'd hear nothing but 'Isle sympathy.'"

"That is exactly why I wanted to have this meeting in the first place," the Prince -'Ben, he likes to be called Ben'- suddenly speaks up from the head of the rows of tables. "For you to see and hear for yourselves what the Isle is actually like, and to show you that the children of the Isle deserve to have better lives."

Carlos, Isaac thinks, eyes flickering to the boy -his; my boy my son- again. He'd gotten so tall. Certainly not much compared to what surely was a healthy standard, but he'd grown and there was something of a creator about him…his hands…fingers that trailed the length of a simple hooked chain, linking and unlinking the fuzzy thing attached with such intent and precision, even though it looked as if he was only playing. His cheeks weren't as hollow, Auradon's food already doing him good even if he was still a little pale. The shape of his face just like his mother's, her strong jaw and brows; but the curve of his ears, the smirky press of his lips, the curls of his hair dark underneath the shock of white, his freckles….

'You're going to smudge the ink,' comes the poke from his thoughts, and he blinks, realizes that his cheeks are damp. His eyes continue to trail to Carlos, even as some small debate breaks out around him. He was wearing a pair of faded black shorts, and Isaac feels his lips curling up because even now he can remember the hell the boy had raised the one and only time he'd put him into a pair of pants. The shirt he wore was white (or at least it had been white; now it was an odd beigey color), with no sleeves, and black splotching it almost like spots. Sleeves cover Carlos' arms though, and Isaac realizes it's because he's wearing some kind of button up shirt underneath. He's just about to try and figure out his shoes when he hears:

"…and what of these alleged claims of abuse?"

His head snaps up so fast it hurts, but it's a small twinge compared to the swarm it brings in his mind; the words and memories and sensations so much it's becomes a thick roar in his ears.

"Yeah, I don't know what high horses you're riding, but it needs to kick you off now," Maleficent's daughter sneers, and though it's ferocity in her voice, her eyes flicker, and he knows that flicker. He's written that flicker, seen its origins and its aftermath.

"I beg your pardon?" comes a splutter, and he has to shift back and cross his arms to restrain his fingers from writing across the table again.

"Oh well sure," the girl continues smoothly, and he has a sudden flash of a different Maleficent; with dark horns framed by even darker hair and a dangerous, feral croon. He doesn't remember writing her, but he remembers that croon as it's echoed in this new, smaller form. "If my forgiving you will make you feel better about yourself then yeah…I forgive you."

"Excuse-"

"I forgive you for leaving us to an island full of criminals and thieves and murderers," she says it with a lift of her chin, and he aches again for paper; to scribble the edges of her expression in this moment. "For forcing us to battle for our very survival; for the scraps of clothes and food that you considered trash. For our parents."

Her voice lowers over those last words, something like poison; like salt; like sour sour…bitter; acid. Something like acid on her tongue. Her eyes turn, though her head does not, and Isaac follows her gaze to see them roaming over the tanned boy (viper) and the raven-blue girl (high collars and leather and Regina would love her for sure he knows) and Carlos….his Carlos, and he watches the acid twist her expression as it spills over her lips.

"You keep bringing up that word...like it's something we've invented, or…something that might have existed but died out and you can just dig up its guts to sneer at once in a while."

Her eyes (Forest green moss eyes, thorns and flames and evil lime green eyes) turn to glare at the assembled council, and even Isaac feels a chill (Chill? Cold. Elsa. She'll want to know about this) at the sight. That much hatred and pain should not exist in such young eyes.

"But if there has been any abuse, it's what we've suffered by your hand. You were the ones to curse us to that fate to begin with…if anything I'd say that makes you the real villains here."

"Only our hand?" A voice that he doesn't recognize speaks up from the back, and when he turns to look, Isaac is greeted by the sight of an older man; nearly bald aside from the few grey hairs around his ears. The man is wiping a pair of glasses, and when he places them back on his face diamonds mines heigh ho dwarf doctor…Doc.

"Excuse me?" Maleficent's daughter snaps, crossing her arms tightly across her chest. Defensive, maybe? Or just another front for anger?

"I'd say that's more than just a little bold to claim that you've only suffered abuse at our hands, given the records we have that show quite the opposite." He glances down at something in his hand, then back up again, adjusting his spectacles as he does. "Just who is this…'Persian'?"

"That is not something that you need to know." The fury is apparent now in her bright eyes; her voice tight with the force of it. "You should never have known, and you have no right to stand there and claim that you have any sympathy for what we've been through because if you truly 'cared,' you wouldn't have let it happen in the first place!"

"And does what we're trying to do now not make up for that?"

"What, making yourselves feel less guilty by giving us 'help.' So we're expected to feel grateful to you?"

"You're flattering yourself, child," a bored voice drawls, another that Isaac can't recognize. Some prince? Or maybe a king? Sitting next to a woman with faded auburn hair who at least has the decency to look embarrassed by her husband's words. "I realize you're most likely expecting a trap of some kind, but what use do you really think we could have for you?"

There's a sickening lurch of silence, and quite a few sharp intakes of breath, including from the princess? Queen? sitting beside the man who'd spoken. She hisses something…his name, most likely; but Maleficent's daughter was smiling slightly, an odd emotion…relief…in her eyes.

"Well he's not entirely wrong," she mutters. "And anyway, I guess it's nice to know that there are some of you who know how to be honest about things."

The man dips his head to her as if in a bow, and Isaac realizes that his intent had been just that; to reassure that there was no ill intent planned. Then further muttering from his right catches his attention, and it's not the words he cannot hear so much as the tone that causes his breath to stutter in his throat. Maleficent's daughter stiffens so sharply it's almost a flinch; her eyes and hands both catching fire and causing even more royals to shout and recoil.

"Say that again!" she snarls, lips curling back over her teeth. "Say it to my face this time, you fucking coward!"

"Mal!" The boy soon to be king looks horrified, and yet equally helpless, uncertain tension in his body as he debates between moving forward to subdue her or remaining somewhat untargeted and silent.

Then someone stands, and he's too busy trying to interpret the sudden shift backwards that the girl takes to notice who is speaking.

"I simply spoke the truth: that you have nothing to fear in that regard because I doubt any of us here would demean ourselves, or waste any more of our time on-"

"Damaged goods," the girl finishes in a growl, jaw clenched so tightly he can see every ripple of bone and muscle moving underneath. "Which is just, so funny to hear you say because what are all of you then?"

"I don't know what you think you're implying…."

"Well let's see," she interrupts, her voice echoing with shadow and damp and cold and dead light, dead air…death. "We've got some royals who took a hundred year long power nap and woke up in an entirely new point in time. Who else? Oh; some beggar kid who played a clever enough trick to get himself made royalty…."

Indignant cries rose up to meet her words, but she simply raised her voice accordingly and kept going, a vicious and entirely unforgiving tone to her voice.

"Another kid forced to take on the burden of running a kingdom because he got curious about a shiny sword; girl who wanted so badly to be seen and heard that she gave up every part of herself to do just that, and ended up back where she started anyway with no recognition for her troubles… by the way what's your deal with kids? You hate us because you were all kids when horrible stuff was happening to you? I mean…you're just as damaged as we are."

Grizzled royals stand and shout before she can even finish, and though Isaac immediately tries to tune out their words, his fingers twitch feebly beneath his arms, trying to pick out the best parts of the argument, the worst insults and curses to write down. And then he notices it; the villain children have gone tense and silent; shifting into a kind of organized huddle with Maleficent's daughter in the very front; shoulders back and head high even as those Forest green eyes widen with fear.

The viper is to her left and behind her, hands down by his sides in shaky fists. His eyes (like tarnished bronze and sands and deserts and carpets and caves) alight with anger and distrust roaming over the standing royals as if trying to determine a pattern. The raven-blue girl is to his right, her own eyes (like looking glasses…no wait…different blue. Like reflective pools, taking in everything and showing everything; never able to see to the bottom) wary and sharp, a different pattern already being seen, a soft and deadly tension of some kind building behind them.

And Carlos…his Carlos…is tucked behind them all, small and fearful in that way he had hoped to never see him again. He has the air of something delicate and wild, about to fly away…his eyes (his eyes like…like….) scanning the backs of the room in desperation. And then Isaac can't breathe, his arms unfolding, his hands dropping to the table where his fingers immediately start tracing letters and he doesn't need to look to know and wouldn't tear his gaze away even if he didn't know….

Carlos' eyes lock on his (his eyes! Rich, dark eyes; Eyes like Forest earth and Dalmatian brown; like the warmest veins of wood in a certain magic cabinet; like…his own eyes), and he feels his features fighting to shift into any one expression and ends up flicking through a mix of them all before he freezes, and even his hands go still.

There is no recognition in Carlos' eyes. Those eyes that are just like his own, that he'd wiped tears from and kissed and watched fill with stars when he laughed.

'Carlos.'

His lips form the name but no sound comes out, and a vague flicker crosses the boy's (the boy-his boy- his son's!) face. It's confusion. And fear, he realizes belatedly when his hands resume just long enough to scrawl it out. That some stranger he doesn't know knows his name.

"That is enough!"

The Prince who preferred to be called Ben stood, panting at the front of the room, and Isaac stiffens as his fingers still, the stunned silence of those assembled ringing throughout the room. The boy- no, can he truly be called that, with his eyes (eyes like white ash and clear skies and liquid pools of light) suddenly darkened with fury, his lips curled so viciously that Isaac half-imagines that there are fangs glinting behind them in place of teeth- his anger roils up like a physical wave, and for a moment he is every bit the fairytale Beast. And then he breathes and is a boy again, though the anger is still there, just under the surface of his eyes.

"From the moment I made my decree, I've been questioned and second guessed; accused of trying to destroy Auradon as we know it. But this…this is what is destroying Auradon and I will not stand here and let it continue."

"So you claim, and yet what has this decree of yours accomplished? What have these villains brought except for chaos and ruin? A constant reminder of-"

"Of your failures?" Ben growls, and there's a violent ripple throughout the assembled royals at the sound. "Yes, I can understand how having them here can make you uncomfortable. It's harder to pretend that you didn't do exactly as Mal said and leave however many children to live lives that I feel like I can't even call 'lives.'"

He pauses…hesitates, and in the space of that hesitation a million thoughts and words and voices fight to make themselves known. Isaac dares to look to the children at the center of it all, and though there is no longer that panic, there is still a wary fear in them…except for…Mal, was it? The girl is regarding Ben with some kind of grudge behind her eyes- not quite grateful; not quite respect or trust; it's as if her eyes hold 'I'm not going to say those things, but if I did…'

"I can't claim that I'm completely innocent," the boy prince continues quietly. "My ignorance of just what had been done 'for the sake of the kingdom' meant more time for the cycle to continue. I didn't bring this meeting together to perpetuate that cycle," he says, and his head lifts and those ashen eyes seem to set the very air alight.

"I didn't bring the VKs here to destroy Auradon, I brought them to end the cycle. But I need your help to do that…I need you all to just shut up and listen. And look."

A head turns; he knows because his fingers are moving again, noting the action before he's fully aware of it.

"Are you expecting us to see anything in particular?" A soft, feminine voice asks, and his fingers sketch out a vague blur of words that he doesn't bother interpreting because he already knows what he sees.

"And what's that supposed to mean, your majesty?" The viper hisses, as irreverent and resentful as any disturbed snake.

The woman makes a noise in her throat like a laugh and remains silent, and Isaac turns his head from Carlos just long enough to see the pain twisting Cinderella's expression. He regrets it instantly as he's struck with the images and memories of other Cinderella's, and he vaguely wonders over the one that he wrote about and the life she made in a tiny, hidden town.

"What do you see?" Ben presses in place of reassuring the other boy, and Isaac doesn't need to look to know (his fingers are already moving) that there are tears in the woman's eyes.

"Myself," she whispers lowly, and the Evil Queen's daughter (Grimhilde, he has to remind himself, before his brain can get lost in the flashes of another, darker Queen) scoffs, her lips twitching in some kind of unknown bitterness as she shares a look with Maleficent's daughter.

"And they say only villains have that whole ego thing going," the purple haired girl mutters, loud enough to still be heard clearly. "But I guess I'll take it as some kind of compliment, that you can look at a bunch of villain kids and see yourself."

She smirks as if in victory, but her eyes don't match it...towers thorns fire dragons storms wings curses…guarded. Isaac grits his teeth and blinks, and the words clear, his fingers stilling once more on the table. Her eyes are guarded, as if she'd anticipated something and was just waiting for it to play out. He almost doesn't want to look, but his head turns to Carlos before he can think to resist the urge. He flinches back, caught off guard because if Mal's eyes were guarded, Carlos' are far too…windows sky blank pages ink wells…open.

"Watch your tone, girl!"

The bark comes, not from Stefan as he had initially thought, given the jerky 's' his fingers trace out before he regains his composure- but from Radcliff, who stands so sharply and suddenly his wife doesn't have time to catch his arm. The shift in the villain children is equally sharp and equally sudden; Carlos slips fearfully towards the back of the group, eyes wide and anxious; while the viper's head lifts and his lips go back from his teeth where he stands just in front and to the side of Mal, whose fingers reach out to tangle in the back of his shirt; not quite restraining so much as containing; as if ready to fling him back behind her the moment he lashed out to bite. The other girl, (not Regina's daughter but an evil queen's daughter) does the exact opposite, dropping her chin but not her eyes. They remain sharp and watchful even as she shifts further behind the tallest boy, her body bracing itself for violence.

The actions remain unnoticed by Roger (though not by Ben, whose face twists into a pained grimace; and of course, not by him, his fingers having already scrawled down each and every movement) whose own face contorts fury, eyes accusing as they glare unseen at Carlos. Isaac stiffens, his hands flat on the table only for leverage as they shift to bring him out of his seat because if that man even thought he could get away with looking at his son like that….

"Regardless of how any of us feel about your presence here you forget you still stand before quite the gathering of royalty and those you have wronged. Cleary that means nothing to you given the blatant way you've disrespected us but if you think you can-"

"Ah I see," Mal murmurs, tugging once at the tall viper's shirt. He doesn't relax- if he had been a true snake Isaac would have likened it to a cobra's hood lowering back to its body- but he shifts enough to allow her to step forward. "This is the part where you tell me that if I don't mind my tongue, you'll cut it out of my mouth."

She grins, eyes lighting with emerald with jade with bottle glass with green, and tilts her back to display a scar about half an inch wide and two…maybe three? inches long, thick and raised (a hypertrophic scar, the Author in him [un]helpfully supplies) on the underside of her chin. It's the kind of scar- the kind of cut- that can only really come from a blade, and he doesn't need to imagine (he knows) the kind of conditions it had to have occurred in to cause enough damage to scar like that.

It's a collective sharp intake of breath that meets Mal's still-grinning face as she lowers her chin, her fingers still tangled in the tall boy's shirt. Isaac realizes that this time, it's just as much to support herself as it is to protect or contain him. Even Roger returns to his seat without a word from Anita, and any disgruntled noises anyone else might have made in response to the girl's disrespect choke in their throats.

"Yeah, I've heard that one before," Mal continues, her voice soft even as her fingers go white from where they grip the tall boy's shirt. "Sorry, if you were hoping to be the first to try. I know how disappointing that can be."

Her smile flickers for a second- less broad and more painful- before she straightens again and wipes her expression completely. It would have been a neat trick, but Isaac can still write out every emotion behind the mask. After all, he'd had years (centuries? millennia?) to master reading people so he could write them. And so it's all too easy to pick out the terror and the memories of pain in the corners of her eyes; the defensive way they dart sideways as her chin tilts back minutely- taking stock of the ones around her- the way her jaw twitches like she was losing an argument. (That one in particular, he knew all too well. Regina used to do the same with Cora.)

"And somehow I'm not surprised that even then you haven't learned from your mistakes," a female voice rumbles lowly. It might have been a croon if it weren't so harsh. "Just like your mother."

There's a vague ripple in the air, like heat lifting off a fire, and the tall boy rolls his head to the side and groans, his eyes dark (as rubies as caves as blood) as they glare at the woman.

"Fuck, now you've done it."

"My mother?" Mal repeats, and her voice pitches (teeters breaks) over the word, fingers uncurling from the viper's shirt as she strides forward slowly. "My mother locked me in the basement of our house when I was six because I hadn't yet learned that we lived on the Isle, and on the Isle we don't help goblins pick up apples from the street when they're knocked from their hands. Of course, it's the Isle, so when I say 'basement' I mean 'hole in the ground underneath our crumbling castle that might have been a cellar once but now is just a big hole.'"

Queen Leila makes a strangled noise, and Isaac feels his stomach lurch in panic before he realizes that no, she wasn't about to dissolve into smoke or anything equally horrific; she was merely outraged and mortified at the words coming out of the girl's mouth, and at the girl who spoke them.

"When I was eight, I found out that I was far better off trying to murder my rival than I was at trying to earn her favor. And that that favor was overrated anyway, because she was Maleficent first and my mother, second."

"When I was thirteen- and yes I know I skipped a lot of shit but do you really want to know all the details?" she cuts across a half-hearted whimper with such ease and ferocity that the only reason Isaac knows there had been a whimper was because his hands still hadn't stopped moving.

"I thought…" The whimper falters long enough for him to identify Snow White, then continues before he can dwell too long on another Snow White. "I thought that was the point?"

Mal smirks without any levity; the only amusement a morbid one. "The correct answer is no you fucking don't…and the point? The point is that the only thing our parents ever did 'for' us was give birth to us and then let us keep living, if you can call it that. The point is that you say I'm just like my mother well…be glad you only know your part of the story."

"I…." Ben chokes, clears his throat into the offbeat silence. "I think…that's quite enough for now. We'll-"

"Ducking out again when things don't work out as planned; yeah we know the drill, boy."

A chair slides out as abrupt and gruff as the voice that had spoken, and Isaac starts because he hadn't even seen the dwarf come in but he certainly saw him exit in a huff, and he chuckles just a bit because at least Grumpy hadn't changed- and then he winces because shit, he missed Stealthy, too- but he can't even express that remorse because this wasn't his story; these weren't his characters…his people….

"Uh…" Ben begins, then stops, pressing his lips tightly together. "We'll meet again later this evening," he intones, as solemnly as he can given the way his hands shake at his sides. He folds them behind his back, where only Isaac is able to note that it does nothing to stop the slight tremble. "I know I've kept you from your kingdoms long enough, but I appreciate-"

"Appreciate all the time we've wasted listening to you whine about villains?" someone mutters, and Ben swallows, while to his left, Mal jerks sharply, her face twisting.

"Your cooperation and understanding," he manages to grit out to their retreating backs.

"At least he's trying," an older woman murmurs, her hair sweeping back over her shoulders in a faded mane of reddish blonde. "That's more than could be said for-"

"And what good will his trying do when they burn down our kingdom?" Stefan snaps back, and Mal's eyes narrow, her lips curling into a snarl.

Ben bows his head as if expecting the words, no resistance in his voice even as he continues with:

"One last meeting to get a final count, hopefully an actual count this time…"

"Ha! He thinks he can get snippy with us for not complying? When he's the one who…"

"Geez, I know they used to crown 'em young cuz of the horrible stuff with plagues and junk…but we don't have any of that now so what's their excuse this time? Cuz I mean between you and me Al, this kid's about one sneeze away from needing a sibling if you know what I…"

"Hey!" Mal snaps, and her voice echoes with the ominous pop of embers in a fire. Silence falls with bated breaths and bared teeth, and Isaac is surprised once again at the amount of anger in her eyes. "Hi, yeah, excuse me? Um, I don't know what words you think are coming out of your mouths but the words that I'm hearing are fit for everyday chatter on the Isle."

"I beg your-"

"Already did that once today, and I wasn't even feeling generous then, so don't push your fucking luck," she hisses, and there might have been further outrage except Isaac is certain that nothing could compare to the girl's own, her movements almost threateningly precise as she gestures to Ben.

"He's your Prince! I might just be a villain kid so I can talk shit about him all I want but you guys are actually part of his kingdom so what the fuck is your excuse? He's literally about to be king in a few months isn't he? Like, fuck, guys, even on the Isle there's such a thing as hierarchy and respect!"

"Are you implying that we're behaving like villains?!"

"Of course not," she says quickly, and though her chin drops her eyes remain fire green and locked on the remaining royals. "You're playing exactly the heroes you're supposed to. But like I said, I was already not-generous before so unless you want me to really say what I'm thinking-"

"Why don't I tell you what I'm thinking instead…?"

Stefan breaks from the crowd of royals, hands going with time-honed ease to his belt, fingers closing around the hilt of a small dagger. The blade is barely that; only used for ceremony and decoration more than actual use, and is certainly nothing compared to the sword it might have once been. But the monarch grips it with clear intent, and within seconds the tall boy is tensing to run to Mal's side, the other villain children poised for the same.

Mal snaps her fingers sharply and then extends her arms, palms back and facing the children behind her. Instantly they switch tactics, spreading out further while still moving up; creating a space with less risk of getting overwhelmed, remaining within range for support and added defense.

"Go ahead," Mal all but purrs the words, eyes wide and wild with fear and exhilaration as flames suddenly curl around her forearms. "I fucking dare you."

"That is enough!" Ben shouts, and if Mal's voice had popped with fire then his is a wolf's howl. "Everyone stand down, at once!"

Mal's head tilts warily in his direction, her posture shifting tentatively into something of a yield as the flames slowly dim. Stefan, however, seized by the same madness that had surely gripped him hundreds of times before (Isaac knows, he wrote some of them) takes the moment of distraction and draws his blade and steps forward in one smooth motion…and is instantly paralyzed as the tall boy (viper, truly, in that moment) strikes, seizing his arm and snapping it up and out with a sharp and painful *snap.The blade falls from the man's hand with a curse, and the boy hisses a dangerous laugh through his teeth as Stefan squirms in a vain attempt to lash out.

"You wanna try that again?" he taunts, but Mal barks a sharp noise that takes Isaac a second to recognize as his name.

"Jay!"

The boy pouts but the danger was gone from his body, even as he kicks Stefan's blade up into his own hand.

"Mine now," he whispers cheekily, before releasing the man and shoving him backwards so hard he trips and crashes against the tables he'd come from.

"I said that's enough," Ben growls, and Isaac shivers at the traces of the beast in his voice. It's not quite his beast (he's fairly certain, at least. He'd remember if he'd written anything like this before) but it's just as furious in its own right and there's complete silence once again from the room; the villain children shifting closer together in a defensive position.

"I've had enough of this behavior and I will not continue to sit and smile through it anymore!"

Isaac watches with no small amount of confusion as Mal's lips curl on one side, a small, almost secret smirk lifting her expression for all of two seconds before it returns to a far more neutral air. He wonders what she knows that he doesn't…why her shoulders had suddenly relaxed and her eyes seem almost unaffected, in contrast to the tight and horrified expressions that make their way in various forms across the other royals' faces.

And then his fingers twitch and Ben finishes his sentence.

"King Stefan, you are hereby dismissed from all future meetings, including the one tonight. From this moment on you are no longer a member of my Council."

"Your Council?!" the man splutters indignantly, his face going nearly as red as his cloak (which wasn't quite as red as Gaston's had been but not too far off…Isaac had fun writing his Gaston…he doesn't think he should mention that, though.)

"Yes," Ben says, and it's such a simple 'yes' and yet the light is back in the pools of his eyes and Isaac can tell it's a yes he'd been waiting to say for a while. "Feel free to take the extra time you now have to start the journey back to your kingdom. I heard it might storm again so an early departure works out great."

"Now you listen here, boy," Stefan spits, and Isaac notes that while Mal bares her teeth in a snarl, both Jay and Carlos flinch at the word, and his stomach and chest fight to decide which of them can clench tighter at the fear in his boy's eyes. "You might believe what you want about these …'children'…but if you think you can dismiss me from this Council…from this kingdom…you've got another thing coming. Your father-"

"My father has given me explicit control over all matters regarding the VKs," Ben interrupts, and there's a wild feral can't be tamed savageness in his voice that Isaac knows he'd never be able to fully capture on page. "That includes meetings, and who does and does not attend them. And after he hears about the attempted attack on the VKs as well as the various, multiple threats that you have levelled in my direction, you'll consider yourself lucky if the kingdom of Aurorae is allowed to retain its privileges as part of Auradon."

If you had told the man who had travelled realms, created worlds and recorded the stories of the people in those worlds all with a scratch of a quill; who surely must have seen everything -that he would one day witness the sight of King Stefan cringing speechless before an eighteen year old boy; he'd have laughed in your face and claimed it impossible. He'd surely have known if such a thing were to occur because he'd have written it. And yet here he is some years (centuries? millennia?) later, witnessing that very thing. And it's not that he's angry- far from it. He's just jealous he didn't get to write it first.


Evie

To say that the hideout was a mess would be an understatement. Paint cans and other vessels of the like were scattered all throughout the loft; the windows stained and cracked, with a few missing panels thrown in as a casual reminder of where it was located. The outlines of a mural could just be seen, lending a much brighter tone to the wall on which it resided- the residue of some other color (grey or beige, it depended on who you asked) chipping and cracking underneath. A half of a couch (it had been absolute hell claiming the thing, not to mention getting it to the loft and up the stairs; but it was green and so it had to be theirs) was shoved against one of the walls, a single cushion still attached to the arm serving as a pillow. The couch had been bed to all of them at one point or another over time, the loft the only true 'safe' place they knew.

And so to see it in this state: both couch and singular cushion alike slaughtered ruthlessly; thick, jagged slashes spilling its remaining stuffing throughout the room; paint seeping into the floor from where the cans had been kicked and even flung; the mural a horrific mess of grey and purple and black, the color dripping almost like blood from its brutal wiping over; the symbol of a trident stamped mockingly in the center. It's more than jarring.

"What…" Evie started to ask, stepping carefully over a paint can and wincing when her boot lands in a puddle of red. "What happened?"

"What do you think?" Mal snapped, her shoulders shaking as she stared at the ruined mural.

"That witch!" Jay snarled, eyeing the stuffing mournfully. "I liked that couch, dammit."

Evie wanted to point out that the couch was not the worst of the damage, nor the thing he should be concerned about- Mal's anger…that was the thing to worry over. The other girl still hadn't moved from the mural, her fingers ghosting over the goopy black, and Evie could see the way the muscles in her back stiffened in fury. Before she could think of any pitiful attempt at comfort, a whistle sounded from outside the window. Instantly, Mal snapped into action, practically flying to the window and turning the handle, pushing it out and open in more or less one smooth motion.

"Yo, boss," a familiar voice rang up from the street. "You're gonna want to come down for this."

'This' as it turned out to be, was about four of their gang- Meda, daughter of Medusa; and Link, Jolt, and Tuck, the 'children' of the infamous pranksters Lock, Shock and Barrel, respectively. They weren't exactly their 'children' in a biological sense; the trickster spirits of Halloweentown had already been dead for ages when the Isle had come to be, and therefore couldn't be brought back in the same way. The three before them now, put simply, were just another incarnation of their original counterparts. And they were just as irritating and troublesome as they'd been in their first not-life.

Evie, being a respectable young woman, wouldn't ever say that she 'hated' anyone….

A wolf whistle sounded from the tallest, red clad figure, an eery grin leveled at her from an unsettling skeletal face.

"Hey tits," Link called as Evie approached, his tongue sticking out from between his teeth in a grotesque imitation of a laugh. "Always good to see you."

She hated the little demon with a fiery, burning passion, which, knowing him, he'd probably be thrilled to hear about. She still didn't completely understand how they had gotten to be the way they were; for all appearances and purposes they didn't look much older than nine or ten, with Tuck appearing the youngest at around six. But they were all horrid and grotesque in their own, particularly gruesome ways, and so of course they had to be a part of Mal's gang.

Mal, for her part, snarled sharply in the demon's direction, and while he didn't exactly stop leering at Evie, he at least had the common sense to not be as obvious about it.

"What is it you wanted me to see?" Mal snapped, and Tuck shuffled his feet, running fingers through bruised blue-black hair.

"We uh, heard what happened to the hideout," he began and Mal bared her teeth, eyes flashing darkly.

"Oh you heard did you? And is this your way of expressing some kind of sentiment about it? Because that is far from helpful and it'll be the last thing you'll ever do."

"As if," Meda muttered, rolling her eyes from the edge of the group. "What he means is we heard what happened to the hideout, and we tracked the pirates that did it to the edge of their territory."

"And found this little minx creeping around with some of your paints," Jolt finished, and its then that Evie noticed the other figure, their collar gripped tightly in Link's fist.

What at first looked to be a moving paint splotch revealed itself to be a small girl, probably only about seven or eight years old. Her hair, or what could be seen of it, was a dust brown color, but that was overshadowed by the sheer amount of color staining pretty much every other strand an odd array of pink and blue and green and yellow. The rest of the girl was colored in pretty much the same way, the only blank surface being her face, which was pale and furious as she kicked against Link's grip, eyes flashing behind a thick pair of dark glasses.

"Asshole," the girl spat, kicking at Link again.

Girl, Evie thought. A child, really, she couldn't have been older than Carlos…seven, at least. But unlike Carlos, there was something fierce in this girl; she was bold where he was timid; soft, yes, but not quite so easily construed as sweet and innocent. Plus, Evie mused with a slight smile as she watched the girl continue to kick and swear at the demon-child holding her, she wasn't easily pushed around.

"I like her."

"Excuse me?"

Evie jumped, realizing only in the face of Mal's glare that she'd said that out loud.

"I…I just meant…"

"No, go on," Mal snapped when she faltered. "Keep telling us how much you adore the little pirate who stole our stuff and probably helped trash our hideout."

"I'm not a pirate!" The girl shrieked indignantly, her cry promptly followed by a bellow from Link , and Evie looked over with no small trace of amusement as she realized the girl had managed to kick where no male wanted to be kicked, effectively freeing herself.

"Oh you little bitch!" Link squeaked, reaching vainly for the girl as she darted out of his reach. Unfortunately for her, there were others waiting to grab her, and she was promptly subdued (courtesy a harsh blow from Meda that made both Evie and Carlos flinch in protest) and grabbed up again.

"Alright enough," Mal said, and the girl froze, eyes uncertain at the sudden bite in the older girl's tone.

Even Evie had to pause, taken aback by the ferocity. She exchanged a glance with Carlos, who signed frantically to her as Mal strode towards the girl; with both palms up and in 'D' handshapes, he rapidly crooked his pointer finger towards himself, almost tapping it against his thumb before continuing; with his palm facing himself and index finger extended, he made a quick, small circular motion before emphasizing his point by gesturing towards Mal.

[Do something!]

[What?] Evie signed back, spreading her hands and giving a helpless shrug of her shoulders.

Carlos huffed soundlessly at her, eyes rolling slightly as he signed; both hands in 'A' handshapes; closed fist with thumb against the side of his fingers and the thumb pointing upwards, he turned his hands sideways before spreading his hands into flat palms. Then he kept going, quickly fingerspelling M-A-L before bringing his left hand up in an index handshape; making a short, stabbing motion in the direction of his flat right hand; finishing by pointing towards the girl, who was now staring up at a rather furious looking Mal.

[Anything! Mal will kill her!]

Evie started to reply that she didn't think that was likely to happen, but then again, Mal had been far more…ruthless….than usual. She didn't know exactly why or what had happened; the other girl certainly never entertained Evie's questions long enough to find out. Only that something had happened and now Mal was even more pissed off at the world than usual, and far more willing to prove it.

"Mal," Evie said slowly, following Carlos' signed prompts. "She's just a child."

[Tiny] Carlos signed; bringing his thumb and index finger together like they were shrinking something between them; then making a 'Y' shape and indicating back and forth between himself and the girl.

"Tiny," Evie repeated dutifully, a tiny twitch of a smile tugging at her lips despite the severity of the situation. "Like Carlos."

"Since when have I ever let size make a difference?" Mal retorted, and Evie grimaced as she remembered the particularly nasty fight with the Wharf Rats a couple weeks ago. They'd somehow got in their heads that Carlos being part of their gang signified a weakness, and had set up a vain attempt at an ambush. It had been a clever attempt in its own way, but none of the children had escaped unscathed, despite the fact that they'd all been under eight. To be fair, the rats had started the conflict, and despite their size no child on the Isle ever stayed truly innocent for long.

But there was something about this little girl staring boldly up at Mal that struck Evie as distinctly not Isle-like; her eyes still bright and young and full of a defiance that really was just the kind of innocent that didn't exist.

"I'm not scared of you," she said. A fearless boast; her lips curling in the exaggerated pout of anger that only one so small could achieve.

"Oh, you shouldn't be," Mal crooned, eyes wide with false sincerity as she stooped to be eye level with the girl. Evie shivered and exchanged a panicked look with Carlos because for just one second, she'd almost sounded like Maleficent.

"I'm not going to hurt you, after all," Mal continued smoothly, but her head cocked and Evie could see her eyes flicker pointedly to the left.

In spite of herself, Evie followed the shifted gaze to see Link, grinning that disturbingly feral grin of his; one hand still precariously clutching at his waist. She stiffened at the undisclosed threat, but didn't dare open her mouth now and draw attention to her discomfort. Not only would that place a further target on herself from Link, but to appear in any way undivided, well….they didn't need any further attacks than what they were already dealing with.

"But I can't exactly make any claims for the rest of my gang, you understand?" Mal said in an undertone, smiling as if confiding something to the now trembling girl. "So how about I just take back the paints you stole and we'll just pretend it never happened, ok?"

"No," the girl mumbled, and though her voice shook, there was an equal measure of that defiance still in her eyes as she brought a shaky hand up to adjust her glasses. "I…I need them."

"You need them?" Mal repeated dubiously, lifting a brow, that smile still on her face. "For what?"

"The…the dyes I make," the girl whispered, arms coming up to hug herself as she shifted backwards just a step.

"Uma makes dyes," Meda broke in, a haughty sort of look on her face as she combed her fingers through her own, seaweed green hair.

"Uma thinks she makes dyes," the girl retorted, almost smug as he lifted her chin daringly. "Mine actually last longer than a single wash."

"Since when does anyone wash?" Jolt muttered enviously, and Evie straightened, something in the small girl's words tipping her off to something.

"Mal," she said, but stopped when Mal lifted her hand, her own gaze suddenly dark.

"Yeah, no, I got it," she snapped, and her eyes narrowed as she bent to the child again.

"What's your name, brat?"

"I'm-" The girl faltered, fidgeting with her glasses again before answering, eyes on her paint-stained shoes. "They call me Dizzy."

"Dizzy," Mal repeated slowly, and her brow furrowed even further as she straightened, turning her head to glare at the assembled quartet.

"Where did you say you found her again?"

"Pirate territory," Meda answered, when the triplets took too long quarreling over who would answer. "Like we said. She was heading in the direction of Tremaine's and that's smack in the middle of the pirates' turf. No way to survive being that deep in unless you've got something going on with them."

"It's…not easy," the girl mumbled, and Mal nodded idly, eyes still narrow.

"Yeah I bet…wait, Tremaine?" She straightened sharply, turning and pointing cautiously at the girl. "Drizella?" she said slowly, and the girl- Dizzy- shuffled her feet with a self-conscious grimace.

"She's…my mom," she said quietly, and Mal went white, letting out a breathless noise as she turned back to the other four.

"Oh, you….idiots!" She snarled, and they all flinched at the venom in her voice. "We're on good terms with Tremaine, and you assholes went and…." She quieted, the tension remaining in her shoulders alone. "One. Two."

"Oh fuck, this is where we run, isn't it?" Tuck whined, as Mal reached 'Three' and her eyes lit with fire.

"Yeah," Evie said, no small amount of smugness in her voice as Mal's hand curled around a blade. "This is where you run."

Jolt yelped, grabbing Tuck and shoving him ahead of her as she bolted down the street, Link following not a moment behind, limping ever so slightly.

"Don't have to tell me twice," Meda sighed, disappearing in a separate direction and leaving just the remaining four of them.

"Fucking idiots!" Mal repeated, fingers trailing the length of her throwing knife. "I don't know why I don't just kill them and be done with it."

"Because you know that if you kill the triplets they'll just come back again later and haunt you till you die?" Evie supplied. "And Meda is stupidly fond of them so she'd probably just kill you in revenge before they got the chance to?"

"Thank you, Evie," Mal drawled sarcastically, teeth bared in frustration as she slowly slid her knife back in her belt.

"Um…"

"Right," Mal snapped, at the uncertain hum from the girl behind them. "Sorry about that. Like I said, can't always control what they do, you know."

"Uh huh," Dizzy said, nodding slowly and with obvious disbelief.

"Look, how about you keep the paints, and we'll actually pretend like this never happened?" Mal said, hands spreading as if to show she was harmless despite all her earlier threats. "Past is past?"

"Forgive, forget," Dizzy finished, a small, knowing sort of smile flickering onto her face. "I know how it goes."

"Good," Mal said, obvious relief in her eyes. "We really are on good terms with Tremaine, and I'd hate to think…."

"I don't know if I get that, though," Dizzy cut in, crossing her arms again and frowning. Rather boldly, in Evie's opinion, but then again, everything about this girl was pretty bold. "Granny hates the gangs so I don't know why you keep saying that."

"Your Granny profits from the gangs," Mal laughed, though not entirely mean spirited. "We keep the worse gangs out of her way, scare some customers towards her shops, keep an eye on Antoine so the bastard doesn't get himself killed when he's playing his tricks; and in return, she keeps us safe from the big names who tend to flock around her and occasionally turns a blind eye when we 'borrow' stuff from those shops."

Dizzy looked unsettled at the idea, but before Evie could think of something to say to comfort her (or scold Mal), she spoke up, fingers tugging at a loose thread in her dress.

"Darian," she said softly, and Mal frowned.

"Huh?"

"His name is Darian," she repeated, a bit more firmly this time, eyes hard as she looked up at them.

"No, I don't mean one of your cousins or whatever," Mal said slowly, unsure. "I meant Anastasia's son, who probably should be in Auradon with her but isn't because her prince didn't agree to claiming him, so he got sent here instead…it was a huge thing how do you not….?"

"No," Dizzy snapped, and it was so odd to see her suddenly so angry, her hands in shaky fists at her sides. "He's my big brother, and his name is Darian, I think I would know."

"But then what?"

"It's probably what Granny came up with to tell people so they wouldn't get nosy," Dizzy replied somewhat grumpily, that angry pout back on her face. "Like now."

"Ok, easy," Mal chided, though Evie could tell she was just as stunned as she was by the information, the furrow in her brow indicating her confusion. "If she's spreading that then it's no wonder…"

"What Mal means to say," Evie cut in, as the smaller girl's eyes threated to cloud with furious tears. "Is that we're all on the same team, so there's no point in fighting like this."

"Yeah, sure, whatever," Mal mumbled dismissively, but her own eyes were still sharp enough that Evie could tell she was still genuinely concerned.

"…yeah," Dizzy finally managed reluctantly, and Evie sighed quietly in relief and offered her a smile.

"Good, now. I'm Evie; that's Carlos," she nodded her head over in the direction of the smaller boy, who waved shyly but didn't offer more than that. "And of course, you know Mal. She can be a bitch sometimes but she's actually harmless, I promise."

"Don't speak too soon," Mal growled, but Evie just waved her off, and Dizzy finally cracked and giggled, the last traces of tension fading from her body.

"It's fine," she said, glancing around them. "If it's true what you said then…that we're all on the same team, then there's no point in staying mad at each other. You'll just end up hurting yourself."

"Smart kid," Mal chirped, grinning now. "I knew there was a reason I liked you."

"Uh huh," Dizzy said in faux skepticism, adjusting her glasses again and not bothering to hide her own obvious smile. "And you're not just saying because I'm not going to tell Granny how you kidnapped me and…"

"And I'm going to not remember that you stole from the daughter of Maleficent and I am more than happy to live up to the reputation," Mal countered, and though Dizzy's eyes went wide at the revelation, she was still smiling just a little.

"Woah, ok," she said. "Blackmail goes both ways."

"Mm-hm," Mal hummed lowly, and Dizzy let out a soft chuckle.

"Ok, I'll just go now," she said quickly, turning sharply on her heel and making to exit out onto the street. Then she straightened with a squeal and turned back around. "Right, before I forget; if you guys ever want some hair color that doesn't smell like sea foam, come by the salon around 11:00 pm. That's when I'm on and I can probably get you a discount as long as you promise to not steal any more of our stuff."

"Wait really?" Evie couldn't help but squeal right back, and even Mal looked relatively excited.

"That's super…nice…of you," she said slowly, and Dizzy flushed and grinned sheepishly.

"I know," she mumbled, before turning and all but skipping back across the border into pirate territory.

"Well Carlos, you've officially been replaced as the cutest member of our gang," Mal deadpanned, the moment the girl had disappeared from view.

Carlos spluttered, looking offended; lifting his right hand in a flat palm and brushing the fingertips of his left hand against it. [Excuse me?]

"Aw, Mal you do have a heart," Evie teased, and Mal blinked, her brow furrowing as she glared at her.

"What gave you the impression otherwise?" she snapped, and Carlos scoffed before paling and falling silent when the glare turned to him.

"You've been acting pretty uh…heartless the past few weeks," Evie continued, a bit delicately.

"No I haven't," Mal protested immediately, and Evie fixed her with a look.

"The Wharf Rats, just the other week?" she reminded. "Sure they started it but I'm almost positive that that one kid still can't move his fingers."

"Oh you mean that one that literally tried to stab me in the back?" Mal retaliated without remorse, and Evie sighed, deciding it wasn't worth it to push that one.

"And before that? When the Huns came and…"

"Don't." Mal snarled, stiffening sharply, eyes lighting again with green.

"Well, we now have their declaration of war to worry about thanks to whatever it is you did to them," Evie continued, diplomatically skirting around the specifics of that encounter. It had left them all with quite a few more scars, though not for lack of retaliation on their part.

"It wasn't war against you they promised," Mal mumbled, so softly that Evie wasn't sure she was meant to have heard.

"Then there's just now…with Link," she finished, and Mal exhaled slowly, her eyes returning to normal, although the tension in her jaw and shoulders remained.

"That was low, wasn't it?" she said, and Evie nodded emphatically.

"Your mom might have done it."

That seemed to strike the other girl as she froze, something like horror in her eyes, her jaw twitching sharply to the left.

"Shit."

Mal drew a sharp breath and cursed again, dropping her head so Evie could no longer read the emotions twisting her face. She stayed that way a few...too long seconds before straightening again, a much more controlled look on her face, though the way she trembled spoke louder than any spoken word.

"I didn't realize it had been that long," she finally managed weakly. "Or that…that I was…that bad."

Carlos shrugged, pointing first to Mal before curling his index finger into an 'X' handshape; he made a firm downwards movement with the crooked finger; before placing his fingers in flat hand against his mouth then moving his hand down and away sharply.

[You should be bad.]

Mal rolled her eyes, but her lips twitched into a reluctant grin. "Thanks, 'Los. Glad I have your approval to continue my villainous ways."

He made a sweeping, mocking sort of 'hats off' gesture before laughing and dodging her attempts to grab him and ruffle his hair.

"If it'll make you feel better," Evie spoke over the sounds of Mal's victorious cry and Carlos' stifled yelping. "You can always apologize to the Rats, at least."

"What, like in Auradon?" Mal mocked, finally releasing a now breathless Carlos, who immediately slunk behind Evie and attempted to fix his hair. "I hope we never end up there."

"No?" Evie asked, straightening in surprise because of all the things that Mal had done she hadn't been expecting her to renounce that hope. It was a stupid hope and only usually ever said in jest, but there had been moments where they'd wished with some sincerity; for a place where they could be safe. Free.

"Oh Hades no!" Mal cried, still slightly breathless with laughter. "Could you imagine? I'd never get anything done I'd be too busy apologizing to everyone I offended or hurt."

[True.] Carlos signed; placing his index finger against his lips like he was making a 'shush' gesture, then moving it forward in a quick motion.

"Zip it you," Mal snapped, and Carlos lifted his brows almost pointedly. "You know what I mean."

"But you've never hurt anyone you cared about," Evie tried, still unsure what the shift in attitude was. "So as long as you stayed with us, you'd be fine in Auradon."

"Don't count your dead, E." Mal's voice shifted so suddenly in tone that Evie flinched, and even Carlos looked worried.

"What?"

Mal blinked, and the dark look on her face lightened a little too quickly to be authentic.

"Nothing. Just a saying. Now come on, let's see what we can salvage from the hideout and start working on making the sea urchins that did it pay."


Mal

There's a hand on her arm and in seconds she's jabbed her elbow back as hard as she can and freed the letter opener from her belt, spun and lashed out before there was time to think.

"Woah-kay that's sharp," her attacker says, and a part of her brain says familiar, safe? and the other roars danger, alleyways, trapped, pain, death and she stabs again.

"Easy," and "No," and "Woah," and "Hey," interject their way through each of her attacks, and she knows she's being sloppy about it because the person who'd grabbed her was dodging them enough to talk, and hadn't immediately dropped to the ground when she'd first swung.

As she's processing the fact that her shoes are squeaking beneath her feet (and the fact that has shoes on her feet and that there is a floor to squeak against instead of dirt), she hears:

"Ok, stopping this now"

and feels a firm pressure around her wrists, a short, twisting motion that sends her blade to the floor along with her stomach because she doesn't have a weapon and she's vulnerable and-

"Got to say, I'm impressed you still have a knife since I thought we took them all. But I guess that'll teach me to underestimate a VK…again."

And she's in Auradon, and blinking up at a slightly sweaty and not-quite-as-ruffled-as-he-should-have-been Aziz, who was blinking right back at her as if he didn't quite know what to do with himself.

"What do want faggot?"

Aziz, for his part doesn't flinch, but both eyebrows go up even as his mouth curls sharply down.

"Um."

"Sorry," she blurts instantly and means it (since when does she mean it?), grimacing. "Sorry. Force of habit."

"Uh-huh….See, as much as I'd love to get into that with you, that's not what I wanted to talk to you about."

"Oh so you weren't just ambushing me in an unprotected section of hallway for fun? You actually did want something?"

He blinks at her, and she realizes she'd deflecting again…realizes that she's shaking and it's stupid because he shouldn't even count and yet her instincts keep screaming that she'd been grabbed by a man, and she's still so raw from the Council that every syllable spoken from a deeper pitch of voice has her teetering on edge.

"You ok?"

"Fine." She snaps, then grits her teeth because it's a lie and for some reason she cares about that. "Shut up."

He does, and it's not any better because it's quiet now and quiet never meant anything good on the Isle, and despite his silence she knows he's still there and if she can't hear him she can't see him and this wasn't the Isle this is Auradon but he's still there and she can't…she can't breathe and….

"Hemlock," she blurts instantly, and there's a shuffle of movement but no voice sounds to stop her; no hands reach to pin her down. "I always thought that if I were to kill you, I'd use hemlock. Took me a while to narrow down but it's pretty perfect; paralyzes you, you know? But the rest of you isn't so you get to stay awake as your body just shuts slowly down and all the while you just…can't move. Which I always thought was perfect considering-"

"What happened to Jay," Aziz finishes for her, and she flinches sharply, sucking in a breath too quickly to do anything more than stare at him, bewildered. He stares right back, and it's somehow worse seeing the understanding in his eyes. "And…you?"

"And you're basing that on…what, exactly?"

But she knows exactly what, and the wall at her back does nothing to comfort her; nothing to make any of this better and she wants her crew but they're all scattered throughout the school and she feels like she's the one who's swallowed hemlock.

"Um, well. I'd say something cocky like 'word on the street' or whatever, but uh…I don't think that would really help here so…."

"You Auradonians really love using that word," she mutters, staring at his hands, which twist around themselves in a never-ending loop of anxiety. "But you never like to actually do anything."

"Um, would…would you like me to do anything?" he says, and she looks up at the strange note to his voice. "Right now, I mean," he continues. "What…what helps? And I know, I know…but you're still kinda…shaking? And if it's me I just want to know so I can actually do something."

"Aziz."

"Hm?"

"Shut up."

He starts to reply, but then thinks better of it and sheepishly falls silent, even backing away a couple steps and it's that added gesture- the added thought, really; no one in Auradon ever thought- that breaks through enough to actually do something. He must take some cue from her, though she doesn't even know when she made it, only that she's leaning against the wall now and he's a step closer and arsenic, hemlock, strychnine, nightshade but she doesn't really think she needs any of them right now.

"So...I guess first off sorry for grabbing you like that," Aziz says, shuffling a foot and burying his hands in his pockets. "I didn't think…."

He grimaces, eyes flickering to her as if to gauge her reaction, and it's both a comfort and an annoyance, and she presses her back more firmly to the wall and crosses her arms.

"Just get to the point already," she snaps, irritated that her voice still sounds unsteady. She feels unsteady, sure, but that didn't mean she had to advertise it like that. "You want to talk about Jay. And you're gonna have to deal with the disappointment when I tell you that's not gonna happen."

"But is it true what they're saying?" Aziz says, and he's so concerned that she could almost forgive him for pressing. Almost.

"I thought I said…"

"I just want to know if it's me," he insists, and she has a sharper retort on her tongue but he's so sincere that she hesitates instead. "I just want to know if it's me so I can…stay away if I have to. If it'll help."

She laughs, then, and it's probably the last thing he'd been expecting because he stares at her blankly, his eyes wide and oh so genuine and it's somehow hilarious in hindsight that she'd ever thought she'd need hemlock for him.

"Don't be so eager to be a problem, Aziz," she tells him, and he just blinks at her. "You're a gay piece of shit but you are nothing that we can't handle."

"Um…not quite sure if that's the insult or the complement…" he drawls, and she rolls her eyes at him, settling against the wall.

"Let's just say it's Isle speak for you don't have to worry about looking like the shadows of our monsters."

"See, Carlos said something like that too but I can't help but feel like it's not entirely true."

"Carlos told you? Really?" She cocks her head, not wondering so much when but how, because if anything, Carlos could be even more protective of Jay than she was; and if he'd actually made an effort to confront what had been viewed as a threat….

"He said…me and Nikki…he said that we're not like anything on the Isle; but it can't be true because obviously there's something about us that reminds you. That reminds Jay."

He shrugs helplessly, hands still deep in his pockets so his shoulder scrunch up his entire body and he just looks so…small.

"And if that's the case then…we'll stay away, we just…want to help."

"You hero types and all your self-sacrificing bullshit," she mutters, and Aziz chuckles nervously, a hand escaping his pocket to smooth hair that really didn't need smoothing.

"Does that mean that we're ok to hang around?"

"I'll do you one better and say it means that for now I consider you an ally and we'll leave it at that."

"You know, I think you and I have different meanings of the word ally," he replies, and she lifts a brow.

"And what's your definition?"

"Well my definition kind of involves a distinct lack of homophobic slurs and insults, along with some equal level of empathy or understanding?"

"What are you making a request?" Mal scoffs, then realizes that while his tone had been joking, his eyes are somewhat serious, and she frowns, crossing her arms even further.

"I don't really do sentiment," she finally says, and he nods like he gets it, but she thinks she's hurt him, somehow. "If I told you insults were the Isle way of showing affection would you believe it?"

"Probably not," he says, and though his lips twitch a little she knows it's just a front. "I take it that's a no on the less homophobia, then?"

"How 'bout it's an 'I'll try?'" Mal offers, shrugging her shoulders and trying to ignore the voice inside that sounded like her mother.

"Trying's good," Aziz answers, and it's so odd how quickly the hope lights in his eyes. "Trying's how we all start."

"I'm not making any promises," she says pointedly, and he laughs, grinning.

"I wouldn't expect anything less from a VK," he says.

"There, now you're getting it!" She smirks at him, and he's still shaking his head when the bell rings above them and suddenly her stomach is full of poison after all because class is over which means she has to go find Jay and…..

"Will you guys be at dinner?" Aziz asks, and he's back to solemn again just as quickly as she is, picking up on that much, at least.

"Maybe," she says, shuffling her feet and turning to scan the hallway. She sees none of her crew, but she does see the looks exchanged; the curled lips and laughter. "What are they saying?"

Aziz remains quiet beside her, but she knows better than to think it's because he hadn't heard her.

"Aziz," she snaps, refusing to turn her head from the crowds for the same reason. "You asked me if it's true what they're saying…what are they saying about Jay?"


Ben

"How dare you?"

He turns, stomach dropping so sharply at the harshness of the voice that it takes him a moment to register the words themselves. To say that Audrey looks furious would be an understatement; she's practically murderous: her whole body tight and trembling, her usually smooth features so contorted it's only through his intimate knowledge of them that he's able to find her eyes at all. Of course, when he does find her eyes he regrets it; the utter loathing and rage filling him all the more with dread.

"Audrey," he says slowly, but she doesn't give him a chance to do more before she's reached him, and he has the sudden terrified urge to flee in the other direction.

"How dare you!"

She's screaming, and it's only the merciful fact that they were currently alone in the hallway that prevented the whole of Auradon from hearing.

Calm down, he tries to say. Stop screaming. Talk. Talk. Talk

"You dismissed my grandfather from the Council? Do you have any idea, any idea at all, what you've just done?"

"Audrey…"

"No!" She hisses, but even then it's more a shriek than anything so quietly harsh. "Answer me, Ben. Do you have any idea…?"

"Yes."

She flinches, recoiling from him with disgust, and he wishes she would scream at him then; anything but that silent horror.

"Yes, I know what I did. Do you want to know what he did? Or does the fact that he's been constantly undermining me and blatantly disrespecting what little authority I have not matter?"

Oh. Now he's the one who's yelling.

Audrey lets out a high noise of laughter that's the farthest from amused he's ever seen her. She's staring at him like…like she doesn't know him…like he's some pitiful, grotesque thing under her feet.

"You want authority?" she says, practically spitting the word at him. "Grow up and show it. No one's going to hand you respect like it's a goddamned lollipop!"

Pain stabs through his chest and he reels back, half expecting to find a knife buried in his lungs; and then he realizes it's because he can't breathe; and that he's backed against the wall and it's the first time he's felt it so he doesn't even recognize the panic for what it is. Audrey's lips twitch on one side: a horrific, mocking smile that he almost wants to take some kind of violent action against because it's not fair and how can she do this to him so easily, so ruthlessly?

"And you stand there and stare like a helpless child and wonder why no one takes you seriously," she says, and she must be quiet now because he can hear his heart try and force its way out of his body and he wouldn't be able to do that if she was still screaming.

"Are you done now?" He doesn't know how he's talking, but he is, and her eyes flicker like she's surprised but that horrible look is still on her face and he doesn't know what he did to put it there. "Can I talk?"

She doesn't say anything, just crosses her arms, and usually a gesture like that might mean she's feeling defensive; but the way she does it just further signifies her defiance and his lungs give another stab to remind him that breathing was a voluntary action that he had to take.

"I wasn't going to stand there and let him disrespect me," he says slowly, not because he wanted to take any particular care with his words, but because if he goes any faster it will take away from breathing. He needs to breathe. "I'm sick and tired of being walked all over and treated like I don't have feelings; like I'm not allowed to have feelings and that I have to be this perfect ruler."

He takes another breath and blinks, and suddenly everything is in focus again and he realizes that Audrey is crying almost as hard as he is.

"Well guess what," he chokes, and she won't look at him now and he hates it. "I have them, I feel them. And I'm not going to keep playing docile and take that from anyone. Not him. And not you."

She flinches, lifting her head, but only to turn it to the side, her arms tightening even further, and he realizes what it means with painful clarity.

"You- you've already set your mind about something. Haven't you?"

Her chin lifts. Her lips press together, the little dimple in her cheek that he'd always loved poke his finger into to tease her when they'd been tiny (and even now that they're grown) standing out in stark contrast to the atmosphere.

"Only that you won't need to worry about settling the matter because my family is already taking the necessary steps to detach the kingdom of Aurorae from the United Kingdoms of Auradon."

She says it all in a detached tone, and while a part of him wants to break and hysterically laugh at his own unintended pun, instead he says:

"So is this a declaration of war, or a break up?"

She bites her lower lip, still not looking at him, and he realizes just how long it's been since he's kissed her. There was no point in rectifying that now, and yet he can't resist the sudden overwhelming urge to do just that; just sweep her entirely off her feet or even scandalously switch their positions and back her against the wall- to just kiss her hard enough to make all their words nonexistent. To make the two of them last.

"It's a declaration of a break," she says at last, and it's so diplomatic and formal that he can't stand it. Then he realizes it's because he actually can't stand, and he presses himself further against the wall to at least pretend. Then he wonders if he'd only ever just been pretending with her, but it hurts too much to entertain even as a passing thought.

"Is this the kind of break that entails ‘friends but not really’ and us seeing other people, or the kind that involves the whole 'it's not me it's you' bit?"

Audrey drops her chin at that, but then she's looking at him in the next second; so suddenly and so intensely that he's grateful it's a wall at his back because if there'd been open space he's almost certain she'd have pushed him into it.

"Did you stop and think, while you were so absorbed in your own hurt feelings, what your little tantrum means for Aurorae? For my family? My family, Ben! Did every think about what this means to them?"

She's nearly crying again now, but it's anger in her trembling voice; pain in the press of her lips and the twitch of the dimpled and unamused cheek; betrayal ringing in her every word.

"It's true you know, that coming back from a hundred years of sleep/negligence isn't something that can just happen overnight. Do you know how close we actually came to dying out? Close enough that when a chance came to join with a greater power there wasn't a question about it. Only how soon, and if it meant solidifying it all with casting the demon that did it to us onto an island prison and making a desperate bid for a betrothal then here, our bags are already packed."

"Is that all it was, then?" why was he crying? why was he surprised? he'd known this all along, after all. "Is that what I am to you? Just a political move?"

She clenches her jaw then, and he's clenching his fists because he knows exactly what she's going to say and he's never been good at politics but he wouldn't want to be, not if this is what it means.

"No," she says carefully, and his blood runs colder with each syllable. "You were the naïve hero who thought that all your problems could be solved with a shield instead of a sword, and I needed that. Needed someone to pull me out of that world of politics and remind me what it meant to care. Instead you just reminded me why I chose politics to begin with."

She clenches her jaw then, and he's clenching his fists because he knows exactly what she's going to say.

"No," she says carefully, and his blood runs colder with each syllable. "You were the naïve hero who thought that all your problems could be solved with a shield instead of a sword, and I needed that. Needed someone to pull me out of that world and remind me of the other ones that exist…. Instead you just reminded me why I chose politics to begin with."

She leaves him there outside the board room door, not even looking back, and the only thing he can think is that he might not have been good at politics; but he wouldn't ever want to be, not if this is what it means. Yet Audrey's tears and the echo of her sobs still ring in his ears; and the door is still in front of him with all those people behind it; more people he had to face; more people to tell him all the ways in which he failed them; how he wasn't what they needed him to be. And then all the words he'd left unspoken come flooding into his thoughts and he's screaming them down the empty hall and his voice is too hoarse and too broken to make it very far but he's not holding back; can't hold back; can't be over….

"You can't expect me to break myself into a thousand pieces to try and make you happy! The kind of ruler I am is based on who I decide I want to be…the kind of person I want to be and it's not fair of you…you can't pin your problems on me like that, Audrey, it's not…it's not fair!"

It's not fair and it can't be over he doesn't want it to be over like this…and yet it's still not over and he suddenly can't be in that hallway for another second. Not with the clicking echo of Audrey's heels or the heat in his face that makes him wonder if she'd struck him; but the pain tears through his chest alone and he's wishing for physical violence because to attack with words like that just wasn't fair.

Ben forces himself to his feet (when had he fallen, why was he still crying get it together damnit!) and barely manages to adjust his hair (adjust his face adjust his everything it's your own fault not good enough have to adjust) before he staggers into the board room and clutches at the podium in the front.

The first thing he's aware of when he dares to open his eyes is the distinct lack of King Stefan's presence and while it's relief that his main source of torment is gone; it's followed by a sick pit of dread because his absence also means the absence of Queen Leila; of Phillip and Aurora…of Audrey. And he almost thinks he will be sick because how could she do that to him and how could he be what he's not and why was it his fault but it was his fault and how can he be expected to fix all the other mistakes with the kingdom when he can't even fix his own?

He grips the podium and imagines he hears it splinter in his fingers before realizing it was creaking a little, and he forces himself to straighten and move away from it (don't be weak don't be a child, Ben, if you want respect….), lifts his head and opens his eyes (and he really need to stop closing them.)

The second thing he's aware of, when he's wrenched himself enough out of himself to be aware, is the sheer amount of staring eyes on him from the remaining assembled royals and all he can think is why can't they leave him alone?

"What now?" he sighs, and he knows it's more of a whine; knows that he's slumped down against the podium at the front.

But right now it's the only thing keeping him upright; keeping him from throwing it all away, the crown, the kingdom…he wants no part of this broken, messed up thing he's inherited. There's an uncertain ripple of murmurs and coughing, and he barely manages to lift his head to give a weak glare in their general direction.

"I know," he snaps, or he would have snapped if he weren't so tired. "But I'm just so done with all the pretense so why don't we just skip it all and get right down to where you tell me what you think of me."

"Oh, well if you're giving us permission this time."

An all too eager voice rings out, and Ben isn't sure if he wants to laugh or give in and sink to the floor and scream because of course it's Aladdin who's standing; rubbing his hands together and beaming like he's just been handed another magic lamp.

"Aladdin!" Jasmine hisses, but Ben just tries to keep lifting his head and making eye contact as the man just shrugs a shoulder, his hands dropping to fold neatly in front of his body.

"Nope, it's my turn to talk now and in the thread of brutal honesty it's only fair to say that I think with all the pressure that's been placed on you you're doing a better job at handling all of this than I ever could. And also I never liked that old maeiz (goat) anyway so no hard feelings over Stefan."

The man makes a face, and it's most likely meant to be teasing, but Ben feels his knees buckle and he's not sure if it's the words or everything behind them, but he's on the floor now; his back against the podium and legs sprawled out in front of him.

"What?" he croaks out, ignoring the cries of alarm and concern because they hurt and he really doesn't want to figure out if they're fake or not.

"There were some things that were said this afternoon that…hit us all hard," Aladdin continues slowly, lowering himself not back into his seat, but to his knees. "True things…very true…made us remember."

Ben lifts his head (when had he dropped it?) to realize that all the royals were lower as well; either crouching or kneeling or at least sitting somewhat less dignified in their chairs. Humble? Is that the word…the concept behind it?

"Remember?" he repeats, not sure what that look on Snow White's face is but also not entirely sure he likes it.

"Our childhoods," Cinderella answers, her voice soft and all too knowing as she looks at him. "The fact that we were all children and that instead of facing what happened to us and what we went through we took the shiny crowns they offered us and banished it all to a place even we couldn't reach."

"Except now it's reached us," Anita whispers. "And it terrifies us because we don't know how to deal with it. We never dealt with it."

Roger sniffs beside her, but is quiet…ashamed?

"We don't hate the children you brought to us, Ben," Snow White's Prince (his namesake), Florian says, and though the man hadn't lowered himself to the floor, he was at least leaning down in his chair, a heaviness in his eyes that match his voice. "We fear the villains that we never dealt with; the things that we went through back to haunt us in another form."

"You…you have nothing to fear from them," Ben manages shakily, sitting up just a little further against the podium. "They…they fear you, and I'm not entirely sure they're wrong to think that all things considered."

A shift in the room tells him that the other royals too have adjusted, and now sit or kneel in further upright positions. He frowns, and a fleeting thought occurs to him and on a whim he reaches up and removes his crown, placing it on the carpet beside him. Some, like Aladdin; like Naveen; like Ariel; like the Charming's- are quick to casually do the same: either cocking their crowns in a less formal position or removing it entirely; and while some other don't have crowns to remove, they unzip jackets or unbutton cloaks (remove some padded bits of armor in the case of Mulan and Shang) - further humbling themselves, yes, but also….following his lead?

"You're-you're…following my lead," Ben expresses the revelation aloud, and there's a reddening of faces and nervous coughing and guilty, embarrassed expressions.

"Well, you are our Prince," Aladdin is the one to say it, and Ben can tell the others are relieved to not have that burden. "And it's only fair we try and do it now when we've…been kind of terrible to you about it before."

"Kind of?" he mutters, and there's an even larger range of red faces and shame.

"We're sorry," Aladdin continues firmly, glaring around the room, and it's only in following the man's gaze that Ben can see that while a majority had followed there are still those who hadn't; who are normal faced, or pale and stoic- unrepentant- and he nearly regrets sitting up in the first place. "It was more than just not fair of us to put all of that on you and we -or at least I- want to try and do what can be done to correct that."

"Like an actual Council?" Ben thinks that the trace of bitterness he feels is justified there, but the thin press of Prince Eric's lips before he answers that tells him that the other royal hadn't appreciated it as such.

"Yes," the man says, however, combing a hand through short, dark hair. "An actual Council, that seeks to fix the problems we face."

"You mean the problems you created?" Ben retorts, and he realizes he's back to standing; that he's being defensive now, but he can't help it. Can't trust it…not after all that Audrey just said.

Charming smirks at him, at least, and Cinderella ducks her head beside him, though Ben can see that it's only to hide her own amused look. He doesn't know if it's more of a comfort or an insult to know that they support him so wholeheartedly, but he'll take it at this point. Something genuine.

"We want to fix the problems," Tiana says firmly, arms crossed over her green cloak, coiled braids now freed from their crown splitting her face into an eerie mask of stern determination. "I think that should be the point, and not just placing and shifting blame."

"Right." Ben coughs, a bit ashamed himself now. He stares pensively at his crown and picks it up, but he hesitates a moment to lift it. If he puts it back on again, did that just mean he was inviting all of it back? They were on his side now (for now, he doesn't doubt that) but there was no guarantee…if he puts it on again and fails….

He chances a glance back up and there's an overwhelming range of equally determined and slightly abashed faces staring back at him, and he feels a strange tightness in his throat; a surge of something in his chest that he doesn't want to identify. Too afraid to call it hope. But the looks on their faces tell him that in this moment, they feel the same way he does, and he can work with that.

"So," he says, lifting the crown; lifting the burden; lifting the problem- and placing it on his head. "To fixing the problems?"

"To fixing the problems."

It's a near unanimous chorus of voices, of raised crowns and hands, and he can work with this. He will work with this. Never mind the silent voices; the crowns that hadn't been lifted. Right now, he knows what needs to be done.

"In that case," he says, straightening and settling the crown back on his head. "Let's start with this…."


Carlos

The museum, as it turned out, was incredibly easy to find and actually didn't take much navigating on their part. There were conveniently lit road signs everywhere, marking down the miles to go and which turns to take, and Carlos was sure they'd all have laughed about it and what it said about Auradon (what it said about them), except they were too busy trying to keep Jay from blowing their cover. The older boy hadn't 'broken' down so much as shut down, and Mal was on the verge of something equally violent and terrible, and so the journey had mostly consisted of Carlos nudging and sometimes shoving Jay along the streets, while Evie muttered bits of gossip to Mal in an attempt to keep the other girl from exploding. Carlos wasn't so sure it would work; any of it. How were they supposed to accomplish anything like this? How were they supposed to live up to their parents' expectations of them (to Auradon's expectations of them) when they were barely living to begin with?

Ahead of them, Mal snaps her fingers, and Carlos freezes in place and only just manages to grab Jay's sleeve to keep him at his side. He tries not to think too hard on the way Jay flinches at even that slight contact, but the other boy's eyes are clear at least, even if he is glaring at Carlos.

"What are you grabbing at me for?" he snaps, and Carlos presses his lips tightly together and drops his eyes as he signs; touching the tips of his fingers to his temple in a flat palm before twisting his hand away; then touching the tip of his pinky finger to his cheek before pointing at Jay and fingerspelling 'O' 'K.'

[I wasn't sure if you were ok.]

"I'm fine," Jay growls, but the set of his jaw isn't right, his eyes flickering. "Don't touch me again."

[Fine.] Carlos signs in agreement, tapping his thumb to his chest in a 'five' handshape, eyes wide in what he hopes conveys his innocent intentions.

"If you're done acting like children," Mal actually growls in front of them. "Why don't you figure out how to get inside the building?"

Carlos looks up and realizes that they're just outside the Auradon Museum of History, and as he's marveling at just how huge the place was (he's fairly certain it could fit the whole of the Isle inside if they really packed in tight), Jay stiffens beside him.

"'Wonder if he's as soft inside as he looks on the outside?"

"What did you just say?"

Carlos cringes back as Mal turns on Jay because while her voice spits fire and fury, her eyes flash fear and her jaw twitches defeat and he can't be the only stable one of the group right, he just can't.

"I didn't say anything," Jay says, blinking at her, but his voice doesn't sound right and there's panic lingering in the back of his eyes.

Mal stops short and stares a moment, and Carlos doesn't want to think about what that look in her eyes means. She brings her hands up to tug at her hair, jaw tight in a grimace and shakes her head, and Evie starts to shrink behind her; no doubt internalizing the obvious frustration radiating out from Mal in an almost visible wave.

"Fuck," she hisses sharply, and Jay squirms his shoulders like he's in pain, and Carlos cringes back even further, his jacket starting to swallow him. "Shit, we can't…This isn't going to work, why didn't… Carlos! Why didn't you tell me this wasn't going to work?"

"Mal," Evie tries to scold, but Carlos scowls and signs fiercely; bringing his hand into a flat 'B' handshape, forcefully closing it into a tight fist.

[Bull shit!]

Mal's eyes light with green but for once he stands his ground because he had tried to tell her, or at least sign, that trying this now- right after everything with the Council, was a bad idea. But Mal was never the type to sit still when something was bother her…if she was able to, she would fuel that into creating a bigger blaze than the one she stood on.

"It'll work just fine," Jay snaps, and he's not squirming anymore but his teeth flash in a grimace that does nothing but prove Carlos' own point. "We're not actually doing anything, just seeing where it is, and if we stay out here any longer it's gonna get sketchy and I don't do sketchy."

"You're the definition of sketchy," Evie mumbles, but Carlos is the only one who hears, or at least, the only one who acknowledges it.

He signs again, pointing first to himself and then the others before sliding his thumb forward along the underside of his chin sharply; ending with a sweeping forward motion with both hands.

[We’re not going!]

“We?” Mal repeats, brow lifting incredulously, and Carlos realizes, as she surely must be, that this is the first time they’d ever unanimously and openly disagreed her like this.

But he continues anyway; shaking his head in negative as he makes flat hand shapes, palms up and fingers splayed slightly. He starts to pull his hands towards himself, curling his fingers in a ‘give me’ kind of gesture, before twisting his hands outwards instead.

[We don’t want this.]

"Well that's just too bad isn't it? You don't want this? We've all had to do things we didn't want to; that's how life works."

"Maybe," Evie interjects quietly, just barely making the needed eye contact to be a direct challenge. "But it's not how we work."

“It’s how we work now,” Mal snaps, eyes green and flames curling her fingers just as vicious as the snarl curling her lips. “If this is what it takes then this it what it takes but I am not leaving until we’ve found that wand. So we are all going in, and I honestly don't give a shit if it's what you want. That...is an order."

"Yeah," Jay mutters, body and jaw tight with resistant even as he walks forward. "Yeah it fucking is."

"Carlos?"

He flinches, and there's a flicker in Mal's eyes that's not enough to lessen his fear, or the flames.

"Get us in."

He nods, because it's the only thing he can do. The only thing he's allowed to do, really. Jay curses, but sneaks to a side window and checks it, and the instant he's deemed it clear, Carlos works to disengage the frame. He hears Evie whisper some protest behind him, but it's stopped abruptly before it can finish, and he doesn't dare turn his head from his work to find out. Doesn't want to know. The window pops a moment later, and Jay eases it to the grass and leaps in first, disappearing into the dark.

"Are we in?" Mal snarls, and Carlos whimpers and cringes out of her way as she stomps up to the window.

Jay returns, expression a solid grimace, but he nods once and in seconds she's up and over the sill.

"In as far as we can be, anyway," Jay answers, and helps Carlos and Evie in after her.

Mal barely waits until their feet have touched the floor before taking off in the direction Jay had initially gone, her hair sending dim sparks cascading to the floor.

"What are you waiting for? Move."

The three of them exchange looks, and the grimace on Jay's face hardens further as he sets off.

"Obligatory that's what she said," he mumbles, and Evie just sighs and ties her hair up before following after.

No one else has a bad feeling about this?

Carlos thinks, whimpering to himself as he obediently scrambles along behind. This wasn't going to end well, but not just because of the circumstances. It wasn’t going to end well because right now that wasn't Mal leading them equally and fearlessly into a mission, it was Maleficent. And she was driving them all ruthlessly towards their doom.


Mal

They're lying on the roof of one of the Hun warehouses, watching the barrier change color for the night. Mal was betting they'll make it orange (it's always orange, a gross, muddy color that glows just enough to let you know where it is and nothing more. Auradon couldn't let them have too much fun could they) Daisha insisted they'll make it yellow or something equally bright and horrific. They're a disconnected pile of limbs; Mal not quite tucked into Daisha's side, but close enough that the other girl could still sneak past her guard to run her fingers teasingly along Mal's body when she wasn't paying attention: down her spine; across her shoulders; once (and only once) being bold enough to snake a hand up her leg. Mal had nearly shoved her off the roof for that, and Daisha had more or less been content to sit and stare at the barrier in silence.

When the darkness finally sinks into the full, depressing gloom of night, Mal crowed smugly when the barrier lightened to its usual, mud orange glow.

"I should have put money on it," she jeered haughtily, grinning down at Daisha to see the other girl staring up at her with her own smug smile, her eyes brighter under the barrier's unnatural glow. "What?"

"Nothing," Daisha shook her head, her arms crossed beneath it. "Just enjoying the view."

"Yeah, it's breathtaking," Mal scoffed, rolling her eyes and drawing one leg up to her chest. "I love the orange, really brings out the rot in the..."

"Wasn't talking about the barrier."

She whipped her head back around sharply to find Daisha staring up at her, a lazy sort of smile playing at her lips and an odd look of something like wonder in her eyes. Mal gaped a moment, own mouth falling slack in disbelief before she shakes her head, turning back to face the barrier again before she did something stupid.

"You're so weird," she said, her throat strangely tight as it spoke the words.

"Thanks."

"That wasn't a complement," Mal muttered back, face flushing in spite of herself. "And you really need to stop doing that."

"What? Complementing you?"

"Yes!" Mal snapped hotly, tugging her leg out of Daisha's reach as the other girl reached for it again. "This isn't Auradon!"

"Wait, really?" Daisha gasped, sitting up sharply with wide eyes. "That must be why there aren't any singing princesses around! I was wondering..."

"Daisha."

"Mal."

Mal shivered as the other girl mirrored her dark tone, her eyes unreadable in her suddenly stony face.

"We...we've talked about this," Mal tried, and Daisha barked a laugh without humor, the sound harsh and amplified with their height.

"No, we haven't done shit," she said, her voice almost as low a growl as her father's. "I've just acted while you pull away."

Almost to emphasis her point, Daisha trailed idle fingers along Mal's hip, earning a sharp flinch backwards and a growled curse of warning. The girl's lips twisted in a cruel imitation of a smile as she pulled her hand back to her side. "Every. Time."

"Are you trying to make me feel sympathetic?" Mal snarled, if only to cover the tremble in her limbs; the burn of bile in her throat. "You knew going in to...whatever...this...is...you knew that I didn't...that I couldn't..."

"Yeah well, just because you've experienced the worst the Isle has to offer doesn't mean that I have to be the one to pay for it."

And it's not a knife to the back because she'd known this was coming, but the blow is painful and somehow unexpected nonetheless.

Daisha sighed, a short, tight release of breath that just as easily could have been a laugh if it had a little more malice behind it.

"I didn't mean to say that."

"Is that your version of an apology?" Mal spat back, her throat tightening further and turning her words into an effective hiss. "Or are you trying to tell me that you didn't mean it, because that's just a cheap way out. You always mean it, that's why I- it's one of the things I..."

"Yes I meant it," Daisha said lowly, eyes dark and unreadable as they pierce into Mal's own. "I don't regret the words, just that I spoke them."

"And here I was thinking you were just making up excuses to get in my pants," Mal snarled sarcastically, turning away so her emotions couldn't be seen on her face.

"I regret it," Daisha continued, her voice dark and firm. "Because now you're hurt. And...I don't like that."

"Yeah, sure you don't," Mal muttered traitorously under her breath, both knees up to her chest now serving to muffle her voice, though not, unfortunately, muffle the pain.

"You know you're not the only one who's dealt with the horrible people on the Isle," the other girl snapped, and something in her voice made Mal look over on spite of herself, to be met with a bitter scoff. "Why do you think I'm always covering my face?"

She hadn't thought anything of it, but when it's drawn to her attention that way, now Mal was able to notice and reflect on the hooded mask the other girl always wore. Sometimes the hood would be lowered, but almost always arranged in such a way to conceal a portion of her face. She tugged the hood down completely now, and in the sickening glow of the barrier Mal could just make out a series of slashes running from just beneath the girl's eye to the edge of her jaw, in the distinct, unmistakable shape of claw marks.

"Shere Kahn," Daisha said, in response to Mal's uncertain look. "He likes to hunt in the deeper warehouses, it's like a new kind of jungle for him. He's always super pissed since Auradon took his claws, so he went and made some new ones for himself with our weapons. So guess who got to go track them down? Turns out that thing they say about not yanking tiger's tails is very true."

"Guess someone wasn't paying attention in class." Mal's voice broke halfway through the words, turning what might have been a lightheaded quip into something strained and hoarse.

"Almost lost the eye...that's what they told me at least."

"What, you don't know?" Mal mumbled, only half mocking, giving in to the tug of conversation and turning her body just enough to let the other girl know she was paying attention.

"Nah," Daisha drawled, tilting her head so the barrier reflects gruesomely off the wrinkled scar tissue near her right eye. "Was a little too busy screaming my way through the infection to notice anything else. They ended up having to tie me to the bed so I wouldn't claw the rest of my face off."

"That...sounds fun," Mal managed weakly, and Daisha's lips twitched without fully cracking her stoic expression as she lifted her hood once more.

"Oh yeah, it was. Sixteen year old me wasn't anywhere near as deadly and confident as I am these days."

"Ha," Mal deadpanned, before starting suddenly. "Wait...six- how...how old are you?"

"You're asking me this now?" Daisha replied, lifting a brow instead of answering.

"It's a valid question," Mal sniped back, her stomach churning again.

"It is," Daisha agreed, but her voice was back to that low rumble, and Mal couldn't see her face. "But not in this situation...not when you think that the answer means that this is just another power dynamic."

"Isn't it?"

"Now who's saying things they didn't mean to say?"

"That's not an answer. Or fair," Mal said, and even she couldn't quite tell if it was accusation or statement.

Daisha's eyes closed for a moment, and when they opened again they were no more readable, even with the barrier darkening the gold reflecting in them.

"Of course I'm older than you," she said softly, her voice shifting to something nearly a rumble, almost a croon. "My father was labelled the villain of his story long before you were even hatched, little dragon."

She must have seen the unamused look Mal shot her, because she sighed again, her smile strained.

"I'm eighteen, and you're going to turn sixteen eventually so I'd say you have nothing to worry about. But as I'm finding out that may not entirely be true."

It was a low blow, an attempt to get some kind of rise from her, but Mal knew that if she did that she might as well concede her defeat and she'd rather throw herself off the roof than do that.

"Is that what you think of me then?" The words were like chalk on her tongue, wringing the air from her lungs. "I shouldn't be surprised, I mean...I'm just a stupid child who's too weak and insecure…couldn't even fight off one pervert, never mind the fact that he was drunk and-"

*smack*

The sting of the actual blow registered before the fact that it had come from the girl beside her, but even before Mal could think to protest, Daisha was stealing her cry with a kiss. It wasn't overly deep or anything quite so sentimental, but it was more than enough to leave Mal entirely breathless when the other girl finally pulled away, gold eyes blazing with silent fury.

"First of all, you are not weak, not for that and if I hear anything like that out of your mouth again I will not hesitate to hit you again. And second, if I really wanted, I could just take what I want from you; and we both know I could."

The words directly contrast the odd sincerity of the kiss, and Mal felt a cold shudder work its way down her back at them; at the sudden intensity with which the other girl had said them. It was a truth that was almost always in the back of her mind, but to hear it spoken so blatantly like that took over what little part of her brain was still rational enough to notice the emptiness of the threat; the almost foreign warmth in the other girl's eyes that she didn't dare to meet.

"But I said it before and I'll say it again: I'm not expecting anything from you…what I said earlier notwithstanding," Daisha continued softly. "Yes, it would be nice, but it's up to you. If you don't want me like that it's no skin off my back. I mean, I survived being mauled by a former tiger I think I can manage-"

"I do want," Mal blurted before her brain caught up to what her mouth was saying, her head lifting sharply from her knees.

Daisha blinked, and Mal could feel her face flushing again and quickly dropped her head again, fingers curling into her knees as she gripped them tightly.

"You. Like...like that," she mumbled shakily, the admission feeling like a betrayal, her insides twisting in panic. "It was never that I didn't...want you...I just...I can't-"

"And that's ok," Daisha whispered fiercely, and Mal blinked as she registered the warmth of the other girl's body, her hands gentle as they cup her head again.

But Mal shook her head sharply, effectively pulling away (again- why couldn't she just..?) because it wasn't ok. The other girl's words from before rang harshly in her mind, reminding her in no uncertain terms that it wasn't ok for Mal to just refuse….

As if reading her thoughts, Daisha's lips pursed, her brow furrowing and darkening her eyes. "It is, really," she murmured gently, her hands fidgeting in her lap in place of reaching for Mal again. "What I said was cruel and it wasn't fair of me to try and put that on you."

"Are you saying sorry now?" Mal choked out, if only to pretend that she wasn't affected by…everything about the other girl.

Daisha grinned slyly, eyes still warm and knowing as her fingers moved to brush a few strands of pale purple hair out of her face.

"Only if you say that you forgive me," she murmured, and though it might have just been another ploy at flirting, there was also something terrifyingly earnest in her eyes that made Mal's heart jerk uncomfortably in her chest.

"I'll do you one better," she finally said, letting what was hopefully an equally earnest smile creep onto her face. "And say that I've already forgotten it instead."

"Ha," Daisha laughed shortly, eyes bright enough that Mal could see the open relief in them. "Must be one of those 'other side of the Isle' things. Do I need to say anything special back?"

"Not really, no," Mal answered, suddenly unable to make eye contact. "But I uh...I did want to try something."

"Oh?" Daisha straightened, legs crossing beneath her. It was far too open a position, but before Mal could let herself think too much of it, she closed the gap between them, one hand on the other girl's knee for support while the other somehow managed to tangle itself in her hair. For a second, the other girl was entirely still, and Mal had just begun to regret her decidedly bold action when she felt Daisha move to meet her.

It wasn't quite like their first kiss had been, or, even, like the few that had followed after. There was something raw, and almost desperate about the way Daisha kissed her, as if she were trying to get as much of Mal as she could while she could; a sort of pressing urge for more in the way her hands came up, not to cup her face, but to slip beneath the hem of Mal's shirt...

Mal pulled away instantly, her body recoiling even as her own fingers fumbled blindly for a weapon.

"Easy." Daisha's voice was low as her hands closed firmly around her own, arresting her movement and keeping her from drawing her knife. "You kissed me."

"I'm sorry," Mal blurted, face painfully hot as she jerkily freed her hands.

"I'm not," Daisha said, and though her voice was still low, it wasn't accusing as Mal was certain it should be. "You actually kissed me that time."

"I thought I could," Mal whispered, her heart still trying to claw its way into her throat despite the obvious delight in the other girl's voice. "I wanted...I wanted to try..."

"And you did," Daisha said, in what might have been an encouraging tone but to Mal only sounded patronizing.

"You don't understand!" she burst out sharply, chest heaving sickeningly with a breathy sob. "I have to at least try to...I owe it to you to try."

"Owe me?" In the mud orange light of the barrier she can just see the brow lift on Daisha's face.

"For Carlos," Mal muttered grudgingly, back to clinging to her knees like the coward she was.

Daisha barked a short laugh that did nothing to put her at ease. "You owe my father for Carlos," she said lightly, like that in itself was any better. "But you don't owe me anything that you don't want to give, little dragon."

"But-" Mal tried, and Daisha's eyes flashed, that familiar gold making its appearance as her features drew down into a scowl.

"No," she all but snarled, that particular Hun ferocity sharp in her voice. "Willingly or not at all. That's how this works."

She started to push back; to insist that such an idea was not only unheard of but impractical. That if that was what Daisha wanted then her own feelings didn't matter and it was up to Mal to make her  to see that. That it wouldn't be the first time and that Mal really had no place to try and dictate the pace, or lack of pace in this odd and twisted game at a relationship they were playing. That this concept of required agreement on her part just didn't exist on the Isle; it wasn't a matter of sides it just didn't exist.

"One more word out of your mouth and I'll chuck you off this roof and don't you think I won't," Daisha said, and Mal couldn't help the rueful chuckle that escaped her at that.

"You'd rather risk my death than my discomfort?" She asked, and though Daisha's mouth smiled, her eyes were still strangely solemn.

"We both know it'd be more than just discomfort," she said softly. "But in answer to your question, yes, I'd risk it, because first off this roof isn't nearly high enough to kill you and second, I care about you too much to let myself be the one to hurt you like that. Again."

"I-" Mal blinked, and was startled at how hoarse she sounded, at the wetness pooling between her eyelashes. No one had ever come close to saying that they cared about her; about what they could do for her, maybe. What worth they had. And always, always what she could do for them. What worth she had. But to hear Daisha say that she cared about Mal as a person with actual wants and needs and fears and regrets…she didn't know exactly whether to laugh or just keep crying.

"Oh shut up, you don't have to say anything," Daisha chided gently, her own face significantly less pale as she casually brushed the tears away with the side of her palm. "Just sit and watch the barrier with me."

"Ok," Mal managed, that warm feeling back in her chest, an odd sense of security and…happiness? as she moved to do as she was told.

"Yeah?" Daisha said, almost as if affirming, and it was then that Mal noted the distance the other girl had put between them and that just wasn't ok.

 "Yeah," she repeated, feeling slightly more confident as she settled back down on the roof. "But…do you think…could you…hold me?"

"Yeah." The look that Daisha gave her was brighter than anything the barrier could have come up with. "I think I can manage that."

And just for that moment, Mal didn't think she needed Auradon to make everything go right for her.

Notes:

(You thought the unreliable narrator was *me*? I'm wounded.) ;)

Chapter 31: They say I'm trouble (too close to the sun) pt. 1

Summary:

In which Jay discovers that a heist is not a good time for mental breakdowns; Jane connects with Mal over their shared heritage; Evie grows a spine; and Ben has to reevaluate his definition of 'good news.'

Notes:

Happy...uh...Happy New Year?

A lot has been going on lately and I apologize for the delay in getting this thing updated. I haven't abandoned this fic, I swear, just might take me a little to get back into the swing of things.

That being said, here are the ***WARNINGS*** for this chapter:
The usual Violence/Threats of violence, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse and Neglect, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault (non-graphic), Referenced Character Death, Implied suicidal thoughts/actions, Implications of self-harm (non-graphic) and descriptions of injuries, Implied and referenced abuse of a student by a teacher, as well as mental health issues such as Depression, Panic Attacks and Dissociation.

The beginning of this chapter also includes a slightly detailed instance where a character is triggered and experiences flashbacks to sexual abuse. There is nothing graphic, but the scene is pretty intense overall, and I wanted to be sure that everyone was forewarned ahead of time. If you need to, please feel free to skip the *italicized section of Jay's POV in the beginning.* I've also placed stickers marking the section in question.

Anyway hey, thanks for sticking around and I hope you all enjoy this new chapter, and the new ones I have planned! Look forward to hearing what you think.

-Raven

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Look who’s digging their own grave; makes their bed and lies down in it; look to the future and what do you have left?; Icarus is flying too close the sun; Icarus’ life is just begun.

Jay

It’s not so much that he doesn’t want the wand- it’s that he wants it so badly it terrifies him. He wants that power, the control it will give him, even if only for a second. He wants the freedom- wants the hands to go away- the voices and the whispers. He wants to just be Jay, not Jahaan. He wants to be more than just the son of Jafaar. He wants…he wants the world.

Sometimes he wondered if Jafaar had known that this would be his goal, and had named him with that in mind. Jahaan- the World. As if Jay would be the one to deliver it to his ‘father’ on a platter…no…in a lamp. The man had obviously given up on his expectations for his son too soon in life; he hadn’t bother to teach Jay anything about his own world, never mind the one he was supposed to be inheriting. Taking over. He hadn’t even recognized his name for what it was when his father spoke it, and so a tiny Jay had always introduced himself as ‘Jayden.’

Jayden, he mused to himself as he climbed a twisting staircase, meant ‘fire bird,’ apparently. Carlos had been the one to tell him that; the other boy always obsessed with names and what they meant about a person’s character. Or at least he had been in the beginning, before Cruella had gotten worse and tried to kill him with more passion, more intent. But he’d always liked the idea that his chosen name meant something so…magnificent. Jafaar would never have anything on him; never have justifiable reason to think he was so worthless. No, he wasn’t destined to bring that man the world. He’d be the fire bird that burned him to the ground instead.

“There. That’s the way to the wand.”

That is, if he could get through Mal first.

He lifts his head to see where she’s indicating, and notes the bright green eyes; the cold, feral smile. Unease roils in his stomach, and he sucks a soft breath and peers through the windows of the door before them. Inside is a round room full of displays; a podium at the very center holding an odd kind of wheel that registers as something he should know, but doesn’t, and he dismisses it under the ‘should have paid attention in class’ portion of his mind. It’s the screen behind the wheel he’s interested in, a multicolored display of shiny, valuable things. His fingers twitch eagerly, and he glances sideways to the rest of the group.

Evie and Carlos remain stiff and quiet, Carlos' fingers twisting the dog tail on his belt into a ragged mess. Evie's arms are crossed, her shoulders hunched ever so slightly. It's not noticeable, to anyone who doesn't notice, but Jay notices and so he's able to pick up on the terror and unease tightening her body. He peers back into the room of displays and locks onto the unnaturally red apple projected on the screen; notes the distinct jagged curve of a bite mark.

Oh. Another look reveals what he knew at sight to be the cause of Carlos' anxiety; a fur cloak, thick and rugged, distinctly spotted and stained with red on the inner lining.

Mal it seemed, was the only one unaffected by the sight of the thin, dark rod of lethal wood; directly contrasting his father's own, twisted, serpentine metal. In fact it seemed she only truly had eyes for the wheel in the center, her grin widening even further as she jerks her head towards it pointedly. His eyes follow hers to a plaque to the object's left, and he can't help the laugh that slips past his lips because-

"That's your mother's spinning wheel?"

Carlos lifts his head curiously at that, then meets Jay's eyes with a giggle of his own.

[It's so small.] He signs, indicating the wheel before bringing his hands together like he was cupping something tiny inside them.

"It's magic," Mal snarls, though her cheeks are flushed slightly. "It doesn't have to be big."

"Heh, that's Jay's line," Evie murmurs, smirking over at him wickedly, and he wants to launch back an equally scathing retort of his own except movement flickers in the corner of his eye.

"Guard!" He hisses instead, and they flinch back away from the door instinctively, Mal's hand flying to the letter opener at her waist. They crouch, tense and anxious, hardly daring to breathe as the sound of footsteps echo from the room beyond. Jay tilts his head and listens, counting, then nods once he picks up the pattern.

“Left,” he breathes, and Mal nods once, eyes dark and solemn.

He takes the lead, and they inch their way around to the left as the guard’s steps continue to tromp their pattern further into the room they’d been intending to inhabit. As they crawl, Jay’s eyes flicker constantly, taking in the signs and banners hanging on the walls. He imagines that it would be interesting to actually take a tour of this place; with exhibits like ‘Weapons through the Ages’ and ‘The Great Lineages’ and even ‘Arms and Armor,’ it promised a good time. At least, if they weren’t trying to be stealthy. And in the midst of a plot to take over the kingdom and kill everyone in Auradon. Something about that thought pinches hard enough that he feels more than vaguely uncomfortable, but before he can fully process it, the click of the guard’s footsteps stops and he has a job to do.

“Clear,” he murmurs, and they stand, soft exhales of relief filling the air around him. They’re in front of a different door now, but when Jay looks in he can see the guard lounging in a chair, his back to them and eyes on the screens.

Mal grins and pulls her spell book from her pocket. It takes less than a second for her to flip to a page, and her eyes light with more than just magic, her fingers ghosting over the words as she speaks them.

“’Prick the finger, prick it deep; send my Enemy off to sleep.’”

She say the words slowly, and so Jay is able to take in every lilt and drawl of her voice, the way it seems to both curl around him and stab right through him; the way he feels cold in the pit of his stomach even as warmth seems to wrap around his body. He feels a dull jerking sensation in his shoulder, and his hand lifts weakly, but it drops back to his side before he can get it to the door. It must drop harder than he’d thought, because there’s a dull thud, and then he blinks and realizes that it’s the guard that had fallen; keeled over at the base of the podium.

Then he realizes that he’d nearly followed the man’s example…and he doesn’t want to think on what that might mean but finds himself doing it even as he stoops and starts picking the lock. It rattles instead of clicks, however, and Mal swats him none too gently on the back of the head.

“Idiot,” she hisses, and he flinches then instantly hates himself for it. Hates her for it. “Your hands are shaking. Carlos. Open the damn door.”

Carlos’ whole body is shaking, but his hands are steady enough to accomplish what Jay had not, and the door clicks easily and swings open when the boy gives it a tentative nudge. In lieu of any sort of acknowledgement, Mal lunges and is through in moments, snarling: “Let’s go!” as she vanishes on the other side.

A hand on his shoulder keeps Jay from following- or maybe he’d just been hesitating anyway. He turns into Evie’s grim expression; Carlos’ frantic concern.

[Did you feel that?] Carlos signs; brows raised as he points to Jay; then makes a flat palm shape, fingers spread and middle finger pointing towards his chest; he brushes his finger upwards a couple times before ending with a gesture towards the wheel.

Jay frowns and crosses his arms, but Evie sets her jaw and he feels another sick lurch in his stomach in realization.

“You…you felt…”

“Like suddenly I wasn’t worth the air keeping me alive and that there was a very convenient spinning wheel right over there to help with that?”

Shit, E,” Jay hisses, but it’s nothing like Mal’s venom. Just shock and horror, the sick feeling in his stomach increasing even as Evie works her jaw silently and Carlos refuses to make eye contact as he tilts his head in some kind of agreement.

“Sorry,” she says, but it’s a tight snap more than a genuine apology. “Did I suddenly make you feel uncomfortable? You’re saying you don’t think--”

“Mal’s gone too far,” he finishes, lifting a brow but not his lips, which curl further downwards into a snarl. “Yeah, I’m not saying that; I’m saying where does she get the fucked up idea that we’re her enemies?”

Evie’s mouth twitches into something horrific and pained and only just resembling a smile.

“I don’t know,” she murmurs softly. “Why don’t we go find out?”

When they catch up to Mal, she’s muttering and wringing her fingers in front of a rather ominous looking archway. There’s no light from beyond to indicate what they might be walking into, though Jay suspects, given the way the walls curve to give way to a wall of darkness, that it’s a tunnel of some sort.

“Fucking finally,” Mal snarls when they reach her, and her eyes snap the same sparks her fingers do. “Let’s go.”

“Mal,” Jay barks right back, straightening his shoulders and stepping forward.

“We’re close,” she hisses, eyes on the tunnel. “I can feel it.”

“Mal. Stop.”

She jerks at the tone in Evie’s voice, and when she turns it’s all Jay can do to stand his ground. She’s every bit the dragon in that moment, eyes bright and promising violence; violence that he knows somehow, that she won’t hesitate to deliver.

“I thought I made it clear that we weren’t stopping until we found that wand,” she says, and her voice is soft and made all the more dangerous for it. “So why are we stopping?”

“We’re stopping because you’re being more than just a bitch about this whole thing,” Jay says, and behind him, Carlos makes an uneasy sound in his throat and even Evie cringes beside him as Mal’s glare intensifies. “Because that old bat was right and you’re acting just like Maleficent.”

Mal’s lips part and twist, a sharp noise like a laugh splitting the air between them. “I’m acting like…no. No, the exact opposite, really.”

“Really?” Jay growls, letting his own features twist to match her own. “Then what do you call intimidating and forcing us to do what you want against our will, and then threatening us with magic when we don’t comply?”

“I never--” Mal snarls, and Evie makes a choked noise and shifts forward, but Jay catches her because if anyone’s going to take the brunt of this it’s going to be him.

“Just now…your spinning wheel. ‘Send my enemy off to sleep,’” he says. “And suddenly I’ve got my hand halfway to the door thinking how nice it would be to sleep forever.”

Mal goes so pale so fast he thinks it’s a wonder she doesn’t keel over. Then she does stagger, but he’s not quite at the sympathy level yet, so she ends up catching herself against the brick behind her.

“Fucking hell,” she whispers hoarsely, eyes wide enough that he imagines he can see right through them; see the horror as it spreads its way across her face. “That’s not…that shouldn’t have happened to…son of a mother.

“Apparently not having the same goal as you counts for being an enemy,” Jay spits, and Mal jerks like she’d been struck, head lifting sharply.

“That’s exactly what she would do,” she mutters. “That’s exactly who she’d consider her enemy. And of course the magic wouldn’t take my words the same way because it’s…it’s her spell.”

“Sure,” Evie murmurs right back, her voice cold. “Blame the magic for making us want to kill ourselves by spinning wheel.”

“E….”

“Don’t.” Evie’s voice is so sharp even Jay flinches back from it. “Just. Don’t.”

“You don’t…you don’t get it,” Mal whispers, and there’s an odd flicker in her eyes even as her jaw tightens. “I’m trying to avoid that. I swear I really fucking am.”

“Some job of it,” Jay hisses bitterly, his own body stiffening in further resentment. “But I guess it’s what we should expect. I mean, you only recruited us for your gang in the first place based on what power we could get you. Isle…Auradon…location doesn’t matter.”

That flicker behind her eyes spikes sharply, and Jay recognizes it for what it is and blinks, stunned.

No, Mal says, or rather, her lips say, but the sound doesn’t come out. Then she freezes, in a more literal sense as her shoulders tighten and jaw sets; any further flickering settled into a hard mask.

“You’re right,” she snaps, resolutely turning her back on them. “It doesn’t matter. We’re almost to the wand and none of this will matter then.”

None of it, Jay agrees, exchanging pained and borderline mutinous looks with Carlos and Evie. That was good to know. It would make him feel better about…whatever it was he was about to do.

The tunnel, as it turned out, led out into a larger sort of hall, and the banners that hang here are only just dimly lit for display. The colors are darker as well; blacks and reds and greens and blues that bring to mind the depths of the ocean or the pits of flame more than the sky blue of Auradon. It makes him feel…like he was back on the Isle. More than that…like…like….

He doesn’t know why he keeps following Mal when every part of him wanted to run; wanted to curl up small where he couldn’t be found…where he wouldn’t find him.

But follow he does, and follows Carlos after him, and Evie after Carlos, and so Jay is the first (second to Mal) to see the title hovering above them.

Hall of Villains

“Mal!” he hisses, as a flash of red, no…crimson suddenly lights in the corner of his eyes. She turns, and her own eyes do that flicker again, her expression falling in realization.

“Oh.”

Oh?!” Jay snaps, fighting the tug of morbid curiosity; the urge to turn his head and see….the hands that start to snake their way along his body. “You waltz us through the Hall of our parents and all you can say is ‘oh?’”

“Jayden,” Mal snaps back, but her eyes aren’t on him; they’re looking past him, and Jay groans because he’d known they weren’t going to get out of this unscathed. He’d just really been hoping for it.

Carlos was pale and rocking anxiously on the balls of his feet, cowering at the feet of Cruella de Vil. The woman stood tall in a pose of something resembling superiority, if it weren’t for the vacant look on her face and the way her hands seemed to be reaching for something she couldn’t actually see. Given the fact that Jay had seen that exact expression on the woman’s face before, he gave Auradon a thumbs up for realism, even as he cursed at Carlos’ reaction to the statue.

The small boy crouched with his back to her, his fingers fidgeting…no…signing…Jay can’t quite make it out, but it repeats- the same thing over and over, and just as he’s realizing that it’s not a sign but a name, Evie lets out a soft whimper on his left. He jerks and spins to her, his own breath catching in his throat at the sight of Grimhilde towering over her daughter; her regal face cold and twisted in disgust.

Evie is standing, but only just- having been on the verge of collapse himself he recognizes the tremble in her body, the tightness of her breath and the way it rattles ever so slightly.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers, her hands shaking as they clutch at her arms, head down and shoulders bent. “I’m sorry.”

He flinches hard because he knows that posture; every minute detail of that pose etched into his nightmares. It was submissive Evie; the Evie that could never be the Evelynn her mother wanted her to be; it was Evie at her very lowest; the Evie he would find sobbing and broken, bleeding in back alleyways.

“Why?”

That was Mal.

Jay nearly trips as he wheels to her; his stomach threatening to revolt at that point; the hands crawling just a little higher up the back of his neck. Mal stands before the figure of her mother at least, but it’s hardly a firm pose. Her eyes are literal fire; a parallel to the same green flames that writhe and burn their way up and down her arms. Together they make a direct contrast to the tears staining her cheeks; the anguish twisting her expression and making her somehow smaller than the woman who birthed her.

“What did she….What did I do?”

“Mal,” Jay croaks, but her gaze is solely for Maleficent; the flames rising to her shoulders now even as she lets out a broken sob.

“How could you?” she whispers. “Why couldn’t I just have her? Why did it have to be you?”

“Mal!” Jay tries again, desperate now, but she’s gone…he’s gone…lost…dragged under…under the weight of…of him.

*warning here*

When he opens his eyes, it’s not his father before him, but a room. It’s the kind of room that brings to mind warehouses and back alleyways and other sketchy and dark things, though he’s not sure exactly why. For all intents and appearances it was a simple room…bedroom.

Bedroom?

“Fuck, they keep getting younger and younger.”

He whirls so hard he feels the twinge in his neck, but he doesn’t care. That voice…he knows…that woman.

“Well I think that is the point, isn’t it?”

He flinches. He knows her, too…pain. She was pain. And the other…

“Doesn’t mean I have to like it.”

He can’t breathe. Something’s touching his neck something’s around his throat around his waist and he can’t he doesn’t he doesn’t he doesn’t.

“He’s squirming too much (Fizo).”

Be good now behave be good or this will

“(Odyni).”

No don’t please sorry he’s sorry he won’t pleasedontpleasedontpleasedont

Screaming. Someone was screaming.

Jay.

Who?

Jay.

No. Boy.

Jay!

Good boy.

Open your eyes Jay. Where are you Jay?

Bad boy.

Where are you Jay?

Such a bad boy what a good…fuck.

Open your eyes damn it! Tell me what’s real.

Real? What’s…solid. Real is what’s solid…hard. No! No he doesn’t…he doesn’t want he can’t he doesn’t he doesn’t he doesn’t want….

“Jay, you have to stop…you have to breathe, Jay!”

He couldn’t breathe he couldn’t breathe that was the point, Evie!

*safe*

Evie?

“Evie.”

“Yes.”

She sounds…crying?

Had she been crying?

“Yes, just keep breathing, Jay.”

“Am I…I’m…dead…Or something?”

“N-o.”

She makes it a two syllable word, and he doesn’t believe her. He feels like he’d died. Or close to it, anyway. Every part of him feels…raw…stretched too…he feels…twisted.

“Fucking finally!”

Mal?

“Open your eyes, asshole, we have to move.”

“Mal. Shut up.”

“Excuse me?”

“I know you heard me so I’m not saying it again. Just give him a second.”

“A second? We don’t have a fucking second because his little breakdown means we’re going to get caught, and I for one, would like to not have that happen.”

“Of course that’s all you care about here so why am I surprised?”

Both of you shut up, he wants to scream.

I’m fine, he also felt like adding.

But everything was disjointed and off, and he thinks that if he actually tried moving he’d fall to pieces, and his body wasn’t his to move, and his skin wasn’t his peel off, but he really really didn’t want to be inhabiting either of those things at the moment.

“Where are we?”

“Auradon. We’re in Auradon, Jay, I promise.”

“Ok,” he says slowly, and the relief is like a physical wave, his body tingling with the force of it. “I just…had to be sure.”

“Great. Got that out of the way. Now open your eyes so we can get the hell out of here.”

“I…I can’t do that.”

“Fucking shit I can’t do this right now.”

“Then don’t,” Evie says, though her voice is low and hoarse, and he doesn’t like the sound of it at all.

“Jay, you need to calm down and open your eyes,” Mal says again, and she must be shaking, he thinks, because her voice isn’t set in its rhythm; wobbling all over the place.

“I am calm,” he manages, his throat too dry and tongue too thick to form the words with ease. “I’m…I’m ok…I think.”

“Yeah? Well you need to know, dumbass. Open your eyes and then I might believe you.”

Mal.”

“Where are we?” Jay asks instead, because she was right, he did need to know. There’s a strange humming in the air; like static in a storm, working its way into his mind and making him feel even more on edge. He gropes around and shivers at the cold his fingers brush against. “Am I on the floor?”

“We’re all on the floor,” Mal drawls, her voice the tight and cheery note of sarcasm. “Since you decided to start screaming, there’s a fuck ton of guards looking for us now. So yeah. The floor is cold, but I’d be more than happy to warm it back up for you.”

“What’s that noise?” He mumbles, turning his head towards it, his cheek against the cool tile.

“Noise?” Mal snaps, and he can tell she’s impatient, but also…afraid? He doesn’t know why she would be, but there’s a high note in her voice that she always got when she was. “There’s no noise, Jay.”

“Like…humming,” he says, squinting with his cheeks but not quite sure if it was real enough yet to open his eyes. If he was truly real. “Music,” he decides, lips pressing tightly together between syllables. “It’s like music.”

“There’s nothing, Jay.” He hears the anxious snap of Mal’s fingers, feels the tickle of sparks against his skin that echoes the sharp, tickling breath she takes.

He flinches on instinct even as his mind registers that the spark had been warm and not burning…not searing…not…marking…..

His breath catches in his throat and he grits his jaw as hands grab tightly to the back of his neck; fingers slipping across his cheeks; his jaw; his lips….

He wants to scream again but he knows if he does…knows if he does…knows if he does….

“You’re scaring him, Fizo,” he croons lowly, his hands patting the side of Jay’s face. “This is supposed to be the fun part. Come on now…good boy…open….”

“…your eyes, Jay! Look at me…dammit. Jay, please!”

He’s on the floor, he tries to remind himself, even as bile burns the back of his throat and he pitches forward to heave desperately against the cold surface. He’s in Auradon and he’s on the floor and he’s safe he’s with he’s with he’s with….

“At me, Jay. Open your eyes and look at me.”

He recognizes that pitch in Mal’s voice as panic, but he also registers that there’d been a command in there somewhere too, and Mal got even more pissy if he ignored those and he’s not entirely sure why he cares but he can tell that she does and so he shudders and heaves and if he does this he’s dead if he does this he’ll be seen and if he does this--

“Hey, there you are.” Evie’s face is the panic he’d heard in Mal’s voice; her eyes only just relaxing when he finally manages to meet them. “There you are Jay.”

“About time you decided to join us,” Mal snaps, but her own eyes read concerned even as her lips curl dismissively. “You think you can sit up too or am I gonna have to drag you out of here?”

No, he thinks, desperately. No because that would mean she’d have to—

“Don’t fucking touch me!”

He’s not sure how or when, but his hands are up, and he’s shrunken himself on the floor, and Mal is looking at him like…like…he’s not sure. But his whole body tingles and his skin feels itchy and raw, and there’s a pressing sort of warning screaming in the back of his head that he knows without question he can’t pay attention to.

“Alright, calm down, idiot,” Mal says, and her voice is low but it still shakes, and Jay doesn’t know how they ever thought…. “I’m fine to just sit and watch you fail at functioning too if that’s what you want. But again, the guards are also kind of an issue so unless you get the fuck up right now….”

“I am up,” he growls, and then blinks because he was up, and he didn’t think he was supposed to have done that.

There’s a shimmering something in front of him and he decides to focus on that instead of…everything else…watching the ripples and currents and counting them out as he tries to catch his breath. Had he been running? No…if they’d been running they would have found a better place to hide than here: out in this open circle, with nothing but the wall and open floor beneath. He thinks he knows what he’s done, but to admit that he’d done something would mean claiming that he’d had control of his body, and that wouldn’t have been possible because….

“Oh well thank fuck,” Mal sighs, and it’s an actual sigh, complete with a heavy shudder that makes him wonder at both her sincerity and his own position. “We have to move.”

“Yes, you’ve made that clear,” Evie snaps, and while Mal’s jaw clenches and her eyes go dark, Jay flinches because Evie never spoke to anyone like that, let alone Mal.

“What…?” Jay begins, then stops because he realizes with a jolt just what he’d been looking at, and he doesn’t know how he hadn’t registered it before.

The wand hovers in the air a few feet in front of him, separated only by a sheen of twitching light and warmth. He blinks and tilts his head, and the hum he’d heard before resumes, just slightly dulled. Another moment, and he realizes it’s coming from the shimmering itself, and he wonders if he’d be breaking the rules by touching it. He wouldn’t technically be moving from his spot, Jay reasons, even as his stomach twists at the thought of the pain he’d receive if he was caught. He’d just be moving his hand….

“Jay, what are you doing?”

He jumps, lurching backwards and just barely keeping his feet, body lighting with agony. “I didn’t move!” he cries, lifting his hands in a vain attempt to stave off the blows. “I didn’t!”

Then he blinks, and Mal is staring at him like she wants to hurt something, and Evie is staring at him and Carlos and they were all staring and why were they staring what did he do?

“I didn’t,” he mumbles weakly. Then he grimaces as his stomach twists because he wasn’t weak they had no right to look at him like he was he wasn’t pathetic he wasn’t weak he wasn’t broken. No matter how much it felt like he was.

“It’s ok if you move, Jay,” Mal finally says, and he doesn’t know why but he doesn’t quite trust her. “We’re all going to have to move…to leave the museum.”

Museum? But his father…he’d seen Jafar, hadn’t he? He knew he had because his back was burning and he could never avoid a beating whenever he was in his father’s presence. But then why did it feel wrong? Why did he feel wrong?

He knows he’s missed something, but he can’t comment on it because Mal was giving a cue; and he’s pushing himself forward onto the balls of his feet; and Carlos is leaning into his side as he moves to copy Jay’s pose; and Evie is muttering curses and other mutinous things under her breath; and in front of him Mal’s shoulders stiffen further and further and he thinks he’s going to explode again.

“Check the upper levels!”

The shout comes from the…room? Had they been in a room? They must have, Jay reasons, because they’re in a hallway now and the voices are behind them, so he keeps a hand on Carlos’ shoulder, and focuses on the tight rocking motion of Mal’s shoulders as she creeps along in front of him.

“Nothing here!”

“False alarm then?”

“Some kids from the school thinking they’re clever, more like.”

“Gods I hate royal brats sometimes. Always think they can get away with crap cuz they’re soo important.”

“I’ll call it in then. Damn…”

Jay can’t quite multitask between tracking the voices and tracking the movement of his own body, and he still isn’t quite sure it’s his. Tracking the voices is easier, and at least vaguely entertaining, and so he does that instead until there’s nothing to track, and then he realizes it’s because the voices had stopped, and that they were back on the first floor of the museum, a few halls down from the window where they’d come in.

“Jay, go,” Mal snaps, and he jumps at the sound of her voice but hurries to move ahead, hands jerky as he grabs at the fallen window.

Carlos is through before he’s gotten his fingers around it, and Evie isn’t far behind. Mal pauses just long enough to give him a look, and then he’s jumping through after her, securing the window methodically behind them.

“Well,” Mal huffs as they make their trek back through the streets. “Way to go, Jay. Now we have to go back to school tomorrow.”


The real trouble starts when they get back to the dorms. No sooner does the door close than Carlos throws himself towards his bed, retrieving his phone from the cushions and diving under it with barely a whine. Jay feels strangely heavy, and thinks that maybe collapsing on top of the bed wouldn’t be such a bad idea except Mal makes a noise behind him, and the hairs on the back of his neck stand up.

“Don’t you dare!” she cries, and it’s another odd noise that follows her words, this time from Evie. “You stay right there, E.”

Jay isn’t quite sure at first what he’s seeing, only that Mal is pointing and her eyes are fire etched against tear stained cheeks, and Evie whimpers where she stands frozen before her, body only just beginning to make a turn.

“Mal,” Evie whispers, and her voice is hoarse and terrified, and her body trembles but doesn’t move, and Jay’s stomach clenches when he realizes it’s because she can’t.

“Mal,” he echoes lowly, wobbling closer and trying to ignore every instinct that told him to run; that told him to hide; that told him to fight. “Let…let her go.”

Mal shakes her head, the tears doing nothing to dull the fire still burning in her eyes. “I can’t,” she chokes out, head still shaking. “I’m sorry…hate me all you want but I can’t. I’m not losing you…to this…any of you.”

Her head tilts as if pleading for understanding, but Evie’s own chin lifts, her expression hardening even as she trembles.

“A little late for that, I think,” she says, and Mal’s lips twitch oddly, the fire suddenly dim.

“No,” Mal murmurs, arm lowering to her side where her fingers snap once, sharply. “Not quite.”

“Lose us?” Jay repeats as he stumbles forward to catch Evie when she staggers. It pulls at some vague reference in his mind, and when he places it he blinks and looks up at Mal. “Like…like you lost ‘her?’”

“What?” Evie snaps, skeptic and pained, but Mal’s lips curl back in a tight grimace, the sharpness in her eyes doing nothing to hide the sudden haunted look behind them.

“What?” she repeats, and Jay steadies Evie (steadies himself) and nods his head as he remembers.

“You…the museum,” he manages, fingers still holding Evie tightly. The dangers of her falling have passed, but he feels like he might if he doesn’t have something to ground him. And, despite himself, he recognized Mal’s desperate intention and feared what Evie might do if he did, in fact, let go. “Maleficent,” he continues. “…you said…something. You said… ‘her.’”

He shivers, his mind struggling to piece it all together. There had been something said, he knows, but there’s a desperate, frantic part of him still fighting to pull away, and he knows that if he kept digging into it, it would be the death of him, somehow.

“I said a lot of things,” Mal growls, and her voice is hard but her eyes are still hollow. “Most importantly that none of that mattered, so don’t worry about it.”

“Don’t worry about it?” Evie hisses, and Jay winces and peels himself away from her because he needed her to be steady and if she went down so would he. “Is that your new life motto now, ‘don’t care and don’t worry’? Because we don’t matter unless we’re useful?”

“Gods and Hades,” Mal snarls, hands flinging out at her sides and sending a cascade of heat, sparks and flames to the floor. “Of course you fucking matter! That’s all I’ve been trying to do...trying to say…even though fuck knows I suck at saying.”

“You suck at doing, too,” Evie mutters, still so cold in contrast to Mal’s heat.

“I know, believe me I fucking know,” Mal snaps back, pacing a short line and showering more sparks. “If I was any good at doing we’d have the wand and there’d be no need to worry. But we don’t have the wand and now there’s all the more need to worry because my mother is expecting nothing less than our success and none of us has any kind of handle on our shit and I can’t keep doing this.”

Beneath the bed, Carlos stutters over a broken sob, and Mal echoes it a bit more harshly, hands flying up to tangle sparks and flames into her hair.

“Son of a bitch I can’t,” she chokes out, and Jay thinks he agrees with her sentiment. “I can’t, ok? I can’t lose you because of this.”

“Don’t worry,” Evie says thickly. Darkly. “You didn’t.”

By the time Jay realizes that the door slamming shut meant that Mal had gone, it was too late to do anything to stop her. And then he realizes that he hadn’t, in fact, wanted to stop her, but it was too late for that, too. And he thinks that maybe he wasn’t supposed to bring anyone the world, and that maybe he was meant to be the one to burn his own world down instead.


Jane

The last thing Jane had been expecting at…2 am…was the sight of Mal screaming herself hoarse in the girl’s dorm bathrooms. And yet here she was; and there Mal was, and never had Jane regretted anything more in her life. The look on the older girl’s face was more than just anger; it was anguish and loathing and regret all rolled in to one, gut-wrenching scream that continued to ring in the bathroom walls even after it finally tapered off into equally gut-wrenching, breathless sobs.

It was…strange. To see Mal, the feared and ever infamous daughter of Maleficent, cry. Jane supposed that, logically, it wasn’t odd because the girl was (more or less) human, or at least, a living being with feelings and a soul. It was just that it had never really occurred to her so strongly before, and then she remembers how she met Carlos and how he’d exceeded her expectations for a VK…and she was just about to wonder if she’d been thinking this harmfully towards the other VKs too when she notices that Mal is staring at her, and she rapidly takes several steps back towards the door.

“Um,” Jane squeaks, trembling as she tries to interpret that look in the girl’s eyes and hoping it didn’t mean anything evil.

“Jane,” Mal says slowly, wiping her face with the sleeve of her sweater. She says it like she’s making sure she has it right, and Jane manages a tiny, terrified laugh.

“Yeah,” she whispers, not daring to move closer despite no obvious signs of imminent danger. “That’s me.”

Mal glances her up and down once, then instantly looks away, and while a part of Jane knows and hates that dismissiveness, the other part of her narrows in on the way Mal tugs at the ends of her sweater’s sleeves; the way her whole body was curled into a corner beneath the vanity sink, as if she’d just taken a beating, or was expecting one. The way she wouldn’t look at Jane, and while she was no stranger to being ignored, she was also no stranger to that particular quirk; that fear that if you looked at someone while in the midst of breaking down, it would just make it worse.

And so instead of fleeing for her life as she should have wisely done, Jane takes a careful step forward and asks:

“Are you ok?”

Mal looks at her then, and Jane flushes, wringing her hands and anxiously tugging at the bow in her hair.

“I mean, you’re obviously not since you’re…you know…but um, I just thought. I just thought…I’d check and make sure. And not like to be…cruel or anything, I’m not like…um…um….”

“Not like me?” Mal finishes, and the harsh sound of her voice makes Jane cringe.

“No?” she whimpers, and Mal exhales sharply in what might have been amusement if this were in fact, a situation worth being amused by. “I’ll just…I’ll just go then.”

And she’s turning to make her retreat when she feels a tug in her gut, which is directly preceded by Mal’s desperate cry of:

“Don’t go!”

There’s a brief flutter that she recognizes as her own magic, but there’s also a much more powerful magic that pulls at her; demands her attention; demands her to stay. She turns slowly, and the tug gets stronger, a wild, dangerous, thrilling sort of force that draws her back towards Mal.

Then Jane blinks, and Mal blinks, her hand falling limply back to curl around her body once more, eyes pained and yet somehow, distant.

“That’s new,” Mal murmurs, and while Jane was inclined to agree (she’d never felt magically compelled by someone before) there was also a sense of familiarity in the other girl’s magic that should have felt foreign and evil.

“Um,” is all Jane can think to respond, and the pain in Mal’s eyes grows, a twitch of regret pulling at her lips.

“Sorry,” she rasps lowly. “Didn’t mean to do that. I’m always doing things I don’t mean.”

“It’s…”

“Don’t bullshit me like that,” Mal snaps weakly before she can even finish. “Or yourself. It’s not ok.”

“Ok,” Jane mutters, then she winces as she realizes what she said, realizes that Mal is looking at her again, and there’s definitely a bit of disdain there now.

“What are you even doing here?” the girls asks, shifting her legs tighter into her body so Jane can see the too-thick-too-big-too-black boots she’s wearing. “Isn’t a bit late for princesses to be out and about?”

“First off, I’m not a princess,” Jane snaps back, then realizes that she’d snapped and nervously starts unraveling the bow in her hands. “And second, I could ask you the same thing.”

“I’m having an existential crisis, what does it look like?”

“Like you’re not ok and need someone to talk to,” Jane responds immediately, even as the velvet ribbon gives between her fingers.

“Ha,” Mal chuckles half-heartedly, head tilting to the side to rest against the tiled wall and effectively cutting off the part of her face Jane had been able to see. “Are you volunteering?”

“I…I don’t know,” Jane mumbles, slowly retying her bow. “I just thought…you could use a friend?”

“I have friends.” There’s a finality in those three words, but also a waver in them, too, as if that finality wasn’t quite so absolute.

“Then why are you screaming in an Auradon bathroom at two in the morning?”

Mal snorts and ducks her head just enough that Jane can see the smirk tightening her jaw. “And I guess you just have all the friends you could ever want and that’s why you feel the need to point at me?”

“Not really, no,” Jane says quietly, folding her hands to keep them from any more destruction.

“What, seriously?” Mal shuffles along the tile, and suddenly Jane can see all of her; her faded green sweater hanging off her shoulder and exposing quite a bit of skin, and Jane only notices because it also exposes the edge of a paler, slightly raised bit of what can only be a scar. “I mean, with your mom being Fairy Godmother? Not to mention of course your own…personality.”

Jane looks up at the dip in Mal’s voice over the word, then drops her eyes again at the almost scathing look the other girl gave as she pointedly tugs at the collar of her sweater.

“Sorry,” Jane manages shakily, attempting an equally apologetic smile. “I didn’t mean to stare.”

“No, go ahead, stare all you want,” Mal growls, edging her way fully out from under the sink and pushing herself upright. “That’s all you Auradonians see us as anyway, just a bunch of scars for you to cover right over.”

“I don’t,” Jane retorts immediately, though she knows it would be more effective if she actually met the other girl’s eyes. “And not all of us do. And anyway, I’m still here and trying to care at least, even if I’m not good at it.”

“Yeah, you’re really not, are you?” Mal mutters, but there’s a contemplative look on her face now, her fingers idly tugging her sweater back up onto her shoulder, the excess fabric now sagging around her throat. “I guess that’s why they’re all banging down your door.”

“It’s why I’m no princess,” Jane finds herself blurting, a vague sort of resentment pooling in her gut before fading into disappointment. “They’re all just…shallow. And pretty. I-- want to be pretty.”

“What like your mom with her wand? All Cinderella and bippidy-boppidy-boo and junk?” Mal replies, and though it’s said with something mocking and dismissive, the contemplative look on the other girl’s face grows.

“She doesn’t even use the wand anymore,” Jane complains, and she’s aware that she’s whining, and aware that the foreign-familiar magic tugging at her spikes sharply as she speaks, but it’s the first time she’s been truly able to vent about this and she’s not going to stop now. “She says that ‘real’ magic is in books, and not even magic books. Like, regular books with history and stuff. She says that she put her wand away to ‘adapt with the times’ or whatever, but she did it because she was afraid.”

“Oh.”

There’s a catch in Mal’s voice, a crack in the thoughtful mask she’d been wearing. It’s something strangely genuine, and though it lasts only a second, it’s enough to have Jane inching closer, her voice lowering with secrecy and mutual curiosity.

“She was afraid, because King Beast was afraid, and he tried to…cover over all the magical things that could possibly be used against him.”

“Paranoid bastard,” Mal mumbles, and Jane grimaces at the language but actually sort of agreed.

“Magic had destroyed so much of his life that it didn’t occur to him that it wasn’t the force itself, but the wielder that manipulated that force against him. So now she hides her true nature in a more ‘manageable’ form, and teaches things like ‘working on the inside and not the outside’ and….”

“And no more bippidy-boppidy-boo,” Mal finishes, eyes narrow and a scowl darkening her features.

“Unless it’s for like, the good of the King or something…lifesaving, I guess. But yeah.” Jane nods morosely. “None of that.”

“Wait, you said ‘manageable form’,” Mal murmurs, and Jane lifts her brows cautiously. “Does that mean….” She trails off and there’s a barely concealed echo of something hollow and pained that crosses her face.

“That my mom has wings?” Jane finishes knowingly, a bittersweet smile of her own playing at her lips. “Well she wouldn’t exactly be a ‘faery godmother’ without them, would she?”

Mal stiffens sharply, and Jane pales as the girl takes several rapid steps closer, green eyes bright with emotion.

“You just said faery godmother,” she hisses, and Jane sucks a breath and curses her loose tongue.

“It was a slip,” she tries to explain, but Mal’s eyes light with flame and Jane shivers.

“Do you want to try that again?” Mal asks softly, and though it’s not entirely a threat, Jane knows that she should not try and continue the lie.

“I don’t know for sure if…if we actually count as fae,” she admits carefully. “Mom’s kind of…removed from the line? Um…she’s got fae blood for sure- on her mother’s side…somewhere…but…fell out? I guess?”

Mal’s eyes narrow even further, and Jane silently hopes she won’t connect the dots. But of course, she could never be that lucky.

“Your mother’s from the Moors, isn’t she?”

“In a roundabout way,” Jane mumbles, unable to help the whirl of emotions that place brings up in her, nonetheleast of which being resentment.

“Let me guess,” Mal sneers, lips curling in matching resentment. “Her mother was one of the ones who let Stefan into the Moors, despite the fact that he was human and had no right….”

“I’m human,” Jane counters instantly, feeling her magic snap hotly inside her. “Or at least, partly.”

Mal’s magic flares, then calms, though some of the tightness around her expression remains.

“Sorry,” she says thinly, lips tight. “That’s gotta suck.”

“I…why would it…?”

In place of an answer, Mal steps forward again, fingers sparking gently and eyes intense. Jane fights to stand her ground this time, and sees the other girl’s eyes flicker with something almost like pride?- then they go solemn again as they rove over her face; taking in every detail.

“I don’t know if the same can be said for Fairy Godmother,” Mal mutters finally, stepping back again. “But you do still have some fae in you. It’s hard to see past all the human though, unless you know what to look for.”

“Still not sure I like how you say human like it’s some kind of….”

“Curse?” Mal smirks at some hidden amusement, and Jane feels her magic snap tighter, feels it itch.

“You’d know more than me,” she mutters, and Mal’s mouth opens in a wide, entirely thrilled grin.

“Good one,” she crows, almost laughing. Jane doesn’t quite know how she should feel about her remark (guilt, mostly), but Mal sobers before she can truly think of a way to apologize, something dark coming back into her eyes.

“What did you mean?” Jane asks, if only to distract from whatever was playing in Mal’s thoughts. “’If you know what to look for?’ I mean…I am human.”

It’s an instinctive insistence, one that had only really served to emphasize how out of place Jane always felt. The daughter of the Fairy Godmother; of course people would always look at her funny- look for the human in her. It had been a small relief, at first, how plain she appeared. She remembered overheard conversations from when she’d been small; whispers of fear that she might take too much after her fae heritage. But she was just…average. Nothing to betray her magical heritage, aside from the few stray tingles of unreachable magic; the torn promise of wings. Jane had learned to hide in her plainness; to take comfort in it, especially when the Isle had gone up; and the barriers- the fears of the King and his restriction on magic in Auradon.

But now, standing before Mal- who didn’t hide; who didn’t feel ashamed about her heritage; who was far from plain- Jane found herself truly wishing for the first time in a long time.

“Not with Moor blood in you, you’re not,” Mal murmurs, breaking Jane out of her reverie. “And anyway, it’s not as if…woops, sorry. Never mind.”

“What?” Jane asks, the itch tugging just a bit more. “Not as if what?”

Mal actually looks reluctant, but finally she shifts her weight and continues in a carefully neutral tone. “Not as if your father didn’t have something to with it.”

“My…” Jane barely contains her flinch of…surprise, she firmly decides it’s going to be. “My father’s….”

Human, she wants to say. Not part of this, another, injured part of her hisses. Was never…part of this.

 “Oh, now you’re making that face,” Mal says with an almost-whine, her eyes flickering slightly. “Look, just forget I said anything, ok. It doesn’t really matter. I just meant…you asked what to look for and there’s not enough human in you to show, aside from whatever you got from hi….”

“Not enough to show?” Jane repeats, more than just a little surprised at this. “I don’t look like…I don’t look like anything special. I don’t even…I can barely feel my magic most of the time; and that’s on a good day.”

The darkness creeps back around the edges of Mal’s eyes, but doesn’t spill into her face and Jane only wishes she had that control.

“But you’re…how has your mother not taught you anything?” Mal hisses, and it’s disbelief and anger and…fear?

“She has,” Jane tries, though her magic seems to boil inside her now, and she squirms in a vain effort to relieve the feeling. “She’s taught me how to stay calm, to not let my magic get the better of me. To…be invisible.”

She hadn’t meant for it to go like this, she thinks, fighting the lump in her throat; fighting the pull of Mal’s own influence; fighting herself. But while Jane lacked Mal’s level of control, she hadn’t been lying about her own lessons, and so she breathes through the pain and the boiling and the magic, forces calm until she’s no longer shaking.

“Well that’s not going to do,” Mal says sharply, and Jane lifts her head and doesn’t freeze at the violent flashing of green in the other girl’s eyes. “I mean, she used magic on Cinderella, who wasn’t even related to her. But now because some controlling asshole doesn’t want her to, she won’t even help you? I thought Auradon parents were more about love and crap than that.”

“Of course she loves me,” Jane bursts out, shocked and yet, somehow not so shocked that the girl had even suggested such a thing. “It’s just, you know…tough love…wanting me to be a better person on my own merits…that sort of thing.”

She shrugs, and while there is no true doubt in Jane’s mind of her mother’s love and intentions towards her, it didn’t change the hurt that plagued her consistently over her mother’s stance on magic in relation to her happiness.

“That’s the face!” Mal bursts out, and Jane jumps, looking up at her in confusion. “Yeah, you just look as if your…your heart is about to break.”

Jane stares, still not quite sure what the other girl meant. Mal held up a hand as if to say ‘wait a second,’ then arranged her features into a mask of perfect heartbreak and grief, chin lowered in a characteristic gesture of submission, eyes only just flitting upwards to make invisible eye contact.

“I just don’t understand it, Mother. Why won’t you teach me about my magic?”

It was utterly compelling, and if Jane hadn’t watched the girl emulate the expression, she almost wouldn’t have been able to see the mask for what it was. And yet she’s not quite sure it is just a mask; there’s something too…raw in Mal’s eyes that flick away from Jane’s the moment they make eye contact. It’s too honest…too…real? The moment it clicks in Jane’s mind, the rest of the mask falls away, and she’s able to see that while Mal is certainly feigning at making herself seem sympathetic, the way she’d spoken the words made it seem more like she was begging; an odd, desperate lilt in her voice. It occurs to Jane that Mal wasn’t simply putting on a mask- she was recreating a moment in time.

“Do…do you really think that will work?” she asks.

Mal chuckles a bit, but there’s an echo of the mask behind her eyes that makes it far from genuine. “Well I mean, it’s what old Cindy did, right? And it worked just fine for her.”

“Did it work for you?”

Mal jerks like Jane’s words had been a blow, her jaw clenching tightly and sparks snapping anxiously from her fingers. Then she calms again in the next moment, a painfully fake grin working its way onto her face.

“I uh…I think my mother had the more literal interpretation of that whole…‘tough love’ thing going on.”

“Oh,” Jane manages, that unsettling feeling growing as she tries not to think too hard on what that might mean. What the other girl might have had to go through for her past failure.

“But…I mean, this is Auradon we’re talking about,” Mal continues with a dismissive laugh. “You do that, the Fairy Godmother is bound to give you what you want.”

“You really think so?”

“I have to.”

“What?” Jane asks, and Mal blinks, then forces out another chuckle as she turns towards the sinks.

“You know…for optimism’s sake.”

“Right,” Jane says, nodding. She files away the advice for later, but there was still something not right tugging at her. Though that could also have to do with the timing of the situation, and the state in which she’d found Mal. Speaking of which….

“Why were you-,” Jane begins, then falters as she looks up and sees that Mal’s sweater had slipped again, and she can see a series of yellowish-brown bruises across the back of her shoulder. She averts her eyes immediately, but she’s almost certain she hadn’t been caught that time, the other girl too busy splashing water onto her face to notice Jane’s rudeness.

“What’s that?” Mal mumbles, tugging her sweater back up and turning, no trace of water on her face despite the fact Jane hadn’t seen her grab a towel.

“Nothing,” she says, shaking her head. “Only…that if it works and I can convince Mom to use her wand again, you’ll be the first to know.”

Mal’s eyes flicker with something too fast for Jane to interpret, but then she smiles softly, a much more genuine one this time.

“That would be awesome,” she murmurs, and Jane grins back, satisfied as the unsettling feeling finally goes away.

She leaves before it has a chance to return, shaking off her questions and concerns, and resolutely not thinking of the fact that the pattern of Mal’s fading bruises were distinctly fingerprint shaped. And she definitely doesn’t stop to wonder if maybe she’d been too quick to accept Mal’s suggestion that she push for her mother to use the wand. After all, it had only been reinforcing what Jane had secretly been hoping for anyway. Maybe it didn’t have to be all ‘bad’ with the VKs; maybe a little good could come of it after all.


Ben

He’s knocking at the VK’s door again because what else would he be doing at this hour? He fidgets with the sleeves of his jacket, hastily thrown over his pajama sweater in a vain bid for maturity- double checks the time on his watch; (3:30am and he’d normally be with Audrey now but he doesn’t even know where she is, let alone what he’d have done or said to her if he’d actually been with her); paces a few feet down the hall then back again if only to keep him from knocking a second (third, fourth) time.

“It’s Ben,” he finally works up the breath to murmur through the door, his hair just brushing against the faux-gilded number 17. He’d deduced that the VK’s probably wouldn’t ever separate into their own rooms the way they’d been intended, and so he’d taken to alternating between rooms to knock at whenever he went to visit them. This time, he’d chosen the boys’ room, and was rewarded when he hears Evie’s voice from the other side.

“Now’s not a good time.”

She sounds exhausted, but not like she’d just woken up; instead as if she’d never slept, and Ben grimaces and scratches the back of his neck.

“I…I kind of figured,” he mumbles awkwardly, glancing back down the hallway and hoping he was being as quiet as he thought he was. “I just…I’ve got some updates I thought you guys might appreciate knowing about before, well…before the day starts.”

“Define day.” Evie flings the door open jerkily as she says the words, but wedges herself in between the door frame in place of inviting him inside.

Ben starts at the sight of her; dressed in faded blue-black pants and shirt, sleeves thick and over-long; the collar of the shirt only just managing to stay on her shoulders. Her eyes regard him with a level of suspicion and muted fear that he hadn’t seen in her since day one when they’d first arrived; and there’s pain in the way she holds herself, and he can’t tell if it’s pain that’s already been inflicted or pain that she’s expecting, but it tugs brutally at him all the same.

“Evie,” he begins, but then that muted fear flashes sharply, and she stiffens against the door.

“Don’t,” she snaps, lips curling not unlike Mal’s; and then it occurs to Ben that Mal wasn’t there, because if she was she would be the one guarding the door from him, no doubt flinging curses and fire and generally being far more convincing a threat than what Evie was trying to be.

“Everything’s not ok, is it?” Ben says, instead of the blundering ‘are you ok?’ that had wanted to be his first instinct.

“Is it ever with us?” Evie murmurs, and he pretends not to hear because he registers something in her tone that said he was never supposed to.

“Anything I can do to help?” he asks, as if in continuation of his own thought, and there’s a hint of something soft in Evie’s eyes that is countered by the harsh line of her jaw.

“There’s nothing I can say that will stop you, so you might as well just come in,” Evie sighs, dropping her eyes but not the tense posture as she slowly backs away from the door.

Ben frowns at that, not liking her implication, or the way she’d yielded to him; as if afraid that he would force his way in otherwise.

“You can just say no,” he tries, not taking the offered step forward. “I wouldn’t be offended, I get that I’m kind of just barging my way in and if it’s not a good time…”

“Just come in, Ben,” Evie says lowly, crossing her arms and leaning further back until he has full access to the open door.

“Alright,” he agrees, and steps inside.

Instantly he feels the tension in the air, along with the deadly edge of…something. It’s as if he’d been removed from ice and then shoved too quickly near a furnace- pin pricks of searing heat tingling along his skin in waves so intense he takes a defensive step back towards the door. Evie gives him a look like a regretful ‘I told you so,’ and if it weren’t for the fact that he knew what Mal’s magic felt like, he might have believed his instincts when they told him he was about to die.

Instead, he’s able to manage a couple deep breaths before sitting carefully in the chair Evie subtly gestures to, only shivering slightly as he takes in the hazardous mess of clothes and wires? on the floor. The window is open, letting in a cool breeze that belies the lingering heat he feels in the air of the room. Evie stands in front of him, arms not exactly crossed but folded over herself, and he recognizes the submission in her pose even as her eyes watch him closely.

“Where…” he begins, then pauses when she tenses and switches tactics immediately. “Where are Jay and Carlos?”

Evie doesn’t relax, but the edges of her jaw soften as she speaks, and he’s grateful for the correct decision he’s made, for once.

“They’re in the bathroom,” she answers quietly. “Jay…” She hesitates, lips pressing tightly together. “The meeting took a lot out of us. Carlos is helping him refocus.”

Ben knows exactly what it is that she’s not saying, and he wants to squirm in his chair the way his insides start to, but settles for adjusting his jacket sleeves again.

“I know you probably don’t want to hear this, but…I really am sorry for what happened. If I had known that--”

“You did know,” Evie snaps before he can properly begin to apologize. “You had the information; you knew what we’ve been through- what Jay had been through.”

He tries to protest, but there’s pain and violence and fear in Evie’s eyes and he can barely bring himself to draw the necessary breath.

“As if that weren’t bad enough, you actively shared that information with our enemies. And yet you have the nerve to sit there and say that you’re sorry? To think you’re the innocent one in this situation?”

“I didn’t mean for any of that to happen,” Ben says, and if his voice is too sharp it’s because he was sick of being told that he was a failure. “I’m sorry that it did, and I know that means nothing to you but I really was just trying to help. Am trying…I…just want to make things right.”

“How overly heroic of you,” a new voice drawls from behind him, and Ben lifts his head in time to see Evie lift hers sharply, and Jay scoffs as he moves into Ben’s field of view to lean against the wall.

“Of course,” the other boy continues, crossing his arms with a shrug. “You’re from Auradon, so I think we can…forgive…you that quirk.”

“Well don’t go out of your way,” Ben mumbles, somehow feeling hurt despite the fact that he really didn’t have a right to.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Evie hisses, and he’s so stunned by her vicious anger that he nearly misses Carlos slink up next to her.

He’s feeling particularly ganged up on, and he’s not exactly afraid, no…no there’s something else underneath. Something almost…thrilled? It’s a strange, wild and terrifying sort of eagerness. As if a part of him wanted a fight. Ben doesn’t even want to pretend to know what that means, and so he shoves it to the very back of his mind and doesn’t.

“The way you said you’d forgive me,” he says instead, not even sure which VK to look at. It didn’t really matter; the feeling of being ambushed didn’t dim regardless of who he was making eye contact with. “It was like it was a foreign concept to you.”

Jay lifts a brow at him, and it takes Ben a moment to process the revelation because he’s too busy focusing on the fact that the other boy looks so unsettled himself. Like he was just pretending at being ok if only for the sake of intimidating Ben. And despite his awareness of it, he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t the slightest bit caught off guard.

“Wait,” he says, wrenching his gaze away to meet Evie’s softer (yet no less hostile) glare. “Do you guys really not….?”

“Things work a bit differently on the Isle,” Evie answers coldly, her fingers twisting in the edges of her shirt and betraying her own fear. “There’s no such thing as true forgiveness; just pretending to forget what you’ve done.”

“Grudges are deadly,” Jay continues, eyes distant and shadowed; his whole face carrying a hollow set to it. “It doesn’t matter if someone says they forgive you if they’re still remembering what you did to them. Cuz if they can remember, they can retaliate.”

“Tha-tha-that’s why we just ssay we ffforget instead,” Carlos finishes in a whisper, the only one of the four of them not making eye contact. His hands shake as he fidgets with his dog tail.

“And why we won’t say it to you,” Jay confirms, and if there’s something sadistic and cruel in the corners of his smile, Ben supposes it was only fair.

“Right,” he says, clearing his throat. “Well in that case I guess it doesn’t really matter how sorry I am, is it?”

“It never mattered for us,” Evie replies quietly, and there’s a hitch in the cruelty in Jay’s lips that makes Ben wonder if the conversation really was as one-way as it appeared.

“Does the fact that I’m owning up to what I did and trying to fix it matter?” he asks, watching Carlos for the clue this time.

The smaller boy’s lips twitch even higher than Jay’s, but it’s bitter and angry more than anything so amused.

“Su-su-sure it does.”

“That’s sarcasm, isn’t it?” Ben interprets, glancing to Evie in time to see the flicker in her eyes; watches the flicker reflect in Jay’s.

“Sorry,” Jay mutters finally, shoulders lifting higher defensively. “We’re making you feel bad, aren’t we?”

He blinks, then does it again. “Was that…not the intention?”

“Well shit, I didn’t realize we were slipping that much,” Jay says in response, but his voice shook too much for it to have been directed solely at him.

“Look, I…if you’re mad at me for what I did, that’s fine,” Ben manages, throat and hands both clenching tightly. “Really; you don’t have to forgive me, or…forget or whatever. But I am honestly trying to do the right thing and it’d be nice if people actually believed me when I say that.”

He feels a strange static in his chest, and he realizes it’s a rumble at the same moment he realizes that it had been a growl he’d said those words with; at the same moment he realizes that they’d heard that….

“I guess that means you’re serious,” Jay mutters, and though his growl isn’t near as impressive as Ben’s, it’s enough. “But that doesn’t mean we can just…trust what you say. Not after…not after….”

“Jay?” Carlos says carefully, head lifting only enough to peer over at the other boy, and Ben has to fight to ignore his useless instinct to ask ‘are you ok?’ It was obvious that he wasn’t, Jay’s knuckles white from where he grips his arms, his jaw tight and body stiff.

“After the meeting,” Evie breaks in sharply, and Ben recognizes the redirection and follows it obligingly, glad to be closer to where he wanted to be.

“I know,” he says, and he does. “But that’s why I’m here…what I wanted to tell you. I met with everyone again, afterwards, and…well…there’s been a shift.”

“Wwhat does that m-m-mean?” Carlos snaps shakily, and Ben pretends to ignore the grimace of disgust that crosses the boy’s face as he speaks; isn’t sure if he wants to know who it was directed at.

“It means that I’ve managed to get the Council to agree with me on some things, and that I have some power now to actually make things work.”

“What kind of ‘things?’” Evie asks, and he can practically see the suspicion as a color in the air.

“Things like improving conditions on the Isle,” Ben says, and it’s relief and no small hint of pride that colors his announcement, as well as regret that Mal wasn’t there to see how he was helping them. “Like actively sending over better materials and food, medicine…making sure people actually get taken care of.”

“People?” Jay repeats with a skeptical lift of his brow.

“The people of the Isle,” Ben clarifies carefully, not sure what the other boy was getting at.

“Like our parents?” Evie asks quietly, and he feels his stomach clench.

“Like everyone,” he tries to amend, but inwardly he’s cursing himself for not having thought through the ramifications of providing aid to their tormentors. “But my main focus is the kids on the Isle. I…I want to bring over as many as I can.”

Wide eyes and blank faces meet his statement, and Ben is startled to realize that it’s not just surprise. The VKs’ expressions were carefully blank; crafted masks to hide whatever true feelings they had. He’s learned now what to look for, and so he watches Jay’s hands clench in tight fists beneath his crossed arms; notes the twitch in Evie’s jaw; the way Carlos flinches before forcing himself to relax.

“I bet everyone else on the Council was thrilled at that idea,” Jay finally drawls, and Ben allows himself a wry smirk.

“They’re nervous, of course,” he says slowly. “But more or less on board.”

“And how exactly did you manage that?” Evie quips, but her shoulders are tight with pain, fear flickering in her eyes.

“I might have taken advantage of their guilt a little,” Ben admits shamelessly, and Jay lets out a startled huff of laughter before containing himself.

“Wouldn’t have expected that of the Golden Boy,” he scoffs, and while Ben feels a pang at the derision (at the nickname), he doesn’t begrudge the feeling behind it. Not entirely, anyway.

“You’d be surprised just how many people actually want to help you guys,” he says, instead of the sharper retort that springs to mind. “But it is going to take some time to get the other kids off the Isle. The Council wants to take things slow and ‘focus on the four we have now.’”

“Good,” Carlos bites out, and though his voice is shaky, the ferocity behind it catches Ben off guard.

“Good?” He repeats, uncertain. “You mean you guys want…”

“Want your help?” Evie finishes, and there’s an incredulity and bitterness that colors her words sharp. “No, we’ve learned our lesson about that.”

It’s Ben’s turn to flinch, though he manages to contain the reflex enough so it’s hopefully not as obvious as he feared. Carlos’ expression flickers, however, and he knows he hadn’t succeeded.

“What he means is it’s good that they aren’t bringing anyone else over right away,” Evie clarifies tightly. “There’s definitely those on the Isle that shouldn’t be here.”

Ben jerks again at that, stunned and…horrified? Is that the churning in his gut or just the tension in the room?

“Everyone deserves a chance to have a better life,” he manages, meeting Evie’s gaze evenly. “If I’d let myself be convinced otherwise…if I believed what you said…you guys wouldn’t be here.”

Jay snorts through his nose, but otherwise remains silent, his lips quirking with something Ben can’t quite define.

“What was that thing you said your decree was?” Evie responds lowly, matching his stare right back, which throws him off because she’s shaking ever so slightly. “’The children of the worst villains?’ Believe me when I tell you that there are those on the Isle far worse than us, and if your council thinks that we will destroy Auradon- they would do it a whole lot faster.”

“Messier, too,” Jay rumbles with a short dip of his chin, his eyes dark and sadistic.

“Well,” Ben swallows the hitch in his throat and has to actively ignore his feeling of being threatened. “It’s a good thing I’m asking you guys for help avoiding that then, isn’t it?”

“Ex-ex-excu- What?” Carlos’ expression sours briefly over his slip up, but his previous hostility fades with his confusion.

“While I don’t entirely agree with your belief, I do want to be careful about who I bring over when the time comes,” Ben says, ignoring the glare Evie throws his way. “Which is why I’d like to work with you guys and get your opinions on the people I’m thinking of.”

“And just who would that be?” Jay drawls, and Ben is relieved that while he doesn’t sound interested, he, too has lost his dangerous edge.

“I’m not entirely sure yet,” he feels vaguely comfortable enough admitting. “I have some thoughts, but like I said, I kinda just want to focus on you guys for right now. But it’d be nice to know I have your agreement, at least.”

Carlos glances over to Evie, then Jay when he receives stony silence from the girl. Jay shrugs a shoulder, looking just as uncertain, and after a moment, Evie drops her eyes, shoulders coming up defensively.

“I don’t know,” she admits quietly. “We’d have to think about it. It’s dangerous.”

“Dangerous for you, or for everyone?” Ben probes cautiously, and her lips go back in a tight grimace even as her eyes remain firmly downcast.

“Is there a difference?”

He thinks for a moment, then tilts his head in concession. “Fair enough. I knew it’d be a bit much to take in so, yeah.”

The tension goes out of her shoulders, and she flashes him a grateful look that promptly freezes on her face. Instinct has Ben tensing as well, a prickle of cold along the back of his neck the only thing he gets in warning before:

“You have till three to get out of this room.”

He inhales sharply, and then hears:

“Three.”

And then he’s on his feet and whirling to meet Mal’s livid expression; green eyes bright and wild, flames lapping at her wrists and flickering almost as harshly as her face. She looks beautiful. She looks terrifying, is the correct term. And still Ben thinks, idly, that if this was how he was going to die…there were worse ways.

Then:

“Mal, enough.”

And Evie’s voice is so dark and violent that it jolts him out of…whatever it was he’d been in. Mal’s jaw clenches so tightly he fears it might break, but there’s an equally dark and violent and considering look in Mal’s eyes and he finds himself thinking he should be a bit more afraid of what else she might break. She snaps her fingers and sends more of the flame spitting to the floor, and the strange and dangerous part of Ben wants to snarl and meet the challenge with one his own, but he forces it back. Somehow he doesn’t think a fight to the death would be appreciated after all the good he’d just had to work for.

“Mal,” Ben says in place of the snarl, trying to make his smile look genuine. (Since when did he have to try?) “I’m glad you’re here.”

“Oh are you now?” Mal has no trouble initiating the snarl he hadn’t, but there’s something off about it that Ben can’t place. “And why is that?”

“Because now I can share the other part of my news without having to repeat it,” Ben finishes, and Mal stares a moment with an undefinable look in her eyes.

“News?”

“Good news,” he’s quick to clarify, because he’s realized that it was fear at the same moment the flames inch to her elbows.

“Yeah, ok. Did you miss that it’s after four in the morning? Or the get out of this room part?”

Evie hisses something under her breath behind him that has Mal stiffening sharply, and he senses the brutal shift in targets and subtly steps in time to place himself once more in Mal’s focus. She blinks, as if unsure how he’d blocked her or why, but he simply offers a gentle shrug and silently hopes that no one else would draw her attention.

“I know it’s late…or early, but I wanted to give you a heads up before the actual day started, just so you knew what was going on.”

“How fucking thoughtful,” Mal snaps, but her eyes are no longer on him, and he isn’t sure why that scares him.

“Look,” he says, angling his body enough to gauge the others’ reactions. “I can tell that there’s something else going on here, and while I might not know what--”

“You’re right, you don’t know, so you don’t get to comment on it.”

“I’d say he has more right to comment than you,” Jay bites back, unfurling from his position by the wall and lashing out not unlike a serpent. “At least Ben acknowledges when he’s fucked up and hurt someone and tries to make things right.”

“I thought you didn’t like when I did that?” Ben mumbles sheepishly, and Evie shoots him a sideways look.

“Points are being made, Ben,” she says shortly, and he presses his lips together and lifts his brows.

“Apparently.”

“They’re useless points,” Mal says, and if there was something more wild than a snarl, it’s there in her voice; curling in her lips; stiffening her jaw and brows. “It’s already been established that there’s more important things at stake than just….”

“Just our happiness and free will?” Evie finishes, head cocking bitterly, teeth flashing a painful smile.

“Like your safety and continued existence,” Mal retorts, eyes narrowing, and Ben mirrors Jay and Carlos’ hesitant steps backwards at the thinly veiled threat.

While the other boys’ steps take them towards the bedroom wall, Ben’s takes him closer to the door, and he decides that in this case, leaving early might not be a bad idea.

“Look,” he says slowly as he moves. “It’s clear there’s a lot more going on right now than I realized and I think maybe I should just give you guys some privacy. I uh…kinda don’t want to intrude on--”

“Something that’s been a long time coming?” Evie says lowly, and both Jay and Carlos freeze, eyes widening and breaths sharpening in their chests.

Even Mal stops, and Ben pauses with his hand blindly reaching for the door still three feet behind him, recognizing something big here.

“Do you really want to challenge me right now?” Mal whispers, and it’s pained and raw and deadly, eyes bright green and sinister.

“No,” Evie whispers right back, own eyes wet and smile wobbly. “I really don’t, actually. But you’ve made it clear you won’t back down on this so what other choice is there?”

Mal’s eyes flash brighter even as she stiffens at Evie’s words, and Ben has the door at his back and yet he can’t leave.

“Why do you think I’m doing this?” Mal murmurs, and Ben wants to yank the door open and run, but he’s paralyzed, helpless to even stop his ears against things he knows he shouldn’t be a part of. “You think I’m being selfish, is that it? That I don’t care enough?”

“This was supposed to be a fresh start for us,” Evie answers, somehow calm…no…cold, in the midst of Mal’s heat. “A chance for the four of us to be and do better.”

“This was never a fresh start and you know that. We can’t…I can’t afford to think like that anymore. Holding onto…hopes….like that…things like that…they get you killed.”

Mal sucks in a breath that might have been sharp; the realization at having said more than intended. It lasts only a second before it tapers off into defeat, a choked noise slipping past her tightly closed lips, her jaw twitching sharply to the left.

“It gets you killed, Eve, and I can’t…I can’t…I can’t take that risk again.”

There’s clarity in there somewhere, but she's shaking and crying and there's no fire but the heat of her magic is smothering all the same and Ben is- he can't do anything-he can't…he's...weak, powerless, can't do anything right can't do anything at all can't help can't...he can’t help here.

It's all he can manage to get out into the hallway, and it’s only with the door firmly behind him that he's able to come back into his own thoughts. He isn’t entirely sure if he wants to know what had just happened, what was continuing to happen behind that door. He’s never felt that way before. Helpless, yes; powerless, sure. He’d felt that defeat when he'd first gone in to meet with the Council. But to feel it at that level...that intensity... He shakes himself, tries to remember how to breathe.

‘It gets you killed,’ Mal had said, and that utter helplessness had spiked inside him, surrounding him at her words. Did she really believe they were in that much danger here? He'd thought they were doing good, that the VKs were starting to settle, (bumps and hitches notwithstanding) that maybe with this new turn of votes and tides would mean things could finally start changing for the better. But it wasn’t enough...it could never be enough to combat what they’d gone through...he could never be enough...

“B-Ben! Wai-wai-wait!”

He jerks at the slam of the door; at the half-desperate cry for his attention. He blinks, and his thoughts clear again and it’s as he’s turning to face a trembling Carlos it occurs to him that 1) this is what magic feels like, why his father has always been so afraid of it taking over Auradon- because Mal’s magic definitely could and he’s terrified but not as terrified as he probably should have been over the thought- and 2), the more important of the thoughts, that Carlos was talking to him.

“Hey, Carlos,” Ben greets, shifting his attention away from the door and to the smaller boy, who bobbed his head a couple times before bravely snapping his eyes up to meet Ben’s, fingers twitching at his sides.

“I…I nneed….” Carlos’ jaw clicks shut tightly, fingers twitching harder and body stiffening as if trying to physically keep the words in.

Ben does his best to appear as nonthreatening as he could, shifting his weight back into a more relaxed stance. Unfortunately, it had the opposite effect as Carlos instantly flinches, body curling sharply in defense and eyes flashing fearful at Ben, words blurting violently from his lips.

“I nneed your help!” Carlos yelps, then freezes, eyes widening as if he’d just realized as Ben had, that he’d nearly spoken completely without stutter.

“You need my help?” Ben repeats, equal parts incredulous and pleased, hope swelling just as much as…dread? Why did he feel….?

“Please?” Carlos whispers, eyes just as hopeful, body just as tight with an undefinable dread. “You-you-you’re the only one who mmmight know….”

“Know what?” Ben asks, suddenly uncertain.

Carlos hesitates a moment, then reaches into his pocket and pulls out a cell phone. He tinkers with it for a bit, then turns the screen to Ben. Once his eyes adjust to the dim glow he’s able to make out letters, then when his brain registers that, he’s able to recognize a name.

‘Isaac. H------’

It’s not a name that instantly sticks out to him, but there’s something frantic and pleading and terrified in Carlos’ eyes as he watches Ben read the name, which makes it all the harder to shake his head and step back again.

“I don’t know who that is, Carlos, I’m sorry,” he says, and Carlos nods, but it’s not in defeat.

“No, but your…your p-p-p-parents,” he blurts out, shifting his weight anxiously and glancing at the name on the screen again. “They have books, rright? They know about-about-about us….”

“You want me to look in the records for this…Isaac?” Ben asks, just so he’s sure he’s got it right.

Carlos nods again, body uncurling from its fearful defensive posture. “Please?”

“I mean, I can try,” Ben says, ignoring the way his stomach flips at the thought. “I just…I don’t want to go digging again and finding things that I shouldn’t be. I’d hate to--”

“He’s important,” Carlos snaps, and Ben blinks, but the other boy maintains eye contact, lips tight and expression determined. “You have to look.”

“Who is he?” Ben asks, because anyone important enough to make Carlos not only approach him and talk to him without stuttering, then he was definitely someone Ben wanted to know.

“I…I don’t know,” Carlos mumbles, suddenly shrinking back into submission and defeat, eyes cutting to the side. “But it’s…he’s imp-portant.”

“I’ll try,” Ben promises, nodding his agreement. “I can’t guarantee I’ll find anything, but I’ll try.”

Carlos’ lips twitch into a grateful smile, and Ben is about to remark on just how well their first true interaction was going, but Carlos beat him to the punch.

“What-what…what was your other news?” he asks quietly, brow furrowing with worry and that dreadful hope.

“Right, yes…um….,” Ben shifts, adjusts his sleeves again and tries to relax because it is good news. “Mr. Kropp, the uh…the biology teacher….”

Carlos tenses before he can finish, eyes wary and expression dark and fearful again. “Wh-wh-what about him?”

“He’s being fired,” Ben finishes quickly, if only to get that look off the other boy’s face. “Well, being tried for…for repeated abuse of students and um…and then being fired, but…I thought you’d want to know.”

Carlos doesn’t say anything for a moment, face going carefully blank and not even his hands fidget to give him away. Then he swallows, brow furrowing slightly as his eyes lift again.

“You sa-said students…like…like more than…more than…more than me?”

Ben can’t help the grimace that twists his expression, guilt churning his stomach. “Yeah um…apparently you’re not the first to complain about some of the things he’s done and said…but there was never any official documentation or records kept cuz I guess it was just so unheard of.”

Carlos fixes him with a flat look, and Ben winces again and tries to keep plowing forward with some grace.

“But then with all the talks amongst the Council and the previous information found from investigating, it was brought back up and…and things are being done about it.”

“Who?”

“Sorry?”

Carlos shuffles in place and glances back over his shoulder as if only just now realizing the possibility of being overheard.

“Wh-who else did he….?”

‘You know you can tell me anything…tell me what happened.’

‘He said I’m not a valid member of royalty…I’m nothing…’ ‘He said ‘that’s not how Princes were supposed to behave but I suppose I shouldn’t expect that from you seeing as you aren’t a true Prince, let alone charming…’ ‘said ‘it’s a good thing you take after your mother…’ ‘said ‘perhaps if you’re lucky you’ll find someone pretty to marry you, to make up for your lack of intelligence’ and ‘he said’ ‘he said’ ‘he said’ but you can’t say anything Ben, promise you won’t tell anyone, promise you won’t it’s not a big deal it’s just a bruise I’ve had worse hits in Tourney it’ll go away he’ll go away don’t say anything Ben!

“Oh, um….” Ben studiously ignores the memories threatening to creep up further than the back of his mind; half-remembered pleas and promises of secrecy; of anger and helplessness and pain; of the loathing and bitterness because it wasn’t how things were supposed to happen here. “It’s…confidential.”

The dubious look Carlos gives him more than expresses the bitter irony of the situation, but Ben felt like he’d given away enough of people’s traumatizing secrets for the time being. There were more productive things he could be doing. Should be doing, really, now that he’d mostly gotten the good (and bad) out of the way.

“Um…but he won’t be mistreating you or anyone else again,” Ben finishes firmly. Confidently. “That was the other bit of news I wanted to tell you.”

“W-w-well thanks,” Carlos mutters, shrugging an uncertain shoulder. “I think?”

“Don’t worry, Fairy Godmother is searching for a new Biology teacher with much better credentials and history, but until then, you and Jay’ll be taking Chemistry with Mr. Deley along with Mal and Evie. Different time slots, but um…she’s got the details on how that’ll work and….what’s that look for?”

Carlos was looking…very bright-eyed, actually, head up and mouth opening in something far too enthusiastic considering how sudden a change this was.

“I get to blow sstuff up?” He asks, and there’s a hushed awe in his voice that directly combats the odd gleam in his eyes, and Ben finds himself thinking (not for the first time) that the VKs were capable of being dangerous.

“The correct answer is no, you don’t intentionally get to blow things up, although there are sometimes mishaps in the lab. Mr. Deley’s good about keeping everyone on track though, so there’s a minimum of any ‘accidents.’”

Carlos mutters something that sounded like ‘we’ll see about that’ under his breath, but when he met Ben’s gaze it was with utter innocence. Ben shakes his head and lets out a brief chuckle in spite of himself.

“You know, you might want to consider channeling some of that destructive energy into Tourney. It’s a sport we play here, kind of like…well, I don’t know how to compare it to anything you be familiar with….”

Carlos blinks at him, and he trails off sheepishly, reconsidering his words.

“Anyway, it’s a lot of fun. Tryouts are coming up this week, you…you should bring Jay. I think it might be good for him.”

Carlos blinks again at that, but it’s with something careful and considering this time. “You-you think so?”

“I…yeah,” Ben affirms, offering a brief smile. “Yeah I do.”

Carlos thinks a moment more, then nods slowly. “Ok.”

“Ok?” Ben repeats, hopeful and yet not entirely sure.

Carlos shrugs, but one corner of his mouth lifts upwards ever so slightly. “I’d have to convince him fffirst but…but I think ok.”

“Well great! That’d be awesome if you could. And I know Aziz would be thrilled to have you on the team….”

“Wait. Aziz is…he’s part of this t-t-t-tourney thing?”

“Is…I didn’t think that was…. That’s not a problem, is it?”

Carlos’ eyes flash and his smile turns mischievous. “Nno,” he denies, and Ben is relieved for all of two seconds. “I just meant if Aziz is p-part of it, Jay will hhhave to be, if only to try and beat him.”

“Right,” Ben mutters, not sure whether or not that could be a good thing. “Rivalry.”

“Do-do-do-don’t worry about it,” Carlos says, and though it’s mostly lighthearted, there’s something solemn in his eyes that has Ben recognize it as a threat.

“I won’t,” he decides, and nods to affirm his promise. “I’ll trust your expertise on how to manage all of that, and I’ll just stick with trying to do what I can to fix things.”

Carlos nods, but looks doubtful himself, and Ben feels guilty all over again.

“If I told you I’m sorry, would that mean anything to you?” he asks quietly, and Carlos blinks, then shrugs one shoulder, expression again that careful blank.

“Nnot…not really, no,” he murmurs, and Ben nods, lips pursing, defeat sinking in again and latching deep. Carlos must see something in his expression because he fidgets and tugs at his hair a bit before continuing.

“Wo-words don’t matter on the Isle,” he says slowly, eyes flickering from Ben’s to the ground and back again. “When people…people can ssay one thing and do…something wo-orse. You say you’re sorry- that you-you don’t mean to….but then you do…worse.”

“I’m not trying to do worse,” Ben mumbles back, but Carlos just shrugs again, eyes no longer meeting his.

“I-I-I-if you’re really sorry…do…something.”

Ben supposes it made sense; actions speaking louder than words. To him, and to most of Auradon, really, your words were who you were; how you spoke- what you spoke- they made up a list indicating your values. They weren’t as action-oriented as it appeared the Isle clearly was. Maybe…maybe it was time to change in other ways. Think in other ways.

“Would finding out who your mystery person is count as ‘doing?’” Ben probes, only half teasing.

Carlos laughs shortly, some of the foreboding aura leaving him. “It mmight,” he says back, lips twitching just the slightest bit upwards.

“Well then I’ll start there,” Ben says, and he means it in words; the only thing he has to express his promise for now, but he also means it in the way that counts. He’d do it. “Any ideas on what I can do to make it up to Mal and Evie?”

He’d been hoping for more good things, but instead, Carlos goes pale, eyes widening and body stiff.

“Oh sshiit,” he hisses, head whipping as if to turn, then freezing mid-step to glance at Ben in terror. “I…I gotta…”

And then he’s gone, back the few feet down the hall, the door to the VKs’ shared room slamming shut behind him.

“O- ok,” Ben mutters, blinking as he processes the incredibly abrupt departure. “Good talk.”

Then he shakes himself because you know what it had been a good talk, and he wasn’t going to let this opportunity go to waste. He’d start with what he’d been given, and maybe…maybe in time he could make things better. With this new purpose in mind he sets off back down the hall, then stops at the top of the stairs as a sudden thought occurs to him.

“Where did he get a cell phone?”


Evie

Evie sat on top of a barrel in a corner of the hideout and watched Mal watch Dizzy. The girl had been with them- had been theirs- for almost a month now, but every now and then Evie would catch Mal staring at the girl with an undefinable look on her face. For a time, Evie had feared it was displeasure, that Mal might be regretting her decision to bring the child into their ranks. Then it had changed to darker like suspicion, and though Mal had never acted on it (as far as Evie knew), it was beginning to wear on the older girl.

“Leave it alone, Mal,” Evie muttered, securing a knot in the yarn she was winding around her fingers.

“It’s not your concern, E,” Mal said back, not even turning as she spoke, eyes narrow as Dizzy started to organize a shelf.

“She’s mine,” Evie replied firmly, not backing down despite the way her hands shook at going so directly against their leader like this. “It’s entirely my concern.”

Mal drew a breath to say something back, but then straightened, eyes flashing a bright green. “That’s it,” she mumbled, then raised her voice. “Everyone out. Now.”

There was an abrupt stop in movement from the rest of the crew, eyes turning doubtful at her sudden dismissal, then the movement shifted to desperation at her snarled command, careful clamoring and rushing for the one door and the multiple windows.

“Jay, follow the pests back and make sure they stay where they’re supposed to,” Mal spoke over the retreat, glaring at the triplets, who made faces at her when she turned her head. “Carlos, mark the East Side as you go; you can start the rounds tonight.”

Carlos looked like he was about to protest, but then thought better of it and nodded, grabbing up the flashlight he’d been tinkering with and clicking the button a few times to get it to work. He was out the door moments later, the sound of the clicking button the only thing indicating his presence. Evie grit her teeth and tied off the final bit of yarn before straightening sharply.

“And me?” she demanded, knowing all too well where Mal was going with this.

The other girl cast her a sideways look but otherwise remained silent, turning back to ensure the removal of everyone else. Dizzy shifted near the bookcase, one hand nervously adjusting her glasses while the other hugged her side.

“And me?” she repeated softly, eyes nervous and almost guilty, as if she somehow knew she was the source of Mal’s insanity.

“You. Stay.”

The girl nodded slowly, eyes downcast, and Evie stood from her barrel, while Mal remained curled up on hers, one leg tucked to her chest while the other swung lazily back and forth. Her green eyes remained sharp, however, finally lifting to meet Evie’s only when everyone else had left.

“What are you playing at, Mal?” Evie hissed, and Mal lifted a brow which only served to infuriate her further.

“Playing?” Mal repeated softly, and it took all Evie had to keep from shuddering at the danger in the other girl’s tone. “This is life and death, E. The next drop is in two days and I can’t have….”

“A liability?” Evie snapped, hands tightening at her sides.

Mal’s eyes were solid jade when they snapped back up to hers, the severity in her glare as if from someone far older than her eleven years.

“If that’s the word you want to use,” she said coldly. “Then, yes. I can’t risk anything or anyone in this crew if we’re going to survive.”

“And is she included in that risk?” Am I?

Mal stands in place of answering her, uncurling fluidly from her barrel and taking a single step forward, just enough to break the eye contact Evie had been maintaining.

“It begs the question of you, brat,” Mal says, and Evie’s jaw clenches, her stomach twisting at the anxieties running through her head. “What’s your poison?”

“My…poison?” Dizzy repeated uncertainly, eyes flickering back and forth between Mal and Evie, fingers still gripping tightly to one corner of the bookshelf. Like she might bring it down if the threat demanded it.

“Not like, literally or anything,” Mal said, waving a dismissive hand. “We already have Jay for that and we don’t really need another assassin.”

Dizzy flinched minutely into the bookshelf, and Mal paused, seeming to realize the effect she was having on the younger girl. Some of the severity left her shoulders, and for just a moment she appeared relaxed. Dizzy believed it, at least-her fingers loosening their grip from the bookshelf; but Evie knew better, and she took a step forward, reclaiming some of the previous eye contact.

“Mal--”

“No,” Mal snarls, eyes flashing sharply to the side, and Evie can’t help but flinch at the warning in them. At the threat. “No,” she says, softer, to Dizzy. “I mean, why are you here? Why this crew? Why me?”

Dizzy blinked, head tilting to the side as she considered a moment, then she shrugged a shoulder, eyes meeting Mal’s boldly. “It’s like you said, isn’t it?” She answered easily, with no hesitation. “Survival.”

“How so?” Mal replied, chin lifting in anticipation of further challenge.

“You take care of your crew,” Dizzy stated, brow furrowing and eyes cutting to Evie as if it were obvious and why didn’t she see that? “Uma doesn’t. It was the best choice, all things considered.”

“I take care of what’s mine,” Mal retorts, though something was playing at her lips.

“Yeah,” Dizzy said, nodding her head slowly. “Isn’t that why I’m still here?”


The bedroom was on fire.

Green licked up and down the thick, dark curtains, whipping about and sending sparks raining about; which in turn reignited and caught among the bedsheets; the furniture; the carpets.

And the human occupants.

“What’s your poison, Mal?”

Evie cocks her head, ignoring the heat. She was cold enough to combat it easily. Mal makes a choking noise and the fire pops violently, etching its way further up the other girl’s arms. Evie can practically see the magic twist and curve as it moves along its destructive path. A small part of her feels jealous. The larger part wraps her own instinctive magic closer, letting its cold continue to shield from the heat.

“What are you doing here?”

“Stop it, Eve,” Mal rasps, voice breaking over even the lone syllable, pain twisting her face as the fire reaches her shoulders.

“I’m not the one burning the room down,” Evie retorts, and behind her, one of the curtains starts to whine in protest; the metal not used to such magical abuse.

“It’s not…I’m not….” Mal tries, but only succeeds in maintaining her current position. Burning.

“Oh, just making a point then?” Evie says, lifting a brow and barely containing a flinch at another loud pop of sparks by her feet. “Yeah, you’re good at that. Why don’t you tell me then? Tell me why I’m wrong.”

Mal’s jaw twitches in place of a verbal response, head shaking back and forth almost as desperately as the curtains to Evie’s back.

“Stop,” she pleads, and Evie is grateful for the shower of sparks that forces her eyes shut. She isn’t sure she could handle seeing Mal’s eyes like this.

“I can’t,” she says, biting back her own plea, wrapping her cold just a bit tighter. “You’ve made it so I can’t. Why this, Mal? Why couldn’t you just let us have this?”

“Dangerous,” Mal bites out, and there’s the guttural hiss of a held-back cry coloring her voice.

“Auradon isn’t the danger to us,” Evie answers, shaking despite the temperature in the room. “Maybe it could have been, but now….”

“You think I’m the one that’s dangerous,” Mal finishes hoarsely, and the smile on her face is a grimace more than anything, and a cold pit opens in Evie’s stomach that has nothing to do with her own magic.

On a hunch, a whim, a dare, she reaches for the nearest burning object –one of the large cushion-like chairs- and bites back a curse when all she feels is a tickle of heat. It’s hot, yes, but it’s not…burning….anything, now that Evie is looking closely. Nothing in the room is actually on fire except for

“Mal,” Evie gasps, horror twisting her face as she whips back around to face the other girl, whose mouth opens in a gruesome mockery of a smile.

“Ha,” she pants weakly. “Guess I really am the liability now, huh?”

“Stop it!” Evie demands, and her own magic suddenly feels stifling; too dense; too thick. “Why are you doing this?”

Something snaps- Evie watches the break happen as the fire leaves Mal’s eyes- slowly starts to suffocate and wither from the room. From the room, but not…not from Mal. The flames eat their torturous way higher up Mal’s shoulders, teasing at the curves of her neck. Mal’s jaw tightens against it even as her face twists in pain, and Evie reaches desperately for the cold pool of her magic, pools it deeper and colder and then pushes.

The effect is almost instantaneous. The gradual smothering of the fire in the room immediately douses, leaving a bitter, ashy taste in the air. Evie fights the gag of panic that rises in the back of her throat, ignores the stab of pain behind her eyes and the rough, scratchy feel of a brick wall beneath her fingers. (Nearly ignores, anyway.)

Mal chokes on a noise like a scream as the flames feeding on her body are suddenly doused, and Evie trades the gag for a curse, staring at the red blisters covering the backs of Mal’s hands. She can see a similar pattern snaking its way up her wrists, but the fabric of her sweater obscures the rest of the damage from view. She can only really guess as to the extent of the injuries, yet she isn’t sure if she really does want to know.

“Mal,” she hisses, and the other girl looks up sharply, then laughs, eyes falling again and Evie can’t stand to see Mal so submissive. Not to her.

“t’s fine,” Mal slurs, lips cracked and swollen. “It’ll…it’s fine, E.”

“None of this is fucking fine, Mal!”

“Ha,” Mal chokes humorlessly, that harsh rasp of pain. “Aren’t…aren’t we a pair?”

Evie shakes her head, closes her eyes again because she couldn’t…do this right now. Couldn’t give in to this right now.

“When you said earlier, that our survival was at stake--”

“No.” Mal hisses sharp between her teeth, and Evie can’t hide her own wince at the pain in the other girl’s voice. At the fear. “Not that.”

Evie opens her eyes, lets the cold back in just enough to lift her guard; to numb the sensation of brick under her hands.

“It was a threat, but you didn’t mean you.”

“Don’t.” Mal lowers her head, and Evie swallows hard at the realization that this was Mal begging.

It’s a heady feeling, having power over one so in power, and Evie pauses just a moment to wonder if this is what it felt like. Control. Then dread stabs sharp in her gut and twists, and she looks back to Mal in time to watch a shudder work its way through the other girl’s body. And that’s what it feels like.

“Tell me.”

Mal stiffens, shoulders coming up and jaw working hard against a reply. Her face twists again and her eyes are bright when they flit to Evie’s, and normally she’d give in then; yield to Mal; let it go. But she can’t this time, and she hardens her own resolve even as Mal begins to protest in the form of her name.

“E-”

“It wasn’t a question.”

Mal flinches back, and there’s that sharp twitch of her jaw to the left; there’s that submission; there’s that vulnerability and it hurts.

Mal.”

“She promised your death!” Mal screams; chokes the words.

And suddenly Evie is wishing that the room were still on fire. It would make her loss of breath much easier to justify.

“Maleficent?” she finds herself asking needlessly, and Mal lets out another choking sob, head lowering minutely.

“Your death…for…for my failure.”

“Specifically?” Evie mutters weakly, and Mal’s lips twitch without humor.

“All of you,” she whispers, and the gnawing pit open wider. “And even…even if we did manage it, there’s no way she’ll let me…let me keep you.”

“What?” Evie has to actively fight to keep the cold from overtaking her; to keep images of Carlos…of Jay…of…her…dead…out of her mind.

“She hated the idea of you to begin with,” Mal murmurs, her whole body sagging under the weight of her words. Of her defeat. “She always said that relying on others was a sure sign of weakness; that if I were to succeed in Auradon I was going to need to become a dragon.”

Mal lets out a bitter laugh that breaks in the middle. “She didn’t care about Carlos; thought he was too weak from the start. Jay…it was after…all she’d do was twist her face; this- this disgust- and I’d know she was talking about him. Never his name, either…always just…just….”

“Mal,” Evie breathes, own voice breaking in the midst of her plea.

“And you,” Mal cries instead, one hand clenching tight and shaky, the other running damaged fingers through damaged hair. “She hated you most of all…because of all of…you were the only one even close to being my equal—no, fuck…let’s be honest since they love that sort of shit here…better.”

Evie jerks her head back, the laugh the slips past her lips instinct alone. “Clearly you still have a bit of Isle in you if you’re going to try and give me that bullshit.”

“Bullshit!” Mal hisses at the same time, fury and pain and fear all at once. “Bullshit, E, and you fucking know it.”

“No,” Evie snaps, but she’s shaking and she hates Mal for doing this to her. “No you can’t just…you don’t get to put that on me!”

“I didn’t,” Mal says, quiet, eyes down even as her jaw tightens. “I yielded to you, remember? Because you’re right- when it comes down to it, I don’t care enough to risk everything for this.”

“You still think Auradon is a danger, then?”

“I think Auradon is temporary,” Mal bites back, the heat in the room flaring again before dying down. “As long as she…”

“She’s on the Isle,” Evie counters, and Mal blinks but doesn’t quite make eye contact. “I know, that’s stupid to say and believe me I don’t doubt…” she inhales sharply, then breathes. “I don’t doubt her intentions. But she isn’t…here.”

“Only for so long,” Mal says, head shaking back and forth again, both hands tangling in her hair. “Only for so long and I can’t….”

“Then don’t,” Evie says, and Mal’s breath catches in her throat and she swallows to keep from doing the same. “You said it yourself…you…you yielded to me.”

It was strange, saying it out loud. Like it had actually been a thing that happened. Mal cocks her head, one corner of her mouth twitching into something bitter-sweet but satisfied, and Evie doesn’t really want to think on all that might mean right now.

“So then, don’t. No…plans…no breaking the barrier. No one ends up dead.”

“It can’t be that simple,” Mal argues, but even Evie can see the desperation in her eyes. The fear of relief.

“It could be,” Evie insists, because she has to. “We’re doing things the Auradon way from now on. For real. We’re going to make things good for us.”

“Ha,” Mal mutters, eyes finally, finally, meeting hers. “Told you.”

“What?”

“You could be better than me.” Mal says it with a grin that is definitely pride, and Evie scoffs to hide just how deeply it affected her.

“Well just because I’m discarded royalty doesn’t mean I don’t have standards to live up to.”

When Mal laughs, it’s far more genuine, and Evie allows herself a tired, if slightly victorious, smile. “As long as I don’t have to conform to those standards, I’ll be fine with that.”

“Always rotten,” Evie sighs, shaking her head.

“To the core.”


Isaac

There’s a crack forming in one of the glaciers. It’s infinitesimal, minute, insignificant…it’s small- but deep enough that Isaac notices it; in the same way he notices everything. In the same way he notices that the windows bear smudges and odd fogged-over patches at about waist height, meaning that the snow creature -Olaf- had been in the throne room again, pressing his face against the glass to watch the snow fall. Which didn’t make any sense to him, the thing was made of snow, what more fascination with it could it –he- have?

On a whim, Isaac pressed his hand to the glass, leaning forward and looking out over the mountain and down the steep cliffside the castle rested upon. It was a dizzying sensation, the ice nearly black as night? No, that’s a stupid cliché it’s ice it’s white except for where it’s not and then it’s as black as…the Isle. Cruella.

Isaac sucks a sharp breath that clears the fog on the window, then it re-fogs as he exhales just as sharply. Best not to follow that line of thinking too far…best not to dwell- better to just wait. And notice everything else; notice the pattern the snow takes on the windowsill, nearly identical to the motifs littered about the place. Notice the curve of the mountain and the depth of the darkness beneath it and the little blurred line of color where it meets the muddled yellow of the village. Wonder if he’d become just as muddled hitting the bottom, or if he’d scatter like the snow. Notice Elsa enter the room, but he can’t notice her yet because he’s still too busy counting out all the ways a fall from this height might---

Cold at his back.

“Isaac.”

Oh. Right.

“Elsa,” he says as he turns to her, and his breath is mist in the air. “I mean…Your Highness.”

She fixes him with a look and a quirk of her lips, and he flinches as he waits for the onslaught of all that look entails….

“The report,” she says sternly, and he sucks a sharp breath for the second time thus far because how was he supposed to tell her?

“Yes,” he’s quick to blurt out instead, crossing a few strides closer to her and trying to appear in control. He was in control; he was control; he was Creator to the very thing that gave her Kingdom its life; he was- “Sorry. I was just....”

Just contemplating the many ways in which your body could survive tumbling off this cliff? There aren’t that many- I’ve checked.

He snaps his head up, hands shaking and breath freezing in his throat. Elsa fixes him with another cool look (ha. ha. ha) and he can’t stop the panic from hitting him because he can’t figure out which Elsa and –Snow Queen, shattered mirrors, shattered glass, his body flung into the fjord- but no, it couldn’t be he’s done that one he’s written that one and he can’t be he can’t be because otherwise there wouldn’t be...

“Auradon,” Elsa prods icily, and he straightens, the memories flowing back through him- reality, back through him- and he nods, swallowing hard and cursing his…Curse. So you’re going to take that form, this time? “How is the situation with our ‘neighbors’?”

“Unsettling, for lack of a better word,” he replies, and bristles because he could think of a millennia’s worth of better words except it’s images that bombard him now, and he can’t get his thoughts to focus.

“The boy-king is as incompetent as we feared and yet, for all his…youth…he is trying. Naïve, but trying.” Wouldn’t have to be so useless…not for long. I could probably write a much better- no!

I wonder what good his trying will do when there’s already been so much bloodshed- and so much more to come.’

Isaac shudders and fights to remain upright, to not cower as self-preservation as weakness as instinct would have him. It wouldn’t do to show weakness before the Snow Queen. Elsa glances back at him and the light reflects diamonds against the ice of her cape and light? But she was...light…light, he reminds himself. She was light and snow not dark. Not her.

“I can never help but wonder why you insist on verbal and audio reports, when it appears that such things only serve to distract you,” Elsa murmurs, and though her tone is mild, there’s some kind of bite to her words that instantly sets him on his guard. “Surely there are more efficient ways to record what needs to be made note of?”

“Ha,” he tries for a laugh but his stomach feels like it’s being crushed in a vise. “There probably are, but the paper and pen is…outdated, for me.” –or, he’s outdated for the paper and pen- “I prefer keeping track of things audibly; makes things easier to record.”

“Even though you are, technically, employed as Royal Scribe and Emissary,” Elsa quips. “Both positions of which typically require proficiency with pen and paper.”

“So would be the assumption,” he counters, as easily as he can with sweat collecting at the back his neck, cold seeping into every inch of his body.

“And yet your hands are shaking.”

They are, and there’s no use in hiding them and yet he does anyway, clasping his hands tightly together behind his back. “Nervous tic.”

Nervous?’ She grins, and he can see his death reflected in her smile. ‘Of me? You have every right to be.’

“I suppose considering my tendency towards villainy, it’s only understandable you should be nervous,” Elsa says, and he pales considerably at how closely her words resemble…her other counterpart. “Understandable, and not entirely unwarranted.”

“You’re different.” He has to say it out loud; has to hear the words for himself never mind what it actually did for her esteem. “You’re not the same woman who froze half the fjord”–and killed the other half—wrought havoc on the whole of Arandelle.

“I will take your words as the compliment they are intended to be, and not a morbid reminder of the past,” Elsa says coldly of course it’s cold, she has no other setting. That’s harsh. Justified, but harsh.

“And yet,” she continues, and the temperature in the room drops minutely. “With all that in mind, just how long were you planning to lie to me?”

Did you really think you could deceive me?

“I’m…I’m afraid I don’t--”

“To the point, then: when were you going to tell me about Carlos?”

“Carlos?” And he can breathe because he’s not dead, and that was the one thing that not even the Snow Queen had known about; and yet he can’t breathe because how did Elsa?

“Do not take me for a fool,” she snaps, and he cringes because it was the furthest thought from his mind. “One would only need to look to see how he resembles you.”

“How-?” he hisses, and if his hands clench into fists it was only to his credit.

“Contrary to what you might believe, I do have other ways of getting information than just by your hands, and it wasn’t long before a rather scandalous article reached me regarding one young Carlos de Vil.”

He feels that familiar twisting sensation of the Author’s magic; his fingers curling around the Pen instinctively conjured into them; Paper crinkling in his waistcoat pocket when he takes a step forward, shoulders squaring.

“Is that meant to be a threat?”

Elsa lifts an amused brow, and yet the temperature in the room drops so drastically he nearly loses his breath.

“Have care how you speak, Isaac,” she says softly, and he bites back the curse he wants to give; twitches his fingers to abscond the Pen to his pocket. “It was no threat, simply a statement. Depending on how the situation in Auradon turned out, I had intended for your aid in putting certain plans in place. Don’t mistake my intentions for weakness.”

A stab of cold goes through him that has less to do with her display of power as it is a sudden flash of his previous death at her hands- or rather, the Snow Queen’s hands. He steps back, swallowing hard and inclining his head.

“F-forgive me, my lady.” Idiot. Now is not the time to be passive aggressive!

“Tell me about him,” she says, instead of spearing him through with her ice as he’s half-expecting. “It’s clear you care for him immensely.”

Tell her? Tell her…what? ‘He’s the single greatest thing to ever happen to me but ultimately he couldn’t be enough?’ ‘The last time I saw him was years (centuries? millennia?) ago right before a magical barrier went up and separated us permanently…and he was barely an infant then?’ ‘That even though I could just as easily have written my way onto the Isle to see him at any time, I didn’t, purely to spite his mother, who, incidentally was my first and only love and simultaneously my greatest downfall?’

“I care for him more than you could imagine,” he finds himself saying instead, fingers tight around the Pen concealed in his pocket.

“Enough that you would abandon him to protect him from yourself? I understand more than you give me credit for, Isaac,” she says when he snaps his head up at her words. “With our mutual inclinations towards villainy in mind, then, I think it’s only fitting.”

“You think…what…is fitting?”

She smiles at him, and for once he doesn’t see his death in it.

“You’re going to want to write this down.”

Chapter 32: They say I'm bad (are you afraid of me now?) pt. 2

Summary:

In which Chad, despite his best effort, is not an asshole; Evie has trouble realizing the differences between Auradon boys and Isle boys; and Carlos and Jay discover the joys of Tourney.

Notes:

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The **WARNINGS** for this chapter include the usual, violence/threats of violence; language and crude humor; implied and explicitly stated child abuse (physical, emotional, mental abuse); panic attacks and a dissociative episode, talk of therapy and therapists, realistic discussions and depictions of trauma and how it affects people; brief mentions/implications of puberty and implied/referenced assault.

Also be warned that there are two separate instances where a character panics/dissociates, and both the first and final scenes (Jay's POV) heavily feature a dissociative episode.

Be safe reading, and as always I hope you enjoy and I look forward to hearing what you think!

- Raven

Chapter Text

Chad

It’s Jay’s fault, when it comes down to it.

He hadn’t meant to be walking through the auditorium, but it was the shortest way to get to study hall, and he’d wasted about a quarter of the hour anyway searching for his cell phone. He’d had it the other day, and it practically never left his pocket. But he had been talking with Audrey more than usual (which, for the record, he also did not mean to do), and so he wouldn’t be too surprised if he’d ended up leaving it somewhere else. [Like on a table, unattended, where anyone with less than ideal moral standards and more than ideal sticky fingers to find.]

So Chad was rushing to class because he was late, and if he was late again, and over something as ‘trivial’ as a lost phone, Fairy Godmother was going to put him back in detention, and that was the last thing he needed right now.

And so it’s only fitting, he thinks, that he misjudge his distance from the door and his backpack snags in the frame. Only fair that he lose some books to gravity and the mocking, tugging door. Only poetically just that he has to scrape and scramble and curse after each textbook, and only all too horribly wrong that when he stands it’s to a sharp hitch of breath that is not his own.

“The fuck?” he hisses, purely for the release of the sudden surprise, but then it turns into a more genuine hiss because Carlos is staring at him from the stage.

More specifically, Carlos is staring at him from behind some half constructed set on the stage, and the set piece itself is…moving?

“De Vil?” Chad mutters, then swallows when the boy bares his teeth at him in response. “Carlos,” he corrects himself. “What…what are you doing here?”

Carlos’ expression remains fixed, something between a snarl and a grimace curling his lips, but it’s panic and desperation in his eyes; and Chad does the opposite of what is the obvious right choice here and takes a step closer to the stage. Carlos stiffens, curling closer to the- it looks like a stump of some kind- and fixes Chad with a glare.

“Well I’m only here cuz it’s the shortest way to class, but um…you look like you’re…not ok.”

Carlos’ eyes flicker to the set, then back to Chad, and Chad registers that while Carlos did look terrified, he was not, in fact, hiding behind the set as he’d previously thought. It’s almost as if he’s guarding it. The thought solidifies when Carlos signs, gesturing briefly to himself before tapping his thumb against his chest in a ‘five’ handshape.

[I’m fine.]

“Ok,” Chad drawls, slowly sliding his bag off his shoulder and into one of the seats. “You’re fine, but- someone else isn’t, is that it?”

Carlos’ jaw tenses; grits together, and a growl starts up in his chest. Chad stops just at the lip of the stage, recognizing the warning for what it fucking is. He didn’t get paid enough to deal with this shit.

“Alright, I get it,” he says in spite of himself, lifting his hands slowly in hopes that showing how defenseless he was would help. And not just for the target it put on him. “I can take a hint, I’m not that clueless. Most of the time.”

Carlos’ eyes narrow, but the growl stops, at least, and Chad slowly slides his hands down until they’re at his sides. He wants to shove them in his pocket, but he thinks it might be taken as threatening, so he settles for resting them where his pockets are and just tucking his thumbs into them.

“So…you’re ditching class because, what? Something freak you out?”

Again, Carlos’ eyes cut to the set piece, and it’s from his closer view that Chad can tell that it’s not a tree stump, but a beanstalk. Or half of one, at least. It didn’t technically matter, but Chad notes that it’s tall enough to conceal more than just Carlos from view.

“Look, I didn’t sign up for being a dog whisperer or anything de Vil, so if something’s wrong and you want my help, fucking say it, alright? Otherwise I’m just gonna go to class like I’m supposed to.”

He’s about four steps away from doing just that when he hears scrambling from behind him, followed by:

“Cha-cha-chad, wait!”

He freezes, his brain tripping to an equally abrupt stop because did Carlos really just--? He turns, and Carlos is leaning forward on his knees, fists gripping the fabric of his (non-Auradon-uniform) shorts. The other boy looks almost as shocked as Chad does at having said his name, but then he continues.

“Please.”

And Chad really didn’t get paid enough for this shit.

“I’m waiting,” he says, and Carlos’ expression twists as he shifts back sharply onto his heels. Chad recognizes his mistake immediately and softens his posture, taking a step back towards the stage. “I’m here, Carlos. What…what do want me to do?”

Carlos’ eyes flicker, and he rocks minutely, fingers fidgeting and wrinkling his shorts. Chad fights the urge to sigh, and instead places his hands on the edge of the stage.

“Am I allowed to come up?” he asks, and though Carlos looks incredibly panicked at his suggestion, his head nods jerkily, and Chad carefully hefts himself up, swinging his legs up and over the ledge.

Instead of immediately approaching the other boy, he sits there on the edge, crossing his legs beneath him, making sure his hands were still in view.

“Cool, so now what?” he says, and Carlos swallows, lips pressing tightly together as his eyes flicker again to whatever it was behind the set piece.

“I…I don’t kn-kn-know how to….” Carlos tries, then stops, biting his lip.

Chad takes the liberty of moving forward, and though Carlos tenses at first, he lets Chad close enough that he can tilt his head and see behind the wooden set.

And…huh.

That’s new.

“That’s new,” he says aloud, and Carlos whips his head up to glare at him sharply. “I said new, not bad,” Chad protests, but he can’t deny the part of him that thinks that this all too wrong.

Jay is not supposed to be cowering behind a rickety set carving of a beanstalk. Carlos he can handle, can understand and sympathize and coax. But this is Jay, and it is wrong. 

“I thought the panicking was your freak out thing,” Chad blurts, because it’s all he can do when faced with this, and Carlos bares his teeth like he wants to growl again.

“Jay doesn’t pppanic,” the boys rasps defensively.

No, Chad thinks as he carefully shifts just a bit closer. No it didn’t look like it. Not really. There was something off, though…the older boy too quiet. Too still. Too blank and distant and….

“Oh,” Chad mutters weakly as it hits him. “Oh. Of fucking course he dissociates.”

Carlos flinches, his eyes going wide. “Ho-ho-ho-how?”

And it’s Chad’s turn to stiffen, though he makes sure to keep his voice even, not betraying anything. “Just a guess.”

“But you know-you know- you know Jay?” Carlos says, and it takes Chad a minute to realize what he means by that.

“No well I know what dissociation is,” he fumbles, trying to figure out how to get out of this, how to resolve this without digging too much into the how. “But I don’t…I’ve never had to…”  

“Help,” Carlos snaps, and though the word is clipped, there’s a plea in there somewhere. “You- you have to....”

I don’t technically have to do anything, the asshole part of Chad wants to say. I don’t have any responsibility over a bunch of villains.

“What even started it, anyway?” the…other…part of Chad says. “Weren’t you guys supposed to be in-?”

“Class,” Carlos finishes with a brief nod, eyes flicking again in Jay’s direction. “But I don’t…I don’t know wwwhhat--.”

“Shit, I do,” Chad mutters, and his stomach debates between clenching tight and turning. He remembers snapping at some of the guys from the team he’d overheard making jokes about…. Well he’d thought that was all it was, jokes. Until Ben had shown up looking like he’d just killed something. And then he’d found out about….

“This is about the--”

“Chad.”

It’s a clear warning note in his voice this time, and Chad nods his understanding even as he fights to keep his feelings in check.

“About Jay,” he finishes instead, then sucks a sharp breath because-- “Holy shit it’s true, then?”

Chad.

“Sorry. Fuck, I’m sorry I didn’t…. I don’t think I can help with something like this,” he says, and Carlos lurches forward even as Chad shifts back.

“Ha-ha-ha-have to!” he cries, fingers just short of grabbing Chad’s own. “You-you-re the only….”

“Look just because I have experience with one branch of freak outs doesn’t mean I know them all.”

“Asshole,” Carlos growls, and the insult would hurt more if it weren’t for the terror in the boy’s eyes.

“How exactly do you want me to help?” Chad spits back instead, his voice just as frightened and urgent as Carlos.’ “It’s not like I’m an expert!”

“You do!” Carlos blurts, then grimaces, shaking his head. “Youyou know…you know how to….” He cuts off, his hands shifting through a flurry of signs too fast for Chad to interpret, but he guesses from the way Carlos gestures to himself what he’s trying to get at.

“I mean I can try what I did for you but there’s no guarantees that it’ll work. This…it’s…different.”

So, so much more different than simply shitty and abusive parenting, but Carlos fixes him with a look in place of answering, and Chad can piece the meaning together well enough. He huffs a sigh and fights to keep his voice from betraying him more than his actions already were.

“I’d appreciate it if you didn’t tell Mal that it was me if this goes horribly wrong.”

“M-m-m-make sure things don’t go wr-ong then.”

 It’s said with more than just a small growl, and Chad thinks he would feel more threatened if it weren’t for the fact that he was already terrified enough. He shuffles closer to Jay, who still hadn’t moved or breathed, but when he reaches out his hand, Carlos twitches, and Chad finds himself shoved backwards, and he flings out his feet awkwardly to keep from tumbling off the stage. He snaps his head up in shock, though Carlos looks just as surprised, even as he places himself further in Chad’s path, blocking him off from Jay.

“What the hell, de Vil?” Chad says, picking himself upright and settling back into a crouch. He’s not as upset as he thinks he should be by what technically was another attack by a VK, but he’s in ‘help’ mode and so he’s more confused and wary than anything else.

“Touch makes it wo-wo-worse,” Carlos mumbles, and though his voice is quiet, it’s firm; his dark eyes flashing in warning.

“Duly noted,” Chad replies, and Carlos grimaces tightly. Chad approaches again, slower than before, and keeps his hands at his sides, but the smaller boy doesn’t move this time, remaining as a clear barrier between the two.

“Alright, so no touching then,” Chad says, keeping his voice level with some effort, not quite making any eye contact. He thinks it’s safer that way. “That’s fine. I can just talk. We can just talk, right, Jay?”

The older boy doesn’t even blink at his name, just sits, curled in on himself, body trembling slightly with how tightly his muscles were clenched. Carlos shuffles anxiously, face twisting with worry and no small touch of panic. Chad takes a breath to steady himself, and tries to think on what the recommended steps were without digging too deeply into the why’s and the how’s; into the source of it all.

“You know I’m probably gonna be late for class right, Jay?” he says, and Carlos tightens his jaw in a snarl, but Chad hadn’t been going for accusing. His voice was still calm. “I’m not complaining, honestly…gets me out of having to sit and listen to Fairy Godmother’s lecturing.”

There’s a noise, and Carlos jerks sharply, and Chad turns his head more calmly to see Jay’s brow furrow slightly. It’s not much, just barely a flicker of the changed expression before his face goes slack again in terror, his body tightening even further as though afraid of being noticed.

Oh.

Chad tries not to let his own expression twist at that bit of information; to shove aside the desperate clawing at the back of his neck. To breathe.

“Still, not sure if I’d say this is a comfortable alternative,” he says, instead of so many other things. “But I guess whatever floats your boat…unless that’s a stupid thing to say, I don’t know I’m just talking nonsense here but feel free to shut me up whenever you want Jay.”

Jay draws a shuddering breath in place of answering, but there’s something in his eyes that hadn’t been there before. Whether it’s further awareness or further lucidity, though, Chad can’t tell. He thinks back on the noise Jay had made; the flicker of confusion in his brow when he had mentioned his class with Fairy Godmother, and Chad thinks how stupid he was to not realize before.

“Jay, do you know where you are?” he asks, slowly. Calmly. Urgently.

Jay blinks and draws a short, quick breath, and his eyes flicker and his jaw twitches before clenching tightly, a shiver working its way through his body.

“You know, that’s not very comforting,” Chad mutters, and Carlos squirms, his fingers pinching and pulling at the dog tail attached to his belt.

Jay’s jaw works behind his closed lips, his expression contorting in equal parts terror and pain. Chad tries to slow his breathing even further to counter his thudding heartbeat; wipes his palms carefully against his pants.

“Yeah?” he prompts softly, tilting his head to lessen his stare. “Where are you, Jay?”

“I--” Jay chokes- gags on the syllable, terror sharpening his breath and his whole body twitching backwards.

He freezes like that, eyes flickering back and forth as though waiting for something or someone to come running at him. Chad knows that one. He hates that he knows that one; even as his own throat threatens to close up and the clawing sensation digs into the back of his neck.

“I…I know what….what the Isle looks like, Tremaine.”

Jay barely manages the sentence before his exhales sharpen again, but Chad barely notices as his own body flinches instinctively, panic seeming to stop his heart before starting it up again twice as fast.

“Tremaine?” he croaks, his voice barely sound in the space.

Carlos grimaces beside him, eyes flickering with worry and no small amount of panic. “A-A-Antione,” he mutters quickly. “Someone from the Isle. He-he-he didn’t mmean….”

But Chad was too busy trying to process the fact that he sounded enough like his cousin to be mistaken for him, and also that the VKs knew his cousin; and it takes all of Chad’s limited strength to tear his thoughts away before they went too far.

“It’s fine,” Chad croaks, blinking numbly. Then, “Darian, though, not…not Antione.”

He realizes what he’s said when Carlos stiffens beside him, and he opens his mouth to try and take it back because he can’t

“How?” Carlos whispers hoarsely, and Chad lifts his hands slowly, placatingly.

“Just forget it,” he forces himself to say. “It’s not important right now.”

Jay cringes further inward as if to reinforce his words, and Carlos shoots him a glare that very clearly says ‘not done talking about this’ before turning back to the other boy.

“Nno, Jay,” Carlos says gently. “Not the Isle. Ssafe. Auradon. Charming, reme-remember?”

Jay’s brow furrows in confusion, and some of the hollowness fades from his eyes. “Auradon?”

“Yeah,” Chad pitches in. “You’re in Auradon, Jay. I found you and Carlos on my way to class with Fairy Godmother.”

Jay straightens, his body stiff and not quite yielding to the changing position. “That’s…that’s not right,” he mumbles, expression more confusion now than that horror and panic, and Chad finds his breathing easing in response.

“Why isn’t it right, Jay?” he asks carefully, leaning back on his heels.

“Because he was right…he was here...he said….” Jay gestures weakly with a hand still slightly curled, and Carlos growls low in his throat beside him, but Chad swallows his own reaction and forces himself to remain calm.

“No one here but me and Carlos, Jay,” he says, his voice shaking in spite of himself. “You’re safe.”

Jay’s eyes narrow as if he doubted the truth of those words, and Chad tries to ignore the way that makes his stomach clench. The other boy’s posture unfolds further; head tilting and dark eyes moving quickly back and forth, one hand moving towards his belt as he does. Chad tenses, but there’s no weapon that comes up in Jay’s groping fingers, and the boy blinks, frowning down at his empty hand.

“Right,” he mutters. “They took….my knives.”

“I mean to be fair you did try to kill me with those knives, so….” Chad shrugs a shoulder, and Jay’s eyes snap up sharply at the movement.

“What,” he says blankly, then blinks, expression shifting before settling on something hard and closed off. “What the fuck are you doing here?”

“Oh good, you’re back,” Chad drawls, more than grateful to slip into his sneering mask this time. “Does this mean I can leave now, de Vil?”

Carlos looks helpless and terrified as Chad climbs to his feet, and he regrets his sudden harshness just as much as he wraps it tighter around him, shielding himself from…everything that had just occurred.

“You can’t ju-ju-just--” Carlos protests, but it’s cut short by Jay, who also lurches upright, hands shaking.

“Back?” he snaps, and his voice is sharp, but his eyes are haunted and just as terrified as Carlos.’ “What’s that supposed to…?”

Chad sees the realization hit him as he staggers again, eyes flickering and far too vulnerable.

“Shit,” Jay hisses, a shaky hand coming up to tug at his hair before suddenly snapping out and grabbing Chad’s collar in a startlingly strong grip. “If you even think of telling anyone….”

“Jay sstop!” Carlos cries, staggering to his feet and forcing himself between the two of them, head turned towards Jay even as his body shifts closer to Chad. “He helped! He helped, it’s o-ok.”

“Ok?” Jay repeats, but his voice is hoarse from held in screams and his fingers falter, and it’s all Chad needs to twist out of his grip. “It’s not fucking ok, Carlos!”

“Yeah, I’m taking this as my cue?” Chad says, looking to Carlos because he isn’t sure he can look at Jay. “Next time, maybe try asking a professional instead of dragging me through all your shit?”

“Fuck you, Charming,” Jay spits, and Chad bites back the scathing retort on his lips, instead settling for:

“I already have someone, thanks, though.” And then he realizes what he’s said and shit if he wasn’t fucked before he was now.

“Probably no one decent,” Jay sneers right back, ignorant of the turmoil playing in Chad’s head. “No one with any sort of Auradon self-respect would actually fuck you.”

Chad clenches his jaw so tightly his teeth make an audible *snap* sound. His hands shake with the suppressed urge to punch Jay in the face, and it takes all of his limited self-control to step backwards instead of forwards.

“Honestly I don’t think you’re the best one to judge what’s decent, considering that you thought this was the Isle a few seconds ago,” Chad mutters lowly. “But nice try, I guess.”

Jay’s the one who reels forward for the punch then, but Chad had anticipated as much and lurches aside with all the stumbling grace adrenaline provided, leaping off the stage and sprinting for the door. He snatches his bag from the last seat in the back row, slinging it over his shoulder to the rhythm of Jay’s shouted curses. He’s out in the hallway as the final bell rings, and only makes it a few feet before doubling over and screaming into his knees. He screams until there’s no more air in his lungs and then keeps screaming, his head pounding shrilly in time with the bell.

Then he stands up, zips his bag, and runs.


Mal

“Look Mal we need to talk about getting your little group in line because this is like the third time I’ve had to clean up you guys’ shit and I’m getting kind of sick of it.”

Mal blinks over the cover of her spell book and gets a vague impression of disheveled hair and frantic grey eyes before the words register.

“I’m sorry, you’re going to have to run that by me one more time, because for a second it sounded like you were trying to tell me what to do.”

Chad makes a face that nearly resembles something she’d seen on the Isle almost daily; that tight, twisted snarl when you know you’re backed into a corner but you grin anyway.

“Not to question whatever authority thing you’ve got going,” he pants through his teeth. “But yeah, I kinda am.”

She closes her book and revels in the shiver that goes through his body at the green that lights her eyes.

“And why would you do something that stupid?” She whispers, planting both feet on the ground and peering up at him in that way that Carlos had often affectionately called ‘creepy.’

“Because I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but you’re all kind of falling apart right now, and I don’t know if it’s just been a gradual thing that was always kind of happening or if it’s new, but something has to be done about it and I’m sick of--”

“You mentioned that,” Mal cuts in, leaning forward in the soft library chair and tucking her book between her and the cushion. “You keep being the hero, keep coming to the rescue…and I tolerated it before, but now I need to know, Charming. What the hell are you playing at?”

“Playing at?” Chad snaps, hands coming up in a sharp gesture.

Mal flinches in spite of herself, but the librarian’s hissed ‘Shhh!’ distracts Chad as he recoils as well, some of his harsh, static-y demeanor fading slightly.

“Sorry,” he mutters, when the woman had stopped glaring at them. “I know better than to do the whole ‘fast-movements’ thing around you guys.”

Mal stiffens, startled and unable to keep it off her face. “Answers, Charming,” she manages shortly, gritting her jaw in an attempt to maintain her composure. “What do you know, and what do you think you know about us? Why do you keep…being there?”

“Oh, are we having it out then?” Chad replies, and there’s a sneer in the curl of his lips, but his eyes flicker with something like fear, and Mal isn’t entirely sure how to read him.

“Chad,” she snarls instead of trying, and the fear spreads like a fire across his face before his expression shuts down, and he sits in the chair across from her.

“My mother is Cinderella, as I’m sure you’re aware,” he manages stiffly, jaw tense and eyes on the wall to her right. “And her…mother…for all intents and purposes was Lady Tremaine.”

The way he says the villainess’ name is like a curse in itself, and Mal is impressed at the venom before she recognizes its source.

“Ah,” she says shortly. “Yeah, we…we know of her. Has a bit of a nasty influence over on the Isle.”

“Somehow I’m not surprised,” Chad snorts, lips a cruel smirk of amusement as his eyes meet hers for a moment. “She still has a nasty influence over my mother and it’s been years.”

Mal pauses at that, recognizing the solemn tone in his voice and the weight they added to his words. She shifts in her chair; not quite a squirm, but she can’t meet his eyes and drops them to the ground instead.

“Influence?” she repeats softly, swallowing the unease that wants to grip her tighter, her hands fisting their way through the worn fabric of her jeans.

Chad inhales, and it’s short and thick with emotion. The sound of flipping papers and hushed whispers from the other hidden residents of the library fill the silence, and Mal is all too aware of the vulnerabilities of her position. When Chad speaks again, his words are just as short and thick, and Mal is grateful she is looking at the floor and not his face, knowing she wouldn’t be able to handle seeing the feeling reflected in his eyes.

“Nightmares. Panic attacks. Fear. Memories that tend to come and go.”

There’s a shift in movement, and Mal’s eyes snap up on instinct, cataloguing the shrug of Chad’s shoulders, the tension thrumming through every inch of his body.

“Years?” Mal whispers, and her voice is hoarser than she’d expected, something odd stirring in the back of her head.

Chad’s lips twitch upwards, though his eyes remain hard, once more fixed on the wall. “Constant abuse tends to stick with a person, I guess. Who’d have thought, right?”

And Mal remembers Dizzy, reduced to a demeaning nickname; the lack of acknowledgement of her as a person. Remembers the sharp lines and edges to her smiles and movements. The scars across her arms and shoulders and back-- she was never good at dodging. Remembers Carlos when she’d first found him; small and feral and all too good at dodging. Jay’s constant need to rush headlong into violent situations. Evie’s inability to judge her own worth.

“Yeah,” she finds herself saying, a bitter scoff tainting the air. “It’s funny like that.”

“I know,” Chad says, and Mal looks up sharply and realizes he’s staring at her, that he’d been watching her this whole time and there’s this weight in his eyes and in his hands and in his words and he knows.

She reels back but there’s nothing behind her but a solid chair, and his eyes are locked onto hers and there’s something pained and sad curling his lips and she wants to lash out but he knows! And it’s everything just to keep breathing in that moment.

“You don’t…you don’t know anything about…” she begins, faltering, and Chad’s eyes flash and he shifts forward slightly, jaw tight.

“’About us?’” he finishes, and there’s almost a sneer; almost that asshole that she can hate and fear. But then it shifts and she can’t quite hate him, though the fear is still there. “I don’t know anything about you? I know more than you give me credit for, and the fact that all that knowledge has done has made me want to help says a lot I think.”

“Says you’re weak,” Mal spits back, her magic boiling in her gut and shuddering in her veins in response to her emotions. “Any smart person would have used it as blackmail and gotten whatever they wanted. Or used it as further proof of how fucked up and unstable we are and had us shipped back to the hole we belong in.”

“Yeah I thought about it,” Chad replies, nodding slightly. “The blackmail part, not the…I think I can honestly say that I don’t want you guys ever going back there.”

And the utter sincerity and fervor with which he says those last words throws her for a loop and halts the fear that had been prickling at the base of her spine. She blinks, and Chad blinks, then recoils, shrinking into his own seat and a slight tinge coming into his face.

“I mean….”

“No, you meant it,” Mal says, and she doesn’t understand, and the fire that had been stinging beneath her skin burns uselessly and begins to eat at her restlessly. “You…mean it.”

“I mean a lot of things that I don’t say, and say a lot of things I don’t mean,” Chad sighs, fingers tugging at his hair, eyes not meeting hers now. “But, yeah. I do mean it. I’ve seen what that shit does to a person, and it’s not something I’d wish on anyone.”

Mal pauses at that, her jaw working helplessly in a vain attempt to create words. She doesn’t know how to respond to anything that’s been said, anything that’s been done. Chad continues to stare at her though, and she bites the inside of her lip hard to keep from flinging her magic out at him. It simmers inside her instead, slowly eating away at her exposed weaknesses, and she vaguely recalls Fairy Godmother offering to teach her how to better control it. The thought of control eats at her more than her magic was; the concept being a frequent source of tension both within her group and outside of it. Sitting here with Chad feels somewhat like giving up control, and she wishes she still had a knife or something other than her own, useless self; anything at all to combat that *look* in his eyes.

“I thought Ben was the self-righteous sounding one, not you,” she says, and he flinches like she’d lain a physical blow. She grins through the fear tightening her expression because good, yes, now things were a bit level. Physical blows she can understand and sift through far better than words.

“Ben is the naïve one,” Chad says back, and Mal blinks and tries not to squirm as he stares at her again. “He’s self-righteous only in the sense that he thinks that everyone else is or should also be, and he doesn’t know what to do when it turns out that that’s not the case.”

“But not you?” Mal guesses, quirking her lips and hoping it looks as confident and assured as she wants it to be, and not a betrayal of the way her magic stings for lack of focus.

“I’m too pessimistic and practical for Ben’s tastes,” Chad mutters, and his teeth flash in a smile that is too see-through, too practiced. “Gods only know why he’s kept me around so long…. I see all the things he doesn’t see, and thinks the things he doesn’t know how to think.”

“Like the consequences of a bunch of villainous kids running around Auradon?” Mal offers, and Chad laughs- a genuine, if short huff of mirth that cuts off too soon as his eyes flicker up to hers once more.

“Yeah, like that,” he says, and Mal frowns, peeling her magic away from her skin in a gesture like pulling down her sleeves, bracing for the incoming assault.

“Mal,” he says, and she hums her acknowledgement like a growl, sparks dancing on the edge of her fingertips. “I think we really need to…we need to talk about….”

“About the Isle?” She finishes lowly, the sparks snapping into flame with her will, crawling up her fingers and arcing down her spine. “About us? You sit there and look at me as if you have a right to know these things, like you have any say in it at all. You’re worse than Ben.”

He sucks a sharp breath and goes pale, though she has no way of knowing why those particular words affect him so and no sense of self-preservation enough to care. She feels her magic swell as her emotions, rising up in her throat and lending further pain to the words as they force their way out of her.

“You’re worse than Ben because you know,” she hisses, then blinks and realizes she’s crying. “You know what it’s really like and so there’s no hiding from you like there is with him. And the worst part is I think you’ll actually do something about it and I don’t…I don’t know how to defend myself from you. To defend my group from you.”

Chad’s face is wide and open, his mouth a shocked little ‘oh’ of surprise and yet his eyes flicker with reservation just as strong as her own fear. His hands shake as they grip tightly to the fabric of his pants, the material so soft looking Mal thinks they might rip and yet they simply wrinkle and bend and fold and warp as Chad’s fingers shudder and twitch violently.

“I think I’ve made a terrible mistake here,” he says, and he looks it- his eyes bright with the kind of painful clarity that only ever came with the worst kind of things back on the Isle.

“Have you?” she says, because she must, because if there’s some kind of weakness she can use to gain back the upper hand- to erase how honest he’d made her…. “What’s that?”

“I was so afraid of the threat that you might pose…that all of you might cause, that I made myself the threat first. And now I’m seeing just what that’s done and…and I can’t take it back and Iwanttotakeitback.”

It’s not what she’s expecting him to say and it shows in the way her magic abruptly fizzles out, leaving painful aftershocks spasming in her back and shoulders and twitching in her hands that lie useless and empty in her lap.

“What?” her voice is nearly as hoarse as his, and he leans his weight forward over his knees. A part of her subconsciously tenses, but he simply bows over, his shoulder shaking as a rough, depreciating chuckle bubbles up from his throat. A hand comes up to tug and then run through his hair as he sits back, his expression twisted in pained amusement.

“What a pair we make, huh?” he says instead of anything that makes sense, glancing at her with some kind of wry amusement, as if it is a shared thing and not simply his own.

“I’m sorry,” he continues, when it’s clear that Mal is not going to offer herself up any more than she has. “I know it means nothing to you in words but I am sorry for…everything that I’ve done to you guys since you’ve got here. Really, I…looking back I can’t begin to imagine what was going through my head or…but I’m genuinely sorry.”

He’s right in that the words mean nothing to her, but she can see it- can see the wet of tears in his eyes and the tremble in his limbs; can see the shallow breaths and the painful twisting of his face and the hunch to his shoulders and the tilt of his head that if far far too submissive to be anything but honest. No one was that obviously submissive on the Isle- no one willingly weakened and submitted themselves to anyone if they had the strength to do otherwise. Chad had already well established his strength both physically and otherwise and here he was now establishing his submission and his willingness to submit. It means more than his words and more than she herself could ever say, and she has no clue what to do with it.

“Shit,” she says, because it’s all she can say. “What the Hell am I supposed to do with that?”

Chad’s lips twitch upwards on one side like he’d expected something along those lines, and he runs his fingers through his hair again. “You don’t have to do anything, if you don’t want. You don’t have to accept my apology. Just know that it’s been given.”

She nods, then, but strangely she feels lighter, and she realizes that her magic is no longer running numbness through her veins. It’s a kind of sorcery in its own right, she thinks, but the silence that settles between them is comfortable and relaxed; freed from the dangers it had originally posed. She wouldn’t say that she trusts Chad, but she no longer fears him in the way she feared him before. A passive ally or a passive threat…she’s not quite sure yet where he lies. But she’s comfortable enough to pick her book up again and mindlessly flip through the pages, and when he shifts his weight across from her she doesn’t flinch.

“Mal,” he says, after several moments have passed. She looks up and frowns at the solemn look on his face. She didn’t think that he had a right to look so severe so soon after being so submissive.

“Chad,” she says back, and he swallows and looks away.

“The other thing I said- about needing to talk. I…I meant that too.”

And suddenly her book is no longer interesting, and the peace is shattered and her magic drags itself up into a restless pool in the pit of her stomach.

“Something about getting my group in line and cleaning up shit,” she recalls slowly, warning thick and low in her voice.

Chad grimaces and nods, still not making eye contact, and she is annoyed only because the continued submission means she can’t see his face to tell if he’s still being true.

“I found Jay can Carlos earlier today,” he says, and his own voice is quiet and reluctant and knowing again. “Jay was in the middle of a…”

“That thing he does,” Mal finishes, dread overcoming her magic and fear creeping like bile in the back of her throat. “The thing the Cricket said…dis--”

“Dissociating,” Chad finishes with a nod, like he knows, like he’s- “I’m familiar with it, yeah.”

“Familiar?” Mal latches onto it because it’s a weakness, because he’s suddenly become a threat again with his knowledge and if there’s something she can use….

“Bits and pieces, anyway,” Chad mutters, and his eyes are on hers and they understand, like he knows she’s grabbing for power and is letting her. “Carlos got me to stay and help instead of running for the door like I’d been planning on.”

“And Jay?” she snaps, because he’d seen because he’s known. Because he has power now over them and he could— “Is he alright?”

“From what I could tell,” Chad replies, and he shrugs but abandons the gesture halfway through, so his shoulders jerk awkwardly and Mal stiffens in spite of herself. “I didn’t stick around long after he came out of it and started threatening me but…”

“But?”

“But I really think you guys need to start talking to someone. And by someone I mean…and believe me I can’t believe I’m saying this more than you do but…I think maybe you should consider talking with the Cricket.”

It’s an odd rush of words and an equally odd rush of emotions, but once Mal interprets them she sits up sharply in the chair, hackles raising defensively because it wasn’t fair of him to use her own thoughts against her like that!

“Talk to the Cricket?” she demands, feeling her eyes light with green. “And expose even more of ourselves to him? So he can pick us apart and learn all our weaknesses and spread them around so those royal assholes can take even more advantage of us? I’ve been through it once, I’m not doing it again.”

Chad goes very still and very quiet with her own rush of words and feelings, and Mal hovers, debating between violence or flight.

“I’m not saying I don’t understand where you’re coming from,” he says slowly, like he’s weighing the words between his lips as he says them. “Because believe me, I do. But you need someone who’s actually trained in this sort of thing and knows what he’s doing. Who could maybe actually help.”

Mal feels the scoff twisting her face before the sound leaves her.

“That word again,” she mutters, and Chad grimaces and leans back a bit in his chair.

“It’s true,” he mumbles back, though it doesn’t sound as full of conviction as Ben always did.

“I think we’ll stick with what we always have, thanks,” she replies, forcing her scowl into a less threatening tilt.

“Which is what, exactly?” Chad quips back, brows and mouth lifting in a bemused smirk.

“Each other,” she responds, and the smirk twitches on Chad’s face but doesn’t falter. “It’s worked for us this far, and as long as you don’t have anything else planned then I don’t see why it can’t continue to work.”

“Hey I’ve already kept an eye on things with Carlos haven’t I?” Chad blurts fiercely, leaning forward over his knees and peering at her with sharp eyes. “I mean I can start looking out for Jay too, if you want but I’m not entirely sure how…no wait. I know exactly how I can do that.”

His eyes are thoughtful but intent, and Mal isn’t entirely sure what to do with this drastic shift of what? Power dynamics? Attitudes? Propositions? She didn’t know what sort of relationship this was, only that he was far more genuine than anyone on the Isle had ever been, and therefore far more terrifying.

“What do you want?”

He blinks, and there’s a blank look on his face that would almost look clueless if it weren’t for how closely his eyes kept watching her.

“What do you mean?”

Mal feels the snarl curling her lips before she can stop it, but she doesn’t want to stop it. “Nobody ever does something for free. Not on the Isle, and especially not here. And what you’re offering--” Protection, safety, an alliance with a royal by blood but more importantly with someone who knows, someone who understands. “—So what do you want, Charming?”

“I don’t want anything,” he says, but his voice grows weak towards the end and something flashes in his eyes.

“Go ahead,” Mal says, bracing for the demand (for the pain) because an offer this good can only mean pain. “Just say it.”

He inhales sharply, expression twisting with something like self-loathing even as his eyes practically bleed with want.

“Do you know…?” He stops, bites his lip. Shakes his head. “Has Ben ever talked with you guys about his plans for the Isle? About bringing more kids over?”

And Mal’s hackles go up and a growl builds in her chest because no, no he could not…would not have this.

“He has,” she says shortly, fingers gripping tightly to the arms of her chair to avoid gripping them around his throat. “And let me guess: you want me to tell him that it’s a bad idea? That any more villain kids would be too dangerous and look at the fuckups you have now?”

“N-no!” Despite her slim composure Chad recoils as if she’d lunged at him anyway. “I mean, maybe don’t have him bring over anyone who’d actually destroy the kingdom or anything, but no I think he’s right in trying for more.”

Mal wipes her own expression even as she silently bristles at his statement. ‘Actually destroy the kingdom.’ Like they weren’t still entirely threats in their own right. Like they weren’t trying to do that very thing. At the same time, she notes the way he’d simply said ‘kids’ and not ‘villain kids’ or even just ‘villains.’

“Then what do you want?”

If anything, the conflict on Chad’s face grows, and he rubs the back of his neck before gripping tightly, not quite making eye contact. “Earlier…when I was with Jay and Carlos…. Jay, he…he didn’t really know where he was or who he was with, and he ended up confusing me with someone from the Isle.”

Oh. Oh Fuck No.

“He thought I was…he called me Tremaine and I wanted to know if….”

Still…Fuck no.

“…you guys had…if you knew of…”

“Just fucking say it, Charming.”

“Antoine,” he murmurs through a rushed exhale, as though afraid the name would explode inside if he didn’t say it fast enough. “My cousin. Antoine Tremaine. My Aunt Drizella wrote my mom in secret when he was born. She wanted my dad to claim him…to bring him to Auradon but…but Lady Tremaine and the various powers that be refused and so he ended up stuck there just like you guys and….”

Now that the want had been named he was on a roll, gesticulating almost desperately as he talked, his eyes bright and full of too many strange emotions for Mal to identify. None of them were negative or violent, just…full, and she almost felt bad because Tremaine didn’t deserve a cousin like Charming.

“No.”

He doesn’t choke like she’d been expecting him to, which is equally disappointing. He simply looks at her, uncomprehending.

“What?”

“No,” Mal repeats, shaking her head for punctuation and shifting back away from him just in case. “He’s not an option.”

“Excuse me?” Chad whispers, and his eyes narrow in disbelief, an edge there that she can definitely identify.

“I know you heard me so I’m not…”

“What do you mean ‘he’s not an option?’ He’s my family and he…we were going to petition for him anyway if the Council ever made a decision but if you…”

“No!” Mal snaps, earning a sharp ‘Shhhhh!’ from a nearby librarian. She flips the woman off and snarls back, and the woman blusters and huffs something along the lines of ‘well I never!’ before disappearing again.

“Why?” Chad demands, and he looks nearly as ruthless as one of them, eyes hard and betrayed. “Tell me why.”

‘Because I said so,’ flits childishly through her mind, but this was too serious a want to answer with anything but severity.

“He’s dangerous,” she hisses, and Chad snarls in disgust, a hand snapping out to point in a vague direction. Mal barely flinches, but does so all the same, and she hates him for it.

“So is everyone on that damn place!”

Children,” comes the librarian’s voice, cracking like Jafar’s whip. Mal half expects to hear Jay’s scream behind it, and when she doesn’t she looks up into the wrinkled face with a scowl. “This is meant to be a quiet place of study and research. If you can’t uphold that silence then I’m going to have to ask you to leave.”

“No,” Mal says, letting the fire come into her eyes as she twists her scowl into a tight baring of teeth. “You don’t.”

The woman goes very pale very fast, and Mal almost thinks she might faint until she clicks her jaw shut and turns on her heel. She disappears between a row of shelves and Mal nearly laughs until Chad clears his throat softly but pointedly.

“Don’t give me a fucking lecture,” she snaps, and he lifts a brow and continues right where he left off, much to her further chagrin.

“How is he any more dangerous than you?”

“He manipulates,” Mal answers, deciding that if he wanted honesty she’d give it to him. “Sure, everyone on the Isle is manipulative and sneaky and I’m not saying we’re any better but he’s fucking good at it. Lady Tremaine trained him as a fancy aristocrat, clinging to what she had from before but the Isle still shaped him and he was too weak and sick and small as a kid to do anything physical so instead she worked on his mind. And he worked on other people’s minds. And his own mind worked on him.”

 Chad loses some color, and something twitches in his jaw, but he remains silent, and Mal continues on coldly.

“He’s…twisted and sadistic but still entirely polite and noble about it and you never know if he’s gonna be able to function like a human being or whatever the fuck passes for it on the Isle, or if he’s just gonna tear you to pieces. And then he’s got connections. There’s allies, these things you get and throw away as needed, and then there’s what he’s got and he’s got connections and he uses them.”

She’d seen the remains left from his failed or broken or expended connections. Had heard the stories from Dizzy and seen the marks on Evie, on Carlos, on Jay and yet…yet he’d never hurt Dizzy. In fact she was the only one he hadn’t….

“You’re- you’re making a face,” Chad says cautiously, and she blinks. “Why are you making a face?”

“Because there’s another Tremaine that Antoine actually kind of likes and is pretty much the only thing that could maybe keep him in check and if you’re actually trying to...you know, do stuff for us then…then maybe…maybe it might…. What now?”

Chad had gone even paler, and Mal wants to roll her eyes at the ridiculousness of it all. They were just talking, it’s not like she’d pulled a knife on him or anything!

“Another Tremaine?” he repeats numbly, and Mal realizes what she’d done.

“Oh,” she mutters. “Oh yeah, there’s a few other Tremaine’s, actually. Not all as lovely as Antoine but not like…terrible or whatever. They’re just brats, really. Most of them haunt the wharfs but I have a couple in my gang. At least, we think they’re Tremaine’s. It’s a little hard to tell considering…but the cheeks are always the same so we’re pretty sure.”

“Ho—how many of them? Why did we not hear anything after…after Antoine?”

“Probably because the Lady Tremaine practically beat Drizella within an inch of her life when she found out about the first letter,” Mal says, shrugging a shoulder.

“What?” Chad croaks, and if he’d been pale before he looked almost sickly now.

“And then also pretty much isolated all incoming and out coming messages so nothing else really got through to the house,” she finishes idly. “What?

Chad had been giving her a Ben look- that wide eyed, helpless sort of horror he got whenever he heard about Isle life.

“You say it like…”

“Like it’s something that happened every day on the Isle?” she finishes bluntly, and he closes his mouth and swallows hard before giving her a more Chad appropriate look of scrutiny and caution.

“To you?”

The question doesn’t throw her off guard because really, it was about time someone actually started asking about what happened to them, but it pokes uncomfortably at her all the same. She tries for another shrug but this one is harder, somehow.

“Jafar had a whip,” she finds herself saying. “Evie used to find Jay in the alley behind the house with the skin practically gone from his back. I found him a handful of times, usually after one of the more milder ones where it was just broken bones or bruises. I don’t know why she always got the bad ones. Always made me feel useless when she’d drag him into the hideout.”

Chad chokes but she barely hears the sound, lost in the sudden spiral of all those bad times. They’d had to strap Jay down once, after a really bad one, because he’d kept rolling over in his fevered state and ripping himself open again. He’d screamed a lot through that one and they’d had more than one close call with scroungers and scavengers looking for weaker, smaller things to feed on.

“The Evil Queen had a kind of tower she’d lock Evie in if she felt like she wasn’t doing enough to be her version of perfect.”

Jay and Carlos used to climb it sometimes to sneak her scraps of food and books. Mal would never be able to go herself, not for a while…not without risk…but she’d send along bits of art for Evie to decorate the walls with; odd bits of fabric she’d found to incorporate into a design.

“Cruella used to chain Carlos up in a closet. We still don’t know everything she did to him…he won’t say. Can’t say, really, without triggering something. But I found him caught in a bear trap once when we were kids and I’d say that’s the worst I’ve ever seen him.”

Chad chokes again and Mal realizes belatedly that he’d been fighting some sort of gag reflex. He was definitely sickly looking now, cold and sort of clammy as he worked his jaw up and down, his expression beyond even Ben’s usual mournful bewilderment. 

“Maleficent had a dungeon,” she finishes shortly, because he’d started to make a face like he might be sick, and she doubted the librarian would appreciate that. And also, because his reactions were poking more discomfort at her and she wasn’t entirely sure why.

“You--” Chad begins, before grimacing and swallowing hard. “You know that that’s…that being treated like that isn’t. That’s not ok, right?”

“It’s just how it is,” Mal says back, defensive and hating that she was. “Sure it’s not ideal, but there’s always a worse fate.”

“But you still understand that---”

He must see something in her face, because he stops and tries again. “You still want to get others off the Isle and away from that, right?”

“Those who don’t deserve it, yeah,” Mal replies, because this is easier. This is obvious. “But not all the kids who are on the Isle don’t deserve it, and not all the kids would survive Auradon life as well as we are.”

“Yes, because you guys are handling everything so well,” he deadpans sharply. Mal fixes him with a look, and he seems to realize her point, deflating once again.

“So what are we supposed to do then?” he says. “Just pretend like nothing terrible is happening over there? Ignore the kids that are still stuck?”

“I did not say that,” Mal snarls, fire lighting in her eyes that he would dare think of such a thing. “I just said to be careful of who was brought, unless you wanted more dangerous VKs running around?”

“Fine,” Chad snaps, running his fingers roughly through his hair. “Fine we’ll do it your way. But in the meantime…”

“Yes, in the meantime we’ll work on getting our shit together,” Mal snaps, crossing her arms tightly to hide the way her hands shake at the thought. “Hades knows you Auradonians can’t stand the thought of anyone not behaving perfectly within the kingdom.”

 “That’s not it at all,” Chad protests, but there’s something familiar and pained in his eyes at her words. “It’s to help you guys adjust to everything and maybe help manage all the shit you’re dealing with.”

“Fine,” Mal mutters. “We’ll try things your way. And…and I’ll see what can be done about your cousin.”


Evie

She remembers the first time she’d been made aware of her own body.

She’d been about thirteen, and was crying because she’d woken up with blood staining her clothes and she’d feared she was dying. She’d heard about people getting sick; illnesses that made people bleed before they died. More than that she feared she’d never get rid of the stain, and her mother had found her that way- sobbing as she ran the fabric under cold water- the only temperature available. (She’d discover later on her own that cold water was ideal for removing fresh blood stains.)

Her mother, in place of being furious, had been ecstatic, muttering things like ‘womanhood’ and ‘childbearing’ and ‘I was wondering how long that would take.’

Evie had been horrified, protested that she didn’t want to have any children, that she wasn’t a woman and didn’t want to be one, not now, not ever, not if this was what it meant.

Her mother had slapped her for that, snarled that she was a princess, and now she would be able to go and claim a prince. Had continued on in far more detail than a thirteen year old Evie was comfortable with just what finding and claiming a prince entailed. She’d been locked in her room for a week for her resistance.

The second time she’d been made aware she was fourteen stepping out of her mother’s tavern, and a man in a nearby alley had whistled at her. She’d jumped at the noise, and he’d laughed at her, wiping hands stained dark with dirt on pants even darker and dirtier. She’d wanted to rush past him, forget she’d ever seen him (forget that he’d ever seen her), but her mother’s words rang in her ears, how she could twist any man to do her bidding if she behaved a certain way; and so she’d offered him a shy glance and lifted the corner of her mouth in a coy smile.

He’d licked his lips at that, his teeth flashing sharp in his own smirk. His eyes were dark, and he’d stared at her- at her body- like she was the last bit of food on an Auradon barge. Like he wanted to devour her.

She’d run home, sobbing to her mother about the incident, and her mother had beaten her, screeching and scolding that Evie hadn’t done more, hadn’t pursued further. Hadn’t let the man pursue her.

She started working with Carlos after that, experimenting to see what they can mix together; what potions and chemicals can be made that explode; that burn; that hurt. They came up with a concoction that Carlos thought was beautiful, capable of blinding and burning and death. She thought it was beautiful too, but on the outside postured that she wouldn’t need something so horrific; she was a lady, after all.

But the next time she’d seen the man he leered at her, those same sharp teeth almost too-sharp, and she steeled herself and ignored the way her stomach churned and did as her mother instructed her. He followed her all the way to the tavern, and Evie winked at him before escaping inside, fingers shaking where they grip the vial concealed in her pocket, certain she’d nearly needed to use it.

He followed her on her way home from the tavern a few weeks later, and less than halfway there his hand was on her shoulder; his voice rasping in her ear how it wasn’t right for her to keep teasing with no delivery. Terror blocked out the meaning of his words long enough for him to grab her tight, jerking her sideways, and suddenly she was in an alley, and brick walls scraped at her hands. There was something wrong about the curves of his face; his mouth too open, too feral. Hands too strong. Fingers…fingers too wide…too much as they rip and tear and push. Teeth too sharp- that bite into the delicate skin of her shoulder.

She’d screamed then, suddenly aware in no uncertain terms.

He’d screamed, too, after she’d smashed the vial into his face.

And she’d ran- not to her mother, never again. The Evil Queen had failed her for the last time. She’d run to her gang, her group, her family; and Carlos had brewed up another potion and slipped it to Jay, and Mal had had fire and blood in her eyes; had left the hideout with Jay and come back covered in the blood her look had promised.


She’s not sure what the feeling is sitting at a table in Auradon, surrounded by an assortment of heroic boys and with Doug peering over her shoulder at her notes and occasionally glancing at her with something like fear and awe all at once. He hadn’t once made a move to touch her, or made any comments on what he would do if he got her alone, and though she’d given her fair share of testing glances and sideways smirks at him, it was if he was blind to it; ignorant of how he was supposed to respond.

No, that wasn’t entirely true. She’d caught him staring at her, blushing and speechless every now and then. But he’d only ever been staring at her face, or trying to catch her eyes, or just giving her a general look of wonder and she can’t stand it. Her skin crawls and her fingers tremble where they grip her pencil, digging the lead into a charred mess on the page and she wants to drive it through his eyes and into his skull.

“I’d never thought of the applications of botox as a widespread neurotoxin before,” the dwarf boy muses, still staring at her with that fear, which is good- and that awe, which is less so.

“Though I suppose technically, it already is, given the way it paralyzes muscles to smooth them, but to use it in that way--” He gestures to her notes, and the hastily described application of an aerosol-generated vapor “- that’s just something else.”

“Thank you,” she says through her teeth, forcing a smile along with it because she might not like his brand of attention but she was still raised with manners. “It’s something I came up with after….” She freezes, the rough feeling of bricks beneath her fingers replacing the previous smoothness of the table.

“After what?” Aziz asks across from her, and both Chad and Nikhil elbow him sharply from either side.

She blinks, and it’s paper beneath her hands once more, a pencil between her fingers and not a canister.

“After being attacked enough times to realize that it wasn’t smart to go without alternate methods of protection,” she surmises sharply.

Doug’s mouth clicks rapidly shut and he mumbles non-commitally under his breath, looking uncomfortable, and Evie returns to her notes and assumes that that is that.

“It is smart.”

Evie looks up sharply to see Chad Charming staring at her from Aziz’s left. His eyes are scrutinizing, unlike Doug’s strange rapture, and indifferent where Doug’s had been terrified.

“What else are you supposed to do except outsmart and outlast?” He continues with an idle shrug, and drops his gaze down to his own school work when Evie doesn’t break eye contact.

She recognizes that lowered gaze; the slow, deliberate intent with which he’d done it. It was a yield in the same way Mal had yielded to her; acknowledgement of her position and establishing his willingness to submit. It was so unlike the gawking of the boy next to her, and so unlike what she’d previously come to expect from Chad that she’s the one left speechless, even as Doug continues to babble mindlessly beside her.

“…would be unstable at best,” he’s muttering, eyeing her and her notes in skeptical turns. “More likely to explode in your hands than to serve its purpose. And with the materials you would have had on hand…there’s no way this actually would have worked in any real-life scenarios.”

Another jolt goes through Evie and she’s no longer sitting at a table, secure and safe in Auradon.

She was standing in the streets of the Isle, shoes torn from her cracked feet and clothes torn from her body and skin torn from her bones sending her own blood dripping into the cracks that were torn from the stones below.

Mal was yelling…screaming…roaring from somewhere to her left, and Jay was panting curses beneath her, ducking another barrage but not fast enough- screaming as the arrows pierced his skin.

Carlos was frantic in front of her, silent for the first time in a long time, eyes wide and wild and determined as he pressed the can into her hands, directing her fingers to the trigger at the top.

‘Throw it now!’

At Mal’s command Evie jerked, and her features contorted as she screamed, flinging up the torn collar around her throat to shield her face and throwing as hard as she could….

There was a delay of all of a harsh exhale and then it was over in a ragged wave of broken inhales…the soldiers falling back…falling hard…tears streaming and throats closing…bodies spasming in horrific jerks. Falling still. Falling silent. Falling dead.

“Evie?”

She blinks and the scene is gone, and she is safe but no less shaken. She’s grateful for the moment she takes to breathe, to clear the shake from her voice as she responds.

“It worked well enough for the one time use,” she says, and the table falls silent around her so suddenly she half expects to hear the soft thud of bodies behind it.

“You mean it actually worked?”

Doug is the first to break the illusion, adjusting his glasses to peer at her all the more closely with that wonder and she jerks her hand back and sits on it because she really is going to stab him. “But that’s impossible! Not even our most talented Auradon scientists could create a stable gaseous form of botulinum toxin and they’ve been--”

“Doug,” Chad says sharply, and he falls silent. (But not to the floor, and she can’t decide if she’s relieved or disappointed).

“Right,” he says weakly, seeing something in her face, or something in Chad’s. “Shouldn’t be encouraging that sort of--”

“That sort of villainous behavior?” she finishes, her tone sweet and smile wide. “That sort of evil?”

Doug loses some color, but she doesn’t give him a chance to get it back before she’s plowing on, her numbing fingers tingling cold all the way through her body.

“I see the way you look at me- like I’m some strange thing for you to unravel and figure out. Enough men on the Isle have tried and I’ve survived that and let me tell you if you think for even a second that you’ll have better luck than them purely because of where we are now you’re dead. wrong.”

“Evie.”

It’s Aziz who says it this time, and she blinks and realizes that she really is cold, and that it’s not just the numbness of her fear but a physicality that is pushing its way past her skin and out into the space around her. Doug is shivering with it, or with his own fear, but the strange awe is still there in his eyes despite even this and she hates how much it makes her want to see it more.

She’s torn herself away from the table and bolted before she could fully think, before she could realize that she’d just left all of her things there; just knowing that she needed to get away and get somewhere safe. Somewhere away from terrified, adoring eyes that saw her without undressing her. Somewhere familiar and known and her feet are taking her without Evie needing to acknowledge them.

She’s at the door and flinging it open in the space of seconds, and she’s barely made it into the room before she’s collapsing. And then shivers because she’s just realized she’d left all of her things behind and how could she be so stupid? How pathetic how weak how broken was she that she had just ran like that? Nothing had even happened and yet it had it had it had because she couldn’t even handle something as mundane as sharing a table with a group of boys, never mind that it was something she’d done countless times on the Isle. But this wasn’t the Isle and she didn’t know how to deal with that here; didn’t know how to play into their expectations or read their desires in order to twist and fulfill them, and not knowing was dangerous not knowing was death and she didn’t know!

“Evie, breathe.”

Mal’s voice spoke up behind her, cutting calm into the center of her turmoil. Evie inhales sharply at the command and the air burns cold in her lungs but she’s breathing, at least. The dorm room door is smooth and cool beneath her hands and so far from the rough chalked brick of her nightmare that it’s easy to put it out of mind, to shove it back into the dark and cold recesses of her thoughts.

“Breath, E,” Mal says again, and Evie blinks, shudders as she realizes she’d stopped, that the cold was not in fact air entering her lungs but leaving it.

“I…I’m fine,” she says, and her teeth chatter through the lie, catching sharp against her teeth.

Mal sighs, low and heavy, and Evie shudders again; wants to turn and apologize. Wants to turn because having her back to anyone was dangerous, and this was Mal so it became even more so. But all she can do is shiver and fail to breathe, and so it’s no wonder the other girl is so frustrated with her.

“I’m going to touch you now, ok?” Mal’s voice comes again, and the cold stabs panic through her gut at the words. She starts to protest, but all that comes out is a low whine, and then Mal’s hands are on her shoulders, arms embracing but not restricting, and the feel of cracked leather is beneath her hands, and piercing green eyes locked onto her own and she can breathe.

“What happened?” Mal asks, and Evie shakes her head because it had just been so stupid.

“Nothing,” she manages weakly, trying and failing to ignore the way her voice still shakes. “It was nothing…nothing happened. Nothing happened,” she insists at Mal’s sharp look. “That’s why it’s so stupid…”

“You’re not stupid,” Mal snaps, and Evie laughs but it sounds more like a sob to her ears. “You’re incredibly clever and devious and I would expect nothing less from you.”

Evie shakes her head, exasperated and fond in turns, but it does little to fully quell the cold in her lungs, to take away the feeling of brick beneath her fingers and the burn of fear in her gut.

“I don’t know what to do anymore,” she finds herself confessing into Mal’s shoulder, fingers playing idly with a loose stud on the edge of her jacket. “I knew what my place was on the Isle; what my purpose was and what I was there for. I don’t…they’re not like that here and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with that.”

Mal is silent a moment, and Evie half fears some kind of retort, but then the other girl lets out a breath that shifts her whole body with the force of it.

“Yeah,” she replies softly. “Yeah, me too. I’ve been…I’ve been so caught up in trying to protect all of you and I keep forgetting that…it’s all so different here.”

“What are we going to do then?” Evie presses, leaning back but letting Mal seize her hands, running her thumbs carefully over the other girl’s knuckles. “Because I’ve already established we aren’t going to be…plotting anything. So what are we going to do because I can’t keep….”

“We need help,” Mal cuts in, low and nowhere near as firm as Evie had been expecting. “I need help. I can’t keep stretching myself all over the place to try and cover all of you and…and after everything with Jay….” She pauses, swallows in the silence. “I think we need to consider our options.”

“Options?” Evie repeats, suddenly cold all over again. “Like the Cricket?”

Mal stiffens at her tone, and Evie knows she’s crossing all kinds of lines and the last thing she wants is to abuse the yield -abuse the power that Mal had given to her- but she wasn’t about to remain silent on this.

“I would have thought you’d be last person to be so trusting of--”

“I don’t trust him, that’s the problem,” Mal interrupts, slow and deliberate. Her hands shift so they press against Evie’s with intent. “I don’t trust any of them expect maybe the Fairy Godmother…and Jane,” she amends as an afterthought. “But I don’t really have a choice here.”

“You do,” Evie tries, desperate. “You keep saying you’re alone in protecting us but when have we ever not been able to fend for ourselves? When have we ever looked to outside the group for help? We haven’t; that’s the point, Mal! It’s too dangerous.”

“It’s too dangerous to assume we can fix this ourselves like we always have,” Mal responds evenly, but there’s something desperate in her own eyes, too. “I’m not prepared to handle this like I have in the past, and there’s no way in Hades I’m going to expect the rest of the group to take that on either. It’s not fair of anyone to expect that.”

“So what?” Evie challenges, aware she’s getting louder now, that the cold is spreading once more. “We open ourselves up to whoever and whatever to take advantage of? You’d rather risk that than…than staying close?”

Something flashes in Mal’s eyes too quickly for Evie to catch, before her expression goes stern and blank.

“It’s about more than just you and me, Eve,” she says, quiet. Dark. “It’d be selfish to assume otherwise.”

She stands, then, and Evie can’t quite process the shift in dynamic that she’s sure had just taken place. Only that the room is cold, and Mal is gone, and she is afraid.


Aziz

“Ok, I’m sorry, you’re gonna have to run that by me one more time.”

Aziz blinks at Nikhil’s words, staring across the bed to his roommate, who is tense and pacing a slow circle in the room before them.

“Look I know I sound crazy, but I think it’d be a good idea,” Chad says, not quite making eye contact as he turns to face them.

“You think combining tourney- a violent and dangerous sport, with Jay- a violent and dangerous villain- no offense- is a good idea?”

Chad glares, but has the decency to look slightly abashed, fingers coming up to tug at his hair. “What do you think, Aziz?”

Aziz blinks, because he’s not entirely sure what he thinks. On the one hand, he loves the idea, thinks it’s be a great way to get back in with Jay and the rest of the VKs, and the added plus of sharing his favorite sport with the other Arabian boy. But on the other hand, he knows there’s more to it than just…well, playing a game. There’s more risk involved now that elements of the VK’s past are out there and he doesn’t want to risk screwing things up again.

“I mean, they never turn the lights off at Field 3,” he offers with a slow shrug, shooting Nikki a sheepish look. “And I’ve picked the equipment closet lock enough times to be able to do it in my sleep at this point so…”

“Not quite what I was expecting to hear, but ok,” Chad mumbles, and Nikki sighs heavily, tilting his head to peer up at the other boy.

“Where it this coming from, Chad?” he asks, in that piercing way he did when he was trying to see past his friends’ bullshit. “I’m not complaining, sort of. Just wondering why the motivation?”

“I get it, I’m the last person in the whole of Auradon you’d expect to care about the VKs,” Chad retorts, eyes flashing sharply. “But I promised Mal that I’d try. I promised…I promised my mom I’d try.”

Well shit. Aziz exchanges a look with Nikhil, who lifts his brows and nods ever so slightly. If Chad was actually talking to his mom again that meant he was really serious about this. Which meant they were serious too.

“What are we waiting for, then?” Aziz quips, reaching down under the bed and fumbling for his shoes. “I’ll go knock on their window and meet you guys on the field in 20.”

“Aziz it’s after curfew,” Nikhil deadpans, and Aziz snaps his head over and pouts through a glare.

“You just said…,” he begins to protest, and Nikki lifts a brow at him. “You thought it was a good idea!”

“Technically, I didn’t say anything, I just gave you a look,” Nikhil replies, lips twitching mischievously. “But while I do think it’s a good idea, maybe not when there’s a risk of suspension?”

“It’s our senior year, you think they’re really gonna waste their time with kicking us off campus?” he retorts.

“For you? Yeah, I think they would,” Nikhil responds, and Aziz sticks his tongue out petulantly and continues to tie his shoes.

“You think you can get them to come then?” Chad worries by the door, and Nihil huffs a groan as Aziz looks up and grins.

“I mean I could, but I think it might be in poor taste, don’t you?”

“You’re disgusting,” Nikki mutters, but there’s a spark in his eyes regardless.

“Love you too, babe,” he quips back, dodging the book that is thrown at him with a sharp bark of laughter. “Come on, lighten up. This is going to be fun!”


Carlos

Carlos often thought that if he had been cursed with foresight, he might not have ever stepped foot outside his mother’s house. Might not ever have fought Jay for a pack of cigarettes or grown to idolize the other boy to the point of following blindly to Evie, and in turn, to Mal. Might not have joined their group, might not have accepted an invitation to the place across the seas that was supposed to be so much better (worse) than the Isle. Might now have stepped foot into that limo all but a month ago.

And definitely would not have answered the knock on his dorm room window at 10 o’clock at night.

As it was, Jay was in the bathroom again, and Carlos really didn’t want to brave another confrontation, already sore from the other boy had punched him the first time he’d been dumb enough to try. So when the knock comes, he’s not sure what it is other than an excuse not to think about his problems, and he’s shoved aside the curtain and lifted the window before fully realizing what he’s doing.

The face that grins at him and then crawls through is not at all what he’s expecting, and he leaps back with a startled yelp and immediately darts a glance to make sure the bathroom door was still closed.

“Az-Aziz!” he hisses, and the other boy laughs softly, not even bothering to close the window behind him as he steps forward and throws something at him.

“Hey pup,” Aziz greets, and Carlos fumbles but manages to catch the…shoes, he realizes, lifting them up by the laces. “Put those on. Where’s Jay?”

“Not fffeeling well,” Carlos mumbles, backing away from the vibrant energy radiating from the other boy and sitting on the edge of his bed. “Whwhat are these?”

“Tourney sneakers,” Aziz answers, shifting his weight and lifting a foot to show that he, too, is wearing the strange shoes, ridges all over their bottom. “They’ll help you run better in the grass. Hey Jay! What are you doing?”

There’s a dull, watery sort of thud from the bathroom and Carlos flinches, shrinking back even as he shoots the other boy a glare. It takes all of a minute for Jay to appear in the bathroom door, clad in shorts and a towel around his neck, hair still plastered to his head and making his scowl that much more intimidating. He pauses at the sight of Aziz, something flickering in his eyes too fast for Carlos too fully interpret, only that it makes him look strangely vulnerable. Aziz pauses at the sight of Jay, too, and Carlos would have been worried about that except he doesn’t really think that’s why other boy was here.

“How’d you get in here?” Jay asks, voice rough, and Carlos winces as Jay’s eyes land almost accusingly on him.

Aziz points behind him with a thumb, eyes still fixed on Jay and a look on his face Carlos couldn’t interpret. “Climbed,” he quips, but it’s not as light as when he’d joked with Carlos. “How else was I supposed to get in?”

Jay grunts and rolls his eyes, padding across the floor to his side of the room and grabbing a shirt off the floor. “We have a door, you know.”

Aziz swallows, and Carlos realizes with a jolt what he’s staring at. Jay wasn’t wearing a shirt.

“Less security with the window, though,” Aziz mumbles, and Carlos squirms, wanting to warn against any remarks but not wanting to point out what Jay clearly wasn’t aware enough to notice.

It’s far too late now, as the raised scars and twisted knots of skin are on prominent display as Jay turns his back and shoves the shirt shakily over his head, towel slipping to the floor with a muffled, wet sort of *plop*. Aziz looks sideways at him and Carlos refuses to meet his gaze, ducking his head and pretending to be confused by the laces of the shoes.

“Well, you’re here so…what do you want?” Jay turns, and his eyes are clear but Carlos can see the hollowness lurking there, can see the way his fingers twitch a little too hard as he pulls his hair up into messy tangle on top of his head.

“To give you guys the once in a lifetime chance of a late night game of tourney,” Aziz says, and there’s a smile on his face but it’s tight, and Carlos wishes he’d never opened the window.

“You’re like the third person to tell us about this,” Jay mumbles, glancing to Carlos with a frustrated lilt to his lips. He’d noticed Aziz’s weird look, then. Just not the cause of it and Carlos really didn’t want to be the one to tell Jay he’d noticed his scars.

“Well that’s because it’s the single greatest sport Auradon has invented and you guys are going to love it, I swear!”

He’s being too bubbly now, trying to make up for it, and Jay’s eyes narrow and Carlos stands sharply, intercepting with a careful smile.

“You get to w-wear…weird sshoes,” he mumbles carefully, showing Jay the sneakers he now wears. “Aziz says you can rrun on grass better with them.”

Jay shrugs, scratching idly at his chest and looking around the room like he was making sure it was still there. “I guess,” he says, and Aziz’s own smile grows a bit more genuine.

“Awesome!” he crows, and throws a pair of shoes to Jay. He snaps them up instantly, movements sharp and deliberate, and Carlos thinks maybe he wasn’t as far away as he’d thought. “Put those on and let’s go, the others are waiting on the field.”

He clambers out the window before either of them can protest, and Jay stares a moment before shoving his feet cautiously into the shoes.

“I think he gets even more active at night,” he mumbles to Carlos, and he lets himself scoff at that.

“He-he’d be perfect on the Isle,” he mutters back, and Jay grins before his eyes go sort of vague, his jaw tight.

“Yeah, probably,” he rasps darkly, and Carlos wants to say something to that but doesn’t know how without setting Jay off again. Instead he says nothing, and follows Jay out the window and down to the ground below.

The first thing he notices when he touches down is that the ground feels springier against his feet, the spikes in the shoes poking pressure at odd places on his feet. The second is that Aziz is still there, still vibrating with that strange energy, though he’s quick to grin at them both when they arrive. He puts his fingers to his lips and winks at them before darting off, and Jay heaves a sigh and follows, but Carlos makes it a point to bounce ahead, keeping pace with the other boy.

“Well hey, you can move,” Aziz pants beside him, and even through the staccato beat of his run Carlos can hear his amusement. “That’ll be good for--”

“You saw,” Carlos interrupts, not wasting his breath. Aziz falls silent, and he glances over out of the corner of his eyes to see the other boy frowning, pensive.

“What--?”

“Doesn’t mmatter,” Carlos huffs, and Aziz purses his lips. “You saw. You shouldn’t have. You-you won’t say anything.”

“I wouldn’t know what to say,” Aziz murmurs, eyes hard. “Other than I’m sorry, and I don’t think…it wouldn’t be the right thing.”

“No,” Carlos agrees, before slowing his pace to fall back with Jay. “Aziz says wewe’re almost there.”

“Great,” Jay quips, and Carlos looks over to see Jay’s jaw is set, his eyes not entirely clear despite the brisk pace of their run.

“Sshould we not have come?” he asks, worried now that this was a mad idea and it would only set Jay off. “Wwe can…we can go back if you…”

“No,” Jay denies, and he offers Carlos a sideways grin. “I’m not gonna pass up a chance to beat these guys at their own game.”

And Carlos isn’t entirely sure to what Jay is referring. Only that he’s entirely sure he doesn’t want to find out.


Jay

Jay’s not an idiot, contrary to what his father might have believed. He knows Carlos is worried about him, which is stupid because Jay was fine. He didn’t need anyone coddling him or tripping over themselves and tiptoeing around him like he was some weak, pathetic thing. It wasn’t like he was broken or couldn’t do anything. He didn’t get why everyone was making it such a huge point to dig up shit that happened in the past. And he especially didn’t get why he was following after Carlos and Aziz when all he really wanted was to burrow himself somewhere far away and pretend that the world didn’t exist.

Except he’d already done that and if he admitted that something was wrong –which it wasn’t- he’d never live it down. So he snuck along and ignored the way his body (was it actually his?) felt two sizes too big and his limbs didn’t quite move the way he wanted them to. Ignored the voice in the back of his head telling him that he hadn’t been given permission to do any of this and that when he was discovered there would be pain.

“Come on Jay, the whole point of this was to show you guys a fun time! I can’t do that if you’re falling asleep on me!”

He blinks, and he’s in the middle of a grassy field with no real memory of how he got there, and Carlos was staring at him and Aziz was staring at him and…and Chad? Chad Charming was there and staring at him especially hard and Jay would have been some kind of concerned about that except he was still trying to figure out what they were all doing out here.

“What the fuck are we all doing out here?”

There, he’d asked it. Maybe now he’d get some answers instead of looks.

“Well, Grumpy, we’re here for a midnight game of tourney,” Aziz answers, and his voice is too light, and Jay glares at the other boy.

It’s not that he’s…well. It’s not that so much as the fact that Aziz’s voice was too light, like he was trying to make it that way, and Jay really wished they’d all stop fucking staring at him!

“Why am I supposed to care about that?”

“Oh-ho, just you wait!” Aziz responds, and he grins and it’s a bit more normal and Jay can breathe again. Something sails through the air in his direction and he catches it on instinct, coming up with a small white ball that is heavier in his hands than he was expecting for its size.

“The rules of the game are really simple,” Aziz is still saying, and Jay looks up and there are sticks with rope nets attached in his hands. “Get from one side of the field to the other and put this ball into that net.”

He points, and Jay realizes there are standing metal things on the opposite sides of the field they’re on, just barely visible past the light of the…is it a streetlight if it’s not a street?

“Wh-wha-what’s the catch?” Carlos asks, and Jay realizes that the smaller boy is also clutching tightly to one of the net-sticks, his eyes bright and excited.

“Well there’s two teams typically, and each team wants to score and get the most points, while stopping the other team from scoring. Also there’s the canons but we won’t get into that now.”

Jay has the very distinct sound of canon fire in his ears and he is trying to figure out how they could possibly fit a canon on land when they’re meant to attach to ships. He doesn’t say it out loud, but he thinks Aziz doesn’t know how to play his own game.

“Yeah, mostly because it would get us caught right away,” Chad is saying, and Jay still doesn’t know why he’s there. “But come tomorrow’s tryouts, then you’ll get to see them in action.”

“Ok, ok, enough talking!” Aziz hisses, and his voice is much more normal now even if his eyes still flicker between Jay and the other boy he’s only just now realizing is there and oh…. “Jay, you’re on my team!”

“Wait, what? Does that mean I get Carlos? Wait, hang on!”

Chad is protesting and Jay’s head is spinning.

“Come on! Nikhil’s not playing, he’s just here to supervise and referee, and anyway we can switch if you really…”

“Yes.”

Carlos butts in and he’s firm enough that he doesn’t slip. Jay is almost proud except…except.

“Well…well ok, but we’ll start slow so you guys can get a feel for it.”

Jay.

…ith me…ay?

“What?”

He jerks, and there’s a stick in his hand and Carlos in front of him, eyes wide and worried. “Are…are you wwith me Jay?”

He’s not sure.

“Yeah, I’m fine.”

He’s not sure.

“We’re gonna show these princes how we do it on the Isle,” he says, and grins.

Carlos nods, but his eyes don’t mean it, and Jay shoves forward to grab the ball off the ground –did he drop it? When did he?-

“Alriiiight!” Aziz crows, and Jay charges forward and flicks his wrist and the ball sails sideways to Carlos.

The other boy drops his stick and catches it in his hands, and his lips twitch and his eyes spark and he runs.

Aziz whines something but Jay is already overtaking him and dodging hid pitiful attempt at a block. Really, he was cataloguing his movements far too easily. Jay could slide a knife between his ribs right now for all the good his posturing was doing. Carlos slips by and hands him the ball, and Jay pounds his way up the field and towards Chad, who takes one look and sidesteps. Jay feels his breath leave him in a laugh, and he winds his arm back to toss the ball into the net.

And his arm keeps going back and his body is spinning and wait…and wait…what? Jay freezes, then stumbles, and when he looks down the ball is not in his hand. He looks up and it is not in the net. He hears a laugh and looks to the left and.

“What the fuck?”

The ball is in Chad’s stick, and Chad is laughing at him, his lips just barely pressed upwards into a smile.

“Wow you should see your face,” he quips, before flinging the stick and…wait that’s just not….

The ball is halfway across the field, soaring, in fact, into the net attached to Aziz’s stick, the other boy then turning and pitching it into the unguarded net at the other end of the field. Jay turns back to Chad, who immediately stops laughing and straightens up.

“Gotta catch me if you wanna hit me,” he says, and he’s sprinting across the field before Jay can realize he’s clenching his fists.

He does end up hitting the other boy, landing him a solid elbow to the ribs because while Chad is fast, but he’s not Isle-fast, and it’s incredibly satisfying to hear the other boy’s sharp intake of breath cut off into a groan. He regroups with Carlos and they try again, and while the sticks might help the Auradon princes throw farther, they don’t know how to maneuver like he and Carlos do.

They don’t win. Or at least, they don’t score more points. It’s…a tie, he thinks. And it’s weird how that thought doesn’t fill him panic at what his father would think. A part of Jay thinks it’s mostly because he hadn’t lost and so a beating wasn’t something to be feared at least. Maybe no food, but that wasn’t so bad.

A part of Jay thinks that he is in Auradon now so he didn’t need to worry about even that, but he’s not sure.

“Well that was an experience,” Aziz is saying, and Jay blinks because they’re inside? Somewhere cool and dark but quickly made bright by a flick of a light switch and that still was so unusual, that light was so reliable here. There’s lockers in this room and thin long benches, and Aziz and Chad and the other boy…Nik…something. They’re putting away the sticks and ball in the lockers and.

“Do you guys want to shower here before heading back to the dorms? Just so it’s easier?”

And Carlos is shrugging as he nods and looking to Jay for…oh. Oh and answer. Yeah. Yeah now that he’s thinking about it he is hot, and his shirt is sticking to his back and it hurts. Jay fights the grimace that tightens his jaw and arches his back away from the sensation on instinct, though he knows that it’s useless until he gets the shirt off and he knows it’s going to pull at the….pull at everything and it’s sticking and he just wants it all to go away.

He’s tugging at the bottom of his shirt before he’s thought better of it, and he grits his jaw and he yanks his shirt up and it rubs against the spots on his back he knew it would and his brain sends the old spiking white pain through his body but his shirt is off and…..

“Jay.”

Carlos’ fingers tug at the loops in his pants, and Jay looks down and blinks at the shirt in his hands. The shirt that is not bloodstained as he had thought, and then he remembers that right, he’d just been sweating, and his shirts always tended to rub the scars on his back raw when he got too hot. It was why he usually just didn’t wear a shirt when it got hot on the Isle, but he’d put a shirt on this time because he was in Auradon.

“Oh fuck me.”

He was in Auradon, and he’d just taken off his shirt and….

“Someone tell me that’s not what I think it is.”

And why won’t they stop staring at him?

Chapter 33: They say I'm evil (wonderful caricatures of intimacy) pt. 3

Summary:

In which Ben has never been good with the whole 'betrayal' thing; the VKs discover therapy; and Carlos makes a friend.
In the past, Mal plans a mutiny and discovers that there are no limits to lengths to which she will go for her crew.

Notes:

*This chapter features the standard, language, semi-graphic violence and death, child abuse/neglect, as well as dealing with the emotional fallout of love triangles/cheating relationships, and mental health issues such as panic attacks and dissociation, and features the VKs getting their first taste of therapy.*

The model for therapy that features for this story is a mix of CBT and 'talk' therapy, as well as some form of 'play' therapy that comes entirely from my own research, and I make no expert claims and nor is it my wish to try and offend or harm anyone with my portrayals.

That being said, as always, I hope you all remain safe, and that you enjoy this chapter!
- Raven

Chapter Text

 Ben

Returning to school after spending the last week at the castle, Ben felt like he’d never left and nothing had changed, and also like he was in another world entirely. Spending any amount of time at the castle and coming back always felt like that, and typically he loved it, loved how it gave him a fresh start and a fresh look at things. But this time, Ben hated it.

He hated it because for that week he’d been having near constant meetings with the Council over the future of the VKs, and the future of the kingdom, and also crafting an almost entirely new council from scratch. His new council consisted, as far as this morning went, of Snow White and Prince Florian; Aladdin and Jasmine (though not the Genie, who never stuck around long enough to solidify his presence in a meaningful way, and who also had made it clear he didn’t take Ben seriously enough to contribute in a meaningful way either); Prince Charming and Cinderella; absolutely none of Audrey’s family, who had detached themselves in disgust after finding out he’d fired King Stefan; Roger and Anita Radcliffe, who had some level of interest in Carlos- Anita wholeheartedly and Roger reluctantly; all seven of the Seven Dwarves, even Grumpy, which was really saying something; Fairy Godmother, who had been invested from the start; and a handful of other minor royals and nobles and figureheads who had only stayed for the morbid curiosity of villain kids in Auradon and not for any actual support on Ben’s part.

All in all, it was enough to leave Ben feeling exhausted and relatively numb to everything, which was why he’d been so relieved to escape it all and get back to the school, and why he was so disappointed that an escape was clearly not what he was getting. He was back at his usual table, with the usual crowd, except Audrey was missing, and Chad looked like he wanted to missing, and Ben was having a really hard time keeping track of what he was pretty sure was the end of the world.

“So, wait, explain to me where the VKs are again?” he asks, blinking blearily over his eggs at Aziz, who had somehow taken it upon himself to be the bearer of earth-shattering news.

“They’re at their first session with the Cricket,” Aziz says calmly, clearly oblivious to Ben’s inner apocalypse. “Well, they’ve been trying on and off I guess for the past week, but this is the first actual session and we’re all pretty excited about it.”

Chad clears his throat and stabs awkwardly at his toast with his knife, and Aziz winces, giving the other boy a sheepish look.

“We’re trying to be excited about it,” Aziz amends, and Chad lifts his lips in what might have been a smile, but was too tight to be anything but a grimace.

“How did that even happen?” Ben asks, mystified. “I don’t remember if I ever suggested it or not, but I know I thought it a couple times.”

“Fairy Godmother ended up making a judgement call,” Chad spoke up, and his voice was strained but not upset. “After it was clear from one too many incidents that Mal and the others just weren’t coping well being left to their own devices. Shocker, right? I mean, it’s like someone thought that just giving them a new school and a better place to live would magically fix deep-rooted and long-standing traumas.”

It’s not meant to be a personal insult, but it feels like one, and Ben has to bite his lip to keep from exploding entirely. Chad seems to realize what he’s said and stiffens, face going pale as he takes in Ben’s expression.

“Fuck, Ben,” he hisses, as Aziz and Nikhil shoot frantic looks across the table. “I didn’t mean it like that, I swear.”

“No, it’s fine,” Ben manages thickly, swallowing the tightness in his throat. “It’s not like I haven’t been hearing variations of that exact thing for a week. Not like I’ve been telling myself how stupid I was for not having a better fucking plan…for not thinking things through. For being so naïve…I get it, ok?”

“Language,” Aziz gasps, feigning shock, and Ben almost starts screaming except Chad spoke up before he could so much as inhale sharply.

“Ok, first off, shut up,” he snaps, and Ben blinks, stunned. “Yeah, sure, you’ve never been able to think ahead but that’s just cause you’re too busy feeling things in the present. What you’ve done is a good thing, and will become a great thing, and you’re already doing what you can to look towards the future of it now.”

“But…” Ben begins, and Chad holds up a stern finger, glaring at him with cold eyes.

“I wasn’t finished,” he says, and Ben falls silent, sheepish elephant. “Second, I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like your plan was a bad idea, or if I was undermining it in any way and just overall being an asshole. I think it’s a good idea with poor execution, but that’s not entirely your doing and with the planning you are doing, it can be something great.”

“Ok, that was way too encouraging and optimistic to have come from Chad,” Aziz blurts, before Ben can form a coherent thought for response. Chad scowls and throws his spoon at Aziz, who ducks it easily, and the utensil clatters to the floor, the sound swallowed by the buzzing chatter of the room.

“He’s not wrong,” Nikhil murmurs with a shrug, and Chad growls, but a hint of red was blooming in his face and the tips of his ears.

“I um…thanks, Chad,” Ben finally manages, and it’s so pale in comparison to the words he’d just said, but Chad looks up and smiles anyway. “It means a lot to hear that, coming from you.”

“Yeah, well,” Chad mumbles, grabbing Ben’s spoon and using it to finish his jello. “No one else was gonna say it, so why not me?”

Ben snorts, taking it for the apology it was, and settles back into the rhythm of the school morning. Maybe Chad was right. After all, he was trying to make a difference, trying to do things differently. What did it matter if the process wasn’t as perfect as what some might expect? He was trying. That had to count for something. It had to count for something.

“Ok, if we’re all done with this drama, can we talk about the other drama?” Aziz pipes up, breaking through Ben’s reflection.

“What other drama?” Ben asks, hesitantly, not wanting to get into yet another conflict.

“The fact that tryouts are through but we’re still short for members, and also Jay and Carlos never showed up to tryout, and I haven’t been able to ambush…I mean talk to…either of them for the past week.”

“That was a mouthful,” Doug quips, not even lifting his gaze from the book in his hands.

“Why haven’t you been able to talk to them?” Ben asks, and Aziz falters, and Chad glances away pointedly.

“Um, well….”

Whatever Aziz was about to stumble through is cut off by the bell, and he looks all too relieved, skittering up from the table and darting off with barely a goodbye over his shoulder. Nikhil shakes his head and follows after, pausing to give Ben a much more suitable farewell and welcome back. Doug wanders off with his book still in front of his face, and Chad stares at him bleakly across the table.

“Too class, then?” he offers, and Ben huffs another laugh that he isn’t sure actually is a laugh.

“Yeah. To class, then.”

The end of the world waited for no one, after all.


Cricket

Jeremiah didn’t think he was one who tended to be easily surprised, or caught off guard by something. He often prided himself on maintaining his composure and keeping a level head even through the most bizarre of experiences, which was crucial in his field. He’d seen it all, he claimed, and had at least heard everything he hadn’t. He was ‘young’ for his field, true, but he looked at it as an asset. He didn’t have to go to any far lengths to relate to the people he saw and spoke with, and was more open minded and prepared for the things that younger folk tended to throw at him.

Which is why it was such a surprise that he now sat in his Auradon-provided office with not one, but all four of the villain children staring back at him.

“I’m not going to lie, this is quite a surprise,” he says, and watches as Mal’s eyes narrow at him, and Evie’s eyes harden in their glance for the door.

“You said you were here to help us, didn’t you?” Mal snaps, and he recognizes the accusation in her tone, and that perhaps that was not the best way he could have started.

“You are correct,” he says instead, inclining his head towards her and watching as Jay shrinks into the couch and Carlos fidgets with something fuzzy in his hands, resolutely avoiding Jeremiah’s gaze. “I’m sorry if what I said made you fear otherwise, I just wasn’t expecting all of you to show up at once like this. Especially when you had initially expressed your own reluctance to such a thing.”

Evie stiffens in her spot beside Mal, who bares her teeth at him in a silent snarl, and wow he really was doing everything wrong today, wasn’t he?

“Things changed,” Mal says shortly, and Jeremiah finds his gaze wandering unbidden to Jay, who had also yet to meet his eyes and who looked like he’d rather be anywhere else than here.

“So it seems,” he murmurs, and decides that it was best to just start over. “But what matters is that you are here, and while you are here, I want to lay out the rules that I have and make some things clear.”

Carlos straightens on the sofa though his eyes do not lift, and his hands still expectantly in his lap as though waiting for some sort of outburst. Jay doesn’t move at all, and Evie lowers her gaze to the floor. Mal continues to stare at him, and after a moment, lifts a brow as if to say ‘well?’ Jeremiah nods his head to acknowledge her, and she seems…surprised at that? Pleased? Regardless, it’s the permission to continue that he was looking for, and so he does.

“In this office you can do whatever you want or need to, and if there’s something you can’t do, I’ll tell you.”

He can tell that’s not what they’d been expecting to hear by the way Carlos’ brow furrows, and Evie’s back straightens, and Mal blinks at him silently. It’s almost amusing if it weren’t an indicator that they didn’t know what it was they wanted; what to do with this freedom he was offering.

“Anything at all?”

It’s Jay who challenges it, in a quiet voice that doesn’t shake although his body had certainly started to, and Jeremiah takes a moment to appreciate that the boy had even spoken to him at all, considering what he knew of his past that had been revealed.

“Anything at all,” Jeremiah affirms, keeping his voice even and calm. “Though I will say that my one rule is that you refrain from any harmful behavior or language towards each other while you are here. This office is meant to be a safe place, where you can be yourselves and where you can grow and heal, and anything that would cause harm tends to be counterproductive to that.”

“What about you?” Mal says, and there’s a considering look in his eyes that he thinks he should maybe be afraid of.

“What about me?” he asks, and the twitch of a smile comes across her face.

“You said we couldn’t do anything to each other while we were here, but you didn’t say anything about you.”

Jeremiah meets her smile with one of his own, glad at least, that she was engaging, although he recognized the threat and the warning for what it was.

“Well, while I certainly would hope for no harm to come to me, I know that is unlikely in my line of work, and if that’s something you feel you need to do, then it’s not my place to stop you.”

Mal blinks at that, which he was coming to recognize as something she did when she was caught off guard by something but refused to show it. Couldn’t show it, perhaps. He’d have to make a note of that…find out if it was something unique to her or perhaps unique to the Isle. Regardless, his words seemed to have calmed Carlos, who had relaxed at least marginally and was one again fidgeting with the fuzzy item in his hands. Jay, however, stands abruptly, hands in tight fists at his sides and eyes blazing as they glare not-quite-at-Jeremiah.

“I want to leave,” he bites out through his teeth, and Jeremiah makes an effort to lean back in his chair and appear non-threatening.

“You are welcome to leave whenever you want,” he says, and Jay is across the room in seconds, hand reaching for the door before he can finish.

“Jay,” Mal snaps, and Jay freezes as she stands from the sofa, eyes bright with her own green flame and no small amount of fear.

“He said I could leave,” Jay says, but his voice hitches at the end of the sentence, and his hand shakes where it grips the doorknob.  

“And I’m telling you to stay,” Mal says icily, and Jeremiah has the distinct impression of a game of tug-of-war.

“I’m not going to keep you here against your will,” he says calmly, keeping his attention on the remaining children in front of him. “That would defeat the point of this whole thing, wouldn’t it? If you want to leave, at any time, you can.”

Jay flings the door open and disappears, and Mal growls a curse and darts after him, pausing at the door to glare at Jeremiah.

“We’ll be right back,” she promises, then turns her glare to the two sitting on the sofa. “Carlos, watch Evie.”

Then she, too, vanishes out the door, leaving Jeremiah alone with the remaining VKs. Carlos looks stunned, then solemn, as he grips the fuzzy object in his hand and turns his attention from Jeremiah to Evie, and then back again. Evie looks even more sullen than before, though she doesn’t turn her focus from the door, and Jeremiah wonders if he should make some sort of comment on the power structure of the group, or attempt to work with what he had.

“While we wait for them to come back, would either of you like anything to drink?” he offers, gesturing to the water tank in the corner.

Carlos flinches and recoils into his seat, and Evie lifts her gaze to glare at him suspiciously.

“No, thank you,” she says, and though the words are polite, her tone is cold, as though Jeremiah had offered poison instead of water.

“Alright,” he says, and sits back and observes for a moment, thinking on the encounter that had just occurred and the dynamics of the children in his care.

Mal was very clearly the head of the group, the leader, though he sensed a tension with both Jay and Evie, and he wondered if either of them had perhaps led the group before, or had tried to. Jay certainly seemed most likely, being the oldest, though there was a chance that power dynamics worked differently on the Isle. More than just a chance, really, but short of getting the information from the VKs directly, he had no way of knowing for sure. Evie would be a challenge in her own way, Jeremiah reasoned. She seemed to have more a grasp for words and less of a trust for them than the others. She would be the one looking for a trap in everything he said, more than in what he did.

Jay and Carlos were the most interesting to him, given that he knew very little about them. He had heard of Jay’s predisposition for violence, and a potential inclination towards theft, though Jeremiah hadn’t witnessed much of that for himself. Then of course, there was the most recent revelation of the boy’s past traumas, which would be a struggle, definitely to overcome. His fear was that Jay would see his abuser in Jeremiah, which would make recovery difficult, if not impossible. While he hadn’t been lying when he’d said he wouldn’t keep them there against their will, there was a part of Jeremiah that hoped Mal would be able to convince the other boy to return.

Carlos was quiet, though he had heard that the smallest of the group was no less fierce in his own right, perhaps even more so than the others. He was hyper-aware of every movement Jeremiah made, and of everything in the room, eyes dark and calculating as they surveyed his surroundings. He had the sort of air about him of someone waiting to be attacked, and though he’d noticed similar behaviors in the others, it was stronger in Carlos. He would have to go slowly with him- with all of them, really- but with the way the others seemed to hover so protectively over the small boy he wondered if he would even have a chance.

They were an interesting bunch, these villain children. They had such distinct and intense personalities, to the point where they were almost clashing, and Jeremiah wondered just how it was that they came together in the first place. There was a closeness there that betrayed their warring natures, and he looked forward to the chance to find out more about them as individuals. It would be important, he knew, to separate them eventually, to cater to their individual needs but also to teach them to stand on their own, as well. But that would come with time, and no small struggle on Mal’s part, Jeremiah was sure. But if it was in the best interest of the VKs, he would try anything.

Jay staggered across the threshold of the room towards the end of his musing, Mal close behind with a satisfied look on her face that was belied by the way her fingers tangled tightly in the fabric of Jay’s shirt. She released him when the door closed behind them, and Jay all but bolted for the couch, wedging himself between the leather arm of the couch and Carlos, who pulled something new from his pocket and began fiddling with it, showing it to Jay and murmuring his progress as he went.

“Well?” Mal demands, once she’d returned to her place between Evie and Carlos, brows raised.

“The world didn’t end while you were gone, if that’s what you were wondering,” Jeremiah quips, and while Evie’s brows lift in silent amusement, Mal glowers at him sternly, green eyes bright.

“I was wondering why I dragged Jay’s ass back here if nothing was even happening,” Mal snarled, and Jeremiah lifted his own brows at her.

“Were you expecting something in particular to happen?” he asks, wondering at her fears. She glares even harder at him in response, counteracting his beliefs.

“I was expecting you to do something to help,” she hisses. “Since that’s what everyone keeps telling us you were fucking here for.”

“Ah, I see,” Jeremiah sighs, lifting his head in a slow nod. “Well, while I’m glad to hear you have some measure of faith in me, healing isn’t something that’s going to happen all at once or right away. It’s going to take time, and effort on both our parts.”

Mal’s eyes narrow skeptically at him, but she sits back in the sofa and crosses her arms, surveying the room with a lazier interest than Carlos had shown.

“So what’s this then? What is us sitting here right now?”

“This is the first session,” Jeremiah states simply, spreading his hands to indicate the room. “It’s where we get to know each other and establish a level of trust, so you can feel comfortable here and comfortable with me.”

Evie snorts at that, and Mal snaps her head over to glare sharply at the other girl, who promptly falls silent. Again, Jeremiah wonders at the power dynamics in the group, but decides to save that note for a later time, when things were less precarious.

“With that being said, would any of you like to explore the room at all?” Jeremiah offers, and Carlos’ lifts his head to peer cautiously at him out of the corner of his eyes.

The boy then glances questioningly to Mal, who hesitates a moment before nodding her head in the direction of the room. Carlos brightens considerably at her seeming permission and leaps from the couch, jarring Jay who flinches and then scowls. Jeremiah watches for as long as the boy remains in his peripheral vision as Carlos wanders around the room, running his hands over the walls and the furniture and ducks underneath the table and then comes back up on the other side. It’s amusing to watch, and yet there’s a part of Jeremiah that wonders (as it always wonders) if he is still looking for exits.

“There’s a cabinet with some things inside you might find interesting, Carlos,” he speaks over his shoulder, then listens with a small hint of pleasure as the metal door of the cabinet creaks and Carlos makes a noise of surprise.

The boy returns to the sofa moments later with a clear glass tray, filled with smaller containers and trinkets and other objects, which he spreads out onto the table in front of the other children with a triumphant hum. A quick glance reveals the objects to Jeremiah, and he lets out his own interested hum as he realizes what it was Carlos had grabbed.

“Ah, I see you found the sand tray,” he muses, and Carlos looks up at him cautiously before continuing to empty things out onto the table.

Jeremiah watches as Carlos clears everything out of the tray before searching through the containers and humming, cataloguing what he finds inside and emptying some into the tray and discarding some others. Mal looks on with vague interest while Evie remains withdrawn, and Jay barely blinks as Carlos fills the tray with sand until it is more sand than tray. Then he sits back and stares, suddenly uncertain.

“There’s more items in that bin there, if you’re interested,” Jeremiah prods, and Carlos grabs one of the containers he’d discarded and opens it, humming again and dumping a small array of plastic figures and structures and objects into the sand.

Mal leans forward and surveys the pile with a bit more interest, and Carlos shuffles over to allow her a better view. She grins, suddenly, and pokes Carlos’ shoulder.

“Hey, look,” she mutters to him, nodding her head at the plastic toys. “There’s a water tower over there.”

Carlos grins, as well, then gasps as an idea seems to strike him and his fingers fly over the sand, arranging figures and towers and digging his hands through the sand. Mal laughs at one point and lowers herself to the floor beside him and joining in, and Evie glances over at another point and sighs and mumbles ‘It was purple, not black,’ and even Jay casts a wary eye at their work and cracks a tiny smirk. Eventually, the VKs finish, and sit back grinning, satisfied, and Jeremiah takes a moment to just appreciate how childish they look, how carefree. Mal is muttering something to Carlos as they survey the scene they’ve constructed, which has Carlos giggling madly behind his hands, and Jay idly turns a figure over in his hands before placing it on top of the water tower.

“Is it alright if I take a look?” Jeremiah asks, when they’ve calmed slightly, and Mal scoffs at him and spreads her hands.

“It’s right here,” she says, not seeming notice or care for his asking permission, which he decides to take as a good sign, this time, and ignore the part of him that points out the issue of boundaries.

Jeremiah leans forward in his chair and takes in a strange construction. The colored sands have been divided in the tray, the darker browns and blacks taking up the largest section of the tray, with a bit of blue sand overtaking a small corner of it. Atop the brown portion of sand are a scattering of buildings, divided in no order that he can see, but a small ring of stones are crowded into the center. On the outskirts of the buildings, removed from the cluster but close enough to observe it, a lone water tower sat jammed into the sand on an angle, the figure Jay had held resting precariously on the top.

“It looks impressive,” Jeremiah says as he sits back, and Carlos snorts and Mal rolls her eyes and lets out another laugh.

“It looks like shit,” she says, but there’s an easy sort of mirth in her voice despite the statement.

“Yeah it does,” Jay chimes in for the first time, pride and affection in his tone as he digs through to find a few more figurines.

“Why do you think that?” Jeremiah asks, and Carlos shakes his head but doesn’t lose his smile, and Mal’s lips quirk in something bittersweet as she looks back over their construction.

“It’s the Isle, or a piece of it, anyway.”

And wow but they really dove right into it, didn’t they? Jeremiah stifles his professional surprise, and surveys the scene again with fresh eyes, recognizing that there was so much here to unpack and not quite sure what he wanted to address first.

“What is this that you’ve built, then?” he settles on, and Carlos pokes and prods at different section as Mal describes them.

“Well that’s the water tower,” she begins, in a tone like she was being put upon, and yet Jeremiah could hear the nostalgia beneath it. “It sits just on the outskirts of the square, and if you go that way-” she points in a vague direction off the map- “for an hour and some, you’ll hit the main town, and if you go for two hours and some that way from there-” she points again in a different direction –“you’ll hit one of our safe-houses.”

“How many safe-houses do you have?” Jeremiah asks carefully, unsure if this was a question he was allowed to ask.

Evie’s eyes narrow, but she doesn’t look up at him, and Mal lifts her head in thought, as though wondering how much to tell him. He does his best to remain still in his chair, giving her the chance to refuse him if she chose.

“Two,” Mal finally answers slowly, considering him as she spoke. “Not counting our main hideout.”

He doesn’t make a note of that, certain that that information is something that Mal would appreciate remaining unknown. But he does make a mental note of it, and decides to push his luck just a bit further as Carlos and Jay begin maneuvering some of the figurines through the Isle scene they’d constructed.

“And what did you use those safe-houses for?” Jeremiah asks, and Mal levels him with a daring look, eyes flashing brightly.

“What do you think?” she drawls, and he leans back in his chair and thinks for a moment.

“Well, safe-houses are typically used to hide things people don’t want to be found; sometimes it’s drugs or food…and sometimes it’s other people.”

Mal shrugs and lifts a brow, a challenging smile playing at her lips. “There you go, then.”

“You hide people in your safe-houses?” Jeremiah asks, more for her benefit than for actual clarification. He was glad to see how easily she was engaging with him now, and only hoped that he could get the others to follow her example.

“Well we weren’t going to fit our whole gang in one place,” Mal scoffs, and Jeremiah lifts a brow even as he makes a note of the mention of other children.

“And how many do you have in your gang?”

Mal smirks at him, eyes hardening. “Now that would be telling, wouldn’t it?”

“Fair enough,” he replies, leaning back in his chair once more.

He surveys the rest of the group and notes that Jay had stopped maneuvering figures with Carlos and was once again hunched into himself on the sofa, although the boy appeared much more alert and present than he had before. Evie still looked bored with the whole process, but her eyes were sharp and would every so often dart over and fix him with a piercing look, almost as if in warning. Carlos only ever looked at him sideways, never quite making direct eye contact but keeping tabs on his position all the same, and Mal…. Mal met him as if this were a challenge, a battle she had to win, or an obstacle to overcome. She didn’t quite realize that the true battle wasn’t with him at all.

“Do you mind if I ask just what it is you four are doing here,” Jeremiah says, and Mal stiffens and Evie’s eyes harden; and Jay’s shoulders tense and Carlos’ eyes flicker cautiously to his.

“Isn’t that what you’re supposed to be telling us?” Evie snaps, and Mal’s head turns to glare at the other girl.

“I can give you advice,” Jeremiah replies, not missing the spark of green in Mal’s eyes. “I can help you cope with the things you might be dealing with, and give you better ways of handling things in the future. But I can’t do anything, until I know what you’re here for- what it is you want to get out of these sessions.”

“What we want?” Jay mutters, and Jeremiah makes it a point to not look in his direction, though he nods his head in acknowledgment of the question.

“Do you want help dealing with the things in the past and have a better grasp of your future?” he asks, glancing carefully over the assembled children before him. “Do you want to heal?”

And he’s not going to lie, it’s a bright and overwhelming relief that fills him, as an assortment of weary and wary eyes meet his, and four voices ring out uncertain and shaky, and yet resolute in this one thing.

“Yes.”


Mal

They’re sitting in the hideout, Carlos tucked into a corner fiddling with an invention. He’d promised that it was something explosive, and Mal had growled each time he put a piece together that if he blows them all up, she’d kill him. Evie was stitching a fabric from the sofa, and Mal could feel the other girl’s eyes piercing into her back as she paced around the room. Jay was near the open wall of windows, back pressed tight against the crumbling drywall and keeping watch, a sullen frown on his face at the conversation taking place.

“Why can’t you send Evie?”

“Because I want the plan to work,” Mal snarled.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Evie snapped behind her, and Mal growled, eyes lighting violent green.

“It means we need this plan to work, and Layton’s of a certain taste, so you’re going Jay, and I don’t want to hear another word of it.”

“If we’re just going to kill him anyway, why not send Carlos?” Jay grumbled, and Carlos’ head snapped up sharply, eyes wide, his fingers twitching against the wires in his hands.

“Because Carlos wouldn’t be subtle about it, and we’d have the whole place on our heads, which would defeat the point.”

Jay pressed his back even further to the wall and crossed his arms, his jaw clenching so tight Mal could see the bones of his cheek even clearer against his skin.

“The whole plan defeats the point,” he complained after a moment, but she could tell by the flicker in his eyes that he was wearing down.

“It’s really very simple, Jay,” Mal said lowly, pacing another slow arc around the confined space. “Right now, Layton and his family holds the largest section of territory near the docks, including the tower. If we topple him and claim the section for us, we’ll have better access for when the barge drops, with the added bonus of being able to keep an eye on the members of the gang who reside on that side of the Isle.”

“It’s bullshit, is what it is,” Jay mumbled again, unfolding his arms and shoving his cap further down his head. “The brats can take care of themselves, I don’t get what the big deal is.”

“The big deal is that at least some of those brats are Tremaine’s,” Mal hissed, and the venom in her voice made even Jay twitch. “And as we now have access to her place as a safe house, I’d like to not jeopardize that by losing sight of any more of them. Bad enough we barely know what Antoine is doing these days.”

She cast a dark glare in Evie’s direction at that, and the other girl averted her gaze but bared her teeth in a grimace in response.

“But we still have Dizzy, and with Antoine to look out for, that makes two Tremaine’s I need to worry about and so this plan can’t fail.”

“Four,” Carlos chirped from the corner, halting whatever Jay might have said to that.

“Two.” Mal snapped her head over and levelled the smaller boy with a glare, and he shrunk back but didn’t lower his eyes.

“Four,” he repeated, fingers twisting a copper wire around his fingers. “New kids. L-a-last I counted. Twins. From some ssailor.”

“Great,” Mal muttered, and Carlos dropped his head and continued to fiddle with his device. “So four, then. Even more of a reason not to screw things up.”

“Do you know their names, Carlos?” Evie asked quietly, and Carlos hummed and nodded, not looking up as he connected the wire and the device clicked in his hands.

“Pierce and R-r-roman,” he mumbled, clicking something else into place. “Boys.”

“Some sailor,” Mal repeated, her expression wrinkling with distaste. “Means they’re probably sewer rats and therefore will be even harder to find.”

Carlos didn’t offer anything further, just continued to hum softly in satisfaction as his device began to click in earnest, twisting a few more wires in. Mal sighed, and decided one problem at a time. She’d deal with finding the new boys later.

“Jay.” She turned to him and he groaned, but shoved himself away from the wall, yanking his hat from his head and twisting his hair up into a messy bun.

“I’m gone,” he mumbled as he crossed the room and shoved the barricade aside from the door, wriggling through before slamming it shut behind him.

Mal rolled her eyes and glanced back over her shoulder. “Carlos?”

Carlos looked up at her and lifted his knife, dark eyes a reflection of the dark blade.

Mal chuckled shortly, her lips curling into a smirk. “Good boy,” she murmured, and he bared his teeth in a vicious grin before scrambling up and darting out the shattered window, disappearing over the railing.

“So now what?” Evie spoke up in the silence of their departure. “If you were just going to send Carlos anyway, why…?”

“Now,” Mal cut in sharply, turning and leveling the other girl with a venomous glare. “You are going to go to Tremaine’s and secure the spot for us for the night.”

Evie scoffed, but there was doubt in her eyes that wouldn’t quite meet Mal’s. “And how do you expect me to do that? You know how the Lady gets about losing slots for appointments.”

“But she’d make accommodations if it involved Antoine,” Mal purred darkly, and Evie flinched slightly. “You are going to do your job, and make sure we are accommodated.”

“After what happened last time, I would have thought you--”

“But that was due to error on your part, wasn’t it, Eve?” she cut in coldly, and Evie flinched again, harder than before. “And it’s not going to happen again because you’ll make sure of it, right?”

“Right,” Evie whispered shakily, standing stiffly from her seat. Mal smiled, satisfied, and grabbed the barricade Jay had slammed and shifted it aside. She ducked out and into the alleyway beyond, holding the barrier for Evie, who tensed as she ducked under Mal’s arm before slipping out after her into the dark.

“We’ll be back before midnight so make sure the brat remembers to leave her door unlocked,” Mal said, and Evie nodded silently.

Mal frowned, but decided to let it go and continued on. “This is important, Evie, ok? Things will get better from here but we’ve all got to sacrifice to make this work.”

“And you?” Evie said quietly, but there was a curl to her lip that made it harsh and bitter, a skeptical glint in her eyes.

Mal snarled, and straightened sharply, and Evie stiffened and some of the bite went out of her expression. “I’ll meet you back at Tremaine’s.”

And with that she slipped out of the alley and back down the shadowed streets. Anger boiled in her blood and made her fidgety, but she refused to give into the urge to start shooting sparks and instead fueled it into keeping her fast pace and avoiding the sections of town that were even shadier than the typical shadiness of the Isle. She knew she didn’t need to fear any true mutiny from the other girl, but the constant lack of compliance was beginning to irritate her. Maybe her mother was right that trying to find an ally in the Evil Queen and her daughter would be a mistake. But that thought just stung worse at Mal’s anger as she crossed to threshold into her yard and dove down into the basement. If she was going to have any hope of earning her own place in this fucked up system she couldn’t be thinking like her mother.

Mal crept through the damp of the basement, forcing herself to ignore the chains that hung and rattled as she passed them, though cold still stabbed into the pit of her stomach. She climbed the ladder and pushed against the trap door, letting it scrape against her body as a buffer before maneuvering it gently back into place. She straightened in the kitchen now, and slowly let out her breath as she counted silently in her head. After a solid minute of no sound she deemed it safe to breathe again, and moved across the battered wood floor and into the room that functioned as a parlor beyond. It was dark here, and even quieter than the kitchen, expect for a soft, rhythmic, rasping noise that took Mal a second too long to identify.

 “Mal.”

Shit.

She straightened sharply as a light flickered on, and her mother came into view, lounging in her throne- a plush, cushioned monstrosity that Jay had only reluctantly hauled in after Jafar had finished beating him half to death- and filing her nails with half of a nail file Mal had stolen from Evie. There was a lazy look of disdain on her mother’s face, and Mal felt her own disdain for her mother grow at the sight of it. The woman hardly moved from that chair except to beat Mal into submission or to burn the surrounding villages, and yet she still had the nerve to criticize Mal, who was actually doing something to secure a future and not just wallowing in the past.

“How many times have I told you to stop trying to be subtle? You’re not subtle, dear, and it’s only laughable that you continue to attempt it.”

Mal snarled to herself but remained silent, intent on just storming through and continuing what she needed to do. A sharp snap of her mother’s fingers had her stopping mid-step, however, and she turned to see the woman lift a beckoning hand. Stifling her sigh but not her eye roll, Mal stalked closer, climbing up to stand on the bottom stair leading to the small balcony her mother reclined upon.

“What are you up to now, Mal?” her mother sighed wearily, and Mal rolled her eyes again and crossed her arms, not bothering to hide her own disdain now.

“As if you care,” she snapped, and her mother’s eyes lifted sharply from her nails, bright green and piercing.

“I asked you a question,” Maleficent said smoothly, voice dark. “And I expect an answer.”

Mal stiffened as the compulsion took root in her mind, and she grit her jaw and fought the twisting pain as it wormed its way through her thoughts, fighting the urge to tell her mother everything. Her own eyes lit up as she fought, and her mother sat up slowly, legs uncrossing as she rested her nail file on the arm of her chair. Mal felt a particularly sharp stab and winced, losing some of her focus, and her mother grinned and the pain dug even deeper, rooting through and stirring up the idea of ‘Words, Mal.’ Mal clenched her jaw tighter against it, trying, but then pain stabbed deeper behind her eyes and through her skull and her mouth fell open and

“I need to borrow some of the goblins.”

The words tore out of her in a rush, and the pain lessened as her mother sat back in her throne, a satisfied smirk on her face even as her eyes froze over with disappointment.

“That wasn’t so hard, was it?” she cooed, and Mal clenched her jaw shut against the snarl that wanted to come out. “What on earth do you want the goblins for?”

“Reclaiming some territory,” Mal bit out, the most she would allow herself to say with the compulsion still digging at the back of her mind.

The trick with that, she’d learned, was only giving up the barest of information, and hiding away what she didn’t want revealed. It was easier said than done, and Mal had the marks on her body from the times she’d been found out and Maleficent had punished her for fighting and hiding the truth from her. But it had worked this time, and Mal grinned inwardly even as she scowled at her mother.

“Pitiful,” Maleficent sneered, resuming filing her nails and fully releasing Mal from the weight of her glare. “You could be toppling kingdoms and yet you still insist on playing in the mud. I will not give up my sworn allies for your worthless attempt at war.”

Mal swallowed hard and fixed a cunning look on her face, ignoring the way the words stung. “You can burn what’s left of the Layton territory when we’re done,” she promised, and Maleficent scoffed, lips twisting cruelly as she lifted her eyes to Mal’s once more.

“I already burn what’s left of the territories,” she spat, and Mal lifted her chin and forced herself not to grin.

“Then what more do you have to lose?”

Maleficent’s sneer grew, but Mal could see the considering look in her eyes that had sprung up at the mention of Layton. Finally her mother returned her gaze, a dark growl coloring her words as she spoke.

“You may have two of the goblins for your scheme.”

“Four,” Mal challenged, lifting her chin further and letting her grin slip across her face.

“Two,” Maleficent repeated with a guttural snarl. “And be grateful I don’t burn you where you stand for your insolence.”

Mal resisted the urge to flinch, but a cold shudder made its way down her back regardless. She knew that wasn’t an idle threat, either, her body already marked from her mother’s draconic anger. She shoved those thoughts aside and returned her mother’s glare, her jaw twitching to the left as she muttered out:

“Fine.”

Let her think she’d yielded. Let her think she’d won, Mal thought, as her mother curled her lip and dismissed her with another wave. But Mal now had access to the goblins, which was more than what she’d planned on leaving with. Moreover, she had access to the very power structure that Maleficent had used to aptly, topple kingdoms, handed over by the woman herself. Mal felt her grin grow even wider as she began to run, heading through the winding streets and into the broken heart of the town. Just imagine the surprise then, when she used it topple the dragon queen herself. Child’s play indeed. It was only a matter of time.

And it all started with the Rusted Duckling tavern. Nestled into the back half of the town and notorious for hosting the unsavory sort of people who didn’t mix with the sort of unsavory people known to lurk at Gaston’s. Gaston’s was for the more notorious sort of villain folk. The Rusted Duckling was for…everyone (and everything) else. Mal strode up to the entrance, adjusted her knife on her belt, and walked through the door.

The relative noise of the street was peaceful in comparison to the boisterous, bawdy upheaval that was the interior of this particular tavern. Consisting of one room jammed full of booths and tables, with the booths partitioned off by moth eaten curtains and once-valuable tapestries, lending some semblance of privacy to those seated within. Half of a bar took up the center of the back wall, the other half smashed to pieces from one too many bodies crashing through it, and at the bar, a hulking figure sat hunched over a glass, another hulking figure of similar proportions wiping the bar with a rag and glaring at her.

Mal crossed the room ignored by the rowdy patrons, though the figure stiffened, and hunched further over his glass with each step she took until she could hardly see his features, not that she cared to. She knew what she would see anyway: a short, pudgy face and squashed nose, a head that turned almost conical at the top, thin lips and blunted, over long teeth that could have been tusks at one point in time but had been filed down in exile so they no longer bore any resemblance to the prideful thing they might have been.

“I’ll have what he’s having, but stronger,” Mal told the goblin behind the bar, who grunted at her and glared, and made no move to do as she asked.

The goblin beside her uncurled long enough to level her with a similar glare, and she sighed, and drew her knife from her belt and slammed it into the table. It stuck, and she toyed with the hilt while eyeing the display of alcohol behind the barkeep, who grunted something vulgar under his breath in Goblin but shuffled to fill her a glass. She didn’t much speak the language, but she’d picked up enough of context over time to know that it was something vulgar, at least, and she contemplated throwing the knife at the barkeep’s turned back. She didn’t, but it was the principle of the thing that counted.

The barkeep returned with a murky glass filled with an even murkier liquid, though he didn’t set it in front of her. Instead he gripped it tightly in his fist, and leaned forward so he loomed just over her, his breath a rancid puff in her face as he growled.

“What do you want, maggot?”

Mal titled her head to peer at the goblin beside her, who had been glaring just as fiercely but faltered at the look in her eyes.

“I don’t suppose any of your boys would be interested in meeting up for a drink elsewhere?” she said slowly, letting the weight of her words settle. “The Wooden Bear, perhaps?”

“Piss off, Mal,” the goblin beside her grunted, but his eyes sparkled intently, and the barkeep placed her glass down before her.

“Just how much of a drink are we talking?” he rumbled, and Mal smirked but didn’t look up at him.

“Half a pint,” she murmured, taking a sip of her own drink and shuddering at the taste. Just as awful as she remembered, but the burn settled nicely in the back of her throat and in the pit of her stomach, and she took another careful sip before setting it down again and meeting the barkeep’s eyes. “Layton is paying.”

The goblin beside her jerked, and the barkeep turned his glare to him before peering at her closely.

“And is the larger, slimier maggot not concerned if we up and moved taverns?” he growled, and Mal’s grin widened.

“She’s footing the bill,” she whispered, and the barkeep froze before giving her an equally revolting smile.

“Horace and Sludge,” she continued, a bit louder. “If you can spare them, and they’re thirsty enough.”

“Oh I think they will be,” the barkeep rumbled, scratching his chin and still grinning widely. “Perhaps you ought to take Wretch and Droop as well, since the missus is being so good as to pay for it.”

Mal felt a thrill run through her at his words, eyeing the goblin beside her, who looked excited at the prospect she was offering and yet disappointed as the names did not, apparently, match him.

“You’re being too generous,” Mal simpered, finishing off her drink before shoving it back across the counter hard enough that it toppled and smashed on the other side. “I was only given budget enough for two.”

“Consider it a tip,” the barkeep returned, not even flinching at the mess she’d made. “For the coming change of management.”

And Mal knew she was grinning perhaps too widely now, knew that if her mother caught on it would be more than just a beating. But this was exactly what she’d been working towards and so she grinned, and the goblin grinned, and the world turned. 


Ten minutes later found Mal on the roof of the Wooden Bear next to Carlos, peering down through the glass overhang and into the rooms below. The Wooden Bear was not, in fact, a tavern for drinks so much as a run-down hostel for illicit goods and materials, and at times illicit pleasures. The place was owned by the once renowned hunter Clayton, and run by his oldest son Layton, who had gone by Clay when he was younger in a foolhardy attempt to imitate his father. The hunter had been driven out of the main town by Gaston, who had said that there was only room for one great hunter and that was him, not that the Isle offered much in terms of things to hunt.

But where Gaston had adapted and taken to hunting people, (more specifically, his son Gil) Clayton had returned to his roots and began a smuggling trade, which in turn had caused problems with Jafar, who was already struggling in his own smuggling ring. Not that any of that really mattered to Mal- unless Jafar decided to take his anger out on Jay, in which case it still didn’t matter but certainly meant that she found ways to hex Jafar where she could. Regardless, Layton was the one who actually ran the place, and was therefore their main target of the evening.

“How’s it going, ‘Los?” she whispered, as she crept up closer to where Carlos perched in shadow, his features just barely illuminated by the dim light coming up from below.

He made a face and wavered his hand back and forth uncertainly. Mal scowled sharply and glanced back down into the scene below. It was hard to make out much detail, and she couldn’t see Jay from where she sat, but Layton was swaying shirtless across the room and he certainly looked pleased about something, so she couldn’t understand the look on Carlos’ face.

“What’s wrong?” she snapped, a little harsher than intended. Carlos frowned at her, then dropped his eyes back to the glass below them, biting his lip.

“Jay,” he said shortly, and Mal growled at the cryptic nature of his answers, cursing her poor view.

“Gonna need more than just one word, Carlos,” she snapped, and this time she did meant it. “What the fuck is wrong?”

Carlos bared his teeth at her, but shuffled along the roof and waved his hand at her to move. She did, shuffling until she crouched where he had a moment ago, but she stopped from immediately looking into the room again. Instead, she glared at Carlos, and he chewed at his lip while his fingers fidgeted the gears of the explosive in his hand.

“If you blow us up,” she warned, but it was only half-hearted compared to the worry that was clenching at her gut now.

He stuck his tongue out at her and twisted the gear tighter, but then he shifted his weight again and frowned.

“Jay,” he said again, carefully, and Mal tensed, waiting. “Froze.”

She looked down then, and saw what she couldn’t before. Jay, pressed in the space between Layton and the wall, body curled inwards and trembling, a slack look on his face that filled Mal will terror because she’d only seen that look on Jay’s face once before but fuck if she hadn’t thought that this would be a problem.

“Fuck, I should have sent you,” she hissed and Carlos looked up at her, brow furrowed. “This would have been over by now.”

Carlos shrugged his shoulders, but held up his knife dutifully, and Mal shook her head and snarled, wanting to pace but couldn’t without giving up their position and fully screwing this up.

“We have to get him out of there, though,” she muttered, eyeing the explosive. “How long do we have when you twist that final gear?”

Carlos lifted a brow and held up five fingers, and Mal cursed because that was nowhere near enough time and Jay needed to get out if his head and the goblins weren’t due for at least another five minutes. But she needed to do something now and so she shoved Carlos further aside and ignored his whine of protest, taking up a spot so she had full view of the room and Jay. Ignored the scene playing out below because she really didn’t need to add more to her guilt than was already there, and tried to focus the churning in her gut into something productive. Felt for the lingering sparks of her magic and pulled at it, tugging it up and pushing it out as far as she could before settling it into her fingers and into a sharp snap.

A moment passed with nothing, and Mal cursed before trying again, focusing her intent on Jay. Her fingers twitched and her magic thrummed faintly, and she lifted her hand and snapped again sharply, the sound echoing in her ears and overtaking her pounding heart. This time, a dark showering of green sparks danced against the wall in the room, and Jay blinked, his eyes focusing on them over Layton’s shoulder, and Mal watched the awareness filter back into his face, along with a heavy dose of panic. But he was aware, and moving, prodding against the other boy and this was where things were going to go to shit, and Mal turned to Carlos and fixed him with a sharp look.

“As soon as we’re clear, you throw that,” she commanded, and he swallowed, but nodded, eyes wide and fingers continuing to tighten the gear.

Before she bring herself to regret it, because she was already regretting so much about this situation, she reeled back and kicked through the glass roof, dropping down into the hole she created. There was a sharp pain through her ankles and knees as she landed haphazardly, but that didn’t matter because Layton was there and Jay was right there, and she grabbed Jay and ignored the way he shook and ignored the swearing from Layton. Slammed her blade into his shoulder when he tried to grab Jay back from her, and dove down beneath the bed, kicking a table down with them and jamming it up like a barricade.

In the span of one desperate breath, the world rocked, bent, and twisted open as Carlos’ explosive went off. Jay howled. She thinks she might have too. Then everything realigned itself as the world came back together, but it came together wrong and it took her a moment to realize she couldn’t hear anything. She kicked the table aside and pulled at Jay, tugging and shoving until he scraped his way up beside her, doubled over and body heaving. Coughing, she thought, and only because she was, hacking until her lungs burned and then breathing in and that burned too but they were alive.

Layton was not.

Carlos was climbing over a panel of the wall towards them, and he might have been screaming at them, or at least, there was a high ringing in Mal’s ears now that she thought might have been a scream. Then she realized it was just a ringing, and the world continued to come together slowly until words began to make sense again.

“—hhhave to go!” Carlos was screaming, and pulling at Jay and pulling at Mal and they stumbled through the wreckage and into the cool street beyond.

“They-they’re coming!” Carlos yelped again, and Mal blinked and realized, right. There was still a job to do.

“Get Jay to Tremaine’s,” she said, her voice sounding disjointed for a moment before reasserting itself. “Evie will be waiting and I’ll be right behind.”

Carlos gave her an incredulous look, heightened by the terror in his eyes as he struggled to support Jay’s weight as she shoved the older boy at him. “Wh-wh-what about you?!”

“Me?” she said, grinning through the fire in her lungs and turning it into fire in her eyes as she caught sight of the goblins approaching through the smoke. “I’ll be fine. It’s my turn to have some fun now.”


Several hours later found Mal bloodied and beaten and stumbling through the streets and up the shady looking entrance to Lady Tremaine’s salon. The sign above proudly proclaimed ‘Curl Up and Dye,’ though the ‘e’ in ‘dye’ had started to fall off over time. Every time Mal stood under it she wondered if this would be when it fell and killed her, and thought how pleased the Lady would be that her pun had come to fruition. Now, though, Mal barely paused as she approached the door, ignoring the sign indicating hours and began banging on the metal doors.

“Dizzy!” she bellowed as she banged, her fist pounding hollow echoes against the door. “Let me in, brat, I know you’re open!”

The door creaked, and then flung wide, and Dizzy wedged her tiny body into the frame and peered up at her with frantic eyes.

“Mal!” she hissed, a small frown pinching at her lips. “You know I told you to stop doing that!”

“Yeah, but it’s fun to tick you off, brat,” she replied, grinning through the pain as she shoved past the smaller girl and into the messy parlor beyond. “Where’s the rest of my crew?”

“In the back,” Dizzy mumbled, and Mal could hear the pout in her voice as she shoved the door shut behind her. “Granny’s upstairs but we should be fine.”

Something hitched in the girl’s voice, and Mal stopped surveying the newest splashes of paint on the wall and turned, eyeing the tiny girl out of the corner of her eyes. Dizzy was securing the bolts in the door, but her movements were stiff and slow, and Mal felt her lips curling as the girl turned back to her.

“Evie?” Mal called over her shoulder, not taking her eyes off the other girl, who looked panicked at Mal’s shout. “Come out here and take care of your kid!”

Dizzy’s face twisted in further panic, and she rushed across the room towards Mal, hands coming up in a pleading gesture and glasses slipping down her face.

“No no no no, Mal!” she cried, voice pinched and desperate. “I’m fine, really. You don’t have to--”

“You are not fine,” Mal growled, leveling the girl with a glare and silencing her whimpers. “And I thought I talked with Tremaine about this.”

Dizzy winced, but stepped back as Evie ran into the room, eyes wide and worried as they glanced back and forth between them.

“What is it?” Evie blurted, and Dizzy frowned and squirmed, and Mal growled a curse through her own pain.

“Tend to the brat,” she instructed, crossing around the paint-stained leather sofa and towards the smaller salon in the back. “I’m going to ask Jay what the fuck happened tonight.”

“Oh before you do,” Dizzy piped up, voice still small and slightly pinched. “He’s not quite…ok? I mean he’s kind of…shaky, so just…just don’t…don’t make it any worse, ok?”

Mal softened, and offered the tiny girl a gentle smile. “I’ll be careful, I promise. Now sit and let Evie look at you.”

Dizzy squirmed a bit more but nodded, and Mal slipped through the entrance to Dizzy’s salon and blinked at the overwhelming flood of color that met her eyes. She swore every time she came here the paint just spread on its own, but she knew from having witnessed it that it was just the whirlwind energy of the eleven-year old in the other room, splattering the paint in patterns that only she found appealing. In this room, a few cracked leather reclining chairs lined the front wall, all doused in a healthy splatter of neon paint. A bathtub bubbled in the very back of the room, overflowing with hoses and tubes that attached to a shelf of containers perched just above the tub, which hissed and spilled paint in methodical drips into the tub below.

An inhumanely large portrait of Lady Tremaine’s late cat, Lucifer, hung on the wall to her left, somehow untouched by the mess of paint. Beyond that, more shelves and cubbies hung, crammed full of bottles of paint and hair dye and brushes and combs and even more paint and a few shattered mirrors. And beyond the salon, a small beaded curtain hung, and Mal strode to this curtain and shoved it aside, and Carlos blinked sleepily up at her from a paint-stained bed, Jay springing up from the floor and staring at her wide eyed.

“Well?” he prompted, and there was guilt and fear in his voice and his face that only served to stir at Mal’s own.

But she still managed a grin as she shoved Carlos aside and plopped down onto the bed beside him, ignoring the way her ribs twinged at the movement.

“Nothing to it,” she boasted through her grin, well aware that she was still covered in dust from the fallen building and probably no small amount of blood that was not, in fact, her own.

Jay nodded, however, and sank slowly back to the floor, seemingly satisfied with her response. Carlos curled up closer to her and poked questingly at her torso. She winced as he jabbed at a particularly bad bruise and slapped his hand away.

“I’m fine, ‘Los. Chill,” she scolded, and he lifted a shoulder and gave her a sheepish look as if to say ‘just making sure,’ before curling back up on the bed and resting his head on her hip.

She ran her fingers easily through his curls and hummed thoughtfully as she stared at Jay, who had settled back on the floor but still looked unsettled, and she had to resist the urge to shove Carlos aside and embrace Jay, instead.

“So, what the fuck happened, Jay?” she asked, keeping her voice low. Despite that, he still flinched, and his eyes flickered.

“I dunno,” he mumbled, not lifting his head. Carlos stiffened against her but didn’t move, and Mal idly continued to twist his hair around her fingers.

“You ‘dunno?’” she repeated, and she knew her voice was cracking too sharp but this was a liability she wasn’t about to risk right now.

“Yeah,” Jay snapped back, but his eyes were on the wall behind her head, that same hollow look in them he’d had before. “I dunno, Mal. I don’t know what happened! I don’t know what he…what he did to me. I don’t know!”

Mal straightened sharply on the bed at that, and Carlos made a displeased noise and poked at her ribs again. She slapped his hand harder than she had earlier and he grumbled and pulled himself into a tighter ball away from her.

“He who?” Mal asked slowly, and Jay scowled, eyes flashing indignantly at her tone. Then he faltered, lips pressed tightly together and shoulders hunching inwards. “Jay.”

“I don’t,” he muttered, and he sounded small. He sounded weak. “I’m not sure. I don’t…I don’t remember.”

“This night, Jay,” Mal continued, insistent now as cold began to settle in her gut. “Earlier this night, Jay. When you were with Layton, do you remember that?”

Jay’s expression wrinkled at that, confusion and disgust plain on his face. “What? No, he…I didn’t let him do anything. Not like…not like before.”

And he trailed off again, eyes flicking away from her face and Mal cursed her stupidity because of fucking course and she should have known…. She hissed a few more curses under her breath and shoved Carlos off the bed, shifting closer to Jay.

“Right,” she said, ignoring Carlos as he sprung up from floor whining protests at her. “So, I fucked up and that’s on me, and I’m gonna do what I can to fix it, alright?”

Jay shrugged and remained silent, though Carlos did not, and Mal sighed, snapping her eyes over to the other boy.

“Shut up, Carlos,” she deadpanned. “Go and sleep in one of the parlor chairs in the other room.”

Carlos grumbled under his breath and glared sideways at her, but slunk away to do as she commanded. Jay barely blinked, and Mal had to fight to keep her irritation out of her voice when she spoke again.

“I need a name, Jay.”

He did blink at that, frowning up at her gripping his ankles tightly. “What?”

“A name, Jay,” she growled, and his frown deepened at her tone. “I know…I know it’s been ages but whatever happened is still giving you shit now so I need to know a name so I can go and deal with the problem.”

“What?” he said again, but it wasn’t quite a question directed at her. He stared into his knees, mystified. “Why would you…?”

“Because, asshole,” she snapped, prodding him with her foot until he looked up at her again. “It’s making you all ineffective and I need to make sure….” She paused, softened. “I need to make you’re ok.”

“I’m fine,” Jay spat, fingers trembling around his ankles.

“No you’re not,” Mal spat back. “And it’s my fault, but mostly it’s his fault and it’s Jafar’s. But I can’t kill Jafar, at least not yet, so I need you to give me a name, Jay.”

Jay twitched at that, and at first she was afraid he was upset she’d threatened to kill Jafar, which was a privilege that really, Jay should have. But then she realized it was something else as he shook his head slightly and ran his fingers through his hair, tugging at the curls at the back of his neck before wincing.

“I don’t have a name,” he muttered, finally. “They never…I didn’t have anything to…use for him. Only,” he paused, bit his lip and trembled. “I only heard him called ‘the Persian.’”

“That’s all I need,” she said, standing from the bed and grabbing the beaten pillow Carlos had been sleeping on before crossing to the curtain.

“Mal?” Jay called softly, and she paused with her fingers trailing through the beads, turning back. He hesitated, and she watched a variety of emotions flash across his face before it settled back into something like resignation. “Be careful?”

“Please,” she scoffed, offering an easy smile. “When have I ever been careful?”

She slipped through the curtain before he could say anything to stop her, striding through the parlor and pausing only long enough to carefully slip the pillow behind Carlos’ head. The leather chair creaked and groaned as he shifted, but didn’t wake, simply sighed softly and curled himself around the soft material. Mal shook her head and stepped back into the dividing room where Dizzy and Evie sat, speaking softly in rushed voices. They both stopped when Mal entered, Dizzy jumping up to her feet and peering up at her with worried eyes.

“Are you leaving?” she asked, as Mal passed a hand over her paint-stained hair and made for the door. “But you just got here!”

Evie gave her a look that seemed to echo the smaller girl’s sentiment, but she pressed her lips tightly together and remained silent. Mal gripped the hilt of her dagger and met Evie’s look with a sharp one of her own.

“If I’m not back before morning, rally the kids and we’ll meet at the hideout around eleven like always.”

Evie chewed at her lip, but nodded, and Mal felt at least some of the strain leave her at the relief that at least that was take care of.

“Where are you going?” Dizzy asked, and Mal grinned, eyes flashing green.

“I’ve still got the goblins for another few hours or so,” she quipped, flinging open the metal door and letting it slam against the alley wall beyond. “I’m going to go have some more fun.”


Chad

“Hey, do you have a second?”     

Chad looks up from his homework to find Ben peering at him, a determination in his eyes despite the way he rocks ever so slightly on his feet, his hands twisting the signet ring around his finger anxiously. And Chad has a sudden visceral memory of all the times Ben had done this in the past, when they were younger, coming back from spending time at the castle and just worrying worrying worrying over everything he learned he was responsible for, and did you know that on the Isle, Chad? And Chad always shoving, pushing, pulling away because it always hurt those reminders…those things that lingered too close to home and in the back of his mind, until Ben had eventually stopped coming to him.

But Ben was coming to him now, and Chad has to fight to keep that instinct at bay, the urge to bite out something harsh and hurtful before Ben’s knowledge could be used to hurt him.

“Sure,” he says easily, shrugging his shoulders and shoving aside the textbooks and papers in front of him. “I wasn’t doing anything important anyway.”

Ben surveys the pile Chad discarded and lifts a brow. “Isn’t that due in a week?” he says, and Chad shrugs because yeah, sure, but there were more pressing things he’d been dealing with than finishing an essay on time.

“Nothing too important,” Chad reiterates, and Ben lets out a laugh that seems more startled out of him than anything genuine, and Chad has a horrible feeling all of a sudden.

“We need to talk,” Ben says, and the determination in his eyes grows and Chad tries to think of what could possibly be driving this, what he needed to defend from, and then Ben draws a steadying breath and oh fuck oh fuck it’s--.

“It’s about Audrey.” Ben says it so calmly, the way he always did when he said things that shattered Chad’s world, and Chad stiffens even as he wipes his expression and pulls up a mask.

“What about Audrey?” Chad tries, and Ben’s eyes flash and his lips draw down sharply and his fingers still.

“Chad,” he says sharply, and Chad does not flinch, but it’s close. “Don’t. Don’t do this to me. Don’t give me bullshit. Not now.”

And Chad swallows hard because for all his efforts to appear careless he cared so much and this was Ben. This was Ben, who had always seen straight through Chad’s defenses and drawn him into life kicking and screaming, always seeing the things Chad tried to hide and embracing him regardless. Ben, who is practically his brother, his best friend. Ben, who is standing there anxious and determined and hurting and it’s Chad’s fault. Chad’s doing.

“What about Audrey?” Chad says again, softer this time, weighing the words for the severity they deserved.

“I don’t know, Chad,” Ben says, and his voice is steely even as it breaks. “You tell me.” And Chad can’t look him in the eyes. “You tell me, cuz from where I’m standing, you would know more than I do. So you tell me, Chad.”

“I never wanted for this to happen,” Chad blurts, and wow it’s all so cliché and oh but that is a lie because he had always wanted Audrey, just not like this. Not at Ben’s expense. Not in the middle of all of…this. “Ben, I never wanted to--”

Hurt you. Goes unsaid, as Ben’s hands clench tight at his sides and Chad falters and falls silent, gritting his jaw.

“How long?” Ben asks, and Chad dares to bring his head back up long enough to see that Ben’s eyes are bright, and realizes that they’re both fighting back stronger reactions. Stronger emotions.

It’s not what you think, and, it hasn’t been long, and, you weren’t here why do you care now? All come unbidden to Chad’s thoughts and to his lips, but he settles on the least damaging or perhaps the most damaging and says

“Not long. I don’t know. She came to me before the whole garden party fiasco and things kind of just…went…from there.”

Not like you think, he wants to plead. Not like you think, but did that even really matter when it came down to it?

“She said she wanted to break things off just before I left,” Ben says through a shaky breath. “So that means that you and her…you were seeing each other even before then?”

We were always seeing each other, Chad wants to say, wants to try for some sort of twisted joke to push Ben away before things got even worse. Instead what comes out is

“I’m sorry. I tried to get her to talk to you, but….” He trails off because it’s pitiful even to his own ears, and anyway, it had always been clear that the point was that she hadn’t gone to Ben.

“You could have walked away,” Ben says, tone icy and brittle. “You’re good at that.”

And it hurts but Chad steels himself to it and keeps his tone even despite the way he feels like he’s being ripped in two.

“I didn’t want to,” he says quietly, honestly, and Ben nods and a smile twists his face as tears drip down his face. Chad realizes with a start that his own face is wet, too, realizes the exact moment when something between them breaks.

“Well, I hope she’s worth it to you,” Ben says, voice brittle. “I hope you’ll be good for each other…better than I could have done.”

He turns then, and leaves, and Chad wants to stand and call after him, to protest. But he just sits in the numb silence left behind, and thinks that, no, it wasn’t worth this.


Carlos

He’s not entirely sure how it happened. One moment he was reeling over everything that had happened in therapy, pondering over the work the Cricket had given them –figure out their goals for their sessions; what they wanted to focus on- and the next he was being ambushed by Aziz and reeling for an entirely different reason. He doesn’t quite catch everything the older boy was saying, something along the lines of ‘look I know we haven’t talked a bit and that’s because you guys are avoiding me because of everything with Jay which I get and that’s fine but if I let a little silent treatment stop me from getting you guys to enjoy the wonder that is Tourney I’ll never forgive myself.’ Huh, looks like he’d caught it after all.

But all that it amounts to is Carlos and Jay, standing in the middle of the Tourney field (not the number 3 field, thankfully) surrounded by a bunch of other boys who looked like they maybe wanted to kill them. And also Ben and Chad and Aziz. So, not all of them wanted to kill them. Carlos realizes belatedly that at least three of the others on the team are the same ones who had tormented him from the beginning of their arrival, and who he and Jay had tormented in return, but Chad was also there and glaring daggers into anyone who so much as looked at either of them wrong; and Aziz is there to give Carlos cheerful thumbs up when he tries to decide if he should make a run for it. And also, Ben. So, yeah.

A whistle blows sharply and Carlos all but jumps out of his skin as the coach, a big, broad shouldered man who could probably break him over his knee if he wanted, yells out to him.

“Hey, lost boy! Put your helmet on and get out of the Kill Zone!”

He looks mad, and Carlos rushes to shove the unfamiliar helmet over his head and rush to wear the rest of the boys are gathered. He knew better than to piss off authority figures, but he couldn’t help but glance back over his shoulder to where he’d been standing, and take in the painted red rectangle that takes up that section of field, with white crossing lines and the words ‘Kill Zone’ displayed beneath.

Huh. Ok then.

He vaguely hears the coach divide them into pairs, and he’s grateful for the familiarity at least, for the chance to catch his breath. Then he finds himself immediately rescinding his thought, because he’s just about sprinting for his life to avoid being pummeled by Jay, and it’s so much like the Isle that it hurts. He thinks they make the team, somehow, impossibly.

Aziz was cheering for them by the end of it, anyway, even if the coach was shaking his head like he wasn’t quite sure what he was going to do with them. Carlos knows that look; Cruella had often gotten that look on her face, and it almost always ended in some form of pain. But the coach doesn’t offer them any more than a few stern words about how they’d have to keep their studies and their behavior up in order to remain on the team, and they’d have to practice a bit harder given that they joined later, and there’s a game coming up in only four more weeks and---

In the end it’s Ben who volunteers to work with Carlos a little more on some drills, and the coach who pulls Jay aside for a word. The sight of Jay going off with him sets off all of Carlos’ anxieties and fears, and he nearly breaks down then and there. It’s only the fact that he catches Aziz slinking off after them with a sly look of curiosity on his face that has him relaxing enough to follow after Ben, and the other boy coaches him through a set of drills that coincide with some of the basics of the game.

It’s nice, working with Ben. He doesn’t mind if Carlos talks or doesn’t, and waits patiently for him to work his way through the words when he does. Carlos doesn’t know if it’s just because Ben seems a bit distracted, but the ease of interaction is enough that Carlos finds himself relaxing, and the words come a bit easier, to the point where it’s not as much of a struggle as he’d feared to get out:

“Did-did-did you find him?”

Ben pauses his stopwatch, looking up from his clipboard and frowning. “Find…,” he begins, then he blinks. “Oh. Oh, yeah I was going to tell you about that!”

Carlos straightens up immediately, and something in Ben’s face falls, seizing tightly at his insides.

“So, I did some research while I was at the castle,” Ben begins slowly, and he pulls something out of his pocket and holds it out. Carlos scrambles closer and realizes that it’s a piece of notebook paper, and he takes it and examines it closely as Ben talks.

“I couldn’t find out much, but there’s a brief mention of a man named Isaac Heller in the records related to Cruella. Nothing definitive, and nobody could figure out where he’d come from. But he disappeared not too long after um….after the barrier went up over the Isle, and hasn’t been heard from since.”

The notebook paper is equally sparse, only a few notes written in surprisingly neat, if blocky handwriting. ‘Isaac Heller. Scandal related to Cruella de Vil…hints at affair? Aspiring author/writer, no published works recorded. Disappeared from all public and private records twelve years ago. Nothing since then.’

It’s strange, how disappointed he feels. He reads the paper over and over again but nothing…twelve years. Carlos blinks, and frowns, reading the lines again.

“Twe-twelve years ago,” he mutters, biting at his lip. “I would have bbbeen two…”

“You’re only fourteen?” Ben asks, and Carlos freezes.

“Nnoo,” he mumbles shakily, and Ben huffs a laugh and shakes his head.

“Carlos it’s alright if you’re fourteen,” he says, and Carlos carefully finds himself relaxing. “I was just surprised because the records we had said you were older, almost sixteen. Clearly we have to get a better system of keeping track of things.”

And Ben grins as he says it, but Carlos is frozen because…because there’d been something…itching in the back of his head. He frowns and pokes at it because there was something not right about that…but that would mean that someone would have had to change his age in Auradon records and no one had that much power he was sure. And yet at the same time there is something in his head that is trying to tell him something damnit!

“Hey, don’t worry too much about it,” Ben says, and he swings a gentle hand out to clip Carlos on the shoulder. “Let’s work on some sprints, ok?”

“Ok,” Carlos agrees carefully, idly wandering back to the lines marked on the field and taking a stance.

“Ok, ready?” Ben draws out the ‘eee’ sound a bit and Carlos tenses, ready. “Go!”

And Carlos springs forward and he’s always loved running, really. Despite how often running for him on the Isle had always meant bad things, terrible things, he’d always loved the feeling of adrenaline flowing through him. The power running through him and fueling him on, faster and faster where others might have slowed or tired. Running was something he could do, in spite of his speech, in spite of his mother or anything she might have wanted him to be or not be. Running was something that was just his, and he was grateful for Auradon in that moment, for giving running back to him in a way that meant he wasn’t getting chased or threatened or---

Arp!

Hm? Carlos falters midstep and looks back over his shoulder to see something moving across the field in his direction. It’s tiny and brown and he thinks four legs, animal, and then the thing makes that high pitched ‘arp!’ sound again, and Carlos is suddenly in the library, back against the wall as a much larger, similarly four-legged and wagging tailed thing was sniffing at him. And then he thinks Pongo, Dalmatian, dog.

Tiny dog.

It was a dog. It was a dog was a dog was a dog and Carlos is gone. Running and he feels his breath leave him in a scream and desperately clamps down on the sound, forcing air back into his lungs and running for the closest protection he can find, which is impossible given the open field he’s on right now but. There’s a tree line at the edge of the field and he bursts into it, branches scratching his face and the dog dog tiny dog it’ll kill me it’ll kill me it’ll kill me arp!ing right behind him and tree tree find a tree dog’s can’t climb? Tiny dog shouldn’t be able to climb, right?

It doesn’t matter, and Carlos throws himself at the nearest thing he can find, pushing off a fallen log and scrambling for the lowest branch. He barely gets his fingers around it before he hears the trees breaking behind him and he whimpers, bark scraping against his knees as he tucks his legs as close to his body as he can.

“Carlos?!”

It’s Ben! It’s Ben it’s Ben Ben is safe Ben will protect him from

“Ben?!” He calls back. “Ben!” And he’s desperately relieved as the older boy’s head comes through the trees, needles and green falling out of his hair.

“Carlos, there you are!” Ben says, and he’s laughing, grinning. And Carlos is hallway down the tree when the trees shift and break and dog.

“Aaah! No!” He whines, and Ben…Ben is right there what is he doing it’s gonna…. “B-b-en! It’s gonna rrrip out my throat!”

“What?” Ben says, and he’s still laughing and he’s still right there why does he not understand that this thing is dangerous?

He must have said something of that out loud, as Ben’s brows furrow through his confused smile, and he actually bends down and picks up the dog.

“Who uh…who told you that?” Ben asks, and Carlos fixes him with his own incredulous look because who else but

“Mmmy mother,” he manages, knees gripping to keep his balance where his fingers slip from the branch. “She-she-she’s a dog expert. A dog yeller-er.”

And Ben looks like he wants to frown even more but he’s still grinning and still holding the dog and

“Whwhwhat are you doing he’s gonna attack you!?” Carlos cries, and he turns his face and buries it into the wood, cursing his own cowardice and bracing for the sound of Ben’s screams and the dog’s snarls.

Instead, there is silence. Or at least, there’s a tiny, panting huffing sound that is the dog, and the quiet ha ha chuckling that is an alive Ben.

“Carlos you’ve never actually…met a dog. Have you?” Ben says, and Carlos blinks because he’d met Pongo but he didn’t know if that really counted.

Ben straightens, shifting his arms so the dog is on even more display and lifts his chin importantly, staring into the thing’s eyes.

“Dude, meet Carlos,” he says to it, then lifts his laughing eyes to Carlos. “Carlos, this is Dude. He’s the campus mutt.”

Carlos frowns because that’s familiar, and he lowers himself carefully down to the ground, brushing off his shirt and then searching along his arms because he knew it was there somewhere and…aha. He extends his arm to Ben and points questioningly at the marked patch of skin just above the crook of his elbow and to where the word ‘Mutt’ is carved in raised, pale scratches.

Ben goes a bit pale too, and his eyes take on that heavy-sad-guilty thing they do whenever the Isle is mentioned.

“Not…not quite like that,” Ben says, and Carlos frowns and looks sideways at the dog.

“W-well what does-?” he starts to ask, and Ben makes a puffy sound that might have been another laugh but is a bit less humor filled to be the same noise he had been making.

“A mutt is when the breeds that make it up are hard to tell,” Ben mutters, not looking Carlos in the eye. “Like, you have Dalmatians sorry…which are recognizable, but if you mix it with something else that’s not…you get a mutt.”

Oh. Well that explained why it was on his arm, then. Carlos brightens, and laughs a bit, and Ben looks startled and confused as he points at his arm, and then at the dog.

“So so he is like me!” he states, proudly, and Ben looks at a loss and slightly pained. But with the connection made Carlos is able to see that the dog is not, in fact, vicious or wild. It had barely squirmed in Ben’s arms, and simply looked at him calmly as Carlos carefully approached and poked it with his finger. The dog tries to lick his hand when he pulls it away, and though it’s barely a touch, it’s warm and rough across his fingertips.

“Woah!” Carlos gasps, stepping back quickly and lifting both hands away from the dog because. Huh. “Huh,” he says, and steps closer, poking his whole hand forward in one movement and waiting.

His fingers meet a soft, warm body, tangling through wiry fur, and Carlos realizes belatedly that he is petting a dog. He is petting a dog and not dying, and he thinks that maybe Cruella wasn’t quite as much of an expert as he’d thought. Maybe he was a good boy after all.


Once upon a time, a man fell in love with a woman, as men are wont to do. That is to say, as some men are wont to do. The woman that this man fell in love with was beautiful and cunning, just as he was cunning. Ruthless, and vicious, making up for his own lack of a violent nature.

Over time, the man and the woman had a child. A son. They named him Ceran, and he was beautiful, like his mother. But weak, like his father, and like the land in which he'd been born. Ceran grew weaker and weaker, until one day, he stopped growing entirely.

The woman became even more ruthless after that, and the man grew weaker, but didn't stop loving her. Didn't stop growing cunning, in his own ways. Planning so that they would never lose another child, as they had lost their first. But there were powers conspiring against them that even he could not have foreseen.

They had a second child. Another son. He was beautiful, like his mother. And like his father. Cunning, like his father, but also. Weak. But his father loved him and so together they grew more cunning. And his mother more vicious. Until the man had no choice but to flee. But he didn't forget his son. His second son, his only son. The man had been making plans, you see. To free his love and to free his child from the land they'd been contained to. The land that had made them so weak and had taken his first child from him.

But those powers? The ones that he could not have predicted, could not have contained? Broke. And the man found himself far away from his love, and from his son, with no way to return. Grieved, and recalling his now broken promise that he would never lose another child, the man determined that perhaps it was best that his child not share his same grief. Not share the burden of losing one so dear.

And so the man gathered the remains of his powers and shuttered himself away from his son's memories, and from the memories of those in the land surrounding him. Even from his lover's memories, until nothing remained but a mystery. A mystery that would remain unsolved, at least until he could find a way to return once again to be with his child and his lover in freedom.

But that would be a long time to come. And there were so many stories to write in between...

Once upon a time, somewhere in Maine, a yellow Volkswagen entered a little town.

Once upon a time, somewhere in Auradon, Carlos was remembering a name.

Once upon a time, somewhere on the Isle, Cruella was screaming.

Once upon a time, somewhere in Arandelle, Isaac Heller was laughing.

Chapter 34: They say I'm callous (keep your demons on a leash) pt. 4

Summary:

In which secrets are revealed, confessions are made, and discussions are had.

Notes:

***WARNINGS*** for this chapter: This chapter contains some frank discussions of child abuse and neglect as well as molestation and assault. Nothing graphic, but the dialogue is there; aside from that, there is the usual language; violence, discussions of child abuse and implied domestic violence, some mild descriptions of self-harm; as well as implied and referenced homophobia/internalized homophobia.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

  Aziz

He’s not entirely sure why he follows Jay, if he’s being honest. But then again, if he’s being honest, he’s got some idea. It’s not just the panic in the Carlos’ eyes; the helplessness and terror with which the smaller boy watches the Coach pull Jay aside- although that’s part of it. And it’s not quite because of the way Jay goes stiff for a whole five seconds before following, with this wary, resigned look in his eyes- although that’s definitely another part of it.

He thinks it’s mostly because he’s curious. He’d seen the excitement in Coach’s eyes as they’d run through drills, and he’d been excited too, and no small parts pleased that his idea had paid off. But really, he’s following because he’s selfish. It had been a week now since that night on the Tourney field, but every time he’d tried to approach Jay or even Carlos, they’d find some reason to wiggle away, or else they’d shut down entirely, and wouldn’t speak a word. And Aziz was sick of it; sick of being avoided, and of always somehow being a source of conflict to the VKs.

And so he follows Jay and Coach, and puts all his stealth training into use and wedges himself under the metal bleachers that they sit on. Tilting his head he can just see the edges of Coach’s sneakers; the tips of his fingers and the side of Jay’s face. Jay, who is sitting entirely still on the bench, jaw tight and eyes not quite looking at Coach, now that Aziz is thinking about it. Jay’s eyes are entirely focused on Coach’s hands, and while Aziz doesn’t want to think about all that that might mean, he can’t seem to do anything but.

“Listen, Jay, what you did out there was nothing short of spectacular, and I could really use a tough guy like you on this team. They’re a great team, don’t get me wrong, but sometimes they can just be…a bunch of Princes, know what I mean?”

Hey, Aziz thinks, reeling silently beneath the bleachers. I take offense to that, Coach.

Jay snorts, just a little, then seems to realize he’d shown amusement and stills, brows lifting cautiously.

“I uh…I know what you mean,” he offers finally, when Coach remains silent a moment longer. “Sort of all, ‘oh excuse me, did I hit you too hard?’ and ‘wait, after you, old friend.’”

Fuck he’s got jokes, Aziz thinks, and even Coach chuckles a bit, shaking his head and bringing a hand up to adjust his cap. Jay doesn’t flinch, but his eyes do watch the moment intently. He seems to relax just a bit when Coach makes no other moves, and Jay shifts his weight back and adopts a faux-aggressive posture.

“Yeah, well, back home it’s ‘prepare to die, fucker!’ As Jafar always used to say, “the only way to win is to make sure everyone else loses. You rip---”

“Jay! Jay! Jay!” Coach interrupts, reaching a hand out to grip Jay’s shoulder. Aziz is grateful but also disappointed, because he’d been morbidly curious as to the rest of Jafar’s so-called wisdom.

Jay instantly stops and sits again, eyes wide and wary again, and Coach seems to realize his position and drops his hand from Jay’s shoulder, instead sweeping it out to gesture…somewhere. Aziz thinks it might be towards the Tourney field, and his hunch is seemingly confirmed with Coach’s next words.

“Let me explain a team to you. You know how the body has a lot of different parts? Eyes, legs, arms…but they all need each other to form one whole. Does that make sense?”

Aziz shifts his weight against the metal beam he’s leaning on and he can make out the confusion on Jay’s face that much better. Well, it’s not quite confusion…almost like Jay’s getting the information, but it’s coming through a thick filter. Jay’s brow furrows, and he nods, but distantly.

“So you’re saying, I’m like the fist?”

Coach sighs, then perks up again, leaning forward as the enthusiasm strikes him again. “How ‘bout this way. A team is like a family, ok? Everyone working together and supporting each other. Looking out for each other and making sure that no one person is left unprotected.”

It’s not a bad metaphor, if Aziz is saying so himself. But he’s not really, Coach is, and Jay blinks, eyes lifting to meet the man’s gaze.

“But…I already have that. A team…Mal, Evie, Carlos. We’re already a family.”

Well shit. That was news. And also adorable as fuck, Jay, what the crap?

Coach seems just as taken aback, though he recovers faster than Aziz does, nodding and grinning ever so slightly.

“It’s great the way you rush ahead Jay, and that fire you put into playing. But you also need to make sure you’re not burning the rest of your team, right? The rest of your family.”

“Oh,” Jay says slowly, nodding along. “Yeah that makes sense.”

“I know you said you already have a family, and I wouldn’t want to take away from that in any way. But do you think you could try letting this team become another family?”

“I…I can try.”

“Then welcome to the family, Jay. Welcome to the team.”

Damn it, Aziz hisses to himself, swallowing hard and adamantly refusing to let the pricking at the back of his eyes become anything more than that. It’s like we’re in some sappy movie or something.

He very nearly misses Coach’s departure, but he manages to slip out from beneath the bleachers in time to match Jay’s, remembering his mission. To talk. Right. Ok. Real simple. Just gotta do it. Just gotta open your mouth, Aziz. Hey can we talk? Can we talk?

“Heycanwetalk?”

“Son of a fuck!”

Jay jumps about a foot, and it would be funny expect in the next moment Aziz finds himself about to be pinned to the bleachers. He manages to shift out of the grip, reversing his position so he’s once again at Jay’s side. He makes a show of adjusting the cuffs of his shirt to give Jay a chance to recover. The other boy does so quickly, and glares sharply at Aziz, who fixes a carefully neutral look on his own face.

“Were you following me? Listening in?”

“No,” he answers immediately. “…Yes.”

“You know you keep coming so close to Isle and then you go right back into Auradon,” Jay mumbles, but he’s not quite glaring anymore, so Aziz takes it as a good sign and plunges ahead.

“Well if everything you guys have shown in any indicator, I might not last as long as you think,” he quips recklessly, and Jay’s eyes flicker away from his and something in his posture tightens.

Crap.

“Sorry, bad joke. I shouldn’t have…”

“I mean, you’re not wrong, but. For different reasons than you think,” Jay replies, and his lips twist sideways into a smirk despite his continued lack of eye contact.

“Hey, you never know,” Aziz retorts, letting his own relief color his own grin. “I’m full of surprises.”

“Uh huh, sure,” Jay mumbles through a scoff, and Aziz almost shoves him, then aborts the thought, uncertain as to how that would be received.

“You know, what coach said wasn’t wrong,” he says after a moment, turning so he was level with Jay and hopefully in a less confrontational position. “If we’re gonna be on the same team, we have to learn to support each other…and it’s kinda hard to do that if you keep avoiding me.”

“I’m not avoiding you now, am I?” Jay challenges, and the smirk on his face twists further sideways into something like a grimace.

“Then let’s fucking talk,” Aziz snaps back, straightening sharply and leveling Jay with a look that isn’t quite returned.

“Fucking talk about what?” Jay growls, but he shifts his weight restlessly back, and Aziz doesn’t know whether to brace for a blow or for him to run.

“You’ve been ignoring it since it happened, and Carlos tried to tell me not to say anything when it did....but I’m tired of holding my breath and waiting for you to come around so--”

“So then just say it,” Jay snarls, and his eyes snap up like a challenge of itself, but there’s something heavy in them, and hollow. “Just…fucking say it, Aziz.”

“Those scars on your back…the…the things that happened to you….”

“It’s past stuff,” Jay cuts in where Aziz falters, and his voice is just as heavy and resigned, no longer sharp and violent. “It’s not…I was hoping that if I just pretended like nothing happened, you would too and things could just go back to like before. But then you kept…giving all these looks like…like you wanted to make a big deal of it.”

“It’s not a big deal to you?” Aziz can’t help but ask, and Jay gives him a look and he remembers who he’s talking to. The place he had come from. “What…I mean, if it’s something you don’t want to talk about that’s fine it’s just…things like that…aren’t supposed to happen.”  

Jay shrugs, but Aziz can see right through the unaffected air he’s trying to put on. “It’s just how things went on the Isle,” he says stiffly. “There’s always some kind of a cost for failure and some shit’s bigger than others.”

“Meaning?” Aziz presses carefully, and Jay huffs an impatient noise and casts his eyes out and over Aziz’s shoulder.

“Jafar runs a pawn shop on the Isle, and it was my job to keep his shelves stocked…and to look for any…lamp-shaped things in particular.”

Oh. Oh no. He was starting to get a picture now and he didn’t like where this was going.

“I take it there wasn’t much luck in that department, huh?” he offers weakly, and Jay scoffs, lips twitching upwards.

“More than you’re thinking, but none of the magical variety. For obvious reasons.”

“Shame,” Aziz mutters, in his usual, albeit pitiful attempt to continue the banter.

“Yeah,” Jay mutters back, and Aziz almost has hope until he continues. “I wouldn’t be allowed in the house until I’d collected enough junk to satisfy whatever quota he decided on for the day, and I’d never know until I went back and dumped everything I’d found. Most of the time I’d end up just going to Mal’s…or Evie’s to sleep.”

“And the other times?” he asks, bracing for it.

 Jay shrugs again, but the movement is a bit more pointed, his eyes intent as they flicker over to Aziz’s.

“I mean, you saw, so. Pretty obvious where things stood the majority of the time.”

Jafar did that to you?”

He’s not quite incredulous, because he’d known of course the capacity for evil that the man had. He just still couldn’t quite process the thought of a parent intentionally hurting their child in such a way.

“Well I mean. He had a whip so um, what else was he supposed to do with it, right?”

Aziz feels distinctly sick to his stomach.

“Sorry,” Jay blurts quickly, hands digging deep in his pockets. “Thought it was my turn to make a bad joke. Guess not.”

“I just…I can’t believe that this whole time, we’ve been over here in luxury, and meanwhile stuff like this had been happening on the Isle.”

“I mean,” Jay says, shifting his weight and frowning over at him. “It’s pretty normal.”

“But it’s not!” Aziz cries, and Jay blinks. “It’s really not normal, and it’s not ok, and I’m so sorry that you had to through everything that you did thinking that, and I know that me saying that I’m sorry doesn’t mean anything to you but I’m sorry and if there was something I could do to change it happening I would. But I can’t and so I’m just…I’m sorry.”

There’s silence for a moment, that’s only punctuated by Aziz’s borderline frantic breathing, and the idle skrtch-skrtch sound of Jay scratching his head.

“That’s….that’s a lot of words, Aziz,” Jay says finally, and Aziz laughs weakly.

“Yeah, well. I meant them. All of them.”

“Y-yeah, I can tell,” Jay sort of chuckles back, but there’s a strange look on his face that Aziz can’t figure out. “Look, I get that you want to make things ok between us but…there’s nothing you can do about that. No, shit, wait that came out wrong!”

Aziz pauses mid-recoil and tries to catch his breath, and Jay clenches and unclenches his fists and looks like he wants to scream. Beyond them, Aziz can make out the shapes of the rest of the team, running through drills it looked like. Blissfully unaware of the tumultuous conversation happening right behind them.

“I meant,” Jay finally manages slowly. “That as far as I’m concerned, we’re already ok. Been ok. Fuck. You don’t have to apologize or be weird or anything, is all I’m trying to say.”

“We’re…we’re good then?” Aziz repeats cautiously, just to be sure.

“Fuck. Yes, Aziz,” Jay drawls, rolling his eyes and offering the barest hint of a grin. “We’re good, ok? I’m sorry for avoiding you or making you think otherwise, but we’re really fine. And…and I’m working on being fine with everything in my past and how ‘bout we leave it at that for now, ok?”

“Ok!” he agrees enthusiastically, and he gives in to his earlier impulse and reaches over to grip Jay’s shoulder tightly.

Jay narrows his eyes at him but doesn’t pull away, and he takes it as a good sign and laughs, but doesn’t push his luck and drops his hand. Jay scoffs and shakes his head, but he’s definitely grinning now and Aziz is just relieved that things had gone according to plan, for once. That he hadn’t screwed things up again.

“Ok, so now that that’s finally settled, we have to start going over plays for the team, because if we lose to the Sherwood Falcons again, someone is going to die and it’s not gonna be me.”

“I don’t know, you’ve kinda been pushing our buttons a lot lately, Mal just might do you in.”

“See, you said we were ok but now you’re threatening to sic Mal on me?” Aziz protests through a laugh.

Jay shrugs, but he’s smirking through a laugh, and he shoves Aziz’s shoulder back as they continue across the field. “Just don’t push any more of her buttons and I think you’ll be fine,” he says, and Aziz pastes a wounded look on his face.

“You think?” he repeats. “So basically, I’m a goner. I should tell Nikki I love him, then, before it’s too late.”

Jay’s smirk falters, his lips tightening and eyes going dark. “You’re just gonna…keep doing that, then,” he says, half-question and half-something like scorn. Or is it disappointment?

“Do what?” Aziz replies, forcing his tone to remain even, to not narrow his eyes and instead focus on the school up ahead. “Not be ashamed to talk about who I am or my boyfriend? Yeah, I’m going to ‘keep doing that, then.’”

He regrets his harshness just a bit, but he’d thought they’d just gotten through with this, dammnit!

Jay stops dead in the courtyard, his glower almost a perfect copy of the Beast’s statue above them.

“So then tell me what the fuck the difference is!” he spits out, just as harsh. “Tell me that there is one so I can stop freaking out over nothing! Tell me you aren’t going to turn out the exact same way, that…that I’m not going to turn out like that because of it.”

It’s Aziz’s turn to stop dead at Jay’s outburst, and several heads and eyes turn their way, anxious whispering starting up at the sight of Jay’s anger. But he ignores them all because, really, really Aziz, you should have known this was coming next. He spins on his heel to find Jay on the edge of hyperventilating, fists clenched so tightly he can see the red welts forming in his palms. His eyes are on the ground, shoulders shaking and hunched defensively, as though he’s bracing for some kind of outburst in turn, and a violent one at that.

Aziz draws a shaky breath that Jay mirrors without seeming to think about it, and he takes a few uncertain steps forward to close the gap, angling himself so that he and the statue block any unwanted gazes.

“Jay, hey. Hey, look at me?”

Jay does, eyes lifting cautiously and fists clenching tighter.

“Wow, hey cool,” Aziz rambles breathlessly. “I did a thing. Ok, ok I should have realized it wouldn’t be so easy and I’m sorry for making light of…gods of everything. I shouldn’t have done that to you and I’m sorry.”

Jay’s shoulders uncurl ever so slightly, but the guarded look is still there in his eyes. “Stop fucking apologizing and give me some answers, Aziz,” he demands, almost as breathless as Aziz feels.

“Right,” he says, nodding his head even as his stomach stages a revolt because he never would have thought…not that he didn’t realize the necessity of this conversation. He just hadn’t thought he’d be the one doing it.

“Right,” he says again, taking another step forward, and Jay’s eyes harden again, his clenched hands lifting ever so slightly in warning. Aziz stops where he is and lifts his own hands, palms up. There’s a brief moment where he wonders if he had gone about this all wrong, if there was even hope for the reconciliation he’d wanted, if Jay was just going to beat him bloody like he’d done to Nikhil.

Then Jay’s gaze shifts, fractures slightly, and he can see the fear underneath, and he realizes that everything the others had been trying to tell him was true. The VKs really were acting entirely out of fear because, right now, he’s convinced that Jay is more terrified of Aziz than he is of Jay. It’s that that makes up his mind and drives his words, and he draws another steadying breath before sitting on the edge of the brick surrounding the Beast’s statue. Jay falters, fixing him with an odd look before carefully mirroring him, his fists still clenched, although he simply places them on his knees, and stares as Aziz begins to talk.

“Jay, what happened to you should never have happened, and it’s not at all how any of this is supposed to work. The person who did that to you- and I use that term so lightly- he is sick in the head, and took what’s supposed to be something good and…and perverted it. He’s perverted, Jay, and--”

“Was,” Jay says abruptly, cutting him off, and Aziz falters.

“What?”

Was a pervert,” Jay says again, eyes still hard despite the way his voice shakes with a touch of desperation. “He’s dead. Mal killed him. He’s dead.

“Good,” Aziz says, and means it with everything he’s got and then some. “He deserves no less than to rot in--”

“What do you feel for Nikki?” Jay blurts before he can finish, and Aziz blinks a moment before catching up.

“It’s not the same,” he’s quick to respond, but Jay just scowls.

“What do you feel for him?” he repeats, insistent, and Aziz almost scowls back before he remembers the point of all this.

“I love him,” he answers honestly, sincerely. “He’s my best friend, my partner. If he’s hurting, I hurt. He’s always got a smile or a song or something inside him and he’s never afraid to share it. And never afraid to just be who he is and to encourage everyone else to do the same, all with this carefree way about him. But he does care. He cares so much and he puts up with my shit all the time which is really, the best part.”

Jay’s got another weird look on his face, which is the only thing that stops him from continuing. It’s like he can’t decide how he feels about the feelings Aziz has spilled to him, and Aziz waits a moment to let him process, to let himself process before starting up again.

“What we have, is a relationship,” he says slowly. “It’s equal, Jay. We’re both in total control of ourselves and our attraction to each other, and neither one of us ever has more power over the other. Plus we’re the same age, which is really the most important distinction there.”

Jay scoffs, then blinks, like he hadn’t meant to be anything other than terrified or vindictive. “Another bad attempt at a joke?” he mumbles, and Aziz would have hissed except he suddenly had no air.

“No,” he says, so firmly it halts Jay mid-laugh. “No, Jay, that literally is the most important distinction here.”

“Oh,” Jay says, stunned, and Aziz almost wants to cry, but he knows that if he does, he’ll lose whatever credibility he’s built up.

He lets Jay make connections for a bit, watches the various realizations lining up in his head. He knows at least that some of it has processed when Jay looks over at him, eyes a bit less traumatized as he asks:

“And…that whole attraction thing? Will I…I won’t...how is that any different?”

“Being attracted to people isn’t a bad thing,” Aziz tries, recognizing what Jay is actually asking and hating that he was. “It’s when you have people like him, that have terrible attractions and act on them and hurt others…hurt people like you…that’s when we have a problem. But you shouldn’t think that just because you….”

“But I still…!” Jay bursts out, eyes wide and frantic. Then he stops, and immediately drops his eyes to the ground, and Aziz has to work to catch his gaze again.

“You still…what?” he asks cautiously, and Jay lifts his eyes just long enough to glare at him, lips pulling back in a pained grimace before a terrified sort of vulnerability creeps in.

“I still…I feel…things….” He mumbles, so faintly Aziz can barely hear. But hear he does, and he blinks a bit as his brain attempts to buffer.

“Things?” he repeats dumbly. “You mean…attractions? To people?”

Jay makes that snarling face again, but there’s no bite to it and Aziz can easily see through to the terror underneath.

“That’s fucked up, right?” Jay asks. “I mean…I mean I shouldn’t I…I shouldn’t be able to feel these things, right?”

“Jay, finding people attractive and being attracted to them is normal,” Aziz says meekly, feeling like he’s in way over his head here but desperate to at least get something right.

“It’s a regular, normal part of life and it just so happens that your views on things have been colored by some fucked up shit. But you’re not a bad person for finding people attractive.”

Jay looks like he wants to say something more, but then thinks better of it and shakes his head.

“Yeah, ok,” he says instead, and Aziz wishes he could offer so much more than his shitty words, but he just hopes he was able to help at least a little.

“It’s a lot to process, I know,” Aziz manages, when it’s clear that Jay isn’t going to offer anything more up. “Most of it I’m sure the Cricket will be much better equipped than me to help you with. But uh, I’m here for you, ok?”

“Hm?” Jay hums distractedly, brows lifting cautiously.

“I’m still your friend, Jay, regardless of…anything and everything. And I’m here for you.”

And the look on Jay’s face, at least, makes Aziz glad he’d hid under the bleachers after all.


Carlos

(He remembers in pieces.)

He knows something big was happening today. He knew because Isaac was there, and Isaac was only ever there when big things were happening. Or maybe he made big things happen, but Carlos didn’t care because he was there and maybe this time he would stay this time. Or take Carlos with him like he kept promising he would.

The big thinks happen like this:

Cruella getting mad at something Isaac said.

Cruella throwing something that breaks and shatters and hurts as it digs into Isaac’s skin and in Carlos’ skin where Isaac scoops him up and holds him tight in his arms.

Carlos crying as they leave the smoky interior of the apartment. Isaac hushing him and promising that it would be fine as soon as they got to the boat.

Carlos screaming at the light, at the noise at the hands that try and grab him away. But Isaac holding tight and whispering words that make the crowding people recoil.

And then suddenly there’s a shift and a blur and pain. And other voices who are not Isaac saying things. And Isaac screaming no, no he’s mine! He’s mine he’s mine you can’t you can’t!

And he’s in someone else’s arms and hands pinch at him and tell him stop that barking now, pup and Isaac is being pulled away and there are other people screaming too, crying and pleading things just like he had and it’s all no, I’m making my claim. No, she’s my daughter! Mine, you hear?

And he turns his head in time to see a little girl with fire for hair kicking at the hands that try to pull her away from a woman with similarly bright hair.

The little girl gets a slap for her trouble, and she goes still on the ground and silent while the woman continues to cry.

But all that matters to him is Isaac, who fights through the crowd and his face is blurring above him and no, he can’t he has to be able to see his face!

“Carlos,” Isaac says, and his voice is gasping and desperate and powerful as it rumbles through Carlos’ chest. “Carlos no matter what, don’t forget that I love you, ok?”

Then there’s another push, and everything blurs for a moment.

Then a voice through the crowd, and a face, tear streaked and desperate as he fought against the hands shoving him towards a boat.

“Carlos! I—ddy loves you. I--ve you, Carlos!”

And then there’s one last push and the voice was gone. And then it was just him, and Cruella.


Carlos sits up so fast in bed he feels sick. Then he realizes it’s an actual feeling in his stomach and he bolts, barely making it to the bathroom before he’s heaving desperately on the tile, sobbing so hard he can’t breathe.  Jay’s voice drifts to him in the midst of it, but his words don’t make any sense and it’s so close to what he’d just dreamed he almost throws up again.

“Carlos it’s….’reathe. I’m…getting Mal, ok?”

Carlos wants to say, no, don’t leave! But Jay is already gone, and he cries desperately on the floor until he feels a hand on his back and warmth pulsing through him, and Mal’s voice, rough with sleep but no less firm.

Tawelan, Carlos. Calm down.”

He breathes, the pressure in his chest easing but not the pain, and he hiccups roughly a few times as he catches his breath. He can feel the others around him, hear the worried murmur of their voices and he knows he should try and say something, but all that comes out is a whine.

“It was just a dream, dude,” Jay mutters, and his voice is worried and awkward. “It’s not real, whatever it was…”

“It w-w-was real,” he blurts, shakily, blinking back his tears and shuddering in Mal’s arms. “He was rreal, he was real and I…I….”

“’Los? You’re not making any sense,” Evie whispers above him somewhere, and he wants to tell them but he can’t. He can’t because then it would make it really real…that he’d had…someone. That someone who wasn’t Cruella and who had cared about him was on the Isle with him and Carlos had forgotten him.

“He who?” Mal rumbles, and her voice is dangerous. “Do I have to go and kill someone else?”

And Carlos almost laughs but it’s a weak bubble in his chest, and he settles for shaking his head into the crook of her neck.

“Nno,” he mumbles, finally. “Just a...just a bad memory. I’mmm ok.”

Mal hedges a moment and he can feel her desire to say something like a physical force. Finally she stands and lifts him with her, fingers tangling gently in his hair as she murmurs ‘Tawel’ again under her breath.

“The Cricket says we shouldn’t ignore flashbacks when they come,” she continues once he’s steady again. “But what’s say we forget this one for now and go back to bed?”

He nods jerkily, drained of the energy to protest. He wonders idly if that’s what she’d intended with her words, but it’s a peaceful sort of drain in his body. Like he’s tired. Which, now that he’s thinking about it, he is.

He climbs back into bed, and Mal slips beneath the covers with him and Evie crawls in and then Jay piles in somewhere. And they tangle together perfectly, Mal carding her fingers through his hair and murmuring Tawel, tawel,’ until he falls into darkness again.


By the time morning comes, Carlos is exhausted and no calmer, for all Mal’s renewed effort. It’s all he can manage to get breakfast down, and he’s on edge and restless and snaps at Evie’s attempts to rouse him. He very nearly throws his butter knife at Ben when the other boy approaches their table, and instead digs it into his tray and growls with each step closer Bent takes.

“No,” Mal snarls, before Ben has the chance to open his mouth.

Carlos feels his lips twitch ever so slightly at Ben’s expression, but his amusement sours again as Ben plows on regardless.

“You don’t even know what I’m going to say,” he chokes out through a weak laugh, and Mal narrows her eyes and Carlos continues to growl.

“You’re either going to tell us that yet another thing from our past had been dug up and everyone wants to poke at it, or you want us to meet with the Council again. And the answer is still no.

She punctuates it with a sharp spark of flame, and Carlos somehow vaguely knows that that won’t stop Ben.

He’s right.

“Well, yes, the new Council I’ve made wants to meet with you guys and see how things have been going. And also, the ambassador from Arandelle has a message from Queen Elsa, and since she had pretty strong opinions about the Isle and you guys to begin with, it’s kind of a big deal.”

Carlos blinks at that, and Jay and Mal exchange skeptical looks. He’s not sure what Evie does, but no one is telling Ben no again, and that’s all that he really wants.

[No!] He signs sharply, his hands shaking. [I’m not going.] And Ben looks at him, stunned.

“Carlos is in a mood today,” Mal explains shortly. “But honestly it’s justified, and the last thing we need is judgement from yet another royal.”

“Mm…see the thing is,” Ben mumbles, shuffling his feet and not making eye contact. “It’s kind of really important.”


Isaac

He’s standing in front of the shell shocked rulers and it's hard not to be smug.

“I'm sorry, you want to what?”

He grins, and he knows it's too wide and too tight and too delighted but he doesn't give a damn because he was winning.

“It is fully within Queen Elsa's rights within this realm, and as she is still a standing monarch of Arandelle and not a tied sovereign with the United Kingdoms of Auradon...”

“I don't need all the fancy terms, I understand the legality of it. I do not understand the audacity of it.”

A small part of Isaac misses Rumplestiltskin. Sure the man was creepy and unnerving at the best of times, and conniving and twisted at the worst, but he understood a good deal when he saw one, and respected those who could collaborate at his level, even if it meant they wound up with the better bargain. This Beast, who is not golden or scaled, or talented in weaving magical contracts, is entirely too dull for his liking.

“The heart of the matter is the well-being of the children,” Isaac says shortly, and if his grin was still a bit too sharp well tough. “Since their arrival here in Auradon there has been nothing done to truly aid them or serve their best interests. If anything it has been the exact opposite. Queen Elsa is offering an alternative that benefits all involved, and if you truly wanted a 'chance' for these children as you claim, you wouldn't be so ignorant as to deny it.”

“’Amnesty and what?’” Mal's voice is sharper than even his own, eyes calculating as she glares at him over the paper. “What are these words? What are they supposed to mean to me?”

“Full pardon from all accused crimes and sentences of your parents,” Isaac gladly elaborates, lifting his voice just a tad as the assembled rulers begin to grumble. “The kingdom of Auradon would have you under the penalty of villainy simply for your existence, and even though you are here in Auradon you are still essentially serving for those crimes. If you accept Queen Elsa's offer you will be welcomed freely into Arendelle with no attachments or restrictions, and granted full citizenship with all the rights and privileges that come with it.”

"We're citizens of Auradon now," Evie says slowly, her voice lifting at the end as she glances over to the young prince Ben.

“You are not,” Isaac quips, and he knows he's being too glib he knows he shouldn't be this thrilled but Carlos is right there he's almost his again he just has to... “You may reside here currently but under Auradon you are still registered as belonging to the Isle of the Lost, and your stay only covers the school terms.”

“Which means they can send us back when school is over and they don't technically have to invite us back for another school year,” Mal finishes lowly, voice dropping almost to monotone as she realizes.

“Precisely,” he concurs with a short nod.

There’s a murmuring rush of sound from the gathered royals and Isaac almost starts to squirm as he tries to block the noise from coming together in his head. Mal is the one who stops it, raising a hand and snapping, and the sound echoes with the sharp pop of fire and the bright flash of green.

“So let me get this straight,” she says quietly. Deliberately. “Right now we’re living in Auradon but we’re still registered or whatever as citizens of the Isle.”

“Correct.”

“And so we can still be sent back regardless of decree because it only covers the school and we're still under the penalty of our parents’ crimes.”

“Yes.”

“And this...Elsa? She’s offering, what? An alternative? How is that possible...isn't she a part of Auradon too?”

And Isaac can't help it. He laughs, throwing his head back and cackling because really, really it was just too much!

“No,” he finally manages between gasps, shaking his head and ignoring the furious snarling coming from the Beast. “No, no one would even dare suggest such a thing.”

“Because she’s so terrible?” Jay tosses out with a lift of his brow and a challenge on his lips.

That depends on what day it is, Isaac thinks wryly. On if she’s feeling more Snow Queen than heartfelt and saccharine. And even that was really only contingent on him, and on how his mind decided to perceive her; how his Curse warped her behavior.

“Because she clashes with all that Auradon stands for,” some faceless royal who will remain faceless calls out, because Isaac can’t keep expending energy on anything that isn’t getting Carlos.

“Queen Elsa’s offer is open to all the children of the Isle, not just the four of you,” Isaac continues, because he has to, he has to. “Though I do hope you'll at least consider it. Accepting means freedom and full citizenship; the honor and respect of being part of the kingdom, the chance to learn and work and live however you want. You would receive land and support and opportunities to decide for yourselves what’s best for you, and not simply leave it in the hands of those who see you as criminals.”

“It all sounds very political,” Evie says, and Isaac blinks because what was that look in her eyes? “Are we really meant to believe she’s doing this simply out of the kindness of her heart?”

“Are you certain about this?” Isaac asks impatiently to Elsa’s back, the room around him dropping temperature with each word. “It just sounds too…political. Will they really believe you’re doing this out of the goodness of your frozen heart?”

And it’s the Snow Queen who turns, and Isaac stiffens…freezing. His feet stick to the floor and his tongue sticks to the roof of his gaping mouth. He chokes on his next words and tastes iron in the back of his throat and then the deep, lancing pain and cold that follows and he doesn’t want to look he shouldn’t look doesn’t need to look to know.

Huh. His vision blurs, but he can still clearly see the icicle growing from the pool at his feet, see and feel and taste it embedded in his throat. Would you look at that. I’ve been impaled.

‘You of all people should know better than to question me, Isaac.’ The Snow Queen purrs, and the pain spikes sharply and the world goes white so fast he doesn’t have time to realize it’s also gone dark.

“That’s not your place to question, Isaac,” Elsa says smoothly, and Isaac flinches hard because how did she always do that? How did she always see right through…always know just what to say to sound like her counterpart and the nightmare that version of her had been.

“I’m sorry,” he says, and means it, even if he does still sound impatient. “I just…you know how important this is to me.”

“As you know how important this is to me,” Elsa retorts, and her eyes flash but his feet remain unfrozen to the floor. “Don’t worry, I don’t intend to jeopardize any part of this. It’s up to you how well you’ll be received.”

“She’s doing it to piss us all off, just like she’s done with all her decisions about Arandelle. Just like she has since the beginning. I swear she’s lucky she even got to keep that crown on her head after the kingdom thawed.”

And Isaac is back and he nearly freezes over himself, very nearly avoids losing his words entirely at that. Loses his words but not his memory and he has the very distinct impression of icicles burrowing beneath his skin and through his bones and muscles and blood.

“And what does that mean?” Mal asks, but it's not sarcastic it's genuine, and Isaac has a much harder time pulling himself up from the freezing water.

“They are referring," he says stiffly, and he has to bite his tongue that is not frozen he is still alive “to the fact that Queen Elsa is a talented and incredibly powerful Ice Mage, who unfortunately did not always have the control over her power as she does today, resulting in the accidental freezing over of the town of Arandelle towards the beginning of her reign.”

Mal blinks, and he braces himself for it.

“How long ago was that?”

(it's a bad question, it's such a bad question for him because he has weeks, years, days. Months, centuries. Millennia. Because it's been so long but he swears it was yesterday because he can still feel the ice in his skin from when the Snow Queen killed him the first time. And even that isn’t right because she’d drowned him the first time, the ice had been the second and even that was not the truth because the Snow Queen had happened centuries ago and he’d written that one had finished that one the Snow Queen was a finished story and Elsa had only been years. Elsa had been years yes and she was how old now yes and that had been the beginning of the reign. He remembered that. It had only been the one town not the whole Fjord. Not his blood on her hands. Not that time. Because he’d had Carlos then because Elsa was helping him get Carlos now which meant that it had only been)

“Ten years ago,” Isaac says, and both of Mal’s eyebrows go up.

“That’s soon,” she says. “That’s...that’s not that long at all.”

And then.

“So wait hang on she’s like us then?”

Isaac blinks. “Like you?”

“Villain-y and stuff? I mean she gets what we've been...what we're...she's gets us. That's why she's doing it. Cuz she's us.”

Isaac isn't entirely certain of that train of thought but he thinks the gist is there somewhere and so he nods silently, and something in Mal’s expression clears.

“Do we have a time for when to accept?”

“That is entirely up to you. The invitation is open and extends to the whole children of the Isle, though I do hope you will consider it.”

Please consider it please please. He almost takes out his Pen right there, almost makes the decision for her, but no that would be cheating and he hasn’t done that since Carlos. Carlos who is there he’s right there he’s right….

“We’ll think about it,” Mal promises, and Isaac feels the relief like…like he’d felt when he’d been pulled out of the ice. Thawing…melting…almost burning with intensity.

“That’s all I could ask for,” he says, bowing to her, and then less deeply to the assembled court.

And he’s all set to leave, has to get back now before the crowds and the faces and the names start to overwhelm him, but then he feels a tug at his arm and he stops.

Turns. Slow, so slow. Knows he should probably turn quicker because if it were a threat…

It is not a threat.

It’s Carlos.

It’s Carlos it’s him it’s his boy it’s….

Isaac grits his jaw tight against the onslaught and Carlos shrinks and fuck, no he’s already ruined it and…

“Carlos,” he bursts out, and the boy stops in his retreat and turns, something glinting in his eyes that Isaac, for all his knowledge and grasp of words, can’t identify.

[You know my name.] Carlos’ hands shake as he signs; pointing first to Isaac, then tapping the side of his head with a flat ‘B’ handshape; placing a flat palm against his own chest before bringing his hands together in two ‘H’ handshapes and tapping one against the other.

[I do.] Isaac affirms, no less shaky as he brings his own hand up and signs a ‘yes.’

“How?” Carlos blurts, and his voice is sharp and rough and yet it’s familiar it’s the same it’s different because he’s older but it’s still… “Who…who are yyou?”

“You know my name,” he says, and Carlos shakes his head but his eyes are shining with…oh he’s crying no that’s not…don’t. Don’t do that.

He brings his hand up without thinking, wipes the tears from Carlos’ eyes. It’s only when his hand is gripped in a much tighter grasp and a pair of sharp, green eyes pierce into his own that he realizes his mistake.

“Carlos,” Mal (dragon, forest green, purple hair and flames) says icily, and it’s so wrong coming from her. But it is the correct term because Isaac is frozen in place, held tightly in Jay’s (sand, viper, poisonous, treacherous) grip. “Are you ok? Who the fuck do you think you are?”


Carlos

Carlos hadn’t thought the meeting was as important as Ben insisted it was. He’d sat hunched in his seat between Evie and Jay and hadn’t made eye contact with anyone in the room, even though he could hear the whispers and the muttering and feel the shock of the people around him. His mind kept replaying the images from his dream, warping details until he wasn’t even sure of them anymore, filling in blanks and leaving more behind. He’d been about to give up the whole façade and just run from the room, until he’d risked a glance and come face to face with the representative from Arandelle.

And then his brain had exploded.

Not literally, although he was almost certain he’d died or that something had happened because right there in front of him…right there in front of him was….

He’d been the first one out of his chair, ignoring the surprised noises and the frustrated ones as he shoves his way expertly through the figures larger than him. And the man’s back was to him as he approached and suddenly Carlos felt so small…he was a child again and watching him walk through the door for the first time…uncertain if this would be another thing to hurt him. He almost hadn’t reached out, but then he was, gripping at the soft sleeve and tugging.

And he turns and…and…

“Carlos.”

And he shouldn’t be surprised, shouldn’t be afraid, that he knows, but it comes out regardless; his terror, his uncertainty. His tears.

He doesn’t even realize he’s crying until the man’s hand is reaching out, but there’s no contact with his skin as within seconds, his group is there, Jay restraining the reaching hand and Mal snapping sparks and threats and Evie’s hands on Carlos’ shoulders and no…no…no…don’t!

“Are you ok?” Mal asks, eyes sharp and cold all at once as they glare over his head to the gaping man. “Who the fuck do you think you are?”

“It’s….” Carlos starts, then falters, and he bring his hand up to sign again, because it’s easier, because the fragments of memory grip his fingers as they move fluidly through the letters. Like he’d been doing it his whole life. Like it’s instinct.

[I.]  

He’s barely two and he’s sitting across from a man with curly hair and dark eyes, learning how to sign his name for the first time.

[S.]

He’s around ten and he finds Cruella burning pieces of paper. He gets her cigarette pressed to his skin for his curiosity, but he does manage to snag one when she loses interest in her task. He barely makes out hints at words, but it’s his name at the top that catches his gaze; ‘Mr. Oscar de Vil,’ and ‘Dear Carlos,’ and ‘Love, I…’ at the bottom. He frowns and throws it back into the flames.

[A.]

He’s eight and he uses his brand new knife to ward off the larger boy with long dark hair attempting to steal his cigarettes from him. Catches a gleam of something equally sharp and finds himself at the end of an even sharper knife and a wicked grin and a ‘not bad, pup.’ And his cigarettes are gone in the space of his shock that other boy hadn’t killed him. He finds a book of sign language for his trouble instead, and has to hide it from Cruella so she doesn’t burn it like the other ones he’d found. Unlike the other ones, this one has his name written in it, and a dedication that sounds way too personal and knowing. He throws it away.

[A.]

He’s fourteen and a letter comes from Auradon. In the scrawl of the margins of the invitation is a list of ambassadors and fancy royal people who had approved or vouched or whatever so he could go. One of the names seems familiar, somehow. He dismisses it and tries to figure out how he’s gonna convince Cruella to let him go. (Maleficent ends up making the decision for her, and he’s never once liked Mal’s mom, but now he’s immensely grateful for the woman.)

[C.]

He’s fourteen, and the name comes to him unbidden, at the sight of the man before him now. Isaac. Isaac. Isaac.

“Isaac,” he whispers, hoarsely, and a part of him is grateful for Evie’s hands steady on his shoulders. He thinks he might have fallen over otherwise. “My…my….”

And he brings his hand up in a ‘five’ handshape, tapping the tip of his thumb to his forehead. And he’s so stupid, really, because he’d known the sign for ‘mother,’ well enough, but had never bothered to learn the sign for:

“Fa-father.”

Turns out he’d always known it.


Jane

For as long as Jane could recall, she’d always been a compassionate person. She even had a ‘reward’ from when she was five and had been deemed ‘The Most Compassionate’ of her class. As she grew older, that compassion hadn’t faded so much as evolved, and with the development of her magic it became something like a built in distress radar. She could always tell when someone or something was ‘off,’ and she had no choice but to try and do what she could to put things right again.

It was part of why she’d been so nervous about Ben’s decree to bring over kids from the Isle. There was no telling just what sort of distress they might be in or cause, and Jane would of course be able to feel it, and of course she’d have to do something about it. The VKs would be dangerous, she’d thought. Wild and unpredictable and with who knows what sorts of magics and abilities and feelings that Jane would have to sort through.

It’s no surprise to her how easily she’d managed to engage with the VKs- or, two of them at least. Just in the ways in which she’s always encountering them.

“You know,” Jane says calmly, wincing at the sharp snap of magic that meets her words. “There really needs to be some better ways in which we can interact with each other, cuz this is getting ridiculous.”

Mal jerks sharply, eyes flashing boldly up to meet hers even as her hands shake where they clutch at her arms.

“Jane,” she gasps, and Jane doesn’t miss the way the girl straightens too stiffly, or the burn marks across her arms that she can’t quite shove her sleeves over fast enough. “Hi.”

“Hi,” Jane says back, and her own magic pangs sympathetically even as she flinches at the flash of Mal’s flames. “You ok?”

“Please, why would I not be?” Mal scoffs, but her eyes don’t meet hers and she turns away towards the sinks so all Jane gets is the barest imitation of a sneer. “I’m in Auradon, what more could I ask for?”

“I don’t know,” Jane answers honestly, fidgeting with the ribbon tied to her skirt and trying to stifle her own magic. “What more could you ask for?”

Mal freezes at that, then whips around so sharply Jane stumbles back with a cry.

“How about five minutes where I’m not being looked at like a freak or something about to explode? How about some peace; so I’m not looking over my shoulder waiting for the next thing to go wrong?”

“Mal, I--”

“How about you take away the knowledge you have of all the fucked up things we’ve gone through? Or my mother’s voice in my head? Or her magic from my veins, that I can’t even use without---”

Mal cuts off abruptly with a vicious noise of anger, eyes bright green and hand frozen,  outstretched as though she were about to lash out at Jane. She instead stiffens, the growl in her throat turning bitter and pained, as she lifts her hand to grip tightly at the exposed skin of her shoulder. Jane watches, helpless and horrified, as the skin there blisters and cracks before Mal pulls her hand away, leaving bright red welts in the shape of her fingers imprinted on her skin.

“Please,” Jane tries, voice cracking. “Please don’t do that.”

“Or what?” Mal challenges, but her voice is too thick and the flicker in her eyes is too sharp. “Are my coping mechanisms not good enough for you?”

“It’s just.” Jane swallows and fidgets and hates how her magic pulses pain through her in response. “It’s just…there are better ways--”

“Not where I’m from,” Mal interjects with a twisted smile, and Jane blinks, not liking the sound of that.

“Did…did you…do that a lot? On the Isle?” she manages, and Mal surveys the welts along her wrists with a morbid thoughtfulness.

“This?” she murmurs, twisting her arm so Jane can see a particularly deep welt along her forearm before her sleeve falls in the way again. “No, this is new. I couldn’t exactly create much more than sparks there. But I will say, it’s much better than what I had before.”

Jane does not want to think about what that might mean, but she’s not entirely ignorant to that sort of thing. Too much compassion and empathy and magic and not enough of a focus, plus hormonal teenagers and the general pressures to be absolutely ‘perfect’…yeah, Jane was well aware of how that worked.

“Still,” she says, taking a careful step forward and trying to catch Mal’s eyes again through the mirror. “You really shouldn’t do that.”

“Right,” Mal snaps, and her eyes are hard as they lift to glare at Jane’s reflection. “Come back to me when you’ve got a better solution.”

“I mean,” Jane says, and steps a bit closer, hands wavering by her sides. “I mean I can….”

And before she has time to think about it, she lifts her hand and places it on Mal’s shoulder, right over the glaring welt. Mal goes completely still beneath her fingers, breath escaping through her teeth in a sharp, startled hiss, eyes widening in what Jane doesn’t want to think of as fear. She feels the bubble of her magic in the pit of her stomach and pulls it forward on instinct, and within a few more moments, the burn on Mal’s shoulder is gone. Mal blinks as Jane steps back with a shy grin of satisfaction, then scowls as she pokes at the spot where the burn used to be.

“That’s cheating,” she mutters darkly. “They fade on their own anyway, after a while, there was no need for you to…”

“But I wanted to,” Jane says, and Mal’s lips curl again as she turns back around to face her.

“Why?” she demands. “Why do you want anything to do with us?”

With me, goes unspoken, but not quite unheard, and Jane tries for a casual shrug and then decides that casual wasn’t what was needed in this situation.

“Because I know what you’re feeling,” she says, softly. Honestly. “I might not have any of the experiences to go with it, but my magic has always been good about letting me know when people need help and…and I mean, no offense. But it’s been screaming at me non-stop since you guys got here.”

“The last thing I want from you of all people is your pity,” Mal spits, and sparks pop dangerously along the backs of her hands. “And I don’t need any more useless attempts at ‘help,’ either.”

“Useless?” Jane repeats, taking another careful step closer and wondering if she could actually defuse the situation like she’d hoped. “But I thought…”

“What? You thought the Cricket would help?” Mal finishes scathingly, eyes lighting with flame even as her hand inches threateningly close to her shoulder again. “As if digging into the past is going to change what’s happened. What’s going to happen. And I…I can’t protect them from that! I don’t know how. I….”

“Oh,” Jane whispers, realizing. “You’re afraid. Of course you are, you…oh.”

“Shut up,” Mal snaps harshly, gritting her teeth in a snarl that is diminished by the tremble in her hands. “And get that fucking look off your face, Jane.”

Jane starts, and sneaks a peek of her expression in the bathroom mirror. She looks just as plain and weak as always. But there is a weird sort of something in her eyes that she can’t figure out. She blinks a few times in an attempt to clear it, and Mal snorts and rolls her own, fire-lit eyes.

“You know, I’m not the Cricket,” Jane continues after a moment. “But if you ever do feel the need to…um…do that again.” She indicates the now-actually-fading burns on Mal’s wrists. “If you start getting all self-destructive you can always come and find me.”

“Yeah?” Mal replies, and her voice is all harsh and mocking despite the defensive curl of her shoulders. “And you’ll what? Bippidy-boppidy it all better?”

Jane shrugs and grins self-consciously, picking at her skirt again. “That was more an instinct thing than actual magic,” she mutters sheepishly. “I barely know the basics and haven’t really gotten much of a chance to practice outside of that with the whole, uh. Ban. So.”

“The basics,” Mal repeats, skeptically. “So like, how to fuel your intent to hex your enemies even without a proper spell, and the correct way to pronounce the Fae letter ‘ð’?”

“I meant more like how to not accidentally hex people with my intent, and how to conceal my wings in the odd chance they show up.”

“Huh,” Mal coughs a short laugh even as her eyes darken. “Yeah I never had that problem…suppressing barrier and all. Plus also, not enough fae blood apparently. My mom was never not in a mood to point that out.”

“Hm,” Jane hums shortly, slightly stunned, and Mal’s lips quirk upwards just a bit more genuinely.

“How about this, then?” she says, and Jane blinks and lifts her brows curiously. “I’ll come find you whenever I feel all self-destructive, as you call it, if you come to me to teach you the proper basics of magic.”

“That sounds doable,” Jane blurts, and Mal throws her head back and laughs.

Jane chuckles a bit too, relieved, but also unable to ignore the still insistent tugging in her gut. Can’t ignore the tingling sense in the back of her head of ‘not ok.’

Notes:

We are almost all caught up to where I've written ahead, as well as to what I've cross-posted to FF.net. As I mentioned, however, my posting of this story here on Archive is a re-posting/edit, so you guys will be getting the 'crisper' version, so to speak. Most of my time delay in terms of posting is likely due to all the editing I've done, lol.

That being said, once things are all caught up, updates will go back to being chapter-based, so expect updates maybe every two to three weeks. If I do go on hiatus, I will let you guys know in advance where I can. I appreciate all your reviews, as they help me better improve things for you guys.

Anyway, enough of my ramblings. Hope you all enjoyed and I look forward to hearing what you think!

- Raven

Chapter 35: Do I wanna know (I'm too busy crawling)

Summary:

In which Chad thinks he's finally getting the hang of this whole 'ally' thing; Evie impresses a teacher; and the VKs' world starts to change...

Notes:

Hey hey! What's this? Consistent updates??

Lol, well I did say I write like Hamilton didn't I? Always running out of time and always at random times. But yeah, new new chapter! I say new new because we have officially reached the catch up point I was talking about, and so this chapter is entirely new and just for you, and I'll let you get to it, then.

*This chapter deals with some themes such as child abuse and abandonment, but nothing too explicit or intense, mostly feel good and hurt/comfort, so enjoy, and I look forward to your reviews!*
- Raven

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Evie

Evie is well aware that Doug is staring at her, and she would have commented on it except Chad is also staring at her, and she’s still trying to figure out how she should feel about him. True, he’d been a huge help with Carlos and in getting them settled in Auradon, and Mal had pretty much explicitly stated that she considered him part of their group now, what with her agreeing to bring Dizzy and Antoine over for him, but that didn’t mean that Evie didn’t have her reservations. Not that Mal would hear anything about that.

“Hey,” she mutters to Doug, who jerks and blinks at her in wonder. “Is he by any chance in line for a throne somewhere? Anywhere in line?”

“Chad,” he says flatly, peering over his glasses at her. “Chad Charming. Cinderella’s son?”

“Has he inherited anything? Is he going to?” She insists, glaring right back at him, and he quickly wipes the look off his face.

“Um, well I mean,” Doug begins, and there’s a vaguely haughty note to his voice that she can’t stand. “He inherited his dad’s charm, but ah. Not a lot of ‘there there,’ if you know what I mean.”

There’s a part of her that wants to curl her lip at him, that knows exactly what something like that might mean. The other part of her thinks she knows what Doug means, specifically, and she curls her lip at him anyway.

“Looks pretty ‘there there’ to me,” she snaps coldly, and Doug shrinks from her, but before he can babble out something else offensive and academically superior, there’s the dull sound of a cleared throat.

“Miss Evie,” Mr. Deley says, and she stiffens in spite of herself, eyes snapping over and gazing at the man intently. He has a tired look on his droopy face, and his posture is straight but not tight, not threatening.

“I understand that my lectures aren’t always the most engaging but you could perhaps try to pay attention couldn’t you?”

“Sorry,” she whispers, lowering her chin and resisting the urge to shrink bodily, to refrain from calling him ‘sir’ --to keep herself from begging for mercy.

“Perhaps this is all just review for you, hm?” Mr. Deley continues, lifting his bushy eyebrows curiously. “Do you think you can tell me the atomic weight of silver?”

And he stretches out his hand and she almost flinches, but then she sees the unassuming piece of chalk in his palm and that’s almost worse than what she’d been anticipating. Because at least a blow would have been a quick correction, but what he’s looking for she’s all too familiar with.

“Why don’t you come up and write on the board?” Gothel’s voice was a deceptive croon, almost a cackle. “Show us all how clever you are- just what it is you’ve learned in that tower of yours.”

The woman had always been oddly resentful towards Evie due to her similarities in places of living. She’d hated the fact that she had lost her Rapunzel, while Evie had somehow ‘thrived’ in her own tower. Never mind the fact that Evie was pretty sure that if she’d been in Rapunzel’s place, with all that hair, she’d have hung herself with it before being doomed to suffer such a fate as life with Gothel.

Regardless, the woman held Evie in unearned contempt and often made examples of her, mocking and belittling her for her skills and knowledge, and sending word back to her mother. Which in turn made the Evil Queen furious because it meant that she was being made fool of as well, which then led to pain for Evie. It had been a vicious cycle that hadn’t really stopped so much as shifted over time once Evie fell in with Mal.

And look where it got her now. Auradon, where history just seemed fated to repeat itself and their pasts just couldn’t stay past.

“Evie?” Mr. Deley asks, and she flinches then, just a bit, and hates herself for it.

Fucking pathetic, she hisses at herself, and straightens in her chair and forces her face to crack into a smile.

“Well it can’t weigh very much can it?” she simpers, curling her hair around her fingers and barely keeping from yanking it instead. “I mean, it’s an atom.”

It’s not her best, but it’s enough that Doug stops giving her mesmerized eyes and shifts back, brow furrowing. Chad snorts quietly, and looks immediately sheepish when both Mr. Deley and Evie shift eyes to him. He mouths an embarrassed apology to the teacher, but the man has already turned his attention to Evie and beckons with a stern finger and a tight press of his mouth.

Well, hell.

Evie stands, teeth biting at her lower lip and dragging the sharp bitter, waxy taste of her lipstick onto her tongue. And instantly her mother’s voice is screeching in her head “Stop biting your lips this instant, Evelynn! If you can’t stop ruining your lipstick perhaps I’ll make it easier for you”- and no food for a week so nothing smudged the color, and nicotine mixed in with her lipstick to discourage her from biting her lips, which had only served to fuel Jay’s cigarette selling gig and had nearly killed her in the end. Not so much the nicotine, but more the constant beatings when her mother had found out about her habit, but hey. She’d stopped smoking at least.

“Whenever you’re ready, Miss Evie.”

And this is Auradon, where she is allowed to eat however much she wants- still not much, but at least it’s better than not being allowed to eat at all. She is in Auradon, where the teachers were not encouraged to belittle their students, where such a thing is not allowed and is dealt with if it happens. She is in Auradon and a class full of students is staring at her waiting for her to screw up, and her failure means ridicule and punishment, means no food and pain, and her success means. Means attention. Means being noticed, being sought, being sought after—means dark alleys and her muffled screams and…..

“What is the atomic weight of silver?”

And she is in Auradon, and far away from all of that.

“The atomic weight of silver,” she repeats shakily, but her hand is steady as she takes the chalk from Mr. Deley’s hand because she’d been trained well, dammit.

And she knows this one, actually. Had memorized this one, like she’d memorized the numbers of pi just for fun, and surprised even Dr. Facilier, who had been the one to teach her chemicals in the first place. Then of course, he’d been furious with her abilities and refused to teach her any more, and she’d had to learn potions by herself. But she’d managed.

Mass times abundance, Evie. Mass times abundance.

There’s half of a periodic table sitting somewhere in her desk on the Isle, but she’d found one in the Auradon Chem Lab and updated her mental picture of it. It’s not hard to close her eyes and breathe the rubbery smell of chalk- and resolutely avoid the flash of dark alleys that it brings- to scan her mind over the table until she finds the element she’s looking for.

The numbers come easy after that, and she opens her eyes and grips the chalk between her fingers and:

“That would be 106.90509 times 0.5186, plus 108.90470 times 0.4814, which gives us 107.867702254…” She falters, then, desperately, “amu.”

She freezes, the seamless flow of numbers stuttering to a stop because crap she’d overdone it and shit this was going to mean so much pain later on. And she tacks on the ‘amu’ at the end because maybe that would make it better, show that really, she didn’t know what she was doing at all it was all fake just like her, just like everything she’d ever known.

“’Amu?’” Someone mutters behind her, and she thinks she’d succeeded, but the look on Mr. Deley’s face as she hands him back the chalk says otherwise.

His lips are still pressed tight, but there’s this strange sparkle in his eyes like pride. No, not like pride, because he hadn’t been the one to teach her this. But a sense of wonder almost, and proud nonetheless of her abilities.

“I forget myself,” he says, as he closes his reference book and takes the chalk with a slight shake of his head. “I should have---”

“Known better than to underestimate a villain?” she snaps before he can say another word. “Now you know not to make that mistake again.”

And she turns sharply on her heel and ignores the part of her that stiffens and waits for him to whirl her back around and slap her across the face for her insolence. She doesn’t realize she’s waiting for exactly that until she thinks it, and she strides quickly across the room and sits down sharply, ignoring the look Doug is giving her, ignoring the one that even Chad is giving her because the look that Mr. Deley is giving her is so much worse.

It’s disappointment.


She pulls away from Doug as soon as they step outside the building and darts towards the bleachers by the Tourney field on a hunch. As she’d hoped, the boy immediately stops at the sight of the athletic field and turns away. Which means she’s left by herself…until she looks to her right and sees Chad strolling towards the bleachers a few feet away, drawing some device out of his bag. On a whim, because she’s been doing a lot of those today, she approaches him, and realizes as she gets closer that it’s a camera. She watches as he lifts it just in front of his face and blinks a bit because there’s a small screen at the back and she can see the picture he’s taking before he pushes the button.

It’s of the tourney field, but not of the landscape, of trees or the sky. It’s on an odd angle, and the picture is mostly of the metal bars of the bleachers, with just a white line and a hint of grass beyond to convey the location at all. It’s weird, and she knows nothing of picture taking besides posing, but she thinks he’s doing it wrong. She debates telling him that, when he lifts his head and notices her.

“Oh, hey. Evie,” he says, and as much as it doesn’t surprise her to hear him use her name, the lack of disgust in it does catch her off guard.

“Chad,” she says, as cordially as she can with her back stiff with mistrust and a lingering anticipation of pain.

“I saw what you did there, in chemistry,” he continues, fingers fiddling with the buttons on his camera. “It was pretty impressive.”

“Thanks,” she replies, and takes a careful step closer. “Your picture is…interesting.”

He scoffs almost dismissively, but he’s smiling, though it doesn’t quite reach his eyes. “You don’t have to patronize,” he says. “I know nobody actually gets my photography. But thanks anyway.”

“I wasn’t--” she begins, then stops because she was.

“It’s fine,” he says, and shrugs, tucking the camera into his bag and raising his arms above his head, leaning forward against the bleachers. Stretched out like that, Evie can see the curves of his silhouette, can almost imagine the muscles that must be flexing under his shirt. Knows exactly where to strike to hit his kidney, with a pretty clean shot to it, too.

She blinks and forcibly reminds herself that that wasn’t necessary. But she clenches her fists just in case even as she smiles at him and he grins carefully back. There is something guarded and uncertain in his eyes, as she’s sure there is in hers, but Chad clears his throat and speaks before she can really contemplate it.

“So is everyone on the Isle as clever as you?”

He tries for witty but it comes out strained, and she wishes she knew what it was that was making him so nervous, so she could figure out what to do with it.

“I like to think I’m the fairest of them all,” she quips, lowering her head and lifting her eyes to peer at him shyly.

“Good one.”

He chuckles, licks his lips. Doesn’t meet her eyes.

“You’re gonna have all the nerds in love with you,” he continues, and she shakes her head, dropping her eyes to maintain the bashful front while trying not to scowl because if even Chad was noticing….

“No,” she mutters, biting her lip and grimacing. “I’m really not that smart.”

“Oh, come on,” Chad retorts, and she’s surprised at it from him, and can’t help but lift her head to glance at him in surprise.

“I’m really not,” she tries to insist, then realizes how desperate that sounds and changes tack easily, slipping another shy smile onto her face. “But I am really good at sewing…and cooking…and cleaning. Kinda like your mom Cinderella, but without the ratty dress.”

 She finishes with a small, exhaled laugh, and Chad sucks a sharp breath and stiffens, expression hardening on his face.

“Right,” he says darkly, and she realizes what she’s done and stiffens as well, taking a step back and cursing her stupidity.

“I’m sorry,” she gasps out, and he stares at her. “Really, I didn’t mean…I’m sorry.”

He looks conflicted, running a hand through his hair so it sticks up ragged when he pulls it away again.

“It’s fine,” he finally says. “I know you didn’t mean it like that.” He shakes his head, offers her a sour grin. “But speaking of….apparently you guys know my family over there.”

It’s a poor segue, and she doesn’t want to go with it. She knows what he’s trying to do and the last thing she wants is for him to have more information to hold over them or bargain for.

“We do,” she says tightly, reaching down to grip her bag. “They’re almost all as charming as you.”

Sorry Dizzy.

“Ouch,” he says, brows lifting despite the actual flicker of hurt that crosses his face for a moment. “Low blow.”

“Look I know you think we’re just a wealth of information, but I’m not just gonna sit here and go willingly along to be your means to an end,” she snaps. “So if that’s what you want, then you’ll just have to deal with it.”

And she swings her bag up over her shoulder and turns sharply, heart pounding desperately as her mother’s voice hisses a death rattle in her ear, at her audacity for speaking to a man that way.

“You’re one to talk!” Chad calls from behind her, voice hot and cracking over the syllables. “Isn’t that just what you were doing a second ago with the whole ‘Cinderella’ thing?”

She freezes, and he scoffs, harsh and broken. “I might not be as book smart as people expect, but I’m not an idiot and I know people.”

“Oh?” she retorts, lifting a brow and striding back with all the confidence of a death march. “And what do you know?”

“That there’s a lot more to being royalty than just a pretty face.”

And all the air goes out of her lungs and she’s surprised she manages to keep her feet and remain facing him as she does.

“What?”

It’s barely a hiss between her teeth, and Chad’s lips quirk up on one side like he’d somehow figured her all out. She’s not going to admit that he had.

“I know I come across as pretty shallow half the time, and pretty arrogant the other half, but I know that look. It was my look, until someone was rude enough to point it out to me.”

“And what look is that?” Evie snarls, finding her breath and her loathing all at once. Never mind if it was directed more at herself than at him.

“The look of someone who thinks that they’ve got nothing more than their looks; who’s given up on becoming anything more than they already are. Who uses it as a shield and a crutch and a sword all in one- because who’s going to look past all that? No one that matters, right?”

His eyes meet hers with something sharp and pointed, even as his smile grows, and Evie has half a mind to bare her teeth and curse him. The other half reels, and fights to retreat from this far-too-accurate prediction of herself.

“And what do you want?” she says instead, dropping her pretense but not her eyes, maintaining contact and stepping forward again, searching for the catch in his expression.

“Hm?” Chad hums, brows lifting and head tilting to the side.

“Don’t threaten me and then play coy,” she snaps, more bravely than she feels. “What do you want from me? What…what do you want me to do?”

She watches the connection form in his brain, watches his eyes go wide with horror as he skitter-steps back, hands up coming up in sharp protest.

“NO!” he says, and she flinches at the bark of something like a command in his voice before it tapers off into something else. “No…gods no, nothing like…nothing like that!”

His face is pinched and pained, eyes crinkling tight at the corners as he stares at her, and she wonders what she’s done wrong and fears the next thing out of his mouth because if not that then….

“I only meant,” Chad begins, then stops. Then starts again, voice soft. “I know because it used to be me. Still kind of is, actually…I know a bit of what you’re going through, and I can understand that it’s hard to break out of that image you have of yourself. Of thinking that an image is all you have or could be.”

“I don’t believe you,” Evie retorts, and Chad gives her that sideways look again, like he’s seeing right through her. Seeing her.

“Auradon?” she continues hotly, if only to combat the tightening of her throat. “You’ve been living here your whole life, how can you stand there and talk to me like…”

“Like I’m not perfect?” Chad finishes, and Evie barely manages to contain a sob. It bursts in her chest and spreads like bitter poison through the rest of her body. “I get that I haven’t exactly been the most reputable source or contact, but I am trying. And I do understand. More than you think.”

There’s something fierce and proud and pained in his eyes, in his voice, with those last words, and Evie realizes that this was what Mal must have seen.

“Drizella has four kids,” she blurts, and he blinks.

“What?”

“Over on the Isle,” she clarifies needlessly. “There’s four Tremaine kids: Peirce and River, twins; Antione, and Dizzy.”

Chad gapes a moment longer, and the strength of the emotions that lights in his eyes unnerves her, and she can’t figure out why. But it doesn’t feel entirely bad, not when his face splits into an incredulous grin a few moments later, a breathless sort of laugh bursting from his chest.

“Wow,” he gasps, eyes wide and equal parts joy and fear. “That’s…that’s a lot.”

“Yeah,” she says, letting out a gentle scoff of her own. “Try keeping track of all of them.”

Some of the wild emotion settles in his eyes as his expression smooths into something almost solemn once more, his gaze returning to her.

“And…and is that what you did? Kept track of them? Took care of them?”

“Where we could,” she admits, lifting one shoulder and slipping her eyes away from his. “The twins were hard…they tend to stick more to the sewers so it was always hard to pin them down. But Dizzy and Antoine were close…they were the Lady’s, so…they were easy enough.”

“I’m…not sure what all that means outside of context,” Chad says, a wry grin twisting his face. “But I don’t entirely think I want to know the context. Not…not just yet.”

And Evie realizes it’s not something wry at all. It’s genuine and concerned and pained, and it takes her a moment to catch up.

Oh, she thinks, staring at him and not trying to hide it. Oh of course. He really does think they’re family.

“That’s understandable,” she quips in response to his words, and he chuckles again and shakes his head a bit.

“Someday, though,” Evie says, and he nods, smiling just a bit as he meets her eyes once again.

“Someday,” he agrees, and Evie finds she can actually return his grin. Return his gaze.

Looks like there’s more to you after all, Charming. More to me.


Carlos

“Wait, what the fuck!? Your dad?”

Carlos isn’t sure he can say that he’d imagined how this moment would go. He hadn’t really been aware that this was a moment he’d needed to look forward to. The man in front of him- Isaac, Isaac, Isaac- had been a shadow in his memory until at least a day or so ago, and even then, he hadn’t been able to fully recall him until the night before- waking up in the middle of the night screaming and Mal with her hands pressed between his shoulder blades and tawelan. Until everything had blurred together and he’d slept and dreamed his forgotten memories.

Forgotten.

“Y-you,” he croaks, ignoring Jay’s outburst, staring past the other boy’s suspicion and into the dark eyes that are so much like his own it hurts. “You mmade me forge-forget you.”

Isaac’s eyes- Carlos’ eyes! -stare back at him with something deep and pained, but so relieved at the same time. He smiles, just a bit, and Carlos wants to scream at him. Carlos wants to hug him, or be hugged by him. He’s not sure which.

“I did,” he says, his voice that same, cracking sort of rumble that Carlos remembered. That Carlos had forgotten, but was remembering.

“Why?” Carlos hisses, and he feels Mal shift around beside him, feels her palm settled gently against his back. Evie grips his hand tightly from his other side, and he doesn’t need to see Jay to know that he’s cracking his knuckles; can hear the subtle pop pop of cartilage. Or is that Carlos’ heart, breaking over something it can’t quite understand?

“Because remembering was dangerous,” Isaac says, and he looks so sad. But so happy, and Carlos needs to hug him. He shifts his fingers to squeeze Evie’s even tighter instead, and Mal’s hand is warmth and pressure and safety against his spine.

[Lie.] Carlos signs instead, sliding the back of his hand along his jaw and just past his lips; like the words side-stepped his mouth instead of coming out honestly.

Isaac’s eyes flash, and for half a second Carlos fears…what, he doesn’t know. But then he is signing, too fast for him to process handshapes and specific curls of fingers, but he understands each word all the same.

[I never lied to you!] Isaac begins, face twisting fiercely with the denial, eyes sharp and sad and happy all at once. [I told you the truth always, and I regret leaving you. I’m so sorry for leaving you. But if I had stayed, you would not be here.]

[Here?] Carlos repeats, palms up and circling in front of him slightly, as if to encompass the space around them. As in, Auradon? Or, alive at all?

[Auradon.] Isaac confirms, fingerspelling the word, face twisting like it’s a curse in its own right. [If I had stayed-]

He stops suddenly, and his eyes…drift, sort of. Like Jay when he goes away in his head, except Isaac is so much further than Jay had ever reached. His lips move without making a sound, and the fingers of his left hand twitch at his side, like he’s tracing things in the air or trying to grab something.

Carlos’ own fingers are numb where they twine with Evie’s, and Mal’s hand moves to grip his shoulder, while the other extends and snaps sharply. Isaac jerks, flinching in a way that Carlos is too familiar with, then he blinks and his expression turns pained.

“I’m sorry,” he says, voice shaky and soft. Not strong like Carlos remembered. Then he thinks a moment and realizes that he doesn’t actually remember it ever being strong. “I’m sorry, I didn’t want…not like this.”

Carlos twitches his shoulder as Mal’s grip tightens too sharply, and her fingers relax and shift to his back once more. He’s not sure if it’s meant to be comforting at this point, or if it’s meant to show Isaac that Carlos was hers now, but it at least soothes some of the anxious thrumming in Carlos’ chest, and he manages a shaky exhale.

“Why-why-why are you here now?” he asks, cutting through Isaac’s own frantic murmuring, and the man blinks, then straightens sharply.

“The…the invitation,” he manages, then he nods his head and Carlos can see relief flood his face again, like he’d remembered something he’d forgotten. “When I found out that you had been chosen, well! I wasn’t just going to sit and do nothing.”

“Like you sat and did nothing for, how many years was it? Ten?”

Evie’s voice is sweet-but-cold, and even Carlos shivers to hear it. Isaac’s eyes flicker, then go cold, colder than anything Carlos has seen, and he feels his breath catch in his throat, and hears Mal murmur something like a curse in his ear.

“Twelve,” he snarls, voice breaking over the venom that colors his words. “And every single one of those years was spent coming up with a way to free my son from that damned island. To see you again.”

His eyes shift over to Carlos with those words, softening around the bitterness that had warped his expression only seconds ago. Carlos doesn’t need Mal’s pressing fingers to urge him backwards, and his group reforms around him again, and Isaac’s expression…he doesn’t know. Doesn’t have the words to describe how it seems to just break before going blank all of a sudden, his eyes shining bright with pain.

“I wrote to you,” he says softly, and Carlos blinks because he remembers those letters. Remembers snatches of things and blurs of words and feelings he had no way of dealing with until now. “I sent you books, supplies. Did you…you got them? You know how hard I was trying?”

And Carlos nods slowly, because he does remember, but it’s…odd. Belated. Like looking back through a tinted window and finding strange shapes in the mist that you swore hadn’t been there before. He sees himself, tiny and anxious, hair dark and curly like the man whose lap he’d sat on. He sees the man’s face, shadowed and pale, eyes seeing but not seeing him at the same time. He sees the man’s lips move, forming words that Carlos doesn’t hear, but knows all the same.

“Once upon a time…”

“But that doesn’t ma-ma-matter!” Carlos bursts out, finding his anger again in the swirling confusion of his emotions. “You left me! You don’t get to…you don’t get to…you don’t.”

Carlos feels Mal flinch, feels the sharp absence of her hand from his back. When it returns, she’s shaking, and he wants to turn his head to find out why, but he fears that if he loses sight of Isaac at all he will cease being real. So he keeps his eyes forward, and watches as Isaac’s fill with tears, and whatever coldness he had possessed vanishes beneath the flood.

“You’re right,” he whispers, and his voice breaks and Carlos’ heart breaks with it. “I left you, and I took the memory of me as I went because…because I was selfish and afraid. I knew that I would do everything in my Power to get back to you, but I was afraid of what you might think of me, if you were left with all that time and only the memory of my leaving.”

[Not fair.] Carlos signs shakily, not trusting his voice with his own tears rising now. [That’s not fair.]

Isaac nods, touching the tips of his fingers to the side of his temple. [I know.]

“I…I mmmissed you,” Carlos whispers, and Isaac shifts his weight forward but doesn’t quite take that step, and it’s all he needs to tear free of Evie’s grip and Mal’s hand, and rushes into the space between Isaac’s chest.

Carlos hears the lifting voices of his group behind him, their worry and fear rolling up in a wave that becomes background noise, as Isaac freezes only for a second, before his arms come up and oh. Oh. That’s how it’s supposed to feel. Carlos stretches, reaches up with his arms and as far around as he can get and Isaac’s arms wrap tighter, pulling Carlos so close until all that exists is Isaac and Carlos, Isaac and Carlos, and the thm-thmn of their shared heartbeats.

“I missed you too, Carlos,” Isaac murmurs, lips and breath a tickle through his hair, arms and voice suddenly strong, now. Safe. “I missed you too.”


Evie

The Evil Queen had never told Evie who her father was. She had known who he was, unlike many of the other villain parents, who either didn’t know or didn’t care to know, or who knew and were glad to be rid of their counterpart. But she would never tell Evie, no matter how many times she’d begged or pouted as a child. Once she’d grown up, Evie had tried civil conversations, or pointed questions or bribes. The Evil Queen had been pleased to see her skills at work, but always furious at the subject. It hadn’t taken long for that fury to turn physical, and Evie had learned to stop asking relatively quickly.

Only once, when Evie was six, and had been coming up with a list of children to invite for her birthday party. She had invited nearly every one of the villainous children whose parents her mother had visited for ‘tea’ and the like. Every one except for Maleficent’s awful little daughter, Mal. It hadn’t been for any clever sort of poetic justice or historical repetitions as her mother presumed. It had been because Mal had ignored Evie from the moment they first saw each other, and Evie was tired of the lack of attention. If she ignored Mal in return, then maybe she’d realize how stupid she was and actually notice Evie.

It had backfired, and then come full circle ten years later, but Evie remembered her mother being proud of her display of evil. Except, she hadn’t called her evil, exactly. She’d said, “Oh, that’s my little evilette! So mischievous, just like.” And then she’d stopped, and a look had come over her face before she continued stiffly. “Just like me, when I was your age.”

Evie had never forgotten that, because as she’d grown older and more used to her mother’s minute changes of expression, she’d realized that what had actually crossed her mother’s face was grief. Anger. And something sort of soft and fond, and while yes, it could have been a sentiment for herself in times gone by, she only ever reserved that particular order of emotions when talking about her father.

And so, Evie was ‘mischievous,’ the only thing she ever got from him, apparently. Not a sudden and unexpected appearance who knows how many years later. No ‘oh Evie, how I’ve missed you, look how you’ve grown, you have my eyes.’ No ‘I never should have left and I’m sorry and I love you.’

Instead she gets ‘Evelynn sit up straight, no man will want you with terrible posture,’ and ‘Now don’t forget that you must never be seen before a man without makeup, it is unacceptable,’ and ‘Do this and you just might make a decent wife some day,’ and straight razors and itching scars and too many men in her bed from her mother.

It’s as she’s thinking these things that Evie realizes that she hates Carlos.

No, she doesn’t hate him. She hates his father. She is jealous of Carlos, of the ease in which he rushes forward to embrace this dark haired stranger, with his eyes and his curls and his smile. She hates this Isaac, for showing up out of nowhere so full of love for the child he left behind, when her own father has yet to do the same, and her own mother only rarely displayed.

She hates the itching, clawing sensation it draws from her chest, the icy sting of her magic raw in her veins, burning from the inside out with no hope of release. She hates the tears she can feel pricking at the back of her eyes, and the way that everything starts to spiral and pile up because how was it fair that Carlos got his father back, got a loving parent, got something good? And all she has is straight razors and never good enough and too many too many too many men….

“Wait, your dad?

She’s in Auradon, and Jay is gripping her hand too tightly, his own anger leeching into her to mix with her fear.

Carlos looks up sharply from the man’s embrace, eyes wide as he takes in the remaining three of them. She wonders what he sees to make his eyes go wide like that, so full of surprise and fear and…she’s not sure what. Something sharp. Something aching and desperate and pained.

“Yes,” the man says, his arms tight around Carlos’ shoulders like he can’t afford to let go. “I am.”

Bullshit.”

It’s out of her mouth before she can stop it, all her hatred and rage and fear in one word, two syllables long.

“Eve.”

She flinches, and it’s Mal’s one word, one syllable that cows her, has her submitting like she always fucking does. A part of her wonders vaguely, why it is she’s thinking in this particular pattern, wonders if it has something to do with him, and her glare intensifies even as she slips her head down and shifts further behind Jay.

Mal doesn’t let up her own glare either, though it’s directed at Evie, and she knows what the other girl is looking for. She’s not going to give it though, and Evie holds her stance despite the command, and she can see Mal’s lips moving out of the corner of her eyes. ‘We’ll deal with this later,’ she reads in the tight stiffness of Mal’s shoulders, the sharp flash of green in her eyes and the quick clench of her hand into a fist.

She forces herself to ignore it, to focus on the new threat in front of her. Isaac is watching them just as closely as she is watching him, and his fingers twitch ever so slightly as his eyes trail over each of them, despite the way they still grip Carlos’ shoulders. Evie can tell there’s a restlessness in him, an anxious sort of thrumming through his body, like he wants to be doing a million things at once, but is forcing himself to remain in this moment instead.

His eyes start to slip in her direction, and she drops them down to Carlos to avoid eye contact because despite everything, she’d been trained well. She doesn’t know what he would do, but there are always consequences for this sort of thing, and she doesn’t want to be the one to provoke more than she has to.

“I know it’s a lot to take in,” the man says. “But I really am Carlos’ father.”

Evie risks another glance and he’s smiling, a thin, queasy sort of thing like even he can’t quite believe the words coming out of his mouth. Carlos looks eager and nervous all at once, shifting restlessly beneath the man’s hands until they loosen. He doesn’t rip away and back to them like Evie had been…expecting? hoping? Instead he pulls carefully away, hovering close to Isaac and glancing carefully back and forth between all of them.

“Where have you been all this time then?”

Mal is the one who says what Evie wants to, her voice sharp and leaving no room for dishonesty. Isaac turns that tight smile to her, and though Mal tenses, she doesn’t drop her eyes, until Isaac is the one forced to look away. It’s a small victory, but Evie will take it.

“I’ve been working in Arandelle, in service to the Queen there, trying to further solidify her power and most recently, to help make things better for those on the Isle.”

He says it so matter of factly, so smug and self-assured, it’s as if he doesn’t notice that they’re all glaring at him. Or at least, all but Carlos. Carlos is too busy trying to hide his tears to notice the hostility the rest of them are levelling at his father.

“Better?” Evie repeats incredulously, and Mal doesn’t make a move to stop her this time, though there’s a hot flicker in her eyes that she doesn’t miss. “How exactly did you do that because, as I recall, it’s still a living Hell.”

Isaac’s lips thin, and his expression darkens further, but he is not one Evie fears. There’s no need to. He is a coward, for all his talk of position and power, and she’ll be damned if she confirms his own inflated views by giving him any sort of power over her.

“You’re all here, aren’t you?” he says, quietly but with no lack of importance. “You’re here and others will be too. There is more going on than your own limited view can begin to grasp, though I understand the confusion a lack of imagination can bring.”

His lips quirk ever so slightly, as if at some clever joke only he fully understands the meaning of. “You don’t need to worry about where I’ve been, only where I will be, and what I’ll do; and that’s right here, looking after my son.”

He doesn’t twist words to his favor, as most tend to do, Evie realizes, as his eyes flick back to Carlos with something soft and slightly manic. It’s almost as if he creates them, slotting them together and weaving them in such an expert way that even she is thrown off guard trying to make sense of them. By the time she does, he’s already on to the next thing, and Hades damn him because suddenly she is terrified.

“You say that now,” Jay manages to bite out through his teeth, eyes dark and unsettling in the way they remind her of Jafar. “But you were fuck knows where when “your son” needed you. You can’t just--”

Isaac laughs, a short, bitten off sound that makes even Jay shudder as it slips past his lips. “I think you’ll find that I can.”

There is…something…in those words, and Jay blinks, and falters, stepping back and away, back towards Mal. Evie finds herself doing the same, and the other girl grips her shoulder so hard it hurts, but instead of wincing, Evie reaches out and grabs Carlos’ hand again, pulling once and drawing him back with her.

Whatever had been building behind Isaac’s expression seems to break at their movements, at Carlos’ pulling away from him, and he looks suddenly weary and grieved, his hands starting to tremble at his sides.

“I—shit I did it again, didn’t I?” he murmurs, and Evie hardens her resolve and squeezes Carlos’ hand tighter. He’s not going anywhere with this man, and they most certainly are not going anywhere where he is.

Isaac seems to realize this as well, as he smiles, the grin twisting bitter and pained across his face.

“I see…perhaps…this wasn’t a good time. I will…see you all again.”

And with those last, stilted words, he’s gone, exiting out in a sharp turn and quick, long strides, not looking back once.

It’s only when he’s gone that Carlos slumps out of their grasp, falls to his knees, and wails.


Isaac

Isaac takes two steps into his room in Arandelle’s castle and screams. Then he crosses to his desk and grabs the Book residing there, pages still damp with drying ink, his words still damningly fresh, and throws the tome as far from him as possible. He’s wrapped his fingers around the dark bottle of ink when his stomach plummets, and the vertigo is all the warning he has before everything goes cold.

“Careful,” comes the icy murmur behind him, thick and heady like the snow encasing his body. “You’ll destroy everything important if you keep going like that.”

“Maybe that was the point,” he spits. His ink bottle hangs before him, caught with crystalline precision, and he shudders as the snow sloughs from his shoulders, and Elsa strides calmly into the room. There’s a lighter, quicker set of steps that follows her slow, intent ones, and the princess skitters across the still-melting floor and retrieves the Book, frowning at the page.

“Did you really?” she asks absently, brow furrowed as she indicates a passage that he has no desire to focus on.

“Anna,” Elsa chides, and the younger woman flushes, nodding and closing the Book, placing it back on the table before retrieving the ink pot as well.

Only when everything is back in order does the remains of the snow and ice fall away, and Isaac would have stumbled if Anna hadn’t somehow anticipated this, as well. She doesn’t really ‘catch’ him so much as simply stand there, and he staggers into her petite frame and regains his feet, glaring at the back of her head. He catches Elsa’s much darker glare in return, and her hand doesn’t so much as twitch and yet he tenses anyway, reading the warning quite clearly.

“I take it things didn’t go as well in Auradon as we hoped?” she says coolly, and Isaac doesn’t have the energy to scoff at his projected puns.

“They went exactly as well as expected and then some,” he says back, and Elsa frowns where Anna grins.

“And Carlos?” Anna presses eagerly, fingers pressing together and a bounce lifting her to the balls of her feet and back. “Did you get to see him? Did you talk with him? Did he-?”

Anna,” Elsa says, and she drops back to the ground, some of her exuberance fading, but not enough of it.

“I did see him,” he admits, and he hates the way his voice breaks like glass, like ice, like hearts, like minds. “And talk with him. He forgot me…and then he remembered.”

Anna squeals where Elsa scowls, fixing him with a look that says ‘we’ll discuss that later,’ and he doesn’t know if later will be the Snow Queen or her, but he dreads it all the same.

“And?” Anna presses, and Elsa sighs and makes no gesture to stop her this time, peering over at Isaac with equal parts resignation and curiosity.

“And nothing,” Isaac bites out, finding his anger once more, his hands clenching sharply at his sides. “I couldn’t…couldn’t reach him. Couldn’t talk to him like I wanted because of the rest of those….” He falters, stops. Remembers. 

The way Carlos trembled when he saw him. Evie’s hand, so tightly wrapped in his. The coldness with which she spoke, the hatred burning in her eyes as she’d stared at Isaac. The way Jay had loomed behind, every movement of his hands an invisible blow, forcing Isaac back and away, forcing him into submission. Mal’s hand on Carlos’ back, eyes bright with a fire that had nothing to do with her magic, boring into Isaac’s with a single unspoken claim. Mine.

“Isaac.”

He gasps a sharp inhale, suddenly aware that he’d stopped. Anna is looking at him strangely, lips pursed and brow furrowed, and it takes him a moment to flick through the emotions in his head before settling on concerned. Then he shifts his gaze over to Elsa and she is cold, angry, furious, furious, concerned, afraid, concerned.

“They’re a tight group,” he continues, and if the spike of Elsa’s concern causes the temperature to drop suddenly, he’s the only one who notices. “They’re a tight group and I couldn’t get close enough.”

Carlos pressed close against his chest, trembling through the words ‘I missed you.’ Isaacs fingers tight around his shoulders, his breath trembling through the soft curls beneath his chin. ‘I missed you too.’ But really ‘I love you, I missed you, I will burn the world for you, I’ll make things right again.’

“But you got to see him at least,” Anna says, voice bright and happy and melting the stiffness with her optimism. “You got to see him and he saw you, and he knows who you are now, so really, it’s only a matter of time.”

He can see why Elsa keeps her around.

He doesn’t see why he needs to.

She is but a simple sentence, unfinished in his book. He had finished it once, on a whim, just to see what would happen. And Arandelle might have been a wintry 'scape, and Elsa its frozen ruler, but by the time she’d finished with it, the kingdom had burned.

“Only a matter of time.” He agrees with Anna instead. Does not finish her sentence in his head, or in his book. “But the boy who would be king does wish to meet with you, Your Grace.”

Elsa stiffens at that, and Isaac thinks it’s almost comical, the way the cold fury shifts so quickly to fear and trepidation. Especially given all he knows about the boy. She had nothing to fear from his bite, but his bark. Well. Small dogs often think they’re the fiercest, until they’re taught otherwise.

“I suppose you’re going to say that this is a good thing,” Elsa quips, as though sensing his train of thought, and he can’t help the smile that quirks his own lips.

“If it helps, Prince Ben is nothing like his predecessors,” he supplies. “In fact, he’s actively seeking to change the legacy he bears, much like you have been in the last ten years.”

Anna gives him a sideways smirk, and he shares it then immediately wonders why he did. But Elsa looks relieved, if not still a bit hesitant, and he feels his hands begin to shake at his sides.

“I suppose there’s no avoiding it,” she says finally, distaste twisting her otherwise neutral expression. “Though at least someone is willing to acknowledge their faults.”

Is that supposed to be meant for me? Isaac wonders, and the part of him that controls the story thinks of all the ways he can make her pay for that comment. The current part of him, the part that has followed that path and died for it over and over and over again, cowers away from his train of thought. Settles on something a bit strained instead.

“And what will be the children’s fate, with the outcome of this meeting?” he asks, pressing forward and into her space, ignoring the push of cold his action brings.

“Their fate will be entirely in their hands,” Elsa responds easily, eyes lifting to his with that knowing expression she wears all too well. “As was the point of my missive and my intention with sending you to deliver it. But as for Carlos, specifically? I don’t see why we couldn’t extend a more…personal…invitation.”

“Ooh!” Anna chimes in suddenly, causing Isaac to flinch and his hatred of her to spark anew. “And Auradon’s Family Day is coming up next month! We could visit--”

“Yes.” Elsa’s voice is a sharp bite of bitter cold that cuts through Anna’s words. “We could.”

She levels the princess with a look that’s even sharper, and Anna falls silent immediately, offering a weak sort of simper in response, though her eyes flick to Isaac and….hm. She’s too open, Princess Anna is. Everything so plainly there for anyone to take advantage of and destroy. Isaac can plainly read the guilt there, but also the fear? Not quite that, but there’s a specific sort of ‘right, yes, can’t mention that in front of him’ that flickers across her face and then disappears and hm. Anna can actually do neutral quite well. He’d underestimated her.

But he knows better than to underestimate Elsa, and so he tucks it away in his memory to write down later. Carlos. He was getting Carlos now. Everything else could wait.

“So,” he says, taking another step. “Meeting with this boy playing at kingdoms and extending a personal invitation to Carlos and then….?”

“Then?” Elsa repeats, brow lifting with a dangerous sort of flair. “We show them what we’re truly capable of.”

And that…that is something Isaac can get behind.


Chad

While Chad had come to expect a certain amount of…behaviors…from the VKs, he’s still entirely caught off guard by all four of them storming out into the hallways in a rage. Or rather, Mal is raging, a blur of blazing green, eyes bright and promising violence and death and it’s all that anyone can do to get out of her way.

“Whoa, hey, alright then!”

Chad staggers, backing the fuck up and out of the way as Jay comes right behind her, not flaming, thank the gods, but just as violent, just as ruthless, and someone behind him lets out a horrified noise. It’s somehow not enough, just those two, because of course Evie comes next and it’s not so much that she is raging, in fact, quite the opposite. She is not loud in her anger, but it radiates off of her all the same, something cold and brutal filling the space around her and forcing the crowd of students back. Carlos is last, and it’s the smallest of the group that is somehow the loudest, his whimpering cries seeming to echo in the silence the other three have commanded, his face pale and frantic as he sprints, away from the rest of the VKs, and why was it always….?

“Carlos!”

Evie calls after him, stopping at the head of the hallway, and Mal gives one look over her shoulder and snarls. The sound is guttural and feral and terrifying, and it makes the other girl stop in her tracks. Or perhaps it’s the way Mal barks her name, next, sharp and just daring her to do anything other than follow. Evie’s face twists, but she follows, and it’s Jay who shakes his head and breaks away in a different direction, shoving Doug out of the way and all but slamming him into the wall when he doesn’t move fast enough.

And then they’re all gone, and the lingering students remain frozen and breathless for all of a second before bursting into gossip and chatter and speculation and judgement. Chad shakes his head and curses, shoving Doug upright with hardly a word and racing after Carlos because fuck if he knew how he’d ended up in this position, but he wasn’t about to try and talk sense into any of the others. Not yet, anyway.

“Carlos?”

He shouts, ignoring the looks cast his way and darting down the hallway he’d thought he’d seen the boy rushing down. It’s mostly dorms and closets, trickling down into a dead end, and Chad scowls as he doubles over to catch his breath, scanning past the heating unit tucked in the corner of the end of the hall.

“Carlos!”

What the hell? Chad thinks. There’s literally nowhere for him to have gone, where…?

And then he hears a muffled, tinny sob, and he blinks. Son of a bitch.

He trails down the hall and squeezes in next to the heater, ignoring the uncomfortable prickling of his skin as it warns him of the heat, and tilts his head back. There, in the vent just above the unit, is an unmistakable flop of white hair.

“You know, I’d like to think that I’m not impressed, but honestly your escapism is really starting to impress me, de Vil.”

Carlos jerks, and Chad just catches a glimpse of his eyes, wide and blurred by tears, before he shuffles back into the vent and out of sight.

“Hey, wait!”

Chad almost puts his hand on the heater, pulling away with a hiss when his nerves spike sharp with warning. He stands up on his toes in an attempt to get a better view, and relief fills him as he catches a shadow still there in the vent.

“Geez, I’d hate to think you were just crawling all over the school in there,” he quips half-heartedly, settling back to the floor. “Although, maybe one good scare for Fairy Godmother might be entertaining.”

Silence meets his pitiful attempt at a joke, and Chad sighs, sinking down to sit parallel to the vent on the floor, leaning his head back and staring up at the shadow.

“I guess the meeting didn’t go according to plan?” he asks, and there’s a dull, muffled thud in response to his words, followed by a series of harsh, angry pounds. He jumps, startled, then stands quickly when the banging is followed by a muted scream.

“Carlos!”

Chad tries again to reach for the heater, to get a grip, but it’s too hot and fuck he was failing at everything wasn’t he?

“Carlos, please,” he tries, tipping his head back in another attempt to see into the vent. “I can’t get up to you to help, I need you to try and breathe, ok?”

There’s a rapid shuffle above him, and, in a move that he watched and yet still couldn’t quite believe, Carlos came pitching out of the vent, tumbling forward and ending crouched on his haunches, hyperventilating the whole while. Once he was on the ground he scrambled backwards, not stopping until his back was to the wall, and even then, he kept trying to scoot back, as if hoping the wall would simply swallow him whole.

“Hey, hey, it’s ok,” Chad murmurs, dazed, crouching down to be on the other boy’s level. “I’m not gonna grab you or anything, ok? I just want to make sure you’re ok, cuz you’re kinda scaring me right now, Carlos. You…you think you can tell me if you’re ok?”

“Fuck off!” he bites out instead, eyes wide and still full of tears and pain.

“Well I would, but then Mal would have my head for leaving you alone while you’re all freaked out. So, if it’s alright, I think I’ll stick around for a bit longer.”

Carlos bares his teeth at him, but with the tear tracks on his face it’s far from threatening. Chad inches just a little closer, stretching out his hand slowly, palm out, as if warding off a wild creature. Carlos stiffens as he comes closer, but stops trying to melt into the wall, at least.

“Is it ok if I touch you?” Chad asks, as calmly as he can manage with his own heart beating frantic in his chest. “Just on your shoulder, and I won’t yank, I promise. Is that alright, Carlos?”

Carlos swallows, pants a bit, but nods once, rapidly, as if the option to say no was something that could be taken from him. Chad doesn’t want to follow that train of thought, so he scooches himself a bit closer and slowly puts his hand on Carlos’ shoulder, gripping just tight enough that the boy knows he’s there.

“Hey, now can you take a breath for me?” Chad continues, once Carlos doesn’t bite him for the touch. “Kinda hard to have a conversation if you can’t breathe.”

“Wh-wh-who said I was having a convvv--talking to you?” Carlos snaps, but he’s breathing slower already, wiping his sleeve across his face and mostly clearing his eyes.

“Well, you haven’t taken my head off, and you just spoke a full sentence to me, so, I’d say that’s a conversation,” Chad jokes, weakly, and Carlos scowls, but doesn’t make any move to pull away.

“You can let go,” Carlos mumbles, dropping his eyes from Chad’s. “Ple-please.”

Chad nods, even though he can’t see it, and lets go of his shoulder without squeezing. Carlos breathes even easier, and Chad really doesn’t want to think on that train of thought, but it keeps poking at him all the same. He’ll ask Mal later. Right now is for Carlos.

“Ok, so uh…how bout no more vents from now on, ok? Almost gave me a heart attack and--”

“Wh-why do you care?” Carlos blurts, cutting him off. The question comes out shaky, but genuine, and Chad blinks a moment, caught off guard.

“I--”

“You you keep coming after mme and…you keep car-caring. Why do you care?”

“I…I don’t know,” Chad begins, then continues when Carlos pulls away at the words. “I guess at first…you reminded me of my mom. How she…how she still can be, sometimes, even after all this time. You reminded me of her and I couldn’t stand knowing that- having that connection and not doing anything. I know how awful it is to go through all that and not have anyone, and I wanted to do something different, after that.”

Carlos stills, but doesn’t say anything, and Chad licks his lips and thinks a moment before continuing.

“And then…I don’t know. You stopped being like a shadow of my mom and were just…you. Carlos. And I wanted to make sure that you were ok…for you. And…it’s kind of…exhausting. Being a jerk all the time. You gave me an excuse to be something else. So. Yeah.”

It’s lame, even to his own ears, but he means every word of it. Carlos hesitates, squirms a bit as if wrestling with something huge. Then, slowly, he inches forward and closer to Chad. Chad resolutely does not move, and Carlos pauses, biting his lip, then scooches the last little bit until they sit, side by side, backs to the wall. Carlos’ shoulder just barely touching his.

Chad hardly dares to breathe, but he forces himself to relax, ever so slightly, and Carlos huffs out a sharp, hitching exhale before leaning his head back against the wall, eyes tightly shut.

“I…I met my dad.”

Chad almost doesn’t catch the meaning of the words, so wrapped up is he in the fact that they are sitting so close and this is such a huge sign of trust and also what the fuck because Carlos was barely stuttering, and he knew that that meant even more because it meant that the other boy really trusted him, could actually relax enough around him that he wasn’t so focused on his words and also wait…wait…wait.

“What?” He hisses, gaping awkwardly and trying to figure out what to do with his hands, all of a sudden.

“At the mmmee-meeting,” Carlos continues, still not opening his eyes, still leaning-but-not into Chad’s shoulder. “He was there. I saw him. He knew wh-who-o I was and everything.”

“Wait, your dad. As in, the one responsible for a part of your existing. As in….”

“My dad. Yeah.” Carlos’ voice is clipped, and when Chad glances over Carlos is glaring at him, eyes dark and tinged pink from crying. “Him.”

“Wait, but how?” Chad resists the urge to jump up and pace, to wring his fingers through his hair. He fidgets with the gold buttons on his sleeve instead, tugging until the thread threatens to break. “That should be impossible!”

“Why?” Carlos’ eyes sharpen, and Chad shakes his head, disbelieving. “Chad…why is it im- not possible?”

“Because way back at the beginning of this, when the Isle was first created… before the Isle was first created, the villains from all the kingdoms hadn’t all been gathered together in one place yet. They were either defeated and buried, or else they existed in prisons, or else lived in or on the outskirts of the kingdoms they’d terrorized.”

“Ok,” Carlos says slowly, nodding to show he understood.

“Well…well I mean.” He falters, uncertain even how to say this. It wasn’t exactly secret knowledge, at least, as far as he knew, but it was still difficult to admit aloud. It was no wonder the council didn’t like acknowledging it.

Chad.”

“Well I mean, everyone knows how the birds and the bees work,” he blusters, and Carlos’ brow furrows in genuine confusion because of course he doesn’t, gods damn it.

“You mean sex?” Carlos guesses, and Chad can feel his face getting hot.

“I am not having this conversation with you right now,” he says, quickly. “If your mother never explained it to you…” But then he stops, because Carlos’ face goes very pale and hollow all of a sudden, and he absolutely does not want to do this again.

“Keep going,” Carlos mutters, after what feels like too long.

“Well, there were some folks who ended up having kids with some of the villains, and when the kingdoms came together and this was found out, people weren’t…happy.”

“Fu-fu-fu-fucking understatement,” Carlos hisses, eyes narrow, but he doesn’t say anything else, and Chad sighs before continuing.

“So they had these villains and they had this island and they had the issue of these eventual villain kids, and so they decided that if any of the…royal or Auradonian citizens that wanted to ‘own up’ so to speak, and claim responsibility for their villain kid, then that kid would remain off the Isle.”

“Wait…what?!”

Chad winces, because, yeah, saying it out loud, it is fucked up. But he wasn’t even born when this all happened, and even then, this had all been decided long before him.

“All I know, is that when it came down to it, no one really wanted to own up to what they’d done, and the Isle was finished and all the villains went over and had their kids. And then Ben came along years later and decided to dismantle the system.”

“No,” Carlos mumbles, rubbing at his eyes. “Nnno, cuz…hang on. Cuz I remember. I remember him, he wwwas there…he was with me and….”

“Carlos,” Chad says carefully, slowly reaching out and placing his hand back on the boy’s shoulder. “Carlos, if your dad was on the Isle with you, he shouldn’t be off of it now, you understand?”

“No, I fucking kn-know that!” he snaps, but doesn’t wrench away like Chad half-expects. “I know that but he…he’s….”

“What?” Chad presses gently. “He’s what, Carlos?”

“Not…not bad,” Carlos mumbles, but he’s not making eye contact and Chad recognizes the self-preservation for what it is.

“Ok,” he continues tactfully. “And that’s fine. It’s ok if he’s not. But if he’s meant to be on the Isle then--”

“No!”

Chad jumps, and Carlos winces, settling just a little closer.

“No,” Carlos says again, softer. “No he’s…he’s not. But he wwas here and I saw him and…and….”

“And?” Chad prompts, quiet.

“And th-they don’t like him.” It’s almost a whisper, Carlos hunching his shoulders, bowing into himself and, due to their position, into Chad.

“Who?” he asks, and Carlos frowns, shrugging his shoulders dismissively.

“You mean, Mal and the others?” Chad guesses, and Carlos purses his lips and tilts his head. “Why don’t they like your dad?”

“Because he le-left.” Carlos whispers the words like they’re a betrayal in themselves, his voice tight. “He left the Isle…left…me on the Isle. And ssso they don’t like him.”

“Do you like him?” Chad can’t help but ask, and Carlos lifts his head sharply to glare at him.

“Of-of-of-of course! He’s mine, he’s my dad, and…and I missed him.”

He’s almost crying again, and Chad almost brings his arm around his shoulders and stops himself.

“Did you tell them that?”

“You’re no-not fucking helping,” Carlos spits instead, shoving himself up and away from the wall and Chad. He doesn’t flee entirely, however, just paces a frantic, broken path in the hall in front of him, back and forth and back until Chad is dizzy just looking at him.

“I’m sorry,” he says, meaning it. “What would help?”

“Not you!” Carlos snaps, hands twisting and wringing anxiously at his sides, seeming to vibrate with the boy’s anxious energy. “I want…I want him! I wa-want him back and I want Mmmal to stop being so….Mal. And I want Jay to be ok. And I want Evie to be ok. And…I want…I want to be ok.”

“Well that’s a lot,” Chad replies, bluntly because fuck he’d gotten into it now, hadn’t he? “And you’re right, I can’t help with all of that. But some of it. Some of it I can at least try to help, and I’ll be here where I can’t help.”

Carlos looks over at him, sharp and desperate and hopeful and fearful all at once, and his body shifts like he wants…something. Chad isn’t sure what. But he turns on his heel and paces around again, instead.

“How about this?” Chad offers, when it’s clear the other boy won’t stop anytime soon. “How about you come up with what you want to say to the others, and I’ll walk you back to the dorms, and you can tell them?”

“I al-already know what I want to say,” Carlos bites out through his teeth. “And I don’t wa-want to go back to the dorm.”

“Ok, well then what--?”

“I don’t know!” Carlos bursts out, stomping the tight stretch of hall. “I don’t know I don’t I don’t….”

“Ok, ok,” Chad gets up quickly, then moves slower when Carlos flinches sharply away. “Ok, come on. Come on.”

He telegraphs his movements a bit more clearly, and Carlos doesn’t jerk when he grips his shoulder again. Chad leads him like that, encouraging with a few more ‘come on’-s when he stalls. They go like this until they start to reach the steps leading up the dorms, and Carlos snarls, pulling out from under his hand.

“I ssaid I don’t--”

“We’re not going to your dorm, come on,” Chad tugs once, gently, at Carlos’ sleeve, and Carlos scowls but tromps up the stairs after him. Chad leads him down the opposite hallways, back towards his shared dorm. Carlos hesitates only a second more, but then Chad taps a knock and then, on hearing the grunt from Aziz, follows after and into the room.

Aziz is lounging in the curved desk chair, the thick cushion flung to the floor where Nikhil sits, idly tuning his guitar. Chad can’t help but sigh just a bit in relief at the familiar sight, and doesn’t hesitate to sit on the edge of Aziz’s bed, waving Carlos forward from the door frame.

“Good,” Chad sighs as he relaxes. “You’re both here.”

“Yeah,” Nikhil drawls carefully, his guitar falling silent as he clutches it tightly, eyes flickering past him to Carlos. “And I’m feeling an odd sense of déjà vu, Chad.”

Chad rolls his eyes, but doesn’t deny the genuine concern in Nikhil’s voice. “Aziz, out of the comfy chair.”

“What, no, I just got here!”

“So did Carlos,” Chad says pointedly, and Aziz starts to protest, then seems to notice the smaller boy’s demeanor and gets up, tossing Carlos another pillow.

“Sit down, de Vil,” he teases, and Carlos grips the pillow and shuffles uncertainly to the chair, plopping himself down and curling his feet up, the pillow tight across his knees.

“What is,” Nikki begins, and Chad shakes his head, at a loss.

“I don’t know, but we weren’t getting anywhere in the hallway, so…I thought here’d be good.”

“Cool,” Aziz chirps, but he’s uncertain too, and Carlos doesn’t look up from his curled position, picking at the soft fabric of the pillow.

“Nikki,” Chad pleads, and the other boy blinks before glancing up at Aziz, who shrugs.

Nikki shakes his head, but pulls his guitar across his lap before plucking idly. Carlos doesn’t move, at least, not in a way that Chad notices, but his eyes are watching Nikki closely as he plucks a few notes, then strums through a few bassy chords that Chad vaguely recognizes.

“I swear every Muse bassline is exactly the same,” he mumbles, just to poke the other boy. “Play something good.”

It works, and Nikhil scowls and mutters a few choice words under his breath, strumming through almost every Muse bassline he knows in rapid succession. It’s enough to get Carlos’s attention, unfolding carefully from the defensive position he’d been in. Aziz seems to realize what Chad’s intention was then, and extends his foot to tap Nikhil’s shoulder gently.

“Hey, play the Radiohead one you were working on earlier,” he encourages, and Nikhil frowns a bit.

“I still can’t get that one part, though,” he protests, but then he looks up and sees Carlos’ eyes focused intently on him, and he sighs, plucking obligingly through the intro.

Aziz grins broadly, then clears his throat softly and starts to sing as Nikhil repeats the chords.

“Please could you stop the noise, I’m tryin’ to get some rest? From all the unborn chicken voices in my head.”

“What’s thaaat?” Nikhil hums, picking up the lyrics where he leaves off. “What’s that? When I am king, you will be first against the wall. With your opinion which is of no consequence at all.”

“What’s thaaat?” Aziz echoes smoothly, almost a whine and almost a taunt. “What’s thaaat?”

Nikhil nods his head in rhythm a bit and grins, expression sobering just a bit as he goes through a brief bridge, playing the sharp, twangy –du-du-doo-doo- before he draws a breath to continue.

“Ambition makes you look pretty ugly.” –du-du-dudu-doo-doo-dudoo-doo

“Kicking screaming, Gucci little piggy!” Aziz picks up as Nikhil focuses on the increasingly difficult progression of the chords. “You don’t remember? You don’t remember! Why don’t you remember my name? Off with his head, then, off with his head aw why don’t remember my name? I guess he does….”

There’s a longer stretch of notes here, and Nikhil winces and hisses when his fingers slip over the transition, but when Chad looks at Carlos the boy is enraptured, his whole body rocking slightly back and forth and eyes bright as he takes in the music. There’s a familiarity in his expression, an eagerness and openness that Chad wishes he could see more of, now that he’s seen it, and then, as Nikhil shifts to the softer strumming of another bridge, Carlos tips his body forward and opens his mouth.

“Rain down,” he sings, softly but surely, each lilting plea of lyric perfectly clear. “Rain down, come on rain down- on me! From a great height. From a great heiii-heiiiiiight! Rain--”

“That’s it son, you’re leaving.” Aziz picks up for the echo while Carlos repeats his lyrics. “The crackle of pigskin, the dust and, the screaming. The yuppies networking. The panic, the vomit. The panic. The vomit.”

“God loves his children,” Carlos sings, lips twitching sharply upwards in a secret sort of bitterness. “God loves his children, yeah.”

-Du-du-dudu-doo-doo-dudoo-doo!- from Nikhil’s guitar as he slips into the final solo of simply music and feeling, and for a moment nothing else exists except for this little, intimate moment between the four of them.

Then the song ends, and Carlos is grinning, open mouthed and a little breathless, a little shy. But then Aziz claps him on the shoulder and laughs, and even Nikki is laughing, just a little.

“You…you said you know Muse?” Carlos questions, carefully, and Chad pretends to be put out as Aziz and Nikki cheer and crow triumphantly.

“Yes!” Aziz shouts, pumping his fists. “Finally! What do you want? Please say Bliss!”

Carlos chuckles and shrugs his shoulders, looking to Nikki cautiously. “I al-always liked Hysteria?”

Nikhil groans, but he’s smiling, shaking his head even as he starts to strum awkwardly. “Just so you know, I can not do that bassline well on this thing.”

But the music continues, and the laughter does too, and Chad thinks that maybe, just maybe, he could be some help after all.

Chapter 36: Give me envy, give me malice (come on give me a break)

Summary:

In which discussions are had and breakthroughs occur; Audrey schemes and sleepovers are experienced; and in the past, Mal deals with the consequences of her actions.

Notes:

*que Staind's "It's Been Awhile" in the background*

Hope I'm not talking to an empty room at this point, but I wouldn't blame ya'll if I were. My muse fled hard and fast and my inspiration kind of fell. Had a heck of a time remembering the direction I wanted for this thing, but I am back and with some new inspo and a slightly less fickle muse so um. Hey!

Do note, I updated the tags! Be sure to check them and as always be safe when reading! Triggers for this chapter are mainly for the flashback portion at the very end and involve torture, blood, and extremely unhealthy relationships and abuse.

That being said, thank you to everyone who left so many kind reviews and wonderful words during my absence. I hope ya'll enjoy this chapter. It's good to be back!

- Raven

Chapter Text

 

Evie

Getting back to the dorms after the meeting was the easy part.

“Mal, you need to calm down.”

It’s dealing with Mal in the aftermath that was beginning to grow tedious.

“You’re one to fucking talk, E. What the hell was that?”

Evie raises an unimpressed brow at the display Mal was putting on. All aflame and snarling, stomping back and forth across the carpet and just generally throwing off enough rage to quail even the toughest of the Isle.

That, was you losing control.”

It was a good thing Evie was included in that mix.

“His dad. His dad, Eve!”

“I’m aware how the whole ‘children and parents’ thing works, Mal, I’ve known since I was twelve. But if you need a refresher…when to people hate each other very much…”

Mal scoffs harshly, sending more flames to the floor, the fire licking even higher across her own body, spreading down her arms and across her shoulders. Evie fixes a sneer of her own on her face as Mal turns to her, eyes alight and lips curled with disgust

“What makes you think that you can just--?”

“Mal. Calm. Down.

“Don’t--”

“You’re burning a hole in the carpet.”

Mal finally stops then, and looks down. There is a faint wear in the plush carpet, and a distinct, sharp smell in the air reminiscent of burnt hair.

“Fuck.”

Evie sighs, some of the venom leaking from her expression.

“Why are you doing this?”

“Doing what.”

“Getting yourself all worked up over…oh.”

Mal’s eyes snap up; still sharp, but there’s no longer the fire raging, and now Evie can see the waver in them.

“Oh? Don’t give me ‘oh,’ Eve, you--”

“You’re really losing it this time, aren’t you? And I thought….”

“What? Just say it. Just fucking say it, if you’re going to be all snide about it.”

Mal’s eyes flicker, but Evie knows that even that is a manipulation and not this time not this time not this time.

“You’re scared because you can’t control us anymore, and instead of growing up and dealing with it like a human being, you’re lashing out.”

“Bullshit.”

But that’s it exactly, and they both know it.

“That’s why you didn’t want me talking, with him. You didn’t want me participating in something you had no control over.”

“Because it wasn’t safe! Because we have no idea what he’s even capable of, or if he’s good for Carlos, or where the hell he’s been this whole time! There is so much here that I don’t know, but am trying to deal with, and I could really use--”

“A wake up call?”

“Fucking hell, Evie!”

There are tears now, hot and thick and her throat is closing but she pushes through it, hoarse and just as furious.

“No, Mal. Not this time. I think you seriously need to consider what is important to you here because this…where you get all hissy and throw a fit and I cow to you and follow along because that’s just what we do...” She shakes her head once and pretends not to see Mal’s tears through her own. “I’m not doing it anymore.”

“Hell does that mean?”

“It means, I’m done. There is a chance here for us to actually have something different than what we did back home, and I’m sick of living on the Isle. I’m sick of it, Mal. I don’t want to have that be any more part of me than what it is. If you want to keep clinging to it, fine. But I’m not going to let you drag me down with you.”

Mal freezes, eyes open, mouth agape, and Evie can just see the anger and pain and fear in the green of her wide eyes.

“Wow,” she says, then licks her lips and blinks, and says it again. “Wow.”

 “Mal.”

“I can’t…I can’t fucking believe you. You really think that’s what this is about?”

The venom is back with a sudden, vicious snarl, her expression twisting violently as she turns on Evie again.

“Carlos almost died!” she spits, and Evie stops, stunned.

“What?”

“I mean, I know we’ve all almost died, it’s the fucking Isle,” Mal snaps, eyes sharp and vicious. “But no…I mean, if I hadn’t found him when I did, Carlos would have died, Eve.”

Evie barely registers the use of the name over the pounding of her heart in her chest, rattling through her ears in a tormented beat.

“What?” she whispers, all she can manage with the sudden information.

“We were still just fucking kids,” Mal says, voice low and shaking. “I don’t even remember…but Carlos hadn’t shown for days, so I went over to Cruella’s to find him.”

“You didn’t,” Evie says, and Mal’s lips quirk up sharply on one side, eyes sparking violently.

“I did,” she says. “I found Carlos half dead in a closet. Had to pry him out of a bear trap to even get him out of there. That man,” Mal spits, sparks flinging from her finger as she gestures towards the door. “If he’s really Carlos’ dad, if he really cared about Carlos he wouldn’t have left him to Cruella.”

“Ok,” Evie croaks, swallowing hard through her tears now. “Ok, so what are we supposed to do? We can’t just keep…pushing like we have been. I mean, I get that that’s all you really know but my mother taught me better than that.”

“Are you seriously…?”

“I just mean,” Evie cuts in quickly, raising an appeasing hand before Mal could start throwing fire again. “We need to go about this the right way. We can’t just charge head in and tear everything apart.”

“We could, though,” Mal argues, but she’s calming, slightly. Thank Hades.

“We could,” Evie agrees. “But no. We need to do this right. Which means we need to find out just what Isaac’s intentions are, and what Queen Elsa’s intentions are, and if Auradon has anything further planned to screw us over.”

“And then what?” Mal says, in a very clear ‘oh is that all?’ tone that Evie does not appreciate in the slightest.

Then we find a way to take them all down,” Evie says simply.

Mal drops her head and chews at her lip, thinking it over; and Evie almost starts to think that it’s over, finally, and that this is the first time she’s ever really gotten through to her. But then Mal looks back up, and there’s something odd in her expression as she meets Evie’s eyes again.

“Is that really what you think of me? That I just drag you down?”

Oh. That’s…not what Evie had been preparing to deal with.

“I…wasn’t thinking when I said that. I was just being angry and stupid,” she tries to cover, but the look in Mal’s face grows, and Evie realizes with a jolt that it’s hurt.

“Eve, tell me.”

“Yeah, ok.” Evie says, clearing her throat sharply when her voice breaks. “I do think that…you have the tendency to get caught up in whatever you’re feeling, and you just react. And sometimes that’s good, but most of the time, it’s not. And I can’t say anything against it because then I’m not following like you want me to, and so then I get stuck in the backlash with you.”

She hates the admission as soon as it’s out of her mouth, but there’s a small part of her that thinks that maybe this was a conversation long overdue, anyway.

“Well. Ok,” Mal says slowly, and Evie grimaces sharply. “Cool. Good to know.”

“Mal--”

“No, don’t. You’re right…I know you’re right. It’s what got me through on the Isle but things are different here, and…I need to learn to accept some things.”

“Ok?” Evie says cautiously, and Mal lets out a sharp breath between her teeth.

“Well I mean it still fucking hurts,” she snaps, and the guilt boiling in Evie’s stomach grows minutely. “But I mean…I’m glad to hear it, I guess? I don’t know how this works.”

Evie lets out a watery chuckle, and Mal tenuously returns her smile. “We’re kind of a mess, huh?”

“Yeah, you could say that,” Mal says quietly. “I’m sorry…if I ever made you feel like you had to go through with things you didn’t want to. I know it’s not…right…but it’s all that I know. And I know that’s not an excuse, but. Anyway.”

“Uh, it’s…we’re ok,” Evie says, and she’s surprised more by how she can say it so sincerely than by Mal’s genuine apology.

“Are we?”

“Yeah,” Evie says, and if she’d doubted before, she means it truly now. “We are. We’ve gotten through worse, I think we can manage this.”

“Somehow,” Mal agrees, and Evie is struck by the sudden urge to…do something. She’s not sure. But it’s almost overwhelming, that feeling, and so she’s all too relieved when the knock comes at the door.

She pulls the door open… and almost trips over the figure standing there.

“Oh. Hi!”

Evie blinks at the sight of…Lonnie? She thinks that’s the girl’s name, standing in the doorway with her fist raised mid-knock.

“Hi.”

“Lonnie,” Mal says flatly from behind her. “What are you doing?”

“Um, well,” Lonnie looks uncertain, glancing back and forth between them as if she knows that something just happened. “I wanted to know if you guys wanted to come to a sleepover I’m having?”

“A sleepover,” Evie repeats, mimicking Mal’s flat tone and stepping carefully back from the door, suddenly regretting the position this put her in.

“Yeah,” Lonnie says, and Evie can tell that even though she smiles, she’s forcing it, ever so slightly. “Me and Audrey were talking about how cool it’d be if you guys joined, since we haven’t really gotten a chance to get to know you, and you could meet some of the other girls and just have some fun.”

“Audrey thinks it’s…cool?” Mal mutters, and Lonnie looks back over her shoulder and it’s only then that Evie sees the second figure standing in the doorway.

Audrey has her arms crossed and head down, and she looks as sullen as Mal had moments before. But at the shift of attention, she shifts, and wow but she was good.

“Totally,” she chirps, eyes lighting and mouth forming a smile that Evie knows must just kill her to give. “We’ve barely even see you guys and you’ve been here for months now.”

“You don’t ever think there’s a reason for that?” Mal quips, and Evie sets her jaw but forces herself to return Audrey’s fake smile with one of her own.

“You’re right,” she simpers, slipping into it Evelynn all too easily. “That sounds suuuper fun! It’ll be nice to meet all the other princesses we’ve only ever just heard about, yeah, Mal?”

She shoots a look over her shoulder to Mal then, letting her smile freeze on her face and her brows go up in question. Mal returns it with a look that Evie reads very clearly as ‘fuck no,’ and nods once, sharply.

“Absolutely.”


Audrey

Audrey has no idea what the VKs are playing at. Or Lonnie, for that matter. Her roommate had decided, almost spur of the moment, to host a giant sleepover for some of the other girls on their floor. Including, she’d said, eyes sparking with that particular look when she got an idea, Mal and Evie.

And what was Audrey supposed to say? No, because she didn’t trust Mal as far as she could throw her. No, because there was just something about Evie that unnerved her, with the way she constantly seemed to be analyzing and taking her apart every time they’d interacted. Which, granted, hadn’t been much. But it had been enough.

Or perhaps, no, because they’re VKs, and despite Audrey’s best attempts to maintain her optimism- to maintain Ben’s optimism- it was becoming increasingly clear that the VKs just weren’t made for Auradon. But that was unpopular opinion, even if it was honest, and even Chad was now starting to fall into Ben’s view and….Audrey was tired of having to be the rational one.

But she followed after Lonnie, and as soon as the door to the…this was actually the boy’s dorm, now that she’s paying attention. What would Mal and Evie…? But the door to Jay and Carlos’ room opens anyway, before Lonnie could really knock, actually, and Evie had all but tripped into them.

Audrey can feel the awful prickling across her skin, like needles are digging just under the surface like irremovable splinters as soon as the door opens, and she just catches a glimpse of Mal over Lonnie’s shoulder and regrets it. She looks like Maleficent, and for one, terrible second, Audrey forgets where she is.

“Hi!”

Lonnie. Sleepover. Right.

She takes another look, out of the corner of her eye because she wasn’t doing that again. And she can see that Evie is trembling minutely, and her eyes scan over Lonnie in that cold, picking apart way she has, and then she immediately adjusts herself to match and….Audrey shudders, just a little. She can’t stand it. What, did she think she was better than them, that she just constantly mocked them like that? Or was it that she thought if she copied long enough, she could suddenly fit in?

Mal is…Audrey doesn’t know. Only that there is something like fury boiling just under the surface of her sharp smile and sharp eyes, and the look that passes between Mal and Evie before they agree to join the sleepover is…intense. It makes Audrey wonder just what it is they’d interrupted, and just what it is that will most definitely be continued.

But, somehow, they’re here. Lounging on a sea of pillows and blankets, the beds pushed to the farther sides of the room to make space, and Mal and Evie more or less in the middle of an excited gaggle of princesses and royalty. All in all, it’s a recipe for disaster, and Audrey is the only one who seems willing to acknowledge it.

“Ok are we just not going to talk about this, then?”

The room falls quiet in that ridiculous, awkward tension sort of way, and Lonnie fixes Audrey with a sharp look.

“Talk about what, Drey?” she says meaningfully, and Audrey scoffs and thrusts her hand out towards the lounging figures of Mal and Evie.

“This!” she snaps, pretending not to notice the way that Evie had flinched and Mal had stiffened. “Whatever this whole, innocent victim act is that they’ve got going on.”

The look that Mal gives her is cool and calculated and amused, and Audrey had never struggled before with violent tendencies, but now…now she wanted more than anything to wipe that look off the other girl’s face.

“Audrey, we talked about this,” Lonnie says slowly. Warily. “We’ve all decided to give them a chance.”

“A chance to do what? Destroy us?”

Mal laughs and the sound is sharp and brutal. “Well, if you keep asking so nicely, sure.”

For the briefest of moments, she and Audrey lock eyes, and Audrey can feel a stirring of intent inside of her. Then it’s gone, and she stands quickly.

“Forget it. If you all want to sit here and keep up this façade, pretend like this is every going to be ok, fine. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

She leaves, unable to be in that room for a second longer.

She finds herself, inexplicably and yet unsurprisingly, going to Chad.

“Hey,” he says, letting her in without hesitation. “What’s up? Don’t you have that…sleepover thing going on right now?”

“I couldn’t stay there and deal with that…bullshit.”

“Woah.” He blinks, drawing back slightly from the hug he’d been about to give. “Audrey.”

“I still can’t believe that any of them actually believe them,” she continues, oblivious to the concerned look he was giving her. “If we aren’t careful…if we don’t keep an eye on the VKs they’re going to destroy us before we can even do anything about it.”

“This is about Ben, isn’t it?”

She stops at that, sitting on the edge of his bed while he perches in his desk chair.

“He still won’t talk to me,” she admits softly, and Chad makes a noise somewhere between a chuckle and a sigh.

“Yeah, me too,” he mutters. “And I get it, really, I totally do. It’s not like…well.”

The look he gives her says it nicely, but it still hurts because he’s not wrong.

It’s not like we don’t deserve it.

“But still,” Chad continues. “That doesn’t change the fact that the VKs are here, and more are probably likely to come. I do think we need to keep an eye on them, but…not like you think.”

“What do you mean?” she asks, eyes narrowing slightly.

“We need to keep an eye out for them,” Chad says, and she recognizes the emphasis is intentional. “They’re finally settling into things, I think, but we need to keep an eye out and make sure they know that we’re looking out for them now, too.”

“Ugh, not you too,” Audrey can’t help but whine, just a little. “You sound just like Ben! I thought of all people, you’d see my side on this.”

“That’s just it, Drey,” he says, and it’s the nickname that snaps her attention back. “I do see your side, but. Well there’s other sides to consider. And I for one, know exactly what my side looks like.”

Right. His mom. She’s not sure why she keeps forgetting that.

“What are we going to do?”

“Specifically?” he scoffs, reaching out and threading his fingers gently through hers. “I guess that depends on you.”

“My father wants to sever ties with Auradon and isolate the kingdom again, but it turns out it’s not going to be that easy.”

It’s the first time she’s said it out loud, and Chad pauses, but doesn’t let go of her hand, which she’s grateful for.

“As part of the stipulations in joining with Auradon, the union of the kingdoms came with the conditional agreement that we would surrender our villain to the Isle. All of the kingdoms made that agreement, and the Isle falls under Auradon’s jurisdictions and borders.”

“Ok,” Chad says slowly, clearly not getting it.

“We can’t just break from Auradon and economize the kingdom like my father wants,” Audrey says tightly. “Not without negating the conditional arrangement…if we left, we would have to take responsibility for our villain once more. Maleficent would be freed from the Isle.”

“Well.” Chad says. “Well, fuck.”

Yeah.

“What…what are you going to do?”

Audrey wasn’t sure. But she did know one thing…she was getting tired of sitting around and letting her fate be decided for her. It was time for her to start making plans of her own.


Mal

Mal stood on top of the water tower and glared out over the Isle at the black speck that was just starting to appear on the horizon.

“How long till arrival, E?”

Evie made a calculating noise below her, but Mal didn’t take her eyes off the shape.

“I can’t see the flag yet, but probably about an hour…maybe 45 minutes.”

Mal nodded, then glanced down to where Carlos was fiddling a flare, then looked over her shoulder to Jay, who was gripping the dagger of his knife and glaring just as hard at the speck as she had. He caught her eye and nodded once, a grim but eager smile flitting across his face. Mal returned it and leapt down from the railing, ignoring Carlos’ yelp of protest as she landed just a bit too close to him.

“Radio over when you can see the flag,” she instructed the other girl as she made her way across rusted and rattling metal and to the ladder waiting beyond. “Carlos, if you’re not on your way by the time I get to the bottom of this thing….”

She left the threat unfinished, but Carlos’ eyes widen regardless, and he scrambled up and shoved the flare into the waist of his pants. He bolted for the opposite rail and lifted himself up and over, rolling onto the roof of the attached structure and disappearing. Mal chuckled her approval, while Evie clicked her tongue.

“I really wish you’d stop scaring him like that, Mal,” she said, eyes still glued to the cracked telescope in her hands. “You know how Cruella is.”

Mal did know, in fact. All too well, but she glared at the back of Evie’s head all the same. “Lighten up, Evie,” she snapped, stepping down onto the first rung of the ladder. “He knows I’d never hurt him and that’s all that matters.”

Evie said nothing, but Mal noted the way her jaw tightened, and paused on the ladder, eyes flashing green.

“Something you want to say?”

Evie stiffened, but didn’t look over, fingers clenching around the plastic in her hands. She shook her head minutely, and Mal grinned, tight and feral.

“That’s what I thought. Jay, with me.”

And she dropped down the ladder, feet skidding along the old metal with a shriek that could have rivalled the sewer rats. She could hear the low murmur of Jay’s voice above, but he was by her side within a few more seconds, and they took off down the streets and in the direction of the square.

“Whistle,” she commanded as they approached, and Jay barked a laugh and brought his hands up to his lips, whistling low and sharp through them, the sound amplified through his cupped fingers. He whistled once more, and by the time they’d reached the busier streets there were six of them instead of two.

Mal grinned wider, and let her own laugh spill forth as they burst into the square, feet pounding almost in tandem. Eyes turned to them as they exploded onto the scene, but most took one look at the green of her eyes and the purple of her hair and turned away. Those that didn’t were promptly stabbed or shoved out of the way, and curses and shouts trailed in their wake as they pushed forward and through and out of the square.

There were ten of them now, and Mal breathed a sigh of relief as she caught sight of a flash of light to the west side of the city. Carlos had set his traps, then. Good. He’d be meeting up with them soon, if he was quick enough. He was quick enough.

Static squeaked from the radio at her belt, and Mal yanked it up to her ear without slowing her stride.

“I can see the flags,” Evie said, and Mal didn’t know if it was the static or just the resentment, but her voice was clipped even through the radio. “You’ve got thirty minutes.”

“You mean you’ve got thirty minutes,” Mal retorted, but she was still grinning, the thrill of the coming drop filling her and coloring her own voice with amusement. “See you at the docks, E.”

Evie huffed a short scoff of her own, and Mal tossed the radio to Jay. He caught it and turned the dial before speaking into it, eyes scanning the turning street ahead of them while Mal counted the moving heads behind.

Twelve. Shit.

“You in place, C?”

A short whistle came through the radio in response, and Jay smiled, then frowned at the look on Mal’s face.

“What?”

“We’re short,” she said, and Jay snapped his head up and she could see his eyes taking in the lagging crowd.

“Fuck,” he hissed, and she shook her head.

“We have to keep moving. If they don’t show, we know who to go after.”

“No, I mean…never mind.”

Mal looked up at him sharply, hearing the hesitation in his voice, but his face was blank, his teeth biting at his lip the only indication of trouble. She glanced back over her head and just caught the sight of a bright flash of red. Then orange. Then green.

“Fucking shit!” She snarled, fury welling up quickly and souring her previous joy. “How the fuck did they know we were moving? They shouldn’t have even….”

She froze on the street, and the gang around her faltered, then kept going, slipping around her to follow Jay’s lead. Mal let them, eyes snapping up again and scanning the shadows for any trace…any sign of the darkness shifting. It didn’t, except to yield more color, and Mal muttered another curse before hollering,

“Jay!”

She took off again, catching up just as a shrieking whoop sounded from her left, more cries and calls echoing around her now, swelling and rising with each of their renewed footfalls.

“Jay,” she growled again, and he cast her a grimacing, sideways look.

“I know,” he said. “They shouldn’t be this far in, not this soon.”

Someone wasn’t doing their job, but rather than fury, panic began to fill Mal instead. She couldn’t dwell on it now, not with the pirates closing in. If it broke out into a fight here, with alleys on all sides and no escape but straight through and into the bay...into the very heart of their territory….

Just as she was thinking it, a scream sounded behind her, a high, desperate keen that cut off far too soon. She didn’t need to turn to know, and Jay’s eyes were hard as he muttered:

“Eleven.”

Mal snarled and pulled back, shoving the rest of the gang forward and pulling her knife from her belt.

“Radio Carlos,” she growled as she went, and Jay shook his head, but moved to do as she said, yanking the radio from his belt and speaking into it quickly and quietly.

She drifted to the back of the crowd and turned just in time to slip her knife between the ribs of the next pirate, the colored blur faltering before falling to the street with a moan that quickly became a gurgle. She exhaled a satisfied ‘ha’ as she straightened, and the shadow in the alley in front of her straightened as well. There was no time for Mal to process before she was on her back, a heavy weight crushing the air from her lungs and a dagger far too close to her face for comfort.

The eyes of the faceless form above her sparkled intently as Mal struggled, and a high, grating rasp of a voice spilled out from the shadow.

“Hello, Mal.”

Pain bit deep into her side, dragging up and across her stomach with a precision that was too intentional to be anything but deliberate.

“Oh I’ve been waiting to do this for a while,” the voice came again, breathless and cruel and familiar, and Mal bit her tongue to keep her own scream in check and brought her knife up, but she knew even before she struck that it was useless. Sure enough, her wrist was caught immediately, and the shadow’s eyes hardened before the pain came again, and Mal felt a cry work its way through her clenched teeth. She forced it into a laugh, and it bubbled up, weak and not quite as believable as she’d have liked.

“Ever the trained dog, huh, Fenris?” She spat out, and the girl’s face twisted with rage, the blade lifting up above her head again.

It never connected, and Mal jerked herself up and back, staggering into the wall behind her as Fenris snarled in the grasp of another shadow that had detached itself from the alley.

“Move,” the figure snarled, and the voice was low, dark and cold. Unfamiliar, even as gold eyes pierced Mal’s own and caused her to shudder against the wall. “We have a boat to catch.”

The dark around her seemed to shift and blur, and the shadows vanished, leaving Mal gasping in the alley alone.

“Shit,” she whispered shakily, pressing her hand to her side and immediately regretting it as the world went white for a moment. “Fucking….”

She staggered out of the alley and back up the street and found Jay waiting for her, blood trailing from his hands and a matching pissed off look on his face. Upon closer inspection, Mal determined that his hands were the only part of him that was stained, and Mal leaned against a nearby wall and tried not to look at her wound.

“We’re down to eight,” Jay said, eyes going from her stomach to her face. “That looks fun.”

“Don’t worry about it,” she snapped automatically, wincing as she inhaled and it pulled at her skin. “We have to make sure everyone we have is in position and stays close. Take over for Meda when she gets in range and rally the triplets for extra cover.”

“I’m not worried, I’m impressed,” Jay quipped, brows lifting in response to her words. “Whoever did that must have really meant it.”

“Yeah, thanks, I couldn’t fucking tell from the way they practically took my insides out,” Mal bit out through her teeth, and Jay grinned but quickly sobered.

“Also Meda’s not an option anymore. The triplets are scattered.”

“Of course, because we don’t have enough shit to deal with as it fucking is,” she said, but inwardly she was growing frantic herself. Meda had been a bitch, but the only one who could control the triplets, and if they were scattered it would take ages for them to regenerate or whatever it is the weird ghost-brats did. Not only that, but the ramifications of her encounter with the shadow in the alley were starting to catch up to her, and she had less than ten minutes to come up with a suitable plan to make sure the rest of them survived the coming barge drop.

“Mother fuck,” Mal hissed, stumbling off from the wall and righting herself by brushing against Jay’s shoulder. “Come on, we have to move.”

“Carlos is in position and he rigged a section of dock to go just when the boat touches down,” Jay muttered as he followed her, sticking just a bit closer to her side. “The pirates will have to go the long way through and we can get in and get what we need and get out.”

“And what about the rest of the fucking gangs?” Mal snapped, and Jay hummed a low noise that might have been a curse.

“Not close enough to get there before we do,” he said, but he didn’t sound so sure. “And even if someone gets too close, we have enough in numbers to stop them, at least.”

Mal paused at the ridge overlooking the bay, eyes landing on Carlos as he scrambled up to meet them. He went rigid at the sight of her blood, but upon meeting her eyes he ducked his head and remained silent, slinking over to Jay’s other side and crouching down to wait. Evie appeared not long after, and she gasped at the sight of Mal and made no such qualms about saying something.

“What happened?! Mal, are you alright?”

“Killed a pirate,” Mal said in response, not caring if her voice was clipped. “Are you ready for some fun? Cuz they already took down half of the group we had and the rest didn’t show, so it’s really just us and how many, Jay? Eight?”

“Six.”

“Six!” Mal repeated, her voice pitching higher with desperation and a sick, morbid humor. “Oh yeah, this is gonna be fun.”

Carlos looked up at her doubtfully, but held up his small trigger remote. Jay groaned beside her and Evie looked pale, but determined, and Mal was grateful for that, at least. It made the next bit less difficult, if only slightly.

“We have anymore pirates, Jay?”

“No,” he said, eyes on the horizon and the impending arrival of the boat. “But I’m keeping an eye out for the colors.”

Mal swallowed and grit her teeth tight around her next words; the echo of metal against her skin and the blood in the alley. “Keep an eye out for the Huns, too.”

“Sure, they should be coming closer to the drop, but I’ll look.”

Mal almost laughed, but she was sure it would come out as a scream if she tried. “No, Jay, I mean keep an eye out for the Huns.”

“Oh yeah, no I got that,” Jay said, and his voice was pinched suddenly. “Thing is, Mal…they’re kinda already here.”

*   

They barely made it out of the drop alive. As it was, they made it out clinging to life and several cans of something processed and a single loaf of bread that smelled funny even before it got to the stale smell. The hideout ended up being too close with the pirates right on their trail, and they’d had to push further into the square to escape them which put them too close to the villains. By the time they’d collapsed in the basement of Maleficent’s castle it was dark, and they were more bruises and blood than anything else, with only a few cans of food and half the loaf of smelly bread. Mal figured the only reason they had half the loaf left to begin with was because of the smell, which was enough to make them gag before they’d even tried eating it.

“That was some bullshit,” Jay gasped, squinting at the can in his hands and groaning. “Some kind of mushroom soup,” he said, holding it up to the rest of them. Evie shook her head after a brief moment of thought, while Carlos shrugged his shoulders and Jay tossed the can to him. The smaller boy immediately began to pry at the lid with a knife, and Mal sparked the lanterns a bit brighter.

“I want half that can, Carlos,” she barked, and Carlos grumbled under his breath at her as he got the lid free and started to drink.

“What was that?” Jay continued, kicking at the dirt and glaring at the air. “I mean seriously, what the fuck was that, Mal?”

“I’m about to go find out, so shut up and bring your sword,” she snarled in response, and Evie straightened sharply against the crumbling wall.

“You’re going back out?”

“Yes, Evie. Don’t wait up. Carlos, set the traps. Jay, now.”

Jay scrambled after her, snatching up his sword and fumbling it into the darkened leather scabbard before climbing up into the house, the black ribbon attached to the hilt fluttering behind like a shadow. They slipped through and out onto the street and it was only as they approached the side alleys that divided the Isle borders that Jay grabbed her arm and jerked her to a stop. Pain flared unexpectedly through her side and straight down her spine, and Mal choked on the scream that tore from her just as suddenly.

“Fuck, Mal, if you’d said where we were going I wouldn’t have had to grab you,” Jay mumbled, voice tight but eyes downcast.

“Apology not accepted, asshole,” Mal bit out, when the world stopped blurring. She almost pressed her hand to her side again but resisted the urge and settled on glaring at Jay instead. “And if you’d waited a bit longer I’d have said that we’re here.”

The fence was just ahead, actually, and Mal squeezed through and almost threw up as the chain links caught and dragged across her stomach, nearly reopening the wound. She really should have let Evie look at it before she left like the other girl wanted to, but Mal hadn’t wanted to deal with the fuss, hadn’t wanted to admit that there was a problem in the first place. But there was a problem, and she straightened as Jay scrambled through the fence after her.

“What are we doing here?” Jay whispered, tugging his hat further down over his hair and eyeing the dark around them with suspicion. “Mal? This is Hun territory, we can’t be here.”

She ignored him and pressed on, swallowing her nausea but not her fear, which only continued to grow as she crept forward through the maze of warehouses. It was as they approached the center that a sharp whistling sound rang out, followed promptly by a desperate cry of pain, and Mal and Jay both froze. It was the kind of guttural wail that came when you’d run out of air but not out of pain, and your body demanded you make a noise anyway. Mal didn’t know if it was the screaming or the alarm as their presence had been noticed that terrified her more, but she pushed forward and into the outskirts of the center square, and then stopped again at the sight that beheld her.

Two figures were in the center square of warehouses, one standing over the other and holding a deadly, curved blade. The figure on the ground was writhing, agony etched on their face and that high, desperate wailing spilling out in broken fragments from their mouth. Blood splattered the ground and the figure above them, and as Mal watched, they drove the blade down into the prone form beneath them, eliciting a fresh cry and more blood as the blade carved across the fallen body. Mal felt her stomach leap into her throat because while the writhing form was unmistakably Fenris; with the bright red hair a near match to the blood which soaked the ground…the other figure…the other figure….

Mal flinched as Jay gripped her arm tightly, his eyes wide and horrified. “This is why we don’t go into Hun territory!” he hissed, tugging her backwards and into the shadows. “That’s gonna be us if we don’t get out of here right now!”

She jerked out of his grip and forward again, eyes locked on the once familiar form of Daisha. She was still Daisha…but different. Strange, somehow. Time on the Isle had always been hard to work out, but the other girl looked older, her face more drawn than Mal remembered. Her eyes were darker, a cold brutality in them that Mal definitely didn’t remember. As she watched, Daisha’s lips twisted, curling upwards into a cruel smirk as she bent over and began to speak to the broken form beneath her, her dark hair falling forward and obscuring her expression from Mal’s view. Whatever she said seemed to spark fresh terror in Fenris, who let out another desperate sound and began to claw at the ground, attempting vainly to pull away as Daisha slowly drew her blade back once more, a cold grin growing across her face.

Movement rippled from the back of the scattered gathering of Huns, and Shan Yu appeared in the warehouse doorway. “Daisha!” he barked, and Mal stiffened at the dark look of fury on his face, as did the Huns nearest him. “That is enough.”

Daisha didn’t even blink at the sound of her father’s voice, and Fenris’ corresponding scream tapered off abruptly with a sickening twist of her blade. Shan Yu’s eyes flashed, the fury darkening on his face and despite the limp in his step, made short, quick strides across the square, a growl building in his chest as he went. Mal felt her breath catch in her throat as the once leader of the Huns reached Daisha, grabbing her arm as it drew back for a finishing blow and, when she resisted, jerked her around and struck her hard across the face. If it weren’t for his grip on her arm, the blow would have sent her to the ground. As it was, she remained upright but just barely, suspended tightly in his grasp. Instantly, all lingering movement and activity stopped, a collective breath leaving the watching Huns at the sight, and even Mal felt her own breath leave her in a rush because for all the ruthlessness he might have displayed and all the brutality of his reputation, Shan Yu had never once struck Daisha.

“I said that is enough,” Shan Yu snarled, voice low and intent.

Daisha remained silent in his grip, just as stunned, but at the command in his voice she bared her own teeth into a snarl and jerked back. Immediately, Shan Yu raised his hand, and Mal flinched and Daisha froze.

“Do not make me strike you again,” he said softly, and Daisha’s jaw clenched tightly shut and her head lowered, eyes resolutely not meeting his.

Shan Yu’s eyes lost some of their own coldness, and he looked as if he wanted to say something more. Instead he opened his hand, and Daisha pulled away from him, stumbling only slightly and the snarl coming back onto her face. Without a word, she stormed away and towards the east section of warehouses, disappearing beneath a faded canopy. Mal watched her go and couldn’t figure out what the feeling in her chest and in her gut was, but she had no time to ponder on it as Shan Yu straightened in the center of the square and bellowed:

“Enough sightseeing, we have a drop to sort through! And someone come and clean this up.”

He dropped his gaze back down to the ruin of Fenris, his lip curling in disgust. Then he shook his head and turned, heading back in the direction he had come. He paused a few steps from the threshold and turned his head, and his eyes locked on Mal’s over his shoulder.

“How kind of you to grace us with your presence once more, dragon. A word would be even kinder.”

Then he stepped into the warehouse and the Huns resumed activity once more, only a few daring looks to where she and Jay still stood half concealed in the shadows. Jay, who promptly turned and slammed her into the nearest warehouse wall, prompting a curse from Mal as her side twinged painfully.

“Alright Mal, what the fuck is going on?! The Huns? The Huns, Mal?!”

Mal growled and dug the hilt of her dagger into his ribs, using the leverage to shove him away from her. He pulled back but continued to glare, though Mal could see the flickers of fear in his eyes that he couldn’t quite hide. She tore her gaze away and back to the canopy where Daisha had disappeared, gritting her jaw before finally deciding it wasn’t worth having Jay’s animosity, too.

“I made an arrangement with Shan Yu a couple years ago,” she forces out evenly, careful to keep her own emotions in check where Jay had failed. “He saved Carlos’ life and in return I promised to uphold my end of whatever bargain he decided to strike. In addition, the leader of the Huns promised further protection and allies in the war against the pirates.”

“Wait, years?” Jay snapped, and his confusion did nothing to calm his anger as he made to slam her into the wall again. Mal deftly flipped the dagger around so the blade faced him, and he faltered, then cursed. “You mean to tell me you’ve had this…thing….going on with the Huns for years and we never knew?”

“In case you hadn’t noticed from their attack this morning, they can be subtle when they want,” Mal quipped, and Jay slammed his fist into the wall beside her head.

“Mal! You realize that their attacking us means that whatever deal you made is shit now, right?”

“No, I hadn’t fucking noticed that, Jayden,” Mal snapped coldly, eyes lighting with green. “Thanks for pointing it out. If you’re done being an idiot, I’m going to go talk with Shan Yu and find out what happened.”

She pushed past him without giving him a chance to respond, but she heard him regardless, his words muttered traitorously to her back.

“This would never have been a problem if I’d been leading the gang.”

She stiffened and had to bite her tongue to keep from lashing out at him, forcing herself to continue and into the main warehouse. He followed her a moment later, and she heard him trip as he crossed the threshold and they came face to face with Shan Yu. He was sitting at a table with only two legs, though it held strong, surveying something on top of it with dark interest. A bird perched on his shoulder, and watched them enter with sharp, glittering eyes, letting out a trill at their approach.

Shan Yu looked up and his eyes went past her to Jay before returning to her, and Mal felt her breath catch as she realized the thing on the table was a bear trap. More specifically, it was the mangled remains of the bear trap that Carlos had been caught in when she’d brought him to the Huns what felt like so many years ago. Shan Yu caught her staring and smiled, but it was cold, and humorless, and Mal straightened instantly; lifting her chin and bracing for the worst.

“You recall when you brought the de Vil boy to me, I told you there would be a price owed for his life.”

Mal nodded once, and Jay hissed behind her, but he remained ignored.

“I did not enact that price at the time, deciding to be merciful after you joined and Daisha spoke for you. But then you decided to desert the clan--”

“I didn’t,” Mal protests, and Shan Yu’s eyes flashed gold in warning. She fell silent immediately, and he brought a hand up to rub almost lazily at his chin, dark eyes never leaving hers.

“And so I think it only fair that with your return now, you can pay for what was owed two years ago.”

Jay stiffened and Mal bit down on the curse she wanted to give and instead forced herself to meet the Hun’s eyes, letting just a hint of fire come into her own.

“I was only gone for one year,” she said, and Shan Yu’s brows furrowed sharply, lips curling in harsh disdain.

“And yet you see what that year has done,” he snarled, hand rising sharply to indicate the bloodstained square beyond. “It may have only seemed a year to you, but for her it has been a lifetime.”

He sank back in his chair, and Mal could see a weariness in him that she hadn’t before, a tightness around his eyes and mouth.

“And I am worried for her,” Shan Yu sighed, and for just a moment, he seemed old. Old, and tired, and concerned for his offspring. “I am worried for the future of the Clan, if this is what she means to lead them towards.”

“And what, exactly, do you want me to do about it?” Mal asked, swallowing hard past the stone in her throat and ignoring the weight of Jay’s glare on her back. “I have no control over the actions of the Clan.”

“But you do control the sway you have over her,” Shan Yu said, and his eyes were cold again, any traces of age gone from his face. “As well as the sway she has over you. My price is simple, Mal; I want you to do as you’ve always done. I want you to go and be there for my daughter.”

It was the use of her name that made her flinch, but it was his demand that made her tremble, and in spite of everything, she found herself shaking her head.

“I can’t,” she whispered, unable to meet his gaze. “Not in the way she wants me to be. It’s why I left in the first place.”

“That’s unfortunate,” Shan Yu rumbled lightly, and there was danger in his tone that had Mal snapping her head back up to meet him, eyes wide and frantic. “Because the alternative payment is far more drastic than what I was hoping for, and involves far more bloodshed. A life for a life, after all, you understand.”

She did. Quite plainly. His gold eyes were dull embers that flickered and danced dangerously as they bore into her own, and Mal had no doubt that despite his current aversion to the brutality of his past, Shan Yu would easily return to that if it meant the security of his Clan’s future. She understood that quite well.

“I’m glad we agree, then.” Shan Yu smiled at her, and it did nothing to lift the coldness of the promise in his eyes of what would come if she were to fail him a second time. But Mal steeled herself and nodded, and rose stiffly from her chair, shoving Jay out the door ahead of her before she could give herself time to ponder just what it was she’d done. What she’d agreed to.

“Come on,” she said jerkily, in face of Jay’s continued protests.

“Where are we going now?” he snapped, but his eyes were anxious and his hands gripped tightly to the hilt of the sword.

“To talk to the leader of the Huns,” she replied, and Jay’s head darted back to look in the direction they’d come.

“Didn’t we just do that?”

“No,” Mal muttered, eyes fixed on the looming canopy ahead. “No, we didn’t.”

“Oh you’ve gotta be fucking kidding…her?!” Jay demanded, shoving in front of Mal and turning to block her continued pace. “You mean that crazy bitch we just watched torture that other chick is—”

 “Shan Yu’s daughter,” Mal cut in, shifting around him and stepping up to the threshold of the canopy entrance. “The leader of the Huns.”

“What the fuck, Mal?”

What the fuck indeed. Mal steeled herself and stepped up into the canopy before she could think better of it, and instantly froze in the doorway. The room was the same as it had always been; thick and closed off by the tapestries and burlap that served as curtains, a heady, spiced scent lingering in the air that was so easy to sink into and so hard to pull away from, just like the resident of the room. The low mattress in the back was still covered in worn, weather-eaten furs, the metal wash basin to the side of it and the chipped mirror hung just above that. Mal knew there were hidden shelves and cubbies for storage somewhere behind the tarps lining the walls, but really all of the familiarity of the room was nothing compared to the familiarity of its occupant.

Daisha was sitting shirtless on the edge of the bed, scrubbing Fenris’ blood from her arms and hands. Her armor lay discarded at her feet, the blackened leather cracked and faded with time but still well maintained, the dark tunic Daisha wore pulled down to her waist to allow her better access with the rough cloth she scraped methodically across her skin. Her hair just as raven-dark as Mal remembered, though it had grown thicker and longer in the year she’d been gone, falling down across Daisha’s bare shoulders and back and concealing a variety of scars that Mal did not remember, and she wasn’t sure why the sight of them surprised her.

Daisha’s scrubbing barely paused at their entrance, and Mal realized as those darkened gold eyes flicked up to the mirror, that her angle made it just so that the other girl could see the opened doorway behind her, but not who had entered. She swallowed hard as Daisha’s jaw tightened and her expression darkened, but Mal barely had a chance to gather a breath before the other girl spoke up.

“If you’ve come to gloat, Risa, it will be the last thing you do.”

Mal didn’t know who Risa was, but what struck her most was how Daisha’s voice had changed. It was colder, a deeper and rougher rasp darkening her tone and sending chills down her spine just like it always had. She swallowed hard as Daisha’s brows furrowed in the space of silence that followed her words, and pulled her voice up from where it had been hiding.

“Daisha.”

Mal watched as the muscles in Daisha’s shoulders tightened before the black tunic was yanked back over them and the other girl whipped around, eyes dull pits of fire.

“You,” she growled, and Mal swallowed again as Daisha stood and began stalking across the room towards her. “You have some fucking nerve.”

Stars danced behind her eyes as her head snapped sharply to the side, blood filling her mouth in place of words, and Mal just had the sense to lift her hand to keep Jay at bay, vaguely wondering if the blood she tasted was her own or Fenris.’

“Do you have any idea, dragon, just how long it’s been?” Daisha whispered, rough, trembling fingers tangling in Mal’s hair and pull her upright once again.

“One year, four months and…two days. Roughly,” Mal murmured, voice thick, and if she’d had any doubts about the copper in her mouth they were absolved with the next blow, and oh but this was so familiar it hurt.

“Roughly,” Daisha repeated, lips twisting mockingly as they traced the syllables, dark eyes flashing over Mal’s shoulder. “Hello, Jay. You’ve certainly grown up, haven’t you?”

And Mal realized, dimly, as she always had, that so had Daisha; the other girl- not even that anymore, really. That familiar insecurity gripped her, that harsh reminder of just what had led her away in first place as Daisha scrutinized Jay with a borderline judgmental look on her face. Because sure, she had only been gone for a vague year and some change, but Daisha had always been ahead of her and while the thrill of the older girl had always served to draw Mal to her, now it was all too apparent that Daisha was no longer a girl. In fact, she was probably closer to Jay’s age at this point, maybe even past him which meant…what? Nineteen? Twenty, more likely, and Mal wasn’t brave enough to ask.

Far more dangerous, the power dynamic between them now, so much more than it had been when they’d first met as…kids. Mal had been a kid, really, even then. And Daisha…Daisha was….

“How the fuck do you know me?” Jay snarled, challenging even as his palms slid sweaty on the hilt of the sword, and Daisha’s lips curled in amusement.

“Well I know all of you, of course,” Daisha purred darkly, and Mal felt the chill drag further down her spine as the other girl- as Daisha’s eyes locked onto her. “Jay, and little Carlos. Sweet Evie.”

There’s a resentment, a bitterness with which she says their names. A promise wrapped in the fire of her eyes and Mal straightened from what she refused to call a cower and glared.

“Enough, Daisha,” she snapped, bolder than she had ever felt. But Daisha had always made Mal bold, and look where it got them. “We both know that’s not what you really want.”

“Do we?” Daisha rumbled, brow lifting coolly and eyes rooting Mal to the spot.

Mal’s hands clenched and unclenched at her sides, but ultimately she knew she wouldn’t ever let that spark come out, and finally she shifted her shoulders forward and turned her head, never taking her eyes from Daisha.

“Jay, leave,” she said, and Jay balked, a growl building in his throat.

“Like hell I’m just going to leave you here with her!” he hissed, and Daisha’s own answering growl was enough to turn the chill in Mal’s spine to a shiver.

“I believe you were given an order, Jay,” she murmured, voice soft and eyes anything but. “And good soldiers follow orders.”

“Listen you deranged piece of fucking shit---”

“Jay,” Mal snapped, turning desperately to face him- turning her back. “Go.”

Go, she pleaded with her eyes, trying to convey what she could through her gaze. Go, I’ll be fine. She nodded once, and Jay shook his own head, neither one of them believing it for a second. He cast one final disdainful look over her shoulder at Daisha, then turned and grabbed for the door.

“Leave the sword,” Daisha called, and he froze in the doorway and turned back around, eyes blazing furiously.

“And leave myself completely defenseless?” he bit out through his teeth, and Daisha barked a short laugh that made Mal flinch in spite of herself.

“I think you’ll manage,” she said quietly, and Jay snarled a variety of rather creative curses and no small number of threats, but he ripped the scabbard from his back and flung the sword onto the ground in front of her. With one more mutinous look in Mal’s direction, he turned and disappeared out the door.

Silence between them for a moment. Another moment.

The friing! of metal sliding from the scabbard. The harsh, pleased puff of air in Daisha’s chest. The careful, creaking weight of Mal’s footsteps as she slowly turned around, watching Daisha eyeing the sword with satisfied familiarity, the sharp lines of the blade cutting across the sharp lines of her face.

“It’s been a while,” Daisha murmured, and despite the edge of the blade in her hands there was none lingering in her voice now. “Things haven’t been the same without this sword.”

“I wouldn’t have thought you’d miss it that much,” Mal quipped jerkily, daring to step further into the room but keeping her back firmly to the wall. “It’s just--”

“It’s not. Just. The sword,” Daisha growled, eyes flashing intently up to Mal’s and halting her in her tracks and oh…oh.

“I didn’t think-” Mal began, but it was cut through by a sharp blow, followed immediately by an even sharper laugh.

“No, you didn’t think, did you?” Daisha snapped, and Mal had just enough time to catch the glint of the blade and not nearly enough time to dodge it. “If you had thought you never would have done what you had in the first place.”

Mal grit her teeth through the anger and shoved back against the blade pinning her jacket to the wall, forcing herself upright because no, this just wasn’t fair.

“Here’s the thing, though,” she snapped back, enjoying the way Daisha’s eyes flickered for all of a second before the pain of it all came back. “I left because I was thinking. I was thinking there I was, just half a kid not even grown and here’s you. Here’s you, so far ahead of me in so many ways and this is the Isle. This is the Isle so what could you possibly stand to gain and what could I lose?”

Daisha’s eyes hardened once more, but so did Mal’s resolve, and she forced herself to keep going while she had the chance.

“And then you started answering…and I started figuring out that there was a lot I could still lose. And so I left before that could happen…before I could let myself let that happen.”

“You’re right that this is the Isle,” Daisha growled, suddenly so close, the shadows warping and darkening in her wake and only adding to the rasping fury in her voice.

“This is the Isle, and we’ve both seen the bottom of it. But where I decided I wasn’t going to be dragged down to that bottom, you--” her eyes lingered over Mal’s form and her lips curled that much higher. “You never left it, did you, little dragon?”

“Daisha I---” Whatever Mal might have concocted was cut short as the air was knocked out of her lungs, her back slamming against the tapestry-laden wall behind her.

“What could I have gained?” Daisha murmured into her ear, her voice burrowing all the way down to Mal’s core. “Nothing, except your trust. Your affection. Perhaps a bit more, in time, if you’d have let me.”

“It was always the ‘bit more’ that you kept insisting on, though,” Mal managed through a gasp, fighting the urge to run.

“True, but even then, I was always content to just have you. Now though…” Something in Daisha’s voice shifted, darkened. “Now I’m impatient.”

Mal thought to cry out, but that thought came too late—too late as Daisha’s lips press roughly to hers, seizing possessively at whatever sound might have come out. Too late because Daisha’s hands twist almost violently into Mal’s violet stained hair, fingers tangling a moment before lowering and…and it’s not searching, the way her hands move along her body. Not questioning or hesitant or careful like before. It’s ferocious and possessive and intentional, the way Daisha’s fingers dig under the hem of her shirt and along her skin, her intent never wavering even as she worked to deepen the kiss, as her hands wandered lower to trace along Mal’s hips and thighs.

Mal jerked back sharply, or at least as far as the wall and Daisha’s grip on her would allow, and Daisha’s eyes flared, lips and teeth dragging along Mal’s collar and voice a dangerous hum against the hollow of her throat.

“Not this time, little dragon,” she murmured, and Mal felt her breath freeze in her lungs even as her body fought to let it out in a moan. “This time, you owe me.”

And she knew, gods and Hades Mal knew that she did, but panic still clawed at her insides and she still squirmed against this grip that she would have fallen into any number of times had things only ever been fair and equal. But this was the Isle, and things were not fair or equal, especially not here; not now, after all this time. But Mal had always been foolish, always been so reckless and careless and bold when it came to Daisha and so she clung to that foolish and reckless hope and brought air into her lungs and forced it out into a bold and desperate gasp.

“What…,” she managed haltingly, voice breaking. “Whatever happened to willingly?”

And Daisha’s eyes flashed indignantly and cold, lips curling and twisting those sharp features that had always mesmerized Mal.

“You lost that when you left,” she hissed, fingers still gripping tightly to the skin of Mal’s thighs and leaving no room for an alternative.

And that was only fair, Mal knew. Of course it was, she had left, after all. She had left a year and some time ago because a part of her had started to realize—no. A part of her had always been aware, she’d just chosen to ignore the part of her that had flared up instinctively every time Daisha had lashed out at her (it had never been often, Mal would always say. And only ever when Mal was being particularly reckless or stubborn; only when she had deserved it and she was lucky, really. She knew that Daisha was capable of far greater violence and that had never been turned on her. They were alright.)

Every time Daisha had exploited the power dynamic to try and convince Mal to do something she didn’t want to do (but really, most of the time Daisha hadn’t realized she was doing it, and always apologized when Mal pointed it out. Always backed off when Mal pushed. Except sometimes she hadn’t, and Mal would wind up with the taste of blood in her mouth for pointing it out. They were alright.)

Every time Daisha had pointed out that really, she could always take what she wanted, and it was a sign of how different (how good, ha ha) she was compared to anyone else Mal could have ended up with that she didn’t. (Mal had never dared point out in those moments that the shadow of a man who had forced himself on her at fourteen had bragged something similar; that at least he had been ‘gentle with her’ and not many others would have showed the same restraint. But they were alright.)

They were alright until they weren’t and Mal had left but she was back now and what did it mean, then? What did it mean that she still couldn’t refuse; couldn’t deny the part of her that had wanted to give herself to Daisha, but had been too terrified to do so and had left? What did it mean that a part of Mal thought that at least it was someone she might have dared to love, if circumstances had been any different? If they had lived in a fairytale, would they have been alright?

“I’m sorry,” Mal whispered, and she couldn’t quit tell what the salt on her tongue was from, but it choked her all the same.

“No, you’re not,” Daisha murmured, gold eyes bright as she hummed her way down Mal’s throat and her fingers gripped Mal’s thighs just a bit tighter. “Fenris is though. And what I did to her is nothing compared to what I’m going to do to you.”

They were not alright.

*

Chapter 37: I am not afraid to keep living (nothing you can say will stop me)

Summary:

In which sleepovers are not automatic qualifiers for fun; Jay learns the power of teamwork; The Cricket breaks new ground; and in the past, Mal learns about the price of love on the Isle.

Notes:

It's been...way too long since I updated and I apologize for that. I hope you're all doing well and staying safe in the world, and here's to the turning of the new year. There's still so much work to be done but here's to a fresh start.

***This chapter contains the usual warnings; mentions of child abuse/neglect, violence and language. This chapter also features scenes of physical abuse, as well as discussions surrounding mental health, relationships, and healthy and unhealthy coping mechanisms.***

 

Hope you enjoy and I'll see you in the new year!

- Raven

Chapter Text

Mal

Mal finds an unexpected ally in Fenris. Well, not ally per se. More like a mutual understanding.

Fenris finds her after Daisha had gone but the shaking had not. The girl limps worse than Shan Yu now, though she snarls fiercely and insists that it doesn’t make her any weaker. But there’s fear in her eyes as she says it and Mal knows it’s only a matter of time before someone (Daisha) ends it for her.

“You’re pathetic, you know that?” Fenris pants, wobbling over but still managing a solid kick to Mal ribs.

“You’re...one to talk.” Mal bites out through her teeth, and Fenris grins at her, all feral and pain.

“Yeah, I am,” she says, and Mal drops her eyes because she can’t handle the intensity of that gaze right now. “I am one to talk, but you’re never one to listen.”

“Go fuck yourself,” Mal spits, and Fenris launches at her, fingers gripping her jaw tightly and forcing Mal’s eyes back to her.

“You wanna know why you’re so pathetic?” She breathes, and Mal snarls and wrenches back, but the girl’s grip only tightens. “You came back. You were gone and you came back.”

“I didn’t have much of a choice,” Mal snaps, pulling her knife from her belt and leveling it at Fenris. The girl releases her immediately and steps back, and Mal feels a sharp pang as she remembers a time when Daisha used to do the same. It’s a dangerous line of thought, and so she abandons it, but it lingers.

“You had a choice,” Fenris growls, and her lips curl with disgust even as her eyes flash fear at the blade.

“Yeah, I could have stayed away. And then they would have killed my crew. You would have killed my crew.”

“You had a choice,” Fenris repeats, and her voice is quieter but no less intense.

“Not one that I was willing to make,” Mal replies harshly, and Fenris’ lips curl again.

“So you came back, and now you’re dying instead, so. How’s that working out for you?

*

In spite of her words, Fenris actually shields Mal the next time she's there. Or rather, she diverts Diasha's attention, and Mal listens from outside the door as Daisha breaks Fen's fingers. She slinks into the building after Daisha leaves and sneers at the mess of Fen that is left behind, and jerks the bones back into place and splints them. She ignores the blood staining Fen's lips- the realization of why she hadn’t heard the girl scream; although she whimpers now that it's just the two of them.

“You know why you’re pathetic?” Mal rasps through the lump in her throat and the stone in her stomach. “Because you stay. Because you take it. Why...why do you just take it?”

“And what's my alternative?” Fen croaks, yelps as Mal jostles her hand. “Fighting back and ending up like you?”

*

Shan Yu hadn’t struck Daisha again since that first time, but Mal thinks it’s because he’d realized that there was no turning her from this path. He was dying, anyway, or would at some point in the foreseeable future. Instead, there was Risa.

Mal had asked Fenris about it, and she had straightened and grinned, all feral and pain.

“Risa is my brother. Or, as close to it, anyway.”

“How did that happen?” She wonders, lifting a skeptical brow. “You’re not even a Hun by blood, so what’s he?”

“None of your concern.”

Fenris flinches and immediately cringes low, where Mal straightens to meet Daisha’s challenging glare with one of her own.

“I am concerned,” she retorts, and Daisha's mouth curls sideway and her eyes flash gold.

“I can give you something to be concerned about, if you want.”

Mal doesn’t.

(Daisha does anyway.)

Fenris scoffs at her when she finds her later, peeling the blankets and the clothes from her body and repairing what she could, cleaning what she couldn't.

“You walked into that one,” she says.

You won’t be walking anywhere for much longer,” Mal snipes back, and feels a pang of regret when Fen flinches.


“Risa is the only one who can challenge Daisha for leadership of the Huns,” Fenris confides in her one night.

They’re on the roofs, not of the warehouses but of Gaston's tavern. Mal had had to carry Fenris part of the way, and told the other girl that she was owed a drink for the trouble. Fenris had fished out a handful of silver change without a word, and Mal had to resist the sudden urge to give it back. Instead she steals the two bottles of watered down wine they’re currently drinking, and pockets the change, vowing to herself to find something in the market the next time she went that might ease some of Fen’s constant pain. Not out of any sort of care or affection, of course. But because these excursions would be so much easier if Fenris could manage them on her own power.

“What do you mean challenge?” Mal asks, and she's not nearly drunk enough for the vindictive look on Fen's face. “Daisha is the leader of the Hun’s. She’s Shan Yu’s daughter.”

“Doesn’t mean anything,” Fen slurs, giddy and entirely too drunk. “She’s leader for the power and the strength and the fear that she wields. Because she challenged Shan Yu, and no one has yet to challenge her.”

“Except Risa,” Mal finishes the unspoken statement, and Fen nods.

“Except Risa.” And she grins, all feral and pain.

“Fenris,” Mal says slowly, and the girl turns, eyes bright from the drink but suspicion thrumming in her body. “Do you love her?”

It’s out in a rush, but she’d thought the words over a thousand times. Fenris goes rigid on the roof next to her, and for a moment Mal fears she might fall off the edge.

“You’re drunk,” Fenris decides, finally. “And I’m not drunk enough.” Her eyes are narrow and unfocused. Her words slow and deliberate. “I know you didn’t just say that.”

“Fen,” Mal starts, but the girl snarls, vicious and unyielding.

“No!” she barks, shaking her head sharply to the side, eyes tightly shut. “No that’s not fair—you don’t get to just—”

She falters, and Mal realizes quickly that the anger is just a front for the pain, as Fen lets out a breath that breaks into a sob halfway through.

“That sort of thing?” Fen continues, voice pitching unsteadily. “Here? Now?” She shakes her head again, an incredulous noise slipping past her lips. “Why…why would you…?”

“Do you?” Mal insists, shaking herself now and not bothering to hide it.

Fen laughs again, mouth and eyes open now, head still shaking slowly; whole body still shaking. The bottle falls from her unresponsive fingers and shatters sharp and lethal on the ground below. Fen blinks, and her expression pinches carefully.

“I thought I did,” she finally says, then stops, lips twisting a bitter smile. “No, no I knew I did. Once.”

“And now?” Mal insists, fingers threatening to shake free of her own bottle, but pushes on because she has to know…has to know….

“I don’t know Mal,” Fen says again, and she grins, all feral and pain and knowing, as she turns to meet her gaze. “Do you?”

.

.

.

“Yes.”

She hisses it like it’s a curse, because it is, because that’s all it will ever be. And Fen lets out another short laugh and leans her head into Mal’s shoulder.

“Hades damn us both, then, huh?”

No, Mal thinks, letting her chin drop pensively to Fen’s temple. Not even Hades would be that cruel.

*

“What has she done to you?”

She asks once, in horror, finding Fen in agony, muffling her pain with her teeth and her wrists. There is something wrong with her legs, the joints of her knees and the roll of her ankle twisted in ways that are all wrong wrong wrong.

“Better to ask what she hasn't.” Fen gasps, and writhes with a silent scream when Mal tries to move her.

“What hasn't she done?”

“Killed me.” Fen grins. All feral and pain. “She hasn't killed me yet.”

*

Mal finds Fenris cowering under the bed, eyes wide and unseeing, tears streaking her face. She's keening softly, muffling the sound of her wails with her teeth and her hands and her knees, but she goes entirely silent at the sound of Mal's footsteps.

“Fenris?”

“She killed him.”

“Who?”

“Risa. He…he tried to…she killed him.”

“And you’re afraid she’ll kill you too?”

Fenris blinks, and her eyes are hard when they flicker up to Mal, lips twisted in a openmouthed grin.

“No, that's the thing. That's the thing, Mal. She never will.”

*

Daisha enters with her hands still stained red with blood. It could almost be paint with how thick it’s splattered across her palms, fingers dip-soaked with the sheer red of it. It could almost be paint except for the look on Daisha’s face and the light in her eyes and the way that the smell of it claws at something desperate in the back of Mal’s throat.

“Dragon,” Daisha says, barely pausing at the sight of her, and certainly not pausing to clean her blade. “Where is she?”

There is utter silence from beneath the bed, and Mal feels her own body grow still, even as her stomach throbs in time with her heart.

“Fenris?” she asks, throat drying and cracking over the name.

Daisha’s lip curls, in something like disdain if it weren’t for the way her eyes gleam, intent as they train on Mal.

“I haven’t seen her.”

The slightest twitch of her lips is all the warning Mal gets before Daisha backhands her hard across the face. She keeps her feet, at least, but her neck twinges with the force of the blow, and she can’t hide her wince as she turns her head back to face Daisha’s mocking grin.

“Try again,” she rasps, voice dark and throaty, the kind of croon that used to make Mal feel things and which now only means fear.

“I haven’t seen her,” Mal repeats blankly.

The next blow does send her to the floor, and she locks eyes with a terrified Fenris, the girl’s face drawn and pale, a plea hovering on the edge of her twisting lips.

“You’re going to have to do better than that, Mal,” Daisha hisses above her, and Mal swallows the fear back down into her stomach and lets it stew until it becomes something vicious.

“I’m not going to tell you,” she snarls, lifting her head back up to glare at Daisha, who grins right back.

“Better,” she murmurs.

Then she kicks Mal so hard everything goes white at the edges. Mal curls over and tries desperately to catch her breath, scrabbles desperately at the rough floor to try and get back up, get back up, it’s always worse on the floor get back up dammit.

She makes it her to her knees and tries not flinch when Daisha’s boots come into view. She waits, coughing and sucking air into her lungs and hating how utterly weak she felt, how pathetic that she was reacting this way. Not even her mother had this power over her, not anymore, and yet here she is cowering now, at the feet of the woman she might have loved, in any other circumstance. Who she did love…who she could have loved. If she’d only stayed, and not left. Or if the Isle hadn’t been the kind of the place that it was. Or if….

She’s distracted by the taste of blood in her mouth.

She hadn’t even realized there’d been another blow. But now that she’s realized it they don’t seem to stop, coming again and again until Mal gives up trying to regain her feet. Then they stop, and Daisha rocks back, scowling down at her.

“Get up, Mal,” she says, eyes cold.

Mal laughs through her split lip, winces at the throbbing behind her eyes.

“Sure,” she croaks, voice hoarse from held back screams. “I’ll get right fucking on it. Right after I unbreak my rib.”

“I didn’t hit hard enough for that,” Daisha scoffs. “I made sure.”

Mal knows. If Daisha had really wanted to break something, she would have. As it was, this was one of those beatings that wasn’t meant to last so much as teach. It was posturing, really, and Mal hated it because it always worked.

“Get up,” Daisha snaps, impatient now. “I won’t say it again.”

Mal knows this, too. Daisha never repeated herself. If Mal didn’t get up now, then she wouldn’t be getting up. Daisha would see to that.

Mal pushes a bit harder, makes it to her knees and does not cringe does not cringe does not cringe. Forces herself to her feet. Looks Daisha in the eyes, ignores the smear of blood, just there, on her cheek.

Daisha smiles, eyes warming, and Mal feels her stomach drop.

No.

Please.

She almost says it. Instead, Daisha says.

“Good.”

And hits her again.

Mal loses count of the number of times Daisha sends her to the floor. (Three) She stops trying to look at Fenris, cowering under the bed. (After the second time) She does not bring herself to her knees. (After the fourth time, when she’d dragged herself up and her wrist had screamed at her)

“Get up, Mal,” Daisha says.

“Please.” Mal says instead. “Please.”

There is silence, still. Silence, as Mal waits for the pain. To stop or continue, she’s not entirely sure, only knows that there is pain, and pain to be expected.

“Ok,” Daisha says, and it is a growl and a sigh all at once. “Ok.”

She picks Mal up. Combs her fingers almost gently through her hair even when Mal shudders at the touch. Deposits her on the edge of the bed.

There is something soft, and terrifyingly reverent about the way Daisha puts her back together. Like Mal is a piece of armor that needs to be properly cleaned and sewn and stored away. Mal wishes that she were. Wishes that she could be put away, that there is a chance she could be forgotten or ignored. Or wishes that she had some, that she could somehow defend against…against. Against this.

Daisha stares at her, eyes open and fierce, fingers tangling through Mal’s hair and gripping the back of her neck, nails scraping the base of her skull.

“I hate this as much as you do, you know,” Daisha says softly.

“I know.”   

Mal does. This is also part of the ritual. Part of the process.

“Fenris,” Daisha says, still soft, eyes not leaving Mal’s. “Get out from under there before I drag you out.”

There is a cry, sharp and broken.

It takes Mal too long to realize that it had been her voice that made it.

Fen doesn’t cry. Fen whines, high and desperate like the wolf of her namesake. If that wolf had been caught in a trap and its only hope of freedom lay in the hunter who had laid the trap to being with, and would only kill it after.

“Please,” Fen says.

It is all that she says. After that she just screams.


Mal

It takes her too long to figure out where she is, and in that space of time it’s all Mal can do to sit up and gasp, panting silently in a vain attempt to catch her breath from the pain.

Get up.

She trembles, a desperate noise clawing at the back of her throat. Fingers scratch at the base of her skull and she shudders through the sob that threatens to escape.

Get up, Mal.

“Mal?”

She flinches, slamming her head against the wall behind her with a dull thump that does nothing to shake the fingers, to quiet the low voice in her head that is insisting that she get up get up get up it’s always worse on the floor get up!

Mal jerks away from the voice. Scrambles desperately to bring herself to her knees. Get up Mal. She’s halfway to her knees when a light flicks on.

A light flicks on and she almost screams because lights never just turned on when you wanted them to on the Isle. Not without a cost. She realizes that the light is dim, and small, and there is a pale face framed by dark hair peering at her by it. Panic claws at her stomach and has her reeling away until the voice comes again, soft and concerned.

“Mal?”

Soft. Concerned. Short dark hair, and a voice that doesn’t rasp or growl. That doesn’t make Mal feel things low in her gut or shudder with fear high in her throat.

“You’re awake,” the voice says again, the eyes worried but solemn. Honest. “It’s over. You’re awake now.”

Get up!

Mal pushes onto her feet desperately, rocking back onto her heels and bracing her back against the wall. She squeezes her eyes shut and waits for the croon to come, the recognition that having something solid at your back was only helpful when you weren’t being struck from the front.

Don’t make this harder than it needs to be, Dragon.

Get up.

She is, she is up, she’s up she---

“Please.”

It comes ripping from her throat in a whisper, and the light shifts as the figure on the floor moves, rising to meet her. Mal stiffens, bites her tongue so hard she tastes blood but she’s not going to say it again because that would be begging and that only ever made it worse.

“You’re safe,” the voice says. Still soft, still so sure.

The fingers scraping the back of her neck are sure, too, the clawing in her gut and her throat. The screaming in her head.

Get up!

I’m up! She screams back. I’m up I’m up please. Please.

“It’s over,” the voice comes again, and Mal feels a faint flicker of something like familiar before the fear comes again. “It happened, it’s real. But it’s over and you are safe now.”

“That’s a lie.”

She blurts it without thinking and instantly regrets it as there’s a shift of movement and a burst of pain. Then she realizes that’s because she’s bit her tongue again, and she reaches a hand back to press flat against the wall because she won’t go down again when the blows inevitably come.

“Where are you right now, Mal?”

And that’s not fair because the Isle –Auradon- the Isle. Because there’s fingers gripping gently at the base of her skull and a screaming voice in her head to get up and stay up and that voice crooning in her ears that you’ll have to do better than that, Mal.

She must have said that. Some of that, out loud, because the light goes away and then comes back brighter, and it takes everything she has to stay on her feet for the pain to come.


Lonnie

Lonnie had gotten too used to sleeping, in Auradon. It had been a strange adjustment at first, being at school, sleeping in dorms at night with a roommate. Whenever she was home (not China, home, but home as in the manor in the kingdom neighboring Auradon by way of the Great Wall) there would always come a time during the night where she would be awake. The dorms were a strange luxury, a full night of sleep with nothing to worry about except perhaps the next day’s classes.

So now, when Lonnie finds herself awake in the night again, a part of her is gripped with a familiar sinking fear of finding her father with his sword in hand, eyes seeing nothing as he roamed the grounds. Or her mother, restless and anxious, thrumming with a dangerous energy and shooting arrows or throwing knives at the wooden targets in the yard.

Instead, she looks and sees a pile of sleeping princesses around her, and even Evie, their newest member, is wrapped around a pillow, clutching it tight in her sleep. Lonnie bites back her groan of frustration and rolls back over, determined to get back to her own sleep--- and freezes when she catches sight of Mal.

“Mal?”

Mal is sat bolt upright in her nest of blankets, chest heaving with the force her gasping breaths. She’s shaking, and there’s a noise like a sob coming from her mouth, quiet and desperate. She is utterly terrified, and Lonnie thinks for a moment of sitting up as well, but is afraid the movement might make it worse.

“Mal,” she calls softly, and Mal flinches, recoiling back with a speed that Lonnie knows could only come from instinct. Mal struggles for a moment, then brings herself to her knees and looks as if she wants to get up even further, but is stopped with another desperate noise and Lonnie can’t do this. Not…like this.

She feels for her phone and slowly flicks the flashlight on, cupping the light to diminish the glare and angling it enough to illuminate the space between them. Mal jerks at the light, but doesn’t make much more acknowledgement of it, her eyes wide and unseeing- like her father’s eyes. Lonnie shoves away that train of thought…and then tugs it back because she knows what this is. Knows how to deal with this.

“You’re awake,” she says, firmly but gently, taking care to keep her voice low. “It’s over. You’re awake now.”

Mal shoves herself to her feet with a short, pained movement, all but slamming her back into the wall as if expecting to be attacked. She squeezes her eyes shut and Lonnie can see the way her whole body trembles with the force of her fear.

“Please,” Mal whispers, and Lonnie swallows past the lump in her throat and shifts to her feet, stepping over the discarded blanket to get closer.

“You’re safe. It’s over,” she says again. “It happened, it’s real. But it’s over and you are safe now.”

Because that’s what she’d learned was important, over time. Not trying to deny whatever her parents had gone through during the war and the many that followed. Not diminishing it by designating it ‘simply a dream.’ Acknowledging it, validating it, and then reminding that it was done and in the past and that where they were right now was safe and loved and with her.

She doesn’t think Mal would appreciate hearing ‘I love you,’ though, and so she takes another slow breath to repeat her mantra when Mal speaks again.

“That’s a lie!”

She hisses it with fury but almost immediately flinches back against the wall in fear again, as if Lonnie was going to punish her for the outburst. It tugs again at the constant reminder of just where she had come from, just how different and terrible the Isle was in comparison to Auradon. But that was drifting too close to other, dangerous lines of thought, and what really mattered was Mal in the here and now.

“Where are you right now, Mal?” Lonnie tries, because that’s another thing she’d figured out.

Trying to tell her parents where they were had never really worked out well, especially if in their minds, they were still fighting a war, and not likely to believe Lonnie when she said that they were safe. (That they weren’t in China) It was easier to simply ask instead, give them some control over the situation and let them think and figure it out on their own. (After she’d taken the sword, or the knives, or the bow and arrows away from them.)

Mal’s face contorts at her words, anger and fear and pain all fighting for control. She says something, mumbling it frantic and upset beneath her breath so Lonnie has to work to hear.

‘Get up,’ Lonnie makes out, then realizes that’s all she’s whispering, over and over again.

Crap. She can’t do this. She doesn’t understand this.

Well. This, she understands. The waking up. The panic. The memories blurring with reality. She knows this. She understands this. Understands it in the shape of her parents. But how it relates to Mal, specifically? She’s going to need some help with that.

Decided, she creeps soundlessly over the sleeping bodies, effortlessly avoiding stray limbs and strands of hair until she reaches the opposite wall near the door. She doesn’t hesitate to flip the light switch, keeping eyes on Evie, specifically, as everyone rouses or groans.

Mal screams, and Evie had been rousing faster than the others but she’s impossibly fast at the sound of that scream, bolting upright gracelessly and scrambling for the other girl even before her eyes are fully open.

“Mal!”

She cries, and Mal jerks and blinks against the light and flinches when Evie puts her hands on the sides of her face.

“Lonnie?” Jane whines sleepily, but her eyes are just as wide as Mal’s, if significantly less terrified.

“What’s going on?” Audrey continues, and Lonnie is surprised (but also not) to see that her eyes are sharp, arms folded across her body as she tilts away from the smaller scene of a now trembling Evie failing to reach a panicking Mal.

“Flashback,” she answers shortly, striding back across the blankets and dodging a stretching Anxelin.

“What?” Evie snaps, whirling back to face her with suspicion and pain etched around her eyes.

“Mal’s having a flashback,” she repeats, softening, and Evie gapes a moment and blinks before the pain around her eyes deepens.

“But--” Evie begins, but Audrey cuts in, finishing before she does.

“How do you know?”

Most people would mistake Audrey’s curtness for hostility, and while Lonnie can definitely see some of that being justified, she also knows the other girl. She knows it’s just another front that she uses to hide behind, but right now, Lonnie can’t afford to deal with Audrey’s bullshit.

“The same way you do, Drey,” she says, looking her in the eyes. “The same way I know, and the same way Chad knows.”

Something flickers and breaks behind Audrey’s eyes at her words, but she doesn’t have time to process it. But Lonnie doesn’t forget it, either. She’ll poke at it later, once Mal is ok and they’re alone.

“I’ve never…Mal doesn’t….”

Evie tries and fails to finish her thought, but breaks off and turns back to Lonnie. “You know how to deal with this?”

Deal with this, Lonnie notes ruefully. As if it were something mildly inconvenient, or could be fixed instantly and forgotten just as quickly. Then she notes the look on Evie’s face and realizes that that is exactly what the other girl is thinking, and has to fight to maintain her composure.

“I can help, yes,” she says instead, and if her voice is a little thick, well. It was only fair.

“What even caused it, anyway?” Audrey asks quietly behind her, doing a much better job than Lonnie at feigning indifference.

“Probably a bad dream that didn’t go away when she woke up,” Lonnie mutters back, trying to ignore her discomfort at talking about Mal when she was still right there.

Audrey makes a soft noise in response, a noncommittal hum before turning and crossing back to her sleeping bag and flopping down onto it. She crosses her legs and snatches up her phone, effectively shutting out the rest of them. Lonnie sighs, then glances around at the still hovering and anxious princesses.

“So, uh. Sleepover’s clearly not going to finish the way we were hoping guys. I um…I get it if you want to just head back to your dorms.”

“Are you kidding? She’s kidding, right?”

Anxelin fixes sharp green eyes on Lonnie, then the rest of the group.

“She’s one of us,” Melody agrees, nodding with an equally fierce look on her face. “We’re seeing this through, so we can help in the future.”

Something comes across Evie’s face at that, hot and vulnerable and vicious. Then it fades just as suddenly and turns into fear as she glances back at Mal, who is still trembling and still not moving away from the wall even with all the lights on.

“What are you going to do?” she asks Lonnie, who turns back to Mal and tries to decide just that.

Mal is awake, at least, she thinks, but doesn’t seem at all aware of her surroundings, judging by the vacant and terrified look on her face. Her lips move, forming the word ‘please’ over and over without fully committing to saying it, and there is something like pain wracking her body each time, as if the very idea of it is the harbinger of something terrible.

“Mal,” Lonnie calls gently, walking back so she was close enough to reach out and touch her. She wouldn’t of course, not unless it was necessary, but just in case. “You’re alright. You’re safe. It’s over.”

Mal shakes her head, but before she can start to bite out painful words between her teeth, Evie rushes forward, pressing herself into the space between the other girl and the wall and grabbing her hand, squeezing tightly. Mal flinches, and jerks for a second, then stills. Lonnie glances down to where their hands are joined to see Mal’s thumb running over a small ring on Evie’s finger, a disjointed sort of pattern in the motion that she doesn’t understand, but, if the look on Evie’s face is anything to go by, the other girl more than understands.

“Eve,” Mal whispers, voice hoarse from the screaming. Then she’s actually awake, and pulling sharply away from Evie despite the protests, her eyes locked on Lonnie.

Lonnie, who, for her part, immediately turns to reorganize the rest of the room and placate everyone and politely encourage them to leave and not miss the way Audrey’s eyes are narrowed where she’s still looking over at Mal. But when everyone has calmed and mostly all left aside from herself, Audrey, Evie and Mal, Lonnie turns back around to see what else needed to be done because the aftermath was always worse than the initial attack, in her experience.

Mal was sitting cross-legged back amongst her blanket nest, Evie right next to her but situated in a way to belie her position if questioned about it. Lonnie is all set to brace herself for damage control, especially the way Audrey is still eyeing the two VKs, but Mal speaks before she can.

“You looked like her. When I woke up.” Her voice is tight and clipped, eyes not quite fixing on Lonnie and fingers clasped tight in Evie’s.

Audrey makes a sharp noise behind her, but Lonnie ignores it in favor of lowering herself carefully to the floor across from Mal.

“Like who?” she offers, just as cautiously, not entirely sure she wants to know; if the connection is something she wants to be a part of.

“Someone I knew,” Mal continues vaguely. “Back on the Isle. It’s not important.”

“It is if she reminded you enough that you had a whole freak out about it,” Audrey snaps behind her, and Evie stiffens while Mal bristles, lips going back from her teeth in a silent snarl.

“Audrey,” Anxelin is quick to chide. “That’s uncalled for.”

Audrey says nothing, but Lonnie can feel the tension now, in the room, and in Mal, who doesn’t pause in her vicious glare even when Evie’s fingers gently start to rub across hers.

“How did you even know about it anyway?” Evie asks, not accusing but something adjacent to it, eyes sharp and wary. “And why are you so sure about Chad?”

Lonnie knows that Chad had had a few run ins with the VKs, but to what extent past the initial antagonizing, she’s not entirely sure. But there is something scrutinizing and weighty to Evie’s question about him that suggests perhaps he’d done something else that she had yet to know. She makes a note to yell at him for it later, and tries to figure out how best to satisfy them in the here and now.

“Well I can’t speak entirely for Chad, as his experience with his mom is a lot different than what I have with my parents. But he does know a little about flashbacks and the like, and I know a bit more than that.”

“How?” Mal asks, not as sharply but with an equal amount of scrutiny.

“My parents were war heroes,” Lonnie says softly, feeling that familiar hitch in her breath that always comes when talking about this part of her parents’ legacies. “And when you’ve been through something like that it tends to not go away as easily. And they had to do it twice, so…I know my way around handling flashbacks.”

“War heroes?” Mal murmurs, and though she’s not looking at Lonnie there is something like familiarity in the furrow of her brows.

“My parents fought for China,” Lonnie says simply, and hates herself for it because it is far from simple. But it is easier for her and, she excuses, for the VKs who would have no reason to know her parents’ names or what they’d been through. What they’d done.

“They fought two wars against the Huns, and prevented a third with another nation that would have threatened the peace they’d established after the second war. It hasn’t exactly been….”

“Wait,” Mal says, and her voice is low and hollow. “You said the Huns…Shan Yu?”

Lonnie jerks at the name, less due to the name itself and more to the name coming from Mal.

“You…you know him?” She asks, and Mal huffs a sharp, bitter noise that Lonnie thinks might be a laugh.

“Could say that,” she mutters. “Nice guy. His daughter’s a bitch.”

Lonnie isn’t sure what exactly to make of all of that. Which part was more incredulous (or worrying.)

“He…he has a daughter?” She manages weakly.

Mal scoffs a short noise that might have been a laugh or a sound of pain, and Lonnie doesn’t miss the way she stiffens. Or the way her eyes flicker briefly over her features, and she remembers what Mal had said-- ‘you looked like her,' and she doesn’t know if she wants to know.

“They called her the Black Lotus, over on the Isle,” Mal finally says, and her voice is tinged with something strong and bitter. “Made quite a reputation for herself.”

“I’m sure, if she took anything after Shan Yu,” Audrey mutters. Thankfully, the VKs don’t seem to take offense, and Lonnie dares to press on the other part of what Mal had said.

“You said that he’s…nice?”

Mal scoffs another short noise, and Lonnie watches Evie tuck even closer into the other girl’s side. Mal barely blinks, and it reminds Lonnie so starkly of her parents that it hurts.

“He got less conquer-y on the Isle, if it makes you feel any better,” Mal says lowly. “Still held a pretty huge territory and didn’t take anyone’s shit and was…cruel, at times. But a lot less war and more maintenance, if anything, but not one to be crossed. Sucks that he’s dead, but—”

“Wait,” Lonnie snaps, her stomach falling so sharply she fears she may be sick. “Shan Yu is dead?”

That, at least, gets Mal’s attention, rousing her to peer at Lonnie with furrowed brows. “Yeah,” she drawls out slowly. “A bit ago, maybe…a year? Year or more… What?”

Lonnie isn’t sure what her face must look like, but it’s enough that Mal looks almost alarmed.

“That’s not possible,” she mutters, and she knows that now she’s the one who looks disturbed, as Audrey shuffles over.

“And why not?” Evie snaps, defensive as Mal seems to shrink at Lonnie’s shock.

“The whole point of the Isle is for the villains who tormented us to serve an eternal sentence,” Audrey supplies snippily. “And dying kind of defeats the purpose of that.”

“Maybe he wasn’t enough of a problem,” Evie argues back, just as sharp, hand tightening around Mal’s as Mal starts to shake again.

“He was a named villain,” Lonnie tries, but even she still can’t quite shake off her own turmoil. “From what my parents told me they laid it out so that the barrier would keep them from dying.”

“Huh, how kind of them,” Evie snarls bitterly. “To take that into consideration. And yet you somehow act surprised when everyone else just becomes collateral damage.”

“But that still doesn’t explain how Shan Yu was able to die,” Lonnie presses, and Mal shakes her head.

“If he wasn’t…then...” she murmurs, and her voice is hollow, eyes unseeing and pale. “But that’s....”

“Mal?” Evie whispers, and Mal shudders and whispers a curse before straightening suddenly.

“Nothing,” she says, and her voice is jarringly brisk. “It’s nothing.”

She’s trying to convince herself, Lonnie knows, but she doesn’t call the other girl out on it. Audrey huffs, more than vaguely uncomfortable with the whole thing.

“Well if that’s all,” she says coolly. “Do you think we could have our room back, since the sleepover is clearly a bust by now?”

“Audrey!” Lonnie snaps, but Mal is already on her feet, pulling Evie up with her.

“No, it’s fine,” she says, and when her eyes meet Audrey’s they spark with green. “It was getting stuffy in here anyway.”

Audrey makes a low noise in her throat almost like a whine, but the VKs both leave without any fire being thrown, much to Lonnie’s relief. She still can’t help but feel like she should have done more to help, but the revelations about the Isle’s inner workings and the news about Shan Yu had left her more than rattled. Her parents needed to know…the whole Council did, really. If it was truly possible for the villains to die…well. Lonnie didn’t want to know what sort of a thing could come of that; what sort of thing Auradon had done, creating such a thing like that.


Ben

Ben finds Mal by the lockers the next day, spray painting. It’s a huge, sprawling piece, large enough that it covers her entire locker- as well as the two lockers on either side. He’s…not entirely sure the owners of the other lockers will appreciate that too much, but he’s too mesmerized by the art to really care. It’s a massive black dragon, bathed in violent green and purple flames. There’s lettering that she’s working on as he approaches, and though it’s only stencil now he can just make out the words ‘Long Live Evil.’

(They definitely won’t appreciate that.)

“That’s uh, pretty impressive,” he says as he strolls up.

Mal jumps, and the line of fire she’d been working on wavers. Oops.

“Ben,” she gasps as she turns, then she pauses and glances quickly towards her art.

“Have you thought about maybe putting this on something more official?” he asks, deciding not to comment on her fright. “Like, a canvas or something?”

She lifts a brow at him, lips quirking slightly. “This is something official,” she says, and well, she’s got him there.

“Yeah, but at least no one’s gonna scrub it away if it’s on a canvas,” he replies, and he can’t help but grin just a bit. It’s so…easy, talking with Mal. “Plus you know, the art department could really use your skill.”

She shrugs a shoulder and runs her fingers along the smudged line. “Nah. Takes the fun out of it, if I have permission.”

“Fair enough,” he chuckles, and he swears she almost laughs too.

“Hey,” he continues, as she starts to click the cap of her paint can in place. “You guys had that sleepover thing with Lonnie, right? How’d it go?”

The can snaps shut with enough force to crack it, and he almost regrets asking. There’s something shadowed that crosses Mal’s face before she can hide it, but even after she puts on an unaffected air he can still see the tension around her eyes. (He wonders when he got so good at reading her.)

“It was fine,” she mutters. “A bit boring for my tastes.”

“Not enough fire?” he teases.

She grins, and it’s so easy and there’s this odd, warm feeling in his stomach and—

“What is that? Ben?!”

Audrey is walking briskly in their direction, Chad at her heels. Ben’s stomach does an odd little flip at the sight of the two of them, but it’s too late to think about awkward drama because Audrey is glaring at Mal and the lockers as if she’s smeared mud on them instead of paint.

Mal, for her part, glares right back, and the paint can in her hand hisses softly, smoke curling off the smooth sides.

“That, princess, is art,” she simpers with faux sincerity. “You know, art; that thing that people do, that usually incorporates some kind of creative, visual medium as a way of expressing themselves.”

Audrey’s lips curl sharply upwards, and Ben and Chad briefly make eye contact before unanimously coming to the same conclusion and taking one step backwards.

“It’s vandalism is what it is,” she hisses. “And destruction of property. Ben you can’t seriously allow her to do this.”

Ben jumps, and Audrey seems to wilt ever so slightly as she realizes she’s addressed him, but he knows that look in her eyes and knows she’s not going to let it go.

“Um,” he mutters, looking away quickly. “I don’t really see the harm, Audrey. It’s just paint, it’s not like—”

“Not like she’s flinging magic everywhere and threatening council members and ruining sleepovers?”

Mal flinches, and Ben gets the very distinct impression that he does not want to know what happened.

“Audrey, chill,” Chad steps in, startling all of them. Seems to startle himself if the look on his face is anything to go by, but he steps forward all the same. “It’s not a gateway into nefarious crime or anything. Besides, I’m sure she’s done literally a lot worse than smearing some paint on a locker.”

Ben thinks at first that Mal is going to be offended, but instead she smirks at Chad’s words, and inclines her head ever so slightly at him.

“Thank you,” she says smugly to him, and he blinks a bit, uncertain.

“Um.”

“Ugh, whatever,” Audrey snaps, rolling her eyes. Her expression flickers again as she glances over Ben, then steps up to Chad. “I’ll see you at the game after my dress-fitting for the coronation, okay?”

She kisses him on the cheek and Ben tries to pretend like his stomach doesn’t clench, that his throat doesn’t tighten with an unreleased growl. Then she’s gone, and it’s just him and Chad and Mal, who drops her now-melted can into her backpack.

“A game, right,” she mutters, to no one in particular. “Evie said she got us seats.”

Then she too, is gone, with a quick smile to Ben and another nod to Chad, and suddenly that awkward he’d been trying to ignore is back. He’s conflicted, because the part of him that is just too much like his mother wants desperately for things to be ok again and it’s bad enough, losing Audrey. (And he recognizes, too, that really, she’d never been his to lose.) But he just…he can’t bear the thought of losing Chad, too.

“I um, should get ready too,” Chad mutters, and Ben knows that he has a meeting he is absolutely late for, but he knows too that if he doesn’t do something now he’ll regret it.

“Chad!”

Chad stops at the end of the row of lockers and turns carefully, his brows lifting in wary surprise.

“I’ll…I’ll see you at lunch after the game.”

Maybe he’s imagining it, but he swears he sees a flash of relief and something like gratitude in Chad’s face before he lifts his lips in a soft grin.

“Yeah,” he says lowly. “Yeah, ok.”

And then he’s gone, feet stomping down the balcony stairs and across the grounds towards the tourney fields. And Ben is definitely late for the meeting but in his mind, it is absolutely worth it. Maybe things could be ok, after all.


Jay

“Ok guys, this is gonna be a rough one, but we’ve got this, alright?”

Jay looks around the field, taking in the arrangement of cones marking the boundaries; the stands full of screaming people; the goals and the cannons that were already hissing in anticipation. The layout was almost like the docks back on the Isle, and for half a second, he could almost pretend it was a barge drop and they were putting a plan into place for an ambush.

“Emir, Kory; you guys are defense. Evan, I want you on the cannon; I swear if a single Fox gets past our lines, I’ll have you running drills for a week.”

A billowing chant goes up from the line of cheerleaders, and Jay squints to see if he can make out any familiar faces. He’s nearly startled when he notices Audrey at the front, cheering along with the rest, but glaring sharply in his direction. He turns back to the gathered team to ask what her deal was, and notices everyone staring at him.

“What?”

“I said, I need you on offense,” Chad says, apparently for the second time? “It’s gonna be you and Aziz, with Nikhil running interference where he can. You good with that?”

He glances sideways to meet Aziz’s eyes, an eager grin splitting across the other boy’s face.

“There’s no way this will be anything but a recipe for success,” someone mutters sarcastically, and Chad shoots them a sharp look.

“Right,” Jay drawls, shaking his head to try and focus up. “Right, ok. And…wait, what about Carlos? And don’t we need Ben?”

“I thought we’d already…”

“Ben’s got meetings,” Nikhil says, cutting across whatever Emir had been about to say. “And anyway, he’s more of an ‘honorary’ captain-- Chad’s the one who’s got the playbooks memorized.”

“You’re exaggerating,” Chad snaps, rolling his eyes. “And we don’t have time for this. Emir, I want you to watch out for the Connor kid. He has no clue how to pull his punches and we don’t need that. And Carlos….”

Carlos looks up with a soft whimper, helmet tilting awkwardly on his head.

“Carlos you’re on the bench.”

Chad say it with such finality that Jay almost misses it. He definitely doesn’t miss the way Carlos slumps, and he has a protest halfway on his lips, fingers curling protectively around Carlos’ shoulder.

“Bullshit,” he snaps, at the same time Carlos whispers “Oh thank fffuck.”

“Wait, what?” Jay hisses, and whirls around to the sideline. “Coach! Chad is trying to keep Carlos on the bench.”

The Coach blinks over the edge of his clipboard, brows lifted slightly.

“That was my call,” he says solidly, and Jay grits his teeth. “He’s not ready, and it’s the first game of the season. This could make or break us.”

“Exactly,” Jay insists, shoving down the instinct that told him to back down. “And you told me that a team can’t function without all its parts.”

“Jay,” Carlos hisses, poking him between the pads of his armor. “Jay sh-shut up.”

“And Carlos,” he continues, ignoring him. “Well he’s like my brain…and those are important. I mean….”

“Carlos,” Coach snaps, cutting across the rest of the explanation he’d been trying to give. “I want you on the second canon. Keep the Foxes off our offense. Think you handle that?”

Carlos pauses in the middle of trying to say he really couldn’t play and blinks. Jay does too, a little caught off guard at actually being listened to by someone who had authority.

“Oh,” Carlos says, then nods a bit, adjusting his helmet. “Y-yeah. Yeah I can do that.”

“Ok, then what else are we waiting for, let’s go Knights!”

It starts with a rush and a whistle as everyone scatters across the field to take their positions. Jay paces to the now familiar front line, spreading himself to the right while Aziz takes left and Nikhil floats center. It isn’t lost on Jay that just weeks ago he would have had a very different reaction for this situation, but now all he can really think of is the game, and the oddly comforting knowledge that there are others who have his back now. He casts his eyes further out towards the ‘Kill Zone,’ checking to be sure that Carlos is in position, too. Carlos sees him watching and gives a quick little wave with his thick gloves, to which Jay scoffs slightly and grins. He nods back, and then glances behind him to make sure the rest of the team is in place.

“…here’s the pitch!” The booming voice of the announcer calls across the field.

A whistle blows.

There’s a sharp cracking of sticks and roaring cheer from the crowd and then—

“...Knights have the ball and we are on!”

The game is on.

Instantly, Jay rushes to cover Chad, flanking his left as he takes first possession of the ball. Out of the corner of his eye he can see Aziz breaking off and crossing into the opposing team’s territory, and a few others from the Knights following suit, heading off the offense.

“Heads up!”

Jay snaps his head back over just in time to catch the blurring movement of the ball. Shit! He lurches, and just barely catches it in time, only breaking stride for a second before he finds his balance again.

“Don’t just stand there, go! Left center!”

For half a second, Jay pauses.

There’s this weird familiar ringing in the back of his head, and he’s on the Isle, feet pounding a desperate rhythm on cobblestone. Mal is to his left, shouting something about following her lead, but he’s not about to take an order from her. He knows what he’s doing. He breaks off.

“Jay! Left center! It’s open!”

Jay blinks, and runs.

“…from the Isle of the Lost. Nearly untouchable as he breaks right through the left center of the field! I don’t think I’ve seen a player run that fast folks!”

The announcer has it wrong, unfortunately. Jay’s not quite so untouchable. He has just enough of an opening to pass the ball off to Kory before something slams into him. He’s on the ground in seconds, head pounding and body instantly flaring with pain. He thinks, vaguely, that this must be what those cars feel like when they slam into you. Then he’s staring down at an odd blur of yellow and green, and then he realizes he’s not staring down but up. That’s all he can manage before another heavy slam comes, and something gives.

There’s a sharp whistle and a shout of “Foul play! Penalty for the Sherwood Foxes.”

Then he’s being hauled to his feet, his helmet yanked roughly from his head and a hand slapping lighty across his cheek.

“Hey, can you hear me?”

He squints, and everything focuses roughly back into place. He’s sitting down, which is weird, because he’d been standing -on the ground- a second ago.

“What?” he chokes out, and Chad makes a frustrated sound.

“Asshole! Emir, what part of guarding Connor did you not fucking get?!”

“Not my fault- dude’s a fucking truck, what’d you expect Charming?”

“I expect you to do your fucking job, so shit like this doesn’t happen to our guys!” Chad snaps back.

Jay gets handed a bottle of water at some point during this, and he splashes some on his face. More clarity comes back, along with the relief that nothing felt broken, at least. But damn if that kid didn’t know how to hit! It was almost impressive.

“…not one of our guys,” Emir mutters darkly.

Jay is on his feet now, but somehow Chad beats him to it.

“Emir, take the bench.”

Emir splutters, then whirls to the Coach, who’d been watching so far without saying anything. The man has a look on his face to rival the one on Emir’s, however, and the other boy falters immediately.

“You heard him- on the bench, Emir.”

Emir scowls, but stalks to the bench, tossing his helmet at his feet as he goes. There’s a chirping trill from the ref, letting them know they’ve only got 30 seconds left of this weird lull they’re in.

“Fuck,” Aziz hisses, bracing himself against Jay’s shoulder. “Now what?”

“I was really hoping not to have to say these words,” Coach groans. “Carlos! Front and center!”

“Wait are you serious?” Jay says, almost at the same time Chad does. They exchange a look, then focus back up as Carlos jogs into their huddle.

“Ssir?” he says cautiously.

“Carlos, I want you in the middle,” Coach says. “You hold that spot. Don’t worry about trying to take the ball, just keep up with the others and stay out of the Kill Zone.”

“Um…” Carlos says.

“Great,” Coach says, then waves his hand to signal they’re ready.

The whistle blows again, and Jay shoves Carlos’ helmet the right way around before jogging back out to the field.

“…looks like they're bringing in that little guy, Carlos de Vil,” the announcer is saying. “As if it weren’t enough with that hot-head Jay….”

“Wh- hey!” Carlos shouts, as Jay glares in the direction of the stands where the announcer is sitting.

“So much for unbiased,” Nikhil mutters, wincing apologetically in Jay’s direction.

Whatever, Jay thinks. He’s been called worse.

They take up their new positions, keeping Carlos in the center line, then the whistle blows and they start back up again. It goes much better, this time. Kory picks up where Emir had slacked, keeping Connor off of their backs. It gives Aziz the chance to tackle one of the Foxes who’d stolen the ball, and Nikki the chance to pick it up. He makes it the end zone and scores with seconds left on the clock for the round.

“Ok,” Chad pants as they jog back to the huddle. “That didn’t suck.”

“Thanks for the inspiring words,” Nikki grumbles, but he’s grinning, and so is Carlos.

“So ah, let’s do it again?”

They somehow manage it once more before the cannons start firing. Then they switch things up, in that somehow the team unanimously shifts to keep Carlos on the outside of the ring, furthest from firing range. This does, unfortunately, put him in range of the other team, and Jay is too busy trying to keep his own feet under him to get to him. Which is why, when Carlos suddenly slips up on Jay’s left, he nearly jumps a foot. Then when he sees that Carlos has the ball, he does jump.

“What the fuck?!”

“I-I know right?!” Carlos shouts back, half of a laugh spilling out with the words. “Hey, go up!”

Jay isn’t sure what he means, but he leaps anyway. It’s a good thing, a cannon disk skips just under his feet. If he’d still been on the ground, he’s pretty sure he wouldn’t have had ankles anymore. As it was, he flips over it, and hears cheers and something along the lines of ‘impressive footwork’ from the announcer.

“Ok showoff,” Carlos pants. “Here.”

He passes the ball and drifts back to the outskirts of the line. Jay catches it easily, then falters, because he’s quickly approaching the other team’s defensive line, and there’s only a few more seconds on the clock. There’s no way he’s getting through that single hand—

“Jay!” he looks to the right, and there’s a gap in the line, barely being maintained by Aziz. He could make it…it’d be close, but he could….

Then he looks further down center, and realizes that Chad had slipped behind the line. Connor is tailing him, but he’s not close enough to reach him and Chad…Chad has a clear shot to the goal.

He’s on the Isle. He knows what he’s doing. He doesn’t need to rely on anyone but himself.

….wenty seconds left on the clock folks, this could be a stalemate unless something decisive happens soon.”

Jay makes his decision.

“Coming in!”

He throws the ball. A perfect pitch, right over the line and Chad…Chad has it! It’s in? It’s in!

“What a stunning move by the Knights! With seconds to spare Chad Charming, with an assist from Jay, makes the winning score! What a display of teamwork, and what a phenomenal start to the season!”

He’s not on the Isle anymore. And sometimes…sometimes it’s nice to be able to rely on others, and to have others to rely on him.


Cricket

“How do you know what love is?”

It is 3am and Maleficent’s daughter is sitting on the couch across from him.

“In what sense?”

She frowns, and he wonders if maybe his probing for clarification was too much, perhaps he should have simply given a more traditional answer. He’s never really been one for traditional and really, neither were any of these kids of his but he’s got an apology on his lips regardless.

“Just…,” Mal says, stopping him short. Her fingers fidget with the edge of her sleeve. “Generally.”

She hasn’t been to a session with him in a couple weeks, and yet here she is in the middle of the night, asking him about love. Definitely not traditional, his kids. But he wouldn’t trade it for anything. (Even though Jay had stabbed a hole through his couch cushions and Carlos had had that one really bad flashback and had refused to come out from under his table for the entire session and Evie had cried the first time he’d suggested she try and find a different outlet than makeup.)

But here and now.

Love.

“Well,” he says slowly, giving them both time to think and process. “It’s hard to give a general definition for love, it’s…so broad a spectrum, and manifests in different ways. But most people define the feeling of love as…as a strong affection and care that you have for one or more people.”

Mal doesn’t say anything for a moment, then her lips curl, and her eyes flash almost challengingly to his.

“Well if that’s true, then it’s easy enough to say that I love my group.”

He wants to write that down, but he thinks any movement he made now might break the delicate balance he can feel humming between them. Instead he nods his acknowledgement, and tries to figure out why that revelation didn’t seem as joyful to her as it had to him.

“Do they know that?” He prompts. “Have you told them?”

Mal scoffs, and the challenge in her eyes fades. He realizes only once it’s gone that it hadn’t been a challenge at all. It had been uncertainty, as if she’d expected a stronger reaction from him at her words. (Or a violent one.)

“I kept them alive,” she says sharply. “But I don’t…I don’t need to keep them alive anymore…and I don’t know what to do.”

“Have you tried telling them about this?” he suggests, as gently as he can while discreetly scratching some notes. The look she gives him is so severe it’s as though he’d suggested something far more radical.

“Well,” he concedes. “Barring that, have you figured out any coping mechanisms- things you can use as an outlet for these things you’re feeling?”

“Feeling,” she repeats distastefully, lip curling sharply. “Fucking…pathetic.”

“Your feelings aren’t pathetic, Mal,” he says quietly. “Everyone’s emotions and feelings are real and valid and part of what makes us who we are. Including yours.”

“The only thing feelings and emotions got you on the Isle was dead,” Mal snaps bluntly, green flickering bright in her eyes. “Or worse. So you’ll excuse me if I don’t go actively running around telling people how much I fucking feel.”

He matches her expression with an even one of his own, and after a moment she loses the ferocity and sinks a little into the sofa again.

“You feel quite a lot, don’t you Mal?” he murmurs, more to himself than anything. She hears anyway, and makes another face at him. “Well I can’t tell you exactly what to do, but I can give you some suggestions, if you’d like.”

“Sure, go ahead,” she mutters, rolling her eyes. “Not like I have a choice in the matter.”

“I’ll remind you again that the door is not locked,” he replies calmly. “You can leave any time you like. And, well. You did choose to come here, so. There is that.”

She looks almost offended that he’d pointed that out, as if acknowledging her own free will in her being here was something she hadn’t wanted to consider. He shrugs a shoulder at her in response, and she huffs and gives him a begrudging look. That beats her usual streak of threatening to burn all of his files for saying something she didn’t like. Progress.

“There are many different kinds of mechanisms that people use to try and combat or cope with a stressor,” he begins carefully, trying to figure out the best ways to frame things for her. “There are defense mechanisms- things that are done subconsciously, instinctively-  to try and combat a perceived, or actual, threat. And there are coping mechanisms, the things that are done intentionally. Some are good, but more often than not, can lead to more harm, in the end.”

“What do you mean?” Mal says, eyes wary but focused. “I mean, it’s all dealing isn’t it?”

“Hm, yes,” he agrees. “But there are good ways and not so good ways to ‘deal,’ as you say. Some of those not good ways include escapism; any sort of separation or isolation to get you out of what your brain perceives as a bad situation. Jay does this in the extreme with dissociating. Carlos will shut down at times or physically run from his stressors. But you don’t really strike me as a running sort, do you Mal?”

Mal scoffs slightly, lips twitching, and he lets a small smile of his own slip through in return.

“Yes, I didn’t think so,” he continues. “Other than escapism, some other not so goods include compulsions or risk taking; throwing yourself headlong into or towards things that cause stressors. Sometimes that fight or flight just doesn’t go away, or, when you’re so used to taking the ‘fight’ option, your body will grow almost addicted to the adrenaline rushes that occur with it.”

“Huh?” Mal snaps, and he pauses in his notations and glances up to see a puzzled look on her face. “What the fuck does that even mean?”

“It means that even once you’re out of what may be a harmful situation, sometimes your body and your brain don’t know how to cope with the peace, craving that ‘rush’ from the danger. This leads to you coping by putting yourself in dangerous situations intentionally, trying to feel that same way.”

“Oh,” Mal says quietly, and there’s a certain pensive note to the way she says it. “Yeah, that…that makes sense.”

I thought it might, he thinks, but does not say. He makes another discreet note and continues gently.

“Other times, people will try to cope through things like self-soothing or numbing. Self -soothing is typically a good coping mechanism, but at times can become harmful if done excessively. Things like eating and drinking or watching tv to soothe, can quickly become not good if done excessively and exclusively to hope. In a similar vein, anything done to feel numb or detached are not so good coping mechanisms.”

“Yeah, ok,” Mal mumbles, picking at the fraying edges of the couch. She’s curled up now, and would almost look peaceful if one didn’t take into consideration the way she was still sharply eyeing all of his movements.

“And of course,” he says delicately, watching her carefully for a negative response. “There is self-harm as a definitely not good coping mechanism.”

She freezes. Only for a second, and then she very deliberately acts as though nothing happened, but he’d been watching, and he’d noticed.

“Right,” she says lowly, and her voice is slightly hoarse. “And ah…I guess this is where you say you have something that’s supposedly ‘better?’”

“Well, obviously what works for some does not work for all. But it does work, and yes, is a much better alternative.”

She shrugs again, and he lets her bring the levity of it in, gives her a moment to regain her composure.

“I’m…listening,” she drawls, finally, and he looks down to hide the way he smiles.

“Well,” he says. “The most important thing is support. Having a strong support system in place, people you can trust and talk to about stressful things.”

“I thought that’s what your job was,” she says skeptically. “Talking?”

“I can certainly help, yes,” he says. “But I’m here more for…trying to help you with the ‘root’ of it all, I suppose you could say. While I am thrilled to have you talk to me, it’s important that you have a much larger network in place, for extra support when you need it.”

“Sure, ok, whatever,” Mal says, but he knows she’s listening now by the way she’d stopped picking at the couch. “And?”

“Replacing the not good things you do to cope with good things,” he says. “I want you to do some homework for me.”

“Whaaat?” she says, voice pitching sharply upwards as her feet swing to the floor. “No one told me I had to do work for this!”

“Therapy is work, Mal,” he says with a soft chuckle. “But with this work, the end result, ideally, is you being in a much better place mentally.”

He slips a paper from his folder and hands it over to her. She eyes him warily then snatches it with a muttered curse.

“What is this?” she whines, reading what he’d written. “’Not good,’ ‘Good?’”

“During the next two weeks, I want you write down three things you do right now that are some ‘not good’ coping mechanisms. Then I want you to write down three ‘good’ ones you can or have replaced them with.”

She scoffs sharply, but folds the paper instead of crumpling it like he’d been expecting. “Sure,” she mutters. “Do you want me to write some poetry, too?”

“If that’s what makes you feel better, go for it,” he says, grinning. (She flips him off then.)

“The goal is to simply replace bad habits with good ones. So things like physical activity, or relaxing or creating things.”

“Like Tourney and science shit?” she says, something like understanding coming into her expression as she stands from the couch. “Oooh. Oh, ok.”

“Exactly,” he says, pleased that she had seemed to get it, and that she was on board.

“What…” she hesitates with her hand on the door. “What if it doesn’t work?”

“Then we try something different, and figure out what will. I know it seems like a lot right now but I promise, it will get better.”

“How do you know?”

“I have in faith in you, Mal,” he answers honestly. “You wouldn’t have come here at all if you didn’t want this for yourself, too, and that’s how I know.”

She exhales a noise that might have been another scoff or…something else. She shakes her head and opens the door, slipping through to the other side.

“Your worksheet is stupid,” she tosses back before closing it with a click, and he laughs softly to himself.

“Yeah, I’ve heard that one before,” he says to the empty room, staring at the last page in his folder with a smile. “Good night, Mal.”

Chapter 38: Getting where I need to be (a better version of me)

Summary:

In which nothing bad happens for once; Mal hands out makeovers and learns magical theory; Evie Is Not Jealous(tm); and Isaac sets out on a mission to correct past wrongs.

Notes:

*Clocks in two and a half years late with Starbucks and a new chapter*

H-hi! I'm not dead! And neither is this story!
Holy timeline, Batman but it has been a hot second hasn't it. Life has been...lifing guys I really don't know what to tell you for my absence, it's *been.*

But I am still absolutely interested in this story and in finishing what I've got going (which yes means updates for my other works to those of you who read those too). I can't guarantee fast updates *glances at the calendar and avoids eye contact* but I can guarantee you *updates* and I'm just hoping there's actually still someone out there still interested in this thing and I haven't scared y'all off.

Please accept my apologies for the delay and I hope you enjoy!

- Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Isaac 

It’s halfway through summertime when she calls him to meet her. 

“I need you to do me a favor,” she says. 

She’s in a good mood to day. She hadn't even frozen his shoes to the floor so he couldn't run away. Again. 

“Anything, your grace,” he says, and he tries to remember if this is one of the ones where she kills him. Or the one where he kills her. 

"I need you to go to the Isle." 

The Isle of the Lost. Of the damned. Hell is empty all the devils are here. 

An eyebrow goes up, and he closes his mouth, his thoughts still echoing in the space between them, turned into speech without his permission. 

“Why?” That one he had meant to say, at least, although the way her expression shutters tight makes him wonder if he should regret it. 

(The last time he'd questioned her she'd frozen his tongue and torn it from his mouth.) 

"I do not recall asking for your approval," she says, and her voice is the slow, dire warning of the last step you take before you fall through the ice. "Only that you should go." 

"Forgive me, your majesty," he says, and is just grateful that he isn't screaming it yet. "But you do not need a storyteller to go to the Isle of the Lost." 

Those eyes are absolutely unfathomable and yet he's seen his death play out behind them too many times to dare look away. 

"No," she agrees, and he cannot breathe, the air solidifying mist in his lungs. "I need a scribe, and a record keeper, and a man who knows how to hold his tongue and be discreet." 

Ah. There's the Snow Queen. He hadn't missed her. 

And yet. 

"A scribe and a record keeper I am more than willing to be," he murmurs through stiff lips. "But not there." 

(He's on his knees, and his screams cannot drown out the awful sound of the ice piercing through his bones.) 

He's on his knees, and even his eyes have trouble rising, his panting breaths crystalline in front of him. 

"I cannot send anyone else," Elsa says quietly, and if she notices the way he shivers she is wonderful at hiding it. "As I said, discretion is of the utmost importance and you, of all people are the one that is best suited for this." 

She knows. 

He doesn't know how. Doesn't remember ever telling her. Not her, nor the Snow Queen, and yet somehow Elsa knows and he knows that she knows that he knows she knows and… and….

"And if I refuse?"  

She smiles then, and it is all the warmth and glimmer of melting snow. 

"I am sure that there are a great number of people who would be more than pleased to see you again in your...what was it? Boston? Mary Land? Ah. Maine." 

She has the nerve to smile at him as he flinches, the force of it cracking the ice clinging to his clothes, jolting his knees from where they'd stuck to the floor. 

"And who is it that I'm meant to be looking for?" 

He prides himself that he'd managed not to stutter over the words, that his hands don't shake as he brushes droplets from his shirt and pants. She doesn't answer, and he glances up to see that same shutter tight expression back on her face, but her eyes are a touch too bright. 

"Come now, Elsa," he says, feeling the smirk pull at his face even as his stomach flips at his nerve. "Do not think me a fool. You want me, as you say of all people to go to the Isle of the Lost for you. We both know that my powers as a storyteller will be worthless there. You don't want a storyteller, or a scribe. You want a spy." 

"You will take care how you speak to me, Isaac," she snaps.

(He can taste blood in the back of his throat and he doesn't dare look down, doesn't need to look to know that her ice has skewered him through. He tries to swallow and regrets it; gags around the ice in his throat. Ice- or is that blood? It shouldn't burn this much should it?) 

"I cannot give you many details," she continues, almost blithe in the wake of his half-remembered death. "Mostly because, well. I do not have them. But I can give you a name, and an approximate age." 

He'd done far worse with far less than that. He tries to still his shaking hands and offers a tentative smile, the tilt of it pulling at his carefully constructed mask. 

"That is more than generous enough detail for what I need," he says. 

Elsa frowns, and he hadn't been expecting that, and he blinks snow from his lashes. 

"Her name is…was…." 

She freezes, and Isaac falters, suddenly entirely uncertain. 

"Aeldit," Elsa finally says quietly. "We...we named her Aeldit." 

The name echoes hollow and empty in the space, and he waits for the stab of infinity behind his eyes and the words to come.

(They don't.) 

"As far as we've been able to track, she should be around 18 by now," Elsa continues, and the hesitation is gone from her voice. 

It is all too there in Isaac's, the complete and utter lack of knowledge throwing him entirely. He tries to recall if he'd ever written a storyline like this (and why would he have, after all? Monsters don't get happy endings), but his words run dry and his fingers grasp empty at the air and of course he knows he is by far not the only author here (and wasn't that just a tad too meta) but he thinks he would have remembered writing her a child.

"And you want me to go to the Isle of the Lost and find this...this Aeldit of yours and do what. Exactly," he asks, daring a half step closer. 

And he has to give her some credit; her face barely twitches at his insinuation of just who's child this was. 

"I want you to give her this," she says, and he hadn't seen anything in her hands when she'd summoned him, but there's a scroll in them now, and he presses his eyes shut tight because he really doesn't need this right now. 

"That's the seal of Auradon," he says numbly. 

"It is."

(He thinks she's laughing at him, or her eyes are, and he can't figure out if he hates her.)

"And am I correct then in assuming that written on that parchment is an invitation to exactly that kingdom?"

"Written by the soon to be King Benjamin himself." 

(She is laughing at him. The bitch.)

"My my," he says, instead of the curses running through his head. "I would not have thought that the esteemed Queen Elsa herself would resort to forgery to get what she wanted." 

She grins, all teeth and head high, and for a second it is the Snow Queen's proud face that stares back at him. 

"Anna wrote it." 

Of fucking course she did. 

"And how," he bites out through his teeth. "Did the crown princess of Arendelle acquire such an illicit skill?" 

A storm passes over her face then, her eyes frozen lakes. "Too much free time," she says darkly, and he thinks he wasn't meant to hear that. 

Her expression clears a moment later, the ice melting in her eyes as she hands him the illicit, princess-forged scroll. 

"She also knows how to pick locks," Elsa says, and the words are light, but the way she lingers over handing him the scroll speaks volumes. 

(He's going to have to move some of his things around before leaving.)

"Maybe you should send her then, instead of me. She seems far more suited to it."

And he hadn't meant it the way she takes it, but she takes it all the same, and his knee pops audibly as it twists, his foot shifted awkwardly at the force of the sudden ice slick beneath it. 

"I think not," she says, rigidly, and her voice pierces through the throbbing of his knee and his half-frozen gasps. 

He'd only meant it in jest, but why not? After all, clearly she had an array of tricks up her sleeve to keep her out of harm's way. (Plus he'd seen her throw a punch.) And she had, after all, survived The Snow Queen's mountain, and her curse. 

But his knee still twinges when he shifts his weight onto it, and he decides not to mention all of that to her. Instead he takes the scroll, and manages not to look like he's cringing as he says: 

"When do I leave?"  

"Immediately."

(He doesn't think he'll ever get used to her smile.)

He doesn't think he likes this narrative path he's being written down.


Jay

Pizza, Jay decides, is the single greatest thing about coming to Auradon. Forget the bed, and the easy access to clean water (they fucking bottle it here!), forget not constantly having to fear for his life.

“’Los,” he slurs, mouth half full with gooey greatness. “You gotta try this one!”

He shoves his plate over to Carlos, who is adding toppings to his own slice. Jay isn’t entirely sure what the tiny black round things Carlos is sprinkling onto his is, but he thinks the yellow stuff is a fruit. Carlos takes Jay’s piece without looking up and takes a bite, then promptly makes a face and shakes his head.

“Mmpf,” he says, shaking his head. “Nno thanks, I’ll stick with th-this.”

“If by ‘this,’” Aziz chimes in, a look of something half amused half disgusted on his face. “You mean an abomination against all pizza, then yes, go right ahead.”

Carlos pauses, and for a second Jay worries about the contemplative look in his face, then shifts to turn the back of his right arm into Aziz’s line of sight. There is a pause as he takes in what Jay already knows; the faintly visible scarring of that exact word on his skin.

“You know what I take it back,” Aziz says quickly, looking pale.

But Carlos is laughing, dark eyes bright with mischief as he continues to assemble his pizza, piling on something that Jay had been informed was ‘ham,’ and also apparently a meat. Chad feigns a gag, shoving onto the bench between Jay and Aziz, eyeing Carlos’ plate.

“I don’t know why I’m surprised that you have picked the worst possible pizza combination,” he quips. Carlos flips him off easily, chomping his way through his second slice.

Chad snorts and rolls his eyes, and Jay feels such a strong wave of something. He’s not entirely sure what, but it’s like the feeling of sitting with all his gang back on the Isle after a good score, or a successful heist against the pirates, or…or just being. Alive and in the same space as people who he…. Hm. That’s weird.

“Careful, I smell smoke,” Carlos mumbles across to him, and he blinks back into awareness.

“Shut up,” he hisses back, going back to his pizza. But the feeling remains, warm and heavy in his chest and his stomach.

“Well I don’t know about you boys,” Coach says, standing from his spot at the head of the table. “But I would say this first game was a resounding success!”

They all let out a roar of agreement, and the force of it thrums through Jay and just intensifies the warmth of that feeling.

“This was our first victory, let’s not let it be our last,” Coach continues. “We’re gonna keep that momentum going through the season, yeah?”

“Yeah!!!” they scream, pounding against the tables and the floor. The silverware rattles beneath their hands and Carlos grabs his plate up to avoid it being stamped on, but he’s grinning and cheering right alongside them all and he’s never looked more….hm.

Free? Happy?

Yes, but also something else, and Jay isn’t entirely sure what only that he feels right, in this moment. Everything just feels…right, in a way he hadn’t ever been sure he’d ever feel, and certainly not in Auradon.

“…let’s not forget our star players!” Chad is saying, and Jay blinks back into this just right moment. “Jay, Carlos?”

Whoa wait what?

“Huh?” Carlos says, eyes wide as Aziz forces him to his feet. Chad is tugging on Jay’s jersey, too, forcing them both up and into the spotlight.

“We couldn’t have won if it weren’t for you guys,” Chad continues, and there is nothing but sincerity in his face as he smirks at the look on Carlos’ face. Or is it Jay’s face? What kind of face is he making?

“I didn’t…I didn’t even do anything,” Carlos protests, flushing faintly around his ears as the team starts cheering again.

“You didn’t get killed by the other team so I’m considering it a plus,” Chad says in response. “And Jay…I underestimated you. It’s a mistake I definitely won’t be making again.”

“All I did was pass a ball,” he mutters, shrugging off the hands that were trying to shove him further up and onto the table.

“And it was a hell of a display of teamwork and trust,” Coach breaks in again. “And that’s a win in my book.”

Well, fuck.

“Alright, alright,” he concedes, and there’s another round of cheers and feet stamping before they all finally settle back down.

He’s perfectly content to just stay in this feeling, in this moment, and then the bell over the door chimes and someone stumbles in.

“Aw man, did I miss victory pizza?”

“Ben!”

Ben is grinning sheepishly, making his way over and eying the benches hesitantly.

“Room for one more?”

He’s not looking at the benches, actually, Jay realizes. He’s looking at Chad, who had gone entirely still at Ben’s entrance.

“Um, sure,” Chad says, and shoves over.

Jay wiggles to make room, and Ben slides in between Nikhil and Aziz, grabbing for some plain pizza. There’s an odd moment where the entire team makes silent eye contact, and Jay and Carlos share equally confused shrugs, before turning and staring back and forth between Chad and Ben.

“I heard about the game on my way over,” Ben finally says, and half the team’s gazes go to Ben while the other half goes to Chad. “It was a good play.”

“Thanks,” Chad says cautiously.

Again, there’s a simultaneous swivel to Ben, and Jay sees Carlos’ leg starts to bounce beneath the table. Even Coach was silent, watching with a weird look on his face. Jay thinks it’s amused, or at least, not angry, but he’s doing absolutely nothing to stop…whatever the hell this is.

“I swear, Connor should be kicked from the team. There’s no way any of his maneuvers are legal.”

“He’d mmake good cannon fodder, though,” Carlos says, eyes cutting to Jay, and he snorts.

“I’d love to see him go against Gil,” he adds, and Jay chokes on a laugh, pizza falling from his hands.

“Holy fuck, yes!” he crows. “Dude, can you imagine?”

“Yeah, that’s why I ssaid it!”

“What are they saying?” Someone hisses.

“Do I look like I speak Isle?” Someone else says back.

Jay meets Carlos’ eyes and sees him come to the same conclusion that nah, they’re not gonna translate. But the purpose had been served, because that weird bubble of tension breaks, and that warmth comes back as they dive into going back over the details of the game and how much Connor sucks and what they’re gonna do to trip him up if they ever face him again and Carlos keeps grinning that dopey grin and yeah, it’s official. Pizza is fucking great.


Chad

Ben finds him later out on the field, running through drills for future games. He’s not wearing his pads or armor, just gym pants and a t-shirt, tossing ideas back and forth in his head and seeing which ones actually translate well to actual movement. He’s halfway through an imaginary toss, eyes on the invisible player in his head when he just catches a blur of movement out of the corner of his eyes and a voice says:

“Aaaand surprise block by the young prince!”

He barely has time to react as Ben barrels haphazardly on the field and checking him, scattering the play from his mind and the non-existent ball from his hands.

“Sorry,” Ben says, but the fact that he says it while laughing ruins the effect. “You looked too serious, I couldn’t resist.”

“It’s fine,” Chad manages, still shaking back into the present moment. “Just…wasn’t expecting it.”

Wasn’t expecting Ben- the pizza shop was one thing but this? This was another thing entirely and they were completely alone out here now.

“You don’t have to make that face,” Ben says carefully, and Chad blinks.

“What?”

“You’re making your ‘what do I need to defend myself from this time’ face,” Ben says, and Chad scowls.

“I don’t have that face,” he grumbles.

“Yeah, you do,” Ben pokes right back. “It looks just like this.”

Ben pouts in blatant exaggeration of whatever he thinks Chad’s face looks like, and despite everything he can’t help but snort.

“You’re an idiot,” he says, shoving Ben with his shoulder.

“Yeah, I am,” Ben agrees, but he says it with such sudden severity that Chad loses focus and trips.

He’s prepared to take the tumble, but Ben is faster, and has him by the arm and back on his feet in seconds. Chad can’t help but feel ever so slightly startled by this- for all his athletic skill, a year ago Ben wouldn’t have been able to do that. He’s more afraid of that stern look on Ben’s face, the fact that he still hasn’t let go of Chad’s arm, and also the fact that they are completely unsupervised out here.

“I’m an idiot,” Ben continues, eyes intense as they bore into Chad’s. “For letting my own hubris get in the way of our friendship. I’m an idiot for not realizing that the girl I thought I loved didn’t actually love me back, and I’m an idiot for trying to hold onto her anyway.”

“Well, if we’re doing self-callouts,” Chad manages shakily, getting his feet under him and carefully loosening Ben’s grip. “Then I’m an idiot for, pretty much the same. I’m an idiot for falling in love with my best friend’s girl, and for not being honest and letting it tear everything apart.”

“Do you?” Ben says, and Chad thinks he’s going to get whiplash from all of this for sure.

“Do I…what?”

Ben won’t look him in the eye suddenly, and when he finally does his gaze is slightly off, focused on something in the distance behind.

“Do you love Audrey?”

Shit he had said that out loud, hadn’t he? And now that he’s said it, well…it’s not that he wants to take it back, because he means it. But it’s just…admitting that he means it? And to Ben?

“I…yeah,” Chad falters, then straightens, somehow managing to keep Ben’s eye. “Yeah, I do.”

“Ok,” Ben says, nodding sharply. “Then that’s all that matters.”

“Wait, seriously?”

“I mean, it still hurts, don’t get me wrong,” Ben replies, moving away towards the ball that Chad had dropped. “But…I’m done letting the mistakes of the past hold me back, and I’m trying to learn to control the things I can in the present so…yeah.”

“Um, ok. Uh…that’s great.”

“Alright so now that all that’s out of the way…think fast!”

It’s not the perfect solution to a problem. But Chad thinks that maybe ‘perfect’ wasn’t all it was cracked up to be anyway.


Evie

They’re skipping class, because after the excitement for the game wears off, Mal goes back to being jittery and anxious, still not quite shaking off whatever it was that had gotten into her from the sleepover. They’ve gotten better at the whole, not regularly acting out or missing lessons thing, but since it’s only Fairy Godmother’s Goodness class they’re missing, it’s not actually a loss. Plus, they’re technically supposed to be ‘graduating’ from that class soon anyway, Fairy Godmother having been so impressed with their recent progress that she’d deemed it no longer an immediate necessity.

So they’re in the dorms, Mal flipping idly through her spellbook, hanging upside down over the bed, while Evie is sitting much more appropriately at one of the desks, sewing machine clicking softly. The machine had been something she’d asked Jay to try and find for her, and he’d said there’d been two whole rooms in one of the departments of the school just filled with the things, and surely they wouldn’t miss one. She grins to herself as she folds a section of fabric into a pleat and pins it before pulling it carefully away from the needle.

“Hey Mal,” she calls, and Mal hums from the bed. “You like?”

Mal frowns, and tilts her chin down so she can peer out from the edge of the book. She stares a moment, contemplating, before nodding her approval.

“Yeah, it’s cute,” she murmurs, still nodding a bit as she shifts her weight and returns back to the page. “Brings out your eyes.”

“I know,” Evie agrees, smirking, and Mal scoffs softly.

It’s nice, this quiet peace between them. Despite their rocky patches, Evie thinks that maybe Auradon  really has done them some good, and she revels in this easiness now, the newfound (or maybe rekindled?) respect and trust for each other. She’s about to offer to design something new for Mal’s jacket when there’s a soft knock on the door.

Mal lurches upright instantly, shoving her spellbook under the mattress as she does. Evie sees the moment the vertigo hits her, as Mal scrunches up her face for a moment, eyes closing tight as she mutters: “Ow.”

“Dummy,” Evie chides with no real bite. Then, louder, to the door, “Who is it?”

Mal rolls her eyes, because no matter that they’re in Auradon, the simple exchange of door knocking pleasantries was still a little weird to get used to.

“It’s Lonnie,” is the response she gets, then an indignant “Hey!” before “And Jane!” comes through too.

Evie lifts a brow at Mal, who looks conflicted for a moment before she shrugs, smoothing her features into something bored and nonchalant. Evie knows it’s not quite genuine, but doesn’t press it as she calls back.

“You can come in!”

There’s a soft jiggle, but the door doesn’t open. Mal jolts, wincing apologetically.

“Woops, forgot I locked it,” she says, before flicking her wrist in the direction of the door.

It swings open, and Lonnie and Jane hover awkwardly in the doorway, Jane’s eyes widening as she catches the tail end of Mal’s gesture.

“Um,” Lonnie hesitates. “Are you…supposed to be doing that?”

Jane elbows the other girl sharply, not taking her eyes off of Mal. “Like you’ve ever cared about what you’re ‘supposed’ to do.”

“Hey, magic is new territory,” Lonnie protests, but she’s grinning now, and they both step into the room.

Mal twists her hand again, and the door shuts behind them but doesn’t lock, and Jane’s eyes grow impossibly larger, jaw dropping in awe.

“Ugh, fine,” Mal huffs dramatically. “I’ll show you how to do that, too.”

“Yes!” Jane cheers softly, and Lonnie and Evie exchange equal shrugs of confusion.

“What do you want?” Mal continues, and Evie clears her throat sharply, tossing a glare her way. “I mean, hi, it’s nice to see you. What do you want?”

She says it while twisting her face in a blatant mockery of politeness, and Lonnie snorts before striding confidently over and flopping onto one of the couches opposite the bed. After a moment, Jane follows suit, and Evie twists in her chair so they’re all more or less huddled and facing each other.

“We just wanted to check in with you guys,” Lonnie says, but her eyes are on Mal as she does. “I know things got a little…chaotic, at the sleepover, and we just wanted to make sure you were ok.”

Mal stiffens, and it wouldn’t be noticeable if you didn’t know what you were looking for, but this was Mal, and Evie does. Mal’s back is too straight, the press of her mouth when she grins too tight. Her fingers curl in her lap, digging into the soft leather of her pants, and Evie wishes she were closer, suddenly, wants to take Mal’s hand in her own.

“We’re fine,” Mal says, and doesn’t blink when Lonnie lifts a skeptical brow in response. “We’ve dealt with way worse than shitty sleepovers.”

“Oh,” Jane says softly, shoulders slumping as a devastated look crosses her face. “You thought it was shitty? I was having fun…”

“Wow,” Mal mutters, but some of the tension is gone as she looks at Jane, impressed. “That was good, I almost believed you for a second. We’ll make something out of you yet.”

Jane flushes, and it’s then that Evie can see the subtle manipulation for what it was, and she nods as well, offering Jane her own look of approval.

“I really did have fun though,” Jane repeats, shifting slightly in her seat. “I know Aubrey was…”

“A bit of a bitch,” Lonnie supplies.

“Lonnie!” Jane gasps, swatting the older girl on the arm.

Lonnie shrugs, unapologetic. “I’m not wrong.”

“Well, she’s going through a lot but that doesn’t mean it was right of her to take it out on you guys,” Jane continues, side eyeing Lonnie slightly.

“Please,” Mal scoffs, tossing her head dismissively. “She’ll have to try way harder than that to phase us.”

But she did phase you, Evie thinks, but does not say. Even she knows better than to stoop that low, and wasn’t that just a kicker? Not too long ago she would have done just that, and worse, but now the very thought of it no longer feels like a necessary evil. 

“We’ve had our fair share of dealing with dethroned ‘popular’ people on the Isle,” Evie adds with a wry smile.

“Mmhm,” Mal agrees. “Audrey hasn’t even tried to kill us yet, so I’d say we definitely have things better off here.”

“Right,” Jane drawls slowly, eyes flickering back and forth between them.

“So outside of that,” Lonnie mutters. “You guys really are ok?”

“Totally!”

They somehow manage it in unison, and Evie exchanges a brief look with Mal, who seems just as amused and a touch pleased at the development.

“Well,” Lonnie breaks into Evie’s musing. “If you want to give us another shot, we’re having another, more chill sleep-in next weekend.”

“Chill?” Evie probes, trying to decipher what sort of motivation was at work.

“It’s just gonna be us,” Jane explains, face lighting up with her enthusiasm. “Me and Lonnie, you guys if you come, and some classic movies and popcorn.”

Evie remembers Carlos and Jay discovering popcorn and spending the night picking kernels out of Carlos’ curls in the aftermath. Mal seems to be remembering the same thing if the look on her face is any indicator, but eventually, the other girl nods.

“I think we could survive some chill,” she says, and Evie feels a slight thrill bloom in her stomach.

“Are you sure you really want us there?” Evie can’t help but ask. Are you sure we fit? Do you really want me?

“Of course!” Lonnie cries, and Jane nods seriously. “I know things are still a bit weird for you guys, but you’re just as much a part of Auradon now as any of us.”

We want you.  

Evie swallows hard against the lump in her throat and lets her excitement come back in her smile, trying not to think about the look Mal is giving her from the corner of her eye.

“Well then we’d love to join you,” she says.

“Amazing.” Lonnie looks like she couldn’t possibly grin any wider, eyes bright with genuine delight.

“Oh shit,” Mal groans, and Evie jerks, all eyes flicking her way. “Does this mean we’re friends now, or something?”

“I’m pretty sure we were friends when I first helped you that one night,” Jane answers while Lonnie giggles. “But sure, we’re friends now.

“I regret teaching you sass,” Mal mutters, but she’s smirking too, and Lonnie leans forward on the couch.

“Ok but if we are friends now, please tell me that means you can help me change my style, because I’ve been needing a cool look like yours for ages!”

“You have,” Evie agrees immediately. “The preppy girl look does not suit you whatsoever.”

“I think I should be offended by how fast you agreed to that….”

“What do you think, M?” she continues, ignoring Lonnie’s protest. “You got the hair, I got the clothes?”

“Yeah,” Mal nods, eyes dark. “The hair definitely needs to change…I think something lighter….”

She mutters under her breath as she flicks through her spellbook, then her face clears into a smile as she finds what she’s looking for.

“This’ll work,” she says, and Lonnie’s brows stitch together as Mal looks back up, a gleam in her eyes that Evie knows is more to do with her magic than anything else.

“Um,” Lonnie says, shifting her weight as Mal takes a step towards her. “You’re not gonna…”

“Beware, forswear,” Mal whispers, eyes alight now with green. “Replace the old with new hair.”

The words themselves are benign enough, almost childish, but Evie can feel the weight of Power and Intent behind them, and she shivers at the tingle of magic in the air. Lonnie’s eyes widen, and Jane’s mouth is open, her tiny shocked gasps the only sound that breaks the sudden silence of the room.

Mal’s magic seems to curl in small plumes of emerald, flicking through Lonnie’s hair and setting it ablaze. Lonnie hisses sharply, but there’s no heat, and as the magic combs down through the strands, Evie watches, mesmerized, as it transforms Lonnie’s hair before her eyes. Mal’s lips curl into a slow, pleased sideways thing that Evie recognizes as her true, genuine smile, and she steps forward to grasp Lonnie’s shoulders and gently turn her to face the mirror.

“Holy shit,” Lonnie breathes, and Jane bites her lip and Evie chuckles, and Mal smiles.

Where before, Lonnie’s hair had hung thick in long, dark straight strands, now it frames her face in a slightly shorter bob just above her shoulders. It’s curled gently, and the darker shade of her hair is just a touch lighter, a rich brown that fades towards the ends into a lighter, nearly caramel ombre.

“Cool enough?” Mal asks, and Lonnie gapes.

“Fuck,” the other girl says emphatically, and Mal laughs, head tipping backwards in delight.

“I’ll take it as a yes, then.”

“Mal,” Jane finally finds her voice. “I’ve never seen anything like that before.”

Mal blinks, closing the book and lifting a shoulder in a questioning shrug. “It’s just a simple charm,” she says. “But it will stick,” she hastily adds to Lonnie. “For as long as I intended it to, which is basically, as long as you want it to, it’ll look that way.”

“That’s…” Jane begins, voice shaking. 

Wicked!” Lonnie finishes, spinning from the mirror to fling her arms around Mal in a sudden hug. Evie tenses, and Mal freezes, spellbook falling from her fingers. “Thank you, Mal.”

Mal’s eyes are wide, but she isn’t fighting the restraint, and Evie takes a breath to steady herself as Mal carefully brings up a hand and pats Lonnie once on the back.

“Yeah, sure,” she mutters. “It was no big deal, like I said. Just simple.”

“But that’s impossible!” Jane cries, and Lonnie steps back from the hug and gently picks up Mal’s book for her.

Evie can’t say for certain, but she thinks…is Mal blushing? She’s totally going to grill her about it later, because there’s definitely a tinge at the edge of Mal’s cheeks, her genuine, sideways smile curling back onto her face as she turns to Jane.

“How so?” Mal challenges, but she’s still sneaking glances to where Lonnie has gone back to giddily eyeing herself in the mirror, and Evie isn’t sure what the weird flutter is in her stomach.

“That’s transfiguration magic!” Jane says, and she’s staring longingly at Mal’s spellbook. “You can’t just use a charm to do transfiguration! I mean there’s overlap, yeah, but…it’s two different things!”

Mal catches Evie’s eye meaningfully, and Evie glances at Jane again. She seems genuinely amazed and confused, her pale eyes full of something eager and only the tiniest bit pained. Evie shrugs back at Mal in response to her silent question, and after a moment Mal extends the spellbook to Jane, opening it back up to the page she’d been on before.

Jane chokes, then shakily takes the book, and Evie is absolutely not jealous of the fact the Jane is seeing the book before even she has gotten to. Definitely not.

“Ok but these runes should not work!” Jane’s voice has gone high and wobbly, and Mal blinks.

“Hey no looking at my runes,” she snaps, but there’s not true malice in it. “The spell I used is in common.”

“Barely,” Jane mutters, but it’s that same easy sarcasm that she’d had before, and her fingers carefully drift over the page, tracing the spell.

Evie feels that same shiver of magic down her back, and Mal’s shoulders straighten as Jane idly whispers, “Beware, forswear…”

Stop,” Mal says, and Jane cuts off so abruptly it’s as though she’d just been muted, like Mal had found the button on the remote for her voice and turned it off.

When Jane’s mouth moves, but no sounds comes out, Evie realizes that’s exactly what happened. Instead of looking panicked, however, the smaller girl seems to huff, and hands Mal back her spellbook, closing the book before she does.

Mal exhales, and Jane says “I wasn’t going to cast anything, I’m not that dumb!”

“You’re not dumb at all,” Mal says right back, tossing the spellbook in Evie’s direction without looking. “But words have power, even those, and I didn’t want your magic to react to anything in that book before you were ready for it.”

Evie catches the book easily, then get up and tucks it back between the space of Mal’s bed and the headboard where she keeps it before settling on the edge of the bed.

“Ok but why those words?” Jane wonders, and Lonnie settles again on the couch behind her. “And again, I really can’t emphasize enough that you used a charm to do transfiguration.”

“Your mom literally did the same thing to Cinderella,” Mal sighs, shuffling back and leaning backwards so she’s half lounging on her bed. It also means that she is half lounging on Evie, who can’t help but realize that Mal hasn’t been this loose and easy with physical contact since they were kids, and she doesn’t want to think about everything that that means, which means of course that that is all she can think about.

“The bippidy boppity boo is just a charm,” Mal continues. “A pretty weak one, really, and I mean the words aren’t even necessary for what she did, but I guess she just wanted to add something silly for flair.”

“Crow meet raven,” Lonnie mutters, and Evie snorts as she locks eyes with her, Lonnie smirking back in shared amusement.

“No, what my mom did was use a charm for illusion, which is very much in the wheelhouse for what charms can do,” Jane argues, and Mal blinks, straightening against Evie.

“This is new,” she says, and even Evie is surprised, because she’d never given it a lot of thought before either.

“It’s so not,” Jane moans. “And exactly why the magic ban is a problem because theory like this gets lost.”

“No wonder Carlos likes you,” Mal grumbles. “You guys are both nerds.”

Jane goes bright red at that, and Evie blinks and files it away to poke at later.

Anyway,” Jane continues, obviously trying to save face. “My mom used illusion magic, she didn’t actually make the dress or the carriage into something that they weren’t out of thin air. She basically layered the illusion charms into each other, so the dress and pumpkin seemed to be…something else for a little while. It’s why the time limit at midnight- the charm could only last so long.”

“That…actually makes sense,” Mal says, thoughtful.

“It does?” Evie and Lonnie chime in unison, and then again share a quick, amused look.

“So you,” Jane finishes, exasperated and delighted in turns. “Are technically breaking all the rules of magic and just, somehow twisting it to do what you want anyway which is…which is cool as fuck!”

“Janey!” Lonnie crows with scandalized glee, and Mal cackles a sharp burst of easy laughter, pressing back against Evie in her joy, and Evie thinks that maybe, just maybe, this whole Auradon thing might be working out for them after all.


Isaac

Sneaking aboard the barge of tossed goods to the Isle is the easy part, Isaac thinks. He’s never been one to get motion sick, and the motion of the barge is a steady thrumming tug beneath his feet. He can just make out the foggy shape of the Isle in the distance- see the shivering reflection of the barrier. It’s a grimy orange color this far out, and he carefully adjusts his Pen in his pocket; double checks that he has enough paper tucked away.

His powers as an Author won’t last long, once he reaches the Isle. It will be a gradual fade, at least he estimates as much from the last time he’d been there. He should have just enough hold to make it a week, and he doesn’t intend to stay any longer than he has to. He just has to get in, find the girl that he’d only just learned existed in the first place, and get out.

Easy.

Her name is Aeldit, Elsa had said, no trace of the Snow Queen in her posture, which was tense with nerves.

She’ll likely have red hair, the princess had said, something grim and pained in her voice.

‘Like you?’ Isaac had wondered at the time, but had not dared to say.

She’ll likely have green eyes, Elsa had continued, and he had blinked at that, startled.

She’d be about eighteen by now, the princess had said, and then her expression had pinched and she’d walked briskly from the room.

And the room had been brisk, Isaac mused, though Elsa had controlled her emotions enough that it hadn’t entirely snowed. Just frosted over enough that his breath was sharp in his lungs and he couldn’t quite feel the Pen in his hands as he wrote down what they told him.

He pulls out his scribbled notes and tries to continue his train of thought, swaying against the broken armoire he crouched beside. An eighteen year old girl, red hair and green eyes. Eighteen years ago had been even before his time with Ella and Carlos, eighteen would have been…not even fully at the end of the Snow Queen’s path. But she hadn’t been the snow queen fully then, no, she’d strictly been Elsa. Elsa, about to be crowned after the unexpected, suspicious, storm-ridden death of her parents.

He frowns, shaking his head of the words that threaten to drown him, and he tries to remember what he’d read. What he’d heard. There had been visitors. Kingdoms joining, royals vying for the political attention of the icy ruler that most hadn’t expected to take up the throne. And despite the misconception that the events surrounding Elsa’s ‘frozen’ advent had only been a few days, he’d confirmed later that it had been a true and proper winter by the time all was said and done.

Which meant months, which meant it was all too possible for one of those visitors to have—

His thoughts sputter with the sudden dull thump that rocks through the barge. He curses, head whipping up to look out the window. Mud-gray rocks and a broken dock fill the frame, and he shoots to his feet at the sound of the thumping feet of the Auradon guards overhead. He can see other shapes moving in the corner of his eye, residents of the Isle crowding the shadows of the dock, preparing for the incoming delivery.

“Alright back off you shits!” one of the guards shouts, and there is a ringing clang of metal on the metal, the sharp scrape of spears on wood.

Isaac thinks, briefly, that that sort of language was hardly fitting of someone claiming to work for heroes and do you kiss your mother with that mouth and oughta rinse your mouth out with soap and---

He shakes his head with a sharp growl and another muttered curse. He can only blame his nervousness, his proximity to the Isle, for the way his Curse blurs towards incoherence. He’s used to the stab of information, of alternate paths and predetermined patterns, of seeing histories at the sound of words.

But with the barrier in the way, all of his outside information becomes reduced entirely to his own head, his Power limited to what’s in front of him. Which is…a guard.

“What the f-”

“There isn’t a person here, it’s just an armoire!”

Isaac blurts the words out desperately, fingers clasping tightly to the Pen in his pocket. It’s uncoordinated and sloppy, but even sloppy Words are better than none. The guard blinks, confused, brow furrowing so sharply it seems to pull his entire helmet down with it.

“What’s the hold up?” another guard snaps above, and the one in front of Isaac blinks at him again.

“Just…an armoire?”

He’s uncertain, and Isaac nods his head, carefully drawing a scrap of paper up into his hands.

“That’s right,” he whispers, voice shaking and he scribbles into the corner of the page.

The Author slips by unnoticed by the Auradon guards, making it safely onto the Isle.

He starts walking before he finishes the punctuation, and there is a sick lurch in his stomach as the flat wood of the barge becomes cobbled dock of the Isle. Ok, he thinks, glancing over his shoulder at the guards who are now fighting against a rioting crowd of Isle residents. That went better than expected.

He keeps thinking that until pain slams into his head, and he doubles over as something else slides into the space of his thoughts.

You Think You Are The Only One Whose Words Have Power Here?

He forces his eyes open to look at the paper in his hand, and finds that his sentence has been modified.

Isaac slips by unnoticed by the Auradon guards, but not unnoticed by the Isle.

What?

“You’re new.”

A shadow unpeels itself from the alleyway in front of him and curls around him in the shape of a woman, her body too close and clinging in all the wrong ways.

“Not much of a rind on you,” she says, and her voice sounds…sounds….

He doesn’t have the words. Her voice is just that. A voice, maybe a bit thicker, a bit rougher from not being used enough but it’s not….

He shakes himself out of her grip and stumbles down the street, bringing a hand up to knock against the side of his head. Adjectives, Isaac! Come on.

He blinks, and he’s standing outside of an apartment and this isn’t fair, he doesn’t want this.

The door is exactly the same blood red as he remembers, which he knows should be impossible. It’s been too long. As soon as he thinks it, the red rusts, and he growls low in his throat and yanks open the door before he can begin to think better of it.

The adjectives come then, years of memories and words rushing into him as he stands in the living room and isn’t that a foul thing to call this living, and he’s on his knees and he almost can’t breathe for the force of emotion that chokes him suddenly, for the smell that cuts off the air, for the tears clouding everything and—

“Maleficent?” A reedy voice trembles from the hallway, and he’s on his knees and she can’t…he can’t. “Is that you?”

He shoves himself upright so fast everything spins, and he staggers and grabs the back the nearest chair, regretting it instantly as it squishes beneath his hands in the way that only something rotting under years of decay can.

“Ella,” he calls back, his own voice shaking nearly as much as hers, and he hears something break in the hall. “Elle, it’s me…it’s…it’s Isaac.”

The Pen is in his pocket, and he very nearly wants to draw it out, to stab ink into the paper and will her to remember him, please, please remember him. But this is too big. This is too important, and she has to be the one to remember him. She has to be real.

“Isaac?”

She’s standing in the entrance, framed by the hallway and oh it is such a frame, her hair wild and untamed and still so eccentrically splitdyed. But it’s faded now, she is faded now, her clothes and her hair and her eyes dull and vacant with too much time and not enough living room.

“I know you?” she says, but it’s a question, not a statement, and he thinks distantly that he prefers her throwing things at him than this.

“You know me,” he confirms, eyes stinging. It’s the cigarettes, not the emotions. Definitely.

“You’re my….” She stops, then steps deeper into the room, maneuvering around the towers of wasted dishes and canisters of ash with an easy grace that he hates to think about.

“Yes,” he coaxes, hands pulling out of his pockets to reach carefully out to her as she gets closer. She’s in grabbing distance of something sharp, he registers, but she’s only tilting her head at him, frowning so hard he thinks it could pull her entire head down with it.

“My…Isaac?” she blinks. Her voice breaks, and something skips into her expression.

Her lips move, but no sound comes out as she forms over the word, the right word, the perfect word, the one he had never dared to write but had intended with everything he had, in the before, in the ending he worked for, in the now.

“Yes,” he nods, and she lurches forward and he only has a second to think that if she stabs him with the wine glass it would only be deserved.

But then she’s holding him, clinging, actually, and he is too and he is not going to waste his words this time. He’s going to fix this.

He’s her Isaac, after all.

Her Husband.

Notes:

Up and Up- Relient K

Chapter 39: Thrashing on the line (between desperate and divine)

Summary:

In which Ben makes plans to turn the world on its head; Isaac is an Author(tm) and meets a familiar face on the Isle; In the past, Mal loses a love; and in the present, Mal packs a bag and makes a promise.

Notes:

It's a Christmas miracle, another chapter!

This chapter is otherwise known as 'oh yeah, this is an AU' the chapter. I have had these specific plot points rattling around in my brain for *ages* and I'm so stoked to be getting to dig into them now. I hope you guys are ready for the rollercoaster, and if not well buckle in chidlren, we're going for a ride! (Note: 'children' meant with affection and not in a belittling or literal sense as I hope to heck there aren't actual children reading this)

Warnings for this chapter include the usual explicit language, references and implications of violence/abuse, and also a bit of heavy blood and violence (and death) in the Mal flashback portion. I'm not too pleased with how the flashback turned out, personally, but I have also had that scene written since literally the beginning of this story and it was time for it to come into play, so. It's there! Heh.

Hope ya'll enjoy and I can't wait to hear you scream at me in the comments. Your delight and ranting gives me such life, and even though I don't have the energy at the moment to go through and reply individually like I want to, please know that I do read all of your comments and I cherish each and every one of you.

- Raven

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Chapter Text

Ben

It's two weeks before Family Day and Ben thinks he's finally starting to get a handle on this whole balancing act between politics and regular life. His new council had disagreed with the idea of meeting with Queen Elsa, but he'd argued that she wasn't entirely wrong with her points, and that at least he could meet with another royal with an outside perspective and who knows, maybe Arandelle and Auradon could form an alliance out of this. Arandelle still remained, after all, entirely separate from Auradon, and while Ben doesn't hold as much stock in the worry of alliance against threats of war, not these days, he does really like the idea of everybody getting along. 

He sorts through the files in his hands again, skimming the names at the top even though by now he's got them memorized. It's so early to bring another batch of kids over from the Isle, too early, a few of his council had thought. But he wants to at least prepare better for the next group, they deserve that much from him; and, he thinks, they'll need time to prepare too. At least this way he can get everything that's needed in place in advance, and if all goes well, his plan to overhaul the entire structure of the Isle and reconfigure how its run will be approved by the time he's made King, and then they can work on getting the next batch over. 

He hesitates outside the door to the study hall, fingers gripping tightly to the files in his hands. It's not the council, but he craves the VKs approval in this more than anything, and, if he's being fully honest with himself, Mal’s approval especially. He steadies himself with a breath, then pushes open the door, scanning the plush couches for the VKs that the knights had said he'd find here. 

They're tucked near the back, in an alcove made up nearly entirely of pillows, bodies curling around each other so seamlessly it's nearly impossible to tell where they end and begin. Evie’s head is tucked against Mal’s shoulder, Mal’s fingers idly rolling a strand of blue hair around as she reads from a dark purple book Ben’s only seen a handful of times. Evie is braiding Jay’s hair where the other boy's head rests in her lap, his hands clicking away at something on a phone that Ben is pretty sure had once been Chad's. Carlos is stretched out with his feet in Jay’s lap and head against Mal’s hip, sound asleep and a completely peaceful expression on his face, Dude curled up on his chest.  

Ben almost considers leaving them like that, they're so clearly at rest and his heart warms to think about how far they've all come, that they can finally have that peace here. Evie spots him as he's half turning away, and her brows lift in surprise as her mouth forms his name. Jay blinks up at him and Mal smiles something soft and small and sincere as he approaches. Carlos continues to sleep, and Ben smiles back even as his stomach flutters with sudden nerves. 

"Hey guys," he greets, keeping his voice low and perching on some pillows at the edge of their circle. "I can come back later if this is a bad time, you all look so comfortable I don't want to ruin it."  

"No, it's all good," Jay says, though he tilts his head curiously at the files in his hands. "What's all that?"  

"I know it's so early to plan this," Ben starts, eyes on Mal as he shuffles a few of the files to the front. "But I was thinking ahead for the next round of kids I wanted to bring over from the Isle, and have been collaborating with the council for a more solid support network, as well as toying with the idea of overhauling the Isle system entirely.” 

“Sounds impressively detailed," Evie muses, sharp eyes fixed on the papers he's fiddling with. 

"What does it mmmean though?" Carlos pipes up from Evie’s side, eyes still closed, and Ben starts. He hadn't realized the boy had woken up. Judging by the slight smirk on the other three VK's faces, it wasn't a new phenomenon for them. 

"So, basically, what I'm hoping to do is eventually have it so that all of the children of the Isle are off the Isle and either here in Auradon or fostered in other kingdoms. The Isle itself would only then be exclusively for the villains, but I also wanted to try and put rehab programs in place for some of the lower level villains and side-kicks to maybe help them improve their quality of living and relearning how to function as part of a community."

As he's speaking, all of the VK's eyes widen, and even Carlos slowly sits up, shifting Dude to his lap, Mal tucking her book away and Evie’s mouth opening in a silent shocked 'wow.'  

"Ben," Mal says slowly, like she's trying to force herself to be calm. "That's...that would change...everything. You realize that, right?"  

He does, more than he'd been willing to admit at first; more than even his progressive council had wanted to. He's talking about completely reforming the Isle system, breaking down years of ingrained imprisonment and reshaping how folks went about looking at 'good and evil.' 

"What do you need from us?" Evie urges, and Carlos is nodding, just as eager.  

"Well to start, I have these..." Ben carefully puts the four forms onto the pillow-table, one for each VK. "Because, as it was recently pointed out, the four of you are still technically registered as citizens of the Isle, so in order to establish you as members of Auradon, we'd need to separate you from the Isle first."  

Evie’s the one who gets it first, and he doesn't know what the look on her face is as she traces the text on the page.  

"You want to separate us from our parents."  

Her voice is completely blank, giving nothing away, and Carlos blinks. Jay frowns, and Mal presses her lips together so tightly they go pale. 

"Technically," Ben begins, wincing. "You guys are already separated from your parents, but it's only technically. This would be a legal um...termination of rights. So they wouldn't be able to claim you anymore or have any say over you, and Auradon would be able to set you up officially as citizens here and get you support from families here."  

The VKs all exchange those Looks, the ones where whole histories and conversations play out behind their eyes entirely unspoken. Mal’s lips twist sideways; Evie’s chin tilts; Carlos clicks his tongue; and Jay bites his lip. Ben thinks that means they're displeased about something, but he keeps silent, worrying his tongue along the inside of his cheek.  

When Mal finally speaks, she sounds like she's piecing the words together as she goes, thinking over them even while she's talking. 

"And I'm assuming that, because you are coming to us now with these, that you already have people in mind for that." 

Her tone is blank, but he can read the question in the crinkle of her eyes.  

"Fairy Godmother has volunteered to foster you, Mal," he answers carefully, uncertain how they would take the news. "Since you and Jane have grown so close."

Something passes across Mal’s face at that, but it's gone before he can figure it out. Her shoulders are tight, though, and Jay starts grinding his jaw.  

"Jay, Aladdin has said he's willing to foster you, but Jasmine hasn't warmed up to the idea just yet." Ben grimaces in apology, but Jay is shaking his head, something easy and light in his eyes that stands at complete odds with his still locked jaw.  

"Please, it'd be too stuffy for me with them, anyway," he says, and Ben nods hesitantly.  

"Like I said, it's a 'yet' right now, but also Coach Sullivan said that he could take you if it didn't work out." 

"Huh," is all Jay says to that, and Ben turns to Carlos, who is frowning over his paper like it might come to life and bite him, his fingers carding anxiously through Dude’s wiry fur.   

“Carlos, we’re not really sure how,” Ben begins carefully, and the whole group straightens imperceptibly. “But you’re already a citizen.”

“Oh?” Carlos says, and Ben doesn’t comment on the way his voice cracks because even he isn’t sure how it happened.

“As it turns out um, your dad…he never relinquished parental rights under Auradon and since he’s a citizen of Arendelle, you’re um. He’s claimed you. So you’re all good, apparently.”

“Ap-par-parently,” Carlos repeats lowly, eyes wide, and Evie clears her throat, drawing the focus away from the clearly overwhelmed teen.

“And me?”

She says it casually enough, but Ben can see the focused way she’s meeting his eyes, and even Mal is eyeing him closely out of the corner of her eyes, and he grimaces.

“It’s a bit uncertain,” he admits, dropping his gaze back to his lap. “I don’t know why, but I think Aurora was poking around the idea of having you Evie, which. It’s not bad, but I don’t know why she’d offer if they’re thinking of pulling away from Auradon anyway, it doesn’t um. It doesn’t make sense to me but, that’s just what I’ve heard.”

“It sounds so wonderfully political and I hate it,” Evie says, and he’d believe her except there’s a gleam in her eye and a tilt to her mouth that makes him uncomfortable.

"Well that's all just great and definitely not going to keep me up at night," Mal breaks in, voice bright with forced cheer. "So what's all the rest of that then?"

Ben takes the reprieve for what it is and smooths out the files and places them in the center of the group, sliding the blurry photos around with the appropriate papers until the ones he's looking for are on top.  

"These are tentatively, some of the ones I'm looking to bring over next," he admits carefully, focusing on arranging the pages so he can avoid seeing the VK's expressions. "Like I said, I know it's so early to be doing this, but I wanted to start making plans now to accommodate them better when they finally come. And...I wanted to get your opinion before I make my final decisions." 

He finally looks up at this last bit, making eye contact with Mal and simultaneously hoping and dreading that she pick up on his meaning. She blinks, the only sign she has in fact understood him perfectly and is thrown by it, and he shuffles another photo to distract from the blush he feels blooming on the back of his neck. 

"Whoa, wait," Jay says, his voice rippling with a disbelieving chuckle. "Ben, you want to bring Gil over from the Isle?" 

Evie and Carlos' eyes widen, and Mal straightens sharply as her brow furrows.  

"Absolutely not," she snaps, and her tone brokers no arguments.  

(He's gonna argue anyway.) Because he wants this, because it's important. Because no one can truly be beyond saving here, can not be worth it. Not even Gil.

"Gil isn't his father," Ben says firmly, meeting her stony gaze unflinching. "You guys aren't your parents, and I want to give him just as much a chance as you have. Besides, even from the information we have it's clear that Gil isn't right for the Isle and would do so much better here.”

“Not an option, dude,” Jay mutters, shaking his head even as he winces. “Sorry.”  

"If it wwere anyone else," Carlos adds with his own apologetic glance. "Literally anyone." 

"Not even my parents were this resistant to the idea," Ben starts, scowling, and Evie bites her lip.  

"It’s not…" she begins hesitantly. “We don't have anything against Gil, personally...."  

“But he's a group package," Jay continues. “And..." 

"And the seagulls have been trying to kill us, and us them, for pretty much the past several years," Mal finishes decisively, and there's something in the hardness around her eyes that tells Ben that it's not an exaggeration. There really had been genuine attempts at murder, and he hitches his shoulders defensively.  

"I was thinking of bringing them one at a time," he admits slowly. "Gil first, and then the others later." 

Jay scoffs, and Mal loses some of the hardness under a thin layer of amusement.  

"That's cute you think they'd actually go along with that," she says. "That'd be like saying you were going to bring us one at a time in separate batches."  

“Worse even,” Jay adds with a twisting expression on his face. “Since they’ve got whatever that weird triad thing is they’re doing going on.”

Even Carlos is smiling begrudgingly, and Ben admits he can see the problem there.  

"To be fair, I don't think anyone realized how close knit you guys all were," he says, rueful. "I certainly didn't when I was picking you- I was mostly going for the most 'evil' in reputation to try and prove that everyone has something in them worth saving."

Mal melts, he can see the fondness in her eyes immediately, the sentiment echoed in Evie and the way she tilts her head at him.  

"You're such a sap," Mal says, but she’s smiling that soft smile he knows is her real one.  

"Gil is worth it," Evie agrees gently. "But not with Harry and Uma, and he won't come without them."  

Jay's face brightens with a sudden wicked smirk, and Ben stiffens, sensing his intent. 

"Quiet, you," he snaps, at the same time Mal hisses "Shut the fuck up, Jay."  

"Damn I didn't even say anything," Jay protests, while Carlos tries and fails to hide his laughter. 

"Alright so skipping that," Mal says, glaring at Jay while she reaches for another file. "Who else? You're still planning on getting my brats and Charming, right?"  

The ‘brats' being four young children whose names Mal had impressed upon him early with the unspoken understanding that their arrival in Auradon was non-negotiable.  

"Yes, Mal," he teases. "I have your brats all lined up. Though there were only three not four." 

Mal goes entirely still, and the other three VKs immediately straighten, a collective intake of breath.  

"Oh?" She says, and her voice is flat.  

"The twins, and Céline Facilier," he says, glancing back down at his notes to confirm the names. 

Evie inhales, a low noise catching in her throat, and he looks up to see Mal swallow hard.  

"Delphine?" she asks, and her voice is hoarse. 

It takes him a second to remember that that was the one that they all called ‘Dizzy,’ but he answers.

“Lady Tremaine refused to let her go,” he says, grimacing, and Mal blinks. 

The agonized expression clears from Evie’s face with an exhale, and Ben frowns when Mal hisses, "You motherfucker." with vehemence at him. 

"What?" He starts, then it hits him. "Oh gods, no I didn't...I'm so sorry I didn't even think how that would sound!"  

He's kicking himself, but Mal glares at him, and he curses himself again for his carelessness. 

"She's fine," he reiterates quickly. "She's ok, she's...she's ok! But Lady Tremaine said no." 

"I guess that means Charming is also a no," Mal concludes, taking a steadying breath and reaching over to squeeze Evie’s hand tightly. 

"Yeah," Ben agrees, still regretful. "Unfortunately. I know Chad was looking forward to it...wait what? What is it?" 

Mal has gone pale, eyes locked on the single blurry photo attached to an equally sparse folder. The girl in the image is half hidden by the edge of a chain-linked fence, a makeshift barricade between herself and the picture taker. She's glaring at the camera like it's personally offended her, lips pulled back into something that skips a grimace and goes right into a snarl, shaggy hair that could almost be called copper colored framing the little that is visible of her face.  

"How recent is that?" Mal asks, and if Ben thought her voice was hoarse before it's barely a rasp now. 

"Um..." he thinks, remembering what he'd heard from the rumor mill around Elsa and not sure he wants to poke at it now with the VKs. "Pretty recent? She um, was kind of under the radar for a while so no one really knew she existed till now. This is the first photo we got of her."  

Which tracks, he thinks, considering she's technically not even a villain's kid, and just how did she get on the Isle then in the first place? 

Mal’s hands are shaking as she picks up the photo, ignoring the paper entirely and tracing her fingers over the shadowed edge of the girl's snarl. 

"Fen," she whispers, barely breathing the name. "You're alive."

“You...know her?” Ben asks, and Carlos glances at him, clearly having been seconds away from asking that himself. 

"Oh wait," Jay hisses, leaning over Mal’s shoulder to look at the girl. "No fucking way she can't be...the last time we saw her...there's no way she's still alive after that.” 

There's something like alarm in Jay’s face, and Mal is blinking rapidly, trembling as she looks up at Ben. Her eyes are alight with green, and he recalls the last time he'd seen that look on her face and has to resist the urge to duck and cover. 

"I'm going to get her," she says, the fire cracking determination in her voice. "I'm going to get her off the Isle." 


Isaac 

He finds Aeldit in the last place he expects to. Or, more accurately, she finds him. Actually she stumbles into him. (To be completely accurate, he stumbles into her.)

He'd spent his first three days on the Isle with Ella, catching her up on everything that has happened, catching her up on him. And catching up on her, learning about the Isle and how she has grown to fit into it- how she has shrunk to fit into it. He takes his time with her, in a way he’d never truly been able to before, never really appreciated before. It’s not perfect, but it’s better. He doesn’t use his Words, for her, as much as the urge is there. He doesn’t want to simply handwave away all that she is. (He’d tried it Before, anyway, and it had only backfired in the end; had hurt them all worse…had come at much too high a cost.)

He doesn’t know if it’s the length of time away or her age (and truly, she’s not that old now, very respectable still in her 50’s), but she takes to his presence so much better this time around. It could also be that once he cleans up the apartment (and that he does use his Words for, writing it down and setting it in stone and giving her back the space to live) she starts remembering how to be a human being again. It’s why he regrets that on his fourth day he has to step out the door and actually do what he was told to do, what he was sent here for. But he promises Ella that he will be back, he is coming back, he is not leaving her this time. He writes it, too, Pen and Paper and intent.

He is going to come back to her.

He’s picked up enough of the dynamics of the Isle that he feels confident in the way he rounds his shoulders (to show that confidence), sets his jaw (to show that he’s not to be messed with), and keeps his eyes from locking with other eyes (to show that he’s not looking to kill or be killed). Which is why he’s so startled to find a knife at his throat a few hours in, pinned to the side of a building with his arm twisted behind his back, unable to reach for his pen or his paper or his words.

He really thought he’d done everything right, dammit!

“The fuck you on about?”

Oh. Did he say that out loud? He has to stop projecting his thoughts like that it’s probably not conducive to projecting an image of sanity and control.

“Yeah you’re fucking bonkers man, this ain’t worth it.”

He rotates on his heel, even more startled as the knife vanishes and the grip releases his arm. His would be robber is…just a kid? A teenager maybe, hardly older than 13. The kid is wearing khaki’s and what Isaac thinks at first is a crop top? Until he realizes the shirt is actually tucked into a bright, thick fabric belt, an extremely oversized coat over top of everything that the kid tucks around himself defensively when he notices Isaac staring.

“I’m not puttin on no show for you, fuck right off asshat,” the kid spits at his feet and then bolts, ducking out onto the street.

He wasn’t wearing any shoes.

It’s that that Isaac is most hung up on, for some reason. He tries to think back to when he’d first arrived on the Isle, back in the very beginning when it all started. There’d been clothes, then. Shoes. They’d all worn shoes, definitely. There had been so much chaos, back then. None of the order and dynamics and lines that he sees now. Everyone had been so desperately scrambling to figure out just what to do; had been trying to find children, he remembers. Had been fighting to keep their children, the ones the few Auradonians had been making claims for. There had only been a few buildings, then; just a very small district of houses at the very edge of the Isle opposite the docks.

They’d all had to fight for space, back then. He remembers hiding a lot with Carlos back then, trying to encourage Ella away from windows, had been so grateful that they had managed to find the little apartment they had then. But they’d all had shoes. They’d been able to find things to live with.

He’s so stuck in his head that he misses the warning hiss of sound, and tumbles face first to the…pavement? Since when did the Isle have pavement? But there is pavement, cracked and rugged and digging into his face, and the edge of a doorway too, actually, now that he’s squinting up again. And the thing that he tripped on, a distorted lump of…something…just there also against the pavement. The lump shifts, and Isaac has to blink and stare and concentrate to make sense of what he’s seeing.

It’s a person, his mind finally supplies, and then it all clicks back into place.

He sits up, cursing, struggling to his feet instantly as the person hisses again, a low sound in their throat that turns into a growl at the end. He scans the area around him and realizes he has no idea where he is, and where has the light gone, and he really can’t die here like this, he’d made a promise.

It’s once he’s on his feet and backed rapidly away that he realizes the person he’d tripped over hasn’t followed him, hasn’t even gotten to their…his….her? feet. Is instead staring at him with sharp -grey?blue?green?- eyes, teeth bared in a vicious ‘I’ll kill you’ expression that Isaac would believe if it weren’t for the fact that he was still alive.

“S-sorry,” he mutters, dropping his eyes away from the intensity of her? he thinks a her- gaze. “I wasn’t paying attention.”

“Clearly,” the girl rasps, and her voice grates against his ears. “Watch where you’re fucking going, next time.”

She talks like she isn’t used to talking- like her time was better spent shouting into the void than anything else, the words rough and tight in her throat. He winces, and her expression sharpens that much further, those eyes piecing him together instantly.

“You’re not from this side,” she says, shuffling closer to him. “What are you, a mainlander? You’re wearing colors, but you’re not a seagull.”

Only half of those words make sense, and not the least because he’s still distracted by the fact that she hasn’t gotten up to chase him, and he strains his eyes against the shadowy clothing she wears to try and make sense of why. There’s something not quite right about the shape of her body, and it’s so dark suddenly in the shadow of this building that it takes him several terribly awkward moments of staring to realize it. The set of her legs is wrong, out of place, like the lower half below the knees just decided to shift ever so slightly to a different position, and the roll of her left ankle causes something to lurch in his stomach.

“Your legs,” he starts quietly, horrified.

“Shut up!” she hisses at him, eyes wide. She’s shuffling backwards, away from him, using her hands and elbows and heels to shove herself deeper into the entrance of the building. There’s a chill down his spine, sharp and painful, and he jerks with a shiver and follows her instinctively, turning sideways so his shape is smaller against the doorframe.

“What…?” he tries to ask, but she’s shaking her head, whispering curses under her breath. He’s no longer a threat to her (was he ever?), which he knows from the dynamics of the Isle means that if he’s not being considered a threat that there is something else that is.

The chill down his spine increases to a pressure point, and outside of the building, on the cracking pavement beyond, there stands a woman who hadn’t been there a second ago. For a moment, Isaac’s mind races, but it wasn’t quite magic, not a teleportation, really. It was more that the shadows themselves had thickened, and in that thick space the woman had just…walked through and out onto the pavement. Similarly to the girl cowering near him, this woman is also wearing dark clothes, but they cling to her in a far easier way than they do the girl, and she wears black leather armor over her shoulders and arms like a breastplate.

There’s nothing in her hands, but Isaac finds himself holding his breath and willing himself to be smaller, to be unnoticeable. Something about this woman screams lethality, and she scans her eyes over the street, the pavement where he and the girl had just been, the walls of the tight alley, and finally, the building itself. The tilt of her mouth is all wrong for it, but Isaac thinks she seems amused as she starts walking towards it, her gait easy and graceful and assured.

A lion.

He blinks, but his errant thoughts are hard to deny. She is a lioness stalking, slow and steady and coiled with power, unwavering eyes only for the prey she is hunting.

The antelope?

He starts, and turns his head to seek the girl. They’re in what looks to be an abandoned shed of some kind, sparsely furnished with only a single half of a table, and a rotting sofa shoved against the side wall. There are tattered graffiti images painting the walls that he tugs his eyes away from because he doesn’t have time to get lost in analyzing the tags and what they mean. A metal door is the only other thing on the far wall, but given the amount of rust encasing it there’s no way it’s going to open anytime soon. The girl has realized that too, tiny panting sounds filling the space as she drags herself towards the rotting sofa and tries to shove herself underneath it.

There isn’t the space for that, Isaac can see immediately, and he realizes at the same time the woman reaches the mouth of the room that he is about to do something very stupid.

“How many times does this make now, Fenris?” the woman says, and her voice is a low croon, dark with violence.

Isaac takes a breath, and reaches for his Words.

“The woman says this, but Fenris is nowhere to be found. The room is empty but for a single couch, a table, and graffiti stained walls.”

His hand is shaking where it’s clenched around the Pen in his pocket, and he’s already been on the Isle four days, his Power is rapidly dwindling even now, but he has to do something. He doesn’t consider himself a heroic man by any means, has historically been a coward and a cheat and a liar. But he knows without a doubt that something terrible will happen to the girl-Fenris- if this woman finds her, and so he Speaks.

Fenris (who is still flat on her stomach on the ground by the sofa) falls silent, her sobs dying in her throat as his words (his intent) settles her into silence.

The woman pauses, and frowns, her golden eyes (so very much a lioness) surveying the room slowly.

“Fen,” she repeats slowly, the name echoing against the metal. “I know you’re in here.”

“She’s not,” Isaac Says, trembling all over now. “The room is empty. There is nothing here.”

The woman curses, and draws a sword from the scabbard on her back that Isaac had missed before. The blade is just as black as everything else on the woman, but it curves wickedly along its edge, the hilt wrapped in a dark red ribbon that Isaac knows instinctively did not start out being red. Fenris wails at the sight of the blade, keening deep in her throat, and Isaac flinches but does not let go of his Pen.

“When I find you…”

“You won’t,” Isaac interrupts, his voice shaking but this is it, this is Final. “You will not find her, not here.” He very nearly tacks on not ever, but that would be too much, would be pushing the narrative, and he knows what happens when he does that.

The woman snarls, and sheathes the sword, and stalks out of the building. The shadows thicken around her as she goes, and Isaac waits a full minute after the chilling pressure fades away before releasing his Pen, gasping an exhale of relief as he drops to his knees.

“Shit, I haven’t done that in so long,” he mutters, scrubbing a hand over his face. “Writing it is so different I forgot how much it takes to Speak.”

“What was that? What…what are you?”

Oh. Right.

Fenris' voice is even more pitchy with her terror, but she'd stopped sobbing at least. The tears still stain her face, tracking through a layer of grit, and Isaac takes a few more steadying breaths. 

"I'm an Author," he says as he straightens. "It allows me some measure of control over words, either written or spoken."

It also covers so much more than just words; stories- lives- whole histories, even. But he'd been down that path before, had done that tale already and been imprisoned for his troubles. He's sticking to just words, this time around. 

"What does that mean?" She's still staring at him like he's...something else, something other, and Isaac sighs. 

"It means I can influence the plot, for all the good it does." 

He mutters it under his breath, but she twitches, indeterminately colored eyes narrowing to glare at him. 

"What do you want?" 

He blinks, distracted from unfolding his Paper. He's got to write this down, now, which makes it even more of a hassle. It's one thing to Write, and another entirely to Speak, but once he's spoken, he then has to write it down to record that he's done it. Not that he thinks it's really possible to undo an Author's Words, but he's never *not* followed the protocol for this one and he honestly doesn't want to er, fuck around and find out this time. 

"I'm sorry, what was that?" He says, finalizing the punctuation and folding the paper back up again. 

"She would have killed me," Fenris continues, and he's impressed by how well she's locked up her previous hysteria. "She would have killed me...but she didn't, because of you." 

Ah. He shifts uncomfortably as he realizes what she's getting at, the aspect of Isle dynamic that he'd always hated the most.

"I don't...I didn't do it because I wanted anything in particular from you," he admits, not meeting her eyes. "I just wasn't looking forward to the idea of witnessing what surely would have been a terrible end on your part. That's all." 

It's not entirely a lie, either. There is no doubt in Isaac's mind that the Lioness wouldn't have torn the girl to shreds, and he'd never been a fan of excessive bloodshed in any case. 

Fenris doesn't seem convinced, but she shoves herself upright at the base of the sofa, and with a move that seems to take more effort than it's worth, pulls herself up and onto the sagging couch. She exhales sharply once she's done it, bringing her left leg up (the one with the *bad wrong horrible* ankle) and rubbing at the joint of her knee. Isaac pauses, then walks over to the only other furniture in the space, the half...shit. 

"I didn't mean to do that," Isaac mumbles, as he sits himself down on top of the now whole and definitely not a half table. 

"Save my life?" Fenris says wryly, grinning at him all teeth and feral and...hm. Where did that one come from? 

"The table," he says idly, palm tracing over the solid surface. "Your legs." 

She flinches, and he readjusts, because he's curious but it's not the question he wants to ask. 

"Did she...no that's not...of course she did of course. What did she mean by how many times...no wrong." 

He shakes his head, because the answers are so obviously there he just needs to get this right because there is something so wrong about her, suddenly, something itching at the back of his skull and stealing all his words because he should have had more *words* about her, more words *for* her and he doesn't and it's because of...

"Your name!" 

She's staring at him very hard now, eyes wide, but he's got it now. 

"What about it?" she snaps, and he'd be intimidated if he didn't know she was just being defensive to cover her fear. 

"It's wrong," he says, thrilled at the mystery of her, of the novelty. It’s not entirely wrong really, it's just....it's like an overlay, a slight discrepancy between the spoken name and something else. 

"Yeah, ok," she scoffs, but he ignores it. 

"Fenris," he mutters slowly, turning it over in his head. "Like the offspring of Loki."

"Yeah well, everyone always told me I was a bitch, so, guess it works." 

"You named yourself?" He perks up, and something flickers across her face. 

"Shan Yu did," she says, and her voice is hard. 

That makes sense, Isaac reasons. The Lioness had so clearly belonged to the Huns, now that he is thinking about it. And Fenris is wearing similar enough paraphernalia to mark her as also of the Huns, but she is so clearly not Hun, and he frowns. 

"Whose are you? What villain is your parent, I mean?" 

Her face goes blank, and she is suddenly very still on the couch. It's almost frightening, and Isaac straightens. 

"That's a very personal question," she says slowly, and for half a second her tone is just as dark and full of blood as the Lioness' had been. 

"With a very personal answer, yes," Isaac agrees. "So what is it? The answer, I mean. Unless you don't know, which is unfortunate and makes my job harder." 

"Job?"

"I'm looking for a particular someone, and there's records for nearly everyone on this Isle...but you. You don't technically exist." 

She blinks at him, the darkness evaporating from her expression. 

"Obviously you exist," he barrels on before she can interrupt him with *feelings.* "But not on paper, not in ink and words, so whose are you?" 

A muscle in her jaw twitches, and for a second he thinks she's going to be stubborn. Then she drops her eyes and somehow that feels worse. 

"I wasn't born on the Isle," she finally says. "They brought me over later, after things had already started."

"They?" Isaac probes, reaching again for his pen. This feels noteworthy, in that itching sort of way that he used to feel when he first started writing the stories that began with 'once upon a time.' 

"I don't know where I was before," she continues, face tight with remembering. "But someone brought me over on the boats, I remember that much...."

Isaac remembers too. It hadn't been a good time, those boats. Soldiers and knights from Auradon and other kingdoms had been going through at some points and pulling people off, throwing then overboard even, at times. Anything to get them onto the Isle and away from them.

"Do you remember what the someone looked like?" 

Fenris frowns, and shakes her head slowly. "It was a woman, I know. I think...I think she changed her mind about something? I remember that- she was shouting that she changed her mind, but then I was off at that point- a knight had grabbed me, hit me when I tried to get away. And...that's it. I've been here."

"With the Huns," he concludes, looking over what he'd written of her tale as she'd told it. 

He has a terrible sinking feeling in his gut, and he flips over the paper and traces out a rough sketch. He's never done much of the illustrations for his works in the past (The Book had always updated itself with art), but he knows more than enough about The Snow Queen (about Elsa) to manage this much. He flips the drawing around, heart in his throat. 

"Did the woman look like this, by any chance?" 

He tries for casual, but it's hard to pull off with his hands shaking so hard. Fenris frowns at him, but obligingly leans over to look at his drawing. She shakes her head, and Isaac feels relief (and then immediate guilt for his relief) but then she blinks, and looks again. 

"N-no," she says slowly, glaring at the portrait. "But kind of, actually." 

What. 

Isaac swallows hard, completely thrown and far more terrified, suddenly. He draws again, softening the sharper features of his previous drawing, a rounder face, brighter eyes, smaller chin. He turns it around, and Fenris flinches. 

"Fuck," she breathes. 

Fuck is right, Isaac thinks numbly. 


Mal

 

They’re lying in the creaking attic loft of Mal’s room, on the ruined and weathered excuse she had for a mattress, and Mal is wondering just when she’d got so bold. When she’d gotten so careless.

“My mother will be home soon,” she insisted again, tensing her body and making to sit up.

Daisha’s hand slid easily over the skin on her stomach, fingers flexing over newly raised scars- scars that she had put there. Her gold eyes were bright and an easy smile curled across her face, and Mal fought between wanting to remain unfound and not wanting to ruin that smile for fear of the consequence.

“You worry too much, little dragon,” Daisha crooned, bringing her arm back to fold behind her head. “So what if she comes back? I’m not ashamed of anything that’s happening here. In fact, I’m quite proud.”

She fixed Mal with a wicked look that had her flushing red even as her stomach clenched in fear because—

“I’ve told you,” Mal seethed, prodding at Daisha’s ribs with her elbow in a vain attempt to get her to move. “If she finds you here…if she finds….”

“Finds you in bed with a woman,” Daisha finished challengingly, brows quirking with the smirk on her lips and gods and Hades but she was going to be the death of her wasn’t she?

And Mal was just gearing up the gall to retort, to protest that it was more than just that, when there was the dull roaring of a dragon and the harsh metallic clanking of claws above their heads. Daisha’s arm fell back to the bed and Mal sat bolt upright, leaping from the thin covers and scrambling desperately for her clothes, throwing pieces of Daisha’s armor back to her and cursing every time she dared to laugh.

“You don’t understand,” Mal hissed, fear a physical pain in her gut, clenching tightly around her throat. “You don’t understand. She’ll—”

“She can certainly try,” Daisha rumbled, amused, but sitting up after Mal and buckling back into her armor.

It wasn’t fast enough, Mal knew, dancing anxiously on the balls of her feet as the metallic clicking scrabbled down the sides of the building and then faded; transformed into the dull clicking of heels and her mother’s shrill:

“Maaal!”

“Fuck,” Mal exhaled sharply, and Daisha laughed softly, that low, rolling chuckle that had always made Mal feel things but which did nothing now but fuel her terror.

“I thought we just did that, but if you’re insisting…” She let her drawl fall off and Mal hissed another slew of desperate curses as her mother’s voice rang out again.

“Maal!” Shorter, this time, more cold and furious and Mal shoved the collar of her jacket up as high as it would go and called back.

“Coming!”

And Daisha grinned broadly at her from the edge of the bed. “That you did,” she murmured, eyes too bright and expression too smug. “Quite a few times.”

“Shut up!” Mal seethed, and Daisha retrieved her sword from beneath her bed and tied it to her back, standing finally and sighing.

“Well, alright,” she muttered. “Let’s go, then.”

And Mal shoved and prodded and redirected while her mother fumed and stewed and bellowed her name a few more times, and they were just slipping their way through the shadows of the throne room- Daisha in that uncanny shadow way of hers that had Mal squinting to make out her form in the dim light. They were alright. They were alright. They were--

“And just what is this thing you’ve brought into my house?”

The dim light of the room grew brighter as Maleficent threw back the curtain covering the stained glass window, ever the flare for the dramatic. But Mal didn’t think of that in the moment, not as Maleficent’s eyes were fire-green and boring into Daisha’s, who straightened and faced the dragon queen’s rage with that calm and quiet fury Mal knew all too well.

“Mother!” Mal cried, straightening desperately and just grabbing Daisha’s elbow before she could draw her sword. “This is Shan Yu’s daughter- the leader of the Huns. We…I’ve been working on forming an alliance to add more numbers to the group.”

And it’s not the cold look of disgust in Maleficent’s eyes, the ‘really Mal, those barbarians?’ hovering at the edge of her tongue. It’s the dark look Daisha shoots her from the corner of her eyes and a barely audible: “’Forming an alliance?’ Is that what they’re calling it these days?”

And it was as if all the air was suddenly drawn out of the room, and Mal realized dimly it was because her mother’s magic was flaring brightly, far more powerful and wild than anything Mal had experienced, green and gold flames licking the edges of Maleficent’s cloak and burning in her eyes.

“I thought you were better than this Mal,” Maleficent hissed lowly, voice echoing hollowly through Mal’s skull. “But I should have known. You’re no better than the Evil Queen’s little whore…no better than that pathetic excuse for the thing Jafar calls his son.”

And Mal bristled because that was her group her mother was talking about, but the only thing she could feel rising in her throat was bile, fear and pain leadening her tongue and rendering her mute.

“I didn’t raise you this way,” Maleficent continued coldly, and Mal felt Daisha stiffen beneath her hand, fought to keep own reaction at bay. “I thought I’d made it clear to you that this sort of weakness would not stand, but I guess I was wrong.”

“The only weak one here is you,” Daisha spoke up, calm in the face of the flames, voice soft, and firm. “That you’re unable to see the strength that I plainly can.”

“Be silent!” Maleficent snarled, and her magic writhed and wove itself with intent into her voice, and there was a withering lurch in Mal’s stomach. “And die, while you’re at it.”

Mal recognized the clawing lurch as hex-magic too late, and she could only watch in horror as Daisha faltered in her stance and frowned.

“Huh,” she said softly, fingers coming up to hover over her abdomen. “That’s interesting.”

Then she pitched forward onto her knees and vomited, and when she lifted her head her lips were stained red. Mal thought she might have screamed, although she didn’t remember hearing any sound other than Daisha’s violent heaving, as the malice of her mother’s magic worked torturously through her body. She moved without fully thinking on it, only knowing that she had to do something…had to stop this she couldn’t lose….

“Mom please!” Mal screamed, falling to her knees beside Daisha and clinging to her as her body shuddered violently, desperately trying to force her own magic into her, to undo what was happening. “Please!”

Maleficent’s face was an impassive mask when Mal dared to look up at her, eyes still flickering with flame and a look in them that Mal couldn’t…wouldn’t interpret.

“I’m sorry, Mal,” she intoned solemnly. “But you must learn, and I won’t allow this sort of thing to drag you down.”

Mal ripped her gaze from her mother and found that she couldn’t. Daisha’s body spasmed beneath her fingers and another horrible noise worked its way out of her throat, an awful warmth spilling over Mal’s hands. Maleficent’s eyes were bright with more than just flame, and Mal fought against the hold, against the thing that was keeping her from looking into Daisha’s eyes one more time.

“Daisha!” Mal howled, sobbing, and the fire in Maleficent’s eyes flickered, and she tore her eyes away and down and—“No…no you can’t!”

Daisha laughed weakly, dark hair matted and slick, golden eyes bright with mischief despite the horrid flecks of red across her face that threatened to turn them brown.

“Well,” she panted, tongue darting out across her lips in a tight grimace. “This is…a way…to go. Ha,” she let out a sound that was more pain than laugh. “Bet Fen’s gonna be so relieved…ha…or pissed.”

“No,” Mal wailed, fingers slipping as they clutched desperately for Daisha’s own. “No, you’re not going to….”

“Shame we never…made it to Auradon,” Daisha murmured, eyes flickering vaguely. “Could’a done better with you....there.”

Her expression twisted, and Mal knew it had nothing to do with her current state; knew exactly what Daisha meant. Even still, she tried desperately to deny it, shaking her head and sending tears scattering from her face.

“No it was…” she choked out, as Daisha’s eyes flickered again. “You were…everything.”

“Still,” Daisha mumbled, and her breath was barely a puff on the back of Mal’s hand. “Should’a…tried….”

Mal sobbed, clinging tighter to Daisha’s hand. She nearly let go as Daisha’s eyes suddenly met hers, the gold bright and intense.

“Hey,” she slurred, suddenly stern, fingers coming up to brush gore tenderly across Mal’s face. “You’d better not cry over me…little dragon. That would completely ruin the point.”

Then the only light left was cast by Maleficent’s fire, as she gripped Mal’s shoulder tightly and said:

“This will not happen again.”

And Mal agreed, as she reached out with trembling hands in a vain attempt to close Daisha’s eyes before she was dragged away. She agreed even for the time she spent locked in the dungeon, with each hot press of iron to her flesh and each vicious curse cast from her mother’s lips. She agreed, stumbling out into the grimy light of the Isle weeks later, climbing through the streets towards the hideout and her crew.

This would not happen again, because Mal would not leave herself so open again. Because the next time someone tried to get close to her like that, Mal would kill them herself. Right after she killed her mother.


Mal

 

“Wait Mal, think about this for a second.”

“I am thinking. I’ve thought, and I am going to get her.”

“What about Dizzy?”

“I’m going to get Del and Ant, too. Ben’s plan is good…it’s great, even. But it’s pointless if people can just say no and keep them from going anyway. The only reason our parents even let us go was just because my mom has a plan. And Lady Tremaine is a bitch and a half but she’s not going to be overthrowing the world anytime soon.”

Mal is trying not to think, to get sucked into the spiral that is her brain. She moves mechanically, methodically putting clothes into Jay’s backpack. She’ll need to travel light, and she’s not planning on staying longer than a few days maybe, but she has to get there and maybe she can steal one of the cars and how long has Fen been alive?

“Shit, Mal.”

“What,” she snaps, pulled out of her panic by Carlos. He’s wide eyed when she glares up at him, but she can’t regret her harshness now.

“Our parents!”

“Yeah…?”

“The ones who are sstill on the Isle? And who def-definitely still want that whole world domination thing?”

“Come on Carlos, I thought Jane had you doing theatre. Where’s the yes and?”

“What exactly are you planning on telling them?” Jay cuts in impatiently, apparently finishing the thought that he’d started. “Or are you seriously thinking you can get away with just avoiding them?”

“We didn’t spend as long as we did networking for me to not use the safe houses now,” she mutters, ripping away from his gaze and shoving a few more things into the bag. “I’ll go the Tremaine’s side of the Isle and hang there, collect who I need and go. You won’t even miss me.”

“And what. You’ll do all this? For…for her?”

Mal glances sideways at the shitty photo of Fenris she’d stolen from Ben, and tries not to flinch when Jay snatches it up with a scowl. Evie chews at her lip in that way she does before she says something devastating and cruel, and Mal stiffens in anticipation.

“Who even is she to you Mal? If she’s really been alive this whole time why do you care now?”

Because she did something stupid and it had gotten Fen killed, or at least that’s what she had thought. And more than that if she’s been alive this whole time it means she’s been living through hell and Mal owes it to her to get her out of there. But she can’t say any of that, can barely begin to think it and how long?

“I owe her,” Mal finally says, the only thing she feels like she can say. “I have to get her out of there.”

She can see her group exchanging looks over her head, can feel the weight of everything she’s not saying and everything that they’re not saying pressing in on her. She zips up the bag and tries to remember what the Cricket said about how to break things down so it’s not so overwhelming.

“Ok,” Jay says at last, and Mal risks a glance up. “When do we leave?”

“We?” she repeats, incredulous, and Evie rolls her eyes.

“You didn’t seriously think we were going to let you do this alone did you?”

“Um, yes,” Mal hisses, and Carlos scoffs. “I’m not going to ask any of you to put yourselves back there for me. This is my mess to take care of, you guys just stay here and stay safe.”

“Fuck safe,” Carlos snaps. “We-we’re not just gonna ssit here while you’re over there.”

“Yes you are,” she insists, straightening and flinging her bag over her shoulder. “My mother still wants that wand, and beyond that, still kind of wants you guys dead so you’re staying, I’m going- that’s final.”

“Let me go at least,” Evie pleads, and Mal hesitates. “My mother has connections to Tremaine still, or at least she did, and if we did run into my mom at least well. I’m sure she’d be happy to see me, or to have heard that I was around.”

She’s not wrong, and Mal hates that she’s even considering it because she hadn’t been exaggerating her group’s danger. Maleficent saw her group as a means to an end most of the time, but other times she rode the line of attachments as weakness to be purged, and she’d already seen what the woman was capable of once. She wasn’t looking for a repeat performance.

A knock on the door interrupts her before she can answer, and she frowns. With a snap of her fingers the latch clicks, and the door opens to reveal Ben standing there. He’s dressed as casually as Mal has ever seen him, in dark pants and a plain tshirt, a bulky zipper jacket overtop that doesn’t quite fit him right and sneakers.

“Hey,” he says sheepishly, eyes lighting when he sees her. “You got room for one more?”

It’s then that she sees the duffel bag at his feet, and she presses her lips against the odd rush of affection that squeezes her chest. This boy!

“You’re not serious,” she groans, but she doesn’t stop him when he comes inside and drags his bag behind him.

“I kind of figured you’d be making some kind of break for it,” he says, shrugging a bashful shoulder. “And I mean, this is my plan to bring them over and I feel like I should maybe take some responsibility you know? See it all for myself, hands on.”

It’s so sweet and so stupid and so naïve and Mal can see Evie prepared to tear him to shreds and she puts out her hand to stop her.

“Ben,” she says as gently as she can. “That’s so, so pure of you, and is exactly the reason why you especially cannot come to the Isle with us.”

“Oh so it is ‘us’,” Jay mumbles, and she wants to kick him but he’s behind her.

“I want to help,” he insists. “Besides, you’ll need transportation, unless you were going to swim to the Isle and back.”

Mal flinches in spite of herself, and she can see his brow dip with concern.

“I can’t swim,” she says quickly, and the rest of her group hedge similar aversion.

“Wait, you guys can’t swim?” Ben says, and the way his head tilts in confusion is so cute it hurts. “But the Isle is surrounded by water, isn’t it?”

“Yeah but also surrounded by a barrier,” Jay says pointedly, while Carlos nods.

“And sure the barrier goes a little ways out, but the only swimmable water is the strip of ocean by the beach, which is seagull territory,” Evie finishes.

“Right,” Ben drawls slowly, understanding dawning. “The pirates…the ones that were trying to kill you.”

“Those are the ones,” Mal agrees, giving him a tight smile. 

“So, no one on the Isle can swim?”

“Not a lot,” Jay says. “And anyway he’s right Mal, how are we getting there?”

“I was working on it,” she says lowly, but Ben grins again, bright and optimistic.

“I’ve got a car,” he says, and Evie hums thoughtfully. “I mean, my parents have like, a whole fleet, really it’s…kind of excessive maybe? Now that I think about it? But uh. Yeah.”

“An Auradon limo is not exactly subtle, Ben,” Mal points out, and he shakes his head.

“Not a limo, just a regular car. I mean, it still has our crest on it, but it’s pretty discreet.”

It could work, is the thing. It really could. But she can’t drag them back into this; it’s her job to protect them and what kind of leader is she if she can’t even do that? They worked so hard to get to Auradon and away from all of that.

“I still think I should go alone,” Mal tries, and Jay knocks her shoulder and huffs.

“And I think you’d have to tie us down to keep us from going with you,” he says, and she sighs.

“Fine, we’ll take the car,” she says, and Ben starts to smile at her again, and why does this have to be so difficult. “Ben you can’t come.”

“I was going to drive,” he says quietly.

“Do you even know how to drive?” Jay asks, just a touch derisive.

“Do you?” Ben snaps back, and Jay blinks.

“Ok, fair point.”

“Ben, you are the sole prince of Auradon about to be crowned King in, what? A month?” Mal presses, and he frowns. “If anything happened to you on the Isle…”

“I’d be with you guys,” he cuts in firmly. “I’ll be with you guys, and I’ll keep my head down and it will be fine.”

Carlos signs something too quickly for Mal to catch, but Evie smirks and translates at Ben’s confused look: “He says you’ll stick out like a horseshoe crab in a freshwater environment.”

“Hey,” Ben protests, and Mal stifles her own grin.

“He’s so not wrong,” she says. “But if we’re really going to do this, we’re doing it smart.”

Never mind the fact that the very thought of stepping foot back on the Isle again makes her want to claw all her skin off. Or the worry about what happens if she goes back and finds out that she really was better suited to the Isle than to Auradon and she just never leaves again. She has a mission, and a plan, and a purpose now, and she’s not alone.

Just wait a little longer, she thinks, staring out the window towards the clouded shadow of the Isle’s barrier on the horizon. I’m coming.

Notes:

Now that you've reached the end of the chapter I want to know how many of you guys guessed, noticed, or picked up on the hints I'd been dropping about Fenris' identity, hahaha. (grins in Writer)

Chapter 40: Now how am I going to be an optimist about this? (Well if you close your eyes)

Summary:

In which Ben learns that there is more to life on the Isle than just chilling like a villain; Mal confronts the ghosts of her past; and Evie maybe is a bit jealous, actually.

Notes:

Happy New Year everyone! I hope this new year finds you well, and that this one is better than the last. *crosses fingers*
We all deserve good things after 2023, so here's another chapter update for ya'll.

We are back on the Isle now, in the thick of it one might say, and while the VKs definitely have been working hard to build a better thing for themselves in Auradon, they're now getting flung right back into the frying pan they came from. This does mean there is a bit of...backsliding into old and harmful habits and behaviors, and so the chapter warnings include: violence and descriptions of injuries; toxic relationships; endangerment; implied self-injurous behavior/ideation thoughts; and general angst that one might expect from the Isle and the VKs back on it.

I thought at first that this chapter was kind of 'short' since it only features a few POVs, but then I ran it through my words counter and it's actually over 14k so. Ha. We are just getting started with the 'back to the Isle' arc (and also sort of playing fast and lose with movie timelines so this is technically D2 starting as well?) Look at me getting into 'sequel' territory before finishing the first. I'm going where the muse takes me, so buckle in and I hope you guys enjoy!!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Evie

As it turns out, Ben does know how to drive. (He also gets chatty when he’s nervous.)

“…told them I was doing one last kingdom tour as prince before I got crowned as king,” Ben is saying. His knuckles are white where they grip the steering wheel. “So as long as we’re back before Family Day, we’ll be fine.”

“I feel like there should be more concern for you traveling on your own,” Mal says, and Ben shrugs. (His shoulders don’t come back down.)

“I mean, the kingdoms are insular enough that no one’s really worried,” he says casually, but he keeps glancing out the rearview mirror like it’s going to give him a glimpse of something other than ocean, and Evie honestly can’t blame him.

She wouldn’t be doing this if it weren't for Mal, and even then, well. Mal is everything to her, has been everything, but to go back to the Isle - it’s a stretch. Mal for her part is in the passenger seat next to Ben, coiled tightly against the leather and eyes fixed firmly on the gray shadow of the Isle ahead of them. Evie tries not to feel jealous, but it roils in her gut all the same because why are they risking…everything…for….

“What are you thinking, Mal?” Jay says from her left, cutting off her thought process. His leg is bouncing against the back of Ben’s seat, but Ben hasn’t called him out on it the entire ride. Carlos is wedged between Evie and Jay in the back, and while Ben had said that it was ‘just’ a car, the vehicle still has plenty of room in the open space behind their seats to fit at least three or four more people.

Mal doesn’t turn around to look at him, but Evie can see her lips purse from her reflection in the side mirror.

“I’m thinking that this car is too big and that we definitely can’t drive it onto the Isle in broad daylight,” she says.

Her voice is tight, and barely lifts with any sort of tone, which Evie knows means she’s stressed and trying not to show it. If anything it only highlights just how stressed she really is, and while she doesn’t want to add to it, she can’t just sit there not knowing why exactly they’re even doing this. Getting Dizzy is one thing, Evie gets that, is all for that. Antoine…she’s less enthused about, but she understands that Mal has made some kind of arrangement with Chad and so she’s not happy but she understands .

This…Fenris, though?

“Who is she, Mal?” Evie says, keeping her gaze on what she can see of Mal’s face. “You never said, but we’re almost there and you can’t just…why are we doing this?”

It’s hard to tell, but Evie thinks Mal grimaces, but the expression is gone in the next moment.

“It’s a long story,” she says shortly, and Jay leans back in his seat and presses his heels deeper against the back of Ben’s.

“Well we aren’t going anywhere.” His voice is forcibly bright, but Evie’s sure that not even Ben could miss the edge in it. “Spill.”

Mal does shift, then, just enough to glance at Jay sharply out of the corner of her eyes. It’s an odd sort of look, Evie muses as she chews at her bottom lip. It’s full of a knowing , a burden of some kind that Mal is expecting Jay to also carry, somehow. Jay for his part, simply lifts his brows at her, and Mal exhales heavily as she turns back around in her seat.

“Um,” Ben says slowly, one hand reaching out to adjust one of the many odd buttons at the front of the car. “If it helps, I do have some…uh. Context? I don’t know how much I can really share but. I mean, I am the reason this whole thing even started kind of.”

“Yeah how exactly did you get that photo?” Mal says quickly, and Evie leans forward in her seat enough to put a hand on Ben’s arm.

“He can tell us after you explain who she is to you,” she interrupts, and now she can fix Mal with her own pointed glare, and is sickly pleased when Mal can’t meet her eyes.

“She’s nothing to me,” Mal mutters, but it’s such a lie and it galls Evie in a way that makes her want to scream.

“You jealous, E?” Jay whispers with a smirk, but the car is so tense with quiet that she’s pretty sure they can all hear it.

Mal does, at least, judging by the way her eyes briefly go up and to the side to meet hers. Evie wants to lean back and strangle Jay, but she’s afraid that any move on her part might be taken as a concession, and so instead she just holds Mal’s gaze and waits. Mal grinds her teeth for several long moments, but Evie doesn’t back down. This is too important, too necessary, and finally Mal drops her eyes again, hands balling into fists on her lap.

“Do you remember how I got Carlos out of Cruella’s that one time?” she says.

Jay scowls, brow furrowing darkly, and Carlos blinks, eyes widening. Evie just waits, because while this might have been a fairly recent revelation for her, she knows there’s more to it than what little Mal had said at the time.

“You mean the bear trap?” Jay clarifies, and Evie has a feeling he’s doing it just to rub at Ben, who looks stricken and pale suddenly in the driver’s seat.

“I needed somewhere to take him,” Mal continues, not acknowledging or denying Jay’s statement. “Our turf was too far and so I…I took him to the closest ally I had at the time.”

“’Ally’,” Jay scoffs, and Mal’s lip curls. Evie can’t tell if it’s bitter or defensive, but Mal keeps going, so she just files it away to poke at later.

“I took him to the Huns,” Mal says, and Evie freezes.

“You what ?” she hisses, and Carlos is pale, completely still between her and Jay. “Mal that’s…”

“I didn’t exactly have a choice,” she snaps back. “It was a risk, but one I could take.”

“How?” Evie insists, and Carlos is just as tense, clipping and unclipping his dog tail from the chain at his belt. “How exactly did you think you could risk—”

“Wh-wh-o was the ally?” Carlos interrupts, and he’s staring at the back of Mal’s head intently.

“I thought the Huns were uh…they have a reputation?” Ben adds hesitantly, and this time the curl of Mal’s lips is definitely bitter.

“Yeah,” she says. “They do. They did, even then. But I…I had an alliance with Shan Yu’s daughter, and she…she spoke for me.”

There is something about the way that Mal’s voice breaks as she’s speaking that makes that roiling in Evie’s gut pinch sharply. There’s a thrumming anticipation running up and down her spine, and she absolutely loathes it, loathes the way it feels like a weakness to exploit. The way it feels like power.

“Hang on ,” Carlos growls, and Evie gives in to the traitorous venom in her stomach and dredges it up to spill into her voice.

“How many times did you go to your knees for her, Mal?”

Ben makes a strangled sound, but Mal flinches, recoiling as far as she can into the seat.

“It wasn’t like that,” she chokes out, and Evie grins entirely without humor because it absolutely was. Could never have been anything but, on the Isle.

“No?” Evie presses, and it feels like brine in a wound, like blood on the tip of her tongue. “Just solidifying an ‘alliance’? Was it worth it?”

“Her name is Daisha and she's…she was everything, to me,” Mal says, and despite the way her voice shakes there is a ferocity in it that takes the roiling thing in Evie’s gut and seizes it by the throat.

It’s not fair. That’s all that Evie can really think, past the pain and the fear and the awful loathing. It’s not fair, because all of her time on the Isle, everything that she had endured- all of the notions of love and worth had been shattered by dark alleyways and overly familiar hands and too many men and it wasn’t fucking fair.

That it hadn’t been until Auradon and the safety it provided that she could actually take stock and think about what she wanted for herself. That she’d had to claw her preconceived ideas and notions away from the poisonous voice of her mother in her head- that some version of happy endings did in fact, exist even outside of the prince and princess narrative. That Evie had had to come to the realization on her own that all she really wanted was for Mal to look at her, to really look, to maybe consider for once—

And here Mal was, dropping it all to go to the Isle for someone else ; that Mal had already found the person who she considered everything . And if it had been Evie? If it had been Evie still on the Isle and not in Auradon would Mal have done all this for her?

“Was she now?”

The words hiss out of Evie and there’s no stopping every ounce of bitterness from coming out with it.

“It wasn’t like that, Eve,” Mal repeats lowly, but she’s still not even looking at her, at any of them.

“It kinda was though,” Jay says, and Mal bares her teeth but doesn’t argue. “And I for one, am not looking forward to seeing that bitch again anytime soon.”

“Well. That’s one problem solved for you,” Mal bites out, and Evie wants to press , wants to know.

“How does…how does Fenris relate to all this?”

Evie startles, and even Mal blinks, caught off guard. Ben had been so quiet she’d forgotten he was there, but he speaks up again now, turning fully in the seat so he can look around at Mal properly. For a moment, Evie feels a jolt of panic wondering how he was driving if he was doing that, but then she realizes that the car had stopped, that they were...they were parked right at the edge of the bridge going into the Isle. She doesn’t have time to fully process that, Mal continuing right over Evie’s internalized crisis.

“Because Fenris was part of the Huns, and in all my time with Daisha, Fen was…she was.”

Evie’s mind is spinning trying to figure out the meaning behind the sudden weight of Mal’s silence, that horrible instinctive voice creeping in and saying that if Daisha had been everything to Mal, that somehow this Fenris was more .

“Daisha was everything,” Mal says at last, as though targeting all of Evie’s thoughts one by one. “But she was cruel, sometimes.”

So is the Isle, Evie thinks but does not say. So are they, what difference does that make?

“What do you mean by that?” Ben asks slowly, like the answer might hurt him.

Mal is quiet, and for a moment Evie thinks she’s not going to answer. Then she tips her head back against the seat and sighs heavily.

“At least half of my scars were put there by her,” she replies finally, and it’s so straightforward, so matter of fact. 

It almost dulls the edge of the knife ( notjealousy ) in Evie’s gut. Almost.

“All of Fenris’ scars were put there by Daisha,” Mal continues, and the distinction is important, Evie picks up. All vs half…it’s painting a picture that she doesn’t want to see the finished look of.

“Why?”

“Why what?” Mal frowns at Ben, who looks so…lost.

“Why did she…why would she do that to you?” Ben says, and now Mal looks a little lost, brow furrowing.

“Because she could,” she says, and while Evie knows that that is most definitely a narrative that played out all-too-often on the Isle, there’s something about the way Mal’s breath hitches that tells her that’s not all that it was. “Because Fen took the brunt of it every time, and I…I could never cover her the way she did for me.”

“But…”

“You’re not gonna be able to ‘Auradon logic’ your way through this one,” Jay says. “Let’s just leave it at she’s a crazy bitch who got off on torturing people, ok?”

Mal looks like she wants to protest that, and Evie is so wrung out from feeling this way.

“Why are we here?” she asks sharply, leaning forward in her seat again so she can catch Mal’s eyes. “Why couldn’t we just wait for this Fenris to get off the Isle herself?”

“Because she can’t get off the Isle herself,” Mal snarls, and it takes everything Evie has not to pull back from the intensity of her gaze. “Because I fucked up and made a mistake and Fen’s the one who paid for it, like always , and she can’t…I can’t leave her to Isle again.”

And there’s absolutely nothing Evie can say to that. Except:

“Promise me that we won’t get stuck back there.”

Mal looks at her like she knows exactly what Evie’s been thinking this whole time, but she just nods, face grim with determination.

“I promise.”


Ben

Ben hadn’t expected the Isle to be anything less than, well. Bad. What he wasn’t expecting was for it to feel so empty, so open to the air and exposed. He wishes he had his own jacket, but Mal had said that anyone on the Isle would take one look at him in that and know right away he was someone different, someone other . So he’s in an old jacket of Jay’s, and the leather creaks every time he moves, pinching his arms awkwardly. He’s wearing a pair of Jay’s gloves, too, faded fingerless things that do nothing to keep away the surprising chill in the air. His sneakers they’d said were fine, because while they were nicer, they’d been beaten up enough through playing tourney that whatever it was about them that screamed valuable was gone.

Mal had directed him to pull the car into a secluded corner of the Isle near the docks as soon as it had gotten dark. She’d refused to let him put any lights on, he’d driven in as slow as possible to aid in the stealth. There’s a tension in the VKs that Ben doesn’t think he’d seen in them even when they’d first gotten to Auradon, a quiet wariness to every single movement. The conversations in the car definitely hadn’t helped any, he’s sure. He’s still reeling himself from all of the revelations, but he knows he doesn’t even have time to dwell on any of it.

“Cover the car and do not lock it,” Mal whispers, her voice barely audible in the stillness. “Give Jay the keys when you’re done.”

He almost questions her, almost argues about keeping the keys. It’s his car, after all. But it’s dark and he’s on the Isle, so he listens. He doesn’t know what Jay does with the keys, which Mal tells him is a good thing, so. He guesses it is.

He’d never really noticed it before, but the barrier around the Isle glows, and they’re close enough to it here on the very border of the Isle that he can just make out the edges of their outlines and soft details. He can’t help but fixate on the scar he can just barely see on the back of her neck before she turns away from him- can’t help but wonder if it’s one of the ones put there by Shan Yu’s daughter. It makes something angry and protective rear up in his chest, and he shoves it down before it can take hold.

The tarp that they cover the car with crinkles no matter how quietly they try to do it, and Mal whispers curses under her breath the entire time, eyes scanning the streets and rows of buildings behind them. All of the VKs are, Ben notices, as he pulls Evie’s beanie further down over his hair. They haven’t stopped looking at things the moment their feet hit the ground, heads turning at angles to search. For what, he’s not sure, but finally Evie sees something and grabs Mal’s shoulder, turning her towards the shadowed edge of one of the buildings.

“Ok,” Mal breathes, and it’s something like relief except her body is still too tense for it. “That’s good to know. Hasn’t changed.”

Ben squints to try and see what it is they have, but all he sees is buildings. The Isle is…surprisingly normal looking. There’s streets and buildings and houses just like in Auradon. And a surprising amount of color, at least on this bit that he can see. All of the buildings are painted and splashed in muted colors that stand out even in the dim light of the barrier. Signs hang off rusting hooks on some of the buildings further down, and he takes a curious step forward.

His arm twinges as Jay grabs him, and he glances over to see the other boy giving him a hard glare.

“Don’t,” he says sharply, and Ben nods shakily.

Right. It’s not just a stretch of shops, it’s a stretch of shops on the Isle and he’s the prince of Auradon no matter how he disguises himself.

“Let’s move,” Mal says, and suddenly they’re moving, pressing to the sides of the street. Carlos replaces Jay, one hand fisting into the back of Ben’s jacket to maneuver him, and Ben doesn’t…he doesn’t quite get it.

It’s the Isle- it’s dangerous, it’s wrong. That’s what he’d had drilled into his head since he was young. But he’s on the Isle and yes it’s dark and yes it feels a bit spooky in that liminal way that anything at night feels spooky. But it doesn’t feel dangerous .

A noise from the street ahead catches his attention, and he looks up to see that Mal has gone still in the entrance to an alleyway. There’s tension in every line of her body, and he steps to the side enough to glance around her to see what it is. At first he doesn’t see anything, but then on the opposite side of the way, pressed against the side of one of the buildings, he sees a person.

They’ve got their hand raised in a gesture like a salute, he thinks, and he glances sideways at Mal to see that she’s grinding her teeth again. After a moment, she wets her lips and whistles back, just a soft two notes that barely carries in the dark. The figure tilts their head, like they’re considering something, and Mal shifts one foot back just a step. There is something happening here that Ben doesn’t understand- a sort of communication that is way beyond his comprehension. He wonders if they could make a dictionary of some kind, an index for all the minutiae of body language and eye contact and tone that make up Isle-speak.

The figure repeats Mal’s whistle, just two notes, and Ben feels another hard yank on his jacket. It almost pulls him off his feet, and he staggers back, turning around to see that Carlos is running, back down the alley the way they’d come.

“Ben, go!” he hisses, and Ben is a few steps to following when he realizes that Evie and Jay aren’t with them.

He glances back over his shoulder but he can’t see anything at all suddenly, like a film of black has taken over the street. His skin feels tingly, fear settling like a numb sort of weight in his chest that spurs him to move, to get away, and he takes off after Carlos. The sound of his feet is too loud as they duck and weave between buildings that suddenly seem to blur together over his head. Carlos is a steady beacon of white against the dark, and after what feels like forever and yet not enough time to have gotten away surely, they stop. Carlos is crouched over a door handle, muttering curses under his breath and fiddling with something like a pin. Ben doubles over, chest burning, but before he can even try and speak any of the thoughts in his head, the door swings open.

“Get in, get in ,” Carlos says, and Ben stumbles inside as he’s pushed from behind.

For a second the fear threatens to choke him, then he hears Evie’s voice in his ear, “Mal says aim for the loft.”

Carlos turns to fix Evie with a wary look, and Ben takes a moment to take stock of the building they’d broken into. It looks like a storage unit of some kind, maybe a shed. It’s all one flat lower level, with stairs leading up to a second landing that he can’t see anything beyond but shadowed crates and boxes. The lower level they’re in is crowded with stacks of chairs, tables and benches that are all broken now that he’s looking closer. The boxes on the floor against the wall are all filled with hay, but there’s nothing on the outside to indicate what might be hidden inside.

“Really?” Carlos asks, and Ben glances back over in time to see her nod. She’s pale, but not as out of breath as Ben is, and he resolves when he gets back to Auradon to make more time for attending tourney practices.

“What about the others?” he asks, looking over her shoulder to the door they’d come through. “Where’s…where’s Mal and Jay?”

“Making sure we aren’t being followed,” Evie says grimly, and Carlos’ expression hardens as he nods at Evie.

“Le-let’s not waste it then,” he mutters, and Ben braces himself for more running. Then the door bangs open, and Mal and Jay stumble in. Jay slams the door shut and leans on it hard, eyes wide.

“What the hell ?” Jay snaps, and for a moment, Ben thinks he’s upset about the running.

“Oh shit,” Carlos breathes, and then Ben sees Mal.

Or rather, he doesn’t quite, because the darkness that had been pouring over the street is here too- pouring from Mal , who he can barely make out as she steadies herself against one of the broken benches.

“I was wondering why I felt so weird,” she says, and she sounds too calm considering that she looks like a living shadow.

“What’s…what is happening?” Ben says, and Jay shakes his head.

“It’s fine,” Mal says, still too-calm. “It’s fine, I’m just…give me a second.”

The darkness recedes, pulling back as they watch until Mal takes shape once more, and Ben feels a horrible sense of déjà vu.

“I don’t really know how,” Mal says at last, when they can see her again. She’s staring at her hands in the same way she had in the school gardens, like she’s never quite seen them before. “I felt it when we got here, but I didn’t think…”

“What?” Evie demands, and Mal’s eyes finally flick up to look at them.

“I can still feel my magic here,” she says, and there’s a quiet almost reverence in her voice. “I mean I could feel it before, but it always felt cut off- hard to reach. Now though, I can still feel all of it.”

Evie sucks a slow, sharp breath, and Ben isn’t sure what the look in her eyes is. (Isn’t sure he wants to know.)

“So…out in the street,” he says slowly. “That was you ?”

Mal nods once, gaze lingering on Evie for a moment longer before glancing at him.

“It bought us some time,” she says. “But we can’t stay here long.”

“So…the loft?” Ben asks, and she blinks, then shakes her head.

“No, change of plans. We’re going to the café instead.”

“Um…” Jay says, still against the door, and Mal waves a hand, stopping him.

“It’s closer, and we just need a spot to be off the street.”

“Are…are we not off the street right now?” Ben wonders.

Mal’s lips quirk upwards as she looks back over at him, and he feels like she’s laughing at him.

“No,” she says patiently, “This is just a pause. But while we’re here, we should go over the ground rules of the Isle for you.”

“Ok,” he agrees, because he’d just been hoping for this, for something to help him feel less adrift.

“First rule,” Jay says, finally leaving the door to walk into the room. “Don’t ask questions.”

“Wait…”

“Second rule,” Evie continues, amusement sparking in her eyes as she cuts him off. “Never take anything anyone says at face value. There is always a second meaning.”

“Maybe slow…”

“Third rule,” Mal says, stepping up close to him. “Your knife does not leave your hand no matter what.”

“What knife?” Ben yelps, and he feels something cool and inflexible being pressed into his hand.

“This one,” Carlos says, and Ben jerks, startled. “Also you need to not sstare.”

Ben looks down to see a small blade sitting in the palm of his hand. The handle looks almost similar to pocket knife sized, but the blade itself is almost as long as the length of his hand, and he nearly drops it on sight.

“What… where did you get this ?”

“Come on Ben,” Mal says reproachfully, frowning at him. “Did you seriously think we were going to go to the Isle and not steal our stuff back?”

“But…” he starts, then changes track because it sounds too much like a question. “Fairy Godmother confiscated those.”

“She did,” Jay confirms, and he gives Ben an approving look. “But also it turns out Auradon has this whole locker in the gym just full of sharp things, and she just locked them in there.”

“That’s for when we do jousting in the winter,” Ben protests, and Carlos and Jay exchange looks that he doesn’t think he likes. “They’re prop weapons.”

And also he’s pretty sure they’re locked with some kind of code that only the coach and team captain is supposed to know, and he doesn’t like the way his brain is trying to add it to the list of things that make the VKs dangerous.

“Yeah well, this isn’t,” Mal says, nodding at his hand. “So don’t be stupid. Keep it in your hand and when in doubt, the pointy end goes towards the other person.”

Ben is beginning to have quite a few doubts, actually, but he’s not going to say that out loud. He’s with the VKs, he tries to assure himself. He’s fine, nothing is actually going to happen to him and they’re probably just trying to freak him out as a joke or something.

“You need to fix your posture,” Evie adds. She’s got a hand pressed pensively against her mouth, and Ben frowns.

“My posture?”

Jay clicks his tongue behind him, and Ben frowns harder. How’s he supposed to get answers if he can’t ask anything? Some of the earlier terror has faded now to give way to a restless sort of anxiety, an itchy feeling at the base of his skull that he can’t quite scratch.

“Lean back,” Evie instructs, her eyes scrutinizing. “Drag your toes a bit, and walk to that wall and back.”

He almost rolls his eyes at her, but the way she’s staring at him…he doesn’t like it. It’s something about the way they’re all staring at him, he thinks, as he shifts his weight back and turns to do what she says. The VKs have lived a rough life on the Isle, he knows this, and he’s seen this. But knowing in theory that the VKs have had to be different on the Isle, and knowing in actuality are two different things. There’s a dark sort of something behind all of the VKs eyes now, like they’re just waiting for the right moment to….

“Ben,” Mal says carefully, as he reaches the wall and freezes. “What are you thinking?”

It’s a question, and he almost wants to call her out on it, except he can’t find the words past the lump in his throat.

“I’m thinking that this would be a perfect way to take over the kingdom,” he admits to the wall. “Lure the crown prince of Auradon to the Isle, take him hostage or…or kill him. No one would ever know.”

His heart is somewhere in his gut, and he can’t bring himself to turn around. He doesn’t…it’s not that he doesn’t trust the VKs; hasn’t been working so hard for so long just to trust them and get them to trust him in turn. But it’s a thought that had crept in somewhere along the way, intruding upon his peace of mind and turning everything to doubt and the fact that the room is so very silent behind him…that they hadn’t immediately laughed at him or told him—

“That’s ridiculous.”

Mal’s voice is flat, and he wishes he could see her face but he still can’t turn around.

“And too much work,” Jay adds, and he does have some tone to his voice but it’s…it feels dangerous.

“If we wanted to kill you and take over the kingdom, we’d do it where people could be watching anyway,” Mal continues. “Like at your coronation, or something.”

He whips around sharply, eyes wide, and he can see the calculating expression on her face, a brutal honesty reflected in her eyes. Then Jay snorts out a sharp laugh, and Ben jumps.

“Dude you should see your face right now!”

Mal’s stoic expression cracks, lips twisting upwards in a smirk, and Evie loses the dark scrutiny as she chuckles.

“You’re not…” Ben exhales, then inhales and does it again, just to reassure his brain that he can. “You’re joking.”

“Obviously,” Mal says, and Ben is torn between the need to sit down, and the itching anxiety that threatens to tip into anger.

The thing is, it would be a good (evil) plan, and he hates the way his mind had worked against him to supply the idea. How quickly it had turned from the hope he had created. He’s not sure if he’s angrier at himself or the VKs for poking at it without realizing, but he sighs, shoulders slumping.

“Oh, yes,” Evie says, voice brightening. “That’s exactly it, now just walk!”

He shakes his head, and decides now is really not the time for existential crises, and makes effort to drag his toes as he obligingly follows her instructions. Jay tilts his head to the side with a grimace, and Carlos looks equally pained.

“You’re so stiff,” he says.

“No wonder you don’t play tourney as much,” Jay continues. “You have like, no idea how to move your body.”

“I’m busy ,” Ben protests, spreading his hands. “Also hey!”

“Ok so try this,” Evie breaks in, and comes around the bench to place herself between them. “Instead of walking like you usually walk, try walking like you’re somebody else.”

“Yeah all that ‘be yourself’ stuff? Fuck that, you cannot be yourself here,” Jay says, and Ben frowns.

“So, don’t stare, don’t ask any questions, and don’t be myself?” he says, and Carlos nods at him, brows lifting encouragingly.

“Yeah, th-that’s it,” he says, and Ben groans.

“The Isle is all about knowing how to play things cool,” Mal says, and she at least is smiling at him as she says it, even if it doesn’t reach her eyes. “What matters is connections- who you know, and who your parents are- what kind of reputation you have.”

“And breaking rules,” Ben tries, and Carlos laughs.

“Speaking of,” Mal mutters, and she’s pulled that same small purple book out again, flipping through the pages. “This might not work, but I want to try it if I can…”

“What?” Evie says incredulously, leaning over Mal’s shoulder to read. “You’re going to try and do a spell spell?”

“If we get separated I’d like to be able to know we can still communicate,” Mal explains, flattening the book on a table.

“In Auradon we’d just use cell phones,” Jay mumbles, and it’s as close to pouting as Ben thinks he’s ever seen him.

“So much easier,” Carlos agrees, crossing his arms and scowling.

“For my own peace of mind I’m not going to ask where or how you guys got cell phones,” Ben mutters, and Evie smirks at him.

“Ok,” Mal says, and Ben looks over and sees that her eyes are glowing bright green. “I’ve got it. Say it quick, say it clear; say so none but I can hear.

Her last words seem to echo slightly, a reverberation that Ben hears not with his ears, but with something deeper and instinctual. He feels a soft tickle in his mind, and then after a moment, Mal says, “ Can you hear me ?”

Except she doesn’t say it, not with words. Ben sees her mouth moving, but the sound comes as if she’s speaking right in his ear and right in his head at the same time.

“Oh that’s…” He cuts himself off before he says something he shouldn’t.

“Fucking creepy ,” Jay finishes, and Ben silently thanks the other boy for completing his thought.

“Oh good,” Mal says, and this time it’s with words Ben hears like normal. “So it worked for all of you guys then?”

Carlos nods, face screwed up in slight disgust, and Evie is staring at Mal with that same intensity she’d had in the car.

“Can we all do that?” she asks, and Mal tilts her head to the side so she can glance at the book without fully looking away from Evie.

“You can certainly try,” she finally says, and Ben shakes off his hesitation and focuses on that weird sensation; imagines whispering in Mal’s ear.

'Hello?'

The grin she gives him makes something warm curl in his chest, and despite everything he finds himself grinning back.

“That’s one,” she says, then blinks. “Fuck off, Jay.”

Ben startles at the sudden darkness in her tone, but then it’s gone as she turns to Carlos. “We’ll check if you really want, ‘los, but I’m not going out of my way for it.”

Carlos nods, and Ben realizes that if this spell works back on Auradon too, they’re going to have a problem on their hands. He decides that that is Future Ben’s problem, because if he starts panicking about it now, he’ll never stop. Mal’s shoulders go back as she looks over at Evie, and Ben is suddenly very aware of the fact that there are sharp objects in close proximity to both of them.

“We’ll talk about it later, Evie,” Mal says, and Evie clenches her jaw. “Later. We’re moving now.”

Carlos makes a show of teaching Ben how to close and reopen his knife, and Ben lets himself get caught up in it because he really doesn’t want to poke at whatever that was either.

“Ben, you stay close to me,” Mal continues, still in that sharp tone, and Ben straightens. “Jay, cut ahead, Evie and Carlos stay on the sides.”

And then they’re out on the streets again, and Ben focuses on the purple of Mal’s jacket to keep from getting distracted. There’s so much to look at and take in, people filling up the side streets here where they hadn't been closer to the docks where they’d come in. He wonders if there’s a significance to that, too, but he’ll ask about it later, when he’s sure no one will yell at him for it.

Despite the people (that Mal steers them through and around with barely a thought), Ben doesn’t feel like anyone is noticing them here and it gives him pause.

Hey Mal?’ he tries, staring hard at the back of her head. ‘What was that back at the docks? Why isn’t anyone stopping us now?’ She doesn’t skip a step, just presses closer to the alley wall beside her and keeps moving.

Because we’re getting back into our territory… my territory,’ her voice says, once again in his head and right in his ear. ‘They’re curious, but no one’s gonna call us out for being where we’re supposed to.

He’s not sure he fully understands it, but he accepts that there’s a lot about this that he doesn’t understand. That’s why he’d wanted to come in the first place, but he’s not going to lie and say that he’s not a little disappointed by the lack of answers he’s getting.

Why did we split up then? I would have thought safety in numbers, or something.’

“Hang on,” Mal says, audibly this time, and he looks up to see that she’s stopped at the end of the street.

They’re in a small square clearing between buildings, and he can see carts and booths tucked along the sides. A market place maybe? It’s not anywhere near as big or impressive (or colorful) as the one by the docks, but there’s enough people milling around in the spots between the scattered streetlights that Ben feels nervous. Mal is staring at a group of people who are leaning against the building to their left- no wait, not the people. She’s staring at the building itself, and when Ben looks he can see graffiti spread out across it in dizzying loops and swirls and patterns. He thinks he sees something that looks like a heart in one of the patterns, but it’s lost beneath an inky black shape that after a moment resolves itself into an abstract skull. Or, maybe it’s supposed to be a flower? 

 A few of the figures closest to his left are staring at him openly, and he shoves his hands into his pockets, fingers brushing against the closed knife. He remembers what the VKs had warned him about staring, but if they’re staring first, was it fine to make eye contact back? Should he smile?

‘Do not smile,’ Mal’s voice says sharply in his ear, and it takes every ounce of his self-control not to flinch. ‘ Go up those stairs on your right and act like you don’t even see them .’

He glances to his right to see an extremely narrow side street, and about halfway down a rickety looking fire escape hangs off the side of one of the buildings. Ben looks back over at Mal, but she’s not paying any attention to him, instead talking low and fast to the tallest figure of the group. He turns back around and walks quickly down the alley before any of them notice him staring. He wraps a hand around the rail and he’s a few steps up when he feels a sharp shiver down his spine, the hairs on the back of his neck standing on end. Behind him he can hear footsteps slip on metal, and Mal’s voice whispers softly in his ear, her hands pulling at his arm.

“Move,” she says, low and urgent, but there’s nowhere to go except up or back out into the street. When he looks down he can see that the group of people that had been standing there are gone, disappearing around the corner, and he thinks that suddenly anything might be a better option than continuing to stay in this alley.

“He- help !”

Mal swears again, then the pressure of her arm disappears. That shivering sensation down his spine intensifies as the shout echoes, and Ben realizes with a jolt that the alley that he’d thought was empty suddenly wasn’t. There’s a girl at the other end dressed in muted shades of grey and green, and she looks like she’s struggling against something- stuck maybe? She hasn’t noticed them, and he’s torn between wanting to go up the fire escape to safety and wanting to help her.

“Keep moving,” Mal urges, and Ben takes another faltering step upwards. There’s a dim light spilling a washed out orange over the top of the stairway, and Ben feels a churning in his stomach.

Why is he running? How can he just leave and save himself if there’s someone that needs help? This is the Isle, yes, and it might be dangerous, but doesn’t that mean that he should be doing everything he can then to help someone who needs it?

“Mal,” he says, turning back around to face her. “We have to do something. I can’t just…you can’t just–”

“Can and will.”

She’s pale, and her jaw is set tight as she scowls up at him. She’s gripping the railing like it’s the only thing keeping her upright, but she doesn’t even flinch as the voice cries out again from the alley.

“It’s a trick,” she continues tightly, pushing up another step and forcing him to clamber backwards, further up. “Oldest in the book and I’ll be damned if I let you follow your bleeding heart and it gets you killed.”

Ben opens his mouth to protest, and in the reflection from the light above he sees Mal’s lip curl. He sets his shoulders, bracing for her retort, but then the expression freezes on her face as below them, the girl in the alley screams.

“Please!”

It’s a visceral sound, chilling Ben to his very core. It’s the kind of sound he half imagines a hunted animal would make, and it stirs at something in his chest, something instinctive and wild that terrifies him. In the back of his mind he dimly registers Mal whispering a word that sounds entirely foreign to him, and then he feels a tickle of sensation wash over him, like water being poured over his head. When he looks down, he can’t see his hands. Panic jolts through him and he jerks, startled, and when he moves, his hands appear strangely blurred- there but not at the same time.

‘Just listen–’

Whatever she’d been about to say gets lost as the scream from the alleyway chokes off abruptly, and he looks down to see a woman step into the narrow space. He blinks, because for a second it had looked like she’d peeled herself out of the alley wall, but he chalks it up to his fear and the light playing tricks because there’s no way….

“I appreciate you asking so nicely,” the woman says, and her voice is soft but it sounds like…like sharp things. Like danger. “But you’ve had enough chances.”

Ben can’t make out distinct features from where he is, but the terror on the other girl’s face is impossible to miss as she takes a staggering step backwards. It puts her closer to them on the stairs, but neither of the two seem to take any notice, and Ben’s fingers feel numb as he clutches the railing.

“I...I can do it, I swear, I just…I need time ,” the girl is gasping, and the woman makes a soft sound between her teeth.

“No, you can’t,” she says, and it’s almost gentle, but Ben wants nothing more than to be inside this building, suddenly. “Because if you could, you would have done it by now.”

Ben ,’ Mal says in his head. She sounds breathless in a way that she hadn’t even after running through the streets, and he jerks his head down to look at the empty space where she had been a moment before. ‘Keep climbing. Don’t make a sound.’

He feels like that’s a very bad idea, because below him the woman has pulled out something that looks like a knife, but thicker and longer, and he’s not sure if he’s more afraid of her or that clawing, instinctive thing in his chest. It sits so directly at odds with the warning in his brain; the clawing thing sees a challenge, a fight , and he’s certain that anything he does might draw her attention.

“I’ve given you enough warnings,” the woman continues, voice still dangerously soft. “And I’m getting tired of repeating myself.”

On the stairs, he feels more than sees Mal shove past him, her fingers wrapping around his arm so hard that it hurts. Her voice hisses audibly in his ear, “Shut your eyes,” and for a moment, Ben doesn’t understand.

Then he does, as faster than he would have thought possible, the woman starts to move. The girl makes a sloppy attempt at a dodge as her arm swings around, and then she makes a low croaking sound as the blade pierces her throat. Ben trips backwards on the stairs, nausea churning in his stomach. He can’t hear anything past the ringing in his ears as the woman’s head lifts and her eyes meet his. Light from the street beyond reflects off her eyes, coloring them an unnatural gold, and the girl’s body slumps at her feet. In the edges of the light Ben can see dark blood beginning to pool around her, and he thinks numbly that it’s too much blood for one body to be able to hold. The woman stands slowly, blade still dripping, but before Ben can take much more than another tripping step backwards, she’s suddenly standing in front of him.

He hadn’t even seen her move that time, and his breath catches in his throat. He’s taller than she is only by his position on the stairs, but when she straightens he’s able to look directly into her eyes. This close he can see that it hadn’t just been the light- her eyes really are gold, her hair pitch black and braided along the sides to keep it out of her face. There’s thick, jagged scars running down the left side of her face, splitting her lip in a way that makes it look like she’s snarling. Then he realizes that she is snarling, and he’s been…he’s staring , had been staring the whole time. He remembers the VKs’ warnings and Mal’s conviction that he’d get himself killed and he jerks his chin down sharply so he can stare at the blood staining the edges of her boots instead of her eyes.

“Sorry,” he whispers shakily. “I…wasn’t trying to be rude.”

Ben you idiot , he hears in his head, and he isn’t sure if it’s his own thoughts or Mal’s. The woman makes a sharp barking sound that makes him flinch, but he doesn’t dare lift his head.

“Oh he’s sorry, is he?” she murmurs, and he really really doesn’t want to die here. “You’re not from around here, are you pretty boy?”

Her voice is still quiet, even now, and he lifts his eyes just enough to see that there’s something like a smile playing at her lips as she idly adjusts her grip on her weapon.

‘South,’ Mal’s voice comes through like she’s speaking from far away, faint and trembling. ‘Tell her you’re from the south side.’

“Um,” Ben says, skin prickling all over. “I’m…from the south side?”

She hums, and tilts her head so her hair falls across her face, and somehow it eases the tight feeling in his chest.

“I see,” she says. “So you’re a fish in a birdcage.”

Ben has no idea what that means, but he’s sensing a way out, maybe, and so he carefully nods his head, shuffling his weight on the stairs.

“Sure,” he agrees cautiously, because he thinks that disagreeing with her would be a bad idea.

“I suppose in that case you can’t be blamed for not knowing the rules,” she says, and her tone is easy and conversational in the same way it had been in the alley. “I’ll let you off with a warning.”

There’s a rasping metal sound as her arm moves, and pain blooms warm and bright across his face. A shock goes through him and he falls to his knees, crying out as his hands fly up instinctively to press against his face. He can feel something cool sliding between his fingers, and he presses harder as tears well unbidden in his eyes, his throat tightening and turning his breaths ragged and choked.

“Watch your step, pretty boy,” he hears above him. “I’d hate to have to warn you a second time.”  

And then her footsteps recede and disappear and for a moment, all Ben can do is pant and choke back tears. 

“Ben?!” Mal’s voice is high and terrified, and he hears a sharp thud as she drops in front of him. Her outline shrouds the little light from reaching them, and her hands hover over his.

“Fuck,” she hisses, and Ben almost wants to laugh because he feels like he’s the one who should be cursing right now. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have…I didn’t…let me see. Ben? Let me see.”

He can taste the coppery tang of blood on his lips, and his whole face feels hot and raw. He’s terrified that if he moves his hands, his face will just split apart, but he shifts his fingers as much as he dares. His eyes sting as he winces them open, but he’s not going to lie and say he’s not relieved that he can still see. Mal’s face is pale and drawn in front of him, and her eyes flicker over his face with open fear that shatters any naïve hope he’d had of it maybe not being that bad.

“You’ll need stitches,” she says, and her voice is too fast and too afraid, no trace of the determined confidence she’d started with. “We have to get you inside. Evie…she can…”

She trails off, and Ben has to squint but he realizes she’s looking down into the alley, at the body. Something pained creeps into the edges of her expression, and she stands, pulling him up with her.

“Inside,” she repeats, pushing him firmly towards the window again. “Keep pressure on that.”

He wants to protest, wants to question, but the adrenaline is wearing off and he feels heavy and shaky. He swings himself awkwardly through the window and ends up falling onto the floor on the other side, unable to use his hands to properly balance. His shoulder twinges, and he groans as pain jolts up the side of his face, and above him he hears,

“Ben?!”

“Oh hell.”

Jay drags him into an upright position, face grim as he pulls Ben away from the window and deeper into the new space. The light reflecting on the walls is a bright, neon thing that hurts Ben’s eyes to focus on, and distantly he can hear a faint, rhythmic pulsing sound coming from below.

“Where’s Mal?” Evie says, and her voice is tight and severe in a way he’s never heard from her before.

“Outside,” he chokes out.

“I swear…” Evie begins, but cuts off as Jay clicks his tongue at her.

“Bigger things to worry about, Evie,” he says. He drags Ben to a misshapen lumpy thing by the far wall and pushes him down onto it.

“We just got here,” Evie snaps, rushing over and crouching in front of Ben. “You’re going to need stitches.”

“Mal said you could?” Ben tries, and he hates how weak he sounds, how out of place and small he is in this moment.

Jay pulls his hands away, but before he can panic, he pushes something rough and fibrous against his face. It’s cool and wet and smells sharply of spice, and for a moment Ben tenses, but it doesn’t hurt. Instead it tingles slightly, then fades, taking the pain with it and leaving an odd numbness and he relaxes, letting out a soft noise of relief.

“Don’t thank me yet,” Jay says. “Evie still has to get to you.”

Ben blinks as Evie moves back into view, and he hadn’t even noticed her stepping away. Behind her, the window creaks and then slams as Mal climbs through, and he watches her scan the loft, eyes narrow before she catches sight of them in the corner. She doesn’t relax, but she does move to sit next to Ben on what he’s realizing now is a couch, although it doesn’t feel like any furniture he’s ever sat on before.

“Where’s Carlos?” Mal demands, and Ben startles. He’d assumed Carlos was just somewhere else in the room, but now that he’s actually looking, he doesn’t see the smaller boy anywhere, just washed out curtains nailed to the walls, chipping paint and misshapen chairs and oddly neon lights patterned across everything in sick hues of green, orange, purple and blue.

“Downstairs,” Jay answers, and Mal purses her lips, brow furrowing.

“I told him it was a bad idea,” Evie says quickly. “But he wanted to stake it out.”

She sets a tin container on the floor beside her and starts pulling out small hooked needles and what looks like thin black wire. She gives him a brief smile that doesn’t quite reach her eyes, sympathetic and pained.

“Don’t worry, I’m great at sewing.”

It somehow doesn’t put Ben at any ease, and he braces himself, steadying his hands against the uneven cushion. He’d broken his wrist once at tourney practice when he’d been about thirteen and overconfident, and he tries to comfort himself with that half-remembered pain and the thought that surely, this little needle couldn’t be any worse than that.

(It’s much worse.)

Jay has to come and put his arm across his chest to hold him still, because even with the tingling numbness he can still feel the tugging of the needle, the thread pulling and sliding through his skin and he wants to scream. He thinks he does at some point, and he only comes back to himself when he feels hands against his face. He blinks up, tears stinging at his eyes, and sees Mal above him, her hands gently holding his head steady and keeping him from flinching away.

“I’m sorry,” she’s saying, or he thinks she is. It’s hard to tell looking upside down, but the sorrow in her eyes is plain enough, her hands warm and careful as they hold him. “I’m so sorry, I should have been faster. Should have gotten you inside or caught her attention…or…”

Ben wants to shake his head, but he can’t with how she’s holding him, so instead he reaches one of his hands up and places it over hers. Her breath catches, and out of the corner of his eye he sees Jay unsubtly turn his head away.

It was my fault ,’ Ben thinks at her, and she blinks rapidly a few times, lips parting like she’s going to argue. ‘I didn’t listen.

“What happened ?” Evie asks sharply, and Mal’s jaw clenches and unclenches a few times. “You’re done, by the way. You can sit up.”

The way she says it doesn’t feel like a suggestion, but Ben is reluctant to move. Mal’s hands are cool and comforting against his face, and he kind of wants to stay like this for just a second longer. 

There’s a sharp thudding sound of footsteps to his left, and he turns his head in time to watch Carlos pounding up a set of stairs that he hadn’t noticed before.

“So I think w-we can stay till morning, but then we’ll have to-to-to…what the fffuck what happened ! ?”

He falters, and Mal pulls her hands away, stepping back from the couch. Evie huffs and snaps the tin container shut sharply.

“That’s what we’re trying to figure out,” she says pointedly, glaring at Mal, and Ben ducks his head and experimentally reaches up to feel at the stiff edges of his cheek. “Don’t touch!”

He jerks his hand back down guiltily, and Jay hands him the damp spice-smelling rag again. He presses it back to his face with a murmured thanks, and Jay socks him on the shoulder with a “Whatever, just explain what the hell happened.”

“I fucked up,” Mal says before Ben can begin, and he frowns at her. “I keep fucking up and everyone else keeps paying for it.”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Evie says, and Ben lowers the rag so he can speak.

“No, she didn’t do anything, it was me. I fucked up. There was…there was someone being attacked and I wanted to help. Mal tried to get me away but I wasn’t…I didn’t listen.”

Jay mutters something under his breath that he doesn’t catch, but Mal stiffens. “I did my best ,” she hisses. “I’d like to have seen you do any better, Jayden.”

“Probably wouldn’t have gotten him fucking stabbed ,” Jay snaps back, and Ben tosses the rag at him, irritated.

“I wasn’t stabbed,” he growls. “I’m fine , and anyway like I said it was my fault so just lay off alright?”

For a moment he thinks there’s going to be another argument, and that clawing feeling is back in his chest, anticipation thrumming through his veins. Then Jay exhales low and long, head shaking.

“They’re gonna kill us when we get back to Auradon,” he mutters. “There’s no way no one’s not gonna question your face being all messed up.”  

Ben pauses at that, and he looks back up at Mal. “How…how bad is it?”

She drops her eyes, chewing on her lip, and Evie sighs.

“Not that bad,” Evie says, but she winces when Ben looks over at her. “I don’t think you’ll win any beauty contests, but it really won’t scar as badly as I thought.”

“But it will scar?” Ben presses, and she hesitates, then nods.

“I’m sorry,” Mal whispers again. “I shouldn’t have let you come. You would have been safe if I just hadn’t…I was being stupid and selfish.”

“Cr-Cricket says that’s name call-ing,” Carlos mumbles.

“Shut up Carlos,” Mal says, but there’s no bite to it, and he shrugs, coming over to flop onto the couch on the other side of Ben.

“What now?” Jay asks. “Clearly things are different than we thought, but what’s the plan, Mal?”

“You said we’d be fine for the night, ‘los?”

Carlos nods, sitting up as Mal turns her focus to him. “I don’t think any l-l-longer than that, though,” he says. “Something’s wrong . I don’t know wh-at but...”

“The tags,” Evie says instantly, and Mal crosses her arms. “Ours are gone.”

“I noticed,” Mal says, and Jay stands up sharply, frowning.

“What do you mean they’re gone? Noticed what?”

“Someone else tagged this place, that’s what feels wrong, right Carlos?”

Carlos nods, looking nervous, and Ben wonders what it is that he’s missing this time.

“Tags help stake claim to places on the Isle,” Evie explains, and she doesn’t take her eyes off Mal. “Art, graffiti- symbols that only hold as much significance as the person it stands for.”

“Oh,” Ben says. “That’s actually pretty neat. So that graffiti I saw everywhere as we were coming in….”

“Yeah,” Mal says shortly. “Territory markers.”

“And this is your territory?”

“It was.”

He wonders if that was why those people were staring so hard at them in the alley, and if that’s why that girl had been…had been killed. If she was somewhere she wasn’t supposed to be. It’s hitting him suddenly, just how dangerous it truly was on the Isle, and how lucky he is to have gotten away with just a cut on his face.

“Yes,” Mal says out loud, and he looks up to see her staring down at him again, something unreadable in her face. “You fucking are.”

“I’m sorry,” he says miserably. “I didn’t realize….”

“You didn’t know,” Evie says dismissively. “Now you do. Now we all do.”

“This is going to make getting around so much harder,” Jay groans, stretching his arms up and around the back of the couch. “How are we even going to get to everyone?”

“Carefully,” Mal says, and Evie scoffs.

“Ok, let’s go,” Jay stands abruptly, reaching a hand down to pull Ben up with him. The room spins for a moment, and Carlos stands up too, pressing his shoulder against Ben’s to steady him.

“Go?”

“We’re getting you something to eat,” Jay continues, maneuvering Ben towards the stairs. “And maybe some coffee. You’ll hate Isle coffee Ben, it’ll be great.”

If it’s the same coffee that he’d once mentioned being made with mud, then Ben thinks he definitely doesn’t want anything to do with it, but he’s hauled down the stairs between Jay and Carlos before he can protest. The rhythmic pulsing he’d heard turns itself into music as they get further down, and it’s only once he’s been shoved into a booth with a mug of something warm in his hands that he notices the girls hadn’t come with them.

“Oh,” he says faintly. 

It feels like a diversion, like when his mom had forced him out of the room so she and his dad could have a ‘the adults are talking now’ moment. Not a fight, his mom would always reassure him, while they both pretended not to notice the way his dad would growl in anger. Just a discussion.

“It’ll be fine,” Jay says, but even he can’t keep his eyes away from the stairs. “We should make a plan in the meantime, so we know who’s doing what in the morning.”

Carlos slides a napkin across the table towards him, pulling a pen from his pocket and scratching out tiny details until it looks like a wobbly impression of a map. Ben resigns himself to a long night, and thinks that this adventure wasn’t turning out anything like what he thought it would at all. 


Mal

“You have exactly one minute before I say fuck you and go and join them for coffee, so make it quick, Eve.”

The balcony of the Lucky Elephant café is exactly the same as it always has been; the same stale smell of too many bodies crammed in one space, tainted with coffee and grime and alcohol. The lumpy couch made from old sacks stitched together and stuffed with old insulation and cotton, somehow no worse for wear despite the variety of abuse it’d suffered over the years. The familiarity of it should be comforting, but instead it only serves to heighten Mal’s anxiety, that worrying sense that everything could go wrong. It’s not like they’d never staggered in here injured or having witnessed (or even participated in) a death before, but to do so with Ben …it makes it all stand out so much sharper. Ben is an outsider, he’s…innocent, in a way that Mal had forgotten how to be- that they’d all had to forget to be in order to survive life on the Isle.

He’d looked at someone screaming for help and wanted to help , and Mal wonders if Auradon has made her soft, that she’d had to struggle to remember why she couldn’t do the same. That she’d had to fight to fall back into that mindset of kill or be killed, that this was the Isle and not safe, and that helping meant putting yourself in danger. It was the please that had solidified it for her, if nothing else. No one asked for anything on the Isle, and it hadn’t been an ask, it had been a plea…begging. Begging like that only meant the worst of worst things, and it hadn’t taken much for than that to prompt action, to have her murmuring ‘Anweledig,’ shrouding Ben and herself with enough magic to keep them unnoticeable, to keep them hidden.

And it would have worked except. Except she hadn’t counted on seeing a ghost….

“Tell me you have a plan.”

She blinks, and Evie glares at her. Another thing she hadn’t counted on, though she guesses she probably should have.

“I have a plan,” Mal says tightly, and Evie’s lips twitch.

“Does it involve selfish mistakes that wind up with all of us dead?”

“It was a warning,” Mal argues. “If she’d wanted him dead, Ben would be.”

“She.”

Evie’s voice is flat, and Mal grits her teeth, nausea rising in her throat.

“I don’t know who it was,” she says quickly. “I didn’t see…it was too fast. I doubt Ben saw anything either, but I plan on asking him.”

It’s not a lie, she tells herself. She couldn’t have seen…it’s impossible. Too impossible to wrap her mind around, and so she refuses to.

“Meda is dead,” Mal says tightly, and Evie blinks. 

“What?”

“Andromeda,” she repeats, a pang going through her as her mind replays the awful sound her falling body had made. “Whoever it was that got Ben…killed Meda too. That's who was in the alley.” 

Evie shakes her head, briefly stunned. She knows that Meda hadn't been one of Evie’s favorite members of their gang, but she'd still been a part of it. And more than that, if what Mal had seen was real…it means they're in more trouble here than she'd thought and….

“That's…horrible,” Evie finally says quietly. “But not what I meant.” 

She's choosing her words, and Mal hates this, hates that it always keeps coming back to this. 

“Why can’t you just tell me the truth, for once?” Evie whispers, and Mal swallows hard against the vicious retort that she wants to give.

“What is it that you want me to say?” she says instead, and Evie makes a sound that’s half laugh and half sob, and Mal stiffens in anticipation.

“How long?”

“What?”

The sharpness is gone from Evie’s voice, leaving just misery, and she won’t look at Mal, staring at a peeling spot of paint on the wall to her left.

“How long were you with her?”

Mal wants to say that she doesn’t see why it matters, why it’s any of Evie’s business. The words are right there; she’d already said them once, all she has to do is mean them. ‘Fuck you, I’m getting coffee.’ And this whole thing will just be done.

“Why? So you can judge me even more for just how long I compromised myself ?”

Evie inhales sharply, and there’s nothing in here that’s flammable this time, but Mal still feels like fire is licking up her spine.

“Do you want me to say that I had other options but that I kept going back to her anyway? That it wasn’t bribery or blackmail or debts but because I genuinely enjoyed being with her? Because I loved her?” 

“You…what?” Evie makes a low, punched out noise, and Mal realizes what she said. 

“I loved her.” 

And it’s the truth. As complicated and simple as it is. Despite the Isle, and the cruelty, and everything- Mal had loved her. 

“That’s not possible,” Evie hisses, and Mal is reminded uncomfortably of Fenris. 

That sort of thing. Here? She had said, wavering too close to the edge of the roof. There’d been a moment where Mal had feared that Fen would just let herself fall off, and what would happen if she had to face her alone, but the moment had passed and she’d let Mal carry her back to the warehouses in the end.

“Love doesn’t exist on the Isle,” Evie continues, shaking her head sharply. Mal smiles and can tell from the way Evie flinches that it’s more a sneer than anything else. 

“Is that you or Grimhilde talking?” she retorts, and Evie looks like she’d slapped her, but Mal is so tired of this game. “You tell me what’s impossible, E,” she continues.

Because she can feel it- the disjointed fragments of Evie’s racing thoughts, and it doesn’t even take much magic for her to hear: 

‘she loved her? does she love me? how could she? it’s not fair!’

“No it’s not,” Mal says. “It wasn’t. But you wanted the truth, so. There it is.” 

Evie hesitates, and Mal feels her lips curling higher as her thoughts turn that much more bitter. 

“And for the record, E? Of course I love you. I love all of you guys, it’s not an exclusive thing- so you can get your head out of your ass and focus on the bigger picture here.” 

It’s not the same, Evie’s thoughts rage at her. It’s not a fairytale. 

“Fuck you,” Mal says out loud, and the words come out hoarse and shaky. “I’m getting coffee.” 

And she swings herself out of the window the way she’d come, clanging her way down the fire escape and back out into the still night of the Isle. 


If anyone asks, Mal is going to blame Evie for her state of distraction. There’s no other explanation for her lack of hypervigilance that keeps her from noticing that she's being followed until too late. 

She’s not that far from Tremaine's salon, maybe a couple more blocks, when she feels the cold bite of metal at the back of her neck. She freezes, and wishes she'd had more than just a sharpened crowbar as a weapon. But it's all she’d been able to grab as she’d walked, and so she grips it tightly in her fist and waits. Then she hears a soft scrape of feet, and an impossible voice whispers:

“Hello, lover. Long time no see.”

Mal feels her blood run cold, breath stalling in her throat. Distantly she’s aware of the harsh rattling clang as the crowbar falls from her fingers, but it's overtaken by the warm presence she feels behind her, and the blade that still hasn't lowered at her neck. 

“You’re dead.”

“I was.”

Mal shakes her head, at a loss because an apparition in an alley was one thing but this

“I watched you die,” she chokes out, and she knows that she's crying but she can't bring it in herself to care. “I saw you die.”

“And if you turn around, you'll get to see me live.”

She does, turning too quickly on her heel, and comes face to face with a blank wall. She's choking back a sob when she feels the soft press of lips against the back of her neck where the blade had been, and it takes everything in her not to flinch. 

“I'm sorry,” the voice whispers, breath warm on her ear. “I couldn't resist.”

Mal turns her head, trembling, and dark golden eyes meet her own, framed by familiar jagged scars and long black hair. 

Daisha ?”

The ghost smiles, something slow and aching and soft, and turns Mal fully to face her. A thousand words and questions race through Mal’s thoughts as one of Daisha's hands tangles in her hair, but they scatter entirely as Daisha presses her lips to Mal’s. The kiss is enough to properly take her breath away, forceful and tender all at once, and it takes her too long to focus enough to respond in kind. Mal can feel her hands shaking as she brings them up to grab at the front of Daisha's armor, and it's real, she's real, warm body and solid presence and rough leather, and when Mal finally kisses her back she can feel the way Daisha's lips curl even further with delight. 

“I've missed you too,” Daisha says lowly, and Mal is distantly aware of the wall at her back and all too aware of the knee that Daisha has pressed between her legs. 

“How?” Mal gasps, clinging so tightly to the leather that it hurts. 

“Don't know,” Daisha says, sheathing her sword. It frees her other hand to work on tugging Mal’s jacket from her shoulders, and Mal swallows hard, blood roaring in her ears. “Guess the Fates had other things in store for me.”

Mal had met the Fates once, entirely by accident, and even from the brief experience she knows that they would never have done something like this without cause. Without cost. She tries to say as much, but all she can manage is "How ?"

Daisha chuckles, that same low throaty laugh, and Mal’s stomach flips as she starts biting her way down Mal’s neck and shoulders. 

“I told you,” she says. “I’m not sure. Woke up in a gutter somewhere a little while back. Your mother is a bitch, by the way.”

Her last words are dark with intent, and Mal pulls back enough to catch her eyes. “She's mine,” she says, as fiercely as she can manage with Daisha’s hands working on the buttons of her jeans. 

Daisha’s expression drops, and Mal clarifies: “Mine to kill .”

The rage clears slowly from her face, and Mal hadn't realized she'd been holding her breath until it does, and she exhales shakily. 

“Well,” Daisha says after a moment. “I suppose it's only fair.”

She goes back to work getting her teeth around every bit of Mal’s throat that she can reach, and Mal groans, head falling back against the brick behind her. Her hands aren’t moving nearly fast enough on the ties of Daisha’s armor, and Daisha seems to agree, as she brings the hand that’s not sliding up under Mal’s shirt to release the ties for her. Now that she can reach, she does her best to get her own hands on as much of Daisha as she can, reassuring herself that yes this was real, yes she was alive and yes yes yes yes . There’s a pressure building low in the pit of her stomach, an insistent, aching thing that in any other time might have given Mal pause, but all she can focus on is Daisha’s hands and her mouth and…

A noise sounds to their left, a quiet but sharp ‘hm-hm’ sound that makes Mal flinch away mid-kiss. Daisha growls low in her throat, and without looking frees a knife from a hidden spot and throws it. Mal doesn’t hear it connect with anything, but does hear the insistent ‘hm-mm’ again. Daisha’s head lifts, and Mal suppresses a shiver at the ferocity of her glare. 

“Five minutes,” she snaps over Mal’s head, and there must be something about her eyes that the knife hadn’t done enough to convey, because the unseen voice sighs, and then all is silent once again. 

Mal can feel the tension in every muscle of Daisha’s body from where she’s pressed against her, and she doesn’t relax even when Mal carefully kisses the edge of her jaw.

“Daisha,” Mal exhales, and she hums softly but doesn’t turn. “Are you…going to finish what you started?” 

It’s a gamble, but Mal would be lying if she said she’s not hoping Daisha will take her up on it. It’s too easy, falling back into her like this, too intoxicating and deadly and too much like fairy tales but she clings to it all the same. Daisha finally turns her burning eyes to Mal, and the smile she gives is cold. 

“Oh I intend to,” she says lowly, and suddenly five minutes feels like too much time and not enough all at once. Daisha makes every second last, and Mal is struggling to catch her breath when she finally pulls away. 

She watches in a haze as Daisha goes through the familiar ritual of putting herself back together, armor creaking ever so slightly as it bends around her joints. It doesn't quite fit her the same, warping at the seams and cracking at the waist. Daisha is older, Mal knows this with all the logical, rational parts of her, but this close; now. It’s the first time she can actually see it, something drawn and worn and heavy around the corners of Daisha’s eyes that Mal can't remember ever seeing before. She looks over her shoulder, and Mal doesn’t bother to hide her staring, meeting her gaze head on. It's surreal, it doesn't feel real, even with the familiar ache of pleasure and the stinging warmth at her neck. She can't comprehend it, and she licks her lips and shakes her head wonderingly. 

“I still can't believe you're alive,” she whispers. “I can't believe you're here.” 

“I could say the same of you, little dragon,” Daisha says, voice soft as she buckles herself back into her armor. “I woke up to find you’d gone off to your happy ever after…to Auradon. What are you doing back here?” 

“Just…tying up loose ends,” Mal says, wincing as she slides her jacket back up onto her shoulders. Her collar was in no way high enough to hide the mess she’s sure Daisha has made of her neck, and the last thing she needs from her group right now is another confrontation. 

“Well. I guess that’s one loose end satisfied.”

Daisha slides her sword back into place, and it dawns on Mal with a slow sort of dread that Daisha is angry, and her next inhale is just a touch too shaky.

“What? What do you…what do you mean?” 

“You’ve gotten what you wanted. You have Auradon- whatever you’re doing here won’t last.” 

“I’m going back,” Mal confirms hesitantly, and she almost wishes that she could cast her spell again, to peel back the layers of Daisha’s words and see straight into her mind. 

“I wouldn’t expect anything less,” Daisha says shortly, and Mal blinks, realizing suddenly what this is about. 

“I didn’t…I didn’t leave you,” she snaps, and Daisha’s eyes flash. “I wouldn’t have. Not a second time.” 

A third, a sneaky insidious part of Mal whispers. And it’s true. If she’d known Daisha was alive- if the timing had been any different, she never would have made it to Auradon in the first place. Daisha’s jaw is tight, and Mal doesn’t know what she wants from her.

“Besides, you’re clearly doing fine without me. Established something for yourself. What more could you want?” 

But even as she says it, Mal realizes, and her stomach sinks further with dread as Daisha presses her against the wall again, tipping her head back so she has no choice but to meet her eyes. 

“I want,” Daisha says huskily, and Mal swallows hard and feels it against the back of Daisha’s hand. “I want the dream that I was denied.” 

“Auradon,” Mal whispers. Daisha’s expression gives nothing away. Her hand doesn’t leave Mal’s pulse point. “That’s impossible.” 

“I don’t think you can tell me what’s impossible,” Daisha growls. 

“I think that trying to take over single handed–”

“Who says that I’d be doing it alone?” 

That gives Mal pause, and some of the hard anger eases from around Daisha’s eyes into something softer but no less dangerous. 

“Is that why you’ve been taking over my territory and killing my allies?” Mal asks, and Daisha laughs, short and bitter. 

“Someone had to keep the home fires burning,” she says, and Mal feels some of her fear give way to anger of her own. 

“Andromeda was one of mine,” she says tightly. “You had no right to kill her.” 

Daisha isn't even phased, instead wrapping her fingers back in Mal’s hair and giving a sharp tug. 

“She had a job to do and she failed. You know I don’t keep useless things around.” 

And oh how Mal knows. She almost wants to ask about Fenris, but that would be showing her hand, and so she holds onto it. 

“And me?” she asks instead, fingers pressing against the little bit of Daisha that she can still reach beneath the armor. She isn't sure if she's trying to comfort herself or Daisha more with the gesture, but she clings to it all the same. 

“Are you planning on failing me?” Daisha replies, tilting her head back with another tug at her hair, and Mal sucks a slow breath. 

“I guess not, since I want to keep living.” 

She tries to keep her tone unaffected, but judging by the way Daisha’s lips curl in a smirk, she can tell she failed. 

“I take it the fish is one of yours, too then? From over there?” 

Mal's fingers feel numb, and she has to remind herself to breathe.

“Picked him up on the way in,” she says carefully. “I don’t think he’ll last long, but I’m going to try.” 

Meaning Ben is hers, he’s protected, he’s untouchable don’t even think about….

“I didn’t think you went for the pretty type.” 

Daisha tugs again at her hair almost idly, and Mal winces. 

“I don’t,” she says quickly, pressing just a bit closer against Daisha. “But he has his uses.” 

He’s not untouchable, but he’s not expendable, either. 

“Does he now?” Daisha says, and Mal resists the urge to roll her eyes. 

You and Evie, she thinks sourly. It's one of those things that she supposes she could be flattered by, theoretically. With Evie, maybe. But with Daisha? With Daisha it was dangerous, and Mal has to curb this now. 

“What, feeling threatened by some pretty boy in blue?” she pokes, and is rewarded when Daisha huffs, as close to a pout as she ever got. “Don't worry, you have nothing to be concerned about there.” 

“If I was feeling threatened by some pretty thing in blue, I would have done something about your Eve before I worried about a boy,” Daisha grumbles, and there's absolutely no intent behind it, but the easy way that she says it, like she’s thought about it, makes terror squeeze Mal’s chest so tight she feels faint. 

Daisha lifts a brow at her, and Mal knows that she should be saying something to assure her, to enforce the boundary, but she can barely keep her hands from shaking. 

“I can't help but notice you haven't told me there's nothing to worry about there.” 

Daisha’s mouth is smiling, but Mal still can't stop trembling. Daisha had been everything, is everything, even now, and Fen is Fen, but Evie. Evie is something and Mal still hasn't even figured out what yet, she can’t afford to have that taken from her before she can.

“I can't help but notice that you're short a lap dog.” Mal finally manages to retort, dares to broach the subject of Fen. The distraction works as Daisha pauses, shoulders tightening as the mirth falls from her face, her hands leaving Mal’s hair. 

“Not for long,” she says darkly, and Mal has to lean back against the wall to steady herself. “I think it's past time I put the bitch out of its misery.” 

Mal crosses her arms to hide the way her hands shake at that, at the knowledge that if she doesn't find Fenris before Daisha does….

“I'm surprised no one's done it for you already,” she says, forcing her grimace into a smirk. 

“They wouldn't dare,” Daisha responds. “They know better than to touch what is mine.”

Mal can't help the scoff that escapes her then, and Daisha’s eyes are sharp as they glance over at her. 

“Glad you afforded me the same courtesy,” she murmurs sarcastically, mind replaying the hollow sound that Meda’s body had made in the alley. She'd been a pain and a half but she'd still been one of Mal's - it still hurts. 

Daisha’s lip curls, the only warning she gives, and Mal jerks, bringing her arm up just in time to block Daisha’s before it connects. The expression on her face is unreadable, but Mal lifts her chin and braces her weight on her heels. 

“No,” she says brokenly, meeting Daisha’s eyes. “No, this isn’t how we're doing this. Not again. You don't get to do this to me again.” 

Daisha doesn't say anything, just swings around with her other arm- the one now holding her sword. Mal ducks low, heart hammering and stomach threatening to rebel at any second. Her fingers scrape the ground as she scrambles for the weapon she'd dropped, but Daisha’s leg moves and she reels back from the knee that had been aiming for her head. 

She lunges for Daisha’s waist, fumbling for her knife, and Daisha’s hand wraps around her throat. She stills, breaths coming short and even, and tries to focus on the rise and fall of Daisha’s shoulders- the only visible sign that she was just as winded. 

“I thought you said…you wanted to do better…with me,” Mal pants shakily. 

Daisha’s hand doesn’t move, something sharp and brutal behind her eyes. 

“I died for you. I don't think it can get much ‘better’ than that, little dragon.” 

It can, Mal thinks desperately. Please. Please, it can.

“You left, again, and I know, I know you had no way of knowing what you were leaving behind. But you can't expect to be able to have the best of Auradon here.”

“No,” Mal says faintly.“Just the best of you.” 

Her vision is blurry at the edges, but she sees Daisha blink, stricken, and it's enough hesitation that Mal can get the rest of her hand around the hilt of the knife. She turns it, resting the point against Daisha's abdomen. The last thing Mal wants to do is lean her weight into it, but she can't show that, can’t hesitate, and so she leans into it enough to sting. 

Daisha’s eyes are heavy with emotion as she lowers her hand from Mal’s throat to meet hers over the knife, a brittle smile on her face. 

“What can I say,” she says softly. “Old habits....”

She cuts off with a grimace, and Mal clenches her hand tighter on the hilt of the blade. Daisha still has made no attempt to stop her from driving the blade deeper, and Mal swallows uncertainly. 

“Old habits die,” she finishes tightly, and Daisha nods, chin dipping slightly.  

“That they do, little dragon. That I did.” 

“You promised me better,” Mal repeats, and it’s a plea and a demand all at once. “That's all I want.”

“All you want? Really? Because I seem to recall you wanting Auradon. Piece by piece.”

She steps closer, leaning into the blade, and Mal stiffens. Daisha pulls it free from her fingers, and Mal is startled to find that she’d actually drawn blood. But instead of anger, there is just that sharp and cold weight behind Daisha’s eyes, and Mal watches carefully as she buckles the knife back into its hilt. 

“So, lover. Do you still want to burn the world with me?”

Notes:

I very nearly had a different title for this chapter, but if I'd done that my author's note would have contained an 'in which the author spoils their own chapter before it even starts' ha. What was that one of you guys said last chapter? You hope Mal and Daisha meet again and are happy? Sorry....

Ben in the films: *not on the Isle five minutes and gets kidnapped
Ben in my story: *not on the Isle five minutes and gets stabbed by Mal's bloodthirsty ex

Poor Ben is just not having a good time on the Isle, in any universe is he? At least it's not pirates? *looks at notes* hmm. Anyway!

Chapter 41: Skip a hit, don't make a sound (It feels better biting down)

Summary:

In which Fenris is having a Bad Time™; no one knows how to talk about their feelings; Ben becomes an honorary VK; and the author plays fast and loose with canon.

Notes:

Hey hey! Back again with another chapter for you guys. Honestly I'm feeling pretty proud that this time I updated a month later vs several months (coughsyears). 😅

Anyway, remember that thing I said about the VKs being back on the Isle and backsliding into their old ways? Yeah, there's a lot more of that in this chapter, especially when we hit Ben’s pov. These guys still just don't know how to talk to each other, even with magically being able to hear each other's thoughts now, and there’s angst that overflows because of it.

That in mind, further chapter warnings include the general doom and gloom that is the Isle; violence, threats of violence, implied and referenced character death; torture-in Fenris' pov right at the beginning (is 'Daisha is her own warning' a tag yet? Cuz if not, I really should make it at this point); manipulation; unhealthy relationships/coping mechanisms, and again just...angst.

I promise things *will* get better, it's just gonna be heavy for a bit as again, they are on the Isle, and while they've all been doing so well in Auradon, they're now having to readjust to being back in the horrible. As a result, the VKs are kind of overcompensating and so it gets worse before it gets better. But it will get better, and I hope you guys enjoy the chapter!

Note: italicized text is emphasis and/or internal thoughts; text that is 'italicized with single quotes around it' is to show which thoughts are being communicated back and forth.

Also note: Fenris' pov jumps perspective a little, and covers both flashback/reminiscing and 'present' events as she experienced them. It's a little jarring, but it's meant to be. I can and will clarify further if anyone needs, just let me know!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Fenris 

For the third time in almost as many weeks, Fenris was visiting The Body. 

It had been a bad day, which meant that trying to walk more than the length of the warehouses resulted in stabbing pains through her legs and back. But better to move while she still could…or maybe it was to prove that she still could. The Isle wasn’t a place that tolerated weaknesses, and a physical weakness like Fen’s? She’d be dead the moment her legs gave out on her. 

She would have been dead- if not for the fact that that right was reserved for her. Fen grits her teeth as she limps the final strip up to the edge of the road. There, just where she’d left it. Where it had been left. 

When Fen had first found The Body, she hadn’t known what she was looking at.

She’d stared down blankly at The Body of the woman she had loved, confused.

Daisha. Covered in her own blood for once, and not in Fen’s. Dead.

The confusion had morphed to rage. (After the relief. And then the guilt for the relief. And then the pain.) 

Pain, because Fen had kicked The Body, and her ankle had rolled. Then she’d screamed herself hoarse, not even caring who found her like that because what even was the point, now? Even screaming made her want to tear her own throat out, because she’d only ever screamed like that for her, and she was…. 

“So,” Fen had croaked, staring at the hollowed-out eyes of The Body. “Who do I have to kill? Or thank. Hm. Thank while I kill?” 

The Body hadn’t answered. Not then, and not the subsequent times that Fenris had dragged herself to visit it. It’s not that Fenris doesn’t have anything better to do. But her entire design on the Isle had been to suffer under her hand, and now all she has is The Body. 

While objectively she knows that there was a time before- before the Isle, before the Huns, before her- she can’t reconcile that pre-existence with the way her bones ache at the slightest provocation, or the itching, clawing pain that comes when her clothes catch wrong against all her scars. 

“I guess this means your old man will get his way after all,” Fenris spits at the body this time.

It’s a hollow comfort, and not even that, just hollow all the way through. But it’s something to hold onto- something to hold over her for once. Fenris slumps into the side of the ditch, lost in the memory. Shan Yu had called for her at the very end when he’d been dying, and Daisha had been furious.

‘Why does he want to see you?’ She’d demanded of Fenris between blows.

Fen hadn’t had an answer for her, but she’d pulled herself together enough to limp her way to Shan Yu’s tent. It was the second largest aside from Daisha’s, the warehouse divided by burlap and canvas enough to make it like a proper dwelling. Fenris has taken one look at Shan Yu, weakened and pale in his bed, and had very nearly fled the house entirely. It had felt so wrong, so unnatural. His hawk had watched her with cold glittering eyes, and Fenris had half expected Shan Yu to roll over and command the thing to attack her.

Instead, he had rolled over and looked at her with dull bronze eyes and said:

“Do you remember what I said to you, the first time you yielded to her?”

The first time she’d yielded- her first scar. It hadn’t been a fair fight, Daisha wielding a javelin against Fen’s knives, but nothing with Daisha had ever been fair. Despite the imbalance Fen had still managed to get inside Daisha’s guard, if only for a moment, but the way the other girl’s face had gone blank with fury had made Fen decide it wasn’t worth pursuing her limited advantage. She’d yielded instead, and earned herself a jagged scar across her collarbone from where Daisha had pinned her with her javelin. She hadn’t even realized Shan Yu had been watching until he’d approached, and Fen still doesn’t know what to make of his reaction.

Fenris had curled her lip against the pang of anger that the stirred-up memory brought, and retaliated with:

“I thought that thing they said about old men spouting nonsense on their deathbeds was a lie but here we are.”

His gaze hadn’t wavered, and Fen had to fight to maintain eye contact. 

“What did I say?” His voice was hard, an answer non-negotiable.

“…That if I’d stood my ground instead of dropping to my knees I’d have won.”

“And?” Shan Yu gazed at her steadily, and Fen stiffened, but lifted her chin and stared back as she answered.

“I don’t remember anything else.”

He barked a sharp laugh that turned into an even sharper cough, and Fenris' jaw clenched tight to keep her wavering concern at bay.

“You...you are a stubborn one, Fenris,” he rasped when he caught his breath again. “Stubborn is good- it’s brought you this far. But it’s also brought you so much pain.”

She could feel her protest forming in the back of her mind, but he wasn’t done.

“That’s not the life I had in mind when I brought you here.”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

His eyes had flashed bright, and on any other occasion Fen might have heeded the warning. But on this occasion Shan Yu was dying, and being cryptic while dying, and it shouldn’t have hurt as much as it did but it hurt. 

“Do you know why I named you Fenris?”

“Because I'm a stubborn bitch?”

He hadn’t even blinked at her blatant disrespect. Any other time he might have fixed her with a blank look, or cuffed her, or (once and only once) drawn his sword on her. But this time he’d just gazed at her with that heavy sadness in his eyes, which had just made it all that much worse.

“I named you Fenris, because the original Fenris had lived a life in chains because of the people who were meant to love him, and had never gotten free of them. When I found you that day after you’d been thrown from the boats, you were so full of fire and spite and rage.

I had hoped that in time you would be able to temper that rage, that you could use it to succeed where the Fenris of your namesake had failed.”

“So you think I’m a failure.”

“I think you could be the greatest of us,” he had countered, solemn and intense in a way she’d never seen from him. “So long as you don’t let yourself remain in chains.”

She’d scoffed at him, even dying, and said that she wasn’t in chains because she didn’t love anyone, and that the Huns already had all the ‘great’ they needed. And he’d just looked at her, bronze eyes dull with an aching sadness. And he’d said that just because she couldn’t feel the chains didn’t mean they weren’t there, and not to let herself become a wolf chained to a rock.

(Every time Daisha tied her to the bed afterwards, Fenris had wondered if Shan Yu was laughing at her in his grave.) 

The Body doesn’t laugh, when Fenris goes to visit it the second time. It just stares at her blankly through bloodied eyelashes, mouth pressed in a grimace of agony. 

“Did it hurt?” 

Fenris props herself up against the side of the ditch, trying to rub the feeling back into her legs. 

“I bet it didn’t hurt as much as this did.” 

The first time Fenris had tried to run, it had been an accident. There hadn't been much intent to it, she'd just stayed out too long and wandered the edges of the territory. She hadn't crossed that line, hadn't dared, but it had still taken being tracked down by a few of the clan for her to go back. Daisha had looked so confused when Fen had finally been brought back, though Fen had been too busy screaming her apologies to recognize it then. 

“I was so worried,” she had said, as she’d wiped Fen’s blood from her hands. “Don’t do that again.” 

The second time Fenris has run was intentional, and for that, two of the Huns had held her down while Daisha dislocated her ankles. It hadn’t healed right, which made it that much easier for her to break Fen’s legs the third time she’d tried to run. 

“Why couldn't you just be satisfied? Was it because of Mal? Was it…was it me?” 

Fenris knows that while she had always regarded Daisha with a level of fear and awe, the soft adoration in the other girl’s eyes had only ever been reserved for Mal. Fen used to think that she hated Mal for that, but then she’d realized Mal was in just as much over her head for Daisha as Fen was. And when things had gotten worse, as she had gotten worse, they’d grown closer, leaning on the other to survive the cruelties of the one they loved.

And once, only the once, Fen had thought that maybe there could be something with Mal-But that had been before Daisha had found them in bed together. They hadn’t done anything really, both just grateful to have had peace in the bed for once, the assurance that their company wasn’t going to lead to pain.

Daisha hadn’t touched Mal for that, but she’d very nearly killed Fenris.

It was the first time that Fen thought that she might actually hate Daisha.

She still drags herself to The Body. Still raves and curses and cries.

And when on her third visit The Body is gone, Fenris is completely untethered.

There are a lot of horrible, terrible things to be done with a body on the Isle, Fenris knows. But it’s the only thing she’d had, that reassurance that she’d been safe. Maybe not safe from the Isle, but at least safe from her, and with the body gone- with Daisha gone Fen doesn’t know what she is anymore. 

And then a sword goes through her back. 

She drops to her knees instantly, biting down on any noise that threatens to escape. The faster she goes down- the faster she yields- the less likely for anything worse to follow. Screaming only drew attention besides, only ever made things worse because it was what she wanted, and Fen always hated (loved?) giving her what she wanted. It’s a phantom pain besides, she tries to reassure herself, even as the pressure of it on her spine increases. It happens and it’ll go away just bite down, it’s easier to handle if you just—

“You’re not going to scream for me, Fen? You always were such a disappointment.”

Every inch of Fen goes cold at the voice.

Well, not entirely, but she is ignoring that part, can’t survive if she focuses on that part and besides that—

“Why couldn’t you just stay dead?”

A foot presses itself against her back, weight against her ribs making it that much harder to breathe. Not like she’d been doing much of that though- not at the sound of that voice.

“Because then I wouldn’t get to do this.” 

The sword moves and Fen groans low and long, fingers clawing into the ground below her. The agony is a familiar one, but the familiarity doesn’t it make it easier to bear, not when she’s trying to remind herself not to breathe, not to make another sound, not to give her the satisfaction.

Never mind the fact that Daisha never needed her screams to take satisfaction, that even now she leans into the blade with relish. That every shaking twitch of Fen’s body on the ground just gives further access to a new part of her for the blade to pierce, that above her the whole time she is- “good for nothing but this; falling apart for me over and over again; and just like that, one more time; and look at you, absolutely pathetic; and scream for me Fen,” beg me for mercy, for kindness, for love.

“Go to hell,” Fen spits, and tastes the words like blood in the back of her throat.

“You first.”

It’s a growl that Fenris feels all the way to her core, the sword twisting against bone. When she finally falls apart and the darkness rises to take her, she at least comforts herself with the knowledge that she hadn’t screamed.

(And when she wakes up to find the ruin that Daisha has made of her body she still doesn’t scream. She howls.)


Isaac

“Tell me about her.”

Isaac looks up from the pages of fragmented horror that he’s just written down, reeling from everything that this girl had just told him. Fenris is perched awkwardly on the chair across from him, her gaze locked on the sketch he’d done of Elsa. It takes him a moment to find his words again, but he manages.

“She is cold. Proud and composed at nearly all times. It’s rare that I’ve seen her show any weakness...she is fiercely protective of the people she cares about.”

“And her.”

Fenris flips the sketch over, and Anna stares back up at them. Her eyes have the same shape as Fenris’…or does Fenris have her eyes? It’s the same eyes and the same jawline, though on Fenris it’s sharper, the soft curves of her face hollowed out in a way that Anna lacks.

“The exact opposite,” Isaac says, somehow successfully keeping his disdain out of his voice. “Warm. She’s warm and bright. Stubborn as anything. But the exact same as Elsa in how deeply she cares for her people.”

“Except for me.”

“What?” Isaac blinks, and Fenris’ lip curls, making up for the disdain that Isaac had lacked.

“They couldn’t care enough to be protective of me.”

She’s not wrong, is the thing, and Isaac is hard pressed to justify it. For his own sake, he knows he has to. But as he looks back down at the narrative he’d written of all that Fenris had been through and suffered on the Isle, he struggles to see the reasoning as being worth it.

“It wasn’t personal,” he mutters, unable to look at her. “It wasn’t because of you. It was your father.”

“And what,” Fenris says, voice a broken rasp. “The fuck. Does that mean?”

He winces, and fixes his gaze on a point just past her head. It puts him back in line with one of those strange graffiti tags, and he lets himself get distracted in trying to translate it, detaching himself from the horrible truth.

“From what I understand of things, your father was a visiting royal from another kingdom. He was engaged to be married to your mother—”

“Anna,” Fenris interrupts, and he nods tightly.

“They were engaged, and set to head the kingdom together when Elsa was…indisposed.”

“And?”

Isaac shivers, half lost in the reminiscing. It had been so cold…the Snow Queen had been irredeemable, and Anna had been desperate and the council of Arandelle had been desperate for any bit of hope in the uncertainty of their kingdom’s future. It had been months of barren ice and they’d been engaged, after all, and the prince had been…persuasive.

“So, he forced her, and they threw me here,” Fenris concludes, voice blank. “Because they didn’t want to deal with me. With him.”

“When Elsa came back it was….” Messy, complicated, so goddamn cold. “I don’t think they realized the full ramifications of everything politically until well after it had all passed.”

Spring and Summer and Fall and that first Winter even Elsa had been holding her breath. It had barely snowed, even naturally, and everyone was tip-toeing around each other. Isaac hadn’t been there when Aeldit-Fenris-she had been born, and when he’d finally returned it was well past any reasonable length of time. He remembered, vaguely, a toddling thing about the castle, once. But it had been gone by the next winter and he’d always just assumed that it was a child of one of the staff. To think that all this time…but that was pushing too far into the ‘what ifs’ and changing plotlines, and Isaac wasn’t going down that path again.

“And now what, they feel bad and want me back? Reassurance that they didn’t, what? Do a bad thing?”

Basically.

“I don’t owe them shit,” she snarls, and Isaac isn’t sure if he prefers this wild and spitting thing to the cowering mess she was before. “They can take their invitation and shove it up their—”

“You don’t owe them, but they owe you,” Isaac cuts in, and she stops abruptly, eyes wide. He isn’t sure why he’d spoken but with the way she’s looking at him now….

“You don’t have to give them what they want, but isn’t there anything that you want from them?”

“Yes,” she says slowly, and his stomach flips at her tone. “I want them to suffer. Like I have. I want to make them pay for tossing me here like I was nothing.”

She signs her name on the invitation while Isaac’s stomach continues to climb its way into his throat, choking off anything he might have tried to say to that.

He thinks he sees where she takes after her father.


Ben

They’ve been strategizing for about 20 minutes when Ben sees Jay perk up suddenly beside him, but the older boy quickly drops his head back down to the mini map Carlos has etched out on the napkin. Ben frowns, confused, and turns to see Evie coming down the stairs. He lifts his hand and waves towards the table they’re sat in, but her eyes skip right over him. Instead she goes to sit at a table in the corner of the space, moving deftly through the other tables as if they aren't even there. Ben notices that Mal hadn’t come down with her, and he turns back around to face the others. 

“Um,” he says, and Carlos shakes his head at him. 

“Just…leave it for now,” Jay mutters, eyes glancing pointedly around the room. 

'Watchers everywhere,' his thoughts warn, and Ben worries his teeth along his bottom lip. 

The 'cafe' had proven to be more of a dive bar than anything else. They’d found a table along one of the suspiciously greasy looking walls and stayed there, and Jay had warned him right off the bat that any eye contact here would be taken as either a threat or an invitation. Ben hadn’t been sure what he’d meant until he’d noticed a couple of people getting handsy in one of the shadowy corners cast by the strobe lights. He’d abruptly decided to mind his own business and keep his head down. Carlos had explained that while the cafe was a safe house, it wasn’t necessarily because the people inside of it were. It was because they were too busy focusing on each other and their own dealings to worry about anything else, and so as long as they kept to themselves, no one would think twice about their presence here. 

Ben had been nervous at first, but after a few moments of sitting with no one immediately jumping to attack him, he’d been able to relax and focus on helping Jay and Carlos brainstorm their plans. Once the layout of the Isle had been explained to him, he was able to understand a bit better just why things with territories and gangs meant so much to the VKs. The Isle seemed small compared to Auradon, but laid out in visual like this it was huge- too huge it seemed for even one gang to hold any territory. But, according to the sections that Jay and Carlos pointed out to him as theirs, the VKs had actually managed to hang onto quite a bit of territory for themselves before they’d left. The seagulls, as the pirates were sometimes called, had the entirety of the docks coast to coast claimed as theirs, and the Huns had the inner stretch of the Isle closest to the pirates completely covered. 

Anyone not claimed as part of a gang pretty much fended for themselves in the leftover spaces, they’d explained. People could live in a gang’s territory without being ‘part’ of the gang, but only by exception of power. He hadn’t quite understood all of what that meant, but the VKs had assured him that all it meant for them right now was that someone else had claimed this part of their territory, writing over Mal’s tags. They could still move around in it and stay here, as long as they kept their heads down and didn’t make too much noise or draw attention to themselves. 

As for getting to the others that they needed to reach, Carlos had pointed out the different sections of the Isle that they were on, explaining who held which parts of that territory and which places were safer than others. They’d divided up responsibilities, and Ben was pleased that they weren’t leaving him out of things at all, deciding to let him go with Jay to get Facilier’s daughter in one of the (slightly) less dangerous parts of the Isle. They’d just been sorting out where best to have the girls focus when Evie had come down, and Ben frowns as he tries to figure out what he should do.

Ben didn’t pretend to understand Evie, not the way that Mal or the others did. But since Mal had connected them together with whatever her spell had been, Ben had seen far more of her and the VKs than he’d ever wanted to. He’d seen Carlos’ beartrap and Jay’s time as an assassin. He’d seen Maleficent’s draconic fury and Grimhilde’s disappointment and pirate attacks and poisons and magic wands. (If he hadn’t already been sitting down he would have needed to at that point.)

He'd also seen the way Evie thought about Mal, and the way Mal thought about Evie, and the way Mal thought about Ben which was. Something. But what confuses Ben is if he could see it, see the way that something was bothering Evie, then surely so could Jay and Carlos. So could Mal. But Mal wasn’t there, and Jay and Carlos looked as though they’d rather be facing off against the pirates again that broach whatever shell Evie had crafted for herself.

The VKs told him that on the Isle if you wanted something, then you take it, without question. (Or you break it so no one else can have it.) He stands and grabs a bottle of something from the makeshift bar as he passes it, trying for casual and feeling a swoop of adrenaline as he manages to successfully snatch it. Then guilt follows, and he hastily fishes a handful of cash from his pocket and places it down in the bottle's place before making his way to Evie’s table and sitting down. He can still just barely catch the thread of her thoughts if he concentrates hard enough, and he wonders what the best way to go about this is. She barely blinks up at him, and he hesitantly slides his stolen (paid for?) bottle across the table to her. 

“Why don't you tell her how you feel about her?”

“What?”

Evie sneers at him, but he’s so close to her now, and he can feel every conflicted bit of hurt and longing that she does.

“I mean...it’s clear even without the—,” he trails off, because the vague thread of her thoughts that he'd been picking up suddenly stops, like a door being slammed in his face. 

“Stay the fuck out of my head,” Evie snaps, and Ben blinks, startled.

“I wasn't trying to!” He insists, worried. “It’s just...you were just....”

Projecting, he wants to say. Obvious. But he can tell from the look Evie is giving him that it wouldn’t be well received, and so he bites his tongue and fiddles with his hands.

“If it’s so obvious then why won’t she...why won’t she look at me?”

Ben almost wants to ask the same, but he holds back, reels in his thoughts from wandering just in case she overhears him anyway. He still doesn't know what kind of connection the VKs have with each other, and while he knows that the Isle dynamics for relationships is skewed, he thinks that surely there is more to it than this. 

“I think,” he tries carefully, thinking over his words and matching them to the right thoughts that he’d seen from her. “I think that Mal isn’t really the type to pick up on subtle stuff. I think you have to be more direct than that.”

“I know that,” Evie says sharply. “I know her.”

‘Better than you,’ goes unsaid, but Ben still catches it, and feels stung.

“Listen at least I’m trying,” he snaps back, fingers clenching in his lap. “I didn’t have to come here with you guys, but I did, because I care. I care, and so does Mal, and so do you so why do you keep pretending that you don’t? I think that’s your real problem, you’ve spent so long pretending that not even you really know, so how is Mal supposed to unless you actually tell her?”

Evie’s mouth falls open, but before she can respond (more than the stunned, half formed shock that flickers through her thoughts), a hand grabs the back of Ben’s chair and pulls, hard.

“Did I just hear you say ‘Mal’?”

Head up, now.’

Ben snaps his chin up obediently at Evie’s mental command and comes face to face with a brutish looking guy with greasy black hair swept back from his forehead, and a jawline that looks carved from stone. He looks oddly familiar, and it niggles at the back of his mind, but he holds eye contact and fights to keep his doubt from getting the better of him.

“What’s it to you?” he bites out through his teeth, and faintly catches a hint of approval-Evie- and fuckfuckfuck-Jay? Carlos?

The hand goes from the back of his chair to the back of his head, and Ben stiffens. His knife is in his hand before he’s entirely sure of how it got there, and he braces himself to stand. The burly guy is faster, and he levels a hunting knife against Ben’s throat. Evie sucks a sharp breath, and Ben feels his stomach bottom out. Why did people keep threatening him with knives? He had really hoped that the woman was just a fluke and that this wasn’t going to be regular thing, but clearly, it was.

“Junior,” Evie says, and her voice sounds odd. It’s soft, and almost friendly, and Ben would whip his head around to look at her but if he does he’d wind up slitting his own throat on the blade. “If we knew where Mal was, do you think we’d just be sitting here doing absolutely nothing wrong?”

The guy, ‘Junior,’ grunts, but doesn’t pull the knife away.

“Thought you guys went off to play fancy.” He’s looking at Ben like he too, senses the oddly familiar, and Ben clenches his jaw even harder.

“We had to catch up on our crew at some point, didn’t we?” Evie says, still in that sweet tone, and Ben carefully darts his eyes over to where he’d left Jay and Carlos.

They’re gone, and he feels like the floor dropped out beneath him. It’s just him and Evie? Where did they go? She knows this dude, but will he kill me? Will he hurt her?

shut up, you’re distracting,’ and ‘he knows better,’ flit through his head in rapid succession, and Ben darts a glance over at Evie. She’s not even looking at him, eyes only on ‘Junior,’ hands folded neatly beneath her chin and a soft smile on her face.

“You know this is our turf now, right?” Junior mumbles, and Evie’s eyes go wide. “That’s right! Sponsored by the shadows, now, so you should get going while I’m still feelin’ nice.”

“This is ‘nice?’” Ben blurts, and Junior blinks. Evie flinches, but he’s tired and angry and scared and angry and he doesn’t know why.

“Where do I know you from?” Junior growls, and Ben shakes his head as much as he dares and pulls his knife. The resistance gives, and he stands and levels his blade at the guy.

“You’ll know me when I put this through your ugly face if you don’t back off,” he snarls, and the other boy grins, wide and terrible.

“No, that’s not it, but good one,” he says with a laugh, before tossing his head back and bellowing.

“Gil! Git your ass over here!”

For a moment, Ben doesn’t understand, and then he does, as suddenly a scraggly boy appears, his bright clothing almost washed out with the neon of the café. His eyes catch on Evie first, and his expression lights up with genuine delight that feels even more wrong than Junior’s sneer.

“Oh hey! I thought they were playing a trick on me but you really are back, wow!”

“Idiot, that’s not important right now,” Junior snarls, and he cuffs Gil hard enough that he staggers. Ben winces, but Gil straightens like it’s nothing, his smile still in place.

“Sure, what is it?” he asks brightly, and Junior’s hand tightens, jerking Ben’s head around.

Gil gapes, and Ben realizes all at once that he is fucked.

“Oh oh it’s B--!”

“Adam!” Ben cuts in, and Gil closes his mouth, brow wrinkling. “My name’s Adam!”

Sorry dad. If he survives this, he’ll make it up to him.

“Adam?” Junior repeats skeptically, and Gil frowns hard.

“No,” he says slowly, and Ben grimaces. “You’re…”

Adam,” Ben repeats, all but growling, and Gil blinks. He looks past Ben, at something on the wall, then back over at him, and Ben wishes he were closer so he could maybe emphasize his point with his knife.

“Why does he look so familiar?” Junior hisses at Gil, and Gil blinks again and looks at that same thing on the wall.

“Say, Adam,” he says softly, like he doesn’t quite get what he is doing. “Has anyone ever told you that you look really similar to Prince Ben from Auradon? Like…it’s almost…tricky cans? Uncanny!”

“What?!” Junior bellows, but Gil is grinning again, and Ben is just about ready to give up and try for his knife anyway when Junior suddenly lets him go. He turns and backhands Gil hard, and the other boy stumbles backwards into another table. “You idiot, of course he’s not from Auradon! Dad shoulda smothered you when he had the chance you—”

His tirade is cut off as the owner of the table Gil had overturned stands up and lashes out. Gil ducks, faster than Ben would have thought possible, and the fist smashes into the side of Junior’s face. He roars, and Ben hastily backs up as he realizes this is turning into a full on fight.

Evie is by his side in an instant, tugging him further backwards by the elbow until his back hits the wall. Junior smashes a chair over someone’s head, laughing, and he suppresses a shudder. He isn’t surprised by the capacity for violence, not really (he is Gaston’s son, after all,) but the joy in violence? Even when Ben had been threatening him he’d felt more angry and scared than happy about it.

“What did you do?” Jay is suddenly on Ben’s other side, and he flinches.

“Nothing!” Ben protests, shouting to be heard even at this distance. “He just came up and…”

“Yeah, don’t take it personally,” a new voice chimes in on the opposite side of Evie. “He likes to hit things, so he’s always looking for an excuse.”

Gil doesn’t even blink as they turn to him, not even flinching when Jay slams him into the wall. He just waves, and smiles, and Ben wants to be angry, but he had also wanted to get Gil off the Isle too, and so he stays quiet.

“What do you want, asshole?” Jay snaps, and Gil’s eyes widen.

“Duck,” he says.

“What?”

Instead of answering, he grabs Jay’s arms where they’re wrapped in his jacket and pulls. Evie is already moving, and Ben sees a blurred motion out of the corner of his eye. He’s not fast enough, and something heavy connects with his head as he scrambles sideways. The sound of feet follows, and he crawls blindly away, fingers fumbling on the ground for guidance. Terror grips him as he feels bodies shuffling and scrambling above him, the thudding of the music pounding in an off-beat rhythm against his heart. He really, really, really doesn’t want to die here. Not like this, pressed between too many bodies to count and with no one even knowing where he actually was to come looking for him. His knife is slippery with sweat in his hands, and when he finds a foot too close for comfort he stabs it without thinking.

The bodies disperse briefly as the person he stabbed goes down, and he’s hauled to his feet and slammed down against what feels like a table. He winces his eyes open in panic as a thick arm goes across his chest, and he bats feebly with his knife at the restraining grip. His head throbs, and there’s light in his eyes that makes it worse, but dimly he can make out the form of Gil, towering above him still with that horribly genuine smile.

“Hey,” he says in greeting, and Ben pushes against his arm again. It doesn’t budge, and Gil tilts his head at him. “It’s a good thing I’m an idiot, right?”

“What are you…let me up,” Ben pleads, and he remembers only belatedly what the VKs had warned him about begging.

“I’m an idiot,” Gil insists, seeming not to even care about the lines of red that Ben’s struggling had dug into his arm. “Cuz there’s no way you’re actually Prince Ben from Auradon, stupid Gil. You’re just Adam, right?”

His grin drops into sudden seriousness as he talks, and Ben blinks, stunned as he realizes what the boy is getting at. What he’s done.

“You…”

“So anyway, you owe me one now,” Gil says, and his smile is back but it’s sharper, suddenly. “Or…three?”

“I….”

“Oh! Also, when you get back, tell your mom my dad says hi and also tell your dad that my dad says that he wishes he’d skinned him alive when had the chance!”

Gil says all this in a rush as he suddenly shoves Ben backwards across the table, and Ben falls hard onto the floor on the other side. He winces, but above him his vision is blocked by solid wood, and he realizes Gil had shoved him behind the bar of the café. A butcher’s knife thuds into the wood inches from where his head had been, and he jerks back and clutches his knife to his chest, heart hammering.

‘Ben?!’

He almost wants to cry in relief as Evie’s voice calls out to him in his head, and he weakly shoves his beanie back to wipe the sweat from his forehead as above him, someone groans in agony.

‘Behind the bar,’ he calls out weakly.

‘Good.’ It’s Mal, and this time he does let out a little sob of relief. ‘Stay there.’

 He doesn’t need telling twice. The sounds of the fighting out in the café have shifted, less disorganized and more purposeful, almost. But more groans and cries and curses reach him, and he tries to catch his breath and take stock of everything. Two of Gaston’s sons in one night, and only one of them seemed to hate him. Gil had even saved him, twice, and he idly wonders if the boy was actually smart and just pretended not to be. It’s too much to take into consideration all at once, and he’s decided to save it and maybe break down about it later.

Above him, a scrambling sound catches his attention, and he sees a muscular figure crawling over the bar and into his hiding spot. The man is bleeding from several spots on his torso, and he’s cursing in fear. The fear quickly turns to anger as he spots Ben, and Ben swears himself as the man levels what looks like a crowbar at him. He can’t get up, he’ll just get hit, and if he fights….

Ben lurches in a dodge as the crowbar clangs against the bar, and he swipes at the thick torso. His knife drags and gets stuck in the man’s shirt, and Ben curses, pulling back and reeling away. He’s not fast enough, and the man grabs his wrist, wrenching it back hard enough that something twinges in his arm. His knife is still in the man’s shirt, and when he lifts his hand again for another blow, Ben grabs for it and instead of dragging, he pushes. The gurgling noise the man makes echoes in Ben’s head, and then he staggers as he collapses forward on top of Ben, pinning him to the bar again. There’s a knife sticking out of the back of his head, and Ben has a brief moment of relief that he hadn’t been the one to kill him before his stomach turns.

“Gross,” Jay groans, and Ben is hauled upright, the now ruined corpse shoved off of him abruptly.

“Are you hurt?” Mal snaps, and Ben swallows, his mouth sour.

“I don’t think so?” he says, but his head still hurts and his arm still hurts and he just helped kill someone and he wants to go home.

The hard look in Mal’s eyes falters, and he hates that nothing is private now and his thoughts can still betray him even if he doesn’t speak. Oh. That’s what Evie had meant earlier.

‘Yeah,’ Evie whispers bitterly, and he leans a bit harder into Jay.

“We have to move,” Mal says, and he somehow gets his feet under him, but he’s still shaking.

“Can we not?” he says, and he’s whining and he hates it.

“Ben. Look around you.”

That hardness is back in Mal’s voice, and Evie says “I don’t think that’s a good idea…” but it’s too late because he’s already looking.

There are bodies everywhere.

The music is still going, adding a sick sort of backing track to the carnage. Ben’s already emptied his stomach once, but he feels it lurch again, and shuts his eyes tight and tries to breathe.

“Did you…”

“We’re moving,” Mal says, and he nods.

“Ok.”


He’s not sure how exactly they make it to the apartment complex they wind up at next, but there are proper beds and a proper bathtub and no bodies so it’s already markedly better in Ben’s opinion. The water that comes out of the faucet is ice cold, but Ben takes the opportunity to soak in it and have that breakdown he’d been putting off. When he comes back out, Mal is waiting for him. The other VKs are in the kitchen, arguing lightly over the state of the cabinets, but they all dart glances at him out of the corners of their eyes. Or are they looking at Mal?

Maybe both, he realizes, because now that they’re not in the blinding neon and dark of the café, he can see that Mal looks almost as disheveled as he is. There’s bruising starting to form around her neck, and blood on the edges of her dark purple jacket. 

“It’s not mine,” she says tightly, and he blinks.

“Could you…not?”

She bites her lip hard, not meeting his eyes, and he sighs. He’s not getting anything from her at all, and she shrugs a shoulder.

“It helps if you compartmentalize,” she says, and he wants to scream.

“You chose to come here with us,” Mal says, and she’s looking at him now, and he remembers how much Evie had wanted that, but her eyes are too-bright beams of green and it’s too much.

“I didn’t know that this was what it was like!” he protests, arms spreading wide to encompass the utter shit that this was.

“You did,” she says, not even flinching. “You knew, because it’s what we were like. What we are like.”

Out in the kitchen, Carlos makes a noise of triumph, which is quickly echoed by a groan from Jay.

“I fou-ound soup!” Carlos calls excitedly.

“It’s lentil!” Jay adds, like that’s what’s important here.

 “You killed those people back there. In the bar.”

“Sorry, did you want us to have a nice chat about our feelings, instead?” Mal says, eyes widening in a mockery of innocence.

“Why are you being so…” mean, Ben wants to say. Cruel. “This isn’t like you.”

“This is exactly like me. All of it. This is what the Isle is, Ben. It’s not pretty, it’s not nice, it’s not fair. It’s killing people before they kill you and gangs and shitty food, and you knew this.

“Well, he knows now, at least.” Jay steps between them and hands Ben a lukewarm mug full of lentils. “Also, this place has electricity.”

“Fuck,” Mal says blandly.

Ben grimaces into his mug, exhausted. “Let me guess- we’ll have to move again?”

“Hey good job, you’re ca-ca-catching on!” Carlos smirks at him, and it’s far more sarcastic and biting than anything he’s ever been given from the smaller boy before.

“Compartmentalize,” Evie mutters as she passes him, her shoulder just brushing his before she sits in one of the apartment’s ratty chairs. She doesn’t look at Mal. Mal doesn’t look at her.

(Ben has never been good at compartmentalizing his feelings.)

“This isn’t—”

“—I swear to Hades if you say ‘right’—”

“It’s not!” Ben snaps. “And you know this. You guys are better than this! I’ve seen you guys be better than this!”

Mal flinches, and for a second Ben gets a vague impression of alleyways and leather before it’s gone.

“Ben,” Evie says gently, like she’s pitying him. “We can’t be like we were in Auradon here. It’s hard, I know it’s hard, but that’s just how it has to be.”

For how long? He wants to demand. And how much of this is real? Is this really who you guys are and you really have just been pretending the whole time?

He’d seen their thoughts- he’d seen the magic wand and just how much of Mal’s earlier joke about his coronation had actually been truth. It makes bile climb into his throat, and he takes a hasty gulp of his soup. It’s peppery and sweet in a way that he hadn’t been expecting, but the texture is wrong, and he regrets how big of a sip he’d taken.

“If it makes you feel any better,” Carlos whispers, fingers twisting around his dog tail. “W-we don’t want to kill you now.”

“Thanks, Carlos.”

“What he means is we’re not killing you,” Jay says tightly. “We decided that ages ago, and we’ve been as real as we can be and fuck you for thinking otherwise.”

“What else was I supposed to think?”

“I don’t know,” Evie mumbles, eyeing Mal instead of him. “Maybe the ‘best of us’?”

“Fuck off, Eve,” Mal snarls, eyes flashing that too-bright green.

Evie’s mouth opens, but Mal straightens sharply, shoulders straightening. Ben doesn’t catch anything of her thoughts, but Evie flinches and shuts her mouth again so hard that there’s an audible click. Carlos and Jay exchange a look, and then Jay glances at Ben. Even without the connection, the ‘do something’ is obvious, but Ben is…he hates to admit…but he’s so tired of having to do something.

“I’m…gonna get some air,” he says faintly.

And this is the Isle, but there’s still a fire escape attached to the apartment, and another one attached to that, and he swings himself into the empty apartment next door and slams the window shut behind him. Then he throws his mug of lentils at the wall and screams.

Notes:

Title- Biting Down by Lorde

Additional songs for the chapter include:

Power by Bastille

Shame by Bastille

Chapter 42: We're falling, don't be scared (it's only love)

Summary:

In which Ben wanders too far into the plot; Uma faces a shadow; and Mal and Evie find common ground.

Notes:

It's my birthday and I have time off so I figured I might as well use the time productively. I'd like to think that this chapter was worth the wait, though it's definitely one of the heavier ones. Heed the tags guys. Seriously!

In regards to the previous chapter and the Fenris POV shifts. Fenris' POV is a breakdown recounting her time on the Isle after discovering Daisha's body and then, later, discovering Daisha alive. The recollection cuts between past and present, and includes an additional retrospective section where she remembers Shan Yu on his death bed, telling her that he wanted more for her life than as Daisha's whipping girl, and how he had believed Fenris could be the best of the Huns. I hope that helps to clarify some of the confusion for you guys.

To the reviewer who asked if Mr. Kropp was related to the teacher from the Incredibles YES! Thank you! I'd hoped for someone to make the connection reference and had given up hope, that my easter egg was too obscure. You made my day, seriously.

Regarding this chapter and **Trigger Warnings**, the VKs aren't doing well, ya'll. They're back on the Isle and reverting to all their old habits, none moreso than Mal, who has very particularly self-sabotaging and destructive, violent habits she's had to develop to protect herself. She goes too far lashing out in this one, and though she corrects it, it's still a lot.

That being said, there *is* some light in here and I'm very excited to see what you guys think!

Enjoy~

-Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jay

“Wow, Mal,” he says in the wake of Ben’s departure. “That was almost impressive.”

The apartment’s walls are thin, as all walls on the Isle are, so they can all hear Ben’s rage. His grief.

Jay doesn’t consider himself one to be overly emotional (‘in touch with his emotions’ like the Cricket or others in Auradon might say), but even he has to admit that everything about the way they are now is rubbing him the wrong way.

He would never admit it out loud, but he’d kind of liked not having to second guess everyone’s motivations all the time in Auradon. Learning that for the most part everyone just talked and meant things for real, that it was ok to just be and exist and think and feel and do. It was freeing, he’ll admit that much. Being back on the Isle now feels like putting on his old jacket. It’s his, but it doesn’t fit right anymore, he doesn’t fill it out like he used to. It’s both harder and easier to be free on the Isle. Sure, he doesn’t have to worry about being ‘perfect’ or ‘good,’ but there’s still rules. And broken rules here mean more than disappointed looks.

“Jay,” Carlos warns from the couch.

“No, it definitely was impressive,” Evie agrees, and Jay suppresses a shiver at the venom in her voice, the venom that clips through her thoughts and into his own.

“Guys,” Carlos pleads, but Jay knows that even he can’t ignore it.

“I really don’t need this right now,” Mal says, and Jay scoffs.

“Then why’d you start it?” he demands. “Why’d you let him come if you knew this was gonna happen?”

“I didn’t say that—”

“You don’t need to,” Evie snaps, and Mal stiffens. “We can hear it loud and clear.”

Well, not exactly clear, Jay thinks, and then wonders if they’d all heard that too. He doesn’t hate that they’re all connected like this now, but he doesn’t love it either. It just adds a whole new layer to have to think about when talking, and he’d never been one to play the same games that Evie and Mal do with their words.

“Then don’t play,” Mal growls, anger biting between every syllable. “Mind your own fucking business.”

“Oh, like you gave us the choice!” Evie hisses.

 ‘I thought it would be easier,’ comes briefly into Jay’s thoughts, and he sees Mal grimace guiltily.

“It’s not,” he mutters. “I mean, it is, and it’s…fine, I guess. But it’s really not.”

Compartmentalize, Evie had said, but what did that even mean, really? And how was Jay supposed to balance that with moving around the Isle in unknown territory? Because this was unknown territory now, no matter the fact that it had once been theirs. He doesn’t even recognize the graffiti that now stains the buildings they’d once been safe in: some grim-black impression of a flower made to look like a skull. It’s new, which wouldn’t mean much on the Isle compared to established gangs, but the fact that even the established gangs are avoiding that mark?

It can’t mean anything good, and Mal had brought them all into the heart of it. Brought Ben into the heart of it, and Jay can’t help again the sour thoughts, that he never would have done half the shit that Mal was if it’d been up to him. He was more than capable- he would have snuck off on his own and not risked anyone else; too many chances for other people to fuck up his plans. If Mal was really capable, that bitter, old-jacket version of him thinks, she’d have done just that.

“But it’s not up to you, is it?” Mal snarls, and Jay bristles at the challenge in her tone. In her thoughts. “It’s up to me, because I’m the one at the head of the group.”

“Yeah, for all the good it’s done,” Jay growls. “You’re in charge, and we’re stuck on the Isle again and you have no clue what the fuck you’re doing, do you?”

Mal opens her mouth to protest, but shuts it again as Evie jumps back in.

“You don’t even have a plan,” she says, and Mal’s jaw clenches. “Ben could have been killed at the café, we all could have been, and instead of dealing with that you’re still—”

‘Playing with fire—’ ‘—on a power trip,’

Jay finishes Evie’s thought, and Mal sucks a slow, sharp breath, eyes slipping closed tightly. The fire thing wasn’t just metaphor, he realizes with a jolt. There really are flames licking at the backs of Mal’s hands and spilling onto the floor. He recoils back, fear coiling in his gut, but Mal just exhales with that same sharp slowness and says:

“Carlos?”

“I…I just want to get ba-back,” Carlos whispers into his knees, and Jay crosses his arms against the urge to offer comfort. “I don’t wwant to stay he-re longer than we have to.....”

‘…I don’t like what it does to us.’

Jay doesn’t either, but it’s what the Isle is, so why are they all having so much trouble now? None of this is something he can physically fight, and the only one he has to blame for this is…Mal, obviously, for dragging them into this. And he’d fight her, he would, definitely had plenty of times in the past. So why is he hesitating now?

Mal opens her eyes and stares at him blankly, and he grits his teeth and bites back a curse at the sight of the fire that backlights her in green.

“We have a job to do,” she says softly. “There’s so much more at stake here, so much that’s more important than whatever stupid petty feelings—”

Anguish stabs through Jay so strongly he feels nauseous. Evie turns on her heel and exits into the nearest bedroom, the door slamming so hard there’s no way it hadn’t been heard from the street. Mal doesn’t even flinch, though Carlos does, reeling away and over the side of the couch, disappearing in the same direction as Evie. It’s impossible to hide that he’s crying, and Jay has a knife in his hands and is moving before he’s fully aware of it.

Mal doesn’t bother to try and block him, and his backhanded blow brings the hilt of his blade against her jaw with a satisfying crack that echoes in his head. She plants her feet instead of going down like he’d expected and snaps her hand up to press her palm against his stomach. He huffs a sharp noise of derision- she doesn’t have the strength to push him like that- but then it chokes off abruptly as his body lights up in agony. He stabs blindly down, swatting at her hands as the smell of burning fills the air, and she skitter-steps to the side and lets him go.

Jay gasps, his shirt sticking to his skin in a way that screams badwrongawful, and he pulls at it without thinking and almost screams. Mal is a blur of motion in the corner of his eye, and he swears and stumbles away, just barely avoiding the hand that had been aiming for his face. His knife leaves his hand with a sharp flick of his wrist, and Mal grunts as it strikes true and lodges in her shoulder. She doesn’t slow, and he’s got another knife in his hand even as her fire lashes out again. There’s no avoiding it, no dodging, but Jay can see his opening, and so he steps into it and the air is gone from his lungs in a blinding inferno of heat and pain, but his knife is at the hollow of her throat and—

Fuck!

Jay blinks as Mal drops to her hands and knees, blinking sweat from his eyes and watching in horrified fascination as she slams her hands into the moldy carpet. It burns away instantly, straight through to the hardwood underneath, and he realizes belatedly, as Mal heaves wretched gasps of air (she’s crying??) that if that had connected with him….

“…You were going to kill me.”

He thinks it’s supposed to sound like a question. He doesn’t know what he sounds like.

“So…were you.”

Was he?

He stares down at his knife. It’s wobbling…oh. He’s shaking.

He forces his hand to steady and carefully mimes the strike he had been aiming for, thinking back. The Mal in his head crumples as he stabs her throat, and he blinks sweat from his eyes, startled.

“Fuck.”

His skin is raw and oozing as he numbly peels his shirt off, deep burns in his torso and ribs. Mal’s face twists, but Jay shakes his head, trying to clear it.

“It’s fine,” he mutters. He’s still a bit shaky and reasons it’s probably the adrenaline from almost dying. “Don’t even feel it.”

Mal just looks even more miserable at that, and let’s out another wretched sound that makes Jay’s shoulders cringe.

“That’s…the problem,” she chokes out.

Jay doesn’t understand, and then dragon fire fills his thoughts, and he does. He drops beside Mal, groaning at the shock to his knees. His chest hurts, and he idly thinks that he shouldn’t have stopped—he should have finished his swing.

‘You should have.’

He doesn’t know if it’s her thoughts or his.

(He’s too busy blacking out to care.)


Mal

Return me now what once was lost, that can’t be bought at any cost.”

Jay comes awake with a gasp that breaks halfway through and dissolves into choking. Mal rocks back on her heels and does not touch him, biting through her lower lip. Blood fills her mouth (she hates how familiar she is with it), and Jay groans and twitches awkwardly beneath her.

“Wha--?”

“Next time, I’m not bringing you back,” she spits.

His eyes blink closed, and her heart lurches. She rocks forward again, hands hovering over his back, but he blinks them open again a moment later, and she freezes.

“Did you…actually…kill me?” he mumbles into the carpet.

“…No.”

Because it had only been a minute, not even that. And she could still feel her magic, itching and feral and raw beneath her skin, and when he’d lunged for her she hadn’t even had to tug it forward before it was lashing out to do her bidding. She’d burned him instinctively, without a single thought, and it wasn’t until he’d collapsed at her feet that it occurred to her just why she could not do that.

“h-y M-l?” Jay’s voice is slurred, and her bones ache.

“Yeah?”

I…think we’re pretty fucked up.’

“…yeah.”

Yeah, because his first response to emotions is violence, and her answer to him had been….

There’s blood staining the edges of her spell book, the price for how quickly she’d had to flip through the pages to find what she was looking for. The price too, that the spell had required, desperation and sacrifice and blood and intent, pulling the magic from her veins and anchoring it to drag Jay up from the edge of death.

[There will be consequences.]

Mal knows this, knows with every fiber of her being. But in the moment, she hadn’t been coherent enough to care. She still doesn’t- still isn’t- but Jay is breathing and that’s all that matters.

“Yeah,” Jay mumbles, hands twitching against the floor. “B-ut you k-illed me, sso….”

He grunts, and Mal shuffles further backwards as he struggles to push himself upright. She doesn’t bother trying to tell him how bad of an idea that is, because he’s right, and she has no right, but it still sends phantom spikes of panic through her. Jay gives up and groans again, face down on the blackened carpet.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with me,” Mal admits in a whisper.

“Mm?” Jay grunts, wincing an eye open and turning his head to glare at her.

“I don’t…I don’t know why I need to have control over everything. It’s not…I trust you. I just…I need….”

Jay still smells burnt, and Mal clenches her jaw tight against the rest of her excuses.

“You’re afra-id…that what hap-pened to her will happen to…us,” he slurs, half muffled by the floor. “You want control, so it doesn’t.”

It had been Mal’s fault; Daisha’s death. Mal had been the one under her control, hadn’t had the strength or the power to protect like she’d wanted to. And now that she had her crew…now that Daisha was back….

“Wai-what?!”

Shit.

Jay lurches with a sharp, awkward movement, staggering onto his elbows and panting up at her.

“What…was that?” he snaps, and Mal shakes her head, cursing her lack of foresight.

“Nothing,” she starts, but Jay pulls his knife out from under him and levels it at her. She knows as well as he does that he doesn’t have the strength to back it up, not as close to death as he’d nearly been (practically already on the train to Hades), but it still makes something desperate pool in the pit of her stomach.

“What d’you mean,” Jay forces out slowly. “’Now that she’s back?’


Ben

There was no running water in the apartment he’d crawled into, leaving Ben with no way of cleaning up the mess he’d made throwing his soup at the wall. His thoughts were still scattered, and with every passing second he feels more and more like he is bursting out of his skin. He’d ended up curling up in the rusted bathtub, shivering from the lingering panic.

He scrubs his fingers through his damp hair, the motion extending to pass over his face as he tries to keep hold of any semblance of calm. He’s never felt so out of control of himself or a situation before and it scares him. He’s supposed to be king in a few months, he couldn’t keep losing it over things like this. Things like this- if running off to the Isle and being attacked by its residents and forced to watch people he cared about turn into terrifying versions of themselves were really all as trivial as to be called ‘things.’

He stares down at the knife in his hands, turning it over and over itself. The blade is still faintly smudged rust-colored from whoever it was that he’d stabbed at the café, but he can’t muster up the energy to care. That’s the other ‘thing’ that should horrify him- that he doesn’t care about the person he’d stabbed. They’d been trying to kill him, and so he’d stabbed them, and then the VKs had killed them.

His stomach clenches, remembering the sprawl of bodies as they’d left. There had been so many, and he hadn’t stopped to wonder just how many were truly dead or just unconscious. Only that the threat was gone and they were leaving, and Ben wonders now just how many times the VKs had done something like that. How many more times would they do it while they were here.

Is he the type of person that’s really ok with that? Is that the kind of king he wants to be? One who’s ok with hurting people and killing them as long as it means that the threat they posed to him and his goals was gone?

If that had truly been the case, he tries to reason with himself, then he never would have invited the VKs to Auradon. If he’d truly been that kind of person he wouldn’t have cared about them. He wouldn’t have come to the Isle now, if he didn’t care enough to try and retrieve more people and keep them safe from the Isle and the things on it that made people do things like they had in the café.

He's better than this.

He is better than this.

And he deserves better than this. And so do the people of the Isle. And that is why he is here now. To make sure that they do get better than this.

Ben sits up, his chest still tight, but resolve chasing away the remainder of his lingering doubts. He remembered once hearing Chad talk about how one of the things he’d learned from dealing with his mother was how to visualize a physical space and tuck away thoughts that were too difficult to deal with in that space to come back to later.

Evie had said to compartmentalize, but he’d worried that what she really meant was ‘ignore it until it goes away.’ But Chad’s idea might work. In the end he visualizes a library like his parents’ original one. He tucks his scattered thoughts and fears into books, dogearing the pages and placing them on a shelf for safe keeping. He climbs out of the tub feeling lighter than he had before, and the force of his relief is almost dizzying.

It lasts for as long as it took for him to step back out into the crumbling living room.

A shadow is sitting on the couch.

Ben only has time to realize this before the shadow moves, lurching upright and saying, “Don’t scream.”

“Or it’ll be the last thing you do.”

Ben flinches as a second shadow he hadn’t noticed crawls through the window, and he shakily clutches his knife and snaps it open. The window-shadow chuckles, a sound that scrapes against Ben’s already fraying nerves and leaves him trembling.

“Tha’s cute,” it says, peeling itself away from the wall. “I’nnit cute, Cinna?”

The shadow on the couch lilts upright with a sigh. “Adorable Lagan,” it says, “and stupid. What’s She want with this?”

There’s a lazy disdain that colors the shadow’s voice, an odd emphasis to the word ‘she’ that makes Ben grip his knife tighter.

‘Mal?’ he reaches out, feeling for the warm pressure of her in his mind.

He winces as the connection between them spasms, a sharp stab of firepaniclossdespair before it suddenly cuts off entirely, leaving him cold all over.

“Listen,” he says slowly, shifting his weight to his heels. “This doesn’t have to be- this doesn’t need to get messy.”

“Yeahhhh, you’ve already learned that one, haven’t you?”

The croon comes from right behind him and he flinches, whirling around. The shadow is a solid mass, suddenly, all jagged edges and rough-hewn leather and slashes of metal. Silvery pale eyes glare up at him, and Ben stifles a gasp as the person uncurls itself to grab his chin. Its fingers are cold, but the cut on his face burns as they tap it.

“No mess,” the other says from the couch to his left. “An ultimatum.”

“I don’t have any money,” Ben forces out through chattering teeth. The knife hilt digs into his palm, and he’s trying to weigh the risks of stabbing the figure in front of him.

Stick them with the pointy end, Carlos had said. Ben tries not to think of how many times he had stabbed on the Isle.

“You have something far more valuable than that, though.”

The shadows press in on him from both sides, and Ben gives in to the base instinct in his brain and stabs out with the knife. It connects with something solid, and he digs in, but just as soon as he does the body shifts and vanishes, reappearing behind him. He’s slammed to the floor, pain flaring bright and hot through his torso as his arm is wrenched too-far-back. The stale carpet stifles his scream, and weight settles firmly on his back, jolting his arm further.  

“I’ll have your hand for tha,’” the shadow says from right above him, and Ben chokes, trying to wrench in enough air.

“Leave off, Lag.”

The command is stiff, but even Ben can hear the intent behind it. The person on top of him- Lagan?- climbs off grudgingly, and Ben gasps in relief, rolling to his side and cradling his arm close to his chest. It throbs, his fingers numb, chest tightening.

“Right then, highness,” the shadow called Cinna says lowly. “Our boss is itching to see ya so if you could kindly fuck off with the theatrics, ‘d’be appreciated.”

Ben’s thoughts screech to a halt, dread filling his stomach. He doesn’t know how they know who he is, but if they know that….. The VKs scattered jabs about planning to make a hostage situation out of his coronation are suddenly thrust into painful clarity.

Desperately, he tries one final time to reach out to Mal with his thoughts. But it’s like a wall of fire has been put up, and nothing comes through except scattered fragments of grief and flame. Something collides roughly with his head, and his last conscious thought is that he shouldn’t have gone off alone.


Uma

She tries to tell herself that is only temporary. That this is a means to an end. That she will be stronger for having endured this. That all she ever wanted will be hers…it will all be hers…it will…

Gil flinches, and Uma has to fling her arm out to stop Harry from moving as the knife cuts a line across his thigh before embedding itself in the wooden menu board behind him. He’s standing on the bar of the fish n’ chips shop, back pressed against the rotting cork that is now pockmarked and studded with a terrifying array of knives (and two swords) that keep him caged in. He’s trembling faintly, as is Uma, but she’s pretty sure his isn’t out of anger.

“If what you say is true,” she begins—  

Another knife slams into the corkboard, cutting Gil’s ear. He whines a nervous giggle, and the black-clad figure draws another blade as Uma fights to course correct.

“I’m not questioning you, of course,” she lies smoothly, and Harry’s fist clenches bruise-tight around her arm. “I only meant…given the circumstances, shouldn’t we be…preparing?”

“And what do you think this is?”

Uma shivers, and is grateful the woman’s back is to her so she can’t see the display of weakness. Harry growls, low and vicious, and Uma shoots him a look but it’s too late.

“I think it’s a waste o’ time,” he spits, and the woman pauses.

Uma stiffens, mouth opening- to apologize or plead she doesn’t know- only that she has to do something. It hadn’t been her idea to go to the Huns for aid. The Black Lotus had shown up like a shadow from a nightmare, taking out members of the crew one by one until Uma had had no choice but to confront her. (It had been a very short confrontation.)

In a sharp flash of metal, the knife leaves The Lotus’ hand. Harry is fast, and his hook deflects the blade with an ease that speaks of too much practice. He’s smirking when he straightens, but only for the seconds it takes for her to cross the room and kick him to the floor, drawing her sword in the next move. Uma sucks a sharp breath, and out of the corner of her eye she can see Gil tense, fingers wrapping around one of the knives stuck next to him in the board.

“He didn’t mean anything by it,” Uma says quickly, and Hary’s lips twitch even as his eyes never leave the blade at his throat.

“No, I definitely did,” he bites out through his teeth. “If Mal and her little pets’re really back on the Isle, we should be doin’ something abou’ it and not just sitting here playing with our…swords.”

Harry’s sudden scream of pain cuts into a gurgle as the woman’s sword rips into the side of his neck. Uma startles forward, an agonized cry of her own ripping from her throat. The Lotus’ eyes lift to meet hers, expression dark with warning, and she freezes on the spot. Gil sweeps past them both, catching Harry as his body lists to the side. Blood soaks through Gil’s shirt in seconds, and Uma feels her breath catch in her throat.

“The next time you insult me will be your last,” the Lotus says, voice a low croon. “Unlike you, war is not a toy to discard when you’re done with it. I was born to it. If I say the kingdom will fall, then it will fall.”

Harry shudders against Gil’s shoulder, and Uma’s chest clenches. He’s still breathing. He’s still breathing. He’s still breathing.

“My crew isn’t disposable,” Uma hears herself saying. “No kingdom is worth them.”

The woman’s eyes are cold as they pierce through Uma’s own, the disgust in her gaze so strong Uma can almost taste it.

“Pathetic,” she spits.

Uma stiffens, the word going through her like a physical blow. Pathetic is when her mother cripples her for not doing the dishes on time, sapping the strength from her legs or stealing her voice from her throat. Pathetic is being shoved into the ocean at high tide and made to swim against the rocks, because she is a daughter of the sea and no child of Calypso’s is going to be forced to stay on land.

“What’s my name?”

It’s a whisper, creaking like the deck of the ship beneath her feet.

“What?” The Lotus snaps, turning her head over her shoulder.

Uma.

The wind picks up in the sails, snapping the syllables against the mast.

“What’s my name?”

It’s a rattle, low and ominous like cannonballs settling into a chamber.

Uma.

The deck swells, roiling upwards. Gil smiles, too wide and too bright, as The Lotus loses her footing. Uma tilts her head back, eyes wide and taking in the sky through the grain of barrier. For a moment, she sees crystalline blue. 

“What’s my name?”

“Uma!”

It’s a crash of a wave in the voices of her crew, unanimous and determined. Uma snaps her chin back down to meet the cold gaze of the Lotus and feels a flicker of satisfaction when the woman’s eyes widen.

“I know how to last in a war,” she says tightly. “I’ve been fighting one my whole life. The land against the sea. Don’t talk to me about pathetic…even the shore eventually gets washed away.”

Harry chokes out a wet crowing sound laugh, and the Lotus’ eyes sweep over the crew that have closed in on the deck. For a moment, she is silent. Then she chuckles, a deep and throaty noise that makes dread coil like an eel in Uma’s gut. Uma blinks, and the Lotus is gone, melting into the shade cast by the sails. Her voice drifts after her, dark with promise.

“Not even the strongest tide can drown a shadow. You would do well to remember that, little sidhe.”


Evie

The studio is sealed and barricaded when Evie arrives, painted over in that same dark skull flower they’d seen at the docks. She climbs the fire escape, smirking fondly at the Caution: Falling Rocks sign below. Carlos had had a field day rigging the pulley system to the gate. It had been Jay’s idea to add the extra trap that sent boulders to crush anyone who tried to force their way in. (The cleanup hadn’t been worth it.) They’d had to adjust it so the boulders got caught in the grate above the entrance, serving as an alarm.

The window creaks as she climbs through, the familiar smells of old paint, dust and canvas filling her as she eases inside. Mal’s jacket is thrown over the back of a duvet, but an initial glance through the rows of art shows no sign of her. Evie braces herself, then straightens.

“Mal,” she calls, eyeing the space. “It’s me.”

“I know.”

Her breath catches, and she whips around to see Mal watching her from the balcony. Her expression is cold, and Evie can’t sense even a hint of her thoughts.

“What are you doing Eve?”

“I could ask the same of you,” she says, swallowing hard as she climbs the steps. “Jay told me what you did.”

“He’s fine now,” Mal says, too quick and too sharp. Evie shakes her head, and Mal’s cold expression grows. “You should go.”

“Where would I go?” she asks, bitter. “You’re here.”

“I need to be here,” Mal retorts. “You don’t. None of you do. If I had just come alone….”

“You wouldn’t have hesitated to do something destructive, like go with her,” Evie supplies.

Mal goes very still, eyes snapping over to glare at her. They’re too bright, too green, and for a second Evie falters as a storm of emotion lashes from Mal’s thoughts to her own. Regret hits like a physical blow, followed swiftly by anger, loathing and loss. She fights against it, shoving her own feelings up like a shield- her spite and rage, her anxiety at being abandoned, her desire. Even now, she wants- wants nothing more than—

“I belong here.” Mal’s voice is shaking. Evie is, too, unable to bring herself closer. “I thought I could be different. That Auradon would make me different. But I’m not. I’m—”

“That’s bullshit,” Evie snarls, cutting her off. “And such a fucking coward’s thing to say.”

Mal’s shock turns to anger too easily, flames springing to life at her ankles. There’s a warning poised at the tip of her tongue and Evie forces movement into her shaking limbs, pressing herself closer. Her hands act on their own, reaching out and seizing the sides of Mal’s face.

“I am just as much of the Isle as you are,” she hisses, trembling. “You do not get to just decide that that is all we’re going to be. You are so fucking stubborn…..”

“Eve,” Mal whispers, voice a weak breath against the back of her hands. The flames lick against Evie’s boots, but she pulls herself even closer, ignoring them and Mal both.

“You taught Jane about her magic just because it made her smile to be connected to the fae again; you promised Chad you’d look out for his cousin because you knew how much family meant to him; you call the kids ‘brats’ but I saw how proud you looked when Dizzy styled your hair for the first time.

“You care too hells-damned much to even think for a second about pulling away from all of that. Fuck, Mal,” Evie cries, throat tight. “You came back to the Isle because you couldn’t leave someone you…someone you cared about behind!”

Mal is crying too, she realizes, her palms wet against the sides of the other girl’s face. The flames don’t creep any higher than the toes of her boots, and Evie takes a risk and steps just a bit closer. They’re sharing the same air now, both shaking, and Mal’s hands come up to cup over Evie’s own.

“I almost killed Jay,” she chokes out, eyes squeezing shut tight. Her expression is one of agony, and Evie gently brushes a tear away with her thumb. It makes Mal’s breath hitch, a hot flicker slashing across her thoughts.

“And if you were truly as ‘of the Isle’ as you think you are, you would have left him dead,” Evie counters. “We belong in Auradon, and we’re going to do what we can to get all of us back.”

Mal shakes her head minutely, eyes still closed, and Evie sighs, feeling it shake out of her.

“If you were truly someone who belonged on the Isle, I couldn’t…I wouldn’t love you.”

Mal freezes, the flames stopping cold. Her eyes flicker open, wide as she gapes at Evie. “I…you…what?”

Evie smiles tremulously, brushing her thumb against Mal’s cheek again.

“I love you, Mal. I have since the day I met you.”  

It’s a weight lifted, even as Evie shakes, waiting for Mal’s response. Mal for her part, can’t seem to think of one, eyes flickering dazedly over Evie’s face, as though searching for something. A lie, Evie thinks, or a trap of some kind. Well, that won’t do.

She leans closer, lifting her eyes carefully to gauge for a denial. Mal stares, helpless and hopeful all at once, and Evie gives into her feelings and presses her lips to Mal’s.

The kiss is soft and warm and everything Evie could have dared to wish for. Mal’s hands grasp at the back of her neck, holding her steady, and Evie sighs into the kiss. She’s not sure who makes the first move to deepen it, but she is bright and full and content in a way she never thought she would get to feel.

Air becomes a necessity, and they part slowly, Mal still holding tightly to the back of Evie’s neck, fingers tangling in her hair. Her tears have dried pale streaks through the soft freckles on her cheeks, and her eyes are backlit with a green that feels like home.

“Eve,” she whispers, heady and light. “Eve.”

“You’re a part of me,” Evie says lowly, meaning every word. “No matter where you go; here, Auradon…. I’ll be there and in all the spaces in between.”

Mal grasps Evie’s hands gently, placing delicate kisses into the palms of her hands, eyes never leaving hers. Evie’s heart pounds as her thoughts come through clearly, but even without it she knows just how significant the act is. What it means.

‘I give you my breath. I give you my heart. I am yours. I am yours. I am yours.’

“In all the spaces in between,” Mal says aloud smiling with all the stars in her eyes.

It doesn’t fix everything. They both know this. But for just this moment, Evie lets herself embrace the girl she loves. Who loves her back. And for now, it’s enough.

Notes:

Title: Falling In by Lifehouse

Additional songs:
Easy by Son Lux
Ship to Wreck by Florence+The Machine
Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade
Space Between (from the source; Descendants 2)

Chapter 43: To take is the darkest (sometimes the only way out is as a carcass)

Summary:

In which there was never a frying pan*; Mal practices her French and tempts Fate; Evie discovers what having mischief in her blood really means; and Ben is having the time of his life.

Notes:

This one guys. I rewrote so many scenes and I'm sorry my personal nit-picking kept this one from coming out sooner. There's not a lot of flashy 'action' but I feel like it sets things up for the future action really well and I'm excited about the reveals towards the deeper mythos I've established here. (All my fellow mythology buffs where you at?)

There are no warnings for this chapter; there's some language and mild threats of violence but all told it's mostly the emotional impact that gets you. (*e-motion-al da-mage! intensifies)

Anyway, I had fun with this chapter. I feel like that's important to note.

Hope you guys enjoy.

-Raven

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Mal

They go together to get Dizzy, brushing hands often enough that it’d almost look suspicious to anyone paying attention. Mal discovers the limitations of the mind-link when she tries to reach out to Carlos, and feels no trace of the boy’s thoughts. She can still feel Evie though, bright and bubbly and so fucking happy. It spills into Mal in a slow intoxicating trickle that settles into her own chest and burns. A part of her fears it- she knows what happens to the people she loves- but she can’t bring herself to regret it. At least not yet.

“I’m not going anywhere,” Evie promises, fingers tightening around Mal’s briefly before letting go.

‘You might not have a choice,’ Mal thinks, wincing when Evie frowns at her.

“It’s not going to turn out like that,” Evie says firmly.

“My mother—”

“Can rot,” Evie finishes, head tossed high. Mal gapes, and Evie stares right back, resolute. “We’ve come too far for anything to get in the way now.”

“It’s not that simple,” Mal insists. Unwillingly, her mind flashes through it all: her mother, promising the death of Mal’s group as distractions not worthy of a dragon; her mother’s bitterness over her own experiences with love turning into hatred for all affection; Daisha; Fenris; the blood that she couldn’t get out of her leather no matter how hard she scrubbed.

“You,” Evie sounds breathless, and Mal opens her eyes to find bewilderment on the other girl’s face. “You still…you still love her?”

And Mal is sitting on the roof of Gaston’s tavern with Fenris, agonizing and drunk and too close to the edge of everything and: do you still love her I don’t know Mal do you?

Evie chokes on a noise somewhere between a gasp and a cry, and Mal surges forward quickly, heedless that they’re in the middle of the street, that anyone could just walk by right now. She kisses Evie; not like she had back in the studio, soft and chaste and tender. She kisses hot and desperate and intense, clinging to the fraying edges of the hem of her shirt.

They’re both out of breath when she pulls away, and Mal presses her forehead to Evie’s own.

“I told you,” she whispers carefully. “It’s not exclusive. I don’t know how to do that…I just. I love. I love her. I also love you. Nothing will change that.”

She can see Evie is doubtful, can hear the thread of her thoughts worrying about betrayal, about what it means to not be the sole person. She’s honestly not sure either. But she knows how she feels, and knows that no matter how or what she felt for Daisha, it was nothing compared to how she felt about Evie.

“Ok,” Evie softens against her, and Mal relaxes too. “But you promise me something.”

Mal straightens, nodding.

“Promise me that if things with her…if it gets anything like what I saw…”

“It won’t,” Mal cuts in quickly, cursing herself again for her lack of foresight. For not keeping her thoughts to herself. “It doesn’t. It was…”

“Promise me.” Evie’s voice is sharp. “You cut things off. Cut her off.”

“It won’t come to that Eve—”

Mal.”

Mal exhales shakily, steeling herself a moment before nodding. “Ok. Ok. I promise.”

“Alright.”

“Alright.”


Evie

They make it to Tremaine’s without issue (though not without a few detours). Evie watches with no small amount of trepidation as Mal strolls right up to the massive metal door barricading the back entryway. The ‘Curl Up and Dye’ sign has grown even more decrepit in their absence, somehow; the ‘y’ hanging upside down and reminding Evie of an executioner’s blade. Faintly, her thoughts flick to Ira and her mother, and the likelihood of ever seeing the incarnadine girl in Auradon.

Not likely,” Mal mutters empathically under her breath, and Evie flushes.

“Was just a thought,” she says, chagrined.

“Terrible thought,” Mal tosses back, but she smirks at Evie, easing the scorn. “The streets would run red.”

Evie snorts, shaking her head. And Auradon thought they were the worst of the worst VKs.

“You take that back,” Mal says, affronted. “We are rotten.”

“To the core,” she finishes, slipping up next to Mal and kissing her quickly.

Mal’s eyes close briefly, her expression smoothing out with contentment. Then she straightens, pulling back and turning towards the door.

“Let’s get the brat,” she says, then raises both her fists and pounds on the door.

Evie flinches in alarm, then whirls around to scan the streets. Nothing moves in the shadows, but Mal continues to slam against the door, even going so far as to kick it a few times.

“Mal!?” Evie hisses, but suddenly there’s the sound of a deadbolt sliding back, and a familiar young girl’s voice snaps out.

“How many times do I have to tell you to stop fucking doing that, Mal?!”

Dizzy is just as frazzled as Evie remembers, hair paint-slicked back into two ponytails atop her head, glasses askew and eyes squinting in a sharp glare as she wipes her hands on her apron. Mal grins, bright and broad, as realization spreads across the younger girl’s face, jaw dropping slack in shock.

“Hey runt,” Mal says, and Evie can hear the warmth in her voice. “You gonna let us in?”

“Mal?” Dizzy says tremulously, eyes darting back and forth between them. “Evie?”

“Hi Dizzy,” Evie says, her own eyes pricking as she steps into the parlor. Dizzy squeals, rushing forward and wrapping her arms around her waist tightly.

“What are you guys doing here? Did you get the wand? Is that why you’re back? Did it work? I thought you were supposed to be staying in Auradon!”

Dizzy barely pauses for breath, and Mal huffs a laugh as she slams the door closed, pulling the bolt back into place.

“Fuck I’ve missed you, Del,” she murmurs, and Dizzy lets go of Evie to pull Mal into an equally crushing hug.

“We came back to get you,” Evie says, deciding at the same moment Mal does to answer the safest of the questions.

“What do you mean?”

“You signed the form to come to Auradon too.” Mal doesn’t let go of Dizzy, running her hands through the tangles of her hair and down her shoulders. “But since Tremaine didn’t see fit to agree, we came back to convince her. And pick up a few others.”

Dizzy’s face twitches, and Evie straightens sharply. Mal doesn’t miss the movement either, and she bends down, cupping Dizzy’s chin with her fingers.

“Delphine,” Mal says lowly, eyes lighting with green. “Is she still hurting you?”

“It’s fine,” Dizzy says, too high and too fast. “I’m fine.”

“That’s not what I asked,” Mal says.

Dizzy bites her lip, her eyes widening behind her telescopic glasses. Evie follows the thread of Mal’s thoughts, and nods over Dizzy’s head at her in agreement.

“Right, Dizzy,” she says quickly. “Why don’t you fill me in on what’s been going on around here while Mal goes and talks with Lady Tremaine?”

“Granny’s not seeing any guests right now,” Dizzy mopes. “And I’m not a kid, you don’t have to be all condescending.”

“Yeah well your Granny’s just gonna have to deal with seeing me,” Mal replies firmly, smirking. “And you are a kid- my kid, so shut it and do as you’re told.”

Dizzy huffs, but Evie can see her lips twitching, a slight blush rising in her cheeks. Evie tugs her over to the lounge as Mal rolls her shoulders and makes for the stairs leading into the house above.

“Don’t worry,” she tells Dizzy, wicked delight in her tone. “I’ve been practicing my French.”

And with that she stomps up the stairs, flinging the door open and calling, “Oh Madame Chatte!

Dizzy chokes, and flings her hands up to cover her face with a moan. She mumbles something that Evie thinks is, “baise moi,” sitting down on the edge of a circular plush chair. Evie drags one of the other chairs over and sits next to her, pulling one of the girl’s hands into her own. She looks a mix between mortified and miserable, and Evie rubs her fingers gently over her palms.

“How are you?” she asks, and Dizzy offers her a shaky smile.

The parlor is just like Evie remembers it; paint stained and borderline garish, worn-down plush furniture and beaded curtains and rusted sinks and tubs. Despite the standard wear of the Isle, the salon had running water and electricity, a perk of Lady Tremaine’s limited remaining wealth allowing her to pay to keep the lights on. Dizzy’s level of the place was beneath the main house, a smaller, cramped reflection of the domain above. Evie had only ever been in the main house once (and had lived to regret the experience), but she much preferred Dizzy’s company over the other Tremaine’s.

“I’ve been alright,” Dizzy says, and despite the shakiness Evie is glad to see it seems true. “I’ve really missed you guys.”

“You get any customers?”

“A few here and there.” Dizzy waves a hand. “Mostly just the witches Granny doesn’t want to deal with.”

“They pay you though, right?” Evie presses, and Dizzy nods, grinning shyly.

“Oh yeah!” she confirms quickly. “Not as much as they pay Granny, but I’ve been able to tuck a little bit away here and there. Just as long as…”

She trails off, her eyes unfocusing as she stares at a point over Evie’s shoulder. Evie straightens, twisting to see what’s wrong, but everything looks normal. The beaded curtain sways slightly, blurring the view of the parlor.

“Dizzy?”

The other girl holds up a hand, expression pinching tightly. She leans forward in her chair, eyes wide.

“Please be Mephistopheles,” she whispers, and Evie frowns.

“The cat?”

Dizzy shakes her head, and Evie is just about to press for answers when she hears a faint scraping sound. It’s faint, and oddly metallic, like something’s been dragged or knocked over upstairs.

‘Mal?’ Evie wonders idly, and gets a faint blur of angry French in return.

Dizzy’s breathing catches, and she stands up in one quick movement that sends her cushioned chair to the ground. Immediately her eyes squeeze shut, her stance faltering slightly.

Merde,” she hisses through her teeth. “Too fast.”

Evie winces sympathetically, reaching over to steady her. A side effect of the Isle combined with a lifetime of poor care, the younger girl often grew faint or dizzy if she stood or changed positions too quickly. It had earned her the cruel nickname of ‘ditzy’ among her family, eventually leading to her namesake ‘Dizzy.’ Mal had somehow found out her true name, and only Mal was capable of getting away with using it.

The scraping noise comes again, louder this time, and Evie hisses a curse of her own as she recognizes it. She casts a desperate look to Dizzy, who shakes her head.

“No,” she whispers. “No, you hide. I’ll deal with him. It’s fine.”

“It is not fine,” Evie counters sharply, standing up. Dizzy meets her, chin lifting in defiance.

“You’ve been gone,” she says, and her tone is short, her eyes hard. “We’ve all been dealing with what’s left. You stay here.

Evie blinks, stunned, but she doesn’t have time to protest further. A bright ping! noise sounds from the door, and with a much sharper bang, the metal door to the salon slams open.

“Lockin’ me oot? Tha’s naughty of ye.”

Evie’s blood runs cold at the familiar sounding brogue, and she presses herself closer to the thick curtain against the wall. She has no idea what Harry Hook wants with Dizzy, but she knows she’s in no position to find out.

“Salon opens at midnight, you know that.”

Dizzy’s voice is shaking, but resolute. Harry in response lets out a low chuckle that makes Evie shiver.

“And you know better than ta keep me waitin,’” he croons. “Open the till.”

Evie shifts her weight enough to see through the curtain, and can just make out Harry’s profile boxing Dizzy against the counter. Dizzy’s face is pale as she types in the code to open the dented register, methodically counting out a handful of bills and handing them to the pirate.

“All of it,” Harry growls, and Dizzy snaps her head up, alarmed.

“I need to pay for the lock you just broke,” she protests.

Harry clicks his tongue, and Evie bites back a cry as he grabs Dizzy by the hair, wrenching her head back and bringing his hook to the side of her face.

“Maybe I jus’ take a little tip for meself, eh?” he says harshly, a grin sliding onto his face.

Evie has just put her hand on the curtain when Mal’s voice rings out like a shot.

“Back away from the brat and no one gets hurt.”

Harry doesn’t flinch, but Evie definitely does. Mal’s eyes are ablaze, a sneer curling across her face in a way that promises violence.

“Well well well,” Harry murmurs, fingers tapping against the top of Dizzy’s head. “What a nice surprise.”

“Hello Henry,” Mal says coyly.

Harry scowls and tightens his hand in Dizzy’s hair again. The tiny girl lets out a whimper, and Evie shoves herself forward and into the room.

“Still getting off on stealing candy from babies, Harry?” she simpers. “Does Uma actually send you on these pathetic errands or would she be just as disappointed at how depraved you are?”

Harry flushes hotly, letting go of Dizzy. Evie paints a fearless smirk on her face, tossing her head back as Mal cocks a brow at her.

‘Couldn’t let you have all the fun.’

“Uma’s a bit busy at the mo’…running your territory,” Harry crows, previous embarrassment forgotten as he swaggers up to Mal. “She’s never giving it back, ya know.”

Dizzy darts towards Evie and she shoves the girl behind her, squeezing her hand tightly.

“Oh, I wouldn’t dream of anything less than taking it back by force,” Mal says, stepping up to meet Harry’s advance.

“Careful,” Harry says darkly, lifting his hook and pulling it through a lock of Mal’s hair. “You could get hurt.”

“Not by you.” Mal doesn’t break eye contact. “Not without her permission.”

“I have permission enough for this,” he says, hook just barely scraping the side of her head.

Evie hisses a sharp noise of warning, and Harry’s eyes flick over to her. It feels like a pit of ice has opened up in her chest, shuddering up her body and out into her limbs. He grins, a slow and brutal thing as he draws his hand back, then brings it forward in a sharp blow.

Without thought, she snaps her fingers. The sound echoes in her ears in time with her heartbeat as Harry’s hook connects with the side of Mal’s face.

And bends.

“Th’fuck?” Harry slurs, shaking his hand in bewilderment.

Dizzy makes a confused noise behind her, and Mal lets out a scoff as Harry pulls his hand free from the ruined attachment. Evie’s chest throbs, and she exhales a startled laugh of her own as she realizes what’s happened.

“Having trouble keeping it up?” she coos.

Harry’s face is flushed and splotchy, and he glowers at her with such hatred that for a moment Evie feels a pang of fear.

“You’ll pay for tha’,” he growls, low and sinister.

“I’m sure,” she says, projecting nonchalance as she flippantly tosses her head. Mal is still laughing, wicked and bright, and Harry shoves his ruined hook into the pocket of his coat. He gives one last furious glare at her, then gathers up his bag and bolts.

Mal locks the door again after him, then drops her sarcastic humor to fix Evie with a cool look that sears right through her.

“Well,” she says, captivation filling her thoughts, “this trip just got a bit more interesting.”

Yes, Evie thinks, staring down at her own hands. Yes, it did.


Ben

There’s a corpse in the cell they’ve thrown him in. The brig is cramped and filled with enough seawater that he doesn’t quire trust lowering himself any further than a crouch. His muscles cramped minutes in, and now, at whatever hour of the night this is, he can’t quite feel his legs. He can’t bring himself to look away from the body, morbidly fascinated by its presence. It’s a girl, he thinks, not much older than him. Or she was. Her skin is waxy and pale, her clothing bloated, the colors distorted by water. Her limbs are contorted oddly, and he can’t see her face; obscured both by the water and the sopping curtain of hair that is so salt-soaked it’s impossible to tell what shade it used to be.

He’d only been up on the deck once since his ‘arrival,’ to come face to face with the captain of the ship- a spiteful, dark-skinned girl with seaweed woven into her hair- accompanied by the very same woman from the alley. The one that all the pirates aboard had called The Black Lotus and who looked just as unimpressed to see him as he had been to see her.

(The one he knew Mal had called Daisha. The one who she had loved.)

He hadn’t bothered trying any of his nonexistent bravado on her. He’d been rewarded for his good behavior with being thrown into the brig with the corpse. Gil had come down once to bring him some food and water, and had looked at the corpse like he wanted to give it some, too.

“This isn’t how it was supposed to go,” Gil had pouted sullenly while Ben tried not to choke on the overtly salty bread.

“Wha-What?” he had tried to ask.

Gil had only shaken his head and stared sadly at the corpse, setting down the other bit of bread next to its head. The bread had dissolved in minutes, and Ben couldn’t decide if he was disappointed or relieved about the loss of the hardtack.

Now, he’s startled awake by a commotion on the deck above. There’s a strange chanting sound, discordant enough that it takes him a second to realize are voices, and still a moment after that to realize they’re chanting a name.

“U-ma! U-ma! U-ma!”

The ship rocks, and Ben staggers to his feet as the water in the cell suddenly swells. Daisha peels herself up from the bottom of the space as though she’d just been lying beneath the water itself, though not a drop of it seems to have touched her. She reaches without looking for the corpse, tangling one hand in the sodden hair and pulling it upright. Ben barely comprehends the horror of it, the disregard, before the woman’s other hand reaches for him.

“I can play the long game,” she growls, and Ben feels an impression like ice flooding through his veins as she touches him. A sensation tugs behind his gut like a hook had grabbed him and wrenched him sideways, a dizzying perception of being flung through space.

He lands hard on his knees, head still spinning. He keeps his eyes shut, jaw clenching tight, not trusting himself to do anything but breathe for a moment. He has no clue where he is, but he’s not soaking wet, and he can’t smell the ocean anymore. Instead, he smells stale wood and blood and metal and something almost wild that makes that strange, animalistic part of him stand up, alert.

Ben peels open his eyes to find that the grimy hull of the ship has been replaced with the startling metal of some kind of shipping container. The corpse is gone, and he doesn’t want to know why the woman had felt the need to bring it. He finds himself wishing that he’d appreciated its presence more. The shipping container is divided by steel bars, the opposite side of which contains his new cell mate: a massive beast with lean muscles, unmistakable stripes and a heavily scarred face.

(Ben decides then and there that Mal is no longer allowed to have any contact with this woman.)

Because his new cell mate is none other than Shere Khan himself.


Mal

“Got a light?”

Mal stops in the street, and Dizzy looks back at her, squinting in confusion.

“Mal?”

The grey woman is tucked in the space between the alley and the gate marking their hideout, humming an idle tune, and Mal forces a smile onto her face.

“It’s fine, you guys go on ahead. The boys will let you in.”

Evie tries to look over Mal’s shoulder, and the grey woman tsks.

“Evie,” she says evenly. “It’s fine. Go.”

Evie doesn’t, but Mal pushes her towards Dizzy, who was watching them both with a worried expression.

Trust me,’ Mal pleads silently, and Evie purses her lips.

“Five minutes,” she says, then chucks a rock at the gate sign.

The grey woman vanishes as the gate creaks open, but Mal knows better than to think she has escaped. She tips her head back, sighing sharply to the wind, before shoving her hands into her pockets and stepping into the alley.

“Morea,” she greets, pressing her back against the metal grate.

The grey woman looks her over indifferently, cigarette pressed between two dark fingertips. Her eyes are pitch black, deep set in her honey-brown face. Despite the weather pushing towards late summer, her marble dress is thick and long, draping over her legs near to the floor. When she shifts it swings the leather bands around her waist like a set of gallows.

Mal does not look away, hardly daring to breathe. She clicks her fingers together, sparking the woman’s cigarette. For a second, her face lightens, the impression of a smile flicking across her face. She takes an impossibly long drag, holding the tension to unbearable lengths. Mal waits, knowing better than to break it. Morea exhales the smoke over her, and Mal forces herself to take a measured breath. The smoke burns as it settles in her chest secondhand, then turns cold, seizing her lungs.

“You’ve been busy,” Morea says at last. Her voice is hollow, a dead echo of sound.

“What does he want?”

The alley darkens, and Mal tips her chin, just barely breaking eye contact.

“You’ve stolen quite a few souls off the train,” she hears the echo say. “You may be a child of Hell but even you are not unbeholden to Fate.”

Mal eyes the shadows cast by Morea’s veil, the way it distorts the woman’s face, deepening the lines in her skin. She had only ever met the woman once before, though she had been with her kin then. Morea, the Inflexible One.

“If he’s angry about Jay—”

“He is not. I am.”

Mal sucks a sharp breath; grateful she’d hidden her hands so they couldn’t shake and give her away. If Hades truly didn’t care…if Morea had come of her own volition…

“The Lady has some thoughts as well,” Morea continues blithely, cigarette between her lips. “Especially regarding your hound.”

Mal scans the Fate’s features, trying to discern even a hint of sympathy. There is none.

“Surely you can’t deny that it wasn’t Jay’s time to…it’s not….”

“Fair?”

Mal flinches as Morea’s face is suddenly right before her, the cigarette butt close enough to burn. Her teeth flash, bared in a vicious sneer.

“What isn’t fair is the number of times that he has interfered on your behalf,” she spits. “But even The Lady agrees that you are pushing it. Consider this an intervention.”

“The lady Persephone—”

“No,” Morea rasps, low and guttural. “Kore.”

It’s worse. It’s so much worse.

The gods have many aspects, and Persephone is no exception. (Summer can bring the most brutal of storms.)

“Be grateful that I am here in her stead,” Morea continues, pulling back another impossible drag. “I am at least offering you a choice.”

“A choice?” Her voice breaks, and Morea seems to take some pity after all because she offers Mal the cigarette.

“One of three,” the Fate intones. The cigarette burns ash across the back of Mal’s fingers, but she barely feels it. The veil has been lifted from Morea’s face, and in the depths of her soul Mal hears the soft snapping of three distinct chords.

“Fenris has suffered enough,” she croaks, swallowing hard. She tastes blood in the back of her throat.

“By design,” Morea agrees calmly, dark eyes leering.

“By design? I take it Kaltha had a hand there?”

Mal knows she sounds too bitter, too mocking, but she can’t be bothered to reign in her tone now.

“She escaped the train as well,” Morea says placidly, overlooking her disrespect. “Though not of her own volition.”

Mal flicks her gaze down to the woman’s waist at the sudden flash of metal in the corner of her eye, gaze landing on the stygian shears. She brings the cigarette to her lips and sucks as an alternative to cursing out the being who had her life in her hands. Hers- and everyone else’s.

“Why do I have to choose?”

The grey woman lifts a brow, pulling her whole expression into an uptick of dark amusement.

“You would rather surrender the choice to me?”

No. No, Mal doesn’t want that. Whoever Morea chose would hurt.

Not that the choice wouldn’t hurt, regardless. But Morea wasn’t known for being kind- it wasn’t in the nature of the Fates. Kaltha specifically was responsible for determining the amount of suffering a person was fated to endure in their lives. Nona determined their lifespans and the significance of their names.

Morea determined their death.

Mal flicks her eyes back up the find the grey woman watching her just as closely. She sighs heavily and opens her mouth, but the woman lifts a hand.

“You don’t need to speak it.” Her voice is calm. “Simply snap the thread and I will know. I’ll take it from there.”

Tentatively, Mal feels for the weight Morea had placed within her. Just thinking about them brings the ghostly sensation of something like wire threading between her fingers. She mentally pulls the thread taut, and it responds against her hands, snapping tight.

“How long?”

The woman regards her, impassive once more.

“If you do not decide before the week is out, I will.”

“How long does it take?” Mal clarifies, trying to ignore the pressure of the deadline. “After…”

“They won’t suffer.” Morea is almost pitying.

Not like Daisha had the first time, Mal thinks darkly. Not like Fenris has her whole life. Not like she would, with Jay gone.

“No one can escape fate,” Morea says coldly, expression hardening once again. “You have tried me, child. This is the limit of my patience.”

“I am not a child,” Mal snaps before she can think better of it.

The grey woman fixes her with a wan and humorless grin. A chill goes down Mal’s spine and she can’t hold that gaze, can’t retain her defiance in the face of her own mortality. The cigarette goes cold in her hands, the spark snuffing with finality.

When she looks back up, the grey woman is gone.

Notes:

Title: Sometimes by Nick Lutsko

French:
Madame Chatte- Lady c*nt
Baise moi- fuck me

 

*Alternative summary was just going to be: in which out of the frying pan and into the fire doesn't apply when there was never a fucking frying pan to begin with.