I Was a Lesbian
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This book will teach, inspire and empower you with a step by step plan to defeat the enemy in conquering the Homosexuality. Open your hearts and minds and embrace truth and allow your spirit to be empowered to move forward victoriously.
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I Was a Lesbian - Holli J. Hunt
Copyright © 2009 by Holli J. Hunt.
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Contents
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 1
The Underdog
It’s like 1 o’clock in the morning on a cool summer day; my home girl and I are hangin out in the front of our apartment building sipping some coolers and smoking weed. My home girl has this crazy look on her face and she says Girl ain’t that your man zooming by in his car and it looked like to me he had some light skinned chic in there with him. I turn around and see the car zooming by but I said
no you probably just trippin". That situation just didn’t sit well with me so I called him on his cell phone. He answered and said he was at his mom’s house in the bed. While I’m on the phone with him I jump in my car and jump on the e-way headed to his mom’s house. We pull up and just as my home girl had thought, it was true, he had some chic in the car with him. I was furious but I didn’t even say anything to him, I turned around and went back home. The next day in the evening time, he called me and I wouldn’t answer. Soon afterwards he was pulling up in front of my house. I was already out front when he pulled up and I just ignored him. He kept saying come here and I wouldn’t. That was it for me! I just couldn’t take no more. It was time I got rid of this zero and that I did!
I thought about how to write what I needed to say over and over again. Until I realized that somebody needed to hear my story and come to understand what they have and are experiencing, can be conquered. There was no other way to say this but to come from my heart with the unadulterated truth.
Choosing to be a lesbian is a choice we make, this is not who we are. In spite of what TV, society or Hollywood says, we are not born gay. I didn’t understand the behavior I displayed, to me it became the thing to do, the way to be and there was this inner cry that I couldn’t allow anyone to hear or see. This lifestyle came upon me while I was in a vulnerable and disgusted phase in my life. I began to make choices like I didn’t care anymore about nothing and nobody. I had just walked away from a crazy relationship where the man I was sleeping with was cheating and playing a lot of mind games and I was fed up.
It was never a healthy relationship, we just got together late at night and was intimate. My major concern and law had been not to sleep with anyone that was sleeping around, so that had to be agreed upon before I ever agreed to be in the relationship. He was the type that didn’t care about family, he just wanted what he wanted and that was sex. When I met him I had 2 children, he never expressed a desire to spend time with me and my boys, it was just always coming around at night to score and then be on his way without