Standing on My Knees: Establishing a lifeline of prayer
By Jeff Lucas
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Jeff Lucas
Author and speaker Jeff Lucas travels internationally in a ministry of Bible teaching which carries a specific vision to encourage and equip the church. Jeff is the author of twenty-two books, as well as a number of study guides, booklets and a DVD teaching series called ‘Life Journeys”. Jeff’s books have been translated into French, Italian, Korean, Dutch, Spanish, Portuguese and German. He writes a monthly column for Christianity Magazine.He broadcasts three weekly radio shows. Jeff and Kay live in Loveland, Colorado, where he holds a teaching post at Timberline Church, Fort Collins.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Each chapter takes part of the Lord’s Prayer that Jesus taught his disciples, focussing on an aspect of prayer that's relevant. Jeff Lucas encourages us to pray in whatever ways we can, assuring readers that anyone can come to God in any state. It’s fine to pray about anything and everything. Forgiveness of ourselves as well as of others is vital, and we need God’s strength to get through the day.None of this is new to me, but in the context of the author’s reflections, peppered with anecdotes and his gentle, self-deprecating humour, it makes an excellent, thought-provoking read. Definitely one to re-read in future; I recommend it highly.
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Standing on My Knees - Jeff Lucas
Introduction: Standing on my knees
When Sarah Kelly sings, people listen with their hearts as well as their ears.
There’s something not just about her voice but about the singer herself that reaches out and grabs you: listen up, now. The voice is arresting, at times a gentle whisper, and then suddenly a rich, throaty roar, a textured sound so distinctive, it’s little wonder that the makers of Grey’s Anatomy often use Sarah’s songwriting and voice to create a dramatic musical backdrop.
But Sarah Kelly is more than a voice. Look past her bubbly, wide-eyed, almost little-girl-lost persona. This little girl is anything but lost. A leading figure in the American Christian music scene, she’s not just earning a crust turning out winsome spiritual ditties that rhyme but don’t actually mean much. Sarah took what is supposed to be the yellow brick road to happiness: Christian girl marries Christian boy, and hand in hand, they both live happily ever after. But that hopeful road turned out to be a highway to domestic hell, and she became a victim of physical abuse. Today, she could be jaded and disillusioned, faith pummelled out of her by repeated spite. But instead, she is still vibrant, trusting, hopeful again. She decided to trust God when everything went bad. And that’s why I sat up and listened hard when I heard her song, Standing on my knees
. Nothing trite about it, as if prayer produces instant sunshine into every day, this is a song about discovering strength and grace when the weather turns very ugly. Consider the words:
I’ve been swept away by a hurricane
But I landed on my feet.
It happened fast and all I know Is
I’m where I need to be, yeah,
I’m where I need to be, yeah.
Empty handed and free,
I’m still standing, still standing.
’Cause you are strong when I’m weak,
so I’m still standing, still standing on my knees.
It’s hard to guess where the road will lead next
But I’m up for every turn.
I know you’re near to make my way clear,
As I live and as I learn,
As I live and as I learn.
Empty handed and free,
I’m still standing, still standing.
’Cause you are strong when I’m weak,
so I’m still standing, still standing.
And life left me jaded and numb from this fight,
But you’ve brought a second chance
At a first try tonight.
Empty handed and free,
I’m still standing, still standing.
’Cause you are strong when I’m weak,
so I’m still standing, still standing.
Empty handed and free,
I’m still standing,
I’m still standing,
’Cause you are strong when I’m weak,
so I’m still standing, still standing on my knees.
Sarah’s song, and the journey that forged the song in a furnace of pain, is a perfect context for this book. The premise is simple, and yet it’s one that I most easily tend to forget. You and I are not called to tough it out and stand on our own two feet, but to discover grace and strength in the place of prayer – standing on our knees. As we’ll see, that’s not to suggest that kneeling is the only posture required for praying, but the metaphor is helpful. I’m grateful that Sarah has made the song available for download without charge to the readers of this book. Why not pause, go online, and listen to that voice and that heart. (This can be found at www.sarahkelly.com/standing with the password prayer
– do take some time to browse her site and other music too.)
And as we share these reflections about prayer together, may they help you, in some way, to discover what it means to stand on your knees too.
Jeff Lucas
Bury, Sussex, 2012
1
Lord, teach us how to pray…
Well done, you.
Hearty congratulations, because you, sturdy soul that you are, have plucked a book off the shelf that includes the word prayer
in its subtitle. This was brave of you: I normally run from books about prayer myself. I’m usually overwhelmed by the heady mixture of inspiration and intimidation that mugs me in turn whenever I read about prayer.
The books on prayer that both thrill and terrify me are often well written, carefully researched, meticulously punctuated, and peppered with multitudinous Bible references. They include accounts of epic answers to prayer that should nudge me into praying more than I do, and are stacked with breathless sentences that end with exclamation marks (as in breathless sentences that end with exclamation marks!!). I don’t usually doubt the authenticity of the sensational stories that are recounted, although those who insist that they regularly bump into angels before breakfast do make me wonder.
But my main problem is that books about prayer are usually written by people who are quite good at praying. It makes perfect sense, but is so unhelpful. Want a book about swimming? Hire Michael Phelps, not me. I’ve never even mastered the front crawl – it’s a challenge of coordination. It’s useful if the author of a cookery book can actually fry an egg, or even crack it open without breaking the yolk. Usually, I can’t. Books should be written by those who have a good grasp of their subject. But when it comes to prayer, some experts
don’t equip me, but edge me into paralysis instead. I get a few pages in, thrill to a few dramatic stories!!, and then feel like a twenty-five-stone arthritic in a Manchester United shirt, playing against David Beckham at Wembley. It’s not a good feeling.
The intimidation reaches dangerous levels when the book talks about any kind of extended prayer. By extended, I mean anything over fifteen minutes or so. Even as I use the phrase extended time of prayer, I blush with shame. Years ago, as an excited pastor desperately in search of some exclamation marks, I joined three other ministers in a misguided effort to provoke God into doing something scintillating. We solemnly informed our bemused spouses that we were going to lock ourselves away in a room, where we would continuously pray and fast for days, even weeks, if necessary, until we saw some kind of spiritual breakthrough. I’m not exactly sure how we were going to know that the much-desired breakthrough had been achieved, but our lack of thoughtful preparation was eclipsed by our enthusiasm. Like most eclipses, it didn’t last long. The marathon
actually endured for about three hours, by which time I was ready for a cheese and tomato sandwich and a comfortable bed. I blush deeper red as I remember that it was I who announced in a sonorous, I’ve had a revelation
voice that I sensed
that our prayer time had achieved what was needed, which was probably driven by my previously mentioned need for Cheddar. I smile when I recall how utterly relieved the other three erstwhile intercessors were, absolutely delighted to disperse and head home, job done. Our spouses welcomed us with feigned surprise.
Others who have done so much better with lengthy seasons of prayer don’t always help me. In researching for this book, I pored over the biographical details of one jolly chap who followed Jesus a hundred years before anything was on television, who passed his days in thrilled solitude, and who was in the habit of crawling into a hollow log for weeks of uninterrupted intercession. This story of log burrowing was supposed to cheer me up and encourage me to head for the woods myself, but instead, I felt profoundly discouraged. I know I wouldn’t last thirty minutes in the bowels of an intercessory tree, and the only deep ministry
that would result would be the woodlice investigating my underwear. Start talking casually about the devotional life
, and I get that weary feeling that I experienced when my school report included the comment scrawled in angry red ink: C+. Could do better.
Just the other day, I discovered William Penn’s description of the Quaker leader George Fox. It was both awe-inspiring and daunting.
Above all, he excelled in prayer. The inwardness and weight of his spirit, the reverence and solemnity of his dress and behaviour, and the fewness and fullness of his words, have often struck even strangers with admiration… The most awful, living, reverent frame I ever felt or beheld, I must say, was in his prayer.¹
There is no doubting the huge heart of Fox. His life provides rich inspiration for those who want to go beyond superficiality and trite spirituality and find a deeper walk with God. But then I read the description of him again, and am intimidated by Fox’s consistent self-discipline. I ponder his fewness and fullness
of words and immediately know that all too often chatter gushes out of my mouth with the speed and control of Niagara Falls. And his weighty spirit? Mine is sometimes so lean, I think it’s been to Weight Watchers.
I write daily Bible reading notes, but wonder if I would read the Bible daily if I didn’t write the notes. Every year on New Year’s Eve I enter into solemn vows that include planning to read my Bible right through, and then I invariably come unstuck in the gall bladders of Leviticus or the family trees of Chronicles and Kings. I’m currently developing a Read through the Bible in 300 years course…
Writers of books about prayer often live in an emotional, spiritual land called Utter Certainty. This bold, superlative location is a doubtless zone; awkward questions about pain, suffering, and why my car broke down last month (just after I’d abandoned my roadside assistance insurance) have no place there. I do have occasional day trips to Utter Certainty, and it’s a luxurious resort: I’d like to move in and set up home permanently. Fog is banished in that endlessly summery place, and every detail of the landscape is drawn in bold, solid lines. I would like to make Utter Certainty my home.
But then there are some days – more than I’d like to admit – when I find myself meandering off, like a sheep, to camp out for a while on the chilly, bleak moors of an inhospitable location called Where on earth am I and, by the way, where has God gone? It’s as far away from Utter Certainty as Hawaii is from the Antarctic. In Certainty, the paths are solid underfoot, and well signposted, but in Where on earth, crumbling, unmarked paths snake across impossibly high cliff edges, where just one slip would mean a fatal fall. There are treacherous quicksands that threaten to suck me under for ever, and familiar landmarks disappear in the swirling mists. It’s a place that’s about as warm and friendly as the set of The Hound of the Baskervilles. I stumble on, hoping to spot a welcome light to lead me home. The bitter cold snaps at my fingers and toes, and I long for a guide – or God – to get me out of that wasteland.
Ironically, as I begin this book, I am currently on one such camping trip. I am in two locations at once: in Where on earth am I and, by the way, where has God gone? and also parked in the innards of a large British Airways jet which is aimed at America. I shall shortly be dispensing large chunks of biblical teaching to some assorted gatherings of nice Christian people. The fact that they have invited me to fly over for a chat creates massive pressure. Theirs is a special event, which means that I need to say something special. Even as I tap away, I am being whisked through the sky at 500 miles per hour, my trajectory carefully navigated by computers, enabling Nigel the pilot to announce the time of our projected touchdown to within a minute or two, even though we are still 3,000 miles from our destination.
But the laws of physics and the precision genius of computer chips do not govern my emotional and spiritual condition. Right now, while wrestling with a bland Chicken Caesar salad at 36,000 feet, I feel less certain about my own ability to do anything useful for Jesus. I’m not sure who I doubt more – him or me.
I look around the cabin, survey the backs of the heads of my fellow passengers, and suddenly feel unsettled about my faith. What do they do to cause this spiritual nervous tic? Simple. They unnerve me because of their normality.