Gone But Not Forgotten: The Strength of a Woman
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Keisha is a girl whom story resonates with many women across the world. A street girl who thought she knew everything and had this world on lock. But little did she know the same streets that raise her preyed on her. Keisha's sets herself on a path to find her freedom, self-worth and most importantly her voice.
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Gone But Not Forgotten - Crystal Laurent
I dedicate this book to all the young women across the world. I am you and you are me. Never let your circumstances determine your future. God never makes mistakes and will never leave you.
Acknowledgements
Special thanks to the special person in my life who inspired me along this journey. I would have never completed this without your inspiration and encour-agement. It takes a lot to live in your truth, face insecurities, and to allow yourself to finally heal.
Preface
I created this book to show an account of life struggles a lot of women endure from childhood to adulthood. As women, we often deal with things we are too ashamed to speak about, such as sexual abuse, domestic violence, and depression. To break the cycle and reclaim ourselves, we must first face the torments of our past and begin the healing process. Only when we heal ourselves do we discover our voice. Here is Keisha’s journey to discovering hers, in hopes that her story will encourage others to tell theirs..
Table of Contents
Chapter One
The Creation
Chapter Two
Tragedy
Chapter Three
Recovery
Chapter Four
WTF
Chapter Five
The Storm
Chapter Six
Survival
Chapter Seven
Twilight Zone
Chapter Eight
Redemption
Chapter Nine
Author’s Reflections
Chapter One
The Creation
Being a woman, they compare you to a rose. Something that smells sweet, looks beautiful, and is the idea of perfection. What people don’t notice are the thorns that grow as a reminder of the scars we endured in life to get us where we are today. To grasp the concept, you must first understand where it started.
It all started in the summer of June 1985, when a beautiful girl was born and given to the perfect family. Bullshit! That story never existed. Hi, my name is Keisha, and I’m going to tell you the actual story. I was born into a family of chaos, drugs, violence, and everything else that the ghetto could bring. My life was not that of the typical young girl living in New Orleans, full of second lines and parties. You would think of New Orleans as being one of the coolest places to live. Let me break it to you—for me, it wasn’t. Growing up here can be a veritable nightmare. It is the survival of the fittest.
I was born into a family of five. My mom had three girls and one boy. I was the last child, or what we can refer to as the runt of the litter.
My mother was a single parent, and, growing up, my father wasn’t around. What little I knew about their relationship was that they were high school sweethearts gone wrong. They met in the high school band and became boyfriend and girlfriend. During their brief courtship, my mom found out she was pregnant with my oldest sister at fifteen. The way the story goes, they both dropped out of school. My dad enlisted in the military, my mom had my sister, and soon they got married. Within a few years, they also had my other sister and my brother. Their marriage didn’t last, and they ended up getting a divorce. Although they divorced, they still slept with each other and had another baby—me. Because of the off-and-on-again relationship, this led to him always questioning whether I was his. I would often hear them arguing over the difference in how he treated my siblings compared to me. The arguments would be over him picking up my brother and sister for trips, while leaving me behind. As a kid, I thought little of it, except I knew I wasn’t the wanted child. However, my great-grandmother and grandmother would come to pick me up as if they were trying to compensate for him not fully accepting me.
Anyway, we were your typical impoverished family and lived in a one-bedroom shotgun house. Although Mom dropped out of high school and had very little education, she worked several mediocre jobs just to get by. You would think with all the jobs she had she could make millions, but there was never sufficient money to go around. It didn’t help that she built up a drinking problem. Still, even though we were poor, my mom never qualified for any funded housing or even food stamp programs. Instead, we would go to a food pantry every weekend and pick up what they called the Commodity Food.
For those old enough, you know what I am talking about. We would receive a silver can that had either the word beef
or pork
printed on it, a block of cheese, and dry milk. That cheese was the best damn cheese I ever tasted, still is, to this day. Hell, I wonder if they still make it!
Every day, Mom would bring my siblings and me to our paternal grandmother’s house while she worked. My grandmother lived in the jets,
a.k.a. the projects. For